Sorry for Your Loss (2018–…): Season 2, Episode 7 - Thirty Years - full transcript

- Do you dream about Matt?
- Sometimes.

- Why?
- 'Cause I don't anymore.

- Hi, I'm Nina.
- Oh, hi.

Matt meant so much to all of us.

I don't think us hanging out
is a good idea.

Why can't you just...
just be my friend?

Leigh, I think I'm in love with you.

[knocking]

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

You okay?



Yeah.

- You?
- Yeah.

Um...

Leaving?

Do you want me to go?

You're getting dressed.

I just felt weird being naked.

Yeah, me, too.

Okay.

What is this?
A one-time thing or...

I... is that what you want it to be?

This all just happened and
I'm trying to figure it out.

But I don't want you to feel...

Like, if... if you want to
pretend this never happened...



- Well, I... I know I...
- I should feel bad.

I mean, I know
that's how I should... feel.

Do you?

This is the best I've felt
in a really long time.

I think we're allowed to feel good.

Are we?

If you want to stay tonight...

I don't know
how I could sleep right now.

[both laughing]

You hungry?

I was gonna say help yourself,
but I think all I have

is an expired yogurt
and a thing of hummus.

[chuckles]
We could go out.

- What if someone sees us?
- We're allowed to hang out.

At 2:00 in the morning?

Yeah.

[both laughing]

How much gas do you have in your car?

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

[tires squealing]

Matt!

[low, indistinct voices]

[truck horn honking]

[tense music]

♪ ♪

We're here.

Where are we?

Uh, Redlands was about 20 miles ago?

But honestly I don't know where we are,

but the gas light came on, so...

Are you okay?

- Yeah.
- [chuckles] Yeah.

- Oh, hi.
- Hi.

Checking in.

Thanks.
Come on.

- It's gonna be fun.
- Fun.

[light music]

[gasps] 98 Degrees is playing.

- No, Leigh, no.
- We're not seeing 98 Degrees.

That's not how this is gonna work.

How is this gonna work?

We're gonna gamble, we're gonna drink,

and we'll do other stuff.

You mean sex, right?

[scoffs]

Oh, you go.

♪ ♪

[elevator bell dings]

[door beeps]

♪ ♪

[moans, whispers] Move your hand here.

Yeah.

Bite me.

Softer.

[moaning]

♪ ♪

[background chatter]

Get in the game.

Nope, I like my money,
but you can go ahead

and throw yours away.

[music in background]

- That's $500.
- Yeah.

You know that this is rigged, right?

- You don't feel it?
- There's something in the air.

Yeah, that's the oxygen
that casinos pump in

so that you stay awake and
keep gambling your money away.

I got this one.

I've never felt like the universe

was more on my side than in this moment.

Trust me.

♪ ♪

[chuckling]

The gentleman doubles down.

- Stop.
- You'll get it.

- You'll get it.
- [laughs]

Dealer busts.

- Oh!
- Oh, my God, Danny, you won!

Oh, my God!
[laughing]

[both laughing]

[upbeat music]

- Mm. I have an idea.
- Hit me.

I point to someone and you tell me

their deepest, darkest secret.

- All right.
- Mm-hmm.

Who's the first victim?

[stammers]

His name is Mark.

[inhales sharply]

And he jerks and drives.

- Who doesn't?
- [chuckles]

- Okay.
- Yeah, another one.

This young man.

Henry, uh, lied about having cancer

so people would donate to his GoFundMe.

Why?

He really wanted that Model X,

and when everyone found out,

he had to move to a different state

and change his name.

And now he actually has cancer.

Damn.

- Okay, your turn.
- [laughs]

♪ ♪

The curls.

Mmm, she was a total
sociopath in the 5th grade.

What happened?

Well, for context, in 4th grade...

[laughs]

She desperately wanted
a Furby for Christmas.

Those things were creepy as hell.

Yeah, well, she was devastated

when she didn't get one,

and the 5th grade rolled around

and her dad got remarried

and her mom was always at work

and she was just so angry,

and she took it out on everyone,

and that Christmas
her sister got a Furby

because her sister
got everything she asked for,

and it just killed this girl.

So one day, she took her sister's Furby,

put it in her backpack,
brought it to school,

threw it in a dumpster.

Her sister cried for a week straight.

Did she ever tell her sister
what she did?

No, it would be a deepest,
darkest secret if she did.

[electronic music playing]

♪ ♪

Real talk... I thought
you'd be a lot worse at clubs.

- I know.
- Dang.

- I'm almost good at clubs.
- [laughs]

[breathing hard]

- Oh, we didn't order that.
- We did.

We're celebrating our anniversary.

- Oh, congratulations!
- 30 years.

How long have you been together?

Not long.

[both laughing]

How did you meet?

We were introduced at a party.

- I hated him at first.
- I hated you.

Right, which I knew,

because every time
I tried to talk to you,

- you'd walk away mid-sentence.
- It was a joke.

- No it wasn't.
- [laughing]

Well, the two of you
look beautiful together.

Thank you.

You remind me of us when
we first found each other,

and here we are all these years later.

Here's to things
that were meant to be.

♪ ♪

Um, I need to go.

Sorry.

Excuse us.

♪ ♪

[door beeps]

Hey, will you just talk to me?

We reminded them of each other.

So?

So is this supposed
to go on when we get home?

Is this supposed to last 30 years?

- Leigh, come on.
- I just... I don't...

I don't know what this is.

It's whatever we want.

Okay, but what... what
are people gonna think?

What's between us is between us.

So... so if... if this was meant to be,

then that means... what?

That means that Matt was meant to die

- so that we could be together?
- No, of course not.

I mean, 'cause I'm...
I'm thinking about him

and are you thinking about him?

I'm here with you.

I'm here with you, too,

but I'm still thinking about him.

- Have you been...
- this whole time?

- I mean, not every minute.
- When?

I don't know.

When we first got to the room?

No.

When we had sex?

Okay, you're drunk.

So was that you wanting me
to do the stuff

- that you and Matt did?
- Danny, stop.

Because I can't have that,

and if you're trying to make me, Leigh,

- that's messed up.
- I wasn't doing that.

You just said that you
can't stop thinking about him.

I met Matt right out of college.

I... I can't help that most of what I like

is what I did with him.

I promise, Danny,

I wasn't trying to make you do anything.

I think about him, too.

Look...

If we're gonna keep doing this,
you have to be with me.

- I am.
- Just me.

Matt's not here.

We are.

I mean, I do wanna be with you.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Um...

- Why don't you get some sleep?
- Mm-mmm.

You haven't slept in forever.

I don't care.

Tell me what you want.

Can't believe they're making
us chaperone that dance.

[giggles] I'm kinda into it.

Why would you choose to return

to that heart of darkness that
is a sweaty high school gym

blasting whatever kids
are grinding to these days?

Wow.

So, what, you've always hated dances?

Well, you know, what's to like, right?

Oh, my gosh.

[laughs]
What?

- You can't dance, can you?
- That's not the point.

- That's what it is.
- All right, fine.

- That is so sad.
- That's my brand.

I... I gotta get out of this.

You should've seen me at my
school dances 'cause...

[whistles]
What do you mean?

- I thought you liked dances.
- Yeah, I did.

Dances did not like me.

- Oh-ho no!
- No.

Never had a date.
Even went to prom solo.

I mean, I was just still
waiting on the glow up.

- Yeah, okay.
- Pics or it didn't happen.

- Oh, come on.
- Yep.

[sighs]

Ooh.

[scoffs]
No, what?

No, you have nothing to cringe about.

Look, check...
Please.

- Check this.
- My mom... my mom sent me this.

This is hard to part with.

Let's see, let's see, let's see.

Ah!

List... you grew into your ears.
Look at that.

[laughs]
Oh!

- Thanks.
- No, no, no!

- [laughs]
- Okay, look.

You were totally my type back then.

Oh, what?

You probably would
have broken my heart.

Yeah, no, you could have had me easy.

[soft music]

♪ ♪

Posters.

Gotta get these posters up.

Not gonna hang themselves.

♪ ♪

Sometimes we're not gonna agree.

That's fine.

[murmuring, Nina laughing]

Hey, should we have busted Teddy?

He reeked of booze.

- No, no.
- I heard Eli just dumped him.

You can't kick him while he's down.

I told you we should have
chaperoned that thing.

Don't even.

You had a good time.
I saw you.

- Yeah, I did.
- [laughs]

I did, too, which is crazy considering

that was the worst DJ
on the face of the planet.

Like, I just wanted to run
over there and help him out.

[chuckles]

Okay.

[chuckles]

What do you mean, okay?

I mean, do you really think

you would have been that much help?

Hmm.

Well...

[hip-hop music playing]

Oh, yes!

Come on, DJ Greer!

♪ ♪

Ooh, I love this song.

Huh, weird.

All right, you got it.

♪ ♪

So, wait, you're not gonna dance?

- Well, I can't.
- All right, fine, whatever.

You do you, but this is my song.

No way you're gonna put this on
and tell me not to move.

♪ ♪

Okay!
There you go.

♪ ♪

[both laughing]

- You don't have to say that.
- No, no, no, you're good.

- You're good.
- Oh...

Just nod your head.

- Okay.
- Just have fun.

♪ ♪

There's this woman at work.

And we're...

Last night...

Nothing happened.

I swear, nothing.

But I think maybe I wanted it to.

Please say something.

What about Leigh?

I love Leigh, but I...

I can't stop thinking about Nina and I.

At first I thought
it was just a stupid crush,

but it's not.
It's...

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

[thunder rumbling]

♪ ♪

[thunder rumbling]

♪ ♪

I can't get over how real
this dream felt.

Drew is gonna publish
a dream I had about Matt

on our... on our trip.

- I met someone.
- That's great.

What's this about then, Leigh?

You don't have to be... about Matt

to feel okay about being with me.

I'm being this way about Matt
because he was...

When you marry someone,
you don't actually know.

You're just taking your best guess.

That doesn't mean you should seriously

think about throwing your marriage away.