Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 4, Episode 4 - Broken Promises - full transcript

Previously
on Temptation Island...

No matter how hard
I try to help her feel wanted,

it just doesn't
get through to her.

As great as I think you are,
exploring this deep emotional

connection that we have
might not be what's best

for me right now.

I'm not the one with
the open relationship idea.

I, like, definitely feel like
we came here, like,

to save our
relationship but, now,

I don't really know what I want.

I just feel like she gave
me a complete 180.



Me and Lascelles
are so dependent on each other.

I kind of lost
who I was, in a way.

Maybe there is a new
perspective in your life,

maybe I can turn you into
a different light.

You're my number one
guy I have my eyes on.

I want to make
that clear to you.

I've never had this
many people tug at me,

and then I'm feeling pressure

from the other ladies in
the house I wanna get to know.

But, you know, they feel
like I'm giving you

a lot of face time.

Maybe we just need some,
like, breathing room.

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Just got back from
the date with Ash, super fun,



got to go rappelling.

It was an amazing date,
just enjoying it,

taking it all in, taking it
day by day, having fun with it.

Had the one on one
dates and ate some food.

Had a convo going with Ash.

- How's that going?
- Good, she's cool, man.

She's really cool, you know?

I don't know if it's more than...

- A friendship vibe, yeah.
- You know.

I don't want things between
us to kind of, like, switch up.

Yeah.

So I do want
you to understand, like...

I'm still here for you.
I can't change for you.

I genuinely care about you.

I don't want
you to change who you are.

All right, so what was
your favorite part about today?

You mean besides
who I went on a date with?

- Aw, Tommy boy!
- Tommy boy!

How you feeling?
How's everything?

- Good, how about yourself?
- Good, it's going good.

So...

I felt like
I was kind of running away

from you in a way. I feel
like I was exploring my options,

but also kind of doing,
like, a disservice to myself

by just asking those guys out
instead of asking you out.

Was there something about
me that just kind of makes you

feel, like, different, I guess?

Yeah, there
is something about you.

I always, like, look at you.
Like, from day one, I always,

like, you know, glance at you,
all right, cool...

Cute?

Like a light glance
kind of thing.

I mean,
I was looking at you too.

I kind of feel like
I do like you a little bit.

- Ooh! Really?
- Yeah.

Tomorrow is another date.

And Blake is an
interesting human being.

I don't know if it's emotional,

just availability,
or the way he speaks to me,

but something
about him attracted me.

There's no need to be scared of
it. That's what this is all for.

- I know.
- You know?

Just scared of the unknown.
Like, what's to come, like,

I like to always know
what's going to happen.

But that's not life, so...

It never is, but if you're
afraid to take those chances,

then you're... what are
you missing out on, you know?

So, would you like
to go on a date with me?

- For real?
- Yeah.

Absolutely,
I'll on a date with you.

- Yay!
- Hell yeah.

Thank you, you just
made my whole night better.

Aw, yay!

Gonna have a little date
together, right?

What I realize today is, like,

I have to be okay with
whatever happens on her end.

I got, like, a mental
mind shift just chilling out.

After everything, I was just,
like, way in a different mindset

and it was just dope,
it was good shit.

I said, if you genuinely want
to get to know someone else,

I... look, there you go.
Like, there you go.

Like, you can do that.

And my thing is, like,
I don't know if it's

the girls putting extra
pressure on him and, like,

maybe fantasizing it,
I don't know if it's him.

I don't know.

It is hot. Wait, what are you...
Are you doing something here?

No. I'm just chilling.
Want to go out?

Yeah, let's talk.

I need to set
things straight with Alexa.

There's a lot of drama going
on around and I do not like it,

I gotta nip it in the bud.

Obviously, I understand, like,
you and Trace have a connection.

And if you aren't
into me, like, at all,

like, tell me.
That way I will, like, move on.

So right now,
I'm not getting that

- love connection between us.
- Mm-hmm.

If it's just not sparking,
then you can't force a fire.

You know,
I'm sorry if I've misled you

- or... because I feel like...
- You did a little bit, but...

Yeah, and that's what I'm
saying, I'm trying to, like,

- catch up with my missteps.
- Mm-hmm.

I don't know how much
more clear I have to make it,

that I only
have eyes for him here,

that I'm into him, that
I want to get to know him more.

And I feel like he's
not giving me a fair chance.

What I'm gonna do is I'm
gonna take a step back.

And I'm going to let
you come to me if you want to,

- if you decide to do that.
- That's what I want to do.

- Sorry.
- Can I borrow you for a second?

Yes.

You're scary
every time you talk to me.

I feel like I have just
spent all my time with Edgar

and, like, getting to know him,

and I just don't know
what his true intentions are,

and I'm really scared.

I been thinking about you, girl.

I was wondering
how you're doing?

- You been thinking about me?
- Yeah, I been thinking

- about you.
- I been thinking about you too.

- You have a good day today?
- I did.

Do you want
to go on a date with me?

Yeah, I do.

Yay! Thanks for asking me!

I'm so excited!

Heck yeah!

Hey, what's up, how you doing?

I'm good.

I was kind of walking around
a little bit and talking

to a lot of people, just talking
things through about

what we were discussing.

I think we're
heading in the right direction,

and I want to keep exploring
and getting to know who you are,

and what our
connection is about,

and make the most
of our time on this island.

So I wanted
to take this time to ask

you on our third date, if you
would like to accompany me.

I actually going to decline.

You should get to know some

of the other girls
and, you know, take the time

to see what it is that you want.

I want you
to explore your options.

I don't...

I don't want that.

I don't see myself going
on a date with anyone else here.

And I respect that,
and I appreciate that,

but at the same time, I just
think it would be for the best.

It sucks and it hurts.

You see something you like,
you want it and it's mine,

and it feels amazing.

But that may not necessarily
mean it's for you.

I asked out Mikey,

and I'm really glad I did,
because he's such a nice guy,

but I also feel
like all of the guys

in the house are feeling like
I'm just asking other guys

on a date while still
holding George on the side.

And that's really not how it is.

I kind of need
my space right now,

in order to really find myself.

I got asked
to go out on a date with Ash.

I'm very excited.
I like to be around her,

I want to keep
getting to know her

and I definitely
see something there.

When I get comfortable
with somebody, I tend

to pour into
that person instead of taking

care of myself,
and I'm finally trying to be

what I need to be for myself.

As you should, you should do
anything that you want to do

'cause you're your own person.

Now I'm ready to have someone

that's ready to meet me
where I stand and match me.

I like that we can relate
to each other and that

we're on the same page
with a lot of stuff.

So there's, like,
a level of understanding

with the way that I am

and things
that upset me with Hania.

You're a weirdo.

That's okay,
you have to be weird.

I know!

Taylor has been
this really gentle force

and he's been really
patient and kind with me,

so I'm trying to be
a little bit more vulnerable

and open with him.

- This was very fun.
- It was fun.

- It's nice to be on the ground.
- Good team too.

I've got my third date
today and I decided to take Liv.

- Watch your step.
- Thank you.

This was a great opportunity
for me to explore what

I want besides Ash, you know,
what I want regardless of Ash.

Are you ready? We're going
to be stuck to the same boat.

- Uh-oh.
- You ready?

- Let's do it.
- Okay.

I know Bri and Trace
have a friendship,

so I know if I go this route,

it saves me from
causing more controversy.

You're going down,
I'm going down with you.

I'm super excited.

Today's my first date
and it's with Lascelles,

who I really like. He asked
Trace on a date, she said no.

And that hurt him.
So I think, if anything,

he can utilize me to kind
of be a guiding kind of friend?

Thank you so much for coming
today, it means the world to me.

Yeah, you're welcome.
I had such a good day.

So I know you're connected with
Trace, she is one of my best

friends in the house,
so we talk about everything.

And I think Trace saying no
to the date threw everybody off,

- including you.
- Yeah. Yeah, I have to work

on my communication
skills when it comes to language

and maybe my... my delivery.
But, like, right now,

I'm trying to focus
my dates on people

who I emotionally
connect with the most.

And that was Trace.
Since she rejected me,

I was like, "Who's the next
person I think of who's amazing

and who has a lot to offer

and who'd really enjoy
the experience?"

- Bri.
- Are you still going to kind

of go in that
direction with her?

More than likely,
unless she rejects me.

We have such limited
time on this island,

and I want to make
the most of it.

Bri gave me lot of confidence

to ask Trace on...
For the next date.

- I'm so glad you picked me.
- Me too.

You know,
I'm just glad to, like,

get to know you better
just on a human level.

- Cheers to that.
- Cheers.

I chose Blake, because
in my current relationship,

we'll never sit down and talk
about what we're really

thinking, we will
never discuss what changes

we can make
to enhance our relationship.

And I feel like
Blake is so genuine

and open to that
type of conversation.

I was originally planning
on choosing a different guy

for every date, but I have
the most fun with Tommy.

And if I have fun with him,
then why should I stop myself?

So I went with my gut.

I'm glad you said yes to
coming on this date with me,

I definitely feel like
out of everybody, like,

I have the most fun with you.

So it's scary to have,
like, a connection where, like,

it could... right now we're
friends, but I think we both,

you know, agree that it could
be, I don't know,

maybe more than that,

Like, we're friends,
but, like, friends.

You know what I mean?

I think we have,
like, physical chemistry,

which honestly is
a little scary to me at times.

The more I get to know him,
the more I like about him,

and I just hope that I don't
get hurt in the process.

Cheers to an amazing
day and having fun again.

- Yeah, for sure, cheers.
- Cheers.

We were having a nice time.

There's some turtles,
there's some fish.

There's some ass grabs.

We're having fun.

It feels really weird to be
on a date with another girl

on my three-year anniversary.

But I know she's out
somewhere having a great time

and I should too.

I'll be honest,
at the beginning of the day,

- I was... pretty emotional.
- Mm-hmm.

I wanted so badly to spend this
three-year anniversary with her.

But now that we're here, like,
I feel like I just have

a different perspective on
things. You know what I mean?

Like, there's no reason
for me to be sad about not

- being with her.
- Be in the moment.

- Exactly.
- In the moment.

I've been in
the moment this entire time.

Okay, good.

- So I feel happy. I feel happy.
- Yeah.

Well, I'm glad that you picked
me to go on this date.

I had so much fun.

Thanks for making this
experience a little easier.

Thank you for bringing me here.

Home sweet home.

How was the date?

- It was great.
- It was super fun.

- What'd you do?
- Snuba diving.

It's a mix of scuba diving
and snorkeling.

They were really
beautiful, the fishies.

So, I just got back
from my date and one

of the first people
I want to talk to is Trace.

She's like,
really wondering what's going

through this man's head.

It was so good because this
whole day was more just, like,

me trying to give
advice in the sense of, like,

"You're not making a mistake

"because Trace is literally
such a wonderful person,"

and he's like, "She really is."

I don't know him
as well as you do,

but now I understand
even more why you like him

and he really likes you.

I asked him, too, I'm like,

"Are you gonna ask her on
the next date?" and he was like,

"I want to,
but I wanna make sure

she's not gonna
reject me again."

I already scarred
him with that shit.

You did.
He said, "I was actually scared

because it actually
made me realize there's

a potential of not ever
getting any more time

"with this person.
Like, that scared me."

- So put some thought into that.
- I will.

I used to write a lot, I'm
gonna start writing a lot more.

Edgar wrote me a poem,

and I've never
really had that from a guy.

So I was surprised.

And, you know, it made me feel

really nice and special.

Thanks for writing that for me.

Thanks for being an inspiration.

I feel like me and Edgar
have been building

a stronger connection,

but wherever we're
going makes me nervous

because you just never know what
can happen, like, he could...

After all this, he could
end up with his girlfriend.

You know, and that would suck.

You're going to have
to go real, real tight.

- That's a pineapple, it's like...
- Yo!

As you might have guessed,
it is ABC night.

Anything But Clothes.

Anything goes,
Anything But Clothes.

Here we go, let's toast it up!
Cheers to a good time.

Let's get it.

I do want to kiss Tommy
I know he wants to kiss me too.

The self-control.

I just have guilt.
I have a lot of guilt.

Well, I'm emotional,
probably cry and it'll take,

like, five minutes
for me to stop crying.

And then
I'll give him a kiss, a hug.

Probably jump
on him and keep crying.

Kind of sucks, man.

I'm gonna catch
feelings for a girl and...

not sure if she's
actually really feeling

the same way back.

Hey, do you wanna talk
for a minute?

Yeah, we can talk.
I'll be back, guys.

Hopefully, I can sway
her the other way, but...

I don't know.

Did you have a good time today?
Like, for real?

Yeah, today was so much fun.

You're one
of the most real people

I've ever talked to, personally.

I know, like, you do have
feelings for your man

on the other side.

You know, I'm like sitting there
listening to you Brian talk.

I'm not going to lie,
that hurt me a bit because

I know that you do
have those kind of feelings.

I just wanted
to let you know that

what I'm doing
doesn't just feel fake.

- No, I know, I understand.
- Yeah.

- You know I like you, right?
- Yeah.

But I also don't
want to, like, force

or be pushy with anything.

I just like how everything
is going with the flow.

Organic, natural,
you know what I mean?

Yeah.
Yeah, absolutely.

At the end of the day,

like, as long as you're happy.
If that is being with,

you know, the one
you started with, sure.

As long as I can see your smile

every day, like,
that just makes me happy.

- Aw.
- I just wanted to let you know.

Aw, Blakey.

Deep down inside,
I really do love Lascelles.

But it's the romantic
side that we were missing,

and Blake is so sweet,
so charming.

Now that we've had this
hiccup and now that we've taken

this time apart and really
processed how we both feel...

- Yeah.
- How do you feel going forward?

You still like me?

I wanna take
you on more dates, girl.

We gotta make sure...
But just make sure you say yes.

I feel relieved.

He really is genuinely

serious about kind
of cleaning up his act

so me and him
can progress further,

and now I can kind
of get back to, you know,

being happy and just
enjoying this experience.

I just hope,
like, going forward,

that we can
just continue to be strong...

- Yeah.
- Let's keep it going.

I'm not about to dab you,
you're not my...

- Come on, come on!
- You're not my homie.

Are y'all ready
to get after it or what?

Party's here!

Time for body shots!

I think one of your chest
hairs is in my mouth.

Definitely getting very
close and personal tonight.

I'm not going to hold back.
I'm scared.

You shouldn't be.

Oh!

I don't... I don't... Oh.

- Hania!
- Yes?

- Truth or dare?
- We need some action.

We need some drama.

We need the guys to start making
out with some of the girls.

- Dare.
- Give Karyna a hickey

- on her thigh.
- Okay.

- Here's my thigh, honey.
- Like, right here is okay?

- Wherever you want.
- Ooh!

I'm not sure
that would do anything.

His face is red now.

Oh, there we go.
There we go.

Hania!

Yeah, I feel like Karyna and I

have really been connecting
over the last few days.

I don't know if we're developing
a romantic connection so much.

I'm open to the possibility,

absolutely. But I'm really

looking to improve
my relationships

all across the board,
and particularly my

relationship with Ash.

- Oh, my God.
- I think that'll leave a mark.

- That looks good.
- Do you like it?

I pay for myself a lot,alot.

And we have this agreement that
he'll pay for the date night

that one time
of the week or whatever,

and then literally the rest of
the week, I'm paying for myself.

- I thought that was normal.
- No, it's not.

Especially if you've been with
each other for a while, too.

I didn't really want to tell
a bunch of people my problems

in my relationship with Luke.

I've tried to
protect him in a way,

because I believe
that he can change,

and that was me caring
too much about what other people

think and not
enough about myself.

I have this idea
that at the end of this journey,

my boyfriend could become,
like, perfect and everything

will be solved. I really don't
think that's the case, though.

We danced a lot.

We had a good time.
You're a good dancer.

- So are you.
- I was pleasantly surprised.

- I can throw it back.
- Yeah, you can.

I used to, like, be,
like, the life

of the party before
we started dating.

But maybe,
like, Edgar and I, like,

were a little
codependent at times.

Edgar kind of just
adopted my interests.

- But did you adopt any of his?
- Like, no.

Like, no. Not at all?

He used to write
a lot of poetry.

Like, he's a beautiful
writer, but then he, like,

stopped doing it when
we were dating and stuff.

If you really want to be with
someone forever you need space

apart from
the other person sometimes.

- Hmm, hmm.
- Oh, you don't like that?

Just so not what I'm used to.

I'm still going
to do what I want to do,

no matter how in love
and obsessed with someone I am.

Mm-hmm.

Because I also love
myself and the things

I love to do, and my
partner needs to do the same.

Mm-hmm.

Tommy is a really great guy,
but he's also very different

than anyone else
I've ever been with.

So, certain things
about Tommy, I'm not used to,

such as like his independence
and his confidence.

And I'm wondering
if those are red flags.

It's been so good
hanging out with you, Tommy.

Damn, things
escalated quickly, though.

Yeah, this table
saw a lot of action.

Yeah.

Yeah, you stepped
up yesterday, good job.

- You thought I was a punk?
- No, no.

How was your day yesterday?

I know
you asked Marissa out again.

Marissa makes me nervous.

Sometimes I will look
into her eyes and, like,

just feel something
really deeply.

I didn't think I'd come here

and have feelings for someone,
but I think I do.

And that makes me nervous.

- It feels good.
- Yeah.

I still have that guilt
because it's, like, Gillian,

you know?

I'm not completely sure if
I know that Gillian is the one,

but I'm a little
nervous of what would happen

if I really let Marissa in.

Yesterday,
I was so happy.

My stomach's kind
of turning a little bit.

At the last bonfire, I saw
some things I didn't expect.

And there's part of me
that feels like, you know,

the damage has
already been done.

Ash, she doesn't
want an open relationship

and there is some fear
and anxiety in me that,

you know, someone
else figured it out sooner.

- Hey, Mark.
- Hello, gentlemen.

- How's it going, Mark?
- Good to see you.

Grab a seat, get comfortable.

Welcome back to bonfire.

Just to remind you,
this is our chance to check in

and talk about your experience,
where you're at now.

And also, it's the only
time you're going to get

a glimpse of your girlfriend's
experience here on the island.

Okay, Luke,
we'll start with you.

All right.

Honestly, I am

making connection with you.

- Yeah.
- For me, I feel that.

I feel it too.

Like,
you've been such a gentleman.

So sweet, so thoughtful.

It makes me feel

guilty knowing that I'm really

connecting well with somebody.

He embodies the qualities

that I want in a future husband.

What'd you see?

I remembered when she picked
him for that first date,

and the scariest thing
is I don't want her to fall

for this guy so soon,
while I'm in my journey

and she really hasn't
seen what I'm doing and all

the, maybe, positively great
things that I'm trying to do,

so by the time I see
her again, everything's fixed.

I'm hearing you have a little
fear that it may be too late?

That would be correct, yeah.

Got a lot of digging to do.

It's not so much.
It's right there.

You're already on the path.
You're doing it, Luke.

All right,
Lascelles, are you ready?

- Absolutely.
- Let's take a look.

I feel like me

and Lascelles are so dependent

on each other that trying

to step away from that position

feels liberating.

Like, now I can
feel... I feel free, kind of.

Like, I'm an
independent woman now.

I could do what I want,
do what makes me happy.

I kind of lost
who I was in a way,

because I was so deep
in our relationship.

- Okay.
- I'll start being honest.

That's a conversation
we've had many times.

It's... Exactly how
she feels is how I feel.

We are heavily
dependent on each other.

And that's why this experience
has been so eye-opening,

because that's
what we came here for,

because I've given so much
to Ashley and she's dependent

on me, that I've taken
her independence away from her.

And during my experience here,

I've been challenged,
like these guys challenge

me all the time, like, they'll
tell you that's not right,

and the girls will tell me,
you know,

especially the girl that I'm...
I'm mostly connected with,

- She'll call me out, she'll...
- Is that Trace?

Yes, Trace.
And I need to be called out.

Do you not get that with Ashley?

No, she doesn't call
me out in real-time.

What's interesting is when
Trace calls you on your stuff,

it actually feels like
love to you, doesn't it?

Yeah.
And that's why it feels filling.

It feels like that's
what I'm missing.

Okay.
Hania, ready?

- Ready as I'll ever be.
- Let's take a look together.

Lick it up,
lick it up, lick it up!

That's a lot.

Considerate is something
that I'm working on.

To be considerate. You know,

the fact that he's in
her bed and they're kissing,

that hurts a lot.
That she's getting that physical

attention is painful to see.

What are you discovering
that you want, Hania?

I realized through
this process that things

that I thought coming into
this would save my relationship,

I don't want those things,

and I need to be able
to express them to Ash.

Okay. Edgar.

- Hi, buddy.
- Hey.

Let's just get into this clip.

It's scary to have,
like, a connection where, like,

right now we're friends,
but I think we both, you know,

agree that, like, it could be...

I don't know,
maybe more than that.

I do wanna kiss Tommy.

So...
I know he wants to kiss me too.

What'd you see?

In the first part of the clip,
I saw her make a connection

and speak about that connection,

and that makes me
happy for her because I...

I also have
someone who I've connected

on that level
with pretty instantly.

- Is that Marissa?
- Yes, Marissa.

It was Gillian's idea
for you guys to come, correct?

Yes, it was Gillian's idea.

And the rules you laid out
was that it was okay to kiss.

Do you have regrets for making
those rules at this point?

I don't, man.
I mean, to be honest, like, I...

I would rather
see her kiss Tommy...

than be so dismissive
about the ring.

Right.

I have not
dismissed our love like that,

you know what I mean?

And to... to see
it on the first day

just threw me for a loop.

Because it immediately just
made me question everything.

Okay.

I'll say this to the women,
I'm gonna say it to you.

You haven't considered this,
but you all deserve to be happy.

I hope you got some answers
and you can go, you know,

work this out and head on back.

- Thank you, Mark.
- Thanks, Mark.

I realize after tonight that...

I have to continue
to just dive in deep.

I have these
feelings for Marissa

and I want to know
what they mean,

and I don't need to hold
back with respect to maintaining

what I feel is respect
to Gillian.

I'm hoping to come
out of the bonfire

with a better understanding
of where I want to proceed

in my relationship
with Tommy right now.

I feel like I know my
tasks in terms of improving

my relationship with Edgar.

But right now,
I'm confused about two guys,

and I want to be
confused about zero.

Ladies, welcome to the bonfire.

As you move
forward in this journey,

some of you are really
starting to form some really

strong relationships
with some of these guys.

Well, the same thing may be
happening with your boyfriend.

I know that's not
an easy thing to hear,

but it's the truth.

After all, that's what
you're here to find. The truth.

Okay, Iris, we'll
start with you tonight.

- Okay.
- You ready?

Mm-hmm.

Okay.
Let's take a look together.

It shouldn't be that every
time you guys argue, like, stuff

from the past is
brought up because that's

an immature way to think.

Yeah, I feel like no
matter how hard I try,

you know,
to help her feel wanted

for me, it just
doesn't get through to her.

Why do we keep talking about
what happened six years ago?

Like, "Babe, let's move on."

I feel, like,
resentment because I can't...

I can't feel loving when I'm
straight up being beaten down

in the moment for things that

I feel like are childish
to be talking about.

You're nodding. What did you see
and what are you feeling?

I can understand his point.

I think I do tend
to bring up the past a lot,

because I've been hurt so much,

and I think that we do
have reoccurring issues.

What are the recurring issues?

Like the text messages to other
girls that are flirtatious.

Why do you think that's
happening in your relationship?

I think maybe it's coming from
a place of insecurity with him,

and I feel like it shouldn't
have to get to that point.

I get a sense
of some real sadness.

Honestly, I think I'm
so focused on, like, being

the cool girlfriend,
making him feel secure,

that it's not good for me,
necessarily, in the end.

There's no doubt that there's
love between the two of you.

My hope is that
you can find an authentic,

secure way of being,
that's not dependent

on his behavior
outside of the house.

- Gillian, you ready?
- I think so.

Okay, let's take a look.

That's it.

- That was amazing.
- Yeah.

- Tell me what you saw.
- Classic Edgar.

- Classic?
- Classic. He's a poet.

And honestly,
I don't really feel jealous

that it's with another girl

because he's doing the things
he loves in the house.

It doesn't concern you at all?

I mean, I formed my
own connections in the house,

and that's what
we came here to do.

Let's talk about
your connection.

And how you're feeling.

I have definitely
formed a connection with Tommy,

and he's very
different than what I'm used to.

And I feel like all
of the relationships

that I've had have been very
almost obsessive in a way.

- From their side?
- From their side,

like, they want me
there all the time.

But Tommy and I
had a conversation,

and he kind of said
to me that he's not that guy.

And I realized that I've
been conditioned to think

that obsession and infatuation
is the same thing as love.

So what do you really want?

I wanna find
somebody that I feel like

I can really be myself
and have my space and not feel

a responsibility
to take care of.

That's pretty clear.

If you don't say your truth,
you don't get it.

Thank you.

- Thanks, girl.
- Okay.

- Hi, Ashley.
- Hi.

- You ready? Let's go.
- Yes.

She said, "I'm afraid of you
making an emotional connection,

because I feel like
I'm going to lose you."

And I said,
"I don't think I will."

But I feel it,

I feel it tugging at me.

Like I promised her something
that I knew I couldn't keep.

Do you want a hug?

Right now, I'm at
a crossroads between

keeping what I already have
and going for what I want.

It's actually really crazy
to see that Lascelles is crying.

He's never shown me that
side ever, at all. Seven years.

I don't know why he is just
now opening up at this moment.

I kind of have, like,
standards of what I look

for in a relationship,

And I feel like Lascelles can't
perform those exact standards.

Who on this island is showing
you things that you didn't

realize you needed and you like?

When I took Blake
on a date the other day,

I felt something that
I needed. Like, I needed

that romantic love,
the appreciation, you know?

Just show that you really care

and that you really,
truly love me.

Like, I don't have to...

express a lot for
you to understand that.

There's much more
to dig into, Ashley,

you're headed
in the right direction.

- Yeah.
- All right, Ash, you ready?

- Yes.
- Here we go.

Dare.

Give Karyna

a hickey on her thigh.

- Here's my thigh, honey.
- Like, right here is okay?

Wherever you want.

I'm not sure that
would do anything.

Come on! You already know.

His face is red now.

Oh, there we go, there we go.

She's like,
"I got a tingle now."

Hania!

That's literally...

Come on, come on.

What'd you see?

Everything I expected.

I didn't come in
with an expectation

of him being good this time.

You know Hania,
and more importantly,

what I'm concerned with
is what that makes you feel.

It makes me feel like I've
spent a really long time alone

and I let myself open to someone

who I thought was worthy of me.

But apparently
I was just thinking that

I was worthy of him
and maybe did not get

to the exact point
that I needed to be.

You said that you were alone
for a long time before Hania,

and before that, in the last
relationship or several...

- Two.
- Two?

Were you hurt
in those relationships?

I was physically and
mentally abused in my first one,

and in the second one,
I was emotionally manipulated.

I definitely have some
self-worth things

I need to work out,

but I do deeply and truly
believe that what I'm trying

to find is out there,

I just... I can't let
certain men crush that.

The abuse and stuff
you've shared with me,

and the stuff
you haven't shared that

I sense, you didn't deserve.

Ash...

Honey, it's like so many women.

And it wasn't your fault.

And it's not right now.

I got you.

They got you.

Okay?

Most importantly,
you're absolutely strong enough.

- You're all you need.
- Thank you.

Step one, we'll keep doing this.
We're going to get there.

- Thank you.
- All right.

Ladies, that's bonfire.

Hopefully, you got some answers,

at least some
things to think about.

- Thank you so much.
- Thank you, Mark.

Thank you, Mark.

You guys can head
back to your villa.

Hania is not
the person I thought,

and I gave a lot of myself
to someone who maybe

isn't as careful as
they should be with the honesty

and vulnerability
that I gave them.

I know I deserve more.