Monogamy (2018–…): Season 1, Episode 4 - Truth or Consequences - full transcript

- Sorry I keep forgetting

about your personal
contact boundary.

- It's okay.

You good.

- How'd you sleep?

- Baby-like.

You wiped me out.

- So you liked it?

- Mm.

- That's good.

I mean I'm pleased
I wasn't really sure



if you were really
into the whole thing.

I thought maybe I was.

- Relax.

- Nervous.

- We're not doing anything.

- Yes we are.

I'm,

- Deandre?

- Why can't I do this?

He's a horrible person,
he doesn't deserve me.

Why can't I move on?

- Because you love him.

- I don't want to love him.

- I know that feeling.



- I see what this is, you
just gonna eat all grapes,

you aint sharing huh?

That's what I'm talking about.

- What you're too cool
to thank a sister?

- I got nothing but
love for you baby.

- Well what you got?

- Nothing but love.

- Yeah whatever.

- That was my jam.

- That was my jam.

I think that was
what, in the 4th grade

when that came out.

- You probably were but I
got a couple years on you so.

- You do got a couple years.

- Shoot, back them I was
all about that, Lamont D.

- Mmhmm, I think Nas
dropped Illmatic then.

- Yeah, yeah,
Tribe Called Quest.

- Mmhmm.

- Craig Mac, Biggie,

look at you knowing
your hip hop history.

- I know something.

- Mmhmm.

- And don't forget the west
coast blowing up then too.

Dre, Snoop.

- I know.

- You don't know
nothing about that.

- Yeah, man,

some of that music
really spoke to me.

- You alright?

You want to talk.

- Ah no, I'm straight.

- You know Connor the past
is part of who you are

but it doesn't define you.

- Well, that took
some serious shit,

going through some things and
you still remain so positive.

Always finding a silver
lining, so real, so unselfish.

- That was, wow, that was
really sweet of you to say,

thank you.

You earned a grape.

- Oh,

being here with you
is the only place

that I feel like I'm
not being judged.

I hope that some of
you rubs off on me

when this is all said and done.

- Connor, Connor, I,

- No, one more thing,

you feel like you this
person that needs saving

but really you don't.

You are this amazing,
really strong, intelligent.

- Connor, I don't
want you to think

that your transformation
is any less significant.

I mean, don't listen to
anybody that tries to tell you

that you're not good enough,
or you're some monster.

None of that craziness.

I don't care what you did.

You're dope.

Like seriously and,

you have a beautiful
soul and I recognize that

and you're sexy
as hell so, just.

You stay right there.

- Okay, is that what you
were thinking last night

when I walked in on you.

Yeah.

- Hmm.

- Yeah.

- Okay, I thought you
might mention that.

I maybe yes, no, I don't know.

- Let me put a little
something on your mind.

- You're not gonna make
me fall in love with you?

Mmm, mmm.

Don't be mad at me.

- Mm.

To quote the late great
Tupac, I ain't mad at you.

I'm grateful for you
and I understand.

- Jesus, who the hell are you?

Is that my phone?

- Yeah that's you.

- Oh, it says I have
an errand to run

and they're giving me a car.

- Right now?

- Yeah,

- For real.

- Timing right.

- Ah this is some bullshit.

Let me get my shoes,
I'm a go with you.

- No it's saying I
got to come by myself.

- Wow.

- I gotta bounce.

- Somebody straight.

This is some bullshit.

Damn.
- Have a grape.

- Can you at least
bring a brother back

some Dunkin' Donuts?

Damn.

- Come on Maggie,
you killing me man.

- Let me just enjoy you a bit.

For me it's like playing with
a full size action figure.

- Yeah but you torturing me
though, you're not playing fair.

- Maybe a little bit indulge me.

We have all the time

in the world.

- Maggie, you can't be
touching on my like that.

- You must be used to it.

Didn't you have a lot of
injuries when you were boxing?

- Yeah I got injuries.

Shit, I got blue
balls right now.

- Oh shut up silly.

- Look at it.

Oh yeah.

- Uh hmm.

- I get injured all the time.

Mostly when I'm training though,
you know what I'm saying?

I train so hard, just
so I can fight easy.

- Mmhmm, train hard, fight easy?

That's kind of
deep, I like that.

- You like that?

- Mmhmm.

- Yeah,

- I do.

- Mmhmm.

- Hey.

- Hmm?

- Roll over on your tummy.

- What?

- I said roll over.

- You're not gonna try to
do no kinky shit, are you?

- What?

- I'm just saying, lower
extremities go any place

they're not supposed to be.

- No I just want to give
you a massage, come on.

- Just asking, 'cause you
know you all hippy chicks man,

you all out free
spirited and shit.

Don't play with no dildo.

- Stop it come on.

- Mmm.
- mmm.

- So you're just gonna
massage me, you're not gonna.

- Sawyer come on, we
shouldn't be doing this.

Baby steps.

- Come on, no baby
steps, I want you baby.

- Look I know a stallion
like you needs to

get out and stud.

- I'm not a stallion,
you talk to much.

All you do is talk.

Stop talking.

Stop talking.

- Hey,

I'm sorry, that was so not cool.

- You went there
all by yourself?

- No but I feel bad,

I feel like it was my fault.

- Well get over it.

- Yes sir, I'll try.

What's on your mind?

- How come I can
talk to you so easily

and I can't talk to my wife?

- Because I don't need saving.

- That was borderline uncool.

Hey we all need a
hand at least once,

even you.

- Hey.

There's no judgment Dallas,
it's just an observation.

I mean I don't know your wife.

I don't know what she does,
you never talked about her.

But I'm starting to get
to know who you are,

and like I said
before, you're the hero

and heroes need someone to save.

The question is why?

- Maybe that's a
question for both of us.

- They want us to go to
the store to buy supplies

for the house.

- Why are they texting
us, we're not kids?

- Yeah well, are
you sure about that?

Because not too long
ago, you were telling me

that I was playing house.

- You are just not gonna let
a brother live that down.

- No, a girl has got to use
all of her cards in the deck.

- Alright player, let's go.

- Okay,

I'm here.

- You have arrived.

- Yeah, no shit.

I know I've arrived.

- Dallas!

- Do not attempt to
get out of the vehicle.

- Let me out.

Let me out of here.

What kind of shit is this?

- You are not in control here.

- Dallas!

- We are.

- Let me out.

- Do not attempt to
get out of the vehicle.

- Let me out of here.

What kind of shit is this?

This is some sick shit,
let me out of here.

- You are not in
control here we are.

- What the fuck!

What the fuck!

Let me out of here.

Let me go.

- This was an emotional exercise

designed to test your
mental stability.

You failed.

Tell no one.

- Hey my Dunkin'
Donuts are here.

Sincere you all right?

- Yeah.

One second.

Shit.

- You want to tell me
what just happened?

- I can't.

- What do you mean you can't?

- I can't Connor, I can't.

You know I can't.

- Sincere, I'm sure you know

that you can trust me by now?

- It's not about us Connor,
I know I can trust you,

I know that okay, I'm not.

I can't.

- Says who?

That alien behind this
fucked up ass experiment?

- Dammit.

Oh fuck.

- Don't give them what
they want Sincere,

you better than that baby girl.

Damn,

damn.

- Good night.

- Hey, you want to get some air?

- No I'm good.

- I know you good, I know
you good but come on.

Come on.

It's alright.

- You have arrived.

Do not attempt to get
out of the vehicle.

You are not in
control here, we are.

This is an emotional
exercise designed

to test your mental stability,

you passed.

Tell no one.

- Here we go.

So?

- Hello, Dallas, I'm fine,
thank you for asking.

- Something happened?

- Not allowed to
talk about it, just,

give me a second okay?

- Well fine, what did you learn?

You can at least tell
me that can't you?

- What are you talking about?

- I think we're supposed
to learn something,

something we didn't
already have figured out.

- It doesn't make any sense.

Figure out something
that we can't figure out?

I mean that's just
confusing to me.

- Well maybe we're
supposed to work together

me and you, that's
why I'm asking you,

what did you learn?

- I learned that I
don't like to be forced.

- Forced?

- Yes.

Made to do something
that I don't want to do.

- Deandre listen to me,

I'm gonna need some more
specifics so I can help you.

But you're gonna have to share

some personal information okay?

- Dallas,

I don't need a detective.

I just,

I don't know what
I need, it's just.

- Hey hey, it's okay, Deandre.

Has this happened before?

- Yes.

- What did you do?

- Nothing.

There was nothing I could do.

- Feels shitty.

- Vulnerable.

it bothered me that

there was no one
there to help me.

I was literally helpless.

- No one to protect you.

- Yes.

I, no, I don't know.

Dallas look,

listen,

I can process this
on my own, I don't,

we don't need to
decipher anything this.

- How do you know?

- I don't know.

Okay, I,

this is just, this is
just getting a little,

- Too real?

- You made your point Dallas,

okay, I'm a big girl, I
can process this on my own.

- And by suppressing it?

Hey, it's a little bit
different when you're the one

being pulled out of your
comfort zone, isn't it?

- Hey Batman,

like I told you.

Not everybody needs
you to save them.

- I can't help it, I try
to save things I love.

- What is this shit?

- What's wrong baby?

- Well I was going
through my phone,

hold up?

Did you just call me baby?

- What, I don't know, what's
wrong with your phone?

- Don't try to
change the subject.

- Ah,

please give me strength.

- That ain't even your heart,
that's just like a man boob,

okay, you sure
you're a church boy?

- You know if you
couldn't kick my ass,

I'd be kicking your
ass right now, yeah.

What's up, we get a message?

- Not we, me.

Apparently there's a
car waiting outside

to take me to this
GPS coordinate.

- Alright, let me see.

- Right there.

- I don't know
about this Carolina.

- Uh oh, look at my baby
getting all protective.

It's a little strange
but I'll be fine.

Trust me.

- Alright if you
say so, be careful.

- You know what, I
was actually thinking

I should leave the
phone with you.

- I thought you needed
it for GPS coordinates?

- Well I mean you all
religious and stuff,

can't locate your heart,

I was just trying to
help a brotha out.

- Really?

You know you wrong for that.

- Maybe you could
set some way points,

some landmarks, you
could find your heart.

- Don't you got somewhere,

- It aint over there.

- Don't you got somewhere to be?

I changed my mind,
don't be careful.

I hope you get
abducted by aliens.

- Okay, you know what,
you must be training

to be religious,
like a spiritual cub scout or something.

Spiritual cub scout,

- Hey.

You okay?

- Yeah you could say that, you?

- I'm better than okay.

- Can you find something
else to do with those hands?

- Nope, there's nothing
else I'd rather have.

- Listen Sawyer, we still
have to maintain perspective.

Okay?

- Baby you can do
what ever you want.

I'm trying to live
this to the fullest.

And you need to stop tripping.

Don't act like that
wasn't damn good.

- It was amazing.

- Okay then, alright.

- Sawyer, at one point, I
was sucking my own thumb.

- That's okay.

- No one has ever fucked me
back to childhood before.

- Mmhmm, what about you?

You was on top of me
and you were riding me,

you had me reaching for shit
that wasn't even there girl.

- You're funny.

- Mmhmm.

- That was unexpected.

- Very unexpected.

But it was also needed.

Our bodies needed each other.

- Apparently.

- Mmhmm.

- I'm just glad that
you're cool with it.

You had me concerned
for a little.

- No, no, don't worry.

I don't regret it at all.

- Good.

Real good, 'cause you know I
want to jump that right now.

- You know what, you know
what, let's talk about it

on the way.

We have a mission.

We get to play mother nature.

- Mother nature?

The hell you talking about girl?

- We have to boy soil and seed,

they want us to make
a little box garden,

I'm so excited.

- Oh you know, whatever,
but you know I'm with it.

What we growing?

Flowers, or food?

- Our choice.

Any ideas?

- Yeah.

after what we just did,

there's only one
flower on my mind baby.

- Okay, this I'm gonna regret.

What flower Sawyer?

- Pussy willows.

- I can't, let's go.

Come on.

Let's go.

- You have arrived.

- What is this?

- That is so stupid, I
can't believe you said it

even just a little bit.

- Sawyer?

Oh hell no.

Really?

Oh hell no.

- Do not attempt to
get out of the vehicle.

- What the,

Sawyer!

Sawyer!

Sawyer!

Unbelievable.

- This was an
emotional exercise.

- Sawyer!

- To test your mental stability,

- Fuck you lady.

- You failed.

Vehicle diagnoses complete.

All systems restored
to default settings.

- Unbelievable.

Carson, get your clothes
off, we're fucking.

- Whoa, whoa, whoa,
wait a minute.

Wait a minute, uh you want to
tell me what happened first?

- That was some bullshit okay?

Do you know what those
bastards did to me?

They, nevermind,
I can't tell you,

but it was some bullshit.

- Okay, okay, wait, first,

lets just get you out of
this space and calm down.

- Calm down?

I'm not trying to calm
down right now okay?

Those fuckers had me
drive over to

shit,

I can't tell you.

But I'm not calming down.

No.

- Why didn't you
just drive away?

- Because I couldn't that's
what I'm trying to tell you.

But I can't tell you

I am so pissed off
right now, okay?

I want to hit something,
I need to hit something.

I need to hit something.

- Don't look at me.

We've already been there.

- Oh you got jokes.

- No, I have a good memory.

No thanks to you.

Look, I want to help you okay.

But how can I help?

- You can start by
getting your clothes off.

Or you can help me
find these fuckers,

they better not be
watching us right now,

you think they're watching us?

- Look, sit down.

Come on, sit down.

Now let's analyze this.

Alright, now did you
find out anything

about who's running this today?

- No I didn't find out
anything about anyone.

And you know what Carson,
I can't talk to you

about this right now, you're
all peaceful and shit.

You been praying.

Like you're not on my wave.

- Carolina,

- Carson the baptist, I really
don't need a smooth talking,

love giving, calm ass
brother right now, okay?

I need a radicalized
soldier, okay?

I want to blow some shit up.

Come on, you weren't
always saved?

- Alright hang on, okay?

Just hang on, now don't
you think that maybe

this is what they want from you?

Hmm?

This reaction right here.

Now who's in
control, you or them?

- Carson, I'm really not trying
to learn stuff right now.

- I hear you.

But you know I'm right.

- And I really don't need
you to be right, right now.

- Come on, come on,
come on, come on,

we talked about this alright.

Who's in control, hmm?

Who's in control?

Relinquish it only
when you so chose.

And even then technically,
you're still in control,

you understand.

- Mmhmm.

Hold up, did you turn
down my offer to have sex?

- What?

- When I came in I asked you
if you wanted to have sex.

- Look, I think you're the
sexiest woman I've ever seen,

but I'm trying and I
mean I'm really trying

to respect your promise to
your husband and my wife,

the arrangement, and
besides, I don't want to be

some knee jerk, anger,
sex toy, either.

- I'm really having a
problem with being tamed.

I'm not used to it.

- Well maybe you
don't like arguing

as much as you think you do.

- Mm.

I'll give that some thought.

And I'm sorry for
snapping on you.

- Yeah that wasn't
very nice now was it?

- No it wasn't, I
think I was a bad girl.

- Oh woman you better
leave me alone, hoo hoo.

I just thought of something,
take me back there.

- Take you where.

- To wherever they
just took you.

I mean they didn't say
you couldn't right?

- Right.

Carson what are you planning?

- I think I found something.

- What, what are you looking at.

- Something they
didn't think we'd find.

- Hmm.

- You have arrived.