The Patient (2022): Season 1, Episode 1 - Intake - full transcript
Dr. Alan Strauss, a therapist mourning the death of his wife, takes on an enigmatic new client. As they wrestle with very different problems, their professional relationship is transformed by a choice that binds them deeply together.
(Breathing heavily)
(Grunting)
(Groaning)
(Exhales)
Oh, God.
(Sighs)
What the fuck?
(Grunting)
(Groaning)
(Yelps)
(Grunting)
(I a bored breathing)
(Muffled):
Help! Help!
Help!
Help!
Help! Help!
Help!
(Groaning)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(panting)
(Exhaling)
Okay.
Okay.
(Breathes deeply)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(beep)
GENE:
Hello, Dr. Strauss.
Uh, my name is Gene Bollinger.
I was hoping
to get started in a course
of psychotherapy.
I thought you might be able
to help me
with some of my problems.
So, uh, yeah.
I guess I'll call you back,
uh, if that's okay.
I'm a little hard to reach.
Yeah, okay, thanks.
(Machine beeps)
(Phone beeps, dials)
(line rings)
SHOSHANA: Hi, it's Shoshana.
Leave a message.
- (Beep)
- Hey, honey. It's Dad.
Just checking in.
I'm in sessions until 8:00.
Bye-bye.
What can I help you with, Gene?
My dad beat the shit out of me.
A lot, uh, when I was a kid.
And I think it fucked me up.
That's a tough thing
to go through.
You said it fucked you up.
In what ways?
All ways.
(Pants softly)
Like I'm not content.
I don't have a good social life.
I get angry.
That's the sort of thing
you help people with, right?
Yes.
So, I read your book.
Oh.
- What'd you think?
- It was good.
I thought, you know,
this guy is a real expert.
Mm-hmm.
Well, I've been doing it
a long time.
(Chuckles softly)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
COLLEEN:
I'm sorry for your loss.
That's what
normal people say, right?
ALAN: How does it
feel for you to say it?
COLLEEN:
It just, um...
...just seems like
what I hear people say.
But I mean it.
Well, that is
the important part.
Gene, I wanted to ask you
about your sunglasses.
I think it might be
a good idea for you
to take them off, so we can see
each other better.
I have eye problems.
ALAN:
Oh, what's wrong?
GENE:
Light hurts them.
They're oversensitive.
You've seen a doctor about it?
Two doctors.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(water running)
Well, we're out of time.
Isn't that my line?
(Water running)
I'm trying to take care
of your needs again, aren't I?
I think so.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
He hit me.
All the time.
When you say "all the time,"
could you be any more
specific about it?
Pretty much all the time.
(Baby fussing)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
- Thank you.
- Thank you very much.
- Alan, welcome.
- ALAN: Chaim, how are you?
Baruch Hashem.
- You?
- I'm well, thanks.
- I'll be in the back.
- EZRA: Oh.
Okay.
- Hi, Ezra.
- Hi, Dad.
It's Mom's guitar?
Mm-hmm.
I figured you should have it.
You're the only one
in the family who plays, so...
I don't play anymore.
GENE: That's it, 'cause you'd
expect anybody to save their own ass,
but he'd rather die
than use her as his excuse,
- like, uh, disgrace her.
- ALAN: I think
I have actually heard
that one before.
Right, it's a classic.
(Chuckles)
(Sighs deeply)
You know, Gene,
I've been thinking.
It's been a while
since we started
talking together.
And I've noticed that...
...you're not really
opening yourself up to me.
Whenever I ask
for stories or details,
you have a tendency
to get kind of vague
or you start telling me
about country music songs
that you like.
And I've noticed
that I myself am feeling
a little frustrated
by this process.
And I'm wondering
if you're feeling that as well.
Usually when one person feels
that way, it's kind of mutual.
I don't know.
I guess it's not working
the way it did in your book.
ALAN: Gene, in order
for this process to work,
you have to be able
to tell me things
that are not easy to tell.
To be open and truthful.
Maybe I'm not cut out for this.
'Cause I'm... I'm trying.
I really... I'm trying.
In my experience...
...anyone who has come this far,
who has made the choice
to come to therapy
and keep hammering away
at the hard things...
...they can be helped.
(Kettle whistling)
(Sportscaster speaking
indistinctly on TV)
(Wind whistling)
(Clattering)
(Dogs barking in distance)
(Clattering)
(Dogs continue barking)
(Rustling)
(Rattling)
(Gasps)
(Crows cawing in distance)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(clattering)
(Urinating nearby)
(Toilet flushing)
I'm so sorry. I know this sucks.
I'll be right back.
(Door closes)
(Door opens)
(Door closes)
Gene, what the hell's going on?
I mean, what the fuck?!
Let me out, let me out,
let me out of here.
Let me out of here
right now, Gene!
- Gene!
- You take it easy.
Last night you were screaming.
We're in the woods out here.
Nobody's around.
I know how upset you are.
Of course. Anybody would be.
This isn't as bad as it seems.
It's bad, I know it's bad, but
I just, I just need your help.
Look...
I don't know what you think
you're doing, but this...
this...
(sighs)
Unlock this goddamn chain.
Right now. I mean it, Gene.
Gene, listen,
you have to listen to me.
I realize that there's
something inside of you
that's telling you
that this is a good idea...
I know, it's-it's not exactly
that it's a good idea,
I do realize that.
But, you know,
I'm out of options,
and I really think
if we can just talk,
this will, this will be okay.
- Okay-ish.
- I have to help you see
that this is wrong.
Scaring me like this is wrong.
You have to see that.
I know you can see that.
I do, I do, I know,
but... I wasn't getting
anywhere in therapy.
You said so yourself, right?
And I think that I know why.
You see, I-I couldn't...
I couldn't really tell you
the truth in your office.
But here, here... I can.
No, no, no, no, no.
This-this-this isn't good
for either of us, Gene.
We have to go back to my office
and work through this together
before this gets
more out of hand.
These are leftovers from Maruti,
which is one of my favorites.
It's surprisingly good
for breakfast.
This is Chana palak.
Put some of this on it.
This is sabzi.
It's good with this one.
For God's sake, Gene, Gene!
My name's...
My name's actually Sam.
Sorry.
It's important to eat.
I'm not gonna eat.
Gene... Sam.
You have to listen to me.
I am listening.
I am listening.
I know how to listen.
I understand...
...this is upsetting for you.
I get that.
It's a little scary,
but this is the only way
that I could... I...
I need help. I want help.
I'm asking you for, for help.
You said therapy can't work
if I'm not truthful.
I know that you're right, so...
Mm-mm. No.
No, you don't understand.
I don't, I don't think you know
what you're doing to me.
I realize it might take you
a little time
to get used
to what's happening here.
Whatever is troubling you,
we can address it, but not here.
- Not like this.
- Dr. Strauss, I have much bigger problems
than your other patients.
I have a compulsion...
...to kill people.
A compulsion?
Yeah, I do it.
- Sam...
- I don't mean just once or twice.
Every once in a while I just...
...do it.
And this has gone on ever since,
uh, for a long time.
And I know I'm fucked up.
I've read all the books,
almost everything about,
uh, people like me,
people who do this stuff,
and I can't...
I want to stop.
And I'm trying so hard.
I'm trying so hard right now,
but there's this guy,
there's this one guy,
and I just want to...
for months now...
Uh, but I've not done it.
'Cause I...
Uh, because I can't.
Now, you, I wish you knew
what it was like
to live like this.
It's not like what they say.
Right? Where he's like a...
Have you seen
Silence of the Lambs?
Where he's like a robot.
(clears throat)
It's not like that.
Gene.
- Sam.
- Sam.
Unlock this chain.
I'm going to walk out of here
and go back to my office.
No, we already tried that.
It didn't work without me
telling you the truth.
It will be different
now that I know the truth.
You will come to my office
two, three days a week.
I cannot help you like this.
This is just going
to make it worse.
Let me go.
I know you'd have to turn me in.
No, no, no, no, no.
I would not have to turn you in.
Legally, ethically,
unless you told me you were
going to commit another crime,
I can work with you.
Everything you've told me
so far is confidential.
I am gonna commit another crime.
(Exhaling)
I know I'm not normal.
But I don't feel crazy.
I'm not...
(sighs)
I know this has to end, right?
This has to stop.
I just, I don't know how.
This is not the way.
Well...
I'm sorry.
Really, you're the best.
I met with three different
Jewish therapists.
I chose you.
Uh-huh.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
Captioned by
Media Access Group at WGBH
(Grunting)
(Groaning)
(Exhales)
Oh, God.
(Sighs)
What the fuck?
(Grunting)
(Groaning)
(Yelps)
(Grunting)
(I a bored breathing)
(Muffled):
Help! Help!
Help!
Help!
Help! Help!
Help!
(Groaning)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(panting)
(Exhaling)
Okay.
Okay.
(Breathes deeply)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(beep)
GENE:
Hello, Dr. Strauss.
Uh, my name is Gene Bollinger.
I was hoping
to get started in a course
of psychotherapy.
I thought you might be able
to help me
with some of my problems.
So, uh, yeah.
I guess I'll call you back,
uh, if that's okay.
I'm a little hard to reach.
Yeah, okay, thanks.
(Machine beeps)
(Phone beeps, dials)
(line rings)
SHOSHANA: Hi, it's Shoshana.
Leave a message.
- (Beep)
- Hey, honey. It's Dad.
Just checking in.
I'm in sessions until 8:00.
Bye-bye.
What can I help you with, Gene?
My dad beat the shit out of me.
A lot, uh, when I was a kid.
And I think it fucked me up.
That's a tough thing
to go through.
You said it fucked you up.
In what ways?
All ways.
(Pants softly)
Like I'm not content.
I don't have a good social life.
I get angry.
That's the sort of thing
you help people with, right?
Yes.
So, I read your book.
Oh.
- What'd you think?
- It was good.
I thought, you know,
this guy is a real expert.
Mm-hmm.
Well, I've been doing it
a long time.
(Chuckles softly)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
COLLEEN:
I'm sorry for your loss.
That's what
normal people say, right?
ALAN: How does it
feel for you to say it?
COLLEEN:
It just, um...
...just seems like
what I hear people say.
But I mean it.
Well, that is
the important part.
Gene, I wanted to ask you
about your sunglasses.
I think it might be
a good idea for you
to take them off, so we can see
each other better.
I have eye problems.
ALAN:
Oh, what's wrong?
GENE:
Light hurts them.
They're oversensitive.
You've seen a doctor about it?
Two doctors.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(water running)
Well, we're out of time.
Isn't that my line?
(Water running)
I'm trying to take care
of your needs again, aren't I?
I think so.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
He hit me.
All the time.
When you say "all the time,"
could you be any more
specific about it?
Pretty much all the time.
(Baby fussing)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
- Thank you.
- Thank you very much.
- Alan, welcome.
- ALAN: Chaim, how are you?
Baruch Hashem.
- You?
- I'm well, thanks.
- I'll be in the back.
- EZRA: Oh.
Okay.
- Hi, Ezra.
- Hi, Dad.
It's Mom's guitar?
Mm-hmm.
I figured you should have it.
You're the only one
in the family who plays, so...
I don't play anymore.
GENE: That's it, 'cause you'd
expect anybody to save their own ass,
but he'd rather die
than use her as his excuse,
- like, uh, disgrace her.
- ALAN: I think
I have actually heard
that one before.
Right, it's a classic.
(Chuckles)
(Sighs deeply)
You know, Gene,
I've been thinking.
It's been a while
since we started
talking together.
And I've noticed that...
...you're not really
opening yourself up to me.
Whenever I ask
for stories or details,
you have a tendency
to get kind of vague
or you start telling me
about country music songs
that you like.
And I've noticed
that I myself am feeling
a little frustrated
by this process.
And I'm wondering
if you're feeling that as well.
Usually when one person feels
that way, it's kind of mutual.
I don't know.
I guess it's not working
the way it did in your book.
ALAN: Gene, in order
for this process to work,
you have to be able
to tell me things
that are not easy to tell.
To be open and truthful.
Maybe I'm not cut out for this.
'Cause I'm... I'm trying.
I really... I'm trying.
In my experience...
...anyone who has come this far,
who has made the choice
to come to therapy
and keep hammering away
at the hard things...
...they can be helped.
(Kettle whistling)
(Sportscaster speaking
indistinctly on TV)
(Wind whistling)
(Clattering)
(Dogs barking in distance)
(Clattering)
(Dogs continue barking)
(Rustling)
(Rattling)
(Gasps)
(Crows cawing in distance)
[♪♪ ♪♪]
(clattering)
(Urinating nearby)
(Toilet flushing)
I'm so sorry. I know this sucks.
I'll be right back.
(Door closes)
(Door opens)
(Door closes)
Gene, what the hell's going on?
I mean, what the fuck?!
Let me out, let me out,
let me out of here.
Let me out of here
right now, Gene!
- Gene!
- You take it easy.
Last night you were screaming.
We're in the woods out here.
Nobody's around.
I know how upset you are.
Of course. Anybody would be.
This isn't as bad as it seems.
It's bad, I know it's bad, but
I just, I just need your help.
Look...
I don't know what you think
you're doing, but this...
this...
(sighs)
Unlock this goddamn chain.
Right now. I mean it, Gene.
Gene, listen,
you have to listen to me.
I realize that there's
something inside of you
that's telling you
that this is a good idea...
I know, it's-it's not exactly
that it's a good idea,
I do realize that.
But, you know,
I'm out of options,
and I really think
if we can just talk,
this will, this will be okay.
- Okay-ish.
- I have to help you see
that this is wrong.
Scaring me like this is wrong.
You have to see that.
I know you can see that.
I do, I do, I know,
but... I wasn't getting
anywhere in therapy.
You said so yourself, right?
And I think that I know why.
You see, I-I couldn't...
I couldn't really tell you
the truth in your office.
But here, here... I can.
No, no, no, no, no.
This-this-this isn't good
for either of us, Gene.
We have to go back to my office
and work through this together
before this gets
more out of hand.
These are leftovers from Maruti,
which is one of my favorites.
It's surprisingly good
for breakfast.
This is Chana palak.
Put some of this on it.
This is sabzi.
It's good with this one.
For God's sake, Gene, Gene!
My name's...
My name's actually Sam.
Sorry.
It's important to eat.
I'm not gonna eat.
Gene... Sam.
You have to listen to me.
I am listening.
I am listening.
I know how to listen.
I understand...
...this is upsetting for you.
I get that.
It's a little scary,
but this is the only way
that I could... I...
I need help. I want help.
I'm asking you for, for help.
You said therapy can't work
if I'm not truthful.
I know that you're right, so...
Mm-mm. No.
No, you don't understand.
I don't, I don't think you know
what you're doing to me.
I realize it might take you
a little time
to get used
to what's happening here.
Whatever is troubling you,
we can address it, but not here.
- Not like this.
- Dr. Strauss, I have much bigger problems
than your other patients.
I have a compulsion...
...to kill people.
A compulsion?
Yeah, I do it.
- Sam...
- I don't mean just once or twice.
Every once in a while I just...
...do it.
And this has gone on ever since,
uh, for a long time.
And I know I'm fucked up.
I've read all the books,
almost everything about,
uh, people like me,
people who do this stuff,
and I can't...
I want to stop.
And I'm trying so hard.
I'm trying so hard right now,
but there's this guy,
there's this one guy,
and I just want to...
for months now...
Uh, but I've not done it.
'Cause I...
Uh, because I can't.
Now, you, I wish you knew
what it was like
to live like this.
It's not like what they say.
Right? Where he's like a...
Have you seen
Silence of the Lambs?
Where he's like a robot.
(clears throat)
It's not like that.
Gene.
- Sam.
- Sam.
Unlock this chain.
I'm going to walk out of here
and go back to my office.
No, we already tried that.
It didn't work without me
telling you the truth.
It will be different
now that I know the truth.
You will come to my office
two, three days a week.
I cannot help you like this.
This is just going
to make it worse.
Let me go.
I know you'd have to turn me in.
No, no, no, no, no.
I would not have to turn you in.
Legally, ethically,
unless you told me you were
going to commit another crime,
I can work with you.
Everything you've told me
so far is confidential.
I am gonna commit another crime.
(Exhaling)
I know I'm not normal.
But I don't feel crazy.
I'm not...
(sighs)
I know this has to end, right?
This has to stop.
I just, I don't know how.
This is not the way.
Well...
I'm sorry.
Really, you're the best.
I met with three different
Jewish therapists.
I chose you.
Uh-huh.
[♪♪ ♪♪]
Captioned by
Media Access Group at WGBH