Celebrity Ex on the Beach (2014–2020): Season 5, Episode 4 - Episode #5.4 - full transcript

Ex On The Beach is back.

This time it's all stars.

Old faces return
for another shot at finding love.

Am I looking for love? Fucking yeah!

They'll have to endure their exes...

I've never, ever felt like this
in my life.

Some will have to deal
with old grudges...

You've had more dicks
than I've had sun beds.

And as hard as they try
to find their perfect match...

Right, who wants to finger me?

...standing in their way
will be the Tablet of Terror.



I won't lie,
I'm cacking myself big time.

It's going to be hotter
than ever before...

I wanna ride her. Giddy up, Amy.

...as emotions boil over...

You made me realise there's more
to life than what I was just doing.

...tensions run high...

I fucking dare ya!

Let's fucking go, kid.

...and the claws come out.

(yelling)

(shouting)

So far, five exes have arrived
but whose...

She is the most toxic person
I have ever met.

...ex... is...



...next?

I did not think
that I was gonna feel like this.

I did get with Scott.

I had a shit time with Jemma.

Yous two have fucked each other.
I fucked Gaz once.

Hopefully what comes out the water
is just gonna make it better for me.

I'm coming back in for my ex, Bear.
How are you?

She means fuck all to me.

Nice to meet you. All right?

I know Hawley wants revenge.

I couldn't give a fuck
what happens at the villa.

(shouting)

I fancy you, too.
(laughs)

I'd like to do you up the bum.

(laughs)

Oh, lovely.

The king is back.
Long live the fucking king.

Ashley Cain is my ex.

All us girls have just got
a little bit of a minge twinge.

I'm about to show these pretenders
what it's all about.

Last night I absolutely
fucking smashed it.

I am the first person
that's executed a threesome.

Normal, eh!

The king is back.

(Jemma) Last night,
I had a threesome.

The guy who I'm in love with
is in this villa

getting with another girl
in my face.

I need to take my mind off it.

I've woke up and I feel all happy
and refreshed and vitalised.

Gave her a bit of finger blasting,

and got tugged off at the same time,
happy days.

I like Hawley, he likes me,
so I'm gonna carry on things.

So last night
I finally got a bit of action.

I got wanked off by Charlotte.

Proper felt like I was Spiderman.

Boosh! Boosh! Ah!

It just went all over the red dress
and all over me.

Hopefully tonight...

...have a bit of rumpy pumpy.

Love is in the air
for Bear and Charlotte right now,

but it's what's in the water
they've gotta worry about.

(evil cackle)

The Tablet of Terror has sent
everyone out for a bit of family fun,

to beat the living daylights
out of each other.

It's only Muay Thai!

I love Muay Thai! Whoo!

(Jemma) I'm buzzing
we're doing Muay Thai.

I wanna fight
either Hawley or Holly.

The gang is split into two teams.

Thailand Swingers...
and Team Piss Head.

Team Piss Head!
Go on!

My first pair's gonna be
Liam and Bear.

Come on, Bear!

Oi, oi!

Ooh, ah, ooh. What the fuck?

Liam is a really sweet guy,
but he is so annoying.

(instructor) Oi! Oi, in the ring,
in the ring, in the ring!

Block, that's countering.
Bring your knee up and block.

Easy!

There's only one person
I want to match up with, Gaz.Fuck.

Come on, Gaz!

Come on, Hawley.
He's fucked your bird!

(instructor) Well done. Good.

Fucking come on, kid.

I fucked it.

Kiss and make up, yeah.

Kayleigh versus Jordan,
battle of the bitches.

The only chance you've got
of getting Kayleigh on her back.

I can't fight a girl.
I'll fucking kill her.

(shouting)

(cheering)

(Jordan) Tactical move for me.

Let her win so then she thinks
Jordan's a nice guy,

and then yeah, bang her tonight.

(narrator) Good luck with that.

Holly,
you're gonna be fighting Jemma.

Get in, you little bitch.
You're gonna get a fucking punch.

All right. Nice and tight.

It's like fucking Goliath and
the little man, going at each other.

(squeals)

I did aim for her tits, I didn't
mean to get her in the face.

Knockout! Sorry, bitch.

Please, no more!

I think we'll end this one early,
a bit of a mismatch.

(sobbing)
Oh, Holly! Holly!

Time out, breathe.

Are you all right?
No.

Hawley comes over to console me

and all I can feel is Jemma's beady
eyes burning the back of my head.

I didn't mean to punch her
in the face.

Do you want water?

Hawley's comforting Holly,
what the fuck are you doing?

If that was me, he wouldn't.

Wipe your tears away. Come here.

There you go.
Thank you.

You might've won the battle, hon,
but you ain't fucking won the war.

It's fighting talk now,

but will new battle lines be drawn
when the next ex arrives?

T minus 20 hours.

Whose ex is next?

Back at the villa,
Gaz has had a revelation.

His ex may be on her way.
Oh, you think so?

Last night it kind of really sank in

that the one ex I'm getting
nervous about is Lillie.

Gaz, please welcome the new arrival

by sounding the gong.

My hands are shaking,
I can't feel me legs.

(shouting)
Ready?!

(gong sounds)

I think she deserves an explanation
of what went on.

I'm ready for it now, I think. Just.

I say that now, if I'm at the beach
I'll be like that. (panting)

Me and Lillie, there's so much
emotion and history.

I couldn't imagine her
walking out the water.

The thing is, Charlotte's your ex,
she came in,

but there was no issues there
cos it wasn't a proper ex.

One-night stand.
Exactly.

Lillie was a major part
of your life.

I feel sorry for him
but at the end of the day,

it's fucking Ex On The Beach,
so, Gaz, dry your tears.

It's gonna happen.

Enough of me anyway,
I've got my issues.

(laughs)But like, mate,
you must be screwing, man.

In terms of the lasses,
there's not many options.

None of them are smoking hot,
none of them are above a six,

so I'm hoping some fucking
fresh meat's gonna come in soon.

To be honest though, mate,
I'm getting a little bit worried.

Series one, I didn't have
much luck with the birds.

Did you not?
No, mate. No.

I didn't have an ex but I didn't
have any luck with the lasses.

I'm hoping it's not gonna be
the fucking same.

Get up there.

To a happy villa.

What better than to do a game?

I love games!

It's called Truth or Bear.

Charlotte?
Yes?

Does Bear have a big penis?

I think I'm gonna have to have
another look tonight.

Oh!

Get up there, my son!

I've got a good one.

Bear, do you like Charlotte,
or are you using her for a fuck?

That's easy,
I really fancy Charlotte.

How can you say no?

(giggles)

Jem, do you still love Hawley?
Yes.

I can't believe it,
Jemma says she still loves Hawley

and I'm sat in the fucking middle.

Do you still love Jemma?
No.

That's a lie.
He's lying!

Who thinks he's lying?

But seriously, I fucking don't.

You told me two days ago you did.

Did you?
No.

Oh, you're winding me up!

He still loves me. I know he does.

Hawley, you are full of shit.

Holly is a pawn in his game.

Get your trampy little hand
off my head, you patronising skank.

Like go fucking speak to her.

I don't want to listen to it.
Do you know what I mean?

Do you really fancy Holly?

I know you don't.

I think Jemma's just trying
to cock block me.

Bitch, move out the way,
Hawley's mine.

Situation's pathetic.
She's going on like an idiot.

Every single person inside of here
thinks you're an idiot.

Hawley is winding me up.

Like fucking who, Hawley?

Fuck you, Hawley.

With everyone bedding down
for the night...

...some people are getting lucky.

While others definitely aren't.

They may be sleeping soundly now,
but they'll be woken up with a bang

when the next human hand grenade
is lobbed into the villa.

T minus seven hours.

I'm feeling very excited about Bear.

We're always laughing,
we're always smiling.

I think we are
just perfect together.

How was last night?

You give the best head ever. Ever.

We're getting on,
so now what I'm thinking is,

have a threesome with her girl
mates. I always want more.

Greedy Bear.

Greedy Bear.

I really like Gary.
The more time I'm spending with him,

the more I'm starting to like him.

But I feel like I have
a bit of a guard up.

His ex could come in any day
and I don't wanna get hurt.

Where did you sleep, Hawley?

With Holly?

Did you bang, Hawley?

Holly definitely had a sick time
with me. From what I'd done,

she was laid there
like a shot giraffe.

What was it, a couple of pumps
and stopped, or was it like...

Obviously I had a good time
last night,

but the first thing I think
when I wake up is,

"Fuck, I'm gonna have to
go and speak to Jemma."

I'm literally so nervous.

I don't know
how she's going to react.

So I just am telling you
cos I've just woke up

and I don't want you to hear it
from anyone else.

I've already heard it.

Yep.
OK.

I can't keep any fucking secrets
in this villa.

So why did you do it?

At the time I was drunk. I'm not
using that as an excuse at all,

because if I didn't want to,
I wouldn't have.Don't say it then.

I just think that you don't really
have a leg to stand on

because you've shagged Gaz
and Ashley.

Holly's using the fact that I've got
with other people in this villa

as an excuse as to why
she shagged my ex.

That doesn't make it all right.

I still think he's trying
to use you to piss me off.

If you don't think that,
that's fine, I'm not bothered.

I'm actually so drained
from this situation.

I can't be friends with someone
who does that.

Holly's telling me this because
she wants to fucking clear the air.

Sorry, babe, the air ain't clear.

(tablet dings)

(all groaning)

I don't believe this.

Tablet of terror, you fucking knob.

"No rest for the wicked."

"It's beach time for the boys."

"Jordan, Bear and Gaz, get ready,

it's time to greet
your new arrivals."

(Bear) What!
Oh, shit!

Three boys going down to the beach?
I think it's a girl.

I'm literally, like, bricking it.

To be fair, like, my ex bird is fit.

Fingers, toes, tits, bunions crossed
it's not her.

Mine is mental.

Megan's got a boyfriend,
and this is a dating show.

So if she's back it's for one reason
and that's to get back at me.

Come on, boys!

Let's go get ready then!

(humming)

Gaz, Jordan and Bear
have gone to the beach,

so hopefully that means one thing.
Some new girls are coming.

(narrator) So they can ignore you,
too, Liam? Nice.

You may be excited by a new arrival
in the villa now, Liam,

but not everyone will be smiling
when the next ex washes in.

(evil cackle)

(Bear) I'm so nervous.

Out of all three who are here,

we've got one ex that is fucking
scary, you know what I mean?

Hopefully it's not Georgia,
cos I still love her.

I can't stand someone kissing her.

I didn't think I'll care, but nah.

Throw me in here, Georgia comes out,
I'm fucked.

How you gonna react
if Lillie comes round, Gaz?

Depends on her reaction.

If she shouts
I'll probably just let her shout.

When it's someone you've got
a history with, it's a lot harder.

Over the last five years,
I've had one serious girlfriend.

If it's her,
this isn't a girl I've just banged,

this is a girl
I was looking for houses with,

there when my nephew was born.
This is real life shit.

Let's get it done.You're
that nervous you won't shut up.

This is not gonna go well
if Megan comes into the villa.

Oh, fuck me.

I love a fucking day on the beach

but this time round, I've got
genuine feelings at stake here.

Oh, I can't believe it.

The Tablet of Terror
is on team Holly-Hawley

and has sent them on a date.

I might be shit scared of heights
and the sea,

but it's gonna be all right
because I'm with Hawley

and he looks like a worldy.

(shrieks)

Oh, my God! I don't like it!

(laughs)

Oh, my God!

I think I could sit on this
all day long.

This position I'm in is making us
think about being behind Holly.

Oh, lucky lady.

Whoo!
Dip, dip, dip!

(shrieks)
My fucking balls are wet.

And touch down.

Best day ever,

only cos you were with me, though.
Yeah, good.

So I finally get a chance
with Hawley

to ask him actually
how he does feel about me.

If there was anyone I would've
chosen for this, it'd be you.

Good.

I felt that he might
be using me a little bit

but the way he's been today,
he's reassured me.

I don't think he's using me one bit.

Obviously, we'll just play it cool
with each other.

But at this moment in time,
of course I like ya.

It's good to get away from Jemma,
Holly's looking fine.

I don't want this to end.

Do you think you definitely
not gonna get back with Jemma?

You don't want to?

No chance that will ever happen.
So you're not gonna mug me off?

Definitely not with Jemma, no.

No, I was joking, man.

I just dropped one there.

I'm not that type of lad.
I've had it done to me royally.

So I'm not gonna mug someone else
off when I've had it done to me.

It's not a good fucking feeling,
like.

OK. Well, wanna give me a kiss then?

Yeah, come here.

(groans)

You're that nervous you're quiet!
I know!

Never seen you so quiet.

Oh, man!

Fucking hell.

It's all getting a bit real now.

Fuck me.

Oh, fucking hell.

I'm Lillie.

I'm a fashion designer.

Some people might know me
as Gary Beadle's ex-girlfriend.

We had a wicked relationship.

Gary was my best friend.

And he definitely has been
the love of my life.

I did think he was the one
that I would be with forever.

He just broke up with me,
totally out of the blue,

and we haven't really spoke since.

I definitely think
I need some answers.

OK? (sighs)

You OK?
Yeah, you?

This is Bear and Jordan.
Nice to meet you.

This is weird, man.

Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you.

She's smoking!

Who's this, Gaz?
This is Lillie.

I was with her for a year-and-half.

She's the nicest person
you'll ever meet.

(clears throat)

I know Gary very well.

And I know
he's seriously uncomfortable.

Am I gonna have any nasty surprises?

I don't think so.

It's... This is weird for me, man.

Like I say... Like sitting here,
like looking at you.

I haven't seen her in person
since the day we finished,

so her sitting next to me
does not feel real.

We need to talk about
a few things you've done

because I think you've been
really disrespectful towards me.

But not because
I want to get back with you,

or because of anything other
than I think you owe me that.

You owe me an explanation.
(clears throat)

I can tell in his eyes
he knows he's in the wrong

and that he's got
a lot of apologising to do.

When was the last time
you seen each other?

When he split up with me.

Literally, five...
Two minutes at the airport.

Before that we spent every day
together for a year and a half.

If you like her so much, why
did you let her go? She's gorgeous.

I know, but... (sighs)
Thanks.

So what's your type of boy then?
What do you go for?

Tanned, normally blue eyes,
nice teeth.

Bear, tick, tick, tick.

Ticks all the boxes. I'm excited.

(tablet dings)

(all groan)

Here we are.
You are joking.

Why?

"Welcome to the beach, Lillie."

"You're off on a date with Bear."

"It's a chance to loosen up
and let it all go."

Do you like getting loose?

I'm a lady.

And I'm a gentleman.
OK, that should work then.

Bear's hot. Bear's a sort.

Are you excited
we're going on a date?

Yeah.
Yeah?

Gaz is fuming about it.

He's trying to stay strong
and hide it

but his emotions are all out there
for everyone to see.

Go on, then.

Let's go.
Go on, Bear. Off you go.

Gonna be the best night
of your life.

OK.
Come on, then.

Seeing her walk off
holding someone's hand is fucked up.

I don't know how I feel.

This looks really nice.

(narrator) 'Bear and Lillie
have been sent on a reiki date

to address
their spiritual wellbeing.'

I want to bring you back
into balance.

I want to clean you up
energetically.

Apparently, it's reiki.

Nutty.

Is there anything specific
you would like to work on?

Working things out
with my ex-boyfriend

so then we can just be friends.

OK.

When you see him,
you wanna be in your centre, OK?

Part of you that's off
is your emotional and astral body.

Is she all right?

I wanna go into outer energy bodies.

So if you can see,
it just starts to pick energy up.

This lady is flinging this
pendulum stone thing over my face.

She's like, "Can you see
the movement? It's going crazy."

I'm thinking, "Because your fingers
are making it go crazy."

Has it detected if she fancies me
yet or not?(laughs)

You'll just have to let
the pendant tell you.

(laughs)

I know Lillie likes me.

I can sense it.

(narrator) Yes, Bear. Must be
those special psychic powers.

Back at the villa, they're trying
to work out what happened.

Do you reckon the boys are gonna
come back as friends or enemies?

Keep your enemies closer, eh?

If Bear's on that...
Oh!

Oh. here we go, here we go.
We knew it'd be Bear.

Is it what we expected?

It's Lillie, man. Lillie.

Fuck.

Lillie came in,
Bear's gone on a date.

It was just...
It was so weird like...

Cos I haven't seen her
since the day we split up.

Was she excited? Nervous?

Nervous as fuck. She was shaking.

But, like...
Bless her.

Bear and Lillie on a date,
Bear is gonna try it.

I've never ever seen Gaz so quiet.

It was fucking weird.

Cos I know how she feels about you.

You went through so much
with someone...

And, like... I don't know.

I can't tell you.

We knew this was Ex On The Beach
and that an ex is gonna come

and they have massive
unfinished business.

So weird.

Me and him could carry on,
but I don't wanna be second best.

You're acting very weird.

Mate, you're looking like
someone's put a syringe in you

and sucked your soul out.

It was hard to watch.

I'll be very quiet,
you'll notice that.

My head's gone.

Gaz comes back from the beach

and announces that his ex, Lillie,
has arrived.

All I can think is
"For fuck's sake."

"I shagged him on the first night."

It's gonna go off!

He's gonna fucking go for it.

Anyone in here,
if they were attracted to her,

anyone would've gone for it.
Bear's definitely gonna go for it.

Tonight has got the potential to be
fucking the most explosive night.

Either way,
I'm looking forward to it.

A fresh face in the house has got
the potential to go upside down.

Standard night here, mate, lovely.

You may be excited by
the new arrival now,

but will it be fun and games when
the evening's entertainment begins?

Whose ex is next?

As the villa await the new arrival,

back on the date,
it's time to share some gossip.

Over to you, Bear.

Do you wanna know what's been going
on in the villa? Any questions?

Yes, like,
whose been getting with who?

Who do you wanna know first?
You?

There's a girl called Charlotte.
Nice girl.

But not my type. We've kissed.

Erm...
Just kissed?

She sucked me off last night.

No other way I can put it.
I'm sorry.(coughs)

That is what happened.
Yeah, OK. That's lovely.

Lillie is fit.

I just wanna... (growls)

(laughs)

Dunno what I'm gonna do
about Charlotte.

Would you like to know
who Gaz has been with?Yeah.

Basically, what has Gaz done?

Me and Gaz are mates.
It's a tough situation to be in.

First night, he, erm...
shagged Jemma.

Jemma Lucy.
Wow.

Gonna play this one very smooth.

That's a massive shock.

Did he really?
He did, babe.

I can't believe that.

Do you know her?
Yeah.

Is she your friend?
Yeah.Oh.

Massively shocked
that she's done that, massively.

And I know that if I got
with Hawley, she'd be devastated.

Really?
But...

Glad I know.

When I get back to the villa,

I'm looking forward
to seeing how Jemma is with me.

I didn't think she had that in her.
I didn't think she'd do that.

Jemma's clearly not the friend
I thought she was.

With Lillie having received
some bad news,

back at the villa,
everyone's being nice to each other.

Olivia's got nice nail varnish on.

I wonder how long that will last.

Kayleigh, you've got a banging body,
it turns me on.

Thanks. (laughs)

Jemma, I like the fact
that you're an absolute filth bag.

(laughs)
(whoops)

Don't think it'll be very long.

(tablet dings)

(all groan)

(Ashley) What the fuck?

Oh, my God.

"Olivia."

"The villa is filling up
and someone needs to go home."

"Liam or Ashley,
the choice is yours."

I'm in shock, my legs are shaking,
I feel sick.

Are you joking?

No.
What the fuck?

Stitched right up.

I'm so sorry, Liam.
I'm gonna have to say you.

OK, no bother.

She was always gonna
fucking pick me.

So I know my fate was there.

What the fuck?

Phew.

The decision was crazy.
He got on with the guys

and he fucking did
a million sit ups every day,

but that's all
he brought to the table.

I'm going in as a new Liam.

I'm looking for the four Fs.

Fit, fun, flirty
and fucking massive tits.

Olivia is game. She's getting
fucking banged tonight.

Liam is so irritating.

I'm not interested in you
and that is it.

I'll call it a day with Olivia.
Getting...

Not getting nowhere.
Liam is more annoying than thrush.

Anything you do, a fucking goblin.

Absolutely gutted,
I'm sick as a cunt.

(narrator) Liam's departure
means only one thing,

more room for more exes.

Lucky for them, another one's
already on their way.

Whose ex is next?

With the imminent arrival
of Gaz's ex, Lillie,

the villa is tense.

Just how the Tablet of Terror
likes it.

(screaming)

Hello!

I swiftly look over at Gaz

and his head is just
literally buried to the ground.

Oh, I can't do this, me like.

What did you do? What did you do?
Lillie will tell ya.

It was really pretty. You had to
walk through these gardens.

There was little candles.
You had to lie down.

I'm thinking,
"What does Lillie know?"

Does she know I've got with Gaz?
Does she know what he's been doing?

They asked us what was a negative
thing in our body, didn't they?

(Kayleigh) What did you say?
I've got to live with my ex

and I'd like it to, like,
just be friendly and amicable.

'Gary can't even look at me.'

The whole time I was talking,
he was just standing there like this.

Bear, who do you like more,
Charlotte or Lillie?

For God's sake.

Little shitbag.

I'll be honest,
I've had a good time so far.

I don't wanna single one person out.

It takes me a while to get to know
a lot of people here.

Answer the fucking question.
I don't need to answer.

(all talking)

Who?
Charlotte or Lillie?

I haven't gotta choose anything.
I've been pied.

I didn't expect him just not even
knowing who to fucking choose.

Like,
it should be fucking obvious, pal.

Fine, that's fine, at least I know.
That's fine.

I have no idea if Lillie knows
about me and Gaz

but I wanna be the first to tell her.

The thing is...
Just tell me what's happened.

Just promise me we can chat
and you're not gonna storm off.

I promise you.

(groans) I hate myself.

The Tablet of Terror goes off,

you have to pick someone
to take to the penthouse.

So I picked Gaz,
we went to the penthouse.

Alcohol got involved
and I did get with Gaz.

When you say "get," like kissed?

I slept with Gaz.

Everybody gets drunk, doesn't mean
you sleep with your friend's ex.

It just happened.
I appreciate you telling me.

Because it says
you've got to go to a penthouse,

it doesn't mean you have to sleep
with them.

She was my friend.
Didn't expect that at all.

I see Jemma cracking on
with Lillie.

I wanna tell her what Jemma's like,
and let Lillie know who I am.

I've heard a lot about you.

You do realise he shagged Jemma.

Yeah, she's just telling me.

Hawley told me he's not bothered
about the Jemma situation,

and I turn around and him and Jemma
are talking about it again.

This is a very nasty situation
to come into.

I'm upset I've had to have this
on my first night

because I just wanna have a nice
time.What the fuck's going on?

Obviously you two have got a past...

Why are you over here?
Why are you so bothered?

He's told her that I've been
through every person.

I actually started to believe
that Hawley liked me

and then he just fucking
goes at Jemma again.

He's so bothered.

Why are you still here?
Why are you so bothered?

Because I need to make sure
that she's OK coming in.

Yeah, but why have you...
(indistinct)

Why are you bothered?

I am bothered because the way...
You're making me look like an idiot.

He says he's not bothered
about Jemma but he clearly is.

Why do you keep bringing things up

that are gonna make you
argue with her?

I've already fallen out with Jemma,
OK?

She's supposed to be my mate.
It's got nothing to do with you.

Hawley! Hawley!

Come here with the boys.

Fuck me, don't come in on me.

No, no, why are you shouting at me?
Don't shout at me.

Why are you two arguing?

Why are you shouting at me?
You don't need to go on at me.

(both arguing)

I'm so chilled.
Why are you shouting at me?

Why are you explaining yourself to
Jemma? Don't fucking laugh at me.

Chill out.
Fuck off.

Fuck off.
I can't be arsed with your agg.

You make me look like
a fucking idiot.

Now Jemma thinks that she's won.

She said to me, "He's using me,
he doesn't care."

"He doesn't like you, la, la, la."

And now... No, wait!
Cos now I look like a fucking idiot.

Because it looks like it's true.

I fucking told you, babe, from
day one. You didn't fucking listen.

Well, deal with it now, bitch.
Seriously.

No, it's not funny! It's not funny!
Calm down.

Holly, you're a nutter!

Honestly, don't fucking laugh at me!

Every fucking time...

(screams)

Why are you laughing?!

Well, she's kind of shown
her true colours, hasn't she?

Get away from me. Get away from me!

Fucking mental.

I don't like bunny boilers
or swillers.

You're a cunt!

Off you pop.

Fucking hate everyone!

While Holly calms herself down,

Lillie's sharing
her side of the story.

The one reason I've come out here

is because I have constant
nastiness, like, thrown my way.

Everybody knows my name
and my face because of Gary,

but nobody knows me. I feel like
I had no choice to do this.

I need to get my say.
I need people to see me for me.

I need people to realise,
this girl fell in love with a boy,

they had a break up,
the whole world knew,

and she's walked away with it.
Why give her a hard time?Yeah.

Just let me...
I just wanna get on with my life.

I'm telling them my side.

And they're choked and upset
cos I think they feel bad.

They realise what I've gone through.

I've never ever in my entire life
loved anybody the way I loved him.

I see him upset
and that does upset me.

But I'm thinking, "You're upset now?
Five months down the line?"

What about the last five months that
I've had to deal with your actions?

It's not like a normal relationship

where someone sleeps
with someone else.

Look what he's done for five months
to me and I've not reacted.

I've just had to deal with it.

And, oh,
now you're faced with me it's hard?

I don't know how
she fucking does it.

It's just such
a fucked up situation.

That was the person
I wanted to marry.

I've never ever had the feelings
I had for him, I worshipped him.

I do feel really awkward.

I don't know how I'm gonna be
around her or around Gary.

I've been in his bed. Kissing.

I feel like she deserves to know.

We split up. I've not text him,
not tweeted about him,

not sold a story about him.

It's not that I'm weak, people
take my kindness for weakness.

I feel really lucky to be in the
villa with the girls that I've met.

They seem really lovely.

Hopefully we're gonna build
some nice friendships.

(narrator) Wishful thinking, Lillie.

Bear's still only got
one thing on his mind.

Bear doesn't give a fuck
about anyone but himself.

Just wants to get his end away.

I've been mugged off
and it's just embarrassing.

I wasn't even trying to have
a relationship with Bear at all.

I just really got on with him.

I genuinely thought,
like, he liked you.

Yeah, but it's bullshit.
I should've fucking listened.

Tonight has been
really, really tense.

Bear is one fucked up individual.

(indistinct)

Stop getting stressed about it.
Stop thinking about it, honestly.

Just seeing your friend get upset,
it's fucking horrible.

I don't know what's going on.

Everyone loves you, honestly.
You're amazing.

Don't let Bear
make you feel like a cunt.

I just don't...
Look, look, look...

She won't look like a slag.
No, no.

She's been with one guy that
she genuinely had a connection with.

I always try and put on
this brave face,

but I'm just a normal girl
with fucking feelings, to be honest.

.