The Queen of Flow (2018–2021): Season 1, Episode 33 - Episode #1.33 - full transcript
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What's going on with Vanesa
is the hardest thing
that's ever happened to me, Mom.
Oh, my love...
Loving your children
while also setting boundaries for them
is the hardest thing to do.
I wasn't as strict as I should have been
with you.
Are you disappointed in me?
No, never.
Never.
But I do feel kind of sad
that you're so harsh with Gema.
Everything you do to her
affects your daughter.
Gema is harsh with me, too, Mom.
And there's really no way to fix that?
I don't think so.
I don't think so, Mom.
Look, here comes Erik.
I don't want you to tell him
anything about Vanesa, OK?
But he loves her so much.
I'm sure he'll want to know.
No, but it should be her.
Let her be the one to tell him.
All right, see you tomorrow.
I'll arrange everything
so that you can go with your friends.
-In the name of God, son.
-Amen.
-Hey, Charly.
-What's up, bro?
-Bye.
-See you, bro.
I don't have the keys.
Do you have the keys?
Bye, Mom.
-I love you.
-I love you.
Karina says that neither
your nephew nor your son
has left Miss Ligia's side.
This is really a problem, boss.
Then let's do the job tomorrow.
Lucio,
go with Pitillo.
Take charge of it and bring her to me.
OK, boss.
What's wrong?
You're being very mysterious.
Cata found the messages
I sent to you and Gema.
What? How?
How did she find out?
Didn't you send them
from your other number?
Yes, but she found them
and confronted me,
and I had to tell her
that you're a DEA agent
and I'm cooperating.
But, Juancho, how could you tell her?
She discovered me.
What else could I do?
I trusted you, Juancho,
I trusted you!
Don't you get that the more people who
know about this, the more danger I'm in?
Yes.
And don't you understand
that this also involves
Cata's feelings?
The wedding?
Of course, yes, no, the wedding...
And if I told her any more lies,
she would catch me
and discover me. Not just me,
but you, too. Is that what you want?
You know what, yes. I'd love it.
I'd love to be able to tell her who I am,
like I did with you, but I can't.
I can't, Juancho!
Do you think this is easy for me?
It isn't for me, either. I'm not gonna lie
anymore. I'm sick of it. I can't do it.
Relax, don't worry.
You won't have to lie anymore.
Maybe after today,
you won't have to lie anymore.
-That's why I need to go.
-Go where?
To Charly's right now, or...
Look, Juancho, Charly has
some very important information
that I need:
Manín's whereabouts.
And I'm going to get it out of him
however I can.
-"However" means what?
-The less you know, the better.
You're playing with fire
and you're going to get burned.
I'm not going back to jail, Juancho.
And I'm not asking you to understand me.
You have no idea
what I had to go through.
Leave.
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
The anguish of someone
Who is gone because of you
Thoughtless and loveless
It seems to matter little to you
You just make your own way
Stepping over everyone else
I feel that fear deep inside me
It seeps into my bones
You turned into a monster
You feel nothing
Nothing you say to me will redeem you
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
When I finally saw you
I felt so disappointed
It shattered my soul in pieces
You killed me as well
My dreams tumbled down when I saw
You weren't who I thought you were
So many precious moments
Turned to nothing, disappeared
You disappointed me
I lost you in a second
I will no longer look at you without fear
Now I know you are not for me
I was blind and failed to see you
Now I know who you are
You cannot hide anymore
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
This is perfect, sir, thank you.
-Keep the change.
-Thank you.
Princess!
-You look beautiful.
-Really?
Come in.
Wow...
What a beautiful view.
Do you like it?
It's incredible.
This apartment is temporary,
but I'm glad you like it.
Hey, today you can't turn down a drink.
Because I need one.
Why? What's wrong?
Did something happen with Vanesa?
Well, I had to put her in rehab.
What?
I had no choice.
Charly, I don't know what to say.
I'm sure it was the best decision.
Well, yes.
Yes,
but it hurts.
It hurts a lot, princess.
When you have children,
you'll understand.
There you go!
And I thought you didn't drink.
Well, we both need it, no?
That's for sure.
But come here, let's relax...
The last thing I want
is to talk about sad things.
Today I want to...
focus on you.
I adore you.
You drive me crazy.
Shiver, 'cause now your predator's here
You stole every illusion from me
Betrayal is all your mind knows
You are the snake that poisoned my soul
I bring you sweet nothings
The same ones you used
In your performance
Of a loving man
Gentle and honest
That only existed in your mind
That only existed in your mind
I say, shiver,
'Cause now the queen is here
As soon as I can,
My revenge you will feel
You are so dumb
You bought I was dead
No one will save you
I'm here to make you pay
From behind those bars
I kept thinking of you
And often I would dream of having you
'Cause love took everything from me
Now I'm Phoenix reborn,
Here to make you weep
No, Charly, wait, no.
I'm not here right now.
-Forgive me, my head is somewhere else.
-What do you mean
you're not here, princess?
Relax.
Charly, everything that happened with your
uncle... I swear, I'm not sleeping well,
I'm in such a state of anxiety
that I can't drive...
I know you're nervous, princess,
but right now we're here. Relax.
Don't think about that.
Stop obsessing about it, OK?
-That's hard.
-Enjoy.
-No, it's not hard, it's not hard.
-It's hard, Charly, it's hard.
I swear, I close my eyes,
I see that road...
Focus on me, OK?
Don't think about anything else.
Just me.
-It was the El Peñol highway, right?
-Princess, come on, really?
We're here, having a great time.
I'm kissing you and everything,
and you keep talking about that.
If you don't want to be with me,
-then just tell me.
-But I'm not saying that.
-Then what is it?
-If I didn't want to, I wouldn't be here.
I would have left a long time ago.
Come here.
There you go!
It's delicious, isn't it?
-It's good.
-Yes.
That's too much.
All my life
Oh, no.
I would be with you
I don't care in what way
Or where, or how, but together with you
-You're so wonderful.
-Because I know you like it.
I'd be spoiling you
I'd be taking care of you
Like I care for my own life
That I love for you
I'd never tire of telling you always
But always, always
That you are in my life
Anxiety, anguish
And desperation
All my life
I would be with you
I don't care in what way,
Or where, or how, but together with you
We should stay like this forever.
Don't you think so?
Are you all right?
No.
What's wrong?
No, it's... Don't get mad, but it has to
do with what happened with your uncle.
Forgive me, but I can't relax,
I can't sleep...
Princess,
that's over and done with.
We're here now, safe and sound.
Besides,
my uncle is very far away.
Far? Where?
Did he leave the country?
No.
No, on that ranch, far from here.
That ranch where he took us?
Oh, I heard horses.
Didn't you see horses
-when they took us with those bags?
-Yes, yes...
Well, he has a horse ranch there.
He likes horses. He doesn't know
anything about them, but he likes them.
It's just showing off.
And was that close to here?
How far was it?
About 45 minutes.
It's near the mill, around there,
more or less.
Don't worry about that.
I'm going to the bathroom.
Wait for me.
Hey!
-What are you doing in here?
-Hi!
I'm just responding to a message from the
ticket office. They're driving me crazy.
Now they're having problems
with the refunds...
Leave it, princess.
Relax. Maybe after today,
you won't have to lie anymore.
-That's why I need to go.
-Go where?
To Charly's right now, or...
Look, Juancho, Charly has
some very important information
that I need:
Manín's whereabouts.
And I'm going to get it out of him
however I can.
-"However" means what?
-The less you know, the better.
You're playing with fire
and you're going to get burned.
I'm not going back to jail, Juancho.
And I'm not asking you
to understand me.
You have no idea
what I've had to go through.
Leave.
What's wrong?
Nothing, my love.
I can't sleep.
But come here.
Come on, go back to sleep.
I'm almost asleep.
Miss, you can't be here.
-Oh, come on.
-Will you come with me, please?
Let me just stay here a bit.
No, that's not possible. Come on.
Let's go.
I don't want any problems.
Good morning, everyone.
Welcome to rehab.
You mean jail.
Well, yes, it may seem like that
to you at first.
What, I'm the only one?
Someone's replaced me
as the rebel.
With a cause or without a cause?
All right, all right,
everyone, no comments.
What you're experiencing, Vanesa
and some of you others,
is completely normal.
You have to feel that way,
cut off from the outside world.
What for?
So you can take a trip...
into your own inner self.
And isn't that exactly what drugs do?
No, ma'am.
What do you know?
What do I know?
Well, I'm a recovering addict.
I'm not going to say "cured."
Be careful with that,
because addictions aren't cured,
everyone.
They're controlled.
So I'm the same as you,
right there, in the fight.
I'm sure you're just saying that
so that everyone here
will listen to you. That's all.
It's true.
Henry and I have known each other
for centuries.
Thanks, Pao.
Seven years... Listen to me.
I was a slave to heroin
for seven years.
And like you, I thought
everything was great.
When I was using.
But, in reality, I was killing myself,
and killing the people I loved.
I lost so much.
You could say I lost everything.
But above all, I lost the people
who didn't want to give me
a second chance.
And you know what?
I don't blame them.
That's why I'm here with you today,
committed to you,
to help you not lose as much as I did.
Here, you're going to confront your fears.
You're going to get to know
your own selves.
And that's why from now on,
you're not going to have your cell phones.
Yes, don't make those faces.
And communicating
with your family members
will be on hold for several weeks.
Understood?
Understood?
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
What's up, princess?
-Everything OK?
-You almost scared me to death.
-Were you talking to someone?
-No, no, I was...
Uh, yes, I...
I have to leave now.
I have a ton
-of appointments. Charly, really.
-Hey, relax.
I thought you were going to stay
in bed a little longer.
No, come and have breakfast.
Relax, anything you have to do,
we can do together.
How about it?
Come on, relax.
Sit down. Look, I ordered
a delicious breakfast for both of us.
Charly, really, we have to leave now.
Hey, you're amazing,
but you're a little intense
about work, no?
Relax.
What needs to be done?
Well, you're going to take care
of the ticket office.
I'll take care of the logistics people,
because we need to cancel them.
We'll do that right away.
I already told you,
you and I make a perfect team,
and that's how it's always
going to be, right?
Have your breakfast.
Eggs with arepas.
Here, princess.
That's it!
-Cheers.
-Cheers.
Mom, I'm so happy
that I have a meeting with Juancho now.
I'm going to show him my new song.
It's good.
I hope he likes it.
If he doesn't like it, it's because that
fool doesn't know anything about music.
What?
Well, it's not like
I know much either, but...
What do you mean? I must have gotten
my love for music from somewhere.
And it obviously wasn't from Manín.
Oh, no,
but not from me, either.
Who knows where Charly's talent came from.
Oh, that's from his father.
I don't know much about him.
Manín didn't like for us to talk
about Alcides in the house.
Why not?
Well, because he felt like he was
in his brother's shadow, I don't know...
But that was his problem.
It wasn't true.
Alcides, yes,
he played the guitar very well.
He loved music and everything.
Well, that's where Charly's talent
comes from.
What would my life have been like
if Alcides hadn't been killed...
Let's not think about bad things, Mom.
Why don't you tell me
about the trip instead?
Well, it's going to be great.
I spoke with my friend.
I'm going to Cali to have some fun.
I'm so angry
this is happening to you.
Oh, no, don't be like that.
It's such a drag to be angry.
What'd be better is
if the two of you paid me a nice visit,
with a really great relationship
as brothers.
How's that going, son?
Well, things are going well with Charly.
Where is Charly, anyway?
He said he was going to come
and I really need to leave.
He said he was coming soon.
Well, go on.
He must be almost here.
No, Mom,
I can't leave if he isn't here,
because we made an agreement.
We made an agreement.
You really think that Manín,
as busy as he is,
running from the police,
is paying attention
to what I do and don't do?
We'll go together.
And I'll take you
to all the meetings you have.
It's Erik.
What's up, bro?
Hey, bro, where are you?
I'm here with Mom waiting for you.
I need to go out.
Don't worry, relax.
I'm on my way.
-You're sure?
-Very sure.
-Calm down, bro.
-All right, bye.
OK, see you there.
-Princess, I need to go.
-Good.
Let's go, because I'm in a hurry, too.
Really, we're not going to have time.
Stop being late to your things
because you have to babysit me.
No, stop, it's such a drag.
You know that's not it, Mom.
All right, but stop, come on. I'm sure
you'll run into Charly on the way out.
Blessings, son. In the name of the Father
and the Son and the Holy Spirit, amen.
-Bye.
-May God be with you.
Princess, I would take you, but...
No, no, relax, don't worry.
I'll see you later.
-You sure?
-Yes, careful, Charly...
Charly, Charly...
There they are.
That's it.
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
Rizzo, why aren't you answering me?
-I'm on my way with something important...
-Look at that.
Taxi!
The kid is leaving.
Is that him?
Yes, that's Erik.
Heads up, Pitillo,
we don't have much time.
Right, all good.
Come on, bro.
I'm doing it.
Where does she live?
201.
Come on, five, four, three...
Got it, come on, come on.
Lucio!
Erik, are you back?
Charly?
Miss Ligia...
Lucio, what are you doing here?
Get out of my home.
I'm sorry to break into your house
this way,
but I have orders from Manín
to bring you to him however I can.
You're coming with me by force
or by worse.
Then by worse, bro.
Let's wrap her up.
Come on, come on.
Let's turn her over.
What is it about this smart old lady?
Lift her up!
Wait, my arm is hurting, bro.
Oh, don't be a pussy.
Close that door.
Hi.
You draw really well.
Who is that?
You know what, kid?
If you're looking for a friend,
you're in the wrong place.
Miss Gema, your sandwich.
I don't want it, Fanicita, thanks.
Eat, Miss Gema.
If you don't, you're going to get sick.
I'll leave it here in case
you change your mind.
...because blood is thicker than water
Full of fear
Of what these hours will bring
Family is everything in this life
I don't know what I'd do without her
I feel confusion and pain
When I think about losing her
I don't want to be alone again
I don't want
to lose what I love most
What's wrong?
What kind of greeting is that?
Well, since you only call
to give me bad news..
I want to talk about Vanesa.
About Vanesa? Did she call you? Is she
all right? Did anything happen to her?
No, nothing.
You know they send us emails. Read them.
Oh, all right, then.
If that's all...
Yes, of course,
you don't have time.
I had forgotten that you don't
have any time for family.
Hey, that's not true.
The truth is you're always looking
for excuses to bust my balls.
Right?
That's what you want.
Hello?
Hello, Gema?
It seems like it's too late
To talk about our love
When everything is over
Baby
You said it was so easy
To rip me from your life
To rip me from your skin
But you can't hide it from him any longer
You can't deny to him anymore, baby
That you don't love him
And that you haven't been able to forget
me
And that all the memories in your mind
Make you unable to forget me
That you don't love him
And that you want me in your bed
Baby, even though time has passed
I haven't forgotten you
Why did you leave me?
Look me in the eyes, lie to yourself
Tell me you don't love me
Your heart knows it's not true
It's killing me
To love you and not have you
You will always be my love
You'll be my love
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
-Hello, Juancho.
-Hey!
So, did you bring
what you wanted to show me?
-Yes, but it's just a homemade demo.
-OK...
-It's just for you to hear.
-OK, OK, all good.
-If you don't like it, tell me.
-It'll be good. Where's your confidence?
Let's see.
It's just that, sometimes,
music is so subjective.
OK, wait. Why don't we have a listen
and see how it is?
You have to know, since you left
This pain has followed me
I can't understand
Why our love didn't last
It hurts so much to see
That our time together is over
I can't stop thinking
That what we had didn't work
It was so hard to leave you
Now you went somewhere else
I didn't want to leave you
I haven't stopped loving you
I can't forget you
How I long to kiss you
You know what, my fish?
Let's record that demo
and get that man to sign us, right?
-Are you in?
-I'm in!
Soul and Bass!
Soul and Bass!
-What?
-Follow me.
-But...
-Please, follow me.
-Juancho...
-Where are you taking her?
-Juancho...
-Wait, but... Yeimy!
What? What the...
Charly!
I love you so much
and you're the best friend
in the entire world.
And I'm so grateful
that you have faith in me.
But don't come back to visit me again.
Forget about me.
Yeimy, look, we can get you
someone to get you out of here.
And if you tell them
who gave you the drugs,
it can help you get out.
Yeimy, we can do something here, too!
It's just so hard to leave you
Now you went somewhere else
I didn't want to leave you
It's me.
It's me, my fish, it's me...
Yeimy.
How I long to kiss you
That's why you felt that connection,
because we never stopped being friends.
You're not crazy, Juancho.
I'm here.
I'm here, my fish.
Why do you come back now
And bring me this confusion?
I already found another love
Who took care of my skin
Why do you come back now
And bring me this confusion?
It still needs work.
It's not finished.
But... what did you think?
Who inspired you to write those lyrics?
I mean, do you have
an impossible love right now, or...
No, no, no love, not impossible, no...
No, for now, no...
Wow.
You wrote it as if
you really felt it, bro.
Well, truthfully, the lyrics are Tammy's.
I added a bit, but...
Most of the song is hers.
She's really good.
She's amazing.
Her lyrics have great flow.
Eh... Yes, it's a gift.
-It's a gift.
-Like magic.
But hey, you didn't tell me
whether you liked it or not.
I loved it.
And what's more, I really identified
with your lyrics, bro.
Have you ever had a forbidden love?
Yes,
and I suffered a lot.
You were in love with her, right?
Because I don't think you'd have
that photo up there just for Charly.
Well, that was a long time ago.
I was about your age.
But, you know what?
Let's talk about the present.
Look, Búho...
is organizing a contest
on his station, right?
And it's something
for a very good cause,
and I want you to win it.
-What do we need to do?
-OK.
The listeners have to listen
to a lot of participants
and they're only going to pick two.
And why those two? So they can
give a concert in the neighborhood.
Free.
I think that's great!
Music belongs to everyone.
-And how great that I can do that.
-Really?
All right, all right. First you have
to win it, so let's get to work, bro.
-OK, I'm on it.
-Great.
I'll meet you this afternoon at Búho's?
OK, I need to say goodbye
to my mom first. She's leaving for a trip.
-I'll catch up with you this afternoon.
-Great.
-Give Ligia my regards, OK?
-OK.
You have to know, since you left
This pain has followed me
Thank you.
Rizzo!
Rizzo!
Oh, shit.
I was going to call you.
I couldn't answer your call.
I was in a meeting.
I have some very important information.
He says that he's on a ranch
on El Peñol.
A horse ranch, near the mill.
Does that tell you anything?
We have officers in the area,
but it's a large area
and it's full of ranches like that.
The information helps us, but
couldn't you get anything more out of him?
I don't have anything more, and what
worries me is that he might move.
That's why we have to have another clue.
Don't be like that.
You're doing a good job.
If I were doing a good job,
Rizzo, I'd be free,
and we'd know where Manín is.
For now,
I'll initiate the field work, OK?
Rizzo, Rizzo...
If you catch him, let me go with you.
That's impossible.
On a mission, we can only have
military personnel, you know that.
Please, let me see his face
when you get him. I'm begging you, please.
I understand you, OK?
I understand.
But it's for your own safety.
Just be happy knowing
that when we do catch him,
Manín is going to rot in jail, all right?
Little fish...
Come on, little fish.
Leave your message after the tone.
Hey, little fish...
You've got me with my heart in my mouth.
How did it go with Charly?
How are you?
What happened?
Call me, OK?
As soon as you can.
Bye.
Hello, how are you?
Please, sir, I'm going to...
Mom?
Mom!
Hello?
Mom?
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Boss, we brought her to you.
Have her wait.
Lucio,
careful with the money.
I don't want to lose even a single damn
dollar or peso from here.
I want them all washed and put away
for what comes next.
Careful with the guns.
Nice and oiled, nice and clean,
and the ammunition ready.
Yes, boss.
Pitillo, bring her!
I told you that nobody gets away
from me, especially not you.
You really are disgusting.
Come and greet your husband
like you should.
Give me a kiss, babe.
Let me go home.
You have no right to do this to me.
I have every right,
because you're my wife.
Yes, but I'm not your slave.
Lucio, get everyone out of here!
You heard him.
Out, out, out.
I don't want to go on with you, Manín.
I don't even want to see you.
You think I did everything
I did to be with you
just to get kicked around like a dog?
And what did you do?
Grabbed a dumb girl,
whose husband had just been killed?
You grabbed me
when my defenses were down.
But you liked it, didn't you?
You know what?
I stayed with you
out of pure gratitude.
Because Charly loved you
and I thought it was the best thing.
You're lying...
I know you loved me, baby.
You've always loved me.
Give me a kiss.
Let me go, let me go, let me go!
I never loved you
like I loved your brother Alcides,
who must be turning over in his grave
from seeing the person you've become.
Let the dead lie where they are.
No, sir,
we have to remember our dead.
And Alcides was a good man.
A good husband.
Not like you,
who's only caused me suffering.
Where's your great Alcides now?
Buried and rotting
three meters underground.
Who made Charly successful?
Who gave you Erik?
Me.
Yes, yes, of course.
All you've given me is sadness.
You weren't capable of being a good
father, a good husband, a good anything.
Ask Charly how badly he's done with me.
I've always covered up
all his fuck-ups.
You think that I'm blind?
That I didn't realize that all his life,
you've tried to lead him astray?
Because you had influence over him,
but, thank God that's over.
You're really naïve,
aren't you?
You always believed
Charly was a saint,
when he had more
of a criminal's soul than I did.
Oh, you're such a liar.
A liar?
You always wanted to believe
that story about Alcides's death.
What are you talking about?
Alcides...
didn't die in a shootout
with another gang.
-Manín, don't make up stories about that.
-Shut up!
My brother...
was killed by me.
Tell me why,
after such a long time
You reveal this dark reality
to me
I killed him because of you.
Because I always envied him.
Because I wanted you
for myself.
You killed your own brother?
Because I loved you, babe.
Because I've always loved you.
My dreams tumbled down when I saw
You weren't who I thought you were
Love?
You have no fucking idea
what that word means, Manín.
You disappointed me
I lost you in a second
I hate you.
I hate you, I hate you
with every ounce of my being.
You can do whatever you want with me.
You can lock me up.
But that will never change.
You're gonna have to get used to it.
Sooner or later, you'll give in.
I hope what happened to Alcides
happens to you.
That you get betrayed
by the people you love.
Because that's what you've sowed,
and that's what you'll reap.
I feel that fear deep inside me
It seeps into my bones
You turned into a monster
You feel nothing
Nothing you say to me will redeem you
Lucio!
Pitillo!
Get her out of here!
Take her away!
Take her away.
Don't touch me or I'll cut you, too.
So many precious moments
Turned to nothing, disappeared
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
Subtitle translation by: Ruth Kunstadter
This is a work of fiction.
All characters, stories, and events in it
are products of the author's imagination.
Any resemblance to real persons, events
or businesses is purely coincidental.
What's going on with Vanesa
is the hardest thing
that's ever happened to me, Mom.
Oh, my love...
Loving your children
while also setting boundaries for them
is the hardest thing to do.
I wasn't as strict as I should have been
with you.
Are you disappointed in me?
No, never.
Never.
But I do feel kind of sad
that you're so harsh with Gema.
Everything you do to her
affects your daughter.
Gema is harsh with me, too, Mom.
And there's really no way to fix that?
I don't think so.
I don't think so, Mom.
Look, here comes Erik.
I don't want you to tell him
anything about Vanesa, OK?
But he loves her so much.
I'm sure he'll want to know.
No, but it should be her.
Let her be the one to tell him.
All right, see you tomorrow.
I'll arrange everything
so that you can go with your friends.
-In the name of God, son.
-Amen.
-Hey, Charly.
-What's up, bro?
-Bye.
-See you, bro.
I don't have the keys.
Do you have the keys?
Bye, Mom.
-I love you.
-I love you.
Karina says that neither
your nephew nor your son
has left Miss Ligia's side.
This is really a problem, boss.
Then let's do the job tomorrow.
Lucio,
go with Pitillo.
Take charge of it and bring her to me.
OK, boss.
What's wrong?
You're being very mysterious.
Cata found the messages
I sent to you and Gema.
What? How?
How did she find out?
Didn't you send them
from your other number?
Yes, but she found them
and confronted me,
and I had to tell her
that you're a DEA agent
and I'm cooperating.
But, Juancho, how could you tell her?
She discovered me.
What else could I do?
I trusted you, Juancho,
I trusted you!
Don't you get that the more people who
know about this, the more danger I'm in?
Yes.
And don't you understand
that this also involves
Cata's feelings?
The wedding?
Of course, yes, no, the wedding...
And if I told her any more lies,
she would catch me
and discover me. Not just me,
but you, too. Is that what you want?
You know what, yes. I'd love it.
I'd love to be able to tell her who I am,
like I did with you, but I can't.
I can't, Juancho!
Do you think this is easy for me?
It isn't for me, either. I'm not gonna lie
anymore. I'm sick of it. I can't do it.
Relax, don't worry.
You won't have to lie anymore.
Maybe after today,
you won't have to lie anymore.
-That's why I need to go.
-Go where?
To Charly's right now, or...
Look, Juancho, Charly has
some very important information
that I need:
Manín's whereabouts.
And I'm going to get it out of him
however I can.
-"However" means what?
-The less you know, the better.
You're playing with fire
and you're going to get burned.
I'm not going back to jail, Juancho.
And I'm not asking you to understand me.
You have no idea
what I had to go through.
Leave.
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
The anguish of someone
Who is gone because of you
Thoughtless and loveless
It seems to matter little to you
You just make your own way
Stepping over everyone else
I feel that fear deep inside me
It seeps into my bones
You turned into a monster
You feel nothing
Nothing you say to me will redeem you
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
When I finally saw you
I felt so disappointed
It shattered my soul in pieces
You killed me as well
My dreams tumbled down when I saw
You weren't who I thought you were
So many precious moments
Turned to nothing, disappeared
You disappointed me
I lost you in a second
I will no longer look at you without fear
Now I know you are not for me
I was blind and failed to see you
Now I know who you are
You cannot hide anymore
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
This is perfect, sir, thank you.
-Keep the change.
-Thank you.
Princess!
-You look beautiful.
-Really?
Come in.
Wow...
What a beautiful view.
Do you like it?
It's incredible.
This apartment is temporary,
but I'm glad you like it.
Hey, today you can't turn down a drink.
Because I need one.
Why? What's wrong?
Did something happen with Vanesa?
Well, I had to put her in rehab.
What?
I had no choice.
Charly, I don't know what to say.
I'm sure it was the best decision.
Well, yes.
Yes,
but it hurts.
It hurts a lot, princess.
When you have children,
you'll understand.
There you go!
And I thought you didn't drink.
Well, we both need it, no?
That's for sure.
But come here, let's relax...
The last thing I want
is to talk about sad things.
Today I want to...
focus on you.
I adore you.
You drive me crazy.
Shiver, 'cause now your predator's here
You stole every illusion from me
Betrayal is all your mind knows
You are the snake that poisoned my soul
I bring you sweet nothings
The same ones you used
In your performance
Of a loving man
Gentle and honest
That only existed in your mind
That only existed in your mind
I say, shiver,
'Cause now the queen is here
As soon as I can,
My revenge you will feel
You are so dumb
You bought I was dead
No one will save you
I'm here to make you pay
From behind those bars
I kept thinking of you
And often I would dream of having you
'Cause love took everything from me
Now I'm Phoenix reborn,
Here to make you weep
No, Charly, wait, no.
I'm not here right now.
-Forgive me, my head is somewhere else.
-What do you mean
you're not here, princess?
Relax.
Charly, everything that happened with your
uncle... I swear, I'm not sleeping well,
I'm in such a state of anxiety
that I can't drive...
I know you're nervous, princess,
but right now we're here. Relax.
Don't think about that.
Stop obsessing about it, OK?
-That's hard.
-Enjoy.
-No, it's not hard, it's not hard.
-It's hard, Charly, it's hard.
I swear, I close my eyes,
I see that road...
Focus on me, OK?
Don't think about anything else.
Just me.
-It was the El Peñol highway, right?
-Princess, come on, really?
We're here, having a great time.
I'm kissing you and everything,
and you keep talking about that.
If you don't want to be with me,
-then just tell me.
-But I'm not saying that.
-Then what is it?
-If I didn't want to, I wouldn't be here.
I would have left a long time ago.
Come here.
There you go!
It's delicious, isn't it?
-It's good.
-Yes.
That's too much.
All my life
Oh, no.
I would be with you
I don't care in what way
Or where, or how, but together with you
-You're so wonderful.
-Because I know you like it.
I'd be spoiling you
I'd be taking care of you
Like I care for my own life
That I love for you
I'd never tire of telling you always
But always, always
That you are in my life
Anxiety, anguish
And desperation
All my life
I would be with you
I don't care in what way,
Or where, or how, but together with you
We should stay like this forever.
Don't you think so?
Are you all right?
No.
What's wrong?
No, it's... Don't get mad, but it has to
do with what happened with your uncle.
Forgive me, but I can't relax,
I can't sleep...
Princess,
that's over and done with.
We're here now, safe and sound.
Besides,
my uncle is very far away.
Far? Where?
Did he leave the country?
No.
No, on that ranch, far from here.
That ranch where he took us?
Oh, I heard horses.
Didn't you see horses
-when they took us with those bags?
-Yes, yes...
Well, he has a horse ranch there.
He likes horses. He doesn't know
anything about them, but he likes them.
It's just showing off.
And was that close to here?
How far was it?
About 45 minutes.
It's near the mill, around there,
more or less.
Don't worry about that.
I'm going to the bathroom.
Wait for me.
Hey!
-What are you doing in here?
-Hi!
I'm just responding to a message from the
ticket office. They're driving me crazy.
Now they're having problems
with the refunds...
Leave it, princess.
Relax. Maybe after today,
you won't have to lie anymore.
-That's why I need to go.
-Go where?
To Charly's right now, or...
Look, Juancho, Charly has
some very important information
that I need:
Manín's whereabouts.
And I'm going to get it out of him
however I can.
-"However" means what?
-The less you know, the better.
You're playing with fire
and you're going to get burned.
I'm not going back to jail, Juancho.
And I'm not asking you
to understand me.
You have no idea
what I've had to go through.
Leave.
What's wrong?
Nothing, my love.
I can't sleep.
But come here.
Come on, go back to sleep.
I'm almost asleep.
Miss, you can't be here.
-Oh, come on.
-Will you come with me, please?
Let me just stay here a bit.
No, that's not possible. Come on.
Let's go.
I don't want any problems.
Good morning, everyone.
Welcome to rehab.
You mean jail.
Well, yes, it may seem like that
to you at first.
What, I'm the only one?
Someone's replaced me
as the rebel.
With a cause or without a cause?
All right, all right,
everyone, no comments.
What you're experiencing, Vanesa
and some of you others,
is completely normal.
You have to feel that way,
cut off from the outside world.
What for?
So you can take a trip...
into your own inner self.
And isn't that exactly what drugs do?
No, ma'am.
What do you know?
What do I know?
Well, I'm a recovering addict.
I'm not going to say "cured."
Be careful with that,
because addictions aren't cured,
everyone.
They're controlled.
So I'm the same as you,
right there, in the fight.
I'm sure you're just saying that
so that everyone here
will listen to you. That's all.
It's true.
Henry and I have known each other
for centuries.
Thanks, Pao.
Seven years... Listen to me.
I was a slave to heroin
for seven years.
And like you, I thought
everything was great.
When I was using.
But, in reality, I was killing myself,
and killing the people I loved.
I lost so much.
You could say I lost everything.
But above all, I lost the people
who didn't want to give me
a second chance.
And you know what?
I don't blame them.
That's why I'm here with you today,
committed to you,
to help you not lose as much as I did.
Here, you're going to confront your fears.
You're going to get to know
your own selves.
And that's why from now on,
you're not going to have your cell phones.
Yes, don't make those faces.
And communicating
with your family members
will be on hold for several weeks.
Understood?
Understood?
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
What's up, princess?
-Everything OK?
-You almost scared me to death.
-Were you talking to someone?
-No, no, I was...
Uh, yes, I...
I have to leave now.
I have a ton
-of appointments. Charly, really.
-Hey, relax.
I thought you were going to stay
in bed a little longer.
No, come and have breakfast.
Relax, anything you have to do,
we can do together.
How about it?
Come on, relax.
Sit down. Look, I ordered
a delicious breakfast for both of us.
Charly, really, we have to leave now.
Hey, you're amazing,
but you're a little intense
about work, no?
Relax.
What needs to be done?
Well, you're going to take care
of the ticket office.
I'll take care of the logistics people,
because we need to cancel them.
We'll do that right away.
I already told you,
you and I make a perfect team,
and that's how it's always
going to be, right?
Have your breakfast.
Eggs with arepas.
Here, princess.
That's it!
-Cheers.
-Cheers.
Mom, I'm so happy
that I have a meeting with Juancho now.
I'm going to show him my new song.
It's good.
I hope he likes it.
If he doesn't like it, it's because that
fool doesn't know anything about music.
What?
Well, it's not like
I know much either, but...
What do you mean? I must have gotten
my love for music from somewhere.
And it obviously wasn't from Manín.
Oh, no,
but not from me, either.
Who knows where Charly's talent came from.
Oh, that's from his father.
I don't know much about him.
Manín didn't like for us to talk
about Alcides in the house.
Why not?
Well, because he felt like he was
in his brother's shadow, I don't know...
But that was his problem.
It wasn't true.
Alcides, yes,
he played the guitar very well.
He loved music and everything.
Well, that's where Charly's talent
comes from.
What would my life have been like
if Alcides hadn't been killed...
Let's not think about bad things, Mom.
Why don't you tell me
about the trip instead?
Well, it's going to be great.
I spoke with my friend.
I'm going to Cali to have some fun.
I'm so angry
this is happening to you.
Oh, no, don't be like that.
It's such a drag to be angry.
What'd be better is
if the two of you paid me a nice visit,
with a really great relationship
as brothers.
How's that going, son?
Well, things are going well with Charly.
Where is Charly, anyway?
He said he was going to come
and I really need to leave.
He said he was coming soon.
Well, go on.
He must be almost here.
No, Mom,
I can't leave if he isn't here,
because we made an agreement.
We made an agreement.
You really think that Manín,
as busy as he is,
running from the police,
is paying attention
to what I do and don't do?
We'll go together.
And I'll take you
to all the meetings you have.
It's Erik.
What's up, bro?
Hey, bro, where are you?
I'm here with Mom waiting for you.
I need to go out.
Don't worry, relax.
I'm on my way.
-You're sure?
-Very sure.
-Calm down, bro.
-All right, bye.
OK, see you there.
-Princess, I need to go.
-Good.
Let's go, because I'm in a hurry, too.
Really, we're not going to have time.
Stop being late to your things
because you have to babysit me.
No, stop, it's such a drag.
You know that's not it, Mom.
All right, but stop, come on. I'm sure
you'll run into Charly on the way out.
Blessings, son. In the name of the Father
and the Son and the Holy Spirit, amen.
-Bye.
-May God be with you.
Princess, I would take you, but...
No, no, relax, don't worry.
I'll see you later.
-You sure?
-Yes, careful, Charly...
Charly, Charly...
There they are.
That's it.
Hello, this is Rizzo.
Leave a message.
Rizzo, why aren't you answering me?
-I'm on my way with something important...
-Look at that.
Taxi!
The kid is leaving.
Is that him?
Yes, that's Erik.
Heads up, Pitillo,
we don't have much time.
Right, all good.
Come on, bro.
I'm doing it.
Where does she live?
201.
Come on, five, four, three...
Got it, come on, come on.
Lucio!
Erik, are you back?
Charly?
Miss Ligia...
Lucio, what are you doing here?
Get out of my home.
I'm sorry to break into your house
this way,
but I have orders from Manín
to bring you to him however I can.
You're coming with me by force
or by worse.
Then by worse, bro.
Let's wrap her up.
Come on, come on.
Let's turn her over.
What is it about this smart old lady?
Lift her up!
Wait, my arm is hurting, bro.
Oh, don't be a pussy.
Close that door.
Hi.
You draw really well.
Who is that?
You know what, kid?
If you're looking for a friend,
you're in the wrong place.
Miss Gema, your sandwich.
I don't want it, Fanicita, thanks.
Eat, Miss Gema.
If you don't, you're going to get sick.
I'll leave it here in case
you change your mind.
...because blood is thicker than water
Full of fear
Of what these hours will bring
Family is everything in this life
I don't know what I'd do without her
I feel confusion and pain
When I think about losing her
I don't want to be alone again
I don't want
to lose what I love most
What's wrong?
What kind of greeting is that?
Well, since you only call
to give me bad news..
I want to talk about Vanesa.
About Vanesa? Did she call you? Is she
all right? Did anything happen to her?
No, nothing.
You know they send us emails. Read them.
Oh, all right, then.
If that's all...
Yes, of course,
you don't have time.
I had forgotten that you don't
have any time for family.
Hey, that's not true.
The truth is you're always looking
for excuses to bust my balls.
Right?
That's what you want.
Hello?
Hello, Gema?
It seems like it's too late
To talk about our love
When everything is over
Baby
You said it was so easy
To rip me from your life
To rip me from your skin
But you can't hide it from him any longer
You can't deny to him anymore, baby
That you don't love him
And that you haven't been able to forget
me
And that all the memories in your mind
Make you unable to forget me
That you don't love him
And that you want me in your bed
Baby, even though time has passed
I haven't forgotten you
Why did you leave me?
Look me in the eyes, lie to yourself
Tell me you don't love me
Your heart knows it's not true
It's killing me
To love you and not have you
You will always be my love
You'll be my love
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
-Hello, Juancho.
-Hey!
So, did you bring
what you wanted to show me?
-Yes, but it's just a homemade demo.
-OK...
-It's just for you to hear.
-OK, OK, all good.
-If you don't like it, tell me.
-It'll be good. Where's your confidence?
Let's see.
It's just that, sometimes,
music is so subjective.
OK, wait. Why don't we have a listen
and see how it is?
You have to know, since you left
This pain has followed me
I can't understand
Why our love didn't last
It hurts so much to see
That our time together is over
I can't stop thinking
That what we had didn't work
It was so hard to leave you
Now you went somewhere else
I didn't want to leave you
I haven't stopped loving you
I can't forget you
How I long to kiss you
You know what, my fish?
Let's record that demo
and get that man to sign us, right?
-Are you in?
-I'm in!
Soul and Bass!
Soul and Bass!
-What?
-Follow me.
-But...
-Please, follow me.
-Juancho...
-Where are you taking her?
-Juancho...
-Wait, but... Yeimy!
What? What the...
Charly!
I love you so much
and you're the best friend
in the entire world.
And I'm so grateful
that you have faith in me.
But don't come back to visit me again.
Forget about me.
Yeimy, look, we can get you
someone to get you out of here.
And if you tell them
who gave you the drugs,
it can help you get out.
Yeimy, we can do something here, too!
It's just so hard to leave you
Now you went somewhere else
I didn't want to leave you
It's me.
It's me, my fish, it's me...
Yeimy.
How I long to kiss you
That's why you felt that connection,
because we never stopped being friends.
You're not crazy, Juancho.
I'm here.
I'm here, my fish.
Why do you come back now
And bring me this confusion?
I already found another love
Who took care of my skin
Why do you come back now
And bring me this confusion?
It still needs work.
It's not finished.
But... what did you think?
Who inspired you to write those lyrics?
I mean, do you have
an impossible love right now, or...
No, no, no love, not impossible, no...
No, for now, no...
Wow.
You wrote it as if
you really felt it, bro.
Well, truthfully, the lyrics are Tammy's.
I added a bit, but...
Most of the song is hers.
She's really good.
She's amazing.
Her lyrics have great flow.
Eh... Yes, it's a gift.
-It's a gift.
-Like magic.
But hey, you didn't tell me
whether you liked it or not.
I loved it.
And what's more, I really identified
with your lyrics, bro.
Have you ever had a forbidden love?
Yes,
and I suffered a lot.
You were in love with her, right?
Because I don't think you'd have
that photo up there just for Charly.
Well, that was a long time ago.
I was about your age.
But, you know what?
Let's talk about the present.
Look, Búho...
is organizing a contest
on his station, right?
And it's something
for a very good cause,
and I want you to win it.
-What do we need to do?
-OK.
The listeners have to listen
to a lot of participants
and they're only going to pick two.
And why those two? So they can
give a concert in the neighborhood.
Free.
I think that's great!
Music belongs to everyone.
-And how great that I can do that.
-Really?
All right, all right. First you have
to win it, so let's get to work, bro.
-OK, I'm on it.
-Great.
I'll meet you this afternoon at Búho's?
OK, I need to say goodbye
to my mom first. She's leaving for a trip.
-I'll catch up with you this afternoon.
-Great.
-Give Ligia my regards, OK?
-OK.
You have to know, since you left
This pain has followed me
Thank you.
Rizzo!
Rizzo!
Oh, shit.
I was going to call you.
I couldn't answer your call.
I was in a meeting.
I have some very important information.
He says that he's on a ranch
on El Peñol.
A horse ranch, near the mill.
Does that tell you anything?
We have officers in the area,
but it's a large area
and it's full of ranches like that.
The information helps us, but
couldn't you get anything more out of him?
I don't have anything more, and what
worries me is that he might move.
That's why we have to have another clue.
Don't be like that.
You're doing a good job.
If I were doing a good job,
Rizzo, I'd be free,
and we'd know where Manín is.
For now,
I'll initiate the field work, OK?
Rizzo, Rizzo...
If you catch him, let me go with you.
That's impossible.
On a mission, we can only have
military personnel, you know that.
Please, let me see his face
when you get him. I'm begging you, please.
I understand you, OK?
I understand.
But it's for your own safety.
Just be happy knowing
that when we do catch him,
Manín is going to rot in jail, all right?
Little fish...
Come on, little fish.
Leave your message after the tone.
Hey, little fish...
You've got me with my heart in my mouth.
How did it go with Charly?
How are you?
What happened?
Call me, OK?
As soon as you can.
Bye.
Hello, how are you?
Please, sir, I'm going to...
Mom?
Mom!
Hello?
Mom?
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Voicemail.
Leave your message after the tone.
Boss, we brought her to you.
Have her wait.
Lucio,
careful with the money.
I don't want to lose even a single damn
dollar or peso from here.
I want them all washed and put away
for what comes next.
Careful with the guns.
Nice and oiled, nice and clean,
and the ammunition ready.
Yes, boss.
Pitillo, bring her!
I told you that nobody gets away
from me, especially not you.
You really are disgusting.
Come and greet your husband
like you should.
Give me a kiss, babe.
Let me go home.
You have no right to do this to me.
I have every right,
because you're my wife.
Yes, but I'm not your slave.
Lucio, get everyone out of here!
You heard him.
Out, out, out.
I don't want to go on with you, Manín.
I don't even want to see you.
You think I did everything
I did to be with you
just to get kicked around like a dog?
And what did you do?
Grabbed a dumb girl,
whose husband had just been killed?
You grabbed me
when my defenses were down.
But you liked it, didn't you?
You know what?
I stayed with you
out of pure gratitude.
Because Charly loved you
and I thought it was the best thing.
You're lying...
I know you loved me, baby.
You've always loved me.
Give me a kiss.
Let me go, let me go, let me go!
I never loved you
like I loved your brother Alcides,
who must be turning over in his grave
from seeing the person you've become.
Let the dead lie where they are.
No, sir,
we have to remember our dead.
And Alcides was a good man.
A good husband.
Not like you,
who's only caused me suffering.
Where's your great Alcides now?
Buried and rotting
three meters underground.
Who made Charly successful?
Who gave you Erik?
Me.
Yes, yes, of course.
All you've given me is sadness.
You weren't capable of being a good
father, a good husband, a good anything.
Ask Charly how badly he's done with me.
I've always covered up
all his fuck-ups.
You think that I'm blind?
That I didn't realize that all his life,
you've tried to lead him astray?
Because you had influence over him,
but, thank God that's over.
You're really naïve,
aren't you?
You always believed
Charly was a saint,
when he had more
of a criminal's soul than I did.
Oh, you're such a liar.
A liar?
You always wanted to believe
that story about Alcides's death.
What are you talking about?
Alcides...
didn't die in a shootout
with another gang.
-Manín, don't make up stories about that.
-Shut up!
My brother...
was killed by me.
Tell me why,
after such a long time
You reveal this dark reality
to me
I killed him because of you.
Because I always envied him.
Because I wanted you
for myself.
You killed your own brother?
Because I loved you, babe.
Because I've always loved you.
My dreams tumbled down when I saw
You weren't who I thought you were
Love?
You have no fucking idea
what that word means, Manín.
You disappointed me
I lost you in a second
I hate you.
I hate you, I hate you
with every ounce of my being.
You can do whatever you want with me.
You can lock me up.
But that will never change.
You're gonna have to get used to it.
Sooner or later, you'll give in.
I hope what happened to Alcides
happens to you.
That you get betrayed
by the people you love.
Because that's what you've sowed,
and that's what you'll reap.
I feel that fear deep inside me
It seeps into my bones
You turned into a monster
You feel nothing
Nothing you say to me will redeem you
Lucio!
Pitillo!
Get her out of here!
Take her away!
Take her away.
Don't touch me or I'll cut you, too.
So many precious moments
Turned to nothing, disappeared
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
I can't believe
That you don't feel in your skin
You're dead to me
I feel nothing
Subtitle translation by: Ruth Kunstadter