The Fosters (2013–2018): Season 1, Episode 19 - Don't Let Go - full transcript

Previously on The Fosters...

- Zachary!
- Who is that?

My mom. I don't have time
for a girlfriend right now.

- I'm sorry.
- You don't trust your business partner?

- We're not business partners.
- We could be.

I know you were at school making fake IDs.

Did you steal the e-readers, too?

Vico did.

I accused Daphne of taking them!

I just... got off my ADHD meds.

Well, that's cool.



Nervous?

Harness that energy and focus.

Focus is key.

I really like you, but I love Lexi.

But I really think we need to break up.

If you're interested in using me as

sperm donor, I'm in.

If you wanna use Timothy,

I think we should get together,
all three of us, talk about it.

The lawyer would like to know if you
two would like to see your father first.

- Oh, we don't.
- You don't have to. But I wanna see my dad.

He has agreed to sign
away his parental rights.

You look just like your mother.

You wanna come in?



No. I, uh...

I just... I wanna know what
you're gonna say to Jude.

What? Whaddaya mean?

Well, when he asks you
why you stopped writing,

and why when you got out
of prison like a year ago,

you didn't even bother to call us...

and don't say that you
think we're better off

without you because we both
know that that is a cop out.

I had to get my life back together, Callie.

Had to get a job, had to...

find a decent place to live.

Before you could even talk to us?

No.

Before I could get you back.

I didn't want this to go down like this.
I wanted to have something to offer you.

It just... it takes time.

I just wanna do right by you kids.

You can't...

You can't say those things to
Jude. You're just gonna confuse him.

Callie, please, you've gotta
give me a chance, Callie...

- Please.
- No, you're too late. No, you're too late.

♪ It's not where you come from ♪

♪ It's where you belong ♪

♪ Nothing I would trade I
wouldn't have it any other way ♪

♪ You're surrounded by
love and you're wanted ♪

♪ So never feel alone ♪

♪ You are home with me ♪
♪ Right where you belong ♪

Hey.

Your dinner's in the oven. How was group?

I didn't go.

I just, um... couldn't deal with it today

so I hung out in the lobby.

I wasn't like playing Candy
Crush or anything, I did homework.

But group is a condition
of your probation, you know.

- She knows.
- Your P.O. is going to get your attendance report.

No, I know. I'm gonna make it
up. I just... had a bad day.

You wanna talk about it?

I'm just hungry. [forced chuckle]

I think this whole thing with
her father signing away his rights

is probably hitting her
pretty hard, you know.

Yeah, well, that's all the more reason for
her to go to group, so she can talk about it.

Well, give her some time. She will.

Not all of us are like you
with your relentless need

to process things the
very second they happens.

Some of us just need a little more
time to figure out how we feel.

What's going on?

I'm moving in.

To Brandon's room? No.
No way. What if I want it?

Too bad. Snoozers are
losers. Get out of my room.

It's not your room!

Hey, hey, what is happening in here?

He's trying to move into Brandon's
room. Like, don't I get a say in this?

It is my room now. I need some
peace and quiet. I can't concentrate!

Well, duh, you have ADHD.

Oh, hey. All right, that is
enough, Mariana. Go to your room.

Thank you.

- What are you doing? What are you doing?
- I'm making the bed...

No no no no no. No one is moving in here.

- Go on, get out of here!
- You just told Mariana...

To go back to her room, yes, and
the same applies to you. Go, now.

Fine.

Don't blame me when I fail Algebra.

Really?

[pop music]

[Jude] Hey.

Are... you gonna eat those?

Hey, so I've been thinking, um...

are you sure? Are you
sure you wanna see Dad?

What are you hoping he's gonna say?

I guess I just want a
chance to say goodbye.

But what if he doesn't...
say goodbye, I mean... ?

What if he says, like, he wants
to get us back or something?

He won't, but if he did,
what would you think?

I don't know. I mean, he is our dad.

- He up yet?
- He's in the shower.

So listen, uh... I wanted to thank
you for the money and everything.

And I want you to know
that I'm gonna pay you back.

I promise. I'm gonna get a job, or...

School is your job.

Let's just say the money was a gift?

- Are you serious?
- Totally.

Makes me happy to help you out.

I do have one request, though.

You need to start playing piano again.

Sure.

So get to it.

- Right now?
- Come on, play for the cook.

Ok.

- Hey.
- Shh shh.

Sorry.

Wow. How'd you make this happen?

He hasn't touched that
thing since he moved in.

Maybe I'm a good influence.

[piano playing continues]

So, um... [clears throat]

I've been thinking about
our talk the other night,

you know, you moving in, and you're right.

Brandon probably has resented
sharing Stef and Lena all this time...

you know, with the twins and
now Callie and Jude and...

I just don't want him to feel
like he has to share me, too.

You know. Not right now.

Yeah, of course.

No, you're right. You're 100% right.

It's not that I don't appreciate
everything you're doing. I do.

Just maybe when he moves back to his mom's

we can... revisit the idea.

Yeah, of course.

Ok.

Oh-oh, bad news?

If you consider getting kissed and
dumped on the same day bad news.

Well, you didn't give him
your underwear, too, did you?

Relax, I'm kidding. [chuckles]

Since I moved to Dad's, I
don't get to tease you as much.

Kinda my job as a big brother.

Yeah, well, we miss you, too.

How is everyone? How's Callie?
Is she happy to be home?

She is. How about you,
how's life in the man cave?

I'm on lock down.

Why?

I told my dad about the
piano money and everything.

Ouch. Well, it sucks you're
grounded, but to be honest,

I'm a little relieved that
Mike's isn't all fun and games,

'cause then you'd never want to come home.
I mean, you are gonna move back, right?

- Definitely.
- Good, 'cause Jesus is eyeing your room.

If you don't come soon, you might
not have a room to come home to.

- [scoffs]
- Don't be a stranger.

[school bell rings]

Foster, you ok?

I don't get this crap.

If I fail this midterm, I'm totally
getting kicked off the wrestling team.

Haven't you been studying?

I'm tryin'.

I'm sure it's tough with Lexi in town.

Lexi left. We broke up.

Oh, yeah?

She hooked up with some guy in Honduras.

Hey, do you think maybe you and
me could study together tonight?

Um...

Yeah... I don't think I can.

Sorry.

I need my own room.

Need? Really? Well I need
One Direction tickets.

I'm pretty that's not gonna happen either.

Come on. What is it gonna take
for you to help me convince Moms

that I should get Brandon's room?

- Tommy, I'll have that.
- Whatever.

Jesus.

So if I do your chores for a week?

A week? Oh hells no. Six months.

Six months? Are you insane.

I'm not gonna be your slave. One month.

Four.

One.

Mmmm... no, I don't think so.

Two months.

Then you've got to go
to bat for me with Moms.

Sucker. I would've done
it for one. [chuckles]

Oh God.

- Oh God. Oh God. Oh God.
- What?

It's Zac's mom. I'm
pretty sure she hates me.

Please, don't leave me alone with her.

Yeah, good luck, sucker.

You're Mariana, right?

I'm Amanda Rogers, Zac's mom.

Is Zac ok? He was home sick, right?

Lovesick's more like it.

And I think that what he really needs is,

um, a little cheering up.

And just so you know, I
just had my annual physical

and got tested for, you know,
everything and all clear.

What? This is a primal need
for you to spread your seed?

Honey.

What, I just... I'm curious

why he would want to
donate in the first place.

I guess that could seem
a little odd to you.

Um...

Very few people find it in their hearts

to open their homes to foster children,

not to mention the "high risk" ones.

You're the kind of parents that should
be bringing kids into this world, so...

Good answer.

Um, you'll, uh, you'll sign a contract?

What sort of contract? I didn't...

Well, basically that says
we're the parents, not you.

Um, yeah, yeah, of course.

And we all agree that
anonymity is best, yeah?

- [Timothy] Absolutely.
- [Lena] Right now we don't want anyone,

mostly our kids to know that it's you,

especially while they're your students.

Yeah, got it. Right, good thinking.

So are we... are we doing this?

- Yeah.
- [sighs]

Mom? What are you... ?

Hi.

I... I was visiting your beautiful Mama.

Hmm. Romance at lunch.
Nice. Way to up your game.

I... I don't need more game.

I've got plenty of game.

Zac's mom invited me
over for dinner tonight.

Is it ok if I eat there?

I promise I'll be home early. Please.

That's not the problem. We just...

We were planning on inviting
B over for dinner tonight.

There's a couple of things we
want to talk to you guys about.

What about? Is everything ok?

Nothing's wrong, just a kind of a...

you know, how's-everybody-doing

check in/update kinda thing.
Sort of a team meeting.

Well, have you talked to Mike about that?

Because Team Member Brandon is grounded.

He's grounded?

[rock music playing]

You couldn't even answer my texts?

I have a limited data plan.

Oh, come on.

Ok, I know what I did sucks.

You asked me to forgive you once.

How about you return the favor?

Why you even want to be friends?

The only thing we have in common
is Girls United and that's history.

Well, history means something to me.

Not like I have that much of it.

So what happens the next
time something goes missing?

I'm always gonna be a thief
or a drug dealer to you.

No, that's not true.

I'm sorry. Ok, really.

I know what it's like to
be judged for your past.

And I know, you and I don't
have exactly the same background.

But it's not like I belong
at Anchor Beach either,

with girls who ugly cry when their
Facebook photos don't get enough "likes".

I'm not kidding.

I saw my dad.

Look, I know how bad it feels to be out
of the loop when it comes to our son.

It's how I've felt the past
ten years, but I had to trust

that you and Lena were always looking out

for B's best interest,
now you have to trust me.

You must be loving this. Your chance
to turn the tables on us, isn't it?

I'm not loving this.

This isn't about me, this isn't
a game, Stef. It's about our son.

Look, ever since Callie came to live
with you guys, Brandon's been acting out.

- Oh, really, ok.
- Yes.

And the good news is,

that he came clean about the
money and gave it all back.

He's talking to me, he trusts me.

He's back on the right track.

I think living here is great for him.

Brandon may be living under your roof,

but I am still his mother, and
technically, Mike, legally, I have custody.

I'm well aware of that, Stef.

I will not be kept out of the loop

when it comes to what
is going on with my son.

I need to be consulted about
every decision regarding him.

- Ok.
- Thank you.

- [door shuts loudly]
- [sighs]

I thought you handled that really well.

But, listen, if he's
gonna move out eventually,

isn't it better to just do it
now before we upset everyone?

I mean, it's not like Stef's
ever gonna give up control.

No.

You know what?

Brandon's happy here, he's doing great.

I'm not gonna let Stef manipulate me again.

You're right. You're totally right.

He's a young man now
and he needs his father.

- Guess what?
- What?

I'm ovulating!

Wow! Whoa. That's... wow, ok.

But we still have to have the contract
drawn up and Timothy has to sign it.

I hear you, but we both know, my
hormone levels could drop at any moment.

- Do we really want to take that chance?
- Uh...

- Hey.
- Hey.

- So I talked to Mariana and it's all good.
- Uh, what's all good?

- She's cool with me moving into Brandon's room.
- [chuckles]

- I didn't realize that was up for discussion.
- It's not.

What? Why not?

Because it's Brandon's room
and he's coming home soon.

When?

I don't know, sweetheart
but it's gonna be soon.

And when he does, his room's
gonna be waiting for him. Got it?

So I get a half of one room
and Brandon gets two rooms.

It's great, just great. You
always put Golden Boy first.

Oh.

All right, you know what?

I think maybe you're right.

We should just wait until
next month to, um, inseminate.

[sighs]

Look, sit. Sit sit sit.

You always put everyone else first.

Let's not wait.

Let's do it now, ok?

As long as the contract is signed
before the baby is born, it's all good.

- [sighs] Are you sure?
- Yeah.

But can we just, um...

maybe wait to tell the kids until we are
actually pregnant? That would be great.

[both laugh]

If he was trying to get us
back, why not at least call us?

I mean, he's been out of prison a year.

How long does it take to get your act
together when your kids are at stake?

It can take longer than you think.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean...

It's hard enough trying to
get a good job out of juvie,

let alone outta prison like your dad.

Well, you're nothing like my dad.

How was it? Seeing him, I mean?

Weird.

I thought I was just gonna
tell him to leave us alone.

I thought, "You're the
reason that Mom's dead"

and then you basically
abandoned us, so screw you."

And then he opened the
door, and there he was...

my dad.

He was never a great dad.

He wasn't really around all
that much when we were kids.

But he was still my dad.

I just don't want him confusing Jude
with all this bull about wanting us back.

Sounds to me like Jude's
not the one who's confused.

What're you... doing here?

Your mom invited me. I hope that's cool.

You brought me flowers?

Oh, no no, these are for...

Mariana! Oh, you made it!

For you, Mrs. Rogers.

Oh, they're beautiful. Thank you.

And stop calling me Mrs. Rogers.
I mean it, it makes me feel old.

Come on in. Welcome.

Be a gentleman.

[soft rock music playing]

I hope you like garlic. Here we go.

Oh my goodness, this
all looks so delicious.

Oh. aren't you a love.

How come you never brought her over before?

Well, technically, I didn't
bring her over this time.

So tell me about you.

Well, um... I did costumes

- for the play that Zac was...
- Oh!

I love this song! [giggles]

- Get up and dance with me.
- What, no, Mom, not...

Zachary! Come on! Come on! Get
up right now! Come on. Come on.

You know I hate it when you call me that.

Right. Sorry. Sorry.

Mom, I'm sorry, can we just please eat?

Sure. Sure we can. Of course.

This looks delicious. Who made this?

You did, Mom.

Of course I did. I was joking!

You kids never get my jokes.

Do you ever wish you had a dad?

Everyone has a dad,
I've just never met mine.

I miss my mom.

I don't really remember my dad.

Hey. I heard he's gonna let us adopt
you guys. That's good news, right?

Yeah.

I'm supposed to see him soon.

You are? Why?

They asked us if we
wanted to and I said I did.

Just be careful, ok?

You remember what happened with me and Ana.

Hey. Come on in.

I'm kinda surprised you came back.

Does your... your foster
family, they know you're here?

No, they think I'm working
on a project for school.

[chuckles]

You want something to drink?
You want me to get you something?

Um, why'd you stop writing to us?

You know, after you've been in prison
for a couple of years, you, uh...

you start to think maybe
you're not gonna get out.

I told myself you kids were better off.

Truth is, I was pretty messed up.

And I felt ashamed about what I'd done.

And I was just waiting for the day to
come when I'd open up a letter from you...

accusing me of murdering your mother.

You didn't... murder her.

Yeah, I did.

I got drunk, I got behind
the wheel, she's dead.

I mean, I didn't use a gun,

but it all added up the same.

Oh. Ok.

- Oh, I don't think I should.
- Oh, don't be silly.

In Europe, everybody lets their kids
have a little nip or two now and then.

Here we go.

I... wanna make a toast.

Today is the two-year anniversary

of the day your father walked out on me.

Best thing that ever happened to me.

Cheers!

Mom, dad left ten years ago.

I know, but it feels like two.

Son of a bitch. Good riddance.

Well, now you know.

- Know what?
- [distant clattering]

How weird my mom is.

So?

Is this why you didn't
wanna go out with me?

'Cause of your mom?

- Oh my God, Zac, I love her.
- [snickers]

She's funny and she's fun and,

ok, yeah she's a little kooky, but so what?

I like kooky. I mean, I like you, don't I?

Hey.

What's going on?

Surprise!

I know that you're into blue,

but I didn't know which shade so...

Where did you get this?

Someone told me The Weepies
is your favorite band.

That's amazing, thank you. [chuckles]

Your dad and I want you to feel
at home here, with a grown up room.

Oh, and I hope you don't mind, but

that old Space Buddies bedding had to go.

[chuckles]

You didn't have to do this.

Are you kidding? I love a makeover.

And no offense, but this apartment

is where old black leather
couches come to die.

I just mean that, you know,

I'm not gonna be here forever.

[scoffs] Brandon...

do you really think that
you're gonna feel comfortable,

living in that house with Callie?

Personally,

I think that whole thing
was handled really poorly.

I mean, she's not your sister.

You met, what, like a few months ago?

And if you're not living
under the same roof,

I just... I don't see why you
couldn't have a relationship with her.

I mean, if that's what you both want.

[nervous chuckle]

Yeah, I...

I don't think my dad would
be very down with that.

[scoffs] Honey,

leave him to me. He's down
with more than you know.

So what about you?

What about me?

Well... how've you been?

- Honestly?
- Yeah.

Um, pretty awful.

Jude and I have been in
six different foster homes.

They've all basically
sucked until this one.

And I went to juvie a
couple of times myself,

Really? Juvie? You were such a good girl.

What?

No, you just... you just
rubbed your nose like...

It takes me back.

When you were a little kid,
you used to rub your nose

and suck your thumb to
help you go to sleep.

Your mom and I thought
we broke you of the habit.

Callie, I know, I know,

I failed you and Jude in...

every way a man can possibly fail his kids,

and I know this happened all wrong.

You weren't supposed to show
up at my door, looking for me.

I wanna tell you something now, ok?

And you can take this to the bank.

I am here for you now.

Ok, I know I'm out of time,

and I don't want to confuse
Jude any more than you do,

so just...

I'll tell him whatever you want me to.

I want you to tell him the truth.

It's your turn to take out
the garbage cans, please.

Oh, Jesus is gonna do that for me.

Mmm, no I'm not.

[Mariana] Um, we made a deal.

Well, deal didn't work, so it's off.

[groans] you suck.

Hey.

So I'm not sure if I want
to see my dad anymore.

Well, it's normal to be nervous, honey.

It's not that.

I just... I don't know if I want to.

I think you should.

I think we both should.
Just hear him out at least.

Did you have a change of heart, Callie?

- [Callie] Yeah, I guess.
- I think that's great, Callie.

And Jude, you know, I know it's tough,

but if you don't see him,
you might regret it later.

I'll be with you.

If we're gonna be together... ok.

[Lena] Ok, great.

So why don't you guys grab your
stuff, we're gonna be late for school.

Hey, um...

I just want you both to know

how much Jude and I love you.

We know that, honey.

And nothing's could ever change that.

We love you, too.

- Hey.
- Hey.

So Mariana told me about tomorrow, big day.

You finally get to see
your dad. You nervous?

I mean, you haven't seen
him in like what, six years?

I saw him last night.

You did? Why?

I mean, I thought he already
agreed to sign away his rights.

Well, he will, if that's
what Jude and I want.

Well, it is what you want, isn't it?

You're not seriously considering
going to live with him or something?

- It's not that simple.
- Yes, it is.

Callie, you can't keep changing
your mind about what you want.

He didn't try to call you
when he got out of jail.

There are reasons.

- No, there are no good ones!
- Brandon, stop it!

And now you and Jude have a
family who wants to adopt you

who loves you and what, he
suddenly he wants you back?

- You really think he cares?
- Stop it! Stop it!

He abandoned you and Jude.
That's not what a father does.

Don't tell me about my father.

Callie!

This is worse than the time we
built that volcano for Mariana.

- Well, hello.
- Those aren't for us.

- What!
- They're for Timothy.

Oh, come on, he gets to have all the fun.

Yeah, well, we get a baby.

That is if we can figure
out how to use this kit.

My Brandon-making kit was a bottle of
whiskey and the backseat of Mike's car.

I shouldn't have said that, should I?

So where exactly do you want Timothy to,

you know, do his... ?

Well, I thought... our bathroom.

I mean, time really is of the essence here,

so I thought, you know, he could leave it

and we can run right in and do our thing.

Ok.

- Wow. Look at this.
- Honey.

[people chattering]

- Hey.
- [school bell rings]

I'm sorry I couldn't help
you study yesterday. I just...

It's... it's fine.

I heard the mid-term is gonna
cover powers, roots, and radicals.

No polynomials, thank God!

If you want, we can cram at lunch.

I can't. I've got to go home,
I've gotta grab something.

So no one's here so you
can just take your time.

I always do.

[chuckles]

Um, you don't... you don't have to fill
the whole thing, it's... that's good.

Um, you, shouldn't use any lotion

or anything like that and,
uh... and we did leave some...

some reading material for
you in case you need it.

Oh. Well. Thanks.

Oh, so our room is at the top of the stairs

and you'll find everything
you need in the bathroom.

And we'll just wait out back.

[both snicker]

Come on.

Shh.

This is crazy.

Right?

We're gonna have a baby.

- I love you.
- I love you.

- Timothy?
- Hey.

What are you doing here?

I was just having a parent/teacher
conference with your moms.

At your home.

And um, I just needed to
use the bathroom, so...

I'll see you at school.

Um... Jesus is here.

Moms!

I just found a cup...

- We know, honey.
- You know?

I think we might wanna tell the kids now.

Tell us what?

So... we were going to wait until later,

to tell you guys this,

but since the cat's outta the bag...

we are trying to have a baby.

What... adopt a baby?

Oh my God, a baby! We've never had
one of those. Please get a girl!

- Wait, wait, there's more.
- We're not gonna adopt.

Mama wants to carry the baby.

We've decided to give it
a try. And we have a donor.

It's Timothy.

Timothy, as in our English teacher Timothy?

We wanted it to be
anonymous, but your brother...

Basically walked in on
Timothy in Moms' bathroom...

Ok, look, none of this is easy, you guys,

but we just... we wanted someone that
we knew and trusted and respected.

And who would make a
freaking adorable baby.

So that's why I can't have Brandon's room?

You're turning it into a nursery?

If Mama gets pregnant, uh,

the baby will sleep in our bedroom.

We want all of you to
be on board with this.

Ok, it's really really important to Mama.

- I think it's cool.
- Yeah, me too.

Me three.

And, Jesus, if you want to
move into my room, it's yours.

- [Jesus] For real?
- [Brandon] Yeah.

Are you sure about that, bud?

I mean, you know, until I get back, ok?

- Can I start moving in?
- Go.

Ooh, but after, you need
to take the trash bins in

from the curb. A deal's a deal.

[Mariana] Oh, my God, I'm so excited.

You're seeing your dad, right?

Yeah, tomorrow.

I hope that turns out the way you want.

All right, well, I'm
gonna go grab some stuff

before Jesus claims squatter
rights and keeps it all.

Ok.

Well, see you later, honey.

Mmm.

No, not yet.

Don't let go.

- No, you hang up.
- [Zac] No, you hang up first.

I don't wanna hang up first.

I don't wanna either.

Ok, fine. Goodnight, Zac.

Goodnight.

[ringtone]

Ok, fine, but we can only talk for
five more minutes... I have home...

[Amanda] Shut up.

- Shut up, you little whore!
- Amanda?

Don't you "Amanda" me.

I know what you've been doing with Zachary.

And if you so much as breathe
in his direction again,

I will make you pay, do you understand me?

[disconnects]

[knocking]

- Can I?
- Of course.

- Hi. Thanks.
- Come in.

Well, look at you all grown up.

[door shuts]

So, you know Jude.

Wow, you got so tall.

- Hi.
- Hi.

And I'm Lena. It's very nice to meet you.

Hi, Donald. Thank you.

- I'm Stef. We're glad you could made it.
- Hello.

- Yes, sorry I'm late.
- Just make yourself comfortable.

Thank you.

And if you need anything,
we'll be in the kitchen, ok?

Thanks.

[chuckles] Hi.

Um... whatcha got there?

Uh... you don't remember?

Um... I'm sorry, should I?

Um... 'TJ'. For Thomas Jacob?

Um...

Oh, yeah yeah.

Wow. You kept it all this time, huh?

Do you want it back? I mean,
since it was your dad's?

No. No, this is yours.

I want you... I want you to keep it.

[exhales deeply]

So, um...

Listen, I wanted you guys to know that I...

I signed... um...

I terminated my rights so
you guys can get adopted now.

[folk music]

I just want you guys to know how...

how proud I am to be your dad.

And nothing will ever change that.

I love you guys...

I love you...

more than you'll ever know.

But, um...

the truth is your mother did all
the raising when you were little.

And these ladies, Lena and
Stef, they seem really nice

and this is a...

This is a really...

this is a really good home, this is.

I could never provide you
with anything like this.

So...

I think it's for the best.

Can I give you a hug?

Yeah, ok.

I'm so sorry for everything.

I'll walk you out.

[Donald] Ok.

Bye.

You be good, kiddo, ok?

Thank you...

for saying those things

and signing the papers.

I said I'd do whatever you wanted.

This is what I want.

Good.

When you called me last night, I thought,

"No, I don't care what she says",

"she's wrong, I'm gonna fight for them."

But you asked me to tell Jude the truth.

If I'm being honest with myself,
it's... that's what I just did.

I'll always be your dad.

I'm just not a parent.

If you ever need anything...

um... you know where to find me.

You two take care of each other, ok?

[chuckles]

We always do.