Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 1, Episode 9 - Romantic Getaways - full transcript

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I feel like even
if you did see something

you would like to explore,

I don't think
you would explore it.

I was a little judgmental
and not trying to open up

in the beginning. Now, hey,
whatever happens, happens.

It's weird for me to even say
the word "boyfriend" right now.

I just don't really feel
the love.

I've spent a lot of my time
with Tyler,

and I'm ready to put it
into action.

- You troublemaker.
- I've tried so hard



to remain faithful
in this position.

Like, I feel like
I'm being selfish

and I feel like
I'm embarrassing...

- No, but I get it.
Doesn't matter what he does.

That's not your game.
- I love John,

but I really, really like
Johnny.

Now that I'm seeing
what Kady's been doing,

I think that I can bring
those walls down

and really get to know Katheryn.

What are your intentions
with myself?

Well, you already know

I asked you to be my girlfriend
last night.

It looks like he just gave up
on me

and gave up on us
for someone he barely knows.



You're not gonna tempt me.

It's just, like,
so mind-blowing to me.

Like, I really, like,
can't even, like,

wrap my head around it.

He just said, "You're
my girlfriend now" to her?

Yeah.

I just don't understand how
he could just forget,

like, everything
that we've been through.

Like, our whole life.

- Exactly.
- I'm, like, really embarrassed.

- Don't be embarrassed, babe.
- Don't be embarrassed.

- He should be embarrassed.
- I'm so embarrassed.

- Kaci...
- This is a reflection

of his character, not yours.

- Like, we have a home and dogs.
- Yeah.

We have, like, a life. We were
gonna go, like, traveling

when we came home.
My birthday is next week.

Like, what's wrong with you?

So sorry, baby.

So what'd you all think?

Last bonfire...
I'm glad it's over with.

At the end of the day, we all
know what we signed up for.

There's not shit I can say
or do from this point.

Conversation has to be had,
and then,

Javen, seeing you all be strong,

like, I want that,
you know what I mean?

So that's what I'm looking for.

That's crazy, 'cause honestly,
like, when you guys

were getting in that fight
when we met all the singles,

like, I looked at Kady. I was
like, "Man, that seems like

it's gonna really not
go well," you know?

But it's crazy to see
that you guys are the ones

that are surviving this thing.

Thank you. I appreciate
you guys' feedback.

I can't speak
for the other gentlemen.

You know, they have their
own path, their own journey,

and they seen what they seen.

It's not something for me
to elaborate on,

but nothing but positive vibes
coming from my end.

At the end of the day,
I love my baby girl.

I had a wonderful journey.

Hi, gentlemen. How are ya?

- Doing well.
- Good.

- Ladies, good morning.
I'm glad to see you all.

Well, you've all been through
a lot,

and if you're still struggling
with the question

that you arrived here with...

"Is my partner the one for me
or not?"

I'm about to offer you
a very unique opportunity

that hopefully will get you
closer to finding that answer.

You're about to choose
your final date.

Now this isn't a regular date.

This is
a very special overnight date.

It's also
a very important decision

because whomever
you don't choose

is going home...

today.

So, Evan, who's going on the
final overnight date with you?

Get over here.

Come on.
- Mm.

Everyone always says, like,
when you know, you know,

and that's how I feel with Evan.

We have a couple more days
before he's gotta make

his, like, final decision.

I'm pretty confident in what
his decision will be,

but you never know.

All right, John.

Katheryn.

- Wow.
- Finally.

- Thank you. Yeah.
- Katheryn hasn't been available

to you until this final date.

Do you wanna officially
get rid of this thing?

- Thank God.
- There we go.

- I'm-a throw it...
- Free.

There we go, right in the pool.

Oh, man.

When I initially was blocked
from John,

I didn't think that there would
ever come anything of this

because he has a girlfriend,

but, you know,
I've let my guard down with him,

and I feel like every day,
his feelings... they're growing,

and mine are, too.

- Javen.
- I'm ready.

I would like to take Kayla.

I would like to take you
on my final date.

- I would love to.
- Thank you.

She said yes.

Okay, Karl.

Brittney.

Things are evolving
surprisingly quickly with Karl,

and I don't know how to play it,

because my natural instincts
for someone

that I'm that much attracted to
is, like, literally

just to climb all over them,
so we'll see what happens.

All right.

And then I turn to you three...
Hannah, Erica, and Rachel,

you can say your goodbyes,

and then
it's time to leave the island.

Goodbye, everybody.

This is definitely
a bittersweet moment.

I'm sad to leave the house,

but everyone that was chosen
for their final dates

definitely deserves this.

Whoo!

- It is very quiet in the house.
- Yeah.

But you're not gonna be here
for long.

It's time to go on
these incredible final dates,

and I'll check with you soon.
You can head on out.

Nice.

- Hey.
- It's gonna be so much fun.

Guys, I can't believe it,
but we are almost

at the end of this journey,

and it is now time for you four

to pick your final dates.

It's also a really, really big
decision for you guys

because whomever you don't pick,

their time on the island
ends today.

Okay?
- What?

- Kaci, we'll start with you.
Who is the lucky guy?

This is very, very hard,
so I need to pick wisely,

and I am picking Val.
- Val.

- Kace.
- Okay.

It's Kace.

I think Kaci needs somebody
who's confident, who's loyal,

who's a king.

I'm on the throne here, people.
I'm on the throne.

- All right.
Let's go with Shari next.

Um...

I'll take Justin.

I feel like I am
a 100% temptation to Shari.

She's strong.
I think she can hold her own

and not be tempted,
but I feel like she...

She likes to let it in a little
bit and see where it takes her.

Okay. Nicole.

All right, Tyler.
Miss Kady, you're next.

I knew you were gonna say,
"Miss Kady."

- Did you?
- Yeah.

Unfortunately, we have to say
goodbye to you gentlemen now.

I wanna thank you on behalf
of everybody

for the contributions
that you've made. Travel safe.

It's time to leave the island.

Thank you.

- Travel safe, Jack.
- All right.

- Take care, guys.
- Good luck.

- Bye, guys.
Although it is sad that we do

have to send
the three guys home,

I think we're all just focusing
on the four guys

that we are gonna
spend time with,

and I always have a good time
with Johnny,

so I'm looking forward
to a night alone with him.

Well, couples, you're in
for quite an adventure.

This is not a regular date.
This is a 24-hour date,

and it's a chance for you
to take the connections

you've already made
to another level

or explore these connections
more intimately.

Have a great time.
I will check in with you soon.

You can head on out.
- Thank you.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

I definitely feel like
spending 24 hours

with Justin will take
my experience with him

to the next level that will
allow us to connect more.

But I've never spent 24 hours
with another guy

besides Javen,
so this should be interesting.

- Are you ready?
- Yep.

Got my arms?

Val is a perfect person
to go on this date with.

He makes me laugh,

and I really need to prepare
for worst-case scenario

and just get ready
to face the music.

Honest, true answer... what did
everyone say about Evan?

- Uh, yeah.
- Honest.

Well, no, I keep it honest
for you all the time.

He's a... guy.

We all feel like he's
a little bit of a scumbag.

You know?
- Yeah. I really, truly think

that he's just caught up
in the moment with this girl,

and I actually feel bad for her.

I am the one that he says
is his forever,

and this is another girl that
he's gonna break her heart.

If anything, I realize that

Kaci's still really strung up
on her man,

and I know she loves him and I
know she means well for him,

but I think she needs
to move on.

So I wanna show her a good time.

Two for you.

I-I believe in you.

Yeah!

That was really good!

I'm just out there having fun.

You know, I did my thing.
We did a little sailing.

You got this.

- I'm out here.
- Muscles. Proud of you.

- Relaxed a little bit.
Caught a tan.

I'm looking better than ever.

Ha ha!

- Yeah, that was okay.
I just completely ate shit.

Oh. I think I'm gonna stay
down here, honestly.

- I'll come down here with you.
- Yeah, come hang out.

Come hang out.

- Finally away from the villa.
- I know.

- All right, well...
- I'm so happy right now.

And I am so yours.

I mean, you changed everything.
We just started here, yeah,

but we have some real things
we gotta talk about.

- Together.
- Together. I gotta go to D.C.,

I gotta meet your family.
You know, we gotta figure out,

you know, Los Angeles
and how that'll work and...

- It's gonna work.
- Oh, it's gonna work very well.

He likes me!

- Oh, my God.
It's way past like.

Girl, you are it.
You are it for me,

and I can't let you go.

Whenever I'm, like, with Evan,
looking in his eyes,

like, I have no worries,
no nothing,

but whenever I'm, like,
away from it,

I worry, of course,
that he's got, you know,

somebody else that he still has
to break up with,

and, I mean,
that stresses me out.

My feelings with Morgan
and my feelings toward Kaci

are very different feelings.

Kaci's trying to settle down
and, you know,

she has that ticking clock.

She wants that family by 30,
you know,

and Morgan's on
a different timeline than Kaci.

She's just kinda like
playing it by ear.

I'm not gonna lie.
It turns me on.

Hello.

How you doing?
- Hi! Oh, wow.

- Hot towel for you?
- Sure.

Thank you.
- Oh, we needed that. I'm like...

Walking into the hotel,
I just thought,

"Oh, my gosh. I'm holding
hands with John alone."

- Should I wear that tonight?
- Yes, you should.

It was really nice because
I've never experienced

just a raw, authentic honesty.

I just feel a real, genuine
connection with him

that I've never felt
with anyone before.

I wonder what they have
out there.

Are those freaking dolphins?

Oh, my God, John!

- So cool.
- I'm gonna cry right now.

It's just a crazy feeling
how close I feel to Katheryn.

It's still a little weird
just because of the fact

that I came here in hopes
of me and my girlfriend

would still be together.
I felt a connection

with Katheryn
that I really tried to fight,

and now we're at this point.

It's just kinda crazy
here the world will take you.

I'm gonna cry!

- That is awesome.
- I'm so excited!

I've never even been 5 feet
within a dolphin.

Growing up,
that was my favorite mammal.

I'm so excited.

- Katheryn was ecstatic.
She was going nuts.

- Oh, my God! Aah!
- Wow.

Made me really happy that she
got to experience this with me.

- Nice job!
- I kissed a dolphin.

- Good job.
Best kiss of the day.

Yes?
- Good boy. Good boy.

- Best kiss of the day.
- Yeah.

You hear that?

- This is crazy.
- Yeah.

Our own little beach villa.

It is like a little villa
right on the water.

- Oh, shit.
- Oh, cute!

- Oh, wow.
- Aw, look at that!

Oh, my God. So pretty.

- Oh, man. Look at this.
- I know. It's so cute.

I'm looking forward to this
24-hour date with Johnny,

but at the same time,
I'm really sad realizing

that everything is coming
to an end,

and I have a hard conversation
that I'm gonna have to have

with John,
and so it's bittersweet.

This is beautiful.

I really don't want this to end,
though.

I know. Me neither.

I'll be with you no matter what.

Reality's gonna be here soon,
though.

There's a lot at stake
at this point.

I really have made an emotional
connection with Kady.

It feels kinda weird because,

you know, this is coming
to an end,

and I know that it's gonna be
between her boyfriend and I,

and I'm more afraid to kind of
lose everything.

Like, I'm ready for reality.
- Same.

But I'm not ready to not
wake up and have you, like,

in the same house as me.
- I know.

Like, it's just
a weird bittersweet, you know?

I know.

I think that I'm just having
a lot of emotions right now

when it comes to try and decide
if John is the one for me.

He's somebody that I love
and we have a life together

for the last three years,
but at the same time,

I've never had fireworks
with John.

I feel like with Johnny,
I have a sparkler

that could possibly
turn into fireworks.

Things are happening
for a reason,

and, uh, life's crazy.

Life is so crazy.

So look what we have.

- Oh, my gosh.
- I'm not gonna lie.

I'm kinda scared.

I've never been in a helicopter

nor have I been near one
in my life.

It's gonna happen.
- Sit back and enjoy the ride.

Ohh!

Oh, my God!

Oh, my gosh...

I chose Kayla because Kayla
has been

the most supportive person
throughout my journey.

She opened me up like a book,
and she helped me

just express my feelings.

But to be honest,
I wish Shari was here with me

to share this experience.

- Oh!
- Oh, my gosh!

I definitely have an attraction
to Javen,

and I came into this experience
wanting a relationship,

but I got
a really good guy friend...

Something I don't have.

You know, I'm not walking away
from this empty-handed

by any means.

Feel that lifting sensation
straight in the spine

and then drop your fingers
in between your shoulder blades.

And open your arms.

I keep, like, pinching myself

because I'm like,
what's happening?

I'm dating other guys.

Like, I just never thought
this would happen.

But at the same time,
I feel like

me and Justin have
great conversation,

and it keeps me on my toes,

and that's the part
that is a little tempting.

So these are
the Power of Love Cards.

They say a higher power will
guide you to the right...

Pick the right card.

Like, things are meant
to happen, right?

- Mm-hmm.
- All right.

It says, "You are developing
the skill to distinguish

love from fear
and truth from illusion."

I mean, I feel like
I came into this

just with, like, the fear
of, like,

my boyfriend's perception
of my own life, and...

- Mm, to be yourself.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- So I feel like now

I'm just, like, learning that

I have to choose my own path
no matter what.

- Absolutely.
- Yeah.

You pulled that card
for a reason.

I feel like it was meant
to be pulled.

I feel like it couldn't have
been more perfect.

More perfect for the situation.

I feel like me and Shari's
connection is playful,

and I think there might be
a romantic twist

if she feels like opening up.

So it's just up to her when...
And what she wants to do.

No matter what, you have to
listen to yourself

and don't hold yourself back.

- Yeah.
- I love it.

That was perfect.

- Oh, my God.
- Are you kidding me?

- This is life.
- So happy we're here.

This is crazy, huh?

Look at this.

- Oh, my God.
We're gonna have so much fun.

Crazy. Hmm?

Nicole and Brittney are two
completely different people.

Brittney's very sensual, um,
she's in touch,

and she's very intellectual,
and that comes with experience.

- Hi!
- Nicole...

She's 25. She has a lot...
A lot of life to figure out.

Nicole seems very bottled up,

and I fight to get that
out of Nicole,

but, you know, we'll see
where that goes.

Karl and I went on
our first date,

and pretty immediately, like,
our chemistry was insane.

And we've been kind of imagining

what the next date
would be like,

but I don't think either of us
could have dreamt this up.

I just feel blessed to actually
be experiencing this

with someone I'm growing
to adore.

Feels really good and natural.

- You look beautiful.
- Thank you.

I don't think Tyler is 100%
my type physically.

However, the emotional
connection that we've built

really outweighs that for me.

Thank you.

I think I was a pretty hard
shell in the beginning,

and he had to kind of break down
my walls to get me to even

open up about myself,
let alone my relationship.

- Ohh.
- What do you have?

- It's so quiet.
Like, this is...

I love it.

I'm honestly so relaxed
right now.

Like, it's hard to spend
24 hours with anybody.

- Yeah.
- But, like, with you,

it doesn't seem like
it's going to be that hard.

- Yeah.
- You know?

I like that Tyler makes me
feel comfortable.

With Karl, sometimes I'm afraid
to speak my mind,

but when I speak with Tyler,

I feel like I can really put
my raw feelings

out on the table.

This trip is coming to an end,
and, like,

I'm definitely 100%
gonna miss it.

I can't imagine, like,
losing you in my life,

because it's like how much more
could I be growing?

Like, give me... more time,

and, like, I will, like, this is
like an appetizer, you know?

- Oh, it's time for bubbles.
- All right.

Don't mind...
- You got this.

Don't get my...

Ooh!
- Boop!

That was, like, the best,
like, pop I've seen.

Best I ever did.

Where you're from,
do you say "pop" or "soda"?

- Soda.
- Really?

- "Pop" bothers me.
I'm not gonna lie.

- I say "pop."
- "Pop" bothers me,

but I'll accept it for this...
For this...

So how you feel overall?

It's been an amazing experience.

How are you feeling? Where is
your head at right now? Like...

Honestly, all through this
whole experience,

I feel like it only brought me
closer to my girlfriend.

That's awesome.

- I came. I conquered.
I learned myself.

I met some awesome people,
and I'm just ready

to give her all of me.
Like, it's time.

- Oh, my gosh! To that.
Like, seriously, that's huge.

Congratulations.

- Shari's so special to me.
I know how I feel,

and I know how deeply strong
our connection is,

and I've proven to myself,
not only to myself but to Shari

that she, without a doubt,
is the only woman for me.

I love her to the moon and back.
- I'm so proud of you.

Thank you.

- So...
- Yeah.

Ask me questions for once.

Um... I asked you what
your biggest pet peeve was.

People who are stubborn
and won't be open-minded.

- So yourself.
- No.

One thing that I like about
Justin is that he challenges me.

We both don't really take any...
Take any shit.

So it's like
it's kind of refreshing

to be on a date with someone
who's gonna, like,

give me that, like,
intellectual debate

that I haven't been getting.

So, like, basically after
this whole experience,

do you think you're prepared
for the worst?

Obviously, it's not something
you want,

but if it happens, it happens.

It's not that I'm, like,
easygoing about it,

but I've been dating one guy
my whole life, so, like...

And do you think
that's a problem?

No, but I feel like

it's harder for me to open up
to the opposite sex more.

- Yeah.
- Any girl would feel that way

that she is with the same guy
for, like... eight years.

So do you think you're ready
to settle down

after this experience?
- I mean...

Like, 100%, like,
"I went through this.

I know all the answers"?

Um...

I don't know.

I love Javen.

He's the person
that I've been with

for almost a decade, you know?

But now I'm in a completely
different head space,

and honestly, um, I'm not sure

how things are gonna end for us
after this experience.

I wasn't expecting for it to be

this much of, like,
an emotional roller coaster.

I can't wait for this with you.

And I know you know this,
and I know you're scared.

Not scared for me.

- You're scared for me?
- And I'll let you know... Yeah.

Scared for you.
- Why are you scared for me?

I mean, you have to understand.

You've got a lot of shit
you've gotta cover.

You gotta literally move
someone out of your life

that's been there
for nine years.

I know, and I've been trying
to tell you that, like,

I won't let you down.

Everything that comes out
of Evan's mouth sounds amazing.

He's a sweet talker,
and I trust him.

Like, I really do, but I think
that when he's in front

of his girlfriend of nine years,

wanting to be with him,
it's gonna be so hard for him

that I don't know if he's gonna
make the right decision.

- Little pineapple salad.
- Yeah.

I'm actually excited
that you chose me...

- Good.
- Because I always wanted

to tell you, you know,
the real deal.

Yeah. No, it's just like,

I honestly feel like I've been,
like, going crazy.

No, when you were getting crazy

was when you were guilting
yourself into thinking

that you were wrong.

I don't know. This is, like,
such a strong statement,

but it's like I almost feel like
he never loved me.

But I have to, like...
- You really feel that way?

I don't know, 'cause it's like

how could you be in love
with someone

and do this to them?

I wouldn't be able to do that.

I don't wanna cry, but, like,
I wanted to make him proud.

Am I wrong?

- You look beautiful.
Your hair's really nice.

- Thanks.
- So let's take this...

Let's take a toast to you.
- Thank you.

- This is gorgeous.
- This is beautiful.

If it was up to me,
I'd spend every day with Nicole.

We just like doing
the same things.

We like being around each other,
and I'm just 100%,

like, intrigued by her.

It's like she's vulnerable
with me because

I give her that comfortability
that she hasn't had.

How are you feeling
about... Karl now?

Um...

I just feel like...

I've learned so much here
about myself

and how it applies
to our relationship.

- Right.
- And I don't really necessarily

have faith
that he's experiencing

this journey in a similar way.

We may just, like,
love in different ways,

and, like, want something
different in life,

and I think that's what
I'm realizing.

I love the person I'm with,
but I'm not deeply in love.

- Right.
- And I want that.

Tyler has really opened up
my mind

to what a real relationship
could be.

Like, I could feel the love.
I could feel the passion.

- Do you wanna get out?
It's getting kinda hot.

- Yeah.
- I think it is important

to experience both an emotional
and physical connection

with somebody
that you're dating,

and I think that paints
a full picture.

Let's enjoy the rest
of this night,

'cause this is potentially
our last night, you know?

Yeah.

Let's go.

- Cheers.
- Cheers.

Mmm. Doesn't it feel
like forever ago

that we had
our first conversation?

It does.

I just remember
I felt like a kindergartener

that couldn't stop feeling
ridiculous.

- And looking like that?
- Yeah. Looking like what?

- Like that right there.
- Yeah. Sorry.

Don't be sorry.

Things are coming to an end,
and I don't feel like

I could slow down at this point
with Brittney. Um...

I don't know where
things are gonna go.

But from here on out, I'm just
gonna live in the moment,

and I'll deal with the rest
of it when the time comes.

Having somebody like you fuel me
with what, you know,

those things that are missing

just says to me, like,
all right, "You need that."

Ooh, I adore you. I just wanna
eat you up sometimes.

You have, like,
a thousand layers.

You keep letting me see them.
- Mm-hmm.

What else do you wanna do?

I'm done. I'm done.

There's serious sexual chemistry
here,

and I see this 24-hour date
as an opportunity

to really just be together
and be with Karl,

and hopefully, he can just
let his guard down

and, like, truly express
how he feels about me

because obviously, he wants that
just as much as I do.

Oh, my gosh, how cute!

Did you set this up?
- I did.

John is so special to me

because he is
a little bit older,

and he's confident
in his honesty.

- Cheers to our first date.
- Yeah. Finally.

I feel like he's the real deal.

He's a good man.
He's kind. He's genuine.

Putting your heart out there

is the scariest thing
you could possibly do in life.

There's no medicine for it.

Today has been
absolutely amazing.

I mean, it's not every day
that you play with a dolphin,

which has been a dream of mine.
- Mm-hmm.

And then you walk
into a beautifully lit dinner.

I just really don't want, um...

I don't wanna feel as though
you're here with me

just because, you know,
of what she did.

I don't wanna feel like

the other woman...
- No.

That you're using
to get over her.

No, no, and I wouldn't
want you to think that, like,

you're a rebound.

And, um, I've decided that,
like, I really do deserve

more than Kady, um,
somebody like you.

So...

I think that
after we get back home,

I'll get you a flight to...
To Fort Worth

and just take it from there.

Well, if you need me to help you

move Kady's stuff out, I will.

Hey, I'll be like, "Katheryn's
more than willing to help you

move all your shit out of..."
- "She's a really nice girl."

I find Katheryn very attractive

because she just has such
a great sense of humor,

and she just doesn't seem to be
the judgmental type.

- Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you.

- You're welcome.
- Thank you.

You're welcome.

Kady's basically belittled me
as a man,

and I can't wait to confront her

and just call her out
on her bullshit.

- Oh, my gosh!
How absolutely gorgeous!

It's been the best first date
I've ever had before.

- Really?
- Uh-huh.

Katheryn just seems to like
who I am as a man,

and she doesn't seem like
a woman

that's gonna try to
manipulate me or try to mold me

in this person that I'm not.

I mean, she's making me realize
I deserve

so much better than Kady.

John has been
an amazing, honest guy,

and I just... I was just thinking
it can't get better than this,

and then it did.

Look at this place.

- So cute!
- Look at that.

Oh, shut up.

Wow.

I've never felt my heart jump
to somebody else so quickly.

We had some intimacy
the night before,

so I'm looking forward
to the rest of the night.

You're crazy.

When I was younger, I just
liked them slightly toasted,

but now that I'm older,
I like them, like, charred.

You just have a flaming ball
of marshmallow.

You know, when I came
to "Temptation Island,"

I wasn't really expecting
to make any type

of romantic connection.
Instead, I meet this girl who

really just hits the nail
on the head

when it comes to what
I'm looking for in a partner,

and then hopefully her and I
can continue to see each other.

- Hmm?
- Do I have stuff...

I do have all
the butterflies for Johnny,

but John made me feel
that same way, too,

in the beginning,
and so I need to just

keep that in perspective.

I like Johnny a lot.

I love John.
I have to figure out

the type of man
that I want to be with

for the rest of my life.

How do you feel about like,
you know, this being over?

I'm looking forward
to getting home

and being with my dog and kinda
getting back to normal life.

So you're looking forward to
going home and seeing your dog.

What about your...

What about your man?
- Obviously, I mean,

you know, where I stand
with that, so...

I know where you stand now
with it,

but do you feel like you have
the strength

to walk away from what
you have right there?

I plan on, you know, have
those discussions with him,

and, you know, let him know
how I feel,

and it's gonna be harder,
obviously,

if he's, like,
trying to make things work

or he... he still wants
to make things work.

Right.

You know,
there's just something missing.

I'm missing that...
- Yeah.

That deep, in-love feeling,
and, um, anyway,

enough about him.

I know. This is the most
we've ever talked about him.

- Seriously.
- But it's the last night

probably,
maybe one of the last nights

we're gonna spend together,
so I figure

we'll just kinda hit
that nail on the head.

I'll be here for you throughout
whatever you need to do.

Yeah.

Are you ready?

- Yeah.
- You look nice.

I do?

- We have food.
- Thanks.

This one-on-one time
is important to me

to let Shari know
how I truly feel.

I don't wanna be just a friend
always,

and there's only so much
I can offer in a friendship

and so much more I can offer
outside of a friendship.

So when's the last time
your boyfriend took you out

to, like, a romantic dinner?

Um...

I feel like I'm more of
the planner in the relationship.

- Mm-hmm.
- I mean, I'm not gonna lie.

Like, there's certain aspects
where I kinda want him

to, like, create a scenario.
- Mm-hmm.

I don't know. I feel like
one of my favorite things

is that he's my best friend
and he understands me.

- Mm-hmm.
- 'Cause, like,

we've grown up together.

- You're 25.
You only know one person,

and you still haven't had
that space

of learning from this experience
and growing with that

and seeing if each...
- Whereas he has.

Yeah, well, he has,
but you haven't.

Yeah.

I don't feel like Javen and I
would be here

if it wasn't
for his infidelities.

I definitely did
come here with a goal,

and it wasn't to fall in love...

or have an emotional connection
with anyone.

I can't stand you.

- Morning. You feel okay?
- Yeah, I feel good.

It's really pretty outside.

There was like a horse
out here earlier.

I don't know if
it's still there, but...

- Oh, cute. We were...
- Just kinda walking around.

I'm feeling sad
that the 24-hour date

is coming to an end.

And, I mean,
I care about Johnny a lot,

but I was thinking about John
a little bit

on my date with Johnny.

Obviously, I haven't talked
to John in a long time,

so I don't really know where
his head space is,

but I mean, I still respect him.
I still love him,

and I'm gonna have a lot
I'm gonna have to figure out,

so, you know, I guess we'll
just hope for the best.

Wow, this is
absolutely gorgeous.

It's beautiful.

In what lifetime
do we get to wake up

to this stunning,
beautiful island?

Katheryn and I had
a great night.

It was our first date,
but at the same time,

it felt like it was
our 5-year anniversary.

Waking up with John,
I just felt incredibly happy.

I felt thankful.

But there is a part of me
that I feel vulnerable.

If he says he's going back
to Kady

and I never get
to see John again,

I'll be absolutely devastated.

Are you planning on having
a conversation with Kady?

I know it's a conversation
I have to have.

I just don't know exactly
what I'm gonna say.

I don't know, like,
what she's gonna say either,

and that kinda drives me crazy.

I feel like I came in
with too much confidence

about our relationship,
and then it was just

embarrassing and humiliating
to see

that she cheated on me
on national TV.

Well, what if she, like,

doesn't want the relationship
to end

and she says that what happened,
whatever happened

was a mistake,
and she begs for you back?

That's gonna be a tough one.

If I'm being honest, like,
this whole thing is still scary

because you did make a comment
last night

where you said that it usually
takes you a while

to get over people
and relationships

and that you still have love
for Kady,

and those are obviously
concerns for me.

Yeah.

He can't leave here with her.

I want him to know
that he deserves

a beautiful, mutual
relationship.

It kills me that
she talks down to him

and says he's not a man
or would make a bad dad.

Like,
that breaks my heart for him.

And I hate
that he had to hear that,

because I would never say that
to him.

He's such a cute, cuddly
teddy bear.

It would break my heart to know
that he's with someone like her

when... when he could be
with someone like me.

Oh, man, Val.

At least I'm not scared anymore.

- Good, and that's...
That's very important.

I personally think that
Evan's gonna be very sorry.

I don't even know how
I'm gonna look at him.

Speak to him as if it's like
you met someone at Starbucks,

and they, uh,
they skipped the line.

You know what I mean?

So you gotta show a little bit
of 'tude but at the same time...

- Not so much?
- Be nice. Yeah, be nice.

I really want, like...

So I don't know. Like, I hate
that I'm still in love with him.

I really do. I hate it.

Talking with Val
gives me clarity.

A week ago, I was terrified,
and I feel strong,

and I feel confident,

and I'm... I'm just ready
to handle this shit.

- He's gonna be very sorry.
- Yeah.

And, uh, he's gonna run back
to you crying,

and you gotta be ready to...
To hold your own.

I really hope, like,
I just come out of this,

like so on top.

He made the biggest mistake
of his life,

and I want it to haunt him
forever.

I'm a badass woman,
and I'm gonna kill this,

and I'm gonna be a beast,
and everything's gonna be fine.

Now let's forget about
this guy for a little bit.

- Sounds good.
- And go back to the villa.

Sounds like a plan.

- You're up.
- Good morning.

- Good morning.
- How'd you sleep?

- Slept all right.
Got up early, though.

Just tossing and turning
a little bit.

Yeah?

At the beginning of
this journey, I was, you know,

kinda resisting temptation.
I had my guard up.

Nicole and I... we both agreed
no sex, no kissing.

I didn't expect to be tempted
at all, and I gave in.

- How you feeling this morning?
- I'm good. Just hungry.

- Just hungry?
- Feeling refreshed, though.

You don't feel anything else?

- I slept with Brittney.
I don't feel proud of it.

I'm kinda guilt-tripping myself,
but... I don't know.

There it is.

Morning.

Last night actually felt amazing

to just be together, but as this
is coming to an end,

I'm thinking more and more
about the fact

that he came here
in a relationship,

and best-case scenario would be
for him to end his relationship

and for us to naturally
see where that goes,

because I absolutely want him
in my life after this.

What do you think
she's thinking right now?

Probably wondering
a little bit of what I'm doing.

I'm gonna be 100% honest

and tell her about
my experience, so...

- Yeah.
- You know, it's kinda scary,

but at the same time,
it's so real

and you have to... I feel like
you have to share.

I think Brittney's
an amazing person period.

But at the same time,
I haven't stopped

thinking about Nicole
since the day we got here.

She's still on my mind.

Every step of this way,
I still love her,

and in the end, I just hope
we can work things out.

- What's happening?
- Hello!

We flew to Oahu,
and guess what was at the hotel?

- What?
- Dolphins, man.

We got to get in the water
with dolphins.

I literally kissed the dolphin
on his mouth.

- It was cool.
- It was so amazing!

- Hey, guys.
- What's up, man?

How you doing?

Can you come over here around
the other side of the bar?

Oh, man.

I'm glad to have you all
together.

I'm sorry to interrupt what
looks like the start of a party,

but I have some quick business.

I'm here to tell you that...

ladies, unfortunately...

this is goodbye.

What?

Your time on the island
has ended,

and I want you
to keep in mind that,

depending on what
these gentlemen

decide at their final bonfire,

for some of you,
this could be goodbye forever.

I'll give you a moment
to say your goodbyes,

and then you can gather
your things,

and it'll be time to leave
the villa. Okay?

Come here. Come here.

This does not feel right to me.

This isn't what I expected.
This isn't what I wanted.

- We knew this.
- Yeah, but not right now.

I don't know how to explain
what I'm feeling right now,

but it's not good.

Do you think this is a goodbye?

I don't know.

I literally
just went on a date with you.

Having my first date

be such an amazing experience,
and then

being told that there's, like,
a possibility

I won't ever, like, hear or talk
to John again...

and that's the scariest part
for me.