Temptation Island (2019–…): Season 1, Episode 8 - The Beginning of the End - full transcript

Previously on...

I just don't want you
to feel forced

because you're
in this situation.

- You're smart. You're loyal.
You're all these things

that makes me think
you're strong enough

to figure the situation out.

- Hey, Kady.
I saw some bonfire video

that I was very disappointed
to see,

and I'm very upset by that,

and it really hurts me
to see that.

- Hi, babers. I love you.
I really, really miss you.



Be the man I know you wanna be,

'cause I'm seeing the old Evan.

I just could see it in her eyes.

That poor girl's been hurting
so... bad.

, man, am I a scumbag.

You're not gonna tempt me.

- What is going on?
- I just got a clip from Kaci.

You know, it's just painful
as...

You know, I've had a problem
with hurting the people

that I love the most.

In my past, I-I've decided,
you know, to go wrong,

and that's the thing.
It's a conscious decision

to screw up and not only
screw up but hurt someone else.

I've lived, you know,
a blessed and cursed life.



I just hate
feeling like a monster.

You're not a monster.

I know what I have to do,
and it's just...

And I know you... you say that,
you know, it's gonna be...

it's gonna be... up.

You know, she's obviously seeing
clips of us,

and, you know, she's saying
that, you know, just...

that she's seeing, like,
glimpses of the old Evan.

I'm pretty scared
about the whole situation

because I have no control
over it.

Evan could possibly change
his mind at the last minute

and wanna be with Kaci,
and everything that, um,

he had said to me
could be out the door,

and I mean, I... yeah, I really...

I don't know what's in store
fully.

Nobody expected this.

Nothing's changed.

Good.

'Cause that's what
I'm scared of.

What did Karl say?

He said, "I'm very
disappointed and hurt.

"I'm curious to see, like,
when we come back together,

"what... what's gonna happen,

and I hope you dive
into this experience."

Dang.

You know, I was the one
in my relationship

that didn't really wanna
come here,

but I think by being here,
I'm realizing that

we haven't been diving in
emotionally,

and I kind of feel like he still
just has, like, expectations

and standards for me
that I can't really reach

because I don't understand them.

Coming here made me realize,

like, yes, you compromise
in a relationship,

but you have to know when
you're compromising too much.

- When it's too much.
- Yeah.

Like, every time I do
something for him,

it's because I'm, like,
"I love you and..."

- Aw.
- It's because you want to.

Wow.

Now I kinda wish I had
a message.

Nicole and Shari are talking
about preparing for the worst.

I just can't really wrap my head
around what's happening,

to be totally honest.

Um, this is so not how I thought
things were gonna go,

and I'm just not ready to really
think about that right now.

I really, truly think
that he thinks, like,

I'm just having fun over here.
- Yeah.

And he doesn't wanna mess up
my experience

any more than he's already
messed it up.

Do you feel like
he feels guilty?

Yeah, I think he's probably
in panic mode.

'Cause he realizes
that he takes things too far?

He's impulsive.

But if he did hook up
with someone,

are you done?
- Like, have sex?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

I just, like, it's unimaginable.
I really don't think

he would have sex with someone.
Like, that's crazy.

You know,
we had the video messages.

I can't believe
she didn't send you one.

Like, what the..., woman?
I would love to talk to her.

She's blind...
- Mm-hmm.

To how great
of a human being you are.

Yeah.

This relationship
that he's been in

for however many years,

all of a sudden,
it's being fully revealed to him

that his girlfriend's a dick.

I am so glad that I sent Kady
the video that I did.

You know, I'd actually...
- What... What did you say?

- I couldn't even...
I said, uh...

I said, "I love you. I wish that
we hadn't signed up for this."

Um, I said, uh, "I've seen
some things that are

"very upsetting,
but I wanted to let you know

that I've been completely
loyal to you,"

and I was breaking down
when I said it.

- Mm. Good for you.
- But 'cause I literally was,

like, this would be a great test
for loyalty,

and then we can get married.

- Such a blessing, John.
- Yeah.

- She would torture you.
- Mm-hmm.

I came in way too confident,
I think, as far as

where Kady and I were
in our relationship

and thought we could get
through this,

but at the same time,
I don't regret signing up.

You know, it's just sometimes,
you don't wanna...

You don't wanna know the truth.

I can either just be...
Have a heavy heart...

- Yeah.
- And just feel sorry for myself

the rest
of this experience here,

or I can open up to Katheryn.

"Temptation Island"...
We're getting close,

and now it's time
to play the game.

It's getting down
to the nitty-gritty.

Oh!

Hi.

I would totally normally be
down for a dare,

but I'm not trying to, like,
get cr... I just...

I'm not in the right
mental state right now.

I'm just conflicted
on what to do with John.

Like, I felt like I was so sure
the other night,

you know, that we weren't meant
to be together,

and then... now these,
like, second-guessing thoughts

are just creeping back
up in my head.

I'm in such a negative
head space right now.

We have our own shit
we're figuring out. It's fine.

- Don't feed into it.
- Okay, so first of all,

I'll start with my video
with John,

and just, like, seeing the pain
on his... in his face,

it was just heartbreaking to see
him broke down and start crying

in his video.

I feel really... guilty,
and I feel really selfish.

You know, I like to say, like,
oh, my relationship comes first.

I would never be that girl,

or, you know, I would never
wanna be a cheater,

but makes me feel weak
that I, you know,

that somebody's tempting me.

I'm thinking, oh, my God.
What if I made a mistake

as far as, like,
whatever's going on with John?

There's so many things...
- But this whole experience

is about learning
more about yourself.

- Yeah.
- And I think you came into this

so strong, so the fact that
you're actually having

those sense of emotions and
you're vulnerable scares you.

I didn't think
I would be this vulnerable

in this situation.

I didn't think
that it would be this real.

Welcome to "Temptation Island,"

the scavenger hunt.
- Whoo!

You know, the last couple days
have been pretty heavy,

and so we wanted to lighten
things up.

So we decided to do
a scavenger hunt.

Team up into groups of two.

I'm gonna take Morgan,
obviously.

- Hannah, we got this.
- All right, we're partners.

- Kayla, I guess we rock it.
- Yep. Let's rock it.

Grab your partner
and time starts right now,

so each team
gets a camera phone.

So these are the things that
our teams had to accomplish.

You wanna read 'em?

- One was take a shot.
- One down.

And then take a pic of a guy
in their bra and panties.

- I think I like this.
- Oh!

We're crossing things
off our checklist.

- Okay.
- Everybody was having fun.

We had to do everything from

recording the best lap dance.

- Hey.
- To wearing a bra and panty.

Those are my panties!

Aah!

And you had to pick up a toad,
give it to somebody else,

and I said no.

I got your visual.
Go on and get it!

- It's a toad.
That thing's kinda buff, too.

It got the little legs, and it's
just sitting there like rawr.

No, stop pointing him at me!

Oh, my gosh!

The scavenger hunt
was hysterical.

But lashes let you bat
to the masses.

Javen was really disappointed
that he did not win, sadly.

I need all my lashes after this.

I know, I know, I got you.

I need all my lashes
after this, please.

- Keep your eyes closed.
- It was fun as hell.

I had a blast.
- Next thing is jump in the pool

with your clothes on.
- Okay, I got it.

Me and Hannah destroyed
everybody in the scavenger hunt.

Work it.

We ended it in first place,

and I think that there was
zero drama in the house

because of the fact
that Katheryn was asleep.

- Beautiful shot.
Get that 14 in the pocket.

- Where's Karl at?
I feel like I need to do

some hard-core flirting
just 'cause I'm bored.

Have you gotten anywhere
with that?

Oh, no!

Hey, fellas, you wanna meet me
out at this gazebo?

- Ooh, look who it is.
- Come on. Let's talk.

- All right.
- All right, now that you guys

are a little bit further
into this,

and you're sort of honing into
where your connections are,

elimination is gonna happen...
right now.

So each of you need to choose
one lady

to put up for elimination.

Wanna take a moment to discuss
who you wanna eliminate?

- Okay.
- I'll be right back.

Talk amongst yourselves.

I don't know what the...
Is going on.

I need you all to keep Morgan
around for me, bottom line.

Like, I know it's a little
selfish, I'm sorry, but, like,

she... she's gotta stay for me,
all right?

You know, people are, you know,
putting their hearts

and, you know, I mean,
their souls on the line.

We're not here to make friends.

It's... It's not conducive to why
we're all here.

- Ladies, here's what's up.
I'm here to tell you that

we're gonna have an elimination
right now.

So I asked the boys
who the four ladies are

that they're considering
for elimination.

Four? Jeez.

So who's the first person
you'd like to consider?

So the first one
is gonna be Lindsay.

All right, Lindsay.

- Allie.
- All right, who's next?

- Kayla.
- Kayla.

And one more to consider.
Who is that?

And last is gonna be Jeffri.

- Jeffri.
I'm going to tell you now

that of the four of you,
three of you will be going home,

and one of you will stay.

Gentlemen,
thanks for your consideration.

Have you come to a decision?
- Yes, sir.

What I need to know
is the one person

who is remaining here
on the island.

Ladies, this was
very, very difficult.

We've decided to let Kayla
stay on the island.

Okay, Kayla, you are still here,

and so we say to Lindsay
and Allie and Jeffri,

journey ends here.

Take a moment
to say your goodbyes

and then you can pack
your things,

and it'll be time to leave
the island.

It's been an honor
and a pleasure.

I think Kayla's

a very nice girl.
I think she's sweet.

I can tell that she's serious
about what she's doing,

and she... she wants to find love.

I know this is challenging
for her,

and it's very challenging
for me.

She's definitely one
of the girls I can vibe

and connect with mostly
out of a lot of people here.

Well, there are now seven
of you here.

I wish you all the best,
and I'll check in with you soon.

All right. Goodbye, you guys.

Ladies, nice to see you.

Gentlemen,
thank you for being here.

It's time for elimination.

Ladies, each of you need
to choose one guy

who you want to send home today.

So right now I want you
to step over there,

talk amongst yourselves,
think of the four guys

you'd like to consider
for possible elimination.

All right.

I'm a little nervous,
to be honest with you.

Kady... she's kind of been
an emotional roller coaster,

a little bit wrecked.

- Exactly.
- Bring value to our house.

- Yeah.
- And I think that that's what...

So for her, it's like, "Am I
wasting time with this guy,

or, you know, can I really take
that big step forward?"

So she's really probably
risking it all.

- So I think we have the four?
- Yeah?

Okay.

Okay, I'll let you know
that you're gonna hear

four names, gentlemen,
but out of those four,

three will go home today.

Shari, on behalf of the girls,
who have you decided

you'd like to consider
for elimination?

Uh, the first person is Jack.

James.

Wynn.

And finally, the fourth person
you'd like to consider?

The last person is Carlos.

All right, gentlemen,
all four of you

are being considered
for elimination.

All but one of you
will go home today.

Of these four gentlemen

who you've considered
for elimination,

who is the one person
it's necessary to keep here

to continue your journey?

- Shari?
- So we decided to...

keep Jack here.

Ladies, I know that was
a tough decision. Thank you.

Gentlemen, thank you for the
contribution that you've made.

Jack, congratulations.
Your journey is not done,

but for the three of you,
your journey ends now,

and you're free to go.

It sucks leaving.

There's definitely been friction
between me, Kady, and Johnny.

I mean, there's... there's been
some kind of weird triangle

that's going on,
you know what I mean?

I feel like she's being misled
and not guided

in the right direction
by whatever manipulation,

and, you know, the toxic energy
that's going on,

but if that's what is good
for her that she feels

and that's who she wanna
be here with, then I should go.

They all made
the wrong decision.

It's crazy that it's only
seven of y'all.

It's just, like, you know,
I think we all have a lot

to offer each other and enjoy
the time we have left, really.

- Right.
- I came here to help everybody

to a certain extent.
- Yeah.

But if you really don't see
any type of connection

or trying to see
if you have a connection,

I'd rather just get home.

Justin is here because

he's really raw
and he's really truthful.

I've connected with him
the most,

and the fact that I've opened up
more, it makes me feel good.

I basically feel like
you're here to really see

if you would like to explore
because you only know one person

and I feel like you're not
stepping out on a limb.

You're just exploring
and learning and taking...

How am I not stepping
out on a limb

when I'm, like, putting, like,
my whole relationship

on the line to be here?
- I feel like

even if you did see something
you would like to explore,

I don't think you would
explore it.

I mean, there's some truth
to that for sure.

Initially, you know,
I was a little judgmental

and not trying to open up
in the beginning.

But I feel like now I don't
wanna be so closed off to things

and I don't want Javen to feel
like he has to be

so closed off to things, too.

Just like, hey,
whatever happens, happens.

If you see a little bit
of potential,

a little bit of light, I really
feel that you should explore it.

Otherwise, you're gonna have
questions your whole life.

You're gonna have doubt.
- But I feel like

that's why I'm here, too.
- Mm-hmm.

I'm here to socially
date other people, like...

and I feel like we, you know,
go on a date,

talk one on one,
just see where your head is at.

- Yeah, that's what...
- Yeah.

That's what you should do,
'cause I honestly do think

you're attractive and do think
you have a lot to offer.

Guys, we're gonna go around
the group,

and so whoever gets the ball,
the little tangerine I'm...

- Tangerine?
- You can say one positive thing

about that person. Kayla?

You're a very honest
and you're a very sweet person.

You bring positive energy.

I like that you're original,
yourself,

and that, you know, you've been
sticking to who you are.

- Thank you.
- That wasn't one thing.

I know. I thought it was...

- It was a brief...
It was a brief summary.

Um, what are your intentions
with myself?

- With you or your heart?
- Me.

You know, Morgan and Kaci
are completely different people.

I've never felt anything like
I have with Morgan.

It's the unknown with Morgan,

and I honestly,
I just cannot get enough.

My intentions with this girl

are more than I ever thought
was possible.

Well, you already know
I asked you

to be my girlfriend last night.

- What?!
- Wait, what?

I literally got goosebumps.

Coming here,
I thought I was gonna solidify

what I already kinda thought
where my life was going,

and with you, I mean,
you changed everything.

I mean, from the first date

when I took you ziplining,
I was so nervous

and to think of that,
and to think of, you know,

our date that we went on,
you know, in the bay,

and I'm just gushing over you.

I just cannot believe
what's happening.

Of course I have
my reservations because

he's got someone
that is in the other house,

probably crying over him, like,

thinking that they're gonna get
back together because

he hasn't ended it.

How am I supposed to leave
with somebody that

has a girl that thinks
that she's leaving with him?

I'm not gonna talk about it
anymore,

and I'm just gonna show you.
- Okay.

- Snap that up... true love.
True love.

- Wait.
I'm gonna pull up a chair.

Yeah.

How do you feel about, um,
you know, elimination

and the change in dynamic?

- I like it.
- Yeah?

- I mean...
- It has its pros and its cons.

- Right, right, right. I agree.
Yeah.

I feel like we're, like,
coming to the end now,

and I can see the progress,
and, like, the journey I've had

since I've been here.

Time apart from my boyfriend
has really allowed me to

discover more about myself
and really reflect on

my actions and my relationship

and kind of my goals that
I want in life individually.

I have to recognize that
you can want something so much,

but if somebody's not
on the same page as you,

it's not gonna work.

Maybe you're growing,
and he isn't.

It's weird for me to even say
the word "boyfriend" right now.

I just don't feel it,
which is not good.

I just don't really feel
the love.

Bear crawling. You're a bear.

- You're a whale. You're a...
- Cockroach!

Everybody is playing charades.

I kind of look behind me,
and Tyler and Nicole

are, like, very snuggly.

They look like a couple.

They're feeling each other
for sure.

You sure?

I've spent a lot of my time
with Tyler,

and I haven't really opened up
to anyone else on that level,

so I'm ready to put it
into action.

- All right, hold up.
I need a... drink,

'cause this shit is wild.

- Oh, my God.
They're naked in the water.

Naked in the water.

We are coming to the end of
being on the island together,

and holy hell, none of us
could have expected this.

This has been crazy.

You troublemaker.

I've tried so hard to remain
faithful in this position.

I've never been tempted
like this.

It's getting crazy.

I'm about to do it.

You know why?
'Cause I'm so crazy.

I wanna take this off,

and I just wanna roll around
in bed with you.

- With what?
- Nothing else...

No, Brittney.

Calm down, Brittney.

Can we go in your bed?

No, there are some leftovers,
yeah, right there.

Yeah, I did these yesterday. I
did exactly what you described.

- Okay. Well, we can eat...
We'll eat these, okay.

- All right.
- Perfect.

People are gonna judge me
if I do go home with him

and try to figure this out,
but at the end of the day,

I don't care what anybody
thinks.

I don't care if people judge me.
It's my life.

- It is your life.
- I'm reminding myself that

I'm the one that wanted
to be here.

Evan isn't the one
that wanted to be here.

Honestly.

- Don't put yourself down.
Like...

No, I won't.

Because if you keep doing
that, then you're gonna keep

running a vicious circle
around yourself.

- No.
- Just because you feel bad

or whatever the case is,
that's not gonna work either.

No. There has to be a point.

I just don't know
what that point is,

and right now my gut says that
point hasn't been reached yet.

Kaci's looking
for something specific.

She's looking for someone
that can be serious

and cares about her, that is
willing to take care of her,

and at the same time,
grow with her

and build an empire,

because I'm pretty sure
that's what she wants.

It's true, though.

I'm gonna show her a good time.

All right. You're not going
to sleep yet, are you?

- No. No.
- At the end of this, like,

I don't really know
what's gonna happen.

Like, I-I am not taking it
anything more

than one day at a time.
- Yeah.

I've been really contemplating

if are John and I meant
to be together, is he the one?

Luckily, he respects that.
I mean, he understands

that I'm in a weird spot.

Like, I feel like
I'm being selfish,

and I feel like
embarrassing him.

- No, but I... but I...
- And disrespectful of him

in our relationship. I'm being
disrespectful to his family.

And I'm... I'm...
- Yeah, I get it.

It doesn't matter what he does.
That's not your game.

Exactly.

It's really a hard situation...

- Yeah.
- Like, to figure out

what the right thing to do is.
- But at the same time,

I also feel like we don't have
time to slow it down.

I feel like I love John,

and I... but I really, really
like Johnny.

I want you in my life, you know?

Yeah.

I'm gonna have, you know,
a really hard decision to make

and a really hard conversation
to have with John.

Oh, my gosh. I know.

- It's hot over here.
- It is hot over here.

It's because...

- Oh, I need a hug.
- Now you can have all the hugs.

I have a connection with John.
It's undeniable. It's there.

He knows it, too,
and my time is valuable here.

I'm not gonna, like, deny
my feelings.

I really have to, um,
step up my game.

This just got real.

My position isn't as hard
as yours at this moment.

- Mm-hmm.
- And I feel for you,

and at the end of the day,
I am here for you.

- How does it...
- Why don't you just enjoy

your time with me?

I know, but...

Try to put yourself in my shoes.

I was in shock the last bonfire.
Like, I couldn't go to sleep.

I just thought about
all this stuff all night,

and then in the morning
is when it hit me,

my emotions, and that lasted
for five, six hours,

and then I slowly started

getting better than I was
yesterday.

- Yeah.
- I know.

We should get in the pool.

- Get in it?
- That'd be nice.

I just have my walls up,
you know?

I've been trying to prove
my loyalty to Kady,

and, um, now that I'm seeing
what Kady's been doing,

I think that I can bring
those walls down and...

And really get to know Katheryn.

But that's gonna be tough.

- Their situation...
Deep down knowing

and realizing that
Kady's not good for him,

I know he's hurting.

I think that I'm not gonna
play off of his hurt.

I'm just gonna let him heal

and let him figure out
his next move.

I feel like I've been
in a lot of phases

through this whole journey.

Like, okay, maybe we're both
on the same page

of, you know, going a different
direction after this,

but it's hard to really know.

There's a bonfire tonight.

I'm definitely not looking
forward to it.

I'm just nervous because we're
definitely at a deeper part now

in this experience,
and I've allowed myself

to be a lot more vulnerable
than the last bonfires,

and I think this might be
my night

to kind of have it really hit.

Last bonfire,
I didn't watch my clip.

I chose to close my eyes.
So I don't have the full story.

And I'm ready
to get the full story

even though I'm terrified.

I just don't know what my future
holds right now.

- Hi, ladies.
Here we are at bonfire again.

So much has happened
since we've been here.

I mean, you've had dates.
You've had elimination,

and you've had video messages.

What's going on with Kady?

Um, I've been on a little bit
of a roller coaster

emotionally the last few days.
Um...

You know, we're realizing
that there's an end to this.

- It's coming.
- Yeah.

- I will let you know this.
This is the last time

you get videoclips,
the last chance,

because we're getting
to the end.

So, Kaci, I'll start with you.

You wanna watch it
with the girls or by yourself?

Um, I love them,
and they understand,

but I need to watch it
by myself.

- Okay.
- God, my heart's pounding.

You got this.

I just immediately
think of the worst.

Oh, I hate this.

What are your intentions
with myself?

- With... with you or your heart?
- Me.

My intentions with this girl

are more than I ever thought
was possible.

Well, you already know
I asked you

to be my girlfriend last night.

- What?!
- Wait, what?

Wait, I just got... I literally
got goosebumps.

I mean, you changed everything.

What can you tell me?

- He's just back to old Evan.
- What does that mean?

- He's impulsive.
He gets caught up in the moment,

and he looks like he's
leaving me for another girl.

- That's what it looks like?
- Yeah.

He said that she changed
everything.

He called her his girlfriend.

It's just mind-blowing to me.

How do you feel right now?

- Um, numb.
- Numb.

So I don't know what's wrong
with him right now.

Are you thinking
there's a thought

that when he's with you,
that he's gonna

remember why he loves you
and stay?

I think my video message

is probably a big wake-up call
to him.

Can you share with us
what you told him?

Um, I said, "Hi, babers.

I love you
and I really miss you."

And I said,
"We're gonna be okay.

Please don't give up on me
and please don't give up on us."

And it looks like he just
gave up on me and gave up on us

for someone he barely knows.

He told me that there was no way
he would blindside me.

He told me that, like,
we would get through this,

and I just don't even understand
what's happening.

Okay.

Nicole, your turn.

- Okay.
- With everybody?

Yes, please.

Here we go.

I washed 'em
before I hit your hand!

- Is she taking off her bottom?
- Yes.

- It's that yogi?
- Yeah.

Told you guys.

- Whoa.
- She literally was... Oh, my God

Hey! Hey! What?!

- Dive in, babe.
- Ew.

- Ew.
- Awkward!

- Oh, my God.
- That was so funny.

That was gross, kind of,
but, um...

Um, I feel like some of

the, um, actions
I've both seen and heard

from the video message
he sent me

are showing just
that he's not ready.

Not ready for?

I don't think he's ready to be,

you know, like, deeply
in love with me.

I feel like he has to work
on himself still,

and I don't see from him
having this experience,

I haven't seen any growth.

I'm kind of at the point
of just realizing

and trying to recognize
what I deserve.

Thanks, Nicole, and thanks
for sharing your experience.

It's been a pretty thick one,
huh?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- It's been a lot.
- It has been a lot.

Shari, with the girls?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

I just feel so lied to.

- All right, you ready?
- Yeah.

Everybody is beautiful
in their own natural way.

- Oh, my God. Javen's...
- Lashes...

Hilarious. I can't...

let you bat
to the masses, and that's okay.

Open your eye. Beautiful.

I need all my lashes after this.

I need all my lashes
after this, please.

Keep your eyes closed.

This is the funny Javen
I know and love.

"I need all my lashes."

So?

So I'm glad that everyone gets
to see, like,

the fun side of Javen.

I think we came into this
really tense,

'cause we were just so scared,
you know,

of not being around each other,
so, I mean, I'm glad that

he's feeling comfortable
with people in the house.

Is it true that you have
no guys in your phone,

and he has no girls
in the phone?

- No, girls, yeah.
- Do you think it's possible

for him to let you have
boy friends

and you to let him have
girl friends?

I mean, definitely after
this experience,

I'm more open now than I thought
I would ever be.

- And he's gonna look fabulous.
- Yeah.

Kady, you ready?

- Yes.
- Everybody together?

- Yes.
- Okay.

All right, here we go.

How did that make you feel?

- It... It hurts to see that.
Um...

I'm really surprised
and, like, shocked.

I mean, I'm sure he is, too.

Like, we both went into this
really confident

because trust wasn't our issue,
you know?

We never, um, had trust issues,
but, um...

just, it hurts just to see
someone you love moving on

or having romantic connection
with another woman.

It's kinda hard to describe
how I'm feeling

because even though I have

a really strong connection
with Johnny,

watching John kinda making out
with another girl

is extremely painful.
I do still love John,

and I don't know where
his head's at,

so I just hope
that I haven't messed up

something great in my life.

- All right, you guys.
It's a lot tonight.

Lot to process.
Try not to overthink things.

You can head on back.

Good night, you guys.
- Good night.

- I feel like he's just a liar.
He just lives a double life.

Like, it's unbelievable.
- You have to be strong.

I just feel like

he's caught up in the moment.
It's fantasy. It's a bubble,

and it's not gonna work
in real life,

and I feel bad for her
'cause she has, like,

no idea what she's gotten
herself into.

I feel bad for her.

Yeah, the one thing that
Katheryn is concerned about

is if, like, they show me
a video of Kady, like,

being really, like, crying
and apologetic and shit.

I was like, I really doubt it,
you know?

I was really upset
with the last bonfire.

I'm gonna try to really not let
my emotions get in control

and go from there.

So far, my girlfriend
has been pretty respectful

of me and my feelings,

uh, however,
there's 24 hours in a day.

Anything can happen. I just
don't know what to expect.

So at the end of the day,
I have to just put

my faith in her
and let God handle it.

- Gentlemen, good to see you.
- Good seeing you.

So much has happened
since we were last here.

We had an elimination.

We had video messages.

Here's what I can tell you.

This is the last time I will
have a bonfire like this.

Okay? We're gonna start
with you, Karl, okay?

- Yep.
- Wanna watch it with the boys?

With the gang.

Are you still scared?

What?

You sure?

What are you feeling?

Man,
this whole thing is hurtful,

just you feel so strong
coming into this thing,

and she's pumping that
into my head...

"Don't worry. Like, I got it.
I love you.

I want you to be the father
of my child,"

so...

That's gonna be tough to kinda,
like, come together

and... and really understand

what you were trying to do
out of that

and I don't wanna see that,
but I know what I'm doing

over at the... at the, uh,
beach villa, too, so...

Kinda parallel, isn't it?

I've been getting to know
Brittney, uh, very close,

and I'm sure my clips
probably look

a little more intense than that.

A conversation's gotta be had
at the end of the day.

Seeing her with the same guy
and there's a connection there,

then I feel as if she probably
has cheated, then.

I don't know if we'll be able
to stay together

or separate at this point.

- John, we're gonna go with you.
- Let's see it.

- Everybody?
- Yeah.

Okay.

All right, boys, here we go.

Mm. Where are you going?

So that video actually
didn't bother me as much

as her getting in bed with him.

Um...
- Hmm.

- You know, and I-I kissed...
I kissed Katheryn,

and I got her in my bed
last night.

Um, you know, it hurts
to see her kiss that guy,

but it's ultimately gonna come
down to a conversation.

I'm basically gonna ask her,

like, "Hey, do you... do you love
this guy?

"Do you feel like you have
a connection with this guy,

"and you wanna pursue that?
Or, you know,

"did you figure out that
you didn't like me

and so you said, 'screw it'?"

'Cause that's kinda
what happened with me.

I tried to be completely loyal
to her

up until I saw the video of her
getting in bed with that guy

and not getting a video message.

That's what made me decide,
okay, I'm...

I've... I've tried hard enough.

I actually kind of was hoping
to see Kady

making out with a guy
almost for confirmation.

At this point,
I have not written Kady off.

I'm still gonna explore
my connection with Katheryn.

I'm just trying to be
completely, um, open to her

and then just roll
with the punches.

All right, so, Javen,
we have a clip for you.

Wanna watch it by yourself
or with everybody?

- With everybody.
- Okay.

I know at first when I came
into this initially,

I was like, no, you can't have
friends with the opposite sex,

like, but now I feel like
that's, like, immature.

He's probably making friends

and connections
with people, too, so...

Anything worry you? Nothing?

I see it developing
just like me,

and she's having fun
and she's growing.

I feel like I've grown
just as much on my side.

It's a positive thing.

- All right.
Evan... are you ready?

- Please, run it.
- Okay.

Boys? Everybody?
- Please.

Okay.

Please don't cry.

My clip, like, didn't have
any talking in it,

so I'm just scared, like,
he's already, like,

hooked up-hooked up
with someone.

Like, if he's had sex
with someone,

then I think it's over.

- Oh, yeah, 100%.
It should be that way.

That's why I need to have
this conversation with her.

I didn't expect this to happen.

You know, I...

I've nurtured her heart
and her soul for so long.

You know, she's given me
ultimatum after ultimatum.

You know, no one knows her
like I know her.

So I understand
that she's in pain.

What I've developed with Morgan
and what... what has happened

is... is more surprising to me
than... than I ever...

I... I never imagined this ever.

Is Morgan a reaction
or is this falling?

What I've developed with Morgan

is way past a reaction.

She has changed everything,

and not having Kaci with me
every day like I've had

has made me grow by myself
and realize

you can't push someone
in a corner,

and I'm done.
I'm done making excuses for it.

I need to talk to her.

Especially with all
the history you and Kaci have.

- 100%.
- Okay. I get that.

We're done with this bonfire.

You guys can head back.
I'll check with you soon.

Good night.

See you, John. All right, buddy.

I'm so scared of building
a foundation with Morgan

on the bones of so much pain.

I've given everything to Kaci...

Heart, soul, everything.

My only regret is I-I think I
should have sent her a video...

you know, telling her
that I'm not the old me

and that I didn't expect
to meet someone like Morgan,

and so I know
what I gotta do now.