First Love (2002): Season 1, Episode 6 - Episode #1.6 - full transcript

Do you hate me?

No, not that...

But now I..

...can't marry you.

If I lose you I rather die.

Don't say like that,
let me explain it.

I better die.

I'm serious.

I'm not as good as you think.

I'll kill myself.

I'm not the one who saved your life.



And I'm not a god of love too.

Put that down...

Even if I'm not the god of love
I can talk about it.

You wanted me to continue to write...

...because the readers need me.
I felt confidence at that time.

I still remember these.

Then why don't you need me anymore,
I really need you.

I know.

Do you really know?

I feel the same too.

But...

- Do you understand?
- I do!

I don't want to deceive myself again.

Deceive?



And I don't want to deceive you too.

If I continue this I have
to lie always.

Lie? You mean that everything
was a lie before?

It's better to say that
I wanted to avoid my feeling.

You proposed me to marry,
just to avoid all your feeling?

I wanted to live together with you forever.

I really wanted to.

But...

...I can't do that.

Because of Kasumi?

You and Kasumi... betrayed me.

I never betrayed you. Even now
I'm telling you the truth!

Kasumi...?

I really wanted to tell you the truth.

I couldn't continue to hide anything from you.

I want to cancel our engagement...

...because I feel that I'm
unable to deceive you.

I hide this from you...

...because I had a reason to.

Five years ago...

...I abandoned her.

She was the most important for me.

I don't want to hear it!

Listen to me.

- Listen to me.
- I want rather to die!

Don't tell me that again!

Five years ago, I left behind my job...

...decevied my most important
person and ran away.

To not to hurt anyone else...

...I thought the best way
if I hide myself.

But when I met her again...

...I realized that I made
the wrong decision that time.

Actually that time, I...

...just didn't want myself to be hurt.

Even if you get hurt...

...as long as follow your heart...

...your life will be bright.

I didn't do anything...

...for her,...

...but there were a way that
could let us live together.

That time, I...

...didn't see clearly what
is the most important for me.

Isn't the counsellor's job to
analyse other persons heart?

Yet until now, you couldn't
understand your own self.

Peoples mostly can't
understand themselfs.

Like you the god of love
don't understand love.

Then let me help you now.

Nobody can be sure of tomorrow.

Just for a sudden feeling...

...you will change your mind?

- But now I...
- I don't know Kasumi's old self.

But now Kasumi wants to start
her new life with Kiba.

Do you want to distroy their relationship?

You want to seize her happiness?

What's the matter?

I just drink some water.

It doesn't matter what's her feeling...

...I can't marry you.

You don't care even if I die?

I don't want to tell lies anymore.

And don't want to run away,
I've already decided.

Talk about it once more tomorrow.
Can you do it for me?

I need time to cool down.

I will think about it tonight.

Whether I can continue to live alone.

What time and where?

Your voice... very serious.

Because I make an appointment
with my client.

Five o'clock at Canal Cafe.

Ok.

Then we'll discuss it tomorrow.

Sorry.

You want to go home?

- I send you.
- No.

Why?

I want to go back myself.

But there's no trains at this late.

Never mind, I will manage it somehow.

Ok, I leave, you can stay here.

Is it ok?

Sorry.

Excuse me, could you help us?

We're looking for the Jacks Bar.

Ok? Thank you.

It's upstairs.

Thank you, thank you very much.

Nao?!

Why are you here?

What?

You came to stop me.

You came to meet her.
Tomoko told you, right?

What are you saying?

Do you think I still don't get it?

Stop this!

Ezawa!

Don't follow me!

Ezawa.

Welcome!

Sorry, my name is Toudou.

I want to speak with Ezawa,
the room number is 2207.

Please wait for awhile.

Nobody answers.

But she hasn't checked out yet.

No.

Thank you.

Tomoko...

Why did you come back?

You wanted to go back, right?

You were just sleeping?

I just wanted to rest a bit.

Sorry, I've wake you up.

Sorry, to trouble you.

You thought that I've died?

You still care for me so much.

Then at five o'clock.

Nao!

Nothing.

Meet at five o'clock tomorrow.

Telephone service center.

Please connect to Kiba Seiichi
and Ezawa Kazumi's room.

I'm Ezawa Kasumi's sister.

Kiba-san already checked out.

I see. Thank you.

Why did you come?

I don't know.

I don't know what to do.

When I came to my senses
I was standing here.

I don't know what's happening with me.

This is locked.

Come, sit behind me.

- But is not ours.
- Never mind, quick.

After that I'll put it back.

Can it be used by two persons?

You never sit on the back?
Come quick.

But...

Are you ok? Hold on!

Nao!

Nothing.

Warm.

I can feel your warmth now.

Ezawa.

Hold on tight now.

Hold tight!

Ok.

Here we go!

Go!

Are you scared?

- Hold it!
- I'm scared!

Hold!

Are you scared?

- Hold tighter!
- Go!

Still scared?

Speed up!

Was it scary?

Just a little.

But I felt good.

I heard the sound of the wind...

...and I felt your heartbeat.

I could die together with you,
that time I thought so.

I was very happy.

What's the reason of die?

To live together is much more happiness.

That's right, to be
together is better.

Yes.

This way better.

"This way better."

Do you have to work today?
Aren't you in a hurry?

You remembered.

I send you to the station.

See you again.

Don't worry.

Don't feel guilty about today.

That's right!

I'll become your sister.

Your shirt came out.

Good morning!

Good morning.

Ah, you have the same dress on!

At last you stayed together with Kiba!

Please, don't too loud.

No rejection.

So it's true!

Last night he was totally
out of his normal self.

Must be love.

Tell me, with Kiba...

...how did it felt?

Don't joke.

Why?

You two are dating, right?

Was it boring?

I can't tell it.

There's a lot of things
we can't understand.

That not it.

Actually it is.

If you feel that can't continue...

...I think sex will help in love...

...but I think...

...it can cause problems too.

Don't speak this foolish
early in the morning.

You're like roaring monkeys.

Sorry.

All because of you!

I have told you to come
in the visiting time.

The nurses will get angry.

I couldn't stay at home.

Why, what happened?

Last night they didn't come home.

Both?

They don't care about parents.

You mean, Kasumi also didn't come home?

Yes!

Do you think it's acceptable?

They're staying over with a man.

It's unbelievable.

Maybe Kasumi had an accident.

I've called her office,
they said she's working fine.

What's in it so funny?

Because we were the same.

"That man is not decent!" -
my father told me a hundred times.

That was the past, now it's our resposibility.

I'm a father, now it's different.

- It's blood drawing time!
- Ok.

Oh, you again?

Sorry.

Inside everybody seems to be happy.

Like... that girl in fourth row.

Is she?

What's with you?

Is anything happened last night?

I want to come back, and
become a teacher again.

Really?

Yes.

Sit down.

Thank you.

To have a new chance...

...can be said that it's fate.

Fortunately.

Today's education...

...especially classic literature
has to be cured.

To let the literature expresses
clearly it's meaning...

...we need teachers like you.

I still not sure whether
I'm suitable or not.

I wanted to try once more,
for myself.

Can you start to conduct classes
on next semester?

Ok.

I still have to resign in my
present workplace.

I'm waiting for you.

I'm back.

Welcome.

You had lunch with her? I envy you.

Kobayasi called just now, he
cancelled the appointment.

Really? Ok.

Today you don't look too good.

I couldn't sleep at all.

But this job requires more attention.

If you can't sleep that's the worst.

If you can't sleep again,
there's a coctail for it.

I'll teach you next time.

You can mix it at home.

Boss, if there's a drink
with that you can sleep well...

...then there's no need for us.

We won't have any job...

...this doesn't sound bad.

Boss!

Do you have some time to
speak with you?

Anytime.

Only if you don't want to resign.

I can't?

You want to resign?

This can't be.

You are joking.

Sorry, did you wait long?

Never mind, I was watching
the sakura flowers.

Sakura flower?

When you met my parents
sakura flower was in bloom...

...and everywhere was full of pink colour.

Less than one month after, all
the sakura flowers disappeared.

Now the trees looks different.

It's just a short-lived thing.

Welcome!

A cup of coffe.

Alright.

After that I was thinking about a lot.

You've won, we separate.

I win?

Because I bet.

Bet?

Yes.

You came back last night to
the room because you worried about me.

Then I decided to separate with you.

But if you wouldn't come back
I would die there.

Please don't speak about die all the time.

But I'm serious.

But you really came back.

It means you still worry about me.
I really appreciate it.

At last I understand...

...although you think highly of me,
you think more highly of Kasumi.

I'll be ok.

You and Kasumi be happy together.

Why are you so surprised?
This is what you wished, isn't it?

I only... didn't think
that it'll be so simple.

You thought I'll crying?

Sorry.

I'll go to apologize to your parents.

Better don't go yet.
My father will be mad.

Let me talk to them.

But...

You want to tell them that
you rather choosed the younger sister?

Don't worry, let me handle it.

Better let's wait till my parents
emotion cools down, ok?

Do you wish to do like this?

Sorry.

Please, show me a more happy face.

If you wouldn't be nice to me...

...I couldn't endure the
loss of my first love.

Your coffee.

Then I go.

Tap tap, Tomoko's here!

Tomoko!

Good to meet you both.

I want to talk to you.

You want to apologize
about last night?

I'm really sorry to let you worry.

But I will not stay
outside anymore.

Of course.
You're engaged with...

We cancelled the engagement.

I lost to Kasumi.

Actually the person Nao
likes is Kasumi.

What is this means?

Nao was Kasumi's
highschool teacher.

What?

I didn't know at the beginning...

...but both of them dated since.

They meet again after a long time
and the love awakened.

- Kasumi did it...
- Don't scold her.

And also don't blame Nao.

Tomoko!

I'm the god of love
therefore I know...

...nobody's to blame. It's no use.

No use? But...

...it's the responsibility for man.

He said he want to marry you.

Although it is said
intention also can change.

People are so.

Long time ago Mum also
abandoned her fiancee...

...then choose Dad.

Wait, our situation was
completely different.

You and Kasumi are sisters.

But for Nao Kasumi is
more important.

I can't do anything.

Tomoko.

Sit down.

Tomoko.

Come here.

Please!

Don't blame Kasumi.

I'll always treasure her.

I think her as my real
sister and love her very much.

Don't break this relation
just because of this.

Tomoko... you really don't mind?

This can't be helped.

This is my fate.

Therefore...

...from now on I will always
be with my Mum and Dad.

The three of us... together.

Kasumi!

Sorry Dad, yesterday I...

You come here for a while.

Stop, I'll talk to her.

No.

Let me, please Dad.

Although Tomoko will forgive you
I will never forgive you.

You must know that I'm not angry of you.

What?

I've just now discussed with Nao.

I also told to Mum and Dad.

What are you talking about?

It's about Nao.

Last night Nao said he
want to separate with me.

What?

He said that the person
he likes is you.

I will not hinder you.

How can it be, it's not true.

Really?

The love of you and Nao
is also a lie?

For me Nao is very important,...

...but my 22 years old sister
is more important.

Therefore I agree with the
way you choose to live.

If we marry only
because of the responsiblity...

...I wouldn't able to be happy.

Be brave.

Because life is only once.

I will support you.

Sister...

I'll go to the wedding hall
to apologize for the cancellation.

You don't have to worry.

Everything'll be fine...

Right.

Therefore the wedding dress too...

Really sorry.

You helped me so much to prepare.

Sorry.

This is not related to my sister...

...I hope you won't prejudice her.

Yes.

Of course I will pay the
cancellation fee.

Sorry.

Really sorry.

Both bride and bridegroom together:

Light my heart!

Ezawa, I just heard now
from the Director that...

...Tomoko sensei's wedding
ceremony is cancelled.

Why?

Yes, that's right.

Is she want to change the place?

If that's it, then we'll have a problem.

Perhaps not.

Only perhaps, you have to know for sure!

When did you and Nao do it?

We didn't do anything.
I just always liked him.

But your sister engagement
cancelled because of you.

That also mean that
you have conquered Nao.

You're a witch.

How about Kiba?

Last night he came to borrow my car.

Also said that he want
Kasumi to decide.

He had no chance.

He totally don't know about romantic, right?

Here you are.

A plate of fried seafood,
a plate of fried chicken.

If you always eat fried
food you'll become fat.

The waiter of your shop
is very indecent to the guest.

You should discipline him.

After you resigned you told me
that you have no place...

...so I just take you in.

I will fire you.

Sure?

Stop it.

Welcome!

- How many person please?
- Three.

Here please.

You just sit here?

You let the "newcomer" to handle everything?

Just keep quiet. Welcome!

But Nao was already seeing someone...

What do you mean?

Only just... disappointed.

But Kasumi's finally with the
person she loves.

It's better to make up your mind.

That's right.

But this is too fast for me...

You and Kiba already did it?

She did!

I'm not asking you!

That time my feelings seemed far away.

I felt very strange.

At the critical moment Nao who
you always loved appeared...

...in front of you.

Kasumi and Nao's love is fate.

I'm sure of that.

When talking about fate
don't feel that it's rude...

...to make it with Kiba?

Don't say that!

Kasumi, what are you
going to do from now on?

I still don't know.
I'm not sure of anything.

But you like Nao, right?

I always told myself that
Nao is my sister's fiance, and...

...we'll live in the same family.

I felt that if my sister got hurt
I also don't want to be happy.

Wait!

Now you were telling a lie!

The king of hell will cut the tounge!

I remember, my grandma always said that!

You can only move forward.

Don't confuse to move forward...

...and you will understand...

Is it from the 100 famous poems?

It's by Antonio Inoki.

Yeah, by Inoki...

Please don't make fun of this.
It's very serious.

If you withdraw now,
nobody will be happy.

Don't think about your sister,
and be straightforward to Nao...

...because it's your happiness.

Let's drink!

Komine, three glass of
beer quickly!

Why do think of yourself?

Watch your mouth!

Boss!

Teach your worker to behave!

Why did you suddenly changed your mind?

I really appreciate your kindness.

But...

...counseling was just a...

...rehabilitation for me.

I see.

I decided to be once more
what I really loved to.

A teacher?

Today's education is also
a difficult area.

I also never thought, that
I will be a teacher again,...

...but nobody can foresee the future.

For our center your
leaving is a big loss,...

...but I can't hinder your life.

Somehow I didn't like that.

But the was the family's requirement.

Good night.

Kasumi, Saka-pon is already
waiting for me.

Bye.

Sensei, good-bye.

Ezawa...

...from now...

...there's a lot of possible
things can happen in life.

But I...

...want to live through
these together with you.

Because I...

...love you.

Sometimes love gives life,...

...sometimes love takes it away.