Tell Me Everything (2022–…): Season 1, Episode 5 - Episode #1.5 - full transcript

ALARM BEEPS

MUSIC: 'Cigarette Packet'
by Sorry

♪ Oh, dear, oh, dear
Oh, dear, oh, dear

♪ What's gone and been
And happened here?

♪ Oh, dear, oh, dear
Oh, dear, oh, dear

♪ What's gone and been
And happened here?

♪ Started with a bang
Ended with a kiss

♪ The middle's all a model
Got lost in the abyss

♪ Started with a bang, bang
Ended with a kiss

♪ The middle's all a model
Got lost in the abyss

♪ I know, you know, we know
What's gonna happen



♪ Straight through the night
Back on the wagon

♪ Fire's in your eyes
But it's not gonna happen

♪ I could feel it all end
By the end of the cigarette packet

♪ I could feel it all end

♪ By the end
Of the cigarette packet. ♪

COUGHING

Are you all right, Nan?
Mm.

Nothing that a nice
cup of tea won't sort.

It's careers fair today, isn't it?

Don't really wanna go.
Why?

It's your future.

They're late.
It's only just half past.

What good is it having someone come
in if they can't even be on time?

We've been through this.
We need some help now.



DOORBELL RINGS

Hi!
Hi.

I'm Jaz. Carer.

Right. Well, you're late.
Yeah, sorry.

My phone died on the way here,

and then I thought I'd lost
my bank card,

but then I realised
it was just stuck up my sleeve.

It's really easily done, actually.

You don't have to worry.

I'll take good care of...

..Susan.

You've just gotta let me in first.

♪ Oh, dear, oh, dear
Oh, dear, oh, dear... ♪

Susie? Here I come, ready or not.

JONNY: 'As low points go,
this is kind of the lowest.'

VELCRO RIPS

Was this your first panic attack?

It wasn't a panic attack.

The paramedic who brought you in

said he found you in a foetal
position in a supermarket, so...

Yeah, it'd just been
a really, really long day.

We did notice a high level
of alcohol in your blood.

If this happens again, the
consequences could be more serious.

No, it won't happen again.

Last night was a wake-up call.

Gonna sort myself out.

Start now. Get some rest.

Yeah?
I will.

'Well, if there's one good thing
about being at your lowest point,

'it's that from here,
every way is up.'

Are you finished with this?

Your cup?
Uh, yeah, it's done.

Any good?
Oh, third time I've read it.

That's a lot of times.

Where do I know you from?

I, I don't... And that's not
a chat-up line, by the way.

I tried it once, it didn't work.
Uh, can I get you anything else?

Oh, no, thanks.

I know where I've seen you.

The club West One.

You know holding a broken bottle
to someone's neck is assault.

Well, I didn't assault you.
No-one got hurt.

Yeah, luckily for me.

And I probably deserved it,
I was a bit of a prick.

You don't take any shit, do you?
Not if I can help it.

Look, Brett,
I don't know what you want...

Why don't you let me buy you a drink
and we'll call it even?

JONNY: 'Gotta have a plan.
Everyone says.

'So what do I, Jonny Murphy,
want to do?

'The possibilities are endless.

'Time to move on from the past
and face it...

'..the future.

'Because, apparently,
the world is my oyster.

'I mean, I've never actually
had oysters.

'Not even sure I like the sound
of them, but, you know...

'..gotta start somewhere.'

WOMAN: Lead the world in areas
including stem cells,

sciences, e-health.

Fascinating. Thank you.
Thank you.

Careers fairs,
where dreams go to die.

Why are we taking job advice

from people who grew up
to give job advice?

Give it a chance.

Hi.
Oh, hi.

Uh, are you trying to find
somebody better to talk to?

Wh... no just trying to make
the most of the opportunities.

Why? Everything's either shit work
or zero-hours contracts.

There it is.

SuperMedia Plus.
The woman who runs it is amazing.

She put on Instagram she was
offering internships, so, see you.

At SuperMedia Plus, we like to say
there's no I in team,

but there is a U in super,
and that could be you.

Please do scan the barcode thing
for details, many thanks.

Hi.
Hi.

I'd really love the opportunity
to intern with you. Great.

Do you have any experience in PR?

No, uh, I don't.
Oh, dear.

Well, maybe next time.

I do have a lot
of social media experience. Right.

Keeping up with all your friends.
Sounds fun.

Uh, one of my posts got two million
views and 30,000 followers.

Do you think you could do Friday?

Yeah. Yeah, I'd love to.

Great!

That's a lot of leaflets.

Yeah, I'm kind of just collecting
them to keep Gareth happy.

I don't really see the point
cos I've already got a job, but...

The part-time one.
The leisure centre. Yeah, but...

um, I don't wanna let 'em down.

Oh, don't you make
an adorable couple?

Oh, we're not a couple, actually.
Oh.

Uh. See you later, then.

He's a funny little chap, isn't he?

I've gotta get back to Nan.

She's not used to having strangers
in the house

and I'm worried
if I hang around here,

someone's gonna try and make me
join the army.

Uh, see you.

Hi. You interested in volunteering?

Yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Um. I could get to swim
with turtles, right?

Yes, of course you can.

Very important you want to travel
the world as well.

Hey, Nif.
Marcus!

I, I didn't know you...

Yeah, I did this last year
so I'm one of the ambassadors...

and you're into
wildlife conservation.

Hmm, definitely.
Uh, where do I sign up?

Uh, the application deadline
is 9:00AM this Sunday.

Wow, like Glastonbury tickets.

Uh, should I leave you with one
of my CVs in the meantime? Sure.

It's probably terrible.
I'm actually embarrassed.

Is-Is there a problem?

It's just...

yeah, sorry,
I don't mean to be rude.

There are good grades,

but all I can see here
is a bit of music,

bare minimum community work.
I mean...

SCOFFS
..no commitment to anything.

Give it back, please.

I'm sorry.

Look, ditch the CV, OK?

Write a personal statement,
who you are, what you'll bring.

I don't mind helping.

Uh, no thanks. I'm fine on my own.

UNDER BREATH: Dick.

JONNY: 'So here they are.

'All the endless possibilities.

'In a hall.

'In Welwyn Garden City.'

Hi.
Ah, how would I...

..what would I do to do what you do?

You're interested
in training as an engineer?

Well, you would be looking
for high grades in science, maths,

any of the design...
Yeah, I haven't actually done...

..any of those, so... uh...
Oh.

Well, I've got a family business
which is a pub so...

A pub?

Right, well, I, I think there's
a stall in the other room for that.

They're-They're showing people
how to carry trays.

UNDER BREATH: Dick.

All right? So, I know what
I'm gonna do now. Me too.

I'm gonna do the rainforest
conservation programme.

Something meaningful.
Oh, yeah.

Sipping cocktails on
a drugged-up elephant, sounds fun.

There are no elephants
in Costa Rica.

Then I'll probably still be
working at the gym.

Might just probably be
really ripped or something.

What's your plan, Jonny?

I'm gonna work in the pub.

Wow, the lofty heights
of bar tending.

What, like my dad?

Shit, no,
I didn't mean it like that.

Good.

Cos that's what I'm gonna do.

LAUGHTER

You'll die. No, don't.
You'll die if you don't...

What...?

Ah. We've been having such a laugh.

Jaz... Jaz taught me poker.

Well, at least I think
this is how you play poker.

Ah, surprise.
Ah!

Jaz, can I speak with you
for a minute?

Sure. No cheating.

Susan is lovely.

She's been telling me
all about your emo phase.

I just need to check
a couple of things.

Are you on top of her medication?
Yes.

And she's had enough fluids?

Yes. Drill sergeant, yes.

I mean, obviously, yeah.
This is my job.

Looks like she enjoyed
you being here.

Haven't been able to get a word in.

She did seem to have one thing
on her mind

and maybe this is
none of my business,

but she seems a bit concerned
about you.

Me?
Yeah.

Worried you're not living your life

cos you're always
thinking about her.

She wants you to enjoy yourself,
you know, live a little.

Instead of just ironing your towels
and doing the washing up.

Jaz, I'm glad Nan's had fun,

but, you're right,
it is none of your business.

You shouldn't get involved
in things you don't know about.

Loud and clear, Sarge.

JONNY: 'It's so obvious.

'I mean, it's been
right under my nose.

'The pub is the answer.

'I mean, it's literally downstairs.

'I'll follow in Dad's footsteps.

'Finish what he started.
Make him proud.

'Cos it's not just THE future,
is it?

'It's MY future.

'And no-one's gonna fix it but me.'

So, have you always wanted
to work in a gym?

Um...

..I just think that fitness
is important to people.

Here's some uniform.

Thanks.
Oh. Just like old times.

You never liked getting changed.
Huh?

Kyle Dunster. We did scouts.

Cuffley camp.

We went hiking and you refused
to go skinny dipping.

I can't believe
you don't remember me.

Oh, wow. Yeah.

I'm sorry I just... you know.

Done.

Does it look OK?
Yeah, it suits you.

You can, uh,
put your stuff in this locker.

RATTLES KEY,
KYLE LAUGHS

There's a knack.

Took me two months
to work that one out.

Need anything else,
just let me know, yeah?

Cool.

Here we go.
Ooh!

No, no. There's nothing on.

Hi. Gosh, I was such...
Oh, darling.

Oh, look what we've found.
Look at you.

Nothing on
but your little welly boots...

NAN CHUCKLES

..filling the paddling pool.

It's a strong look, I won't lie.

So cute. So cute.
Ah. Aha.

What's with the music?

Jaz found all my CDs
up in the attic.

This is me.

From when she was in
the Welwyn Garden City orchestra.

No, she wasn't.
Yes, I was.

When?
Oh...

..on and off for years.

Oh, right.

Look at that. I remember those.

I can do that, if you like.

How do I not know that about my nan?
Spend every day with her.

You're busy doing
literally everything else.

This house would stop existing
without you.

We don't really have time
to talk about things like that.

Well, life's all about
the small stuff.

She says you never have any friends
over. Why don't you? This weekend.

Sounds very stressful.

They'll make a mess, and they don't
know any of my systems.

Nobody knows
all of your systems, Regan.

It's fine, I'll help you.

Come on, it'll be fun.

Oh, you can wear your wellies, yeah,
I've seen them in your cupboard.

Don't pretend you still couldn't
rock that look if you had to.

SHE LAUGHS

BRETT: There's not much time
for anything else, you know,

it's just uni,
work and working out.

So, um, who was that boy
you were with at the club? Um.

Is he your boyfriend?
No, he's just... no-one.

He's, um, just someone I know.

Yeah, he looked
like a bit of a dickhead. He is.

So tell me more about this
"auto visual art".

Audio visual art.

See. You are too clever to be
hanging around with someone like me.

Maybe I am.

Whoa, this is fast.

Sorry.

Just can't... help myself.

SHE LAUGHS

Can I get you another drink?

Yeah, then I should be getting home.

I can drop you.
I can walk.

I'm not too far from here.

Landis Road, yeah?
Yeah.

Did I tell you that?
No.

Just seen you round
a couple of times.

Hey, guys, it's Zia here,
counting you down

to Welwyn's sustainable
fashion fundraiser.

I mean, there might be some tickets
on arrival, but why risk it?

Link in my bio or check out the
SuperMedia Plus website for more.

You don't wanna miss this, people.

What a pro! Thank you.

Today's been brilliant.

Um, if you're not too busy,

I could really do with some support
for the event tomorrow?

Yeah, yeah... no problem.
No plans at all.

Now go, it's late.

You've been here longer than people
who are actually getting paid!

Don't want to take the piss.

Um, could you take the recycling
when you go?

It's the big green bin
round the back.

Yeah.

JONNY: Feels weird not doing this
at the pub.

Yeah, well, Dad's here now.

Well, next year,
maybe we can invite people.

Have a birthday lock in
like Dad would've wanted.

Uh, maybe.
It meant everything to him.

He loved it.

And so do I, so I'm gonna start
working at the pub.

You can't.

It's Mum's decision.
Yeah, and Mum's selling up.

What? Look, we wanted to tell you,
yeah, but you haven't been around.

And even when you have you,
you've not really been here.

Oh, that's so fucking patronising,
Andrew.

There's more to running a pub than
nicking booze and underage lock-ins.

You're 16. This deluded fantasy
of yours isn't helping anyone.

I could do it!
Look at the state of you!

You can't take over a pub.

You can't even take care
of yourself.

And Dad's probably laughing
at the thought of it.

Ahh!
Fuck...

You've fully lost the plot, mate.

God.

Keeping you busy, are we?

Ah. No, it's just my friend Regan,
she's, uh, she's having a party.

Regan Cullen?

Oh, yeah, we, uh, we did
gymnastics together. She's cool.

Well, you, you should come.
Cool.

Uh, did you clean down
the treadmills like I asked?

Uh... Look, uh,
this job isn't, like, challenging.

But you actually
need to do some work.

I'm really sorry, I...
It's fine.

You're new here.
You'll get the hang of it all.

Thanks.

But, uh, maybe tidy these.

I'm gonna start down there.
Mm-hmm.

KNOCK ON DOOR

Oh. Hi.
Hey.

Uh, Mum wanted to drop this off
for your mum.

Fresh ata dindin.
Thanks.

How's the personal statement going?

Finished.
Great.

I'll just...

Could you... maybe... read it?

Sure.

It's actually very good.
I'm glad I could help.

You just sat there
and ate my crisps.

Yeah, but I did it so well.

I could put a word in for you,
if you like. That would be amazing.

You, uh, you've changed your hair.

You just noticed?
HE LAUGHS

Ah, sorry.

My friend's
throwing a party tonight.

Uh, she doesn't usually
throw parties

so the group chat's still in shock.
Ah.

Uh, I'm sure we can squeeze you in.
Ah, I can't have a big one.

I've got football training
first thing tomorrow.

Me neither, I've got this
thing in the morning too. Really?

What are you doing?

THEY LAUGH Um...

..yoga.
Oh? Cool.

Then maybe, um, maybe I'll come too.

'It's my future. Mine.

'So how come other people
can just take it away?

' "Gotta have a plan,"
everyone says.

'But what if you look at the endless
possibilities and just see nothing?

'Endless. Infinite.
Fucking nothing.'

Right, guys, what we having?

I'm not drinking.
Me neither.

How come?
Nervous, OK.

I invited Marcus
and he's not gonna be drinking.

You invited more people?
I think I like him.

And literally,
for the first time ever,

I actually think he likes me back.

Kind of wish he didn't, though,

cos now I've gotta do something
about it.

Hmm... you lost me.

Oh, for fuck's sake.
You're joking.

What?

Nothing.

Back to plan A.

Is everything all right with Nan?

She's in bed, headphones on,
listening to Hilary Mantel.

She's told you,
she wants you to have fun, OK.

Gonna have a great time.
Cheers.

Now, Benedict's asleep, so he really
shouldn't be any trouble.

If he acts up, don't comfort him,

he needs to learn that screaming
will get him nowhere in life.

And Miffy's dog treats
are in the cupboard. I'm sorry?

Look at you!

Oh, God, I'm so sorry. You didn't
think you were coming, did you?

Uh, no. It's just it's a very, um,
particular vibe.

Even if you did make
all that effort.

Must have taken you hours.

Oh, honestly, it's fine.

I really appreciate your hard work.

Remember, it's the only way to get
ahead in this industry.

Oh, and by the way, your live video
thingy really paid off.

We sold quite a few more tickets
because of that. Oh, really? Hmm.

Oh, so glad.
I hope it goes really well.

I'll be back by ten at the latest.
Have fun.

OK.

Guess who?
Kyle. You came.

I'm sorry about the, uh, treadmill
thing and my other mistakes.

You worry a lot, don't you?
It's a waste of energy. Pointless.

You did great. Everyone loves you.

Do they? Thought I was a bit shit.

No, not at all. You're good.

Who are you?
This is Kyle.

Oh, we work together.

Right, so people think they can just
invite whoever they want now,

do they? Why don't you go outside,

see if you can drag
some more people in, Louis?

We went to gymnastics together,
remember?

Our mums were friends.

Kyle.
LAUGHS NERVOUSLY

How are you?

GLASS SMASHES
What the hell was that?

Do you wanna get a drink?
Yeah, sure.

RINGTONE

'Hi, you're through to Jonny.
Don't leave a message.'

KYLE: It's fucking freezing.

Here you go.

Thank you.

Don't know why I didn't bring
a coat. What an idiot.

Hey, don't worry about it.
It's a waste of energy.

Really enjoyed hanging out
with you over the last few days.

You were supposed to be working.
Not hanging out.

I'm sorry.

JONNY: Hi.
I'll go and get us a drink.

So who was that?
It's Kyle from Cuffley camp.

I mean, uh...

..we work together.
Oh, right.

Was I interrupting anything?
No.

Cos it's OK if I was.

Um, no, but I just wanted
to say sorry.

What for?

About everything, really.
It's OK.

No, it's not.

Cos you're always
putting up with my shit.

It's all right.
Don't worry about it.

It's cold out here, isn't it?

Yeah, you go inside.

You not coming?

Uh, no, I'll be in in a minute.

JAZ: What you doing in here?

All those people, stuff's
getting trashed, it's a nightmare.

Have we been at different parties?

I don't know half of them.
All right, like a quarter.

Mum used to have people
in the house all the time.

It's like she couldn't hack
being alone by herself.

Or looking after me.

Regan, everyone's
having a great time in there.

The house is fine.

Your nan's fine. And you are too.
If you wanna be.

You don't know me.
Hmm, I know you're brave.

But I know you're scared too.

And I've never seen someone
so stressed at a party

look so beautiful.

I mean, you're so...

you're so...
What?

I'm so what?

THEY LAUGH

Just do it here.
So close.

JONNY: Neve, you got a minute?

I wanna apologise about the rave.

I didn't mean to get you in
any shit, you know that.

Jonny, let's not do this now.

I should always listen to you.

You're the smart one.

You will outgrow me.
Outgrow this place.

I wanna give you something...
for good luck.

Not that you'll need it.

But it was my dad's.
Patron saint of travellers.

And you are going places.

Costa Rica, for a start.

Jonny, I'm quite wasted,
I can't do this now. Please.

You're my best friend, Neve.

And I want you
to always remember that.

Nif?

Oh, my God, you came!
EXCITED LAUGHTER

Uh, not interrupting, am I?

I thought... you... cos you have
a match in the morning.

Decided to come for one
and surprise you. Ah. Ooh!

Whoa, looks like I need to catch up!
No, I'm fine.

Are there still drinks?
Yeah, yeah, come.

Nice to meet you.

MEI: Jonny? Jonny!

Are you OK?

What are you doing here?
I read your posts on dark days.

How do you know about that?

You've been pretending
like you're fine

and then telling strangers online
how shit you really feel.

You've been spying on me?
Yeah, because you won't talk to me.

Hey what's this about? Mei?

Even if you won't tell me, tell your
friends the truth. You need help.

No, you need help, Mei!

You're making this up just like you
made up about your dad being dead.

I've explained that to you.
You've explained it.

Like you've explained
messing up my dad's pub

and stealing my family's money.

And, what, stealing Neve's phone?

Oh, no wonder your dad wants
nothing to do with you.

Fuck you!
GLASS SMASHES

Fuck. You're crazy.

I'm not crazy.

Are you filming me?

Why the fuck are you filming me?

Oi. What...?

What was that about?
Leave it.

We're not... it's just...
Oh, please, just leave it.

I can't deal with any more
of their drama.

I could lie here forever.
But we should probably get back.

Loud and clear, Sarge.

Did you see where my bra went?

You sort of threw it over there.

I got a bit carried away.
A BIT carried away?!

Will you help me find it?

Maybe in a minute.
Yeah. In a minute.

Hey, I... Ooh.
Oh, you sure you're OK? Yeah.

I-I've barely drunk anything.
Right.

Hmm. Don't do that.
What?

"Ri-i-i-ght." Like you're all clever
and, and I'm not as clever.

C... Cos I'm clever, like,
really huge, clever.

Do you need some water?

Oh, get over yourself!
It's just water.

Look, I didn't think you were
coming, so I went for it, OK?

You know what, this is,
this is what I am.

What you are is drunk.

Hmm... hmm. No!

Marcus... look... tomorrow,

when it's overachieving,
Duke of Edinburgh,

man of the match,
that's Marcus land,

but this is my terrain.

I'm fine, living life, world.

I don't think
it's a competition, Neve.

I've gotta go.

Go on, then.
You know what, fuck volunteering.

I'm not sad enough to spend my time
doing personal statement.

You don't have a life.
So you need to feel special.

Fucking pathetic.

Right get the champers out, Astrid.
Oh, hello.

Supposed to be back hours ago.
You can go now. Thanks for tonight.

I hope Benedict was OK?

Oh, and there's another event
happening next weekend

I'd love your help with.

Actual help with an event
or more free babysitting?

Zia, you should be grateful.

People would literally kill
to have a chance like this.

Let's talk about that next week.

Oh, do you know what we CAN have
a chat about next week?

You shoving this internship
up your arse.

Oh, and Miffy's made
a little mess on the stairs

so have fun clearing that up.

Hey.

You wanna drink?
Yeah, go on.

Uh. You want ice?
Yes, please.

REGAN: Where are Nan's meds?
What?

They're not here.

Where the fuck
are all my nan's pills?

Why are you asking me? I dunno.

You're the only one who knows
where we keep them.

Did you take them?
Why would I do that?

Oh, my God, have you been
stealing from us? Obviously not.

This is exactly why
I have to be here for her

because everyone else lets us down.

If that's what you really think
of me, then I should go.

Yeah, I think you should.

I think everyone should.

Right!

Everyone get out.

JONNY: 'I can't see any future.

'So I've made a plan.'

BRETT: Mei?

Ha! Mei.

It's very dark for you to be on
your own. Can I give you a lift?

No, thanks, I'll walk.

You never replied to my message.
Not really into dick pics.

Well, let me just
give you a lift home.

No, thanks.
Oh, you're such a cock tease.

Get off me. Oh. Get off.

Look, I don't wanna play these games
any more, Mei. Fuck off.

Look, I know you want me.
No, no, no. I want you as well, Mei.

Come on, just give me a kiss.
No, no, no.

Just one kiss, I know you wanna do
it. No! No! Look, stop!

Stop.

I know you want this, Mei.

You want it as much I do.

Oh, what... Ah!

Sh... Ah... Oh, Mei!

HE GROANS

But, if Jaz took the pills, then
what exactly are we looking for?

I don't know.

Maybe she didn't take them.
I dunno.

Quick question. When did you realise
you were gay?

Why are you asking me this now?

Just making small talk.

I was always pretty sure, Louis,
now can we just...

Yeah, course.

When did you know what you actually
are, like gay or bisexual or what?

I guess it's a spectrum.
But I always knew I liked girls.

And was that like one person
or a feeling?

Louis, I don't have all the answers.

I really wish
people would stop coming to me

to ask about queer stuff.

Marcus hates me. I've fucked it.

Why do I always do this?

Come on, I'll walk you home.

Come on, this way.
This is shit, Louis.

It's all right, it's all right.

Emergency doctors.

Thanks.

What I said was horrible.

I know you didn't take them.

You're great at your job.
Yeah, I am.

It's just... me and Nan.

We're all we've got.
You're not all she's got.

Yeah, she needs help,

but what do you think
keeps her going?

What?

You getting out there
and living life.

Don't pretend like this
is all about your nan.

It's about you.

It's late.

I'll see you tomorrow.
Yeah.

You can't control everything, Regan.

So what's the plan?

You're not even real.

Jonny.

So you're giving up.
Yeah, I know what you're doing.

I'm not even real, remember?

So what does it matter what I say

if I tell you
you won't always feel like this?

Jon-jo!
Leave me alone!

I will never feel OK.

That's not true.

Isn't it, Dad?

Cos you're the only person
that I can speak to.

And you're not even real.
You're just in my fucking head.

Don't do this, Jon-jo.
Why not? Because you're alive.

Because you've got a future.

Because you can fight this.

I can't.

You can. This will pass.

You're not real, you're not real.

ANDREW: Jonny.

He's... He's not...

Hey, hey.