We're Here (2020–…): Season 1, Episode 2 - Twin Falls, Idaho - full transcript
Bob, Eureka, and Shangela head west to Twin Falls, Idaho, a conservative, predominately Mormon community in Magic Valley. There, they meet Michael, Owen, and Amelia, a group of local drag ...
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IS THERE ANYONE HERE?
HELLO.
NOT A
WHOLE LOT GOING ON IN THIS TOWN.
NO, THERE
REALLY ISN'T.
NO ONE IS HERE, IT
FEELS LIKE ONE OF BOB'S MEET AND
GREETS.
THERE'S
SOME NEW SHERIFFS IN TOWN.
TRYING TO DO MY WILD, WILD WEST
WALK, WHEN YOU WALK LIKE YOUR
NUTS HANGING OUT.
WELL, THEY
ARE, YOU WANNA SEE 'EM?
OH, HI.
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL.
THANK YOU.
WE'RE DOING A SHOW.
YEAH, COME OUT.
HELLO.
SHANGELA.
HI.
WELL, COME GIVE US A HUG, GIRL.
COME HERE, YOUR CUTE SELF.
OH.
SO, WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING
HERE?
WE'RE DOING A
SHOW, ACTUALLY, WE HAVE A COUPLE
OF Y'ALL'S LOCALS THAT WE'RE
PUTTING IN DRAG AND PUTTING ON A
SHOW.
OH, NICE.
HELLO, HOW ARE
Y'ALL?
HI, HOW ARE
YOU?
OH, HERE, TAKE ONE OF THESE.
COME TO THE SHOW, TELL YOUR --
OH, YOU THREW MY FLYER ON THE
GROUND.
IT'S A
FREE SHOW, IT'S ON THURSDAY,
COME SEE US.
OH, WE GOTTA COME
DOWN THAT STAIRCASE, HOLD ON,
DID SOMEBODY SAY YOU WERE
SERVING COFFEE?
DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE BLACK?
OR WITH
EXTRA CREAM?
HEAVY CREAM.
BOOM.
YOU GOTTA
DUCK, YOU GOTTA DUCK.
YES.
YES.
OH, THANK YOU,
SIS.
OH, MY GOODNESS.
WE ARE IN
THE MAGIC VALLEY, SPECIFICALLY
IN TWIN FALLS, IDAHO.
HOW CAN I DESCRIBE THIS TOWN?
IT'S COUNTRY AS HELL IN
TWIN FALLS, OKAY?
IT'S A VERY CONSERVATIVE AREA,
IT'S -- HAS A VERY HIGH MORMON
POPULATION, WHICH, HISTORICALLY,
IS NOT SUPER OPEN TO THOSE OF US
IN THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY.
THAT WAS
SOMETHING ELSE.
ALL RIGHT, MARY.
OH, COME ON, CAMP, HONEY.
I'M HOME.
ME AND THE
GIRLS, WE BRING OUR CAMP
EVERYWHERE WITH US BECAUSE WE
NEED OUR SPACE.
ALL RIGHT, HERE WE
GO, LEOPARD, THAT'S VERY
LAQUIFA, YES.
WE'RE
DIVAS.
THANK GOD I
BROUGHT THESE.
SO, WE
NEED OUR OWN AREAS, THAT ARE
DRESSED UP FOR US.
MY CROWN,
WHICH I DESERVE.
I LIKE BIG HAIR, I LIKE
COSTUMES.
LITTLE SNACKS.
I LOVE HOLLYWOOD,
IT'S GLAMOROUS, IT'S ELIZABETH
TAYLOR.
OH, I FEEL LIKE
MARY POPPINS TODAY.
IT'S GOT MAKEUP, IT'S GOT
MIRRORS, SPARKLES.
YES.
DRAMA.
LIKE, THIS PLACE IS
FIERCE, AND IT MAKES YOU FEEL
FIERCE.
HONEY,
WE'RE BRINGING DRAG TO PEOPLE OF
TWIN FALLS.
OH, MY GOD.
OH.
ALL IN A GAY'S WORK.
WHERE WE GOING?
WE'RE
GOING TO THE ORPHEUM, THEY DO AN
ANNUAL DRAG SHOW.
SO, WE'RE GONNA WATCH THE
REHEARSAL, THIS IS A
NICE-LOOKING THEATER.
WAIT, WE'RE
MEETING YOUR DAUGHTERS?
YES,
HONEY.
WE SHOULD BE
QUIET SO THEY'RE UNAWARE.
SO, MUCH
TO MY SURPRISE, THERE ACTUALLY
IS A VERY SMALL COMMUNITY OF
DRAG QUEENS IN TWIN FALLS.
I WANNA
TALK TO HER ABOUT STAGE
PRESENCE.
YEAH, I WENT TO
SLEEP TWICE.
IF YOU'RE
GONNA COME OUT, YOU NEED TO
CHANNEL MARIA CALLAS.
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
THINK ABOUT, LIKE, A FIERCE
OPERA DIVA.
SHE CAN HIT A
NOTE.
THERE ARE
ELEMENTS THERE.
IT'S NOT STARTING FROM SCRATCH.
THERE'S
POTENTIAL.
CLUTCH MY
PEARLS.
YOUR BABY IS A
HO, MAMA.
THE POWER OF
CHRIST COMPELLS YOU.
THE POWER OF CHRIST --
I KNOW ALL ABOUT
BEING A BABY DRAG, AND ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES, OF COURSE, I'M
NOT JUDGING, BUT, I SEE, ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES.
THERE IS
IMPROVEMENT TO BE MADE.
IN THEIR DEFENSE, I WON
"DRAG RACE" WHEN I WAS ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES.
BITCH, YOU STILL
ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES.
I WAS GONNA
SAY, ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES.
I'M, LIKE, THE ONLY CLEAN ONE
HERE.
WATCHING
THESE REHEARSALS, I'M NOT GONNA
LIE, SOME OF THESE QUEENS, I
CAN'T THINK OF ANOTHER WORD, A
LITTLE CRUNCHY.
THAT WAS
SOMETHING ELSE.
BUT
THERE'S TALENT HERE, I'M HOPING
THAT I CAN HELP MAKE THEM THE
TRUE IMAGE OF THEIR MIND.
SOMETIMES, YOU CAN'T BECOME WHAT
YOU SEE IN YOUR MIND, UNTIL HAVE
THE SKILLS TO MAKE IT.
ARE YOU
CLOSE FRIENDS?
Y'ALL SEE EACH OTHER EVERY DAY?
HOW OFTEN DO YOU ALL SEE EACH
OTHER?
ONCE A WEEK, OR --
NO, I WISH IT WAS
MORE OFTEN THAN THAT.
IT'S MORE LIKE EVERY OTHER
MONTH.
OH, MY
GOD, WHAT'S INTERESTING IS, I
MEAN, I GUESS, IN MY MIND, I SAW
YOU ALL, YOU STARTED PERFORMING,
YOU KNOW, I WAS, LIKE, OH,
THEY'RE ALWAYS HANGING OUT.
LIKE, THIS IS JUST ANOTHER DAY,
THEY'RE, LIKE, OH, THE GIRLS SEE
EACH OTHER AGAIN, BUT YOU CAN
GO, LIKE, WEEKS AT A TIME
WITHOUT SEEING ANOTHER GAY
PERSON.
THAT IS INSANE.
OH, EASILY.
YEAH.
MONTHS, YEAH.
WE'RE ALL, LIKE,
SEPARATED, AND WE DON'T, LIKE,
GET TOGETHER.
I WORK
GRAVEYARD, AND THAT RESTRICTS A
LOT OF IT, I JUST DON'T GET OUT
MUCH, LIKE, THIS IS WEIRD TO BE
OUT IN THE DAYLIGHT WITH THE DAY
WALKERS, LIKE, I'M JUST THE
LITTLE GLAMOUR GHOUL THAT STAYS
IN MY CAVERN.
BUT YET
IT TAKES A VILLAGE TO MAKE A
QUEEN.
SO, IN AN EFFORT TO CREATE
COMMUNITY WITHIN YOUR COMMUNITY,
I WOULD LIKE TO WORK WITH YOU
THREE TO CREATE, LIKE, A FIERCE
DRAG SHOW.
IN HELPING YOU PUT TOGETHER A
FIERCE, PHENOMENAL, FUCKING,
SUPER DIVA GROUP.
AND I WANNA KNOW IF Y'ALL ARE ON
BOARD WITH THAT?
YEAH.
100%.
MISS
AMELIA?
OF COURSE.
I'M
HOPING THAT THIS IS AN
OPPORTUNITY FOR THEM TO BOND
TOGETHER, TO BE ON THIS PUBLIC
STAGE, IN FRONT OF THEIR PEERS,
AND I'M TRYING TO MAKE A
POWERFUL GROUP OF QUEERS SEND A
POWERFUL MESSAGE OUT INTO THE
TOWN OF TWIN FALLS, IDAHO.
YOU KNOW, I WASN'T
ALWAYS A GREAT PERSON.
I'M STILL NOT A GREAT PERSON,
BUT I'M -- I'M TRYING TO DO A
LOT BETTER.
I REMEMBER THERE BEING A COUPLE
OF, OF GAY INDIVIDUALS IN
HIGH SCHOOL, BUT THEY WEREN'T
REALLY OUT ABOUT IT BECAUSE, YOU
KNOW, THAT'S JUST ASKING TO GET
BEAT UP.
I WAS ALWAYS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE
THAT KIND OF THREW AROUND
THOSE SLURS, BUT THAT WAS KIND
OF, MY VIEW, THAT WAS GROWING
UP.
IT WAS, THEY'RE BAD PEOPLE,
THEY'RE NOT GOOD PEOPLE, YOU
KNOW, GOOD PEOPLE DON'T DO THAT.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
HUH, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
AFTER GROWING UP AND
LOOKING BACK ON IT, YEAH, I
DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH THAT.
OH, THE LOG
TAVERN.
OH, THIS IS GONNA BE FUN.
IT'S LIKE HOME, I HOPE THEY'RE
READY.
OH, HI.
I'M REALLY EXCITED TO MEET YOU,
CLIFTON.
OH, CAN I SIT WITH YOU GUYS?
ABSOLUTELY.
COME ON, PLEASE.
IS THAT ICE IN
YOUR BEER?
YES.
MAMA, YOU ARE
A TRUE SOUTHERN LADY.
ARE WE IN THE SOUTH?
WHERE ARE WE?
NO.
WE'RE HERE RIGHT
NOW.
THIS IS VERY
SOUTHERN THOUGH, LIKE, I COME
FROM EAST TENNESSEE, SO, LIKE,
SUPER EAST TENNESSEE, LIKE,
WHERE DOLLY PARTON'S FROM.
I'M CURIOUS, WHY DO YOU WANNA
GET IN DRAG?
LIKE, WHAT DOES THIS MEAN TO
YOU, HONESTLY?
ALL RIGHT.
GROWING UP, THE WAY THAT WE WERE
ALL RAISED, BEING GAY, THAT WAS
JUST SHUNNED.
YOU DON'T SPEND YOUR TIME
HANGING OUT WITH THEM AND, AND
THEY'RE ALL ON THE WRONG PATH
AND WHATNOT.
AND THEN, ONCE GETTING INTO TWIN
AND HAVING A FEW FRIENDS, YOU
KNOW, ENDED UP BEING GAY AND
THEY'RE JUST, LIKE, GREAT
PEOPLE, ALL THE WAY ROUND.
THEY'RE NOT BAD PEOPLE.
THAT WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST
THINGS, SO, NOW, I DON'T KNOW,
I'M KIND OF LIVING, LIKE, A
NO-HOLDS-BARRED, KIND OF, LIKE,
SOMETHING GETS PRESENTED TO ME,
IF I HAVE ANY RESERVATIONS
WHATSOEVER, THEN I FEEL AS
THOUGH I SHOULD JUST MEET THOSE
HEAD ON.
YEAH.
AND THIS IS YOUR BOYFRIEND,
RIGHT?
THIS IS MY MAN.
HOW DO YOU
FEEL ABOUT HIM DOING DRAG?
DUDE, I'M SO EXCITED.
YEAH?
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP HIS CHEST
HAIR TO, LIKE, RIGHT HERE.
YOU CAN BRING IT DOWN.
OH.
I WILL ACTUALLY MAKE A DEAL.
IF YOU LET ME SHAVE HIS BEARD,
HE CAN KEEP ALL HIS CHEST HAIR.
HE CAN SHAVE HIS BEARD.
BUT I WANNA
SEE ALL THAT FACE, 'CAUSE WE'RE
GONNA MAKE HIM A WOMAN.
I AM GONNA STEAL YOU.
I JUST WANT TO CHAT A LITTLE
BIT.
NO, HOLD ON.
RIGHT NOW YOU ARE STILL THE MAN.
SO I AM GOING TO LET YOU HOLD
THE DOOR FOR YOUR MOTHER.
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
I WANNA SEE WHAT YOUR IMPRESSION
OF A RUNWAY WALK, AS A
DRAG QUEEN.
GIVE ME YOUR BEST WOMAN WALK.
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.
ALL RIGHT.
YOU GOT
TITTIES ON.
OH, OKAY, SHE'S GIVING ME A
LITTLE PIECE.
OH, A LITTLE MORE, OH, ANOTHER
PIECE.
OKAY.
SHE IS DEFINITELY A MAN.
YOU GUYS, SHE IS A MAN.
GIVE ME YOUR BUTCH QUEEN
REALNESS, YOUR BUTCH QUEEN.
THAT WAS WAY TOO DUDE, GIRL, YOU
GOTTA LET IT GO.
AH, WAY TOO DUDE.
SHAKE THE BOY
OUT.
I WANT YOU TO REALLY TURN INTO A
WHOLE 'NOTHER PERSON THAT YOU
DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WAS IN THERE.
I WANT YOU TO THINK ABOUT THIS
EXPERIENCE AS SOMETHING THAT'S
FUN, WHICH I THINK YOU WILL,
BUT ALSO BE OPEN-MINDED,
BECAUSE THERE'S A CHARACTER
THAT'S GONNA COME OUT.
THERE'S GONNA BE THIS FEMALE
PART OF YOU.
ALL RIGHT.
JUST ALLOW IT
TO COME OUT, YOU KNOW?
THAT'S TOTALLY FINE.
WHAT ARE YOU
NERVOUS ABOUT ANYTHING?
NO, NOT REALLY.
WHAT ABOUT
TUCKING?
YOU'RE NOT NERVOUS ABOUT THAT?
WELL, YEAH,
OBVIOUSLY, I GOTTA DO IT.
YOU'RE GONNA
DO IT.
OBVIOUSLY.
OKAY, COOL.
BUT THERE AIN'T NO
TAPE INVOLVED RIGHT?
OH, NO,
THERE'S DUCT TAPE INVOLVED.
KIDDING?
NOT FOR THAT SPECIFIC --
FOR YOUR
PENIS, YES.
DUCT TAPE.
ABSOLUTELY.
ON THE PECKER?
YES.
SO.
ALL RIGHT.
OKAY.
FOR A CISGENDER, STRAIGHT MALE,
THERE'S FEAR, WHICH HAPPENS VERY
NATURALLY, THAT PEOPLE ARE GONNA
THINK HE'S, LIKE, "OH, HE'S
BI-CURIOUS."
YOU KNOW, OR "IT'S TESTING HIS
MASCULINITY."
WHICH TODAY, I GOT TO SEE A
LITTLE BIT OF THAT NERVOUSNESS
AND FEAR, OF MAYBE SHOWING A
MORE FEMININE SIDE, AND I THINK
THAT IT'S TIME FOR US TO PUSH
ALL THE WAY THAT DIRECTION THAT
HE'S NERVOUS AND AFRAID TO GO
TO.
FAIR ENOUGH.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
THANK YOU.
IT WAS SO GOOD
MEETING YOU.
OH, FIERCE,
HEY, SIS.
GOOD MORNING.
OH, MY
GOODNESS, I DIDN'T THINK YOU WAS
EVER GONNA MAKE IT.
YOU LOOK GOOD.
GOOD MORNING, SIR,
HOW ARE YOU?
GOOD.
GOOD, AWESOME.
WE'RE JUST VISITING IN TOWN.
WE'RE HAVING, LIKE, A HUGE
DRAG SHOW.
SO IT'S GONNA BE TONS OF
DIFFERENT ACTS, LOTS OF FUN, AND
MAYBE EVEN SOME BALLOONS AND
CONFETTI.
I'M RUNNING
AROUND 'CAUSE WE'RE DOING A
SHOW.
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE
INTERESTED.
I THINK I'VE GOT A...
OTHER PLANS?
FOOTBALL PLANS.
OH, FOOTBALL
PLANS.
BASICALLY,
WE'RE DOING THIS SHOW, ARE Y'ALL
GONNA COME?
I'M SORRY, WE'RE BUSY.
WHY, WHAT YOU
DOING?
MAY I LEAVE A FLYER WITH YOU, AT
LEAST?
FOR OUR EVENT.
WOULD YOU LIKE TO LOOK AT IT?
NO?
PUT IT OUT THERE.
OKAY, ALL
RIGHT, WE'LL PUT IT ON THE
WINDOW.
Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY, GOOD
LUCK.
I'VE HAD A LOT OF GAYS WORK
FOR ME IN MY BUSINESS.
OH, REALLY, WHAT
KIND OF BUSINESS DO YOU HAVE?
I HAD A COFFEE SHOP.
OH, COOL, WELL, YOU
KNOW, GAYS LOVE COFFEE.
NOW, I
HEARD THAT Y'ALL, Y'ALL HEARD
ABOUT THE LADY WALKING ROUND
WITH THE WHIP.
OH, WE SAW.
IN FACT, I WAS HAVING LUNCH IN
DUNCAN'S ON THE CORNER AND
EVERYBODY'S, "WHAT THE HELL?"
SHE BAM, BAM.
CAN I
TELL YOU A SECRET?
THAT WAS ME.
OKAY.
IF IT'S NOT BULL RIDING OR,
OR, IT'S NOT WESTERNS, WE
USUALLY DON'T SEE IT.
OH, REALLY?
WELL, WE DID A WHOLE LIKE
WESTERN THEME WITH OUR COSTUMES.
I WORE DENIM
YESTERDAY.
I AM COMING.
YOU ARE?
YEAH, MY DAUGHTER WILL COME
WITH ME.
ARE Y'ALL
COMING, TOO?
HE PROBABLY WON'T.
WHY NOT?
IT'S NOT YOUR THING?
NO, NOT REALLY.
YOU SHOULD DRESS HIM UP.
YEAH, YOU WANT
ME TO DRESS YOU UP?
NO.
OH, MY GOD.
WHY NOT?
I GOT A PERFECT PERIWINKLE THAT
WILL BE LOVELY ON THOSE.
GIVE ME A SNAP, SNAP, SNAP.
YEAH.
I LIVE.
I GREW UP IN A
WHITE, MIDDLE CLASS, LDS FAMILY,
AND HERE IN TWIN FALLS, THAT'S,
LIKE, THE DREAM.
TESTOSTERONE IS LIKE THE THING
THAT'S HELPING ME BE ME, BUT I
AM SO SCARED OF NEEDLES.
EVER SINCE I WAS 11, I HATED MY
BREASTS.
I HAD THESE HORRIBLE THOUGHTS,
LIKE, IF I START TO CUT THEM OFF
BY MYSELF, SOMEBODY'S GONNA HAVE
TO FINISH IT, RIGHT?
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT
I WANTED MY WHOLE LIFE, AND IT'S
INTERESTING HOW I FINALLY GET
TO, GET TO SEE THE PERSON THAT I
ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GROW
UP TO BE.
THIS WAS NOT A WANT, THIS WAS A
NEED.
THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE,
LIKE, I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD
DEAL WITH THESE THESE SCARS.
BUT, TO ME, THIS IS JUST, WELL,
THIS JUST REMINDS ME THAT MY
HAPPINESS IS SO MUCH MORE THAN
WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT IT TO BE.
I WANTED THESE SCARS.
HELLO.
OH, MY GOD.
HEY.
HOW ARE YOU?
I'M GOOD.
OKAY, YOU MUST BE
BRANDON.
YES.
HI, I'M SHANGELA.
IT IS SO NICE TO
MEET YOU.
HI.
YOU MUST BE THE
GORGEOUS MIKAYLA?
YES.
IT'S SO GREAT TO MEET YOU.
WELL, THANK YOU.
I APPRECIATE THAT, THANK YOU SO
MUCH.
IT'S NICE TO MEET Y'ALL, TOO.
THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME IN YOUR
HOME.
AND I'M EXCITED TO MEET Y'ALL.
HOW DID THE TWO OF
YOU MEET?
WE MET IN HIGH
SCHOOL.
I WALKED THROUGH THE BAND ROOM
DOORS, AND SHE WAS PROBABLY
JUST RIGHT ACROSS FROM ME, AT
THE BACK OF THE ROOM.
WHEN I SAW HER, I FELT LIKE I
ALREADY KNEW HER, BUT I'D NEVER
MET HER BEFORE.
SO, YOU'RE COMING
THROUGH THE BAND ROOM, THIS IS
LIKE A ROM-COM, LIKE, I'M LIVING
FOR THIS MOMENT.
YOU'RE THERE WITH LIKE A
VIOLIN, OR A PERCUSSION PIECE,
AND YOU'RE COMING THROUGH WITH
DRUMSTICKS.
BUT, OKAY, SO, YOU GUYS MET, AND
THEN, DID YOU START DATING AT
THAT TIME?
OR?
NO, ACTUALLY, WE
GREW UP IN THE MORMON COMMUNITY,
THE LDS COMMUNITY.
WHEN WE WERE STILL IN THE
CHURCH, TWO WOMEN, BECAUSE I HAD
NOT TRANSITIONED YET, TWO GIRLS
DATING WAS LIKE A HUGE NO.
I WAS REALLY
TERRIFIED TO TELL MY PARENTS,
'CAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT I WAS
GOING TO DISOWN ME, BECAUSE MY
WHOLE LIFE, THEY KIND OF RAISED
ME VERY STRICT IN THE CHURCH.
SO, I WAS KIND OF PUTTING THAT
OFF UNTIL WE WERE ENGAGED.
AND I, YEAH, I DROPPED A
BOMBSHELL ON MY PARENTS,
BASICALLY TELLING THEM I LEFT
THE CHURCH, I'M GETTING MARRIED
TO BRANDON, BY THE WAY, HE'S
BRANDON.
WHEN OUR FAMILIES
FINALLY DECIDED THAT THEY WANTED
TO BE INVOLVED, WHEN WE WERE
PLANNING THE WEDDING, THERE WERE
SO MANY THINGS THAT WERE JUST
LIKE, NO, NO, NO, YOU CAN'T DO
THIS, YOU CAN'T DO THAT, YOU
CAN'T INVITE THESE PEOPLE.
ORIGINALLY, WITH MY
PARENTS, THEY WEREN'T GOING TO
COME AT ALL, MOST OF MY FRIENDS,
THEY WEREN'T GONNA COME, AND SO,
IT WAS JUST BASICALLY, LIKE,
WHAT'S THE POINT?
MY DAD DIDN'T WALK ME DOWN THE
AISLE IN ORDER TO, KIND OF, SHOW
THAT THEY STILL HOLD FIRMLY TO
THEIR BELIEFS.
EVEN THOUGH THEY CAME TO OUR
WEDDING, IT WAS VERY OBVIOUS
THAT THEY WERE UNHAPPY THE WHOLE
TIME, AND AS MUCH AS I KNOW THAT
THAT'S BECAUSE OF THEIR
RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, IT STILL
HURTS THAT WE WERE NOT
CONSIDERED WORTHY OF BEING HAPPY
FOR, THAT IT WAS STILL NOT A
WORTHY LOVE.
TO ME, LIKE, I HEAR
YOU SAYING THAT, AND I'M NOT
MARRIED, BUT I'M SURE THAT WOULD
HURT MY FEELINGS.
THAT IS THE SMALL TOWN, KIND OF,
LIKE, EVERYBODY'S GONNA KNOW.
EVERYBODY'S GONNA BE TALKING,
SO, WE DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO
TALK.
THAT ALSO PUSHES US DOWN AND
MAKES US FEEL LESS PROUD OF WHO
WE ARE.
I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU GUYS TO BE
INVOLVED WITH ME ON PUTTING OUR
DRAG SHOW TOGETHER.
BY THE WAY, I'M A DRAG QUEEN.
WHAT?
YEAH, WHAT?
WHAT?
THAT'S AWESOME.
YEAH.
I WANT TO GIVE THEM KIND OF A
WEDDING EXPERIENCE THAT THEY DID
NOT GET TO HAVE THAT FIRST TIME
AROUND.
I WANT THEM TO FEEL LIKE THIS
WAS THEIR SPECIAL DAY.
THAT'S GONNA BE SO
MUCH FUN.
OH, YES, IT IS.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR COMING OVER.
IT'S GONNA BE SUPER
FUN, AND I REALLY HOPE THAT WE
CAN DO SOMETHING SPECIAL, ALL OF
US TOGETHER, FOR REAL.
YEAH, OH, HOW
ARE YOU?
I'M GOOD, GOOD TO
SEE YOU AGAIN.
THIS IS MY
SISTER, BOB.
HI, HOW
ARE YOU?
BOB, HI, SO NICE TO
MEET YOU.
GIVE ME A HUG.
OH, WE'RE
HUGGING.
THIS IS FUN,
WHAT IS THIS?
JUST THROWING A
PARTY.
WHAT ARE WE
GONNA DO?
WHAT DO WE ALL DO?
JUST SIT AROUND AND DRINK?
CLIFTON'S
WORLD IS VERY, LIKE, BACKWARDS,
I THINK.
THE PARTIES AROUND THE BONFIRE,
VERY CAMOUFLAGE, LIKE, THEY GOT
THE DIRTY BOOTS ON.
HE INVITED ME TO THIS PARTY WITH
HIS FAMILY, WHICH IS SUPER OPEN,
YOU KNOW?
IT CAN BE SCARY TO BRING SOMEONE
DIFFERENT INTO YOUR CIRCLE OF
FRIENDS.
HI, EUREKA.
IT'S A PLEASURE.
WHAT'S UP, BOYS?
GOOD TO MEET YOU.
TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT
TWIN FALLS, I DON'T KNOW MUCH
ABOUT Y'ALL.
JUST THE DRINKING, YOU LIKE TO
DRINK?
YEAH, WE LIKE TO DRINK.
SO, WE'RE
DOING A BIG DRAG SHOW ON THE
21ST.
I HAVE A DRAG DAUGHTER, AND
IT'S CLIFTON, YOU KNOW THIS
GUY?
SO THIS GUY IS LETTING ME PUT
HIM UP IN DRAG, Y'ALL.
WE'RE GONNA SHAVE HIS BEARD OFF.
YEAH, I KNOW, SO HE'S GONNA COME
DOWN.
ARE YOU GONNA COME WATCH HIM?
WE'LL THINK ON THAT.
YEAH, THINK ON
IT.
I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS.
I COME FROM THAT TYPE OF
ENVIRONMENT, AND THERE ARE SOME
PEOPLE THAT ARE SITTING ON THE
OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM, LIKE,
"WHAT IN THE GAY HELL IS GOING
ON AT THIS PARTY?"
YOU PLAY BEER
PONG?
WILL YOU HELP ME SET IT UP?
I'M NOT VERY GOOD AT IT, BUT I
WANNA BEAT BOB AT IT.
THAT'S ALL I KNOW.
IS THIS
MY TURN?
OH.
BITCH, YOUR TURN.
ARGH.
Y'ALL DON'T KNOW HOW TO MESS
WITH ME, MAMA, Y'ALL CAN'T MESS
WITH ME ON THE BEER PONG.
OH, MY GOD, THIS IS SO MUCH FUN.
I NEVER WIN AT SPORTS.
LET'S GO MEET
YOUR FRIENDS.
WHO'S THE COOLEST PEOPLE FIRST?
I'M A HUGGER.
I'M A HUGGER, TOO.
WHAT'S UP?
WE'RE HUGGERS AROUND HERE.
LOOK, I LIKE
THAT.
OH, HI.
I LOVE YOUR HAT.
'CAUSE WE'RE BIG AND TALL, OOH,
THAT RIGHT.
YEAH, DAMN RIGHT.
OH, MY GOD, I
FINALLY FOUND A HUSBAND WHEN I'M
IN DRAG.
THIS IS GONNA BE YOUR DRAG
DADDY.
I MEAN, HEY, I BEEN CALLED
"DADDY" ONCE OR TWICE.
OH.
OH, MY GOD.
HI, DADDY.
I'M SO PETITE.
REALLY, AT THE
PARTY, I SAW A MUCH MORE
CONSERVATIVE CLIFTON, AND I
DON'T THINK THAT ALL OF HIS
FRIENDS KNOW THAT HE'S GONNA BE
DOING DRAG, SO I'M CURIOUS TO
SEE HOW THAT PLAYS OUT.
SO, I WANNA
GO, IF YOU'RE INTO IT, I WANNA
GO, LIKE, VERY ROCK STAR, LIKE,
ROCKER CHICK, SHALL WE CALL IT
THAT?
ALL RIGHT.
THIS IS SOME
OF THE CLOTHES OPTIONS THAT
WE'RE GOING WITH.
BRAS, WE GOT HIP PADS, WE'RE
GONNA PUT BODY ON YOU, BUT I
ALSO REALLY WANNA DO, LIKE, A
TUCK REVEAL MOMENT, DURING THE
PERFORMANCE.
LIKE YOU HAVE THE SKIRT, BUT
IT'S GONNA BE, LIKE, A RIPAWAY.
YOU'LL ACTUALLY BE IN THIS
LEOTARD, SO, LIKE, YOU WILL
WANNA MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A NICE,
TIGHT, FLAT COOCHIE, AND WE
WANNA SHOW THE WORLD YOUR
COOCHIE.
IT'S GONNA BE SEXY.
OH, MAN, I LOOK
REALLY NICE.
YES, YOU DO.
LET'S KEEP IT REAL, OKAY?
I'M GONNA GIVE THEM AN
EXTRAVAGANZA, YOU WOULD THINK
THIS IS GONNA BE THE MACY'S DAY
PARADE, ALL RIGHT?
I'M BRINGING EVERYTHING.
THAT'S A BEAUTIFUL
COLOR ON YOU.
SHAKE IT A LITTLE BIT, SHAKE IT,
YES, YES.
SHE'S GIVING ME ASHLEY O,
MILEY CYRUS, "BLACK MIRROR"
FISH.
YES.
ARE YOU
GONNA --
YEAH, I THINK SO.
HE'S A LITTLE
RELUCTANT.
WELL, I MEAN, HAIR
GROWS BACK.
DOES IT?
DOES IT?
YEAH, PUSH IT
BACK FOR ME.
PUSH BACK.
YOU'RE DOING GOOD.
ALL RIGHT, TURN AROUND, LET'S
SEE IT.
NOT BAD, YOU GOT A FAT PUSSY.
OR PUSWATCHER.
SHE'S GOT A FAT PUSWATCHER, BUT
SHE'S GOT ONE.
I THINK THEY CALL THAT A
MEATY TUCK.
THAT'S A
SANDWICH.
YOU CAN
BE OPEN WITH ME IF YOU'RE
NERVOUS, AND IF YOU'RE --
NO, I'M FINE.
THIS IS, LIKE, OUT OF MY COMFORT
ZONE, 'CAUSE, NORMALLY, I DO,
LIKE, BROADWAY SONGS AND STUFF,
WHICH I CAN REALLY, LIKE, PLAY
WITH, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
WELL, IT'S ALSO YOU BY
YOURSELF.
YEAH.
RIGHT.
THESE
QUEENS NEED TO GET TOGETHER AND
WORK AS A TEAM.
I REALLY SEE, LIKE, YOU JUST
THE FIERY, SEXY VIBE, IT WOULD
BE, LIKE, A BIG BUBBLE,
BASICALLY.
I LOVE
THIS IDEA OF EACH GIRL
REPRESENTS A ELEMENT.
ONCE IT'S STYLED, IT'S GONNA
BE LIKE A BLOWOUT, RIGHT?
BECAUSE IT'S JUST FLOWING.
SHE LIVES FOR THE WIND.
LIKE WHEN
THE ELEMENTS COME TOGETHER, IT
IS POWER.
OH, MY GOD, I FEEL
LIKE THE MOTHER OF THE BRIDE.
COME ON IN, GIRL.
COME ON OVER HERE.
SIT DOWN WITH ME.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW, LIKE, THIS
EXPERIENCE, FOR ME, IS JUST AS
MUCH ABOUT YOU AS IT IS ABOUT
BRANDON, TOO.
FOR YOUR MOM AND YOUR DAD, YOU
THINK YOUR MOM OR YOUR DAD ARE
GONNA COME TO THE SHOW ON
THURSDAY?
NO.
NO, DEFINITELY NOT.
OKAY, DEFINITELY
NOT.
I'VE ACTUALLY ASKED
THEM A COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT,
YEAH --
WHAT WAS THEIR,
KIND OF RESPONSE?
MY MOM'S ACTUALLY
REALLY UPSET I'M DOING DRAG.
SHE WAS LIKE, "I DIDN'T KNOW YOU
WERE THAT KIND OF GAY."
DID SHE --
WELL, ME, TOO.
I GUESS I'M THAT KIND OF GAY,
TOO, GIRL.
WHAT DO YOU THINK HER PERCEPTION
OF DRAG IS?
I THINK SHE THINKS
THAT A LOT OF, NOT JUST
DRAG QUEENS, BUT THE LGBTQ
COMMUNITY ARE SEXUALLY
PROMISCUOUS INDIVIDUALS.
SHE THINK WE HOES.
YEAH.
WELL, TRUTH BE
TOLD, THERE ARE SOME HOES IN
DRAG.
BUT NOT EVERYONE.
YEAH, AND THERE'S
NOTHING WRONG THAT, ANYWAY.
YEAH, OKAY, GIRL,
BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT, I
UNDERSTAND.
SHE'S SO EMBEDDED IN
THAT STEREOTYPE.
SHE DOESN'T LIKE THE IDEA THAT I
MAY BE PORTRAYING THAT I AM A
HO, BASICALLY.
RIGHT, YEAH, I
HEAR YOU.
I TOTALLY GET WHAT MAMA MAY BE
FEELING, BUT AT THE SAME TIME,
IT'S A SPECTRUM, YOU KNOW?
THERE'S ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF
DRAG, AND IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA
CONVEY IN THAT MOMENT, AND WHAT
WE'RE GONNA DO, TOGETHER, YOU,
ME, AND BRANDON, IS WE'RE GONNA
DO SOMETHING POWERFUL.
HOPEFULLY, IF SHE DOES GET TO
SEE THIS, IF YOUR DAD WERE TO
SEE THIS, IT WOULD BE LIKE,
"OKAY, WELL, THAT'S NOT WHAT I
THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE."
YEAH.
YEAH?
I THINK, BECAUSE OF
THE EXPERIENCE THAT I HAD, AND
KNOWING THE MOTIVATIONS MY
PARENTS HAD TO RAISE ME THE WAY
THAT I WAS, THEY DID, I KNOW IT
SOUNDS SILLY, BUT THEY DID IT
OUT OF LOVE, IN ORDER TO ENSURE
THAT I COULD GET BACK TO HEAVEN
WITH THEM AND LIVE WITH THEM
FOREVER.
YOU KNOW, THESE PEOPLE AREN'T
EVIL PEOPLE.
RIGHT.
WE'RE NOT TRYING TO DEMONIZE
THEM, TOO.
THE ONLY WAY TO SPREAD LOVE IS
TO TRULY JUST GIVE LOVE.
AND MAYBE IF THEY SEE HOW HAPPY
YOU ARE, OVER TIME, IT MAY MAKE
THEM RETHINK, AND GUESS WHAT,
IT MIGHT NOT.
BUT YOU GOTTA THINK ABOUT WHO
YOU ARE TODAY, HONEY, YOU CAN'T
LIVE FOR NOBODY BUT YOURSELF,
OKAY?
GIVE ME A HUG.
TWIN FALLS IS
SUCH A STRANGE PLACE.
IT'S A MIXTURE OF FEMMEPHOBIA,
FATPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIA, WHATEVER
HAVE YOU, THE FACTORY WORKERS
LIKE ME GO TO WORK AND THEN GO
HOME.
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN VERY
FEMININE.
I'M BIG, I'M TALL, I'M
INTIMIDATING.
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME, AT ONE
POINT OR ANOTHER, HAS BEEN USED
AGAINST ME.
THE VOICE IN MY HEAD THAT TELLS
ME THAT I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND
THAT I NEVER WILL BE GOOD
ENOUGH, THAT'S MY MOTHER'S
VOICE.
I'VE NEVER REALLY BEEN
INTERESTED IN PUTTING A LABEL, I
JUST SAY, "NOT STRAIGHT."
IT JUST FEELS MORE COMFORTABLE,
NOT HAVING TO PUT A LABEL ON IT,
FOR ME.
ESPECIALLY HERE IN TWIN FALLS,
LIKE, BISEXUAL, THEY'RE, LIKE,
"OH, IT DOESN'T EXIST," BECAUSE
THEY'RE STILL GETTING USED TO
LIKE, GAY.
I DON'T REALLY GO OUT ACTIVELY
TO HANG OUT WITH LGBT
INDIVIDUALS.
I FEEL LIKE A LOT OF THE LGBT
MEMBERS HERE IN TWIN KIND OF
NEED THAT, THEY KIND OF NEED
THOSE PEOPLE TO LET THEM KNOW
THAT, YOU KNOW, THAT IT'S OKAY,
AND THAT THEY BELONG, AND THAT
THEY CAN HAVE FRIENDS, AND THEY
CAN MAKE THEIR OWN FAMILY.
I DON'T NEED THAT.
I FEEL A SENSE OF
SELF DOUBT AND DEPRESSION,
SOMETIMES EVEN SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
RUN THROUGH MY HEAD.
I THINK WE ALL GO THROUGH THAT,
THOUGH, BEING DIFFERENT, UNIQUE
PERSON THAT YOU ARE.
WE ALL GO THROUGH THAT STRUGGLE
OF LIFE.
THERE'S ALWAYS, KIND OF, A
LONELY SENSE OF BEING IN ME.
IT'S HARD, SOME DAYS, TO KNOW
YOU'RE LOVED.
I JUST, PERSONALLY, STRUGGLE
WITH HAVING THAT HELP.
HOW LONG
IS THE RIDE?
WE'RE ABOUT 35
MINUTES AWAY.
SO, WHO
DO YOU LIVE WITH?
I LIVE WITH MY
GRANDFATHER, LARRY.
MY GRANDPA'S JUST MY BIGGEST
SUPPORTER, REALLY, LIKE, IN DRAG
AND OUT OF DRAG.
HE'S VERY LOVING AND CARING TO
EVERYONE.
HE DOESN'T CARE WHO YOU ARE.
HOW LONG
HAVE YOU LIVED TOGETHER?
FOR, ON AND OFF,
SINCE I WAS 17.
OH, WORK.
I'VE MOVED A
COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT, THEN CAME
BACK TO HELP GRANDPA.
OH,
THAT'S SWEET.
SO, THIS IS HOME,
AND THIS IS MY GRANDPA.
OH, HI.
NICE TO MEET YOU.
JUST CALL ME
"GRANDPA."
GRANDPA.
NICE TO MEET YOU, GRANDPA.
HAVE A SEAT.
SO,
GRANDPA, DO YOU EVER COME TO ANY
OF THE SHOWS?
YES.
AND THEN, HE ALSO
WENT TO THE PRIDE FESTIVAL FOR
THE FIRST TIME.
YEAH.
OH, HOW
WAS THAT?
IT WAS GOOD, I LIKED
IT.
SO, YOU
GET READY HERE?
YEAH, I GET READY
HERE.
I COME OUT FROM THERE, AND WALK
AROUND, AND JUST ASK HIM IF I
LOOK ALL RIGHT, AND IF IT'S
GONNA LOOK GOOD ON STAGE AND
STUFF.
I LOVE
THAT.
SO, YOU'RE, LIKE, THE FINAL PASS
IS, YOU'RE, LIKE, GOOD OR
NO GOOD.
ESPECIALLY WITH ON
HIS WIGS.
WELL,
GRANDPA, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF
SOME OF THESE SCANDALOUS
OUTFITS?
THAT'S HIM.
THAT'S HIS THING, AND HE CAN
DO IT.
GRANDPA,
WE ARE GOING TO, LIKE, TAKE
LUCID DREAMS, AND SHE'S GONNA BE
THE ULTIMATE DREAM.
DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE ABLE TO
MAKE IT OUT TO SEE?
OH, YOU CAN'T KEEP
ME AWAY FROM THAT.
WHATEVER HE WANTS TO DO, I'M ALL
FOR IT.
THAT'S
AMAZING.
IF I DIDN'T HAVE
THAT SUPPORT, I WOULD BE IN A
VERY DARK PLACE WITH MY LIFE.
AND I DON'T EVEN THINK I WOULD
BE DOING WHAT I'M DOING WITH THE
WHOLE DRAG THING, EITHER.
MY CHILDHOOD, IT WASN'T THE
GREATEST, LIKE, MY MOM LEFT ME
WHEN I WAS THREE YEARS OLD.
FOR MY DAD, PERSONALLY, IT WAS A
STRUGGLE COMING OUT WITH HIM.
THANKFULLY, MY GRANDPA AND MY
CONNECTION'S JUST UNIQUE AND
LOVING, AND WE'RE JUST A PART OF
ONE ANOTHER.
WHAT MADE
YOU MOVE HERE WITH LARRY?
JUST 'CAUSE
GRANDPA'S NEEDED HELP, LIKE, HE
WAS GOING THROUGH PROSTATE
CANCER.
AND THEN, LAST
YEAR, I HAD A HEART ATTACK.
OH, MY
GOODNESS.
IT'S OKAY, GRANDPA.
IT'S
OKAY, IT'S OKAY.
I'M GONNA COME OVER TO YOU.
THAT'S A LOT TO GO THROUGH.
BUT I'D HAVE BEEN
LOST WITHOUT MIKE.
OH, I
DON'T HAVE ANY GRANDPARENTS.
ALL MY GRANDPARENTS HAVE PASSED
AWAY.
WELL, YOU HAVE
ONE NOW.
THAT'S WHY EVERYBODY
CALLS ME "GRANDPA."
I INSIST ON IT.
SO IT IS
NICE TO SEE LIKE, LUCID AND
LARRY IN THESE MOMENTS TOGETHER.
AND SPENDING THIS TIME TOGETHER,
BECAUSE, JUST, NOT EVERYONE HAS
THAT.
EVERYONE DOESN'T HAVE THAT.
BUT I THINK LUCID IS LONELY.
LIKE, LUCID WANTS FRIENDS.
WE CRAVE HUMAN INTERACTION, AND
NOT JUST FROM WORK AND FAMILY,
BUT FROM YOUR PEERS AND FROM
PEOPLE IN YOUR COMMUNITY.
SO, I THINK THAT MAYBE LUCID CAN
WORK MORE ON CONNECTING TO HER
CASTMATES.
MORE THAN
ANYTHING, THIS IS A REALLY
FIERCE OPPORTUNITY TO BE A
REALLY BIG, STRONG QUEER
PRESENCE IN THIS COMMUNITY.
LIKE, WE'RE ACTING LIKE IT'S
FUCKING PRIDE.
FOR THE
OPENING, I WANT YOU TO REALLY,
LIKE, FEMINIZE IT AS MUCH AS YOU
CAN, 'CAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO
LIKE, NOTICEABLY SEE THE
DIFFERENCE IN THIS MANLY MAN
THAT THEY KNOW AND THE GORGEOUS
WOMAN THAT'S ABOUT TO WALK OUT.
ALL RIGHT.
WE TALKED ABOUT THE
WEDDING DAY, WE TALKED ABOUT
THAT YOU GUYS WISHED THAT IT
COULD BE A LITTLE MORE.
I'M GONNA GIVE YOU MORE.
OKAY.
IT WILL BE A
REFLECTION OF WHAT LOVE LOOKS
LIKE, LOVE BEYOND BOUNDARIES,
OKAY?
BUT IT WON'T LOOK LIKE THAT IF
WE FUCK IT UP.
OKAY?
GIVE A LITTLE
BOUNCE.
NOW, GIVE A LITTLE TWIST TO THE
ARM, JUST ONE.
A LIGHT TWIST.
A LIGHT TWIST?
LIKE THIS.
JUST ONE ARM?
JUST SO YOU GUYS
CAN GET THE WORDS, EVEN IF YOU
DON'T KNOW THEM EXACTLY, SAY
THEM OUT LOUD.
JUST LIKE IN "GYPSY,"
"SING OUT, LOUISE."
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN "GYPSY?"
WHAT KIND OF QUEER PEOPLE ARE
YOU?
WE'RE
GONNA WORK ON INDIVIDUAL STUFF,
BUT I NEED YOU TO VARY UP YOUR
MOVES.
I HAVEN'T THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING YET.
I'M STILL, LIKE, THINKING OF
MOVES.
IT'S,
OKAY, I'M JUST SAYING.
HOLD THE
MARSHMALLOW, THIS FEMINIZES A
MANLY HAND.
OKAY.
AND YOU LEAD
WITH THAT MIDDLE FINGER.
SURE, I GOT IT.
YEAH, THERE
YOU GO, BUT DON'T GET TOO
WITCHY.
WE DON'T WANT YOU TO LOOK LIKE
YOU'RE CASTING SPELLS.
YOU SEEM
TO ALREADY KNOW ALL THE WORDS,
WHICH IS AMAZING.
I'VE BEEN
LISTENING TO IT NONSTOP SINCE I
GOT IT.
THANK
YOU.
OH, MY GOD.
I MEMORIZED THE FIRST
LYRICS, AND THEN, THAT WAS IT.
NOW, I AM
GONNA BE OPEN AND HONEST WITH
YOU ALL, I AM A NERVOUS IF YOU
TWO ARE GONNA LEARN THESE
LYRICS.
OH, YEAH,
I KNOW.
I STARTED LISTENING TO 'EM
'CAUSE I GOT 'EM LAST NIGHT.
WORK,
ALL RIGHT.
SO, I'VE BEEN LIKE --
THAT'S THE SAME
WITH ME.
I JUST BARELY GOT 'EM YESTERDAY,
SO --
SO DID I.
OH, I
KNOW HE KNOWS ALL THE WORDS.
THIS IS NOT A COMPETITION, WE'RE
NOT COMPETING.
YOU GUYS ARE
JUST YOUNG, IT'S FINE.
BUT I
WILL SAY THIS.
I'M AS OLD AS
YOU, BITCH.
IF A
GIRL DOES NOT KNOW HER LYRICS,
THE AUDIENCE IS, LIKE, HMMM,
HMMM.
BRANDON, YOU'RE,
LIKE, STRONG, SO COMMAND THE
STAGE WHEN YOU'RE MOVING.
WHEN I WATCH DRAG KINGS PERFORM,
THEY'RE, LIKE, YO.
I'M IN YOUR FACE, I GOT THE
ATTENTION HERE.
GIVE IT TO THEM.
IT'S ME, BRANDON, ROAR.
ROAR.
ROAR.
YEAH, THERE YOU GO.
THAT'S WHAT I NEED YOU TO TAKE
THAT RIGHT ONTO THE STAGE.
IF YOU FEEL
SASSY, AND YOU WANNA BOUNCE,
BOUNCE.
JUST DON'T DO IT WITH, LIKE,
CLIFTON BOUNCE, YOU KNOW?
THIS, IT'S YOUR, LIKE, HOE DOWN
BOUNCE.
I'M NOT JUDGING, BUT YOU DID NOT
LOOK VERY FEMININE.
ALL RIGHT.
YOU DO
THIS WHOLE PART, THEN, WHEN YOU
GO HERE, YOU DO, HOW'S YOURS
START?
I DON'T REMEMBER.
AND REMEMBER
TO LEAD WITH THOSE MIDDLE
FINGERS.
OH, WHO IS SHE?
YOU'RE GETTING THERE.
IT'S A BRIDE'S DAY.
AND I WANT YOU GUYS TO FEEL LIKE
YOU'RE GETTING THE SPECIAL DAY
THAT YOU DESERVE.
THAT'S ALL I EVER
WANTED FOR OUR WEDDING, WAS
EVERYBODY THAT WAS THERE TO LOVE
US AND LOVE THAT WE WERE GETTING
MARRIED, AND SO IT'S -- IT'S
REALLY AWESOME.
THIS IS A MOMENT
FOR Y'ALL, AND I KNOW THAT, ON
THE DAY, THAT YOUR DAD DIDN'T
GET TO WALK YOU DOWN THE AISLE
AND, I MEAN, I KNOW THEY
PROBABLY WON'T CHANGE THEIR MIND
ABOUT COMING, BUT, IF NOT, I
WILL WALK YOU DOWN THE AISLE.
ALL RIGHT?
OUR DEAR HEAVENLY
FATHER, WE THANK THEE FOR THIS
DAY.
WE THANK YOU THAT WE CAN ALL BE
HERE TOGETHER.
WHEN I MEET
BRANDON'S FAMILY, IT'S ALMOST,
LIKE, GOING HOME TO MY FAMILY.
THERE'S AN INTERESTING ENERGY IN
THE HOUSE, RIGHT?
IT'S, LIKE, EVERYTHING'S GREAT
HERE, BUT NOTHING'S PERFECT IN
ANY OF OUR HOUSES.
I DON'T SEE A HUGE
AMOUNT OF DIVERSITY IN THIS
CITY.
GROWING UP, COMING OUT AS A
QUEER PERSON IN A SMALL
COMMUNITY, THAT CAN MAKE, LIKE,
SCHOOL, WHETHER IT'S ELEMENTARY,
OR MIDDLE SCHOOL, OR
HIGH SCHOOL, LIKE, SUPER
DIFFICULT.
LIKE, WHAT WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL
EXPERIENCE LIKE?
MY HIGH SCHOOL
EXPERIENCE WAS AWESOME.
IT WASN'T UNTIL I WENT TO
COLLEGE THAT I FINALLY HAD TO
FACE THAT HOLE THAT I HAD, AND I
WAS LIKE, "WOW, THERE'S THAT
THING THAT I FELT WHEN I WAS
YOUNGER, IT'S BACK," BUT THE
THING IS, IT NEVER LEFT.
SO --
YOU WERE JUST
PREOCCUPYING YOURSELF WITH OTHER
THINGS SO IT DIDN'T FEEL.
MOM, DID YOU EVER GET, LIKE, YOU
KNOW, WHEN BRANDON WENT AWAY FOR
COLLEGE, DID YOU EVER TALK TO
HIM ON THE PHONE, AND YOU COULD
LIKE, FEEL THAT SOMETHING WAS
GOING ON?
BOTH OF US KNEW THAT
THERE, YOU KNOW, THERE WAS A
LITTLE BIT OF A STRUGGLE THERE,
BUT WE WERE ALSO CONFIDENT THAT
HE WOULD BE OKAY.
WHEN I CAME OUT, MY
FAMILY DIDN'T REACT VERY WELL.
THERE WAS A LOT OF HURT THINGS
THAT WERE SAID.
I WAS EXPECTING SOMETHING
DIFFERENT, A LITTLE BIT MORE ON
THE SIDE OF LOVE, AND MY FAMILY
REACTED IN FEAR.
TO BE HONEST, IT
WASN'T EASY, LIKE, FINDING OUT,
I GUESS, ABOUT EVERYTHING, IT
WASN'T EASY, AND, I MEAN, IT
STILL TAKES TIME.
IT'S HARD BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THE
WAY WE GREW UP IS VERY SET IN
STONE, LIKE, BLACK AND WHITE,
AND SO, I DON'T AGREE WITH YOUR
CHOICES OR WHATEVER YOU WANNA
SAY, BUT, I DO ACCEPT THAT YOU
ARE DOING WHAT YOU GUYS KNOW TO
MAKE YOURSELVES HAPPY, YOU KNOW?
THIS FAMILY IS
STRUGGLING WITH THEIR OWN
BELIEFS, THEIR OWN VALUE SYSTEM,
HOW THEY WERE RAISED, AND NOW,
BEING CONFRONTED WITH THIS ISSUE
AND HAVING TO CHANGE, BUT, GUESS
WHAT, YOU'VE GOTTA CHANGE.
WILL WE SEE BRANDON'S FAMILY AT
THE SHOW?
I DON'T KNOW.
IT WOULD BE AMAZING FOR THEM TO
BE THERE BECAUSE IT WOULD SHOW
THAT THEY WERE TRYING, THAT
THEY'RE MAKING SOME TYPE OF AN
EFFORT.
I THINK THAT WOULD MEAN THE
MOON, THE WORLD, AND THE STARS.
I DON'T KNOW WHO'S COMING, BUT
I KNOW ONE THING, I KNOW I'M
GONNA BE THERE, AND MORE OF THE
COMMUNITY WILL ALSO COME, SO
THAT EVEN IF THEIR FAMILIES
AREN'T THERE, THEY KNOW THAT
SOMEBODY IS STANDING IN THEIR
CORNER.
LET'S BE HONEST, HOW GOOD DOES
IT FEEL WHEN YOUR MAMA SHOWS UP
FOR YOU?
IT'S GAME DAY.
IT'S GAME DAY.
IT'S GAME DAY.
HELLO, GLITTER
BEARD.
KEEP TURNING, KEEP TURNING.
GOOD TO GO?
I WANT BRANDON AND MIKAYLA TO
WALK AWAY FROM THIS PERFORMANCE
FEELING MORE CONFIDENT IN WHO
THEY ARE.
CAN WE ADD MORE?
THE SMALLER GLITTER NOW, OKAY?
LET ME
TELL YOU, WHENEVER PEOPLE
INSINUATE THAT I DON'T LOOK
GOOD, I'M, LIKE, "YOU ARE
INSANE.
THIS BITCH STUNS."
IT WOULD
PROBABLY MEAN A LOT FOR A YOUNG
QUEER PERSON TO SEE A SHOW.
LIKE, I'M KIND OF LIKE,
NERVOUS, A LITTLE BIT.
FAILURE'S NOT AN OPTION.
ARE YOU NERVOUS ABOUT THE BEARD
COMING OFF?
READY?
YEAH, GO FOR IT.
HE'S GONNA
DIE, MAMA'S RIGHT HERE.
OH, MY GOD, OKAY.
TURN YOUR HEAD IN THE MIRROR.
OH, MY GOD, LOOK AT THE MIRROR.
OH, MY GOD, WHO ARE YOU?
AND THEN, WHOA.
DRAG IS
LITERALLY ABOUT GOING FROM WHO
YOU ARE TO WHAT YOU CAN BE.
LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN.
MAGIC VALLEY, TWIN FALLS, ARE
YOU READY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME?
PLEASE WELCOME MISS BOB THE DRAG
QUEEN.
OH, MY
GOODNESS, DO Y'ALL LIKE MY
OUTFIT?
THANK YOU, A LOCAL MISS BARBARA
MADE THIS SKIRT FOR ME.
CAN WE PLEASE GIVE IT UP FOR
BARBARA?
YES.
YES, HONEY.
SO, WE SHOWED UP IN TOWN ABOUT
A WEEK AGO.
I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT.
I GOOGLED HOW MANY BLACK PEOPLE
WERE IN TWIN FALLS, AND THEY
SAID, "YOU."
BUT THERE IS A FULL-ON
BLACK COMMUNITY HERE,
A QUEER COMMUNITY HERE,
A TRANS COMMUNITY HERE.
THERE ARE ALLIES HERE.
THOUGH WE MAY BE FEW, WE ARE
PROUD, AND WE'RE HAPPY TO BE
HERE, OKAY?
SO, ARE WE ALL READY FOR AN
AMAZING SHOW?
GROWING UP, AS FAR
AS THE GAY COMMUNITY WAS
CONCERNED, IT WAS ALWAYS A BAD
THING.
GIVE ME YOUR
HANDS.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WE'RE GONNA
FUCKING ROCK IT.
YEAH, WE ARE.
WE'RE READY.
OKAY, LET'S GO.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
IF MY YOUNGER SELF --
COULD SEE ME NOW.
HOW DO YOU FEEL BEING IN
DRAG?
SEXY AS FUCK.
TWIN FALLS, ARE
YOU READY FOR SOME MORE DRAG?
PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER FOR
EUREKA O'HARA AND
CLEO-PAT-YOUR-ASS.
NOW GIVE IT UP
FOR THE SEXIST MOTHERFUCKER IN
TWIN FALLS, CLEO-PAT-YOUR-ASS.
NOW CLEO, I GOT A QUESTION, WHAT
WAS THIS EXPERIENCE LIKE FOR
YOU?
HOLY SHENANIGANS,
THIS HAS BEEN FREAKIN' AWESOME.
LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN, THIS IS A
HETERONORMATIVE MAN, LIVING
RIGHT HERE, WHO SAID, "YOU KNOW?
FUCK IT.
I'M AN ALLY, AND I'M GONNA TAKE
A WALK IN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING
SHOES TONIGHT."
BEING AN OUTCAST,
TO ME, IS, LIKE, SOMEONE WHO
DOESN'T FIT INTO THE FORM OF
WHAT SOCIETY WANTS YOU TO BE.
THIS IS
NORMAL.
THIS IS HOW YOUR DAD DRESSES.
THIS IS HOW GRANDPA DRESSES.
SAME AS IT'S ALWAYS BEEN, RIGHT,
DON'T STRAY.
YOU WANNA CALL ME A
WOMAN, YOU WANNA CALL ME A MAN,
YOU WANNA CALL ME A FAGGOT, I'M
GONNA CONTINUE TO BE THE LIFE OF
THE PARTY, WITH OR WITHOUT YOUR
APPROVAL.
YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL, YOU
REALLY DO.
THANK YOU.
BELIEVE IT.
BECAUSE YOU DO LOOK BEAUTIFUL.
THANK YOU.
I WOULD NOT LIE TO YOU.
AH,
SHENANIGANS.
WE'RE ALL WORKING
ON EACH OTHER AND TRYING TO
BUILD ONE ANOTHER.
PLEASE, GIVE IT UP
FOR THE LOVELY
MISS LAVENDER BEAUCHAMP.
LUCID DREAMS, AMELIA BLAYKE, AND
BOB THE DRAG QUEEN.
HELLO,
TWIN FALLS!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING OUT
TONIGHT TO THIS
ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME SHOW, THANK
YOU SO MUCH FOR PRODUCTION,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE DRAG
ASPECT OF ALL OF THIS, AND,
ALSO, LET'S HAVE A ROUND OF
APPLAUSE FOR OUR LOCAL DRAG.
MY HEART'S BEEN
BEATING OUT OF MY CHEST.
I HOPE THAT THE PERFORMANCE WILL
LAY THE BASE FOR MY FAMILY TO
REALIZE THAT MY RELATIONSHIP
WITH MIKAYLA IS PERFECT THE WAY
THAT IT IS.
OKAY, WE GOT
MIKAYLA GOING TO MARK RIGHT NOW.
WE ARE READY TO GO.
PLEASE WELCOME,
OUR NEW DRAG QUEEN FORTISSIMA,
AND HER DRAG KING HUSBAND,
CHRIS SINDELL, PRESENTED BY
SHANGELA.
LET'S DO IT,
MIKAYLA, YOU GOT THIS, GIRL.
♪ I'M NOT A STRANGER TO THE
DARK ♪
♪ I HAD A WAY THAT THEY SAY ♪
♪ WE DON'T WANT YOUR BROKEN
HEARTS ♪
♪ I WON'T LET THEM BREAK ME DOWN
TO DUST ♪
♪ I KNOW THERE IS A FOR WE ARE
GLORIOUS ♪
♪ WHEN THE SHARPEST WORDS WANT
TO CUT YOU DOWN ♪
♪ I'M GONNA DROWN THEM OUT ♪
♪ I AM BRAVE, I AM BRUISED ♪
♪ I AM WHO I MEANT TO BE ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ ANOTHER ROUND OF BULLETS HITS
MY SKIN ♪
♪ WELL FIRE AWAY BECAUSE TODAY I
WILL LET THE SHAME SINK IN ♪
♪ WE ARE BURSTING THROUGH THE
BARRICADES ♪
♪ AND REACHING FOR THE SUN, WE
ARE WARRIORS ♪
♪ YEAH THAT'S WHAT WE'VE
BECOME ♪
♪ I WON'T LET THEM BREAK ME DOWN
TO DUST ♪
♪ I KNOW THAT THERE'S A PLACE
FOR US ♪
♪ FOR WE ARE GLORIOUS ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ THERE'S NOTHING I'M NOT WORTHY
OF ♪
♪ WHEN THE SHARPEST WORDS WANT
TO CUT ME DOWN ♪
♪ I'M GONNA SEND A FLOOD ♪
♪ GONNA DROWN THEM OUT ♪
♪ THIS IS BRAVE ♪
♪ THIS IS PROOF ♪
♪ THIS IS WHO I MEANT TO BE ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ I'M GONNA STAND MY GROUND ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
LOOK AT THIS
BEAUTIFUL COMMUNITY THAT SHOWED
UP FOR YOUR WEDDING.
WHAT?
ALL I EVER WANTED
FOR MY WEDDING WAS A BIG CROWD,
SO I'M REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GUYS
COULD BE HERE.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
THIS, RIGHT HERE, IS SHOWING YOU
THAT LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE.
AM I RIGHT?
GIVE ME SOME LOVE.
THANK YOU,
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
THAT WAS POWERFUL.
THANK YOU.
I WAS SO OVERWHELMED WITH
EMOTION BECAUSE PEOPLE WERE
ABLE TO SEE HOW WE FEEL ABOUT
EACH OTHER.
THIS GIVES ME A LOT OF HOPE,
SO, THANK YOU, GUYS.
REALLY, THANK YOU.
THERE'S PEOPLE THAT
ARE ROOTING FOR US.
OH, MY GOD, THAT WAS
INCREDIBLE.
THIS, SERIOUSLY, WAS ONE OF THE
MOST POWERFUL PERFORMANCES I'VE
EVER SEEN, LIKE, IT WRECKED ME,
IT HEALED ME.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
AS A COMMUNITY, WE NEEDED THIS.
IN ALL
SERIOUSNESS, IF YOU NEED
ANYTHING, REACH OUT.
THAT'S NOT BULLSHIT, IT'S A BIG
FUCKING DEAL.
I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL.
AND I STILL NEED THIS, I FUCKING
NEEDS THIS.
SO, WHEN I SAY DRAG SAVED MY
LIFE, I'M NOT FUCKING AROUND.
IT SAVED MY LIFE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF
I DIDN'T HAVE THIS.
IT MEANS
A LOT TO BE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE
LIKE YOU AND TO HAVE THEM
SUPPORT YOU.
ASKING FOR HELP IS HARD, BUT
THE GAG IS WE ALL NEED HELP.
I LOVE YOU,
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU, TOO.
I'M GLAD I GOT
TO MEET YOU.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR EVERYTHING.
THANK YOU.
I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN
ABLE TO DO IT WITHOUT YOU.
AT THE END OF
THE DAY, I THINK WE'RE ALL JUST
LIKE CURIOUS CREATURES.
UNTIL YOU EXPERIENCE SOMETHING,
YOU CAN'T REALLY SAY YOU KNOW
100% THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.
SEEING SOMEBODY LIKE CLIFTON,
YOU KNOW, A HETERONORMATIVE
MALE, WILLING TO OPEN UP TO A
COMMUNITY AND SHOW HIS FEMININE
SIDE, IS IMPORTANT, BECAUSE IT'S
GONNA MAKE OTHER GUYS FEEL LIKE
THEY CAN DO IT, TOO.
I DO.
I REALLY DO, THOUGH.
I LOVE YOU, GOD BLESS.
WE WANT TO LEAVE THEM WITH A
THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE.
NOW, WE STARTED SOMETHING, AND
WHEN WE ROLL OUT, WE ARE LEAVING
THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN THIS
COMMUNITY, WHO WE PARTNERED
WITH, TO GIVE THE ANSWERS.
WE WANT THEM TO HAVE THE
CONFIDENCE TO GO OUT AND SPEAK
ABOUT, THIS IS WHO I AM, AND
YES, I'M A PART OF THIS
COMMUNITY.
HONEY, IT
IS BACK TO NORMAL.
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE HERE.
IT'S BACK TO NORMAL.
OH, ALL OF US.
NO ONE IN
THE STREET.
WHERE DID ALL THOSE PEOPLE GO?
REAL TEAM.
GIRL, GET ME A
CAR, YOU KNOW, MY FEET HURT IN
THESE HEELS.
YOU KNOW, MY FEET HURT IN THESE
HEELS, BITCH.
UBER, UBER.
♪ BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ I'M A STRANGER JUST LIKE YOU
MAMA
BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ I WORK HARD FOR THIS ♪
♪ BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ LET ME MAKE IT CRYSTAL CLEAR ♪
Oh, my goodness.
- Where'd you get a drink from?
- Iced tea.
Let me smell it. Waft it.
Hey, Branson, hey!
That's right, honey.
The wholesome, Christian,
Las Vegas of the Midwest.
We're looking to do
like a drag show here.
Not this place.
Good lord.
Why is it a sin for a guy
to be with a guy?
My grandpa taught me
you have to bottle up
your emotions.
It's hard to have
to suppress who you are.
It's not right.
The thing about drag,
it's like you can conquer
the world.
It makes you want to start
changing things in your life,
so that you can feel that way
again.
Sickening.
What the hell was that?
Time to float.
- Remember to pray for us.
- I'll put in a word.
♪ We're bad! We're so bad! ♪
Woo!
IS THERE ANYONE HERE?
HELLO.
NOT A
WHOLE LOT GOING ON IN THIS TOWN.
NO, THERE
REALLY ISN'T.
NO ONE IS HERE, IT
FEELS LIKE ONE OF BOB'S MEET AND
GREETS.
THERE'S
SOME NEW SHERIFFS IN TOWN.
TRYING TO DO MY WILD, WILD WEST
WALK, WHEN YOU WALK LIKE YOUR
NUTS HANGING OUT.
WELL, THEY
ARE, YOU WANNA SEE 'EM?
OH, HI.
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL.
THANK YOU.
WE'RE DOING A SHOW.
YEAH, COME OUT.
HELLO.
SHANGELA.
HI.
WELL, COME GIVE US A HUG, GIRL.
COME HERE, YOUR CUTE SELF.
OH.
SO, WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING
HERE?
WE'RE DOING A
SHOW, ACTUALLY, WE HAVE A COUPLE
OF Y'ALL'S LOCALS THAT WE'RE
PUTTING IN DRAG AND PUTTING ON A
SHOW.
OH, NICE.
HELLO, HOW ARE
Y'ALL?
HI, HOW ARE
YOU?
OH, HERE, TAKE ONE OF THESE.
COME TO THE SHOW, TELL YOUR --
OH, YOU THREW MY FLYER ON THE
GROUND.
IT'S A
FREE SHOW, IT'S ON THURSDAY,
COME SEE US.
OH, WE GOTTA COME
DOWN THAT STAIRCASE, HOLD ON,
DID SOMEBODY SAY YOU WERE
SERVING COFFEE?
DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE BLACK?
OR WITH
EXTRA CREAM?
HEAVY CREAM.
BOOM.
YOU GOTTA
DUCK, YOU GOTTA DUCK.
YES.
YES.
OH, THANK YOU,
SIS.
OH, MY GOODNESS.
WE ARE IN
THE MAGIC VALLEY, SPECIFICALLY
IN TWIN FALLS, IDAHO.
HOW CAN I DESCRIBE THIS TOWN?
IT'S COUNTRY AS HELL IN
TWIN FALLS, OKAY?
IT'S A VERY CONSERVATIVE AREA,
IT'S -- HAS A VERY HIGH MORMON
POPULATION, WHICH, HISTORICALLY,
IS NOT SUPER OPEN TO THOSE OF US
IN THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY.
THAT WAS
SOMETHING ELSE.
ALL RIGHT, MARY.
OH, COME ON, CAMP, HONEY.
I'M HOME.
ME AND THE
GIRLS, WE BRING OUR CAMP
EVERYWHERE WITH US BECAUSE WE
NEED OUR SPACE.
ALL RIGHT, HERE WE
GO, LEOPARD, THAT'S VERY
LAQUIFA, YES.
WE'RE
DIVAS.
THANK GOD I
BROUGHT THESE.
SO, WE
NEED OUR OWN AREAS, THAT ARE
DRESSED UP FOR US.
MY CROWN,
WHICH I DESERVE.
I LIKE BIG HAIR, I LIKE
COSTUMES.
LITTLE SNACKS.
I LOVE HOLLYWOOD,
IT'S GLAMOROUS, IT'S ELIZABETH
TAYLOR.
OH, I FEEL LIKE
MARY POPPINS TODAY.
IT'S GOT MAKEUP, IT'S GOT
MIRRORS, SPARKLES.
YES.
DRAMA.
LIKE, THIS PLACE IS
FIERCE, AND IT MAKES YOU FEEL
FIERCE.
HONEY,
WE'RE BRINGING DRAG TO PEOPLE OF
TWIN FALLS.
OH, MY GOD.
OH.
ALL IN A GAY'S WORK.
WHERE WE GOING?
WE'RE
GOING TO THE ORPHEUM, THEY DO AN
ANNUAL DRAG SHOW.
SO, WE'RE GONNA WATCH THE
REHEARSAL, THIS IS A
NICE-LOOKING THEATER.
WAIT, WE'RE
MEETING YOUR DAUGHTERS?
YES,
HONEY.
WE SHOULD BE
QUIET SO THEY'RE UNAWARE.
SO, MUCH
TO MY SURPRISE, THERE ACTUALLY
IS A VERY SMALL COMMUNITY OF
DRAG QUEENS IN TWIN FALLS.
I WANNA
TALK TO HER ABOUT STAGE
PRESENCE.
YEAH, I WENT TO
SLEEP TWICE.
IF YOU'RE
GONNA COME OUT, YOU NEED TO
CHANNEL MARIA CALLAS.
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
THINK ABOUT, LIKE, A FIERCE
OPERA DIVA.
SHE CAN HIT A
NOTE.
THERE ARE
ELEMENTS THERE.
IT'S NOT STARTING FROM SCRATCH.
THERE'S
POTENTIAL.
CLUTCH MY
PEARLS.
YOUR BABY IS A
HO, MAMA.
THE POWER OF
CHRIST COMPELLS YOU.
THE POWER OF CHRIST --
I KNOW ALL ABOUT
BEING A BABY DRAG, AND ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES, OF COURSE, I'M
NOT JUDGING, BUT, I SEE, ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES.
THERE IS
IMPROVEMENT TO BE MADE.
IN THEIR DEFENSE, I WON
"DRAG RACE" WHEN I WAS ROUGH
AROUND THE EDGES.
BITCH, YOU STILL
ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES.
I WAS GONNA
SAY, ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES.
I'M, LIKE, THE ONLY CLEAN ONE
HERE.
WATCHING
THESE REHEARSALS, I'M NOT GONNA
LIE, SOME OF THESE QUEENS, I
CAN'T THINK OF ANOTHER WORD, A
LITTLE CRUNCHY.
THAT WAS
SOMETHING ELSE.
BUT
THERE'S TALENT HERE, I'M HOPING
THAT I CAN HELP MAKE THEM THE
TRUE IMAGE OF THEIR MIND.
SOMETIMES, YOU CAN'T BECOME WHAT
YOU SEE IN YOUR MIND, UNTIL HAVE
THE SKILLS TO MAKE IT.
ARE YOU
CLOSE FRIENDS?
Y'ALL SEE EACH OTHER EVERY DAY?
HOW OFTEN DO YOU ALL SEE EACH
OTHER?
ONCE A WEEK, OR --
NO, I WISH IT WAS
MORE OFTEN THAN THAT.
IT'S MORE LIKE EVERY OTHER
MONTH.
OH, MY
GOD, WHAT'S INTERESTING IS, I
MEAN, I GUESS, IN MY MIND, I SAW
YOU ALL, YOU STARTED PERFORMING,
YOU KNOW, I WAS, LIKE, OH,
THEY'RE ALWAYS HANGING OUT.
LIKE, THIS IS JUST ANOTHER DAY,
THEY'RE, LIKE, OH, THE GIRLS SEE
EACH OTHER AGAIN, BUT YOU CAN
GO, LIKE, WEEKS AT A TIME
WITHOUT SEEING ANOTHER GAY
PERSON.
THAT IS INSANE.
OH, EASILY.
YEAH.
MONTHS, YEAH.
WE'RE ALL, LIKE,
SEPARATED, AND WE DON'T, LIKE,
GET TOGETHER.
I WORK
GRAVEYARD, AND THAT RESTRICTS A
LOT OF IT, I JUST DON'T GET OUT
MUCH, LIKE, THIS IS WEIRD TO BE
OUT IN THE DAYLIGHT WITH THE DAY
WALKERS, LIKE, I'M JUST THE
LITTLE GLAMOUR GHOUL THAT STAYS
IN MY CAVERN.
BUT YET
IT TAKES A VILLAGE TO MAKE A
QUEEN.
SO, IN AN EFFORT TO CREATE
COMMUNITY WITHIN YOUR COMMUNITY,
I WOULD LIKE TO WORK WITH YOU
THREE TO CREATE, LIKE, A FIERCE
DRAG SHOW.
IN HELPING YOU PUT TOGETHER A
FIERCE, PHENOMENAL, FUCKING,
SUPER DIVA GROUP.
AND I WANNA KNOW IF Y'ALL ARE ON
BOARD WITH THAT?
YEAH.
100%.
MISS
AMELIA?
OF COURSE.
I'M
HOPING THAT THIS IS AN
OPPORTUNITY FOR THEM TO BOND
TOGETHER, TO BE ON THIS PUBLIC
STAGE, IN FRONT OF THEIR PEERS,
AND I'M TRYING TO MAKE A
POWERFUL GROUP OF QUEERS SEND A
POWERFUL MESSAGE OUT INTO THE
TOWN OF TWIN FALLS, IDAHO.
YOU KNOW, I WASN'T
ALWAYS A GREAT PERSON.
I'M STILL NOT A GREAT PERSON,
BUT I'M -- I'M TRYING TO DO A
LOT BETTER.
I REMEMBER THERE BEING A COUPLE
OF, OF GAY INDIVIDUALS IN
HIGH SCHOOL, BUT THEY WEREN'T
REALLY OUT ABOUT IT BECAUSE, YOU
KNOW, THAT'S JUST ASKING TO GET
BEAT UP.
I WAS ALWAYS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE
THAT KIND OF THREW AROUND
THOSE SLURS, BUT THAT WAS KIND
OF, MY VIEW, THAT WAS GROWING
UP.
IT WAS, THEY'RE BAD PEOPLE,
THEY'RE NOT GOOD PEOPLE, YOU
KNOW, GOOD PEOPLE DON'T DO THAT.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
HUH, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
AFTER GROWING UP AND
LOOKING BACK ON IT, YEAH, I
DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH THAT.
OH, THE LOG
TAVERN.
OH, THIS IS GONNA BE FUN.
IT'S LIKE HOME, I HOPE THEY'RE
READY.
OH, HI.
I'M REALLY EXCITED TO MEET YOU,
CLIFTON.
OH, CAN I SIT WITH YOU GUYS?
ABSOLUTELY.
COME ON, PLEASE.
IS THAT ICE IN
YOUR BEER?
YES.
MAMA, YOU ARE
A TRUE SOUTHERN LADY.
ARE WE IN THE SOUTH?
WHERE ARE WE?
NO.
WE'RE HERE RIGHT
NOW.
THIS IS VERY
SOUTHERN THOUGH, LIKE, I COME
FROM EAST TENNESSEE, SO, LIKE,
SUPER EAST TENNESSEE, LIKE,
WHERE DOLLY PARTON'S FROM.
I'M CURIOUS, WHY DO YOU WANNA
GET IN DRAG?
LIKE, WHAT DOES THIS MEAN TO
YOU, HONESTLY?
ALL RIGHT.
GROWING UP, THE WAY THAT WE WERE
ALL RAISED, BEING GAY, THAT WAS
JUST SHUNNED.
YOU DON'T SPEND YOUR TIME
HANGING OUT WITH THEM AND, AND
THEY'RE ALL ON THE WRONG PATH
AND WHATNOT.
AND THEN, ONCE GETTING INTO TWIN
AND HAVING A FEW FRIENDS, YOU
KNOW, ENDED UP BEING GAY AND
THEY'RE JUST, LIKE, GREAT
PEOPLE, ALL THE WAY ROUND.
THEY'RE NOT BAD PEOPLE.
THAT WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST
THINGS, SO, NOW, I DON'T KNOW,
I'M KIND OF LIVING, LIKE, A
NO-HOLDS-BARRED, KIND OF, LIKE,
SOMETHING GETS PRESENTED TO ME,
IF I HAVE ANY RESERVATIONS
WHATSOEVER, THEN I FEEL AS
THOUGH I SHOULD JUST MEET THOSE
HEAD ON.
YEAH.
AND THIS IS YOUR BOYFRIEND,
RIGHT?
THIS IS MY MAN.
HOW DO YOU
FEEL ABOUT HIM DOING DRAG?
DUDE, I'M SO EXCITED.
YEAH?
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP HIS CHEST
HAIR TO, LIKE, RIGHT HERE.
YOU CAN BRING IT DOWN.
OH.
I WILL ACTUALLY MAKE A DEAL.
IF YOU LET ME SHAVE HIS BEARD,
HE CAN KEEP ALL HIS CHEST HAIR.
HE CAN SHAVE HIS BEARD.
BUT I WANNA
SEE ALL THAT FACE, 'CAUSE WE'RE
GONNA MAKE HIM A WOMAN.
I AM GONNA STEAL YOU.
I JUST WANT TO CHAT A LITTLE
BIT.
NO, HOLD ON.
RIGHT NOW YOU ARE STILL THE MAN.
SO I AM GOING TO LET YOU HOLD
THE DOOR FOR YOUR MOTHER.
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
I WANNA SEE WHAT YOUR IMPRESSION
OF A RUNWAY WALK, AS A
DRAG QUEEN.
GIVE ME YOUR BEST WOMAN WALK.
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.
ALL RIGHT.
YOU GOT
TITTIES ON.
OH, OKAY, SHE'S GIVING ME A
LITTLE PIECE.
OH, A LITTLE MORE, OH, ANOTHER
PIECE.
OKAY.
SHE IS DEFINITELY A MAN.
YOU GUYS, SHE IS A MAN.
GIVE ME YOUR BUTCH QUEEN
REALNESS, YOUR BUTCH QUEEN.
THAT WAS WAY TOO DUDE, GIRL, YOU
GOTTA LET IT GO.
AH, WAY TOO DUDE.
SHAKE THE BOY
OUT.
I WANT YOU TO REALLY TURN INTO A
WHOLE 'NOTHER PERSON THAT YOU
DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WAS IN THERE.
I WANT YOU TO THINK ABOUT THIS
EXPERIENCE AS SOMETHING THAT'S
FUN, WHICH I THINK YOU WILL,
BUT ALSO BE OPEN-MINDED,
BECAUSE THERE'S A CHARACTER
THAT'S GONNA COME OUT.
THERE'S GONNA BE THIS FEMALE
PART OF YOU.
ALL RIGHT.
JUST ALLOW IT
TO COME OUT, YOU KNOW?
THAT'S TOTALLY FINE.
WHAT ARE YOU
NERVOUS ABOUT ANYTHING?
NO, NOT REALLY.
WHAT ABOUT
TUCKING?
YOU'RE NOT NERVOUS ABOUT THAT?
WELL, YEAH,
OBVIOUSLY, I GOTTA DO IT.
YOU'RE GONNA
DO IT.
OBVIOUSLY.
OKAY, COOL.
BUT THERE AIN'T NO
TAPE INVOLVED RIGHT?
OH, NO,
THERE'S DUCT TAPE INVOLVED.
KIDDING?
NOT FOR THAT SPECIFIC --
FOR YOUR
PENIS, YES.
DUCT TAPE.
ABSOLUTELY.
ON THE PECKER?
YES.
SO.
ALL RIGHT.
OKAY.
FOR A CISGENDER, STRAIGHT MALE,
THERE'S FEAR, WHICH HAPPENS VERY
NATURALLY, THAT PEOPLE ARE GONNA
THINK HE'S, LIKE, "OH, HE'S
BI-CURIOUS."
YOU KNOW, OR "IT'S TESTING HIS
MASCULINITY."
WHICH TODAY, I GOT TO SEE A
LITTLE BIT OF THAT NERVOUSNESS
AND FEAR, OF MAYBE SHOWING A
MORE FEMININE SIDE, AND I THINK
THAT IT'S TIME FOR US TO PUSH
ALL THE WAY THAT DIRECTION THAT
HE'S NERVOUS AND AFRAID TO GO
TO.
FAIR ENOUGH.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
THANK YOU.
IT WAS SO GOOD
MEETING YOU.
OH, FIERCE,
HEY, SIS.
GOOD MORNING.
OH, MY
GOODNESS, I DIDN'T THINK YOU WAS
EVER GONNA MAKE IT.
YOU LOOK GOOD.
GOOD MORNING, SIR,
HOW ARE YOU?
GOOD.
GOOD, AWESOME.
WE'RE JUST VISITING IN TOWN.
WE'RE HAVING, LIKE, A HUGE
DRAG SHOW.
SO IT'S GONNA BE TONS OF
DIFFERENT ACTS, LOTS OF FUN, AND
MAYBE EVEN SOME BALLOONS AND
CONFETTI.
I'M RUNNING
AROUND 'CAUSE WE'RE DOING A
SHOW.
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE
INTERESTED.
I THINK I'VE GOT A...
OTHER PLANS?
FOOTBALL PLANS.
OH, FOOTBALL
PLANS.
BASICALLY,
WE'RE DOING THIS SHOW, ARE Y'ALL
GONNA COME?
I'M SORRY, WE'RE BUSY.
WHY, WHAT YOU
DOING?
MAY I LEAVE A FLYER WITH YOU, AT
LEAST?
FOR OUR EVENT.
WOULD YOU LIKE TO LOOK AT IT?
NO?
PUT IT OUT THERE.
OKAY, ALL
RIGHT, WE'LL PUT IT ON THE
WINDOW.
Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY, GOOD
LUCK.
I'VE HAD A LOT OF GAYS WORK
FOR ME IN MY BUSINESS.
OH, REALLY, WHAT
KIND OF BUSINESS DO YOU HAVE?
I HAD A COFFEE SHOP.
OH, COOL, WELL, YOU
KNOW, GAYS LOVE COFFEE.
NOW, I
HEARD THAT Y'ALL, Y'ALL HEARD
ABOUT THE LADY WALKING ROUND
WITH THE WHIP.
OH, WE SAW.
IN FACT, I WAS HAVING LUNCH IN
DUNCAN'S ON THE CORNER AND
EVERYBODY'S, "WHAT THE HELL?"
SHE BAM, BAM.
CAN I
TELL YOU A SECRET?
THAT WAS ME.
OKAY.
IF IT'S NOT BULL RIDING OR,
OR, IT'S NOT WESTERNS, WE
USUALLY DON'T SEE IT.
OH, REALLY?
WELL, WE DID A WHOLE LIKE
WESTERN THEME WITH OUR COSTUMES.
I WORE DENIM
YESTERDAY.
I AM COMING.
YOU ARE?
YEAH, MY DAUGHTER WILL COME
WITH ME.
ARE Y'ALL
COMING, TOO?
HE PROBABLY WON'T.
WHY NOT?
IT'S NOT YOUR THING?
NO, NOT REALLY.
YOU SHOULD DRESS HIM UP.
YEAH, YOU WANT
ME TO DRESS YOU UP?
NO.
OH, MY GOD.
WHY NOT?
I GOT A PERFECT PERIWINKLE THAT
WILL BE LOVELY ON THOSE.
GIVE ME A SNAP, SNAP, SNAP.
YEAH.
I LIVE.
I GREW UP IN A
WHITE, MIDDLE CLASS, LDS FAMILY,
AND HERE IN TWIN FALLS, THAT'S,
LIKE, THE DREAM.
TESTOSTERONE IS LIKE THE THING
THAT'S HELPING ME BE ME, BUT I
AM SO SCARED OF NEEDLES.
EVER SINCE I WAS 11, I HATED MY
BREASTS.
I HAD THESE HORRIBLE THOUGHTS,
LIKE, IF I START TO CUT THEM OFF
BY MYSELF, SOMEBODY'S GONNA HAVE
TO FINISH IT, RIGHT?
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT
I WANTED MY WHOLE LIFE, AND IT'S
INTERESTING HOW I FINALLY GET
TO, GET TO SEE THE PERSON THAT I
ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GROW
UP TO BE.
THIS WAS NOT A WANT, THIS WAS A
NEED.
THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE,
LIKE, I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD
DEAL WITH THESE THESE SCARS.
BUT, TO ME, THIS IS JUST, WELL,
THIS JUST REMINDS ME THAT MY
HAPPINESS IS SO MUCH MORE THAN
WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT IT TO BE.
I WANTED THESE SCARS.
HELLO.
OH, MY GOD.
HEY.
HOW ARE YOU?
I'M GOOD.
OKAY, YOU MUST BE
BRANDON.
YES.
HI, I'M SHANGELA.
IT IS SO NICE TO
MEET YOU.
HI.
YOU MUST BE THE
GORGEOUS MIKAYLA?
YES.
IT'S SO GREAT TO MEET YOU.
WELL, THANK YOU.
I APPRECIATE THAT, THANK YOU SO
MUCH.
IT'S NICE TO MEET Y'ALL, TOO.
THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME IN YOUR
HOME.
AND I'M EXCITED TO MEET Y'ALL.
HOW DID THE TWO OF
YOU MEET?
WE MET IN HIGH
SCHOOL.
I WALKED THROUGH THE BAND ROOM
DOORS, AND SHE WAS PROBABLY
JUST RIGHT ACROSS FROM ME, AT
THE BACK OF THE ROOM.
WHEN I SAW HER, I FELT LIKE I
ALREADY KNEW HER, BUT I'D NEVER
MET HER BEFORE.
SO, YOU'RE COMING
THROUGH THE BAND ROOM, THIS IS
LIKE A ROM-COM, LIKE, I'M LIVING
FOR THIS MOMENT.
YOU'RE THERE WITH LIKE A
VIOLIN, OR A PERCUSSION PIECE,
AND YOU'RE COMING THROUGH WITH
DRUMSTICKS.
BUT, OKAY, SO, YOU GUYS MET, AND
THEN, DID YOU START DATING AT
THAT TIME?
OR?
NO, ACTUALLY, WE
GREW UP IN THE MORMON COMMUNITY,
THE LDS COMMUNITY.
WHEN WE WERE STILL IN THE
CHURCH, TWO WOMEN, BECAUSE I HAD
NOT TRANSITIONED YET, TWO GIRLS
DATING WAS LIKE A HUGE NO.
I WAS REALLY
TERRIFIED TO TELL MY PARENTS,
'CAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT I WAS
GOING TO DISOWN ME, BECAUSE MY
WHOLE LIFE, THEY KIND OF RAISED
ME VERY STRICT IN THE CHURCH.
SO, I WAS KIND OF PUTTING THAT
OFF UNTIL WE WERE ENGAGED.
AND I, YEAH, I DROPPED A
BOMBSHELL ON MY PARENTS,
BASICALLY TELLING THEM I LEFT
THE CHURCH, I'M GETTING MARRIED
TO BRANDON, BY THE WAY, HE'S
BRANDON.
WHEN OUR FAMILIES
FINALLY DECIDED THAT THEY WANTED
TO BE INVOLVED, WHEN WE WERE
PLANNING THE WEDDING, THERE WERE
SO MANY THINGS THAT WERE JUST
LIKE, NO, NO, NO, YOU CAN'T DO
THIS, YOU CAN'T DO THAT, YOU
CAN'T INVITE THESE PEOPLE.
ORIGINALLY, WITH MY
PARENTS, THEY WEREN'T GOING TO
COME AT ALL, MOST OF MY FRIENDS,
THEY WEREN'T GONNA COME, AND SO,
IT WAS JUST BASICALLY, LIKE,
WHAT'S THE POINT?
MY DAD DIDN'T WALK ME DOWN THE
AISLE IN ORDER TO, KIND OF, SHOW
THAT THEY STILL HOLD FIRMLY TO
THEIR BELIEFS.
EVEN THOUGH THEY CAME TO OUR
WEDDING, IT WAS VERY OBVIOUS
THAT THEY WERE UNHAPPY THE WHOLE
TIME, AND AS MUCH AS I KNOW THAT
THAT'S BECAUSE OF THEIR
RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, IT STILL
HURTS THAT WE WERE NOT
CONSIDERED WORTHY OF BEING HAPPY
FOR, THAT IT WAS STILL NOT A
WORTHY LOVE.
TO ME, LIKE, I HEAR
YOU SAYING THAT, AND I'M NOT
MARRIED, BUT I'M SURE THAT WOULD
HURT MY FEELINGS.
THAT IS THE SMALL TOWN, KIND OF,
LIKE, EVERYBODY'S GONNA KNOW.
EVERYBODY'S GONNA BE TALKING,
SO, WE DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO
TALK.
THAT ALSO PUSHES US DOWN AND
MAKES US FEEL LESS PROUD OF WHO
WE ARE.
I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU GUYS TO BE
INVOLVED WITH ME ON PUTTING OUR
DRAG SHOW TOGETHER.
BY THE WAY, I'M A DRAG QUEEN.
WHAT?
YEAH, WHAT?
WHAT?
THAT'S AWESOME.
YEAH.
I WANT TO GIVE THEM KIND OF A
WEDDING EXPERIENCE THAT THEY DID
NOT GET TO HAVE THAT FIRST TIME
AROUND.
I WANT THEM TO FEEL LIKE THIS
WAS THEIR SPECIAL DAY.
THAT'S GONNA BE SO
MUCH FUN.
OH, YES, IT IS.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR COMING OVER.
IT'S GONNA BE SUPER
FUN, AND I REALLY HOPE THAT WE
CAN DO SOMETHING SPECIAL, ALL OF
US TOGETHER, FOR REAL.
YEAH, OH, HOW
ARE YOU?
I'M GOOD, GOOD TO
SEE YOU AGAIN.
THIS IS MY
SISTER, BOB.
HI, HOW
ARE YOU?
BOB, HI, SO NICE TO
MEET YOU.
GIVE ME A HUG.
OH, WE'RE
HUGGING.
THIS IS FUN,
WHAT IS THIS?
JUST THROWING A
PARTY.
WHAT ARE WE
GONNA DO?
WHAT DO WE ALL DO?
JUST SIT AROUND AND DRINK?
CLIFTON'S
WORLD IS VERY, LIKE, BACKWARDS,
I THINK.
THE PARTIES AROUND THE BONFIRE,
VERY CAMOUFLAGE, LIKE, THEY GOT
THE DIRTY BOOTS ON.
HE INVITED ME TO THIS PARTY WITH
HIS FAMILY, WHICH IS SUPER OPEN,
YOU KNOW?
IT CAN BE SCARY TO BRING SOMEONE
DIFFERENT INTO YOUR CIRCLE OF
FRIENDS.
HI, EUREKA.
IT'S A PLEASURE.
WHAT'S UP, BOYS?
GOOD TO MEET YOU.
TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT
TWIN FALLS, I DON'T KNOW MUCH
ABOUT Y'ALL.
JUST THE DRINKING, YOU LIKE TO
DRINK?
YEAH, WE LIKE TO DRINK.
SO, WE'RE
DOING A BIG DRAG SHOW ON THE
21ST.
I HAVE A DRAG DAUGHTER, AND
IT'S CLIFTON, YOU KNOW THIS
GUY?
SO THIS GUY IS LETTING ME PUT
HIM UP IN DRAG, Y'ALL.
WE'RE GONNA SHAVE HIS BEARD OFF.
YEAH, I KNOW, SO HE'S GONNA COME
DOWN.
ARE YOU GONNA COME WATCH HIM?
WE'LL THINK ON THAT.
YEAH, THINK ON
IT.
I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS.
I COME FROM THAT TYPE OF
ENVIRONMENT, AND THERE ARE SOME
PEOPLE THAT ARE SITTING ON THE
OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM, LIKE,
"WHAT IN THE GAY HELL IS GOING
ON AT THIS PARTY?"
YOU PLAY BEER
PONG?
WILL YOU HELP ME SET IT UP?
I'M NOT VERY GOOD AT IT, BUT I
WANNA BEAT BOB AT IT.
THAT'S ALL I KNOW.
IS THIS
MY TURN?
OH.
BITCH, YOUR TURN.
ARGH.
Y'ALL DON'T KNOW HOW TO MESS
WITH ME, MAMA, Y'ALL CAN'T MESS
WITH ME ON THE BEER PONG.
OH, MY GOD, THIS IS SO MUCH FUN.
I NEVER WIN AT SPORTS.
LET'S GO MEET
YOUR FRIENDS.
WHO'S THE COOLEST PEOPLE FIRST?
I'M A HUGGER.
I'M A HUGGER, TOO.
WHAT'S UP?
WE'RE HUGGERS AROUND HERE.
LOOK, I LIKE
THAT.
OH, HI.
I LOVE YOUR HAT.
'CAUSE WE'RE BIG AND TALL, OOH,
THAT RIGHT.
YEAH, DAMN RIGHT.
OH, MY GOD, I
FINALLY FOUND A HUSBAND WHEN I'M
IN DRAG.
THIS IS GONNA BE YOUR DRAG
DADDY.
I MEAN, HEY, I BEEN CALLED
"DADDY" ONCE OR TWICE.
OH.
OH, MY GOD.
HI, DADDY.
I'M SO PETITE.
REALLY, AT THE
PARTY, I SAW A MUCH MORE
CONSERVATIVE CLIFTON, AND I
DON'T THINK THAT ALL OF HIS
FRIENDS KNOW THAT HE'S GONNA BE
DOING DRAG, SO I'M CURIOUS TO
SEE HOW THAT PLAYS OUT.
SO, I WANNA
GO, IF YOU'RE INTO IT, I WANNA
GO, LIKE, VERY ROCK STAR, LIKE,
ROCKER CHICK, SHALL WE CALL IT
THAT?
ALL RIGHT.
THIS IS SOME
OF THE CLOTHES OPTIONS THAT
WE'RE GOING WITH.
BRAS, WE GOT HIP PADS, WE'RE
GONNA PUT BODY ON YOU, BUT I
ALSO REALLY WANNA DO, LIKE, A
TUCK REVEAL MOMENT, DURING THE
PERFORMANCE.
LIKE YOU HAVE THE SKIRT, BUT
IT'S GONNA BE, LIKE, A RIPAWAY.
YOU'LL ACTUALLY BE IN THIS
LEOTARD, SO, LIKE, YOU WILL
WANNA MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A NICE,
TIGHT, FLAT COOCHIE, AND WE
WANNA SHOW THE WORLD YOUR
COOCHIE.
IT'S GONNA BE SEXY.
OH, MAN, I LOOK
REALLY NICE.
YES, YOU DO.
LET'S KEEP IT REAL, OKAY?
I'M GONNA GIVE THEM AN
EXTRAVAGANZA, YOU WOULD THINK
THIS IS GONNA BE THE MACY'S DAY
PARADE, ALL RIGHT?
I'M BRINGING EVERYTHING.
THAT'S A BEAUTIFUL
COLOR ON YOU.
SHAKE IT A LITTLE BIT, SHAKE IT,
YES, YES.
SHE'S GIVING ME ASHLEY O,
MILEY CYRUS, "BLACK MIRROR"
FISH.
YES.
ARE YOU
GONNA --
YEAH, I THINK SO.
HE'S A LITTLE
RELUCTANT.
WELL, I MEAN, HAIR
GROWS BACK.
DOES IT?
DOES IT?
YEAH, PUSH IT
BACK FOR ME.
PUSH BACK.
YOU'RE DOING GOOD.
ALL RIGHT, TURN AROUND, LET'S
SEE IT.
NOT BAD, YOU GOT A FAT PUSSY.
OR PUSWATCHER.
SHE'S GOT A FAT PUSWATCHER, BUT
SHE'S GOT ONE.
I THINK THEY CALL THAT A
MEATY TUCK.
THAT'S A
SANDWICH.
YOU CAN
BE OPEN WITH ME IF YOU'RE
NERVOUS, AND IF YOU'RE --
NO, I'M FINE.
THIS IS, LIKE, OUT OF MY COMFORT
ZONE, 'CAUSE, NORMALLY, I DO,
LIKE, BROADWAY SONGS AND STUFF,
WHICH I CAN REALLY, LIKE, PLAY
WITH, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
WELL, IT'S ALSO YOU BY
YOURSELF.
YEAH.
RIGHT.
THESE
QUEENS NEED TO GET TOGETHER AND
WORK AS A TEAM.
I REALLY SEE, LIKE, YOU JUST
THE FIERY, SEXY VIBE, IT WOULD
BE, LIKE, A BIG BUBBLE,
BASICALLY.
I LOVE
THIS IDEA OF EACH GIRL
REPRESENTS A ELEMENT.
ONCE IT'S STYLED, IT'S GONNA
BE LIKE A BLOWOUT, RIGHT?
BECAUSE IT'S JUST FLOWING.
SHE LIVES FOR THE WIND.
LIKE WHEN
THE ELEMENTS COME TOGETHER, IT
IS POWER.
OH, MY GOD, I FEEL
LIKE THE MOTHER OF THE BRIDE.
COME ON IN, GIRL.
COME ON OVER HERE.
SIT DOWN WITH ME.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW, LIKE, THIS
EXPERIENCE, FOR ME, IS JUST AS
MUCH ABOUT YOU AS IT IS ABOUT
BRANDON, TOO.
FOR YOUR MOM AND YOUR DAD, YOU
THINK YOUR MOM OR YOUR DAD ARE
GONNA COME TO THE SHOW ON
THURSDAY?
NO.
NO, DEFINITELY NOT.
OKAY, DEFINITELY
NOT.
I'VE ACTUALLY ASKED
THEM A COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT,
YEAH --
WHAT WAS THEIR,
KIND OF RESPONSE?
MY MOM'S ACTUALLY
REALLY UPSET I'M DOING DRAG.
SHE WAS LIKE, "I DIDN'T KNOW YOU
WERE THAT KIND OF GAY."
DID SHE --
WELL, ME, TOO.
I GUESS I'M THAT KIND OF GAY,
TOO, GIRL.
WHAT DO YOU THINK HER PERCEPTION
OF DRAG IS?
I THINK SHE THINKS
THAT A LOT OF, NOT JUST
DRAG QUEENS, BUT THE LGBTQ
COMMUNITY ARE SEXUALLY
PROMISCUOUS INDIVIDUALS.
SHE THINK WE HOES.
YEAH.
WELL, TRUTH BE
TOLD, THERE ARE SOME HOES IN
DRAG.
BUT NOT EVERYONE.
YEAH, AND THERE'S
NOTHING WRONG THAT, ANYWAY.
YEAH, OKAY, GIRL,
BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT, I
UNDERSTAND.
SHE'S SO EMBEDDED IN
THAT STEREOTYPE.
SHE DOESN'T LIKE THE IDEA THAT I
MAY BE PORTRAYING THAT I AM A
HO, BASICALLY.
RIGHT, YEAH, I
HEAR YOU.
I TOTALLY GET WHAT MAMA MAY BE
FEELING, BUT AT THE SAME TIME,
IT'S A SPECTRUM, YOU KNOW?
THERE'S ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF
DRAG, AND IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA
CONVEY IN THAT MOMENT, AND WHAT
WE'RE GONNA DO, TOGETHER, YOU,
ME, AND BRANDON, IS WE'RE GONNA
DO SOMETHING POWERFUL.
HOPEFULLY, IF SHE DOES GET TO
SEE THIS, IF YOUR DAD WERE TO
SEE THIS, IT WOULD BE LIKE,
"OKAY, WELL, THAT'S NOT WHAT I
THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE."
YEAH.
YEAH?
I THINK, BECAUSE OF
THE EXPERIENCE THAT I HAD, AND
KNOWING THE MOTIVATIONS MY
PARENTS HAD TO RAISE ME THE WAY
THAT I WAS, THEY DID, I KNOW IT
SOUNDS SILLY, BUT THEY DID IT
OUT OF LOVE, IN ORDER TO ENSURE
THAT I COULD GET BACK TO HEAVEN
WITH THEM AND LIVE WITH THEM
FOREVER.
YOU KNOW, THESE PEOPLE AREN'T
EVIL PEOPLE.
RIGHT.
WE'RE NOT TRYING TO DEMONIZE
THEM, TOO.
THE ONLY WAY TO SPREAD LOVE IS
TO TRULY JUST GIVE LOVE.
AND MAYBE IF THEY SEE HOW HAPPY
YOU ARE, OVER TIME, IT MAY MAKE
THEM RETHINK, AND GUESS WHAT,
IT MIGHT NOT.
BUT YOU GOTTA THINK ABOUT WHO
YOU ARE TODAY, HONEY, YOU CAN'T
LIVE FOR NOBODY BUT YOURSELF,
OKAY?
GIVE ME A HUG.
TWIN FALLS IS
SUCH A STRANGE PLACE.
IT'S A MIXTURE OF FEMMEPHOBIA,
FATPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIA, WHATEVER
HAVE YOU, THE FACTORY WORKERS
LIKE ME GO TO WORK AND THEN GO
HOME.
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN VERY
FEMININE.
I'M BIG, I'M TALL, I'M
INTIMIDATING.
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME, AT ONE
POINT OR ANOTHER, HAS BEEN USED
AGAINST ME.
THE VOICE IN MY HEAD THAT TELLS
ME THAT I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND
THAT I NEVER WILL BE GOOD
ENOUGH, THAT'S MY MOTHER'S
VOICE.
I'VE NEVER REALLY BEEN
INTERESTED IN PUTTING A LABEL, I
JUST SAY, "NOT STRAIGHT."
IT JUST FEELS MORE COMFORTABLE,
NOT HAVING TO PUT A LABEL ON IT,
FOR ME.
ESPECIALLY HERE IN TWIN FALLS,
LIKE, BISEXUAL, THEY'RE, LIKE,
"OH, IT DOESN'T EXIST," BECAUSE
THEY'RE STILL GETTING USED TO
LIKE, GAY.
I DON'T REALLY GO OUT ACTIVELY
TO HANG OUT WITH LGBT
INDIVIDUALS.
I FEEL LIKE A LOT OF THE LGBT
MEMBERS HERE IN TWIN KIND OF
NEED THAT, THEY KIND OF NEED
THOSE PEOPLE TO LET THEM KNOW
THAT, YOU KNOW, THAT IT'S OKAY,
AND THAT THEY BELONG, AND THAT
THEY CAN HAVE FRIENDS, AND THEY
CAN MAKE THEIR OWN FAMILY.
I DON'T NEED THAT.
I FEEL A SENSE OF
SELF DOUBT AND DEPRESSION,
SOMETIMES EVEN SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
RUN THROUGH MY HEAD.
I THINK WE ALL GO THROUGH THAT,
THOUGH, BEING DIFFERENT, UNIQUE
PERSON THAT YOU ARE.
WE ALL GO THROUGH THAT STRUGGLE
OF LIFE.
THERE'S ALWAYS, KIND OF, A
LONELY SENSE OF BEING IN ME.
IT'S HARD, SOME DAYS, TO KNOW
YOU'RE LOVED.
I JUST, PERSONALLY, STRUGGLE
WITH HAVING THAT HELP.
HOW LONG
IS THE RIDE?
WE'RE ABOUT 35
MINUTES AWAY.
SO, WHO
DO YOU LIVE WITH?
I LIVE WITH MY
GRANDFATHER, LARRY.
MY GRANDPA'S JUST MY BIGGEST
SUPPORTER, REALLY, LIKE, IN DRAG
AND OUT OF DRAG.
HE'S VERY LOVING AND CARING TO
EVERYONE.
HE DOESN'T CARE WHO YOU ARE.
HOW LONG
HAVE YOU LIVED TOGETHER?
FOR, ON AND OFF,
SINCE I WAS 17.
OH, WORK.
I'VE MOVED A
COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT, THEN CAME
BACK TO HELP GRANDPA.
OH,
THAT'S SWEET.
SO, THIS IS HOME,
AND THIS IS MY GRANDPA.
OH, HI.
NICE TO MEET YOU.
JUST CALL ME
"GRANDPA."
GRANDPA.
NICE TO MEET YOU, GRANDPA.
HAVE A SEAT.
SO,
GRANDPA, DO YOU EVER COME TO ANY
OF THE SHOWS?
YES.
AND THEN, HE ALSO
WENT TO THE PRIDE FESTIVAL FOR
THE FIRST TIME.
YEAH.
OH, HOW
WAS THAT?
IT WAS GOOD, I LIKED
IT.
SO, YOU
GET READY HERE?
YEAH, I GET READY
HERE.
I COME OUT FROM THERE, AND WALK
AROUND, AND JUST ASK HIM IF I
LOOK ALL RIGHT, AND IF IT'S
GONNA LOOK GOOD ON STAGE AND
STUFF.
I LOVE
THAT.
SO, YOU'RE, LIKE, THE FINAL PASS
IS, YOU'RE, LIKE, GOOD OR
NO GOOD.
ESPECIALLY WITH ON
HIS WIGS.
WELL,
GRANDPA, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF
SOME OF THESE SCANDALOUS
OUTFITS?
THAT'S HIM.
THAT'S HIS THING, AND HE CAN
DO IT.
GRANDPA,
WE ARE GOING TO, LIKE, TAKE
LUCID DREAMS, AND SHE'S GONNA BE
THE ULTIMATE DREAM.
DO YOU THINK YOU'LL BE ABLE TO
MAKE IT OUT TO SEE?
OH, YOU CAN'T KEEP
ME AWAY FROM THAT.
WHATEVER HE WANTS TO DO, I'M ALL
FOR IT.
THAT'S
AMAZING.
IF I DIDN'T HAVE
THAT SUPPORT, I WOULD BE IN A
VERY DARK PLACE WITH MY LIFE.
AND I DON'T EVEN THINK I WOULD
BE DOING WHAT I'M DOING WITH THE
WHOLE DRAG THING, EITHER.
MY CHILDHOOD, IT WASN'T THE
GREATEST, LIKE, MY MOM LEFT ME
WHEN I WAS THREE YEARS OLD.
FOR MY DAD, PERSONALLY, IT WAS A
STRUGGLE COMING OUT WITH HIM.
THANKFULLY, MY GRANDPA AND MY
CONNECTION'S JUST UNIQUE AND
LOVING, AND WE'RE JUST A PART OF
ONE ANOTHER.
WHAT MADE
YOU MOVE HERE WITH LARRY?
JUST 'CAUSE
GRANDPA'S NEEDED HELP, LIKE, HE
WAS GOING THROUGH PROSTATE
CANCER.
AND THEN, LAST
YEAR, I HAD A HEART ATTACK.
OH, MY
GOODNESS.
IT'S OKAY, GRANDPA.
IT'S
OKAY, IT'S OKAY.
I'M GONNA COME OVER TO YOU.
THAT'S A LOT TO GO THROUGH.
BUT I'D HAVE BEEN
LOST WITHOUT MIKE.
OH, I
DON'T HAVE ANY GRANDPARENTS.
ALL MY GRANDPARENTS HAVE PASSED
AWAY.
WELL, YOU HAVE
ONE NOW.
THAT'S WHY EVERYBODY
CALLS ME "GRANDPA."
I INSIST ON IT.
SO IT IS
NICE TO SEE LIKE, LUCID AND
LARRY IN THESE MOMENTS TOGETHER.
AND SPENDING THIS TIME TOGETHER,
BECAUSE, JUST, NOT EVERYONE HAS
THAT.
EVERYONE DOESN'T HAVE THAT.
BUT I THINK LUCID IS LONELY.
LIKE, LUCID WANTS FRIENDS.
WE CRAVE HUMAN INTERACTION, AND
NOT JUST FROM WORK AND FAMILY,
BUT FROM YOUR PEERS AND FROM
PEOPLE IN YOUR COMMUNITY.
SO, I THINK THAT MAYBE LUCID CAN
WORK MORE ON CONNECTING TO HER
CASTMATES.
MORE THAN
ANYTHING, THIS IS A REALLY
FIERCE OPPORTUNITY TO BE A
REALLY BIG, STRONG QUEER
PRESENCE IN THIS COMMUNITY.
LIKE, WE'RE ACTING LIKE IT'S
FUCKING PRIDE.
FOR THE
OPENING, I WANT YOU TO REALLY,
LIKE, FEMINIZE IT AS MUCH AS YOU
CAN, 'CAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO
LIKE, NOTICEABLY SEE THE
DIFFERENCE IN THIS MANLY MAN
THAT THEY KNOW AND THE GORGEOUS
WOMAN THAT'S ABOUT TO WALK OUT.
ALL RIGHT.
WE TALKED ABOUT THE
WEDDING DAY, WE TALKED ABOUT
THAT YOU GUYS WISHED THAT IT
COULD BE A LITTLE MORE.
I'M GONNA GIVE YOU MORE.
OKAY.
IT WILL BE A
REFLECTION OF WHAT LOVE LOOKS
LIKE, LOVE BEYOND BOUNDARIES,
OKAY?
BUT IT WON'T LOOK LIKE THAT IF
WE FUCK IT UP.
OKAY?
GIVE A LITTLE
BOUNCE.
NOW, GIVE A LITTLE TWIST TO THE
ARM, JUST ONE.
A LIGHT TWIST.
A LIGHT TWIST?
LIKE THIS.
JUST ONE ARM?
JUST SO YOU GUYS
CAN GET THE WORDS, EVEN IF YOU
DON'T KNOW THEM EXACTLY, SAY
THEM OUT LOUD.
JUST LIKE IN "GYPSY,"
"SING OUT, LOUISE."
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN "GYPSY?"
WHAT KIND OF QUEER PEOPLE ARE
YOU?
WE'RE
GONNA WORK ON INDIVIDUAL STUFF,
BUT I NEED YOU TO VARY UP YOUR
MOVES.
I HAVEN'T THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING YET.
I'M STILL, LIKE, THINKING OF
MOVES.
IT'S,
OKAY, I'M JUST SAYING.
HOLD THE
MARSHMALLOW, THIS FEMINIZES A
MANLY HAND.
OKAY.
AND YOU LEAD
WITH THAT MIDDLE FINGER.
SURE, I GOT IT.
YEAH, THERE
YOU GO, BUT DON'T GET TOO
WITCHY.
WE DON'T WANT YOU TO LOOK LIKE
YOU'RE CASTING SPELLS.
YOU SEEM
TO ALREADY KNOW ALL THE WORDS,
WHICH IS AMAZING.
I'VE BEEN
LISTENING TO IT NONSTOP SINCE I
GOT IT.
THANK
YOU.
OH, MY GOD.
I MEMORIZED THE FIRST
LYRICS, AND THEN, THAT WAS IT.
NOW, I AM
GONNA BE OPEN AND HONEST WITH
YOU ALL, I AM A NERVOUS IF YOU
TWO ARE GONNA LEARN THESE
LYRICS.
OH, YEAH,
I KNOW.
I STARTED LISTENING TO 'EM
'CAUSE I GOT 'EM LAST NIGHT.
WORK,
ALL RIGHT.
SO, I'VE BEEN LIKE --
THAT'S THE SAME
WITH ME.
I JUST BARELY GOT 'EM YESTERDAY,
SO --
SO DID I.
OH, I
KNOW HE KNOWS ALL THE WORDS.
THIS IS NOT A COMPETITION, WE'RE
NOT COMPETING.
YOU GUYS ARE
JUST YOUNG, IT'S FINE.
BUT I
WILL SAY THIS.
I'M AS OLD AS
YOU, BITCH.
IF A
GIRL DOES NOT KNOW HER LYRICS,
THE AUDIENCE IS, LIKE, HMMM,
HMMM.
BRANDON, YOU'RE,
LIKE, STRONG, SO COMMAND THE
STAGE WHEN YOU'RE MOVING.
WHEN I WATCH DRAG KINGS PERFORM,
THEY'RE, LIKE, YO.
I'M IN YOUR FACE, I GOT THE
ATTENTION HERE.
GIVE IT TO THEM.
IT'S ME, BRANDON, ROAR.
ROAR.
ROAR.
YEAH, THERE YOU GO.
THAT'S WHAT I NEED YOU TO TAKE
THAT RIGHT ONTO THE STAGE.
IF YOU FEEL
SASSY, AND YOU WANNA BOUNCE,
BOUNCE.
JUST DON'T DO IT WITH, LIKE,
CLIFTON BOUNCE, YOU KNOW?
THIS, IT'S YOUR, LIKE, HOE DOWN
BOUNCE.
I'M NOT JUDGING, BUT YOU DID NOT
LOOK VERY FEMININE.
ALL RIGHT.
YOU DO
THIS WHOLE PART, THEN, WHEN YOU
GO HERE, YOU DO, HOW'S YOURS
START?
I DON'T REMEMBER.
AND REMEMBER
TO LEAD WITH THOSE MIDDLE
FINGERS.
OH, WHO IS SHE?
YOU'RE GETTING THERE.
IT'S A BRIDE'S DAY.
AND I WANT YOU GUYS TO FEEL LIKE
YOU'RE GETTING THE SPECIAL DAY
THAT YOU DESERVE.
THAT'S ALL I EVER
WANTED FOR OUR WEDDING, WAS
EVERYBODY THAT WAS THERE TO LOVE
US AND LOVE THAT WE WERE GETTING
MARRIED, AND SO IT'S -- IT'S
REALLY AWESOME.
THIS IS A MOMENT
FOR Y'ALL, AND I KNOW THAT, ON
THE DAY, THAT YOUR DAD DIDN'T
GET TO WALK YOU DOWN THE AISLE
AND, I MEAN, I KNOW THEY
PROBABLY WON'T CHANGE THEIR MIND
ABOUT COMING, BUT, IF NOT, I
WILL WALK YOU DOWN THE AISLE.
ALL RIGHT?
OUR DEAR HEAVENLY
FATHER, WE THANK THEE FOR THIS
DAY.
WE THANK YOU THAT WE CAN ALL BE
HERE TOGETHER.
WHEN I MEET
BRANDON'S FAMILY, IT'S ALMOST,
LIKE, GOING HOME TO MY FAMILY.
THERE'S AN INTERESTING ENERGY IN
THE HOUSE, RIGHT?
IT'S, LIKE, EVERYTHING'S GREAT
HERE, BUT NOTHING'S PERFECT IN
ANY OF OUR HOUSES.
I DON'T SEE A HUGE
AMOUNT OF DIVERSITY IN THIS
CITY.
GROWING UP, COMING OUT AS A
QUEER PERSON IN A SMALL
COMMUNITY, THAT CAN MAKE, LIKE,
SCHOOL, WHETHER IT'S ELEMENTARY,
OR MIDDLE SCHOOL, OR
HIGH SCHOOL, LIKE, SUPER
DIFFICULT.
LIKE, WHAT WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL
EXPERIENCE LIKE?
MY HIGH SCHOOL
EXPERIENCE WAS AWESOME.
IT WASN'T UNTIL I WENT TO
COLLEGE THAT I FINALLY HAD TO
FACE THAT HOLE THAT I HAD, AND I
WAS LIKE, "WOW, THERE'S THAT
THING THAT I FELT WHEN I WAS
YOUNGER, IT'S BACK," BUT THE
THING IS, IT NEVER LEFT.
SO --
YOU WERE JUST
PREOCCUPYING YOURSELF WITH OTHER
THINGS SO IT DIDN'T FEEL.
MOM, DID YOU EVER GET, LIKE, YOU
KNOW, WHEN BRANDON WENT AWAY FOR
COLLEGE, DID YOU EVER TALK TO
HIM ON THE PHONE, AND YOU COULD
LIKE, FEEL THAT SOMETHING WAS
GOING ON?
BOTH OF US KNEW THAT
THERE, YOU KNOW, THERE WAS A
LITTLE BIT OF A STRUGGLE THERE,
BUT WE WERE ALSO CONFIDENT THAT
HE WOULD BE OKAY.
WHEN I CAME OUT, MY
FAMILY DIDN'T REACT VERY WELL.
THERE WAS A LOT OF HURT THINGS
THAT WERE SAID.
I WAS EXPECTING SOMETHING
DIFFERENT, A LITTLE BIT MORE ON
THE SIDE OF LOVE, AND MY FAMILY
REACTED IN FEAR.
TO BE HONEST, IT
WASN'T EASY, LIKE, FINDING OUT,
I GUESS, ABOUT EVERYTHING, IT
WASN'T EASY, AND, I MEAN, IT
STILL TAKES TIME.
IT'S HARD BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THE
WAY WE GREW UP IS VERY SET IN
STONE, LIKE, BLACK AND WHITE,
AND SO, I DON'T AGREE WITH YOUR
CHOICES OR WHATEVER YOU WANNA
SAY, BUT, I DO ACCEPT THAT YOU
ARE DOING WHAT YOU GUYS KNOW TO
MAKE YOURSELVES HAPPY, YOU KNOW?
THIS FAMILY IS
STRUGGLING WITH THEIR OWN
BELIEFS, THEIR OWN VALUE SYSTEM,
HOW THEY WERE RAISED, AND NOW,
BEING CONFRONTED WITH THIS ISSUE
AND HAVING TO CHANGE, BUT, GUESS
WHAT, YOU'VE GOTTA CHANGE.
WILL WE SEE BRANDON'S FAMILY AT
THE SHOW?
I DON'T KNOW.
IT WOULD BE AMAZING FOR THEM TO
BE THERE BECAUSE IT WOULD SHOW
THAT THEY WERE TRYING, THAT
THEY'RE MAKING SOME TYPE OF AN
EFFORT.
I THINK THAT WOULD MEAN THE
MOON, THE WORLD, AND THE STARS.
I DON'T KNOW WHO'S COMING, BUT
I KNOW ONE THING, I KNOW I'M
GONNA BE THERE, AND MORE OF THE
COMMUNITY WILL ALSO COME, SO
THAT EVEN IF THEIR FAMILIES
AREN'T THERE, THEY KNOW THAT
SOMEBODY IS STANDING IN THEIR
CORNER.
LET'S BE HONEST, HOW GOOD DOES
IT FEEL WHEN YOUR MAMA SHOWS UP
FOR YOU?
IT'S GAME DAY.
IT'S GAME DAY.
IT'S GAME DAY.
HELLO, GLITTER
BEARD.
KEEP TURNING, KEEP TURNING.
GOOD TO GO?
I WANT BRANDON AND MIKAYLA TO
WALK AWAY FROM THIS PERFORMANCE
FEELING MORE CONFIDENT IN WHO
THEY ARE.
CAN WE ADD MORE?
THE SMALLER GLITTER NOW, OKAY?
LET ME
TELL YOU, WHENEVER PEOPLE
INSINUATE THAT I DON'T LOOK
GOOD, I'M, LIKE, "YOU ARE
INSANE.
THIS BITCH STUNS."
IT WOULD
PROBABLY MEAN A LOT FOR A YOUNG
QUEER PERSON TO SEE A SHOW.
LIKE, I'M KIND OF LIKE,
NERVOUS, A LITTLE BIT.
FAILURE'S NOT AN OPTION.
ARE YOU NERVOUS ABOUT THE BEARD
COMING OFF?
READY?
YEAH, GO FOR IT.
HE'S GONNA
DIE, MAMA'S RIGHT HERE.
OH, MY GOD, OKAY.
TURN YOUR HEAD IN THE MIRROR.
OH, MY GOD, LOOK AT THE MIRROR.
OH, MY GOD, WHO ARE YOU?
AND THEN, WHOA.
DRAG IS
LITERALLY ABOUT GOING FROM WHO
YOU ARE TO WHAT YOU CAN BE.
LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN.
MAGIC VALLEY, TWIN FALLS, ARE
YOU READY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME?
PLEASE WELCOME MISS BOB THE DRAG
QUEEN.
OH, MY
GOODNESS, DO Y'ALL LIKE MY
OUTFIT?
THANK YOU, A LOCAL MISS BARBARA
MADE THIS SKIRT FOR ME.
CAN WE PLEASE GIVE IT UP FOR
BARBARA?
YES.
YES, HONEY.
SO, WE SHOWED UP IN TOWN ABOUT
A WEEK AGO.
I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT.
I GOOGLED HOW MANY BLACK PEOPLE
WERE IN TWIN FALLS, AND THEY
SAID, "YOU."
BUT THERE IS A FULL-ON
BLACK COMMUNITY HERE,
A QUEER COMMUNITY HERE,
A TRANS COMMUNITY HERE.
THERE ARE ALLIES HERE.
THOUGH WE MAY BE FEW, WE ARE
PROUD, AND WE'RE HAPPY TO BE
HERE, OKAY?
SO, ARE WE ALL READY FOR AN
AMAZING SHOW?
GROWING UP, AS FAR
AS THE GAY COMMUNITY WAS
CONCERNED, IT WAS ALWAYS A BAD
THING.
GIVE ME YOUR
HANDS.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WE'RE GONNA
FUCKING ROCK IT.
YEAH, WE ARE.
WE'RE READY.
OKAY, LET'S GO.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
IF MY YOUNGER SELF --
COULD SEE ME NOW.
HOW DO YOU FEEL BEING IN
DRAG?
SEXY AS FUCK.
TWIN FALLS, ARE
YOU READY FOR SOME MORE DRAG?
PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER FOR
EUREKA O'HARA AND
CLEO-PAT-YOUR-ASS.
NOW GIVE IT UP
FOR THE SEXIST MOTHERFUCKER IN
TWIN FALLS, CLEO-PAT-YOUR-ASS.
NOW CLEO, I GOT A QUESTION, WHAT
WAS THIS EXPERIENCE LIKE FOR
YOU?
HOLY SHENANIGANS,
THIS HAS BEEN FREAKIN' AWESOME.
LADIES AND
GENTLEMEN, THIS IS A
HETERONORMATIVE MAN, LIVING
RIGHT HERE, WHO SAID, "YOU KNOW?
FUCK IT.
I'M AN ALLY, AND I'M GONNA TAKE
A WALK IN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING
SHOES TONIGHT."
BEING AN OUTCAST,
TO ME, IS, LIKE, SOMEONE WHO
DOESN'T FIT INTO THE FORM OF
WHAT SOCIETY WANTS YOU TO BE.
THIS IS
NORMAL.
THIS IS HOW YOUR DAD DRESSES.
THIS IS HOW GRANDPA DRESSES.
SAME AS IT'S ALWAYS BEEN, RIGHT,
DON'T STRAY.
YOU WANNA CALL ME A
WOMAN, YOU WANNA CALL ME A MAN,
YOU WANNA CALL ME A FAGGOT, I'M
GONNA CONTINUE TO BE THE LIFE OF
THE PARTY, WITH OR WITHOUT YOUR
APPROVAL.
YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL, YOU
REALLY DO.
THANK YOU.
BELIEVE IT.
BECAUSE YOU DO LOOK BEAUTIFUL.
THANK YOU.
I WOULD NOT LIE TO YOU.
AH,
SHENANIGANS.
WE'RE ALL WORKING
ON EACH OTHER AND TRYING TO
BUILD ONE ANOTHER.
PLEASE, GIVE IT UP
FOR THE LOVELY
MISS LAVENDER BEAUCHAMP.
LUCID DREAMS, AMELIA BLAYKE, AND
BOB THE DRAG QUEEN.
HELLO,
TWIN FALLS!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING OUT
TONIGHT TO THIS
ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME SHOW, THANK
YOU SO MUCH FOR PRODUCTION,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE DRAG
ASPECT OF ALL OF THIS, AND,
ALSO, LET'S HAVE A ROUND OF
APPLAUSE FOR OUR LOCAL DRAG.
MY HEART'S BEEN
BEATING OUT OF MY CHEST.
I HOPE THAT THE PERFORMANCE WILL
LAY THE BASE FOR MY FAMILY TO
REALIZE THAT MY RELATIONSHIP
WITH MIKAYLA IS PERFECT THE WAY
THAT IT IS.
OKAY, WE GOT
MIKAYLA GOING TO MARK RIGHT NOW.
WE ARE READY TO GO.
PLEASE WELCOME,
OUR NEW DRAG QUEEN FORTISSIMA,
AND HER DRAG KING HUSBAND,
CHRIS SINDELL, PRESENTED BY
SHANGELA.
LET'S DO IT,
MIKAYLA, YOU GOT THIS, GIRL.
♪ I'M NOT A STRANGER TO THE
DARK ♪
♪ I HAD A WAY THAT THEY SAY ♪
♪ WE DON'T WANT YOUR BROKEN
HEARTS ♪
♪ I WON'T LET THEM BREAK ME DOWN
TO DUST ♪
♪ I KNOW THERE IS A FOR WE ARE
GLORIOUS ♪
♪ WHEN THE SHARPEST WORDS WANT
TO CUT YOU DOWN ♪
♪ I'M GONNA DROWN THEM OUT ♪
♪ I AM BRAVE, I AM BRUISED ♪
♪ I AM WHO I MEANT TO BE ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ ANOTHER ROUND OF BULLETS HITS
MY SKIN ♪
♪ WELL FIRE AWAY BECAUSE TODAY I
WILL LET THE SHAME SINK IN ♪
♪ WE ARE BURSTING THROUGH THE
BARRICADES ♪
♪ AND REACHING FOR THE SUN, WE
ARE WARRIORS ♪
♪ YEAH THAT'S WHAT WE'VE
BECOME ♪
♪ I WON'T LET THEM BREAK ME DOWN
TO DUST ♪
♪ I KNOW THAT THERE'S A PLACE
FOR US ♪
♪ FOR WE ARE GLORIOUS ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ THERE'S NOTHING I'M NOT WORTHY
OF ♪
♪ WHEN THE SHARPEST WORDS WANT
TO CUT ME DOWN ♪
♪ I'M GONNA SEND A FLOOD ♪
♪ GONNA DROWN THEM OUT ♪
♪ THIS IS BRAVE ♪
♪ THIS IS PROOF ♪
♪ THIS IS WHO I MEANT TO BE ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
♪ I'M GONNA STAND MY GROUND ♪
♪ THIS IS ME ♪
LOOK AT THIS
BEAUTIFUL COMMUNITY THAT SHOWED
UP FOR YOUR WEDDING.
WHAT?
ALL I EVER WANTED
FOR MY WEDDING WAS A BIG CROWD,
SO I'M REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GUYS
COULD BE HERE.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
THIS, RIGHT HERE, IS SHOWING YOU
THAT LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE.
AM I RIGHT?
GIVE ME SOME LOVE.
THANK YOU,
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
THAT WAS POWERFUL.
THANK YOU.
I WAS SO OVERWHELMED WITH
EMOTION BECAUSE PEOPLE WERE
ABLE TO SEE HOW WE FEEL ABOUT
EACH OTHER.
THIS GIVES ME A LOT OF HOPE,
SO, THANK YOU, GUYS.
REALLY, THANK YOU.
THERE'S PEOPLE THAT
ARE ROOTING FOR US.
OH, MY GOD, THAT WAS
INCREDIBLE.
THIS, SERIOUSLY, WAS ONE OF THE
MOST POWERFUL PERFORMANCES I'VE
EVER SEEN, LIKE, IT WRECKED ME,
IT HEALED ME.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
AS A COMMUNITY, WE NEEDED THIS.
IN ALL
SERIOUSNESS, IF YOU NEED
ANYTHING, REACH OUT.
THAT'S NOT BULLSHIT, IT'S A BIG
FUCKING DEAL.
I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL.
AND I STILL NEED THIS, I FUCKING
NEEDS THIS.
SO, WHEN I SAY DRAG SAVED MY
LIFE, I'M NOT FUCKING AROUND.
IT SAVED MY LIFE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF
I DIDN'T HAVE THIS.
IT MEANS
A LOT TO BE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE
LIKE YOU AND TO HAVE THEM
SUPPORT YOU.
ASKING FOR HELP IS HARD, BUT
THE GAG IS WE ALL NEED HELP.
I LOVE YOU,
I'M PROUD OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU, TOO.
I'M GLAD I GOT
TO MEET YOU.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR EVERYTHING.
THANK YOU.
I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN
ABLE TO DO IT WITHOUT YOU.
AT THE END OF
THE DAY, I THINK WE'RE ALL JUST
LIKE CURIOUS CREATURES.
UNTIL YOU EXPERIENCE SOMETHING,
YOU CAN'T REALLY SAY YOU KNOW
100% THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.
SEEING SOMEBODY LIKE CLIFTON,
YOU KNOW, A HETERONORMATIVE
MALE, WILLING TO OPEN UP TO A
COMMUNITY AND SHOW HIS FEMININE
SIDE, IS IMPORTANT, BECAUSE IT'S
GONNA MAKE OTHER GUYS FEEL LIKE
THEY CAN DO IT, TOO.
I DO.
I REALLY DO, THOUGH.
I LOVE YOU, GOD BLESS.
WE WANT TO LEAVE THEM WITH A
THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE.
NOW, WE STARTED SOMETHING, AND
WHEN WE ROLL OUT, WE ARE LEAVING
THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN THIS
COMMUNITY, WHO WE PARTNERED
WITH, TO GIVE THE ANSWERS.
WE WANT THEM TO HAVE THE
CONFIDENCE TO GO OUT AND SPEAK
ABOUT, THIS IS WHO I AM, AND
YES, I'M A PART OF THIS
COMMUNITY.
HONEY, IT
IS BACK TO NORMAL.
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE HERE.
IT'S BACK TO NORMAL.
OH, ALL OF US.
NO ONE IN
THE STREET.
WHERE DID ALL THOSE PEOPLE GO?
REAL TEAM.
GIRL, GET ME A
CAR, YOU KNOW, MY FEET HURT IN
THESE HEELS.
YOU KNOW, MY FEET HURT IN THESE
HEELS, BITCH.
UBER, UBER.
♪ BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ I'M A STRANGER JUST LIKE YOU
MAMA
BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ I WORK HARD FOR THIS ♪
♪ BABY I AM AMERICA ♪
♪ LET ME MAKE IT CRYSTAL CLEAR ♪
Oh, my goodness.
- Where'd you get a drink from?
- Iced tea.
Let me smell it. Waft it.
Hey, Branson, hey!
That's right, honey.
The wholesome, Christian,
Las Vegas of the Midwest.
We're looking to do
like a drag show here.
Not this place.
Good lord.
Why is it a sin for a guy
to be with a guy?
My grandpa taught me
you have to bottle up
your emotions.
It's hard to have
to suppress who you are.
It's not right.
The thing about drag,
it's like you can conquer
the world.
It makes you want to start
changing things in your life,
so that you can feel that way
again.
Sickening.