Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 4, Episode 8 - Where Are You Sleeping? - full transcript

Previously
on Temptation Island...

If I see him, like,
having sex with another girl,

I will be very,
very heartbroken.

Keep it in your pants.

Marisa looks stunning.

Iris is looking good.

She's looking
like a little snack.

I feel like
Deac is someone who I would love

to take on a date.

I'm really looking
forward to seeing you

and having a conversation
about where we stand.



I love you dearly.

Hearing Lascelles
say "I love you"

definitely made me question:

did he really
love me this whole time?

I just need
to process me feeling

guilty about
making her feel sad.

I'm probably
not going to send one.

- Ooh.
- I don‘t have shit to say.

There is no message.

I haven't felt this far
away from her as I do now.

I was really hoping to
get a video from Ash today.

And I didn't get that.

I desperately want to figure out
why she didn't send the clip.

It's okay.



I know you just couldn't
find the words to say...

I know we'll
get the chance to talk.

I love you.
I can't wait to see you.

To hear you.

How’s it going, brother?

Talk to us, man,
how are you feeling right now?

Well, I didn't get a message.

You didn’t get a message, dude?

What?

At all?

Nothing.

Maybe she’s angry
at me for something,

maybe she’s embarrassed
because she did what she did.

I just know that
she didn't have the words.

This is tough.
I'm so sorry, bro.

Because I know
that’s something you were

just yearning for,
just to hear from her side.

You’ll get it,
it’s just you’ll have

to wait a little
longer, unfortunately.

The video message has actually

really solidified
my stance with Hania.

At this point,
I don't think I'm going to be

seeing any type of growth
that's going to matter to me.

Who would like to share?

I want to know
if you got a video.

I did.

Whoa.

No video would have been better.

To not have
some performative piece of shit.

- Was he crying?
- No.

Instead, it all sounded
like this rehearsed monologue

and it's just, like,
can you not just be a

genuine human being for once?

Like, rawness. Something.
Feel something.

I don't know that
he's learned anything.

He admitted
he's been cheating on me.

Humble bragging about,
"Hey, two weeks ago,

just before we got here,
I was hit up for a booty call."

Yeah, you've grown so much.

Well, this just reaffirms
things for you even more so.

I'm just like
heartbroken.

She's put me through a lot
of pain and I don't really feel

like letting her affect
my emotions so much anymore.

It's just too much
pain there, you know?

Yeah.

You know, Ashley sent a message.

My initial feelings were,
obviously, I love and miss her,

but that's not going
to change how I move forward.

I'm going to continue
like working on myself,

working on our relationship.

But I love this girl,
I do not want to drop her.

I want to do
everything in my power

to keep her
in my life just as a friend.

I don’t have anything to
say right now. I really don't.

I'm trying to...

yeah, because
I need to process, too.

Obviously I know that
this is a hard decision

for anybody, like
seven years, that's a long time.

But at the same time,
when you've exchanged words,

you've said "I love you,"

and it's just looking
like you want your cake

and eat it, too.

Honestly, this is
like a dagger to the heart.

Take your time processing it.

I've got to do what's
best for me. Sounds good?

Yeah.

Where's your headspace at?

I'm just going to
continue to do whatever

makes me happy,
like, do me, whatever,

but if somehow I see like
he’s growing, or learning,

or is a changed person,
we could possibly talk

about it and make it work.

Are you, like, wanting to get
back with him or like what?

Kind of, right now, I don't want
to put like anyone before me.

what do I want for myself?

Feels like she's
trying to keep herself

anchored to
Lascelles with the hopes

of getting back with him,
and it kind of sucks for me

because I'm getting
these feelings for Ashley.

It just seems
like I'm trying to fight

against something
that's immovable.

Maybe he does
deep down still love me,

but, all this time he
wasn't really thinking about me

and thinking about how I felt.

I don't want to go
back to the Ashley on day one.

I really see me growing,
and almost at the end

where I can
show everyone who I am now.

And, I feel like,
I don't know if Lascelles

is growing,
but I need to see the growth.

You shouldn’t want to
go back to something

that he was so easily
willing to just let go.

You deserve everything.

I feel like
he's accepting things.

He needs to be free
and on his own journey as well.

I think you've grown
as a person from when I met you

to who you are now,
and that's cool to see.

The promise ring comes
down to what it symbolizes

to you, and if it's still
meaningful in that way

then I don't think
you should keep wearing it.

But I feel like,
if it's something that,

"Hey, we had
a great relationship and..."

forever that you guys will
have a connection to each other

in some way, I don't
think the ring's a bad thing.

Yeah, okay cute,
because I want to wear it.

Originally it was like
a cheating test for him.

Now it's like, okay,
you haven't cheated

but now you're
just annoying.

- He knows he needs to step up?
- Yeah.

Just hold him,
yeah, more accountable.

Set ultimatums.

That’s what you’ve got
to tell him straight up, too,

it's like, don't be texting
girl you used to

for emotional support.

Point blank. Period.
You know? Once you sit down...

It’s so stressful
waiting until the end.

- Oh, I know.
- Because a lot can still happen.

I want Iris to
realize that she's a dime

and she shouldn't
settle for chump change.

I know, like, I haven't
done anything with anybody.

Just a couple splits
and some ass shaking

- never hurt anyone.
- Exactly.

Walking into this
I told you how hesitant

I was to even get
in this vulnerable position

with you and then it's like,
okay, you know, fast forward

and now you're saying
you love me, but then you’re

still kind of pushing
me away at the same time.

It's confusing,
and here I am again questioning,

you know, your intentions
and questioning, like, okay,

can I really
trust him emotionally?

I'm very on the fence
with a lot of what I do

and what I say
because I try to be respectful

for both parties,
but I know I'm doing

a disservice to you
and myself and what we have.

I've put up specific
barriers and boundaries

that kind of comes
in the way of our love

for each other,
so, I'm going to do

what I have to do
to make sure that you know

that I love you
in an action-based way.

So, I'm not going to be sleeping
on anymore cots anymore.

Give me one more.

Oh!

I love skateboarding,

and what better person
to go with than Juicy?

I'm going to
show her how it's done.

Ooh, and he stuck the landing.

- So, that's how you fall.
- Okay.

I know in the past,
from what Luke has told me,

that Iris isn't great
at giving positive feedback.

I don't know
if he has the self-confidence

to give it to himself.

I would be concerned about Luke
reverting back to his old ways.

Why do you think
that you came on this island

rather than y’all
just going to couples therapy?

There's no couples
therapy that's going to put me

in a house with 12 women
and tempt me because like

if I make it through
a house with 12 beautiful women

and I'm not cheating on her,
I'll be really happy.

I'm very proud.

- Hey, cheers to that!
- Cheers to loyalty.

Loyalty.

The new loyal Luke.

- Loyal Luke.
- Love to see it.

What a glorious day.

Fantastic.

Whoa, a bee suit. Super cool.

Open this up just in
case you want to make out.

Honey cocktail.
You can bartend, right?

I can.
Oh, we’ve got a squirter.

I think Deac is really cute,
he’s very funny.

He has a great sense of humor.

Two ounces of rum.

No.

- No?
- I got it.

So generous.

And, I obviously have been

like kind
of a fangirl for a while,

so I think that
we’ll have some good laughs.

- That's really good. Yeah.
- It's really good. Wow.

What do you say I pop
this bee suit off and we go?

Let’s do it.

- So.
- How are you feeling?

Where are you at
like leaving with him?

I know you have to sit
down with him and everything,

- like, are you...
- Yeah. I mean,

I really want to leave with him
if he can prove to me

that he realizes
exactly why he broke my trust.

Like, you got
to challenge yourself

to hold yourself
to a higher standard than that.

He's broken your trust
so many times that it's like

what can he change now,
you know?

I guess when I talk to him again
at the final bonfire

I'll really see
what he has to say,

and if it sounds
like he hasn't really changed

or come up with a plan
to change, then...

Yeah. It's like,
see ya.

You know?
You deserve that shit, so...

- Yeah.
- Stay true to that.

I’m really hoping he realizes it
and if he doesn’t, then...

I’m going to
have to leave on my own.

Yeah, no, that’s, you know...

Or with someone else, who knows?

- Oh?
- Oh!

I have not been
the best version of myself

in my relationship
with Luke and a part of me

always felt like
maybe I wasn't good enough.

Now I'm realizing
I do deserve an amazing love

and I deserve
to be fully happy with myself.

Don't give me a side shoulder.

All right, fine.

Today we are cleansing
everything that’s made us

feel trapped and we're here
to release all of that.

So, we are going
to make a sage bundle together.

Beautiful.

What do you want
to cleanse yourself of?

To cleanse my soul.

So, all of the things
that keep you trapped?

- Yes, everything.
- Okay.

For me, I am cleansing
all of the negative programming

I've been given by this person

I chose to be
in a relationship with.

All of the thoughts
that I'm not enough.

I'm letting go of all of it

because I'm not too much,
he's just too little,

and I want to be
as much as I am, if not more.

How do you feel?

Different.

Different?
Good different?

Mm-hmm.

Good. You seem different.

I've never had
any type of cleanse.

It's a very different
experience but Ash is into it,

and I'm happy
to have been here to please Ash

and make her feel very
comfortable in her own shoes.

Crazy how we’ve come this far.

I will say,
the difference between you

when I first met you
versus today

is a very big change,
in a positive manner.

I can't go back to who I was
in order to be with Hania

and I'm really grateful
for the fact that you can

kind of keep me out
of those moments of weakness

where I'm, like, "Well,
what if he's the only person

that won't leave? But...

Got to take it day by day.

Just being
outside and in the sun

and playing in
the water is really special,

and I'm glad I could
share that with Karyna.

- Amazing.
- So cute.

Can I fix you
a little drink, here?

Oh, heck yeah.

So, what is something
you want to know about me

that you don't know?

Um...

Asking the questions.

You’re like,
"I don’t give a!"

No, I just, like...

No, it’s not that
I don’t give a ,

it’s just... Jesus Christ.

Quality time is, like,
my number one love language,

and that’s how
I learn about people is, just...

Their actions and not,
like, the answers

to stupid questions like,

"What's your favorite
color."

Asking basic questions

is kind of like a way
to get to know someone.

Like, do you know
Ash’s favorite color?

No.

What kind of a shit am I
that like doesn't know

his girlfriend's favorite color?

I really haven't paid attention,

but it's not just me
that has wronged here.

She could have
got her shit together

and sent me a message
and that really hurt

that she didn't
have that in her to do that.

I don't know what it was other
than she didn't have the words

for a message at that moment.

I don't know the reason,

but it really
would have been nice.

Shall we?
Give me a hug.

I love having
the time alone with Marisa.

It makes it a lot easier
to understand how I'm feeling

with Marisa
and I think it helps Marisa too

to understand
how she's feeling with me.

I feel like
I've known you before.

I feel like
I've known you for a long time.

It's only been
like a couple weeks.

You've like made me...

I don't know.

We had some kind of relationship

in our previous lives.

I hope that
we can still continue.

- I would love to.
- Okay.

Mm-hmm. Okay.

You’re one of
my favorite people of all time.

Yes!

Top two.
Top two.

I can deal with that.

I ain’t going
to tell you who’s number one.

- I already know...
- Who?

My mama.

Yo mama number one.

You'll meet her. She's cool.

Well, we’re figure
out those next steps

but like I would say
I’m ready whenever you are.

- I’m ready whenever you are.
- What?

You’re the one that
has to make some decisions...

You’re right, you’re right.

So, let’s start with that first.

That seven-year
relationship that I have,

I think, you know,
I think we've hit our limit.

Anything can happen
at the final bonfire, who knows?

But when it comes
to this new era for Lascelles

I'm really looking forward
to seeing where Trace and I go.

I think
our future is super bright.

Your passion,
your high drive motivates me

to continue working
on my own business and myself.

So, like, it makes me
feel good knowing that,

you know, I'm going
to have a partner that is

like striving
for greatness all the time.

Every time we have
like a family gathering,

they always ask me, like,
"Oh, where's your future at?

Where's your future at?"

You know what I’m saying?

I’m really big
on exploring the world

and I know what I want,
and so I’m really trying

to be with someone
who is confident

in what
he's deciding to do as well.

And I just think
that like at this age

I'm not
compromising for anything.

I want to have
my partner involved

with my family and so I told
myself the next person

that meets my momma
has got to be the person, so...

Gotcha. I’m really
looking forward to our future.

Me too.

- Cheers to that.
- Cheers.

Cheers.

You look so nice.

You do too. Yeah.

I’m just like you are so cute.

You get closer now. Get closer.

Give me one more.

No, I had a good time.

Yeah, no,
this is an amazing time.

Mm!

There you go.

Oh, wow.

There’s a rainbow through it.

I used to do this
with my grandfather,

actually, but he would
always set it up for me.

Really? That's cool.
That's something fun to do.

Yeah, I miss him.

I think I definitely
know how I feel about Tommy.

I have some
hesitations but I know

I really, really like him,
and I think he's less eager

to get into something
after this than I am.

I'm definitely going to miss you

if we don't continue
speaking or whatever.

So that'll be hard.

When it comes
to you and me like...

And I've told you
a million times, you know,

I absolutely love
being around you and going

on these dates
and enjoying our time together

and having fun, but...

outside of this
there's a lot of big things

that I can't really get around.

Like, I've done long
distance, and I know for a fact

that’s something
that I can never do.

But sometimes you can
just live in the moment.

I’m happy I’m here.

Me too.

It's hard for me

because I really
don't want to lose this.

I'm really happy with this.

Look at some stars?

Yeah, let's do it.

I think Tommy used
to hold back a lot

and now he's not
holding back as much,

which I'm really,
really happy about.

See, this is why
I don't want to leave.

Yeah, well, right now I'm not
thinking about going home.

Really?

I thought
we said live in the moment.

Love what you're doing,
but we gotta turn it up!

Follow me.
Bring the party, let's go.

Come on, let's go.

Wait, no one's
holding me back. Hold me back!

I really do want
to spend my future with you.

Honestly, when I look
into your eyes, it’s like...

I know you get shy.

I am so shy,
that’s the crazy part.

You...

- Love you.
- I love you too.

Oh, you said it!
You said it! You said it.

You said it.

I knew you felt it.
I knew you felt it.

Oh, man.

Thank you for coming

to my
banger extravaganza.

They call me Denim Deac.
I got the green, okay?

Every other party
has been dog water.

This party is going to be
bananas, bonkers, off the wall.

I am talking a vibe by itself.

I’m talking splits,
I’m talking Jell-O shots.

I am telling you, this will be
like no other before.

So, we’re going
to have a dance off.

The ladies are the judges,

so just dance
your heart out, okay?

One, two, three, let’s go!

Take it off!

Mikey Hips.
They call me Mikey Hips.

Take 'em off, Mikey!

All right,
we know who won that one.

We know won that one.

Iris, you announce it.

All right. And the winner of
the dance contest tonight is...

Deac!

I don’t want to toot
my own horn, but toot, toot!

Best part every.

That’s my first time
ever trying a back-flip,

ever, and you know what?

I risked it for the biscuit.

All right,
let’s move this party inside.

Inside!

That was good,
you guys. All of you.

That’s the medicine right there.

What happened?
Lascelles, tell us the deets.

Like, I love her.
And I do love her.

Like, I told you it’s not
the first time I've told her

but, like, I think me
saying it more and more

kind of makes it real and she...

- Did she say it back?
- She said I love you too.

That’s all I wanted
was summertime love.

That's all I wanted!

You got that!
You got that!

And you got
that shit in the bag.

How do you think
Ashley is going to take this?

Obviously I still
love her, and I do want

to keep in
contact with her just,

you know, checking up on her
and making sure that she’s good.

She’s already been a huge
inspiration in my life already,

so, like, and like,
just motivating me

to be a better person
and that means a lot to me.

You want to take
a little shotty?

Let’s take a shotty.

Shotty.

To the kitchen we go.

After I hear
some mention about Ashley,

I need him to have that closure

because I cannot put myself
in a position to love

someone that is still
in love with someone else.

He needs to know
how I feel, and at this point

I'm a little fed up
and I'm a little annoyed.

My thing is
I’d rather you be honest with me

and just be like, "Trace,
you're an amazing person,"

but considering
our situation I think that

we should take it slow,"
and I can maturely accept that.

But I can’t
accept someone saying

that they love me,
and they want to meet my family

and they’re willing
to move across country for me

if I feel like that’s not true.

‘Cause I’m
fighting for love

in two different places.

It’s because I
still love Ashley,

because I care about her.

I love Trace because
the idea of losing her,

even though we just met,
kind of breaks my heart.

But I never, never
want to disrespect Ashley.

I'm trying
to do this in a smart way

where I'm not breaking hearts.

It's going to make me
feel worse as a person.

To the window!

I got you, I got you.

Now do Iris!

Let's go, let's go!

You’re amazing.
Stop. You’re amazing.

Sexy-ass couple.

You’re hot,
you’re hot, boom. Enough said.

Oh shit, the chair!

Did you ruin the chair?

Oh shit.

Oh shit!

Oh shit!

That‘s not
what the confessional is for.

It’s to speak your heart out.

It’s to confess.

- And I confess.
- Confess now.

My name is Tommy
and I like to party.

You literally torture me.

Oh, sorry you're so
used to a pussy in your life.

Tommy is really
perfect at times.

I wish he wasn't
so perfect all the time.

I'm not ready to just
let Tommy go, so, we'll see.

Where are you sleeping?

Wow. I don’t know.

I had the best
time ever with him.

You know, having Tommy's arms
around me feels really good.

I'm definitely very
happy that we have tonight.

I’m really grateful he’s here.

Your nails look wonderful.

Thank you.
You did them yourself.

I did.

Do you think people can change?

Change on this experience
or change within Hania?

Because that's not changing.

In my head,
what if he's the only person

that won't leave?

He's not for you
and it's been clear as day

in the last
experience on this island.

It was a game,
and he was playing.

Ash, she still keeps
going back to the thought

process of what if he's
the only one that won't leave?

So, I don't even know
what to do at this point.

Don't let it be
a thing that lights

a little fake light
bulb of “is he the only one?

Who's going to be there?”

So, how was your date?

- It was good.
- Yeah?

I was just trying
to talk to her about...

hold a higher
standard for yourself.

She can't be wasting her whole
life with the asshole, so.

The funniest think
I told her, I was like,

I haven’t even seen
him and he just sounds

like a asshole.

I don't even know
what he looks like.

He's literally
a grade A tool, bro.

He makes a lot
of money, he’s insecure, like...

You make all this money
and you split

a cheque with a girl
you are a beta.

And she’s so sweet, and, like...

I know, that’s it.

It’s sad to me.

I hate having this tension
between me and Taylor,

but he needs to also remember
Hania has been in my life.

And I don't want Taylor
to feel like he's not important

to me or that he's
just like this quick fix

and something I'm going
to throw away when I'm done.

I want him to talk to me
and I don't know how to fix it,

and it's killing me.

This morning, yeah, she said

you know,
what if he’s the only one

that’ll stick around?

And, we’ve had a connection.

She’s made
me come out of my shell

and tell her things
I’ve never told anyone,

but, she just
went back to square one.

I feel like that video message
her up.

It did.

But she's the one who said, "Oh,
it's so fake, it's all written."

Yeah, I don't know how
she would go back to him

after all the things
that have been said.

I mean, you don't
deserve to be a Band-Aid

and I also think
she deserves to grow,

and to grow you have to walk

through that
fire and feel that pain.

Just be alone
and figure out what you want.

So, what about you? Do you
have anything to talk about?

You and Tommy,
the biggest roller-coaster here.

I just... if, like
in my life when things

have been hot and cold,

I would have walked away
already.

Like, we really are good now,

but I always say that
and then there comes a point

where I'm like,
"Yo, what is happening again?"

I don't know.
We’re both in limbo.

I’ve got different things,
different situations.

Yeah, I don’t know
why everything’s so complicated.

I think Marisa and I are
a little more comfortable

with each other, so that's nice.

It feels good. Just
taking it one day at a time.

Enjoying every
single moment, you know?

I have mixed feelings
about all of this,

but up until this
there wasn't really any stress

like that
in our relationship, you know?

Yeah, I mean,
it's only been a year and a half

so I wouldn't expect there
to be a whole bunch of stress.

I'm like hurt
by my own shortcomings

and my own failures
in the past, you know?

- Yeah.
- It's all of it.

And that's where, like,
my mixed feelings are right now.

Like, I feel like I've
never seen Las without Trace.

True.

Although like yesterday
when I came to work out

and we were talking,
I went back in

and she's like,
"Are you guys like

actually going
to get to a workout?"

- I heard her say that.
- Was she saying anything?

Like, why does
she have to be talking to him?

- Kind of.
- I had a feeling.

But you know what? it.
He's like my big bro.

If you have insecurities
about me talking to him...

No, not that. I don't
think it's insecurities.

I think she just
gets a little jelly belly.

What if
he went home with one of us?

He goes
home with his girlfriend.

Yeah.

Dude, anything can happen.

Yeah.

What do you think she's going
to say if she sees that?

I think it's just going
to really catch her off guard.

And I know
it's going to hurt her.

Mm-hmm.

I don't take
anything back, you know?

Do you think that if she saw
whatever she sees she's going

to be jealous
and like want you back?

I think initially, yeah.

Could be that
we're on the same page.

I know initially
she’s going to get jealous.

Marisa and I got
a little intimate.

A clip of that
will be shown to Gillian.

It's going to be
a completely different life

when I leave this island.

I'm still afraid
that I might have done

too much damage
to the greatest love of my life.

I guess worst case
scenario is to hear her say

she doesn't love me anymore.

- What's up, guys?
- How’s it going, Mark?

One of these days
we're going to have a chance

to hang out and not be deep.

This is not one of those days.

Yeah.

I need to let you know

that this is our final bonfire

before you sit here
with your partners.

Okay?

So, as much
as you've shared with me

about how much you've changed
and how much you have learned,

I assure you the same
is happening in the other villa.

This is the last chance you're
going to get a peek into that.

You ready?

- Let’s do it.
- Yeah.

I think we'll start
with you tonight, Luke.

- Okay.
- Here we go.

It's like, see ya.

- Yeah.
- Stay true to that.

I’m really hoping
he realizes it,

and if he doesn't then I'm going
to have to leave on my own.

Yeah.

She can't be wasting her whole
life with that asshole.

He's literally
a grade A tool, bro.

He makes a lot
of money, he's insecure.

- Like...
- You make all this money

and you split
a check with a girl,

you're a beta.

Wow.

It's a lot of judgment.

I get where Iris is saying,

that's what I can focus
back to at the end of this.

- I mean...
- What did you hear her say?

If he doesn't understand then
I'm going to have to leave him.

I don't know what it is
that I need to understand,

but I'm excited for her
to see that I can understand,

listen, and just use
my emotional brain first.

I'm creating a version 2.0 here.

Who you're
becoming is your own thing.

What people think of you,
we never get to choose.

And if it fits,
it fits, and if it doesn't,

bless their heart.

I like that.

Okay, Lascelles.

Like, I don’t want to
have, like, “what ifs.”

Like, what if I didn't
do that, or what if I didn't

do this with Blake?

And I feel like you
are supposed to be

like in my life for a reason.

You do mean a lot
to me, Ashley, like...

- Thank you.
- You mean a lot.

I want to kiss you right now

but I feel like
that would be a little sin.

- You can kiss me.
- Oh, you mean that?

Yeah.

Feels good.
Feels right.

What do you think?

It looks like
she's on a fantastic path.

On, you know, becoming
a more independent woman,

like realizing
that the romantic side

that I was possibly missing
can be found somewhere else.

I'm trying to
figure out: if I'm you,

would I really be happy?

And the only way
I think I'd really be happy

is if I've fallen in
love with somebody else.

Mm-hmm.

Have you?

Yes. It's a feeling that
I haven’t had in a long time.

That spark that Ash
and I said that we were missing,

you know, the last
time we saw each other.

Obviously, I still love Ashley.

This is my best friend.

- Lascelles.
- Yeah.

The mixed message
here is a dangerous place

to go if we want
to respect both women, here.

Absolutely.

I'd like to hear you
define the difference between

having love for someone
and being in love with someone.

When you put it that way
I think it's easy for me

to declare that, you know,
I'm in the “in love” category

with Trace,
and I have love for Ashley.

- Without a doubt.
- Okay.

Hania.

Here we go.

I didn’t think
you could get more attractive,

but I was so wrong.

Well, we made that
for y’all, just because it was...

I knew before coming here
that I was in love with her

and I still feel that way.

But the real surprise to me

is that I could feel
that depth of love at all.

What a concept that is, huh?

What a concept that is.

And what a beautiful
feeling it is.

It's a helpless feeling.

Yeah.

And now I know
what I really need

to work on,
and that's just listening.

Okay, let's explore that.

Do you think as you look back

to the older version
of you, Hania,

that when she would
give you feedback,

rather than
you taking the feedback

you would spin that feedback?

Absolutely. I twist
people's words into my own

and try to write
their stories for them.

Which is a way of appearing
to listen but not really listen.

Exactly.

There's a lot of you in me.

I think you're
seeing it in each other, too.

But sometimes I'll sit
on the couch and remember

a version of me
and audibly go: "Ugh."

That's what growth is.

If it's not too late,
when you make a shift

and you communicate
it to her or whomever

from this point forward,
it has to be unconditional.

But I believe in you.

- Thanks, Mike.
- Okay?

Okay, Edgar, it's your turn.

Let's take a look.

I feel uncomfortable,

but I'm not going
to be a hypocrite

because I've also reached
a level of intimacy

like that with Marisa.

How does Marisa make you feel?

I can look at her
and I can feel so much comfort

and positivity and acceptance.

You have an understanding
of something real that is love.

Are you finding it here?

Or are you losing it here?

I'm not losing love
because that's within me.

I am losing a version of love.

But what you’re gaining
is a deeper understanding of it.

-Yeah
-Maybe?

Yeah.
Yeah.

Well, guys,
next time you're sitting here

you'll be sitting
next to your girlfriends

who very possibly have changed
as much as you have changed.

Thank you very much, gentlemen.
You can head back to your villa.

Thank you, sir.

Thank you, Mark.

Goodnight, boys.

I'm a different person.

I have my own back.

I don't need Gillian
to watch out for me

or have any effect
on my feelings.

I control that.

I'm very scared
to go into tonight's bonfire

because
the previous clips of Lascelles

were not great at all.

I feel like
the worst-case scenario

could be Lascelles having
an intimate connection

with this girl, but I'm really
hoping to see a positive change

in Lascelles and just
see some type of apology.

Good evening.

Hi.

Ladies, welcome to the bonfire.

- You're good?
- Nervous.

- Nervous?
- Nervous for sure.

Ashley, where are you at today?

I'm at a place
where I want to see growth.

I want to see him be
respectful towards me.

But the pattern
so far of these clips

are like going downhill.

We'll watch together
because I don't know

what you're going to see either.

Iris, you're up first tonight.

- Okay.
- Here we go.

You know,
she's not over the past.

She’s criticized me a little bit
about the trust issues

and how I didn't
validate her feelings.

So, really what I want
in this process,

as I was hoping for,
is for her to like...

be able to hopefully come out
of this with a clean slate.

If I'm, you know,
maintaining the respect

and trust
and the promises that we had

going in here,
give me some credit.

I want to acknowledgement.

- I want the credit.
- You need the validation.

You're not
getting it there.

What do you think about that?

In the beginning maybe I didn't
make him feel validated enough.

That could be true.

Hm. Okay.

But I don't think
he's taking the accountability

that I wanted him to.

But, at the same time,
I do hear him out.

In the beginning
I did brush him off a lot.

You came here saying you
wanted to see a change in Luke.

Yeah.

Is that still
the reason you're here?

- Partly.
- Partly.

But I realize I also have
a lot of work to do on myself.

And I think a lot
of that starts with me knowing

my self-worth
and what I deserve.

What an incredible insight.

I think so, too.

Hey, good for you.

Thank you, Mark.

Okay, Ash.

Look, you smile
and you welcome it now.

All right, let's take a look.

Good luck.

It's okay.

I know you just couldn't
find the words to say...

I know we'll
get the chance to talk.

I love you.
I can't wait to see you.

It's not just
me that has wronged here.

She could have
got her shit together

and sent me a message,
and that really hurt

that she didn't
have that in her to do that.

What did you see?

How are you feeling?

I didn't have the words
for a 30 second message.

I did think about
how it would affect him,

how he might take it, but...

I don't feel bad because
the same consideration

was not given
to me in his actions

throughout our relationship.

Then what can you ask
him when you see him here?

Why did there
need to be other women?

That's direct.

I know that I'm worth more

than being a sidekick
in someone else's story.

So, I want you to remind
yourself: "I'm worthy of love.

I'm not someone
that gets cheated on."

- Right?
- Yeah.

Okay. Thank you.

Thank you.

Okay, Ashley.

I'm ready.

Let's do it.

I think
our future is super bright.

Your passion,
your high drive, motivates me

to continue working
on my own business and myself.

It makes me feel good
knowing that, you know,

I'm going to have
a partner that is

like striving
for greatness all the time.

- Me too.
- That's the crazy part.

You...

- Love you.
- I love you, too.

Oh, you said it!
You said it! You said it.

You said it.

And I knew you felt it.

Wow, wow, wow.

I have to ask this question
even though it hurts.

How does it make you feel
when you hear him

say “I love you”
to someone else?

Like our seven years
together wasn't real at all.

Like, did he really love me?

And I just feel
so disrespected, hurt,

mad, and definitely
don't deserve this at all.

The seven years you've had

aren’t for naught.

You're learning who you are
and what's important to you.

In order for me
to become that strong,

independent woman
that I see myself,

I have to accept
what I'm seeing.

Just let everything out,
don't bottle anything inside,

because that's
honestly hurting my own growth.

You know, I have said
it over again: growing pains.

I wish there was an easier way.

Pain often brings clarity.

It's a road we're all on.

Look around real quick.

I know. I love you girls.
They’re literally my sisters.

Ashley, I know it's painful,
but I see you becoming

more independent and stronger.

Thank you.

You're next.

- You ready, Gillian?
- Last but not least.

Yeah.

I feel like
I've known you before.

I feel like I've known you
for a long time.

It's only been
like a couple weeks.

You've like made me...

I don't know.

We had some kind of relationship
in our previous lives.

I hope that
we can still continue.

I would love to.

Okay.

Mm-hmm. Okay.

Oh, my God.

No way.

Edgar!

Oh, my God. Holy shit. Whoa.

Whoa, I literally...

Holy shit.

What the?

Whoa. I can't even. Oh, my God.

I'm like, shake...
Literally shaking.

That is crazy.

That is crazy.
Oh, my God. I can't breathe.