Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 4, Episode 10 - The Final Bonfire Part 1 - full transcript

Previously on
"Temptation Island."

Oh, my God!

I think he's having sex
with her to get back at me

and make himself feel
in control again.

I feel like everything we've
built was just stomped on.

It's like I want you
to be in my life forever.

Like, I just don't
want you to leave.

I'm not leaving.

Oh, my God, I'm so nervous!

I'm really starting to like him,

and it's just
an amazing feeling.



Good morning.

- You look very pretty.
- Thank you.

Last night, Trace and I,
we had a great time.

Alone time. And I have found
an amazing connection

that I can't ignore.

Luke and I
are going ring shopping.

Never thought
I would be doing this.

We're both going into this.

- That's a sweet ring.
- This is it.

- God, look at these boobs.
- I know, look at 'em.

- Oh, hi!
- Hi.

All smiles. All smiles.

- We went horseback riding.
- I knew it!

- How was your day?
- Great.



I brought him back.
He's alive, guys.

I'm alive! In one piece.

Did you guys already talk about

what you guys did
during your experience?

So, yesterday, uh, Luke
and I did a little shopping.

Oh!

I am ready to propose to Ash...

- Wow. Congratulations, brother.
- And so I needed a ring,

and I was wrapping
things up there,

and this guy decides to do
a little shopping for himself.

- Yes, sir.
- Wow!

- Wait.
- Congrats, bro.

- Shut the up.
- How long did it take

for you to get the ring?

- Ring?
- Whoa, Mark!

I've got a lot of catching
up to do, I guess!

Hi, you guys,
I just wanted to drop in

after you got back from your
dates and see how things went.

If I judged by the way
you look, they went great.

- Absolutely.
- Yes, they did.

- Yes, sir.
- Yeah?

I'm really happy that you guys
had the opportunity

to spend some quality time
together overnight,

but unfortunately, I'm
the bearer of some bad news.

Ladies,
it's time to say goodbye.

- Right now?
- Yeah, right now.

- Whoa!
- Come on, now. For real?

Why don't you take a moment,
find a spot,

and have a proper goodbye.

And then I'll let you know
when you gotta go.

I feel really sad.

I was hoping to say goodbye

at the final bonfire, so yeah,

I feel really sad that it's
kind of coming to an end

really quickly and I feel
like I hope I can gather

all the thoughts I want to
say to him before they leave.

You helped me survive this,
you know?

I wouldn't have been able
to do this without you.

Find myself and figure out

what true love means
to me, you know?

Yeah.

I just hope you don't forget

what you've learned here,

and you push really hard
to continue to be this man

who wants to be the best
version of himself

and cares about his lady more
than anything in the world.

And you literally...

- I really hope she says yes.
- I do.

I'm scared for you, but I know
it'll be okay, no matter what.

Yep.

Well, this is a damper
on the mood a little bit.

Yeah, but I mean, obviously,

this is not our
last conversation.

I feel like we're
in an amazing place.

And, you know, again, I hope
you make a good decision

at the end when
it really comes down to it.

And I'll follow through
with that, like, 100%.

Trace and I just
had an amazing time.

To see her go so quickly,
that's freaking heartbreaking

and I'm not ready to see her go.

We've been through a lot.

But I wouldn't change it
for the world.

No.

Are you nervous?

I feel like I'm in the eye
of a hurricane

right now,
where everything's just calm.

That's... That's good at least.

I'm just confident with this.

I'm gonna be able to put
myself 100% on the line,

even if I get rejected
or she doesn't want me,

then at least
I've committed to myself

and what I believe in.

If Iris does choose not
to continue to be with Luke,

I would like to further,
you know, the connection

with Luke, because I do care
about his happiness,

I care about him feeling valued.

I think we have a nice
time together

and I think that should be
appreciated.

- You've helped me so much.
- I'm glad.

And you've set a standard

that I need in my relationships.

You're a great person...

Someone that's gonna
challenge me.

Like, you challenged the hell
out of me out here, too.

Yeah. I'm not gonna let you
just coast through life, Luke.

All right? You can
ride your skateboard,

but you can't coast
through life.

You have come to mean
so much to me

in such a short amount of time.

I feel so lucky
and blessed to get to know you,

to be able to share
moments with you

and experiences
that are once in a lifetime.

I have so much love for you.

I feel the same way.

I've just never met a man
ever like you in my life.

I appreciate everything.

It's, like, the one
thing I'd be scared of,

it's, like,
the whole leaving thing.

I guess you can't leave
if I don't let go.

Don't let go, then.
Promise?

- Promise.
- Thank you.

I hope it all works out.

- This...
- I'll see you soon.

- All right?
- Yes.

- Okay.
- I'll see you soon.

Let's go.

Okay.
So, I want to let you know

that this isn't really over
until it's over,

when these guys have
some decisions to make,

and depending on
how those decisions come out,

we may see some of you
at the final bonfire.

All right, so with that, ladies,

time to leave the villa.

- See you soon.
- Okay.

Bye.

I wish I would have just
told him that, like,

"I want to leave with you."
And... And I didn't.

Okay. Come on.

Wow, you're all
gathered and back!

How's it going?
How were your dates?

- Amazing.
- So much fun.

I'm glad, and I wanted
to come and make sure

you all made it back safely,
but unfortunately,

gentlemen, it's time
to leave the villa.

Okay?

I'm gonna give you
guys a minute,

you can say your goodbyes,

and then it'll be time to leave.

Oh, no. It's reality.

- Okay?
- All right.

- Thank you.
- Thank you, Mark.

It's been really great
having Deac

by my side,
to make me feel supported.

He's helped me realize
that I'm not sure

if Luke and I are meant
to be together.

I have a lot to say.

I just need to figure out
how to say it.

I'm glad you picked me
throughout this process,

I'm glad I could help you.

I think I came out
stronger than ever.

Mm-hmm.

You kind of showed me, like,

a whole new way to view life
and appreciate life,

and a whole new way to,
like, love and show the love.

You know,
you worked so hard to get

this Ashley out of you
and everything like that,

so be who you are.
And I know who you are.

All right?

It's very hard to say
goodbye to Blake.

I never had a guy look at me
the way Blake looks at me.

I don't want to lose that.

One last kiss.

I'm just so bad at goodbyes,
like, I just always am.

It's not a goodbye,
it's a see you later.

Yes, it is.

- What do you mean?
- I don't know.

I want you to have your space
and your independence,

and I don't want to be...

If you're thinking we're
leaving this island

and I'm just not gonna talk
to you again, you're crazy.

You're not just somebody
that's on the backburner,

and you're not just somebody

that I'm not gonna
think about and remember.

It's not that I think you're
gonna forget that I exist,

it's just that the way
that I would want to exist

in your life is just not
possible. On either end.

For either one of us right now.

I just can't get what I want.

That has been a big lesson.

'Cause I usually
get what I want.

Tommy and I definitely
enjoy each other's company,

I think we have feelings
for each other,

I think there's a lot
of logistical things

that are working against us,

but we are just going to
continue talking

and seeing how life goes.

I really care about you.
I do.

And I keep repeating it,

but I don't want you
to take any steps back.

I'm not gonna move backwards.

I hope so.

I know that you're waiting
to see if that's true.

Time always tells.

You're a grown woman,
you know how it is.

Words are words.
Actions speak.

I know.

Taylor thinks if he's not there,

I'm gonna just go with Hania.

And I don't think
that our conversation

got rid of that.

I think that he's
testing me now.

I came in testing Hania

and now I am being
tested by Taylor,

and I'm just... I'm not sure
what I'm gonna do, but I know

no matter what happens, I'm
gonna do what's right for me.

Okay, I'm sorry, guys,
but it's time to wrap up

these conversations
and meet me up here, okay?

- Here for you.
- Thank you for everything.

One more kiss.
Just one last one.

Yeah, of course.

Mm.

Okay. I know this
is tough, you guys.

You guys have come a long way.

These have become bonds

that have gotten
deeper and deeper.

But ladies, you have your
final bonfires coming up.

So, with that, gentlemen,
it's time to leave.

- Bye, Blake.
- Bye, Deac.

See you guys.

Bye, guys.

I have never cried this
much in my entire life.

How are your thoughts going?

In my head, I'm like,
I wanna walk away so badly,

and just, like, stand strong,
forget Lascelles.

And then my heart is like,
"Give him a little time,

"give him a chance,
blah blah blah."

- Yeah.
- So, that's where I'm at.

So, I don't know.

Coming to Temptation Island,

I wanted to marry Lascelles,

but we were lacking
our own independence,

lacking gratitude
towards each other,

lacking the romance.

Like, we never had
that emotional deep

conversation before.

Blake definitely taught me

how to be in my emotions,
feel it.

I want to kiss you right now.

You can kiss me.

My journey on Temptation Island

took a turn when I heard
Lascelles say, "Forget Ashley."

Forget Ashley.
She's in the past.

It really hurt me inside.

I felt so disrespected, like,
how can he ever say that?

Our seven years together
wasn't real at all,

like, did he really love me?

Going into this final bonfire,
I'm not sure what to expect.

We could be throwing away
our seven-year relationship,

and I just don't know
what I'm going to do.

But I do know what I deserve,

and if walking away is
that decision for me,

then walking away
is what's best for me.

I've been on the fence so much
these past couple of weeks,

on like "What do I want to do,
what's the right decision

for me," and I have had
so much guilt on me.

And it's just
a psychological warfare.

Ashley and I were very
complacent before

coming to the island.

We didn't really
challenge each other,

intellectually or emotionally.

I know the emotion is in you,

but maybe it takes someone
else to bring that emotion.

- Model! Work it!
- Model!

Who's catching your attention?

You, of course.

Uh, that's... that's not obvious.

One person in particular
who's challenged me

on the daily has been Trace.

When Trace
calls you on your stuff,

it actually feels like
love to you, doesn't it?

It feels like
that's what I'm missing.

Ashley and I came here
to work on our independence,

but I ended up falling
in love with someone else.

I can't see my life without you.

I love you.

Trace and I have hit a lot
of speed bumps, but I'm super

thankful just for having
those experiences with her.

- Love you.
- I love you, too.

Oh, you said it,
you said it! You said it!

It's hard for me to say

where my relationship
with Ashley will go.

Anything can happen
at the final bonfire.

I have to do some deep
thinking right now.

There's something
deep inside of Edgar

that he still hasn't dealt with.

- If he's acting out like that.
- Yeah.

- Hi!
- Gillian and Edgar.

Hi!

I came to the island
because I needed to see

if my college relationship
was what I wanted.

I just feel like
I'm cutting off,

like, a part of who I am.

I came in very
dependent on Edgar.

It will be okay.

Every problem I had was,
"Edgar will solve it."

That made me forget
who I am deep down.

I love you so, so much.

So, I feel like my number
one goal here was to embrace

the experience, and I feel
like I absolutely did that.

I definitely feel like,
out of everybody,

I feel like I had
the most fun with you.

Through this experience
I have learned

to let my walls down
and take chances.

And then Edgar had sex
with one of the girls.

This is insane.

I am not excited to see him.

But a part of me
really loves him still,

and sitting across from him

and not hugging him
is gonna be really hard.

How are you feeling about
getting to see Gillian?

Looking back, you know,
I was all in on Gillian,

and when the bonfires came,

I feel like
I didn't see Gillian.

At least the Gillian I knew.

And that hurt, man.

It sent me through a loop.

When I first came to the island,

I had my heart set on Gillian.

- I love you, puppy.
- I love you too.

Every bonfire hurt.

Honestly,
the one that hurt the most

was the very first bonfire.

I don't know if I will continue

wearing the promise ring.

It sounds like the ring

doesn't mean anything
to her anymore.

It meant the world to me, Mark.

It was because of this
pain that made me realize

I should challenge myself
to make a connection.

When I look at Marissa, I feel
like I can see into her soul.

I did get intimate with Marissa.

And it is beautiful.

I know that some of the things

that I've done
have hurt Gillian.

But also, I don't know
if I want to apologize

for something
that's made me happy.

But I really thought
that I'd be leaving

this island with Gillian.

And I just don't know.

I'm feeling very nervous
for the final bonfire,

just seeing Edgar and being
in front of him,

because I am in pain
over the way he hurt me,

and sitting across from him
is gonna be really hard.

At this point I feel like
I know exactly what I want.

I've had a lot of time here
to think about a lot of things

and get some answers,
but at the same time,

I don't know what
to expect and I have no idea

what's going on with him.

I don't think I have
fully dealt with the fact

that I am going to be
seeing Gillian.

Once we come together,
we will be coming to terms

with our new reality,

and I don't know exactly
what that holds.

- Hi, Edgar.
- Hey, Mark.

- Glad to see you, pal.
- Good to see you too, man.

- You look terrific.
- Thank you, sir.

How do you feel about
seeing Gillian right now?

I'm excited to see Gillian,

but I'm also nervous
to see Gillian.

Okay.
I'm gonna bring her out.

- Hi, Gillian.
- Hi, Mark.

Welcome to your final bonfire.

So, this is
how the final bonfire works.

You both will get
the chance to speak

while the other person listens.

Then you'll get the opportunity

to have an open conversation.

After that, you'll make
your final decisions.

Gillian, I'm gonna
let you speak first.

Okay.

I'm very grateful
for you in my life

and the awesome
relationship we've had.

You were the first guy
ever in my life

who I let in and really got
to know truly who I am.

And I think you were
the first person

to push past the walls
that I put up with men.

That was very valuable to me

and I think that I didn't
ever want to lose

that part of myself
that you brought out of me.

I do think on my time here
I've come to realize

that I can do that for myself,

and therefore if we were to
continue this relationship,

I feel that I would be
more secure

and a better partner in general.

But I do feel
extremely disrespected

by a couple of things.

Hearing you tell me
through the camera,

like, "Leave me
the alone."

I also had to watch you sleep

with the girl you've been with.

I mean, that just hurt so bad.

I have been there
before with you,

and this time around it hurts
just as much, if not worse.

Edgar, you honoured
her by listening.

Gillian, now your turn
to listen to Edgar.

It makes me really happy to hear

that you have had a journey
of growth on your own.

I'm so grateful
for the last three years

that we've had together.

And I thank you for vocalizing
the way you've felt.

I completely hear you.

I can't imagine
how much it hurts.

And I know we've had
uncomfortable times.

I know I cheated on you,
and I broke your trust,

and I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to do that to us,

I'm sorry to do that to you.

What I did with Marissa
was not to hurt you.

What I did with Marissa
was something that I felt.

It was an active choice.

Because the first few weeks,

you put me through so much pain.

I know you
and what's his face, you know,

you got intimate,
and I'm happy that you could

find someone that
you could be intimate with.

There was a clip
where he kissed you,

and he leaned back,
and you had these eyes

that you used to
look at me like,

whenever I would kiss you.

And I did see you in bed
with him, and that hurt.

And I saw you two in the shower,

and that really hurt.

But what hurt most
of all was the initial clip

when you spoke so
dismissively of the ring.

Every single time
I came to a bonfire,

it just felt like you
threw me outside the window.

And I came to a point where
I needed to stop focusing

and holding onto the pain

that I was feeling
from your actions.

And just be open and vulnerable.

And that is when I connected
a little deeper with Marissa.

Emotionally, first.

You say you didn't
wanna hurt me,

and that you didn't
wanna disrespect me.

It confuses me
why you couldn't wait

to have sex with Marissa
until this was all over

and I didn't have to
sit there and watch it.

'Cause I didn't
have sex with Tommy.

Like...

I'm curious what happened
in that shower scene.

Watching you lean in to
kiss him, just grabbing him.

Then after that watching you

look at him with
these eyes of love.

That hurt much more than

if I would have seen you
have sex with him.

Just because, like,
the kissing was the thing

that hurt you more
than maybe me having sex,

doesn't mean
the same goes for me.

And I wasn't sure about
what would hurt you more.

And like I said,
I didn't do anything to...

So, you... you risked it?

You just risked
hurting me like that?

Gillian, what hurt
the most was the ring.

I don't want to invalidate
your pain at all,

but we can't compare
my comment about

the promise ring to you
having sex with somebody.

It just felt like you just
threw those three years,

like, immediately
out the window.

I also, like, made the decision
to take the ring off

after I watched you
have sex with Marissa.

They're not equal.

I don't think we should compare.

I just... To me,
it's alarming to hear

that you're saying that you
didn't want to hurt me,

but then you did anyway.

Did you want to hurt me?

- No.
- And then you did anyway.

And to be honest,

you kind of hurt me
by bringing me here.

I mean, you should have
broken up with me.

To be honest, you kind of
hurt me by bringing me here.

You should have
broken up with me.

I think I was trying very hard

to regain what we once had

and I had hoped that we would.

You started
hurting me the second

you started lying to me.

You lied to me
for about nine months.

I know that I perhaps
was-I was the inciting

incident for that,
because I did cheat on you.

But you continuously lied to
me and looked me in the face

and told me you loved me.
For nine months.

And I still don't
understand how you did that.

I apologize that you feel
that I was lying to you

for all that time
about loving you.

I wasn't.
I didn't know

because I have never been
in a serious relationship

and I have never been cheated
on in a serious relationship.

But now I know
for the future that, like,

that's something you really
can't bounce back from.

Guys, now it's time
to make a decision.

I'm gonna give you
three options.

You can leave the island
the way you came here,

together as a couple.

You could leave alone.

Or you can leave
with someone else.

Edgar, I'll start with you.

Gillian, may I hold your hand?

Sure.

I love you and I thank you

and I wish nothing
but the best for you in life.

But I'm going to leave
alone because I know

that I have a lot more
growth to do on my own.

I love you.

Gillian, you've heard
Edgar's decision.

And now it's important to
tell Edgar what you've decided.

I feel all the same things.

I am very,
very grateful for you.

I'm gonna make the same choice.

I'm gonna leave alone.

And you're a really good guy,

I just hope that you
don't hurt people anymore.

And I'm going
to try to do the same.

Gillian,
thank you for your honesty.

I know how difficult that was.

And you may leave the island.

You can give me
a hug if you want.

Okay.

Can I give you a kiss
on the forehead?

- No. Sorry.
- That's okay.

I guess we'll talk when we talk.

Safe travels, G.

- Can I give you a hug, Mark?
- Oh!

I wish you the best.

I have no doubt
you're gonna find it.

- Thank you.
- All right, travel safe.

Thanks.

I feel pretty terrible.

I feel like that conversation...

just reaffirmed things for me.

I just don't think
Edgar understands

how much he's hurt me.

It's just all shocking.

This is really the end
of our relationship,

and this is a moment
I've been avoiding.

I'm really alone now.
I think that's for the best.

Let's sit for a second, Ed.

I know how hard
that must have been.

How are you feeling right now?

Like I lost a little
piece of myself.

That's real.

Oh, man.

I'm so overwhelmed.

I just feel a lot of
conflict in my heart right now,

but I want to continue
to talk to Marissa.

You've gotta do
what's right for you.

I just want you to be
clear before you leave.

I would like to talk to Marissa.

Okay. And then you'll
have to make a decision.

- Yeah. Okay.
- Okay.

- Marissa.
- Hi.

Welcome to bonfire.

- Hi.
- How are you?

I want to let you know
that Gillian has decided

to leave alone,
and Edgar has voiced

a decision but is conflicted.

We felt it'd be good
to talk to you.

Okay.

I, um...

I've been so grateful
for the patience

that you've had with me, and
teaching me to take my time,

and not jumping into things.

Mm-hmm.

I do feel conflict in my heart
because I just saw Gillian.

Yeah.

But I also know that I am
letting go of Gillian

just as she is letting go of me.

And I want to continue
to get to know you.

But I want to take things
as slow as possible.

Me too.
Me too.

Um...

I would like to leave
the island with you.

- Really?
- Yeah.

I would love to.

I am relieved to hear
you both say that you want

to take it slow and right.
Edgar and Marissa,

hopefully this is the beginning
of finding love

on Temptation Island
for the two of you,

and you two can now
leave the island together.

Yay! Finally.

- My hands are shaking.
- You think you're shaking?

I was so conflicted

sitting there with Mark
after Gillian left.

But, you know,
when Marissa came down

and she said, you know,
"I want to take things slow,"

that reminded me that the
feeling that I had is correct.

I've never met anyone in
my life like this man here.

He's just been so patient,
kind and that's something

that I really needed
in my life at this time.

I'm excited to leave.

I am nervous to go
into the final bonfire

because there may be,
like, that emotions of,

like, "Aw, I really miss him.
I miss his hugs, his kisses."

But I'm gonna try
my best not to go back.

I'm definitely feeling nervous.

I'm getting a lot of
butterflies in my stomach.

This is one of
the hardest decisions

I've ever had
to make in my life.

I know what I want to say,

and I know
what I'm going to say,

but when you have to
look someone in the eye

and tell them how you feel,
there's another thing coming.

I can't explain
how nerve-wracking

it makes me feel that,
you know, this might be

my final chance seeing
Ashley again to talk to her.

- How you doing, Lascelles?
- Great, how you doing, Mark?

- Welcome back.
- Thank you, thank you.

Welcome to your final
bonfire, Lascelles.

- Thank you, Mark.
- How you feeling right now?

A bit nervous, but also
excited to see Ashley.

It's, you know,
she's my best friend.

I'm sure there's gonna be some
things put on the table that,

you know, we might not like,
but it's the truth,

so I'm a little nervous
about that as well.

Okay. We'll bring
her in right now.

Sounds good.

- Hey, Mark.
- Hi, Ashley.

- Hi.
- Hi, Ashley.

- You look beautiful.
- Thank you.

You remember this guy, right?

Do I?

Um, welcome Ashley.

So, this is how
the final bonfire works.

You both will get
the chance to speak

while the other person listens.

Then you'll get the opportunity

to have an open conversation.

After that, you'll make
your final decisions.

Lascelles,
I'm gonna let you speak first.

First off, I want to
say I love you so deeply.

I care about you more
than you can imagine.

But I'm so super happy
that you've invited me

to this journey where
I can truly focus on myself

with no distractions,
just focus on me

and have those deep
intimate conversations.

I've been able
to really dig deep.

You'd be surprised
how many times I've cried.

I cried probably
over 15 times, being here.

And... But it took me to get
out of our relationship,

for me to like, "Man,
why do I feel this way?"

I mean, you know me.
I care about you so much,

I was... I was so emotionally
invested in you.

When you feel things, I feel it.

And you've only seen me cry,
like, one time,

but you also have to realize,
maybe you didn't give me

the space to do so, because
we were just so wrapped up

in all this busy-ness.

I had you on
my mind the whole time.

However, I had to fully
invest myself in this

knowing that you're going
to be doing the same thing.

But pretty much there was
one person that was super

beneficial in my growth,
and her name was Trace.

You've probably seen her
in a couple bonfire clips.

- And...
- All of them.

She is an amazing person.

And Trace has challenged me

to become a better
version of myself.

And I hope you had
the exact same experience.

Ashley, now it's your
turn to tell Lascelles

about the experience you've
had and what you've learned.

Um... so the very
beginning of this journey,

you know, I was a bit shy.
It was very overwhelming,

and to be honest,
I was thinking about you.

I was like, "I wonder
what Lascelles is doing

on the other side."

It kind of took me to
a point where,

"Oh, shit,
I can't think about you

"all this... like, so many
times," because I'm kind of

distracting myself from growing

and having my own self journey.

And then I met Blake
and he's helped me so much.

I really appreciate him.
I'm so grateful for him.

He genuinely cares
and is so sweet

and so open about everything.

What really upset me,
this whole thing,

was every single bonfire
clip was you disrespecting me.

The main two bonfire
clips that hurt me so much

was the part when you said...
You were telling Trace, like,

"Forget about Ashley, I want
you as my girlfriend, my wife.

You're the one
I need in my life."

And then the last one
you said, "I love you,"

and then she responded,
"I love you too."

I was mad, and angry, upset.

Everyone watching,
they felt sorry for me.

I definitely don't deserve that,

especially after seven years.

And I didn't see growth
in those clips,

I didn't see that you really,

truly love yourself
in those clips.

It's just, I was loss of words.

That's not how
love really looks like.

That's honestly all
I have to say for now.

All right.
Now you can both take the time

to discuss what you both heard,

and ask any questions
you still need the answers to.

I want to first address
the Trace thing.

I didn't mean any
disrespect saying

"Oh, forget Ashley,
blah blah blah."

Because I was
trying to make a point.

Because she kept bringing
you up, and I said,

"Listen, let's just
focus on us right now,"

and that wasn't meant
out of disrespect,

because I truly, genuinely
care about her. A lot.

And I wasn't expecting
to say, "I love you."

It came out, but I was like,
but that sounded right,

and it felt right.

It just felt genuine.

The fact that I haven't
been able to, just,

- emotionally express myself...
- And be yourself.

And be myself.
It's sad, right?

You know what I'm saying?

And I wish we would've had that

before we got here.

You know,
because we wouldn't be here.

So, I feel every
word you're saying.

I just want to say
I'm sorry I didn't give you

the space to be who you are,
and that strong,

independent man that I know
you're capable of becoming,

because now I see
that I kind of just...

kind of took advantage
of you, in a way.

Where you only focused on me.

You never put yourself first.

I'm sorry,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

No, it wasn't just you.

'Cause I could have...
I could have been better.

I'm sorry.

It's so crazy, like, my mind...

I'm learning how to balance
my mind and my heart

and I... I kind of want
to follow my heart so badly.

Follow it.
Follow your heart.

I don't want you
to regret anything.

Keep that in mind.

You have my blessings,
no matter what, okay?

I'm sitting here listening
to the two of you

and I heard you say you
want to follow your heart,

and you have his blessing
to follow your heart.

What's your decision?

My decision tonight is...

I want to...

leave with you
and work things out.

That's what you want?

Lascelles, now's time
you gotta tell Ashley

and me what you want.