Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 4, Episode 6 - Cheers to New Beginnings - full transcript

Previously on
Temptation Island...

I want you in my bed!

All right, let's go.

Gillian, what the?

I don't think I can
continue to be with her,

because I just
don't think it's healthy.

Since I started dating Ash,
I have slept with other people.

And I've literally
lied about it already.

I am only romantically
interested in Trace.

No one else approach me. I'm
only going to talk to Trace now.

That was... a lot.



Well, shit. I wish
the best for her in life.

I know I'm not
like, crying or anything.

Processing man,
it takes time to process.

That’s what
Hania just had, dude.

Yeah, you were
great at the bonfire,

and I was like,
“Oh yeah, no problem.

Yeah, I figured this out,
right?”

This bullshit is getting to me.

It hurts a lot. A hell of a lot.

- Ladies.
- Hi.

- Hello.
- How was it?

Tell us. Tell us it all.

- A lot of shit happened.
- Okay, can’t wait to hear it.

Let it out baby, let it out.



So, the first clip,
Gillian and what’s-his-name

dancing at a party
and she pulled him in,

and they started making out.

And then
it went to another clip.

He was in
her bed and he had his...

He was in his boxers
and they were making out.

And it just feels like
it's another layer of her

not telling me
the complete truth.

I feel betrayed
at the way she has behaved.

You know, I thought
we were coming to this island

for a certain reason,
and it just feels like

it's a completely
different reason.

And I feel so manipulated.

I'm done.

I don't want it anymore.

Hania and Edgar
are really upset.

This is the moment that like,
it really gets real.

Like, this is what
they need us for.

It's not all fun and games
while we're here.

- Hello, everyone.
- Hello.

Oh, we're smiling.
Smiley diley.

- Hello, wanna come sit?
- Yeah, I’ll come sit.

Hello. How are you?

- You good?
- Mm-hmm.

Oh, it's like that.
Okay, we happy.

- How's it going?
- Everything's good.

He was crying to a girl in that,
and like, he never cries.

He was just like,
literally looking at the camera

being like,
“Gillian, what the ?”

And he said this is not
what he wants anymore,

and he doesn’t really want
this relationship anymore, so.

Whoa.

You okay?

I gave so much of my
own happiness trying to...

help him find his.

It's really good
to finally know the truth.

It was like I received
this golden key to freedom.

- I’m done.
- Relieved?

- Uh-huh.
- Good.

I was like, holding my
shit together in the bonfire,

you know?
And I had to watch her...

sleep with him, you know?

I knew after
the first bonfire that...

That I didn't want
an open relationship.

And then I was like,
“Okay, I get it now, thanks.

You don’t have
to do anymore of that.”

But she doesn't know that.

We don’t have
to talk about it but...

No, I'm listening,
I'm listening.

I mean, I need help, you know.

I don't know how
to ing deal with this.

What about the times
that you did that?

It sucks to see Ash connecting
physically with somebody else.

I mean, I would be
a hypocrite to say

that she can't do that
because I have done that.

I have cheated on her.

Going through
this experience of like,

feeling those emotions
on the other side and like,

what it means to have
those types of relationships,

I hope this just
leaves a lasting impression

so you make different decisions.

Do you believe it's a break?

Or do you believe
it's a breakup?

I don't know.
I think it's a break, maybe.

If it’s a breakup,
then that's devastating.

Like, I can’t
think about the breakup.

Lascelles transformed
into this different guy

I never knew
even existed in him.

Part of me just wants to like...

just shake him up and like,
put some sense into him

because this whole
time he wasn't thinking

about me or thinking about us.

You might want a break.

And he might still be
saying what you want to hear,

but deep down, he actually
might want to break up.

And if that is the case,
start preparing yourself,

mentally, for that process.

My heart is saying that

I really want to work
things out with Lascelles.

But my mind is saying
to just walk away.

- Watch your step.
- Steady, girl.

What a gentleman.

I'm really excited
about this date today

because I love
being in the garden.

I love that connection
to the earth.

- You want to eat that?
- No, I’m not eating that.

Wow.

Yummy, look at that.

This is silly, but I'm
really grateful we’re here.

Yeah, me too.

It’s a really nice,
just like, change of pace.

Mm-hmm.

At first, I did feel
like I had a lot of feelings.

I mean, I do.
I do have feelings for you.

But I think I felt
them very intensely,

all at once at the beginning.

And I do think it was me kind
of like, jumping into things

maybe like way too fast
without actually considering

like, fully getting to know you.

I felt the same
way in the beginning,

and it's just like,
you gotta take a step back.

I have to realize like, why
you're here and why I'm here.

There's times where I'm like,
head over heels for him,

and then there's times
where I think I just get kind

of scared of how
fast things are moving.

Thanks for being
the best friend that I’ve had.

Oh! Thanks for being my
best friend I’ve ever had.

I feel like I'm comfortable
with where we're at,

and I don't know
if I really want to like,

move on from where we're at.

Like, I think I'm
good here and like,

I'm comfortable
kissing you and, you know,

having fun
in the house and stuff.

But I'm looking for
something that's more than like,

just like, fun.

You think you're
ready for that right now?

Right after what's
going on, and being here,

and coming here with somebody,
to be with somebody else?

I don't know.

Yeah. Because you're saying
that's what you're looking for,

right?
To no fault of Gillian's,

I think there
are expectations going on.

But at the end of the day,
I hope Gillian finds

her independence and
find out what she really

wants in life without
somebody else being around

to guide her there.

Like, having
our conversations and the things

we've talked about,
I don't think you've ever

really experienced
just being alone.

I still enjoy being around you.

But if you've never been
alone and might not know how

to be alone, and that scares me.

You know?

This is like the perfect
thing right now, too.

This is nice,
I haven't been able to express

my artistic
abilities in quite a while.

Yeah, me neither.

- Two perfectionists going at it.
- Oh, yeah.

I'm really
happy Meghan got saved

because I'm really
having a great time.

I know we have a lot in common
from what I've learned

from her at the house,
and I'm just trying to explore

that a little bit more.

- Are you a good stroker, Luke?
- I love stroking.

Great.

I'm really starting
to feel the independency.

- Yeah.
- And it feels great.

I've always been
kind of codependent

- on boyfriends my whole life.
- Right.

I felt like I tried so hard
to impress my parents

all the time, and they didn't
really think I was good enough.

And then I always
leaned on boyfriends to tell me

that I was great,
or I was amazing, or to text me

good morning, call me beautiful,

just because I wasn't
feeling that from my own family.

I can tell your strength
that you have, you know,

and it's nice to see
that you're like, recognizing

that strength,
and you're opening up.

- That's awesome, though.
- Thank you.

Of course.

Mmm. Buy one?

With Taylor, I'm just
trying to live in the moment

and not exist in
expectation or what will happen.

So, I'm open to growing
with him, and being with him,

and figuring out
what this means for us.

I like you. And you are
patient and you're sweet.

Just listening to you talk,
and your ability

to be vulnerable,
and give me these really

sensitive parts of yourself.

I'm glad you're still here.

I’m glad you revived me.

I wouldn’t want to be
on this island without you.

So how are you feeling
about what you saw last night?

I'm feeling a lot
of pain, but I'm also like,

I'm also feeling
a lot of love and compassion.

After thinking about
it last night and this morning,

it's just like, it's
coming together for me that Ash

is the woman I want to
spend the rest of my life with,

and I need to make sure that
that's not a knee jerk reaction.

And I trust Karyna to keep
me solid and keep me grounded.

I don't know
how to describe this.

You know, I've never...

I've never like,
come out and say, like,

“I want to marry somebody,”
let alone know who that is.

And now I know who that is,
and that's what I want.

I think in whatever way you can,

when you do have that final
conversation with her,

you're expressing
that you have been listening

to what that is,
and then doing it.

Yeah, absolutely.
You’re... ing awesome.

Ugh.

I'm super impressed
with how you took control

of, you know,
the painting of the surfboard.

I appreciate just kind of
sitting and enjoying like, art.

Like, I love museums.
I love, you know, exhibits,

and just expressing how
I feel, and just using that

to kind of take
over paint brushes.

It's kind of my thing.

No, and that's... and
I appreciate that about you.

I’m not gonna lie,
like, going forward,

it's like, it's going
to just get deeper and deeper,

and we're like, getting
down to the last few weeks.

And I'm just trying
to wrap my head around

this and see what this means.

Because ultimately
you do have to make a decision.

Mm-hmm.

I'm ready to,
you know, let Ashley be single,

as well as me.

"Being single with Ashley,"
I don't know what that means.

But to hear that she's
still influencing how this

is going to kind of end
is very concerning.

And I'm just confused
because it's like everything

we've been through
and talked about, like,

I'm like, “Was that not real?”

You know, I do obviously,
we have a lot of steps before

we make... before
I make that final decision.

So lovely.

I love your hair like that.

It's very suave-ey.

Oh, okay.

- Well, no.
- Okay.

But I thought
it was fine on my end.

I'm a bit confused.
Trace and I had an amazing date.

Great conversation,
great energy.

And she didn’t look like
she was in the best of moods.

Frustrating ‘cause you just
want to get through a day

without any issues.
And there's always something.

You guys just need to
communicate, that's all it is.

- Yeah, communication is key.
- I’m trying.

I've been trying so hard
to not have a wall up with him,

and to think that all
of it's going to be just

for him to leave single
with his current girlfriend

is very triggering for me.

-Hey
-Hey.

Um, I hope I can explain
myself for whatever I did.

I felt bad. I wanted to do
something special for you.

And so, I just
put something together.

Um, I hope you can
appreciate it in any capacity.

Oh, some lovely food.
Yeah, it’s cool.

I'm not really hungry right now.

- Okay.
- Yeah, but thank you.

No problem.
Can I get a hug?

Uh... I just need
to be by myself right now.

- But thank you.
- No problem, I’ll see you later.

Tonight we're having
a bubbles and bowtie party.

I honestly don't know what
that means, but I love bubbles,

I love the pool, and I can't
wait to have a good time.

Trying to dance.

- What are you writing there?
- I put B.B.

- Bad Bitch?
- Blake Blumenshine.

What am I doing to you?

- Full sun?
- Full sun. Let them know?

All right, TI Boys,
what's our mission?

Ah-oo! Ah-oo! Ah-oo!

Greek gods and goddesses!

We are getting
Greeked up tonight!

It's a toga party, I've never
been to a toga party before,

so I'm really excited
to let loose on this one,

and I'm feeling really good.

Toga, toga, toga!

Yeah, Marissa!

I wore my Greek
briefs this evening.

- Wait a minute. Who is that?
- Who is that?

There’s Deac from Season 2!

Deac!

Shit just got real.

Guess who’s back to get
between you and your girl?

This Deac has!

I’m actually a fan. I’m a fan.

I decided to return
to Temptation Island

because my love life
has been non-existent,

since I left the first time.

Oh my God.

I didn't get the response
that I was hoping for.

Take someone else to clear
off all my flowers on your bed,

and take them to bed.

I guess my flowers
didn’t mean shit.

I just wanted to come back
and find love, so, here I am.

Oh my God.

Deac from season two
of Temptation Island.

I watched
literally all of his posts

and videos on social media.

So as soon as I see him, it's
like seeing a familiar face.

It’s not okay. It’s not okay.

Let’s have
a private girls’ chat.

- Let’s go.
- Come, join the girls’ group.

I'm already having
a hard time going on dates.

Now this mother... er
is coming in here?

Bro, what are
you doing here, my guy?

That’s a joke, bro!
Come on now! Come on now.

These chicks immediately
they're are like touchy feely,

and I know like... I see
the connections that are formed.

It’s like... change of plans.
I am home. Daddy’s here.

It’s like that new
kid that comes to school.

You know, everyone’s like,

- but then it's like, nay.
- Lame.

I feel like they’re kind
of scared ‘cause they see you.

They are scared.

They’re a little bit
shook right now, not gonna lie.

It’s all right.

I should probably
get my man because he’s...

- Is that your man?
- Wait, which one?

Exactly.

Tommy and I had this
like, whole big talk today.

Now things are kind of weird,
and now we're at the bowtie

and bubble party and he's like,
back to being all over me.

So, I think we're fine again,

but we're just
hot and cold so much.

It's always hard to tell.

We had a party two
nights ago, and I was like,

dancing on my own,
and I felt so free,

and I felt good, and like,
I’ve just been like,

“Oh, you know what? I can
be my own independent woman.”

But like, watching
everyone, it does get lonely.

I mean I feel... Yeah.

Everyone’s going
to bed with someone else

and I’m just like...

- Already?
- And I have the master bedroom,

and I’m just like,
“What the ?”

It feels crazy doing one
of these again. Oh wow, okay.

Hey, guys.

A real goddess is here now.
I brought champagne.

I'm actually from season two.
So that's why...

I was just going to say,
you looked familiar.

Yeah, the shower.
I’m the shower girl.

I decided to return
to Temptation Island

because I want to find love
and maybe find my real man.

I do not want to find a David.

We also stayed
the night together.

And what happened when
you stayed the night together?

We had sex.

I feel the love,
like maybe half of the room.

So, this is good.
No, this is good so far.

- Okay, look.
- Eh.

- Eh. Eh. Eh.
- Eh. Eh.

- Who is this?
- Who is this?

- Damn!
- Cheers to that.

I just want to come
and have fun with you guys.

- Let’s hang out.
- Heck, yeah.

I could already see on their
faces that they were not happy

that I was there.

Ooh, I may have like,
a little bit of fun with this.

Um, cheers to new beginnings.

- There we go!
- Cheers!

- How do you feel about Deac?
- Oh, I’m just having fun.

- There’s Deac.
- How’d you feel about me?

- How you all feel about me?
- Love you, bro.

The gentlemen
are not fond of me.

You know, an absolute
stallion enters the room,

and I would be shook, too.

We all... They just
had a kick the other day.

They chopped boys out.
And we all here as a family.

To come in here and like

“I got dem... ing dates”
like, bro.

- But that ain’t me.
- You just did that.

- Hey, hey, hey, hey.
- Hey, I don’t come in here...

I ain’t gonna come in here,
little d... energy,

“What’s your name? What's
your name? What's your name?"

That's not little d... energy,
bro. That’s being respectful.

Look at me!
- Ing stop!

Taylor comes at me saying
I'm on some disrespectful stuff

and I'm not here
for them, so I don't care.

I can take all the smoke.

Talk to me for 30 minutes
and then, you know,

tell me you hate me after that.

All of you! All of you are
acting like... ing children!

All of you need
to back the off.

It’s really unflattering.

Y’all think I’m playing.
I’ll take all the smoke.

I ain't no.

I am still con... ingfused.

So, let’s sit here,
apart from all that sh...

I have deep feelings for Trace,
and the idea of losing her,

even though we just met,
kind of breaks my heart.

It kind of tears me down

because I know
we have something strong.

I've been walking
a fine line this whole time,

and I think it's very unfair
if I keep playing this game

because I know she's eventually
going to just lose hope for me.

What I told Trace was that
I would leave single with Ash.

What the do you mean?

Yes. That was me
trying to be a safe person.

I just wanna know what the
they're talking about.

- Who’s talking out there?
- Lascelles and fucking Hania.

Ooh, man talk.

I don't like
disappointing people.

I know I said...
I said the wrong thing.

But if you love me, and
you truly care, you communicate.

She is communicating.

She is. This whole time
she is like, “I know who I am.

Do you know who you are?

Are you ready
for this sh...? ”

She needs to know that.

And it is as simple
and as complicated as that.

You're right.

No, you are absolutely right.

- See you tomorrow.
- I will.

In there.

Hey, stop, like...

- What?
- That. That right there.

Stop that. Stop.

I mean, uh...

“I mean, uh” bullsh...

We can still be something
without always being around

each other, and I don't
think she understands that yet.

Like, if it was Edgar,
I feel like he would have, like,

stayed with me
through the night and like,

cuddled me
and coddled me all night.

I don’t know.
This man is something different.

I really don't know.

Talk to me.

Uh-uh.

I probably messed
up with how I delivered

- my message this morning.
- Yeah.

I've dedicated all
my time, my emotions,

my thoughts
to you since day one.

To hear you even
say some sh... like this,

what you said this morning...

That was me protecting Ashley.

I'm done with that,
I'm done with that.

I promise you,
I'm done with that.

I only want you. Forget Ashley.

She's in the past.
She needs to be single.

I need to be with you.

I need you in my life
as a girlfriend, future wife.

That's without a question.

And I promise
you that I will do everything

in my power
to make that a reality.

I love you.
You know what I’m saying?

I care about you so much.

I can't see my life without you.

That's it. That's it.
I'm going to be there for you.

Everything you dreamed of,
I'm going to be that for you.

Lascelles expresses
that he loves me,

and I am so happy to hear that.

And so, I just hope
that he's really trying

to progress our relationship.

Do you miss Lascelles a lot?

I do. Today I miss him a lot.

I miss Luke a lot today.

A lot of people,
especially Tommy,

have been talking about
how I'm afraid to be alone.

I’ve realized now
that I've had, prior to Edgar,

a lot of detached situations.

But now I want someone
who might shake things up.

I think the reason why
it's scary for me to move on

from my relationship
with Edgar is because he was

the first person I've ever been
with who got past those walls.

I think I can find somebody
who I can be vulnerable with,

and I can put my walls down
and let in who maybe

is a better match for me.

I think it's been really
great for me to be vulnerable

with you, and I think
that was like, huge for me.

It's good.

Thanks, Tommy. You really
were a big part of it.

I'm glad. Good sh...

- Absolutely.
- I’m proud of you.

Thank you.

Get ready. One... two... three!

- Oh my God.
- Wow!

Eddie, my main man.

Hey, Trace. How you doing?

I'm great.
I definitely wanted to like,

just keep it real
with you and just, you know,

talk to you about some
things that I've been observing.

Right now, you're kind
of really sold on Marissa,

but I mean, I just
don't think her intentions

are pure with you.

I just think there's
stuff that goes on behind

the scenes. It's like when
we're in these social settings,

you know,
everything looks great.

But then she goes
to us and she's like,

“Oh, well, you know,
I'm not trying to be serious,

you know, I like
him, but you know.”

- You know, I just want to...
- She said that?

I mean, yeah, she has clearly
said she has no intention

of, you know, having like,
a romantic connection right now.

I definitely need
to hear that because

- I accept things at face value.
- Right.

I'm not the type of person
who like questions shit,

you know?
And I need to do that because...

I mean, that's what got
me in my current situation,

you know? It's like
I... I just... believed.

So, there's definitely
a tug and pull from Marissa.

I just hope she's not
keeping me at this distance

out of convenience for her
because I feel like that's

what Gillian did to me.

And... can't do that again.

The only thing that I want
is like, complete honesty.

Mm-hmm.

‘Cause I just like,
I mean, you tell me something...

Yeah.

But I've heard different things.

I feel like
sometimes I just get scared

of like, where it could end up.

I don't want my relationship
with Gillian anymore.

Because of the fact that
she's been so dishonest with me.

Like, that... ed me up.

And it just feels like
you telling me one thing,

and then me
hearing something else,

feels like the same shit.

You know what I mean?

And I really value you as
a person and as my friend.

I value you as a person, too.

And I have feelings
for you, but also,

I'm not trying to be
led on, you know?

Yeah.

Do you want me?

It is too soon to be like,
“I want you to be my man.”

I'm not asking...
I'm not asking that.

Okay.
I like him a lot.

But like, I don't know
what his true intentions are,

and I'm really scared.

I don't want to be
the one getting hurt in the end,

if this is all, like, a lie,
or just he feels lonely.

Wait, Marissa.

Walking into bonfire,
I have so many mixed emotions

because I'm trying
to weigh my options,

and I do have
a lot of love for Edgar,

but I think maybe
I've outgrown our relationship.

- Hey, you guys.
- Hi.

Hi, Mark.

Ladies, welcome to another
bonfire. How are things going?

- Good.
- Good, good.

Now it's time
for each of you to watch

a clip of your boyfriend’s
experience on the island.

Iris, we'll
start with you tonight.

Okay.

She's putting all
the pressure on me to change

and be this new guy,
while she's just coasting along.

And by the time I meet
with her again, you know,

she's still
holding onto the past,

and she can't get rid of it,
and she hadn't pulled

herself out of this
relationship enough to really

discover herself because
I think a lot of her dependency

on our relationship
is holding her back

from really shining
through her own light.

You're nodding.
What does that mean?

I can agree
with some of what he said.

I also do think
that he still thinks the past

isn't the same as
what I think the past is.

Can you be more specific?

Well, the last time he broke
my trust was five months ago.

I think he considers that
the past already, but to me,

that's still pretty recent.

How's it going
with you and Iris?

I think today I kind
of just had all these issues

within myself wondering like,
what my end decision will be.

How do you think ruminating
on the future serves you?

It's not really
serving me right now.

I think I just need
to really focus on

what it is I'm here for,

and I think I also
have to shut out

all the other people's thoughts
that I think are bothering me.

I feel like thinking
about my parents

and what they'll think and like,
our friends back home,

all of that is kind of weighing
me down a little bit.

But I need to just
shut that out right now

and focus on myself.

There's no way to avoid
the judgment of others.

Yeah.

‘Cause everybody's
got an opinion.

- You're doing great.
- Thank you.

We're going to go
to you next, Gill. Okay?

Here we go.

I don't mind
if he dances with a girl.

I'm glad to see
that he's having a good time.

In all the other clips
he seemed like... it's been like,

he's in a lot of pain,

and I think he probably
still is feeling that pain.

But I'm glad to see him smiling.

What are you discovering about
Edgar and your relationship

that you're seeing
maybe isn't suiting you?

We're very different.

And I think
he mellows me out a lot,

which I like to an extent.

And it worked for me
while I was like, in college.

But now that we're
transitioning to the real world,

I feel like
I'd like somebody who matches

my ambition and my drive.

We've definitely
prospered and grown together,

but I feel
myself rapidly growing,

and I want somebody
who's just as hungry for that.

Okay, that’s a choice
you have to make for you.

Yeah.

You know, head,
heart, head, heart. Right?

Okay. Thanks.

Thanks.

- Ash.
- Oh, God.

That may be the most
honest response we've had.

That’s pretty great.
All right.

We were at the hotel
quarantining before coming here,

and I got a text message
from somebody that I had been

ing that was like,
“Hey sir, are you up?”

And then, “Wake up,
so you can me.”

And I was like,
“Uh, I'm not there.”

Hmm.

- I saw that text message.
- Oh!

You saw the text message?

Mm-hmm.

- Really?
- Mm-hmm.

- And he didn't know you saw it?
- No.

And you didn't
tell him you saw it?

- No.
- Okay, what’s that about?

I...

make excuses
because it's easier for me...

to do that instead
of taking accountability

for why I've stayed
in something that I knew

was really bad for so long.

You seem pretty
removed from the sobbing girl

I saw on your goodbyes.

Why do you think that is?

I now know and remember what
it looks like to be actually

wanted by somebody,
and not just physically.

And can we put a name to that?

- Taylor.
- Right.

The reason I ask this
is because either that answer

is another deflection
by you or it's actually real.

And that's why I ask who it is,

because I'm getting
the sense that it's real.

Yeah, it's been
really enlightening.

I am a fool for love.
No, I'm not. I’m not.

You’re not a fool.

I’m a hopeful romantic.

All right, Ash.
Keep going.

Thank you.

- Okay, Ashley.
- Yes.

- You ready?
- Yeah.

Okay.

I only want you.

Forget Ashley.

I need to be with you.

I need you in my life
as a girlfriend, future wife.

That's without a question.

And I promise
you that I will do everything

in my power
to make that a reality.

I love you. I can't
see my life without you.

I’m all yours, okay?

I'm all yours.
You can take that to the grave.

Um, okay. I’m a bit confused.