Lark Rise to Candleford (2008–2011): Season 2, Episode 12 - Episode #2.12 - full transcript

LAURA: But he will be expecting
to be met by his father

since it was Mr JD who sent for him.

I have no intention of greeting
the boy with more bad news.

You're right. He'll be terrible
upset with his mother gone sudden.

Worse than upset.

Some boys are turned to
the bad by such tragedies.

Never to be redeemed.

Thank you, Thomas.

LAURA: 'Hamlet folk used to
call it the "ok'ard age" -

'a child who was more like an adult.

'They joked that such young souls



'ought to be locked up in
a box for a year or two.

'When such boys become fathers,
growing up happens in public.'

You'll soon get used to
the Post Office, Sidney.

We sell stamps and postal orders
and deliver parcels and telegrams.

All kinds of extraordinary folk in
here with extraordinary business.

The Post Office is the very
marrow of service to our community,

and I am sure you will
find that a comfort, Sidney,

in your time of...discomfort.

What no-one has mentioned, Sidney,
is we insist on enjoying life here.

So, perhaps a bite to eat?

Good morning, Madam. Welcome
to Candleford Post Office.

What are you in need of today?

I would like a penny stamp, please.

That'll be one penny.



Sidney, you are a natural.

Minnie will show you where to
wash your hands before we eat.

Goodness.

He is for all the
world like a little man.

Your father had a riding accident

which has left him in
need of hospital treatment.

He will be well enough
to come home soon.

It is nothing to be too concerned about.

Were you concerned?

As soon as he heard about
you, your father's one wish

was to care for you and welcome
you into his home and his life.

And tomorrow, I will
take you to meet him.

Would you like that?

Miss Lan...

Yes.

Will you please show me how
the telegraph machine works?

(KNOCK AT DOOR)

Miss Margaret.

Come in. Oh, I was expecting...

Emma should be home soon
enough if you'd care to wait.

I've been trying to
explain to my children

what it means for a bride to be
given away at her own wedding.

I must go.

If you are besieged by doubts,
Miss Margaret, let me tell you,

it is common enough. It will pass.

Not doubts.

I do want to marry Thomas
Brown. I am certain of this.

But there is something of
which you are not so certain?

Thomas may decide...

I mean, Robert..

what is love?

Well...

..it's...the desire...

..and cherishing one another.

That is all? There has to be
more about it, doesn't there?

What does it matter if
we don't understand love,

just so long as we feel it?

Only...

it does come into my mind.

All day. That question.

What is love?

So...if you could tell me, please...

Why do you feel so
compelled to understand?

Because...

if it is only feelings,
feelings can change,

and Thomas might see me differently,
and realise that he has married

someone who is not lovable.

Miss Margaret...

..can't you just trust that Thomas...

I don't wish to alarm
you, Miss Margaret,

but there is a rash on
your neck and on your face.

Oh.

Oh, dear!

The Ellison Pox.

The Ellison Pox?

I am ruined.

He does seem to have
attached himself to Miss Lane.

He seems to have attached himself
to the Post Office, an' all.

Miss Lane is right.

He is a little man.

Little Man he shall be, then.

Laura, Sidney and I are
going over to the hospital.

I will leave you in
charge until we return.

Yes, ma'am.

Little Man, I've wrapped this last
sausage up for you to take with you.

Sausages can gird a boy up
like nothing else I know.

I saw these and I knew I
had to pick them for you.

Chrysanthemums is for
love and cheerfulness.

Every flower has its meaning.

More gifts.

You liked it last time
I brought you flowers.

Oh, I did.

And the time before.
And the time before that.

And the berries, and
the piece of ribbon.

I'm only being romantic, Nan.

So much romance might choke a girl.

It's just the way I am.

Well, go and be the way
you are somewhere else.

(DOOR OPENS)

He doesn't seem too
depredated by his trials.

Indeed not.

You are a fine specimen,
aren't you, Sidney?

Miss Lane, it is
indeed charitable of you

to take responsibility
for the consequences

of Mr Dowland's unfortunate past.

I prefer to give my attention
to the possibilities before us.

We heard about the dreadful
school you attended, Sidney.

I can hardly imagine!

The rod. The cruelty.

Was it... truly awful?

Did you suffer greatly?

I was hoping Sidney might have a moment

to get to know his father in...

shall we say, appropriate circumstances?

Sidney, come and say hello to your pa.

I know he is looking
forward to meeting you

and I know he wants to
be a good father to you.

Miss Ellison.

Oh!

Has anyone ever caught
this disease from you?

Not that I am aware.

Because that is the
fiercest, ugliest, poisonest

furuncle outbreak that I ever
saw. Your face is on fire!

I love to ride.

And I can get you a
horse, if you would like.

Tell me...

..have you seen the hotel yet, Sidney?

Perhaps I will take a stroll
around the hospital grounds,

leave you two men

to get to know one another. No.

No, Dorcas. There's really no need.

Sidney, we shall find you...

..a good school nearby...

..and we shall find you some friends.

And you can join the cricket team.

I don't like cricket.

No.

Well...neither do I.

Sidney, why don't you tell
your pa what you DO like.

Start there. Your
reading and figures and...

Yes, that is what I meant to say.

Tell me, Sidney.

I like the Post Office.

Well, we shall see plenty of that.

I am always in there.

Can we go now, please?

Yes. Sidney, you are right,

I am tired.

I should sleep.

Sidney. Let me say...

when I am up, I will bring you home...

..and you will see,

I can be...

WE can be.

You will see,

I promise you.

Oh, Lordy!

Look at this. Emma.

Emma! The Ellison Pox has taken me.

I cannot marry.

I cannot possibly marry!

Oh, we'll see about that now.

Emma, have you got any fresh lard?

(GASPS)

The man is a living scandal.

To deceive the whole town into believing

he was the owner of a vast
chain of London hotels.

When he was nothing more than
the lap-boy of some moneyed widow.

And to bring Candleford
into such disrepute,

playing out his sordid,
sordid, sordid entanglements

practically in the streets. Sordid.

A fitting, girl, is to enable us to fit.

We cannot fit if you are
incapable of remaining still

for more than a second.

To be a bridesmaid is a great
moment in every girl's life.

Don't I look beautiful!

And to top it all,
an illegitimate child.

Is there no end to the man's immorality?

Sordid.

I thought you quite liked Mr JD.

Mr JD... Mr Dowland wears a
convincing mask of presentability.

We soon perceived his inner rot.

It always comes back to breeding.

Mr Dowland may wear a suit,

but he will never wash
off the grime of Lark Rise.

Miss Lane says that, as things are,
we must think only of the child.

Yes, poor mite. That is
laudable of Dorcas, of course.

Miss Lane can be relied
upon to be heroic.

Nettle, burdock,

yellow dock, dandelion.

This lard poultice was
taught to me by my grandma

and I've never known it fail
with any ailment of the skin.

Oh, but look at her hands.

It's getting worse.

My face does feel
more itching than ever.

I can't fathom it. She's
getting married in three days.

She can't be a bride looking like
something the dog's left over.

I cannot let Thomas see me
like this coming up the aisle.

It must be some terrible
ailment to be beyond my poultice.

Perhaps if I add some
elderflower and comfrey,

that might be the remedy.

Thomas Brown frets over
the slightest thing.

If he were to see Miss Margaret
like this before the wedding...

Perhaps we ought to keep
you here in the End House

until we can find a cure
for this, Miss Margaret.

SIDNEY: What are you doing?

Prayer is listening.

It is at times like this
that we feel The Presence.

We place ourselves into
the palm of God's care

and our every step will be guided.

Sidney...

..the greatest day of my
life is fast approaching

and I know that I must
seek the will of the Lord.

I seek...

then...

..bing!

Bing?

Bing!

There it is. Before me.

The gift...

of guidance.

Sidney.

She asked me to be like a father to her

and as soon as she comes to me
for help, look what comes of it.

You do take on, Robert Timmins.

Miss Ellison is a logic unto
herself, everyone knows that.

It seemed to come upon her as
she was asking me what love is.

That's because, you see, it ain't
so much her skin that's sickening,

as her mind.

Miss Ellison's mind is
too delicate. Always was.

What she has is a pox of the brain.

A thinking sickness.

Put upon her by her pa.

Perhaps that is why, talking
to me, it's come upon her again.

What's got under your skin, Alfie?

Love.

If either of you know any impediment
why you may not be joined together

in holy matrimony, that ye confess it.

That ye confess it.

I daren't show my face round the door

but he's giving me this
treat or that consideration.

Would you rather Alf treated you
badly, chasing around after girls,

never a care for you?

What is that look on your face, Nan?

If you are going to stare
at me, then I will tell you.

I do like bad boys.

They're more fun, and
there's the truth of it.

Is it now?

Well, my girl, you go
and hitch yourself up

with one of them bad boys and
see what joys it brings you.

Have you any idea what an unjust
slur you are putting on Alfie?

He is so much more than kindnesses.

But you can't see it.

You're right. I can't see it.

A nice boy ain't what I want,

and all I ever see
in Alfie is sweetness.

Girl, you must go ahead
and follow your feelings,

because no amount of talk
from me will change your mind.

But I will tell you the risks.

I owe you the truth.

You could lose everything.

Now, you decide.

Laura, why do we throw raisins

at the married couple
on their wedding day?

Well, to wish them
prosperity and fertility.

Are you all right, Thomas?

No, Laura.

I am burdened with the need to confess.

The Book of Common Prayer tells
us we must rid ourselves of

all blemish and sin if we
are to be fit for matrimony.

- Sin? Have you sinned, Thomas?
- Oh, I have.

I have not always been as
dedicated to my work as I might be.

I have...loitered.

Loitered? I thought
you were going to say

you'd threw stones at cats or
set fire to a hayrick, like I did.

I have been known to gossip and
sit in judgement of my fellow man.

Thomas, that is hardly the
stuff to call off a wedding.

I once condemned Miss
Ellison's father publicly.

I must cleanse my soul before her
if I am to be worthy of that...

dear woman. Thomas, truly,

perhaps now is not the best
moment to trouble Miss Margaret

with your confessions, for I am sure
she is in such a bloom of happiness.

Oh, but I must. My mission is clear.

I will seek out Miss
Ellison and confess all. All!

Laura, is loitering truly a sin?

No, Minnie. It is not.

Oh, then I shall go to heaven.

Ten.

Well done.

You count this stack.

Nine.

It's a good job I have you
to keep an eye on me, Sidney.

Write it up.

Very neat handwriting.

Who taught you such a fine hand?

Myself.

And your hair brushed so smartly?

And your tie?

Myself.

Sidney, I think you
are a remarkable boy.

What I mean to say is...

..if you want to talk, I can listen.

Ten.

(DOOR BELL TINKLES)

You don't say much, do you?

Miss Lane says I talk too much.

Miss Lane says there's not
a thought crosses my mind

that don't get spoke.

But you keep it all inside.

You're like a pie, ain't you?

All crust, the meat
hid away in the gravy.

I reckon I am like a sponge
pudding. With custard.

If we had half of you and
half of me, what would we have?

Dinner.

If you do need to talk,
and I ain't saying you do,

you can trust Miss
Lane with your troubles.

If you can't manage that, I can
tell you what she'll say anyway.

"We only have to be well today.

"That's all we can do.

"We can only do our best. Be willing."

So you can do it, see. I'll
tell you something, Little Man.

I reckon this Post Office is the
safest place in the whole world.

Thomas Brown, we are most concerned
to know how it is with the boy.

Poor, dear love!

Ladies, may I ask...

when will Miss Ellison call
to collect her wedding dress?

The final fitting is tomorrow.

Is there anything the matter, Thomas?

Thomas, you are looking
at me most oddly.

Am I looking at you?

I am?

I must not look at you.

I am a man about to be married.

He didn't leave our post.

I expect this is all rather new for you.

Rather grand.

It's big. Yes.

But isn't it all going
to be rather delightful

for Thomas Brown's wedding banquet?

It's too big.

Oh, Sidney, I know how you must feel.

Your father's accident.

Being thrown into a strange
life at the Post Office...

The Post Office isn't strange.

The hotel is strange.

Thomas, I can't decide which
hat to wear to the wedding.

Do you think feathers or silk?

Oh, dear.

Have you still not managed
to track down Miss Ellison?

Ma'am, the Lord has given me this hiatus

so that I may further examine my soul.

And, ma'am,

I am finding much to
contemplate and much to confess.

Thomas, I do wish you could
just relish the occasion.

The food, I know, will be sumptuous.

I went to great lengths
to prepare the menu.

This is a serious matter, Miss Lane.

I am in need of pleading guilty

to the fact that I
have been attracted...

..to Miss Ruby.

When?

I was, I believe, 18.

Thomas, being attracted to a
comely local woman in your youth

is not a crime.

I must cleanse my spirit.

But it is normal.
Everyone has such feelings.

Miss Ellison herself will have
entertained affections for someone.

Miss Ellison?

Entertained affections?

For another man?

Of course.

Who?

I have no idea.

I was only trying to explain...

I must know.

I must find out.

Dear God in Heaven,

I place myself in the palm of your care.

Please don't make me
leave the Post Office.

I don't want a father.

I want Miss Lane.

Please.

I was mistaken in thinking
we should give Sidney

such a wholehearted welcome
into the Post Office.

He has fastened on to us

and I see now that might not
be the best thing for him...

or his father.

There is already a rift between
them and it is all my doing.

But, ma'am...

we can't make ourselves any
colder towards Little Man.

Surely he still needs all the warmth
and kindness we can give to him.

That is my dilemma.

And the longer it goes on,
the worse it will become.

That is not all of the
difficulty, is it, ma'am?

We are fastening on to Sidney, too.

I can see your fondness for him.

Now you are trying to stop yourself.

There is something locked inside of him.

He copes so well...

..and he makes himself fit in.

He is such a brave little fellow.

And part of me feels that
I should try and reach him...

Ma'am, he's praying.

Little Man is praying to
stay here in the Post Office.

James! You ain't meant to be up yet.

You ain't ready for it. I have
to be with my son, Queenie.

Before it is too late.

And you are certain, are you,

that you know what you're
about to do is right?

He needs to see me well,

he needs to see me strong.

Is that what he will see?

He will see me trying.

He will see me coming to him.

Why do you always believe
you have to take on the world

to make things right, James?

Why can't you trust that
things are as they should be?

Perhaps you're sick because
you're meant to be sick.

No, you're wrong, Queenie.

I must act before it's too late.

James, can you hear what you're saying?

Always this need to prove yourself.

Here it is, pulling
you from your sick bed.

You are James. That is enough.

A Lark Rise boy.

That is plenty.

If you're on you're way home, Mr
Dowland, you have lost your way.

I know my way home.

You have it so easy.

I don't need your help.

Not you. Nor any of you.

James, you are not fit.

What? Not fit to be a father?

Not fit to get yourself
home. That is all.

I know what you think of me.

I see it in your face.

Do you?

You see my mind?

I think many things of you, sir.

Today what I feel is pity.

Don't pity me.

Not you.

You think you're the only man

on God's earth to have
burdens, Mr Dowland?

You in't at war with me.
You're at war with yourself.

If you don't stop, it will
kill you. That's what I say.

You have courage, James, but perhaps
courage is not what you need now.

Now let me get you home.

QUEENIE: Bees, bees, I
hope you're sleeping snug.

Is that lady speaking to her bees?

She's been having a
conversation with those bees

for more than 40 years.

In't you just the image! Sidney.

You might not know it, but this
here is where you come from.

All of your past is here.

You don't know what I'm
talking about, do you?

You make sure you find time
to come here to play, child.

With the scraps of crockery in the lane.

Spend an afternoon laying on your belly

peering down into the cracks in
the ground that I peered into.

In't Miss Lane starting
them young these days.

I hope she's paying you fair wages, boy.

Slave labour it is now
at that Post Office.

SHE LAUGHS

Now this here is Mr Turrell,
my husband. This is Sidney.

Sidney.

Laura, will you do something for me?

Will you tell Thomas Brown
that you saw Miss Ellison

and that all is well with her?

Is there something the matter, Ma?

The poor woman is plagued with
a need to know what love is.

But everyone knows what love is.

Is that so? Care to
tell me in so many words.

There is something else
you can do, our Laura.

But you must keep the
purpose of it to yourself.

Secret.

I received your message, James, that
you were home and wanted to see me.

I requested that you bring Sidney to me.

Sidney is out on the rounds with Laura.

I thought it might be a pleasant way

for him to find his way around a little.

We didn't expect you home quite so soon.

And since it is only you and I,

perhaps there is an
opportunity for us to discuss...

What is there to discuss?

The situation is fragile.

We must ask ourselves how to manage the
next transition so that it is... I am home.

I want my son with me.

Sidney is afraid.

We might only add to his fear
if things do not go well now.

What do you suggest?

The boy finds the hotel
intimidating, James.

Perhaps you could be with him
in the Post Office...at first.

This might give you a
few days to recuperate

and still get to know Sidney.

Don't rush him.

Let him come to you.

He will.

I am certain of it.

You are his father. It
is what he will want.

Then I must trust you in this?

Can you do that?

Yes.

BELL RINGS

Miss Pearl,

Miss Ruby.

Miss Ellison would like
me to collect her dress

and deliver it to her.

Don't be ridiculous, girl, we shall
need to undertake a final fitting.

Thomas has been looking
for Miss Ellison.

She seems to be...missing.

I am only permitted to say
that I am to bring the dress.

We will not allow it. Our reputation
hangs on a correct fitting.

And Miss Ellison will want to look
at her best on her wedding day.

There is something
untoward, isn't there, girl?

Perhaps WE could bring the
dress to Miss Ellison...

If you were to tell us where she is?

The dress shall not leave this shop
without a professional hand on it.

I hear you went out on the post round.

You saw Lark Rise.

That is where I spent my childhood.

And you met Queenie?

She was like a mother to me,

and I expect she would dearly
love to be a grandma to you.

Would you like that?

I would.

We can have your name inscribed
upon it, if you would like?

Thank you.

Thomas, I saw Miss Ellison today.

Where? Where? Does she know
that I am searching for her?

She said she would come by,
but she has been so busy...

with her preparations.

Thomas is in need of
confessing all of his past sins,

which don't amount to much.

Eating a burnt sausage
and whistling in bed!

Minnie! I will have you know,
for a man to cleanse his soul

before the woman he
loves is as close to piety

as a humble postman can get!

"Pie for tea"? Close to a pie for tea?

I will not allow my "piety"
nor my marriage to be mocked.

Thomas, no-one wants
to mock your marriage.

We are all intent on
celebrating it, except you!

LAUGHTER ECHOES

James!

Are you all right, sir?

Don't be afraid. I am well.

Come here to me, boy.

Come and see, I am well.

Don't back away from me.

Don't turn away from me!

James, please, it is
too much. He is afraid.

He cannot help you. He
cannot even help himself.

Girls don't want nice.

That's what they might say,
but a girl can fall in love

without knowing it's happening
or why it's happening.

If she thinks she might
have missed her chance

then she sees a boy
for what he truly is.

All I seem to live for, Laura,

is the pleasing of whoever
happens to be in front of me.

I'm sick of it,

and I am decided to be shot
of this way of thinking.

I can see you mean it.

From now on I shall have a good
look at what it is that I want.

If you could do one thing for
yourself, what would it be?

Something that would make your blood
sing from the sheer wildness of it.

I have always had this one thought,

ever since I was a nipper,

to ring the church bells, good and loud.

In the middle of the night.

Alfie and Nan have
had such a falling out.

Perhaps he's realising that
Nan in't the girl for him.

Oh, no, they are so well matched.

SHE SOBS

Well, if I am going to be honest

I'd say that I believe Alfie
might be do better for himself.

And why is that?

Well, he's always been handsome,

and now he's reading and making
something of himself with his work.

He'd be quite a catch.

Outside.

Come on. All of you.

Outside.

Out.

Our Laura,

don't you dare toy
with Alfie's feelings.

Ma, please!

I would never be so reckless.

Has the thought crossed your mind?

You and Alfie?

Oh, Lordy,

what a fine tangle
this will prove to be.

Ma, please. I'm not a fool.

He's...

Well, he's...

Handsome. A catch.

Making something of himself. Oh, Lordy!

I have no need to
explain myself to nobody.

I didn't notice that
I asked you to, Nan.

All that defiance, that
ain't fooling me, Nan.

What if I were to tell you you
deserved a good, loving man?

That you were worthy of him,

no matter what you
might think of yourself?

The truth is, girl, for some folk

it is so much harder to accept love

than it is to give it.

But you can try.

See.

Let yourself be loved.

CHURCH BELL RINGS

SHE GIGGLES AND SQUEALS

You did it, Alf, you did it!

Laura, are you all right?
Was that you screaming?

It wasn't screaming, Ma'am.

It was...something else.

Didn't the bells sound
so joyous, though?

BELL RINGS

I can wait no longer.

I want the boy.

Tomorrow.

James, you look so unwell.

Let me fetch the doctor for you.

I will be all right.

Tomorrow.

I am not keeping Sidney from you.

I am thinking of the boy. Are you?

It is in your nature to
be boundlessly generous,

but even you want something.

Even you are human.

It is one thing to offer a
place of safety to a child,

it is another thing entirely to
take advantage of the situation.

You know I cannot help but believe you.

You use that.

You torture me with possibility.

James, please, let me get the doctor.

I give you tonight to prepare the child.

Wake up. Sidney.

You must come with me.

SOBBING

Miss Margaret.

The way I see it...

..your pa is at the source of all this.

He put these thoughts into your mind.

There is a reason it is
called the Ellison Pox.

I can't tell you what love is.

I can only tell you what love is to me.

I can be myself with Emma and
know she will not turn away.

She sees what I am and she accepts me.

Perhaps with a bit of correction
when my pride gets the better of me.

If what I am saying makes things
worse, then I am sorry, but...

I have a choice.

I know it now.

To face my groom like this,

or to abandon my wedding.

I have been waiting for this day.

I have watched women younger
than myself come to the church,

one after another.

I have...

I have loved Thomas Brown from afar,

and hoped, and waited
until he approached me.

When my father died I
believed I was free of him.

But...he lives in my mind still.

We may be done with the past,
but the past is not done with us.

I will not be defeated.

I will go up the aisle...like this.

I could hardly believe
how many people came out.

THEY LAUGH

You've done it now.

Now you know how it feels.

I did like the feel
of my heart pounding.

I am glad I did it,

because now I see that kind
of thing, trouble and the like,

it in't me.

I know it in't.

There's nothing wrong with
Alf Arless just the way he is.

What I know is, I love my life.

I am blessed.

I was born to enjoy the
sun coming up of a morning,

and the look on a face
when I play a tune.

I saw these and I knew I
had to pick 'em for you.

Chrysanthemums is for
love and cheerfulness.

Minnie.

Come here.

You know where Sidney is, don't you?

You have hidden him.

I heard him praying.

His whole heart wants to be here,
and it in't right to send him away

and I won't do it and
I won't let you do it.

Do you suppose that you know
what is right in all this, Minnie?

He has a father.

A family.

We cannot turn away
from the ties of blood.

But he loves you, Ma'am.

Oh, Minnie.

We will be here for Sidney.

Be part of his life.

But he must go to Mr Dowland.

Must?

Must.

It would be selfish to think otherwise.

Go and fetch him, Minnie.

Pa!

I have something for you.

A book of poems.

Sonnets.

In't Queenie always saying, when
we let go, the answer will appear?

Thomas Brown, are you skulking?

My wife-to-be is
being kept from me.

It's bad luck for a
man to see his bride.

Only on his wedding day. This is
uncalled for. There must be a reason.

That's a superstition
from the days when a man

had not so much as glimpsed his
bride till he met her at the altar.

He might not like the look of
her, see. He might run away.

That's why there's a
veil, to hide her face,

in case she in't a picture.

A man has to do the nuptials
first, then take a look.

I must see Miss Margaret today.

You'll see enough of
her after the wedding.

A hundred years of nagging awaits you.

Rest your ears while you can, man!

Ow! Oh! Oh!

You can work in the
Post Office on Saturdays.

Laura will take you out on her rounds.

A sausage.

To gird you.

JAMES: 'Come here to me, boy.

'Don't back away from me.
Don't turn away from me.

'I give you tonight
to prepare the child.'

I have no plan.

But I could not let that
boy see me hand him over,

abandon him.

At least he knows he is wanted.

What is it, Sidney?

My ma.

When she took me to that school,

and left me.

Was it because I wasn't good enough?

No, little man.

It certainly was not.

You are more than good enough.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what is best.

We have a conscience for a reason.

Birds don't have one,
as far as I can see.

Dogs don't show much
sign of living by one.

We are given our conscience, because
if we don't live by it, it hurts.

Do you know what it
is I am talking about?

I do.

I want to do the right thing.

I know you do.

But I can't seem to find what that is.

I think you can.

And I think you'll do the right thing.

Warm your hands, James.

Enjoy the stars over Lark Rise.

Miss Margaret.

I have something I would
like to read to you.

They're only words,

but if you ask me, it's as close
to a magic spell as words can get.

You close your eyes, and you
listen with all your heart.

BELL RINGS

If I were to ask you to take on Sidney,

I mean, fully take him on...

Would you?

If that is what you want.

Is it what you want?

When my mother died,

it almost broke me in two.

But I had Queenie.

I can feel the...

What Sidney needs,

it is the same thing.

I see now that I can give that to him.

And you?

I will have to start again.

I would like to tell Sidney myself.

I will make sure that Dorcas
knows where to find me.

If you would like,

perhaps we can meet.

In London.

Or I can come back here.

I never knew my father.

My whole life,

I didn't think it mattered.

But it does.

It does.

When you are ready,

and when I am ready,

perhaps...

I want you to look after that for me.

With Dorcas he will have a chance.

She can teach him to try
and find a life worth living.

And what about you?

What about your chance?

Queenie, I believed the
reason I came back here

was to relive my own past,

recreate my life so that it worked.

But it was not meant to be.

Perhaps it is meant.

Only, not for you, James.

Perhaps you came back here

and everything that's
happened since you returned,

in order to bring the boy to us.

To bring him to his true home.

How could I? If I didn't
even know he existed.

Do you suppose that matters?

How do I know the wind should blow?

Because it's blowing.

I don't understand you, Queenie.

I never did.

You accept life,

and I fight it.

Perhaps you will have
done with the fighting...

..when you've had enough of it.

You go and find your own life
out there, James, wherever it is.

You deserve it.

We all do.

Queenie, you are right.

A life worth living.

Thomas, heavens! You are not dressed.

The Lord set me a mission, Miss Lane,

and I have failed Him.

Your confessions?

Thomas, you are always telling
me that we live by God's will,

isn't that so?

Perhaps, then, the reason He
has kept Miss Ellison from you

these past few days is so that
you might NOT confess to her.

He is, after all, The Almighty.

Then why was I given a sign,

in The Book Of Common Prayer?

Because, Thomas,

God clearly wished you to cleanse
your soul before no-one but Him.

Miss Lane,

you are correct!

Yes.

It is my one weakness.

Let me not to the marriage of
true minds admit impediments.

Love is not love which alters
when it alteration finds.

Or bends with the remover to remove.

O no! It is an ever-fixed mark

That looks on tempests
and is never shaken.

It is the star to every wand'ring bark,

Whose worth's unknown,
although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool

Though rosy lips and cheeks

Within his bending
sickle's compass come.

Love alters not with his
brief hours and weeks,

But bears it out even
to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved,

I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

LAURA: Hamlet folk used to
call it the "ok'ard age,"

a child who was more like an adult.

CHEERING

Perhaps that "ok'ard age" never ends.

Perhaps we're all children

trying to be adults.