90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017–…): Season 5, Episode 1 - A Leap of Faith - full transcript

Uh-huh.

Jasmine is my soul mate,

and I haven't even met her yet.

But to be honest,
she's out of my league.

Shots fired.

I kinda have a wild side

and now I'm flying to Tunisia

to marry someone
I've never met in person.

Alina and I have a deep
connection,

but I'm worried
what other people would say

is the massive difference
between us.



I'm so excited
for him to get here

but I am a little worried
that Johnny

may not like me
when he sees me in person.

I flew halfway across the road

to meet the man of my dreams.

I messaged him
and he messaged me back

and I was like, oh my God.
And that's how I fell in love

with international superstar
Usman aka Sojaboy.

Oh my God, it's you.

I've spent 34 years

looking for the love of my life.

And I've found that in Ximena.

There's nothing
that's gonna stop me

from proposing on this trip.



There's a lot you
don't know about a person

if you've only been
speaking online.

What's the password?

What's the password?

Give me your password.

I want to talk about
prenuptial agreement.

If you do not sign,
I do not want to marry you.

I'm scared he's gonna see me

in the wheelchair.

He's gonna go ew.

Why would you bring me here,
shoot a video

about another woman?

Oh, is it funny?

Funny too?

Were you texting with her?

Yes or no?

I think I made a big mistake.

I tell you...

I thought it was real.

It's like a switch changed.

I'm Caleb. I'm 28 years old

and I'm from Chandler, Arizona.

I've always been
an adventurous person

and I live a pretty
hyperactive lifestyle.

I also love to travel.

I lived in New Zealand
for a year.

I lived in Thailand for a while.

But being on the road

can leave me alone
for bouts of time.

So I meditate as much as I can.

I'm a very spiritual person.

I like to see how it
can guide me and open me up

to new awarenesses in life.

After meditating
for a long time,

you have these moments

where you almost
come out of body

and I could look down

and see all my narratives,

my mental constructs.

It almost felt like
I was an alien

assuming the body of Caleb.

Sorry, that sounded
extremely stupid.

Meditation also opened me up
to ideas like magic

and things like the Tarot.

Okay, so looking this over,

I see a couple cards that

throw me for a loop.

The Hermit represents
sort of that individual life.

It could be seen as,

that I'm gonna give up
my bachelor life,

and that would be
a big change for me.

When it comes to dating,

I guess I get around a lot.

I mean, I feel like
I can get sex anywhere.

I love women. And I love
to have a little fun.

You know what I mean?

But I wouldn't say I've been

in a long term
relationship before.

I'm totally open to it.

But I feel like
I just hadn't found

the right person
to settle down with

until Alina.

Alina is from Russia.

She's 27
and extremely beautiful.

Alina and I have been together

for about a year and a half now.

But we've known each other
for almost half our lives.

I met Alina about 13 years ago
on social media

when I was around 15 years old.

And we started chatting like
we were best friends,

talking about just
random things kids do.

But after a few years
of online friendship,

we lost touch with each other.

Fast forward
over the next several years,

I was gonna go to Russia

and I hopped on
a Russian dating platform

to see who I could meet.

And there was Alina,
it was the biggest

small world experience.

And I never actually made it
out there.

But we kept talking
more and more.

And I realized that
we had something special.

She's saying,
"Darling, I really miss you.

It's strange
because we haven't even met,

but you're such a major part
of my life right now.

It's quite hard
not having you around."

I don't wanna wait
any longer to find out

if Alina's and my connection
is real in person,

but with COVID, the borders
of Russia are closed.

So we're gonna meet in Turkey

and spend two weeks together.

So be prepared, okay?

Alina and I have a deep
emotional connection,

which makes it easy
to look past,

well, what other people
would say

is a massive difference
between us.

Wow.

Yes.

Yes, I am.

I'm Alina. I'm 27 years old

and I'm from St. Petersburg,
Russia.

I'm a pretty active,
energetic, and fun person.

Recently, I got
very interested in burlesque

because it shows
that in different body,

you can still feel beautiful.

She's a model now.

My condition is called
diastrophic dysplasia.

It's a form of dwarfism.

It's rare and it affects
everybody differently.

For a child to be born
with this type of dwarfism,

both parents have
to be carriers of the gene.

It can affect your joints

and of course your stature.

My hands and my feet
look pretty different, too,

but I don't think disability
is a problem.

In many areas of my life,

I tried to do everything really.

Which consists of my friends

Asya and Elijah,
my friend who I live with.

I love singing.

When the music goes on,

I feel like I can take
on the world.

Hi.

I'm pretty comfortable
in my body.

I've already accepted
the fact that

I don't look like everyone else

and I'm just trying
to rock what I have.

But there are things
that are hard to do.

Awesome.

With my hands,
sometimes it's a bit hard

to do some things

because my fingers
don't really bend.

And I can't walk a lot,

so I use a wheelchair
for longer distances.

When it comes to dating,
and me being a little person,

there also have been
some challenges.

But I've never dated
a little person.

I don't know why,

but I really like tall guys.

But in Russia, a lot of people,

they don't take me seriously.

They don't treat me
as an equal person.

Caleb and I met on social media

when we were teenagers,
and I was so excited

to just add random people

to practice my English

and Caleb was one of them.

He is handsome.

He, like, tries to cheer me up

if I'm not having a good day.

Sometimes I send him
my pictures,

and he's like
"You're a queen."

I'm like, yes.

It doesn't bother him

that I'm a little person.

And I really love
that about him.

I really cannot wait to see

how he really is in real life,

and to touch him

and get to know
each other for real.

I just want someone
to be serious about me

and be a good partner,

supporting each other
no matter what.

And I think Caleb could
really be the one.

I think we have

a really
strong connection online,

but I'm very worried about

how Caleb is gonna see me.

He's never been
with a little person before

and he hasn't seen how I walk.

And I don't know
what he will think about it.

It's not a confident

to walk on the runway
kind of thing.

I don't... I don't like
how it looks.

Maybe he will be overwhelmed.

So I'm really scared about that.

I can't stand for my pictures
and everything to be dirty,

it drives me absolutely crazy.

This sculpture right here
gets so dirty if I clean it,

but I messed up the leg,
so I don't like to

mess with it too often.

I'm Kim. I'm 50 years old.

I'm from San Diego, California.

I've been a fan
of Michael Jackson

since I was 13 years old.

Michael Jackson's talent
was perfection.

And I respect that so much.
And he was cute.

He was a little cute.

My best friends
would describe me

as maybe a little bit crazy,
just a little bit.

And on this wall and everything

is my Michael Jackson
collection.

This is an original fedora.

I hardly ever take it out.

It has his autograph on it,

so all my love, Michael Jackson.

And it was actually one
that he wore.

Right now it's worth like
$8,000, $9,000.

You know, it's like
I feel... I feel like

I own a piece of him.

And I was like looking to
see if, like, one of his

little Jheri curls,

some makeup,
something, you know,

it's exciting.

I am fiercely loyal.

I pride myself for that.

And this tattoo
I have on my arm.

It's a fedora and a glove

from when he did Billie Jean

and then I call him my Mikey.

So it's my Mikey
and my handwriting

and then just the music clef
with a heart.

I love it.

How are you feeling today, good?

No, I feel okay.

Here you go.

Do you have any laundry
you need me to do?

Yeah, this...

No, I'm just kidding.

I live at home with my mother

because I'm her
primary caregiver.

Well, I'm gonna wash
this stuff, okay?

Yeah, thank you.

She has rheumatoid arthritis
in her hips,

and it has caused her
to not be mobile.

So I pretty much
do everything for her.

I love it
when you're domesticated.

Domesticated.

My mother is my best friend.

I love her to death.

I would lay down
in the street and die

for two people in my life.

And that is my mother
and my son Jamal.

Hey, how are you?

You look very handsome today.

I know but it's because I...

it's because I love you.

It's never gonna change.

You're always gonna be my baby.

You know that, right?

I have a son.

He's 25 years old.

And he is amazing.

He is my biggest accomplishment

and is the best thing
that came out

of my marriage to my ex-husband.

After 20 years
with Jamal's father,

I found out he was cheating.

I don't even know
which one to pick from

because there was so many.

Having been so loyal to somebody

that didn't reciprocate,
that to me

was a very hurtful thing.

And it's pretty much been
years of nonstop bad luck

ever since,

but my love life is actually

making me pretty happy
right now.

I found the love with
this wonderful, amazing man.

He's a singer/rapper
from Nigeria.

And I swear I have
never been so happy.

He has completely
changed my life.

I am listening to Usman Umar
aka "Sojaboy".

I think Usman
is very, very talented.

Would I put him in the same
category as Michael Jackson?

Hmm, not yet.

Not yet.

It's the craziest thing
to think that

I would fall in love
with like a singer/rapper guy,

because I am so, like, normal.

And also he's 32 years old.

That's a pretty big
age gap right there.

I may act like
I'm 12 on the inside,

but my body is 50, honey.

Like can I keep up with him?

Milk does a body good
but only for so long.

I actually met him
on social media.

I messaged him
and told him I was a fan.

He messaged me back
and I was like, "Oh my God,

he messaged me,
like what is this?"

And we ended up talking
for like three hours.

We've developed a very, very,

very close
friendship since then.

And now Usman
and I have been talking

for almost a year
every single day.

It went from like once a week,
twice a week,

three times a week
to every single day,

and it happened pretty quick.

We started out as friends,
but my feelings for him

quickly turned
into something more.

I'm very attracted to Usman.

He's got the best smile

I think I've ever seen
on anybody.

When he smiles, I get this glow.

I just... Look at me
right now, right?

He makes me feel very special,

like he'll call me
and be like, oh, you know,

you look really
beautiful today or, you know,

oh, I called you
because, you know,

I was thinking about you,
just wanted to make you happy

and make you smile because he
knows it does that, you know.

I feel so much emotion
when I talk about it,

I mean, it just
makes me so happy

and I haven't been happy
with a man in so long.

He makes me feel so loved.

The last couple of months,
we've gotten so much closer.

So we finally decided

enough with the phone calls,
enough with the video text.

It is time for us
to meet in person.

He's from Nigeria,

but he's shooting
a music video in Tanzania

for his song Zara.

So Usman has invited me
to Tanzania.

Yes.

We're gonna spend two weeks
there together.

I'm leaving in a couple of days

and I am beyond excited.

You know, we're dating
and we're gonna see

what happens
and see how much further

we're gonna carry this, so...

I consider us dating.

I don't know
what he considers it.

Right now, Usman calls me
his potential girlfriend

only because of the experiences

with his ex-wife.

She was also an American

that he met online

and she hurt him terribly.

So Usman is hesitant
about getting into

another relationship
with an older American woman

unless we meet in person first.

That's why this trip
to Tanzania is so important

because I need to prove
that I am the woman for him.

I'm not her and I am
a thousand times better

than her and I'm doing this

because I'm following my heart.

And he knows that
I'm a hundred percent loyal,

I'm a hundred percent loyal,
and I'm not crazy.

At the end of the day,
it's a relationship for me

and it's my happiness
as well as his.

And I know that I can
make him happy, I know that.

But I'm fearful
of my heart being broken.

And it might but I have
to take this chance.

I have to.

I bought a flight
to see Jasmine,

the love of my life,
but it's been a few years

since I've been
with a woman sexually.

These are the little blue pills.

I've already trialed these.

You ready for shower?

The physical chemistry
that Hamza and I have

is just unbelievable.

But we have a language barrier.

But the only word we can
understand of each other

is "sexy time".

Hello, hi.

See what we got over here.

Toothpaste.

Oh, travel size,
I probably need some of that.

Okay.

Sir, do you mind
if I ask you some questions?

Sure. No problem.

When you come to this pharmacy,

questions are free.

- I'm traveling to Panama.
- Okay.

Do you by chance know
if there's any kind of things

- I should take?
- Sure.

Let me show you some stuff.

Sure. Yeah.

I'm Gino. I'm 51 years young.

And I live in Canton, Michigan.

You're gonna need alcohol wipes.

- Okay.
- Definitely some Imodium,

you know, that helps for the...

for the diarrhea.

Oh, okay.

I don't travel
too often these days.

So I'm looking to stock up
on essential items,

because I'm about to embark
on a very special trip.

Let me take you
to some romantic stuff.

Okay.

This is pretty good.

What is this for?

This is a lubricant

if you're having sex.

- Oh, is that what... Okay.
- Yeah.

Oh, have you ever had
like cinnamon on your tongue

- you feel like warm?
- Oh, yeah.

You're gonna feel warm
when you put it on.

Okay. Well, maybe
I'll do the other one then.

Yeah.

Normally,
I'm a creature of habit.

I like thinking things through
before something happens,

you know what I'm saying?

Okay.

I really don't live
a flashy lifestyle.

I'm pretty
conservative and stuff.

I'm someone who enjoys
the simple pleasures of life.

Yeah, baby.

I'm used to living on my own.

But it hasn't always
been this way.

I've had a couple serious
relationships in the past.

My ex-wife
is from Sao Paulo, Brazil.

I worked in Brazil for
six months as an engineer.

We met around at that time

and we knew we were in love

and we wanted to be together.

And so I brought her to
United States on a K-1 visa.

But we lost that spark
after seven years of marriage.

And then we mutually agreed
to file for divorce.

Going through a divorce
was very difficult

and I did lose some hope that,
you know,

"Hey, am I ever gonna find

that right person
to start a family?"

It's good stuff.

But then earlier this year,

I decided
to look internationally

on a dating site for love

because I wasn't having
much luck locally

and that's how I met
my girlfriend Jasmine,

the love of my life.

Jasmine is 34
and she lives in Panama City.

She's an American Lit teacher

and she's one
of the smartest girls

I've ever been with.

I got feelings for her
right away,

you know, like on
the first day that we spoke.

I wish you were here, baby.
Good morning.

She's got the best personality,

funny, caring,

intelligent.

She's just the ultimate girl.

Yeah.

She's a beautiful face,
beautiful eyes,

beautiful butt,

you know, hips, you name it.

And to be honest,
she's out of my league,

but, you know, we've been
talking for nine months

and she's like
I think my soulmate

and I haven't even met her yet.

I can't wait any longer,

so I bought a flight
to see Jasmine next week

over Christmas and New Year's

and I hope to return back
to Michigan engaged.

Oh, wait.

My secret stash.

Ta-da.

Online.

This stuff is good.

I'm telling you, man,

gives you that extra pop
and good times, good times.

Jasmine is a very
sexual person it seems.

We have shown
each other naked on video

and talked about
the first night together.

I've already trialed these,
so I know they work.

Like, wow, man.

I mean,
this stuff works, it's good.

It's been a few years

since I've been
with a woman sexually

and she is 17 years
younger than me.

So when I'm in Panama,

I just wanna make sure
I can keep up, you know.

I'm so excited
to meet Jasmine finally

that I'm kind of disappointed

that I'm gonna miss
my family this Christmas.

Hello.

Hey, Merry Christmas.

So my sister in-law
and brother are coming over

and we're gonna exchange gifts.

A little something for you.

Oh, my God,
what a beautiful table.

I'm about one year and three
months older than Gino.

Yeah, we're pretty close,
you know,

he's been going down
to see Jasmine.

Yeah, we're a...
we're a little concerned.

So you're nervous about going
to Panama and meeting or...

Not really because,
you know, like,

I've been talking to this girl
for nine months now.

Did she see you
without your hat?

Did she check out
your hair follicles?

No, I'm not gonna show you.

I started wearing a hat.

I don't know how many years ago

because I have lost
my hair over time.

And when I don't have a hat on,

I feel like
I'm naked or something.

Does she know
about the bald head?

Uh, she does.

I think we have such
a good bonding connection,

you know, that the looks
is like not such a big deal.

Jasmine knows about
my hair and stuff

or the hair I don't have.

But in video chat, you know,

I always have my hat

because I prefer
how I look with the hat on.

So I'm packing
three of my favorite hats

and I've already told her,

I'll be wearing my hat

always except when I'm sleeping.

So we're gonna be together 24/7

and then very likely
I'm gonna propose to her

and I know she wants
to be with me,

you know, because she wants
to have a couple kids

and I agreed to it

because I would like
to have a couple kids too.

Okay.

So...

I mean, you don't want to
get her pregnant right away, right?

I'm hoping that it happens

on this trip with Jasmine.

I'm ready for it.

No.

You know, he's pretty smart

and I think he's got the one,

but I mean, when you start

talking about
making little babies.

At the age he's at

and they haven't even
met each other,

I just don't know
what her plan is.

I'm a little concerned
about that.

Well, I don't know.
It's just crazy.

She's never even
seen the back of your head.

She's never even held your hand.

You never held her hand.

You're not sure what you're...

- What you're walking into.
- Yeah.

I can understand
my family's concerns

about me meeting Jasmine

and that we want to have kids

because there's a lot
you don't know about a person

if you've only been
speaking to them online.

But at 51 years old,

I don't wanna pass up
what could be my last shot

at true love and a family.

My relationship with
my parents is pretty good,

but they worry about me a lot.

In a few days,
I will be traveling to Turkey

to finally meet Caleb in person.

And I wanted to visit my parents

to see them before my trip.

It just seems
very surreal to me.

I can't believe
it's been 13 years

since we've known each other

and now it's the time that we
are finally going to meet.

Hi.

My relationship with
my parents is pretty good.

But they still think I'm their
little girl which needs help

and they try to take care of me.

I have a sister
who is average height

and they treat her
like a kid too.

But they worry about me
a lot more,

so I haven't
told them everything

about me going to Turkey
to meet Caleb.

But now as I'm leaving soon,
I think I should tell them.

I kind of fell for him
really hard and then he left.

Eventually I had an opportunity

to go to South Africa, I went.

But then we never
happened to meet again.

He always gave me
a lot of excuses why he can't,

how he's so busy and a lot of

and it took me a long time to
completely recover from that.

I hope that this trip with
Caleb is gonna go great

because I've invested
a lot of emotions

and a lot...
a lot of time in this.

We have
this 13-year-old friendship

and I'm scared
that we can lose this

very, very special connection
that we have now.

And if that happens,
I'll be heartbroken.

I'm gonna go down there
for a week

and then we get married
the second week.

See, I still think
that's too fast.

People do think
that it's crazy that

we're just going to go
straight to getting married,

but I don't care.

What are you gonna do if your
personalities don't mix?

Oh, they are.

- We're just looking out for you, sweetheart.
- Yeah.

I want some stuff that
he ain't never seen before.

Oh, isn't that nice.

And your booty
will pop in it too.

My booty will...

Oh, yes.

Knock him dead.

My name is Memphis.

I'm 34 and I live
in Muskegon, Michigan.

Are you guys ready?

- We are.
- We are ready.

Oh, my God.

Smack.

That's sexy.

I love it.

It is so cute, it is so you.

I would describe myself
as spontaneous, fun.

I mean, it makes
my booty look good, right?

- Do you like it?
- I do, yeah.

I've been single
for about four years now.

And during this time,
I dated around quite a bit.

I kind of had a wild side to me.

But I decided to put
that lifestyle behind me

because I met a special someone.

Bring some more ass
out here please.

I'm trying to hold
this one because...

You need a damn whip.

- Uh-uh.
- You need a whip.

Yeah, you better get that whip.

But I can't zip it up
because my boobs are too big.

And it looks like you got
dental floss

up your but crack.

I like that look.

Okay.

Yes.

Please?

Please.

I don't know.
Did you do your chores?

I think I did your chores today.

I didn't mean to. I was...

What about the toilet?

I did the toilet, remember?

What about the floor,
all your hair on there?

If you want something,
you got to give

something in return baby.

I'm a single mom
raising two beautiful kids.

I have a 13-year-old
daughter from a relationship

I was in fourteen years ago.

And I share custody
with my ex-husband

of my six-year-old son.

After my divorce,

I learned how to be
a more self-sufficient woman

so that I could
support my children.

I put myself through
school for over eight years.

I graduated with my masters.

And I just got a new job
as a nurse practitioner.

Being an independent woman,

I'm proud of the life
that I've already built,

but, you know,
it would be very nice

to share it with a partner.

- You want me to throw it away?
- Yeah.

I tried online dating
with American men

and it just wasn't
working out for me.

So eight months ago,

I tried an international
dating app.

And that is how I met
the love of my life, Hamza.

Hamza is 28
and he is from Tunisia.

When Hamza first messaged me,
I was instantly attracted.

He has these beautiful
voluptuous lips

and it doesn't hurt that
he has a nice body too.

I love the way he talks to me,

the way that he messages.

He gives me these butterflies
I had never felt before.

He's very considerate.

He tells me where he is going.

Every morning, I've gotten

good morning text messages,
I love you.

I'm just so overjoyed that
someone actually cares for me

as much as I care for them.

I hadn't experienced
that in all my life.

That's how I knew
I wanted to be with him.

Hi, baby.

You ready for shower?

I'm getting in the shower.

Do you want sexy time?

Oh, la, la.

Yeah.

The physical chemistry
that Hamza and I have

when we're video chatting
is just, like, unbelievable.

The only problem is we have
a language barrier

and sometimes
it's difficult to know

what each other is saying.

He speaks just
a little bit of English

and I don't speak any Arabic.

About the only word
we could understand

of each other is "sexy time".

And next week
when I fly to Tunisia,

we will be taking sexy time
to a whole new level.

Toast to new beginnings.

To new beginnings.

I am truly in love with Hamza.

So when I get to Tunisia,

we are not going to get engaged.

We're just gonna go
straight to getting married.

I got me a cute one.

He's get great teeth.

Oh, my gosh.

It's gonna be so great.

Teeth and lips
are like my thing.

What are you gonna do if
your personalities don't mix?

- Oh, they are.
- No, when you're in person.

- It could be different.
- It is.

Well, that's why I'm not
gonna marry him right off.

I'm gonna go down there
for a weekend,

then we get married
the second week

and then we have, like,
a honeymoon season

for the third week.

See, I still think
that's too fast.

People do think that it's crazy.

I want to marry someone

I have never met,

but I don't care.

Hamza, he always puts me first,

unlike my past relationships

and that's what I've always
loved about him.

So why would I wait
any longer to marry him?

Plus, by going straight
to the spousal visa

and skipping the K-1 Visa,

I think that the process
of getting him to the US

will go a little bit smoother.

I love you,

but I also want you

to take a better look
at the whole picture.

Like, how do you know
if he's not wanting

to come over here
for a green card.

That's what scares me the most.

I just don't believe
that that's so.

You know,
he makes me happy, you know,

he makes me excited to, like,

start a new life with him,
you know, a better life.

If it's different, I don't
want you to be heartbroken.

This is my thing.

I'm 34 years old,
you know what I mean?

I've tried all different
flavors of men.

White to Black to Mexican
and American men.

They can't even keep up

a good morning text for a month.

With Hamza,
I love the consistency

that he has with me that I'd...

I have not experienced
with anyone else.

Never.

But I think for Memphis,

there's an empty piece
in her heart

that's missing and when her mind

and her heart
is set up on something,

she reaches out and goes
for it without even thinking.

It makes me very nervous.

This could really hurt her bad
if it doesn't work out.

We're just looking out
for you, sweetheart.

Yeah, but you have to see
the whole picture.

- You have to.
- I do,

I do, but it's like I'm gonna do

- what I wanna do regardless.
- Yeah.

Because I feel like
this is right in my gut

and in my heart.

Yeah, I just got a carry-out

for fish and chips.

Jasmine likes to know
every time I go out.

Let me see.

How you doing?

And what's your name?

- I'm Brittany.
- Okay.

But sometimes Jasmine
can get really jealous.

Yeah.

I just don't want you
to be hurt.

Wow.

I believe like love is love,
you know,

I mean, when is it my turn?

It's gonna kill her.

It's gonna kill her.

Oh, yeah.

Hmm, fish and chips.

That sounds like a good one.

In just five days,
I'm going to Panama

to see the love of my life
Jasmine,

for the very first time.

I'm so excited.

Can I get an order
your fish and chips?

And, uh...

cheesecake, gotta get dessert.

I think Jasmine's the one,
no doubt about it.

But we do have different
lifestyle, habits.

Hmm.

Um, maybe the raspberry.

That sounds really good to me.

Jasmine does not like how I eat.

She is a vegetarian
and she's very fit

and I eat, you know, anything.

Now Jasmine just text me
while I was on the phone.

Uh, I'll call her now.

Hola.

I just ordered some food
and I'm gonna go pick it up.

Yeah.

I know the routine.

Okay.

Jasmine likes to know
every time I go out,

uh, from my home.

I let her know, you know,
"Hey, I'm going at this time

and this is where I'm going."

I don't know
if she's joking or not,

but she says
"Evidence, report."

So usually when I go out,

I'll send her a screenshot
to check in with her

because she wants to know
where I'm at, at all times.

Hey, I just made it
to the restaurant.

All right. Perfect.

Sometimes I wonder
if she's concerned about me

meeting other women
or is it, you know,

that she's worried about me,

um, being out
and getting home safe,

maybe it's both.

But if I don't send her text
or photos,

she can really get upset.

- Hello.
- Hi. Yeah.

I just got a carry-out
for fish and chips.

Yeah.

Uh, the person serving my food.

Let me see.

How you doing?

And what's your first name?

- I'm Brittany.
- Brittany, okay.

Yeah. It's nice to meet you.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- Bye.
- Bye.

All right, baby,
I'm gonna go back home.

What do you mean? I...

I'll call you later.

Okay.

I don't know.
I think Jasmine seemed

to be a little upset at me.

Apparently,
she thinks I was like

a little too friendly.
I don't know.

I'm just talking to her,
you know.

Sometimes Jasmine
can get really jealous

and that concerns me
a little bit.

We had stupid arguments
and, you know,

sometimes we won't talk
for almost a day.

But I wanna keep her happy.

So, yeah, I'm going
to call her back.

Hola.

Well?

Yeah.

Why not say hi, it's not even...

Because, you know,

that was my first time
in the restaurant.

I've never been there...

Why would I need to do that?

I have you,
you're the love of my life.

Okay.

It's not... It's not...

Jasmine can be a bit jealous,

but I think the reason
is because

she is truly in love with me.

So hopefully
it's less of an issue

when we're together in person.

You got it.

Good job, mom.
Very good job, especially,

because you haven't walked
in a couple days.

- So that's really good.
- God.

Kim, it's not like
I'm tied up in my bed.

I do get up
and walk around the house.

Okay.

In one week,
I am going to meet Usman

in Tanzania for the first time.

Usman is from Nigeria,

but I'm going to meet him
in Tanzania

because he's shooting
his music video there.

Ever since Usman and I
connected online

about 11 months ago,

I have been thinking
and dreaming about that moment

that I see him in person.
I get goosebumps.

Let's sit outside
for a while. Okay?

All right.

I'm excited.

But I struggle
with, you know, guilt.

Because even though
a family friend

is going to be looking
after my mom while I'm gone,

it's very,
very nerve-racking for me.

This trip will be the longest
I've been away from her

since I became her caregiver.

So you gotta promise me
you're gonna exercise

- while I'm gone to...
- I will, I will.

Promise me.

No, no, God, no, don't say that.

Jesus, don't say that.

- But you're gonna be fine.
- I'll be fine.

I'm gonna miss you,
you know, a lot,

but, um, I just don't want you
to be hurt.

Because if it isn't,
I'll go... I'll find him

and I'll beat the crap
out of him.

Kimberly hasn't been
just successful

in her relationships with men.

One reason I think is because...

she tries so hard
to be like the perfect woman.

She wants to be everything
a man needs,

that I want her to be herself
when she goes over there

and stay true to herself.

I mean...

Yeah. He's 32, I'm 50.

No, I don't know.

- Wow.
- Sorry.

You wanted truth?

He is so much younger than her.

And she's been hurt a lot.

She puts her feelings
out there on the line.

And they haven't
always been reciprocated.

So what if they get over there

and there's no chemistry.

It's gonna kill her.

It's gonna kill her.

I've heard that
so many times, like,

his age is such a big thing,
is... If...

I believe like love is love

and you can't help who you love

and you shouldn't feel bad
about who you love.

Like, I know everybody's
concerned

and everybody loves me
and that's all wonderful.

But I wish people would just,
like, get it.

You know what I mean? Like...

- I get it.
- This is my life, you know.

I know it is, honey.
I know it is.

At 50, you know, this is my...
this is my final chance.

I mean, when is it my turn?
You know...

- How can you choose from that?
- Is it my turn now?

Yeah. I think so.

I feel like with Usman,
it's just different.

Oh, yeah,
he's different all right.

Any relationship or anything...

and he makes me so happy
like whenever he calls me,

it's just you know,
like, ah, you know.

- Do you trust him?
- I do.

I have to trust this journey

- and I have to see it through.
- Yes.

And you can always come home
early if it don't work out.

I know, I know I can.

I know I can.

I understand my mom's concerns.

And I know I'm taking a big risk

putting my heart out there
like that.

But one thing I am sure of
is I'm in love with this man.

And it feels pretty damn good

to do something
to make Kimberly happy.

Why shouldn't I live
my best life?

Why shouldn't I?

Who's to say this is not
gonna be my best life?

Who's to say that?

So give me an idea though,
like what type of stuff

will you need help with?

My wheelchair, like, to push me

or to, like,
carry the wheelchair

I don't know.

In less than a week,

I'm flying across the world
to Turkey

to meet Alina
for the very first time

in person.

I'm excited.
But I'm also nervous,

because this is a unique
situation for me.

I found out Alina
was a little person

about 13 years ago
when we met on social media.

Then at the time,
it wasn't something

I really gave much thought to.

We were just friends online
talking.

Over the years,
we just bonded on a level

that I've never experienced
before.

Just a sense of being heard
and understood.

I felt like
she actually knew me.

And our friendship
became more romantic.

She really draws out
the best in me

and inspires me to do more
with my life.

And that's what I want
in a partner.

And this trip
is a huge next step

for our relationship

and I'm not taking it lightly.

So I need to set
some positive intentions

for a successful trip.

The subconscious mind
works in images

and symbols.

This image
is a symbolic representation

of the word intention.

So it's really easy
to have an intention

and keep it merely in language.

But by drawing an image,

which represents the intention,

we're making the mind
much more permeable.

I want to connect with Alina,

and this picture holds
that meaning to me.

So the focus
that I'm creating here

will carry on into Turkey

and into my relationship
with Alina

in a healthy, natural,
cosmic way.

Alina sent me a message
this morning saying

that there's something
she needs to talk to me about.

I'm a little nervous.

I don't know what this is about.

There we go.

You look great.

How's it going, Alina?

It's cool. I mean,

I'm very excited about our trip.

It's gonna be amazing.

Well, I can't wait
to get to Turkey and see you.

I just wanna pick you up,

give you a giant hug.

Well, usually no,

I don't really let people
pick me up.

But you're an exception.

Excellent.

So you can, you can.

So, um, I have something
to tell you.

You know, Elijah, my friend.

Yeah?

Yeah, so he's gonna be
coming with me.

- Uh...
- What do you mean?

Well, the thing is that my mom,

she's really worried about me.

She's worried that I'm going
to a foreign country

meeting you, like,
you're a guy from internet.

And the only way
to make her, like,

feel better about this

was to bring Elijah along.

Because she really likes him
and trusts him.

I live with my friend Elijah.

And I asked him
if he can go with me

to make my parents feel better.

Also it could be a good thing

because I'm going to meet
Caleb for the first time in my life.

So Elijah can show him
how to help me

with the wheelchair and stuff.

I want your family to feel
comfortable about you,

seeing me of course,
but don't you think

it's gonna be weird
to have Elijah there?

I'm going to meet you.

Like who's this third person?

We've talked a lot online,

but I don't feel like
it's the proper time or place

for him to come,
when I'm meeting Alina

for the first time
of all places.

I feel like it might give
a weird vibe to the trip.

Also, I think looking out
for Alina should be my job.

So I feel like Elijah's
kind of stepping in

where he's not needed.

You can walk, right?
It's like...

I get tired very easily.
I don't know.

Maybe like if I walk
for five minutes,

I'll get tired and...

I'll just carry you
over my shoulder

and I'll walk you
through the forest.

But, I mean, like,

uh, I know you never had
an experience

of dating a little person

and that's, like,
probably my main concern.

So give me... Give me
an idea though.

Like what type of stuff
will you need help with?

Well, of course,
I would need you

to help me with my wheelchair.

Like to push me or to, like,

get it out from somewhere

or maybe there are like
some steps

and you have to, like,
carry the wheelchair.

And another thing
is I don't know how

it's gonna be in the hotel room.

Like will I...
will I reach the lights?

Will I reach the hair dryer?
I don't know.

I'm just a bit scared

that what if you get annoyed
with it.

It's one thing
to just see my face

and talk to me on the video,
but it's another thing

to push my wheelchair
and help me down the stairs.

I know that for people

who never encountered it
in their lives,

it could be really overwhelming.

I think I know what I'm in for
to some degree.

So I don't want you to worry
about that.

We'll figure it out.

Yeah, I don't wanna
get my hopes up too much.

But at the same time, uh,

I think it's already
too high up, my hopes,

because our relationship,
it's very valuable to me.

I think it'll be a good time
regardless

and we'll make the most of it
no matter what.

This is a big step
meeting in person

for the first time,
but I'm realizing

I might have to help Alina a lot

and I just wonder
what that's gonna be like,

if that's gonna be a problem
that...

I can't really predict.

But I'm really hoping
for the best

and, uh, our connection
will only grow stronger

once we meet in person.

With Jasmine,
I had to help her out

- with some money, but...
- Gino.

I've helped financially
for things

such as, you know,
doing her lips, hair, teeth.

Has she got 10 guys
that she's doing this to?

Good old Canton.

Look at this beautiful place.

I'm excited to go
to Panama though

In just a few days,
I'll be flying to Panama

to meet my girlfriend, Jasmine

for the first time in person
finally.

And despite some concerns
about her jealousy,

I still believe that Jasmine's
the love of my life.

She's even told me a few times
on the phone,

"Are you excited to smell
what I smell like?"

Yes, of course.

I mean, I expect her to smell,

you know, wonderful, amazing.

It's gonna be great.

There you go.

Hey, Gino, what's up?

- What's going on?
- How you doing?

Today, I'm with my Uncle Marco

and his girlfriend Sandy

and we are shooting pool

at the vintage car garage
where he works.

You like this pool table?

- Yeah, isn't it beautiful?
- Isn't it cool?

Never seen one
that look like a car.

Yeah.

Uncle Marco and I
have always been close.

But when my father passed away
last Christmas,

it was very difficult.

I even grew closer
to my uncle at that point.

He's like a father figure to me.

I wanna make him proud.

But I know he's worried
about my trip to Panama.

When are you leaving?

- Uh, next week.
- Oh, okay.

- Are you nervous?
- Yeah, uh, yeah.

Gotta be a little nervous.

We are concerned
about the whole deal

- because people wanna...
- God forbid.

They just want a ticket
to come over here.

It's just strange.

What if they kidnap him
or something?

Yeah. What if, you know,

and they take his card
and all his money?

He wakes up in a hotel room
with a roofie.

His money's gone,
everything's gone.

Goodbye, nice girl.

Don't yell.

Like, I know you're upset
about it a little bit.

But you don't have to yell.

It's just the way I feel.

My concern, is this a scam?

If she got 10 guys
that she's doing this to

- and you're all on the string?
- No.

Yeah, no, I'm not worried
about her.

Because, uh, you know, I...

She's emotionally in it.

I can tell talking on the phone.

You just can't lie
about stuff like that.

Well, I'm concerned already.

She's just getting money
from you.

You know...

Because of the pandemic,

I got laid off from my job

in automotive engineering

about seven months ago.

But since I've been smart
with my savings,

I thankfully have been able
to send money

to help Jasmine out.

You know, she had a rough time,

um, during the nine months
we were talking

because she wasn't working.

So I had to help her out
with some money.

But she's not a materialistic
kind of person, you know.

I've helped for things
such as, you know,

doing her lips,
or maybe her eyebrows,

or maybe facial treatment?

Um, possibly her hair
or her teeth.

Yeah, I've helped her out
with those things.

Yeah, so what's your plan
with this girl?

I mean, say it all works out.

Well, what I'm thinking
is if everything goes well

when I go to Panama,

that I'm gonna propose to her
in Panama. But...

Gino...

you going there and only
being with her three weeks

and you wanna put a ring on it?

I feel like I really know her.

It just doesn't seem right.

What you decide what to do
with your life is your life.

- Right.
- But I'm just letting

you know that we are concerned.

Yeah.

I probably should consider...

Not consider, you need to do it.

You'll find out
what she's all about

when you mention a prenup.
If she...

- Yeah.
- Flips out then, hey...

- No go.
- No go.

I really feel in my heart
that Jasmine

is not after me for my money.

And also knowing how
emotional Jasmine can be,

I'm a little afraid to, uh,
talk to her about a prenup.

I wouldn't want it to affect
our future together.

Do you plan on getting
intimate with him?

A hundred percent.

But we've decided
on two separate rooms.

- Did he decide on it or did you?
- It was his thing.

He's waiting to see just like
how the relationship goes,

we're gonna go with the flow.

Why is it always gotta be
so defensive though?

- Like, can you guys be happy for me?
- Excuse me?

What's going on with you
and Hamza?

You paid quite a bit
out of the pocket.

I told him when you come
to America,

you're getting a job.

What if that doesn't happen?

It's time for Memphis
to really understand

what risk she's putting
herself in.

I'm less than a week away
from flying to Tunisia

to meet and marry
my fiance Hamza.

I'm finally gonna get
the chance to touch him

and kiss him
and just caress him.

- Oh, hey, baby.
- Hey. Hey, mom.

- How are you?
- Oh, I'm good. How are you?

Good. Bring out the stuff
for the cupcakes.

- Oh, okay. Awesome.
- Yeah.

Awesome. I just got done
cleaning up a little bit.

The relationship between
my mother and I

has been complicated because
she wasn't always there

for me when I was younger.

But we are now mending
our relationship

and we are beginning to create

the mother-daughter bond
that we never had.

Well, this is a delight.
Mmm-hmm.

I like being able to, like,
get it together.

Oh, great.

I want us to be closer,

so having my mother's support

in this relationship
with Hamza and I

would be very important to me.

Yeah, stir that for me.

So, what's going on
with you and Hamza?

I'm just excited
to be able to just see him.

He just gives me butterflies
even after all this time

that we've been messaging.

But we'll see how it works out.

You know,
I have a couple of weeks.

And see if it'll be worth
your money.

You know,
I've been talking to lawyers

just getting some type
of prices,

so I can kind of have
a better idea

- of what I'm looking...
- Well, yeah.

Towards paying for him
to come here.

So you're paying quite a bit
out-of-pocket.

Well, he's not working right now

because of the COVID.

So, like,
he's been looking every day

and he can't find anything or...

I believe that Hamza
may have an ulterior motive.

He could be just trying
to get over to the states

with this woman
who can take care of him.

It's time for her
to really understand

what risk she's putting
herself in.

- What does he do?
- A lot of heating and cooling.

- So...
- Heating and cooling.

I told him,
when you come to America,

you're getting a job.

What if that doesn't happen?

- This is really gonna be...
- It's not...

a lot on you in the long run.

On my nurse practitioner
salary, like,

I can afford to take care
of him for a little bit.

Okay, Memphis.

- Okay.
- Yeah.

So let's put pajamas in one area

and count how many
pajamas we have.

Two, four, six, eight,
ten, eleven.

- 11?
- Mmm-hmm.

Now, it's really getting down

to everything coming to reality.

What are your concerns?
I see your face.

Well,
is he ready to be a stepdad,

you believe, with two kids
he's never met?

That's a leap of faith
that I'm taking.

But he's a very genuine person.

And I feel that he's everything

that I've been asking for
and wanting for.

And he just really wants
to, like,

make me feel very secure.

Hmm.

You know, I wonder sometimes
if I'm looking for something

and someone else that I didn't
have when I was younger,

feeling somewhat neglected

or not feeling secure at times.

My childhood was not stable.

When I was nine,

my mom was battling
crack addiction

and my biological father
was in prison,

so we did not always have
a roof over our heads.

At 11, I was taken away

and I was in 12 different
foster homes

until I was 19.

But the past is very difficult
for my mother to talk about.

I think she feels
the sense of guilt,

and so she'd rather repress
those memories

because that's her
coping mechanism.

I don't understand.

Even in my addiction, you know,

I still made sure
that you had everything.

I don't think that I had
everything that I needed.

I needed you
and you were unavailable.

Yeah. I had... I had things
going on.

I was a single mom.

Your father wasn't
in the picture,

you know, and I was young.

I understand that.

Um... I just think sometimes
my childhood

does play a part in how I need

to be with a man to feel secure.

I realized my decision
to marry Hamza

is filling a hole in my heart
that I've had my whole life.

I'm ready to have
a complete family.

I just hope that for me
and my kids,

the decision that I am making
is the right one.

In a few days, I'm going to fly

to Tanzania, Africa
to meet my dream man,

Usman aka Sojaboy

for the very first time
in person.

Tanzania is like
a dream destination.

I think of just like
lush greenery.

I think of, like, safaris,

you know, it's, like,
exotic in a way.

And then, I'm meeting Sojaboy
on top of that?

Like, what is my life right now?

This is crazy.

- How are you?
- Good.

- Long time no see.
- Good. Good to see you.

Good to see you.

Hi.

Alyssa and Vanessa,
they're my best friends,

they know me better
than anybody.

They know my past,
they know my family,

they know Usman.

A little bit. So...

It catches in my earring
all the time though.

Because you wear hoops, so...

Because I'm... You know me
and my hoops.

Oh, okay.

- Anyway, I'm glad to see you.
- So it's, like, you know.

- Yeah?
- I'm still leaving in a couple of days.

- It's so crazy.
- Is it?

- Uh... You don't think it is?
- I think it's...

- Are you not nervous?
- I'm concerned that you don't think it is.

No. I'm just...
I'm ready for it, you know.

I'm ready for it.
I'm ready to see.

Like, what is going to happen
with me and him, you know.

Mmm-hmm.

It's insane.

It's kind of like out there

because Usman started off
as, like, um,

saying, "what's up" to a fan
and turned into...

- Kim.
- Head over heels for this guy.

So what are your plans
for the trip?

To meet him. I am so excited.

- Y'all have no...
- You're gonna meet him, girl.

You're gonna meet him
but do you plan

on getting intimate with him?

A hundred percent
but he is waiting

to see just, like,
how the relationship goes.

- We're gonna go with the flow.
- Awkward.

Hence... It is awkward.
It is awkward.

- Have you not talked about it?
- Yeah, we've talked about it.

- You've talked about it? So...
- Yeah.

I mean, that's why we decided
on two separate rooms.

I got my room.
He got his room.

- You know...
- Did he decide on it

or did you?

Um, it was him.

Usman has told me that
he would feel more comfortable

if he was in a separate room,

you know, until we determined,

like, what our relationship is.

Do I like it? Not really.

Not really,
because I don't wanna feel,

like, I'm there by myself.

So are you just gonna
throw open the door

in your night gown
and just be like...

I don't know yet.
But, um, I get you.

I will bet you two money
that by the end of the trip,

he will be in my room.

She's a giver,
she gives so much of herself.

Yeah. My biggest concern
about Usman

would be that he'd just
break her heart.

That he's not all-in
the way she is.

He's shooting a video over
there for one of his songs.

That's why I'm going,
besides the relationship,

is to go and be there for his
video... for his video shoot.

Like, I'm excited to see
that lifestyle of his.

What's it about?
What's the name of the song?

- It's called Zara.
- Have you heard it?

I've heard it.
I like the song.

You know I like
all of his music, so...

Zara.

I think so. Yeah.

I mean, I know
it's a woman's name.

I just don't know, like,
who she is or anything.

He hasn't anything about it?

I haven't really asked.

So plans for the future.

- Does he want kids?
- Of course he does.

He said it's his tradition

and it's his culture.

Hell no.

I did all that. Um...

Isn't that gonna be
an issue then?

Um, I can't have them.

So just say we got married,
just say.

I would allow him to marry
a second wife and have kids.

I don't want any more kids.

Does Usman want kids?
Absolutely.

If Usman has multiple wives,

I feel like that it's okay
because I love him.

It's his culture and I respect

his culture
and his religion so much.

I truly mean that.
I truly mean that.

I know it sounds crazy.
It's a culture...

it's a cultural thing.
It's not like a threesome.

- So, they'll have...
- It doesn't bother me.

- Their own relationship.
- I feel like

you say that now
until you're actually in it.

But I guess I wouldn't
know until I'm in it.

You know,
I really can't, like...

I mean, we've discussed it

and when I actually told him
this, he was like,

"Wow, you're amazing."
And he was like 'cause I am...

Of course, you're letting him
have two women.

- A second wife.
- But I'm... Well, why has it

always gotta be
so defensive though?

- Can you guys be happy for me?
- Excuse me?

That's how I feel.

Like, I want some happiness
in this for me.

And I feel like everything's
so defensive

and I have to be so defensive

and this is, like, my thing
and I'm going.

And I wanna feel good about it.

I need to walk away
for a minute.

What the?

- I understand, like...
- Here. Here.

- Here.
- This has just been a lot.

I know. I know.

No, this is a lot.

I'm sorry.

This has been a lot, you know.

I don't know if I'm comfortable

with any of this, you know.

I really don't know.

And I'm scared... hell yes,
I'm scared to death, you know?

We ask this out of concern

- but we're not...
- And we want it to work for you.

It doesn't mean that we're not
on your team though.

It hurts to hear, like,

how they feel
about this whole thing.

But I do understand
how my friends are,

you know,
telling me to be guarded

and why they're so protective

of me and my heart.

They've seen me go through
certain situations

that are just
not good situations.

And they're as worried as I am

that I'm gonna get hurt again.

But I'm going to meet him.

And we're gonna see
what happens.

That's how I feel.

Here. I'll get this.

- No problem.
- You get the big one...

It's not like me to take
big risks like this.

I can't even imagine what's
you're thinking right now.

How do we get along being
together 24/7 in person?

I don't know.

It's starting to feel real.

Today is the big day.

Today is the day
I'm going to Panama

to meet Jasmine,
the love of my life,

for the very first time.

It's the most awesome
feeling ever.

Okay. That's when
it gets exciting

when you're packing your hats.

- Hey.
- Hey, what's up, Gino.

- What's going on?
- What's up?

- How you doing?
- Great. Great.

- How are you feeling?
- Pretty excited. Yeah.

I bet.

My uncle, he offered to wake up

in the middle of the night,

basically,
and drive me to the airport.

- Here.
- I'll get this.

- No problem.
- You get the big one.

This trip is a big deal
because it's not like me

to take big risks like this.

All right, buddy.

Next stop, Panama.

Yeah.

But here I am.

I'm traveling to meet a woman

I've only known online
and I'm planning

to propose to her on this trip.

Thank you for driving me.

You bet, man.

This is crazy.

Yeah.

I can't even imagine

what you're thinking right now.

I mean, we've gotten along
so good, you know,

on the phone, the video chat.

I'm just gonna be myself
and I think, uh,

things are gonna go really good.

Well, I'm hoping the best.

I feel pretty worried
because, you know,

I'm just, uh, thinking
about a lot of things

that could happen to him.

Thank you so much.

Yeah.
That's no problem.

I'm a little emotional
about leaving him.

His dad just passed away
recently last Christmas.

So I'm uncle-dad, you know,
that's my baby, man.

He is my... He's been my buddy

since he's been running
around in diapers, you know.

And I worry about him.

I really do.

Thank you for driving me again.

- Yeah. You go get her, buddy.
- And, uh...

You go get her.
Find yourself a nice girl.

I'll call you when I get there.

- Definitely call me.
- Uh-huh.

- Bye.
- You better.

- Thanks.
- All right. God bless.

But I'm rooting
for the whole thing

working out where I end up

with little Ginos
running around.

So I'm here at the airport
bright and early.

Walking over, getting...
Going to the gate now.

What are you up to?

Yeah.
I'll let you know.

Don't worry, I'll get there.

Uh-huh.

Who is it?

- Me.
- Yes. You.

Quiet.

So...

I'll let you go. Okay.
Baby, I love you. Bye.

All right. Love you. Bye.

Wow.

It's starting to feel real.

I'll be able to smell her
and see her

and kiss her
for the first time today.

It's a big day.
Today is the big day.

I have no doubt that the
connection Jasmine and I

have had over the last
nine months

is definitely real.

But I do have some nerves
seeing her, you know,

not on a video chat
but in person.

You know, how do we get along
being together 24/7?

Is she gonna be more jealous
when I'm in person?

I don't know.

But I believe in true love.

And I think Jasmine and I
have this, uh...

It's true love for her and I.

Jasmine, I'm coming.
See you soon.

This season
on Before the 90 Days.

- Are you excited?
- We are excited.

I love you, too.

Ah, yah, yah.

I am super into everything
Asian culture.

So when I saw Johnny,
I was like,

"Oh, my God, jackpot."

Oh, my God.

She is super hot.

Really? Oh my God.

First night together,

I'm gonna knock it out
of the park.

Hi.

I'm still gonna hug you.

You're smaller than I thought.

Is it weird for you?

It's different.

If y'all planned better,
because this just seems like

really unorganized.

I'm embarrassed for him.

Usman, get your energy up.

Despite the 28-year
age difference,

what I found with Mahogany
is like no one else.

We have Jesus in common,
so I know it'll work.

I just thought that
she was gonna come.

I feel foolish.

And it just really hurts.

I think he means you.

I want a relationship
where I can trust my partner

when she's halfway
across the world.

Why? No.

I'm tired of being betrayed
and I'm tired of being hurt.

Why don't you want to have
sex with me though?

I don't understand.

Like this is so... this is so
crazy, honestly.

Good night.

Are you coming in two weeks
or not?

I wanna have my special person.

I just want him to be here.

Why is that so much to ask for?

I really don't know
where we go from here.