House of Ho (2020–2022): Season 1, Episode 5 - Duck, Duck Ho - full transcript

Outspoken youngest child Reagan Ho makes a rare appearance on a boys-only hunting trip; Lesley outs a shocking and shameful family secret.

[music]

SINGER:

♪ Can't nobody hold me down ♪

♪ I'm steady walking

like I got three commas ♪

♪ In my bank account,

living loud ♪

♪ So get your cameras out ♪

♪ I probably do the same thing

if I was you ♪

♪ Looking at me now, now ♪



♪ Hmm, put up your lights ♪

♪ And keep them flashin' ♪

♪ Don't ever put them down,

down, down ♪

♪ Look at me now ♪

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SINGER: ♪ Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

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LESLEY HO: This is nice.

Yeah.

Honey, what do you think?

- LESLEY: It's beautiful.

- WASHINGTON HO: Yeah.

- LESLEY: It's good.

- WASHINGTON: Oh.

LESLEY:

I could tell Dad ordered.

I ordered, but it was his Amex.

- [laughter]

- BINH HO: Lady first.

LESLEY: Just little piece.

A small one.

I'm not gonna give you

a big piece,

you think I want a fat wife?

Shut up.

TINA: Wash, you know, which...

what are you gonna bet?

I always gonna bet

on the long shot.

I'm gonna show Sammy

how to make some money,

we're gonna down to the paddock.

What's a paddock?

You could see the horses

in the stables

and kind of get a good feel

for the way they look,

the way they act.

It's the same way

I found you, babe.

I didn't come from a paddock.

Sometimes Washington

is just too much.

Give me...give me your hat,

I think your hat is good luck.

Maybe I'd bring some luck.

WASHINGTON: Man,

this has good luck.

Whoo, whoo.

Whoo, now you look Kentucky

right there.

Here we go.

Let me take a selfie.

I don't see a polka dot,

put a polka dot in there,

on top of that.

There you go.

There you go, you look good,

good look, there you go.

- Man.

- We make some money.

- Here's Don Perigon.

- Hey, cheers everybody!

- WASHINGTON: Cheers.

- Cheers.

The Ho are gonna be

in the paddock for 10 minutes.

We're gonna bet some money,

and then win big win today.

Can I bring my glass?

WASHINGTON: Of course,

you're a Ho.

Do whatever you wanna do.

[music]

We got a bunch of, uh,

three-old fillies in this today.

Which one will win today?

I wanna make some money.

I like the...I like the 10 horse,

not the favorite that

we're talking about with before,

if you ask me, 75 you're not...

it's not big odds,

you know,

a little more than one to one.

That's where my money is going.

- All right.

- MAN: Good luck today, guys.

I'll make money,

I'll remember you. All right?

Number 10, all right,

let's take it.

I like it everywhere

there's gambling.

It must be Ho thing.

It's in your blood.

- I know.

- It's a Ho blood.

But mine is not as strong

as yours.

I know...yeah, you're not like,

wanna show it

but deep down inside

you wanna be.

JUDY HO: Reminds me of someone

I know.

Yeah. Washington.

How are you and Wash?

We kind of gotten

to a little argument.

I think you guys know like

that Wash has tried on and off

to stop drinking.

When he drinks alcohol

it turns him into somebody

that I don't recognize,

and sometimes

it just gets out of hand.

Admitting that you have

an alcohol problem

in our Asian culture is a taboo,

but I'm afraid

if I don't ask for help

it's just gonna ruin

our marriage.

It's gonna ruin

the family business.

I think it could just break him.

Washington and I

haven't really...

we didn't really tell anybody,

you know,

because we thought

we could keep it

between the two of us, you know,

but it's very clear that we need

the family to get behind him

also and know

what's kind of going on.

- Right.

- Because, you know,

Judy's lived with us

and she's seen...

the way he was.

And he's been dealing with this

- for at least 20 years.

- LESLEY: Yeah.

At least 20 years he's drinking.

Yeah.

There's a fine line between

drinking to enjoy yourself

and taking it too far.

And sometimes those lines

were blurred for Washington,

a lot of times.

But my parents overlooked it.

I'm proud of Lesley.

It's not easy bringing up

these issues

in front of our family.

It took me a long time

to just accept it, you know,

alcohol is a weakness for him.

You know, it's okay.

You know, you don't see

Washington 10 years ago,

this is a lot, lot change,

big change.

He's good.

You're not in my shoes

and you haven't seen him

at his worst.

Well, he's a little young,

he's still a little playful.

He's still playful.

Lesley, we got to be

a little Ho

to deal with that Ho

because you have the biggest Ho

of my Ho family,

you got to be like us

a little bit,

a little bit attitude,

a little bit bullshit,

so you can hang on to him,

otherwise you're gonna lose him.

It took me a long time

to accept it.

You know, he's an alcoholic.

It's something

that I can't control.

Do it...I know you're working,

right?

And you have the nanny

to cook in the afternoon

but to me Washington

doesn't want to eat her food.

You know that, right?

When she cooks you should try

to help her a little bit.

make him happy,

he'll come home, you know?

[indistinct chatter]

JUDY: My mom's always believed

that if the woman

takes good enough care

of her home and her husband

then he has no need

to have vices.

So Lesley is to blame

in my mom's eyes.

She won't hold

Washington accountable,

it's always been that way.

I need you guys

to not make excuses for him

and not say, "Oh, it's okay."

You know, so as a family

I just think it's important

that we all support him

and keep him accountable,

and that's something

that I can't do by myself.

[music]

Come on, baby.

Come on, baby, that's it.

Come on, baby, that's it.

Oh, my God, go, go.

[music]

Oh, my God.

Oh. The horse said,

"Nope, not today."

BINH: At least he got second.

I don't like

to be second place, Dad.

[Binh laughs]

[music]

JUDY: Thanks for helping me

put the girls' clothes up.

- Of course.

- We have so much clothes

it's gonna take forever

to get the closet ready.

I know.

And look,

maybe we can pass it on to...

- Lincoln.

- ...Lincoln.

Yup.

This has a stain on it,

you still wanna keep it or no?

No. Throw it away.

We should do a girls' night,

- me and you.

- I don't know.

What do you mean you don't know?

I'm so tired, Judy.

I know you're tired

but you need to, like,

let off some steam

and, like, live it up.

You're always like stressed out,

so anxious,

I could feel it

coming out of your pores.

- Is it contagious?

- No.

I have enough

to guard against that.

You don't wanna do girls' night?

- The boys are hunting.

- Yeah.

for us to go.

So that's the perfect time

- And I'm not working.

- We can go out.

I don't know.

I have to...

Fun Lesley would come back out.

Fun Lesley, Mrs. Fun Judy.

Oh, Fun Judy is always here.

We can go somewhere

at River Oaks District

and Le Colonial,

our usual spots.

- I know but...

- What else would you do?

- Embrace some duties?

- That does sound fun

but I have to call Wash though

and let him know.

How about we not talk

about Washington that night?

What do you look

so nervous about it?

I'm nervous going out with you.

Why? You're gonna have

a good time, I promise.

It's like to babysit another Ho.

Oh, did you babysit me?

Because you threw up

in the side of my house.

Oh, I threw up,

- that's right, I forgot.

- Yes. Yes.

I don't remember much

from that night.

[music]

WASHINGTON: You came

from Vietnam, you, your mom.

- BINH: Uh-hmm.

- You lived in one bedroom?

I don't know how y'all did that

without killing each other.

I don't wanna think it back,

man.

Too many struggles.

Did Mom believe you would be

rich one day in America?

No.

Sometimes your wife

don't trust you,

don't believe in you,

but that doesn't mean

you give up.

Uh-hmm.

You think that's right what

you're do,

do it.

When I was growing up I saw

how supportive Mom was for you.

Like I saw how she handled

the little things

so you could do the big stuff.

And I'm trying to make

my wife like that.

OK.

- You finished?

- Yeah.

Let me talk.

You born and raised in the

United Stated.

- Okay.

- But in your mind...

you're still a Vietnamese boy.

In 1975 my wife left Vietnam

in the boat

and your wife's born and raised

in the United States.

She got a high degree

in college.

Her knowledge is different.

My wife, she had no choice.

But your wife had a choice.

So you cannot compare.

She's working now,

she's doing good.

You need to go different

kind of level.

Build a trust in your wife.

Equal eye with you

like your partner,

I guarantee you she will

respect you.

Yeah. I wish Reagan

was here on time

so he could hear all

these lessons.

Reagan's my younger brother,

he's totally different from me.

Reagan is a straight shooter.

He doesn't really care

what anybody else thinks,

especially our parents.

When Reagan rolls in

there's going to be an argument.

There's going to be a debate.

It just brings...

a different kind of energy

in a way.

Did he text you?

He said he'll pick us up.

All right. That's fine.

Tomorrow in the morning

for hunting.

- Huh?

- Yeah.

Oh, that Reagan is Reagan.

Yeah.

[music]

SINGER: ♪ Hey, ho, ready to go ♪

♪ In my white tuxedo ♪

So what do you think the dress?

- Oh, I like it.

- You do?

- You know why I like it?

- Why?

Because it's so not your usual.

I know.

- I took what you said to heart.

- Uh-hmm.

And look how fabulous you look.

Oh, my gosh, I'm so excited.

SINGER:

♪ Gonna take you out tonight ♪

♪ Let me show you naughty

is nice with a hey, ho ♪

♪ Ready to go

in my white tuxedo ♪

♪ Gonna walk

like stars tonight ♪

♪ Stepping out

on Hollywood and vine ♪

♪ With a hey, ho

I'm ready to go ♪

♪ In my white tuxedo ♪

Hey, ladies.

- Oh, hey, hey guys.

- Good to see you guys.

Oh, how are you?

Hi, long time no see.

- Oh, you look great.

- They started without us.

CHRISTINE: Yeah. My bad.

Let's go get a drink. Okay.

Catch up. What do you guys want?

- I'm doing vodka tonight.

- Champagne.

Something like girly and flirty.

ANGELA:

Any cocktails to start off?

Can I get something that

has tequila in it in but fruity?

- Got it.

- I'll have a glass

of champagne.

- Thank you.

- Can you also send

four tequila shots

with orange slices?

Oh, wow.

CHRISTINE: Everybody looks nice.

- Party's getting started.

- Yeah.

No husbands, no kids.

LESLEY: You know,

I don't go out that much,

so I'm so ready

for girls' night out,

I definitely deserve this.

- Okay. Cheers.

- Cheers.

- Cheers.

- Cheers, guys.

- Oh.

- Okay. No.

Okay.

You need to drink

more than that.

I'm not like my brother,

I ain't giving it in paper...

You're so like your brother.

I've seen the Ho in Judy.

ANGELA: You are nothing

like your brother.

Thank you. That is the best

compliment I've ever heard.

You haven't seen her out,

you haven't seen her out.

I've known him

since elementary school.

When people say like,

"I didn't know Washington

"had a sister,

you're nothing like him,"

I'm like, "Thank you."

I remember his first car

was like a Porsche.

I guess

he got really drunk and...

- JUDY: Got the car wreck?

- And...yeah.

And it's car wreck but like

in his boxers or something.

Let's get you out of jail

dressed like that.

- Yes.

- Well, that's enough

husband talks,

Nate doesn't count.

- CHRISTINE: Oh.

- He's not a husband yet.

We're gonna bring him around.

- I haven't decided yet.

- ANGELA: Take your time.

- Do your parents know him?

- No...they know,

I mean I brought it up to them,

but they're not even like

over the fact that I'm divorced.

- Okay.

- Yeah. I know.

JUDY:

They're old-school catholic.

- This is like frowned upon.

- It's that cultural shift

from our parents' generation

to ours.

I feel like we kind of have

to push in that direction,

- you know what I mean?

- ANGELA: A little bit.

Yeah.

Or just sleep in separate rooms

for the rest of your life

and stay married.

- That's insane.

- ANGELA: They're generation,

- there wasn't a divorce.

- CHRISTINE: Do it for the kids.

- For the kids.

The Judy at 22 would have never

envisioned my life would be here

but now at 39

I'm not afraid of it anymore.

I have a lot more confidence

in myself.

I have a lot more faith

that things are gonna work out

the way that I envisioned

and not necessarily

having everyone around me

pushing me

in a certain direction.

I told my parents

I would hate for them to think

this is how a marriage operates

and when I grow up, you know,

this is what I have

to look forward to,

- you know what I mean?

- Exactly

because you also set

the example for what

they are willing to take...

- JUDY: Yes.

- ...in their relationships

- as they get older, right?

- It sets their expectations

for marriage

for them growing up.

- Right.

- Do what makes you happy

and what would...but what would

flex for your kids.

I 100% agree with that.

She said there was love

the other day.

Like love, you know,

right, that's a big word.

- That's a big word.

- I know.

I feel like I'm in junior high.

What is this? What is this?

I've already named him.

- CHRISTINE: What?

- Nudy.

[laughter]

- What?

- Team Nudy.

Like Jennifer, you know,

how they combine the names,

- Nudy, I'm like oh my gosh.

- I've seen Nudy, too,

- cheers to that.

- To Nudy.

CHRISTINE: To Nudy.

[music]

REAGAN HO: Wash, when's

the last time you duck hunting?

- I can't remember.

- With you,

like ten years ago,

or five years ago.

Has it been that long for you?

I never go with anybody else

but you.

Yeah, last time we hunt in

Corpus Christi.

- Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

- Remember?

- That was like three years ago.

- Yeah.

The reason I'm doing this

because Mom

gave me the supermom guilt trip.

- WASHINGTON: What?

- For days on end.

She said

you're doing this for me.

My God, no.

Don't fuck with me, Reagan.

[Reagan laughs]

I'm your fuckin older brother.

Do you remember

the Asian culture?

This ain't Asia. [laughs]

Reagan doesn't like to show up

to family gatherings

and we...there's nothing

we can do about it, you know,

it's become to a point where

we feel like we pressure

him too much, too much,

just keep going further away.

Hello? What the fuck

are you wearing

the alligator boots?

Look at these gators, all right?

These boots

are only ten grand, man.

This fucker's wearing

gator boots in the mud.

All right. Here we go.

[music]

WASHINGTON: Coming in 6:00.

[gunshots]

- REAGAN: Did you get it?

- I don't think so.

WASHINGTON: I don't think so,

either. [laughs]

- There's some ducks that way.

- Where?

- Over here.

So the other day, Reagan,

I found out the other guy

that Judy's dating,

somebody that, uh,

you might remember, Mason.

- Uh-huh.

- And you know, I wanted to give

Judy permission to date him.

Nobody needs your damn

permission to do anything.

What if she was dating

a shitty guy

that you didn't like,

you don't care?

Caring is one thing,

it doesn't mean

they need your permission.

What do you think, Dad?

Just one request, and I think

it's fair and reasonable.

What request?

Um, I request

I wanna meet the guy

and see, uh, how he is.

Is she gonna set that up?

What's the rush?

Dad doesn't have time

to waste anymore,

and neither does Judy.

Whenever they're ready

to meet with Dad, they can.

If they're not ready,

then they won't.

- Reagan?

- What?

Why are you such an asshole?

I hope someday I would take, uh,

- my grandkid go to hunting.

- Yeah.

I want the baby go with me, too.

So I pray something

happens soon so I can get...

I can live long enough

for your son

maybe go with me, okay?

I have nothing

against marriage at all,

I'm just...just gotta find

the right person.

And I hope you

get lucky pretty soon.

You know why you haven't met

the right girl?

Tell me.

No, I just want to see

what you...

I want you to tell me...

I know you're gonna say

something.

[chuckles] What do you mean?

I don't know.

Sounds like just...

Maybe I think, though,

you got different standard.

WASHINGTON: Reagan's very...

I think Reagan's too picky,

is what it is.

- Understandable.

- The fuck is this?

I thought we're duck hunting.

It's like a intervention

or some shit?

It's all a fuckin plan

to get me out here

and tell me to get married?

You have some brides,

like, hidden behind there?

- [Washington laughs]

- Behind bush number three,

please come out.

Today, we have a good time,

we talk about that.

REAGAN: There's three of them.

Get ready.

Get them, guys.

Get them, get them.

[gunshots]

- WASHINGTON: Did you hit it?

- REAGAN: I think so.

Just because we like doing it,

doesn't mean we're good at it.

- We all suck.

- [Binh laughs]

[music]

- Hey.

- [Sue Ho speaking Vietnamese]

LESLEY: Uh-huh. Bring this to -

Oh.

- So you're dating, Judy?

- JUDY: Yes.

TINA: I will try to ask

Lesley the other time,

do I get anything out of her?

No.

You didn't ask me.

- I tried to.

- No, you did not.

You barged into my house

and you put my head in a sink.

- And you tortured me.

- Right.

[screams]

Hey, you got to be gentle.

- Come on.

- I don't know,

I'm telling you the truth.

I'm just...

- You are her sister-in-law.

- Don't burn me.

- Oh, geez.

- I keep telling you that.

You don't know shit.

Of course...I told you that.

Why does everybody care so much?

Don't they have their

own lives to worry about?

Your thing

is the only one that's

exciting our day, you know.

You guys really are bored.

Well, do you know

anything about it?

- I have.

- How do you feel about it?

Uh, too early to suggest,

so no, I don't know.

Oh, I didn't realize I need

to do yes or no, but okay.

Well, you can tell us now.

What's up? How's the guy?

- He from Houston, too?

- From Houston.

- Is he cute?

- [Judy chuckles]

- Uh, yeah.

- Okay. One.

- Number two?

- He's a doctor.

Ooh, wow, that was the man.

What do he do?

- LESLEY: That's your cute?

- Yeah.

- [Lesley laughs]

- No. What do he do?

I just want to make sure,

when I...it is one thing,

but he have good career,

that's another thing...

- I know.

- ...that's a plus.

- That makes him cuter, right?

- Yeah, that's plus.

- When do we gonna get to meet?

- We're not ready.

You are ready,

she will not be ready.

JUDY: You know,

when a relationship is the best?

When it's just

between two people.

- Uh-hmm.

- Oh.

Because once other people

start trying to get into it,

it gets real annoying.

So I'm gonna keep it

that way as long as I can.

Uh-hmm.

When is that? Next week?

Girl, I told you,

when I'm ready.

SINGER: ♪ When the night's

getting lonely ♪

♪ Put your hand up and call me ♪

♪ Because you know that

you're fire, you're fire ♪

JUDY: Can you smell that, babe?

- [laughs]

- NATE: What?

- The shoes?

- The shoes.

- I can smell the shoes.

- I like these.

- That's cute.

- It matches my bag.

- What do you think?

- I know. I think it's great.

That's your cute,

to ask a salesperson what size.

Yeah? It sounds expensive.

- Oh, oh.

- It is expensive.

I don't buy shoes

that have commas, babe.

Never get a laugh

in this family...

- Really? Okay.

- ...without attitude.

I just pretend they have commas.

Yeah. You probably want me

those gold boots, I bet.

And just that? Yeah. That's it.

- Damn it.

- So are you sure you can't

have dinner

with me tonight, babe?

I can't.

When my brothers

and my dad go hunting,

it's like a command performance.

We have to get my mom afterward

to see what they caught.

Oh, really?

It is a whole production.

Yeah. It is a whole production.

Especially because Reagan's

with them today.

- Oh, Reagan's gonna be there?

- Yeah.

- Like, it's pretty rare...

- Oh, okay.

...for him to come around

for family dinner.

Does he make it more fun?

- When he's around?

- When Reagan's here? Yeah.

He's not afraid to speak up

to my parents.

- Yeah?

- Yeah. I mean,

I feel like

I'm just getting there

- at my age, but Reagan's...

- Right.

...been that way since day one.

He doesn't seek any type

of approval from my parents,

and I think

that's why my parents

- are annoyed by him.

- Right.

Because he's the only one

that doesn't go out

of his way to do that.

I just need to be a little bit

more like Reagan sometimes.

[music]

LESLEY: It looks good.

SUE: Go, sit here.

Come on, let's go.

LESLEY: Oh, it smells so good.

- WASHINGTON: Is the food ready?

- LESLEY: Yeah.

Let's eat.

I'm hungry.

LESLEY: So how's hunting, honey?

- REAGAN: Thank you, Ma.

- Thank you, Ma.

- Thank you.

- Thank you very much.

Have a seat.

- Yeah, honey. It was fun.

- Okay.

- LESLEY: Yeah?

- You know, we got to spend time

with Dad and Reagan,

we haven't done that in a while.

We saw a few ducks

here and there.

You saw or you shot

a few ducks here and there?

[Washington laughs] Um,

- it's really good.

- BINH: Yeah.

We're gonna bring home

a raw duck, right?

Okay.

[speaking Vietnamese]

What if Mom asks us,

"How many ducks did you shoot?"

- Just keep mouth...

- Yeah.

...hey, we got some duck,

that's it.

We're coming home with duck,

whether it's game duck

or a farm-raised duck.

It's the Ho truth,

not the whole truth.

TINA: How do you hunt it?

There's no hole,

no bullet, or anything?

Hey, we live with it, y'all.

Okay. We'll talk later,

I'm hungry.

- Cheers.

- Thank you

for being here with us.

No problem.

Reagan give me that look,

"Okay, just shut up."

And I say, "Oh, yeah, okay.

I'll shut up."

But you know what I mean,

I'm not your mom, hello.

Y'all can fool her, not me.

Cheers...

- Cheers.

- ...to duck.

LESLEY: I guess the talk

that I had with my mother-in-law

and Tina was pointless.

I know I may be counting

the drinks that he has,

and I just don't want it

to be that way.

It's so hard to be

at all these big meals

with Washington.

Drinking is a huge part

of our culture,

and to see him have a beer

in his hand and knowing

that it could possibly escalate,

it's just starting

to give me anxiety.

Does that bother you,

like, Mom and Dad

still leave that picture?

- [Reagan laughs]

- SUE: Oh, my God.

JUDY: Will you take it down?

I'm not ready yet.

- Oh. Well, Dad's not ready.

- WASHINGTON: His house.

Come on.

What will it take for you

to be ready to take that down?

More time?

Too early for me.

LESLEY: Look, if he's not ready,

he's not ready.

- Yeah. He's going...

- Everyone's ready

- in their own time.

- ...through, you know...

TINA: Mom, are you ready?

Uh, not yet.

- REAGAN: Why?

- Because they're hoping

that I'll go back to that?

He's more worried

about having a daughter

that's divorced,

that's what it is.

I, uh, worry about

my grandchildrens.

You should worry

about your daughter

being happy, though.

I'm not, uh, worry about...

- Her?

- But if I'm happy, I take

better care of them,

don't you think...

I hope.

REAGAN:

If you're an unhappy mother...

- Uh-hmm.

- ...how would that work?

You big enough,

- you get a choice.

- JUDY: Uh-hmm.

My grandbaby

don't have a choice.

REAGAN: Well, I think

if you ask the kids

their choice,

I think they would want

their mom to be happy,

don't you think?

But my grandbaby

didn't tell me that way.

But you didn't see the way

they were when we were married.

Yeah. You never saw them

at her house.

BINH: My family is the most

important in my life.

But I feel like I'm

responsible for them.

I'm still disappointed about the

divorce...

...not her.

You only saw them,

like, when they were happy,

like, once a week,

when they were out.

LESLEY: It's just hard for them

to see their grandkids

- crying sometimes, that's all.

- I understand that.

- I understand that, but...

- But they were crying

a lot more when we were together

in that house.

But when they're with me,

they're fine.

- Well...

- She have the boyfriend...

- BINH: My family wasn't ready.

- ...fairly too early.

Who cares?

- TINA: With you, right?

- Who cares? It's a boyfriend.

You know what? Reagan is right.

I'm way too old to get

permission from my parents

- to move on with my life.

- Don't worry about it.

- Let's just sit down.

- WASHINGTON: It's done,

- all right. One more to go...

- I give you permission.

Hey, don't give him

a heart attack.

Are we done?

[music]

I'm really happy for Judy.

It seems like she chose

a good guy, so I don't think

that you and Dad have

to worry so much

- about her.

- I don't mean to apply

pressure to her, but, you know,

everything's moving really fast

and I just don't want her

- to rush into anything.

- Right.

She's gonna change a little bit,

but I think it's gonna change

for the better

because it helps her

move on with her life.

It's been really tough on,

you know, for me personally,

it's been tough

on my relationship with Lesley.

We've been, uh...

Yeah, you better fix that shit

before it gets out of hand.

- Right.

- For sure.

- Cheers.

- Cheers, bro.

[music]

- Hey, honey.

- What are you doing?

Just, you know,

reading the news.

How are you?

Drinking that tea.

[sighs]

She's having - your mom

gets involved.

I never see her drinking tea

to solve her problem.

You know, it goes

beyond the tea, right?

You know it's beyond

what she really knows.

She's my mom.

If she really knew our problem,

she would know that there's

no tea that could solve it.

You know, our biggest issue

in our marriage is...

[sighs]

...your behavior

is erratic sometimes,

you just spend

crazy amounts of money,

and I can only pinpoint

one thing.

And it's the alcohol.

And it took me a long time

to even admit to myself...

Uh-hmm.

...that you're an alcoholic.

Look, I'm gonna freaking, like,

fight as hard as I can.

You know when you met me,

I say I love Robert Downey, Jr.

He's Iron Man.

He gave up all that shit.

He does karate now,

he has a new hobby.

Bradley Cooper,

he gave up drinking at 28

and he helped

Brad Pitt get sober.

All that men become successful,

that I look up to.

They can do it,

and you know what?

Why can't it happen to me?

You ain't Lady Gaga,

but you know what?

I'm Bradley Cooper in Asia.

I can give it up.

I'm just trying to figure out

how I can do it.

I don't know if I can't live

with the fear

of every time you drink,

I don't know the person

that you're gonna turn into.

So it's over if I sip a beer?

Okay, our life is-is...it's over?

Yes or no. Is it over

if I sip another drink?

I told you over and over again,

and I'm just...I'm done with it.

This ultimatum

that you're giving me

is ridiculous,

you understand that?

What kind of wife is that?

Like, I gotta live

with an ultimatum,

like, really?

Like me?

I don't need an ultimatum

to be better.

I can't do it anymore,

I can't have the same fight

with you over and over again.

If it's good between us,

it's good.

But when it's bad,

and you know

what I'm talking about.

- It gets bad.

- Yeah.

And it's just...it's hard

for me to talk about.

I feel like you kind of

chipped away

a part of me when you did that.

And I couldn't talk

to anybody about it.

You know, I don't tell

my mom and my sister about it.

Tell them.

Tell them. Tell them. Tell them.

Before filming we

had a scary moment.

It was something that I kept

from production because I felt

really shameful about it.

Washington had,

uh, a few too many drinks

and then it kind of escalated.

I didn't even recognize him

at that point.

And I felt really scared.

So I did what I had to.

I called the cops.

The police came

and they handcuffed him,

and they took him to jail.

That night was...

one of the worst nights

of my life.

You know, it's forever

changed our marriage.

I don't know how to help you

when it's a part of your life,

I don't know how to help you

when it's a part

of your culture, I don't know...

I just...I know I can't live

like this, is all.

And I don't know

how to help you.

I love you,

you're my first wife.

I hope you're my only wife.

SINGER: ♪ Make it rain,

make it rain ♪

♪ I don't care

because it's all the same ♪

SINGER: ♪ I'mma make the best

of any situation ♪

SINGER:

♪ Make it rain, make it rain ♪

♪ I don't care, I'mma be happy ♪

♪ No, you can never rain on me ♪

[music]