Total Bellas (2016–…): Season 5, Episode 1 - Brave New Bellas - full transcript

‐ I'm a grown woman.

I can make whatever decisions
I want in my life.

‐ I love being an independent woman.

Every single accomplishment I have,

I worked damn hard for it.

Let's party!

‐ We are a tag team in
everything we do...

‐ Cheers, bitch. ‐ Yas.

‐ As entrepreneurs, as sisters...

‐ Yay! I love it.

‐ Dip! ‐ Yay!



Dip.

‐ Artem, don't. ‐

‐ We are the exact opposite.

He's an introvert. I'm an outrovert.

Is that how you say it?
I think an outrovert.

Extrovert.

Hey!

‐ Artem and Nicole are
moving in together.

‐ Come on. Gosh, Nicole.

‐ I really like you being
a part of this family.

Can I open? Oh, my gosh.

‐ It's fine that Birdie comes first.

But Daddy comes number four.

‐ I hate to say this, but I
don't want another child.



I know I could be happier.

I know I could have a better marriage.

‐ You think you and
Bryan are meant to be?

Don't stay because you have children,

'cause it does do more
damage than good.



‐ I want to go to Mexicali,

and I wanna see Dad and his family.

‐ Then maybe you need
me out of your life.

‐ Mom. ‐ You don't realize

how you come across, Brie.
‐ You don't either.

‐ I'm not that man 18 years ago.

I'm a whole different man today.

‐ My childhood caused me
not to have trust in men.

Am I going to be stuck in something

that I don't want to be in?

‐ If Artem proposed to
you, would you say yes?

‐ Not today.

‐ Do you think you might be pregnant?

‐ Well, I'm three days late.

‐ Are you serious?

‐ Yeah.

‐ I have to show you something.

‐ Twins pregnant at the same time?

I'm in shock. ‐ I shock.

‐ Are you shocked? So is Mama.

Ooh, Artem.

It has been such a whirlwind romance.

We have just been caught in
this tornado of happiness,

paparazzi, media.

It's been insane, but so worth it.

I have never in my life

have had such a passionate connection

with someone like this.

Even when we hold hands,
or we kiss, or we dance,

it's constant fireworks 24/7.

Everyone says, "You just
have this lust thing.

"It's not real. It's gonna wear off.

You're gonna get sick of him,"

but I can't wait to prove them wrong.

You only hate it because you
know it's the real deal.



‐ Mama, why you hiding here?
‐ Hi, Bird‐Bird.

Mommy's trying to pee on a stick.

Go see Dada.

‐ Daddy too.

‐ Did you want to come jump on Dada?



‐ No, Mommy did not go poo‐poo.

This past year, Bryan and I
have been incredibly busy

between moving to Arizona,
both of us traveling for work,

and my sister and I are doing so much.

We have a cosmetic
line we're launching.

We have a clothing line,
our own wine label‐‐

we just started a podcast,

and we're still doing
events for the WWE.

But I promised Bryan that I
would give him a second child.

‐ How's it going in there?

‐ You know, pee on my hands,

but I think I got enough on the stick.

‐ Why are you peeing on your hands?

‐ I always pee on my hands.
It's, like, this little stick.

‐ I feel like it'd be very
easy for me to pee on a stick.

‐ Because you have a penis.
Imagine having a vagina.



‐ What are you making? ‐ Russian food.

‐ You know, I've never
had Russian food.

You're about the only thing I've eaten.



‐ Oh, I got makeup on your shirt.

‐ It's just a shirt.

You want to help me or what? ‐ Yeah.

‐ Let me show you first.

Okay. There we go.

You can press down.

So we're gonna do this.

- Yeah.
- ‐

‐ I totally feel like
I'm in a relationship

that I've always wanted to be in,

but I did not think this would happen.

They sent me more photos for my house.

Look how pretty that looks.

I love life now finally with Artem,

but I am building a house in Phoenix

next door to my sister,

so Artem's like this temporary stay.

We'll just say it's like a hotel,

but I'm not paying.

‐ So what's gonna
happen when it's done?

I mean, you just gonna,
like, bounce to Arizona?

‐ I haven't really thought
about that kind of stuff yet.

‐ Brie, you're not pregnant!

‐ What?

I pee on the stick. I get to look.

‐ Okay. I'm sorry.

‐ Guess what? ‐ What's that?

‐ If we're doing that now,
you get my pee on your face.

‐ Oh, no, no, no‐‐oh.

Ew. ‐ All over you.

‐ I'm just gonna take it.
‐ You're taking it?

‐ I'm just gonna take it.
‐ Good for you.

‐ Yeah. ‐ Now I'm really sad.

Now another month. ‐ Another month.

Brie and I have been
trying to get pregnant

with baby number two,
but so far, no luck.

I mean, we're old, so I don't
expect it to happen right away,

and it took us a couple months
to get pregnant with Birdie,

so...

Bird‐Bird, if you had a sibling,

would you want a brother or a sister?



‐ A little brother?

‐ Daddy wants a boy just
to keep his name going.

‐ Oh, not just for that.

It'd be nice for me 'cause
we don't have any other men.

Do you want to be the last Danielson?

‐ I...! ‐

‐ Yeah?

‐ Yeah, I want to be so big too.

‐ Yeah? ‐ Now Daddy be so big.

‐ Now Daddy's so big! ‐ Yeah!

‐ Do we need to go try to go pee‐pee?

‐ No pee‐pee. Mama go poop.

‐ Yeah, Mama goes poo‐poo a lot, huh?

‐ I was‐‐

‐ Yay! Mama go poo‐poo!

‐ Yay! Mama go poo‐poo!

‐ Please don't ever lose your accent.

It's so sexy. I love
when you talk Russian.

Why don't you talk
Russian to me anymore?

How about that?

‐ That's what you just said?
"How about that?"

‐ No. ‐ Oh.

Would you want to be married in Russia?

I mean, I know you've already
been married, so I don't know.



‐ You were married, weren't you?
Why are you smiling?

‐ How do you even know that?
Were you, like, Googling?

‐ It's okay. I did the same thing.

‐ You were married before?



It is kind of crazy that we
both were married before

at a young age, right?

We have a lot in common, actually.

‐ Like I'm a dancer,
and you're a dancer?

‐ Yeah. I am a dancer.

‐ Oh, you are? ‐ Yeah.

‐ Nicole and I met when we were
doing "Dancing with the Stars."

It definitely felt very
comfortable to be around her.

It never felt like it was forced.

It always felt very natural.

‐ Are you gonna do, like,

a lot of sexy dances,
like you did for us?

I feel like you're gonna
get some young, hot chick.

‐ My experience on the show‐‐

it's a place where I can be very
creative that gives me purpose.

It's been my life for
the past ten years,

so that's what I breathe,

and live, and think about every day.

And plus, I got to meet Nicole,

so it's‐‐it means a lot.

‐ I know.

Just calm down the choreography
with your new partner.



‐ "Dancing with the Stars"
veteran Artem Chigvintsev‐‐

‐ Artem Chigvintsev has been cut.

‐ The dancer will not be returning

for this upcoming season.

It sucks being cut.

I can't really describe

how I feel,

except for just,

lost, really,

I think the best way of
putting is just lost.

Who are you doing this for?

‐ I feel so much pressure
to have a second child.

There's just so much
on my plate right now.

‐ N‐Artem.

‐ Do you feel like you're moving in

more on convenience than love?

‐ I'm concerned that you're
doing it for the wrong reasons.

‐ Doesn't make sense.

‐ Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.



‐ So you guys want to do the podcast?

‐ Sure.

‐ Yeah.

‐ What up, everyone?

Welcome back to the Bellas podcast.

‐ I just gotta say holy
"Dancing with the Stars" drama.

‐ Don't get me started, but
actually, get me started,

because we have a very
special guest today‐‐

my love, Artem,

who will be opening up
about all that drama.

‐ All right. Here we go.

‐ My sister and I see
each other every week

to record our podcast.

When we get guests on our
show we really, like,

kind of dive deep on what's
going on in their lives,

and you know, unfortunately right now,

Artem's going through
a really hard time,

because he got cut from
"Dancing with the Stars,"

which was so shocking to all of us.

When I found out, like,
I was like‐‐like,

it didn't even make sense to me,

and so I can only imagine how you feel,

but let's hear from you.

‐ I mean, obviously it
was a massive shock,

and it's weird, you know what?

Like, dedicating something
for the past ten years.

Putting your absolute all,
but the show was about

making other people's
lives so fulfilled,

and that is the hardest part.

‐ I mean, it's so difficult,

and the anxiety‐‐ I felt his anxiety,

but you are insanely talented.

I'm not just saying that
'cause I'm your girlfriend,

and I'm very excited...

‐ Thank you. ‐ For your next chapter.

It's gonna be amazing, and
everyone, keep tuning in,

because now it's time for
some amazing questions.

This question is for Nikki.

Now that you and Artem are
boyfriend and girlfriend,

how does he feel that you
will be moving to Arizona

once your house is built?

Our plan is that when
I move to Arizona,

um,

well, I was hoping that maybe,

once it's done being built, um,

Artem will be coming with me.

‐ Oh, is this, like, an official invite

to move into this house?

‐ Yeah.

‐ Sure. ‐

Of course, Artem, I want
you to move into my house.

I couldn't imagine bedtime without you.

‐ Aww. ‐ Oh, look.

- He's giving me a kiss.
- ‐

Yes. The answer is yes.

‐ I feel bad for Artem,

but it's not like he's a lost
puppy who needs rescuing.

Like, he's a grown man, and right now,

this is my sister going from 0 to 100

within, like, one week.

‐ We should go tour the house.
‐ Ooh, I want to see it.

‐ Yeah. We should all go tour it.

I've always wanted my sister

to just have a place
she can call her own,

and not that I don't want
her to share it with Artem,

but I want her to feel it for herself

and feel like, "This is mine."

‐ Okay. ‐ Ooh.

‐ Look at it.

‐ It is, huh?

At least that will
make you feel at home.

‐ Oh, thanks.

‐ I kind of felt like for a while,

I was falling‐‐I was losing a
little bit of my independence,

which was making me lose myself.

And that's why I look at this home,

and I just see the
career that I've built,

the money that I've saved and
I finally have something

at 35, that's my own that
is everything I've built,

because every single
accomplishment I have‐‐

I worked damn hard for it,

and that's what this house represents.

Artem, doesn't it make you excited?

‐ I'm very excited.

‐ Wait, the barbecue.

‐ So does it freak you
out at all, to think‐‐

I want to make sure
Artem can't hear me‐‐

‐ The door's cracked.

‐ That everything that's
happened has, like,

forced you guys to, like,
move in and, like,

just kind of move your
relationship forward quick?

‐ But don't you just sometimes
think, like, you know,

things happen for a
reason, and if this is,

like, a relationship for the long run,

which to me it feels that
way, like, it is kind of cool

that we do have a blank home
that we could build together?

I love growing as one.

I'm literally with
this guy all the time.

Like, why wouldn't we
just do it together?

‐ I know. I just don't want
you to make a mistake.

How did it look?

‐ Yeah?

‐ Oh, my gosh.

I feel like I haven't
ridden a bike in forever.

By the way, you know I'm, like,
legit riding a bike in wedges.

‐ I know.

I told you to wear tennis shoes.

‐ Oh, my gosh. My wedge
almost just fell off.

‐ That's why you don't wear heels

when you're riding a bike.

‐ Well, sorry we all don't
have Chanel sneakers.

Let's go up this way.

‐ What I love is having,
like, all this media.

Like, we're doing, like,
Nicole and Brizee,

and we're doing‐‐ but you get, like,

just a moment to be outside.

‐ It's, like, crazy perfect.

You and I have been craving this.

‐ Nicole and I are in New
York for a new cosmetic line

we're launching, and
it's always nice for us

to just take breaks in
between all the chaos.

‐ Should we just leave
our bikes right here?



‐ This is so nice.

Cheers. ‐ Cheers.

‐ I thought this would be kind of cool,

to just have a little decompress‐‐

decompression when we're
doing all our media

and all the crazy stuff.

‐ Yeah, it's been chaos
the last couple weeks.

‐ Mm.

‐ There's just so much
on my plate right now.

You know, just trying for the baby‐‐

It just keeps making me feel like

why I haven't gotten pregnant
in the last eight months

is because there's other
stuff that I have to work on

before a child comes.

‐ Yeah.

I see you, and it's, like,

crazy how hard it is, even with Birdie.

‐ It's tough, 'cause I'm
one of those‐‐like,

I'm a hands‐on mom, but
I'm also a career woman,

so, like, Birdie travels
with me everywhere.

‐ Yeah?

I feel so much pressure
to have a second child.

It's almost like what
you're supposed to do,

and if you don't do it,
then you're weird.

And that's what I guess
makes it hard is,

I love my husband to
death, and I would never,

in a million years ask
him to stop his career,

something he loves to
do, but it's like,

'cause he's the man, he
never once has to ask me,

"Is it okay I leave every week
to go out of town for my job?"

Because it's just assumed.

Why don't you give Birdie a sibling?

‐ Me? I'm not in the mood to have a kid.
I'm sorry.

‐ As a woman, if we want children,

we have to automatically
think to our self,

"Am I willing to give up
my career right now?"

And I love having a career.

I've been trying to get
pregnant for eight months.

In Bryan's head, we're
gonna have a boy.

‐ Yeah.

‐ And he's gonna keep the
Danielson legacy going.

‐ Yeah. That's a lot
of pressure for you.

‐ Yeah, like, who are
you doing this for?

‐ I don't know.

‐ Do you, at all, think
we are moving too fast?

Moving in together‐‐if we could
pump the brakes a little bit.

Do you know what I mean, in that‐‐

‐ Right. No. I get it. ‐
Did I just ruin it all?

Did I just lose the man of my dreams?

‐ N‐Artem. ‐ Fartem.

‐ No. He hates that. ‐ He hates Fartem?

‐ Of course, because he's
actually classy and polite,

and he doesn't like
to talk about farts.

‐ Well, that's 'cause he's dating you.

Call him Fartem. ‐ Ew.

We don't do that in
front of each other.

We never have.

‐ You have definitely accidentally

farted in front of him.
You've called me about it.

‐ One‐‐tooted, and I did it one time.

‐ So, guys, we are here celebrating

the launch of your line.
Congratulations.

‐ Thank you. I'm gonna have chills.

‐ I know. Me too.

‐ Perfect people to
represent a beauty line.

‐ Yes.

‐ I feel so lucky to
have my business partner

who's my sister.

Being the owners of three
different businesses,

these are all things
that I am like, "Yes.

This is amazing," but
as our family grows,

it gets harder and
harder to find balance.

‐ Thank you so much for coming.

Nikki and Brie have put so
much into this new line.

‐ Thank you, guys. I just
want to thank you guys

all for being here and supporting us.

You're truly gonna love the products.

We're so proud of them,

and we've worked with
such amazing women.

‐ One thing that you will
take away from our line

is very much what Nikki
and I stand for,

and that's empowerment.

That's women supporting
women, 'cause we do believe,

every morning, when you wake up,

instead of looking in the mirror

and thinking negative
thoughts of yourself,

you need to think fierce and
positive thoughts of yourself.

‐ Thank you guys all so much.
Thank you all.

Like, it's so Russian.

Lots of red. I like that.

Oh, wow. ‐ Wow.

This is so amazing. ‐ This is.

‐ Have you guys ever
had Russian tea time?

‐ Oh, yeah, Russian wedding. ‐ No.

‐ No. This is a first.

‐ Me too.

‐ Here's to the Russians. ‐ Yes.

‐ Here's to our Russians.
‐ Our Russians.

Our sweet Russians.

‐ Sweet, but manly. ‐ Yes.

‐ I feel like you two have
always dated the same guys.

‐ I know.

‐ It's a trip. ‐ So funny, of all‐‐

‐ Always, since high school.

Do you think Russians are
better in bed than Americans?

‐ I think so. ‐ I agree.

‐ They got the moves. ‐
They do have the moves.

‐ Oh, but how does it
make them different?

‐ They become very manly,

in the bedroom. Like, right?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Very manly.

‐ Bryan's very manly in the bedroom.

‐ Yeah. ‐

‐ Do you know how to say
"penis" in Russian?

‐ No. How?

‐ Piska. Balls are yaytsa.

‐ Yao‐‐yaytsa?

‐ Yaytsa.

‐ What else do you know in Russian?

‐ Suka.

‐ Suka. ‐ What's that?

‐ Like, and bitch. ‐ Oh.

‐ Is that Russia calling?

‐ Hey.

‐ Hi. ‐ Oh, my God, hi.

‐ Nicole, say a couple of words.

‐ Suka.

‐ I am learning bad Russian words.

‐ Aw. ‐ Okay. "Hello" is "privyet."

‐ "When I meet his mom." ‐ Privyet.

‐ I'll talk to you later. Bye, Artem.

- See you.
- Bye.

Did you guys hear what he said?

"Teach her some good words,
so when she meets my mom."

‐ Mm‐hmm. ‐ So cute.

‐ I would be so nervous.

I even get nervous sometimes
when I talk to him.

‐ Well, you shouldn't, because
Artem's moving in with you.

‐ Artem's moving in with you?

‐ Define "moving in." ‐ I don't know.

This is the first I heard of it.

‐ Yeah, he's fully gonna live with you.

‐ It is nice when you can have a home,

and you could share that with someone.

Why are we both paying to
be in different places

when we kind of can
share finances together

under one roof?

‐ But do you feel like
you're moving in more

on convenience than love?

I feel like because he got cut
from "Dancing with the Stars"

is why he's moving in so fast.

‐ But I want to move in with him too.

I mean, I spend every night with him.

‐ I am just concerned that
you're doing it for, like,

maybe the wrong reasons.

‐ I can totally see Nicole, like,

when they're in a fight, like,

"Oh, yeah? You want to,
like, move out tomorrow?"

You know, like, throw it in his face.

"This is my house!"

‐ You can't help how fast you
fall in love with someone.

If the connection's there,
it's going to be fast.

But when I'm constantly

hearing everyone telling me
that I'm moving too fast,

and especially the ones that I
love and care about so much,

it does kind of mess
with your head a bit.

‐ My thing is I don't want
you to make decisions

based on what's going on
in your guys' careers.

‐ Yeah. ‐ That's why I get nervous.

‐ Mm‐hmm. True.

‐ Lady, go.

‐ Right. Dumb‐dumb.

‐ Did you know Artem and
Nicole are moving in together?

‐ Come on.

Gosh, Nicole.

‐ What's my occupation?

Entrepreneur. ‐ Yeah.

Do you know how to spell it? ‐ No.

‐ E‐N‐T‐R‐P.

‐ Number of sexual partners
you've had in your life.

‐ Questionnaires have come a long way.

‐ ‐ Brie?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Right in here.

‐ Okay. Perfect. ‐ Chair for you.

‐ ‐ Hi!

‐ Oh, my gosh! ‐ How are you?

It's so good to see you.
‐ Good to see you too.

‐ How are you guys? ‐ Good.

‐ How can I help you today?

‐ So I've been trying to get
pregnant for eight months.

‐ Okay.

‐ And all of the tests
say I'm ovulating.

‐ Okay. ‐ I go by the calendars.

Bryan and I have been nailing it.

‐ Okay, so periods are monthly?

They're coming every month?
No trouble there?

‐ No. ‐ So the likelihood of you

getting pregnant is there, right?

‐ Right. Are you having a lot of sex?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Oh, wow.

‐ I mean, so definitely,
in the beginning,

I was, like, trying for a boy.

‐ Wait. ‐

‐ Brianna, that's not how it works.

‐ 50/50 shot, girl. ‐ Right?

I mean, the doctor goes, "What?"

‐ Are you trying for the boy?
Is Bryan want‐‐

‐ I know he really wants a boy. ‐ Okay.

‐ So in Bryan's head,
we're gonna have a boy.

‐ Yeah.

‐ His name's gonna be
Buddy after his dad

and he's gonna keep the
Danielson legacy going.

‐ Right. Yeah. That's a
lot of pressure for you.

It's out of your control...

‐ Right. ‐ Yeah.

‐ Which is really hard, in your
lifestyle and in what you do.

So if you truly want another baby,

I would say let all that go, you know?

Do it for you, and if you want
one baby, that's okay too.

‐ Yeah, like, who are
you doing this for?

‐ I don't know.

I have a really crazy life,

and there's so many times
where I think to myself like,

"How do I keep up with this?"

How do I balance bringing
in a second one?

Does that mean bringing
in another nanny?

Does that mean traveling
with two kids on my own?

But to hear two women who are
moms who have multiple kids

say it's okay to have one child,

I feel relieved, because
when I think about myself,

and I really sit down,
and I ask myself,

I don't want a second child.

‐ Just say whatever's gonna
work out, we'll make it work.

‐ Just food for thought.

‐ There's a lot of food for
thought for me right now.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Why the do we have a
3,000 square foot house

if we're just gonna have one kid?

When we got married, Brie
and I weren't as far apart

as we are now on what we wanted.

‐ When you go on the road,

there's a lot we both
need to think about.

‐ Your food's almost ready, baby.

Oh, gosh.

Nicole, you won't even believe it.

‐ What?

‐ Josie's in the hospital right now.

‐ With what? ‐ I don't know.

Bryan said he had to rush her.

‐ Rush her to the hospital? Why?

‐ 'Cause she had a seizure.

‐ Is it bad? ‐ No idea.

‐ Well, I hope she's okay. ‐ I know.

‐ No way.

‐ Come on, Bryan.

Let me know what's going on.

‐ What'd he say?

‐ ‐ Brie?

‐ Oh, my God, Josie.

‐ What's wrong? ‐ She didn't make it.

‐ She didn't make it? ‐ No.

They couldn't stop the seizure.
It got worse.

‐ Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.



‐ Josie was our first baby,

and, uh,

it's hard.

Josie's sad that you're leaving too.

‐ I know.

‐ Look at how sad she is.

Oh, Jojo. ‐ Oh, Jojo.

‐ Do you like babies?

Josie made me feel loved in
a way that I don't know if

anybody else has ever really
made me feel like before.

I was grateful for that time.

‐ I just don't understand.

‐ Well, you know, just
having her there every day

for the last seven years‐‐

I don't know how I'm gonna do this.

‐ I think he's having a
hard time Jojo's gone?

‐ Yeah.

‐ I think it's like‐‐
it's my‐‐I don't know.

Mom and I were saying,

I feel like it's matured him, in a way.

Yeah.

‐ Like, he's gone through
something, and he's‐‐

‐ 'Cause she was, like, the mature one.

‐ He's doing, like, facial expressions,

like, so different, 'cause of that.

‐ Yeah. It's weird. ‐ It's crazy.

‐ He even looks more mature. ‐ Yeah.

‐ How are you, Bryan? ‐
How are you doing, Bryan?

‐ Oh, it's tough, you know? ‐ Yeah.

‐ Like, I relied on Josie
more than I ever knew,

until she's gone. ‐ Yeah.

‐ You know what I mean? ‐ Totally.

I can see that.

‐ Unless you're a dog person,

like, you understand, like,
how much your dogs give you.

Josie and Bryan were just inseparable,

and so going through
all this baby stuff

and thinking about baby number two,

I felt like, "Oh, I'm gonna
hurt Bryan," and I am.

But it's weird, because now,

Josie passes away, and that kills me.

And I just keep thinking that, like,

"Do I talk to him, or what do I do?"

And it's just all confusing because...

I just don't want to hit
Bryan with two hard things.

‐ It's just been weird. ‐ Yeah.

‐ There's, like, a‐‐ a space, like,

physically that just
feels empty without her.

‐ ‐ Hey, Mama.

‐ Hey, Mama?

‐ Ooh, are we packing? ‐ There's Mama.

‐ Hi, baby.

‐ Bird‐Bird, is Daddy
going on the big plane?

‐ No.

‐ Oh, but Daddy needs these
for stretching, sweet girl.

‐ ‐ You know, Bird‐‐

she would see Josie lick my face,

and then she just comes up, and‐‐

and she just, "Dada lick?"

‐ I know. She'll lick my face
sometimes, and I'm like,

"Just only do that to Mama and Dada."

‐ ‐ "No one else please."

Are you ready to go back on the road?

‐ No. Not really.

‐ I know. I feel like
it's gonna be hard.

‐ It's gonna be really hard.

It's, uh... ‐ Oh, my gosh.

All the little bite marks from Josie.

‐ I know, and do you want
to know what's really sad?

So that last picture that I took of her

when she was alive,
she was in my bag...

And then this is her hair.

‐ Oh, I'm so sorry.

It's gonna be so hard, sweet face.

‐ I know. I know.

‐ It's just crazy 'cause, since
Josie's been gone, like,

I think of everything
she's done for you and I.

Like, Josie's been...

Your nurturer.

‐ She was.

‐ I don't know. I just feel like

Josie's death has made me realize

that there's a lot of things
lacking in our marriage

that we're not giving to each other,

like, things that Josie brought us.

‐ Well, I mean, it's hard, because

you have so much going on,
and I can't‐‐you know, you‐‐

you can't be everything for
me, you know what I mean?

One of the great things
about Josie is that

when I was stressed,
when I was depressed,

she'd be able to comfort me
just by sitting on my chest

and just licking my face.

‐ I feel like, as your wife, like,

I should be doing those things.

I just feel like through
all this, like,

my eyes have been opened, and...

And I hate to say this, but
I just realized, like,

I don't want another child.

‐ I don't want another child.

Like, I just like what we have here.

‐ I feel like it's a little unfair

for you to say that right
before I'm about to go.

And then it's just‐‐like,

I'm gonna go sit on a plane
for six hours, and‐‐

‐ I know, but it just, like‐‐
it was heavy on my heart,

and I just‐‐I don't know.
I just wanted to say it.

‐ Okay.

‐ I know. I'm sorry.

I feel horrible.

I think it's just‐‐Bryan,

we have to start really communicating,

in our relationship, of
things that make us unhappy,

and happy, and the things
we both feel we're lacking.

‐ Every time I do,

it's just like you just get
upset at me, and it's like...

‐ I don't get upset.

‐ I try to just‐‐ I honestly‐‐

I just try to work it
out on my own, and‐‐

‐ But you're not supposed
to do that in a marriage.

And that's always our
issue, is you and I,

I don't think, like confrontation,

so we just‐‐that's what we do.

We work it out on our own,
and we just keep coasting.

‐ I wouldn't call it coasting, but...

You know, when you're
planning for certain things‐‐

I mean, why...

Why the do we have a
3,000 square foot house

if we're just gonna have one kid?

We were fine in our 1,400
square foot house.

‐ But I wasn't fine,

and I know you're not
fine in this house.

And I just feel like then
when you go on the road,

there's a lot we both
need to think about.

I just wanted to express to you
what was heavy on my heart.

‐ Okay, and that's fair,

and you need to be able to do that,

but, uh, I need to get going.

‐ It's okay, Win.

Oh, damn it.

‐ Hi there. ‐ Hi. How are you?

‐ Good. How are you? Wow, that is hot.

Love. ‐ This is exciting.

I think it's actually my
first time shopping for‐‐

‐ Lingerie?

‐ Lingerie. ‐ Really?

‐ Yeah.

We were at the lingerie shop.

I've never been to one,

and especially with a female.

‐ Artem? ‐ Yeah?

So is this the special
place where the guys

just sit and watch or what?

‐ Why? Are you getting excited?

‐ I am. ‐

‐ Yeah, I think it's a great place.

‐ It looks like all boobs.
What do you think?

You can't even look at
my breasts a little bit.

They're yours. You can look.

‐ I like it. Yeah.

‐ I don't think I've ever tried
on panties like this before.

‐ There's really no panties.

‐ That's easy access.
That's what you call it.

‐ Yeah. ‐ Why are you blushing?

‐ I don't know. ‐ You're so cute.

‐ Oh. ‐ Don't you like this?

‐ Well, that is very different.

Let me see what it look
like when you sit down.

‐ It's cute, huh? ‐ Very.

‐ So I had, uh‐‐

I actually kind of wanted to
talk to you about something.

‐ About what?

‐ Do you at all think that

we are moving too fast?

Like, moving in together‐‐

um, I don't know.

‐ I just get really excited,
but then I don't think

about the future part of
it, you know what I mean?

Like, it's like, "Okay.
This isn't playing house."

You know what I mean? And that‐‐

‐ Right. No, I get it.

‐ I feel like if Artem
understands this,

then you know you have a keeper.

Like, you know you have
someone that you can trust

because they should understand,
like, all your feelings.

And I just feel like there's
so much going on in my head

that I just need to have‐‐
not this separation,

but just this distance of, like,

each having our own places.

‐ Wait. Did I just make a big mistake?

Like, I just took us backwards
instead of forwards,

and when you go backwards,

like, I don't know.

Like, did I just ruin it all?

Did I just lose the man of my dreams?

I just feel like, if we could

pump the brakes a little bit...

‐ If one of us is not
ready, then you know,

maybe it's...

‐ Do you really feel that way?

‐ I mean, am I feeling
like it's too soon?

I don't know.

‐ But I feel like it's too soon.

‐ You never know until
you try it, I guess.

It doesn't feel good

because when I agree to something,

I really think through that,

and I don't want to be in a
position where I have to be,

"Oh, okay. Well, that's
not happening now."

It's kind of like‐‐ not
playing with feelings,

but it's‐‐that's how it felt.

‐ I don't know why‐‐
why we need to rush.

I mean, you have a home.

It's not like you don't have a home.

‐ Yeah, I know. ‐ You know, and‐‐

‐ The only reason my home is in L. A.

And your home is in Phoenix,

and if we're gonna not be together,

then it means we're gonna be apart.

‐ But don't you think

that could be a true
test to a relationship?

‐ The thing is, with Nicole,

I always have to take
everything with, like‐‐

like a sugar spoon, in a sense.

Sometimes, I feel Nicole
just says things,

because it feels right
in the specific moment,

but it's not necessarily like
she really thought through.

She definitely caught me off guard.

‐ I want to know your opinion.

Don't just agree with me. I
want to know your opinion.

‐ No. I want to respect your decision.

Look, if you feel a certain way,

and you feel like it's too early,

and it's too soon, then
I have to respect that.

I can't, like, push you
and say, "No, it's not."

‐ I don't mean to, like,

put a down moment on
lingerie shopping, but...

‐ Okay.

‐ Hey, doesn't change my love for you.

‐ No. I get it.

Look, you think it's too
fast, it's too fast.

‐ From San Francisco, welcome
to "SmackDown Live."

‐ You feel disrespected?
You think you're right?

If you want some respect,
fight me right now.

‐ Wow, Daniel Bryan and Erick Rowan.

‐ You gotta admire the
guts of Daniel Bryan here.

‐ There's a fine line between
bravery and insanity.

I think Daniel Bryan just crossed it.

‐ Leaving on a note where

Brie and I are in
disagreement is really tough,

and especially leaving for
a long period of time.

When we got married, Brie
and I weren't as far apart

as we are now on what we wanted.

We were closer to being the same.

‐ One small opening for Daniel Bryan.

The question is, what
can he do with it?

‐ So that becomes a difficult
thing in a marriage.

What happens when you've, uh,

taken this oath

to love each other for
the rest of your life?

So from a logical standpoint,

where our lives are right
now, it makes sense‐‐

from an emotional standpoint,

and that's really the
definition of loss.

‐ Brianna?

‐ I'm in the guest room.

I just don't know what to expect.

Is he gonna say like, "Guess what?

We're either having a second
kid or I'm leaving you."

Or maybe it'll be some other decision.

I don't know, but I'm really nervous,

'cause I have zero idea
what he's thought about,

and what he wants in his life,

and what he feels like he
needs to do moving forward.

‐ So you know, I've had
to do a lot of thinking,

and one, I'm sorry that I reacted

maybe so aggressively
when you said that

you didn't want a second child.

‐ No, I mean, I'm sorry,
because I sprung it on you

when you were about to go
on, like, a crazy trip.

‐ Yeah, and just‐‐and‐‐

but still, there's no
reason to react that way.

‐ It's really crazy
when you think about

how much, like,

Josie just‐‐I don't know.

Just how much, like,
she kind of left us

to think about our lives. ‐ I know.

Well, and I think that's
one of the things, too,

with you not wanting
to have a second child

that hit me so hard is that,

with Josie gone, I feel s‐‐like‐‐

I feel lonely a lot anyways,

but Josie helped me

feel less lonely.

I come in and Josie was always there

and wanted to be picked up and
wanted to give me kisses.

‐ I miss that. ‐ And, like,

with a second child,

there's more love to go around for me,

and you know... ‐ But it's‐‐

‐ Just with everything with Josie
and all that kind of stuff

I was just in a bad mental space‐‐

in a bad space for that kind of thing,

but as I was thinking about it, I mean,

with how crazy our lives are right now,

you're right.

I think, like, a second
child right now isn't‐‐

not only is it okay for
you to feel that way

about not wanting a second child.

It's actually probably a
little more practical,

just with, like‐‐

we're barely hanging on
right now with just one.

‐ Yeah. Are you sure? ‐ Yeah.

Like, how much love are we
gonna be able to give Bird

if we have a second one with
how crazy our lives are?

‐ Yeah.

‐ Especially without Jojo.

‐ I know.

Well, I'm happy we're on the same page.

It really made me sad thinking
you went on the road,

like, really mad at me.

‐ Yeah. ‐ I hate it.

‐ Yeah, I get it.

But yeah, I was just‐‐

you know, we had the life plan,
and then the life plan changes.



‐ It makes me feel so good.
It makes me feel relieved.

I feel like this is gonna
make our marriage stronger.

‐ Telling Brie‐‐it's‐‐

it's a half truth.

‐ I think, sometimes,
when you make a decision,

you feel more free, and
I feel that right now.

I feel more free, because now,

together, we have the same decision.

‐ We started here as closer together,

and now we've been
expanding differently

as far as our viewpoints on life.

‐ I don't want a second child. ‐
I am the last male Danielson,

and I want a second baby.

Yeah. Life is tough.

‐ I love you. ‐ I love you too.

‐ Next on "Total Bellas"...

What do you put in your box? ‐ Tools.

‐ Do we need a wrench?

‐ Your hands are a little
small for that tool.

‐ Are they good for your tool?

‐ You want me to always be open,

so this week, um,

Artem, Nicole, and I are
gonna go see Dad for dinner.

‐ Hell, no.

‐ Are you excited? ‐
It's been a long time.

‐ There he is. There's no turning back.

I am literally face‐to‐face
with my father.