The Bachelor (2002–…): Season 27, Episode 5 - Episode #27.5 - full transcript

Zach and the remaining women head to London for another week of adventure; Zach is in a never-before-seen scenario which could drastically alter the journey ahead.

- Tonight on "The Bachelor"...

all: London!

- Bollocks!
- Bollocks!

- Bloody hell!
[laughter]

- Brilliant!

- This is the perfect place
to fall in love.

- I can totally see myself
being married to this man.

- Hi.

- You have a little crown
on your head.

I have my king...
- I feel like

- Hello, beautiful.



- And we are living
a little fairy tale.

- [sobbing]

And I felt like I...
Like I insulted him.

- Are you serious?

- I feel stood up.

- This is [bleep] [bleep].

- I don't know why this happens.

- I'm gonna hyperventilate.

I literally can't.

- So what are we gonna do?

How do we move forward
from this?

[dramatic music]

- It's like love being lost.

♪ ♪



- Like, this week was robbed.

♪ ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

[bicycle bell rings]
[dog barks]

Pip-pip, Cheerio.

We are in London Town.

I'm not gonna lie,
it is stunning.

♪ ♪

The Bahamas were great,

and now London's a blast.

This is my first time here.
I mean,

I already checked out
a pub or two,

had some great fish and chips.

Like, it's everything
I imagined and more.

Double-decker buses.
The fresh air,

There's royalty here.

I'm so excited to be here.

This is the perfect place
to fall in love.

♪ ♪

and there are 11 women here.
It's a new week,

My goal for this week
is to focus

on the romantic connections.

And then we'll see
how the love comes.

Very exciting dates, I have some

and I cannot wait to see all
the sights with all the women

and have a very romantic time
in London.

I think it's gonna be
such an amazing week.

All: London!

- Cheerio.

- Hip-hip-hooray!

- Cobblestone.
- Oh, my...

- [British accent]
Hello, Zachary.

- [British accent]
Would you like to kiss me?

[laughs] Please.

- [British accent]
We love London!

- I have quite literally
been dreaming

since I was a little girl.
Of coming to London

Cheers to being in London for
the first time for many of us

and falling in love with Zach.

All: Cheers.

- We are in week five.

That's kind of crazy
to think about

that we are literally
halfway through this.

Look at all those ships.
Oh, my goodness.

I get a one-on-one with Zach
So I'm just really hoping

some special time with him
so that I can spend

in such a beautiful place.

- Oh, my gosh.
- This is so...

- Oh, oh!

- [gasps, shrieks]
- [shrieks]

- Oh, I love it.

- Wait. There's a balcony.

- Wait. Cute. Cute.
- Oh, wow!

- Stop.

- We're in freaking London.

- Oh, my God!

In the middle of everything.
- Our hotel is, like, right

[laughter]

London is so romantic,
- I mean,

and the views are
absolutely incredible.

All: Zach!

- I was made for London.

So I'm ready to see Zach

and spend some time with him
in this romantic city.

It's stunning.

I'm definitely looking forward
This week,

in a very romantic city
to enjoy being

with a very dreamy man.

[laughter]
So...

I'm excited.

- This is a city of romance.
- Yeah.

- So I feel like he probably
has some really

good things planned.
- Dates. Yeah.

The one-on-ones this week
- I feel like

are gonna be very nice,
very special.

- Yeah, they are.
- Very romantic.

- I feel like there's so much
you can do here too.

- Like tea party... pinkies up.

- I would lose my...
- Pinkies up.

- If it was a tea party.
- Yeah?

Like, I love tea so much,
- Like... yeah.

I tatted it on myself, so...

[laughter]

[knock at door]

- Oh, my God!
- Oh.

- I will go get that.

Is getting out of control.
- Suddenly, my asthma

[laughter]

- I know my one-on-one date
is on its way.

The First Impression Rose
Like, I got

the first night, and I recently

told him how much I love tea.

I literally have tea
tatted on me.

I would lose my [bleep]

if I got, like, a high tea here.

- Date card.

- [bleep]. I'm scared.

- Like, come on, Zach.

Put two and two together.

Two plus two equals
one-on-one in London

with Greer, high tea.

♪ ♪

- Gabi.

- [gasps] Ooh.

- "You're my queen. Zach."

[women shrieking]

[cheers and applause]

- Yay!

Oh, my God, I'm gonna cry.

I'm so excited.

[laughter]

I just got my first
one-on-one with Zach,

and I'm so excited.

I just, like, don't have words.

I'm so excited. I, like...

I'm, like, shaking right now.

- We're excited for you.

- Yeah, we're so happy for
you, Gabi.

- Thank you guys.

I'm Zach's queen,
and he is my king.

- Who would have ever thought
- Hmm.

That they'd have, like,

their first one-on-one
in London?

There's a lot of nerves
that come along with that.

But hopefully, today's date
makes him feel like a king

and me feel like a queen.

Being able to explore a place

that I've always wanted to go
to with somebody

that might be my partner...

all: Hi.

- That's pretty freaking cool.

[women cheering]

- You look so good.
- You look incredible.

- You look so good.
[knock at door]

[indistinct chatter]

- Oh. Oh.

- That's, uh...
- Oh, wow.

- Good day, ladies.

All: Good day.

- Miss Gabi?
- That's me.

- Excellent.
- Hey.

- Zachary Shallcross

shall meet you downstairs
whenever you're ready.

- Okay, cheers.
- Thank you.

- Guys, that was so formal.

But I think I should probably
follow that man downstairs.

[laughter]
Okay.

- Have fun.
- Bye.

- Have so much fun.
- Bye, Gabi.

- Brilliant.
- Brilliant.

- You look amazing.
Bye.

- You look stunning.

- A butler grabbed Gabi.

That's unreal.

- I don't think it gets
much more London than that.

- I think, like, it really
started it off, like,

on, like, a royal note.

I feel like that's like

a once in a lifetime
opportunity.

- I'm jealous.
- Yeah.

- I want that.

[somber music]

I'm feeling defeated.

I just feel like I keep losing.

When I got here, I was like,
oh, my God, London.

Like, this is why I haven't
had my one-on-one date yet.

Like, it's like, I keep
justifying in my head,

like, why it keeps getting
pushed back

and pushed back and pushed back.

And, like, I'm running
out of excuses now.

- Your time will shine, my dear.

I don't know anymore.
- [groans]

to show Zach my full self.
I want the chance

- Wow.

- And my biggest fear
is that he's

gonna send me home before
he gives me that chance.

♪ ♪

That's my biggest fear.
[crying]

[sweeping music]

♪ ♪

- Wow!

Fancy.

- Yeah, look at this thing.
- Hello.

You look nice.

- You look beautiful.

How are you doing?

- Good, how are you?

- Good, let me...

Let me get you inside.

- Ooh, my chariot awaits me,
I guess.

Thank you.

The date card said,
"Gabi, you are my queen."

like a queen already.
And I am feeling

- How are you doing?
- Good.

I'm, like, so excited to spend
a whole day with Zach.

Being someone who had,
like, a little bit

of a slower start with Zach,

I think this is kind of
a pivotal moment.

The opportunity to decide
And today is gonna be

if this is really something.

- Cheers to you and our first...

- Cheers to my king.

- Every week has just gotten
better and better

and better with Gabi.

I feel like it's so easy
and fun with her.

And today is a day
to treat Gabi.

- I've literally been dreaming
of coming here

since I was a child.
- So you've never been

to London.
- No.

To be quite romantic.
- London is known

And what I have in store today
on the one-on-one

the epitome of romance.
Is, like,

literally living like royals.
Today, Gabi and I are

royal treatment experience.
It's the ultimate

I'm so excited for it.
After you.

[bright music]

This place is a perfumery

that created scents,
colognes, perfumes

for the actual royal family.
- Oh.

- So if you'd like, we can go
check it out a little bit.

- Yes.

♪ ♪

Wow!

Take this and smell the glass.
- So all you do is just

♪ ♪

- That smells good.
That's...

That smells really good.
- That's pretty good.

That's Meghan Markle's, I think.

- That does smell really good.
- Oh, here it is.

This is the Winston Churchill.

- Oh.

- Kind of old-man-y.
- [laughs]

- [coughs] That one's terrible.

- [laughs]
- Hello.

- Hello.
- Hi.

- Welcome.

Welcome to Floris.
- Thank you.

- My name is Edward.

I hope you've enjoyed having
a little bit of a look

that we have here in the shop.
At some of the fragrances

We've been going for 300 years.

So I'd be delighted
to show you around,

and we can start a fragrance
journey together here

and have your own fragrance
created.

- Let's do it. Let's do it.
- Can we do that?

- You want to do that?
All right.

- Okay, cool.
- Let's do it.

This is amazing.
- I love it.

Zach and I are going to create
our own scent together.

The royal family goes here
to get their perfumes made.

This is, like, definitely
the royal experience

and something I have never
experienced in my life.

- What we'll do is record
your chosen formula

here in our books.

And you will name the fragrance,

about a name as well.
So have a think

- I won't say too much,
- Goodness.

But I'll just let you
both smell...

- Okay.

- And see if there's one

that sort of connects with you.

Because everyone has
their own fragrances...

- Love it.

- That they relate to
and everything.

- I love the depth.
- Really. It's minty.

- Is it supposed to be minty?
- Mm-hmm.

- I don't know.

Thank you.

This one kind of smells like
Sour Patch Kids,

when somebody is eating them
next to you.

- Oh, my gosh, it does.

Oh, Christmas.

- It's giving Christmas with...

A little bit of weed.
Mixed with

- Marijuana?
- Yeah.

This smells like...

I'm not actually gonna say it.

- Body odor.

- This is a deeper, sensual...
Woody notes as well.

- Love sensual woody.
- Woody.

- And this is quite a...
A modern...

- I'm loving my time with Gabi.

On, like, the sense of humor.
We get each other

on our overall, like, vibe.
We get each other

that cleaning supply stuff?
Oh, my gosh, what's

- Don't say that.

Don't say that.

- She has this quirkiness,
and she has this

so interesting personality.

The moment, and I'm loving it.
Like, she's embracing

- So how did you meet?

Have you been to...
Together for... for...

- Um, how'd we meet?

You want to... do you want
to tell it or should I tell
it?

- Well, I poured maple syrup
down his throat.

- When I first met her.
- Right.

- Yeah, 'cause I was like,
he's so cute, I have to.

- Oh, amazing. Brilliant.

- And then he gave me
a single rose

and said, "Will you accept
this rose?"

"Are you my boyfriend?"
And I was like,

And he was like, "Yeah."

- Oh, yes.

So much fun with Zach,
- I'm just having

just everything I could
ever hope for and more.

It's very lighthearted
and just, like, easy.

- So this is the fragrance now
with the addition

of the bergamot as well.

- I'm excited.
- Excellent.

- What a beautiful...

- Beautiful scent.

- A beautiful scent.

- Good teamwork.

So you've created it together.

This is our first child.
- I feel like

- [laughs]

- I am kind of a goofy person.

But, like, our perfume that we
created together called Zabi,

it's a combination
of Zach and Gabi.

- Thank you very much.
- Thank you so much.

This could be a scent
that's in our home

or we wear on our wedding day.

A really cool memory.
Like, that's

I mean, I don't know if
anything is gonna top that.

[upbeat music]

Thank you.

♪ ♪

Fun.

♪ ♪

Hello.
- Hello.

- Gabi.

- How are you?
- Hi.

- Good to see you.
- Hello.

- Well, welcome.

So my name is Grant Harrold,

as the Royal Butler.
And I'm known

I've worked for the king,
Charles III,

the queen consort,

the Prince and Princess
of Wales,

and, of course, the late queen.

And now I'm here for you.

Would you like to follow me?

- You really are treating me
like a queen today, huh?

- The royal experience.

I'm really excited,

because Grant was literally

King Charles' former butler.

Gabi and I's butler.
And now he's

the full royal treatment.
So we're getting

the queen's cocktail,
- These are

as the queen would have it.
Made exactly

- Mmm. It's good.

- Oh, interesting.

Just really showing Gabi
It's been so nice

that London royal experience.

- Yes, that's it.

This would have been worn

by generations of a family.

And it's basically, like,
a total heirloom piece.

- [gasps] Whoa!

- She really is,
like, such, like,

in the moment enjoying it,
which makes me so happy.

- Can you just put this one on
just for funsies?

- Oh... oh, this goes
over the face.

- You look so fabulous.

- A little veil on it.
- Absolutely beautiful.

- She has her personality,
and she's so fun and funny,

which is something
I do look for,

something I just really admire.

- I've pulled a few strings,

I'd like to introduce you to.
And I've got somebody

[dogs barking]
- Oh?

- The corgis.
- Oh, my God.

- Hi, buddy. Oh, my gosh.

- All the sudden,
these corgis run in

from the royal bloodline.

Aw.
- Oh.

- Oh, you're so cute.
Hi.

- You have a little crown
on your head.

Look at this. Oh.

[dog barking]

- [laughs]

It's hard to believe
that, like, today

is my first day in London.

It did not disappoint,
And I have to say,

um, and I have a feeling
it's gonna get even better.

- All right, Gabi,
what's it look like?

'cause I can't see.
- I don't know,

Is it fun?
- Oh, my God.

[chuckles]

- Thank you.

- You look stunning.

- Zach's face is just like...
[gasps]

I feel like a princess.

It's so pretty.

Love, like, how Zach reacted
But I think I really just
to it.

- Strike a pose.

- Being able to walk out
and have him

make me feel beautiful without
even looking in the mirror

I haven't experienced before.
Was something

I'm a glittery queen.

- Whoa.
- Wow!

- Yep, yeah. Oh, yeah.
You like it?

- Zach snack?
- Big fan.

Big fan. Zach snack.

- Body image is something
I've struggled with

I never really felt like

my, like, body was enough
for someone.

Are you ready?

- I'm ready.

- But Zach is making me
feel beautiful.

[sweeping music]

It's... this is, like,
Cinderella feeling.

- That...

- You like it?

- Insane.

♪ ♪

This last dress,
that was the dress.

She's like a queen.

- Oh, wow.

You do love blue.

- I do love blue.

Blue with your green eyes.

- Mm-hmm. [laughs]
- Mm-hmm.

- He's just making me feel
like I'm seen.

And it just felt very nice
to feel... not loved, but
liked.

♪ ♪

Wanted.

- We're in London drinking
tea. - Eating crumpets.

- You were trying on designer
dresses, eating crumpets.

- It's very royal of us.

- I feel like with you,
it has, like,

clicked, like, so much so.

And I like it.
- I like it too.

Like, this is the most special
I've ever felt in my life.

- Oh, that's so...

♪ ♪

- I have literally dreamt

of going to London
my entire life.

And having a first date here
where I was, like,

treated like royalty with Zach

is something I'll never forget.

- I like kissing you a lot.

One more? One more?

- I like kissing you too.

And I'm not usually a kisser,
so that's saying something.

- You're not usually a kisser?

- I'm a cuddler.

Zach makes me feel very,
like, safe and wanted

and comfortable to be myself.

I'm, like, so grateful.

To this feeling forever.
I'm gonna hold on

♪ ♪

- How long has it been since

you've been wowed by someone?

We can make that happen!

Apply to be on the next season

of "The Bachelor."

[soft music]

♪ ♪

Gabi's having a blast.
- I feel like

I'm sure he's giving her
the royal treatment.

So it's hard to think about.

As every week, like, goes by
- You know,

a one-on-one, we feel like
and we miss out on

we're not getting validated
week after week.

- Nothing is guaranteed.

Even if you get
that one-on-one...

[door opens]

if you're gonna have
You don't know

that connection
that you hope for.

[quirky music]

- Hey, guys.

- Oh, my gosh.

- Oh, my God.

- She got a shopping trip.

- [shrieks] Oh, my gosh!

[laughter]

- Oh, my gosh.

- Stop it!

- Shut up.
- How was it?

What did you do?
- Oh, my God.

- Wait. Wait.

Are you going back?
Are you done?

- Yeah, we're going back...
I'm going back.

- I am shook...[laughs]

- To the core.
- Gabi.

The shopping bags today.
Gabi came in with

Like, it was very difficult,

because I have never been
treated like that, ever.

- Jimmy Choo.

- [gasps]

- Oh!

- What?

Those are beautiful.

- Oh, my gosh, Gabi.

- I know.

I was not expecting this.

- I love that.
- Ooh!

- That's very nice.

- That's nice.

- So cute.

- I am jealous.

I just don't see
how that's fair.

- Oh, pretty.

- I mean, I don't even
remember the last time

a man's bought me a meal,

a pair of Jimmy Choos.
Let alone

- Oh, that's sassy.
- Love that.

- Love that. Fun.
- That's hot.

- The knife just keeps
going... [groans]

- Here comes the jewelry.

- Oh!

- It has, like, real diamonds?

- Yeah.

They're... oh, my God, pretty.

- So pretty.
- Oh.

- [gasps] I'm jealous.

- We did go to this really
cool, like, perfume place.

And they, like, made perfumes
for, like, Winston Churchill

and, like, all of these,
like, historical people.

So, like, we, like,
made this, like,

Zach picked it out together.
Perfume for, like... me and

And it's named Zabi.

[women gasping]

But it's like this.
- Can we smell it?

- Can we... can we pass it
around and smell it?

- Yeah.

- It's actually a fairy tale.

Perfume... like, ideal.

Like, this is literally
what I actually dream of.

Kind of be put in the position
And to see someone else

that you so deeply want...

I'm sorry.

[sniffles]

- It smells amazing.

- More! More!

- Honestly, it was hard
to show excitement.

Like I... in that moment,
I was like,

I am not gonna act excited,

because that's not how I feel
right now.

- Oh, my gosh, it was so fun.

We had, like, a butler
who was, like,

one of the butlers
for, like, the queen.

Tea and crumpets, as well.
And there was actually

And then we played with,
like, four corgis

of the royal bloodline...
that were

- Which was pretty fun.
- Oh, my gosh.

- What really did it for me
where I was like,

"Okay, I've had enough
hearing this,"

was when Gabi started talking
about the high tea

that they had with the corgis.

- It was everything
I, like, could have

ever dreamed of and more.

And like, I, like, honestly
was, like, speechless.

- That one cut deep
because I told Zach

how much I love tea.

[knock on door]

- Excuse me.
- Oh.

I'll go grab that.
- Oh, thanks.

- It was like rubbing dirt,

like, in the wound.

- Quite literally, I was,
like, treated like a queen.

- And it's not even done yet.
- Yeah.

I can't even explain it.
- It was so special.

- Aw.

- We got a date card.

- Oh, my gosh!

- Stop it.

- You're gonna look
like Cinderella.

- It does look like Cinderella.

- Thank you.
- Oh, my gosh.

- You're welcome.
- That is gorgeous.

- It says... aw...[squeals]

It says, "Gabi, you really
were my queen today.

"Seeing you in this dress
gave me butterflies.

"I'll see you tonight.

Zach."
- Aw.

- That's so sweet.

- Gabi.

- Oh, my God.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- I'm sorry.

Like, I don't mean to, like,
be, like, braggy.

- No, Gabi. Gabi, no.

- Take your moment, Gabi.
- No. Yeah, it's okay.

- We know it's like that.
- I mean, we're all feeling
it.

- Excuse me.
- Okay.

- Wait, let me hold it up again.

- Greer is having
a moment right now.

She is reacting pretty heavily

the one-on-one date.
To not getting

I feel for her, I genuinely do,

those exact same feelings.
Because I feel

But I just wasn't expecting it
to be this hard for her.

- [crying]

- How are you?

- That's just... like,
I don't wanna watch that.

- I know.

- Like, watch, like,
in my face, like,

the exact date that I wanted.

- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

It's okay.

- [crying]

else in that room is crying,
- Even though, like, nobody

I guarantee you everyone else
is feeling the exact same way.

A thing with me and my family.
- That's, like,

my family and I come together
Like, tea is how, like,

and bond, and, like, I just...

[crying]

- Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

- My love language
is affirmation.

♪ ♪

And I haven't received that
in a really long time.

It just, over time,
just makes me think

that there's nothing there.

- Last one. Can you do it?

- Yes, I can. Thank you.

See you guys in a minute.
All right.

- See you soon.
- Bye.

- Bye.
- Bye.

- Like, every girl

a one-on-one date with him,
that's been on

like, told me specifically
that, like,

he said to them, "I curated
this specifically for you.

Like, I chose this date
because of you."

- Mm-hmm.

[door opens]

my personality to a tee.
- That was, like,

- Mm-hmm.

[quirky music]

♪ ♪

It's okay.

I'm telling you, it's okay,

and this is okay to feel.

♪ ♪

- Sorry.

- Oh, no, you're good.

♪ ♪

You're good.

♪ ♪

- That's actually my... my room.

- That I'm in front of?
- Yeah.

- Oh, [bleep]. Okay.

- Do you want to go
in your room?

- Yeah, I need to go in there.

- Go ahead. Sorry.

- No, you're good.

♪ ♪

- You're good.

- I'm good, I just like...

- Mm-hmm, you're good.

- That was torture.

[bright music]

♪ ♪

- I feel so special.

I never thought that
I would be in London

of royal experience.
Having this kind

- Hello, beautiful.

- How are you?

I feel like I have my king

and we are living
a little fairy tale.

- You look stunning,
actually, though.

Like... like, oh, my God.

Till you see inside.
I can't wait

- It's pretty nice.
- [gasps]

- I'm so excited!

- Wanna check it out?
- Yeah.

- Let's go.
- Okay.

Tonight, I'm really hoping

that I can be vulnerable

and let that guard down
and share more about, like,

why today was so special to
who I am and, like,
me.

Ooh.

I know there is a rose
at the end of this.

Obviously, my fear is
that it doesn't go well.

I don't know. I'm excited.

I'm trying not to look at,
like, the negative side of
this

'cause I don't want
to scare myself.

To stop myself from, like,
Like, I don't want

falling in love with somebody
that's super special

because I'm scared.

♪ ♪

- Oh, this is so nice.

- So lovely.

- And very London-y.

- It's very London.

- I feel like we should be
sitting very proper.

- I know.

- I think we should start
tonight off

with a little toast.

- Okay.

Incredible first date.
- Cheers to our

It kind of blew my mind
a little bit

about how you make
every situation

so fun and effortless.

And it really does put
a smile on my face.

- I was a little nervous
going into today,

but you made me feel so safe.

So cheers to you.

- Cheers to you.

[glasses clinking]

I feel like you haven't been
that nervous to me,

really refreshing,
which has been

because I feel like it is
so, like, easy and natural.

And I know in the beginning
it was different.

- I do see something with you,

I don't want you to see
and so, like,

some sort of version of me
that isn't me.

And I feel like once I, like,

kind of dropped
that, like, guard,

really started to see me.
Like, that's when you

But it's not always
sunshine and rainbows.

Like...
- Yeah.

We recognize that
this is extravagant.

And we're wearing these suits
and these fancy watches

and that beautiful dress.

Who's the person you want
But it's like,
to...

- Wake up to every morning
- Mm-hmm.

And see and do life with?
- Yeah.

What I'm looking for.
- Like, that's

Like, I had an experience,
like, last season,

like, I knew someone
where I thought,

and then I learned I didn't.
- Mm-hmm.

That was devastating to me.
- And, yeah,

And I want something real.

That long-lasting love
Like, I want

that's so hard to find.

It's the little things
- I think

that make somebody feel
so loved.

- The little things are huge.

- Getting dressed into a...

Dresses and, like, all that,

while it's like, so exciting,

a little bit scary as a girl,
it also is, like,

because you're like,
will this fit me?

Like, will I look good in it?

But, like, you made me feel,
like, beautiful

without even seeing myself
in a mirror,

which, like, is something
I haven't felt

in a really long time.

You made me feel so pretty
by just, like,

the way you looked at me.

So thank you.

- You, like...

Beautiful, like, it's insane.
Gabi, like... like, so

I'm happy that you felt that,
But, like,

because, like, I'm not always
great with my words,

- [laughs] Me, either.
I guess too.

"Oh, I dig that dress."
- I'm like,

No. It means,
like, I really...

Dress aside, like, I really,
like, see you for you.

- I appreciate that.
Like, I...

And like, it... and I love
that you also see, like,

this isn't always
gonna be like this.

- Like, you're gonna see me
- Mm-mm.

Without makeup on
and in sweatpants.

I could be still seen by you.
And I feel like

- And I didn't have that
- Yeah.

In my previous relationship.

And so...

- Was it a long relationship?

- Yeah. I mean, it was...

It was, like, almost two
years. - Mm-hmm.

- And there was, like,
things that happened

made me feel, like...
that, like,

Not confident in myself.
- Yeah. Yeah.

I lost a little bit of myself
- And like, I feel like

during that.

And that was very hard for me.

- Yeah.

- And so, like,
when I say to you,

beautiful without saying it...
like, you making me feel

- Mm-hmm.

- It really does
mean a lot to me.

- Mm-hmm.

- Because I, like, have
a hard time with that.

It really does mean a lot.
And so, like,

- You know, I know...

It's difficult sharing that,
I understand, like,

and I used to have problems
when I was really insecure

about myself, like,
with whatever it was...

Self-image, this and that.
Like, body weight,

Like, I mean, it sounds
very much, like, kind of

my previous relationships
before all this.

Losing yourself is never easy.

And now you're at this point
of, like,

"All right. Screw that."
you're like,

Like, I'm looking for someone

that treats me the way

you know you deserve
to be treated.

- I think I found that again.

And seen without even trying.
You make me feel so safe

what really matters Like, that's

is, like, you can say words,

somebody makes you feel.
But like, it's how

- Yeah.

The little moments,
- And all of

like, really did mean a lot.

All the little hugs and stuff...

- Always.

- Like, make me feel
really special.

- So thank you.
- Always.

[romantic music]

I feel just so grateful
and happy.

He makes me feel so special

the smallest little ways.
In, like,

- You're gonna be a kisser.

- And I am certainly feeling
like a queen right now.

♪ ♪

experience a date that, like,
- After witnessing Gabi

was my personality to a tee,
I genuinely, like, thought

that was really hard to watch.

I'm feeling envious.

♪ ♪

I've never felt like
someone's queen.

If he could be my person.
I came here to see

And what she just got today

is something that I want
for myself.

[knock on door]

- Here we go.
- [gasps]

- I think we know what that is.

- There's a glimmer of hope left

for a one-on-one date this week.

Hopefully, I'm not
on that card tonight.

I don't want to hear
my name tonight.

- It's the date card.

- I would love to not hear
my name on that card.

[suspenseful music]

I would be really happy.

It's make or break for me.
This week,

that opportunity yet.
I haven't had

If I got chosen
for this one-on-one,

I would feel, like,
so important...[laughs]

And, like, validated
and, like, just excited.

- Brooklyn.

Kat.

Aly.

Kaity.

Ariel.

Kylee.

♪ ♪

Jess.

Mercedes.

♪ ♪

Greer.

"Let's double up on love.

Zach."

[soft music]

[applause]

- Yay!

- Congrats, baby.

- Congratulations.
- Mm-hmm.

Getting the one-on-one,
I'm super happy.

I'm on cloud 100.

I'm, like, giddy right now.

Literally so happy.
I feel so good,

So happy.

I'm shaking.

- That's exciting.
Mm.

- It's so exciting.

I'm, like, shaking. Okay.

- [crying]

Sorry.

I didn't get the one-on-one.

I'm gonna hyperventilate.
I just think...

I literally can't.

[crying]

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- What's wrong?

- [crying]

really overwhelmed.
I'm just, like,

Obviously, I wanted
to go that one-on-one.

Half the girls that are
going on the group date

have had a one-on-one,

so they do have that connection.

I don't feel seen.

A horrible feeling.
It's just such

Zach is what I want.

He is, like, perfect.

♪ ♪

- I don't want you
to be perfect.

I don't even want you
to try to be perfect,

and I don't want somebody
to expect me to be perfect.

- And I would never ask of that.

And I want somebody
- I'm just me,

who's committed to me.

And all of the pretty and ugly
that comes with that...

Somebody who's honest,
genuine, and, like,

doesn't take themselves
too seriously.

I know it's a lot to ask for.

- Ask for it all.
You deserve it all.

- But definitely best friend,
partner, lover, everything.

- All of the above.
- All of the above.

- Yep.

- So...

- Yeah.

- Oh?

- Since I met you,
I was like, wow.

You are so beautiful
and stunning.

How you were not always
Hearing about

feeling that way of feeling
like you were beautiful...

I'd never want you to feel.
That's something

it was an incredible day.
Obviously,

I feel like I really got to see

on the outside today, the beauty

but I got to see the beauty
inside you.

What the future holds,
And I don't know

but I'm really freaking
excited to see.

Gabi, will you accept this rose?

- Yes. I will
accept this rose.

And I will give you a kiss
as well.

- You better.
- [laughs]

[romantic music]

♪ ♪

to have a moment like that.
- I feel so special

He looked me in the eyes
and told me

he thought I was beautiful
inside and out.

And even though he doesn't
necessarily love me yet,

he made me feel loved.

I don't know.

Today was just like
a dream come true.

[UB40's "(I Can't Help)
Falling in Love With You"]

- ♪ Wise men say ♪

♪ Only fools rush in ♪

- I have one more surprise
for us.

- Let's go do it.
- [gasps]

- ♪ 'Cause I can't help ♪

♪ Falling in love with you ♪

[upbeat music playing]

♪ ♪

- Whoa!

- ♪ Wise men say ♪

- That's so fun!

- ♪ Only fools rush in ♪

- I can't stop smiling.

- ♪ But I can't help ♪

♪ Falling in love with you ♪

- I'm feeling incredible
dancing to UB40.

It feels right.

Something special with Gabi,
I absolutely see

and that's something
I could not have imagined

at this point.

- ♪ Some things ♪

♪ Were meant to be ♪

♪ Take my hand ♪

♪ Take my whole life too ♪

- I can absolutely picture
my life with Zach.

I have no doubts that he would,

every single day of my life,
make me feel special

and wanted and loved.

He's the kind of person
I want to be with.

♪ ♪

He is my king.

- ♪ But I can't help ♪

♪ Falling in love with you ♪

[upbeat music]

[bicycle bell rings]

- I think Zach's got
something really fun

planned for our group date.

I believe that we are gonna go
on a double-decker bus.

And I can't wait to spend
the day with Zach.

- Yesterday was, like,
really hard on me.

But this morning I woke up

on the right side of the bed,

and now I'm ready
for a group date.

A fun-ass day in the UK
I just want to have

with my boyfriend.

[laughing]

[both with British accent]
- Bollocks!

- Bollocks! Bloody hell!
- Brilliant!

- Let's get out of here.

- I feel like we haven't
seen him... it feels like

a really long time
at this point.

- It's been days, yeah.
- It has been, and yeah.

[knock on door]

- Oh, God.

- What is happening?

- Do you think we get special
treatment like Gabi did?

That would be nice.

- Maybe.

- What could this be?

[indistinct chatter]

- Oh, [bleep].

- Oh, my God, I'm sweating.

- "Good morning, ladies.

"I have a great date planned
for you all.

I'm a little under the
"Unfortunately,
weather.

"But I don't want to ruin
your time here in London.

And I'll see you soon.
"Go enjoy,

Love, Zach."

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- You know, you get that card,

he's under the weather.
And it's,

Like, what does that mean?

I'm not gonna spend
the day with him?

Will we at least see him
at the cocktail party,

or do you think, like,
this is, like, a whole day?

- Did he say see us later?

- See you soon.

- My heart automatically
was just like, ugh.

You know?

Just like, okay, what now?

This day in the city with him.
- I was so excited to enjoy

I can see him later,
So I just hope

'cause this really sucks.

- No, I'm hanging on
the I'll see you soon,

- Tonight? Tonight.
As in tonight.

- Can we manifest that?
- Yeah. Me too.

Tonight.

- Fingers crossed.

- I know for me, personally,

a lot was riding on today.

If I don't have today,
And I feel like,

then I'm not gonna have
anything with him left.

I feel annoyed.

You weren't too sick
to stay up all night with
Gabi.

You're not gonna be too sick

to go on a one-on-one
with Charity tomorrow.

- Oh, it is cute.

[laughter]

- But for someone like me,
this time is everything.

Just lay in bed all day.
I want to literally

I don't want to go anywhere.

Like, what's even the point?

- Welcome. Welcome to the UK.

To show you around.
Zach asked me

Are you ready to see London?

Okay, let's go.

- Is that Zach?

[laughter]

- Today sucks.

I mean, the weather's
kind of gloomy,

which fits the feeling
absolutely.

- Okay.

We're going to be passing
Buckingham Palace now

on our right-hand side.

- [British accent] Hello, boys.

Sorry, I'm taken.

- You want to be exploring
London with Zach.

Opportunity was stripped from
But obviously, that
us

because he's under the weather.

[bagpipe music playing]

♪ ♪

Zach's not feeling well.
- I feel bad that

explore London with us.
I wish he could

I even thought he would,
like, pop out of nowhere

on the double-decker
instead of the guy

in a kilt on the bagpipes.

It sounded like a funeral.
But, instead,

♪ ♪

- That's Westminster Abbey
just behind us here.

- This doesn't even feel
like a date.

It's cold, and I tried to dress,

like, cute and sexy for him,

and he's not even here.

So now I'm freezing my ass off.

Could this day get any worse?
And I'm like, oh, God,

[thunder rumbling]

- Oh. It's raining.

- And then it starts raining.

What else could go wrong?
- Wow.

- I'm really just not
in the mood today.

- [British accent]
Umbrellas, please.

It's gonna get in my eyes.

[laughter]
- Okay.

[British accent]
Kaity, help me.

- [British accent]
Unfortunately,

we are getting wet.

- Getting stood up was one part.

The rain does not help.

For a specific reason,
- I came here

and Zach's not here.

And it just feels like,
what's the point?

♪ ♪

[somber music]

- I feel jet-lagged, run down,

and I'm beyond upset

that I can't see the girls
right now.

But the last thing I want to do

is get someone else sick.

Important for relationships.
This week in London was

And now time is being
taken away from us.

That's the frustrating thing
is, like, I wish

I could be with them right now.

The women are having
I imagine that

a terrible group date
without me.

Like, I don't know.

But hopefully this passes

and I'll be ready for tonight.

♪ ♪

there will be an after-party?
- Do you guys think that

- I was gonna ask that.

- Obviously, like,
hopeful that tonight

we do get to spend time with
him, 'cause that would suck.

- I'm hopeful for tonight.
- Mm-hmm.

- Now, I'm a nosy cow,
and it's my boozer.

Good-looking girls.

What are you up to?

- Dating the same guy.

- Right.

[laughter]

So where is the lucky guy?

- He's a little
under the weather.

- Under the weather.
- Sick.

- I know.
- Oh.

- He must be some looker.

- Oh, he is.
- Is he?

- Pretty to look at.
- Very handsome.

You missing him?
- Is he?

All: Yeah.
- Oh, please.

[laughter]

- Zach being sick
is totally out of my control.

So, like, me being upset,

like, what is that gonna do?

- Down, up, down.
- Up, down.

- Go!
- Go!

- Oh!
- Oh!

- Like, if I can't control
something,

I just make the most
of my outcome.

So, like, let's just have
the most of today.

- [screaming]
- You're...

- Well done, ladies.
- No way!

- Well done.

- And I'm a little drunk
right now.

Just a little bit.

So let's dive in.

[upbeat music]

- I am so excited.

- Should we call Zach?
Should we check on him?

- Should we call on Zach?
- Let's call Zach.

- Let's see if Zach's okay.

- I'm hopeful to see Zach.

I would be really disappointed

if we didn't see him tonight.

- Who farted?
- Okay.

- Ew! Get out!

- Out. Out.

- Did someone fart?
Out.

- Is there anyone hiding here?
- Hello.

Like a tall man about 6'4"?

- It's really nice of him
to still let the girls

the double-decker bus all go on

and have such a nice day.

I think you have to make
the most out of

any experience that you have.

Where our friend is?
- Do you know

- Do you know where Zach is?

You gotta know something.
Come on,

- He's, like, about 6' 4".

- Come on, give us a hint.

- Wait, he's not real.

Does he ever blink?
- He does?

- Does he blink?

- Are you allowed
to respond to us?

- This is how I feel with
Zach. Invisible.

- Come on, Ariel.

Holding this for me?
- Do you mind

[laughter]

Do you have any jokes?

Have you ever had
a banger and mash?

- I'll dance in front of you.

[upbeat music]

- I'm not laughing.

[laughter]

- I hate this. Okay.

- Thank you for listening.
- Bye!

- Bye!
- Bye!

- Big Ben!
- Ooh!

- Oh, my goodness.
- Oh, my God!

Literally lives up there.
- Guys, Rapunzel

- [laughs]

- Very unexpected day,

but it turned out
to be pretty pleasant.

- Look how pretty!

Are you kidding me?

- Obviously, you know,
everyone wishes

there to do it with him too.
That Zach could have been

But I'm looking forward
to seeing him tonight.

- Holy cow, girl.

That is so beautiful.

[soft music]

♪ ♪

- Going into tonight
and the thought

of being able to see Zach,
like, I'm super excited.

That he's feeling better.
I can only hope

so dressed up too, to see him,
We all got, like,

because you know,

you gotta put your best fit on
for your man.

- Literally so pretty.

- [gasping] Oh, my goodness.

- This is so beautiful.

- I'm honestly really excited
to spend time with Zach.

I'm hoping I have the chance

to, like, make the most
of tonight and crush it.

- We literally waited
all day for tonight.

So...
- Yeah.

- I think it's gonna be good.

- I feel like a giddy teenager.

Like, shaking and like...
Like, I'm over here,

what this feeling is,
I'm not sure

but it's, like, a good feeling.

After our one-on-one, we ended
on a really strong note.

To keep that going.
So I just want

I'm just looking forward

to making the most
of every last second.

There's so much weighing
- I just feel like

on these cocktail parties.

But tonight I'm ready to relax
and enjoy the moment.

I'm really hoping
tonight's gonna go well

so I can really shift
this mindset.

And I'm gonna show this man
what Kylee has to offer.

♪ ♪

- I can't tell if I'm, like,

absolutely terrified right now

or if I'm actually happy.

- I was getting ready,
and I was like,

"Oh, my God, wait.
Tonight's happening."

♪ ♪

- Good evening, ladies.

- Are you serious?

- I have a message from Zachary.

♪ ♪

- Thank you.

- [sighs]

[clears throat]
"Ladies..."

an amazing day seeing London.
"I hope you had

I could have been there.
"I wish

"Unfortunately, I'm still
not feeling well enough

"to join you tonight.

"I'm so sorry.

I really do hope
to see you soon."

[somber music]

"Love, Zach."

♪ ♪

- Honestly?

♪ ♪

- It just sucks,
'cause I feel like,

who had to have, like,
for those of us

that make or break conversation,

we had, like, built ourself up
to that.

And now, like, we don't get
that chance tonight.

I mean, I definitely built up
my confidence tonight.

And then it's just kind of
back to square one.

- For me, I'm just like,
what is even the point?

I just... I don't know.

He doesn't feel good.
- I hate that

Like, that sucks.

But, like, selfishly,
I feel stood up,

and it really hurts.

And I can see the hurt on y'all.

And I'm honestly,
at this point, like,

kind of too pissed off to cry.

- This is just a very familiar
feeling with... for me.

I'm sure everyone's experienced

what it feels like
to be stood up.

I've been stood up before,
but this is the first time

I've been stood up twice.

I don't know how many times
I can be knocked down

without being at least
validated or lifted.

I gave grace today.

I don't have grace
to give tonight.

I just don't.

Do you want the rose?
Do you want the rose?

- Does anyone want a petal?
- [chuckles]

- I think we should all
take a petal.

- Should we all take a petal?
- Let's all take a petal.

Let's pass it out.

- Thanks, Kaity.

- Thanks.

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- I feel terrible right now.

I... I'm agitated, like,

to the after-party tonight.
I can't make it

just being in London, It's sucks

missing the women,

and the last thing
I'd ever want to do

is disappoint them.

♪ ♪

- Oh. Hello, guys.

- Good morning.

- Hey, guys.
Night?

- Good morning.
- Hello.

What is... oh.

- Don't we all look nice?

- What is happening?
- Wait.

Do you guys not know?

- No.
- No.

- Stop.

- Stood up twice in one day.

- He doesn't feel well.
- What?

- Are y'all serious right now?
- Yeah.

- Dead serious.
- Yeah.

- Every week is so important,

this is a pivotal point
but like, this is...

Where I'm missing an opportunity

to progress relationships.

I just hope that tonight
And, you know,

to where I can see Charity
I get enough rest

tomorrow on our one-on-one.

Like, that's all I'm thinking
forward to right now.

- Our one-on-one was supposed
to happen tomorrow.

And now I'm sitting here
wondering,

is that even gonna happen?

I am actually in
a state of confusion.

♪ ♪

I feel so much for those girls
waiting all day.

But obviously, knowing, like,
the severity of the situation

makes me question, what does
tomorrow look like for me?

I've waited so long
for this moment.

If it's even gonna happen.
And now I don't know

It's, like, something, like...

It's like a toy dangling
in my face, and I want it.

And I... I don't know why.

I don't know why this happens.

♪ ♪

[thunder rumbling]

- Yesterday definitely doesn't
feel like it even happened.

Did we actually go around
the town by ourselves,

for the cocktail party,
get dressed

and he didn't show up?

- Yeah.

I'm just hoping that
he's feeling better

and then he wants
to make it up to us,

and Charity gets to go
on her date.

[soft music]

- I'm really excited
for my one-on-one,

if I get it still.

Like, I hope it's just, like,
the same thing, like,

we experienced in the Bahamas,
like, just fun and playful.

And I feel like I could see
Zach as my husband.

I have the feels.

I'm gonna remain hopeful.
So, like,

And I already know that
there's a connection there,

but just to see, like,
where it could go.

[laughing] I'm so excited.

So excited.

- I have a good feeling
he's gonna do

a one-on-one with you.

Positive thoughts only.

- Yep. That's right.

- Hello.
- Oh, God.

- Hey, everybody.

How we doing?

- Okay.
- Okay.

Um, I'm just gonna get to it.

Obviously, Zach's been feeling
under the weather.

I got some really bad news.
And unfortunately,

- Oh, God.

- He tested positive
for COVID today.

- [bleep].

And when Zach got the results,
he was absolutely crushed.

To lose that type
of quality time

at this stage of the journey,
with you all

that is Zach's worst nightmare.

Charity, I am so, so sorry.

What you wanted to hear.
I know it's not

- I'm... I'm really sad.

Obviously, it's not easy
to hear that he has COVID.

Like, I think all of us,
like, are... we care deeply,

and we're concerned.

But you hope and you, like,
dream of something,

and I really was just, like,

preparing my heart
for this date.

And I knew that it was gonna
be something special.

[sniffles]
- [sighs]

I'm really sorry, babe.

- It's okay. Thank you.

The concern at this point
Ultimately,

is, like, Zach and if he's okay.

But I just really feel
like today would have

a really huge turning point.
Just been, like,

I'm just, like, overwhelmed.
I think

I might get skipped over
I'm scared that

and, like, I just, like,
get left, like, behind.

And I'm just anxious

'cause I don't know,
and it scares me.

♪ ♪

- I just hope he's okay.

And I just can't imagine
what he's feeling.

I just, like, feel for him
right now, honestly.

Like, that sucks.

I mean, his goal
is to literally find

his wife and his best friend,

and he doesn't get to right now.

To spend time with him.
Obviously, I want

It's frustrating.

So the million dollar question
- [sighs]

now is, what are we gonna do?

How do we move forward
from this?

Kaity, I know you're a nurse,
right?

I know you can appreciate
So, I mean,

the severity of this.

He can't control being sick.
- Like, obviously,

But... it's just tough.
[whispering]

This whole thing is just tough.

- I'm sorry again
for all of this.

I know it's really,
really tough.

To be patient with him.
Please continue

Thanks, everyone.

- Thanks, Jesse.
- See you.

♪ ♪

- So what does that mean for us?

Like, how do we move forward,
honestly?

- Finding out that
Zach has COVID,

it literally crushed me.

The fact that he's isolated
in a room alone,

he has no one there for him.

Just to know that, you know,
And like, that hurts

racing just as much as ours.
His mind is probably just

♪ ♪

feeling well, all I want is,
I know that when I'm not

somebody to take care of me.
You know, someone there,

I have feelings for this man,
and I just want more of him.

Everything about him,
I want to know

and I want him to know
everything about me.

I'm gonna find a way
to make sure he knows

that I'm always gonna
be there for him.

This means a lot to me,

it means a lot to him.
And I hope

[knock on door]

Zachary.

- Hello?

- How are you?

This is Kaity.

- Kaity?

Most ideal way of talking to
- I... I know this isn't the
you.

But how are you doing?

- Honestly, like,
it is so frustrating

that I have to be in here

and not spend this time
with you in London.

Like...
- Yeah.

- I'm missing seeing all you...
All you ladies.

- Well, because you didn't
get to explore London

as much as you'd like,

a little gift basket.
I brought you

And, like, I just wanted you
to know that, like, I'm here.

I haven't stopped
thinking about you.

- Aw, Kaity, thank you so much.

And getting to hear your voice
- Like, just coming over

literally means so much to me.

Because, like,

I'm gonna talk to you again
not knowing when

I'm gonna see you again, like,
or not knowing when

really has taken a toll on me,

'cause I'm here for you,
and like...

- I'm just, like, scared
- Yeah.

Is gonna fall flat.
That momentum

that feeling, obviously.
And I don't want

But, like, it is a fear of mine

so invested and I do see
because I am, like,
this...

I see you.

I see a future with you.

Just rambling at this point.
And, yeah, I feel like I'm

- No. No, no, no.

This is, like, so important.
I mean, like,

And I know how hard it is
for us.

The highest of the highs.
Like, it started at

- Being beside you,
I honestly feel like

the luckiest girl in the world.

- That's very sweet of you.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- It's been a great feeling.

A pretty great feeling.
- It has been

[romantic music]

♪ ♪

I have so much confidence in
I want you to know that
us

about how, like, I feel with you

how much fun I have with you.
And how comfortable I am,

- Aw.

- Like, I mean, that museum
date, like, that was

- That was unreal.
Seriously...

In a million years
Couldn't think

that I'd be sitting here
right in front of you

and feeling the way that I do.

It feels right.
- It feels good.

- I like... I like where
I think this is heading.

- Yeah. Let's go!

- Are you giving me
a head start?

- This is like, your...
- I'm coming.

- I'm coming. Kaity!

- Zachary!

You're sweet.

♪ ♪

- I want you to know that
I really am so excited

that you... like, you... are here,

to see what happens.
And I can't wait

And I... I want you here.

And I do see something with you.

- Aw.

- But it's really hard, I know.

- That makes me feel so good.

[chuckles]

It's so nice to hear that,
honestly.

Like, thank you.

I feel... I feel really good
about this.

Feel good about this as well
And like, to hear that you

means so much to me.

All those bad days, all the...
And just, like,

the hard times, honestly,
it's just...

It's worth it.

And I'm not going anywhere.

- Please don't.
[laughs]

- I'm not.

Outside of my hotel room all
- Honestly, you can sit
night.

- I would love to.

I feel so good.

What I needed, just to, like,
Like, that's exactly

hear his voice.

I'm so grateful to be able to
lift his spirits a little bit,

'cause I know it's tough.

He's all alone.
- Okay.

I'll see you real soon, Kaity.

- All my fears and doubts just
dissolved by talking to him

through a freaking door.

I'm actually out of here.
- I can't wait till

I'm gonna give you the biggest
hug you've ever had.

- We could do a hug
through the door.

[laughs]

- That's me hugging the door.

- Ooh, I felt that,
the shake of the door.

That felt good.

- Yeah, there it is.

[laughter]

- I haven't met a man
so genuine,

so ready to fall in love.

Like, I could totally
see myself being married

to this man at the end of it.

I'm very happy.

[laughs]

♪ ♪

- Nominate your grandma,
your grandpa,

or any single senior citizen
who's still young at heart

[soft music]

♪ ♪

- Oh, this has been
quite the week.

Uh, a lot has happened.

I get to London,

I have the most incredible
one-on-one date with Gabi,

a positive test for COVID.
And I receive

And it's put a complete halt
on the week.

It's pretty frustrating that
I can't spend it with them.

And that takes away
from everyone.

My date with Charity.
I had to cancel

I mean, it's just devastating.

I need to see the women again.

I've just gotta figure
something out.

I don't know what it is yet,

but I gotta figure
something out.

♪ ♪

how long it's been, like,
- I didn't realize

since I've seen his face.

I think we're doing
the best that we can

situation that we're all in.
In, like, the not so best

- Zach has COVID,
and now we're in limbo.

Like, we don't know
what's gonna happen.

We're basically just chilling
in the hotel

what's gonna happen next.
Until we find out

- I'm also just in
a really weird place.

I was supposed to have
a one-on-one,

and now I'm just like,
I could have had a rose.

And now I'm just sitting here
without one

what's gonna happen, so...
and don't know

- Hello, Jesse.

- Hello.

Hey, everyone.

[indistinct chatter]

We all doing okay?

- Yeah.

The news about Zach,
- Well, I know

that caught a lot of you
off guard.

Zach's in his room,
he's isolating,

and he's missing all of you
like crazy.

The good news, though,
is Zach's feeling

good enough to do something
that we've never done

in Bachelor history:

a virtual cocktail party.

[laughter]

and he just could not go
I spoke to Zach,

without seeing you.
Another day

So he's trying to do everything

and anything in his power

to spend more time
with all of you

while, of course, keeping
your health and your safety

as his number one priority.

- So then I'll obviously turn
the mic downward.

Okay.

- Check, check, check.

- All right.
Can you see me?

- Can you see me?
- Hi, Zach.

- So what happens next,

this could be the difference
between continuing

on this journey with Zach
or going home,

because later tonight,
Zach's gonna be holding

virtual Rose Ceremony.
The first ever

And unfortunately
for some of you,

that means you're gonna be
going home tonight.

I wish you all the best of luck.

Please try to make the most
of what I know

and a very awkward situation.
Is a very unusual

♪ ♪

Have fun, and I hope to see
you all a bit later.

- Thank you, Jesse.
Bye.

- Thanks, Jesse.
- Thank you.

- So excited to see him
and talk to him.

Communicate better in person
Um, it's weird, because I

when I can kind of, like,
even, like, touch your
fingers,

touch your knee, and like,

like, physical touch.
Just have that,

So extremely anxious.

A virtual cocktail party.
Today's

nervous about how it's gonna
And so I'm a little bit
go

and how this new way
of communicating

is gonna, you know, affect
he and I's connection.

- I didn't really know
if it was gonna be

a few days before seeing him,

time is of the essence.
And like,

And I just, like,
I'm really happy

I have this opportunity
to talk to him.

This is something
better than nothing

before a Rose Ceremony.

I felt very defeated, This week,

and like, I had a feeling that
we weren't gonna see him,

and then we were gonna just go

straight into the Rose Ceremony.

I'm just really grateful.
So now

just some validation,
I think if I got

it would just make
all of this worth it.

- I think, for me,
I've anticipated

seeing him all week.

Unfortunately ripped away.
And that was kind of

But it'll be good just to chat.

And it'll be a little
different, obviously,

through video chat.
'cause it's

But I am super excited.

I love FaceTime,
but it's also very weird,

because I'm like,

how goofy I am on video chat.
My friends know

So I don't know how
today is gonna go,

but I'm just excited to really
get that time with him,

but also very nervous
to go first.

♪ ♪

Great. [laughs]

- [laughing]
- Hey.

Where am I sitting at?

How do I sit, right here?

Hi. I can't see myself,

so I have no idea
what I look like.

But hi.

- You look beautiful.
- Thank you.

How are you feeling?
You look great.

I'm feeling a lot better now.
- I'm feeling...

- A lot better now...
- Good.

- Especially seeing you.
- You look...

And also, we can acknowledge
how weird this is.

- I know. That's why I'm like,

but your face, which is great.
I can't see anything

- I think you can grab it.

- Okay, sorry. Thanks.

Love that for me.
Okay, perfect.

I'm the first one.
Bear with me.

- You should have seen me

trying to set this up
this morning.

It was... I did this, like,

whole setup in my room.

- Your room's cute.
So it's...

- Trust me, it's...

- I love it, but obviously,
the elephant in the room

is I'm a little sad.

Obviously, we couldn't go
on our one-on-one.

So...[laughs]

That was a little difficult,
for sure.

- I know.

It's so frustrating.

And I do, like, apologize.

You know, different.
I wish it was,

- I mean, obviously, it's
not... and I don't want you

to have to even say
you're sorry.

Like, I know it's, like,
nothing in your control.

But, ultimately, we care
and prioritize your health.

So I'm happy and glad that
you're... you're doing good.

- Well, thank you, Charity.

Surprise for you in the room.
But also, I have a little

It's behind a pink pillow,
should be on your left.

- [gasps] Oh, my goodness.
- A little...

[soft music]

- No, this is so cute.

Wait let me hold it up.

This?

- So inside, yeah, so...

- Oh, my goodness.
Okay, hold on.

- I know our time
had been cut short,

had "Ben"... been cut short.

- Oh, my goodness.

This is so cute.

Wait.

No, I'm gonna... not gonna cry.

Oh.

I love this.

Thank you so much.

- It sucks that I wasn't able
to spend the day with you.

A little token of, I miss you.
And, you know,

- That is so precious.
Thank you.

I'm, like, shaking,

'cause it's so sweet
and so thoughtful.

Yeah, I'm trying not to cry.
We're not gonna cry right now.

- No, don't do that.

[laughter]

you know, our time will come.
I want you to know that,

we get that time together.
I can't wait until

- Mm-hmm.

- Here.

- There we go. I got it.

I caught yours but...

- That's probably a lot better
than me going to the...

- We're not going in the camera.

Absolutely not doing that.
[laughing]

I feel really good.

It's really reassuring
to know that

he was just as disappointed

that he didn't get
the time with me.

And to reassure me that
he wants the time with me

and that I will get it
makes me really excited.

I'm gonna give one more kiss,

I'll see you soon.
And hopefully

I do feel chosen.

♪ ♪

It just feels good
to be acknowledged,

I do get a rose tonight.
And hopefully

for what's to come.
And I'm excited

♪ ♪

[upbeat music]

- It feels good that
he's thinking of us

as much as we want to see him.
And wants to see us

But I'm curious to see
how it's gonna go,

conversations that are from
if, you know, any
today

will have a effect

the Rose Ceremony tonight.
On how we navigate

I'm interested to see
how the Rose Ceremony

will follow today's
cocktail video chat thing.

But I mean,
I'm obviously excited

to check in with him one-on-one,

we're thinking about him.
Let him know that

Well, I'm thinking about him,

and see if he's actually
feeling better.

♪ ♪

[gasps] Hi.

Okay, wait. I have to see...
- Hello.

- If this is, like,
working right.

Because I can't see myself.

So I don't know what's going on.

[laughs]

Can you see me?
- Wait. Yeah.

I can see you.

Can you see me?

- I can see you.

- But you can't see yourself.
- Nope.

- [laughs]

if you can see me right
- So I don't know

or if this is giving me
a double chin or not,

but we'll take it. [laughs]

absolutely stunning.
- You look

Don't you dare worry.

- Perfect, perfect.
- [laughs]

- How are you feeling?

- Oh.

I'm feeling okay.

But, like, I feel great now.
I didn't feel too hot

And thank you for checking in.

Like, I appreciate it.

The last thing I wanted
was, like, this whole,

you know, positive test to...

To take out from...
- It didn't.

- Everyone... good. Good.
- No.

I think that we're all,
like, really grateful

to at least do this with you.
That we were able

to see you in person soon.
So we'll just be able

And it'll only be,
like, a few days.

- Real soon.

When I see you in person,

you'll get the biggest hug
and kiss.

- Speaking of that,
have you learned

any fancy English words?

'Cause I learned one.
- No. You did?

- Yeah.

Kiss is snog.

- That's right, snog.
- Snog.

- Okay, I have heard snog.

I have heard snog.
- Okay.

So since we can't kiss
in person,

do a little virtual snogs?
Do you want to, like,

[laughs]

- Are we gonna have a snog sesh?

- A cute little, like,
snog sesh.

Like, a cute little...
[smooching]

Okay, ready?

One...

- Two, three.
- Two...

[romantic music]

[smooching]

[laughs]

♪ ♪

- Oh, my God.

- That was cute.

You're blushing.
That's cute.

- I am blushing.
[chuckles]

With Katherine,
she just gives me

butterflies in my stomach.

And we virtual snogged
each other.

Did it taste good? No.

But, you know,
it's the thought that counts.

- I do need you to get better,
'cause I do miss you.

And I'm tired of, like, actually

dreaming of your kisses.

Like, I want it to...

To be a real... a real thing.

- Be in person?

And not have to wake up
- Yeah,

to Mercedes beside me.

- My conversation with Kylee
feels really good.

I don't know, I miss her.

And she knows how to put
a smile on my face.

- We did also come across
a guard.

The ones with the hats?
You know,

You know, like...
- The Beefeaters.

- Yeah, yeah. Like these hats.
- I love it.

My time with Brooklyn,
as always, it's a blast.

For a first virtual
cocktail party,

all my expectations.
It surpassed

- Okay, this hat's gotta go.
I'm sorry.

- It was full of laughs
and us joking around.

- I can't kiss you right now.

So this is not my first time
kissing an orange.

It may be your first time.

Ooh.

That was kind of good, though.

[laughs]

- With this virtual time
together,

how a lot of relationships
and it was telling for

did progress and move forward.

Till I see you in person.
I can't wait

And I'll give you
literally, like,

the biggest hug and kiss.

- Same.

- And I can't wait for it.

I miss all the women so much,

and even though I have COVID,
just having

the ability to have
a conversation,

it's hard to find words

with how good I feel right now.

- The video chat, like,
how are y'all feeling about
it?

Like, I already talked to him,
but it went great.

But I was low-key
a little nervous.

- Yeah.

- Greer, how are you feeling?

In the beginning of this week
- I think the hardest part

was I really didn't know
where I stood with him.

I really didn't know, like,

based off our last
conversation, like,

did a lot of other connections
surpass me?

I definitely know that,
like, I still have, like,

and I'm still really hopeful
a lot of fight left in me,

about our connection.

And I really want to explore.
I do like him,

I'm feeling nervous right now

but also, like, so excited
to video chat with Zach

before the Rose Ceremony.

The fact that, like,
I still have a chance

to, like, keep the momentum,

maybe show him another side,

and hopefully get another rose.

[gasps]

Hello, hello.

Do I sit here?
- Hello.

- Or does it matter?

Okay. [laughs]

Am I too far?

- Grab the iPad.
- Okay.

I, like, don't know what to do
with myself right now.

Okay, cool.

- [laughs]
- Awesome.

You can't see yourself, huh?
- I know, it's like, weird.

- This is better for me,
though, 'cause usually,

if my face is in the corner,

wouldn't look at you, I probably

to be honest.

So this is better.

- You stare at yourself
the whole way?

- I try to make eye contact
with the person

but I get thrown off
in front of me,

by myself in the corner.

It's okay to glance.
- Well, I think

But staring the whole time,

that's a little...
- Okay.

Not the whole time,
not the whole time,

just like sometimes,
like a glimpse.

Okay?

- Okay.

- Yeah, yeah.

- How are you doing?

- I'm good. How are you?

- Symptoms here and there
in the beginning,

but now I'm feeling great.

So that's, like, the heartache
part is like, I feel great.

I would literally do anything
to get out of this place.

- Mm-hmm.

- But it's frustrating.

But how was... how was
your day in London?

But it definitely would have
- It was really fun,

been better if you were there.

But like, I just feel for you.

Like, I... I'm... I work in sales.

And so last time,
like, I had COVID

it was at the end of a
quarter, like, end of the
year.

And so I kind of, like,
know what it's like

that you're trying to reach,
to, like, have a goal

and you're stuck.

I just want to make sure, like,

are you feeling, like, okay?

- Yeah, I feel fine.

I do want to throw...
Throw out there,

it's completely different,
I think

at least my perspective,

from me being frustrated
on finding my future wife

versus end of sales,
closed quarter,

because that's what I do too.

Like, I get it.
- Yeah.

- I put a lot of weight
on this week.

And it is frustrating.

- Yeah. No, for sure.

I don't mean to, like,
you know, under...

What you're feeling
like, belittle

by comparing it to sales.

I was just trying to, like,
put myself in your shoes.

So that's really my point.

You had no bad intent.
- And I know

out there that it was like...
But I just had to put it

- It's not the same.
- Yeah.

In a few short weeks, like,
And, like,

I could be standing
in front of my person.

And that means a lot more
to me than, like,

the end of a sales quarter.

And I just wanted
to, like, just...

- Oh, okay. [chuckles]

No, I know it's more important
for you, for sure.

[tense music]

- Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- I just don't feel good after
that conversation, honestly.

♪ ♪

I hated where it was going
with our time,

that's what consumed our time.
And I hated

I think I really upset him.

Rubbed him the wrong way,
What I said

and it was obvious to me.

♪ ♪

[crying]

♪ ♪

I tried to explain how, like,

last time I had COVID,

it was the end of the year,
like, end of the quarter.

He got really upset...
And I could see

- That I compared it to my
- Oh.
job.

- Oh. No. I'm sorry.

- [crying]

- Was it just, like,
his mannerisms,

or did he make a comment
that was like...

That you kind of perceived...

- It was... he was offended.

- Oh.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

Like, I felt like I...
Like I insulted him.

[sniffles]

I, like... that's, like,
not what I meant to do.

And I didn't mean to, like,

dilute the situation.

♪ ♪

So I'm just thinking, like,

you know, it's just like,
I've had people

really close to me
tell me, like,

"Greer, like, you know you're...

"it's so hard to understand
you in the beginning.

To know you," like, people...
And then, like, once we get

"We understand you more."

Like, I feel like
I'm misunderstood

in a lot of situations.

[sighs]

I just, like, hated how, like,
he seemed so upset with me.

It's okay. He's not...
- It's okay.

He's upset with you.
I don't think

I don't.

Maybe more so the situation
and the circumstances.

And that's a lot.

It caught me so off guard.
- It just, like...

- I know. I know.
- I was like,

I was not expecting
that reaction at all.

Because every girl that came
out of the conversation

said how great it went.

And the second I came out,

I couldn't say the same.

Like, I'm just, like, I'm
so... - You're holding onto
that.

- [bleep] nervous.

I was so scared
walking in there.

Like, I... like, I'm, like,

holding on to, like,
one-on-one time.

But I just have this feeling
that I'm going home tonight.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- You holding up all right?

- Uh, as much as I can be, yeah.

- I give you credit,
'cause you were adamant

about finding a way
to spend more time

with all of these women.

And you were able to make

that virtual cocktail party
happen today.

- I loved it.

It's what I needed
to get through

these real tough
quarantine days,

but also to further
feel comfortable

on these relationships.
Moving forward

- There's a Rose Ceremony,
obviously.

And I know it's gotta be
so tough

you can't be there.
Knowing that

- It feels really difficult

having to send anyone home
during this time.

And I wish I could be there
to do that,

like, to... to be in that moment.

And that's the annoying thing.
'Cause they deserve that,

But... yeah.

I have a hard time, so...
That's where

♪ ♪

- I can see it's weighing
on you pretty heavy.

You doing okay?
- Yeah.

- You okay?

[somber music]

♪ ♪

- Yeah.

♪ ♪

Yeah, it's fine.

♪ ♪

was robbed of them, and...
Like, this week

I don't know.

♪ ♪

- Zach, I'm really sorry, man.

To wrap my head around it,
- It's just hard

that I can't even be there,
so...

♪ ♪

I have a hard time.
That's where

♪ ♪

what you're gonna do tonight
- You feel like you know

with the roses?

♪ ♪

- I think so.
I don't know.

- All right.

With your permission, Zach,
Well then,

I'll get the Rose Ceremony
started.

I'm gonna go see the women.

I'm gonna tell them how this
whole thing is gonna work.

The next time they see you,

you'll be handing out roses
to them virtually

through a monitor.

- Good luck, buddy.
- That's good.

- Thank you.

♪ ♪

- I'm always nervous going
into the Rose Ceremonies,

'cause I overanalyze everything,

and I think too much
about everything.

[footsteps approaching]

I have no clue how the Rose
Ceremony is gonna work.

Tonight, that's gonna be hard,
I think those that go home

'cause they can't actually
say goodbye in person.

That's, like, literally
someone breaking up

with you over the phone.

♪ ♪

- I have no idea what's
about to happen tonight.

But I don't feel, like,
really good

about the conversation
I had earlier today.

I feel like you try so hard
not to compare,

but then you have
people coming in

saying how great it went.

And I'm so nervous.

[sniffling]

♪ ♪

- Hi, ladies.
Can you see me?

- Yes.
- Yeah.

- Hi.

Um, this week...

Completely unexpected.

Very unique and strange,
While this has been

I think we made the most of it.

A virtual cocktail party,
Even if it was

I had that reassurance.
I felt like I...

I had that clarity
that I needed,

and that's all I can ask for.

Now, obviously, we are
at a Rose Ceremony tonight,

and it's virtual.

And I would literally
do anything

to get out of this room
and be there with you.

It's pretty [bleep] aggravating.

Umm, sorry for the language.

But I really hope
you can see my heart

as I do navigate through
this difficult decision.

And with that being said...

[suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

Kaity.

- Did he... was... did he say me?
- Yeah.

♪ ♪

- [laughs] Do I pick it up?

- Kaity, will you accept
this rose?

- Absolutely.

♪ ♪

- I'll give you
a virtual air hug.

- Oh, okay.

[laughter]

♪ ♪

- Charity.

- Oh, excuse me.

♪ ♪

- Charity, will you accept
this rose?

- Absolutely.

Thank you.

♪ ♪

- I hate these nights.

I anticipate them.

- Aly.

- And none of this
has been easy.

- Aly, will you accept
this rose?

- Of course.

- But I got the reassurance
that I needed today,

and that's exciting.

I kind of put it all out
on the line for him,

and he received it really well.

- Kat.

- That rose will just be one
more step in the validation

that this could really
be something.

- Kat, will you accept
this rose?

- Yes.

Thank you.

- I'm already thinking
on to next week.

Oh, my God.

I'm gonna be so sick
if I don't get a rose.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Brooklyn.

- Excuse me. Sorry.

♪ ♪

- Brooklyn, will you accept
this rose?

- I will.

Thank you.

- I do want a rose tonight.

But, like,
I watched so many connections

build in front of me.

Where we stand anymore.
I don't even know

♪ ♪

- Jess.

♪ ♪

- I felt so conflicted
after that conversation,

because it made me so scared.

- Jess, will you accept
this rose?

- Of course. Thank you.

- And it made me, like,
think to myself, like,

should I walk out before, like,

it happens tonight
on a video chat?

♪ ♪

- Ariel.

♪ ♪

- I can't keep holding on
to the first night.

That's not fair to me.

- Ariel, will you accept
this rose?

- I'd love to. Thank you.

- I would love some validation.

I would love some reassurance.
[sniffles]

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

it's the final rose tonight.
- Ladies, Zach,

When you're ready.

♪ ♪

- Greer.

- Oh, my God.

♪ ♪

- Greer, will you accept
this rose?

- Yes, I will.

[sniffling]

[somber music]

♪ ♪

- Kylee, Mercedes,
I really am so sorry.

Please take a moment
and say your goodbyes.

♪ ♪

[indistinct whispers]
both: I love you.

- You're a queen.
- Thanks.

♪ ♪

thank you for everything.
- Zach,

I wish you the best of luck.

It's really hard.

Like, obviously,
I wanted it to work out,

and Zach is
an amazing freaking guy.

Good luck with everything.

- Mercedes, thank you.
- Bye.

♪ ♪

Usually, when you leave,
you get, like, closure

of like, hugging him.

[sniffles] You know?

And I couldn't do that

because it was through
a freaking screen.

♪ ♪

He'll find the love of his life,

and it just wasn't me,
at the end of the day.

- Zach, thank you so much
for everything.

Nothing but the best.
I wish you

- Thank you, Kylee.

It's been an honor
getting to know you.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

♪ ♪

- [crying]

♪ ♪

I'm so stupid.

I'm literally so stupid.

I just kept hoping
he was my person.

I know I am good enough.

The right person to see.
It's just gonna take

But it's just like,
I'm tired of waiting

for that right person.

♪ ♪

- Well, I know this week
in London was a lot.

All the strangeness of it,
Even with

it was still a great week.

And I really couldn't be
more confident

about each and every
single one of you.

And I really can't wait
to continue

this journey with all of you.

- To Zachary.
- Cheers.

[glasses clinking]
- To Zachary.

What next week holds.
- I don't know

But I know he was really
devastated about this week,

so I hope, like,
it all gets made up.

- Yeah. Cheers to Zach
- Cheers to Zach.

Getting out of quarantine.
[overlapping chatter]

Cheers to no more
virtual kissing.

- That was unprompted.

- I'm really looking forward
to just, like,

actually seeing Zach
in person now.

- Cheers to another adventure
of falling deeper with Zach.

- Oh. To Zach.
- Cheers.

- I'm just so excited.

When I got my rose.
My jaw dropped

I was literally starting to cry,

I wasn't gonna hear my name.
Because I really thought

I'm really, really looking
forward to next week,

that one-on-one time.
Maybe having

I can't wait to touch him.

[laughs]

♪ ♪

- Still to come this season...

Zach's worldwide quest
for love continues.

- Could get used to this.

- It's passionate...

- There's this spark
that I feel when I see her.

- Romantic...

- I can say it.

I am falling for you.

- And a little bit wild.

- We are at a nudist sauna.

- Can we join?

- [bleep].
Eh?

[laughs]

- Whoo!

- I came here to find love,

and right now,

my heart is pounding,

'cause it's here, and it's real.

- You have a special way
of making me feel

really seen and, like, chosen.

I feel like I'm the only girl
in this world right now.

Of falling in love,
- The feeling

it makes my heart flutter.

It makes me choke up on my words

when I think of you.

- That makes me feel so happy.

Both: Whoo!

- I can absolutely see
a future with you.

- You mean the world to me,

to fall in love with you
and being able

has been nothing short
of amazing.

- I can confidently say
I know my wife is here.

But someone's gonna get hurt,
regardless.

- [sobbing]

- This is just so [bleep] up.

- Oh, my God.

- Why is this happening?

- We all have developed
feelings for Zach,

and we're all scared
to lose him.

- I'm terrified that at the
end of this, it's not me.

A very ugly color on people.
- Jealousy is

- You kissed the man before
she went on her one-on-one.

- If I want to spend
a moment with him,

I'm gonna take it.

- You have your head
up your ass.

I don't have time for this.
- [sighs]

[bleep] lunatic.

- I'm upset that I haven't
gotten a one-on-one.

- You keep bringing up
a one-on-one.

That's not what it's about.

I'm at a loss for words.

What the [bleep] just happened?

I was not expecting that.
[crying]

that next step with you.
- I'm ready to take

- This is an act of love,
not lust.

I'm sorry.

- [crying] What am I doing?

I let myself down,
- I feel like

I let the women down.
And I feel like

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

a heartbreaking journey,
It's been

but I found my love.

And I've made mistakes...
I've caused pain

[crying]

My mind and my heart have been
pulled in separate directions.

♪ ♪

But standing here with the ring,

I just hope that...[sniffles]
It's all worth it.

♪ ♪

- Like, when you say
someone looks good,

you say, "Oh, you look fit."

Right?
- Yeah, we say that.

And if someone really
doesn't look good,

they're a minger.
- A minger?

- Yeah. Yeah, that's a minger.

What were you saying about...
You say screwing, don't you?

Like, we'd say shagging.

- Shagging.
- Oh, shag. Okay.

I... I've seen "Austin Powers."

- Well, then you know
everything.

- Oh, I know all about the shag.

- You know, someone's an
[laughter]
idiot.

Like, wanker, tosser.
- Wanker.

- Wanker, tosser.
- Like that?

- And if... if someone talks
a lot,

you go, like, "Gobby."

- Gobby?
- Oh, gobby?

- Gobbing, yeah. Shut your
gob. - Shut your gob.

- Shut your gob.

- Wait, can I do a good accent?

Wait, you have to tell me.

Like, shut your gob.

- Shut your gob.
Both: Shut your gob.

[laughter]

- I... I'll try
an American accent.

[laughter]

- Wait, can you say,
"Can I steal you for a
second?"

in a American accent?

- Can I steal you for a second?

[laughter]

- Yes!

- That was so good.