It's Okay, That's Love (2014–…): Season 1, Episode 16 - Episode #1.16 - full transcript
Although this drama is primarily based on neuropsychiatry, all of the patients' cases and unique diagnosis are fiction.
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My girlfriend... chose a nice gift.
Author Jang,
should I...
not come anymore?
My girlfriend...
said to tell you "thank you."
If I didn't meet you,
she said I probably wouldn't have been able to live until now because of a sense of guilt.
While I was comforting you,
actually, she said I was comforting myself.
Thank you, Kang Woo.
Only after I met you, I realized it.
That even if I pretend to be strong,
I was really scared by my stepfather's violence
and my brother's violence.
Even though I saw my mom getting beaten up, I really hated
myself, who couldn't do anything,
and who had no strength.
When I was running away in the field barefooted,
even though I didn't cry,
I was...
was really scared.
It's all
incidents in the past.
Okay.
I was young back then, and that incident is in the past.
Now, I...
I became a really decent adult.
That's how I think.
Now,
even if I come, pretend not to know me, Author Jang.
Even so,
if suddenly you want to see me,
look in the mirror.
Because you are me.
Yeah.
Now,
I am leaving.
Goodbye... Han Kang Woo.
Goodbye... Jang Jae Yul.
♫ On the night that the stars twinkled ♫
♫ I remember that fluttering moment ♫
♫ The beating of my heart, it's love ♫
♫ Is it the same for you? ♫
♫ Do you still not know my heart? ♫
♫ Even today, you seem so far away ♫
♫ Oh, by love, I'm colored ♫
♫ I dream again. ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ I dream ♫
Wow... my Hae Soo has done it at last.
Now you'll become a great doctor.
Okay, come home safely.
What about Ji Hae Soo?
Jae Yul's sense of reality came back.
Now we can do full-scale treatment.
Ah... it's so annoying. I'm still like this, such an idiot!
Why are you hitting what's mine?!
This crappy temper of yours!
Just because it happened once for a few seconds when it used to happen everyday,
you should praise yourself for doing well. Why are you hitting yourself?!
Do you want a beating?! Do you want me to hit you?!
This...
-Ouch!
Who is she?
What do you mean? She's my girlfriend.
You two are just sickening.
♫ Like a child, continually excited, I see you who are shining ♫
♫ The scent of a flower that came by the breeze
floats by your side then calls me ♫
♫ That fluttering love, let's do it ♫
Hello.
- Hello.
♫ I feel I love you, I think I need you ♫
♫ Everything about this world is beautiful ♫
♫ Following you, the sunlight is dancing.
My love, always be with me ♫
We only watched the things you wanted to watch yesterday, too.
How old are you, punk?
Just because you're older, do we always watch whatever you want to watch?
What if we do?
Who the heck are you?
Everyone here has the right to watch the TV.
Regardless of age or sex, everyone takes a turn
and watches it fairly and joyfully.
If we create some chaos here,
they'll prohibit watching TV. Perhaps, you are not wanting that, are you?
Hello, everyone.
What's wrong with your expression?
It's nothing important, right?
Did you sleep well?
Yes, I slept well.
He didn't sleep well.
If you don't sleep well, you have to get treated... Hyungnim.
Mr. Jang Jae Yul, you became a leader here.
Ms. Lee Hae Sun, did you eat a lot for breakfast?
I think we can reduce Jang Jae Yul's medication to a stabilized status.
What are your thoughts?
Of course, it should be like that.
Oh my, oh my. You're so conceited.
Aren't you going to thank me?
When I even went to the disciplinary committee and got down on my knees?
Between us, why are you making such a big deal?
Huh?
What is it?
My mom...
Your mom held in a lot. Instead of avoiding her, meet her.
Oh my, Mo... Mother... you came.
All things considered, the restaurant does too well.
I don't think we should sell it. Yoon Soo said she'll give us the money she saved up to buy their house.
Quit the hospital today and go study abroad.
Mom, let's go home and talk.
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Hae Soo!
Hae Soo's face looks a bit dark.
I know.
Let's go. Today we came to meet Jae Yul.
Feeling sorry towards Yoo Cheol, it is still the same.
What do I do if I ruin this person's life?
How hard will it be for this person if I relapse again?
Every time that happens, don't you want to leave Yoon Cheol and run away?
Running away is too easy.
I told her this. If she feels sorry towards me,
hold it in even if she gets angry, and to adore me a lot.
Don't think only about Hae Soo.
You also have the right to be happy.
Mother, I'll persuade Hae Soo to leave.
I'm begging to you, please don't say anything to Hae Soo.
Tell her to come and see me.
Please, Mother. I'll persuade Hae Soo.
Trust me this once.
Tell me. What you want to say.
Mother. Mother.
If you aren't going to say it, then I'll say it first.
To you, I'm sorry. But even if you and Unni won't see me again-
Jae Yul wants you to come to the hospital right now.
Go, meet him, then let's talk.
Where are you going?
Hae Soo.
Is your book really selling that well?
Author Jang Jae Yul. As his fight with schizophrenia gets known,
all his past works are hotly reviving again.
He sweeps all online and offline Best Seller rankings.
Now, how are you feeling?
I got a call from Tae Yong,
the radio program I used to do invited me as a guest.
What are your thoughts?
Go on it. Go and break the ignorance and stupidity of
people who can't differentiate between a criminal without remorse and a schizophrenia patient who's hurting.
I'll think about it.
And you... as planned, have a sabbatical year.
Did you call me to tell me that? To tell me to leave?
Yes.
What's this? Are we going to break up again?
Keep your loyalty to your mom.
I made her a lot of money during all this time.
If you do that to your mom, whom you haven't once been nice to, you'll be punished.
My life is mine.
Even after being discharged, I'll regularly receive treatment well.
Love is... isn't sacrificing something for the other person,
it's accomplishing something.
Don't give up on an important part of your life because of me.
With your free two feet, leave as you had planned.
Are you serious?
For one year, do your best to forget me.
If you can't forget me even after that, then let's meet once you come back.
Don't call me.
As you know my personality, even if you call me, I won't answer.
After today, I will reject your visits.
If you make rounds as a doctor, then I'm going to transfer hospitals.
Is it easy for you to let me go?
It's hard.
But I have to endure through the hard times, so that later to your family,
I can confidently say that I tried as best as I can.
On my trip,
what if I meet another guy, then what will you do?
I'm totally your style.
But if that happens, then I'll think that I must have been mistaken and say, "Live a good life, Ji Hae Soo."
I won't give in. As I have found Kang Woo's existence because of you,
because of me, have your sabbatical.
Come back after becoming an even better doctor.
Now, go.
You're not going to give in for me, right?
No.
♫ Can you see my heart? ♫
♫ Is it love? ♫
Go.
♫ This love that I vowed never to do again ♫
Do you know that you're really mean?
♫ A lot, like a fool ♫
I know.
♫ Why am I happy? ♫
♫ I think of your face ♫
♫ Only stay by my side, ♫
♫ Forever, you ♫
I'm going.
♫ Like the flower that ♫
♫ Blows in the wind, you come to me ♫
♫ You, who knocked on my heart ♫
♫ I love you ♫
♫ My heart hurts when I see you ♫
♫ It's okay, that's love ♫
♫ My lacking heart, me, this love ♫
♫ Will you be able to ♫
♫ Accept me? ♫
♫ Me, who is like this ♫
♫ Love me ♫
♫ I love you ♫
♫ Oh, you ♫
So, after handing in your vacation leave letter tomorrow,
are you really leaving immediately afterwards?
Yes.
Together, deceiving me and contacting each other behind my back,
and getting together and doing something else,
it isn't like that, right?
If Jang Jae Yul and I were that cunning,
we would have already left our families and this country.
You know me, my personality.
If I leave, I will never call Jang Jae Yul.
Because I really, really love my mother.
I can at least make you happy this much.
It's enough. Then go.
But Mom.
Mom, up until now, just the way you have
believed in me, please believe in me one more time.
What?
Believe in the fact that I can treat my patients very well,
and that I am a good doctor.
And even when I have to face an unfortunate obstacle,
that I can turn the situation
around into a happy one, that I am that kid.
Are you saying that when you come back, you are going to again with Jae Yul-
Mom, I love you.
I'll contact you often.
Take care.
I'm going to go.
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That stubborn girl, really.
♫ And I need you most. ♫
♫ I'm drifting like the clouds ♫
♫ You wipe away my tears. ♫
♫ And listen to my fears. ♫
Even after you leave, I'll never let Jang Jae Yul's candle light go out.
♫ Morning sunrise, the brink of a day ♫
Load this into the trunk. Wait in the car.
I'm leaving.
What the, Choi Ho?
I called him so that we can use him.
Why are you surprised? You have to take advantage of bastards like him for as long as you can.
Personal cars are better than taxis, right? You get to save some travel money.
I really like you.
Take care. Keep in touch often.
Good bye...
When Unni comes back from the States, live happily and well.
Hurry up and leave. I feel like I am going to cry sending you, our loved one, off.
Always, expressing your love only in talk.
How else? Between two people, you express love with words.
Are they supposed to express it with their bodies?
Geez, only your talk is lively.
I'm going.
Be careful.
- Be careful.
♫ I need ♫
I'm going to make my leave like this.
♫ You ♫
Wow. The wind is nice.
It's refreshing.
Wow, sexy.
How is this possible? You are just so handsome.
Jang Jae Yul, I've heard that you are temporarily released tonight.
Yes. He has a radio broadcast tonight.
Hae Soo is leaving today. Do you know?
Yes.
It's Author Jang!
Hello, excuse us.
I love you!
- Can you sign this?
Please sign this, Author Jang.
♫ I'm happy, you know ♫
We'll stop here.
He's so good looking. He doesn't look like he has schizophrenia.
Is it possible that he is pretending to be schizophrenic to sell his books?
♫ Why beauty's in the simple things ♫
You know those eureka moments when you are eating or when you are walking down the street?
Do they end up in your novels?
Not in all cases, but for me, when ideas end up biting each other in the tail and link together,
I think to myself "this is novel material".
My hearts start pounding fast.
He's doing well, confidently.
He's just so good looking.
Anyway, you are currently admitted in a hospital.
It's been good, seeing you healthy like this after a long time.
Me, too.
I know this might be bothersome, but through real time comments right now,
your fans are demanding this. You know those
last goodbye words you used to say at the end of your radio broadcasts?
Is it possible for you to do it today?
Um... sure.
Hello everyone, it's Jang Jae Yul.
Many people probably already know,
but I am currently battling schizophrenia.
Doctors say that 1 in 100 people
have this common illness and rather than it being an incurable disease,
it is possible to return to normal life.
I trust their words and
I'm planning on trying my best.
What I can do for those whom I love is
never losing hope no matter what.
For today's good night words, instead of directing them to you
I would like to dedicate them to myself instead.
Up until now, I've always only asked how others feel
and have said numerous goodbyes to them, but
for myself, I haven't once
done the same for myself.
Tonight, I also suggest you to,
instead of others,
ask yourself, "Are you really okay?"
Check on yourself like this and
do a warm "good night" to yourself.
I wish you'd all do this.
So, tonight as well.
Good night,
Jang Jae Yul.
Good night, Park Soo Kwang.
♫ Can you see my heart? ♫
♫ Please, don't drift far away from me ♫
♫ My tears are about to fall. ♫
Good night, Joo Dong Min.
♫ Like how spring comes after winter passes ♫
♫ My heart that comes like waves
My tears that fall like stars ♫
♫ It falls down onto my heart ♫
Good night, Ji Hae Soo.
♫ I couldn't say anything today ♫
♫ I don't wanna cry
The green roofed house in front of our house ♫
♫ At that house, perhaps you live there ♫
♫ All night, I stare at that house ♫
How are you feeling?
Well, I don't feel great, but
I'm okay.
How is your writing process going?
About 60% of how I was before.
He's gotten a lot better.
I think it's time to consider his discharge.
It seems like it.
Look at that hat.
What is this?
She's so happy.
That girl, why didn't she comfortably stay in Europe?
Why is she unnecessarily roaming around the bare fields in Mongol like that?
Because of money, probably.
She's cheap, remember?
So you do know, the fact that she is cheap.
Are you really not going to look at Hae Soo's pictures?
No.
Have you two really, really
not been contacting each other?
Let's go now.
Those two are so vicious.
Aren't you sick of them now?
Let's go.
Wait, doesn't Jang Jae Yul still have to have treatments even when he is discharged tomorrow?
You have to do that for most illnesses.
We are treating him just as we would for a cancer patient.
Let's walk together!
1 year since Hae Soo left.
Hyung, stop lying.
Why would I
lie to you!
What are you doing while you are eating!
Turn this way, turn this way. You are going to have to change your shirt.
Hey, do you really think I am lying?
Of course, you are lying.
A female officer likes you? Kill me instead.
In a male prison,
a female officer? How does that make sense?
The moment he opens his mouth, everything is a lie.
Last time, when Professor Lee was consulting him,
apparently her glare towards him
was seductive and unusual.
Here, here! Change your clothes!
What's with the color?
My Young Jin likes white.
My Young Jin? You are joking.
Hi, Hae Soo,
have you been doing well?
Dong Min and I are doing well.
Jang Jae Yul, I mean Hyung Jae Yul, is writing and broadcasting again.
He's improved so much that he only takes medicine once a week.
And Kang Woo hasn't appeared once for six months.
I'm the guy before who
was arrested for murder and for 14 years-
Mr. Lily, (nickname used during consulting)
try again.
I am...
Currently, I am
a guy helping his mother with a pepper farm, named Jang Jae Beom.
Jang Jae Beom is going through group treatment through Young Jin in order to learn how to normally talk with others.
But I think he likes her...
My son, who was diagnosed with Tourette's syndrome,
was suffering from depression and...
My father and Jae Yul's mother are doing a group treatment.
- My son is a schizophrenic patient.
Aren't you glad?
It feels like it was all my fault.
Oh, I almost forgot. Yoon Cheol and Hye Jin birthed a cute boy.
It feels like they filmed this yesterday.
- I know, right?
The kids must have changed so much.
Stop watching! How many times do we have to watch the reruns?
We got together to watch soccer.
Hey! This show won a grand award!
We've never watched it together like this.
Honey, let's stop watching it, okay?
Just watch soccer!
Give it back!
Hey! Soo Kwang, give it to me.
Give it to me!
Goal!
We always miss you, but we are doing well.
You are frustrated because I talked less about Jae Yul than others, aren't you?
If you are frustrated, come back quick and check on him yourself.
Anyway, I hope you are well.
From your eternal little brother, Park Soo Kwang.
Hi, Jang Jae Yul,
yesterday, as my last relaxing vacation, I came back to Okinawa.
And all day, I just stared at the ocean that we went to.
♫ Because we were together for so long ♫
♫ As my friend, I was so comfortable with you ♫
♫ That this is love, I lived without knowing ♫
♫ Yes, I lived like that ♫
And, today... I am here again.
Tomorrow, I'm coming back to Seoul.
I am certain you haven't,
but just in case, you haven't forgotten about me, Ji Hae Soo, right?
I'll contact you when I get there.
Dong Min! Soo Kwang! I'm here!
Surprise!
Surprise!
Surprise?
What is this? You two with your sour faces.
I came back. Don't you see me?
So what?
- That's not the right place! Is that the right picture?
All the pictures look the same.
- How do they look the same?
You're stupid, huh?
I mean, what are you two doing right now, huh?
Are you returning home in glory? If you returned, then you returned.
If you are hungry, eat. There is some cold rice.
She's unexpectedly such a princess.
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You turned the house into a dog kennel.
Do you still not do the dishes?
My wife returned to the States yesterday.
I'm lonely, so leave me alone.
Leave me alone as well. I have to finish the puzzle.
You're here.
You became prettier while I didn't see you.
Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it!
- You scared me...
So conceited...
"You're here."
"You became prettier..." What are you trying to say?
Just that.
Did you forget about me?
No.
Then the thoughtlessness, the careless welcome,
what's with that?
You haven't forgotten about me, but you don't care?
You see, because I've been thinking about you everyday,
it feels like I saw you yesterday then again a few moments before.
I really missed you.
Can I kiss you?
Please do.
Ta Da!
- Ta Da!
"Hae Soo, whom we love, Jae Yul was waiting so long for you."
♫ Already, everything has been decided ♫
♫ You, you're my destiny ♫
♫ A story that has started from the moment we met ♫
Leave. Go.
♫ You're my Cinderella, and your one and only prince is me ♫
Hurry, leave. Hurry!
♫ I'll smile with you. You just have to be with me ♫
Come on, he told us to leave.
♫ Meeting you, I swear, it's not a coincidence. ♫
♫ I confess to you now, but way before we met ♫
They must be happy.
♫ Cuz you make me feel it up ♫
"Hae Soo, whom we love, Jae Yul was waiting so long for you."
1 year, again, since Hae Soo and Jae Yul reunited.
♫ Your and my love fiction ♫
That was a good sleep.
You probably did. Take your head off my stomach.
What's wrong now?
Get up. Don't stay in bed like a tactless person.
Am I being scolded again, this early in the morning?
Should I raise my arms up? (for punishment)
Take your arms down.
What's the problem today?
This, this is the problem.
What is this?
5 weeks ago, I told you that we shouldn't do it if we didn't have a condom, didn't I?
But you persistently persuaded me to do it anyway.
Hey, where are you going?
Jang Jae Yul! Where are you going? We need to discuss this.
Honey!
I feel good.
Drink coffee.
What's with him?
What is this?
I'm...
becoming a father.
Really?
Really?
Wow!
All of you, why are you so happy?
Don't you see that I'm angry?
Rascal,
you should have used a condom! How could you make a mess of things?
But on that particular day, Hae Soo was so pretty.
My mind was all over the place.
You don't know, but that particular day, she was so pretty.
This rascal, every single thing you do is so cute.
Thank you, Hyung, you made me an uncle!
Congrats, Noona!
Hey, hey! What are you doing?
Stop!
Stop!
Stop here!
Stop! Stop!
Stop!
You feel good, right? Feeling fresh as well.
I'll make you feel even better.
You're happy, right? Right?
Jae Yul! Come out and eat.
Okay!
Oh my! Oh my, oh my, oh my!
Really? Is that so?
Have you gone to the hospital yet?
Aigoo, aigoo! My praiseworthy child.
Aigoo, aigoo. My praiseworthy child.
Oh, the world!
You are here.
What is this? Without us?
Aigoo, aigoo, my handsome child.
So you think you did well?
Of course! What did I do wrong?
Last time, you didn't like the guy since he was handsome and looked like a player. This time, it's because he's an entrepreneur?
That guy doesn't have a stable job!
He jumps from one business after another, being successful and failing, back and forth!
What does this have to do with you? If she is happy, you should leave it at that.
That's what I am saying!
Did you get your injection well?
- Yes.
So what, if he asks for a loan for his business, are you going to lend him the money?
Yes!
Snap out of it, my friend!
Why are they like that?
You'll know if you listen.
How dare you try to lecture me!
Are you two getting bored with each other?
Close your mouth.
My father lost a lot of arguments and reached out first to apologize, so there!
Alright, alright. You go ahead and live however you want.
Gosh, your father-
- Stop, stop. Sunbae, sit down for now.
I'll hold back because of Hae Soo who is pregnant.
Gosh, don't hold back. Who says they're scared?
I'm pregnant. It's too loud right now.
Don't act like you're so great.
Tomorrow, just meet tomorrow and fight all together.
Instead of fighting so difficultly with words, just battle it out physically.
Okay, fine! All the people here, should I go ahead and hold an intense stress relieving program?
Go ahead.
But those who do not have something against the other can't participate in the program.
Ganging up on someone during a fight, I hate that.
Min Young keeps glancing over at other men.
Gosh, you have delusional jealousy.
She obsesses over me too much.
She's taking her finals, so why do I have to go to the library with her?
Hey.
You.
If you're not going to call him "Oppa", I told you not to come over to this house. So rude.
I don't have anything against you.
You always try to butt in.
Postponing my doctorate for two years, it's all because of you.
Okay, call. Let's fight.
- Call.
Okay, good, good, good. Let's fight.
Tomorrow at noon! Everyone come to the hospital! Okay? Dismissed!
You! Just don't cry tomorrow.
You, don't cry tomorrow. Let's please see each other tomorrow.
You should leave, too.
You, clean up all of this, and sleep in Soo Kwang's room tonight.
Clean up before you get scolded even more.
Nope, I don't think we can use separate rooms.
Come up, Darling.
I think you have to clean up by yourself.
Darling.
Gosh, so funny.
Since he's so domesticated like that, I see how he's worth raising up.
(Referring to how he's like a household puppy)
As you already probably know well, today's program has only one rule.
Today at this place, we're going to release all of our grudges that we held onto from before,
and never again refer to those grudges outside.
Everything that happens here today, will all be over and done with here.
Ah gosh, you talk too much. Let's start quickly. Take off your glasses.
Take off your glasses, and let's start quickly.
Okay, okay, okay!
Let's go.
- Okay!
Ready.
Go!
♫ One apple, one palm fruit, 30 pounds stewed dog root ♫
♫ Three children play loudly along a sound valley ♫
♫ Want you to be mine, knowing it's not fine,
no it's not right, now is not the time ♫
♫ one thing my eyes say when they gaze,
upon your gaze upon your light ♫
♫ Let it be right. Let it be right ♫
♫ Let it be right. Let it be right ♫
She's pregnant! She's pregnant!
- I'm pregnant!
Don't! No!
- Let's go!
♫ Ooh, you make me live ♫
♫ Whatever this world can give to me
It's you, you're all I see ♫
Like that, due to many people's help, at that convent in a cave, 24 hours a day
and 365 days a year, there is a candle that is continually lit without burning out day or night.
There is only one reason why the candle is lit.
It's for all the lonely people in the world outside of the cave.
For those of you who are lonely because you are alone,
there is someone who is praying for you 24 hours a day.
Remember that.
You are not alone, not even for a second.
Then likewise tonight, good night, Jang Jae Yul.
Good work.
I'll see you again.
- Good work.
I'll see you next week.
The weather's really nice, huh?
- Yeah.
Can I take a bite of this?
Take a bite.
Is that? It is, right? Author Jang Jae Yul?
What do you mean? Didn't you hear?
No, I heard, but-
- Then what were you thinking?
- Author Jang! You are Author Jang, right?
I think your new novel is really good. I like melo much more than suspense.
Can you sign my notebook for me?
Don't be like that to my wife. She's pregnant right now, so you can't be like this.
Also it's our alone time, so I'll sign later.
I'm sorry, my husband cares for me too much.
Sorry.
Come to the signing. Sorry.
She's mad.
I'm sorry.
You being like this, what if your fans end up all falling away?
I'm fine as long as you don't fall away from me.
Gosh, where did you learn to say such a cute reply?
You'd be very surprised if you knew.
Gosh, so cute.
You're exactly my style.
You're exactly my style.
On that note, after giving birth to our child, what about one more?
Do you want to fight again? Another?
You seem happy.
Call!
- Okay!
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Last Episode
My girlfriend... chose a nice gift.
Author Jang,
should I...
not come anymore?
My girlfriend...
said to tell you "thank you."
If I didn't meet you,
she said I probably wouldn't have been able to live until now because of a sense of guilt.
While I was comforting you,
actually, she said I was comforting myself.
Thank you, Kang Woo.
Only after I met you, I realized it.
That even if I pretend to be strong,
I was really scared by my stepfather's violence
and my brother's violence.
Even though I saw my mom getting beaten up, I really hated
myself, who couldn't do anything,
and who had no strength.
When I was running away in the field barefooted,
even though I didn't cry,
I was...
was really scared.
It's all
incidents in the past.
Okay.
I was young back then, and that incident is in the past.
Now, I...
I became a really decent adult.
That's how I think.
Now,
even if I come, pretend not to know me, Author Jang.
Even so,
if suddenly you want to see me,
look in the mirror.
Because you are me.
Yeah.
Now,
I am leaving.
Goodbye... Han Kang Woo.
Goodbye... Jang Jae Yul.
♫ On the night that the stars twinkled ♫
♫ I remember that fluttering moment ♫
♫ The beating of my heart, it's love ♫
♫ Is it the same for you? ♫
♫ Do you still not know my heart? ♫
♫ Even today, you seem so far away ♫
♫ Oh, by love, I'm colored ♫
♫ I dream again. ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ I dream ♫
Wow... my Hae Soo has done it at last.
Now you'll become a great doctor.
Okay, come home safely.
What about Ji Hae Soo?
Jae Yul's sense of reality came back.
Now we can do full-scale treatment.
Ah... it's so annoying. I'm still like this, such an idiot!
Why are you hitting what's mine?!
This crappy temper of yours!
Just because it happened once for a few seconds when it used to happen everyday,
you should praise yourself for doing well. Why are you hitting yourself?!
Do you want a beating?! Do you want me to hit you?!
This...
-Ouch!
Who is she?
What do you mean? She's my girlfriend.
You two are just sickening.
♫ Like a child, continually excited, I see you who are shining ♫
♫ The scent of a flower that came by the breeze
floats by your side then calls me ♫
♫ That fluttering love, let's do it ♫
Hello.
- Hello.
♫ I feel I love you, I think I need you ♫
♫ Everything about this world is beautiful ♫
♫ Following you, the sunlight is dancing.
My love, always be with me ♫
We only watched the things you wanted to watch yesterday, too.
How old are you, punk?
Just because you're older, do we always watch whatever you want to watch?
What if we do?
Who the heck are you?
Everyone here has the right to watch the TV.
Regardless of age or sex, everyone takes a turn
and watches it fairly and joyfully.
If we create some chaos here,
they'll prohibit watching TV. Perhaps, you are not wanting that, are you?
Hello, everyone.
What's wrong with your expression?
It's nothing important, right?
Did you sleep well?
Yes, I slept well.
He didn't sleep well.
If you don't sleep well, you have to get treated... Hyungnim.
Mr. Jang Jae Yul, you became a leader here.
Ms. Lee Hae Sun, did you eat a lot for breakfast?
I think we can reduce Jang Jae Yul's medication to a stabilized status.
What are your thoughts?
Of course, it should be like that.
Oh my, oh my. You're so conceited.
Aren't you going to thank me?
When I even went to the disciplinary committee and got down on my knees?
Between us, why are you making such a big deal?
Huh?
What is it?
My mom...
Your mom held in a lot. Instead of avoiding her, meet her.
Oh my, Mo... Mother... you came.
All things considered, the restaurant does too well.
I don't think we should sell it. Yoon Soo said she'll give us the money she saved up to buy their house.
Quit the hospital today and go study abroad.
Mom, let's go home and talk.
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Hae Soo!
Hae Soo's face looks a bit dark.
I know.
Let's go. Today we came to meet Jae Yul.
Feeling sorry towards Yoo Cheol, it is still the same.
What do I do if I ruin this person's life?
How hard will it be for this person if I relapse again?
Every time that happens, don't you want to leave Yoon Cheol and run away?
Running away is too easy.
I told her this. If she feels sorry towards me,
hold it in even if she gets angry, and to adore me a lot.
Don't think only about Hae Soo.
You also have the right to be happy.
Mother, I'll persuade Hae Soo to leave.
I'm begging to you, please don't say anything to Hae Soo.
Tell her to come and see me.
Please, Mother. I'll persuade Hae Soo.
Trust me this once.
Tell me. What you want to say.
Mother. Mother.
If you aren't going to say it, then I'll say it first.
To you, I'm sorry. But even if you and Unni won't see me again-
Jae Yul wants you to come to the hospital right now.
Go, meet him, then let's talk.
Where are you going?
Hae Soo.
Is your book really selling that well?
Author Jang Jae Yul. As his fight with schizophrenia gets known,
all his past works are hotly reviving again.
He sweeps all online and offline Best Seller rankings.
Now, how are you feeling?
I got a call from Tae Yong,
the radio program I used to do invited me as a guest.
What are your thoughts?
Go on it. Go and break the ignorance and stupidity of
people who can't differentiate between a criminal without remorse and a schizophrenia patient who's hurting.
I'll think about it.
And you... as planned, have a sabbatical year.
Did you call me to tell me that? To tell me to leave?
Yes.
What's this? Are we going to break up again?
Keep your loyalty to your mom.
I made her a lot of money during all this time.
If you do that to your mom, whom you haven't once been nice to, you'll be punished.
My life is mine.
Even after being discharged, I'll regularly receive treatment well.
Love is... isn't sacrificing something for the other person,
it's accomplishing something.
Don't give up on an important part of your life because of me.
With your free two feet, leave as you had planned.
Are you serious?
For one year, do your best to forget me.
If you can't forget me even after that, then let's meet once you come back.
Don't call me.
As you know my personality, even if you call me, I won't answer.
After today, I will reject your visits.
If you make rounds as a doctor, then I'm going to transfer hospitals.
Is it easy for you to let me go?
It's hard.
But I have to endure through the hard times, so that later to your family,
I can confidently say that I tried as best as I can.
On my trip,
what if I meet another guy, then what will you do?
I'm totally your style.
But if that happens, then I'll think that I must have been mistaken and say, "Live a good life, Ji Hae Soo."
I won't give in. As I have found Kang Woo's existence because of you,
because of me, have your sabbatical.
Come back after becoming an even better doctor.
Now, go.
You're not going to give in for me, right?
No.
♫ Can you see my heart? ♫
♫ Is it love? ♫
Go.
♫ This love that I vowed never to do again ♫
Do you know that you're really mean?
♫ A lot, like a fool ♫
I know.
♫ Why am I happy? ♫
♫ I think of your face ♫
♫ Only stay by my side, ♫
♫ Forever, you ♫
I'm going.
♫ Like the flower that ♫
♫ Blows in the wind, you come to me ♫
♫ You, who knocked on my heart ♫
♫ I love you ♫
♫ My heart hurts when I see you ♫
♫ It's okay, that's love ♫
♫ My lacking heart, me, this love ♫
♫ Will you be able to ♫
♫ Accept me? ♫
♫ Me, who is like this ♫
♫ Love me ♫
♫ I love you ♫
♫ Oh, you ♫
So, after handing in your vacation leave letter tomorrow,
are you really leaving immediately afterwards?
Yes.
Together, deceiving me and contacting each other behind my back,
and getting together and doing something else,
it isn't like that, right?
If Jang Jae Yul and I were that cunning,
we would have already left our families and this country.
You know me, my personality.
If I leave, I will never call Jang Jae Yul.
Because I really, really love my mother.
I can at least make you happy this much.
It's enough. Then go.
But Mom.
Mom, up until now, just the way you have
believed in me, please believe in me one more time.
What?
Believe in the fact that I can treat my patients very well,
and that I am a good doctor.
And even when I have to face an unfortunate obstacle,
that I can turn the situation
around into a happy one, that I am that kid.
Are you saying that when you come back, you are going to again with Jae Yul-
Mom, I love you.
I'll contact you often.
Take care.
I'm going to go.
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That stubborn girl, really.
♫ And I need you most. ♫
♫ I'm drifting like the clouds ♫
♫ You wipe away my tears. ♫
♫ And listen to my fears. ♫
Even after you leave, I'll never let Jang Jae Yul's candle light go out.
♫ Morning sunrise, the brink of a day ♫
Load this into the trunk. Wait in the car.
I'm leaving.
What the, Choi Ho?
I called him so that we can use him.
Why are you surprised? You have to take advantage of bastards like him for as long as you can.
Personal cars are better than taxis, right? You get to save some travel money.
I really like you.
Take care. Keep in touch often.
Good bye...
When Unni comes back from the States, live happily and well.
Hurry up and leave. I feel like I am going to cry sending you, our loved one, off.
Always, expressing your love only in talk.
How else? Between two people, you express love with words.
Are they supposed to express it with their bodies?
Geez, only your talk is lively.
I'm going.
Be careful.
- Be careful.
♫ I need ♫
I'm going to make my leave like this.
♫ You ♫
Wow. The wind is nice.
It's refreshing.
Wow, sexy.
How is this possible? You are just so handsome.
Jang Jae Yul, I've heard that you are temporarily released tonight.
Yes. He has a radio broadcast tonight.
Hae Soo is leaving today. Do you know?
Yes.
It's Author Jang!
Hello, excuse us.
I love you!
- Can you sign this?
Please sign this, Author Jang.
♫ I'm happy, you know ♫
We'll stop here.
He's so good looking. He doesn't look like he has schizophrenia.
Is it possible that he is pretending to be schizophrenic to sell his books?
♫ Why beauty's in the simple things ♫
You know those eureka moments when you are eating or when you are walking down the street?
Do they end up in your novels?
Not in all cases, but for me, when ideas end up biting each other in the tail and link together,
I think to myself "this is novel material".
My hearts start pounding fast.
He's doing well, confidently.
He's just so good looking.
Anyway, you are currently admitted in a hospital.
It's been good, seeing you healthy like this after a long time.
Me, too.
I know this might be bothersome, but through real time comments right now,
your fans are demanding this. You know those
last goodbye words you used to say at the end of your radio broadcasts?
Is it possible for you to do it today?
Um... sure.
Hello everyone, it's Jang Jae Yul.
Many people probably already know,
but I am currently battling schizophrenia.
Doctors say that 1 in 100 people
have this common illness and rather than it being an incurable disease,
it is possible to return to normal life.
I trust their words and
I'm planning on trying my best.
What I can do for those whom I love is
never losing hope no matter what.
For today's good night words, instead of directing them to you
I would like to dedicate them to myself instead.
Up until now, I've always only asked how others feel
and have said numerous goodbyes to them, but
for myself, I haven't once
done the same for myself.
Tonight, I also suggest you to,
instead of others,
ask yourself, "Are you really okay?"
Check on yourself like this and
do a warm "good night" to yourself.
I wish you'd all do this.
So, tonight as well.
Good night,
Jang Jae Yul.
Good night, Park Soo Kwang.
♫ Can you see my heart? ♫
♫ Please, don't drift far away from me ♫
♫ My tears are about to fall. ♫
Good night, Joo Dong Min.
♫ Like how spring comes after winter passes ♫
♫ My heart that comes like waves
My tears that fall like stars ♫
♫ It falls down onto my heart ♫
Good night, Ji Hae Soo.
♫ I couldn't say anything today ♫
♫ I don't wanna cry
The green roofed house in front of our house ♫
♫ At that house, perhaps you live there ♫
♫ All night, I stare at that house ♫
How are you feeling?
Well, I don't feel great, but
I'm okay.
How is your writing process going?
About 60% of how I was before.
He's gotten a lot better.
I think it's time to consider his discharge.
It seems like it.
Look at that hat.
What is this?
She's so happy.
That girl, why didn't she comfortably stay in Europe?
Why is she unnecessarily roaming around the bare fields in Mongol like that?
Because of money, probably.
She's cheap, remember?
So you do know, the fact that she is cheap.
Are you really not going to look at Hae Soo's pictures?
No.
Have you two really, really
not been contacting each other?
Let's go now.
Those two are so vicious.
Aren't you sick of them now?
Let's go.
Wait, doesn't Jang Jae Yul still have to have treatments even when he is discharged tomorrow?
You have to do that for most illnesses.
We are treating him just as we would for a cancer patient.
Let's walk together!
1 year since Hae Soo left.
Hyung, stop lying.
Why would I
lie to you!
What are you doing while you are eating!
Turn this way, turn this way. You are going to have to change your shirt.
Hey, do you really think I am lying?
Of course, you are lying.
A female officer likes you? Kill me instead.
In a male prison,
a female officer? How does that make sense?
The moment he opens his mouth, everything is a lie.
Last time, when Professor Lee was consulting him,
apparently her glare towards him
was seductive and unusual.
Here, here! Change your clothes!
What's with the color?
My Young Jin likes white.
My Young Jin? You are joking.
Hi, Hae Soo,
have you been doing well?
Dong Min and I are doing well.
Jang Jae Yul, I mean Hyung Jae Yul, is writing and broadcasting again.
He's improved so much that he only takes medicine once a week.
And Kang Woo hasn't appeared once for six months.
I'm the guy before who
was arrested for murder and for 14 years-
Mr. Lily, (nickname used during consulting)
try again.
I am...
Currently, I am
a guy helping his mother with a pepper farm, named Jang Jae Beom.
Jang Jae Beom is going through group treatment through Young Jin in order to learn how to normally talk with others.
But I think he likes her...
My son, who was diagnosed with Tourette's syndrome,
was suffering from depression and...
My father and Jae Yul's mother are doing a group treatment.
- My son is a schizophrenic patient.
Aren't you glad?
It feels like it was all my fault.
Oh, I almost forgot. Yoon Cheol and Hye Jin birthed a cute boy.
It feels like they filmed this yesterday.
- I know, right?
The kids must have changed so much.
Stop watching! How many times do we have to watch the reruns?
We got together to watch soccer.
Hey! This show won a grand award!
We've never watched it together like this.
Honey, let's stop watching it, okay?
Just watch soccer!
Give it back!
Hey! Soo Kwang, give it to me.
Give it to me!
Goal!
We always miss you, but we are doing well.
You are frustrated because I talked less about Jae Yul than others, aren't you?
If you are frustrated, come back quick and check on him yourself.
Anyway, I hope you are well.
From your eternal little brother, Park Soo Kwang.
Hi, Jang Jae Yul,
yesterday, as my last relaxing vacation, I came back to Okinawa.
And all day, I just stared at the ocean that we went to.
♫ Because we were together for so long ♫
♫ As my friend, I was so comfortable with you ♫
♫ That this is love, I lived without knowing ♫
♫ Yes, I lived like that ♫
And, today... I am here again.
Tomorrow, I'm coming back to Seoul.
I am certain you haven't,
but just in case, you haven't forgotten about me, Ji Hae Soo, right?
I'll contact you when I get there.
Dong Min! Soo Kwang! I'm here!
Surprise!
Surprise!
Surprise?
What is this? You two with your sour faces.
I came back. Don't you see me?
So what?
- That's not the right place! Is that the right picture?
All the pictures look the same.
- How do they look the same?
You're stupid, huh?
I mean, what are you two doing right now, huh?
Are you returning home in glory? If you returned, then you returned.
If you are hungry, eat. There is some cold rice.
She's unexpectedly such a princess.
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You turned the house into a dog kennel.
Do you still not do the dishes?
My wife returned to the States yesterday.
I'm lonely, so leave me alone.
Leave me alone as well. I have to finish the puzzle.
You're here.
You became prettier while I didn't see you.
Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it!
- You scared me...
So conceited...
"You're here."
"You became prettier..." What are you trying to say?
Just that.
Did you forget about me?
No.
Then the thoughtlessness, the careless welcome,
what's with that?
You haven't forgotten about me, but you don't care?
You see, because I've been thinking about you everyday,
it feels like I saw you yesterday then again a few moments before.
I really missed you.
Can I kiss you?
Please do.
Ta Da!
- Ta Da!
"Hae Soo, whom we love, Jae Yul was waiting so long for you."
♫ Already, everything has been decided ♫
♫ You, you're my destiny ♫
♫ A story that has started from the moment we met ♫
Leave. Go.
♫ You're my Cinderella, and your one and only prince is me ♫
Hurry, leave. Hurry!
♫ I'll smile with you. You just have to be with me ♫
Come on, he told us to leave.
♫ Meeting you, I swear, it's not a coincidence. ♫
♫ I confess to you now, but way before we met ♫
They must be happy.
♫ Cuz you make me feel it up ♫
"Hae Soo, whom we love, Jae Yul was waiting so long for you."
1 year, again, since Hae Soo and Jae Yul reunited.
♫ Your and my love fiction ♫
That was a good sleep.
You probably did. Take your head off my stomach.
What's wrong now?
Get up. Don't stay in bed like a tactless person.
Am I being scolded again, this early in the morning?
Should I raise my arms up? (for punishment)
Take your arms down.
What's the problem today?
This, this is the problem.
What is this?
5 weeks ago, I told you that we shouldn't do it if we didn't have a condom, didn't I?
But you persistently persuaded me to do it anyway.
Hey, where are you going?
Jang Jae Yul! Where are you going? We need to discuss this.
Honey!
I feel good.
Drink coffee.
What's with him?
What is this?
I'm...
becoming a father.
Really?
Really?
Wow!
All of you, why are you so happy?
Don't you see that I'm angry?
Rascal,
you should have used a condom! How could you make a mess of things?
But on that particular day, Hae Soo was so pretty.
My mind was all over the place.
You don't know, but that particular day, she was so pretty.
This rascal, every single thing you do is so cute.
Thank you, Hyung, you made me an uncle!
Congrats, Noona!
Hey, hey! What are you doing?
Stop!
Stop!
Stop here!
Stop! Stop!
Stop!
You feel good, right? Feeling fresh as well.
I'll make you feel even better.
You're happy, right? Right?
Jae Yul! Come out and eat.
Okay!
Oh my! Oh my, oh my, oh my!
Really? Is that so?
Have you gone to the hospital yet?
Aigoo, aigoo! My praiseworthy child.
Aigoo, aigoo. My praiseworthy child.
Oh, the world!
You are here.
What is this? Without us?
Aigoo, aigoo, my handsome child.
So you think you did well?
Of course! What did I do wrong?
Last time, you didn't like the guy since he was handsome and looked like a player. This time, it's because he's an entrepreneur?
That guy doesn't have a stable job!
He jumps from one business after another, being successful and failing, back and forth!
What does this have to do with you? If she is happy, you should leave it at that.
That's what I am saying!
Did you get your injection well?
- Yes.
So what, if he asks for a loan for his business, are you going to lend him the money?
Yes!
Snap out of it, my friend!
Why are they like that?
You'll know if you listen.
How dare you try to lecture me!
Are you two getting bored with each other?
Close your mouth.
My father lost a lot of arguments and reached out first to apologize, so there!
Alright, alright. You go ahead and live however you want.
Gosh, your father-
- Stop, stop. Sunbae, sit down for now.
I'll hold back because of Hae Soo who is pregnant.
Gosh, don't hold back. Who says they're scared?
I'm pregnant. It's too loud right now.
Don't act like you're so great.
Tomorrow, just meet tomorrow and fight all together.
Instead of fighting so difficultly with words, just battle it out physically.
Okay, fine! All the people here, should I go ahead and hold an intense stress relieving program?
Go ahead.
But those who do not have something against the other can't participate in the program.
Ganging up on someone during a fight, I hate that.
Min Young keeps glancing over at other men.
Gosh, you have delusional jealousy.
She obsesses over me too much.
She's taking her finals, so why do I have to go to the library with her?
Hey.
You.
If you're not going to call him "Oppa", I told you not to come over to this house. So rude.
I don't have anything against you.
You always try to butt in.
Postponing my doctorate for two years, it's all because of you.
Okay, call. Let's fight.
- Call.
Okay, good, good, good. Let's fight.
Tomorrow at noon! Everyone come to the hospital! Okay? Dismissed!
You! Just don't cry tomorrow.
You, don't cry tomorrow. Let's please see each other tomorrow.
You should leave, too.
You, clean up all of this, and sleep in Soo Kwang's room tonight.
Clean up before you get scolded even more.
Nope, I don't think we can use separate rooms.
Come up, Darling.
I think you have to clean up by yourself.
Darling.
Gosh, so funny.
Since he's so domesticated like that, I see how he's worth raising up.
(Referring to how he's like a household puppy)
As you already probably know well, today's program has only one rule.
Today at this place, we're going to release all of our grudges that we held onto from before,
and never again refer to those grudges outside.
Everything that happens here today, will all be over and done with here.
Ah gosh, you talk too much. Let's start quickly. Take off your glasses.
Take off your glasses, and let's start quickly.
Okay, okay, okay!
Let's go.
- Okay!
Ready.
Go!
♫ One apple, one palm fruit, 30 pounds stewed dog root ♫
♫ Three children play loudly along a sound valley ♫
♫ Want you to be mine, knowing it's not fine,
no it's not right, now is not the time ♫
♫ one thing my eyes say when they gaze,
upon your gaze upon your light ♫
♫ Let it be right. Let it be right ♫
♫ Let it be right. Let it be right ♫
She's pregnant! She's pregnant!
- I'm pregnant!
Don't! No!
- Let's go!
♫ Ooh, you make me live ♫
♫ Whatever this world can give to me
It's you, you're all I see ♫
Like that, due to many people's help, at that convent in a cave, 24 hours a day
and 365 days a year, there is a candle that is continually lit without burning out day or night.
There is only one reason why the candle is lit.
It's for all the lonely people in the world outside of the cave.
For those of you who are lonely because you are alone,
there is someone who is praying for you 24 hours a day.
Remember that.
You are not alone, not even for a second.
Then likewise tonight, good night, Jang Jae Yul.
Good work.
I'll see you again.
- Good work.
I'll see you next week.
The weather's really nice, huh?
- Yeah.
Can I take a bite of this?
Take a bite.
Is that? It is, right? Author Jang Jae Yul?
What do you mean? Didn't you hear?
No, I heard, but-
- Then what were you thinking?
- Author Jang! You are Author Jang, right?
I think your new novel is really good. I like melo much more than suspense.
Can you sign my notebook for me?
Don't be like that to my wife. She's pregnant right now, so you can't be like this.
Also it's our alone time, so I'll sign later.
I'm sorry, my husband cares for me too much.
Sorry.
Come to the signing. Sorry.
She's mad.
I'm sorry.
You being like this, what if your fans end up all falling away?
I'm fine as long as you don't fall away from me.
Gosh, where did you learn to say such a cute reply?
You'd be very surprised if you knew.
Gosh, so cute.
You're exactly my style.
You're exactly my style.
On that note, after giving birth to our child, what about one more?
Do you want to fight again? Another?
You seem happy.
Call!
- Okay!
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