It's Okay, That's Love (2014–…): Season 1, Episode 15 - Episode #1.15 - full transcript
Although this drama is primarily based on neuropsychiatry, all of the patients' cases and unique diagnosis are fictional.
♫ I am loving you ♫
Even if I go out, don't call for me.
That's how I can come back to you again.
♫ Please, don't go far away. ♫
♫ My tears are about to fall. ♫
Hae Soo.
Hae Soo!
Hae Soo!
♫ A heart that gets pushed as if by waves,
Tears that pour down like starlight, ♫
♫ It crashes down on my heart. ♫
Because of the matter of Jang Jae Yul's visitation, Hae Soo has been reported to the disciplinary committee.
Some doctors feel that Hae Soo interfered with the patient's treatment because of an emotional judgement.
Until the disciplinary action result comes out, the status is suspension of patient treatments and only guidance of residents.
In regard to Jae Yul, let's allow family visitation.
Just as Papillon jumps off a cliff and finds his freedom again,
if it can't be avoided forever, it needs to be dealt with head on.
Jang Jae Beom and his mother, are they doing well?
It's been a week, but I haven't heard anything special from them.
That means they're doing well.
I told you that Jae Beom is a person who needs a mother's love.
He is suffering from a conduct disorder from lack of affection.
Okay, for the order of visits, let's have his brother come before his mother.
It's for self-defense.
That's good, right?
Take this person to an empty room, strip off all his clothes, and inspect him.
- Yes.
Hey,
why are you so pretty?
Perhaps,
are you an angel?
Some chaotic things could happen.
Even if you hear a loud noise, unless it's a fist fight, wait first and don't go in.
Have the caregivers on standby in close vicinity.
I heard that Mom is the culprit.
So, what do you think?
For wrongfully living in prison for fourteen years,
you want me to just take the money as compensation and be done with it?
Hyung.
I'm very, very sorry.
Hey!
Hey! What are you sorry for?
What are you sorry for, huh?!
What are you sorry for, huh?!
You bastard, tell me!
What are you sorry about, huh?!
Are you sorry that you didn't tell the prosecutor, "It's not my brother, but my mom that killed him."
What are you sorry for?! What are you sorry for, huh?!
Hey! What are you sorry for?!
- What are you doing?
Huh?!
- Caregivers!
What are you sorry for?
- Caregivers!
Caregivers!!
What are you sorry for?!
Hey!
Hey, since I was already a son of a b*tch,
if I knew that Mom killed him,
did you think I would have been excited and have told the prosecutor, "It was Mom!"
"Take my mom away!"
"Because she has been beaten repeatedly by a man, my mother has gone crazy and killed a person!"
Do you think I would have done that?
Hey, you deserve to be crazy!
Are you the only one whom Mom gave birth to?
I came from Mom's womb, too!
Just go and clean up that bastard's blood.
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Just leave me alone for a little while.
Just like this for a little bit.
You can all leave.
Jang Jae Yul,
I'll be outside, okay?
And then after ten minutes, I'll call the nurse.
You're a fake.
You don't exist.
Thank heavens, he didn't get hurt badly.
How is Jae Yul's state of mind?
It's just as we expected.
Maybe it's because he got the beating from his brother that he's been wanting all his life,
for some reason, he looked very, very lighthearted.
Jang Jae Yul seems like a very strong person.
I left after watching him fall asleep right away.
I think it was good to let them meet.
It's a relief, really.
We solved a really big homework assignment.
Okay, let's talk again later. Yes.
He's eating well!
After he came back from meeting Jae Yul, he's been like that.
Maybe Hyung... cleared up his anger towards Jae Yul.
Yesterday he asked me... when Jae Yul would be discharged.
He did?
He must have taken an evening stroll.
He looks better.
♫ Because we were together a long time, ♫
You're really good looking, my boyfriend.
♫ You were such a comfortable friend, ♫
♫ I lived not knowing this was love. That's right, that's how I lived. ♫
♫ If I can't see you, I want to see you. ♫
♫ In my dreams, you keep appearing. ♫
♫ Every day I can't sleep, the tears ♫
Sunbae, you really can't do this here.
If the disciplinary committee knows that you're like this, your treatment privileges might get entirely revoked.
Really, why are you doing this?
I got it.
I got it. I'm sorry. I'll go.
♫ Even if it's in my dreams, even if it's in that dream, ♫
♫ While I look in your eyes, those precious words that I want to confess to you, ♫
♫ I love you. ♫
My son looks good.
Has Hyung said anything to you?
No, he hasn't.
But after visiting you, he's been eating well. I don't know why, but he seems peaceful.
Mom,
I don't see Kang Woo now these days.
I've heard, Professor Lee called me about it.
Kang Woo must really be fake.
Since I take my drugs regularly,
I haven't seen him not even once for a week.
I've also heard that you have been taking your medicine well. You're being good.
I want to be discharged.
That's not possible.
When I told Hae Soo that I'm visiting you today,
she firmly told me over text message.
You can't be discharged no matter what.
I'll stay with you.
You can keep an eye on me all 24 hours. That will do, right?
If you are going to say things like that, I'm going to go.
Mom,
I think Hae Soo
received disciplinary measures from the hospital because of me.
Hae Soo is a doctor, but
she can't see her patients because of me.
Mom,
it's rare, but Hae Soo comes to see me outside of my room at night.
Then she cries and leaves.
I pretend to be asleep, but I know all about it.
It's hard to ignore it.
I'll tell Hae Soo not to go to your room.
No,
if she doesn't come, I'll be waiting so you can't do that.
Mom, she is
poor.
Her dad is sick, and she has lots of debt.
Her dream is to become a professor.
Mom,
my illness...
is not easily curable.
I can relapse and
I have to take medication all my life.
I know.
But just like hypertension and diabetes, if you take your medications regularly...
Don't be greedy, Mom.
A person shouldn't be like that.
I'll do this alone.
No,
with you, Mom.
And leave Hae Soo here.
Mom,
in order to stop embarrassing myself in front of the person I love,
please take me out of here, huh?
And trust me.
Just as I have always been,
I'm going to get back up by myself.
I'll take my medications regularly.
Really. I will take them well.
If I see Kang Woo again, you take me to another hospital.
Let's go now, Mom.
Mother, Mother!
Jang Jae Yul still believes that Kang Woo exists.
Until he knows that Kang Woo doesn't exist on his own,
he hasn't been cured.
So Mother, trust us and...
- The medications...
I'll make sure that he takes them.
It won't work with just medicine.
The reason we want to keep Author Jang here is
to decrease his dependence on his medications so that he can write normally later.
For the first time,
there is a chance for the three of us to live as a family.
My family will commit and
will try to endure it.
Thank you for everything.
Mother.
Don't go.
No matter what you say, I'm leaving.
Why are you so cruel to me?
When Hye Jin fell into the lake,
remember Yoon Cheol, whose heart was aching.
I can't let you go through that by having you by my side.
It'll be okay once we treat it, Jang Jae Yul.
If you love me, please...
To you, love is
completely letting go in front of that person,
being okay with feeling small.
Not showing off and being dependent on one another, but
not me.
When my mom and I were beaten
by my stepfather when I was young,
I swore to myself,
"I'll never become small in front of anyone else."
I can't help it even if you call me a jerk.
I've always lived like that,
and that's comfortable.
If it's easier for you to think that I love you less,
please do so.
This means that I'll definitely do it my way.
What do I have to do to keep you?
If you practice breaking up,
it becomes bearable later.
Trust me, Hae Soo.
Jang Jae Yul... Jang Jae Yul!
Jang Jae Yul!
You have to trust me.
Kang Woo is a hallucination. I'm real.
It is not the doctor who finds that delusion and contradiction,
but it's you.
What exactly are you, Kang Woo?
What happened with the disciplinary action?
1 month suspension from patient treatment?
2 months suspension from patient treatment.
These are materials for the thesis. Organize them.
How does it feel to be disciplined?
I'm indifferent.
Why are you indifferent and not mad?
Because it is not a matter of my interest.
Then what is your matter of interest?
How to bring Jang Jae Yul from the unreality where Kang Woo lives back to the reality where I live.
Only that one.
Here.
Hello?
Really? Okay, I'll tell him.
It's Tae Yong. Your books are selling well these days.
It must be amusing because a crazy bastard wrote a book.
I haven't heard from Hae Soo lately..
Hyung, I'm going out for a stroll.
You turned on the GPS on your phone, right?
- Yes.
It's so frickin hot here.
Do you want me to wash your back with cold water?
I heard that you are taking your medications well from Sunbae Young Jin.
Aside from missing you, I'm doing well.
Boo!
- You surprised me.
Have you been doing well?
Have you been doing well?
I'm fine.
Stop it now. It hurts, scrub lightly.
Endure it for a little longer. I'm almost done.
Damn it. Am I dirty? Why do you keep scrubbing?
All day long, you clean and wash the rags. Is the whole world dirty?
Do you think you are the only clean one?
You are right. I have been like that after Jae Yul and I fell in the outhouse pit.
Something must have happened to my head.
Ever since then, everything is so dirty and smelly.
I can't sleep in closed rooms.
You and Jae Yul fell in an outhouse pit? Why did you fall in?
When was it...?
I was beaten by the person we lived with from the morning, so
while I was running away in the neighborhood,
the place that I ended up hiding was
inside the public outhouse.
I was probably there half a day.
It felt like I was going to die.
So when I was just about to leave,
I heard that man's voice again and
Jae Yul came in.
The look in his eyes when he saw me.
After that, we washed ourselves in the river.
I wanted to cry, but Jae Yul said,
"Mom, isn't this funny? We both fell inside of the outside pit."
He was smiling.
So, I smiled with him.
Since we're all wet anyway, I said, "Let's just play," and we played in the water.
It was probably since then.
Jae Yul sleeps in the bathroom,
and I can't live in closed rooms.
This thought has been coming to my mind often lately.
Back then, should we have
held on to each other and cried?
The reason why Jae Yul is sick... I keep thinking if it's because
he couldn't cry back then.
Scrub.
Oh my, Jae Beom,
you are growing black hair.
Just scrub my back.
Oh my! Black hair is growing!
Unbelievable!
Jae Beom, you are growing black hair!
Stay still. Just wait.
It's refreshing, right? It's nice because you have a mom, isn't it?
It feels so good! It feels so good!
Cutie.
Have you been eating well?
I've been sleeping well, too.
Hae Soo has received disciplinary action from the hospital.
The girl that you broke up with because of your non-compromising and sharp personality.
You are probably not curious about how she's doing.
But she's been disciplined for visiting you in the room.
Because of love, she dishonored herself as a doctor.
If she told you that she's been doing well, it's a lie.
She's not doing well.
Soo Kwang told me.
Your wife is coming back from the States.
Watching you and Hae Soo love one another, I suddenly want to love.
And if my wife didn't come back soon, it seems like I might cheat on her.
We decided that we should visit one another often.
I am an adult in puberty that needs love.
You, too.
Don't act cocky and let Hae Soo console you.
Get treated at the hospital, and get back with Hae Soo.
You still see Kang Woo now days, right?
If you don't see him, there is no reason for you not to come see Hae Soo.
Go home safely, Hyungnim.
We'll come again.
Soo Kwang, let's go.
Thank you, for making me the manager of the cafe.
Have you been kissing So Nyeo so much that
kissing has become a habit to you?
Bingo.
Go.
Hyung!
Hae Soo, Dong Min and I are real, and
Kang Woo is fake.
We are all waiting for you, Hyung.
If you don't come back, I'm no longer calling you "Hyung."
I'm going to leave.
Why is Mom putting a successful restaurant up for sale?
Welcome.
Mom said that, once she sells the restaurant, she'll give you money. You should pay Doctor Jo back...
With the rest, either travel or study abroad. Just leave this place.
I can't travel nor study abroad.
I have to prepare a thesis for Professor Lee.
Yeah, right. You...
Did you become a doctor so that you can write a thesis for others?
You are suspended, so you can't even examine patients. If not the restaurant, I'll sell the house. Go study abroad!
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Hello?
It's me, Hae Soo.
Ji Hae Soo
♫ Do you see my heart, ♫
What?
It's been over a week since you left me.
How are you after leaving me? Are you at ease?
I'm uneasy.
Jang Jae Yul
♫ Are you happy? ♫
♫ Your face comes to my mind, ♫
♫ Stay at my side, forever, you... ♫
Ji Hae Soo
♫ Just as you're shaken, ♫
Hae Soo...
♫ You come closer, ♫
♫ You knocked on my heart, ♫
♫ I love the you that's like that, ♫
♫ My heart aches when I see you, ♫
♫ It's okay, that's love, ♫
♫ This heart that's lacking, also I, love, ♫
♫ Would you be able to let it all go, ♫
♫ Could you? ♫
Jang Jae Yul
Why are you like this?
Dong Min understands that you had no choice but to make that decision during the trial.
No... you made a huge mistake that day.
You didn't consult with your brother who trusts you or your lawyer.
Similarly for this case, you are currently making a huge mistake.
Leaving me and
denying my help.
When I hang up now,
I'm never going to call you.
Like you, if I say I'm going to commit to something, I do it.
As long as you believe that Kang Woo is real,
we'll have to break up like this.
Jang Jae Yul, listen to what I'm about to say very carefully.
When I hang up, you'll probably see Kang Woo again.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
And figure it out, the fact that he is an illusion and a contradiction.
Only then, can we see each other again.
Kang Woo exists, Hae Soo.
When you see Kang Woo,
remember the times we loved each other.
Me touching you, and you touching me.
Me smiling and crying in your arms.
Those moments, they are real.
Kang Woo exists, I don't understand why you are saying he doesn't.
I can't figure out what is an illusion and a contradiction.
It's possible, you can find it.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
From head to toe, very, very slowly.
Stop your breath, and slowly.
All illusions have a contradiction.
If you look carefully, you will be able to find the contradiction.
Most patients find it this way, so you can, too.
When you figure out the illusion and the contradiction, come back to me.
I'll be waiting.
I love you so much.
You are fake.
Hae Soo is right.
Really?
Just like what Doctor Jo said, I'm you?
I'm me, how am I you?
I can't be you.
We look so different.
Everyone is lying.
When you were getting beaten up,
like how everyone pretended they didn't know,
people are not interested in people like me, so they're pretending not to see me...
When I hang up, you'll probably see Kang Woo again.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
From head to toe, very, very slowly.
Stop your breath, and slowly.
All illusions have a contradiction.
If you look carefully, you will be able to find the contradiction.
Han Kang Woo
Don't pretend like you don't know me, Author Jang.
You and I...
How long has it been since we first met?
Three years.
You...
What grade are you in?
I'm a second year in high school.
You...
who are you?
I'm your fan, Han Kang Woo.
A second year in high school.
Han Kang Woo
What's wrong? Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Author! Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Tae Yong, follow Jae Yul using GPS.
Right now!
When you see Kang Woo,
the times when we loved each other,
remember those moments.
Me touching you,
and you touching me.
Me smiling and crying in your arms.
Those moments,
they are real.
No!
I made sure she at least knows your name!
♫ Baby needs some protection, ♫
♫ But I'm a kid like everyone else, ♫
♫ So let me go, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your hero, ♫
♫ I don't want to be a big man, ♫
♫ I just want to fight like everyone else, ♫
♫ So let me go, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your hero, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your big man, ♫
♫ I just want to fight with everyone else, ♫
♫ Your masquerade, ♫
♫ I don't want to be a part of your parade, ♫
♫ Everyone deserves a chance to walk with everyone else, ♫
Behind me, Kang Woo is...
Hae Soo,
Kang Woo is fake.
Kang Woo...
can't possibly be me, but
he is...
me.
♫ I like you who is so any which way, ♫
♫ You who wordlessly smiled, ♫
Hae Soo,
♫ Hug me babe, ♫
help me.
Hae Soo,
help me.
Good job, good job.
It's all good now. It's all good.
♫ The love that I want to see is destiny, ♫
♫ It's not avoidable ♫
♫ Every day I'm so lucky, a hidden ♫
Here.
When I was in jail, I saved parts of the food that I want to eat
and made it with rice.
Don't cry.
Doctor Jo said that Jae Yul will be really cured when he goes back to the hospital, right?
Don't cry.
♫ You are my good luck, ♫
♫ It's not avoidable, ♫
Make a fist.
♫ Do you want to refuse my heart, I love you, ♫
Smile, Jang Jae Yul.
You are not calling me "Hyung"?
I'm going to brag that I took a photo with a famous author.
Hae Soo,
he's not calling me "Hyung."
This bastard, should I beat you up?
Hit me, and I'll pay you back two fold.
Gosh, your mouths are so alive.
Hold this.
I'm going to give you an injection now.
You are going to feel sleepy now, rest.
Soo Kwang, let's leave.
I don't want to, I'm going to sleep here.
You only listen when I hit you.
I'm already taken!
Be nervous, Jang Jae Yul.
Hyungnim, I want him out of my eye sight.
No offense, but I like Soo Kwang more than you.
I can always count on you.
How about we just fight one day in teams?
I'll crush you!
She hit me three times.
You two... don't wake up in the middle of your sleep and create any trouble.
I'm going to eavesdrop.
Give it to me!
Soo Kwang, let's leave.
Sleep! Don't wake him up.
Let's sleep now.
♫ I'm drifting like the clouds, no solid ground. ♫
You see Kang Woo, don't you?
Just the way you told me,
I just leave it at "Kang Woo is over there."
You are doing well.
You are doing well. Let's sleep.
♫ The brink of a day, you light me up from miles away ♫
Wrap things up here, then come home, Sister-in-law.
Don't make your sister and your mom come and make a ruckus here.
I stopped drinking which you don't like.
Please notice that your family members are trying.
♫ For the birth. I am a miracle ♫
♫I'm bent on you. ♫
Unni, cheer up!
This is unlike you, being warm to others.
It's because I'm worried that you'll leave me.
I'll listen to you really well, so don't leave me, okay?
Welcome!
It's time for you to let go of Kang Woo.
Isn't it?
Yes.
You have to sympathize with your sixteen year old self that had no choice but to plead his brother guilty
in order to let go of today's Kang Woo.
Aside from your own faults, if you can't sympathize with your sixteen year old self's actions,
Kang Woo will come back again.
I'll try.
Let's go.
Hae Soo's mother
Hae Soo's mother
Jae Yul, it's Hae Soo's mom.
I beg you, let Hae Soo go.
Even though you are sick, I want to believe that you are not that selfish.
Even though I want to go to the hospital with you, you understand that we have to go separately, right?
I understand.
And you understand that when we run into each other in the hospital, we have to pretend that we don't know each other, right?
I won't get a suspended doctor fired.
Gosh, you're always really good with your words.
So, you don't like it?
No, I'm dying of happiness.
If you meet Kang Woo today, tell him
that for taking care of my lonely boyfriend,
I...
am very grateful.
And...
since I am here for you,
he can leave comfortably. Okay?
Okay.
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The present that I'm going to give to Kang Woo is in the car.
Give it to him well.
Leave first.
Okay.
It's curfew!
Everyone go back to your rooms.
Please, I ask of you.
-Always making us return when something good is on.
Kang Woo, let's wash your feet.
♫ On the night that the stars twinkled ♫
♫ I remember that fluttering moment ♫
♫ The beating of my heart, it's love ♫
♫ Is it the same for you? ♫
♫ Do you still not know my heart? ♫
♫ Even today, you seem so far away ♫
♫ Oh, by love, I'm ♫
My girlfriend chose a nice gift.
♫ I dream again. With you ♫
Author Jang, should I not come anymore?
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ I dream. For the sun to rise tomorrow, ♫
♫ This night is long. You, whom I've been dreaming of, I'll call you ♫
♫ I am loving you ♫
Even if I go out, don't call for me.
That's how I can come back to you again.
♫ Please, don't go far away. ♫
♫ My tears are about to fall. ♫
Hae Soo.
Hae Soo!
Hae Soo!
♫ A heart that gets pushed as if by waves,
Tears that pour down like starlight, ♫
♫ It crashes down on my heart. ♫
Because of the matter of Jang Jae Yul's visitation, Hae Soo has been reported to the disciplinary committee.
Some doctors feel that Hae Soo interfered with the patient's treatment because of an emotional judgement.
Until the disciplinary action result comes out, the status is suspension of patient treatments and only guidance of residents.
In regard to Jae Yul, let's allow family visitation.
Just as Papillon jumps off a cliff and finds his freedom again,
if it can't be avoided forever, it needs to be dealt with head on.
Jang Jae Beom and his mother, are they doing well?
It's been a week, but I haven't heard anything special from them.
That means they're doing well.
I told you that Jae Beom is a person who needs a mother's love.
He is suffering from a conduct disorder from lack of affection.
Okay, for the order of visits, let's have his brother come before his mother.
It's for self-defense.
That's good, right?
Take this person to an empty room, strip off all his clothes, and inspect him.
- Yes.
Hey,
why are you so pretty?
Perhaps,
are you an angel?
Some chaotic things could happen.
Even if you hear a loud noise, unless it's a fist fight, wait first and don't go in.
Have the caregivers on standby in close vicinity.
I heard that Mom is the culprit.
So, what do you think?
For wrongfully living in prison for fourteen years,
you want me to just take the money as compensation and be done with it?
Hyung.
I'm very, very sorry.
Hey!
Hey! What are you sorry for?
What are you sorry for, huh?!
What are you sorry for, huh?!
You bastard, tell me!
What are you sorry about, huh?!
Are you sorry that you didn't tell the prosecutor, "It's not my brother, but my mom that killed him."
What are you sorry for?! What are you sorry for, huh?!
Hey! What are you sorry for?!
- What are you doing?
Huh?!
- Caregivers!
What are you sorry for?
- Caregivers!
Caregivers!!
What are you sorry for?!
Hey!
Hey, since I was already a son of a b*tch,
if I knew that Mom killed him,
did you think I would have been excited and have told the prosecutor, "It was Mom!"
"Take my mom away!"
"Because she has been beaten repeatedly by a man, my mother has gone crazy and killed a person!"
Do you think I would have done that?
Hey, you deserve to be crazy!
Are you the only one whom Mom gave birth to?
I came from Mom's womb, too!
Just go and clean up that bastard's blood.
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Just leave me alone for a little while.
Just like this for a little bit.
You can all leave.
Jang Jae Yul,
I'll be outside, okay?
And then after ten minutes, I'll call the nurse.
You're a fake.
You don't exist.
Thank heavens, he didn't get hurt badly.
How is Jae Yul's state of mind?
It's just as we expected.
Maybe it's because he got the beating from his brother that he's been wanting all his life,
for some reason, he looked very, very lighthearted.
Jang Jae Yul seems like a very strong person.
I left after watching him fall asleep right away.
I think it was good to let them meet.
It's a relief, really.
We solved a really big homework assignment.
Okay, let's talk again later. Yes.
He's eating well!
After he came back from meeting Jae Yul, he's been like that.
Maybe Hyung... cleared up his anger towards Jae Yul.
Yesterday he asked me... when Jae Yul would be discharged.
He did?
He must have taken an evening stroll.
He looks better.
♫ Because we were together a long time, ♫
You're really good looking, my boyfriend.
♫ You were such a comfortable friend, ♫
♫ I lived not knowing this was love. That's right, that's how I lived. ♫
♫ If I can't see you, I want to see you. ♫
♫ In my dreams, you keep appearing. ♫
♫ Every day I can't sleep, the tears ♫
Sunbae, you really can't do this here.
If the disciplinary committee knows that you're like this, your treatment privileges might get entirely revoked.
Really, why are you doing this?
I got it.
I got it. I'm sorry. I'll go.
♫ Even if it's in my dreams, even if it's in that dream, ♫
♫ While I look in your eyes, those precious words that I want to confess to you, ♫
♫ I love you. ♫
My son looks good.
Has Hyung said anything to you?
No, he hasn't.
But after visiting you, he's been eating well. I don't know why, but he seems peaceful.
Mom,
I don't see Kang Woo now these days.
I've heard, Professor Lee called me about it.
Kang Woo must really be fake.
Since I take my drugs regularly,
I haven't seen him not even once for a week.
I've also heard that you have been taking your medicine well. You're being good.
I want to be discharged.
That's not possible.
When I told Hae Soo that I'm visiting you today,
she firmly told me over text message.
You can't be discharged no matter what.
I'll stay with you.
You can keep an eye on me all 24 hours. That will do, right?
If you are going to say things like that, I'm going to go.
Mom,
I think Hae Soo
received disciplinary measures from the hospital because of me.
Hae Soo is a doctor, but
she can't see her patients because of me.
Mom,
it's rare, but Hae Soo comes to see me outside of my room at night.
Then she cries and leaves.
I pretend to be asleep, but I know all about it.
It's hard to ignore it.
I'll tell Hae Soo not to go to your room.
No,
if she doesn't come, I'll be waiting so you can't do that.
Mom, she is
poor.
Her dad is sick, and she has lots of debt.
Her dream is to become a professor.
Mom,
my illness...
is not easily curable.
I can relapse and
I have to take medication all my life.
I know.
But just like hypertension and diabetes, if you take your medications regularly...
Don't be greedy, Mom.
A person shouldn't be like that.
I'll do this alone.
No,
with you, Mom.
And leave Hae Soo here.
Mom,
in order to stop embarrassing myself in front of the person I love,
please take me out of here, huh?
And trust me.
Just as I have always been,
I'm going to get back up by myself.
I'll take my medications regularly.
Really. I will take them well.
If I see Kang Woo again, you take me to another hospital.
Let's go now, Mom.
Mother, Mother!
Jang Jae Yul still believes that Kang Woo exists.
Until he knows that Kang Woo doesn't exist on his own,
he hasn't been cured.
So Mother, trust us and...
- The medications...
I'll make sure that he takes them.
It won't work with just medicine.
The reason we want to keep Author Jang here is
to decrease his dependence on his medications so that he can write normally later.
For the first time,
there is a chance for the three of us to live as a family.
My family will commit and
will try to endure it.
Thank you for everything.
Mother.
Don't go.
No matter what you say, I'm leaving.
Why are you so cruel to me?
When Hye Jin fell into the lake,
remember Yoon Cheol, whose heart was aching.
I can't let you go through that by having you by my side.
It'll be okay once we treat it, Jang Jae Yul.
If you love me, please...
To you, love is
completely letting go in front of that person,
being okay with feeling small.
Not showing off and being dependent on one another, but
not me.
When my mom and I were beaten
by my stepfather when I was young,
I swore to myself,
"I'll never become small in front of anyone else."
I can't help it even if you call me a jerk.
I've always lived like that,
and that's comfortable.
If it's easier for you to think that I love you less,
please do so.
This means that I'll definitely do it my way.
What do I have to do to keep you?
If you practice breaking up,
it becomes bearable later.
Trust me, Hae Soo.
Jang Jae Yul... Jang Jae Yul!
Jang Jae Yul!
You have to trust me.
Kang Woo is a hallucination. I'm real.
It is not the doctor who finds that delusion and contradiction,
but it's you.
What exactly are you, Kang Woo?
What happened with the disciplinary action?
1 month suspension from patient treatment?
2 months suspension from patient treatment.
These are materials for the thesis. Organize them.
How does it feel to be disciplined?
I'm indifferent.
Why are you indifferent and not mad?
Because it is not a matter of my interest.
Then what is your matter of interest?
How to bring Jang Jae Yul from the unreality where Kang Woo lives back to the reality where I live.
Only that one.
Here.
Hello?
Really? Okay, I'll tell him.
It's Tae Yong. Your books are selling well these days.
It must be amusing because a crazy bastard wrote a book.
I haven't heard from Hae Soo lately..
Hyung, I'm going out for a stroll.
You turned on the GPS on your phone, right?
- Yes.
It's so frickin hot here.
Do you want me to wash your back with cold water?
I heard that you are taking your medications well from Sunbae Young Jin.
Aside from missing you, I'm doing well.
Boo!
- You surprised me.
Have you been doing well?
Have you been doing well?
I'm fine.
Stop it now. It hurts, scrub lightly.
Endure it for a little longer. I'm almost done.
Damn it. Am I dirty? Why do you keep scrubbing?
All day long, you clean and wash the rags. Is the whole world dirty?
Do you think you are the only clean one?
You are right. I have been like that after Jae Yul and I fell in the outhouse pit.
Something must have happened to my head.
Ever since then, everything is so dirty and smelly.
I can't sleep in closed rooms.
You and Jae Yul fell in an outhouse pit? Why did you fall in?
When was it...?
I was beaten by the person we lived with from the morning, so
while I was running away in the neighborhood,
the place that I ended up hiding was
inside the public outhouse.
I was probably there half a day.
It felt like I was going to die.
So when I was just about to leave,
I heard that man's voice again and
Jae Yul came in.
The look in his eyes when he saw me.
After that, we washed ourselves in the river.
I wanted to cry, but Jae Yul said,
"Mom, isn't this funny? We both fell inside of the outside pit."
He was smiling.
So, I smiled with him.
Since we're all wet anyway, I said, "Let's just play," and we played in the water.
It was probably since then.
Jae Yul sleeps in the bathroom,
and I can't live in closed rooms.
This thought has been coming to my mind often lately.
Back then, should we have
held on to each other and cried?
The reason why Jae Yul is sick... I keep thinking if it's because
he couldn't cry back then.
Scrub.
Oh my, Jae Beom,
you are growing black hair.
Just scrub my back.
Oh my! Black hair is growing!
Unbelievable!
Jae Beom, you are growing black hair!
Stay still. Just wait.
It's refreshing, right? It's nice because you have a mom, isn't it?
It feels so good! It feels so good!
Cutie.
Have you been eating well?
I've been sleeping well, too.
Hae Soo has received disciplinary action from the hospital.
The girl that you broke up with because of your non-compromising and sharp personality.
You are probably not curious about how she's doing.
But she's been disciplined for visiting you in the room.
Because of love, she dishonored herself as a doctor.
If she told you that she's been doing well, it's a lie.
She's not doing well.
Soo Kwang told me.
Your wife is coming back from the States.
Watching you and Hae Soo love one another, I suddenly want to love.
And if my wife didn't come back soon, it seems like I might cheat on her.
We decided that we should visit one another often.
I am an adult in puberty that needs love.
You, too.
Don't act cocky and let Hae Soo console you.
Get treated at the hospital, and get back with Hae Soo.
You still see Kang Woo now days, right?
If you don't see him, there is no reason for you not to come see Hae Soo.
Go home safely, Hyungnim.
We'll come again.
Soo Kwang, let's go.
Thank you, for making me the manager of the cafe.
Have you been kissing So Nyeo so much that
kissing has become a habit to you?
Bingo.
Go.
Hyung!
Hae Soo, Dong Min and I are real, and
Kang Woo is fake.
We are all waiting for you, Hyung.
If you don't come back, I'm no longer calling you "Hyung."
I'm going to leave.
Why is Mom putting a successful restaurant up for sale?
Welcome.
Mom said that, once she sells the restaurant, she'll give you money. You should pay Doctor Jo back...
With the rest, either travel or study abroad. Just leave this place.
I can't travel nor study abroad.
I have to prepare a thesis for Professor Lee.
Yeah, right. You...
Did you become a doctor so that you can write a thesis for others?
You are suspended, so you can't even examine patients. If not the restaurant, I'll sell the house. Go study abroad!
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Hello?
It's me, Hae Soo.
Ji Hae Soo
♫ Do you see my heart, ♫
What?
It's been over a week since you left me.
How are you after leaving me? Are you at ease?
I'm uneasy.
Jang Jae Yul
♫ Are you happy? ♫
♫ Your face comes to my mind, ♫
♫ Stay at my side, forever, you... ♫
Ji Hae Soo
♫ Just as you're shaken, ♫
Hae Soo...
♫ You come closer, ♫
♫ You knocked on my heart, ♫
♫ I love the you that's like that, ♫
♫ My heart aches when I see you, ♫
♫ It's okay, that's love, ♫
♫ This heart that's lacking, also I, love, ♫
♫ Would you be able to let it all go, ♫
♫ Could you? ♫
Jang Jae Yul
Why are you like this?
Dong Min understands that you had no choice but to make that decision during the trial.
No... you made a huge mistake that day.
You didn't consult with your brother who trusts you or your lawyer.
Similarly for this case, you are currently making a huge mistake.
Leaving me and
denying my help.
When I hang up now,
I'm never going to call you.
Like you, if I say I'm going to commit to something, I do it.
As long as you believe that Kang Woo is real,
we'll have to break up like this.
Jang Jae Yul, listen to what I'm about to say very carefully.
When I hang up, you'll probably see Kang Woo again.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
And figure it out, the fact that he is an illusion and a contradiction.
Only then, can we see each other again.
Kang Woo exists, Hae Soo.
When you see Kang Woo,
remember the times we loved each other.
Me touching you, and you touching me.
Me smiling and crying in your arms.
Those moments, they are real.
Kang Woo exists, I don't understand why you are saying he doesn't.
I can't figure out what is an illusion and a contradiction.
It's possible, you can find it.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
From head to toe, very, very slowly.
Stop your breath, and slowly.
All illusions have a contradiction.
If you look carefully, you will be able to find the contradiction.
Most patients find it this way, so you can, too.
When you figure out the illusion and the contradiction, come back to me.
I'll be waiting.
I love you so much.
You are fake.
Hae Soo is right.
Really?
Just like what Doctor Jo said, I'm you?
I'm me, how am I you?
I can't be you.
We look so different.
Everyone is lying.
When you were getting beaten up,
like how everyone pretended they didn't know,
people are not interested in people like me, so they're pretending not to see me...
When I hang up, you'll probably see Kang Woo again.
Look carefully at Kang Woo who is in front of you.
From head to toe, very, very slowly.
Stop your breath, and slowly.
All illusions have a contradiction.
If you look carefully, you will be able to find the contradiction.
Han Kang Woo
Don't pretend like you don't know me, Author Jang.
You and I...
How long has it been since we first met?
Three years.
You...
What grade are you in?
I'm a second year in high school.
You...
who are you?
I'm your fan, Han Kang Woo.
A second year in high school.
Han Kang Woo
What's wrong? Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Author! Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Author Jang!
Tae Yong, follow Jae Yul using GPS.
Right now!
When you see Kang Woo,
the times when we loved each other,
remember those moments.
Me touching you,
and you touching me.
Me smiling and crying in your arms.
Those moments,
they are real.
No!
I made sure she at least knows your name!
♫ Baby needs some protection, ♫
♫ But I'm a kid like everyone else, ♫
♫ So let me go, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your hero, ♫
♫ I don't want to be a big man, ♫
♫ I just want to fight like everyone else, ♫
♫ So let me go, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your hero, ♫
♫ I don't want to be your big man, ♫
♫ I just want to fight with everyone else, ♫
♫ Your masquerade, ♫
♫ I don't want to be a part of your parade, ♫
♫ Everyone deserves a chance to walk with everyone else, ♫
Behind me, Kang Woo is...
Hae Soo,
Kang Woo is fake.
Kang Woo...
can't possibly be me, but
he is...
me.
♫ I like you who is so any which way, ♫
♫ You who wordlessly smiled, ♫
Hae Soo,
♫ Hug me babe, ♫
help me.
Hae Soo,
help me.
Good job, good job.
It's all good now. It's all good.
♫ The love that I want to see is destiny, ♫
♫ It's not avoidable ♫
♫ Every day I'm so lucky, a hidden ♫
Here.
When I was in jail, I saved parts of the food that I want to eat
and made it with rice.
Don't cry.
Doctor Jo said that Jae Yul will be really cured when he goes back to the hospital, right?
Don't cry.
♫ You are my good luck, ♫
♫ It's not avoidable, ♫
Make a fist.
♫ Do you want to refuse my heart, I love you, ♫
Smile, Jang Jae Yul.
You are not calling me "Hyung"?
I'm going to brag that I took a photo with a famous author.
Hae Soo,
he's not calling me "Hyung."
This bastard, should I beat you up?
Hit me, and I'll pay you back two fold.
Gosh, your mouths are so alive.
Hold this.
I'm going to give you an injection now.
You are going to feel sleepy now, rest.
Soo Kwang, let's leave.
I don't want to, I'm going to sleep here.
You only listen when I hit you.
I'm already taken!
Be nervous, Jang Jae Yul.
Hyungnim, I want him out of my eye sight.
No offense, but I like Soo Kwang more than you.
I can always count on you.
How about we just fight one day in teams?
I'll crush you!
She hit me three times.
You two... don't wake up in the middle of your sleep and create any trouble.
I'm going to eavesdrop.
Give it to me!
Soo Kwang, let's leave.
Sleep! Don't wake him up.
Let's sleep now.
♫ I'm drifting like the clouds, no solid ground. ♫
You see Kang Woo, don't you?
Just the way you told me,
I just leave it at "Kang Woo is over there."
You are doing well.
You are doing well. Let's sleep.
♫ The brink of a day, you light me up from miles away ♫
Wrap things up here, then come home, Sister-in-law.
Don't make your sister and your mom come and make a ruckus here.
I stopped drinking which you don't like.
Please notice that your family members are trying.
♫ For the birth. I am a miracle ♫
♫I'm bent on you. ♫
Unni, cheer up!
This is unlike you, being warm to others.
It's because I'm worried that you'll leave me.
I'll listen to you really well, so don't leave me, okay?
Welcome!
It's time for you to let go of Kang Woo.
Isn't it?
Yes.
You have to sympathize with your sixteen year old self that had no choice but to plead his brother guilty
in order to let go of today's Kang Woo.
Aside from your own faults, if you can't sympathize with your sixteen year old self's actions,
Kang Woo will come back again.
I'll try.
Let's go.
Hae Soo's mother
Hae Soo's mother
Jae Yul, it's Hae Soo's mom.
I beg you, let Hae Soo go.
Even though you are sick, I want to believe that you are not that selfish.
Even though I want to go to the hospital with you, you understand that we have to go separately, right?
I understand.
And you understand that when we run into each other in the hospital, we have to pretend that we don't know each other, right?
I won't get a suspended doctor fired.
Gosh, you're always really good with your words.
So, you don't like it?
No, I'm dying of happiness.
If you meet Kang Woo today, tell him
that for taking care of my lonely boyfriend,
I...
am very grateful.
And...
since I am here for you,
he can leave comfortably. Okay?
Okay.
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The present that I'm going to give to Kang Woo is in the car.
Give it to him well.
Leave first.
Okay.
It's curfew!
Everyone go back to your rooms.
Please, I ask of you.
-Always making us return when something good is on.
Kang Woo, let's wash your feet.
♫ On the night that the stars twinkled ♫
♫ I remember that fluttering moment ♫
♫ The beating of my heart, it's love ♫
♫ Is it the same for you? ♫
♫ Do you still not know my heart? ♫
♫ Even today, you seem so far away ♫
♫ Oh, by love, I'm ♫
My girlfriend chose a nice gift.
♫ I dream again. With you ♫
Author Jang, should I not come anymore?
♫ With you ♫
♫ With you ♫
♫ I dream. For the sun to rise tomorrow, ♫
♫ This night is long. You, whom I've been dreaming of, I'll call you ♫