What's Wrong with Secretary Kim (2018): Season 1, Episode 12 - I Don't Want to Waste Away Tonight - full transcript

Who is it?

It's me.

Mr. Lee?

Why are you back?

Because you said no.

Sorry?

You said you don't want to go to my place,

so I'm going to sleep at your place...

I mean I'm going to live at your place.

Let's sleep together tonight.

Sleep together?



What nonsense are you talking about?

Why is it nonsense?

It's nonsense. You want to...

You want to move in.

I'll stay only for a few days, so it won't be a move-in.

It will be a temporary move-in. So to speak.

What is a temporary move-in?

And my flat is a studio, so I only have one room.

We can't sleep together.

That's why I asked you to go to my place since I have...

plenty of rooms, but you refused.

- That's true. - Then will you make way?

It will take a while to unpack all of these.

What do I do? What do I do?



All right.

How can you just go inside...

You don't have many shoes.

Thanks to you, I will have enough space.

I know this space very well.

That's enough closet space.

The vanity is spacious too.

By any chance, do you seek a minimal life?

Do you only live with the bare minimum of things?

I simply couldn't afford to shop because I had to pay back my debts.

Are you nervous?

Because we are going to be together tonight?

That's not it.

Right. Don't be nervous.

My purpose of being here tonight is...

to protect you by your side so you will sleep comfortably.

That's all.

I prepared something to help you have a good sleep.

It's...

the finest foot bath soap which contains salt from the Dead Sea.

Foot bath soap?

When you have a foot bath, your feet becomes warm...

and the circulation of your energy and blood is facilitated.

It also discharges the waste and toxin in your body...

and helps you have a good sleep.

Shall we have a foot bath now?

Yes.

Let's go.

This is very different from what I imagined.

I am sorry. I don't have a bath tub.

You look very uncomfortable.

I am not uncomfortable. I'm just not used to it.

What I am really uncomfortable about...

is you feeling scared without me.

So don't worry about me and try to relax with the foot bath.

Whether we use a bucket or a bath tub, it will have the same effect.

Okay.

How did it happen?

The water pressure is great.

Thank you.

Does the toilet get clogged often?

Of course not.

How do you feel? Can you feel the improvement...

in your energy and blood circulation?

Do you think the discharge of waste and toxin in your body...

will help you have a sound sleep?

Yes.

It's really great. I think I am going to sleep like a baby tonight.

That's good.

Now, shall we go to bed?

Good night.

Good night, Ms. Kim.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Why are you lying down beside me?

Then...

where would I go?

Then are we going to sleep like this?

Of course.

This is the only bed you have.

That's true, but...

Since you provided me a comfortable bed,

I will provide you a pillow.

I already have a pillow.

That not the pillow I'm talking about.

I prepared a special pillow which will help you sleep tight.

It's my arm.

What...

What are you doing?

I don't feel sleepy anymore. Let's watch some TV.

Well...

It is a good angle to watch TV from.

But you want to watch it at this hour?

Yes.

What was the movie channel? Wait.

There it is.

Soccer.

Europe... Premier League. Should we watch this?

Is that funny?

Ms. Kim, do you feel uncomfortable to be in the same bed with me?

It's not that I feel uncomfortable.

It's a little awkward.

I strangely feel nervous, so I won't be able to fall asleep.

Then let's have some wine.

Wine?

Wine lowers your body temperature and stimulates sleep hormone,

so it helps you have a good sleep.

Okay.

But I don't have wine at home.

I expected that much.

So I brought it.

(Episode 12)

It feels like a rooftop wine bar.

We will have a glass of wine while breathing in the night air,

and we will go to bed.

It's a perfect plan.

It really is.

But where's your wine key?

I don't have one.

Does that mean we can't drink this?

No, I know a way to open it.

I saw a method of opening a wine bottle...

without a wine key on a TV show once.

You've become funnier, Mi So.

How could one do that without a wine key?

By magic?

No, just by trick.

Could you lend me your shoe, please?

My...

Fine, I'll give it a try.

Thank you.

Give me just a moment.

First you do this.

What... What are you doing, Ms. Kim?

The cork will pop out if I do this.

Give me just a moment.

My apologies.

- Ms. Kim, did you know? - Know what?

That's a 20,000-dollar bottle of wine.

My deepest apologies.

Good job, Ms. Kim.

1757!

Whose car is the car with the plate number "1757"?

- Such rude neighbors. - 1757!

That person who is yelling in the middle of the night like this...

and the person with the plate number "1757".

Wait.

Isn't "1757"... Your plate number?

1757!

- Are you the owner of this car? - Yes.

This is a reserved parking space.

You can't just park in someone else's space like this.

I see.

Pardon me.

You drive such an expensive car when you live in a studio? Ridiculous.

Mr. Lee, it'd be best for you to hurry and move your car.

I only say this since you remind me of my son, and I worry for you.

People need to live within their means.

You can't be so obsessed with appearances like this.

"Appearances"?

"Obsessed"?

My son didn't care about appearances at all,

and only committed himself to studying hard.

Then he managed to snag a job at Yumyung Group recently.

The person in charge of Yumyung Group is me.

Goodness.

Don't drive if you're drunk.

You drive, young lady. Okay?

Goodness.

Hello, my son.

You're working overtime?

Why does that company work you so hard?

I wish I could see the head honcho's face, so I could scold him.

"Head honcho"?

Yes.

Of course.

Fine.

You head upstairs first and rest, Ms. Kim.

I'll move my car to a parking lot,

and buy a wine key on the way back.

No, you seem to be quite inconvenienced here.

- You should return home now... - No, I told you already.

I'll feel uneasy if I leave you here alone.

That's why I'm proposing that we go together.

- Let's go to your place together. - "Let's go..." Wait, what?

- My place? - Yes.

Good idea.

We could've just stayed at your place.

No, it's fine. It's small, and I don't have much there.

Thinking about how uncomfortable you'd be...

would keep me up all night.

Do you think I'm a fussy person?

Even if you do, I can't help it.

Things have been really tough for me...

ever since that incident.

But...

imagining you experiencing the same horrors as me...

makes me so worried that I can't do anything.

I understand how you feel.

That's why I suggested that we should go to your place.

I'll sleep in the guest room tonight.

The guest room?

Yes. Good night.

It's a bit scary.

Are you okay, Ms. Kim?

You surprised me.

What is it?

This won't work. I feel too uneasy.

Since your house is cozier,

I can see what you're doing no matter where you are.

But I can't do that at my place since it's just so big.

This is the first time feeling uncomfortable in my large home.

So?

I want to confirm that you're sleeping well...

by keeping you by my side.

Your side?

There aren't any sofas in here,

and you'll be worried all night if I sleep on the floor.

So I'll sleep in this bed with you.

I know exactly what you're thinking.

But my head is merely full of concern for you,

so there's no space for me to entertain other kinds of thoughts.

So don't think about it, and get some rest.

Since he put it that way,

turning him down more will just make it weird, right?

Please, say something.

What do I have to say...

to get rid of this awkwardness?

Get to work, my special brain.

- Ms. Kim. - Yes, Mr. Lee?

Want me to sing you a lullaby?

It's weirding me out, but please do something.

Yes, please do.

This is embarrassing, but it's better than nothing.

Sure.

I'll sing one just for you.

A...

A...

A tiring day passes by

And the shadow of two people

Merge under the moonlight

Even though

the faint traces of happiness

That seem

Just within my grasp

When I close my eyes

Are still there.

When I walk with you

This is good enough for today.

Why are you awake already?

I stayed up all night.

Why?

I tried hard not to disturb your goodnight's sleep.

Ms. Kim.

I can't guarantee you tonight.

Oh, yes.

(Young Joon, you brat)

Oh my goodness, this little filthy devil.

- Oh, yes. - Goodness.

Go away.

(What about tonight?)

Go.

Go to Ms. Kim.

Go for it.

It smells nice.

Why couldn't he sleep last night by the way?

What can't he guarantee tonight?

No way.

Gosh, it startled me.

Go away.

I haven't thought about that kind of stuff.

What do you take me for?

Go away.

(Omelet Recipe for Your Man)

(Omelet Recipe for Your Man)

It looked easy in the video.

What are you doing?

Mr. Lee.

Why are you cooking yourself?

I was so thankful for your caring since yesterday,

so I wanted to do something for you that I tried to make an omelet.

Is this how you return evil for good?

- I'll throw this away. - It's mine.

You made it for me, so it's mine.

Then let me decorate it a little.

No more touching.

Thanks for the food.

Drink some coffee too.

You must be tired since you couldn't sleep last night.

Thanks.

Gosh, should I change cups for you?

It's okay.

I think I should be careful today.

Right, it's your jinx that bad things happen...

when your cup has a crack.

It's good to go to work together like this.

- Are you okay? - Yes.

Did you sprain it?

You should go to the hospital before work.

My ankle is fine.

It's just that I scratched my heel.

Bad things happen...

when I scratch my heel in the morning.

What, jinx?

Right.

Something bad happens when a cup cracks for no reason.

I have a jinx of bad luck...

when I scratch my heel in the morning.

I don't know.

I don't trust such a thing.

Actually, I saw a crow on my way to work,

and I broke my cup while drinking water after coming to work.

Then I scratched my shoe on a door.

But nothing's happening.

Rather, a good thing happened.

- A good thing? - Yes.

I just confirmed that the new medicine development...

of Yumyung Bio went successfully.

- That's because I'm competent. - Anyway.

Jinx is all about superstition.

Let's not be so obsessed with it.

We're living in an advanced country after all.

Oh, right. Ms. Kim, let's cancel my dinner meeting today.

Cancel yours too.

- Why? - Kim Sung Ki...

was hospitalized due to his lung cancer in the end.

He's going to have his surgery soon.

What, lung cancer?

Isn't he your junior from your studying abroad?

That's right.

He fortunately found it in the early stage, so it isn't too critical.

I knew this would happen since that punk smoked so much.

You two should take good care about your health too like me.

You take care of it way too much.

It's better to be excessive.

Look around you.

There are so many people who died of health problems.

People tend to notice the absence more than the presence.

After my wife left me,

do you know how lonely I was?

Your story always ends with talking about your ex-wife.

Oh, he talks about his ex-wife almost every day.

You know nothing about how I feel.

Sorry, that was a bit too loud.

I mean, I rashly nitpicked her whether she got a new boyfriend...

without knowing he was her cousin.

I even lost my chance to make up with her. You know how that feels?

Right, I'm hopeless. Go without me.

Gosh, it must be Ms. Seol.

Why aren't you picking it up?

It's my ex-wife.

Hello?

I'm calling you because I didn't feel so good...

after we parted like that yesterday.

By any chance,

did you go to that restaurant because you missed me?

I thought I'd be able to see you if I went there.

Yoo Shik.

Do you have time this evening?

This evening?

You want to drink cocktail with me?

What are you doing?

Sure, let's do it.

I'm sorry, but can we meet late at night?

I have to go see a doctor.

A doctor?

Why? Are you sick?

Actually,

I have to visit a hospital because "Sung Ki" is in critical condition.

Oh, no. I didn't mean penis.

Of course, "Sung Ki" means penis in Korean,

but I'm talking about Kim Sung Ki...

who's my junior from studying abroad.

Hello? Honey!

Crow, cracked cup, and scratch on my shoe.

Which one of them was my jinx?

- All of them. - All of them.

You should be good while you're together.

Don't regret after losing your partner like me.

- Was everything all right? - Yes.

I organized the vice chairman's schedule for the next week.

- Good job. - Thanks.

I'll go to the meeting with the planning team then.

Okay.

It's the list of your schedule for the next week.

This isn't important now.

Do you remember what Mr. Park said earlier?

- What exactly? - About how you should be good...

so that you don't regret after losing your partner.

A lot of things came to my mind after he said that.

What if you leave me?

You will regret so much then.

So you should be good while I'm with you.

We should be good to each other.

I'm doing good right now, and of course, I'll do good in the future.

Right, I admit it.

What's my lunch schedule for today?

Your luncheon with Mr. Han of Jungyoung Group got postponed,

so it's currently open.

Let's have lunch together then.

I better be good to you while you're with me,

so I'm going to buy you something very delicious.

All right, let's end our meeting here for today.

- Ji Ah. - Yes?

The given papers are classified,

so make sure shred them on your way out.

Okay, I'll do it right away.

- Good work. - Good work.

Good work.

Hello?

Yes, Eun Jung.

This Saturday? Of course, I'm free.

Okay, let's go to that place and eat eggs benedict together.

Gosh, it's...

Hey, hang up for a second.

Oh, no.

Stop, no. Come back out.

Is something wrong?

Well...

I intended to put the classified documents in the paper shredder,

but I put the minutes in instead.

I have to report this to the vice chairman soon. What should I do?

Stop. Move over.

Let me see.

Gosh, my minutes.

- They're completely shredded. - Calm down.

Calm down.

I saw you scribbling down with your pen during the meeting.

Yes.

I heard the general manager didn't like the typing sound,

so I wrote things down instead.

You're that meticulous, but why did you make such a mistake?

Anyway, we just need to find pieces with a handwriting on them.

It might be easier than you think.

Let's find those pieces.

Okay.

Handwriting.

I think the next one is this.

No.

Look. Here.

Like this.

"Strategic project planning and new-growth triggers".

It makes sense this way.

You have to know...

it's possible all due to my full understanding about the meeting.

Right, you're really incredible.

Gosh, don't mention it.

Here, it's done.

Thank you.

Actually, I...

get stressed out, working under...

my perfect senior.

I want to do a good job, but it doesn't always go as I want.

And I ended up making such a ridiculous mistake.

I was worried how should I report about what happened.

Thank you so much for helping me like this.

Well...

We have to help each other as neighbors.

Wait. Oh, gosh.

It's been smudged.

How much have we decided...

to increase the budget for research and development?

- It's 5.8 percent. - 5...

- What? - We decided to increase it by 5.8.

You even remember the details?

That's not hard.

Well, then. I have to go back to work.

Please excuse me.

Thank you.

There's a reason why he's the most wanted man.

Thank you.

It's caramel.

Do you like caramel that much?

It's very meaningful for me.

Meaningful?

When I was young,

you gave me the last piece of caramel candy for me.

I was reminded of that moment from time to time.

Your kindness came to me as a comfort.

By the way, I have a question.

Why did you change your name...

from Lee Sung Hyun?

And...

how did your brother come to have the twisted memory?

You don't have to tell me now.

We have a lot of days left to spend together, so take your time.

Oh, right. We have to go somewhere after this.

Go somewhere?

Yes.

We only have 10 minutes before our lunchtime ends.

I hope we have about three lunch hours.

Tell me about it.

Did you hear that Ms. Choi from the marketing team...

and Mr. Kim from the general administration team are going out?

Are you serious?

They must be so happy.

I'm so envious.

Go ahead and date...

with that super hero whom you're flirting with.

That man?

Is he really going to save the Earth or what?

He's not saying anything.

- Still? - Gosh, whatever.

What's going on?

- I told you to write a report... - Yes?

- on your business trip this day. - Right, I did.

- Did you do it? - Yes.

By the way, can't you settle my report from the other day?

Mr. Yang, are you just having a burger for lunch?

I heard Mr. Lee has a private lunch meeting today.

(Olive Old, everything 50 percent off except accessories)

Oh, my goodness.

This is driving me crazy.

What's wrong?

This guy I know, who lives in my neighborhood,

keeps asking me out for a meal.

I've told him that I'm busy, but he's not giving up.

Really?

My smart brain's speculation is that...

he probably likes you.

You think so?

- Does he like me? - Hey, isn't it so obvious?

He's definitely doing that for a reason.

I bet he wants you to buy an insurance package.

He sounds very persistent.

He's like an insurance agent determined to get a new client.

- He's an insurance agent, right? - No, he isn't.

He must be doing this because he knows that I'm single.

If someone confesses his feelings to me,

and if I no longer have to be single,

then guys like him won't bother me anymore.

How can you drink your soda now?

Goodness, Mr. Yang almost choked.

What was that about?

Why did you yell at him out of the blue?

Well...

I like soda too.

I got mad because he was drinking it alone.

My goodness.

For goodness' sake.

What's the matter with her?

She must like soda a lot.

I envy people who are dating their co-workers.

Gosh, forget it.

Things will get so awkward after breaking up.

I'd never date my co-worker even if someone forced me to.

Gosh.

What... What's this?

Don't share it with anyone.

Drink it all by yourself.

You have to.

What?

Did he get me this bottle of soda because I yelled at him earlier?

I never asked him for this.

But why did he tell me not to share it?

Ms. Bong.

You're cute.

Would you be my girlfriend?

Oh, my goodness.

What is this about?

So you wanted to bring me to one of our competitors?

Why? For market research?

No, it's not that. There's something we need, but I figured...

everyone at our department store will get nervous if you show up.

By the way, what do we need?

They're over there.

What do you think about this?

I want to buy you a pretty mug as a gift.

As a gift?

I felt bad about breaking one this morning.

I want to buy you a pretty one...

that will bring you good luck.

Please pack this up for us.

Sure, no problem.

A dinnerware set just came out from the same line.

Would you like to see it too?

It's popular among newlywed couples.

- "Newlywed couples"? - We'll definitely buy that set.

No, it's okay. We'll just get the mugs.

Okay, no problem.

Why?

I want to buy the dinnerware set that newlywed couples like.

Buying unnecessary stuff isn't a wise thing to do.

Why do you think that it's unnecessary?

We're kind of living together now,

so we're just like a newlywed couple.

Can you please not say that?

I'm afraid that someone might hear us.

A newlywed couple? A dinnerware set?

I told you. We're not getting one.

A newlywed couple and a dinnerware set.

It's strange though.

I think I just got scolded, but it doesn't feel so bad.

I love them.

But you should put them back in the bag now.

No. I want to admire them more.

Oh, right.

I thought hard about your jinx...

and have come up with a few solutions.

Solutions?

First, I can make all employees only wear running shoes.

Then you'll never have to wear high heels,

which means they'll never get scratched.

All employees only wearing running shoes?

I think it's a bit too much.

Second, I can try to minimize the amount of walking you have to do.

To ensure my girlfriend's safety,

I'll provide you with your own car and a personal driver.

Oh, right. I hope you don't sell the car like you did last time.

I think that's also a bit too much.

Third, I can buy you a new pair of shoes as a gift as well.

I want you to wear new and pretty shoes,

which will bring you good luck.

I think the third one is the best solution.

Let's not let those jinx bog us down.

Everything will be fine because we're together now.

All right. Shall we go get you new pair of shoes now?

I'll buy you everything you like.

I told you. It's not wise to buy stuff that is not necessary.

I'm only going to get just one pair. Are we clear?

All right.

I promise you that I won't behave like one of those typical rich guys.

Ms. Kim. Ms. Kim, please...

I was just about to call you.

Mr. Chairman and Ms. Choi are here.

Ji Ah, I'm supposed to go into the PR team's meeting.

Could you join the meeting in my place?

You just have to take meeting minutes.

Sure, I'll do that.

- I'll be back in a bit. - Thank you.

Young Joon, Sung Yeon told us...

that you didn't actually lose your memories from that time.

Is it true?

You were so mature and thoughtful even as a kid.

When you told us that you only lost your memories from that day,

I should've doubted it.

No, it's my fault.

When you tell me...

getting Sung Yeon hospitalized,

I shouldn't have been so stubborn.

It's all my fault.

Young Joon.

Can you tell us exactly what happened?

How did you come up with such an idea?

Tell us about the situation.

I'm ashamed to be asking you this, but I want to know.

How did you come up with such an idea?

Tell us about the situation.

I'm ashamed to be asking you this, but I want to know.

What is this?

I told you there's no amusement park here.

We're almost there.

Tae Cheol said he saw it.

I told you. I bet he lied to you.

I heard they haven't purchased the land yet.

I'm just going to head back home.

You gave the driver the slip with me.

- Are you scared now? - No, I'm not.

Forget it. If you have water, give me some.

I don't have any water.

I'm so thirsty.

Then why don't you wait here?

I'll go pick up something to drink.

- Let's go together. - Why?

I guess you're too scared to be alone.

I told you I'm not scared!

Go ahead, then.

But don't get soda. It's not good for the teeth.

You have to stay right here, okay?

I don't want you to get lost.

Come back quickly.

It's so strange.

I've walked around quite a bit...

but haven't seen a single person.

Kiddo.

I hurt my leg.

Can you help me carry this?

How... How far are you going?

I live up there.

Just to my place.

But I have to hurry home too.

I'm in trouble.

My daughter must be waiting for me all alone at home.

She's been running a high fever since this morning.

I have to get home quickly, but I can't because of my injured leg.

I'll help you carry it, then.

You're such a good boy.

Do you want to drink this?

I'm giving it to you to thank you.

No, thank you. It's okay.

You don't have to refuse it. I really just want to thank you.

Then... Thank you.

Please move everything in this room...

to Young Joon's room.

Pardon me? Why all of a sudden...

That's my room, you know.

What do you mean?

That was originally my room,

and this was Young Joon's room.

You knew everything, didn't you?

You've been working for our family since I was a little kid.

Then I'll move everything here to that room...

around the weekend like you said.

It was all his to begin with.

Everything from this room...

to what happened that day.

Where did you leave him?

Where is he? Answer me!

Sung Yeon, we don't have time.

Tell me now. Please?

Where did you leave him? Sung Yeon!

- You can tell me, Sung Yeon. - Gosh, Ms. Choi.

Tell me!

Sung Hyun.

He may have the scar for the rest of his life.

Because of me...

But still, I can't believe I completely changed my memories.

Back then,

when I got home from the hospital,

something that I had never even imagined...

was waiting for me.

What are you doing in my room?

Why are you wearing my clothes?

I told you not to touch my stuff!

Why did you barge into my room?

This isn't your room.

- This is my... - Get out!

I was locked up in there for three days because of you.

I was confined in that place for three days, and I almost died!

Get out this instant. Get out of my room right now!

Get out of my sight this instant!

Get lost. Get out!

I told you to get out! Get out.

You jerk...

It seems like the severe guilt...

completely altered his memories.

He strongly believes that he was the one who was kidnapped.

He's exhibiting aggressive behavior because he believes...

that people around him are trying to fool him.

Get out of my sight!

Get lost this instant. Get out!

Get lost.

At first, I was flustered and puzzled.

But gradually, those feelings turned into resentment and anger.

I was the one who experienced that whole thing.

I was still hurt and traumatized.

How dare he play a victim and accuse me?

You jerk!

- How dare you. - Get back here.

- You little... - I told you to get lost!

- You brat. - You jerk.

After a certain point, I did not want to lose.

And later on, we started tussling so vigorously that we could...

barely calm down even when our parents got involved.

We kept getting more vicious.

A psychiatric hospital? How can you suggest such a thing?

The doctor said it's because Sung Yeon is fainthearted.

It's just a temporary confusion caused by his guilt.

How could we do that to him?

Didn't you see Sung Yeon swinging the baseball bat yesterday?

And we have to think about Sung Hyun too.

How could he recover from what he experienced in this environment?

If we do nothing, we'll end up ruining both of their lives.

But how can we send Sung Yeon to a psychiatric hospital?

Why is this happening to us?

Gosh, I want to die. I can't take this anymore.

To me, death...

was no longer an abstract notion.

Everything about the kind of death...

that I knew...

was very clear from its shape...

and sound...

to its smell.

What about Sung Yeon?

Let's eat.

Sung Hyun!

Sung Yeon was kidnapped?

Because I left him alone there...

I really don't remember anything.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Sung Yeon.

Back then, I thought...

it was the only way everyone in our family could survive.

I'm sorry, Young Joon.

It's all my fault.

You had it the hardest.

Why did I say such a thing back then?

As for Sung Yeon,

even if he believed that he was the one who had been kidnapped,

he never actually saw or experienced it.

So we thought he couldn't have been more traumatized than you were.

We thought...

that was the only way we could protect both of you.

If we made things right that time,

perhaps you two could have lived a happier life.

The guilt and regret have been...

haunting me my whole life.

It's our fault.

We let you carry...

that big burden alone.

We are really sorry.

Don't say that.

I understand.

No.

Don't try to understand us, Young Joon.

You should blame us and resent us now.

Say it's been really hard.

Say you've been lonely.

You can say that.

You are allowed to do that, Young Joon.

Ms. Kim.

Please...

take good care of Young Joon.

Mr. Lee, what should we eat for dinner tonight?

I don't know.

You seemed to like the omelet. Should I make that again?

Or... Right.

We still have some wine from last night.

Should we watch a movie while drinking that?

How's Sung Yeon right now?

He says he's going back to France soon.

I think...

he won't come back for a long time.

What are you doing here?

You chose...

to run away again?

What?

Yes.

You must think I am weak and pathetic.

That's why you made...

such an arrogant decision that time.

At the time, you should've...

trusted me.

You should trusted that I would be able to get through it alone.

You should've fought with me instead of covering up the truth!

You must've thought you were the only one who could...

put an end to the situation...

and pretended to have lost the memory. But I...

Because of that arrogant decision of yours,

I spent half of my life hating you...

and pitying me.

Do you know that?

I am sorry.

What?

I...

I thought pretending to have lost the memory was for the best.

I thought everything was going to be fine...

if I live with the name "Lee Young Joon"...

instead of the name "Lee Sung Hyun",

which confused you more.

I thought everything was going to be fine...

if I sacrifice myself.

But today,

when I heard that Mother lived her whole life feeling guilty,

I suddenly thought of this.

Perhaps we should've gotten through it together,

even if it would've been tough.

That's family.

Like you said,

I was arrogant.

I took away your chance to correct things.

I am truly sorry.

How can you...

forgive me?

I tortured you for such a long time.

I would be lying if I say that it hasn't been painful.

But...

it wasn't because of you.

It was just that the shock I got from that day was too big.

From the start, I wasn't in pain because of you.

So there's nothing to forgive you for.

So you should...

I know it's hard,

but I wish you will put down the agony and be free.

Don't do it for me. Do it for yourself.

I am sorry.

At the time, I...

I had to be someone else.

That was the only way I could live.

Why are you smiling?

I thought it was going to be uncomfortable...

when all the truths come out.

It actually feels good.

I'm glad I told the truth

Of course.

There's nothing better than being honest.

Do you really think so?

Then...

Can I honestly tell you how I feel right now?

I don't want to...

waste away this night.