90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017–…): Season 5, Episode 8 - Calm Before the Storm - full transcript

Previously on
Before the 90 Days.

He's about to stay
with me, finally.

Oh, my God. Like, I don't even
know if there's words to explain

like, what is going on
inside of me.

Can you just come cuddle
with me though?

I've been
trying to get him over here.

One thing after another,
of delay, delay, delay.

It sounds like there's something
he's like, not telling you.

This is on you. I am not
going to change my opinion.

I want you here now.

I really do love him, but it would
be stupid of me to keep waiting.



What the hell? Who is this guy?

How would you feel if I
showed some babe all over me

shoving her in my face
and rubbing her ass all over my lap?

The way that Jasmine handled
the situation was kinda immature.

I lived with my ex...

It's one thing that she stayed with
this guy while she was seeing me.

It's another thing that she
kept me in the dark.

I don't want to make any
commitment to you at this point.

It's concerning

that she's willing
to throw away the relationship

because of something like that.

It makes me wonder
if there's something deeper

that I don't know about yet.

Yes.



Morning.

Do you know you were like,
singing in your sleep?

- Mmm.
- You were just like, humming a tune.

But it was really cute.

Usman and I have been
in Tanzania for several days now.

Last night we got into one of the
biggest fights that we've ever gotten into.

But we made up, and then later

Usman decided to come to
my room and spend the night.

And then, yeah.
So he just fell asleep, so.

Damn it.

I still haven't kissed him.

But he was like touching certain
body parts and I was like, "Hey!"

It was pretty cool.

Lovely way for me to wake
up today. Look at the glow.

Look at the glow. Dewy glow.
It's from him.

Well, I'm glad you did.

Waking up to you
in the morning was nice, too.

Yeah.

Mmm-hmm.

Yeah. I mean, why not?

Your clothes aren't here.

I think you should bring some clothes
here. Not everything, you can keep...

Ah?

I can look at whatever
I want, this is my room.

What? You're so funny,
you're so shy. That's so cute.

Hi, hey.

It was a great first step
that Usman stayed the night.

But now I want
the other parts of it.

I want the kissing, and I want
the sex, I want the intimacy.

I am really trying to be
respectful of Usman's culture,

but we only have
this time together

before he goes back to Nigeria
and I go back to the States.

So I really want our sexual
relationship to start tonight.

Bye, bye.

Yeah, um...

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm
just moving to Kimberly's room.

Okay.

Oh, my God, Sojaboy.

Oh.

I know.

Right?

The reason why I'm moving
into her room is because

it's the only way for us
to get to...

I'm flying from Detroit,
Michigan to Lima, Peru

to meet the love of my life
for the first time.

But before I took off,
Mahogany sent me a text

telling me that her dad doesn't trust my
intentions, and doesn't want me to come.

And then she stopped
texting me altogether.

I've been thinking about this
first meeting with Mahogany

for a very long time.

I've actually memorized a little
speech in Spanish to tell her.

Got my bags.

And now, hopefully
headed for the love of my life!

My heart is racing like 1,000
beats a second right now.

I'm about to hyperventilate.

I've been texting Mahogany
since I got off the plane.

But she still hasn't responded.

But I'm hoping
Mahogany's phone is just off

and she's waiting for me
where we agreed to meet.

The plan was to meet her outside by
the taxis, so that's where I'm headed.

This place is crazy.

I don't really know
what's going on.

I don't know.

She still hasn't responded.

I just thought that she was gonna
come, and, um...

I guess not. It just sucks.

Like, I've come a long way

and I sacrificed a lot.

And I don't think it's that much
to ask just to, you know, show up.

I just feel foolish and stupid.

I don't know,
I don't know what else to do.

What do you think
about last night?

You shouldn't have
kept it from me.

- I was gonna tell you.
- You didn't have a choice. Elijah brought it up.

Alina is showing me
that I can't trust her.

And that puts
a lot into question.

Our getaway to Salento
has come to an end,

and we're heading back to
Pereira after a rocky few days.

We've only been together
for a little over a week,

so it surprised me to learn
that Ximena has all these issues

with my personal hygiene
and organization.

Ximena's faulting me
for things that

aren't really, like, that...

bad, per se.

At the same time, she's...

a very organized person.

And she's a very
clean person, so.

I also take that into account...

But I still think
she's just overreacting.

Okay, okay, I'm sorry.

Just, I wanted to tell you

about my medical
condition, ADHD,

which affects my concentration,

makes me distracted.

It's not that I'm doing it
on purpose,

it's just that
sometimes I forget,

that the... say for example,
the clothes are on the floor.

I forget that they're there,

then I forget to put it
into the washing machine.

It's almost
like a learning disability,

it, um, it has something
to do with the brain.

Around middle school, I
was diagnosed with ADHD, so.

I get distracted easily, I'll
forget to do certain things.

And a lot of things that
Ximena wants me to change,

like the organization,
which is attributed to ADHD,

is not all my fault.

Because it's been, like, a
struggle, like, basically my whole life.

So, trying to find other ways
of working around it.

I'm sorry for not telling you this.

It's just that, I don't know.
I just... was afraid.

I love you very much.

I don't want to lose you.

I want that you to learn
to do things well, good.

Thank you for understanding me.

'Cause most people didn't.

This trip, it hasn't come out
to what I wanted it to be.

But it did, um...

make me know Ximena more
and her know me more.

I only have a few more days
left in Colombia,

and I really want to
leave engaged to Ximena.

So, I hope I can get her
on the same page

so we can finally
start our lives together.

Hi.

Last night, Aline revealed she had
a more serious relationship than she

ever led on about.

I knew she was seeing someone
in the past when we dated,

but I didn't know how serious it
was, that they were living together.

And Alina is showing me in
this moment that I can't trust her.

And that puts a lot
into question.

All of her pushing to know where we
are, what things mean after Turkey...

I don't know even more now.

What do you think
about last night?

I mean, not much has changed.

I get where you're coming from
but it doesn't change that you

shouldn't have kept it from me.

You should have said, "I want to
meet you, but you should know this..."

You weren't going to tell
me. This came from Elijah.

I was gonna tell you.

You didn't have a choice.
Elijah brought it up.

He brought it up because
I wanted to tell you.

But he knew I was scared.

I just didn't want to ruin the
good days we've had so far.

I just need some time
to process it.

Let's leave it at that.
I want to go to the gym.

You can do
whatever you're doing.

Okay.

Caleb lost trust in me
and I feel awful about it.

But I think Caleb is still
uncertain, and he might be using

the fact that I kept a secret
from him as an excuse

to not think about our future.

- Come say goodbye to Elijah when you're done.
- Okay.

See you.

Okay. Oh, hi.

- So, it's... You're packing?
- Yeah, I'm packing.

- How's that going?
- It's going.

Oh, that's good.

- You ready to leave?
- Uh, yes.

So, girl...

Are you...
You confessed to everything?

- Yes.
- Yeah?

He doesn't really know where
this is going because I lied.

He's like, "Well,
what else are you hiding?"

So we decided to chill
and not really talk about it.

So he just went to the gym.

- The gym. Again.
- Again.

What do you think
I should do now?

I don't know. Give him a little
space, some time to think...

But by the end of this trip you should
know what is going on between you two.

Like, is it going somewhere,
is isn't?

Yeah, I agree.

So, girl, get yourself together.

'Cause you're leaving,
the drama will be gone.

The drama queen just
packed her bag.

- How's it going?
- Hey. What's up?

You have such
a tiny suitcase, man.

Yes, tiny, but how many fierce
and powerful outfits.

That's what counts.

Maybe, Caleb, you'll help me
with my bags.

Yeah. You good to be here,
Alina?

- Yeah, I'm fine. Say your goodbyes.
- Stay here.

Okay.

- Bye, little girl.
- Bye.

- I will not miss you.
- Neither will I, we live together.

Yeah, give me
like one week to...

to forget your face.

- All right, I'll see ya in a minute.
- See you.

So...

Before I leave, I need you to know
you should be respectful to my girl,

look after her.
And last thing...

She should really know

like at what point of relationship
you are and who you are

to one another, okay?

That's why I came out
here, man. That's the intent.

- So, we're on the same page.
- Yes.

She is a queen and should
be treated as one.

Yup.

- Okay, so for now...
- Goodbye, my friend.

Okay.

- Have a safe drive.
- Thank you.

Of course Alina and I
are planning for a future together.

That's why we're here.

And I hope that can happen
now that Elijah is gone.

But my biggest issue
is that Alina lied to me.

I know she feels bad.

I don't think she's taking it
lightly, keeping it from me.

So I want to believe
we can get past this.

But it's really blindsided me.

Bye.

We're going to paradise, baby.

Yes, paradise.

It's been a real roller coaster.

But today we are leaving
the drama of the city

behind us for
a romantic getaway.

I haven't trusted him
all the way and you know that.

What are you gonna do?

I only have like, one other
option that I was thinking.

What's that option?

Oh, yeah.

This is not the same.

No?

Let's do it! Whoo!

I arrived in Panama
about a week ago

to meet my girlfriend,
Jasmine, for the first time.

And, um, we've had
a little bit of drama,

uh, and such.

Between Jasmine's
jealousy about my exes

and the fact she had a
stripper at her divorce party,

it's been a real roller coaster.

But today we are leaving
the drama of the city

behind us for
a romantic getaway,

uh, just the two of us.

- Here we are, at the airport.
- Whoo!

- It's, um...
- Yeah. We're going to paradise, baby.

Yes, paradise.

Thank you, baby.

Don't thank me, thank you.
You're the one that did it.

- You're...
- Whoa.

I decided to book a, um...

I have to take it off?

And we're gonna be staying
at a very exclusive,

fancy, luxurious resort.

We're moving, baby.
We're moving.

Oh, my God.

Check it out, baby.

Oh, my God.
We're in the air. Whoo!

Whoo. Wow.

Coming in for the landing.

Oh. Whoo!

Here we are.

Wow, let's get out. Gracias.

Look at this!

Oh, my gosh.

Wow.

- Okay.
- Look at that view. Isn't that awesome?

Wow. This is like...

It's, it's, it's... perfect.
It's super romantic.

Oh, my gosh.

This place is really cool.

Holy cow. I mean, look.
We're on... We're on a cliff.

You can hear the water.

You hear it?

Yes.

Thank you for this.

You're welcome.

I feel like, happy
but guilty at the same time...

Aww. No, no, no. It's okay.

Every day it's been...

Every day
I've been with you we're...

I feel like our bond's...
We haven't, growing...

We're growing at like
a closer... bond and...

We're having a better
connection, you know?

Are you okay?

Don't worry.

Gino has
shown me nothing but love.

But I continue
to have trust issues

because in the past,

guys have promised
the world to me and...

But Gino has proved
that he is committed to me.

And I think it is about time
that I put more faith in him.

If I don't let my guard down,

I might be jeopardizing

the possibility
of Gino proposing to me.

Or, even worse,
I can lose him forever.

Aww.

Are you excited?

Yeah, you're very excited,
I know.

Oh, yep. We're still drooling.

We still
get car sick. Awesome.

My online boyfriend, Johnny,
has a ticket to go to Dubai.

He's supposed to say in Dubai
and quarantine for two weeks,

and from Dubai, come
directly to the United States

to meet me in person.

Hey boys, are you ready
to go to the ranch?

Ready to go?

But, over the past week,
our plan has fallen apart

because Johnny is worried

about coming to the United
States and getting COVID.

I have always wanted
a family and kids.

So, for me, I feel like
the time is ticking

because I'm going to be
30 this year

and I'm not even married.

I really feel out of all of the
men that I have ever dated,

Johnny definitely, like,
checks a lot of the boxes

when it comes to like, what my
perfect husband looks like.

So, I am not willing

to give up
on this relationship yet.

How's it going, Mom?

It's going okay.
Go ahead and...

- Go ahead and give 'em the other bucket of grain.
- All right.

So, you got
my babies trained yet?

- No. I doubt it.
- Can I cud 'em?

Want some hay?

Want some hay?

I definitely consider myself
the cow whisperer.

Come here. Don't be a pill.
Just come here.

People always say, "Oh, they're
just a dumb cow or whatever."

But, they have feelings

and we connect
with our cows out here.

I talk to them all the time

and I swear to God they listen.

It's okay, boys.

It looks like you need
to help out more at the ranch

'cause you're losing your touch.

Come on.

So how things are
going between you and Johnny?

So he bought the ticket
to Dubai for two weeks.

In two weeks he should
be leaving to go to Dubai.

And then he said, "I don't
know if this is a good idea,

I wanna delay, I wanna delay."

After he'd already bought
the ticket

and put in his resignation,
and everything like that.

Why does he wanna wait longer?
I mean, I don't understand...

He's worried about
the COVID virus.

I don't understand blaming
the COVID because in this area

it is not nearly as dangerous
as I think what he thinks it is.

Nothing so much that bad in Idaho
Falls and nothing here in Mackay.

So I just don't understand why
he's using that as an excuse.

Yeah.

Well, I just feel bad for ya, but I
don't know what to do 'cause...

- I haven't trusted him all the way, you know that.
- I know.

What are you gonna do?

I only have, like, one other
option that I was thinking.

What's that option?

Well, he already has
the ticket to Dubai.

And if I got a ticket
to Dubai and just met him

for the two weeks he was
supposed to be there anyways,

then I'll just have my answer.

So...

In two weeks, maybe
I will be going to Dubai.

Right now, China restrictions
are not allowing me to go to China.

So my plan is to show Johnny

that I am willing to take
as much risk as he is risking

by buying a ticket and going
to meet him in Dubai.

I'm not real thrilled with the
idea of you going to Dubai.

Because you're gonna be
by yourself and you're a woman

and you're white
and you're naive.

So I just don't like this.

Yeah. Middle East is not
a real conducive,

good place to go
right at the moment.

You still have your house
payment, your car payment.

So I'm really afraid
about the finances.

If I go, and if money
gets tight...

Can I depend on you
guys to help me?

I, you know, I love you and I've
helped you out so many times.

I know.

But I just really don't want
you going to Dubai.

Just don't think that's a good
thing for you to do right now.

Hearing that Ella wants
to go to Dubai to meet Johnny,

I kinda get sick to my stomach.

Because I think she's pushing too hard, and I
don't want her to get her heart broken again.

She had an online relationship
with an India guy

who she'd met in Thailand
that didn't work out at all.

And it was hard for her
to get over that.

It was hard for me to see
her go through that,

and I really don't wanna see
her go through that again.

But she is my one
and only daughter,

so I'm gonna be supportive.

But I do understand
and you are an adult, and...

So, yes, you know, I mean,
if you need support,

I support whatever,
whatever you decide.

So I just hope that if you decide
to go, that you take the precautions

and that you're
really extra careful.

Like, at this point, I feel...

Like, I gotta know
if he's my soulmate or not.

And I know I won't be able to
tell that until we meet in person.

You know I can't
be left to wonder.

- I gotta see this through.
- I know.

I know.

And I hope that it's worth it.

Me too. I really hope
it's worth it too.

Johnny means
the absolute world to me.

I need to touch him,
I need to kiss him.

I need to see, for sure, what's
gonna happen when we're together.

Now give me a hug.

So this is it. This is
gonna be the perfect moment.

We're gonna meet in Dubai and I just
know that good things are gonna come.

So I am ready.

I'm meeting up
with Ximena's father.

He's been wanting to talk
to me about something.

I only have a few days
left in Colombia.

And, ever since we got back
from Salento,

I've been putting in
a lot of effort to change

the things that Ximena
wants me to change.

But I also wanna show her that I can
take care of her and the kids as well.

So tonight, I decided to make
spaghetti and cheese sauce

to show her that I can do
things, help her around the house,

so that she doesn't have
to do everything.

Mom.

How do you like the dinner?
Is it good?

Judging by the way
Ximena is looking at the food,

I'm thinking I better just
stick to the cleaning.

But I really hope she realizes
that I'm trying my best

because my time here
is running out.

And we really have to be on
the same page about our future.

I'm meeting up with
Ximena's father. Have a one-on-one.

He's been wanting to talk
to me, um, about something...

Okay. Let's talk about Ximena.

I love her very much.

Um... I do want to...

Um... I do want
to marry Ximena.

Uh...

Anything with meat in it.

No.

She has already
had two cases that worries me.

I do not want another case.

I understand. The children are
looking to me as a father figure.

I can promise you that...

What happened the other two times
is not gonna happen, uh, with me.

I love her too much.

With this said, um...

I came down here
to propose to Ximena.

But I can't do that unless
I have your blessing.

Jamir, do I have your blessing
to ask Ximena to marry me?

The best for Ximena
and my grandchildren.

Okay. I will give them...
I will give them the best.

I know this is kinda quick,

and there's still a lot I need
to learn about Ximena

but this is what I've
been dreaming of.

For us to be a family, and bring
Ximena and the kids to America.

I just hope I'm making
the right decision.

Oh, wow. Why did you do that?

I mean, I thought it was pretty.

Oh, you're taking
your shirt off?

Ah.

Well...

I'm trying to seduce Usman.

I guess that's what's
going on tonight.

That's what's going on.

I was very disappointed that
nothing happened last night.

So, I feel like tonight I have to
make the first move. Like, I have to.

Like, this is
a do-or-die moment.

And I have to do it.

So I have my "Hey!"
Liquid courage. I'm cute.

I have no makeup on
like he likes me.

And I have my
little lingerie on.

So, cheers to possibly
getting some tonight.

Did you bring luggage?

- Mmm-hmm.
- Did you really?

- Yes.
- Come in.

- Yeah. Is that all of it?
- Uh-huh.

Okay.

Usman told me he was
coming over, but I had no idea

that he was bringing suitcases
and that he was moving in.

It's just like, "Ah, finally!"
Like, you're in my room now.

I guess that means, like,
we're in a relationship,

or is he gonna ask me
to be in a relationship?

I mean, like, we'll see
what happens.

Oh, wow. Why did you do that?

I mean, I just did it.
I thought it was pretty.

Go look! Like, go walk
up to edge and look at it.

- Yeah.
- So pretty.

But I am not surprised.

'Cause the thing is that I know

who is Kimberly, and I know
what Kimberly want from me.

So it's not just the bed
that looks good, right?

- Mmm-hmm.
- I mean...

Not bad for 50, right?

Thanks.

So why don't you go ahead
and get comfortable,

and I'll bring you a glass
of champagne, okay?

- All right.
- All right.

Okay.

Here you go.

- Hey!
- Cheers.

So you like the bed?
You like everything?

Do you?

It's a lot of effort.

- Mmm.
- Oh, you like that?

Ah.

What? Okay.

Uh, are we going to bed?

So we're gonna go to sleep?

No sex? We're just
gonna go to sleep?

Why, uh... Why?

I mean, yeah.

Can you make a decision now?

Oh, my God.

- I, I want to... Please.
- Well, why don't you wanna have sex with me though?

I don't understand.

No, when?

When?

Like, what else do I have to do?

No, I'm really, I'm, like,
legit about to cry.

Like, why? Why?
Is this not enough?

No, that's bull.

You need to make
a decision, like, now.

Like, this is so, this is
so crazy, honestly.

Listen to man.

It's not that I don't want to, I
just feel like it is not yet time...

You just don't want me.
Just admit you don't want me.

If you, if you admit
that I'm fine.

No, like, I didn't say that.

- You just don't want me.
- No, I didn't say that.

I'm gonna get some
more champagne.

'Cause I can't live like that.

Okay, let me take my bags.
Let me...

No, no, I don't want you
to take your bags.

No, you're not going.

You're not going.

Kimberly get too mad on me
because I refuse to have sex with her.

That get me so angry, because you been
pushing, pushing for me to move into your room,

I move. Immediately, I get into room,
you want me to have sex with you.

That is not right.

You're not leaving.

But before you were
kind of cold to me.

I'm still confused.

Yeah.

- This is the door's fault, not mine.
- Sure.

I'll need bigger doors.

This morning,
Elijah finally left.

I'm happy to have
some alone time,

but I was having some mixed
feelings about being with Alina.

Earlier today, I decided to give my
friend Luke from back home a call.

Because I needed some
perspective on the situation.

She's really pushing
for, "What are we?"

And then I find out she has a
secret she's keeping from me.

What was the secret?

We started talking romantically.

She actually was
living with another guy.

I would encourage you to
keep trying, give it more time.

You've known her for 13 years.

And this trip really was
just an experiment

to see if you're compatible.

In a week, I feel
you'll build that.

100% yes or 100% no.

Talking to Luke made me realize
there's a lot of complexity with Alina.

We have our differences, and I
really have to come to terms with that

and make some decisions.

I still feel a little anger and
hurt with what Alina kept from me

but I think we've come too far to let this
secret get in the way and hold us back.

Now that Elijah is gone,
we can take some time alone,

be one-on-one, and see where
we're actually at as a couple.

- I think this is it.
- Yeah.

Let's see what we've got inside.

This morning, things
were still quite tense.

Caleb was still not happy about
me keeping my secret from him.

But now Caleb seems more
comfortable with me, more connected,

so I hope he's getting over it.

I'm gonna need this bath
after pushing you so far.

I think it will help
to have some romantic time,

so we decided to go to a hammam,

which is like a traditional
Turkish bath house.

It's something I've never
done before.

I think it's so cool to share
it with you, the two of us.

It's good to spend
time with you.

I feel like it's more
romantic. It's kind of cool.

It's a very deep,
intimate bonding experience.

Get to see each other
in a more exposed way.

I think this is kinda
the reset and re-centering

we needed for us.

- Oh, Turkish coffee. Oh, wait, not coffee, the tea.
- Turkish tea.

- Yeah.
- I don't think I've had their tea yet. Here.

Thank you.

- How are you?
- Good, good.

Good.

- Wait, cheers.
- Cheers.

- For us.
- To us.

Yeah.

So I feel like that
was just what we needed.

It was just you and me.

The bath.

- The bath. It was just a good vibe.
- Mmm-hmm.

And I think we need
more of these times

- with just us to really feel things out.
- Yeah.

- Because that felt right.
- Mmm-hmm.

That was a moment of if this
is what it's like to be with Alina,

then I want more of this.

I'm very forward thinking.
I look at the positive.

I don't really focus
on the negative

- for insufficiencies because I wanna move forward.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- And I don't wanna miss an opportunity.

So I just wanna forget
about the secret.

I'm glad.

I think there's
a lot of value here.

And it's worth challenging
myself and pursuing...

- Mmm-hmm.
- Rather than running away from it.

- I know you mean something to me.
- That's good.

Well, I'm glad
to hear that, really.

Um, I mean,
for me, it's just like...

But before you were
a lot more kinda cold to me.

You know, I'm still confused.
It's like on and off, on and off.

Well, if you can be patient with
me, we can see where this goes.

- Yeah.
- 'Cause I don't know what all this means right now.

Because this is all
percolating, it's processing.

But I feel like in time
we'll be able to say more

about what these feelings
actually are.

I feel very relieved that
Caleb just wants to move on

from me keeping the secret.

I like that he's being so open
about his feelings.

I feel like he really likes me
and cares about me,

and I'm just not some...
another girl in his life.

But I need definite answers,

and I'm worried that I'm not
gonna be able to get that from him.

What would you guys think if I
gave your mom a ring before I left?

I know Mahogany loves me.

It just really hurts.

I gotta think this over
and I gotta, like,

make some decisions.

I don't know where
we go from here.

It's been a couple days since I
got Ximena's dad's blessing to propose,

and since I'm leaving to go home
tomorrow, I decided tonight's the night.

I'm taking Ximena and
her family out to dinner

to a nice restaurant
to pop the question.

But before I do that, there's one
more thing that I gotta take care of.

I'm having a really great
time with you guys.

Harold and Juan, they've
never known a father figure.

And that's sad, because
they're two beautiful kids.

They deserve to have two
loving parents in their lives.

So I'm gonna be leaving soon.

What would you guys think if I
gave your mom a ring before I left?

Hmm...

Do you know what it means when
someone gets married?

Hmm, no.

Basically means that
I love... your mom,

and I wanna be with your mom, and
be a father to you guys. You and Harold.

Do you want me to be your dad?

That makes me really happy,
that you want me to be your dad.

Harold and Juan are the most
important people in Ximena's life,

so it's a big deal that they're
open to me being their dad.

I know that me and Ximena have
issues and differences we gotta work out,

but I'm 100% in this, and
I hope, um, Ximena is, too.

I think we could all be
really happy together.

But all I need is for
Ximena to say yes.

Come on!

I just landed in Peru,

and I was supposed to meet my
girlfriend Mahogany for the first time.

But I came to our meeting
spot and she isn't here.

And my heart is
just like, dropping,

uh, through my gut,
and I'm feeling

absolutely numb,
and incredibly sad.

I don't know where we go from
here. I gotta think this over,

and I gotta, like, make
some decisions.

I know Mahogany
loves me. So...

It just really hurts.

I am going to be heading
to the hotel and just,

uh, praying,

and just try to get
over the sting of this.

Hampton Inn, San Sarita.

I fell in
love with a girl from Peru.

Mmm-hmm.

She was supposed to be aqui.

It kinda feels like I'm going
to this birthday party.

It's my birthday party and
nobody shows up.

Like, that's the feeling.

And it's just... it's just
really sad, depressing.

A real letdown from
my expectations.

Even though Mahogany expressed
some doubts when I was on my way to Peru,

I keep thinking about
the three months of texting.

Really intimate texting.

Where we're planning on
having a family and kids.

And I don't see her
giving up on all that

just because her dad was
questioning my intentions.

Right now?

Yeah, I kinda do.

There's a... there's a chance.

I would say 3% chance?
Not big.

But there's a chance that she
is not who she says she is.

Yeah, I mean, I don't know if
that's necessarily her in the picture.

I guess we will
have to just find out.

I am feeling really,
really lost.

I had this whole thing
going a different direction.

So all I wanna do,
honestly, is just

unpack a little bit,
take a shower,

and literally just go to sleep.

And pretend like
today didn't happen.

She's definitely worth
sticking around for.

I'm not gonna contact
her tonight. Um...

I will talk to her tomorrow.

And then I'm hope...
hopefully gonna see her.

From what my heart tells me,
Mahogany is in love with me.

It's just she's been influenced
by her dad right now.

And so she started
to doubt everything.

Like, she doesn't
know me at all.

So I'm gonna try to
give her a day or so

and kinda see where
she is and what's going on.

And I'm going to
continue being optimistic.

And just choose to be optimistic

until all avenues, you know,
come to a dead end.

You're not leaving.

I'm sorry.

- I'm going.
- No. I'm not getting your bags.

I'm not Badmus and Slam-T.
I'm not gonna get your bags.

Please don't go.

'Cause I love you.
I don't want you to go.

I'm just sorry.

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad.

We don't have
to have sex. We're fine.

Just don't go.

I like you here.

Don't go. I came her for you!

Okay. Okay, fine.

I'm fine.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

No, come here.

Come here.

Don't go.

Please don't go.

Don't go.

That broke my heart, when I
thought you would leave me.

Don't go.

Promise?

I'm sorry.

Just don't leave like that.

You can't leave like that
without, like, talking to me.

That's progress.

'Cause I want to have sex!
Is that bad?

Okay. Okay.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

But, like, I don't know
how you feel,

and that bothers me.

It bothers me so bad.

Like, tell me how you feel
about me. Like, tell me!

That's so bad to say!

Like, I am so in love with you.

I love you so much I could...

Like, am I gonna go back home,
and be, like, heartbroken?

Is that what's gonna happen?

No, stop. Stop, stop.
Don't touch me.

So what am I gonna do?

Am I gonna go back home
and be heartbroken?

And all my friends, and my son,

and my mom will be like,
"Oh, we were right about him."

I'm not trying to pressure you.

Like, I'm really... I'm not
trying to pressure you.

You know?

No, I don't want to sleep!

I want to have sex!

Stop kissing me on my arms. Stop.

Argh! Get off of me!

You're such a.

I swear to God, you are!

I'm what?

Like, what am I here for?

Like, I know how I feel
about you.

I can't.

Excuse me.

Like, I can't...
I can't...

- I can't do this
-Okay.

I can't.

He's gonna cuss you out
like a dog.

No, he can.

He's my son.

Jamal is really protective
of me.

I'm all he has, so...

he is concerned
about me coming here.

Because he doesn't trust
Usman's intentions.

He is like, "Yo, what are
you doing with my mom?"

Like, "What is
your endgame, sir?"

And a big part of that is

because Usman's only
seven years older than him.

Jamal has seen the devastation
that men have caused me,

so I know he doesn't want

to see me in a bad place again.

Oh, it's my son, though.

You have to get my approval.

Do you think my son would love

the way you're treating me
right now?

Do you think he would love that?

Yes, you are!

Oh, my God,
you already said this.

You said this already.

'Cause he's my... Because you
have to get his approval.

This is my baby.

Yes!

Wow!

Jamal has questions
about your intentions with me.

Jamal should make that known.
It's always been me and Jamal.

I just want to go to sleep.

So, if he's not going
to respect me,

then I'm not going
to talk to him.

I think I owe him nothing.

Okay.

No.

- Stay here with me tonight.
- Okay, Kim.

A future without Usman
is scary to me,

'cause he's like, all I've
known for the past year.

I fell in love with him,

and I wanted
to see this through.

But I really can't believe
how disrespectful

Usman is being right now,
regarding my son.

After all the things
I've done for him?

It makes me question everything.

I made a big mistake, and
I wish I could take it back.

- Want to go by the pool?
- Yes.

Oh, my gosh!

It's so warm out!

Yes, it is.

Yeah, it's a lot of sun, here.

Want to have a drink?

Yes, I do.

But something happened
this morning

that Gino doesn't know about,

and I cannot get it
out of my mind.

I can scoot a little this way.

I'm trying to give Gino
the benefit of the doubt,

so I can trust in him.

But I have some questions.

- Awesome!
- Ohh!

- So thirsty.
- Nice drink!

- Senor?
- Uh, gracias.

I'm very happy about ourself
as a couple.

After all my

craziness,

And bad behavior,

And, um...

I just have to say,

That's good.

She sent a...
like, a friend request,

and she told me

that

and she also told me that

I just ignore it, and I just
texted her back, like,

"I don't think we have
anything to chat about.

I trust Gino.

I know that he's not
communicating with you."

Okay.

She's maybe just jealous.

I don't know why.

Sometimes exes get crazy.

- But now...
- Yeah.

Now I know you,
and I really trust with you.

Why you look at me that way?

Um...

Are you nervous?

I was not expecting
this reaction from Gino.

His face changed.

Gino, I'm giving you a chance
to be honest.

Did you text her?

A little bit, yeah,

but it wasn't...
Didn't mean anything.

And what was
the conversation about?

Um, so...

I'm trying to think...

Um, I do know that I wanted

to let her know that
I've met, you know,

the woman of my dreams,
so to speak, so...

Um...

Just a little while ago.

Uh...

I don't know, it was, like,
two or three days ago.

I think I made a big mistake,

um, and I wish I could
take it back.

Next time,
on Before the 90 days.

I just want to know if you're
even open to being exclusive.

That's a... a daunting question.

I really like Caleb, and I
feel like I've been very patient.

You are just very vague
about me, about us.

And I can't go back home
without an answer.

It's been almost 24 hours
since I've been in Peru,

and still have not seen
Mahogany yet.

San Bartolo, please?
Si, San Bartolo.

I am holding out hope
that tonight's the night,

because I've decided to go
to San Bartolo,

which is where she lives
with her parents.

Hola!

Face-to-face, is just like...

It's... It's overwhelming.

Today is the most
important day of my life.

I'm gonna ask the woman I love
to marry me.

But, that also makes me
very nervous,

because Ximena's not been shy

about her hesitations about me.

Everybody, I just want
to get your attention.

Will you marry me?

I want to talk about
a prenuptial agreement.

I'm concerned
Hamza isn't responsible.

And ultimately I feel like
I need to protect myself.

If you do not sign the contract,
I do not want to marry you.

You are depressed
and you're sick.

If you can't talk peaceful,
then you can go...