The Bachelor (2002–…): Season 27, Episode 6 - Episode #27.6 - full transcript

- Tonight on "The Bachelor"...

- I'm falling for Zach.

- He made me feel like
he really does

see, like, a future with me.

- We're gonna fall madly
in love with each other.

- It's a fairy tale.

- We are at a nudist sauna.

- Can we join?
- Oh.

- Oh.
- Eh?

I haven't gotten a one-on-one.
- I'm upset that

- You keep bringing up
a one-on-one.



That's not what it's about.

Just not what I expected.

- You kissed the man before
she went on her one-on-one.

- If I want to spend
a moment with him,

I'm gonna take it.

- You have your head
up your ass.

I don't have time for this.

Lunatic.

- If the shoe fits,
lace that bitch up.

- I was not expecting that.

- Oh, my God.
- Oh, my God.

It's so beautiful.
- Oh, my God!

We are in Tallinn, Estonia.

I feel like
I'm in the movie "Frozen."



Like, it's cold,
and there's castles,

and it's a fairy tale.

- Wow!

- I have no idea where Zach is,

but I can't wait to see him.

It's a beautiful place
to fall in love.

- This is so fricking cute.

- It just feels like
a very special place.

I'm just excited to see Zach

and spend some time
with him here.

- These are the prettiest ones.

- The yellow ones,
the yellow ones.

To make up for lost time.
- Zach's gonna want

I think that's gonna make him
turn it up a notch

when he gets out.

- That's beautiful.

- Where is Zach?

I literally do not know.

Where are you, Zach?

I'm here,
waiting for you, big guy.

- Welcome to Estonia.

You're out.

Thank you.

Liking it so far?
- How are you

- I love it.

It's just beautiful here.
- It is.

- I love this place.

- I'm so happy you're here.

First off, welcome.

- Cheers.

- I think we say "terviseks."

- Terviseks.

- I think I probably just
butchered that, but...

It sounds fancy.

- It's so great
you're here, man.

Was obviously super tough.
I know that whole week

- What was the hardest part?
- Yeah.

- Obviously not seeing
the women,

not knowing, you know,
but also, like,

like, if they're okay or not
with everything going on.

- Well, I do have some news.

Greer also is feeling
Unfortunately,

a bit under the weather.

- Is she okay, by the way?
Like, is she, like...

- Yeah, yeah. She feels fine.

- She feels fine. Okay.

And she's just in the room.
- Yeah, asymptomatic,

- Asymptomatic. Okay.
- Quarantining.

Yeah.
- Okay.

Well, if you can, like,
let her know

I'm thinking about her,
that, like,

you know, as healthy as she
and I want her to get,
can

as quick as she can, but not
to stress and worry about it.

- She'll appreciate
hearing that too.

So thanks for saying that.
That's sweet.

I'll be thinking about her.
- Yeah, yeah,

- All right, man.

You've got a big week.
- Huge week.

- You've got nine women left.

Just to kind of fill me in
So now's a good time

headspace is with each of
on sort of where your
these women.

Negative thing this week
- Cheers to the only

is Zach's COVID test.

- Yeah.
- Yay.

- Cheers.
- Oh!

- I mean, with Kaity,

everything is going, like,
incredibly well.

I mean, she is so sweet,
and she's funny.

She makes me laugh.
- Mm-hmm.

- Something special is there.

I want that one-on-one time.
- Like, selfishly,

want to share it.
Like, I don't

a straight-shooter.
- Brooklyn is

- Straight to the point,
- Yes.

And I like it.
- Yeah.

- Been doing herself
this whole time.

- Like, she hasn't had
- Yeah.

A problem with it.

I just naturally get excited
Kat is someone that

and the butterflies
when I'm near her.

What that one-on-one showed us
And with Gabi,

was yeah, there's... there's
something really strong here.

- Yeah.

- Aly is great.

And we had our one-on-one date
in LA as well.

That was, you know,
quite some time ago.

And you know, this week
is figuring out, like,

how... how much farther
our relationship can go.

Ariel is intriguing.

- Ooh!

I feel like she's either,
- Her eyes,
like,

looking at me or to my soul.

There was something there.
- Jess, I mean,

from right out of the gate.
She caught my eye

if I fully know Jess yet,
But I don't know

she's been comfortable enough
'cause I don't know if

to share that with me.
- Okay.

- With Charity, unfortunately,

was taken from us in London,
our one-on-one date

but everything leading up
to this point has...

It's been great.

Like, it's gotten better,

the best time together.
And we, like, have

- This is a big week,
to say the least.

- To say the least.
- This is like

a bounce-back week for you.

- Whoo!

- Wait. This is so pretty.

- Oh, my God.

- Look at the view.

Who you're gonna take
- So do you know

on this one-on-one date?

- I do know who I'm taking
on this one-on-one date.

I think she's gonna love it.

- I know she's gonna love it.

- This city is so romantic.
- I think so.

This is gonna be an amazing
one-on-one date for you.

- Oh. That's all I got.

- I'm ready to see
this man's face.

A hot freaking minute.
It's been

I'm learning so much patience.

Like...

I'm trying so hard
to be patient,

and it's very difficult.

I just want to make sure
that I'm still made a
priority.

- We got a date card.
- Ooh.

My one-on-one didn't happen.
- In London,

I think, like, my fear is
just, like, getting skipped
over.

In the back of my head.
It's, like,

what if that happens, It's like,

or what if, like, I just
have to wait even longer?

Let's make up for lost time.
- "Charity,

Zach."

- Oh, yay!
- Ah!

- Praise God.

I'm, like, really...
I'm really happy.

Like, I'm smiling so much.

Obviously on his mind.
I'm still, like,

Like, he didn't skip over me
or come back to me.

So like, it really feels good
to know, like,

just as much as I do.
He wants this

- Ooh!
- Ooh!

- Very good.
- There she is.

- Classy.

- You look amazing in green.

- Do I?
- Yes.

- Thank you.

- And you smell good.

Hello.

- Hi.
- Hello.

- I didn't even recognize you
for a second.

I was like...
- Yeah.

Do you remember
what I look like?

- Oh, my goodness.

- Zach looks great.

It feels so good to see him.

He gave all of us a hug.

He seems just chomping
at the bit, ready to go.

- Hi!
- Hello.

- It felt so good to see him
and just have that moment

of, ah, Zach is back.

- Today was my first day
out of quarantine fully.

- Oh.
- Oh!

- So it's... we're out.
- Yay. Yay!

No more room service
and pacing the room.

- Zach, before you go,
can you come with me?

- Can you come with me
- What's that?

Before you go on your date?

- Yeah, I can.
- Okay. Come on.

- Be right back, guys.
- Okay.

- Oh.
- Oh.

Getting stolen.

- Wait, what?

- What just happened?

- She wanted to talk to him
before his date.

- I haven't seen you in forever.

- I know.

I want you to have fun today
and enjoy your time

but I just... just missed you,
with Charity,

and I wanted to say hi to you
before you left.

Ah. I...

- Call it needy,
but I don't care.

No, no.

That's like taking initiative,
like, and I appreciate that.

- I'm not sure if this was
probably the most appropriate

timing for a conversation.

So...

to be completely honest.
- I'm annoyed,

Regardless of what's going on
back there,

I know Zach will make this day
all about you.

Nothing less than that.
And you deserve

- When Kat stole Zach, I mean,

I'm not gonna pretend
like she didn't do something

that everyone wants to do.

I just didn't want to do it
during someone's moment.

Could you possibly tell him
But it's like, what

that's gonna change
your path in this?

- I was going a little crazy,
but...

a little stir crazy?
- You were going

- Are you doing better now?
- Mm-hmm.

We're good now?
- Mm-hmm.

I can give you a kiss now.

- Yeah.

- Okay.

I'll let you go back.
- All right,

Okay, he's back.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- When Zach came back...

I'm maybe
an overly observant person,

but it did look like
he might have

lip gloss on his lips,

which I don't think
he applied himself.

- Estonia.

- Yeah, Estonia.
- Estonia.

- On that note, let's...

- Yes, I'm ready.
Want to go?

- Want to go?
Okay, all right.

- Have fun.
- Bye.

- Bye, Charity.
- Bye.

- And Zach, sorry.

Both of you have fun.
- Bye.

Don't have too much fun now.
- No, Zach,

Just a little bit.

- How was your chat?

- It was good.

If we were just chilling,
Figured

I can say hi and let him know.

I was in my...

I was... I missed him a lot.

So I just wanted
to let him know.

- I know that if that would
have happened before my date,

it would have messed me up
in the head,

and I would have been
in my thoughts.

- We went a very long time
without seeing him.

And if I want to see him
and have a moment with him,

I'm allowed to do that.

- It's just kinda her moment.

I'm sorry, but I feel like
that was kind of

not the time for that.

But he came here for her.
It's fair to miss him,

- Okay, but that's for her
to tell me,

not for you.
- That's fine.

And she'll tell you
how she feels.

I'm telling you how I feel.

- So I don't think...

- It just was classless.

- Oh, is it?

- Temperature is risin'.

Specifically for Charity,
- Zach came there

and Kat steals him

like we're at a cocktail party.

- Well, I thought today
was gonna be good vibes.

I guess it's not.

Like, I don't understand
why it has to be so
aggressive.

- It's not being aggressive.
Like, that was...

I thought you took her moment.
I'm literally just saying

really offensive words.
- You're saying

And that's not fair to me
at all.

I felt extremely attacked,
everybody coming at me.

And it's like, who's to say
who's allowed to do what,

when they're allowed to do it?

Like, why can't I have
my moment?

Everyone's, like, own
I mean, this is

individual relationships,
so if I want him

to be my husband
at the end of this

and I want to spend
a moment with him,

I'm gonna take it.

- I would want that time.

I just wouldn't want
to be selfish

from someone else.
And take away

But that's my opinion.
That's how I feel.

If you don't feel that way,
you don't have to.

There's that.

- Are you ready for this date?

- I am so ready.

I wanted to take Charity
- Last week,

on one of the London
one-on-one dates.

And unfortunately, that time
was taken away from us.

This week is big because I
want to see if this lost time

has affected my connections.

This is kind of unreal.

- It's so pretty.

- The day card says,

"Let's make up for lost time."

for this date with Charity.
So I am so excited

It is a long time coming.

We are obviously in Estonia.
You know,

And I figured we might want
a cool way to...

- Check out the town.
- Okay.

And I hope that this...
- Oh, my goodness.

Oh, I am so happy.

I love this. Ah!

- After you.
Okay.

- Thank you.

This is the best thing ever.

I have always wanted to go
in a carriage.

I have never been.

Like, exploring a town.
- Come on.

- With horses.

- This is the best.
- With horses.

- We'll get you a blanket.
- I'm literally a kid.

I'm literally a kid right now.

- Just being here with Zach,
it's all a dream.

Like, I'm still processing.

- Ah! We're going.
- Ooh.

We're off.

- We are going.

- Ah.

Gotten a carriage before?
Have you ever, like,

- You know, I don't think
I've done it as an adult.

- It's, like, a dream of mine.

So like, this is in itself
is a dream.

- I was pacing my room
at 6:30 this morning.

6:30?

When's my date with Charity?
- I was like,

- Right. Oh!

That makes me happy, though.

I'm such, like, a history geek.

- Are you really?
- Yeah. Low key.

- See, I love history.

But I have bad memory.

- Oh, this is gorgeous.

- Wow.

You know it's at least
three years old.

And...

- Not many better feelings
than cozying up with Charity

on a horse carriage.

The perfect thing to do here.
That's, like,

I am a pretty happy guy
right now.

- Oh, my gosh.

What is this?
- Oh!

- What in the world is this?

- Yeah, can you stop right here?

Right here?

- No way.

- I think we should go
check this out.

- Oh, my God.

- We pull up to a huge crowd,

so we decide to check it out.

Come and try it.

Why not?

It's fun.
- We'll go.

- You want to try?
- Yeah, let's do it.

- Okay, great.

- Yeah, we're doing it.
Let's go.

Let's go.

Before I could even
really say anything,

Charity volunteered us to go.
Like,

She's always wanting to make
the most of a situation.

And it's awesome.

- Do you know what it is?
- No.

- No, not at all.

- It's wife-carrying,
naisekandmine.

- Oh.

- Really popular sport
in Estonia.

Really gently but really fast.
You have to carry your wife

- Okay.

- A wife-carrying competition
in Estonia.

- This is right?
Hmm.

- Oh, God.
- Yes.

- Like this?
- Yep.

- Yes.
- Oh!

Okay, that's... oh, my God.

I'm scared.

Zach picks me up,
and I never thought

I would be upside-down,
my face in his ass.

I hated it, but I loved it
at the same time.

Oh.

- You got it, you got it.

- Go, go, go!

- Ah!

- You did great. Yay!

- This is your first time, yeah?

Oh, my God.

- I don't believe you.

- No, he's athletic.
- It's nap time now.

Has been really good.
- The date so far

We've literally only, like,
done this obstacle course,

he made that, like, amazing.
And somehow

Oh, bye!

That was so fun.

That was great.

Just, like, baffled.
- I'm still

Like, I'm still just...

- Yeah, I think we're all
taken back, for sure.

Frazzled, like...
- Yeah, like,

Charity's one-on-one,
Right before

Kat stole Zach first.

That was selfish.

That was classless.

That was disrespectful.

And I told her all of that.

What honestly just
set me off the most

was that she kept trying to play

like I was being mean
the victim,

and using harmful words
or harsh words.

Girl, you want some harsh words?

Give me a second.

Like, I'm keeping that back.

You just wait.

Like, that's not harsh.

It's 'cause it's true.
And if it is,

- I think it's just hard for
me to hear, like, my actions

with such harsh terminology,
being described

'cause that's never something
I thought I was doing.

I felt extremely attacked,
everybody coming at me.

And it's like,
Brooklyn hurt my feelings

by coming at my character
that way.

Like, why can't I have
my moment?

Where you're coming from.
- I understand

It doesn't make you
a bad person,

but that just rubs people
the wrong way.

Like, when you had your
one-on-one, no one
interrupted,

and no one kissed him before...
- It's not about

the one-on-one and the dates.

That's what I keep
trying to say.

To go outside of the situation
- I understand you're saying

there's an opportunity...
- But we also...

Situation and rules left
when he got COVID.

Everything has shifted
right now.

Not only are we far along...

- I don't think respect
ever shifts, though.

- Like, okay, but do you
understand that, like,

the position in the process
if this was not put in

or with COVID, like,
that was probably not
something

I would do?

- But that... it is what you did.

- Cute.

Thank you.
- After you.

- Ooh, oh, my goodness. Hi.
- Oh.

Hello.

Hello.

- Hi.

- What brings you here?

Having a good time

or having hard labor?

- We're having a good time.

- It's our first date, actually.

- Yeah.
- Uh-huh.

- Uh-huh.

- Would it be all right
if I treat you

with a bit of Estonian spirit?

- Absolutely.

Okay.

Great, we're...

other hand that is free.
- Now you take your

- Okay.

- Raise it high up in the air.
- Okay.

- Put the hand on the head.

- So the leg we put...
- Oh.

- On the other leg.
- Oh, my God.

- Are you kidding?
- Wait, which?

- Standing on one leg.
- Which one?

- And down the hatch it goes.

- Mm.

- Oh, !
- Oh, God.

- Oh, my God.

I don't know.

- Pepper.

So much pepper.

- That was one is, like,
electrifying.

- Holy... holy, holy hell.
- Ah...

- Exactly.

You are welcome, indeed.

To Smooch City, Estonia.
- We're headed

- Smooch City, Estonia.
- Smooch City, Estonia.

I love that.

Charity is awesome.

We're just having a blast.

- So this has sweet almonds.
Would you like to try some?

I would love to.

- Give me your hand like this.

- Okay.

- She's so fun to be around.

Like, she makes the most
of the moments

and makes everyone have fun.

- Mm, I got one!
Oh.

- We picked right back up
like no time was lost.

And it feels comfortable.

And I think that's, like,
the most telling sign

there's something here.
That, yeah,

We are gonna have some marzipan.

- Okay.

- For the couples, we have

such kind of special treat.

- There we go.
- Okay.

- Mmm.

- I just feel the love
in the air.

- Is it true?
- Oh. Mm.

- It is.
- Yeah.

- Perhaps.
- I think so.

- This date has been
worth the wait.

To know someone is equally
invested in me,

it's really special.

- After you.
- Thank you.

I have things that I want
to share with him tonight.

Just because I know, like,
There is nerves there,

what I have to share is, like,
super important to me,

and it's a part of me of, like,

who I am today and why I'm here.

I love this.

- This is pretty cool, huh?

- But he has made me feel
super safe

to, like, be able to open up
about these things.

And so it'll be super sweet,

and I just hope tonight goes
really good.

Oh, God.

He's the best.

- Wow.
- Mm.

Wow.

- Well, I'm glad
that things are getting

back to normal a little bit.
- Mm-hmm.

- He lost pretty much, like,
a whole week.

To fit two weeks' worth
So is he gonna try

of dates into one week?
- Yeah.

- Like, I don't know.

I would obviously love
a one-on-one.

So that's where I'm at.

Last ones to get a one-on-one,
You know, being one of the

like, I just think about,
like, what does that mean?

Like, is there a reason behind
why I'm, like, one of the
last?

So I, like, get in my own head.

- Yeah, I agree.
- So...

- Jess has been struggling.

I think she does care so much.

For the right reason.
She is here

She does want love.

But this environment
is really hard on her.

She gets so in her head,
and she gets so anxious.

And so I wonder how she will act

if she doesn't get
the one-on-one.

Worst case scenario,
you're on a group date.

- Mm-hmm.

- Do you think that will be,
like, detrimental to you?

- I don't know.

We shall see.

- This is so cool.

Everything is so pretty.

- It is stunning.

- I'm feeling amazing
going into tonight.

Everything about today
just felt really

so natural and so comforting.

Like, the way he makes me feel
is just really incredible.

I'm just scared.

I've been hurt in the past.

And like, I don't want this
to, like, end.

I want this to never stop.

- Here is our little dinner.

- Cute!

For him to know, like,
But it's important

my past and my background.

Thank you.

- Of course.

- Just so that he knows,
like, my heart,

like, the reason why I'm here,
what I want from this,

my future to, like, look like.
And ultimately what I want

I just really appreciated
today because, like, it's
literally,

like, the smallest things
that mean so much, like
waiting

and, like, you holding my hand
for me to, like, get down

out of the carriage.

Special way of, like, making
You have this, like,
me

feel really, like, seen
and, like, chosen.

Really showed me that.
And today, like,

I feel like I've learned
so much about not necessarily

just, like, the things
that I want in a partner

but, like, the things, like,
I actually need.

And who I am today is, like,

not who you would have seen,
like, years ago.

- What would you
attribute that to?

Prior to, like, being here...
- The relationship

Ooh. Was, um...

It was an emotionally, like,
abusive relationship for me.

I never honestly felt
what it feels like

to be seen as, like, a partner

or, like, to be seen as,
like, a girlfriend.

Um...

I'm sorry.

- No, that's okay.

- Um...

I'm sorry.

- No, take your time.

- It's all right.

It's really hard.

- It was just a relationship

that had several, like, incur...

Of, like, infidelity.
Occurrences

Um...
- Yeah.

- Way more than probably
anyone could imagine,

but...

It was with, like,
someone that I knew

but also, like, the person
that I, like, loved

at that time, like, also did
this awful thing to me.

- Yeah.
- Um...

oh, God.

- I know.

- It's okay.
- Um...

- And it just became, like,

this really vicious cycle
of manipulation.

Um...

I hid this from my parents,

which is really hard,
because my mom

is quite literally
my best friend.

- Yeah.

It's, like, really shameful
and, like, regretful

to think that I was ever,
like, in that position.

But I'm genuinely so grateful
to have gone through that

because it really has made me
who I am today.

- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

- Wow.
- Mm-hmm.

Thank you.
- I got you.

I don't know how to, like,
put this the right way

or word it the right... but I'm
so happy that that Charity

then decided to make things
better for herself.

And I can tell, like,
it was pain,

something more than that,
but you are wanting

and you learned...
- Absolutely.

Our younger naive selves.
- From, like,

I had the same naive self.
Like,

Like, I... I lost my... myself

in the previous relationship
before this.

Like...
- Mm-hmm.

I remember I had a moment
where I was like,

what my favorite music is,
I don't even know

because I neglected my own self.

- That literally... yep. Mm-hmm.

- Because I only did
what I thought

someone else would want.

- Exactly.

I am feeling so good.

Whew!

That I was just able
I can't believe

that conversation.
To get through

It was not easy,
but I felt safe.

I felt protected.

I was comforted, which is huge.

That I'll remember from today,
If there's anything

it was just that moment.

God, he's great.

- I hope you've known, like,
for a while

there's something between us.
That, like,

- Mm-hmm. Yes.

- And like, with today's date,
like,

I can't wait to see
where it goes.

- Thank you.
- You are

pretty awesome, and...

Charity is this incredible woman

who just showed me
a little bit of light

into who and what she is.

I was caught off guard to see

that she was treated so poorly.

It makes my heart break.
Like, are you kidding me?

Like, look at her.

Like, she is literally
the person

that can make everyone in a room

just feel good and happy
and comfortable.

And it feels good,
like, with her.

I just want you to know
that, like, I'm lucky

to be sitting across from you
at this table,

seeing the Charity
I'm seeing now.

Charity...
- Mm-hmm?

- Will you accept this rose?

Absolutely.

Thank you.

- Of course.

- This whole day
has been everything

that I've dreamed of,
because everything

that I have wanted in a man
has shown up.

And my feelings are
very much there.

I'm 100% falling for Zach.

Ooh!

This is beautiful.

I feel like I'm the only girl
in this world right now.

Mm.

I'm so happy.

I definitely can see
a future with him.

That's wild to say,
but that's how I feel.

- I've never had

a beautiful, romantic date
with someone

potentially see a future with.
That, like, I could

itching at that time with him.
So like, I'm just, like,

- Yeah, I think that,
for me personally, like,

the more the weeks progress,
the more my hopes go up.

- My patience goes down.
- Mm-hmm.

- Mm-hmm.
- So...

- Oh.

Be right back.

Like, here we go.
- Oh, my God.

I expected to get
a one-on-one by now.

So I'm just crossing
both fingers

that my name is not
on the group date card.

- I have a date card!

Brooklyn.

Kaity.

Kat.

Gabi.

Aly.

Jess.

"True love feels like magic.

Zach."

Does that mean...

I'm so happy.

I'm really shocked,
to be honest.

I just didn't expect that.

Yeah.

I just... like, does being
the last one say something?

- And I don't want to be...
- But you're not...

- You're not the last one.

The last person, you know?
- Chosen as, like,

- But you weren't the last one.

A one-on-one either.
Greer hasn't had

- Greer has COVID.

Like, it's not like... you know?

That you're the last one,
- But it doesn't mean

because there would still
be two girls here.

This doesn't mean anything.

You know, you still have...
You're...

There's still a reason
you're here.

- It's hard to see, like,
it not being something bad.

- Jess, I don't think
this is a bad thing.

You're okay.

- We are such a small group.

You will have much longer
one-on-one time with him

this week, regardless.

Hey.

- It's, like, really hard
for me to, like, be positive.

- I'm just scared.
- It's okay.

- I know. I know.

To not get a one-on-one.
- I'm the last one

This is just, like,
the closest thing

I could be going home.
To feeling like

I don't know.

Like, I'm just scared.

- Okay, what did you guys do?

- Yeah, it was really
a sweet date.

It was special.

We did, like, little things
that were, like, really

the Estonian culture.
Special to, like,

And we had a little
horse carriage,

so they came and picked us up.

- Cute!

- So it was a really good day.

Um, you know, I tried to

kind of block out
some things before,

but the day was special.

Yeah.

I'll be honest with you.
- Okay,

Yesterday was, like, a lot,

want to have this conversation
and I would... I don't

the group date, and I don't...
Before we go into

- Oh, my God!

You don't want to ruin
the group date?

You don't want to have it
before it ruins your time

like Charity's?

- Ew. Why are you being
so aggressive?

- "Ew"... because you have
your head up your ass!

Like...
- Oh.

- Yesterday, right before
Charity's one-on-one,

Zach came in to pick her up.

A good time to steal him.
And Kat decided it was

And he came back in the room
with lip gloss on,

so that made me want
to box her ears off.

You literally kissed the man

before she went
on her one-on-one.

- Okay, we are all dating him.

But like, that's tacky.
- You're right.

Charity was visibly upset.

And I know that had to hurt.

It hurt me.

I think there's gonna be

a lot of walking on eggshells,

but not me.

I'm not walking on no eggshells.

- We can have emotions
and feelings

without expressing them, like,

the other person's feelings.
To intentionally hurt

And I'm not doing anything...

- If it hurt your feelings,
like,

if the shoe fits,
lace that bitch up.

- Yeah.

Brooklyn hurt my feelings

by coming at my character
that way.

I wasn't taking a moment away.
It's like, no,

I was having my moment.

And we're all allowed
to have our own moment.

In my head about it,
And I'm getting

and I'm worried that now
a group date

is gonna be, like,
very uncomfortable.

So my stomach just dropped.

I'm kind of nervous now.

- Today is gonna be fun.

We have a group date in Estonia.

It's the first group date
since I was sick.

And now we're back at it.

Hello.

To actually see them in person
I'm beyond excited

and spend the day with them.

- Oh!

I didn't think I could...

- Hey, you did it.

My body will not do that,
but nice to see you.

- Hello, hello.

With the week taken away
from us last week,

I want to make the most
of the moments.

And I just really hope
that today is magical.

I also want it to be
an opportunity for us

to progress our relationship.

And so today we are tapping
into a little bit

of the more unusual
Estonian culture.

- I'm kind of scared.
- Oh, my God.

Aly, are you scared?
- Brooklyn.

- Be a little scared.

- Aly doesn't like scary things.

Ladies.

Get ready.

- I'm excited.
- You're excited?

Hello.
- Hello.

- Hi.
- Hello.

- Welcome to Estonia.

I'm Heli.

I'm Estonian witch.

Witchcraft more than 20 years.
I am grand witch, and I use

And my job is help people,
sometimes to heal people,

sometimes to find love.

I invite you all to create one
circle around this fireplace.

Who is ready to find love.
And today we will see

- So we're with a witch,
but she's a healing witch.

So she helps heal people
and eliminate negative vibes.

- There was some negative
energy before this date

with Brooklyn, so I just hope

today is still a progression
forward with Zach

outside influences have effect
and not allow any other
on him.

- So, my darlings,

white sage is a very,
very old plant.

This is very strong energy
to clean in our aura

different negative energies
what we not need anymore.

You clean your ladies.
And first step,

- Okay.

- It's okay?

It's okay?

- Yeah.

- I have never used sage before.

I have friends that swear by it.

- Do you feel any difference?

- I feel so cleansed.

It's very awkward at first,

but then once you get past
that initial awkwardness,

everything going on around me.
I truly did forget about

- Ooh.
- Whoa.

I wonder what that means.

- Except for Kat.

There's a little tension.
You can definitely tell

But I'm good.

I mean, she knows that
what she did was wrong.

So there's not enough sage
in the world to cleanse Kat.

If she was sage herself,
still wouldn't help.

- This is fire element.

One by one,

look into your eyes
through the flame.

This is very strong, inner...

To growing your love.

- I'm anxious
because the pressure is on.

- One lady just first.

Yes.

- I have been confused

with why we haven't had
a one-on-one yet.

And it gets in my head
that I'm behind.

So now I'm trying my best
to be more vulnerable

where that could take us.
And see, like,

- You need to look
through the flame.

Open your heart,
feel inner love.

Not to get in my head,
- I'm just trying

but like, this is hard,

because everyone's connection
with him

is just growing,

and I'm not there yet.

- Save this moment.

- It's been so hard for me
to open up my heart

to another man, but just to,
like, look into his eyes,

it was a different way
of connecting with him.

And I've never connected
with somebody

on that intimate level before.

So I thought
it was really special.

- Feel your heart.

- I feel really positive vibes
right now.

You really are looking into,
like, someone else's eyes.

And so it is, like,
a very deep moment.

- Look through the flame.

Nothing prepared me
- I mean,

to date a man that's dating
other women too.

And I'm, like, trying hard
to stay strong

and, like, fight
this insecurity.

- The next one.

Yes.

- But I'm a hopeless romantic.

And I do believe, like,
if Zach and I are meant

to be together, like,
that will happen.

- Oops.

I'm sorry.

- Okay, thank you.

- This sucks.

How to even explain it.
I don't even know

My confidence is just
something that

I've been, like,
struggling with.

Um...

And I'm trying to, like,
push through it

and stay strong.

- To you, Zach, maybe today
you are a little bit

closer to find your real love.

- Thank you, Heli.
- Thank you.

There is a lot of pressure
- I think tonight

in our conversation.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- I mean, I feel like
I've been growing here.

And I've been, like,
taking those steps.

So I don't want to, like...

because he doesn't see that.
Like, backtrack

Look at the pillars.
- Oh, my gosh.

- I feel really excited

going into tonight.

This was my first group date

after my one-on-one
with Zach in London.

And I was nervous
going into today,

but he reassured me without
necessarily saying anything.

And I'm, like, really excited
to see him later.

- Oh, wow.

This is beautiful.

- Today, when we were doing
the candle, it went out.

And I am the only one left
without a one-on-one.

So it's just, like,
making me really nervous

and wanting to make sure that
I make the most of tonight.

Because I do feel, like,
behind now because of it.

So you know, I don't know.

I want him to want me.

- I think tonight is unique
because this is

any of us have been on yet.
The smallest group date

And so hopefully we will all
get time to talk to him.

One here without a one-on-one.
- Yeah, I mean, I'm the only

So I feel a lot of weight...

- And pressure in it.
- Yeah.

Attack, but I'm good now.
I was having an anxiety

So that's all it is.

I can't help it.

I can't control it.

A deep-rooted meaning.
There's not, like,

I just was feeling
a lot of anxiety.

- Yeah.

- It's okay.

- We can all relate.
- Yeah.

- There's sometimes no meaning
behind our emotions.

- Yeah. Yeah.

- We just have to feel
the feels.

- Like, I've just come down
from it,

so I don't want to, like, try

to figure out, like,
the root cause.

Like, it's just something
I can't control.

- Jess is a very sweet soul.

'cause she gets so in her
And it sucks
head,

and she gets so anxious.

And I think that's
the wrong headspace

an environment like this.
To go into

And so I feel for her.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Oh, with a long pea coat.
- Hello, ladies.

Oh, wow.
- Hello.

A little bit of a...
Little bit of a coat.

Oh, take it off.

Might as well.

Just get in here.
- Okay, let's

- How are you ladies doing?
- We're good.

- Oh, my God. Good to see you.

Like, wow.

Uh... what a day.

I think starting a date
with witchcraft

can go a lot of different ways.

But I think everyone made
the absolute most of it.

And that's all I can ask for.

So I'm very excited.

And going into tonight,
I want to continue

to make the most
of those moments.

So I would like to make
a cheers or a toast

to all of you incredible
and beautiful women.

And I'm happy to be here.

- Aw. Cheers.
- Cheers.

- That was sweet.
- Cheers.

- Cheers.
- Cheers.

- Cheers.

- Cheers.
- Cheers.

- Now, with that being said,
Kaity, will you join me?

- Absolutely.
- Okay.

All last week, being sick,
After me being gone

tonight is really important
because it's

uninterrupted time where
we can just actually talk.

And I'm really excited with
what's to come with Kaity.

- This is so cute.

- Lots of candles.

Kaity makes me feel special

and like she does truly
care for me.

And I'm constantly drawn to her.

It's a really great feeling
I have with Kaity.

- Today was super cool.

I really liked it.

I was... honestly, like,
being in a group setting

I'm out of my element,
'cause it's, like, weird

having to, like, just, like,
try and pull you away,

have a moment, like, anything.

And like, you... like, I feel
like a kid when I'm around
you.

And like, sometimes, like,
I can't even make eye contact

I just smile like an idiot,
with you because

I feel like.

So I'm just like...

Even in, like, Rose Ceremonies
too, I'm like, oh, my God.

Like, I just get so...

- You know what's funny
is I noticed it.

'Cause I'll look at you,

and you won't look at me
sometimes.

Sometimes I just...
- Yeah, like,

- And I will look at you
'cause I'm like,

can you look at me?

And like, you won't do it.

I smile so much when I see
- It's literally 'cause
you,

and I don't want to look...

I don't know.

But just judging
by your character,

you're so serious about this.

And every move you make
is intentional.

And I can see that.

And I don't know.

You just seem like
an amazing guy.

Like, where have you been all
my life, is all I think.

I'm like, where were you
years ago?

I like him so much.

It's crazy.

I never thought
that I would feel

the way that I feel so soon.

Today, when I was looking
at you through the flame,

I literally was just, like,
picturing my future with you.

- Yeah?

- I know it sounds weird...
- No.

- But it's like, it's true.

Like, I don't know.

It felt good.

It felt right.

Everything in the background
was gone,

and it was just him and I,
and it felt really good.

I'll get the rose tonight.
I can only hope that

But nothing's guaranteed here.

And I know that, you know,

he's got other connections
to build.

- I'm loving this...

A different vibe for me.
- Yeah, this is

- It... I love it, though.

- Like, it's... it's like...
- Thank you.

It's different, and I dig it.

'cause I missed you a lot.
I... I... I'm happy,

- I... I missed you too.

And I hope you know that.
- Like,

of my strongest connections
Like, you are one

that I feel so good about.

And I don't, like,
want you to worry,

because I don't know, I...
I, like...

I... I have these butterflies
with you.

- Oh, I love that.

- And I do feel something here.

- I do too.
So...

That's exactly how I feel,
because I missed you a ton.

And I literally went home,
and I, like,

was, like, smiling in bed,
like, by myself,

like, just, like, giddy.

I'm, like, so happy
after our date.

Like, I think that, like,
we have something special.

And like, I could see you
in my life forever.

And like...
- Yeah.

I hope we get to that point.
- It's like,

- Yeah.

Gabi, I know you're a cuddler,

but I want to kiss
the hell out of you.

- I feel really good.

He gave me validation
in everything he said.

He, like, made me feel like
he really does see,

like, a future with me,

which, like, is, like,
super important to me.

And like, I see us working
together for the long haul.

And I just don't want it
to slip through my fingers,

because he is, like, a gem.

He's actually a gem.

I already feel so good
- Tonight,

because there's so few of us.

I just feel now is not the time

to just be having random,
shallow conversations.

There's too many emotions
flying,

wonderful women that are here.
Too many, you know,

And like, having
one conversation...

- It's crazy.

- That is just like, "Oh, great,

you're giving me friend zone,"

like, will really
get you send home.

And so...
- Yeah.

Because I'm the only one here
I especially feel that

without a one-on-one.
- Yeah.

- So I feel a lot of weight
and pressure.

Because I am the only one left
not getting a one-on-one,

there's a lot of pressure

on the conversation
that we're gonna have.

And this is an insecurity.

This is a... a feeling.

This is a self-doubt
that I, like, need to work on

and stop avoiding.

Obviously, I feel the pressure

being, like, the last one
to have a one-on-one.

Like, you know all that. Um...

You know, like, I'm just,
like, really scared.

- Mm-hmm.

- So...

- Jess.
- Hello.

- Hi.

- Can I steal you for a
second? - Yes.

I'm anxious because I need

to tell him what I'm feeling.

I just don't feel confident
anymore, so it's just...

I'm, like, in my head now.

I mean, this conversation
could change everything.

So I'm just, like, freaking out.

- How are you?
- Good.

How are you doing?
- Good.

Where are we going?

- We're gonna go... cool area.

- Okay, cool.
Trust me.

- I hope it's warm.
- Really cool.

- Tonight, at the after-party,
it's gone great.

It's been quite some time

since I've had alone time
with all the women,

really, really well.
And it's gone

So I'm just hoping that
it continues with Jess
tonight.

Here, we can get you this.

- Oh, thank you.

- There's something just
very intriguing about her.

From the very beginning,
night one,

there was just something
that pulled me in

quite an impression on me.
And has left

How are you doing?

- It's good to see you too.
It's good to see you.

- Like...
- Hi.

- Um...

What a date, huh?

- Mm-hmm.
- Witches?

- Yeah. It was definitely
out of my... my comfort zone.

But she was so sweet and
stuff. - Yeah.

- But yeah.
- She was.

She was.
- Mm-hmm.

- It's, like, really, like,
almost...

Night one nerves for me...
I don't want to say

- Yeah, it was a lot.

- But after having a week
to not see

and have moments...
really everyone

- Yeah.

- I don't know how
you all are feeling.

I know I'm so excited
to see you,

if anything's changed.
But I don't know

And...
- Yeah.

- I mean, let me know
how you're feeling.

- Yeah.

I mean, it's just...
It's hard for me

a hopeless romantic,
because I am

and I've just been, like,
knocked down so many times,

being in this position, like,
and like,

I know what I signed up for.

Like, I put myself here.

But like, just... I don't have
that much confidence.

And like, when we're in a room
full of women

who are so confident
in themselves, like,

and, like, see all these
it's a lot to sit here
women,

like, progress in their
relationships with you.

And I felt like,
in my perspective,

I was waiting for, like,
that one-on-one

to, like, open up more.

- Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

See, that... yeah, that's, like...

I mean, that's important
for me to know.

This is news for me.
Because like,

And with you, like,
from, like, night one,

I felt something there.

And we will have the time
to get to know each other,

so I don't want that
to play a factor.

Like, that shouldn't be
a thing, in my eyes.

- Yeah, I know.
- You know?

- No, and I hear you.

And like, I am a slow burn.

And like...

- And that's okay.

Like, that's never a fault.
- I know.

And I know it's not.

But like...

Yeah.
- No.

- Um...

I just want you to see, like,
my frustration

of, like, the clock is
ticking, and it's like,

and natural that's not forced?
What can I do that's organic

I don't know what you need.
Because it's like,

- No.

- Because it's hard, like...
- Yeah.

- Being the last one.

And I hope you can see...

You can see a little bit of...

- But even seeing it
as the last one,

because it's not, like,
about that.

Like, I have this confidence
with you.

- But like, I felt, like,
a lot of pressure

coming into tonight,

'cause I feel you haven't
seen all of me yet.

Put in this place And like, I'm

where it's like I'm showing up,

but I'm trying to continue
to do the best that I can.

And like, I really, really do
wear my heart on my sleeve.

And I guess my perspective
was, like,

to get vulnerable and open up
on that one-on-one.

I don't know, like...

- I never want you
to think of this

as, like, a process that's
like where on a one-on-one,

that's when you can open up
and find love.

Like, I never wanted that.

And I'm upset that, like,
I feel like you felt like

you needed to feel that way.
- No, I...

- Because there isn't, like,
a rule on a one-on-one

- I know. I know. And I'm...
With each other.

- But it's okay. It's okay.

- I'm trying really hard to
get out of my head with that.

It's just...

Okay, were women vulnerable
with you

before or after a one-on-one?

- What? The one-on-one... what...

- Because a one-on-one
is a whole day together.

- You keep bringing up, like,
it's about a one-on-one.

And I'm... I'm feeling
so confident about us,

it's about a one-on-one?
And then

What am I missing?

Um...

I understand your perspective

that one-on-ones are not
what I think that they are.

To not get a one-on-one
But like,

a one-on-one is a big deal...
when, in my position,

- Mm-hmm.

- I just... I don't know.

Where your head's at.
I don't know

Like, I'm confused.

- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

Okay.

- Yeah.

To be honest, like, and I will
always be honest with you,

that disconnect, I guess.
I feel like there's

I don't feel any more sure
about this.

And I feel nervous.

I can feel fully nervous.
And I don't think

So I don't know how you feel,

but I'm not feeling
that confident...

and it pains me to say.
As hard as it is

I told you from the start

that I'm not gonna fight
for someone.

Like, I told you
that all I wanted

was someone to fight for me.

And like, I'm not doing that.

I'm not.

I'm not gonna beg for you.

I'm not doing that.

A million miles an hour,
- My mind is going

and I'm at a loss.

This is literally the last thing

I could have expected with Jess.

We were just butting heads,

and we weren't gonna get
to a better place.

And I think, for us both,
that it was the right thing.

And that's the hardest pill
to swallow

is that it's been done,
and I just feel like

I can't wrap my head
around, like, that

that actually happened.

- It doesn't feel fair.

Like, I'm so confused.

I literally did not see
this coming.

I feel like I showed up,

and I did everything
that he has asked.

And it's frustrating

all I needed was quality time,
because it's like,

he wasn't processing that.
And like,

I was not expecting that..

- Like, it's the craziest
thing to want to go

who I could potentially marry?
On a date with someone

Like, it's the craziest thing

that I'm the last one?
That I'm upset

What the?

- If it's someone
I want to marry,

wouldn't I want to be chosen
right away?

He wants to take me on a date?
Wouldn't I want to feel like

So for him to be shocked
that I'm, like, hurt

is crazy to me.

Like, I'm so confused.

Um...

Hi, ladies.
- Hey.

Uh...

This is, like, a lot going on.
Sorry.

- Take your time.
- Um...

so Jess and I were talking.
Yeah,

And uh...

like, I'm still trying
to process it myself,

a huge disconnect.
But there was

And we hit a frustrating
and... breaking point

I had to send her home.
To where

And we both agreed on it,

but it was a, um...

Shocking detail no less.

To let you all know that,
So I just wanted

Jess is your friend,
because I know

and Jess is so awesome, but...

it's what's best.

On any of you women here,
And it is no dig

but I just want you to know

that a rose will not
be given out tonight.

And I hope you understand.

So I will see you all very soon.

- Okay.

- Good night, Zach.
- Good night.

- This is hard.

It just sucks.

This is really hard.

- Yeah.

- He does not take this lightly.

- Mm-mm.

- I don't think any of us
obviously saw that coming.

And we're clearly
at the point in the process

where, like,
ending your relationship

is not gonna be an easy choice.

He's taking this very seriously.

My relationship with Zach,
So I have to figure out

because now I'm getting
in my head about it,

and I'm worried
that could be me.

- Last night was really tough.

No scenario in my mind
There was, like,

where I was to wake up this
morning and not have Jess.

That wasn't how I could have
planned the night to go.

But it was the right thing
for both of us.

How things can just change
It's just crazy

after a conversation.

But you know, it's a new day.

And today, I have someone here
that is so exciting

and so fun to be around.

- Hi.
- Hello.

I think Ariel is perfect
for this date today

because she is always ready
for a good time.

And I think I need that
after last night.

- You look so good.
- How are you?

- So good to see you.
- Oh.

- You look so good.
- Wow.

How are you?

- We can do this the whole time.

- We can do that.
Yeah, yeah.

The Estonian countryside.
So for today, we are in

- Wow.

I thought we were in New Jersey.

Sorry!

- But for today, I thought
it'd be nice to have a nice
little

relaxing spa day.

- Are you ready?
- Okay.

- I'm ready.
- Let's go.

Because I'm freezing.

- I'll keep your hands warm.

- Hello.
- Hey.

Welcome to the smoke sauna.

My name is Laura,

and I'm your sauna lady
for today.

But before we get started,

have a seat over here?
Will you please

- Yeah.

- I'm so excited to spend

the entire day with Zach.

Since I've seen him.
It's been a week

we can still kind of continue
So I'm hoping that

exactly where we left off.

- Ooh, nothing like
ice cold charcuterie.

- This is so cute.

Let's try this.

- I want to keep building
off the foundation

that we've kind of cemented.

- Welcome to traditional
Estonian sauna.

Saunas are a sacred place
here in Estonia.

To cleanse our bodies,
We go there

and really purify our souls.
Our minds, our spirits,

We go in the sauna nude.

- So we are at a nudist sauna.

- Will you please change
into your robes?

And I will meet you back
in that hut over there.

- Okay.

- I think birthday suit for you.

- Bathing suit for me.
- Hmm.

Like a "Baywatch" situation.

- Maybe meet in the middle.
- Okay. We can do that.

- Yeah, we can meet
in the middle.

- I am not sure what to expect.

I'm a little bit out
of my comfort zone.

But he's leading the charge
and leading the way.

It'll be something fun.
So I know

And he'll always make me
feel comfortable.

- First ritual is
all about meditation

and preparing yourself
for the sauna.

Comfortable position.
Take a really

Fully relax into your bodies.

Breathe in, and breathe out.

Feel the earth beneath you.

Hear the sounds
of fire crackling.

- Did you just open your eyes?
- Yeah.

- That's against the rules.
- Oh.

- I feel like you're just
so happy to be inside.

- More than you know.

My toes... I feel like
my toes are purple.

They are.

- I have a whole theory
on extremities.

If you've ugly hands and feet,
you're more attractive.

- I have the ugliest hands.

- I'm feeling really special
to have Ariel in there.

That she is the perfect girl
Like, I really do think

for this date.

- This is exactly
what I pictured

when you said one-on-one.

- Yeah, is this exactly?

- Yeah, turning up the heat.

- She, like, does it all.

She makes me laugh.

She's so fun.

Like, she is always game.

Oh, you went for it.

An absolute blast.
And I'm having

- I'm gonna do it, like,
really slowly and gradually.

Having this kind of funny

but also romantic experience
with Zach

feels like the perfect thing.

Of fears and hesitations
But I do have a lot

in opening myself up
to a relationship.

- Now I feel your bodies
are really prepared

to enter the sauna.

Kind of use humor
- I sometimes

to block how I actually feel.

Okay, let's do it.

So I definitely am nervous,
but I'm excited for him

to get to see a different side
of me.

I feel so unprepared for this.

But we're in this together.

- Are we?
- Yeah.

- Give me a kiss for real.
- I love that.

- I think that's just my...

Oh... oh.

Oh. Oh.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Can we join?
- English?

- Yeah, come join.

Hello.
- So...

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Nice and warm here.

- It is.

Yeah.

Oh, my God.

Can't wait for my parents
to see this.

Yay.

- Hey. Good?

- How are you?
- Good.

Help me!

I am feeling absolutely...

Traumatized.

- You're a couple?
- Yeah.

This is our first date.
- Yeah.

- This?
- Really?

- Do you have any good advice?
- First date.

Space.

- Talking.
Talking is most... yeah.

- Yes.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- The hot tub?
- Hot tub.

- Ooh. Want to go try it?

- Okay.

- I actually had
a theory earlier

that the older someone is,

the more likely they are
to be naked in a sauna.

Has been confirmed.
And that theory

It's like I predicted this
for myself.

I actually feel like
I accepted them.

- I was like, Mom and Dad,
- You did?

Welcome... I was like...

- Mom and... does this happen?

- They're supplement...
Like into...

What my family is like.
This is not

But all the jokes aside,

all the laughter aside,
at this point,

I feel like in any situation
that we're in,

we can find a way to laugh
and be comfortable.

Zach in a new light today too.
I just feel like I've seen

I feel like he's so funny,
so quirky, so sweet.

I've enjoyed every moment with
Zach leading up to this point,

but today feels like light years

ahead of where we were before.

- I am...

- I had a lot of fun today.

- One of the most unique
but most fun

dates I think I've ever had,
to be honest.

- Me too.

- You never know when you're
going into any, you know,
date,

one-on-one date or conversation,

like, you can't have crazy
or unusual expectations per
se.

But like, with you, it's just
like, every time I walk away,

I'm like... I have the biggest,
like, grin on my face,

because you made me laugh, like,

more than anyone else has.

Really important to me.
And I think that's

- So I want you to know
- Me too.

I really do appreciate you.
That like,

And...

- You still look a little cold.

Granted, a little bit.
- Oh, I mean,

Is my nose, like, a little red?

- A little bit.

Is that better?
- Yeah.

- Less red now. Yeah.
- Yeah.

Being here with Ariel is
exactly what I needed.

I felt like my connection
Going into this date,

was still so surface level.
With Ariel

Like, she's fun.

She's absolutely gorgeous.

Like, holy.

But now more importantly,
I feel like I can be myself

and be comfortable around her.

Like, I'm loving it.

- Hey!

- Hey.

- Oh, no.

We missed you guys.

Ah!

- Hot, hot.

- This is very romantic.

"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad."
This is when we say,

- This is so cute.

- Isn't that beautiful?

- Wait. It's so pretty.

- I had one of the best times

with Ariel today.
I've ever had

She makes me laugh.

We get along.

She could be my best friend.
It feels like

I mean, this date was pretty,
pretty wild.

A little shocking
with our guests.

- I wasn't shocked at all.

You had a little bit.

- You are such a liar.
- I'm kidding.

- Like, your look was like,
whoa!

I think it was as far as a,
dear God!

At the start of all this,
this journey,

I... I spoke with Sean,

you know, what he envisioned
and Sean, he had,

how his journey would go,
who he would end up with.

And he's with Catherine,
and he's like, oh, my God.

Like, you've been in front
of my face this whole time.

That's kind of Ariel for me.
In a very similar way,

Like, you've been in front
of me this entire time.

And holy, you could be it.

Like, a cheers to us.

- Okay.

- I thought the comfortability
I had with you,

that really did blow me away.
Like, it was a date

Like, I look back on it already,

even though it was, like,
an hour ago or so,

and I just loved
the hell out of it

and would like to make
a cheers to you.

Cheers. Cheers to you.

Just being fully transparent,
- I feel like with you,

I was a little nervous about us.

I feel like in the beginning,
it was fun and easy.

But you've got this, like,
very well-put-together image.

And I was incredibly
impressed by it.

But I was a little nervous too.

I just didn't know, like,
what I was fully seeing yet.

But I know over the past
several weeks, it was,

"Okay, Zach, like, she is...

very interested in."
someone you're

And it's gradually getting
stronger and stronger.

And I want to get
to know you for you

and feel even more confident.

- Yeah.

I... well, it's hard for me
to be at times

very, like, vulnerable
and kind of talk

about the things that I feel
or things that I want.

- Mm-hmm.

- I'm really good at cutting
everything with humor

and using humor as a veil,
because I feel like I'm not

able to articulate
what I want and what

I've kind of been through.
- Yeah.

- I've been in many
relationships

where I couldn't be myself.

I've been through
many heartbreaks.

Kind of stopped loving myself.
And in those heartbreaks, I

it was like, do I sacrifice
So for me,

into a relationship
who I am to get

maybe with the wrong person
or someone

that wants me to change?

Or do I keep leading
a lonelier life?

So I hate even admitting that,
to be honest.

- Yeah.

I feel extremely similar
with you on the fact of

my fear is losing myself.

Because I've lost myself
before in a previous
relationship.

And I would never ask you
to sacrifice who you are.

The Ariel that showed up
I like you for you,

with the cute football helmet
out of the limo

on during the game.

Because you thought
It was so cute

you looked so macho, and...

- I thought I looked amazing.

- But like, I don't, like...

I do care for who you are
I want you to know that

and what you bring to the table,

not what you think
is the right thing

because of previous hurt.

That I am more than excited
And I want you to know

and that's an exciting feeling
for what I see in you,

to have at this point,
as late as it may feel.

- I'm really excited too.

You make me feel like I'm
in, like, high school again.

- A little giddy?

This, like, feeling
I've always had

or attraction with Ariel.

That this one-on-one
And I figured

would tell me a lot.

But this is not what I expected.

This has far exceeded
my expectations.

And I am so excited.

Ariel, I want you to know
that today,

like, our connection hit
a new point to where I...

I... just to be honest,
I didn't know

it could fully be there.
If, like,

And yeah, you are stunning,
you are witty, you're funny,

you carry yourself with,
but the maturity

it's really exciting.

With you, this journey has
carried a lot of surprises.

Kidding when I say And I am not

that you might be the best one,

the best surprise yet.

Ariel, will you accept
this rose?

- I'd accept this
1,000 times over.

So...

thank you.

I haven't felt this good
in a really long time.

I'm really happy that he got
to see so many sides of me,

and he got to see
the person that I am.

And he, if anything, feels
more secure in our situation

because I showed him
my insecurities.

I usually have so much to say,
and right now I don't.

I'm really tired of being alone.

I've been so alone
for so long that

that is almost like a comfort.

But this rose makes me feel
a lot better

I just opened up so much
about the fact that

I've been opening up so much
and the fact that

throughout this process.

I feel like for the first time
I can kind of breathe.

And the idea that I could
really love someone again

and then they could make me
feel like I once did

it's a bizarre feeling.
Is just...

I don't want to be hurting
anymore.

I think Zach could be
my forever person.

The Rose Ceremony.
- Tonight is

We're going into tonight
with only seven girls.

Everything with Jess,
Last night,

I'm sure there's, like,
a big weight on Zach.

And I hope it doesn't distract
from tonight.

- It is an interesting
Rose Ceremony,

because emotions
were so volatile

over the last 24 hours.

Charity has an issue
with my time

before her one-on-one.
That I took

And then aggressive comments
were directed

towards me from Brooklyn.

Hopefully, that doesn't get
carried into tonight.

So that way, it doesn't affect
my time with him.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Hi.

- Hello, hello.

- Hi.

- Hi, ladies.
- Hi.

- Wow, you all look
absolutely stunning.

And yeah, wow.

I do want to address last night,

you know, with Jess.

I did not expect the night

to go that way in the slightest.

And that probably explains
why you saw me so upset.

One of the most important
parts for this week

last night so much easier
that made what happened

were the kind words,
your support,

and your love, and your care.

All I could ask for.
I mean, that was

And I was...

I don't know.

I went home feeling
like yes, absolutely,

my person is in this room.

So a toast to you women.

Thank you.
- Cheers.

- Cheers.

- So good.

- Can I take you for a chat?

- Yeah, of course.

- I'm feeling really good

about my relationship with Zach.

But then there are levels
of, like, uncertainty

just because I just don't know
where he's at.

So I feel I go from,
like, being...

Like, it's two extremes...
Super happy and excited

am I missing something?
To, like,

- Are you getting through it?

That the days are long,
Like, I know

and the weeks are longer.
- Yeah, they're very long.

Are you feeling okay?
- You yourself,

of the time, but I don't know.
- I am exhausted a lot

it's been worth it so far.
I feel like

at the end of every day,
I feel like

especially after the days

to hang out with you where I get

and I get to spend time
with you,

I'm like, I'm really glad
I got up and did this again.

- Mm-hmm. Yeah.

Like, if you aren't
feeling confident

or that you're not learning

or feel like you're getting,
like, a better person,

what are we doing, you know?
Then what... like,

- And I feel like
- Yeah.

That is something so consistent

that we've been doing.
- Yeah.

- And it's very exciting.

- Yeah.

- Despite the hardships
of the week,

with a lot of these women,
what I feel

about the connections,
where I am sure

I feel so hopeful.

So I'm really looking forward
to seeing

all the women face to face

and just enjoying a great night.

- Are those pancakes?

- They're Estonian pancakes.

- Oh, my goodness.

- Let's just dig in.

- Okay.

- Let's do it.

- Mm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

- My time with Gabi,
it's incredible.

Not only can I just be myself
With Gabi,

and have fun and goof around.

I feel like, person to person,

I can see something with her.

Guidebook to this.
- There's no

There's no way to navigate it.
- Yeah.

- I feel like you just gotta
navigate it with your heart.

And you've done a great job.

- Brooklyn is so sweet,

and I really do enjoy
my time with her.

At this point, I do have

with all the women here.
A connection

From night one, immediately,
I was like, yep,

there is something...

I really dig this Kaity girl.

I dig you too, Zach.

- Oh, my God.

Every day... like, every day

I'm seeing with relationships

that they are getting
stronger and stronger.

Tonight is going so well,
and I'm very happy.

- Tonight, I'm really
just looking to, like,

make up for the time
that I lost last night.

Um...

- Kat, do you mind

if I steal you for a second?

- Of course you can steal me
for a second.

That was cute.

- I do think Kat will
kind of say

what Charity wants to hear.

I think her little stunt,
pulling him

in front of everyone

at Charity's one-on-one
pickup time,

you can definitely tell
that Charity

is still affected by it.

- I just want to make sure,
like, you understand

where I was coming from.
- I do.

- I don't see her apologizing.

I'm sorry.

I'll be right back.

Kat can't just acknowledge
that what she did was wrong.

- I stand by for what I did

because I wanted to show him
that I care,

and our time is very...

- Hello.
- Hi.

- Hey.

- Just checking in.

- Yeah, I'm good.

- I just had a question.

The same thing to Jess?
Would you have done

I don't have time for this.

I don't. I'm sorry, Charity.

We can talk another time,
but I'm not gonna

deal with this tonight.

- I don't... why is that a storm?

- Because she knows she's wrong.

- Did it go okay?

- I was interrupted by Brooklyn,

because Brooklyn wants
to continue

to try to, like, make drama.

The aggression has continued.
With Brooklyn,

Now it's like you're just
being aggressive for no
reason.

You're being aggressive
to be mean.

- Should we do something

she doesn't feel alone?
To make sure

- I do not think
that that would be

in our best interest, to be
completely honest with you.

She's not looking for us.
- Yeah, that's true.

- Me and Charity were having
a private conversation.

Whatever I need to with her
I'm willing to address

on a private moment.

But for Brooklyn to walk
her ass over here and talk?
No.

But supportive and pleasant
I have been nothing

to everyone throughout this.

So to be treated that way,
it's like, no.

I'm not gonna ever
apologize for that.

It's not fair.

I'm strong to a point,

but like, I can't keep
getting pushed down.

I do not want to feel this way
before talking to him.

It's not fair.

Oh.

Hi, Zach.

- Kat is going to scramble
for her time.

I hope Zach is starting
to kind of see

more of Kat's true colors.

I see through Kat.

I bet Zach's next.

- I wanted to talk to you.

I feel like yesterday
got cut short.

- It did.

And I wanted to say good night.

But it's okay.

- Yeah, and it was...

Obviously, with how it had
it was a weird night
ended.

But I don't know if it was me,

but did it feel a little off
at the witch thing?

I felt like... was there

a little bit of, like...
- Was there?

Or, like, a disconnect?
- Nerves

I don't know.

Like, I felt that
when I went away.

Like, I don't know if it was...
It was a little off.

It wasn't like, "Oh, my God.
Like, and not like...

Like, what the hell happened?"

It was just... I wanted
to bring it up to you

that it felt a little weird.

And I don't know
if it felt any...

- Between you and I?

- Yes, at the witch...

The witch date,
at the group date.

- Um, I wasn't feeling that way.

I haven't been on a group date

before the mansion.
Since, like,

- Before Bahamas?
- Yeah. So...

- I think navigating
- Yeah.

Like, being in a group setting

with other women,
it still can, like...

We're... and then also going
that time without seeing you

might have, like, made
the aura a little weird,

but I'm still trying to go
about this as best as I can.

That I value every moment
And I hope you know

that I have with you.

And minute seriously with you.
And I take every time

- It was just a feeling,
and it was like a nerve.

'Cause like, as I said, like,
I'll let you know how I feel.

- All I care about
is Zach's opinion.

So it was off-putting to think

that he was thinking
that I was off.

I don't know what he's been
told by other women.

I'm just hoping that, like,
from the conversation

that we did have tonight,
I'm not going home.

We saw how difficult it was

to see him just process
losing Jess,

and we're still
processing it too.

So it's only gonna get harder.

A reflection of that too.
So tonight is gonna be

a rose and we can continue on.
I'm hoping that I end with

But you really never know.

- Good evening, everyone.

Well, as always, my untimely
and unwanted arrival

of the cocktail party.
Means the end

Just... oh.

I'm gonna go into this
Rose Ceremony literally
crying.

The Rose Ceremony,
- Going into

it's nerve-racking.

I genuinely don't know
where his head's at,

don't know what he's wanting.

I think that's why every rose
holds so much weight for me,

"Let's continue to connect.
Because it is truly a,

"Let's see if you truly are
gonna be my person

I spend the rest
of my life with."

There's so much potential
- I think that

to have a future with Zach,

but thoughts have already
crossed my mind.

Like, you know,
I could go home tonight.

Tonight could be my last night
kissing him

how he makes me feel.
Or telling him

Man, this week sucks.

- Hi, ladies.

As you all know, this week
has been very challenging.

And I appreciate every
single one of you

for sticking through it and
making the most of this week.

You're putting into this.
I appreciate everything

It does not go unrecognized.

Tonight, the Rose Ceremony...

I want you to know that
I am following my heart.

Because at this point,
I do have a connection

with every single one of you.

So this is a lot.

This is very difficult.
And I just thank each

and every single one of you.

In Zach and I's connection.
- I'm feeling confident

However, I know there's
a lot of connections going on.

I feel like someone will be
blindsided tonight.

I just hope it's Kat.

- Gabi.

Gabi, will you accept this rose?

- Yes, of course.

- Kaity.

Kaity, will you accept
this rose?

- Yes, I will.

- Brooklyn.

Brooklyn, will you accept
this rose?

- I will. Thank you.

- Ladies, Zach,

it's the final rose tonight.

When you're ready.

- Kat.

Accept this rose?
Kat, will you

- Yes, of course.

- Aly, I'm so sorry.

Please take a moment
and say your goodbyes.

- I'll walk you out.

- Of course, of course.

- It is sad to see Aly go,

but in the midst
of all that's happened

over the last few days,

it does feel really good to know

that he wants to take
that journey with me.

And regardless of what happens,

I know that next week
is gonna be

the most intense of my life.

Phenomenal women in there.
- Those are some crazy

And I know one of those
are for you.

And you're more than deserving
of all that they have.

So...

- Goodbye.

- You take good care of them.
- I will.

A lot of emotions right now.
- I think I'm feeling

That he was incredible,
I just thought

and he just had the qualities
to be my person.

You put so much on the line,

that you opened up to someone,
and like, you're hurt

and they're not that person.

You're hurt by, like, the hope
that something can work out,

your happy ever after.
That you can get

It just doesn't feel good.

Oh, I don't like this.

On "The Bachelor"...
- Next week

- We are in Budapest!

Whoo!

- I do really like you,
and I really do

want you to meet my family.

- You have made me feel chosen.

And so I have no doubt with you.

- I know how good
I feel about you,

and I... I want that forever.

- To fall in love with you has
been nothing short of amazing.

- Oh, my gosh.

- I'm back, baby!

I do see something between us.

- I've got strong feelings
for all these women.

- I don't want to feel like

I'm constantly trying
to fight for myself.

Without seeing each other.
We've gone so long

- That uncertainty feeling,
that does make me nervous.

- It's, like, sometimes hard
for me to, like, trust

that I'm, like, making
the right choices.

That I don't want this.
That doesn't mean

I was like, okay, yeah.
- Going into this,

it's gonna be okay.
It's... it's o...

It's so much more, like, real
in person.

- And later this season...

- This week is viewed
as "sex week."

As against the grain
as it might seem

for a Fantasy Suite
or overnight suite,

is no sex.

- You are gonna be tempted.

- I'm ready to take
that next step.

- This is an act of love,
not lust.

I just feel really.

- I don't want to, like,
shut down

or, like, close off.

- I don't want to cry.

- I just, like, wanna leave.

Of the women from this.
- I could lose one

It was a beautiful moment.

It f... it feels robbed.

- So I have tea here.

- Pass it around.

- Everybody, this tea

help open your throat chakra.

Take a little bit
and shout to the fire.

- Whoa.

What does that mean?
- Everybody.

I love myself!

I love nature.

I love eagle.

- I...
- I love nature!

- I love myself!
- I love love.

- I don't believe you.

- Oh.

- You have more voice.

- I love my mom!

- More.

- I love my job.

- Great.

- I love love!

- Yeah.

- I love Twix!

Yeah.

- More, more, more.

- I love Taylor Swift!

Whoa.

- Wow.
- Yeah, you do.

- Yep.

- Okay, just scream.

Unbelievable!