90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017–…): Season 5, Episode 9 - Bad Romance - full transcript

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Fiance: Before The 90 Days...

What would you guys think if I
gave your mom a ring before I left?

I feel like that was
just what we needed.

It was just you and me.

If this is what it's like
to be with Alina,

then I want more of this.

I feel like he really likes me
and cares about me.

But I need definite answers.

And I'm worried I'm not gonna
be able to get that from him.

I'm scared I can't trust you.

You have to show that you
can do good for me.



I really need someone in my life

that I can count on.

And Hamza's not showing me
that right now.

If we do not get married
while I'm here,

I don't want to be
in a relationship with you.

I just landed in Peru

to meet my girlfriend,
Mahogany, for the first time,

and she isn't here.

I just thought
that she was gonna come.

I feel foolish.

We are leaving
the drama of the city behind

for a romantic getaway.

What?

No. I'm sorry,
I did not do that.



That's for darn sure,
I didn't do that.

- Yes, you did.
- No, I didn't.

- Hold on.
- Look.

Just be honest, please.

Not that this was, like, um...

That was rubbing it into her,
yes, yes.

But that's the only time
I ever did.

I don't care
if it was only once.

You send her nude...

I was showing her, you know,

look how hot my girlfriend is.

I wish I could take it back.

But, um, it is true
that I sent topless photos

to my ex, of Jasmine.

I sent the pictures as revenge

to show how amazing
and wonderful

of a girlfriend I have
at this moment.

It was a huge mistake.

Obviously.

I tried to go after Jasmine,

but I don't even know
where she went.

I'm having so many
emotions at this moment.

And he was making fun of me,
calling me crazy,

and how explosive I am
when I'm jealous,

while I was next to him,
taking a nap.

Okay.

I've been in Colombia
for a week and a half,

and tonight is my last night
with Ximena

before I head back home.

I invited Ximena
out to dinner tonight,

and I picked
a very romantic setting,

with a view of the entire city
of Pereira.

And I got here a little bit
early to set everything up.

'Cause today is the most
important day of my life.

I'm gonna ask the woman I love
to marry me.

Wow.

When the cake comes out,

can you have this ring
come out with the cake?

I invited Ximena's family
to dinner as well,

because I know how much
family means to her,

and I want them to see
how serious that I am.

But I am very nervous,

because Ximena
has not been shy about

her hesitations about me,

so I'm not 100% sure
that she's gonna say yes.

So, I'm leaving soon,

but I wanted to take everybody

out for a nice dinner
before I leave.

I'm feeling
really, really happy right now

that everyone's here,

and I definitely plan
to return soon.

So, I know when we got back
from Salento,

you told me I have to change
a few things, and...

Focused on being
a little bit neater,

a little bit more organized.

But, um, how's everything
going now? How am I doing?

See, yes. When I'm back home

I'm gonna practice
those same things, so...

I feel relieved
that Ximena's noticed

that I've been changing,

I've been a lot more attentive.

Even though
I'll never be perfect,

I just wanna be the best
version of myself for her.

And I just hope
that it's enough.

Everybody, I just wanna get
your attention.

Okay.

Um, I just want to say
a few things about Ximena.

Um...

Um...

And I love you.

Wow.

I just wanna, like,
go where she lives,

and just see what's going on.

I'm going to do
everything in my power

just to at least have
one face-to-face if I can.

I just wanna know if you are
even open to be exclusive.

Mmm, it's a daunting question.

I feel like
I've been very patient,

but time is just running out.

If it's
an on-the-spot answer, then...

Yes or no?

This is what I do
after a rough night.

Let my body
take the consequences.

It's my first morning in Peru.

Last night,
after 12 hours of flying,

I finally got in to Lima,

and Mahogany was a no-show
at the airport.

I expected a text
this morning, something.

And still nothing.

So I'm just not in a good place,

which is why I'm here,
this is my happy place.

But just very, very discouraged.

I'm disappointed.
I feel betrayed.

I feel angry.

But mostly, I feel sad.

Just really sad.

What I've been looking for
my whole life

is this unconditional love.

And I've risked so much
to be there for her,

and she couldn't
be there for me.

I'm still trying
to communicate with her.

So, this morning,
I wrote her a little story

that, hopefully, she understands

and knows where I'm coming from.

Okay, so I called it, uh,

"The Runaway Train".

Um...

It was a runaway train,
every passenger's nightmare.

Brakes failed and a sharp
turn just a mile ahead.

And a woman screamed
out, that set off the panic.

People opening windows, shouting
and crying, except one couple.

Sitting across from each other,

the gentlemen in a black suit
winked at the woman in red heels.

He slowly smiled and stood,
reaching his hand out to her

and whispered in her ear.

The passengers sat back down as
the train hurled towards the steep turn.

People were laughing now
and clapping in time

as the talented couple whirled
up and down the aisle.

The old train came off the
wheels around that corner,

but settled back on the tracks,

to the cheers of all
that continued on its way.

Then I said, "Baby,
my beautiful Mahogany,

the train is already going to
fast to stop, let's just dance."

So I haven't got anything yet.

I'm hoping, you know, to
get a text at some point.

I'm just confused, because I
thought we were on the same page.

We planned a family, we planned
a life together and now that I'm here,

I don't know what's happening.

Hey, bro. How you doing?

Yeah, things have
not gone as expected.

Jason's a good friend of mine
and even though he was a little skeptical,

of Mahogany
and me going to Peru,

he really cares about me as a friend,
so I really trust, um, his guidance.

So, uh, yesterday
I was at the airport in Lima

and Mahogany, um, was a no-show.

I see.

And she said that her dad
was, like, suspecting

that I'm not there
for the right reasons.

Whatever that means.

I just wanted to get
on a plane and go home.

But it was too late at night
and I knew I was emotional,

so I was just, like,
"I'm gonna give it a day."

I did not get any texts.

Um...

Right now,
everything is possible.

I don't have any confirmation
of anything.

At this point, I can
understand how my friends

would think that
this is a catfish situation.

I think my naivete
and optimism...

It's gotten me in trouble
in the past.

I have been catfished before.

That person said
we couldn't video chat,

because their phone was broken.

And I was just, like,
"Oh, okay."

I just believed in it so hard.

But the real difference is
that I've never really connected

on a cerebral and emotional
and even spiritual level

the way that I have
with Mahogany.

This person knows me intimately
and I feel like I know this person.

And she's just scared.

I've been praying about it and
I think, you know, God's in this.

And so...

I just wanna, like, go down to
San Bartolo, where she lives

and I wanna just see
what's going on.

And just, like, message her
and say, "I'm gonna be

at this restaurant at this time.

If you show up, you show up,
if you don't it tells me

a lot of, you know,
what's going on," so...

Right.

My feelings are still there.
Like, I'm in love with this woman

and I wanna, you know,
pursue it further.

The next 24 hours, like, a lot is about
to take place, so just be in prayer for me.

Absolutely.

All right, appreciate it.

All right, thanks.

All right, take care, man. Fist bump.

I haven't given up on love yet.

Um, I'm tempted to.

I don't know how much more
rejection I can take,

but I've only got a couple weeks
in Peru, so time is of the essence.

I'm going to do everything in
my power to make this happen.

Just at least have one
face-to-face if I can.

I don't know what else to do.

- This should be it.
- Oh, okay.

Right?

Ah, thank you, sir.

Thank you.

Okay, thanks.

Caleb and I have only a few
days left together in Turkey

and ever since Elijah left
a couple of days ago,

we've been having a fun time
and getting closer and closer,

but time is just running out.

And I need to know
where we stand.

Thank you.

Going back to Russia
and, like, you are not there.

It's so weird.

- You know?
- Yeah.

I've been thinking
about that too, it's...

I almost wish we could extend this trip
even longer, to really feel each other out.

Mmm, I see.

I feel like I've been
very patient with Caleb so far

I've always heard this...

And I respected it.

But now, it's not gonna work,
this excuse, any more.

Let's imagine this.

I go back to Russia, you
go back to the United States

and it's, like, gonna be
the same life?

Like, friends more.

Well, I told you I'm trying to
figure this out. We are friends.

We are friends, but...

And this is a lot of expectation,
I think, to try and be, like,

"What are we gonna be
completely," right away.

It's only two days left,
you know.

I don't know, maybe it just comes
from a place of...

You know, like,
not caring enough maybe.

What am I doing to not
make you feel cared for?

You are just very vague
about me, about us.

And about what's gonna be
after we leave Turkey.

I just wanna know if you are, like... If
you are even open to be exclusive, or not.

You're trying to ask
me if I'll be your boyfriend.

I can't go back home
without an answer.

Alina's bringing
up the topic of exclusivity.

And I understand
her interest in this,

but to me it seems
a little bit soon.

Thanks.

I know that we
only have two days left here,

but there's a lot
of unknowns still.

Are you afraid of commitment?

Yeah, that's, hmm...
That's a daunting question.

It's not something I'm against.

It's just been a question
for me of the right person.

And I've been trying
to assess that in you.

So what is your answer?

You are not ready yet, or what?

I wanna experience what
life is like with you more.

And I wish this wasn't being
put to the question right now,

because I feel like
this is being forced on me.

But, if it's a on-the-spot
answer, then...

It's not that simple, Alina.

If we could make this trip another
week or two, I might be able to say yes.

If you were in America with
me I could maybe say yes.

It's out of respect for you
that I'm taking my time.

Are you...

You have needs
that need to be met.

You need someone who can pay you
attention and help you in those ways.

I don't wanna take that lightly.

So one big reason I'm
taking time is to make sure

I can be the person
who can do that.

I think you deserve someone who can do
everything you need in terms of being your aide.

Yeah, right.

It's just always sounds
like a to me,

when people say, "Oh, maybe
I'm not good enough for you."

It's basically
what you are saying now.

That wasn't what I said.

I mean, we're having fun.

It's like the relationship has
to be built on the friendship.

It's usually very good
when it's like that.

And we already have it.

What else do you want?

I think when a guy's in love, he
just goes and gets what he wants.

What do you think I'm doing
here when I say I want more time?

I am trying to get what I want,

which is you, in the proper way.

That's why I'm saying
give me more time.

But, that isn't apparently
what can happen here,

because you need
to leave with an answer.

And if that's what you need, I
respect that, but this is what I need.

I need more time.

And it hurts me.

I feel like we have so much
here that I wish you could wait.

I just can't go back and
everything is back to normal,

how it was before.

I can't handle this.

I think I stated it clearly.

Yes or no.

I don't know if there's anything
more to talk about right now.

I'm not asking Caleb
to marry me,

or to move to Russia
immediately.

But, it kind of hurts that
he doesn't know by now.

Does he wanna be with me or not?

I know I wanna be with him.

And I just really feel played.

I just need more time
and you won't listen.

I don't think you
love me. You don't love me.

- You're projecting.
- You're not even in love with me.

You're not listening to what I'm saying.

Go left up here.

Maybe this answer should be
easier than I'm making it out to be.

I want this to be a "yes", but I just
can't give her that "yes" right now.

She is forcing an answer, so
she's created a "no" for herself.

But, there's the reality
that maybe I go home

and I realize I should
have said "yes.

And I really miss her.

I just don't know what to do.

I wanted to talk to you about
getting a prenuptial agreement.

Because happens.
People split up.

I am concerned
that Hamza is not responsible.

And, ultimately, I feel like
I need to protect myself.

If you do not sign the contract,
I do not want to marry you.

Me sleepy.

I'm tired.

Need a drink.
Drank too much.

You?

No?

I have been in Tunisia for about a
week now with my fiance Hamza.

We are staying in a
hotel in Tunis, so that we can go

to the embassy and get
our approval documents,

so that we can
get married next week.

Our original plan was to go
yesterday, but due to Hamza

not planning things out-as he
should we got there way too late.

I did not split that bottle
last night.

I went to sleep late.
Late, not early.

I'm definitely disappointed
and upset at Hamza's poor planning.

But, you know, alcohol usually
warms you up a little bit.

Yes, sexy time was, yeah.

I was trying to sleep,
you wanted sexy time.

Mmm-hmm.

The first time that Hamza and I
had sex was very fast and furious,

but I really feel
so much more relieved,

because he did perform
for me last night.

He definitely showed me
that he can actually, like,

do what he needs to do to
satisfy me, so I was very happy.

We need to get up and we need
to go to the embassy this morning.

Okay.

- Me hungry. You hungry?
- Yes, of course.

I want to eat first.

Okay.

- Car?
- Yeah.

- Fine?
- Yes, thank you.

I'm hungry for food. I
want some chicken, fish and steak.

Cow.

Oh, that's not a cow, is it?
Moo.

Moo, cow.

Ooh, look
at this stuff, I like it.

I know, I want to buy.

At this point, I really do want
to get married during this trip,

but given everything
that has transpired

between me and Hamza
the last couple of days,

I have to talk to him
about something important,

now that the wedding
is so close.

Oh, thank you.

Yeah, fish, yeah.
Thank you.

Mmm.

Is your food good?
Good?

Yeah?

What is it?

Mmm.

You trying to make me fat?

Fat boobies?

So I'm okay, because
I'm fat with big boobies?

You men having fun with me?

Um, you have your translator? I
wanna talk to you about some stuff.

I wanted to talk to you about
getting a prenuptial agreement.

Do you know what that is?

You don't know what that is?

A prenuptial agreement is an
agreement that if we divorce,

you will not take
any of my money.

Here.

You understand?

Because happens.

People split up.

You never know...

You don't know, you don't know.

You may change your mind.

I never initially thought
about doing a prenup,

but I am concerned that Hamza
is not responsible.

He lied about his age

and I don't know if he's lying
about any other things.

And ultimately I feel like
I need to protect myself.

I don't...

I do not think the bad way,

I just want to be safe

and make sure that my children
are protected

if you divorce me.

Will you sign the contract
before we get married?

Because if you do not
sign the contract,

I do not want to marry you.

You understand?

Yeah, baby.

Good.

But will you sign papers?

Okay.

If that's what you think.

Will you marry me?

I was really nervous,

but now that Ximena said yes,

I feel like all my dreams
have come true.

Because I'm not just
marrying Ximena,

I'm gaining Harold and Juan,
her children,

so I'm getting, like,
an instant family.

It's a really great feeling.

Mama.

Oh.

Me? Okay.

We came a long way

and I'm just really, really,
really excited.

I feel like the luckiest man
in the world to have you.

Can I talk to you for a minute?

If you have something
to say, sure.

If Caleb could promise me
something certain,

I could wait.

I just don't know if the life
I want for myself

is one of helping
someone so much.

When we get to the US,

I hope that you understand

that I want everything
to be 50-50.

Do you have any savings
in the bank

or are you just broke?

Yeah, I'm excited.

Should be nice.

Last night there was some
tension following the conversation

about being exclusive.

Alina wants to commit to me,

but I just don't want to
commit to someone

who I'm not 100% sure about.

Thanks.

Especially when we're
gonna be halfway across the world

and I don't know
when I'll see them again.

I slept on the couch

and right now things
are a little awkward.

But this is our last
day together,

We've a boat ride scheduled.

We're gonna do some sightseeing

and I'm hoping we can
make the most of it,

but I feel like Alina and I
are walking on eggshells

and we just don't know
what to say to each other.

Have you been on a boat before?

- Of course. Have you?
- Yeah.

This really is a good day.

I didn't know it'd be so nice.
I don't need this coat even.

- No...
- No.

I want it to be a good day
for both of us, you know?

Let's just make
the most of it, I think.

Not focus on everything else
that happened

and just enjoy the boat ride.

But we can't ignore everything
that happened too, you know?

I understand that you don't
want to have your time wasted.

Yeah.

So, I get it.

But I wish you could understand
that I'm not wasting your time.

Do you feel things for me?

I think I do.

What don't you know?

Isn't it enough for you?

Like, you're not crazy about me?

I'm less emotional than you,

I'm very rational.

And that's why I said
I needed more time,

to know what this was.

I just... The thing is I don't
know how long do I wait.

I... It's...

If Caleb could promise me
something certain,

something defined,

I could wait.

But I think this is
just a road to nowhere.

Are you going to bed?

Yeah.

Can I talk to you for a minute?

If you have something
to say, sure.

There is something
that I'm struggling with

to say to Alina.

I don't want to hurt her
by telling her this,

but I feel like I need
to be real with Alina.

She deserves the truth.

So, I know we've talked
about everything a lot.

But I don't know if I really express,
for me, what's going on inside.

Okay.

If it's not clear,
I really do care about you.

And I'm really glad
I came out here.

It's...

I know when I say I need time
it sounds flippant,

like I am putting you off
as if I don't care.

The reason I need time

is because this
is all new to me.

Like, I really like you,

but I'm not used
to dating little people.

I told everyone it'd be no
big deal that we were different,

but the reality is there were
challenges there for me.

I'm a bachelor,
I'm very independent.

I'm used to doing me.

So it scares me a little bit

to imagine being
with you long-term.

I don't understand.

When you love someone,

it shouldn't be so hard
to help or whatever.

It just becomes a part
of your daily life, no?

I just don't know if the life
I want for myself

is one of helping
someone so much.

Because my life has been
so different than that.

Hearing that from Caleb...

I'm disappointed
and I'm heartbroken.

I understand it might be scary,

but I'm kind of tired of that.

Of people being scared
to be with me

because I require, like,
help or whatever.

But this is the first
reason always.

And I thought
you were different.

I thought I was, I didn't
think this would be a problem.

But the reality is
this is a struggle I'm facing.

But I don't know
what to say beyond that.

I deeply care about Alina,

so it really tears me apart
to see her like this.

I wish she could see
that I've been trying,

that I put in all this effort.

But at this point,
I can't commit to Alina.

I really didn't want to hurt
you, okay? Please believe me.

I think Caleb is really afraid
of change.

And afraid to take
a big leap in his life.

Coming to Turkey was a big risk and I
knew that this outcome was very possible.

But I just really hoped
for something different.

Something better.

Come here.

Big commitment, marriage.

He's frustrated about
something and I don't know why.

This is supposed
to be a good day.

Stop what?

I'm nervous
about leaving Ximena here alone.

I really just want to cancel
my flight and just stay there.

Yes.

Big commitment, marriage.

You ready?

Are you excited?

Yes.

No more single life.

Married, married life.

You show everybody
"I'm married."

No woman, just me.

We are finally on our way
to the embassy...

to file my paperwork for
us to get married in a week.

What's... what's wrong?

Nothing?

Okay. Wish me luck.

All right.

Hi, I have an appointment
at two.

For marriage.

Yeah.

I got the paperwork.

What do I think about what?

Nervous.

Scared.

Because I just want, you know,
us to work,

I want the marriage to work,
you know.

After all of the
mishaps. it's very relieving that today

we're able to actually get
things going for our wedding.

But currently I'm a little frustrated
about Hamza's demeanor.

I feel like he would be a little
bit happier with what's going on.

But, um, it's seeming like
he's frustrated about something

and I don't know why.

Look...

"Now that you have the
affidavit of eligibility to marry,

Okay?

So I need to know what
the plans are for the wedding.

I know, you keep saying
surprise.

You don't plan stuff out right.

And it's scary.

How much money for wedding
all together?

You don't know how much?

For me, how much I have to pay?

No, I don't mind helping.

I just don't wanna spend
a lot on wedding.

What are you paying for?

Do you have any savings in
the bank or any money anywhere

or are you just broke?

When we get to the US,
I hope that you understand

that I want everything to be 50-50.

Stop what?

Why?

This is supposed to be
a good day.

Happy day.

We got what we needed.

Why are you not happy?

I'm feeling sad
that I have to go.

See, I'm gonna try to get another
vacation and come back down,

maybe in couple of months.

The last 24 hours...

have felt amazing.

I haven't felt like this
my entire life.

I'm really happy that me
and Ximena are engaged.

But now, I have to get back
home and go back to work.

It's hard leaving just
hours after proposing.

But I'm gonna be back
in a few months

so we can get married

and then I can apply
for the spousal visa

to bring her and the boys
to New York.

Harold, I have something
for you.

Aww.

I'm gonna miss you too, Juan.

Don't worry, I'm gonna be back.

And when I come back, I'm
gonna marry your mom, okay?

I'm sad too. I really
wanna stay with you.

But I'll try to come back
as soon as possible.

I really don't like good
byes, especially this kind.

Um, I really just want to
just...

cancel my flight and just
stay there.

I'm just gonna miss being
able to just physically hug her.

Give her a kiss every morning.

And just being around her
and the kids.

I can't put it into words
how much I'll miss her.

I've been living
the single life for 34 years.

But with Ximena I found
happiness.

I trust her, so, um...

and... she trusts me.

But I'm nervous about leaving
Ximena here alone

because with me in New York,
her in Colombia,

I just don't want us
to grow apart.

I really love her
and I really wanna

be with her and the children
forever.

- Bye.
- Bye.

I've decided to go to San Bartolo,
which is where she lives with her parents.

Like, if she comes,
the thought of that.

Seeing the person you love,
to be able to actually

see them face to face is
just like, it's overwhelming.

You just lost the only person
that truly love you.

I will get a sugar daddy that is
the sugar daddy of the sugar daddy.

Not a crazy old man,

This is the worst part of my
body that I have to hide from Mahogany.

I've got disgusting toes.

My feet are so ugly.

It's been almost 24 hours
since I've been in Peru.

And I still have not seen
Mahogany yet.

I'm holding out hope
that tonight's the night.

Because I've decided to go to
San Bartolo, which is where she lives

with her parents.

Fortunately or unfortunately,
I'm in love with this woman.

And that means I need
to explore what's happening.

Well, still no text from her.

So... like, I don't even
know if she's getting these.

I'm actually not ready
for her to answer the phone,

I don't even know what I'd say.

Just like, "Where were you?"

Or just, "I love you."
Like, I don't know.

I wanna give Mahogany
the benefit of the doubt.

I think the reality of this
whole thing is hitting her.

And I think she's scared.

Yeah, I don't get nothing.

For right now, I think we're just
gonna say I'm headed your way.

Give her a heads up.

I know that the love
that we shared is real.

And I want to pursue it.

San Bartolo, please. San Bartolo.

- Malonga?
- Milonga.

Milonga.

Okay.

Mm.

When I saw the text,
I thought here we go.

The explanation I've been
waiting for, the apology,

and all it says is San Bartolo
is very distant from Lima.

I don't know what she
meant by that.

But at the same time, I'm
glad that she actually responded

because she wasn't
telling me to go away,

she wasn't telling me
to stay at home,

she wasn't telling me to turn
around and get on a plane to leave.

So I'd take that as a good sign.

Right now, my heart is
actually beating out of my chest.

I've not built her up
to be immortal.

I know that she is
just a person.

But I've been so deprived
of love

where you'd get a taste of it,

and you feel it, and it's real.

And it's different that
what I've ever had.

And like, is she comes, the
thought of that I can't describe.

Like, seeing the person you
love, to be able to actually

see them face to face is
just like, it's overwhelming.

Uh...

It's 8:30. Supposed to be
here at 8 o' clock.

It's kinda reminding me
of yesterday a little bit.

And yesterday was just
like really emotional, so...

just trying to like
breathe through this.

Uh...

No texts.

If I was this late, I would
at least let them know.

I'm trying to come up
with a good excuse for her,

but I just can't think of one.

I've put so much
of my heart into this.

We have 3.5 months
of texting.

And love and amazing
conversations.

And a spiritual connection
that I just cannot deny.

But at this point,
I'm starting to...

I'm starting to lose
some hope here.

I'm just thinking...

there is a possibility
that my friends are right.

And she is not who she
says she is.

It is a possibility she's
not even

in this country.
Like, am I just being set up?

And am I gonna look like a fool?

I felt much more comfortable

with you when you just arrived.

And now, you're kinda
like a stranger.

The worst thing is that
I'm losing one of my best friends.

Don't disappear.

Can you promise me that?

I don't know.

Is that gonna all fit?

Mm, I don't know.

Maybe I shouldn't take
your gifts...

with me.

Cool, yeah.

Up to you.

No, of course I'll take them.

Today, I'm flying
back to Arizona.

And Alina is going back
to her home in Russia.

In a sense, we're breakin' up.

Because I can't give her the
commitment that she wants.

I never imagined
the trip would end like this.

But despite our deep connection,

it doesn't change
my reservation.

You know,
especially with her going back

to her side of the world
and me going back to America.

But I just feel a sense of loss.

It's, like, sad that it ended

especially like that, you know?

I felt much more comfortable
with you when you just arrived.

And now it's like it's...

You're kind of like a stranger
in a way.

I want a hug.

It really hurts that Caleb said that
he can't commit to me and he thinks

our relationship is not gonna
work because of my issues

which are connected to me being a
little person and having a disability.

Can you handle that?

Yes.

I thought he would be more
understanding and see past

my disability because

it's been 13 years of us

talking and building
a great emotional connection.

The worst thing is that
I'm not just losing

the potential man who I can
spend my future with,

but I'm also losing a lot
of my best friends.

- Ready?
- Yeah.

Thanks.

I don't know if we are gonna
see each other again,

and this is
the most hurtful part.

Do you wanna sit closer?
It's gonna be a long drive.

Okay.

I don't really
wanna go, you know?

I know.

Do you feel like we screwed up?

Something like that.

I don't know. Maybe.

Maybe we just need space
for all of this to breathe.

Yeah.

It's always easier
to end a relationship

if you don't have a lot
of connection.

But since arriving in Turkey, I feel like
Alina and I really came close together.

We shared our vulnerabilities,
and we really came

to understand each other
on a deep level.

So

There's a greater sense
of loss right now

going home that almost makes
me wish I hadn't

opened up in the first place
to risk being hurt.

But

at the same time, that's

the price you sometimes
have to pay.

So she's gonna need
a guide to her plane.

Someone to push her wheelchair.

- All right. No problem.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah. Thank you.

Do you think
we'll see each other again?

I hope so.

You just have to keep
in touch. Don't disappear.

- Okay? Can you promise me that?
- I'll try.

I don't know.

I'll try.

I'll miss you.

I'm worried that I got
in my head too much

and didn't allow myself
to appreciate what we had

as much as I could've.

And I feel like when
I wake up tomorrow,

I think I'll really question
if this was the right choice.

I might realize that
I was just afraid.

I think it might haunt
me for a while.

I'm just sad that he couldn't love me as
I loved him and wanted him to love me.

It's gonna be really hard
to go back home

to my everyday normal life
and... I don't know.

I think I'll feel very lonely.

Yeah, and...

I don't know. I really
don't wanna go back home.

It's gonna suck.

Yeah.

You are depressing.
You're sick.

Well, if you can't
talk peacefully, then you...

Okay.

You're a liar.

You were still talking
to that bitch.

That is definitely not
something I should've done,

but I put it in her face how
hot my new girlfriend is.

- I have a good memory.
- Yeah. Well, that was a...

That was a joke.

Yeah.

What did you just throw
out the door?

You know what? You just lose
the only person that truly love you.

But just your money

Not true. No.

Give me a break.

I was not dealing with any sugar
babies when I was talking to you.

This was a long time ago.

No, I'm saying...

I'm not interested
in a man like that.

Before I met Jasmine, I was looking
for, like, a long-term relationship,

but typical dating sites,

they were not working for me.

Um...

So I wanted to try
something different.

A couple of times,
but it was dinner dates.

I paid them.

The couple of dinner dates
that I went on,

I kind of realized that this wasn't a
very good way for me to find true love.

But clearly, Jasmine has
the wrong impression of me

from those texts.

I'm sorry.
I'm not a sugar baby.

I... I prefer to wor... to have
three, four, five, six, seven jobs.

You know?

If that's gonna be my business,

which I'm not interested in,

look at me.

And I'm intelligent.

I will get a sugar daddy that is the
sugar daddy of the sugar daddies,

not a crazy, old man,

I... My, my God.

Okay.

That's what you think.

Well, if you can't talk
peacefully, then you can...

you, Gino.

Your damn life.

I hate you!

Liar!

I hate you

Because

the good...

Before the 90 Days...

I feel like our whole potential
relationship is on ice right now.

If we leave here and I'm not in
a relationship with you, I'm done.

No. I'm not gonna sit here and
beg some dude to have sex with me.

I'm just not gonna do it.

Something seems
a little off with Ximena.

She's just getting
a little bit more distant.

You still sending her money?

She wants to get some
augmentation for her breasts.

She's asked me to pay for it.

I think that should stop.

Ximena hasn't been acting
like herself lately.

So that's why I need to go
back to Colombia.

Ximena, I'm here.

If you're not willing
to come to Dubai,

I am going to start
seeing other men.

What? You think we shouldn't
get married on this trip?

Your breasts are showing. That's
correct, but they're not nudes.

So take off your damn hat.