The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City (2020–…): Season 3, Episode 4 - Bad Weather Betrayal - full transcript

Previously, on
"The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City"...

Are we supposed to clap or just,
like, respect and be quiet?

- I think just respect.
- Okay.

All aboard the Jen Shah Express!

I think booze and bike rides is
what this group needs right now.

Will told me...

that I was actually abused,
and I just don't remember it.

My siblings, Curtis and Kelli...

They're on a similar journey,
and we're all coming together,

and I get to see
my brother Curtis

that I haven't seen in years.



I wasn't expecting this.

And I really need it now
more than ever, so thank you.

Mm-hmm. Affairs.

It's rumored that one of your...
****

That has the Jazz tickets...
- I don't know who you're...

...that you've been involved
with them.

- Are you crazy?!
- No.

Angie told us John Barlow's
friend had those tickets.

I never heard it.
You don't think I would love

that information on her?

- You are lying right now.
- Tell me how!

Angie told us,
and you were there.

- I did not hear it.
- You were there.

**** you for calling me
a ing liar!



- You called me a liar.
- Goddamn you.

Heather.

**** you!

Hey, **** me, please.
I'd love to be... ed.

Heather, what happened?

- What is going on?
- She's lying.

Tonight was supposed to be
hot girls in lingerie,

gnawing away at hunks of meat,
and then Whitney decided

to unload all of these rumors

about Lisa giving blowies
for basketball seats,

and now she's dragged me
into it,

and I'm a liar in lingerie
without a steak to be found.

Whitney said that I had heard
this nugget

about Lisa ing some guy
for court side Jazz tickets.

She's drunk, and she doesn't
know what she's saying.

Heather didn't even
know what I was going through

because I just sit there
and listen to her sh**

She never took time to even
ask me how I was doing.

It goes straight to my abuse.

Like, everyone uses me
for what they want.

I'm starting to realize now

that because of the abuse
that I suffered as a kid,

I never learned how
to stand up for myself

or how to set boundaries
with people.

And now that I am able
to hold a boundary,

other people struggle with it

because they're seeing me
show up in a different way

that they weren't expecting.

I'm just done needing
everyone else's sh**

I will not own sh**
That never happened.

I'm really hurt by Heather.
She's the person

who knows me the best,
who I'm closest to,

who'd I'd expect to be there
for me in my darkest hour.

I'm starting to realize that

maybe Heather doesn't give
a **** about me.

- I am done! I am not a pawn!
- Okay, let's... let's not... Let's not...

- I'm so mad.
- ...get violent with the tongs.

Sorry.

I've never fought with Whitney
like this ever.

We have had big disagreements,

but she's never looked at me
and called me a liar ever.

And that's, like,
a pretty big accusation

about a pretty stupid thing.

Don't call me a liar ever.

- You called me a liar first.
- I never did.

- Look at me. Look at me.
- We talked about it, babe.

You are too drunk right now
to be cognizant

of what's happening.

- Don't do that.
- You better be real.

And if you need more validity,
find some facts.

The facts is Angie.
Let's call Angie,

because Angie told you and I.

I don't care who Lisa's... ed.

I don't care
who Meredith's... ed.

I don't care who you... ed,
who Jen's... ed.

I don't care!
I want to come together

and support our friend
who's facing...

I'm sorry... 50 years in prison.

And guess what this
entire evening has become about?

You and you and Lisa.

And that is not the purpose
of this trip.

So get focused and realize
what this is all about.

On ing what?!

- Because Angie said...
- If I was loaded,

then don't hold me
ing accountable!

- We walked up...
- **** you!

I'm not doing that!

You just lost me
for ing ever!

You lost me forever,

and that was the biggest
ing mistake of your life.

Okay, you guys, you guys.

You did not lose me forever, Heather.

No, you lost me, bitch.
You lost me.

Bitch, don't come at me.

Oh, my God.

I am already barely forging
a foundation with Lisa,

and the last thing I wanna do
is just lie,

and your path to truth
and friendship with Lisa

is not mine,

certainly not if it requires me
to lie or back up bullsh**

It's 'cause it pushes them up.

Because they're, like,
at eye level.

Thanks for being my friend tonight.

I appreciate, like,
the progress we've made...

- I do, too.
- ...and, like, where we are.

You don't have to thank me
for being your friend.

I wanna be your friend.
I'll show up as your friend.

Thank you.

And I'm telling you as a friend,

I have never had a conversation
with any single person here

about anything
about your marriage

or your extramarital affairs.
- Thank you. Thank you.

I'm flying to New York
tomorrow night on the red eye.

Yeah, which is why we don't
need to talk about this anymore.

- Go. Yeah.
- She's leaving for New York...

- Mm-hmm.
- ...to prepare for the trial

of her goddamn life.
- For your life.

I'm going to bed.
Love you. Love you.

I'm gonna sleep.

And let me just sleep.
I need to call John.

Thanks for being here for me.

I have brought
a professional in.

Next on stage!

Crystal Pussy!

Hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo!

This feels wrong. I mean,
does anybody else feel wrong?

All right, ladies!

No! She's an instructor.

Oh. How rude of me to assume
she was gonna perform.

What'd you do,
fly her in from Atlantic City?

The current Shah Squad... you
gotta wear a lot of hats, okay?

My makeup artist is also
Crystal Pussy.

She is also
a twerking instructor.

- I signed up for twerking classes.
- But turn around. What is this outfit?

- Goddamn.
- Wow.

I want y'all to twerk

like you need to make
some money to pay your rent.

Hello, we're on this
healing trip for me, I thought.

So you know what? Let me bring
the healing Crystal Pussy

to the party.

Okay, you guys can all go,
like, down here.

Pay your rent.
You wanna go home?

You wanna have power?
You wanna have light?

You wanna have a roof
over your head?

- Okay, ready?
- Pay that rent.

Pay that rent, pay that rent,
pay that rent, pay that rent.

What?

Okay, paying that
rent, you're paying that rent.

- Yes!
- Here we go.

You live so expensive.

I don't think I was built
to twerk.

No, she can twerk everywhere.

I can squeeze one butt cheek.

It is definitely not
in my wheelhouse.

I will not be making rent
this month,

and I'm okay with it.

- One, two, three.
- Two, three.

Good night. Love y'all.

Coming up...

I realize I was just being
manipulated and used and abused.

Okay.

What in the world?

That's where...

"Heather, no words needed here.
Bad Weather, no matter what.

XOXO, Whitney."

I've come to speak
with the emperor.

Oh.

- Those are cute pajammies.
- Thank you.

They look much warmer
and tropical...

...than the weather
is reflecting?

Yeah, I mean, why is it raining
in the desert?

- Did we bring the rain?
- I think our behavior did.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Good morning.

It's raining.

You look comfy and cozy.
Wait. Do we have coffee?

I woke up to
a very visual representation

of how Whitney feels about our
friendship right now.

She was very upset last night.

She ripped up, um,
our friendship card.

In my room,
when I woke up this morning,

it was shredded.

Actually, I know how I can
get her back.

She left it for me to find,

and I'm just, like,
what the ****?

I didn't realize it

'cause I just walked
through it last night.

I fell asleep in a pile
of Milk Duds and...

That was how that night ended.

How are you doing
this morning?

How I feel?

You think you can have
a talk with Heather today?

Yeah, but I'm just...

You're hurt.

Feel completely betrayed.

I think there's a lot
of things going on.

I mean, obviously, she's dealing

with her own emotional stuff
right now.

I love her.
I would never betray her.

I would never even speak ill
of her.

I gotta go get ready...

- Okay.
- ...to see my brother.

Is your sister gonna be there?

I hope so.

Are you okay to go see him?

I don't know.

There are two people
in this world

that understand and know what
I'm going through right now,

and that's my half-brother
and sister, Curtis and Kelli.

Curtis really encouraged me
to push through

and come on this trip,
so I need to see them.

...see you.
Will you keep me posted?

Yeah, I'm gonna get there
so I can come back...

- Okay. Okay.
- ...before you go.

Let me know when you leave
and stuff.

Okay, I will.

Oh, I need to pack this.

This reprieve for a couple days,
it's done now.

Now it's back to reality.
Now I have to

get back and immersed
into trial preparation.

I just wanted a minute,
a few days,

to just pretend
this was not happening.

It gives me anxiety
because of what I know

the consequences are
and what this means

for me and my family.

This is what's blowing my mind.

This whole trip was supposed
to be about Jen.

I know.

This whole trip was supposed
to be fun,

and instead, Whitney's sobbing.

I recognize somehow
that this was all, like,

triggering back
to her abuse side of things.

I didn't get mad at her.
I was hugging her

because I know she is suffering
so deeply inside right now

trying to put
these pieces together.

- Hello.
- Good morning.

Good morning.

This entire process
is very intense for me.

I'm hopeful that
I can find some relief

and some comfort in meeting
with Curtis and Kelli

and continue to connect the dots
that I...

have forgotten
about my childhood.

Whit!

What's up? Oh, my God.

Welcome.

- How are you?
- Good. Been good.

Come on in.

You're looking good.
Thank you. You, too.

- Hey.
- Hi, Tanya.

- Nice to see you.
- I haven't seen you in so long.

- Your house is amazing.
- Thank you.

I wish I was staying
at this house.

Whitney!

- Uh-oh.
- Oh! My sissy!

Good to see you.

Oh, Whit.

Curtis and Kelli and I
share the same father.

We have different mothers.

I worry about you not having us
with you, you know?

Oh, that's why I'm here.

I wasn't extremely close to them
growing up

because when my dad
divorced their mom

and married my mom
and had me and my sister,

he really just focused his time
on... our family.

Like, I saw Curtis and Kelli

maybe a handful of times
throughout my childhood.

I'm just so grateful that

they're willing
to show up for me now,

and I can have them
a part of my life now.

I remember when you were born.

I got a phone call saying,
"You have a little sister.

Her name's Whitney,"
and I was like, "Who is this?"

You know?

Justin and I talk about that
a lot. I'm like,

"I have an older sister..."
- Yeah.

- "...that you've never met."
- Yeah.

- You never met Justin?
- Unh-unh.

- No.
- Justin's cool.

I'm on, like,
this massive healing journey.

I just have this gaping wound...

- Yeah.
- ...that I need to close,

and I just feel like you both
are the missing link to that.

I hate that we didn't have
a connection growing up.

- Oh, we did. We did.
- We're connected.

I've always felt like
we're a lot alike.

When I went to Utah,
before I went on the mission,

I spent some time
with you there.

You did?

Yeah, you probably don't
remember that, but I do.

- I was in college.
- I can feel...

I feel things,
so when you were saying that,

like, I have...
I know you were around.

I know I saw you.

And... you know,
and I talk to Will a lot

about different memories
that I have.

Yeah.

Um, and just through
this process,

I realized I was just being
manipulated and used and abused.

Like, I just realized
even though our situations

are probably different,
the feeling's the same.

While Curtis, Kelli,
and I's traumas

are all different,

we share the same feeling
of being let down

by this person that we all knew

and... we should have
been able to trust.

I think for me, I realized early
that hurt people

hurt other people.
- Yeah.

And so if somebody
is hurting me, like,

I automatically think
you must be hurting.

There... There's two sides
of the coin, right,

and we get to choose which side
we look at.

I can't erase the negative.

I can just erase the way
I-I can feel about it.

There's a lot of good that came
from that relationship,

and you have to remember that.

And I think every time
you find that gratitude,

at least in my life, it gets me
out in front of the negative.

Yeah.

And I'm telling you, it'll never
make sense to you, okay?

That's what you need
to understand.

It will never make sense.
There's never gonna be a moment

where you're like, "Okay,
I'm free. I'm successful.

I've got it.
Everything is good."

No, because
it's not your wound to heal,

and it may never happen.

Do you want it to just disappear
and never feel it?

'Cause I don't...
It hasn't for me yet.

It never will, ever.

No I just needed to see you both
and hear you say

that it's okay that I let it go.

Yeah, no, move on.

Everybody's got something
that they have to deal with.

Mm-hmm.

So deal with it,
but give it a time and a place.

You have to, Whitney.

I don't know what the next steps
are to continue to heal

and move on, but I do know
that I'm gonna let go,

because this is no longer
serving me,

and I know that Curtis and Kelli
are going to be instrumental

in helping me get through that.

I'm super proud of you, Whitney.

- Thank you, Curtis.
- I'm proud of you, too.

Coming up...

It is hard to sit there
and listen to lies,

and you can't talk.

What is the expression they
want you to have? Just stoic?

- Blank, probably, right?
- Blank?

Yeah. My lead trial attorney
said, "You know, Jen,

I'm gonna need you to, uh,
not get Botox."

Hi, Heather. Mmm.

Hi. Good morning... ish.

I've got eggs, bacon,
hash browns.

So Jen's leaving soon.

Well, I'm glad we got
a fun girls trip for her.

Well, I hope she thinks
it was fun.

It wasn't fun.

There's nothing fun about it.

What time did you end up
going to bed?

I stayed up till, like, 3.

- Good morning.
- Good morning.

I still feel awkward
about everything.

I feel like I'm getting
to a better place with Meredith,

But I still don't know
what her role was

in all of these rumors.

I was really upset last night.
I called John.

He helped calm me down.

After having a burrito
and some Kit Kats,

I realized this needs
to be about Jen.

So I'm gonna put all
this petty bullsh** aside

for a little bit, and we'll
figure out everything later.

Right now I need to be here
for Jen.

The heavens are crying
'cause Jen's leaving.

Good morning!

Hi!

Oh, hi. Hi.

Cheers to the new day.

Jen, how are you feeling
about everything?

Like a full-on anxiety attack
this morning.

'Cause I have to, like,
actually fly to New York,

and I'm going by myself.

Are you going through discovery
with them?

Are you doing, like,
depositions? What are you doing?

No, we are going to do another
mock trial while I'm there.

And this is the first time
I will be hearing our side.

- Okay.
- The defense side.

We did a mock trial last week
of the...

- Prosecution?
- Prosecution side.

And I mean, I walked out twice,
slammed the door.

It is hard to sit there
and listen to lies,

and you can't talk.

What is the expression they want
you to have? Just stoic?

- Blank, probably, right?
- Blank?

Yeah. In fact,
my lead trial attorney, Priya,

said, "You know, Jen,
I'm gonna need you to, uh,

not get Botox."

And I'm like, "What?"

She goes,
"When we were talking earlier,

you were talking about
something very emotional,

and you're crying,
but your face isn't moving.

- I need your face to move."
- Oh.

Wait. So you're...
You're taking the stand.

You're totally testifying.

I have no issue testifying.
I think it just depends.

- Like, we don't... you don't know.
- Strategic.

- They don't know yet for sure.
- Yeah. Yeah.

We are a month away now.

That's why this trip
was important to me

'cause I need a little bit
of, like, reprieve from that

and to just, like, get away.

What are you doing
to calm yourself

and to keep yourself, like...

A lot of times I'll go...

just lay down next to Omar.

Aw.

And that calms me down.

It's really hard for my boys

for Omar to think about that
and...

Think of, like, not having
his mom around.

It put in perspective
all of the blessings

and things that I have to be
grateful for.

That's why I've just
tried to, like,

not take anything for granted anymore

and celebrate every single day,
'cause what if

something happens and I'm not
here to celebrate it next year?

It's overwhelming.

Gonna be leaving here
probably in, like, 45 minutes.

Oh, hi.

Hello.

You look pretty and refreshed.

Sorry. I... My brother's house
took a little bit longer,

but keep going.
- Oh.

I haven't spoken to Heather
or seen her,

and honestly, right now I want
nothing to do with her.

- Are you all packed?
- Pretty much.

And pretty much for me means...

- She's not.
- Yeah.

Do you want us
to help you pack?

Yeah, probably, 'cause,

you know, I'm not very good
at making flights at all.

You know, Jen's been putting on
an amazing brave face,

but we're all starting
to see her crack,

and we don't know
what's gonna happen,

and in a year from now,
I don't know if she's gonna be

at the same table
with all of us.

You have so much stuff in here.
Now I can see what I can borrow.

Okay, I'm leaving these games

for you guys
to play while I'm gone.

We're not gonna play any games

or have any fun without you.

Hair, hair, hair.

More hair here.

My gosh, it's some hair.

Okay, you know what?
I think I need to get changed.

Jen, we'll get
your bags. We'll get your bags.

You got this. You got this.

This trip meant a lot to me.

- Be safe.
- Come on. Group hug. Group hug.

Group hug.
Group hug. Group hug.

These four women believe in me,
love me, and support me,

and that's what's important
to me.

Okay, you're gonna miss
your plane. Go, go, go. Love ya.

- Get in the car.
- Bye, babe.

- You look great.
- Bye!

- Bye!
- Love you!

Love you! Bye!

Farewell!

Oh, my gosh.

I feel overwhelmed.
I'm just gonna go to bed.

Yeah, I think that's smart.
I'm gonna do the same.

With everything Jen has
going on,

and her trial looming
over her head,

it gives perspective
on letting things go.

I mean, nothing is bigger than
what she has going on right now

within this group.

- It's a lot.
- It's a lot.

I don't know if my eyelids

can take any more crying.

Coming up...

The trip got derailed, and it
wasn't me that derailed it.

You pushed me into the wall
and called me a liar.

You are up a river
with no paddle. Stop!

Ladies, we have
reservations! Let's go!

Did you call?

- Hello.
- Hello.

Lisa!

Hold yourself to
a high standard of timeliness!

I have no standards.
Let's just go.

Oh, it's raining hard, huh?

Oh. Yes, the rain.

Hi.

Thank you.

That'd be wonderful.

You guys are gonna be
right here.

We'll get some waters
out for you guys.

- Thank you.
- Get all comfortable.

Oh, thank you.

We have some bottles of 1942
to welcome you to Whiskey Row.

- Ooh!
- Whoo!

- Whoo, thank you.
- Here's one for you.

- Very exciting.
- Thank you.

May I get a Diet Coke, too?
Okay, thanks.

- Yes, of course.
- What are we gonna toast to?

I think everybody
should pick just one word

of something meaningful
for us all to toast to.

- Okay, I like that.
- One word?

- Think of one word.
- One word.

And I don't know my word, so if
someone else could go first.

Love. I'll do it. Love.

Peace.

- Heather.
- Friendship.

Okay.

Honesty.

Here we go.

Yes.

Cheers.

Heather and I
still have not spoken.

We are still not good
and just because

Heather wants to swoop this
under the rug

does not mean
that last night is over.

We're going there.

I know that I am not lying,

and I know that
she hurt me deeply.

**** you for calling me
a ing liar!

You are too drunk right now
to be cognizant

of what's happening.
- Oh, don't do that.

- We walked up to...
- **** you!

I never heard that!

We ready to put some food in?

Will you just order stuff
for all of us, please?

Um, American Slider,

the Tennessee Hot Slider,
some hummus.

Okay, thank you.

I wanna show you my family.

I'll give you
a little piece of orange peel.

So this is
your dad's oldest son?

- No, she's my dad's firstborn.
- Okay, got it.

Kelli.

- Curtis.
- Oh, you guys have similarities.

- She looks just like my dad.
- Is this your sister?

- My sister and brother.
- That's her dad's oldest child.

She looks beautiful.

- You look so much like her.
- You definitely look related.

You know, I lived in... in,

uh, Scottsdale for a year
of my life.

You did?

- Wait, what?
- I did.

Wait, what?
Why is this just coming up now?

'Cause I didn't think about it
until now.

- No, uh, you told me.
- When we pass my childhood home,

I remember it.
- I told you that, yeah.

Her sister had bronchitis, right?

My sister had
chronic bronchitis,

and my father used to, like,
develop communities

through the Sun Belt states,
and so we moved here for a year

to, like,
dry out my sister's lungs,

you know, to be in the dry heat.

Aw.

And I was remembering

that there was this
one restaurant that I loved

called Pinnacle Peak,

and I would always make
my father wear a tie

because they would cut
your tie off

because it was
the Wild West.

It was just...

And your dad would do that?
He'd wear a tie...

- He would always wear the tie.
- ...would let them cut it?

Yeah.

Just sweet.

You remember that,
and there were a million times

you went to dinner
that you don't remember.

You know what I mean? Which is
why when you have to hold on

to those memories,
'cause they're significant.

You don't ever know
what's gonna hit,

what's gonna imprint, you know?

I need to run to the restroom
really quick.

Well, I'm glad you're having
happy memories.

Yeah. It was good. It was good.

So... how do you feel

about things with Heather
after last night?

Really hurt.

You guys need to talk.

One, it shocked me. Like...

Like, I needed her
in that moment,

because I was doing something
very hard for me

in speaking the truth.

And for her to not back me up
but in fact call me a liar,

that crushed me 'cause
she's literally the one person

that I thought
would never do that to me.

'Cause she knows what
I'm going through

and knows that
my biggest issue is trust,

not being heard, being abused,
and being taken advantage of.

Here's Heather.

- Hello, Heather Gay.
- What did I miss?

For her to not back me up

but in fact call me a liar,

that crushed me.

Here's Heather.

What did I miss?

I was just talking
about last night.

Like... how...

...in a very difficult
situation, I needed you,

and you weren't there for me,

and in fact,
you hurt me deeply...

...and called me a liar
and told me

that I was too drunk,
that I don't remember it,

when I know that you know
what I'm talking about.

Like, that hurt me
because I felt like

you are my girl, Heather,
and in a tough moment

when I needed you...
- I'm unclear on what was

the tough moment
that you needed me.

To corroborate a story
that you had heard?

- What did you need...
- To say that you knew it.

- All I needed you to say...
- I didn't know that.

Heather, let's just be honest
and real.

You and I have had
many conversations about Lisa.

Absolutely not about blowjobs
for court side seats.

Never once. Never not... Never.

- Yeah, we have.
- If you wanna continue...

Guess what. If someone says
something horrible to me

and I choose to recuse that
and not remember that

and not put it in my bank
and not pull it out

to hurt someone,
that is my ing choice.

- Then why...
- It is not an indication

of my loyalty to you,
my loyalty to them.

That is my choice.
You wanna talk about sh**,

you talk about it.
- I was.

I don't have to sign up
for every single issue

that is important to you.

But I needed you
in a hard moment.

- You did not need me.
- I did need you.

That is a lie.
You did not need me.

- I did need you.
- Why? To say, "Yeah.

I've heard Lisa gave a blow job
for court side seats"?

No, because everyone has...

Can we stop saying that?
'Cause that's really...

That's why I would never say it
'cause it's not true.

I know, but that's
really upsetting to me.

So I'd appreciate
it if you didn't say that.

- I needed...
- You didn't need me.

That's a false idea
in your head.

You're not saying the truth.

It was supposed to be
a trip for Jen.

Why are you coming in screaming
and crying about Lisa's rumors

when the real drama
was our good friend

is facing 50 years in prison

and was leaving alone
on a flight?

Now you're using Jen
as your scapegoat

to what's really going on here.

I mean, Jen's not a scapegoat.
You arranged this trip.

You wanted us to celebrate Jen,

not to work through
all of your personal issues

and your issues
and friendship with Lisa.

You made it about you.

This... I did not make this
about me.

The first night was about you,
and you were crying,

and we talked all about
your childhood abuse.

That was the first dinner.

That was all about you.
That wasn't about Jen.

This is, like, a huge blow

that she isn't supporting me
as her friend

and supporting me as I'm going
through something hard.

Like, it hurts.

This was a fun night,
and we're gonna die on the cross

of, like,
what I've heard about Lisa?

I think you have to explain
because what resonated to me

was not about this or that
is true or false.

It's not about the rumors.

It's about the position
you feel that you are in.

Whether anyone's put you there
or not, those are your feelings,

and you need to explain that
to Heather.

Heather,
what you need to realize,

where my pain is coming from
is because the one person

that was safe to me... you...
That is where my pain is.

Abuse. Being taken advantage of.
Not having a voice.

Poor timing. Poor delivery.
Because I have something to say

but no one ing listens
to me.

And I needed you in that moment
to just validate

that I was speaking the truth.
That's it.

You hurt me deeply.

You hurt me, too.

You came into my room.
You ripped sh** up,

knocked stuff over.

How is that a truth seeker
trying to heal?

I did not knock stuff over.
I ripped up your card

because you had hurt me.
- Okay, because you got a truth?

Well, that hurt me,
so we're even.

Well, I'm cleansing a lot of
family out of my life right now.

Okay, well, why don't you
be accountable

for stirring up a lot of drama
on a trip

that was supposed to be
to celebrate our friend

who's facing real problems
and real issues?

Truth seeker?
That's not a true thing.

Not rumors and bullsh**
That she says is not true.

Oh, my God.

At this point, I think Heather
is completely unaware

of how insensitive
she's being to Whitney.

She's going through a lot.

You should be asking her
how she's feeling

and how she's doing
instead of saying

she's making the trip
all about her.

Like, the sensitivity chip...
Let's put it back in, Heather.

The trip got derailed, and it
wasn't me that derailed it.

You pushed me into the wall
and called me a liar.

You are up a river
with no paddle. Stop!

You're not gonna put this on me.
I'm not... Look, I did not...

I'm not putting it on you. This
is both of us talking about it.

This is what mature adults do.

But every time I talk
about my feelings, you say,

"Don't talk about feelings.
I don't wanna do this."

- You only talk about feelings.
- That's how you...

That's... that's what it's about.
- You're in charge of the way...

Of the dialogues
that we all get to have?

What if we wanna just have
a fun, light, easy dinner?

Okay, we can do that.

This conversation is unproductive.

It's not going anywhere and what
I'm processing personally

is more important than worrying
about Heather and I.

Like, it's just too much
for me to take on right now.

Okay, guys...

we are leaving tomorrow.

Can we just have some fun
for a minute?

Uh-huh. I'm so down for that.

Okay. Lisa?

I'm in.

Okay.

I'm always in.

So this is here
if you guys wanna...

- Oh, thank you.
- ...finish it off.

- Love it. Thank you.
- Thank you.

Thank you, thank you,
thank you.

This is not Utah.

So true.

Mmm. I'm hungry, though.

Coming up...

Do you guys think Stuart's
gonna testify against her?

Odds are... he's...

definitely not on her side.

Oh, my.
We do have cheesecake left?

- Hi, guys.
- Hi.

Hi. I have gifts for everybody.

Thank you.

- This is for me? Thank you.
- That's for you, my love.

Okay.

I'm sneak peeking.

- Ooh, I love this!
- Effin', bee, eye.

Well, I think we pull up
the bottom and say...

FBI. FBI.

- FBI.
- Wait, what does it say?

I can't see.

If you guys think that I'm
feeding evidence to the FBI...

That's what they...
They're telling me.

That's ing insane.

I'm so flattered
that these women

think I'm more powerful
than the FBI,

but I think they could find
Jennifer Shah without my help.

Has Jen seen this?

Ef... bee, eye.

I love it.

- Yes.
- Did she die laughing?

- Yeah.
- With everything she's facing,

she really did come
and just... danced and...

- I don't... I couldn't... She...
- ...spread rosé.

She literally
can compartmentalize.

- I couldn't do it.
- She's remarkable in that...

- Yeah.
- ...aspect for sure.

Watching her strength and how
confident she is in everything,

it makes me feel like
she's gonna have a good outcome.

Well, what is a good outcome?
Just acquittal first day?

Proven innocent after a week?

I don't even know how
this works.

I don't think anything's
gonna happen first day.

I know, but it's like, I don't
even know what to expect.

I mean, that's very ambitious.

Like, based on everything
we're seeing in the news

of her co-defendants
and people that are pleading,

does it make you nervous?

It makes me terrified.

Okay. Did she seem terrified?

- Yeah?
- Yes, at times,

and at other times,
she seems completely,

um... compartmentalized
like it's not even existing.

And then when the lines
bleed a little bit, you know,

and she's kind of
in that crossover

where it's vulnerable
and hard to talk about,

that's, like, what's
the most heartbreaking

because it's easier sometimes
to be, like,

strong and angry than it is
to just be afraid.

I think Jen is scared,
and I don't think she's

ever really felt fear before,

so she doesn't know how
to talk about it,

and she doesn't know how
to express it,

but... I think she is afraid.

Is it bad that she's
the last one left?

In terms of the trial, yeah,
uh, but...

Is she still eligible
for a plea deal?

I mean, you can always make
a plea deal.

The problem is when you're
talking to the government

and asking them to make a deal,

they wanna know what
you're giving them in return,

and usually,
it's for the bigger fish.

Is Jen the bigger fish?

I don't know. I have no idea.
You know?

Do you guys think Stuart's
gonna testify against her?

Stuart actually pled
to an additional charge.

- What was that?
- So, like, he had 70.

- Wait. How do you know this?
- I read it in the news.

Wait a second. Wait a second.

If he has pled guilty,

knowing that he could
serve 30 years, what changes?

What information he furnishes?
What type of testimony he gives?

Well, just taking a guilty plea,

they're going to give you
less time,

because that's ownership
of what you did.

But him taking the plea,

I doesn't necessarily mean
that that's bad for Jen.

That, like, could be
a good thing

'cause he's admitting guilt.

Um...

odds are...

he's... definitely...
not on her side.

He was so dedicated
to their friendship

and so dedicated to her.

I mean, did you... would you ever
imagine that he had it in him...

...to testify against her?

Like, can you imagine if she's
sitting in that courtroom,

and he has to come, like,
take the witness stand?

Imagine her having
to face Stuart and have him

plead guilty to things
that she's innocent of.

I cannot fathom that she's
taking this whole thing to trial

and doesn't have a good defense.

The conviction rate

in the Southern District
of New York is extremely high.

It is 98%, which is, you know,
alarming and concerning.

So her statistics
aren't good here.

They are just not good.

I can't imagine going
through this. I really can't.

Um, I'm gonna go to bed,

but I think overall
Jen had fun.

I wish she was here.
I miss her already.

- I think it meant a lot to her.
- I do, too.

Next time on "The Real
Housewives of Salt Lake City"...

Opening Ceremonies, bitches.

I've actually had a boyfriend
for the past two years.

The judge is pushing
the trial out till July.

I'm just tired of people
questioning my innocence.

Our time is coming.

I just don't think
Heather realizes

the magnitude
of what I went through.

You took my pain
and weaponized it against me.

It felt like it was
all about you.

- Hello!
- How are you, gorgeous?

What is Angie Harrington
doing here?

It's like, stab you in the back,
kiss you on the cheek.

Hey, could we talk?
Let's go over here. Let's talk.

Angie, to be honest,
I'm not really interested.

- Like, more lies.
- Well, tell me what

the lies are that you think
I've said.

- Oh, there's so many, Angie.
- No, no...

- It's too much to count.
- I'm not really interested. Sorry.