St. Elsewhere (1982–1988): Season 3, Episode 9 - Up on the Roof - full transcript

'Previously on St Elsewhere:'

Cathy, who did this to you?

I've got to get used to this face
before I show it.

I don't think
we're supposed to do this.

Bye, Peter.

'Tonight, on St Elsewhere:'

Dr Holtz is from the Bray clinic
in Minneapolis.

How are you feeling this morning,
Mr Millstein?

Not so good.

Mr Milstein, you need your brother's
bone marrow or you will die.

Why don't you come
and stay with me?



You mean it?

It'll be like having
a slumber party.

She ate a full bottle of codeine.

Everything else has
slipped through my fingers.

Don't let her slip through them.

Caldwell, you saved my life,
and I love you for it.

Listen, I just want to tell you
about my scars.

I want to ask you
about Shirley Daniels.

Someday I want you to read this.

I've got to take you in with me.

Don't bother me any more!

I can't stand the room I'm in. >

Why can't I get a new room?

Mrs Hufnagel.
How did you get down here?



What does this look like?
A washing machine?

Excuse me, I'm looking for...

The line forms to the rear.

Now what's the problem?

I want a new room and nobody
upstairs will listen to me.

My electric bed has broken
and the water tastes like old pipes.

Get me something in the new wing.

Yeah, the new wing at
Burnheimer memorial.

Excuse me, I'm looking for
Dr Craig's office.

Follow me.

Is the security around here
always so tight?

One of the doctors got shot
a couple of weeks ago.

Here's a corner.

It's OK, Dr Martin.
I won't hurt you.

Do you know what happened
to Peter White?

What are you doing in here?

I'm Detective Alex McGallen.

I don't care if you're Sigmund Freud.
Get out in the hall.

It's all right, Cathy.

Cathy Martin is a borderline
schizophrenic,

just now coming out
of a catatonic state.

Has she been like this
since she was attacked?

If you're wondering if she snuck out

and shot Peter ,
the answer's no.

So you keep her under
close observation?

Of course.

Many visitors? A few.

An old boyfriend? Someone
with a motive to avenge the attack?

No old boyfriends except Wayne
Fiscus, but he wouldn't hurt Peter.

Thanks. Sorry to be a bother.

You wouldn't believe the dream
I had last night.

KNOCKING

What?

You have a visitor.

Hello, I'm Christine Holtz.

Oh, right.

Welcome to St Eligius. Fine.

This is Dr Westphall,
Director of Medicine.

Dr Holtz is from the Bray clinic
in Minneapolis.

She's an expert on bone marrow work.

I've asked her to
perform the transplant

between the Millstein brothers.

The Millstein brothers?

Is there a problem?

I hope their bone marrow is more
compatible than their personalities!

Let me call in Dr Cavanero.

She's the attending
for Mr Millstein.

Well, nice to meet you.

I appreciate you sitting for Pete.

If I weren't working, I could take
him with me to the hospital.

It's what neighbours are for.

Besides, Alexis hasn't stopped

talking about Pete since
she arrived.

This will give the two of them
a chance to play together.

When's Lois coming back from China?

Three weeks.
You know, we were married

almost eight years and we never
travelled outside of New England.

Here's the drops for Pete's cold.

What you got to do
is fill the dropper to the 1cc mark

and give it to him every six hours.

Starting in...in an hour.

And if his fever comes back,
I want you to call me.

Andy, you're sure,
you're absolutely sure that

you don't mind my leaving him here?

I have 200 freshman essays
on Thoreau to grade.

I'm not going anywhere, believe me.

Can me and Pete go and colour
in the other room?

"May Pete and I go colour?"

May Pete and I go colour?

Well, sure.
Just don't get him running around.

OK.

She's really growing up fast.

Yeah. Every time she comes

I realise how much I miss by not
living with her.

Last time, she was like a baby.

This time, she talks in slang
and wants her MTV!

And I try to make up
every minute, but

in the process I spoil her rotten.

Well, I have to get going.

I gave you the number?

Yeah. You gave it to me three times.

Well, maybe
I'll just call you later.

Fine.

Did I tell you about the medicine?

Jack, goodbye.

Right. Goodbye.

(PA) Dr Bob Colbert to X-ray.
Dr Colbert to X-ray.

Here's those extra gloves you wanted.
Oh, Fiscus.

I just heard McGallen talking to
Dr Westphall about a new lead.

Remember that gun that was stolen
out of ER? About two weeks ago?

Well, McGallen says it's the
same gun that got shot with.

Yeah, so?

Well, McGallen's gonna get a list of
everybody that was in ER

the night the gun was stolen.

I was here.

I'm going to take the fall.

I'll be right back.

You know, for a small finder's fee,

I can turn you on to
a very good bail bondsman.

Funny.

Then his temperature's
still the same?

All right, just make sure
you keep giving him those drops.

Thanks, Andy.
Oh, no...and keep him warm.

I did?

All right. Bye.

I couldn't help overhearing. Was that
about an interesting medical subject?

Pete has a cold.

Too bad. I need a topic for
my next TV spot, something

with zing so that people
won't shuffle off to the fridge.

Any ideas?

Dislocated shoulders?

Never mind.

Ta-da.

You're a free man.

Where are you going?

I've got other patients to see.
I'll be back.

Lily and my grandkids are
on their way. Look at me!

What if somebody gets scared?
You should be here.

You've been here nine weeks,
and never wanted me around before.

Now you make jokes.

I'm scared as hell and
you act as though it was nothing.

You're useless!
You know, you are useless!

No, I can't deal with that now.

I've got an appointment.
I'll take care of it tomorrow. OK.

Hi, Shirley.

How are you?
I haven't seen much of you lately.

I've been busy.

You dating someone?

No, why?

I haven't seen you in the cafe.

You and I should have lunch
one of these days.

Really?

During the nurses' strike
I was persona non grata.

Now you've decided all's forgiven?

Oh, Shirley, come on.

Don't you think it's time
to let what happened go? Hmm?

That's easy for you, isn't it, Helen?

Forgetting the past,
your commitment to others.

You're one hell of a role model
for the nursing staff.

So, I guess our lunch is off?

Drop dead.

Listen, I've got to run.

Hi, Mrs Schecter.

Oh, hi, Dr Caldwell.

Manny's waiting for you.

Oh, good.

Is grandpa going to look bad?

Just a little different.

I'm afraid.

Your grandpa's a little scared, too.

I know I won't be able to look.

Julie!

I won't ever be able
to kiss him again.

Grandpa!

Oh, boy. Oh, oh,
it's good I had my eyes closed!

Oh, this is a very,
very dangerous ride here.

All right, now. When I open my eyes,

and uncover my nose... (CHUCKLES)

Caldwell and the hospital
will have disappeared.

OK, here we go.

One, two, three!

Oh, my.

Hey, guys.

Hi, Manny. >

How are you feeling?

Hey, Caldwell.

I want you to meet
someone smarter than you.

Hey, Gus. Come on over here.

Hey, good boy.

For crying out loud!

Gus is a girl! You'd think as a
plastic surgeon,

you'd know the difference.

You're pathetic!

So, this is what it looks like
from the outside.

I spent a lot of time in there, lying
around, wondering why I didn't die.

I still haven't come up
with an answer.

Maybe there isn't one, Manny.

Listen, you keep those
appointments I scheduled, huh?

You just want another shot
at killing me, huh?

Come on, everybody.
Come on, help them up there.

Come on, we're all going for a ride.

Help me up!

All right, hold on. >

Go on,

put it on. Go on.

(LAUGHS)

That's the way
I want to remember you.

With that stupid grin on your face.

Caldwell, you saved my life.

And I love you for it.

According to the information
Mark forwarded to me,

Mr Millstein beat thyroid cancer,

and as in any war
it was only a pyrrhic victory.

In the process,
chemo and the radiation therapy

wiped out his bone marrow.

Any idea of his chances?

Keep him from getting an infection
until his immune system improves,
his chances are good.

And the profile on his brother
looks like the perfect donor match.

You're a jerk, Melvin!

I leave the car wash,
I come up here to save your life,

and all you do is ride me!

Well, that's it.
I'm going back!

Hershel Millstein,
the bone marrow donor.

Please. Who needs him here?
For all I care...

Mr Millstein?
This is Dr Holtz who's

going to perform the transplant.

Hello.

I tell you something,
you might be wasting your time.

Having that idiot around is
killing me faster than the cancer.

Let's get it over with.

Then we can send him back home
to the Garden State.

What a pit! That's where he belongs.
You hear that, Hershel?

He's already gone.

He sneaks around.

How are you feeling?

I'm fine.
Hershel's the one complaining.

Doctor,
couldn't you find another donor?

Your brother is compatible.

Don't insult me.
I know that Hershel.

He'll milk this for
the rest of my life.

I know you're out there!

Where's Pete?

Pete's fine. He's right here.

What's he doing here?

Your neighbour Andy brought his
daughter in a few minutes ago.

What happened?

She ate a full bottle of codeine.

We haven't got the test results
back, but at least she's conscious.

Yeah.
OK.

Yeah, right. Thanks.

I thought you were all tied up
with the Amalgamated Pastry workers.

Piece of cake.

I was on the express wing,
saw the exit ramp,

and just couldn't resist stopping by.

Not here.

Any chance we can get together later?

No, I got a little carried away
last time.

A nice, quiet evening.

Mmm, that'll end up in a nice,
quiet motel somewhere.

I know, and you'd never
cheated on your husband before.

That's not really the problem.

I had this operation. I have scars.

I have scars too.
And lumps, and bumps.

Accumulated over the years.

Let's not worry about
the little imperfections.

Take it from a fellow
whose friends call him Fender.

See you later.
You're too much! Thank you.

I'll take him off your hands.

No, I like holding him. # Carry the
lad that's born to be king... #

You know,
you'd make a great mother.

You think so?

# Over the sea to Skye. #

How come
you never asked me out, Jack?

Cos I always thought of us
as friends.

Gee, that makes me feel real special.

You'll be anyone's friend.

# Carry the lad
that's born to be king over the... #

Listen, do you have an extra bed pan
I could borrow?

No, I don't think so.
Who are you?

Hufnagel, Florence M.
The inmate next door.

Hello, there. I'm Murray Robin.

You don't look like a Robin.

I actually used to be Murray Rubin.
I changed my name.

Oh, trouble with the law, huh?

Oh, no. You see, I'm an entertainer.

Songs, jokes, you name it.

# Moon River... # Must be a place
where you see college kids drinking!

# Wider than a mile ... #

My first wife had to put on
licence plates to go for a walk!

Anyway, I figured if my name
was Robin instead of Rubin,

I could get past Jewish circuit.

How many bar mitzvahs at
Lake Kiamichi can you keep doing?

Hey, you don't look so good, honey.

What's wrong with you?

Colitis.

Oh, that's a bear. I had it myself.

My doctor said it's a mild case.

That's what they all say.
He's probably holding out on you.

Here, let's take a listen.

What are you doing? (GIGGLES)

That tickles!

What are you doing to my patient?

He's your doctor?

Oh, brother.
You really got problems.

Will you leave him alone?

I'm just trying to get this poor
fellow the straight poop, chubs.

Hey, Doc. She says I'm in bad
shape and you won't tell me.

I can assure you...

Here's where he's going
to lie to you about being OK.

Mrs Hufnagel...

Hey, Doc? How bad is it?

Mr Robin, we got your test
results back and you're fine.

You see?

Give me that.

Now, get back to your room, now!

OK. OK!

Let me tell you something, honey.

If he knows so much about bodies,
how come his looks like that?

Really, we don't have to do this
if you're not ready.

No, no, I'm ready. Really, really.

Listen,
I want to tell you about my scars.

The scars again.

Yes.

I had a mastectomy
and a breast implant.

So you're embarrassed
about your body.

Wait till you see mine!

Look, I'll go in the john
and take off my clothes.

You stay here and take off your
clothes and slip under the covers

and I'll turn off the light
and we'll see what happens next, OK?

So, tell me about your wife.

"What's he doing with her?" >

I'm that guy. >

We don't have any friends. >

Nobody wants to come over or
go out with us. >

Who could blame them?
She's horrible. >

That's why we don't have any kids. I
didn't want to perpetuate her genes.>

Why do you stay with her?

Who else would have her?

Now I really feel like a fool.

I'm really sorry.

It's OK, believe me.

Just take a second
and I'll get dressed.

What about Ira? Do you dislike him?

What's to dislike?
He's a jellyfish.

That's why I really don't
feel guilty about this.

There's no passion in my life.

I need passion.

For a while, I...

sank all my frustration
into that strike,

but now it's my turn.

What was that about the strike? >

Forget it. Do you know?
In all my years as a nurse,

no-one has ever reached inside my
uniform at the hospital except you.

Reflex action. >

Let's take a shower.

I meant what I said

and I said what I meant,
an elephant's faithful 100%.

Can we stop now, Daddy?

Are you OK, honey?

I need to sleep.

Are you tired?

I feel funny like when Dorothy was in
the poppies with Toto and Scarecrow.

Alexis...

I'm scared, Daddy.

Don't go to sleep.

Alexis.

Alexis!

Nurse! Nurse!

What are you doing?

Miss Daniels?

Yeah, what do you want?

I'm Detective...

Don't you guys bother with
search warrants any more?

You were on duty the night one of
our patrolman had his gun stolen.

Do you remember
anything about that night?

Any particular people who
could have gotten near the gun?

Yeah, this is Shirley Daniels in ER.

We need some 50 prolene down here.

Now!

Thanks.

Do you?

How would I know?
We were busy that night.

One of the partial prints on the
morgue phone matches up with yours.

I'm down there from time to time.
With DOAs.

Were you down there
the day Dr White was shot?

I had to deliver some paperwork
on a patient who died en route.

Peter and I talked a while,
then I left.

And you used the phone.

I answered a page.

Look, if you don't mind,
I'm busy here.

Sure.

What did he want?

Just questions.

About me?

A little less.

What are you doing? I said less not
green! Don't you know the difference?

Get up and fix the TV yourself!

What's the matter with you?
I'm in a tent.

I'm sick. You know that, don't you?

Your legs aren't broken.

Hershel, you're doing it again.

Do you want me to leave?

I'm telling you to leave.

Wait a minute, first put the TV
set back on and fix the colour.

Good morning.

I won't. I'll just go.

How are you feeling
this morning, Mr Milstein?

Not so good.

Mr Milstein,
I'll watch you in your room

in an hour for pre-op medication.

Is it going to hurt?

Is it going to hurt?! Listen to him.
I'm sick and he's complaining.

Get off my back.

Have you two always been like this?

He's still mad about the time...

Don't say it!

You're still mad
about Niagara Falls.

I'm gonna teach you a lesson.
How do I get out of this?

Take it easy now.

I'll get leached. I'll go to Mexico
and eat apricot pips,

but I'm not going to go
through with this.

Let's call it off. Unzip the tent.
I don't want his damn bone marrow.

Your brother is making
a big sacrifice for you.

Yeah!

This is going to be more
painful for him than for you.

Yeah! It will?

I don't want anything
from his body in my body.

I beat cancer once. I'll beat this.

Mr Milstein, you need your brother's
bone marrow or you'll die. Got it?

I'm here, you're here, and the show
goes on. And that's the way it is.

Mr Milstein, one hour.

Andy?

This is Dr Auschlander.

I called him in to consult.

He's a liver specialist.

Well, is Alexis
going to be all right?

Mr Wegener, I'm afraid
your daughter's test results
are not very encouraging.

She's suffered
extensive liver damage.

There is the possibility
of regeneration but right now,

we're concerned with the likelihood
of complete liver failure.

Is there anything you can do?

There are options.

What about those transplants
I've heard so much about?

They fly kids all over the world
for those operations.

Can we do one of those?

I've sent a top priority request
to an organ procurement programme.

Frankly, Mr Wegener,
child donors are very scarce.

What else?

The only other real option
you have is liver dialysis,

a very experimental procedure.

There's a machine here
at the Boudwin Institute.

We're trying to get Alexis
into their programme.

She's the only thing
that has meaning in my life.

Everything else has
slipped through my fingers.

Don't let her slip through them.

I'd be happy to talk to you,
but some other time.

I just want to ask you
about Shirley Daniels.

What do you want to know? She's 5 ft
4 and is a damn good nurse.

Hold that. You shouldn't
be walking on that leg. Sit down.

I don't want to see you
out of this wheelchair again,
do you understand me?

How was it between her
and Peter White?

It was chilly.

She held Peter responsible
for what happened to Cathy Martin.

And what do you think?

I think she was right.

Excuse me a moment, please.

Yeah, third floor.

No, Marlene doesn't work this shift.

I'm sure you do.

No, I'm sorry we can't give out
nurses' home phone numbers.

Listen to me, if you want to
talk to her, call back after six.

How would I find out
the status of the ER patients

on the day Peter was shot?

OK, I can do that for you. Follow me.

This must speed things up a lot.

Yeah, when it works.
Most of the time, it's a nightmare.

Here we go.

There we are. The ER patient list.

Any DOAs?

No, that was a quiet day.

Most of the patients were
either admitted or released.

Why?

Probably nothing. Thanks.

Tonsillitis, pneumonia,
appendicitis, run-of-the-mill stuff.

Doesn't anyone in this hospital
have anything interesting?

Victor, what are you doing?

I'm only as good as my last health
spot and I'm fresh out of ideas.

Polyps. I don't know, it doesn't
hit people where they live.

I don't think so.

Hi.

This is Mrs Morris.

She's been admitted to room 311.
There's her orders.

What's the problem?

Salmonella poisoning.

Salmonella. Upscale, relatable.

Hey, great disease.

Thank you. Thank you very much.

Thanks.

Dr Auschlander.

I just talked to a friend
at the Boudwin Institute.

He said nobody's scheduled
for the dialysis machine.

That's odd.

I spoke with the programme director,

and he said they couldn't
possibly handle the Wegener case.
Your friend must be mistaken.

I doubt it.
He works in the research team

and he swears the machine's
been idle for three days.

Perhaps it'd be a good idea
to pay a visit to Dr Lesse.

I can get someone to cover for me.
You mind if I tag along?

You know, Councilman,

I don't know why you people from City
Hall don't come down here more often.

See some of the fine work
that's being done here at St Eligius.

But, no, you treat us
like third cousins.

Here, give me that.

OK, turn around.

Now, I am aware of the high cost of
hospitalisation in bone marrow cases.

But, you know,
you just can't allot funds

for experimental medicine
only to Boston General.

St Eligius deserves its time
in the spotlight, too. Come on.

Besides keeping up with
the latest trends, Councilman,

it helps us turn out better doctors.

I'll be making 50-100 punctures
around the area of the pelvis.

We videotape the procedure
for the records.

After withdrawal, the marrow will be
sent up to the lab, treated

and then IVd into the brother
you met upstairs.

The grid pattern is so we can
keep track of the punctures

and not over-aspirate any area.

So I hope we can depend upon
your support, Councilman.

Councilman?

Oh, for crying out loud.
Somebody get the door.

You know, I'm beginning
to like it around here.

Suction.

What do you mean there's nothing you
can do? No-one is using the machine.

Why can't we hook Alexis
Wegener up to it right now?

Your patient doesn't
present a good profile.

We're talking about
saving a child's life.

But I have to think about
a research programme

that could save hundreds
or thousands of lives,

if it ever gets out
of the experimental stage.

I'd like to knock
you down this hallway.

Wait a minute, Jack.

I feel terrible about this,
but it's out of my hands.

If I was 20 years younger, I'd
probably take a swing at you myself.

You know the realities of the
medical business as well as I do.

I'll convey your sympathies
to the little girl's father.

Hi, Cathy.

I can't stay long.

You look pretty.

You'll be all right now, Cathy.

I took care of everything.

Peter 's dead.

Now you don't have to worry.

He can't hurt you any more.

Thank you very much.

Some day, I want you to read this.

So you'll understand
what I have to do.

I can't go to prison.

You wouldn't like it there.

Goodbye, Cathy.

The worst part of that operation

is standing for two hours.
My neck is killing me.

Here, let me.

Thanks.

I have really enjoyed
working with you.

Me, too. I'm the only woman at the
clinic, so I miss the camaraderie.

Thank you, that's great.

I think I'll go back to the hotel,
and maybe get a run in before dinner.

In that neighbourhood?

I tried to get into the Ritz,
but there's a book convention

or something,
so the one-star glory of the
Central Hotel is the bestI could do.

Chris, why don't you come and
stay with me the rest of the time?

You mean it?

I've got the room,
we get along great.

It'll be like having
a slumber party.

Want to pack some Beatles records?
You're on, thanks.

We'll make dinner tonight.

If you can cook,
I can boil water for coffee.

Deal. I'll check on Hershel and
meet you in the lobby in 45 minutes.

Great.

Here's Dr Victor Ehrlich
with this week's Health Spot.

Susan.

Yes, Dr Ehrlich?

Knock knock.

Beg your pardon?

Come on, knock knock.

Who's there?

Sam and Ella.

Sam and Ella who?

Salmonella poisoning.

Do you know all there is to know...?

Salmonella is one of
the most common infections

and the leading cause of...

Wayne, I have a problem.

It's probably glandular.

She's supposed to be
the easiest girl on TV.

Wayne, I need your help.
Mr Robbins in room 202, colitis...

What's the matter?

He thinks he's dying
and that I won't tell him.

He even called the medical board of
examiners to see if I was licensed.

Don't take it personally.

First-year residents just don't
have the patina of authority yet.

Have you ever noticed
how pink Ehrlich is?

Wayne, what am I gonna do?
I don't know.

Tell you what, I'll trade you
Mr Robbins for one of my patients.

Nice old lady, no big deal.

Really?

Take this chart.

Thanks.

Mrs Hufnagle?!

Dr Fiscus?

I didn't do it.

Where's Nurse Daniels?

Erm, she's not here. She said
she had to go visit Cathy Martin.

Stop making excuses.
The reason you haven't found

the right guy is cos you haven't
been looking in the right places.

I have turned over every rock.

There are thousands
of men in Boston, Annie.

Actually,
there are only a dozen or so

and they just keep changing
their names and numbers.

It's like they come up in rotation.

There's never any passion,
no excitement, no surprises.

So I just throw myself into my work.

Thanks.

How about you?

Anyone special?

Not right now.

I was in a relationship
for a long time.

What was he like?

It was with a woman. I'm gay.

Oh.

Did you live with her?

For six years.

First four spent deliriously in love.

The rest was a denouement.

I guess everyone

has those kind of feelings
at one time or another.

But to actually go through with it.

Going to bed with a man was something
I felt I had to go through with.

Making love with a woman
seemed entirely natural.

When did you decide you were gay?

It's not something I decided.
I just was.

I had a crush on my camp
counsellor when I was 12.

Well, I'm still feeling
a little jet-lagged.

I'll get some sleep.

What time are rounds in the morning?

Seven.

Night, Annie.

Goodnight.

It took me a while,
but I figured it out, Shirley.

Leave me alone.

I checked the records again.
There were no DOAs the
day was killed.

I've got to take you in with me.

Don't bother me any more!

Shirley!

ALARM RINGS

Call the station house,
tell them I need a police back-up.

Have you been able to
contact Alexis' mother?

The state department's trying
to locate her somewhere in China.

Don't get too much traffic in here.

I'm afraid you may have misunderstood
what I said to you earlier.

I had no intention of diminishing
hope for your daughter's recovery.

That's something
you must never give up.

Don't talk to me about hope, Doctor.

Jack told me
what happened at Boudwin.

Those...

people.

They turned away a suffering child.

How can they do that?

You must look to all
the other possibilities.

There's still a chance that
her condition will stabilise.

Or that another liver
will become available.

After Jack talked to me,
I took a walk

to Paediatrics.

I walked through the ward

looking for children
the same age as Alexis.

I came here to pray.

For a miracle that Alexis
would suddenly be better.

And then I realised that prayers
like that are never answered,

at least not for me.

I've been praying that a child
will die so Alexis can live.

Luther, what's going on?

Nurse Daniels
is on the roof with a gun.

Shirley?

Go away and leave me alone!

I like the quiet.

Stay back against the wall.

Shirley, Dr Westphall's here.

I didn't ask to see him.

I thought you might want to talk.

Shirley...

GUNSHOT

I'm sorry, Dr Westphall,
just don't come near me.

Don't do this, please.

I'm sorry I caused
you so much trouble.

I know it was wrong
for me to kill Peter.

Don't let that mistake
take your life, too.

Peter hurt a lot of people.

Stop!

I want to talk to Jack.

That's close enough.

Hi, Jack.

Have you ever been up here before?

Smell the ocean?

And look, look at this.
You can see for miles.

There's the Pru,

and the Hancock Tower

and across the Charles,
there's Cambridge.

God, this is so beautiful. Why
didn't I ever come up here before?

I'm glad Cathy's on the sixth floor.

Have you seen her?

I think she's getting better.

Yeah.

All that screaming and blood.

Blood?

What blood?

Come on, Jack.

You know what I'm talking about.
In the ER.

Blue-lipped junkies,
13-year-old pregnant girls,

legs mangled under motorcycles.

I know how special life is.

I save lives. And I only took one.

So far.

You were his friend,
Jack, why didn't you do something?!

There was nothing I could do.

You believed him.
You believed Peter.

Everything he did,
you stuck with him.

Said he always got bad breaks.

Well,
that didn't give him the right.

The world's full of bad breaks.

You're my friend, Shirley.

And all that means is
I'm willing to share your pain.

You're willing to share this?

Shirley, don't. Please.

What Peter did was wrong.

What you did was wrong, too.

There's nothing I can do about that.

But I'm still here for you.

You looked tired.

Yeah, I am.

I've been on call for 48 hours.

This hospital will kill you.