Kiralik Ask (2015–2017): Season 1, Episode 11 - Ben Varim - full transcript

Translation: Marzenka G / Subtitles: EizPerAng

Def: you opened it for a long time, I came in the wrong time .. I left something, I will check and go, a minute Om: Defne, what are you looking for, why did you come at this time?

Def: Mrs. Ferial didn't come? Mrs. Ferial will come to work at 10 pm?

Def: something's wrong, I'm not talking to myself, I'm just staring like I'm watching a movie. Get up Defne, take a walk before you go crazy Iso: at this time ?! what happened?

Def: it happened, if I don't tell you, I'll fly away Iso: you scared me, I already thought something happened. Sit down and talk

Def: I can't sit, I can't Iso: Then speak standing Def

Def: where should I start? ... my brother got in trouble, money ... etc, then you know, I'll start from there, and you listen carefully, you know where I got the 200k. Some woman Neriman found me and offered a job , she said, if you agree, I'll give you 200,000 and you pay the debt, but I have one condition ......

- I made breakfast, everything is ready, I'm waiting, and who's coming? Omer bey, the guy who kissed me in the restaurant ....

And Sinan beya, I like it very much, we understand each other well, we are only good friends, my infatuation with him shattered.

Because I fell in love, it happened to me ...

I went to Yasemin and gave her the book ... and it got even more complicated. That's all Iso, what do you think?



Iso: I don't know Defo, it's all tangled up, I don't understand anything, what do you want? Def: if you don't understand, I've been talking for two hours and you tell me that you don't understand anything? I told you everything

Iso: what's your problem with? why did you run away from him? if it was so beautiful Def: actually, I don't know why I ran away

Iso: You should know that, you ran away ... don't you want it?

Def: no. I mean, I want it that way..and..this is why people are running away from it, I think it's because I got scared, I was afraid that I would pass out, that my heart would stop beating. Even now, when I think about it, I feel like I am going crazy

Iso: Defne, what we fear the most is actually what we want the most. Ser: wait, we'll go out together, I'll look at Iso, we need to talk about business ... something wrong again?

Def: I'm tired, in such a short time, so much has happened Cheese: what are you talking about? Def: I compare my old life with the present one, I made my way to the top but I'm all battered

Cheese: feel sorry for you? Def: what? Cheese: when you were a waitress, were you happy? Def: yes and no, I knew what I wanted before

Cheese: but then you were not in love ...

I see everything girl, you talk to Nihan all the time, I have nothing against it, not stupid, I understand Def: it means that only I do not understand myself

Cheese: it happens, love is a good thing, it makes you feel alive Def: are we talking about the same? Cause I feel like I'm about to die, that my heart will jump out of me

Cheese: ok, you feel good, it's your love, if you lose that love then you will be very bad Def: really?

Cheese: really, and thank God you found it, because there are so many people in the world who have never known it Def: something like that, my brother is a romantic

Cheese: remember if you are in danger of one call and I'll take care of everything Def: you are loved

Cheese: remember what I said, I'm here, now and always Def: I'm gonna cry in a moment go now



Ved: Good morning Omer bey, it's very early, and you've already come? Or maybe you had a girl yesterday, you woke up in the morning, she was gone, you got angry and came to work earlier. Did you eat breakfast?

Om: Vedat, can you hear yourself? Ved: sorry, my ears can hear what I say but I don't understand what I am saying. Why don't we have coffee?

Om: what energy in the morning, Vedat I'm at home, when Nasli comes, tell her to look at me, okay? Ved: of course Omer bey..great guy. Maybe we should be friends? .. ah, get together like buddies

Cheese: Iso you have 2 minutes? Iso: I have Ser: congratulations on the new job Iso: thank you

Cheese: you sell a cafe Iso: yes, I do

Cheese: will you sell me? I've thought everything over, you know, credit, papers, I'll take care of everything, I just want to know if ... Iso: wait, you want my coffee shop

Cheese: I know, you can think to yourself, you took the girl I love from me, and now you want my coffee shop ... this whole situation..I have to do a decent job Iso,

Iso: well, I don't know Serdar, I have to think about it, I have to think about whether I will regret it

Cheese: well, think about it, I look forward to hearing from you, no matter what you decide, know that you are my brother Iso, don't forget that Iso: thank you

Us: I'm listening Omer bey, is there a problem? Om: hold a meeting, there is to be Koray, Sinan, Yasemin Nas: okay, I'm calling

Yas: I'm on my way, why so suddenly? good .. good morning you are bad Iso: sorry what?

Yas: you are right, I would be angry too, I behaved badly yesterday, I didn't think about what I was saying, forgive me Iso: okay

Yas: I thought you would like the shirt, you will look stylish, that's why I bought it Iso: you thought I would look stylish

Yas: dear, I know it, after all my work is related to fashion, that's why Iso: Stylish look .. I understand, and I was already thinking about something else

Ner: Necme, faster, I don't want you to miss anything that is happening in the company that is changing there Nec: Neriman, what can change there will be as always

Ner: Necme, I will damage you in a moment. It's good that Koriś is, my hand, leg, eyes, liver, He's all mine Nec: you said it was right, when I'm gone, Koriś is watching over him, I will look after him, we will work on change

Ner: Necme, some wise You, have a mind as big as the Nec canyon: yours is calling Kor: Nero, my end is near

Ner: keep hanging up, tell me what happened Kor: Omer called an emergency meeting, I usually sleep at this time, so I don't digest information yet, you know this is my metabolism ... I don't know what to say

Ner: My dear, your voice is not yours too Kor: Oh, maybe he found out about our skinny? you got me into this. If Omer finds out I deceived him, I'm over

Ner: Aj, Koriś, my soul, child, my bird, my only, my life, you are my life, if I could leave you alone in such a situation, Necme is already going to you, don't worry, everything is in our hands

Come on, come on listen, keep your eyes, ears, nostrils open, open everything, keep up to date with everything, okay? come on we've got a lot to do

Sin: hello, what's the problem? Us: I don't know, Omer bey is waiting for you at home

Sin: don't say ... yes ... my soul. Why did you bring us in at this hour? What happened? maniacal workaholic, what happened Om: it's Defne ... what?

What?

Kor: dear, how hot today, I'm all wet, I can't cool down with anything, it's because of my metabolism ... I will go to my office, what I say, to my table

Sin: Koray, do not go out, stay, my soul, my life come Kor: and what are you doing Omerjim, Sinanji that you look so beautiful? Omer your face is so fresh

Om: Koraj, sit down here! .. sit down ... Koray, is Defne in these photos? Kor: Defne? what Defne? my life, there are so many girls named Defne, if I had a daughter I'd call her Palma

Sin: Koray, is that Defne ?! Kor: specifically, what Define you ask about? Sin Om: my assistant Defne !! Sinan's assistant, Defne

Yas: did you say ?! Sin: Yasemin, did you know too? Yas: what? no! yes..what?

Om: Yasemin, you are late. Do you have something to say? Sin: Koray, we'll listen to you first

Dar: Defne, everyone is upset, sudden meeting, something happened Defne Def: why is this meeting? Dar: I don't know Def: who called this meeting?

Dar: Omer bey, he told everyone to come over in the morning, it must be something important Def: what could it be? I dreamed of one peaceful day, wanted too much?

Nec: hello girls, I should go in there, but I'll stay with you Dar: here you go Nec: Daria, how beautiful your hair is

Om: I don't like secrets the most, this company doesn't work like that, there's no place for such things here. The foundation of this company is honesty and truth, no trickery! And what did you do?! What was it for, I ask you why did you do that ?!

Sin: Koray, you tricked us, you wrapped us around your own finger Yas: that's right Koray, why are you playing like this? There were no other models? you waste money too, why did you deceive everyone? why and why are you doing this ?!

Om: Yasemin, I remind you that you knew about it too, but you didn't deign to tell Sin: the problem is not a model, we are both delighted with it

Nec: hello everyone, my beautiful, hello to the birds in the sky, beautiful sunshine also say hello, hello Yasemin Om: uncle, we have a very important meeting ... if you allow

Kor: I'm faint, I'm going to pass out in a moment Om: Koray, don't even try ... okay, okay ... you told the girl that your heart hurts - Girl ?!

Om: Defne Sin: I wonder how you know about this Om: go back to work, I'll talk to Sinan in private ... look at him, look at

Ner: Necme, say it all Nec: what should I say, I didn't understand anything, I just heard "that girl". Omer is very angry, breathes fire .... what? ... Defne told Omer that she is in the pictures and now Omer is furious

Ner: what did he do ?! what did he say why did he say like he said angry? why angry, tell me everything, do not omit the smallest detail, or no, do not say anything, you can not .. give Koraya Nec: Koraya? Koray can't talk right now, he'll call you a little later

Kor: I was thrown to eat, Necmusz, my beautiful career has just ended. Now, I can only make some poor clips in old factories. God, what for all this? I fell from on high

Nec: Koray, calm down, sit down and calm down

Kor: I can't, I can't recover. Necme bey, in an instant I was a victim of my own kindness. That girl, she was sitting there like a princess, and I understood "Here she is", I made a mistake, Nero asked me too. Where will I find now work, it's the end of my career, I swear I'll jump out of the window

Nec: Koray, sit down Kor: my dear, where did you get here? Yas: you are finished my dear Koris, this is what happens when you secretly do something

Kor: look, look and listen, if I drown, I will drag everyone with me, and you will find a job in a third-rate club and there you will look for a man for yourself.Don't forget that I know a secret about you, I have some lost shoes in my memory

Yas: well, dear ... I don't say anything..this happens, after all you are a good photographer, don't worry, I'll talk to Omer and arrange everything Kor: honey, don't bother, don't talk to anyone

Yas: Stupid .. ugly .. clumsy .. devil Kor: listen, girl you will get hit! i swear

Nec: Stop it! enough ... when I am about to hit someone ... quarrels everywhere, only quarrels! what about you ?! I go out, I need a breath of fresh air

Kor: I will tear all your hair out ... I am dying, I'm dying, I'm a loser, O Most High! what a horrible day ... maybe eat something, got a little hungry

Sin: what do you say, what will we do about it? Om: it's obvious, we only work with professionals Sin: I think we don't have to be that adamant, we can propose this Defne

Om: I disagree, remember that it is for the good of the Sin company: I also remember that only this one time we agreed, for the first time, everything was as we wanted Om: I disagree

Sin: once, once, at a time and on the same subject, we liked the same Omer! Om: Sinan, I said no, what don't you understand?

Sin: why do you say no, I don't understand it, give the reason Om: these are our assumptions, we only work with professionals, that's all

Sin: Those you call professionals didn't give us what we wanted, listen, maybe we'll ask Defne

Ner: nothing we do, it does not come out, I have to do something, everything has to be turned 180 degrees, look at this Omer, a real maniac, instead of dying of love, what he does ?! I don't have to clean up there, Mine! bag!

Def: I'm listening Sin: Defne, it turns out that you are our model, and I was wondering all the time where Koray found such a beauty

Om: Is this the topic of our conversation, Sinan?

Sin: yeah, that's what ... Defne, do you want to model "Passionis"? Def: model? I don't know what to say .... thank you for the offer, but this job is not for me, I am satisfied with my job

Sin: we scared you Om: beaver, Sinan is enough, we will look for a second model, by the way, we will look for a new assistant for me

Sin: there are a few candidates, we'll find something by the end of the week Om: no, not this time I'll take care of it myself, because later there are problems

Def: in my opinion, it can be difficult ... you need to meet the boss, because later there are surprises and unexpected problems

Sin: my beloved, that's enough, lower your gun, don't shoot each other, okay? ... Ragab is calling, Ragab wait a minute, .. I'm leaving, if I'm not there, don't kill yourself, okay? You hear Omer Defne

Def: I will go now, what am I standing for Om: run, run, run, run again

Def: then ... in the evening .. this .. today ..ee .. well run away i.e. I'm going Om: run run run

Def: what? why are you looking like that ?! Ved: what is everybody so touchy today, maybe I should be like that too? what do you want? What? what are you saying?! you can go crazy, Allah

Yas: things got a little complicated, I have to do something else, my head will fly too, I have to play it wisely Dar: what are we talking about?

Sin: Yasemin, look for a model for us, now it's your business Yas: don't worry, I'll take care of everything, I told you from the beginning that Koray shouldn't do this, and you see what happened

Sin: What should I see Yasemin ?! What? tell me, I'm very curious about what you don't like Yas: I'm talking about what happened in the company, it's a lie, secrets, these photos

Sin: you say that because you don't understand, this photos liked me and Omer, both of us liked it for the first time and so far only the same, do you have any idea what it shows?

Yas: And you? ... write Daria, this Defne will leave this company by the end of the week, she plays too many roles here, enough of this Dar: I wrote down

- you are very wise Nec: wise? ah, if you knew all my wisdom, I would not be able to free myself from you, as you want, in the evening we can share wisdom, such motivation ... like matters? to frighten the girls

Sin: me? Nec: yes, you just came, the girls ran away, come let's go for a coffee Sin: at this time? not too early Necme?

Nec: coffee, tea, Sinan, everyone works here, I feel weird, I'm not used to it. We'll talk a little bit Sinan: okay, let's go

Cheese: Oh God, who came to us, good morning Aunt Endam, can I kiss? please sit down here, come on ... Aunt Endam, you look beautiful, all the girls in the area are bursting with jealousy, you are a beautiful woman

End: you say that because I'm a mother Nihan Ser: no you're not really beautiful, what will you drink? tea, coffee, mineral, lemonade

End: what are you doing? are you working do you think about something else? Cheese: it's time to work, it's just the beginning, but I have something to keep an eye on

Nih; yes, yes it spins, even the style of clothing has changed End: what is blind am I, Nihan? do you think i can't see Nih: no, I'm just saying this to anticipate your questions

End: I will speak alone, keep quiet..you have grown into a real, adult human Ser: and what was previously an artificial End: I didn't understand

Cheese: you are right Aunt Endam, being human is a difficult matter, you have to respect women, look after them, treat them well End: and what else?

Cheese: make her happy, carry it in your arms. If a woman is unhappy, then there will be no happiness at home. And who does not know it deserves nothing

End: okay, bring us two teas, we'll have a drink of cheese: what should I not bring, I'm on my way

Sin: I don't know how it happened Necme, we are friends, we feel good in our company, we laugh a lot, I started to think what a nice girl she is ...

Nec: you used to say so and then you look and you can't help but think about her Sin: exactly like that. When she's gone she feels a void, my eyes want to see her all the time, strange brother, strange

Nec: it's always like that, at first you don't understand, when your feelings start to rule you, then you want to see only her, and that's what you want, that's what we call falling in love

Sin: it means I'm very much in love, just like that .. but Nec: what a "but"?

Sin: I don't know, sometimes I have such thoughts, ... maybe Omer feels the same? Nec: One girl, thousands of men may please, but only one will succeed

Sin: I asked Omer if there was anything between them, they are together all the time, some times they laugh, other times they quarrel Nec: What did Omer say?

Sin: he said no, if something were to say to me, we are friends Nec: And if it were? Would you yield

Sin: of course, if he were to die for love, I would do it, and Omer would do the same. Nec: wouldn't you take offense at your friend?

Sin: absolutely no, he wouldn't be offended either, our friendship will survive anything

Nec: The choice is made by women anyway, and we can sit silently like bunnies and hope that we are chosen by them Sin: you are right brother, we only have to wait

Def: I'm listening to Omer bey, yes I have the list ready, I'm bringing - Good morning Neriman, nice to see you

Ner: thank you, where's Necme bey? - He's gone

Kor: I feel faint! Ner: what happened? --Koray bey, he's having a nervous attack

Ner: I'll see what's going on Kor: massage I say Ner: our photographer upset? Koray bey, what about you? what happened?

Kor: A lot has happened Ms Neriman Ner: Aj Koray bey, this is the life, such things happen, Omer bey at home? [More honey], One and only, photos of Turkey, rub cologne to our master

Kor: thank you Ner: bring more colognes

Om: Defne, these people, I'm talking about people in this industry, they can be very cunning at times, but if you want to model .. Def: no, no, nothing like that

Om: It's your choice, you can do it as you like.. look, Koray said his heart aches and you agreed immediately Def: I understand, sometimes I'm very naive..and this ..

Om: you are like water ... um ... let's get back to work Kor: Aj, I'm very bad, Most High, I'm going to you, I'm dying

Ner: Koray, we're done, I have something to do Kor: end up right? Ner: finish, finish ..

Kor: it's over, get me out of here already Ner: what happened?

Kor: Aj, Nero, they pinned me to the wall, and Sinan and Omer, even that witch, said I had misbehaved Ner: You?

Kor: Yes, I Koray Sargin, until I sat down and my blood pressure jumped Ner: they did it to a photographer like you ?! No one is allowed to do this, my photographer! I'll take care of it soon

Kor: take over Ner: wait, I'll fix it in a moment Kor: Aj, what a woman, the best of all

Def: I have to leave until you see it Om: contact these four, make an appointment, find an available date in my schedule

Def: okay .. Omer bey ... tonight ... me .. Om: you didn't want to run away

DEF: No! yeah .. I didn't come to check if Ferial ... hm .. I ... wanted Om: to see the house

Def: no, come on!

Om: This book, you didn't buy me either, one night, you didn't break my glasses, and then you didn't, you slept so sweet in my bedroom, right?

Def: once again, sorry about the glass, I'm ashamed ..

Om: no, nothing happened, I understand everything. I think we can talk openly ... And what do you think?

Ner: what's going on there .... Omer: well you have ...

Ner: Omer, my eagle ... Why is the door locked ?!

Om: you pressed too hard on the door handle, if you push harder then they snap shut Good morning aunt Defne arrange a meeting with these four Def: ok

Ner: mashallah, I interrupted your nice meeting of children Om: nothing like that, you did not disturb us at all. Once again, good morning

Ner: don't worry how soon i got in as soon i'll leave. I need your permission, Omer Om: Of course aunt, what can I do for you? If you want, we'll ask Defne to leave us alone

Ner: no, let her stay. I'll go get Defne's hand with her family. For you ... a joke, a joke, I'm such a joker. Back to my case, I want to kidnap Defne. I want her to help me with my shopping, please Omusz

Om: You have to ask Aunt, Defne is now Sinan's assistant, you have to ask for his permission. Ner: Oh, that's it. I know, I know. Okay, let's go Defne, see you my soul ... go, go ...

Def: Mrs. Neriman, very nice lately, you are referring to me. Ner: Have I ever been referring to you badly? are you stupid come on come on

Def: okay, minute Daria, with these four, Omer bey wants to meet up Call them Ner: we need to do big shopping

Def: just arrange it quickly, okay? Ner: Let's hurry Defne Def: ask someone to bring me a purse,

Ner: What color will suit your face. The color of the season is the color of your hair, I don't know Def: thank you

Ner: we have already wasted a lot of time with this slowdown and all these other obstacles .. Def: Sinan bey, can I leave? well, thank you very much Ner: great love, let's go,

Def: I told Sinan to bey, we can go Ner: You did well, I didn't think you'd surprise me so, I didn't expect that Def: what?

Ner: That you will become Sinan's assistant. You played it great, our plan failed, so you took matters into your own hands and hop back Def: no, that's not like that

Ner: We'll talk about everything Defne jim. All these obstacles, you have to understand. Necme is getting mixed up in everything else because of him I had a nervous attack. But I'm ready, now we'll deal with the second

Def: what second? Ner: You are our weapon. We will go shopping and tell you everything. I was overwhelmed by the desire to spend a lot of money Def: shopping again?

Ner: Yes, men play soccer to relieve stress. Women shop, remember that. Let's go

Nih: Serdar, I couldn't help myself, I ran for two minutes. You know what my mother said. "Boy like a lion", said Ser: Well, the lion does not suit me very well, you know which team I support

Nih: what a bear! I say that your mother liked you, you were accepted by Cheese: It does not surprise me, it could not be otherwise

Nih: Look him, how confident. Yesterday, you were wondering what you could do to please her Ser: I did my job, now it's your turn Nih: for what?

Cheese: We haven't talked to grandma yet. We'll see if she likes you. Will she want to see you in "hamam" [wedding scarf] Nih: Serdar; don't talk nonsense. I'll scratch your eyes out

Cheese: I will still get married Nih: why Cheese: You are beautiful when you get angry. Sparks fall from your eyes, I will be their slave. Give me a kiss

Nih: Stop fooling around. Do you see how many people here? Cheese: Gently, just on the cheek. Delicious, have you smeared yourself with honey?

Nih: Crazy, I'm running Ser: Run as you want, I'll catch you anyway Nih: stupid

Ner: I planned the whole plan for Omer's marriage very carefully. Omer, is everything for the family Iplikczi Def: What is your goal in this?

Ner: I'll tell you as much as you need to know. Don't ask questions. Listen, you knocked on the Omer door, but he didn't hear at first, when he heard it and wanted to open it, you walked away. Def: Mrs. Neriman, it's confusing, I don't understand

Ner: You don't have to. Now we have a serious problem. Mamba, black mamba Def: what?

Ner: Black mamba-father of Huliusi. He is like four Omer in one or not, like five Omer. He wants to meet you Def: Ale..this .. Ner: Speak, go ahead

Def: Sinan bey, he told me that ... Ner: I know, I know the game is over. Nothing like that. Sinan is burned out, I banned him from the game. Under no circumstances should you talk to him about it. Def: Secrets again. You mean the game isn't over?

Ner: Of course not, it's just getting started Def: I'm supposed to lie to Mr. Sinan Ner: So what ?! 90% of what I tell people around is a lie, what's strange about that? why are you so sensitive

Def: It's not as easy for me to lie as Mrs. Ner: And while we're talking about it, I also lied a little to Father Hiulius, i.e. I made my story a little more colorful. Def: In what sense?

Ner: I told my father that you came from one of the richest families in Istanbul, I told him that you are intelligent, you speak wisely, you have great manners and you are an excellent housewife Def: Because it's all true, except this Istanbul

Ner: Certainly you are not like that. But we will also take care of that, for now the plan is like this, I will come to you in the evening Def: welcome, welcome. My grandmother ... we have a problem. My family doesn't know about our deal

Ner: You don't think I foresaw that ?! That's what I'll do too Def: Good. Then we'll prepare ourselves

Ner: I'm not saying this to get you ready, I just want you to come home on time. I'll talk to your grandma and ask for your hand. And this is where the little league ends. Grandpa Omer, this is the titan league.

Def: I don't understand. But anyway, I'll tell them to get ready. Sorry I'll text you Ner: Send

Def: What's going on? Us: Mr. Omer, he chooses his assistant. These are the candidates - Melisa Ildirim

Def: What is this method of selecting an assistant? I scan barcodes for them, or maybe a doping test Nas: One of the 16 golden rules of a good assistant, long legs

Def: Oh yeah Nas: It's a joke Def: You better leave your boyfriends

Yas: Defne, my dear, you have to help me Def: Me? help? in what?

Yas: I want you to prepare a report. Find out which fashion magazines have the most and the least of our ads. I'm interested in the whole last year until today Def: Good. I see Daria can't take care of it because she's busy with Omer bey

Yas: That's right. I would like to have this report on my desk as soon as possible Def: Okay ... She said to me "my dear?" .. I wonder what she's up to.

Sad: Hiuliusi Hiu: Can I come in? Sad: Of course, welcome. Sit down

Hiu: I feel very bad, Sadri. Forgive me for yesterday, I acted like a donkey You know I wasn't mad at you Sad: I know Hiulius, I know

Hiu: This argument with Omer is very upsetting to me, especially since I know how much Omer is related to you. I'm jealous of that. I have no grudge against you. I know it's all my fault. Will you say something? Can you forgive a stubborn old man?

Sad: You know, here's the larynx, there are 9 rings in there, let the word you want to say circle each of these rings, then say Hiu: Right, you're right

Sad: Hiuliusi, you think I don't know how good your heart is. Stop it, I forgot about it already Hiu: You are a good soul Sadri. I am not surprised that Omer respects you so much. Tell me what to do to make peace with my child, Sadri.

Sad: Do you know why it is so between you? You thought about it. Did you try to understand it?

Hiu: The point is, I didn't like his mother, she wasn't one of us. It was a girl from Uskjudar. I wanted him to marry a girl from Denisli. It's been so many years, Sadri. Can't it be forgiven? Couldn't say let's leave it in the past

Sad: Us? Hiu: what are we?

Sad: I want to know if you've changed. Do you regret? You wouldn't separate people from each other anymore, that's what I ask Hiuliusi. You still find it wrong that the older ones should apologize to the younger ones too. Being young doesn't mean being stupid, Hiuliusi. You see that young people change the world

Def: Look, look at the girl. He's running away like the "genie" is scared. Oh, here's the "genie" Omer bey. It means that life plays tricks on you too

Om: Why doesn't it work ?! what happened to it ?! - I'm checking Omer bey, I'll take care of it Def: Oh God, he's gonna blow it all away

Def: Okay, of course, I'll take care of it

Sad: Think about what we talked about, Hiuliusi. Omer is a boy with a pure and beautiful heart. You take the first step, show that you have changed. You will see that Omer will open his heart to you Hiu: Thank you Sadri, I will never be able to repay you

Sad: Now I forgive you, but next time we play Hiu: Don't worry, I'll come

Sin: I pay Nec: no, I'm not betting it .. but brother ... no, this time I ... And how will it be with this war. Sin: War?

Nec: "manita sport" Sin: "manita sport"? Nec: "women's sport" you were talking about Defne, what will you do with it?

Sin: aa, "manita sport" ... okay .... I'll just tell her everything. I'll tell her openly, you know me. I don't like any games. You know that

Nec: I know Sinan. I know you very well. You have a very good heart, open, clean and full of love. You are a good boy. Don't let anyone try to change you. Sin: Thank you brother

Nec: I don't want any of you to change. But life does not treat us equally, life has its own rules. This is my opinion, because I know something about it ... Let's go? ... let's go

Def: What's your name? I have no memory of names, so don't get mad when I ask you about it 40 times. -Djeran

Def: A, Djeran, we'll start by giving you a detailed overview of everything that belongs to your responsibilities in the company, okay? Dże: You said something about breakfast

Def: Ha, .. You'll wait for that, we'll get to that in due time. First, what's in the company, let's get started. As soon as Omer bey enters the office, you have to present him with the plan of the day, write down what I say. because he is very sensitive on this point, it's not over yet.

You have to be the queen of details, strain your brain a lot. Remember what I told you. You should have water on request, do not go to him every now and then and ask about everything, because he will get angry. You will often hear "find time", then you have to change your schedule. He works a lot.

J: You mean he is very demanding Def: Yes, that's what he is J: But he didn't even call me for an interview, he just hired me

Def: It's more complicated, we won't talk about it. You'll be working with Omer Iplikczi himself, and that's the most important thing. What more could you ask for. J: No, I don't want anything more, I ask out of curiosity. Where is he now?

Def: Lately, he has been having a bit of a hard time. He has a bad job because he was left without an assistant, so now, he's more angry than usual.

Def: Yes, sometimes he's like dynamite, but he's not insane. You won't hear anything bad from him. He is also sensitive and gallant, he can also make you feel like a princess. Very unique and valuable, the only assistant - the only man.

Sometimes he gets angry, but later he will look so warmly and let you apologize. He will ask in a nice voice and talk to you. He will bow his head and look at you like a curious puppy ... I'm stupid ... I'm really crazy

J: Excuse me? Def: No, nothing. Just like that, sometimes I do, don't pay attention to it J: If you've already gone through the company, maybe let's go home and have breakfast

Def: Home .. let's go ... there you go so yes Mr Omer, he hates coffee

He hates her, never drinks it, but in the morning, on an empty stomach, he drinks a whole pot of green tea. For breakfast, he likes a lot of flour and very spicy dishes.

J: Yes? And it looks great for such food. Def: Honey, what's that supposed to mean? You sound like you stick your eyes to him. Don't pay attention to it, he doesn't like it. You better focus on what I say. Morning is late getting up ... oh, no not so late .. I get up in the morning, I was wrong

J: morning? Def: In the morning, I said wrong then, write I get up in the morning .... yes, I can't exaggerate

Iso: Can I turn it off now? Yas: Okay, wait a minute, I'll be done in a minute, won't you tell me? Yas: I'm talking about lipstick, I bought a new one, I thought you were more perceptive

Iso: The world of fashion is your sphere, I am a completely different world. We also differ in wallets Yas: Your words are to make me feel guilty. Iso: No dear, I wouldn't dare.

Yas: Stop. I have already apologized to you, what else can I do. Okay, I understand. Now you will stop driving me. You don't know me, it seems that I'm fraying my tongue unnecessarily. And for sure, I won't cry because of it. You hit a rock, I want you to know.

Iso: I hit a rock? Yas: What's that supposed to mean? You want to say "watch out". I'll be careful.

Ner: How comfy these slippers, I like them a lot Bab: please Ner: I'm going to sit here Bab: Defne, bring a sweater Mrs. Neriman Def: I'm going

Bab: a bit chilly Ner: Defne is a nice girl. When I look at her, one thing comes to my mind "perfectly brought up"

Bab: Thank you. Mum left, dad passed away and I guarded them like an eye in my head. Defne is real gold, she helped me a lot. Esr: Oh, aunt came Ner: aunt?

Def: Esra, how do you act, say hello first, go kiss your hand Esr: Be blessed Ner: Aj, how sweet she is

Bab: This is our all-knowing Esra Ner: Defne, I would like to talk to my grandmother in private. You children come inside Def: Children? .. well, let's go donut, we'll make tea

Ner: Mrs. Turkan, I also have a daughter. Now she is far away. Soon she will be back, Defne makes me miss my baby less. When I look at her I think I see my own daughter

Bab: Thank you. Defne is a smart girl. Allah sees that if it weren't for her, I would be dying with a restless soul. She's a little naive, but she doesn't do nonsense. She won't let bad people get close. Her friends are our friends.

Ner: Of course, true truth. Tiurkan, listen. My father-in-law wants to meet her. As soon as Defne started working for us, we immediately liked her. We are friends, we see each other often. That's why I decided to meet her with my father-in-law. Provided you agree, of course, Tiurkan.

Bab: This job, her head turned her head. I believe Defne, let it not be something else. These things are out of the question of Neriman hanim. But if it was a wedding, our door is open. That's all I wanted to say.

Ner: Tiurkan, be calm. Believe me, Defne is like a daughter to me, don't worry about anything, I'll take care of her. Believe me, Father will like it Defne. Bab: Thank you, I'll check with the tea

Kor: I came without notice, are you not busy? Om: Come on in, I'm making an iced coffee, would you like a drink?

Kor: Yes, do for me too. Omer, it didn't work out well today, I feel bad about it, that's why I came here. My life, you were right about the model, I shouldn't have been doing it in secret from you

You know very well that sometimes us artists carry our ego, you know what I'm talking about, because you are an artist yourself, almost like me. Oh, I've been a bit too far. Coming back to the point, I am asking you for forgiveness.

Om: Koray, you know me. The only thing I hate is a lie, I detest it

Kor: My soul, of course I know, how could I not know. But what I had to do, I had no choice. You pinned me to the wall yourself. I showed you a hundred girls and you didn't like them, so I wanted to try Defne ... and look what a miracle came out ...

Om: All right, this time I will give it to you. But never again, don't you dare to do anything without my permission. Never again, do you understand?

Kor: Well loved, I give you my word. From now on, I will keep you informed about my every step. If I try again you can slam me in my armored closet, I'll sit there without air. Aj, Omusz, will you forgive me?

Om: Fine, I forgive Kor: Oh, I needed that, I cooled down Om: Enjoy your meal

Kor: Are we reconciled? Om: Yes Kor: Tell the truth! Om: Reconciled Korayjim, reconciled

Kor: Were you going somewhere? Om: How to say it, I wanted to go ... Kor: Okay, my life. I'm getting drunk and I'm gone

Szu: Good morning J: Good morning Szu: I'm Szukru, chauffeur Omer beya If I'm not mistaken, you're the new assistant J: Yes

Szu: I would give you the Keys from the house, but Defne has not given them back yet, so .. J: What do you have to do with that! I took it myself from Defne. I'm going in, bay-bay..green tea ready, now the pies ... where are the pies? There is nothing here, only vegetables and fruit

Def: Brother Szukru, the new assistant is here? Szu: She came, she's inside, but what are you doing here? something happened? Def: Szukru, I did something wrong The devil tempted me Szu: The devil tempted you? You?

Def: Word that he tempted me. I need to go there quickly, okay? ... Oh mother, I have the same bug as Neriman. I got infected from her! run girl run

J: Honey, what are you doing here? breakfast ready Def: Nothing is ready, stand back, I have to change it a little.. go away, faster

J: You're not Omer bey's assistant anymore. Why do you interfere with my activities. Look, the tea is ready. Everything is ready! there aren't just pies, I'll go buy them soon

Def: Green tea you say I'll go buy you say! Girl, Omer bey restaurants can be counted on your fingers. Go take a little walk. I'll explain everything to you later. Now go, move, move. Green tea, pour out, now - now

Om: What's up, Szukru? Szu: Thank you Omer bey, the new assistant is here. Om: Yes. As it happened

Szu: And you, you got used to Defne.

Om: Yes, I got used to it. I am used to seeing her when I enter the house. I couldn't help watching him run around the kitchen. And it's her sweet chatter, her incomprehensible, sweet trifles. And then suddenly it leaves.

Szu: She did that? Om: That's right, she did, I don't think she knows what she's doing. And finally you don't know whether to get angry with her or laugh

Szu: With permission, it's hard to find a girl like Defne, Omer bey. Defne, she's a very good girl, special. Om: Okay, I'll go

Def: Good morning Omer bey Om: Good morning, I didn't expect to see you here

Def: I thought I told my new assistant everything, but I forgot something. This is why I am here

J: Omer bey, I made your green tea, but Defne came and she made the coffee! and everything was ready! Om: Green tea ... what else

J: There were still pancakes. Because you like flour and very spicy foods and that's why ... Om: Oh yeah, I'm a pie eater, such a mildew of me

Def: Omer bey, don't embarrass me. Immediately powdery mildew J: What's going on? I do not understand.

Om: Okay, I'm going to change, I'll be right back Def: The egg will be ready in 4 minutes that's all, I'm running J: Okay, go now, I'll take care of everything

Yas: Good morning Iso: Good morning Yas: It's stuffy and hot today, the weather is not changing I wish it was another spring Iso: Yes indeed

Yas: And a lot of work. I thought that after the presentation I would rest a bit, but I have more work. Of course, that's good. Iso: Would you like to rest, Yasemin hanim?

Yas: It was for me? What's the matter ?! I only spoke to you out of politeness, but I don't have to.

Def: Good morning Sinan bey, I was just about to go to see you.

Sin: A joke. Defne I'm leaving. I'm going to my mom's for a few days. I have to recover. Def: I'll keep you informed about everything. If you don't want to, I won't mention the job.

Sin: Call me, call me, it will be nice to hear your voice. I talked to Omer, I put all the work on him. I'm leaving Def: Should I see you off? .... right, you are not a guest, it would be stupid

Sin: I'm going well. God, how sweet she is. I'm going to go crazy, go crazy

Yas: Daria! ... How's our little fish doing? Dar: Defne? Yas: Little Goldfish .. Gift: Talked to Sinan Bey. Sinan bey went away for a few days

Yas: Sinan has left ... i.e. that she won't have a guardian angel. Now we'll give Defne a ticket for the trip. Everything turned out well, Daria. Ready? Gift: sure ready, what are we doing?

Yas: I gave Defne a difficult task. My head is to make her fail Dar: You'll keep telling her, what then?

Yas: Calling her a cold cow would be useless. He quickly loses his temper, I just have to provoke her, and then she will make an unforgivable mistake. Dar: I'm already excited Yas: And later, he'll hear goodbye, everyone will see that Omer appreciates me, not Defne's personality

Dar: That's what you think. Yas: Wait and see it

Def: I should have gone to him sooner. Bad luck that he saw me Compromise Om: In 15 min. Come see me, we'll review the plan for today

J: I know, I know Defne said about it Om: what did she say about it J: I don't understand Om: All right, I'm going to myself, and you go to yourself

Cheese: Grandma, grandma ... you are Bab: What are you shouting, here I am Cheese: Grandma, let's go match me with Nihan, let's go! Bab: Now

Cheese: Yes, tonight. We go Bab: How is it so? What are you in such a hurry with! Allah, evening Ser: No, I'm just saying that, I don't want to delay it

Bab: You were supposed to take care of your business, what happened? Cheese: Business will wait, everything's under control, let's go, you will match me up

Bab: Take it easy, son, take it easy. Go drink some cold water. Cheese: What else, grandma. I tell you, let's go and fix it Bab: Nothing. If we go right now, mom Endam will want to get her hands on everything

Cheese: What am I supposed to do now? Bab: Dance a little, we'll have a laugh

Cheese: Very funny, grandma. Since we're not going to match me so soon, I'm going to Nihan. Yes, I'm going to see her Bab: Well, he's gone. This boy is crazy

Def: I'm listening J: I'm sorry to bother you. I can't handle it Def: What you don't understand

J: You introduced everything in your own way here, I can't get my head on it. I don't understand anything at all Def: Wait, I'll check it in a moment J: It would be good Def: let's see

Yas: Defne, I'm looking for you everywhere! Was what I told you to do so difficult! Def: I don't understand Yas: New, get out of here J: Is that for me?

Def: Yes, honey. She doesn't bother remembering names. Leave us for a moment Yas: You made some pulp out of this report Def: Where?

Yas: He's all one big pulp, from start to finish. I don't understand how Omer has been able to work with you so far. I'm surprised by him. Def: If you please let us come back to the topic. Tell specifically what the problem is

Yas: The problem is in you. Like You Def: Like Me. And what are these like me

Yas: Usually, they are domestic hens, but it happens that they end up in such a company. The simplest of commands cannot be followed. Def: I am supposed to understand that you are better

Yas: When your mother taught you how to cook dinners, I conquered this business. You should be at home with your mum, little one. Or maybe mum didn't teach you to cook either? And the father? , he did not teach you anything, in such emptiness you survived until those years

Def: Shut up Yas: Sorry, they didn't take care of you and here are the results

Def: Wait, I'll show you in a moment, I'll teach you in a moment. I'll kill you, you know, I'll hit you Yas: Aj, Omer is a maniac

Def: I'll kill you. Everything you said, I'll stick it down your throat! Om: Defne, calm down ... get out of here! Def: I said stop! I'll kill you! Stop!

Om: Defne stop, ... Enough Def: Why enough !, I won't stop. Let go of me, leave me, Omer let go!

Om: I won't let you go until you calm down Def: Why should I calm down! why. I'm not gonna be calm. Come here !!

Om: Defne, okay Defne. Let's sit down, you will calm down ... Defne .. stop .. stop ... Defne, okay? Def: Alright? According to you, I look like it's okay

Om: What did she say that made you so nervous? Def: Omer bey, please leave me alone, please don't ask me anything, I want to be alone

Om: There is no speech, tell me. What did she tell you Def: Omer bey ... Om: Defne ... listening please

Def: Nonsense. That my parents raised me badly, they didn't educate me. They took care of me badly ... It's because they left ... and

Om: All right, come on, come on .... Are you better a little? .. Have you calmed down?

Def: Please forgive me. You have witnessed something you shouldn't. In general, I'm not angry. She hit my sweet spot. Om: Okay. "They called her a kitten and a panther came out of her."

Def: A crying panther. I probably surprised you too. Looking from the side, you can see Defne carefree, calm, no problems. But internally ...

Om: We all have wounds. You're not the only one, don't worry

Def: I was little. Dad's departure, I remember it through a fog. A mother .. We were three of us with tears in our eyes. She abandoned us. I tried very hard, but I can't understand it. I failed, when I was a kid I didn't understand anything, now that I have grown up ...

I read somewhere that each of us has a role to play. Each of us is somebody's child, if no one loves you, you must love you necessarily. When my mother passed away, I thought that she is not a decent person. It is because of her that I, my brother and top are nobody's children.

Om: Being nobody's child ... that's not true Defne. You're an adult now, some wounds heal and some hurt us all the time ... Life

Def: Omer bey, thank you very much, you listened to me, calmed me down like a balm for the soul. You let me forget for a moment that I am alone

Om: You are not alone, I am

Def: Shall we go inside? Om: Let's go

Nec: Hello girls, hello. I wish you all love. Hello my dear, you look beautiful today Ved: Good morning, Necme bey. I was looking for Mr. Nec: What is it?

Ved: I want to ask about the girls Nec: what happened? Ved: Daria, since this morning I told her 9 times "hello" and 12 times "what's up", 18 times "look at me". Not once did she look and answer

Nec: A hard case for the Vedas: yes. Nec: It will be difficult. Don't worry, I have a plan that will melt every heart in this company Ved: How is that? what?

Nec: Vedat, this company needs motivation. That's why I called a friend who owns a hotel. We're going on a vacation. Motivating this company. Motivation Ved: Great, great idea. Me, I'll play guitar there. Mr. wonderful, Necme bey. If I take a guitar in my hand ... great

Nec: You don't have to do this. It will do without it Ved: Maybe I'll sing a song to her Nec: The song won't help you either. I'll take care of the music, okay? Ved: Good

Nec: Great, you take care of notifying everyone, write like this "We're going to rest, an evening of motivation", okay? Ved: Already texting Nec: Send Ved: I'll take care of everything

Yas: Stupid! She threw herself at me right away, I was even terrified for a moment, if Omer hadn't stepped in .. Dar: It means that the Defne case, settled

Yas: I got rid of the ballast, in business such things happen, I also went through it. If Omer asks, I will say that she did not obey my order. And that's all Dar: The company organizes a trip

Yas: Great, let's go ... what a hot girl, she doesn't know anything ... I hope ...

Om: Yasemin, you will take your things immediately. Your job at this company is over today. That's it. Your attitude towards people disqualifies you from being an employee of this company. Go to accounting, get your salary

Yas: But .. Om: Thank you very much for all that you have done for the company. You will get a generous payment for the preparation of the collection, don't worry. Now I ask you to leave this place immediately.

Nec: Omer, Omer. Departure Om: What is it, what departure Ved: It will be great Omer bey

Nec: I'm the organizer, I have a friend, we're going to see him. Motivation Om: Okay, uncle, we'll do that.

Ved: To all. Motivation Def: Incentive trip? What's this?

Iso: Mrs. Yasemin, what happened? something wrong Yas: Take me home Iso: Won't you say anything?

Yas: They fired. They fired me, you can imagine it. Me, me. I'll go crazy, I'll go crazy. How could he, do this to me. How could Iso: Come out, come out

Yas: Why are we here? Iso: Here we go, now shout, shout, shout. Let it all out. No one will hear you here. I did it a lot, it helps a lot

Yas: Cursed, everyone cursed, you can't fire me! Understand! You can't fire me. I hate you all, this company and its employees, all of you. I didn't deserve it, you owe me a lot. I worked the most of all, and now because of nothing like that, I lost my job. I didn't deserve, I didn't deserve, you can't do this to me

Iso: Okay, it's okay

Yas: Stop. It's a big mistake, you can't. Take me home. No, I'll go myself. I don't have a driving license. Iso: It's no problem, I'll take you home

Nec: Hi Omer, how are you son? Are you alone again? Omer, Omer is the case, it's important Om: What's going on? what happened again

Nec: Aunt Neriman will be here soon. Tell me we're sitting here all the time talking, okay? When Neriman comes, you'll tell her that, okay? Remember we were together all the time. You were sitting here, I was hanging around, but now I'm sitting here, you understand?

Om: I'll make coffee, drink it? Nec: Yes, just pour a half for me, we've been sitting here for a while and I've had half a drink to make it look more real Om: Okay, uncle, go to the garden, I'll make coffee and I'll come

Nec: I'll be fine, and you remember that I've been sitting here for seven hours talking all the time, okay? Remember, I'm here for seven hours talking. Om: Uncle good

Nec: What are we talking about? what will we say? this we must deal with. Let us not get caught on it. Om: Uncle, come on, when we come to improvise

Nec: Improvisation, yes yes. Remember pour me half, half will be credible. Yes improvisation. Half of the coffee, me in the garden, we will improvise

Ner: Hello Omer Nec: Neriman, my life, you have been going for a long time. Come, my miracle, sit down. We are sitting here with Omer, Omer why did you take my coffee Om: That one got cold, I made a new Nec; Thank you

Ner: Lovely, lovely. Omer sun, my baby, how is my bird? Om: All right aunt, okay. Would you like something to drink? I'll bring it in soon

Ner: Oh no, I don't want anything. From the morning I only drink and drink and drink. I'm full like a water bottle Nec: Omer, look how beautiful aunt is, I'm lucky. I hit a bull between the eyes. She's a woman who chirps even at night. Did we tell you how we met?

Ner: For God's sake, Necme stop Om: No, I don't know anything about it at all, I only know the end of the story

Nec: Listen. It was the first look, that split second when the eyes meet. Great blink. I was 22 then, and even then I was such a hot boy. Every night, I tell you Istanbul was on fire, me and my bike. Listen, you could feel only the smell of exhaust fumes, all Istanbul felt it

Ner: Of course, he did not sin with work then either

Nec: What job, what am I stupid? waste of energy for work. I left all my energy for the nightlife. I had a friend, one time he says, Necme I will meet you with a nice girl, I say meet you. He took care of everything. I come to the restaurant, what a beauty. The most beautiful girl in the world is sitting at the table.

I immediately approached her and said, hello baby, I am Necme Iplikczi. She got mad at me and started screaming, Who are you, what do you imagine, get out of here. I was surprised, I sat down at another table. Then her beloved came, instead of talking they started arguing. Then auntie started to cry and left. I thought to myself, Necme is your only chance, follow the girl. Continue talking

Ner: Dear, he immediately came up to me, calmed me down and drove me home. And then he did not step back Nec: And why should I step back. And so we have been together for 30 years, I'm the happiest man in the world. When she looks at me , my heart is soft like wax

Om: Beautiful story Nec: I'm going for a coffee, anyone wants? .. no ..

Ner: Don't laugh, don't laugh. Sometimes life unexpectedly gives you one chance in a million on a tray. You have to suck as much as you want. Om: Suck?

Ner: Dear, if you want to fuck what you want the most. Don't look back at anything or anyone. And it's worth taking action. Literally Om: Right, you have to act.

Nih; Who are you waiting for? Cheese: I closed early for you, what else do you want? Nih: so you say Ser: yes

Def: what are you doing dear beetles? maybe you will be interested in me Nih: come on Cheese: I'll bring you more seeds, I'll be right back

Def: girl are you happy? Nih: still like Def: I haven't seen you so happy for a long time, you can take a picture of you Nih: do

Def: yes, smile..Memory is full, something needs to be removed Nih; stop, don't delete anything. Def: These are photos with my brother, I took them as soon as we arrived, I can remove these

Nih: Don't delete what you want to delete memories for. You can't delete pictures of my beloved Def: what should I do? Nih: Let me show you right now, here you have photo storage options, we'll put them all there

Def: Nihan aleś You wise Nih And what were you thinking Def: This? uploaded. Wait now I'll do

Nih: take it. This is supposed to be a picture that I will show the children when I used to sit here and bite the seeds Def: Okay, don't worry, ready, smile. It's beautiful, look. Now for 40 years you will be able to see it and show it to the children

Nih: It turned out great Cheese: Pestki came, come on, are there any news?

Def: At work, they organize an incentive trip, I tell you to know ... i.e. you are a brother you must know Che: Go, of course you go. If it's a business trip, you have to go. Just because I am a brother does not mean that I will forbid you. working man

Nih: It means that I could go too? Cheese: Women need a little freedom. Who are we, to forbid. We don't have to ask anyone. Def: Nihan, you made a man out of this wood.

Nih: Love changes Def: You're getting away from your senses Iso; love gives you wings

Def: Iso Ser: hello brother Nih; hello Iso: pits bite Cheese: sure

Iso: Serdar Ser: tell brother Iso: the cafe is Your Cheese: mine? Iso: take her Cheese: brother

Bab: I'm listening. Om: Good evening, please forgive me for bothering you, Omer Iplikci, I'm Defne's work colleague, can I see her? Bab: listening?

Om: I'm Omer Iplikczi, a colleague of Defne, from work, could I see her? Bab: My God, what did they feed you with, that you grew up like this. Are you real?

Om: The lady is definitely Tiurkan hanim. Defne talked about you, it's very nice to meet you Bab: Me too .. Defne is not at home, she is with friends, back there

Om: I understand. Please forgive me once again for disturbing. Good night, thank you Bab: Good night

Esr: Who is Grandma Bab: Friend Defne, come in the house

Cheese: Iso you are great, debt is debt. I will pay you as soon as possible Iso: Okay brother, do not experience it. I know that you will pay to whom I would sell if not to you

Nih: I will also help, we will renew, we will make new decorations Def: How good, happy people

Iso: Don't worry, it's time for you too, wait a bit

Om: Defne Def: no, that's impossible, I'm crazy ... Omer bey

Om: Good evening, I interrupted your meeting but ... can we talk? Def: Yes, yes of course we can

Nih: Oh Most High, don't let me go crazy

Om: Defne..I understand you ... I think I understand you Def: What?

Om: You know, we didn't understand each other for a long time. But now, I've understood everything. Def: You got it.

Om: I came here so that you would understand me. I want to talk openly about everything

Def: Omer bey, I'm not myself .... my mind is blank, it's all so incredible ...

Om: How a miracle Def: Do you believe in miracles?

Om: I want to believe .... And you?

Def: I ... I don't know. I'm afraid that if I take one more step ... I will fall into the abyss

Om: And if you're not alone? ... And if we fall together?

Def: I'm scared

Om: Don't be afraid ... I just believed