One Tree Hill (2003–2012): Season 9, Episode 4 - Don't You Want to Share the Guilt? - full transcript

Previously on One Tree Hill:
I saw you.

You saw what?
What's the matter?

I saw you
buying drugs, Clay.

You've been lying to me
this entire time.

You've been shrinking
my shirts, haven't you?

No, Marvin!
Nobody shrunk your shirts!

You're fat!
Fat, fat, fat!

I want you to live here,
with me.

Hey. I thought you left.

I want to take that tour.

Is that Dan Scott?



Yes.

How could you allow
that man to work for you?

He's a murderer!

I really don't think
that's any of your business.

Now get out.

When I come back,
you need to be gone.

I understand.

Grandpa Dan.

I was worried.

I thought maybe
you were leaving, too.

Don't worry, Jamie.
I'm not going anywhere.

Hey, baby.

Well,
the daycare called

and said you never
dropped Davis off.



♪ I'm calling on
St. Christopher ♪

♪ I'm gonna need
some help tonight ♪

♪ for the long,
dark road ahead ♪

Clay?

♪ On my way back to the light
Clay?

Clay, are you home?

♪ 'Cause the path
is so unclear ♪

♪ and I'm not sure who to be

♪ all I know
is I can't stay here ♪

♪ so won't you please
watch over me? ♪

♪ 'cause I'm on my way

♪ yes, I'm on my way

♪ yeah, I'm on my way

♪ now

I like camping
in the backyard.

Do you think dad will stay
out here with me?

I think
that's a pretty safe bet.

Did you guys
ever go camping?

♪ I'm calling on
St. Christopher ♪

No, we never got
the chance.

Maybe when he gets home,
the three of us can.

♪ I'm gonna need some help tonight ♪
you miss him, huh?

Yeah.
He'll be home soon, though.

Yeah.

♪ For the long,
dark road ahead ♪

♪ on my way back to the light

♪ it can get so lonely here

what happened?

I don't know.
I...

♪ Still I know I'm not alone

I forgot.

I just... forgot.

♪ Do we learn
to face our fears? ♪

Mr. and Mrs. Baker,
Davis is ready for release,

if you can come with me.

Mr. Baker, the police have
a few more questions for you.

♪ Names in stone

go ahead. Take him home.
I'll see you there.

♪ And I'm on my way

♪ yeah, I'm on my way

hey.

Hey, baby.
Did you need something?

Yeah, I need you to stop selling
to my boyfriend,

or I'm going to the cops.

You know,
when you first walked up,

I thought
you was a whore.

Now I'm sure
you're a stupid whore.

Are you sure you want
to threaten me? Aah!

Because I am not very good
with threats.

- Get off of me!! Get off!
- Hey!

What the hell
are you doing?

Get out of here.
You go home!

Ugh!

- Oh, my God. Clay!
- Clay!

The next time you
or this bitch come at me,

I will kill you,

and then I will set you
on fire.

Are we clear?

Oh, my God.
Are you okay?

What the hell
were you thinking?!

You could have
got us killed!

I was trying to help you.

I don't need your help!

♪ I'm calling on
St. Christopher ♪

♪ I'm gonna need
some help tonight ♪

Is he okay?

He's all right.

I'm sorry.

I-I don't know
how this happened.

I was... I was stressed
about the meeting and...

Just wasn't thinking.

I got him.

Clay, listen to me.

I told you
I don't want your help.

Look, you're in trouble.
Can't you see that?

We need to
figure this out!

The only thing I need
is for you to back off.

Back off?!
You're telling me to back off?

I just had a gun pointed at me,
thanks to you!

So I'm not
in the best mood!

Don't you dare
blame me!

You're the one
with the drug problem.

You're right.

This is my problem,
not yours,

so let me help you out.

You don't have to worry about me
or about any of this anymore.

As a matter of fact,
you should probably go!

Clay...
I asked you to leave!

I don't need you here,
Quinn!

You don't mean that.

You're right.

It's not that
I don't need you here...

It's that I don't
want you here!

Get out!

♪ Shoot an eye
from across the room ♪

♪ using everything I got
to not look back at you ♪

♪ without a word,
you can make my knees go weak ♪

♪ the trouble with you
is the trouble with me ♪

♪ and a quick fix
never comes easily ♪

Good morning.

Wow. Hi. Morning.

I'm chase.

I mean,
I'm sure you know that.

But, um...

In case you didn't,
I'm...

Chase?

Yeah.

Got it.

Wow, you're such a nerd.

Don't know how I feel

about being called a nerd
while I'm naked.

Well... how do you feel
about this?

♪ You're trouble,
you're trouble ♪

♪ oh-oh

♪ ah-ah-ah

I feel...

Pretty... good about it.

But... you need to stop,
because,

although what you were
just doing was...

Really pretty great
and you're...

Well, you're just
very sexy,

I... I just got out
of a relationship,

and I'm kind of...
I know.

You told me about Alex
like 10 times last night...

In between my 10.

10 times?

Maybe 11.

♪...till the morning light

hmm.

♪ You're trouble,
you're trouble ♪

Oh. Okay.

Well, um,
that's pretty amazing...

And slightly unheard of,

and so what I'm about to say
is... really hard.

I don't want to sound like
an ass,

but I'm not looking
for anything serious.

Neither am I.

♪ If this trouble left me now

♪ I'd find some more somehow

I left my number
in your phone.

It's under "n"...

For "not Alex."

♪ If this trouble left me now

♪ oh-oh

♪ the trouble is
you keeping me up at night ♪

♪ twist and turn till the
morning light ♪

Honey, I'm home!

Skills. Hey.

You're back.

Are you
and mouth fighting?

No.

Well... yes.

Sort of.

I mean,

I wouldn't really
call it fighting.

It's more of me being concerned
about something

and Marvin not being
as concerned.

And...

This couch is surprisingly
comfortable, so...

We had a fight.

She wouldn't sleep by me.

♪ You're trouble,
you're trouble ♪

What?

Damn, Dawg.
You fat.

♪ Oh-oh

Whoo!

My baby want a biscuit?
Hmm?

Oh, look who's here!
It's aunt Quinnie bear!

Hey.
You don't look so good.

Yeah, uh, I was driving around
all night.

Why?

It's Clay.

What happened?

He's doing drugs.

What?!

Yeah.

Quinn, are you sure?

Uh, between his confession

and the gun I had pointed
at my face last night,

yeah, I'm sure.

Oh, my God.

I went inside,
and... and he was gone.

And I was...
I was worried

something terrible happened
to him,

so I went to his drug dealer,
and I confronted him.

You what?!
You have to call the police.

What if they
throw Clay in jail?

I can't have this
get any worse.

Hales,
I don't know what to do.

Okay? He wants me
to give up on him,

but I-I won't give up
on him.

Okay, well, come here.

First of all,
it's gonna be okay,

and we're gonna
get him some help.

We'll figure this out.

Just don't tell Nathan,
okay?

Not yet.

Look what daddy get you, Lydia.
Mirna moose.

Say "moose."

- Aww!
- Can you say "moose"?

Moose.

Oh, I miss you, Nathan Scott.

I miss you, too.

I can't wait
to see you.

Come home soon so I can kiss
that handsome face.

I will.

What do we say?

Bye, Lydia.

I'll see you tonight, baby.

Bye, daddy!

Bye, daddy!

I hope oats & o's is okay.

Mom only gets
the healthy stuff.

So, I just talked to dad.

He's coming home tonight.

Does that mean
you're gonna have to go?

Where will you stay?

Maybe in that tent.

Sounds like
a pretty good idea.

Morning, Tree Hill.

It's a sunshiny day,

and we've got a very special
treat for you.

And by "treat," I don't mean
15-minute casseroles.

But don't worry.

You can catch
that segment,

along with some easy recipes,
online.

But who cares
about casserole

when we get to talk
to the person responsible

for some of Hollywood's
most exciting sports sequences.

Please welcome our dear friend
Antwon Taylor.

So, now, Antwon, now,
you've just returned

from working
on a big basketball movie.

Why don't you tell everybody
a little bit about what you do?

Okay, well,
I'm a sports choreographer.

And basically what I do is,

I come up with all the plays
that look good on film.

People say that
I'm the Mike McCarthy

or Phil Jackson of all
the sports scenes in movies.

People say that?

No.

Antwon, you must have to be
in really good shape.

Yeah, I mean,
it helps to be, because I...

He's not a personal trainer.
He's a choreographer.

Oh, yeah, that's right.

But you must have to
work out a ton

so that you can demonstrate
for your actors

what you need them
to do.

Yeah.

He just needs to know
the sport, Millie.

I'm only suggesting
he's in good shape, Marvin.

And nobody's disagreeing
with you, Millie,

but it's not what
we were talking about.

I think what we're talking about
is your weight.

Millie said her viewers
did agree with her that,

uh, you could shed
a few pounds.

Well,
that's her fan base.

My fan base disagrees.

Yeah, you know what,
Millie?

That was
kind of messed up...

How you called your boy fat
on TV.

I mean, how would you feel
if you became hungry hippo

and mouth called you out
on a TV show?

I'm thinking pretty bad.

Plus, you know,
mouth would get fired

if he ever called you fat.

'Cause people would lose
they minds.

I'm just saying.

So... what else is going on
besides mouth getting fat?

Yo!

Whoo!

So, did you wear her ass out
or what?

Stop talking, please.

Come on!
Chris Keller needs visuals.

What was her name?

"Not Alex."

Dude, you got
to let that go, man.

No, she's... never mind.

I can't remember anything
that happened.

Classy.

Yeah.

I was hoping you'd be able
to tell me something.

- Can't.
- Chris Keller crashed early.

But you did text me that
you love me like a brother

and that you met a girl
who was like an exotic flower

in a cluster of blue-moon,

ice-cream-colored
carnations.

Like I could
make that up.

Dude, please tell me
you got her number.

Yeah.

Boom!

Can you call her?
Just hit her up, please.

I want to meet
this exotic flower.

Okay. Okay.

Well, Chris Keller's
gonna go, then.

I got platinum
to produce.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Dimitri,
I got it, all right?

My grandkids
play in this park.

Yeah, let me guess...
The two ugly kids.

You had a run-in with my family
last night...

The girl
and her boyfriend.

Yeah, well, you know all kinds
of losers, don't you?

Why don't you get up, man?

You ever check out that park
in Pickerington?

No.
You should.

That's not a suggestion.

Look.

The people I roll with...
They could erase you, man.

Yeah, maybe.

But before they do,
you'll be dead.

Is that a threat?!

'Cause I don't do so good
with threats!

Get up.
Relax.

It's not a threat...

It's a promise.

If I catch you
near my family again,

I'll kill you.

It could have been
really bad, Haley.

If nobody had noticed Davis,
it could have been really bad.

You know,
I understand...

Forgetting your phone
or your keys

or forgetting to turn off
the curling iron,

but your own baby?

Who depends on you
for everything?

Brooke, the important thing
to remember

is that Davis
is okay.

He looks like he's more
than okay.

I know.

I know.

Hey, can I ask
why Dan has been around?

I mean, isn't Nathan
gonna be really mad?

Yeah, it's just...

It's temporary.

He... he needed help
for a little while.

I

We're gonna have to so something
about that stupid sign.

I would hate to be that stack.

We're doing a segment
called "perfect pancakes,"

and I heard this place
can serve them up.

Mm-hmm.

Dude,
the ratings are huge.

I have a responsibility
to the show...

To my fans, you know?

We got to keep
the ratings big.

Yeah, well, you keep on
buttering that stack like that,

you're gonna be bigger
than the ratings.

Look,
let me ask you a question.

How is it that you can leave
your job in Omaha for Millie,

but you can't take care
of your health for her?

It's not fair.

Seriously?

Um, the food was free?

That's part of the problem
right there.

I just... not now.

Excuse me. I...

Welcome to Tree Hill café.

I'll be happy to help you
in one sec.

If you could just
hop in line.

Mm.

I cannot believe
those two.

Have they never heard
of loyalty?

Hi, ladies!
What can I get for you?

Hi.

I was wondering if you could
remove the slanderous sign

that's hanging
outside of your building.

The one that says
"Karen's café hires murderers."

I can't.
The owner wanted it up.

Listen...
I've had a really bad week,

and I'm a little thin
on patience,

so either you go take
that sign down,

or I'm gonna climb
up there,

rip it down,
and shove it up your owner's...

Okay, I would really appreciate
it if you could tell your owner

that we'll be in touch.

Sure.
Free mini-muffin?

Oh, and choke
on stale dog crap?

No, but thank you.

Come on, babies.

♪ The night is gonna fall

drop your forks.

Drop 'em!

Let's go.

♪ And when you're looking
in the mirror ♪

♪ what you see
is gonna astound you ♪

Just go!

♪ And while the glow of youth
in time eludes... ♪

Dude, did you text
"not Alex" yet?

Nope.

Weak, man!

I mean, she's pretty cool
and... really hot.

But... I'm not sure
I'm ready.

Dude,
are you on your period?

Hi, baby.

♪ Monday morning,
Monday morning ♪

Well, how's Chris Keller's
lady doing?

Mmm.

Hey, man.
Car's ready.

It's like
nothing ever happened.

♪ Heart be at peace

♪ eyes rest asleep

♪ arms open wide

♪ my mind's in the clear

♪ so keep with me here

♪ our secrets and crimes

♪ in the maze

♪ of our early days

can you fix it again?

♪ Oh, what dreaming gave,
oh, what dreaming gave ♪

I'll wait.

♪ And my lioness

♪ with precision eyes

♪ oh, her burning prize

♪ oh, your wounded pride

♪ the clouds are falling

♪ the stars were climbing

♪ the old me...

How many times
do we have to do this

before you stop being
a jackass?!

What the hell
are you doing?!

Do you realize you put my family
in danger?!

Jamie and Lydia
play in that park,

the one where you buy
your drugs!

My son's your partner,
and you're a junkie!

I'm not doing drugs!

No?! Then why are you
buying them?!

I don't remember!

You don't remember
or are too stoned to?

I don't remember!

I don't remember!
I lied!

Lied? Why?!

Because I didn't want to
scare Quinn, all right?

I don't remember
how I got there.

I can't remember
how I got home!

I can't remember anything.

♪ And I promised you...

Well, fix it
before someone gets hurt.

Why didn't you tell me
the truth?

Because I don't know
what's happening,

and I didn't want
to scare you.

The only thing
that scares me

is the thought of you
shutting me out.

I just want you
to be okay.

More than anything,

I want to tell you
that I will be...

But I can't, 'cause I don't know
what's wrong with me.

I mean, the sleepwalking...
I-it's happening during the day.

You know, one minute,
I'm somewhere,

and the next minute,
I come out of it,

and I'm Miles away
from where I started,

and I don't remember
any of it.

I'm gonna get help.

Listen to me.

You're gonna be okay.

I need you
to believe that,

'cause I do,
and I'm never gonna stop.

Chase, buddy, uh,
two more slippery nipples.

Um, I thought you had
platinum records to produce.

Oh, Chris Keller
needs some inspiration.

Hey, uh, come tell Tara
about that hot chick

you made sweet, sweet
monkey love to last night.

Is she showing up here
or what?

♪ It feels so right
to love you like this ♪

Oh, dude,
don't worry about her.

She can hang.

You can't offend this one.

Yeah, it's totally cool.

You can talk about her
in front of me.

I can handle it.

What'd you call her...

An exotic flower?

You called her
an exotic flower?

That is so boyish
and sweet.

Dude, how was her ass?

Ass matters.

Does "not Alex"
have a good ass?

♪ Baby, why don't you
lie down? ♪

Does she?

Um...
I-I don't know.

I got to...
I'll be in the stockroom.

♪ When I hold you,
everything slows down ♪

♪ when I know you
inside and out ♪

♪ I wanna show you
there's no such thing as time ♪

Hey.

How you doing?

♪ So take a deep breath
tonight ♪

Brooke's not here.

Yeah, she went out
for a little bit.

I haven't seen my family
at all today.

I don't blame her.

I don't know if I'll ever
trust myself with them again.

♪ And when I hold you...

I'm not sure how I could have
let something like this happen.

♪ When I know you
inside and out ♪

♪ I wanna show you...

When, uh, when Jamie was 5,
I think...

Nathan and I were in the kitchen
at night, arguing.

And I remember
looking out the window,

and I saw him playing basketball
by the pool.

Somewhere,
between all the yelling

and the next time
I looked out,

he had disappeared

and, uh, I went outside...

And he was floating,
facedown in the pool.

♪ When I hold you,
everything slows down ♪

And we didn't know how long
he'd been out there.

And, um...

Nathan pulled him in.

And eventually, he coughed,

and... he cried.

But he was okay.

♪Inside and out

and i felt like
I had damaged him.

I felt like the worst parent
in the world,

and it took me
a really long time

to forgive myself
for that.

But I did eventually,

and you will, too,

because your babies
aren't going anywhere.

Your job doesn't end.

And the best that we,
as parents, can do

is just love them with all
of our hearts and...

Try and do better
next time.

I hear the scallops
are great here.

You were right
to call me fat.

I've gained weight.

And it's not fair to you

that I'm not taking better care
of myself.

The chef's very pleased

to have you dining with us,
Mr. McFadden.

Could I start you
with an appetizer...

Perhaps our sweet corn ravioli
with truffle butter?

I'll have the house salad,
please... no dressing.

Certainly.
And for your main course?

Just the salad.
Thanks.

I'll have the same.

It's good to see you,
Clay.

It's been a while.

How have you been?

Well,
things could be better.

What about Sara?

Do you still see her,
have conversations with her?

No.

Have you met
someone else?

Her name's Quinn.

She's real.

Is it serious?

Yeah, uh...
She's pretty amazing.

That's good, Clay.
That's very good.

Well, I've, uh,
reviewed your file,

and, um, I've got good news
and bad news.

The, uh, the good news
is that we can help you.

The bad news... at least,
you might think so...

Is that... I think
you should admit yourself...

Until we get a handle
on this.

But I thought
this was just a session

for us to talk
about stuff.

I think this is more serious
than that.

So you want to lock me up?

Admittance is voluntary,
of course,

but with
prolonged blackouts,

you're a threat to yourself
and to others,

outside of a safe
environment.

I think you should
stay here, Clay,

and if you do,
we will fix this.

I promise.

Are you excited
to see Nathan tonight?

Ohh, I can't wait.

You know,
Julian stopped by today.

Brooke,
you have to forgive him.

How am I gonna trust him
with them again?

You trust him because...

He's a great father

and he's a great husband

and he's
your best friend.

He loves you and these boys
more than anything.

He needs you to trust him,
especially now.

I was just so scared.

But if it had happened
to you,

you know how awful
you'd feel,

and you know that his love
would probably be the only thing

that could help you
forgive yourself.

I know.

You're right.

Okay!

Ready?

Yeah.

I'm ready.

Okay, take it a little
to the right.

A little lower.

Wait, wait.
A little higher.

Yeah.

Are you sure
it's not too juvenile?

No. If they're not gonna play
nice, then neither are we.

This is a very special set
of circumstances.

You guys have different rules.

You have to play nice
all the time, okay?

Looks right?

That's perfect.

Mm, not quite.

You two have 30 seconds
to get off my property,

or I'm calling the cops.

Haley, let's go!

Go, go, go!

Guilt sucks.

I mean, I didn't even want
to hook up with anyone.

And then I find out "not Alex"
has a boyfriend.

It's bad enough
that I miss Alex,

but now I got to be
the douchey pig

that hooks up with someone else's girl.

And I know the guy.

How bad is that?

I left my kid in the car.

The police questioned me about
my ability to be a parent.

Oh.

Sorry, man.

Well, it turns out I'm crazy,
so... who wants to trade?

I'll take being an accidental
cheater or a bad father

over being the guy
who blacks out

and roams around town
with no memory of it.

No?
I didn't think so.

I thought being called fat
on air by Millie was bad.

♪...like a storm

♪ lost beneath the sea

hey, kiddo.
What are you doing?

Tracking dad's flight.

You are?

Yeah.
It's pretty cool.

Right now,
he's over the ocean,

and he flew over France
and Germany, too.

He's gonna land on time.

You're not excited to see him
at all, are you?

I'm pretty excited.

Yeah? Well, how about I wake you
up after he gets home?

Okay. All right.
Let's go to bed.

♪...to bring you home

Mom?
Yeah?

Does grandpa Dan really have
to leave when dad gets home?

Yeah, I'm afraid
he does, honey.

Well, it's been real nice
having him around.

Yeah. I know you've been having
a lot of fun.

Well,
maybe dad will let him stay.

Maybe.

Night, mom.

Good night, honey.

♪... and bring you home

♪ I know grace is hard
and our patience slow ♪

♪ when our hearts grow tired

♪ when we lose our hope

♪ I will drive
and I will find you ♪

♪ over Miles of empty roads

♪ and bring you home

♪ and bring you home

♪ bring you home

♪ bring you home

Not Alex.

This is a surprise.

It's Tara... nerd.

So, you gonna let me in?

I'd... love to,

but that's probably not
a good idea.

I really didn't know
you had a boyfriend...

And that your boyfriend
is Chris Keller.

So, what we did...

Well, it can't
really happen again.

What if it's our
little secret?

Yeah?

No, no.

Um...

Secrets
aren't really my thing.

Why... because you can't keep
them or you don't want them?

Both.

And even if you weren't
someone else's girl,

I'm...

There's still Alex.

Really?

Where?

Because I don't see her.

Oh, yeah,
that's just because

she's a painful,
annoying memory.

Don't you want someone

who's going to
help you forget...

♪ Carry me

someone who had 10...

♪ Across the ocean

♪ I'm in deep

it's gonna be okay.

I mean, you said you wanted
to close your eyes to me...

And you wanted
to wake up to me

and that you wanted to live
your life with me.

It's gonna happen.

You promise?

Yeah, I promise.

♪ You carry me

I love you.

I love you, too.

♪ So I can be

♪ carry me

♪ over mountains

♪ to my dreams

♪ you carry me

nice night.

Yeah, it is.

So, um, I just wanted
to say thank you

for all your help with the kids
while Nathan was gone.

Jamie can't stop talking
about camping in the backyard.

I love that kid.

I'm happy I could spend
the time with him.

Well, uh, Nathan's coming home
tonight, so...

I know.

And once he gets here,
I'll leave.

Okay. ♪ how did you
know where I'd be? ♪

♪ oh, how

♪ how did you find me?

♪ How, when the road
was blinded? ♪

♪ how

♪ how did you know
where I'd be? ♪

♪ carry me

♪ past the darkest blue

♪ carry me

♪ And I will carry you

I can only get the heat in here
to 85 degrees.

It was at least 101
when I left Davis.

♪ And how

♪ how did you know
where I'd be? ♪

♪ whoa-oh, how?

♪ How did you find me?

♪ How, when the road
was blinded? ♪

♪ how

I can't forgive myself
for this.

I can't forgive myself
for being so careless.

I almost took away the one thing
that matters most to us.

You wanted a baby
more than anything.

You waited and you prayed,
and you had a miracle happen.

Your dream came true.

And then, in one moment...
In one horrible, stupid moment,

I almost took that away
from you.

♪ Carry me

but you didn't.

Stop.

♪ You carry me

but you didn't.

- Hi. It's me again.
- Um...

Just calling to make sure
everything's okay.

I'm assuming maybe you took
a later flight.

Just call me
when you get this, okay?

Bye.