90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017–…): Season 5, Episode 14 - Disappearing Act - full transcript

Previously on
90 Day Fianc: Before the 90 Days...

Last night was pretty good, huh?

Guess who got lucky?

It feels really good
that things are

starting to get back to normal.

I must have
written her about 10 pages of texts,

and I got no response.

So I've decided not to
go to breakfast today.

Monday.

Delaying the weddi for a prenup

would mean that I wouldn't
get married on this trip.



I have to go and think,

so I'm gonna go to a hotel.

No, Hamza.

In order for me to stay here,
you need to do something big.

Oh, is it funny?

Is this funny
too? you.

Either you come correct with me

or I'm getting on a
plane tonight.

You think I remember everything
I did six years ago?

Stop lying.

I don't have
anything more to say to her.

I'm done.

Gino and I had
another argument this morning...

and I haven't
seen him for hours.



It's just that...

You know...

I've never seen him like this.

And I wanted Gino
to show that he is sorry.

But he didn't understand
that it's a big deal for me.

It made me very angry.

So...

And...

and Gino just exploded.

From the things he did...

I know that...

and it made me feel bad.

Yeah.

I'm upset Jasmine
looked through my emails

because she doesn't trust me

That makes me feel hopeless.

Jasmine is continuously...

punishing me over and over
for some mistakes I made,

and that's what's
making this so hard.

All I can say is, I can
understand that you're upset...

but I was trying to

have a good conversation
with you, and...

I just feel like I'm being
attacked over and over.

Just getting on my nerves.

I don't know. Well, I wanted you to
suffer same as I've been suffering.

You have to understand that...

I remember when I
used to cry because...

and I used to call you.

And you said, like,
"Everything is gonna be fine.

You have me. You're not
alone," I really felt that, Gino.

You felt...

That you were with me, that
you were gonna be with me.

Always.

I meant all that I said.

Just...

I love you.

Like, a lot. Like...

I love you, too.

I need you too, baby.

It's not that
I justify what Gino did,

but he...

has become my
best friend. Like...

And I love him from
bald head to toe.

Just the way he is...

but I also know the sweet,
intelligent version of Gino.

And if that is not love,
call it whatever you want,

but I'm not giving up
on our relationship.

I'm not.

I'm sorry if my
actions, my words...

everything from me hurt you.

Apology accepted. I mean...

Yes.

I know.

Sorry about that.

So, no more crazy
exes, no more nothing.

Just you and me.

Yeah. Well, there won't be
any crazy exes if I'm with you.

So...

You don't want me
as an ex, trust me.

Yeah. I...

- I'm just kidding.
- I would...

Oh, my God,
you know I'm just kidding.

I'm just kidding.

Yeah.

After all the
ups and downs and...

all the pain I caused Jasmine...

honestly I didn't think
we were gonna make it.

But...

I was just very happy
that she gave me a chance.

I'm glad she gave me a chance.

'Sup, bro?

I feel like leaving this
place now, like, right now.

Kimberly's supposed
to be leaving tomorrow,

and our relationship
is not in a good place.

I finally tell Kimberly about
Zara, the woman I used to date.

And I was thinking I
was doing the right thing,

but unfortunately she
was so mad about that,

she is threatening me, that
she wants to cut this trip short

and she wants
to go back tonight.

I'm worried it may
be the end of us.

Kimberly is still mad
after I told her about Zara.

Wow.

So I was like, "Hey, hey,
hey. Let me just leave...

I'm so sorry for you.

It's very, very disrespectful

for Kim to pour a drink on him.

I mean, there are people around.

I mean you are dating somebody,

and you want to have a long-term
relationship with the person...

She told me that, um...

she wanted me to do something
for her to prove to her that I love her.

You got everything you wanted.

I just don't understand.

Well, we warned
you about this woman.

- I mean, I saw it coming. I mean... But...
- Told you.

So...

Now the truth is coming out.

Am I being a fool?

Someone that you love
from the bottom of your heart.

I mean, that means you're
going to be explaining yourself...

- All the time.
- All the time.

Do you want to continue
relationship or not?

You know?

I don't know
about other people, but, like...

Yeah.

- You need to make your decision today.
- I will.

If he feels like it's not working
out for him and Kimberly,

I think he should
just walk away.

I think he can find
someone better

if he's not getting
what he wants,

because this is totally no good.

Packing my stuff.

I'm leaving.

I'm gonna try.

At least get my stuff ready so
I don't have to worry about it.

Usman and I only have one
more day in Tanzania together,

but I don't even want to
spend one more night here

because I know it's
over. Like, I know it's over.

It's so disappointing.

He just texted me and told me
to meet him at the beach bar.

What do I say?

I do.

Isn't that terrible?

But I'm leery.

Oh, now. He said, "Now."

Um...

Wow. Wow.

Um... just let me
think for a second.

I want him to prove his
love to me, that's what I said.

I said this was the last chance.

But I wasn't
expecting this at all.

I'm shaking.

I'm gonna go.

I'm, like, sweating now.

Oh, my God, I
got all nervous. I'm all nervous.

Why is that?

Yes, I'm happy that he's
asking me to meet him.

I'm hoping for Usman to show
me some kind of grand gesture.

But, I mean, it could
be a mind game.

It could be. It
very well could be.

I'm scared that
he's gonna, like,

curse me out or something.

I don't know what
he's gonna do, so...

I guess I'll go check it out

It was very emotional 'cause
I want to do the right thing.

I'm just getting ready to go up and
have a conversation with Hamza.

That we need to push
the wedding back.

It's not gonna be
pleasurabl for either party.

I was in a hotel last night

because I heard some
things from a lawyer

that I was kind of unsure about,

and I didn't really want to speak
to the family or Hamza at the time.

I wanted to have some
time to really think to myself

and not have any type of
influences from the family.

I found out I cannot get a
prenup before the wedding day,

and if I push back the wedding,

I don't know when I'll
be ab to get married.

So, I really decided to
take this time to just...

reflect, and that's
really all I can do right now,

and hope that I'm
making the right decision.

Hamza's sister did send me a
very, um, touching video of the family

celebrating Hamza's wedding,

and it really just made
me think about, like,

my experiences
with the family so far.

Just knowing that they accepted
me, and that they're happy

for, you know, their
brother and their son,

you know, it just...

It makes it harder to think about
not going on with the wedding.

It's very emotional
'cause I want

to do the right thing,
and I want to be...

you know, there for my children.

I have to be a little bit
cautious too, and not be dumb.

I feel so conflicted.

I do want to marry Hamza and
have a family with him. And I trust him.

But my children come first.

It is really important to me to

give my children
the life I didn't have.

So, putting my savings
at risk scares me,

and I'm hoping that Hamza
understands where I'm coming from.

Um, I just made it back
to Hamza's family's house,

and I'm just getting ready to go up
and have a conversation with Hamza

that we probably need
to push the wedding back,

'cause there are some things
that I need to have in place first.

This conversation is not
gonna be pleasurable...

for either party.

In my heart, I know
that she's the one for me.

And I hope she
feels the same way.

I don't know, this
umbrella is not helping.

Jasmine...

Me and Ximena have
been together for over a year now,

and I feel like we're
going backwards.

Ola.

Buenos dias.

Yesterday was the hardest da

that Jasmine and I
had to face as a couple.

But we... You know,
we agreed to start fresh.

Even though I was mad at
you, and I wanted to just, like,

take your neck and, you know...

- Strangle me?
- Strangle you.

I... I never stopped loving you,

- not even once.
- Aw.

That's sweet.

We're in the freakin' mountains.

I mean, look at that chicken
that just crossed the road.

It's not a chicken, it's a bird.

- Oh, it looked like a chicken.
- Oh, my God.

This is my last day in Chiriqui,

and then we're gonna
head back to Panama City.

- Wow.
- It's beautiful.

Right?

So, Jasmine and I are checking
out some hot springs today

to let loose.

I just wanna keep the positive
momentum going today.

Come on.

Oh, yes. Oh.

Oh, my gosh...

they are so heavy.

I'm sinking for my hair.
Save me!

Oh, baby.

Yeah.

But he just showed me that he
loved me as much as I love him.

So...

getting to a better plac
together before he leaves.

- How about this view?
- Oh, my gosh.

Are you getting wet?

All wet, but I like the rain.

Yeah, me too.

It's been such an
amazing day with Jasmine.

And I think the reality of almost
losing each other yesterday

has just made our
bond even stronger.

All these beautiful mountains.

Can I take a picture of you?

Sure.

In my heart, I know
that she's the one for me.

And, um, I hope she
feels the same way as I do.

You look awesome.

I don't know, this
umbrella is not helping.

At all.

Jasmine...

Ever... ever since I
met you, on March 8...

we've had such an amazing
connection together ever since that day.

Um, you make me feel very
loved. I've never felt so loved before,

like you love me.

And you make me
the happiest man.

So, Jasmine...

will you marry me?

I only have a few days left,

and Ximena doesn't really seem
to want to spend time together.

So, I don't know what to think.

Mmm.

These past few days have been a
little bit of a roller coaster with Ximena.

She said she was gonna change
her ways about how she treats me.

And it seems like that
was very short-lived.

I only have a few
days left on this trip,

and Ximena doesn't really seem
to want to spend time together.

So, I don't know what to think.

Oh, no, thank you.

But I wanted to ask you something
because you're Ximena's mom

and you know her more than I do.

Me and Ximena have been
together for over a year now,

and I feel like we're
going backwards.

Like, is that something
I should worry about?

Um, do you have any,
like, good advice for me?

Like, if you were
me, what could I do?

I really didn't know that she, uh, didn't
have a serious relationship up until me.

Thank you very much.

It gives me a little
bit of comfort knowing that

I'm Ximena's first
serious boyfriend.

Because it explains a lot.

And she's my first
serious girlfriend.

So I'm gonna
just talk to Ximena,

and then we can figure out how to
navigate the relationship together.

I don't know if I can
have that conversation right now,

because there are
so many people here.

But I know that I need to.

Hi.

- Hello.
- Hello.

Hi.

- Okay, I just have to use the bathroom. I'll be back.
- Okay.

Today is the first
day of the wedding celebrations.

Usually, in Tunisian culture

a family would celebrate
a wedding in five days.

But because of our short tim we
ended up condensing it in two days.

So, today is a big deal.

And when I walk in, I just
see all these family members.

And everybody's
excited to see me.

So, like, I'm really not sur
what to do at the moment.

I don't know if I can have
that conversation right now

because there are
so many people here.

But... I know that I need to.

Okay.

- Yeah.
- All right.

On this celebration
day, all the women get together

and have a spa
day at a bathhouse.

They call it hamma

It is a cultural
ritual for cleansing

and pampering of the fiancee

and that's about
all I know about it.

In this moment, I am
feeling so much a part of this family.

And that is a big reason why
I really wanna marry Hamza.

Feeling love is...
is rare, and it...

and it feels good when...
when you do get it.

Especially for someone
that has been neglected

and, you know, kinda had to
find their own way to, you know,

feel accepted and loved.

And it's something that I
haven't had in a long time.

So, I don't
wanna risk losing this.

Not getting a pren is a risk.

But it's a risk I'm willing to take if
Hamza's willing to sign a postnup.

Hey, sister. I'm gonna go
call my mom real quick, okay?

- Ah okay. Okay.
- I'll be back.

Hi.

This is my second outfit.

You didn't get to
see the first one,

'cause I was on horse and buggy.

And everything...

Yes. It was, like, amazing.

I felt like a queen
or something.

But on a more serious note...

I contacted a lawyer...

and he told me
some alarming news.

He pretty much told me
that I can't do a prenup.

He said that there's another
option, a postnuptial agreement,

but Hamza has to agree
to sign it after we're married.

What?

Mom, I can't do a prenup.

It won't happen
right now because

I would have to push
the wedding back,

and we already started
the wedding process today.

And it's a multiple-day thing.

I really want to do the
postnuptial agreement

and have him sign that.

I got the information about it,

and then I'm going to talk
to him with his sister because

the fact is that if he does
divorce me and we do

do at least a
postnuptial agreement,

that he won't get any money.

So I want him to
understand that fully,

and I don't want him to feel
like I don't trust him all the way,

but more that I'm just
trying to protect myself.

I love you too.

All right. Bye.

Oh, Lord.

Talking to Hamza about signing a
postnup right now is gonna be very awkward,

especially because this
is a time of celebration.

So it's something that
I'm not looking forward to.

I'm waiting for the
parents, and they're running late.

I'm, like, really nervous
about what they're gonna say.

I know that I totally
screwed myself because

they're already upset, and I'm
trying to get on their good side.

Hi.

Uh, they're just
sending me a letter?

Your mom told me I'm
your first serious relationship.

Last night, I got really
frustrated at Mahogany asking

me a lot of questions
about my past.

And afterwards, Mahogany
wouldn't respond to any of my texts.

So I decided not to meet her for breakfast,
'cause I needed to clear my head.

But I didn't know that her
parents were there to surprise us.

So I actually ended up
standing up her parents, too.

I realize that if I'm gonna
able to repair this relationship,

it's all about the parents,
and I have to focus on them.

So I am going to
meet with them today.

I'm, like, really nervous.

I'm worried about what
they're going to say.

I know that, um, I
totally screwed myself

because they're already upset, and I'm
trying to get on their good side, and...

I'm not very optimistic
about this meeting.

I'm not here to apologize for
not showing up for breakfast.

That was my decision. I
didn't know they were coming.

But I am here to let them know

I'm here for the right reasons,

and if they can just
talk to Mahogany,

I think this whole
thing could turn around.

I'm waiting for the
parents, and they're running late.

And it's become kind of a...

war of time.

I stood them up,
so this is their move.

Hi.

Um...

Uh...

Okay. So they're just
sending me a letter?

- Yes, from my dad.
- From your dad, okay.

"For Benjamin..."

I'm gonna need
your help with this.

Oh, he had an urgent
phone call, or a, uh...

like a meeting of some kind?

- Um, he can't go today.
- Okay.

So how are you feeling
about your dad not showing up?

I don't have a
problem with that.

Yeah, so...

What I was gonna tell him was

I didn't know he was waiting.

I did not mean to
disrespect him or your mom.

I didn't hear from you last
night or this morning, and so

I didn't know what to say.

So I just decided, you know,
I was gonna go take a walk.

I didn't think that it was
gonna be a big deal,

but it ended up
being a really big deal,

and now your parents are
probably pretty upset at me.

The one that got upse a little colder,
what is it - Was,

more than my dad and my mom.

Oh. Okay.

I guess...

- I need to explain more. Okay.
- Yeah.

To me, it's a very big deal

if I'm trying to communicate with you
and I'm trying to pour my heart out to you,

but I get nothing in response.

So, I didn't wanna show
up this morning until you

at least responded
to me about it.

I wanted you to miss me.

Why?

Because I want to feel wanted.

I think it's so ironic because
Benjamin is really old than me, and...

he's so immature right now.

More than me, and that's...

that's not good for
me. I don't like that.

I just wanna know
if we have a chance here.

The love that you had for me on texts...

I don't know. I'm really
confused, you know?

You don't think I'm the
same Benjamin as in the chat.

Yeah.

Okay.

I only came to leave
y the letter from my father

because he could
not attend today.

Really, I did not want to come.

Okay.

Do you wanna go?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

If you don't wanna be here and
talk to me, go ahead. You can go.

Okay.

She just has not...

connected with me,
and she's obviously out.

Like, she did not
want to be here.

It is what it is.
That's all I can say.

Ever since I arrived in Peru
Mahogany has made this

relationship
incredibly difficult.

And it's just crushing to
b disappointed like this.

It's starting to feel like
running up a hill that gets

steeper and steeper,
and pretty soon I just...

I just can't.

Jasmine.

I've never felt so loved
before like you love me.

And you make me
the happiest man.

So, Jasmine...

will you marry me?

Of course. Yes.

- Can I put this?
- Oh, my gosh.

We got married!

- -Oh!
- Sorry. I'm so sorry.

Gino just proposed.

And she said yes!

Oh, my God.

Oh.

Yeah! Here.

Oh, my gosh.

Cheers to our engagement.

You have lipstick on you.

Getting married to
Gino, I understand if it sounds crazy

because yesterday we were
at the verge of breaking up but...

I don't want anybody
else. I just want him.

Wow. I love it.
I love it. It's beautiful.

Do you like it?

I mean, it's...

It's a beautiful ring.

I love it. I like it.

Um, but maybe because I know
my fingers, they are so skinny...

This is kind of big, and...

To be honest, I'm not
an expert in diamonds.

Um, I just did it based off,
uh, comparing it to other rings

they had in the store, and I thought
it was... It looked the best to me.

It's...

This ring. That's why I
love it. It screams Gino.

I'm so happy.

To our happy life together, and
forever, and always, like we always said.

Cheers.

I love you, baby.

I love you.

Jasmine and I have be through
a lot of craziness in the last ten months,

but here we are,
and she said yes.

And she's, like, one
in a billion, trillion.

So I'm the luckiest
man, you know?

Baby... -
We're finally together, forever.

Now you're
taken out of the market.

That's right.

I know there's still
a lot of work to do

for me to bring
Jasmine over to the USA.

Yay!

But this is the first
step in a long road,

and I'm glad we are, you
know, on that path together.

I'm yours.

If he can't sign the paper,
then I don't want to get married.

Can we talk?

Okay.

Are you done? Can we talk?

I just wanted you to kind of, like,
translate what I wanna say to him.

So, can you tell him that...

Okay. So it's very important
that you understand

how important this is to me.

Okay, so we talked about
a prenuptial agreement,

which is an agreement that
says that if you divorce me,

you can't take any of my money,
or my assets, like my house...

but I can't get that right now.

But there's another agreement
called the postnuptial agreement,

which means that he has to
sign it after we get married.

Will he be willing to sign that?

It states the same thing, but
we do it after the marriage.

We don't know.

He may get to America. He may
find a different woman, you know?

It's not that I don't trust you.

I have to protect my kids.

So, if he can't sign the paper,

then I don't want
to get married.

He speak about the trust.

I know about trust,

but, like, I have a
lot that I can lose.

I don't want him to feel bad.

I do care about him.

I love him. I came all the
way here. I spent money.

If I did not care, I would
not be away from my kids.

I am...

Listen...

I am.

Listen. Listen

You'll sign?

I am very relieve that
Hamza agreed to sign the postnup, but...

I just hope this conversation didn't
ruin the wedding or upset his family.

- Okay.
- Good.

He texted me
and told me to meet him.

I have no idea what to expect.

Where's Usman?

I'm ready for the awkward
three-hour car ride back to San Bartolo.

But I still have a
little bit of hope...

maybe we'll be able to get to the
bottom of some of these issues.

Uh...

Forgot this.

After two days in Huacachina,

Mahogany and I are supposed
to check out of our hotel

and head back to her
hometown of San Bartolo.

Yesterday, Mahogany came to deliver
that note from her dad at the restaurant.

She just did not
look comfortable.

I could tell she didn't
want to be there,

and I was just like,
"Just go. Just go."

I haven't heard from
her since. Nothing.

But today is a brand-new day. I'm
ready for the awkward three-hour car ride

back to San Bartolo.

I think we both just need to
explain what we're feeling.

And I think that, uh...

Yeah, I think we can get
on the same page on this.

Mahogany drove
us here in her car,

so it will be nice to have some mandatory
alone time where we are forced to talk,

and maybe we'll be able to get to
the bottom of some of these issues.

Even if I don't think I did
anything wrong, you know,

there was something that she understood as
a betrayal, so I'll apologize where I can.

But, yeah, I don't know...

I don't know if I did anything
that wrong, you know?

Despite how poorly
this trip has gone so far,

I'm still in this, and I still
have a little bit of hope

because God placed
her in my heart,

and I don't know
why, but he did.

And as long as she's there, I need to pursue
this thing until the bitter, bitter end.

Uh, actually, is Mahogany here?

Uh, a girl?

Mmm-mmm.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

Okay.

This is weird.

Did she leave?

Where's her car?

Her car's not there.

Yeah, car's gone.

Did a young
woman check out today?

Uh, room 201.

She left last night?

Okay.

Like, who does that? I... I can't believe
she left. I cannot believe she left.

Okay.

Okay. Wow.

I am four
hours away from her hometown.

Like, five hours away from Lima,
and the airport, and I am just stuck here.

- Wow.
- Yes.

1,000 soles is about
250 bucks, American.

- Yes.
- Yeah.

This is craziness.

Yeah, go ahead and,
um, call me when...

- Right.
- Yeah. Appreciate it.

This is absolutely ridiculou

Like, I can't, for the life of
me, think what I did yesterday

that turned into this.

It's incredibly immature.

Like, she is definitely
showing her age.

Like I just... I don't... I'm
so confused right now.

And it's just...

such an overreaction.

I don't... I don't
understand any of this.

San Bartolo?

I've risked
a l for this relationship.

My reputation, finances,

what my family thinks
about me and all,

because I thought Mahogany was someone
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with.

But at this point,

I'm starting to think
I'm just an idiot for...

following this path to
where I am right now.

And maybe it's time
to finally call it quits.

Usman and I
have been arguing, fighting

and things have been pretty rough
between us the last couple days.

And I really thought
that it was over.

But then he texted me and said,
"Come meet me at the beach."

And I have no
idea what to expect.

Oh, my God.

Okay.

Where's Usman?

Oh.

- Kimberly?
- Wow. Hi.

Queen Kimberly.

I don't know what else I should do...

to make you
believe that I love you.

- It's convincing. It's very convincing.
- Oh, my God, thank you.

- Don't trip over my...
- Thank you.

After the fight, I realized
that I still hav to be with Kimberly,

because I can't forget
how loyal and supportive

she's been to me
for the past one year.

We've been pushing this
for long, and worked so hard.

She traveled down all the way
from America down here to Africa.

Let's try and work it out.

- How you feeling now? Okay.
- Good. Very good.

I want us to, like, move
forward, you know...

I mean...

I'm not gonna say
everything's fixed.

We still have stuff to work on.

- No.
- But this makes up for it, you know?

- This proves it to me that you do love me, you know?
- Okay.

- And now it has been proven.
- And it's been proven.

- All right.
- Cheers. Cheers to you sleeping in my room again.

This is exactly
the type of effort

that I was hoping
to get from him.

Before Usman and I talked
about coming to Tanzania,

um, I had told him that, like,

that would be like the
ultimate dream for me, like,

is to have him perform
a private concert for me.

And the fact that he did that, it just
proved, like, how much he really loves me.

- Um...
- Let me just move my water glass over here.

Just not curse you.

- I mean, I apologize for cursing at you.
- Mmm-hmm.

- And I won't do that again.
- Okay.

- Kimberly.
- Okay.

Queen Kimberly.

- Oh, am I back to the queen title?
- Yeah.

What is my life right now?

How am I gonna go back home...

leave you, and remember
stuff like this? It's crazy.

Going back to video
chats and texting, huh?

- Mmm-hmm.
- Until we see each other again.

I really think you should come
to Nigeria to meet my mom.

- Really?
- Yeah, but...

- I know.
- You know, so...

I think we should try it

- and just see what happens, you know?
- Yeah.

I mean, I'm nervous
about meeting her.

She's gonna look at me and
be like, "Oh, here's another one,"

you know what I mean? And it's not
even like that. Like, I'm so not like that.

- You know?
- Yeah.

- You think so?
- Yeah.

I hope we are in peace now.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- Are you gonna kiss me?
- Mmm.

Thank you. Oh, my God.

- You ready to go?
- Yeah, I'm ready.

Tonight has been the
absolute best night of my life.

Not only did he perform
a private concert for me,

but now he wants
me to go to Nigeria,

I'm gonna meet his family,
and that's a huge deal.

But I'm a little worried
that once, you know,

we go back to our
normal lives and stuff,

we won't have that intimacy of,
like, holding my hand every day,

or having sex, or
kissing, or anything.

And, I mean, it's hard.

I really hope this can
work with Usman and I.

But I can't say what'll
happen in the future.

Thank you for
doing this. It's beautiful.

You're welcome.

You don't love
me, you need your space.

I just can't stop thinking
that your feelings changed

when I stopped saying
yes to buying everything.

Okay.

I came to Colombia to try
to reconnect with Ximena,

but I don't feel like me and Ximena
reconnected on this trip at all.

But I'm still hopeful.

I really just wanna
work things out.

And since I'm going
home in a few days,

I just wanna take
Ximena ou one last time

so we can just talk and just
be honest with one another.

It's gonna be fun going out, um, just
the two of us, playing some pool games.

I can teach you how to
play. It's not hard. I'm pretty good.

So, I talked to
your mom last night,

and she told me that I'm
your first serious relationship.

Okay, but why do
you want to get married, then?

Okay. Your mom
did tell me to be patient with you.

Ooh.

You got it.

Oh, okay.

Isn't it nice when
we have fun together, just us?

Ah.

Ximena's
been treating me with a cold shoulder

almost this entire trip.

And I'm really
just tired of, um,

walking on eggshells,
reading between the lines...

thinking about what's
going on in Ximena's head.

Does she want this?

Does she want me to stick
around? Does she want me to go?

I really don't know.

I just wanna ask,

you don't love me,
you need your space.

I just can't stop thinking that

your feelings changed when I
stopped saying yes to buying everything.

So you just wanna be friends?

That's it? After this
whole year-and-a-half?

Okay.

Anything I paid for, I wanna
take back with me to New York.

You know what? I'm done.

I don't know what I did wron

Everything she said on the
first trip, I tried to fix myself.

Next time on 90 Day
Fiance: Before the 90 Days...

I don't know if you can
trust anyone enough.

I just hope and pray I'm not
making the wrong decision.

I proposed to her
and she said yes.

So... Oh, it's tough. Um...

This is serious...

I'm nervous about
bringing up the issue of a prenup

because I just don't
wanna, like, piss her off

and end our
relationship on the spot.

It's really hard to be
in a long-distance relationship

You have to be so secure.

And sometimes he
makes me feel insecure.

- Um, so... I don't know...
- Yes.

- No. No.
- Yes.

Can we just go?

My love, please consider
meeting where we met

on our first full day together.

At this point, I think it would take
a miracle to get back what we had.

But God is the god of miracles.

If he wants that to
happen, it's gonna happen.

- I still love you.
- Oh, Benjamin.

This only reinforces the
fact that you were using me for money.

Because right now,
you're cold and calculating.

I pay the rent in
this house, so I'm not leaving.

She's a mean, evil..

Cold bitch.