90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017–…): Season 4, Episode 6 - Can't Buy Me Love - full transcript

PREVIOUSLY ON
"BEFORE THE 90 DAYS"...

STACEY FOUND SOME PICTURES.

WHAT THE?

TOM ASKED ME
TO MEET HIM IN NEW YORK.

I'M GONNA CONFRONT HIM.

THIS IS NOT HOW YOU SHOULD
TREAT SOMEBODY.

HI!

I WANT TO GIVE HER A KISS,

BUT IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE
I'VE BEEN INTIMATE WITH ANYONE.

I'M WORRIED I'M NOT READY
TO DO THAT AS QUICKLY

AS SHE WANTS ME TO.



I JUST ARRIVED IN UKRAINE
TO MEET MY GIRLFRIEND LANA.

AFTER THREE FAILED ATTEMPTS,

I'M 100% SURE WE'RE GONNA
MEET THIS TIME.

TOMORROW IS THE FIRST DAY
OF THE REST OF MY LIFE

AND I'M READY.

THIS SONG IS
ABOUT ME AND HIM.

THE MODEL SHOULD NOT
HAVE BEEN IN THE VIDEO.

‐ SHUT THE UP.
‐ WHOA, WHOA, WHOA, WHOA, WHOA.

THERE'S A TEST THAT YOU CAN
TAKE TO SEE

IF YOU HAVE, LIKE,
SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASE.

WHAT'S SHE SAYING?

YOU STRAIGHT UP LIED TO ME.

THIS IS RIDICULOUS. I'M DONE.

THIS IS.



CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY
DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS

- I'M DONE.
- THIS IS.

I CAME HERE TO MEET VARYA,
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

YOU KNOW, THE WOMAN
THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WITH,

BUT I'M FOUR DAYS IN

AND I'VE GOT THIS MUCH HURT,

THIS MUCH HEARTACHE.

I THOUGHT I WAS...

I THOUGHT I WAS BIGGER
THAN THAT.

I THOUGHT I KNEW BETTER.

I THOUGHT I WAS
SMARTER THAN THAT.

RIGHT NOW, I THINK I'M FAILING
MYSELF IN THIS WHOLE SITUATION.

I'M FAILING MYSELF.

I SHOULD'VE
BEEN SMARTER THAN THIS.

I FEEL LIKE
I'M WASTING MY TIME,

I'M WASTING TIME THAT
I COULD BE WITH MY FAMILY.

GEOFFREY?

CALM DOWN?

ARE YOU TALKING TO
ANOTHER AMERICAN RIGHT NOW?

HOW DID YOU MEET HIM?

OH, SO YOU... OKAY...

YEAH.

WHY WOULD YOU STILL
TALK TO HIM?

AND NOTHING BAD ‐‐

ALL HE HAS IS YOUR INSTAGRAM?

YEP.

IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE
I SAW SOMEBODY

THAT WROTE ENGLISH POP UP
ON YOUR WhatsApp.

HE HAS MY ‐‐
HE HAS MY, UH...

THIS IS A JOKE.

I DON'T KNOW WHO THIS GUY IS.

I DON'T KNOW IF SHE'S IN
A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GUY.

IS SHE PLAYING THIS GUY?
IS SHE PLAYING ME?

THE FACT THAT SHE KEEPS
AVOIDING THE TRUTH

MAKES ME THINK THAT
THIS RELATIONSHIP IS JUST A LIE.

WAIT, HAVE YOU VISITED?

HAVE YOU SEEN EACH OTHER?

THIS IS A GAME, MAN.

I AM YOUR FREE RIDE
TO AMERICA, THAT'S IT.

I'M CRAZY ABOUT IT.

I'M NOT GONNA BE PLAYED.

HONESTLY, I JUST NEED
SOME TIME TO THINK.

I JUST NEED TO...

I'LL FIND SOMEWHERE TO GO.

OKAY.

I NEVER THOUGHT
I WAS GONNA BE ALONE

IN RUSSIA TONIGHT.

HI, HAVE A ROOM HERE?

YES. HERE'S YOUR
REGISTRATION CODE.

PLEASE SIGN HERE.

FEEL LIKE A FOOL RIGHT NOW.
I FEEL STUPID.

I PUT SO MUCH
INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP.

AT WHAT POINT DOES MY HEART
JUST SAY, I GIVE UP?

I JUST NEED SOME TIME ALONE,

BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW
IF WE CAN MOVE PAST THIS.

I'VE BEEN IN NIGERIA
FOR A FEW DAYS WITH MY FIANCé,

USMAN, AND WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL
ARGUMENTS ABOUT HIS BEHAVIOR.

I'M NOT LIKING WHAT
I'M SEEING WITH HIS FRIENDS.

EARLIER THIS EVENING,
I MET USMAN'S FRIEND ABBA,

VERY FIRST MEETING
AND HE INSULTS ME.

TELLING ME THAT I'M RUINING
USMAN'S CAREER

BECAUSE I WANTED THE MODEL
OUT OF THE MUSIC VIDEO.

USMAN JUST SAT THERE
AND LAUGHED.

SO I SAID, I'M OUT.

AND I DEMANDED USMAN TAKE ME
BACK TO THE HOTEL.

ABBA AND USMAN BOTH
REALLY DISRESPECTED ME

AND I'M NOT GONNA PUT UP
WITH ANY TYPE OF CRAP LIKE THAT.

LET'S PUT IT THIS WAY,
THAT WHOLE CONVERSATION,

YOUR FRIEND,

HE SAT THERE INSULTING ME
TO ONE AFTER ANOTHER,

AFTER ANOTHER,
AND YOU LAUGHED IT OFF.

I TRAVELED 7,000 MILES
TO BE INSULTED BY YOUR FRIEND

AND YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY?

BUT THEN YOU DID LAUGH
AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY.

WHAT HE DID WAS BULL,
HIM.

WHY WERE YOU EVEN DISCUSSING
THIS VIDEO

WITH THIS IDIOT TONIGHT?

I'M FEELING LIKE THAT MAYBE
THIS IS HOW YOU'RE FEELING.

MAYBE YOU'RE HAVING ABBA

TELL ME THIS BECAUSE
THIS IS ACTUALLY WHAT YOU WANT.

THAT YOU WANT THAT MODEL
IN THIS VIDEO.

BUT FOR ABBA JUST SIT THERE
AND SAY,

I'M JUST DESTROYING
YOUR MUSIC CAREER

BECAUSE YOU WROTE A SONG FOR ME

AND I WANT THE VIDEO
A CERTAIN WAY.

ABBA WAS TALKING RUBBISH.

OKAY, OKAY.

I DEFEND YOU TO EVERYBODY
AND FROM HERE ON OUT

I EXPECT TO BE HELD
IN THE SAME MANNER.

YEAH.

WHETHER IT'S FRIENDS, FAMILY,
ASSOCIATES, JUST A STRANGER,

I DESERVE THAT RESPECT.

I GIVE IT TO YOU.
I WANT IT BACK.

I TAKE YOU AT YOUR WORD,
BUT IF I SEE ANY,

ANY NEGATIVITY COMING UP,
YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS.

AND I'M TELLING YOU RIGHT NOW
PREMIER PARTY IS TOMORROW,

I DON'T WANT HIM THERE.

OKAY, YEAH.

THERE'S A LOT OF UNFINISHED
BUSINESS BETWEEN ME AND DARCEY,

AND I REALLY NEED TO GO
AND SEE HER

SO I CAN TELL HER
HOW I EXACTLY FEEL.

I THINK I LOVE DARCEY
MORE THAN SHE'LL EVER REALIZE.

I MAY HAVE LOST ROSE
AND I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH.

SHE'S NOT ANSWERING.

I'M GETTING READY TO GO
TO NEW YORK CITY

TO MEET MY BOYFRIEND
OF ONE YEAR, TOM.

TOM IS TRAVELING
TO NEW YORK ON BUSINESS

AND HE ASKED ME
TO MEET HIM TOMORROW.

BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT
I'VE SEEN PICTURES OF HIM

WITH ANOTHER WOMAN.

I THOUGHT WE WERE STILL
TOGETHER, SO I FEEL BETRAYED,

USED, AND I'M GONNA
LET HIM KNOW IT.

TOM TEXTED ME EARLIER

AND HE SAID
THAT HE ARRIVED IN NEW YORK.

IT SAYS, "HI, DARCEY.
HOPE YOU'RE OKAY.

"I KNOW THINGS DIDN'T GO SO WELL
THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE,

"BUT I'M IN NEW YORK NOW
AND IF YOU WERE WILLING TO MEET,

"I THINK WE HAVE A LOT
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT.

"I HOPE THIS CAN BE
A PEACEFUL MOMENT

RATHER THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
REGARDS, THOMAS."

HE USED TO DO,
LOVE YOU WITH THE Xs,

AND THIS IS JUST STRANGE.

ALSO, HE'S BEEN TEXTING ME
TO TAKE A TRIP

WITH HIM TO ARGENTINA
TO MEET ALL HIS FRIENDS,

LIKE EVERYTHING'S GONNA
BE OKAY AFTER NEW YORK.

I THINK HE'S PLAYING GAMES
TO STRING ME ALONG

TO ACT COMMITTED.

I FEEL LIKE
HE'S MANIPULATING ME TO GO

SO HE COULD FEEL
PEACEFUL FOR HIMSELF

BECAUSE HE KNOWS
HE DID ME DIRTY.

I'M GOING THERE
TO STAY STRONG,

AND JUST TELL HIM YOU CAN'T
TREAT ME LIKE THIS ANYMORE.

GOODBYE.

GOODBYE.

MY NAME'S TOM. I'M 39 YEARS OLD
AND I'M FROM THE UNITED KINGDOM.

I'M HERE IN NEW YORK
FOR MY WORK,

BUT THERE'S A LOT OF UNFINISHED
BUSINESS BETWEEN ME AND DARCEY.

AND I REALLY NEED
TO GO AND SEE HER,

SO I CAN AT LEAST TELL HER
HOW I EXACTLY FEEL.

I WANT TO TRY TO MAKE IT WORK,

WHICH IF YOU LOVE
SOMEONE YOU DO.

I THINK I LOVE DARCEY A LOT MORE
THAN SHE'LL EVER REALIZE.

I DID THINK MAYBE WE COULD HAVE
A FUTURE TOGETHER,

THEN THINGS CHANGED.

I THINK THE DISTANCE
IS A NIGHTMARE.

I'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED
A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.

THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME.

AND EVEN WHEN SHE GOT HOME,
DARCEY WAS STILL UPSET

AND TALKING ABOUT
HER EX‐PARTNER JESSE.

THAT WAS A LITTLE BIT
TOO MUCH FOR ME.

AND THEN THE TELL‐ALL
WAS A CLUSTER.

THE OTHER NIGHT IN THE HOTEL,
I CAME DOWN TO THE LOBBY.

SHE'S IN THE LOBBY WITH ANOTHER
GUY WRAPPED AROUND HER.

NO.

EITHER THEY WERE,
OR THEY WEREN'T.

DID YOU SAY THE GUY'S ARMS
WERE, LIKE, ON ME OR SOMETHING?

NO.
‐YEAH.

I THINK I WAS PROBABLY UPSET
ABOUT SOMETHING,

SO MAYBE HE WAS,
LIKE, CONSOLING ME.

THAT'S BECAUSE...

A RANDOM STRANGER
CONSOLING YOU.

OH, OKAY.

I STILL CAN'T GET MY HEAD
AROUND IT.

I THINK AT THIS POINT WE NEED TO
SIT AND TALK AND ASK OURSELVES

ARE WE REALLY GOING TO BE
IN A RELATIONSHIP?

THIS IS EITHER GONNA BE
SOMETHING THAT WILL LIVE

IN MY OWN MEMORY FOR A LONG TIME
IN TERMS OF REGRET,

OR HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE
THE START OF SOMETHING

A LITTLE MORE POSITIVE.

I'M HERE WITH AN OPEN HEART
AND HOPEFULLY WE CAN SIT DOWN

AND HAVE A CONVERSATION
LIKE TWO ADULTS.

I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE
TO TELL HER

WHAT I'M THINKING AND FEELING.

THAT FOR ME IS WEARING
MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE

BECAUSE I DON'T
NECESSARILY DO THAT,

SO HOPEFULLY
SHE'LL COME AND SEE ME.

I DO HAVE A MESSAGE
FROM DARCEY.

"YES, LET'S MEET TOMORROW
AT 12:00 P. M.

SHE'S GONNA SEND
THE ADDRESS AND BEST, DARCEY."

SO I THINK IT WOULD BE FAIR
TO SAY MY HEAD'S

ALL OVER THE PLACE
AT THE MOMENT.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT MINDSET SHE'LL
HAVE WHEN WE MEET EACH OTHER.

IT'S NOT BEEN GREAT.

WILL I SEE HER AND THINK,

"OH, WELL, YOU KNOW,
THERE'S STILL SOMETHING THERE

OR WILL IT BE FINAL CLOSURE?"

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GONNA
HAPPEN AT THIS POINT.

WE SHALL SEE
WHAT TOMORROW HOLDS.

WE CERTAINLY SHALL.

SORRY, JUST TRYING
TO SORT THINGS OUT.

I'VE BEEN IN THE PHILIPPINES FOR
TWO DAYS TRYING TO GET TO KNOW

ROSE, THE PERSON I WANT TO SPEND
THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH.

BUT ROSE IS VERY ANGRY AT ME,

SO I BOOKED HER
A DIFFERENT HOTEL TO STAY IN

AND I HAVE NOT SPOKEN
TO HER SINCE...

LAST NIGHT, UM,

IT WAS A DISASTER.

I WISH I WOULD'VE NEVER ASKED
HER ABOUT TAKING THE STD TEST.

I JUST WANTED TO KNOW
I COULD TRUST HER.

ONCE SHE TOLD ME
WHAT HER PAST WAS,

I DIDN'T EVEN CARE
ABOUT THE TEST.

SO RIGHT NOW
I FEEL THAT I BLEW IT.

THAT'S...

THAT'S THE HARDEST PART.

I JUST WANT
THE OPPORTUNITY TO...

SAY I'M SORRY.

I WANT TO SAY...

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE.

SHE'S NOT ANSWERING.

I MAY HAVE LOST ROSE
AND I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH.

I HAVE TO FIX THIS,

I PUT WAY TOO MUCH
INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP NOT TO.

I'M TEXTING ROSE IN TAGALOG

USING A TRANSLATOR APP
TO SHOW HER

THAT I'M REALLY TRYING TO
CONNECT AND UNDERSTAND HER.

AND SEND.

I JUST HOPE THIS WORKS

BECAUSE I REALLY WANT THE...

I WANT A SECOND CHANCE.

‐I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO KISS YOU.
‐YEAH?

BUT I'M ALSO WANTING
TO TAKE A BATH.

SHE'S TEASING ME A LITTLE BIT.
SHE NEEDS TO HURRY UP.

I'LL MEET YOU IN THE BATHROOM?

OKAY.

I'M REALLY EXCITED.
THIS IS A LONG TIME COMING.

TODAY IS THE DAY
WE FINALLY MEET FACE TO FACE.

THERE'S A TRAIN ARRIVING
RIGHT NOW INTO THE STATION.

LET'S SEE IF THIS IS IT.

I'M SO SCARED.

‐WHY?
‐I DON'T KNOW.

I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M ON
THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD.

I JUST ARRIVED IN AUSTRALIA TO
MEET ERIKA FOR THE FIRST TIME.

STOP BEING CUTE.

ERIKA IS EVERYTHING
I EXPECTED AND MORE.

SHE'S STILL THE SAME BUBBLY,
FUN PERSON SHE WAS ONLINE.

AND EVEN THOUGH
WE HAVEN'T KISSED YET,

I CAN SEE THAT SHE HAS
VERY KISSABLE LIPS.

BUT I'VE BEEN CELIBATE
FOR QUITE SOME TIME,

SO I'M NERVOUS
TO MAKE THAT BIG STEP.

SO THIS IS ADELAIDE?

‐YEAH!
‐IT'S CUTE. I LIKE IT.

YEAH, IT'S, LIKE, PRETTY COOL.

ERIKA AND I ARE
STAYING IN ADELAIDE

FOR A FEW DAYS BECAUSE THERE ARE
MORE THINGS TO DO HERE

THAN IN THE SMALL TOWN
WHERE SHE LIVES.

AND ALSO, HER FAMILY DOESN'T
KNOW ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP

BECAUSE SHE HASN'T COME OUT
TO HER PARENTS YET.

- AND THEN JUST MY BAG...
- OH.

WHY IS IT RAINING IN AUSTRALIA?

THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING.

OH, I'VE GOT IT.

AFTER MONTHS OF WAITING,

STEPH IS FINALLY
NEXT TO ME IN PERSON.

IT'S CRAZY,
JUST, LIKE, SEEING HER FACE.

SHE'S BEAUTIFUL,
SO I'M REALLY EXCITED

TO FINALLY HAVE SOME ALONE TIME
WITH HER TO SEE WHERE THIS GOES.

OH, MY GOD.

IT'S SO PRETTY.
‐WHOO!

THERE'S WINE.

‐YES!
‐OH, THAT'S AWESOME!

YES! THERE'S A BATH!

YES!

THIS IS GONNA BE SO FUN!

YES!

THIS IS PERFECT! OKAY.
WELL, THIS IS HAPPENING LATER.

I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE THIS

DEEP SOULFUL CONNECTION

AND I'M 100% ATTRACTED TO HER,

BUT I'M SCARED

BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO MOVE
TOO QUICKLY WITH INTIMACY,

BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANT HER
TO KNOW HOW INTO HER I AM.

OKAY.

ALL RIGHT, I WANT TO SHOW YOU
THE PRESENTS I GOT YOU.

I THINK I SHOULD START ‐‐

OH, GOD, I HAVE ALL
MY MEDICATION HERE.

THIS IS LITERALLY MY MEDICATION
SURROUNDING YOUR GIFTS.

OH, MY GOD.

IS THAT A POSSUM?

‐IT IS.
‐OH, MY GOD!

OH, MY GOD.

GET OUT.

THAT IS SO CUTE.

OH, MY...

OH, MY GOD.

WE SHOULD ORDER CHAMPAGNE
TO CELEBRATE.

HI, IS THERE ANY WAY
WE CAN ORDER

THE $100 BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE?

I'M FEELING SPARKS
WITH STEPHANIE, FOR SURE.

THANK YOU. CHEERS!

BUT I'M JUST KIND OF WAITING
FOR HER TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE

BECAUSE I'M A CHICKEN, SO...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?

WELL, YOU SAID YOU WANTED
A BATH, RIGHT?

‐I'M A MESS.
‐YOU'RE FINE.

I FEEL LIKE I'M JUST ‐‐
I WANT TO KISS YOU.

YEAH?

BUT I'M ALSO WANTING
TO TAKE A BATH.

I'LL MEET YOU IN THE BATHROOM?

OKAY.

I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANY
TOOTHPASTE HERE.

THAT'S GREAT. WHATEVER.

SHE'S TEASING ME
A LITTLE BIT.

SHE NEEDS TO HURRY UP.

AND JUST, LIKE,
KISS ME ALREADY.

ERIKA!

HI. LOOK AT YOU!

I KNOW.

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO LAUGH
AT YOU OR JUST BE LIKE...

IS IT TOO MUCH?

‐NO, IT'S NOT.
‐ARE YOU SURE?

‐IT'S DEFINITELY NOT TOO MUCH.
‐OKAY.

IT'S EXCITING
BUT A LITTLE SCARY.

SHE'S DEFINITELY SOMEONE
I CAN IMAGINE

BEING WITH
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

I REALLY WANT TO TRUST HER
SO WE CAN TAKE THINGS FURTHER,

BUT I NEED TO GET TO KNOW
HER MORE IN PERSON

IN ORDER FOR THAT TO HAPPEN.

I ARRIVED IN UKRAINE YESTERDAY
TO MEET MY GIRLFRIEND LANA.

SHE'S 27 YEARS OLD, AND SHE'S
FROM PAVLOGRAD, UKRAINE.

WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER
FOR SEVEN YEARS AND TODAY

IS THE DAY I FINALLY GET
TO MEET HER FACE TO FACE.

LOGGED IN.

AND...

I DON'T SEE
ANY MESSAGES FROM LANA.

THIS IS VERY GOOD.
SHE'S GOT TO BE ON THE TRAIN.

BY THE TIME THAT I SEE HER,
IT WILL HAVE BEEN 48 HOURS

SINCE WE'VE HAD COMMUNICATION.

I DON'T HAVE A PHONE NUMBER.

I ONLY COMMUNICATE WITH LANA
THROUGH THE DATING SITE,

SO I COULDN'T TALK TO HER
WHEN WE WERE TRAVELING

AND BY THE TIME I GOT HERE

SHE WAS ALREADY ON HER
OVERNIGHT TRAIN RIDE.

SO THE PLAN IS TO GO TO
THE TRAIN STATION

AND WAIT FOR A TRAIN TO ARRIVE.

BUT FIRST,

I NEED TO LOOK
MY BEST FOR LANA

SINCE I'M 30 YEARS OLDER,

AND MY BEST LOOK
IS TO HAVE NO BEARD AT ALL.

FIRST IMPRESSION IS IMPORTANT.

EVERYTHING HAS TO BE JUST RIGHT.

SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS GONNA
WEAR A BLUE DRESS.

I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GONNA
WEAR A PURPLE SHIRT

BECAUSE I THOUGHT THE PURPLE
SHIRT WOULD GO BEST WITH BLUE.

THIS IS IT.
IT'S REALLY GONNA HAPPEN.

AFTER SEVEN YEARS

AND THREE FAILED
PREVIOUS MEETING ATTEMPTS.

NEXT TIME I'M HERE IN THE ROOM,
I'M NOT GONNA BE ALONE.

LANA'S GONNA BE WITH ME.

I'M REALLY EXCITED.
THIS IS A LONG TIME COMING.

PROBABLY A LITTLE
ANXIOUS, THOUGH.

WE HAD PLANNED TO GO HORSEBACK
RIDING TODAY,

MAYBE SOME BOWLING.

I KNOW SHE LOVES THAT,

SHE'S TALKED ABOUT IT BEFORE,

SO I HOPE SHE'S
BROUGHT CLOTHES FOR THAT.

THIS IS THE STATION.

ALL RIGHT, LET'S GET TO IT.

I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THOSE CITIES ARE.

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS BOARD.

NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT TRACK.

I KNOW THAT SHE'S COMING UP
FROM DNIPROPETROVSK,

ARRIVAL IN ODESSA AT 8:00 A. M.

I CAN'T READ THE LANGUAGE.
I CAN'T SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.

I'M JUST VERY CONFUSED.

SO RIGHT NOW I ONLY SEE ARRIVAL
OF ONE TRAIN AT 7:50,

I DON'T SEE ANY
ADDITIONAL ONES AT 8:00 A. M.

THE SCHEDULE DOESN'T SHOW
THE CITY WHERE IT COMES FROM

AND I DON'T RECOGNIZE
ANY OF THE CITIES

THAT ARE ON THE SCHEDULE.

SO THAT WOULD HAVE MEANT
THAT IT WOULD HAVE HAD TO BEEN

ONE OF THOSE AND IT ARRIVED
QUITE A WHILE AGO.

THERE'S A TRAIN ARRIVING
RIGHT NOW INTO THE STATION,

LET'S SEE IF THIS IS IT.

THERE'S A TRAIN ARRIVING
RIGHT NOW INTO THE STATION.

LET'S SEE IF THIS IS IT.

I'M STANDING
AT THE TRAIN STATION,

I'M LOOKING AT PEOPLE
GETTING OFF THE TRAIN.

I'M LOOKING ALL AROUND,
I'M TRYING TO FIND HER,

BUT I DON'T SEE LANA ANYWHERE.

WELL, NOW, IF SHE'S HERE,
SHE'S PROBABLY INSIDE SOMEWHERE.

I DON'T KNOW IF I MISSED HER,

I DON'T KNOW IF SHE WALKED
RIGHT PAST ME,

MAYBE SHE WENT OUT FRONT
TO LOOK FOR ME.

I'M NOT SEEING HER.

SHE'S NOT HERE.

THIS MORNING I WOKE UP
FEELING OPTIMISTIC.

NOW THAT I'M ACTUALLY
STANDING HERE,

ANGER IS SETTING IN.

I JUST DON'T KNOW
WHAT'S GOING ON.

NO, WE SPECIFICALLY TALKED
ABOUT SATURDAY.

NOT EVEN THE DATE,
BUT SHE SAID SATURDAY.

AND IF WE WERE IN COMMUNICATION,
I COULD ACTUALLY TELL HER THAT

OR ASK HER THAT,
TRAIN'S TOMORROW?

I CAN'T TALK TO LANA UNLESS
WE'RE BOTH ON THE WEBSITE.

I DON'T HAVE HER PHONE NUMBER,

SO I NEED TO GO FIND
A QUIET CAFé,

WHERE I CAN JUST GET ONLINE
AND FIGURE OUT WHAT'S GOING ON.

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE
THIS IS HAPPENING AGAIN.

GEEZ.

THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME

THAT I'VE COME TO UKRAINE
TO MEET LANA

AND THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME
THAT IT HASN'T HAPPENED.

THIS ONE IS DIFFERENT,
THERE'S NO EXCUSE FOR THIS ONE.

THE OTHERS HAD EXCUSES
AND LOGICAL EXCUSES,

SHE HAD A MEDICAL OPERATION.

THE TIME
WHEN HER BROTHER DIED.

THIS ONE I REALLY THOUGHT
SHE WAS GONNA BE THERE.

SHE'S NOT ONLINE.

IT'S ‐‐ IT'S ALMOST A RELIEF,

THAT I DON'T SEE HER ONLINE.

IT GIVES ME HOPE
BECAUSE THAT COULD MEAN

THAT SHE'S ACTUALLY
IN TRANSIT TO ME.

THIS IS CERTAINLY
NOT NEW TO ME,

I'VE HAD THIS EXPERIENCE
WITH LANA BEFORE,

BUT I NEVER EXPECTED IT
TO HAPPEN AGAIN.

IN FACT, WE TALKED ABOUT IT

AND SAID IT WOULD
NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.

I'M STILL REMEMBERING NOW
THE THINGS THAT SHE TOLD ME,

"THERE IS NO WAY
YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE ME.

"I'M NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU.

I'M NOT GONNA
LET YOU LEAVE ME."

THAT'S WHAT SHE TOLD ME.

AT THIS POINT,
I JUST WANT TO MEET HER.

I GOT TO FIND OUT
WHY THIS KEEPS HAPPENING.

I'M WRITING TO LANA RIGHT NOW.
"LANA, I KEPT MY WORD.

"I WAS AT THE TRAIN STATION
WAITING FOR YOU,

WHERE ARE YOU, PLEASE?
RESPOND TO ME."

THIS FAILED MEETING ATTEMPT
IS DIFFERENT

BECAUSE THIS TIME
I'M NOT GIVING UP.

I WANT THE TRUTH
AND I'M NOT LEAVING UKRAINE

WITHOUT SEEING HER.

AND I SENT IT.

WE GOT INTO A HUGE FIGHT.

I PROBABLY
DIDN'T REACT TOO WELL.

I told you before you left...

A PART OF ME WONDERS
IF I'M A FOOL

FOR NOT PURSUING
A RELATIONSHIP WITH MARY.

SOJABOY!

AT THE PREMIER PARTY,
THE WOMEN,

THEY'RE JUST LIKE
LOVESICK PUPPIES.

IF ANYONE STEPS OVER THE LINE,

THERE'S GOING TO BE AN ISSUE
IN THIS CLUB TONIGHT.

THIS CLUB IS CALLED BAR CODE.

BAR CODE.

I'VE BEEN IN NIGERIA
FOR A FEW DAYS WITH MY FIANCé,

USMAN,
AND I LOVE BEING WITH HIM,

BUT WE HAVE HAD SEVERAL
ARGUMENTS ABOUT HIS CAREER.

LUCKILY USMAN AND I WERE ABLE
TO MOVE PAST THE SITUATION

AND TONIGHT'S THE WORLD PREMIERE
OF THE MUSIC VIDEO

FOR THIS SONG
THAT USMAN WROTE FOR ME.

‐YES.
‐I'M SO EXCITED.

YOU'RE SO CALM, COOL,
AND COLLECTED ABOUT THIS.

I'M OVER HERE, LIKE, OUT
OF MY COMFORT ZONE THINKING,

"USMAN, WHAT HAVE YOU
GOT ME INTO?"

I'M NERVOUS ABOUT IT, I DON'T
KNOW HOW MANY FEMALE FANS

ARE GOING TO BE THERE
AND HOW THEY'RE GOING TO ACT.

IF THEY'RE GOING
TO ACT LIKE ADULTS

OR IF THEY'RE GOING TO ACT
LIKE A BUNCH OF GROUPIES.

MM‐HMM.

AYE.

LET'S DO THIS.

WOW.

‐LISA...
‐LISA!

WOW.

A LITTLE OVERWHELMING,
I'M TELLING YOU.

EVERYBODY SCREAM SOJABOY.

I'M SHOCKED AT THE WOMEN
AND HOW THEY'RE ACTING.

I'M STANDING THERE
HOLDING ONTO USMAN

AND THEY'RE JUST LIKE,
LOVE SICK PUPPIES.

THANK YOU.

IF ANYONE STEPS OVER THE LINE,

THERE'S GOING TO BE AN ISSUE
IN THIS CLUB TONIGHT.

SOJABOY!

WHOO!

HEY, HEY, DJ, HOLD IT,
HOLD IT, HOLD IT.

IT'S LIE. IT'S ME, SOJABOY.

SEEING USMAN PERFORM LIVE,

IT IS MORE THAN I EXPECTED.

IT'S OVER THE TOP.
IT'S ELECTRIFYING.

IT'S SEXY AS HELL.

THANK YOU.

I WAS REALLY IMPRESSED
WITH THE WAY LISA ACT

AND BEHAVE
AROUND MY FEMALE FANS.

I'VE BEEN IN RUSSIA
FIVE DAYS NOW.

I CAME TO MEET
MY GIRLFRIEND VARYA

WHOM I MET ONLINE
ROUGHLY FIVE MONTHS AGO.

BUT I SPENT THE NIGHT
IN A HOTEL LAST NIGHT

BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT VARYA
HAD ACTUALLY BEEN LYING TO ME.

SHE'D ACTUALLY BEEN SPEAKING
TO OTHER AMERICAN MEN.

ALL MY STUFF
IS AT VARYA'S APARTMENT.

SO I THOUGHT I'D GO BUY
SOME WORKOUT CLOTHES

AND GET A JOG IN THIS MORNING
TO CLEAR MY MIND.

BUT IT'S REALLY NOT HELPING.
I'M HURT.

IT MAKES ME THINK THAT THERE'S
ANOTHER MOTIVATION FOR THIS.

YOU KNOW, IS THIS A SCAM?

IS SHE TRYING TO USE ME
FOR A GREEN CARD?

MY INSTINCTS ARE TELLING ME
RIGHT NOW

TO CUT MY LOSSES AND GO HOME,

BUT BEFORE I MAKE
A RASH DECISION,

I WANT TO CALL MY FRIEND MARY

AND SEE WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY
ABOUT THE SITUATION.

‐Hey.
‐HEY, HOW'S IT GOING?

IT'S QUITE A CULTURE SHOCK,
BUT IT'S ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.

I'VE GONE TO RED SQUARE,
I SAW LENIN'S TOMB,

SAINT BASIL'S, THE KREMLIN.

MARY AND I HAVE DATED
IN THE PAST

AND IT JUST WAS NEVER
THE RIGHT TIME.

WE JUST DIDN'T MESH REALLY WELL
IN TERMS OF RELATIONSHIP,

BUT NOW WE'VE GROWN CLOSE.

SHE'S ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS

AND I WOULD NEVER GIVE HER UP
FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD.

WE GOT INTO A HUGE FIGHT.

WE WENT OUT WITH
HER FRIENDS, RIGHT?

THEY MENTIONED THE FACT THAT SHE
IS TALKING TO OTHER AMERICANS

AND SHE HAD TOLD ME SHE HAS NOT
BEEN TALKING TO OTHER AMERICANS.

IT'S NOT ABOUT EVEN OTHER MEN,
IT'S OTHER AMERICANS.

SO THAT JUST PLAYS
IN THIS WHOLE FACT

THAT I'VE HAD IN MY HEAD ANYWAY

THAT SHE'S JUST TRYING TO GET
A GREEN CARD TO COME TO AMERICA.

RIGHT?

IT ALL MADE SENSE,
IT ALL CLICKED,

IT ALL CAME TOGETHER.
AND YOU KNOW SHE ‐‐

WELL, I WENT TO HER HOUSE
AND I STAYED ONE NIGHT WITH HER,

BUT I LEFT,
I WENT AND GOT A HOTEL.

I DIDN'T EVEN STAY
WITH HER LAST NIGHT.

NO, NO. MNH‐MNH.

NO.

WELL, SHE TRIED TO STOP ME.

SHE CHASED ME DOWN
KIND OF THING

AND TRY TO CHAT WITH ME ABOUT IT
AND SAID I WAS OVERREACTING.

I WAS REALLY SURPRISED
WHEN MARY SAID MISSED

A SHOT OF LOVE WITH HER.

I DIDN'T EXPECT THAT.

PART OF ME WONDERS
IF MARY'S RIGHT

AND I'M A FOOL FOR NOT PURSUING
A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.

SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.

I THINK I SHOULD HAVE
A CONVERSATION WITH HER.

Yeah.

ALL RIGHT, WELL,
YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AND ‐‐

AND I'LL CHAT WITH YOU AGAIN
SOON OKAY? THANKS.

MARY'S PROBABLY RIGHT.
I SHOULD LISTEN, HEAR HER OUT.

SO I'M GONNA GIVE VARYA A CALL

AND SEE IF SHE'LL
MEET UP WITH ME

SO WE CAN TALK THIS THROUGH.

I WANT TO KEEP AN OPEN MIND.

SEE IF SHE HAS
A GOOD EXPLANATION FOR THIS

AND I'M STILL REALLY HURT
BY BEING LIED TO,

SO WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

THIS IS JUST MY MEDICATION.

STEPH'S ILLNESS,
IT'S A LOT MORE SERIOUS

THAN WHAT SHE MADE IT OUT TO BE

BEFORE SHE CAME
AND IT WORRIES ME.

THIS IS WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE.

I DECIDED TO TEXT HER
AND ASK HER TO MEET ME.

I LOVE ROSE.

I MISS HER AND I PRAY TO GOD
THAT SHE SHOWS UP.

HEY.

MM.

IT'S MY FIRST EVER MORNING
WAKING UP NEXT

TO MY GIRLFRIEND, ERIKA.

YOU'RE, LIKE, SUCH A NICE THING
TO WAKE UP TO.

OUR CONNECTION IS UNLIKE
ANYTHING I'VE EVER FELT BEFORE,

AND WHEN WE FINALLY KISSED
LAST NIGHT, IT WAS REALLY NICE.

SHE'S A REALLY GOOD KISSER.

DID YOU HAVE FUN LAST NIGHT?

‐YEAH.
‐I WAS SO TIRED.

MM‐HMM.

I WENT TO BED
AND I PASSED OUT.

YEAH, YOU DID.

NO, BUT REALLY I JUST WANT
TO SAY THANK YOU

FOR NOT BEING, LIKE,
WEIRD ABOUT THE FACT

THAT I'M STILL NOT
REALLY READY.

OF COURSE.

I FEEL LIKE IT WOULD BE GROSS
IF I WAS WEIRD ABOUT THAT.

CAN YOU IMAGINE?

YEAH. OH, MY GOSH.

ERICA SAYS THAT SHE UNDERSTANDS

THAT I DON'T WANT
TO HAVE SEX RIGHT AWAY.

AND I THINK
THAT'S REALLY AWESOME

BECAUSE, YOU KNOW,
WOMEN ARE MORE ABOUT MAKING

REAL CONNECTIONS

AND NOT JUST GETTING
STRAIGHT AWAY INTO MY PANTS.

AND HONESTLY, EVEN THOUGH
WE DIDN'T HAVE SEX,

I FEEL SO CLOSE TO HER.

SO WHAT ARE YOU ALL DRESSED
UP FOR?

WE'RE GONNA GO AND SEE
SOME ANIMALS TODAY.

SO I HAD TO HAVE THE OUTFIT.

‐OH, MY GOSH.
‐YEAH.

YOU LOOK LIKE A SEXY
STEVE IRWIN.

THAT'S THE BEST COMPLIMENT
I'VE EVER RECEIVED.

STEPH SAYS THAT SHE WANTS TO
TAKE THINGS SLOW, WHICH IS FINE,

BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SHE'S ONLY
HERE FOR, LIKE, THREE WEEKS.

SO I HOPE THAT IT HAPPENS
SOONER RATHER THAN LATER.

I REALLY WANT STEPH
TO ENJOY HERSELF

WHILE SHE'S HERE
IN AUSTRALIA WITH ME.

SO I'VE PLANNED SOME REALLY FUN
THINGS FOR US TO DO

THAT I'M HOPING
THAT SHE WILL LOVE.

I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE KANGAROOS.
JUST NO SNAKES.

‐NO?
‐YEAH.

‐I'LL PROTECT YOU.
‐ALL RIGHT.

CRIKEY!

THIS IS AMAZING.

YOU LOVE IT?

KANGAROOS.

LOOK AT HOW BIG HE IS.
LOOK AT THAT TAIL.

I LIKE THIS BIG GUY.

LOOK AT THIS HUGE ONE.

I'M GONNA FEED HIM.
HE'S SO HUNGRY.

I LIKE THIS ONE
BECAUSE HE'S LITTLE.

I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE.

OH, MY GOD, HOW GOOD IS THAT?

‐CAN YOU HOLD THIS FOR ME?
‐YEAH.

I NEED TO HAND‐SANITIZE
EVERYTHING, EVEN THE PHONE.

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE PHOTOS
YOU TOOK OUT OF ME.

THEY'RE REALLY CUTE.

I LOVE BEING HERE
AT THE NATURE PRESERVE,

BUT I HAVE TO BE EXTREMELY
MINDFUL TO PROTECT MYSELF

BECAUSE OF MY DISEASE.

‐OKAY, YOU WANT TO SIT DOWN?
‐YEAH. YEAH, MAYBE.

OKAY.

I HAVE APLASTIC ANEMIA,

WHICH IS A SEVERE BONE
MARROW FAILURE DISORDER

AND IF I DON'T TAKE
THE PROPER PRECAUTIONS,

IT COULD POTENTIALLY BE
LIFE THREATENING FOR ME.

I NEED TO, LIKE,
LET MY HEAD BREATHE.

OKAY.

THIS IS JUST MY MEDICATION.

‐JUST YOUR MEDICATION?
‐THIS IS MY MEDICATION.

IT'S JUST SOME OF IT, MAYBE?

YEAH.

YOU SHOULD USE SOME, TOO.

I'M ONE STEP AHEAD OF YOU.
I'M LEARNING.

DO YOU THINK THIS IS WEIRD?

‐YEAH, A LITTLE BIT.
‐REALLY? OH, MY GOSH.

BUT IT'S OKAY.
LIKE, I GET WHY.

LIKE, IT'S CRAZY.

I HAVE TO TAKE THIS MEDICATION
WITH ME EVERYWHERE I GO

BECAUSE THIS IS KIND OF

WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE.

THAT'S CONCERNING.

IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE
THAT I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT THAT?

I MEAN,

I DON'T HAVE A NORMAL
AMOUNT OF WHITE BLOOD CELLS

WHICH PROTECT YOU
FROM INFECTION.

SO FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS

I'VE BEEN SICK A LOT
AND IF I CAUGHT A COLD

IT WOULD MEAN
GOING TO THE HOSPITAL.

YEAH.

I REALLY DIDN'T GO OUT MUCH.

I'M JUST WORRIED THAT IT WILL BE
TOO MUCH FOR YOU TO DEAL WITH.

‐REALLY?
‐MM‐HMM.

‐WHY?
‐I DON'T KNOW.

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE,
WHY WOULD SOMEBODY DATE ME

IF THEY COULD JUST DATE
A NORMAL PERSON

AND NOT DEAL WITH THE STUFF
THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

OH, IT'S NOTHING TO DO WITH
WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

IT'S ABOUT, HOW I FEEL,
YOU KNOW.

I CARE ABOUT YOU SO OF COURSE
I'M GONNA, LIKE, BE THERE.

SHE'S A LOT MORE COMPASSIONATE
THAN I EXPECTED,

BUT MY DISEASE
MAKES LOVE VERY COMPLICATED

AND I DON'T EVER WANT HER
TO FEEL LIKE IT'S A BURDEN

SO I'M WORRIED
IT MIGHT SCARE HER AWAY.

SO HOPEFULLY YOU UNDERSTAND

WHY I'M TAKING
ALL THESE PRECAUTIONS NOW ‐‐

OF COURSE, YEAH.

AND YOU DON'T JUST THINK
I'M A WEIRDO.

NO.

‐OKAY.
‐ONLY A GOOD WAY, THOUGH.

AW.

STEPH'S ILLNESS,
IT'S A LOT MORE SERIOUS

THAN WHAT SHE MADE IT OUT
TO BE BEFORE SHE CAME.

AND IT SOUNDS LIKE IT AFFECTS
PRETTY MUCH ALL OF HER LIFE.

‐GOT YOUR HAT?
‐YES.

I DO WANT A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP
WITH STEPH,

BUT HER ILLNESS WORRIES ME

AND IT'S SOMETHING
THAT I HAVE TO CONSIDER

AS WE MOVE FORWARD
WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP.

SO I DON'T KNOW, WE'LL SEE.

I HAVEN'T SEEN OR SPOKEN TO ROSE
SINCE LAST NIGHT

WHEN I ASKED HER
TO TAKE THE STD TEST.

I'M FEELING LIKE IT'S OVER.

BUT I'M NOT READY
TO GIVE UP YET

SO I DECIDED TO TEXT HER
IN TAGALOG

AS A FORM OF RESPECT

AND ASK HER TO MEET ME
AT A CAFE NEARBY AT 2:00

AND I PRAY TO GOD
THAT SHE SHOWS UP.

HELLO, SIR, GOOD AFTERNOON.

MAY I TAKE YOUR ORDER, PLEASE?

‐MAY I HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE ‐‐
‐YES, SIR.

WITH CREAM AND SUGAR.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.
‐THANK YOU.

I LOVE ROSE. I MISS HER.
I WANT TO SAY I'M SORRY.

HERE YOU GO.

WELL, THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I WANT TO LET HER KNOW
THAT I KNOW EVERYTHING

I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT HER PAST
AND I WON'T ASK IT AGAIN.

AT THIS POINT, I DON'T KNOW
IF SHE'S COMING.

SHE'S OBVIOUSLY VERY UPSET
AND IF ROSE DOESN'T COME THEN

THIS WOULD HAVE
BEEN ALL FOR NOTHING.

HI.

WELL, THANK YOU FOR COMING.

I WANTED TO TELL YOU FACE
TO FACE THAT I'M SORRY.

AND THAT I TRUST YOU NOW,
WITH NO QUESTION.

REALLY.

YES.

I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO
COMMUNICATE AND UNDERSTAND

WHAT YOU'RE SAYING TO ME.

THANK YOU, THANK YOU.

NEVER.

I WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT MY HEART HEARS YOU.

AND I WILL ALWAYS,
ALWAYS TRUST YOU

AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
FROM THIS DAY FORWARD.

BECAUSE I NEVER WANT WHAT
LAST NIGHT TO EVER HAPPEN EVER.

YOU'RE TEACHING ME THAT I NEED
TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE.

THAT'S ALL I WANT.

SO I WAS WONDERING IF YOU WOULD
STAY ONE MORE NIGHT

WITH ME HERE IN MANILA.

SO WE, YOU AND I CAN RELAX
AND SPEND SOME TIME TOGETHER.

AND THEN TOMORROW WE'LL GO SEE
YOUR FAMILY

AND YOUR DAD AND YOUR SON.

SO WHY DON'T WE
GO BACK TO THE HOTEL.

LET'S GO.

OKAY. AWESOME. OKAY.
BYE‐BYE, THANK YOU.

BYE‐BYE, THANK YOU.

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

I'M SO HAPPY.

‐LET'S GO.
‐LET'S GO.

I VERY MUCH LOVE ROSE
AND I'M SO RELIEVED THAT

SHE'S WILLING TO FORGIVE ME,

BUT WE STILL HAVE A LOT
TO WORK ON

TO MOVE FORWARD
WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP.

I WANT HER AND I
TO GET TO A PLACE

WHERE SHE'S COMFORTABLE
ACCEPTING MY RING

AND I'M COMFORTABLE
GETTING DOWN ON ONE KNEE,

BUT WE ONLY HAVE 19 DAYS
LEFT TOGETHER,

AND I'M WORRIED
IF THAT'S ENOUGH TIME.

WHAT I WANT TO DO IS DRIVE OUT
TO HER CITY

AND TRY AND FIND HER.

I AM WORRIED ABOUT DAVID.

WHY IS THE BED SO LOW?
PULL THIS UP.

I'M GONNA SEE
WHAT THIS MATTRESS IS.

IT'S TOO HARD.
‐THIS IS MATTRESS.

OH, MY GOD, USMAN,
THIS IS NOT A MATTRESS.

IT IS A BOX SPRING.

I ARRIVED IN UKRAINE
TWO DAYS AGO.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET
MY GIRLFRIEND LANA

IN THE TRAIN STATION,
BUT SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP,

AND NOW SHE'S GONE
COMPLETELY SILENT ON ME.

YEAH, LANA'S STILL OFFLINE.

THE LAST TIME WE TALKED WAS
BEFORE I LEFT THE UNITED STATES.

BECAUSE LANA AND I COMMUNICATE
ONLY THROUGH THE DATING WEBSITE,

I JUST HAVE TO KEEP LOOKING
ONLINE TO SEE IF SHE'S THERE.

THIS IS LANA RIGHT HERE,

AND I CAN SEE THAT IT'S SHOWING
OFFLINE FOR HER RIGHT THERE.

I WROTE A MESSAGE TO HER
THAT SAYS,

"LANA, I AM DEVASTATED.
I WANT YOU SO MUCH.

DO YOU WANT TO BE
MARRIED TO ME?"

BECAUSE WE HAVE TALKED ABOUT IT.
NO RESPONSE.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

SHE PROMISED ME THAT,
AFTER THREE FAILED ATTEMPTS,

WE WERE GONNA ACTUALLY MEET

AND THIS THING WAS GONNA
GO FORWARD.

I'M NOT LEAVING UKRAINE
WITHOUT SEEING HER.

I'M NOT GONNA GO THIS FAR
FOR NOTHING AGAIN.

‐HELLO.
‐ANYA.

HI, HOW YOU DOING?

HOW ARE YOU? I'M FINE.

ANYA'S THE ONE REAL FRIEND
THAT I HAVE HERE IN UKRAINE

THAT I CAN BOUNCE THINGS
OFF OF.

AND SHE KNOWS ALL ABOUT
MY HISTORY WITH LANA.

SO, YOU KNOW THAT I WAS HERE
TO SEE LANA.

I WAS AT THE TRAIN
STATION YESTERDAY

AND SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP.

YEAH, THERE WAS ONLY
TWO TRAINS THERE.

I LOOKED EVERYWHERE.

SHE SAID SHE WAS GONNA ARRIVE
IN A BLUE DRESS,

I NEVER SAW A BLUE DRESS.

WELL, BEFORE, THERE WERE
ALWAYS REASONS I THOUGHT.

I'VE GONE UP ON THE CHAT SITE

AND SHE'S NOT LOGGED
IN RIGHT NOW.

I FEAR THAT SOMETHING
HAPPENED TO HER,

SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH HER.

SO, I REALLY THINK
THAT WHAT I WANT TO DO

IS DRIVE OUT TO HER CITY,

AND TRY AND FIND HER.

SHE LIVES IN A LITTLE CITY
CALLED PAVLOHRAD.

I THINK I DO.

WHEN WE SIGNED UP
FOR THE CRUISE

THAT WE WERE GONNA
TAKE LAST YEAR,

SHE HAD TO GIVE ME HER ADDRESS
FOR THE REGISTRATION,

AND SHE GAVE ME AN ADDRESS
THAT IS IN PAVLOHRAD.

BUT THE ONLY WAY I'M GONNA BE
ABLE TO ASK THE QUESTIONS

AND GET ANSWERS
IS TO BE IN FRONT OF HER.

I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HER.

I JUST WANT HER
TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME.

I REALLY WANT LANA.

THE LIFE THAT I'VE IMAGINED
FOR MYSELF INVOLVES HER.

I'M NOT GONNA JUST
WALK AWAY FROM THIS.

WELL, OF COURSE.

‐OKAY.
‐OKAY.

I'M STILL TIRED
FROM LAST NIGHT.

MOST DEFINITELY, I WOULD LOVE
TO SEE YOU PERFORM AGAIN.

LAST NIGHT WAS A VERY
SPECIAL NIGHT FOR USMAN AND I.

I GOT TO SEE SOJABOY BOY PERFORM
FOR THE FIRST TIME,

AND ON TOP OF THAT,
NOW EVERYONE IN NIGERIA

KNOWS WHO BABY GIRL LISA IS,
AND THAT USMAN IS MY FIANCé.

I'M JUST A LITTLE NERVOUS
BECAUSE YOUR MOM HOLDS

OUR LIFE IN HER HANDS.

WHATEVER HER RESPONSE IS,
IS LIKE...

TODAY, USMAN AND I ARE FLYING
TO HIS HOMETOWN OF SOKOTO

TO MEET HIS MOTHER TO RECEIVE
HER BLESSINGS FOR OUR WEDDING.

ALL RIGHT, DRAG THAT SUITCASE
DOWN ON THE FLOOR.

YES. OH.

THE MAIN REASON
I CAME TO NIGERIA

IS TO MARRY MY FIANCé
IN THE TIME THAT I'M HERE,

AND I ONLY HAVE TWO MORE WEEKS
LEFT ON THIS TRIP.

WE READY?

‐WHAT?
‐KISS YOU.

MWAH.

TOO MUCH LUGGAGE.

WHERE'S OUR CAB?

THIS IS SO LITTLE,
THIS PLANE, OH, MY GOD.

THANK YOU.

‐WOW.
‐WOW, THE AIR.

WE'RE HERE TO SEE YOUR MUMMY.

WOW.

IT'S NICE TO MEET YOU, UMAR.

‐THIS IS IT, 301.
‐MM‐HMM.

‐THE CHALET.
‐MM‐HMM.

YOU LIKE IT?

NO.

I DON'T LIVE AT THE RITZ
AT HOME,

BUT THIS IS DEFINITELY
NOT WHAT I HAD IN MIND

WHEN USMAN SAID WE WOULD
BE STAYING AT A CHALET.

IT IS LIKE A ONE STAR,
MAYBE A HALF STAR HOTEL.

OH, MY, USMAN.

WHY IS THE BED SO LOW?

PULL THIS UP. I'M GONNA SEE
WHAT THIS MATTRESS IS.

IT'S TOO HARD. WE CANNOT.

‐THIS IS MATTRESS.
‐OH, MY GOD, USMAN.

THIS IS NOT A MATTRESS.
IT IS A BOX SPRING.

I WAS SHOCKED.

NEVER DID I EXPECT NIGERIANS

TO BE SLEEPING ON
A PURE BOX SPRING.

USMAN, YOU NEED TO COME
TO THE BATHROOM, RIGHT NOW.

OH, IT'S A BIG PROBLEM.

SO AM I.

WHY IS THERE A BUCKET HERE?

‐NICE MEETING YOU.
‐THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP.

MM‐HMM.

‐I'LL SEE YOU.
‐THANK YOU, BRO.

BRO, YEAH.

ALL THESE REVELATIONS TELL ME,
REPEATEDLY,

THAT I AM HERE STRICTLY
FOR YOU TO COME TO AMERICA.

IT DOESN'T. BUT YOU'RE STILL
TALKING TO THE AMERICAN.

I CAME TO RUSSIA
FIVE DAYS AGO

TO MEET MY GIRLFRIEND VARIA.

BUT LAST NIGHT,
WE GOT IN A HUGE FIGHT,

AND I STAYED IN A HOTEL
BY MYSELF.

BUT AFTER TALKING
TO MY FRIEND MARY,

I REALIZED THAT I OWE IT
TO MYSELF TO REACH OUT TO VARYA

AND LET HER EXPLAIN HERSELF.

I'M GENUINELY REALLY SORRY
THAT I ACTED LAST NIGHT.

BUT I'M NOT SORRY
FOR BEING HURT.

THANKS FOR MEETING ME.

SO CAN WE HAVE A DISCUSSION
ABOUT LAST NIGHT?

I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
RIGHT NOW IN YOUR HEAD.

I AGREE.

I'M SORRY.

IT WAS ABOUT,
HONESTLY WHAT I FOUND OUT.

LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO ACCEPT

THAT YOU'RE TALKING
TO OTHER PEOPLE, YOU KNOW?

IT DOESN'T, BUT YOU'RE STILL
TALKING TO THE AMERICAN.

AND ALL THESE REVELATIONS
JUST TELL ME REPEATEDLY

THAT I AM HERE STRICTLY
FOR YOU

TO COME TO AMERICA.

I GET THAT, BUT I FELT LIKE YOU
WERE BLATANTLY

BEING DISHONEST WITH ME

AND HIDING THAT SITUATION.

IT JUST HURT.

THAT'S THE WHOLE THING.

I WANT THIS TO BE SPECIAL.
I WANT US TO BE SPECIAL.

I CAME HERE
BECAUSE THIS WAS SPECIAL.

I UNDERSTAND
WHY YOU HID IT FROM ME,

I GUESS YOU DIDN'T
WANT TO HURT ME.

I APPRECIATE THAT.
I JUST WANT TO TRUST YOU.

I JUST WANT YOU
TO TELL ME THE TRUTH,

THAT'S ALL I CARE ABOUT.

SO YOU'RE SITTING HERE
TELLING ME RIGHT NOW

THAT THERE'S NO ONE ELSE,
THAT I AM THE ONLY ONE,

THAT THESE PEOPLE
ARE JUST FRIENDS,

AND THERE'S NO
ROMANTIC INTEREST.

I WANT US TO FIX THIS.

I GET YOU, I UNDERSTAND.

CAN WE BOTH MOVE FORWARD
AND NOT LOOK BACK?

AS LONG AS YOU ACCEPT
MY APOLOGY

FOR ACTING THE WAY
THAT I DID LAST NIGHT,

I WANT THIS ‐‐
I WANT TO CONTINUE THIS.

I THINK WE SHOULD DO THAT.

I UNDERSTAND.

BUT LET'S JUST BE UPFRONT,
LET'S JUST BE HONEST.

I AGREE.

I WANT A HUG.

I MISSED YOU LAST NIGHT.

I MISSED YOU, TOO.

I DIDN'T LIKE SLEEPING ALONE.

I WASN'T SURE THAT THINGS WERE
GONNA WORK OUT TODAY.

SHE FORGAVE ME FOR ACTING
A FOOL LAST NIGHT,

AND I DO TRUST HER.
ALBEIT IT WAS WRONG.

SHE WASN'T HONEST WITH ME,

BUT ON THE FLIP SIDE,

I HAVEN'T BEEN HONEST
WITH HER EITHER.

I'LL CARRY THE SUITCASE
THIS TIME.

I DON'T THINK THAT SHE'S DON'T
TAKE TOO KINDLY TO ME

HAVING GONE TO PRISON,

SO I'M GONNA HAVE
TO COME CLEAN TO HER,

LET HER KNOW
ABOUT MY SITUATION AND...

I'M SCARED.

I'LL BE MEETING DARCEY SOON,
AND THE BIGGEST CONCERN

IS THAT DARCEY'S GONNA
GET EXTREMELY UPSET, ANGRY.

OKAY, WONDERFUL.
THANK YOU.

I'M EXTREMELY NERVOUS.

I'M GETTING
READY TO MEET TOM.

HE ARRIVED IN NEW YORK CITY
YESTERDAY.

LAST NIGHT, HE TEXTED ME
THAT HE WANTS TO MEET UP.

SO I DECIDED TO TEXT HIM,

"I'M WILLING TO MEET YOU,
BUT ON MY TERMS."

AND I KEPT IT VERY SIMPLE
AND TO THE POINT.

LATE LAST NIGHT, TOM TEXTED,

"WANT TO FIX THIS RATHER
THAN HAVE A WAR.

I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY."

I DIDN'T RESPOND. I'M NOT
QUITE SURE WHAT HE MEANS.

THIS TEXT HAS DEFINITELY
THROWN ME OFF IN THIS MOMENT.

I FEEL NOT QUITE SURE
WHAT TO EXPECT.

RECENTLY HIS MESSAGES HAVE BEEN
VERY CONFUSING AND VAGUE,

AND TOM HAS NOT TOLD ME
ABOUT THIS OTHER WOMAN.

SO WITH ALL THIS GOING ON,

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO
HAPPEN WHEN I SEE HIM TODAY.

AND I LOVED TOM VERY MUCH.

FELT VERY SAFE WITH HIM.

BUT HE DOESN'T WANT A WAR.

HE WANTS TO FIX THIS, SO MAYBE
TODAY HE WANTS TO LISTEN.

I DON'T KNOW.

AND JUST, LIKE,

DON'T WANT TO FEEL THAT PAIN

OF THE UNKNOWN.

IT'S BEEN TOO LONG.

I DIDN'T GET MUCH SLEEP
AT ALL LAST NIGHT.

I DON'T KNOW HOW TODAY'S
GOING TO GO.

CAN'T EVEN TIE YOUR TIE,
COME ON.

GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME.

I'LL BE MEETING DARCEY SOON.

THE BIGGEST CONCERN IS
THAT DARCEY'S GONNA GET

EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL,
UPSET, ANGRY.

SOMETHING I'VE HAD
MANY A TIME WITH HER,

AND SOMETHING I DON'T
PARTICULARLY LIKE.

MAYBE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE
TO BE SALVAGED, BUT THEN AGAIN,

IF I TURN UP AND GET A GRILLING
AND UPSET AND ANGUISH,

THEN IT'S NOT GONNA
BE WORTH IT ANYWAY.

I DON'T WANT TO BE EMBROILED
IN AN ARGUMENT.

I'M TRYING TO WORK OUT
THE BEST SOLUTION POSSIBLE,

AND I JUST DON'T WANT TO GET
TO A POINT WHERE IT'S BAD.

IT'S A LOVELY SPOT
SHE'S PICKED.

THERE'S A VIEW
OF THE WHOLE CITY.

IT'S A NICE DAY OUTSIDE,

AND I'M NERVOUS AS HELL.

SHE'LL BE HERE SOON, I DON'T
KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN,

SO I'M EXTREMELY NERVOUS.

THANK YOU.

I DECIDED TO PACK
AN OVERNIGHT BAG,

BOOK MY OWN HOTEL
BECAUSE IF THINGS GO BAD,

I DON'T WANT THE ENERGY
AROUND MY FAMILY OR THE HOME.

BUT I HOPE WE CAN FIX
SOME OF THE PROBLEMS

THAT WE WERE HAVING.

YOU KNOW,
THAT'S WHY I'M HERE.

DO YOU MIND HOLDING MY BAGS?

WONDERFUL. THANK YOU.

‐ALL RIGHT.
‐THANK YOU.

HELLO, THOMAS.
GOOD TO SEE YOU.

NO, THAT'S OKAY.
I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE.

YOU DON'T EVEN
FEEL COMFORTABLE.

THANK YOU. YEAH.

NEXT TIME ON
"BEFORE THE 90 DAYS"...

I'M STARING AT YOUR FEET
AND NOT YOUR PAJAMAS.

I WANT TO SHOW ROSE
HOW ROMANTIC I CAN BE,

BUT I DON'T QUITE HAVE
HER TEMPERATURE YET

WHEN IT COMES TO ROMANCE.

HOW DO YOU SAY KISS
IN TAGALOG?

‐HALIK.
‐YEAH.

MAY I HALIK YOU?

SO WHAT ARE WE DOING?

IT'S FUN!

IT JUST FEELS A LITTLE BIT
TOO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

IF YOU'RE TRYING TO HIDE
ANYTHING FROM ME,

THAT'S GOING TO OPEN UP
A TON OF PROBLEMS.

ASH HAS TOLD ME
THAT HE DOES WANT

TO MOVE TO AMERICA WITH TAJ,

BUT THE SITUATION
IS MORE COMPLICATED

THAN HE WAS LETTING ON.

I NEED TO KNOW THESE THINGS.

UM...

WILLIAMS'S INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT
CHANGED TWO NIGHTS AGO.

COMPLETELY.

I AM CONVINCED THAT MY MOM
IS BEING CATFISHED.

IT HAS A PHONE NUMBER.

WHY DO YOU NEVER LET ME TALK?

MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE,

I DON'T WANT ANYTHING
TO DO WITH YOU.

YOU ARE NOTHING
TO ME RIGHT NOW.

I'M GLAD.

I CAME ALL THE WAY TO RUSSIA
TO MEET YOUR DAUGHTER.

SHE ASKED IF SHE COULD
TRUST HERE.

I NEED TO TELL VARYA
ABOUT MY PAST.

I JUST HOPE SHE DOESN'T
WALK AWAY FROM ME FOREVER.

I DON'T KNOW BUT...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
DO YOU WANT TO END THIS?