First Love (2002): Season 1, Episode 5 - Episode #1.5 - full transcript

- Nurse!
- Yes?

Can you let me to drive the weelchair?

Of course.

Dad, what's with you suddenly?

I just want to get used to it.

Don't have to. I'm going to
leave this hospital soon.

Right!

Dad! It's here!

I missed it.

Mum, are you ok?

Nothing, I'm ok.



Please don't stress
Mum's heart anymore, ok?

Was it really here?

We just took our luggages there.

He already forgot it?

What a huge room!

Like a prime minister's hospital room.

Tomoko asked her boss to help to get this room.

Don't have to say this.

Ezawa-san, you must be really happy.

There's oven too.

Look this.

There's a big refrigerator too.

You've got a private line
and a bath too.

The director will be here
to welcome you.



Thank you very much.

Too bad, I forgot the flowers.

I'll buy your favourite yellow roses tomorrow.

Tomoko?

How much does it costs a day?

70.000

What?

Sorry, I've said.

We must treat you better when
you're ill Mum.

That's right.

Tomoko did it for you.

Tomoko!

Thanks.

Dad, you become recently a crybaby.

You don't have to work?

I only work at afternoon,
I've said many times.

I want to go to toilet.

It's here.

Yes, the room has a toilet.

I think Dad better find a job.

He'll be more forgetful
if this keeps going.

Really?

There's automated!

At the old days...

...he looked like Ishihara Yuujirou.

What?

Actually we had a "run-away-marriage".

What?

Dad steal you?

Yes.

I was already engaged when
I met him...

...with another man.

I can't believe it.

Although it was long time ago...

...but your Dad was the
copy of Ishihara Yuujirou.

So handsome.

Fantastic...

It has a double size of our house's toilet.

Really, double.

Have a look if you don't believe.

Ok, go, run faster...

- Go out.
- Why?

Both go out.

You must try harder in baseball.

Go!

Do you know?

We must fight until the end.

To gain a point...

...it's the same in baseball or study.

Everything depends on the beginning.

Did you get it?

Why is he so tense?

Come on...!

Every man will be like Dad when they become old?

It's ok.

Why do agree with it, I don't like it.

If Kiba would become a silly old man
would you hate him?

I still don't like it.

If your husband becomes like
Dad, you won't mind too?

I won't.

There are not just good things in life.

If you spend a wonderful time together
you will manage the hardships too.

You're thinking so because
you found a good man.

Sister, you looks so happy.

I want to share the happiness with you.

At the end of the wedding don't
remember to throw the flower to me.

You want to marry with Kiba?

Isn't that those who receives the
flower will find happiness?

Bye!

Send my regards to him.

Hello.

Sorry to disturb you, I'm Ariga.

Director of book department
decided to visit you...

..today at 2 pm.

What?

Why does he want to?

The novel about the
love of teacher and student.

- I decided not to write it.
- What?

I've thought for long times about that...

...and I think it would end with
a boring happy-end.

Sorry, I've wasted your time.

Make my sister happy.

You too be happy with Kiba.

Bye.

Welcome back.

- You're cleaning?
- Yes.

How's the result?

We lost, hopeless.

I think it's better to put on a tablecloth.

- If you don't like I'll just take off.
- No, it's very good.

But you seemed like don't like it.

No, I like it, really.

I thought I throw these away.

Ok.

You change the bedsheet too?

The room is cleaner now.

- Really?
- I like it.

What do you want to have for lunch?

I already ate yakiniku with the kids.

I've brought some ham...

...to cook some ramen for you.

Then I'll eat alone.

The cherry blossom is beautiful
but the trees are great too.

The cherry blossom are so scary.

Scary?

No, Ezawa!

Cherry blossom can't be
described as scary.

Rather use "short-lived" expression.

But I feel somehow that's scary.

When the wind blows and the blooming
cherry blossom will fall on ground...

...is like loosing an important person.

You have still the same feelings
after highschool years.

You're heart is still full
with those memories.

When the cherry blossom is blooming
Nao will appear too.

That's not true.

I don't mind.

I'll wait for you.

As the blooming cherry blossom...

...returns to the nature....

...I'll wait until you open your heart for me.

Sorry.

You don't have to apology.

I wanted to tell you these.

Can you give me some times?

After some times...

...I think the person that I
love the most should become you.

I'm back.

Dad, don't sleep here,
you will catch cold.

I've cleaned the bathroom.

How come?

Because Mum scolded me
not to trouble you.

That's odd.

When mum is sick
Dad is not feeling well too.

When Mum is getting better
Dad is full with energy too.

That's it, it's odd.

Isn't I told you not to sleep here?

- Stand up fast, I can't carry you.
- Ok...

It's sister.

Hello.

Kasumi?

I won't be back today,
please tell Dad.

I see.

Dad is back, right?

I see.

Then don't force him.

Tomorrow I'll go home after
I went to the hospital.

Do you want to speak with her?

- No.
- No.

She said no too.

Kasumi you were back early today too.

Because I have no other place to stay over.

Of course!

If you stay near Yokohama, it's ok.
Try to stay a night outside.

What?

If feel bored and you
try something different...

...your feeling will change.

It's like your love advises.

This might can be true.

What?

Please help Dad.

Roger.

Sister said won't be back today.

What this man thinks about himself!

You can't say this to others.

You grabed others wife, right?

What sister's doing is nothing
compared to you.

Mum told you all?

Yes.

She said although you are old now...

...but you were handsome
as Ishihara Yuujirou.

Yes, I really looked like him!

That's why Mum fall in love with me.

If you say so...

Should I stay over?

I feel better now.

Really, thanks.

I'd like to make an appointment.

- At the same time?
- Ok.

Next week 3 pm.

Do you have an appointment?

No.

I want to see Toudou Nao.

Do you want to ask for treatment?

Not that.

Kumatani sensei!

Haven't seen you for a long time.

How's being a psychologist?

Interesting?

How can I tell you...

Even if it's interesting
I'm going nowhere with it.

When you became a teacher
you seemed very happy.

I've already forgotten the past.

Even if you had forgotten
I still remember it well.

To make mistakes is to be human.

People learns from mistakes.

Students and the teachers too.

Come back to school.

Our highschool is looking for...

...a literature teacher.
They asked the university.

Nowadays, Japan's education
is facing crisis.

We need a passionate teacher like you.

Don't tell me I'm passionate...

I'm not suitable to be a teacher.

You don't know you are
suitable or not sometimes.

Thanks for thinking of me.

This is the number of
the person to contact.

There's still some time.

Think over it.

After of all it's your life.

How do you feel today?

You came so early today.

There were no wedding tonight.

I help you to take
back the dirty clothes.

Dad had taken it back just now.

Really, he didn't tell me last night.

Because if you would know...

...you wouldn't come so often.

Dad is working hard recently.

How do you feel about this room?

I want to stay in a hospital
room too if I get ill.

But... seems like too big.

You don't like it?

Not that, but...

I don't want to harm Tomoko's
feelings so I shouldn't say that.

But I don't need
this enviroment.

Dad depends on the pension for now.

But spening 70.000 everday
for the room, isn't it wasted?

But sister pays for it.

That's why I can't
say these to Tomoko.

Because she's doing these for me.

But I'm not comfortable here.

Then I'll tell sister that you
want to change to a normal room.

No, you can't say that.

Why?

Nothing, you just can't say it.
Did you understand?

- But...
- Don't say it.

You must promise me.

Don't say anything to Tomoko at all.

(The shirt is coming out)
(7 June, Kasumi)

Let me see, this week's letter from
the reader was nothing special.

I think it's easy to answer.
The first question is...

My boyfriend treats me very nice
and he's a good person.

But he can't forget his
ex-girlfriend.

I really understand that feeling.

If my suffer continues
I'm afraid that I'll kill him.

What? Did you say "kill"?

Yes, not good?

Maybe it is.

Answer her, not to kill him.

It's better to let her die.

Because she is still alive
his heart will not accept her.

Let's pray...

...that she'll get lost from this world.

Tomoko sensei...

This answer seems too harsh.

It's not wort to be honest because
everyone forgets it one day.

The readers won't follow it too.

But to advise to kill a people is way too...

You are right.

- I change it.
- Ok.

I have a boyfriend whom I knew
from high school.

He's good and well educated
I decide to marry him, but...

...I don't feel he loves me.

Maybe he doesn't love me at all.

Very good!

Please let me write this.

Sorry, to disturb you during work.

I bring these to the hospital.

It's not visiting time now.

It's not a normal room.

Mum is staying at a special
room, nobody will complain.

Bye.

Good-bye.

I feel uncomfortable to stay here.

I can't tell this to Tomoko.

It's too difficult to tell her.

I don't like to be here.

Don't tell to Tomoko!

Sensei?

Tomoko sensei?

Luckily I feel to be
back in my life.

That's really great.

Kasumi brought these
flowers this morning.

Mum, don't you feel cold?

Why?

I borrow a carpet.

Don't need it.

Isn't this room too big for you?

No, not at all.

Because of you I can
stay at this luxury room.

Mum is so grateful.

Oh, is the list of the wedding ready?

It should be done soon.

I wrote it, but Nao still didn't.

Let's write it tonight.

But I still have a client tonight.

You have to work this late too?

Then I have to go.

Sorry, you are in a hurry yet you visiting me.

I'm really happy.

Tomoko, you can go with him.

It's ok, Dad is here.

But Nao still has to work.

I see.

Then I go.

Thank you for coming around.

Tomoko, you can go home if
you have to work.

I still want to stay for a while.

Ah, it's Nao!

Nao!

Sensei, do you still remember me?

I'm Hamata, Hamata Mariko.

I was the one who burnt the
bedquilt during the school trip.

You remembered!

I'm working at a wedding
company with Kasumi.

Really?

Good night.

- You were visiting my Mum.
- Yes.

Thank you. Do you know where's my sister?

- She is still at the room.
- I see.

I have to go now.

What's the matter?

Hama-pon, you forgot to take it.

It's here, thanks!

Can you live without your phone?

Without it I can't talk with Shima-pon.

Good luck!

For you too!

Where's Ezawa?

Still at the room.

Why did you still call her Ezawa?

This is for you. Go with Kasumi.

What's this?

(One night free ticket for two)

Don't tell her I gave you this.

What?

I often get it from the female magazine.

You and Kasumi should go
to some vacation.

Wait, you gave me this...

...just to make her fall in love with me earlier.

Yes.

Although Kasumi said that
you and her want to marry, but...

...seem like you all don't have any will.

I go now.

It is available till tomorrow?

Next day will be Saturday, so
don't need to work.

If you don't want to go
just throw it away.

Just now...

We met Nao at the corridor, right?

Nao stopped and turned back
and looked at you walking.

- I...
- Kiss me!

Bye!

I'm sorry.

Why are you here at late night?

Why don't you switch on the light?

Some beers.

I don't drink.

Sensei?

Please tell me...

...what happened 5 years ago.

I really want to know what happened
between you and Ezawa.

What would you do if you know?

Ezawa is still loving you.

Impossible.

What's so funny?

Why are you angry?

Actually Ezawa is forcing herself.

Forcing herself to love me.

That's not bad.

That's mean she wants you to become important.

I'm not here to ask for
advice from you.

Don't use this manner with me!

I don't.

I...

...wanted to be a teacher like you.

Really wanted to...

...even I didn't care the
opinion of my parents.

And I became a teacher.

You are the teacher
that we respected the most.

That's why I can understand why
Ezawa adores you that much.

But I can't understand that
after 5 years...

...she still can't forget you.

There must be something between you two.

There's nothing.

Then why did you resign?

It was because I felt I'm not
qualified to be a teacher.

As a teacher I...

...felt that...

...I love her.

- I knew.
- But...

...there's nothing
happened between us, really.

I was so scared about my feelings.

To not continue this and not to harm...

Enough about this!

You just didn't want to harm yourself!

Who's suffering now is Ezawa!

Her sister or Kasumi...

...who's more important to you?

- I'm engaged with Tomoko.
- This is not an answer!

Answer me! Answer honestly!

Please, I beg you!

If you're dare to harm her
anymore I won't forgive you.

No matter what happened 5 years ago...

...and what will happen in the future...

...I won't give up on her!

Why didn't I tell the
truth at that moment?

Why didn't I...

...admit that I love Ezawa
Kasumi at that moment?

I thought that a 17 years
old girl's future...

...shouldn't be tied with me.

I thought that was love.

But actually...

...I just didn't want
myself to be harmed.

And I ran away from it.

By hurting her...

...and hurting myself...

...I ran away.

I don't want to run away anymore.

(Story of first love)

Good job!

- Good job!
- Bye!

Let's go to karaoke!

Sounds good!

Do you know how to
sing "Lonely love"?

Sure I know!

But I never heared.

It's Kiba.

Why are you here?

Let's go.

Where to go?

Just follow me.

What's with him?

So young!

Hello, it's me.

I'm near of your office, do
you want to have meal together?

Are you free later?

Can you come out?

You can say just that?

I'll wait for you after 10 minutes.

I understand.

She's persistent.

Sure.

Then I go to my mixing class.

Good-bye.

We are going to drink
some weird cocktails again.

Amber camellia. That's bad.

What's about the car?

It's from Nioka.

Where are we going to?

Where?

I won't let you go back today.

- I found a great restaurant in Yokohama.
- In Yokohama?

Don't want to go?

Ok, it's good.

I have something to tell you too.

What do you want to tell me?

What's that?

What's it?

I don't want to say it now...

...we'll have enough time at the restaurant.

Ok.

I decided to wait for
you till yesterday...

...but I really can't wait anymore.

Kiba, what's wrong with you?

I realized that if I give
you more time...

...Nao's memories in your heart
will keep growing.

- That's why I can't...
- Maybe you are right.

Ok.

I won't be back tonight.

Ezawa.

I've booked a room.
Let's stay a night here.

What?

What are you so surprising?

Because you didn't say that you
have booked a room.

I used to stay over your house...

...so I thought you won't mind.

You have something to tell me?

Then tell me upstairs in the room.

Thank you.

Please enjoy your stay.

Rather stop it.

If you feel that way
why did you bring me here?

Isn't it beautiful?

First time I see it clearly.

I always hated the lights of the night.

In the countless lights...

...I see families.

In these families there's happiness.

I admired them.

But now we are in the
lights of happiness too.

What's wrong with you tonight?

About our engage...

...can we cancel it?

What?

You hate me?

No, not that...

But now I...

...can't marry you.

If I lose you I rather die.

Don't say like that,
let me explain it.

I rather die.

I'm serious.

If I'm going to lose you...

...then I rather...

...now...

...die here.