Suzuka (2005–2006): Season 1, Episode 19 - Wakare - full transcript

Your profile looking up
towards the blue sky

The stopped spiral of time

I'm always stubborn
and hiding my feelings

I ache for you so much
(I pine for you so much) that it hurts

I'm not actually that strong

In truth, I become afraid
about the distance between us two

I want you to touch my heart

If I can still reach the goal
taking the long way around

Start line

A story that unravels the heart

I'll say goodbye to tears
and walk towards the future



Because I can go with the kindness
I found clasped to my heart

Please, just for now,
stay the way you are

She returned your present?

That's right.

She said she was not upset about me
going shopping with Asahina.

But she got mad all of a sudden

when I told her about being
dragged around by Asahina...

What do you think?

I don't understand.

You said Honoka wasn't upset
that you went out with Suzuka?

Huh?

Yeah...

It can't be true.

Huh?



I'm sure she was trying hard
not to get upset.

Upset?

Of course!

No way Sakurai can forgive her boyfriend
for going shopping with his ex-friend...

It's completely different than if you
had gone out with Hashiba or Yuka.

Wait a minute!

There's nothing between Asahina and me...

For Sakurai, it's the same thing.

Because you used to like her.

But...

Even so, she accepted
your present once with a smile,

but you kept rambling on
about unnecessary things...

Yeah, I know.

It means you tried to find
the perfect gift for me, right?

After all... no matter what you say,

you only think about yourself.

T-That's not right.

I walked around everywhere
looking for a present,

and finally I found the one I liked...

I worked really hard.

That means you're really selfish.

You just made Sakurai mad after all.

Anyway, you'd better apologize to her,

otherwise it'll get harder
and harder to talk to her, okay?

Hey, shut up!

Any time I've ever followed your advice,

things have never worked out!

Yamato!

I'll take care of my problems by myself!

Just leave me alone!

Fine!

I know you're going to apologize, after all.

Shut up!

All right, let's start warming up!

--Yeah! --Yeah!
--Yeah!

I'm wondering if I should
apologize to her first...

There she is!

Honoka!

Yesterday...

Huh? W-Wait!

About yesterday...

I...

Sorry...

I don't want to talk to you now, Akitsuki.

Huh...

W-Why...

...can't you just listen to me?

I don't want to.

Hey, Manager!

I need you to keep my time!

Okay.

Asahina...

What are you doing there?

Yamato...

Were you able to make up with Honoka?

Ah... well...

No... she even didn't want to talk to me.

Huh?

I tried to apologize to her at least...

But she didn't let me do that, either.

I'm sorry...

Huh?

Why are you apologizing?

Because... if I didn't go shopping with you,

you guys wouldn't have
had a fight like this...

What are you talking about?

I was the one who asked you for help.

It's not your fault at all!

But...

Yasunobu told me...

...that it's my fault because I didn't
consider my girlfriend's feelings.

So don't worry about it so much.

Yeah...

But... what are you going to do?

Huh?

She said she didn't want
to talk to you, right?

Yeah... What should I do?

In fact, I didn't realize
that she was so mad at me...

Maybe she hates me now.

That's not true.

Even if you guys had a fight and
she said she wouldn't talk to you,

it will make her happy if you
keep trying to talk to her.

Is that right?

That's right.

I would think so...

R-Really?

Really!

So even if it's a phone call...

Why don't you try talking to her again?

Don't give up.

Yeah, okay...

I'll do that.

Thanks for worrying about me.

No problem...

I hope you'll make up with her.

Oh?

Yeah... I know that but...

See?

I understand about
your feelings, too, but...

I bet Yamato was preoccupied with
getting the best present for you,

so he just couldn't think of anything.

You know, he's a kind of foolish guy.

So he just went out with Suzuka
without any thought.

I don't think it's anything more than that.

It didn't look that way to me.

Huh?

I think Akitsuki still likes Asahina...

That's weird...

The line has been busy for a long time...

I don't know... why we go out...

Yeah.

Look, we've got matching ones!

We'll always be connected.

Even if you guys had a fight
and she said she wouldn't talk to you,

it will make her happy if you
keep trying to talk to her.

I should go talk to her anyway!

I don't like our situation right now!

"Yamato Akitsuki"

Ah, Yamato!

Dinner is ready.

Sorry, I'm just going out for a bit.

Huh?

I see... He hasn't given it to her yet.

Sorry, I don't want to talk
to you now, Akitsuki.

Just thinking about it
doesn't help at all!

Let's just give it a try!

Coming!

H-Hello...

Akitsuki...

What's going on?

It's kind of late...

Well... I kept calling you,
but the line was busy, so...

Here...

I really want you to have this.

I said I didn't want it.

"Sakurai"
I said I didn't want it.

"Sakurai" If that's all you wanted
to do, then just go home now.

"Sakurai"
Wait!

Wait!

When I heard about your birthday,

I really thought about what kind
of present would make you happy!

But... why did you get mad at me?

If you have something
to say to me, just tell me!

I really don't understand you!

I tried...

Huh?

But I saw that you and Asahina
were happy together

while choosing the present...

How could I accept it with a smile?!

But I told you...

I didn't know where to go and
what to buy, so I had to ask her.

Then you could've asked someone else!

Why Asahina?

I know... you just wanted
the two of you to go out, right?

No way!

Yes, you did!

Because I can feel that,
even if I don't want to...

...you always have Asahina on your mind!

No matter how many excuses you have,
your attitude tells me.

You still like Asahina, right?

Much, much more than you like me!

Cut it out! It's enough!

You worry about Asahina way too much!

That's enough!

W-Wait!

Hey, wait!

Just leave me alone!

You always have Asahina on your mind!

She might be right...

Maybe the way I acted made
Honoka think that way...

Somehow I was always
getting close to Asahina...

...and Honoka thought it looked like
I was hoping for something with Asahina.

I didn't realize how much that
would hurt Honoka's feelings...

We will probably repeat this same fight
if we continue to go out...

Over and over...

I think... we'd better break up...

Maybe so...

I see...

Yeah...

"Inari-Daimyojin"
Yeah...

"Inari-Daimyojin"

You idiot!

Huh?

Then why did you ask me
to go out, you idiot!

I'm sorry.

Don't tell me that you went out
with me because I kissed you?

N-No!

Then why?

I thought you were cute...

Huh?

I really thought you were cute
at that moment!

What does that mean?!

That sounds really thoughtless!

Let me tell you something.

It's not like I think
about Asahina all the time.

Huh?

When we went to school together...

When you cooked for me...

And... when I was thinking about
the birthday present for you...

I thought that I really liked you, Honoka.

W-Why are you saying that now?!

Because...

I don't want to break up with you

while you still misunderstand me!

Well...

Can I have that present after all?

Huh? Yeah...

But why?

Because that will be a reminder

that Akitsuki and I were in love once,
even if it was for a short time.

Thanks for the present.

I'll treasure it.

Honoka...

Maybe we...

That was for the present!

Good-bye.

Yeah... bye.

Good-bye.

You're back, Yamato.

Ah... I'm back...

Did Sakurai like your present?

Yeah...

Ah, how about dinner?

No, thanks...

Yamato...

You always have Asahina on your mind!

"Suzuka Asahina"

"Suzuka Asahina"
Is that so?

Is that so?

I really don't know...

How do I feel about Asahina anyway?

Welcome home!

You're late.

S-Sorry... we already came in...

It's not good for a high school kid to
be hanging out this late at night, you know?

I don't want to hear that
from a trespasser.

Sorry, Yamato.

I was dragged over here by Saotome...

It's okay, I'm used to it already.

What's wrong with you?

You seem depressed.

Why don't you sit down
over here and drink with us?

Just leave me alone.

Hey, did you have a fight
with Honoka or something?

We... broke up tonight...

Huh?

Why?

What?

Did she dump you, Yamato?!

Geez! You guys are so nosy!

It's not that she dumped me,
or I dumped her...

That's not the point...

Are you crazy?

You broke up with a sweet girl like her?

What a waste!

I know...

Do you really know?

A guy like you has no chance
to get a girlfriend like her again.

You're not handsome,
nor are you a rich man...

I'd never go out with a guy like you.

Hey, look! He's almost crying!

Hey, Saotome, it's not nice
to make fun of him.

What kind of face is that?!

That's so funny!

Anyway, I already broke up with her,
so just leave me alone!

Huh?

I wonder if something happened
between Yamato and Sakurai?

It's very rare for him to skip dinner.

Maybe he got dumped again.

Maybe...

Let's just leave him alone.

Okay?

Yeah, I know.

She didn't like your present?!

Great!

That's not how it was...

Who does she think she is?!

Since I was born, I've never gotten
a birthday present from a guy!

Give me a break...

Hey, you drank a little too much...

Birthdays... birthdays...

Birthdays should disappear from the world!

Well, let's go back, Megumi.

But maybe that was the right thing...

I guess you just let nature
take its course, right?

It's much better now
that you've broken up

rather than continue to go out with
that irresponsible attitude of yours.

Well, I don't care about
someone else's romance, anyway!

Good night!

Right... I think we did the right thing...

Yamato!

Asahina...

Hey, can you talk to me for a sec?

Yeah... the door is unlocked.

I just heard you were talking...

Is that true that you
broke up with Honoka?

Yeah.

Why?

She wouldn't forgive you,
even though you apologized?

Was that... my fault?

But I saw that you and Asahina were happy
together while choosing the present...

How could I accept it with a smile?!

That was all my fault, right?

Because I went shopping with you...

I dumped her...

I... told her to break up.

What do you mean?

Because she was a burden!

So I dumped her!

Huh? What are you talking about?

I guess we didn't get along
with each other from the beginning...

It was annoying that
she came over every morning...

Hey, are you saying that seriously?

Huh? I'm pretty serious!

You are!

Yamato, do you know how serious
Honoka was about you?

I know.

That's exactly why I dumped her.

So anyway, breaking up
was the right thing!

In fact, I'm glad about it!

I can't believe you!

Huh?

You're the worst!

I was so stupid...

I can't believe I was so worried
about a guy like him...

How stupid I was!

When I turn around,
you are soon next to me,

Always with that smile.

You were too close and I couldn't see.

I was always wandering around
lost and alone.

Little by little,
I came undone and changed color.

If I just call your name,

I will become happy.

When we're together,

I become strong,

I can be gentle.

When we're together,
gazing at each other,

I understand the meaning of eternity.

Let's search for the goal,
the two of us!

For some reason, I have a lot
of expectations for you...

That you're going to do awesome things!

I don't know...

It's true!

So you have the responsibility
to meet our expectations!

Okay, I'll try to do my best...
for track and field.