Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 4, Episode 11 - Lay Your Hands on Me - full transcript

Previously on Grey's Anatomy...

There's nothing sexual
between you and Georgie?

Don't you dare come to me
for forgiveness, you traitorous bitch.

Our marriage is falling apart.
You're never here.

- I have a thing for her.
- It's gonna end badly.

Cardio is my thing.
You are flirting with cardio.

I am married to cardio.

But what if, while I'm waiting,

I meet someone who is ready
to give me what I want from you?

- Are we friends?
- I'm sorry?

- Are we friends?
- I don't want you to date other people.



I don't want you
to date anybody but me.

In the beginning, God created
the heaven and the earth.

At least, that's what they say.

He created the birds of the air

and the beasts of the fields
and he looked at his creation

and he saw that it was good.

And then God created man.

And it's been downhill ever since.

The woman loves me.

- Erica Hahn?
- I'm telling you.

We went out last night,

- had a couple drinks.
- You and Erica?

Just me and Hahn.

And Callie.



All right, so it wasn't a date.

You're gonna tell me
where we're going?

Why does it always have to be
about the destination?

- Why can't it be about the journey?
- 'Cause I'm wearing $300 shoes.

Meredith told me she doesn't
want me seeing other people.

She found out about you and Rose?

No. There's nothing to find out.
It was just a kiss.

Yeah, but you're not the kind of guy who
makes out with nurses in scrub rooMs.

Not that there's anything wrong
with that.

- What do you think?
- It was more than just a kiss.

The view.

Well, what am I looking at?

The view from my new house.

The story goes on to say that
God created man

in his own image,
but there's not much proof of that.

After all,
God made the sun and the moon

and the stars,
and all man makes is trouble...

It's a classic Victorian design
with an open floor plan.

- What are you doing?
- I'm making an omelet.

What do you think of the house?

The house.
I think the house is great.

If you don't like, you can tell me.
It's your house, too.

Damn.

So why are you cooking again?

Lexie was having a bad night,

and I thought I would do
something semi-sisterly.

- Really?
- Really.

Are you getting up?

No.

Maybe.

I don't know.

What's that smell?

- Someone's cooking.
- That's not cooking.

That...
That's not cooking.

- You're gonna be late. You know that?
- I hate work.

- Since when?
- Since I hate it.

I hate Cristina. I hate Hahn.
I hate it.

Oh, what is that smell?

- That smells like sulfur.
- Breakfast.

It's breakfast.

- Don't go. Don't go.
- I have to go.

She made breakfast. I'm going.
Now stop. Off.

- Where's your girlfriend?
- Back with her husband, I'm guessing.

- And I don't have a girlfriend.
- Or a conscience, apparently.

Yeah, but you knew that going in.

I'm not saying we have to build it now,
but we have to plan it now.

Dude, what the hell is that?

Meredith cooked. She wanted
to do something nice for Lexie.

- You cooked for me?
- It's no big deal. Just...

eggs and avocado and whatever
cheese that was in the fridge.

Oh, I love, um, avocados.

Is it okay?

Okay, honey.

This little man
has been fed and changed.

There we go.

I put the building manager's number
on my desk.

Do not believe him
when he tells you that he can fix

the sink. Remind him
he is the one that broke it

when he tried to fix the pipes.

You're talking to me now?
Now that I'm my way out the door?

You're always on your way out the door.
Are you interested in being

- a part of this family or not?
- OK, I can't do this now.

I don't have time.

Dr. Torres.

Dr. Hahn,
anyone who can outdrink me

and still kick my ass at the dartboard
gets to call me Callie.

Last night was actually fun, wasn't it?

- And I'm not a group person.
- Me neither.

I think it's because
I generally don't like people.

Me neither.

Morning, ladies.

Case in point.

What's so funny?

And when man finds himself in trouble,
which is most of the time,

he turns to something
bigger than himself

to love or fate or religion
to make sense of it all.

Sweet tart?

Do you ever eat anything
that even remotely resembles real food?

You'll have to take me
to dinner to find out.

I can't do that.

That, uh, kiss was...

unexpected.

I like kissing you.
I enjoyed kissing you, but...

- I'm seeing somebody.
- Meredith Grey.

Everybody knows
about you and Meredith Grey.

I have to see it through.
I'm sorry.

Don't be.
It was just a kiss.

See you in surgery, Dr. Shepherd.

But for a surgeon,

the only thing that makes
any kind of sense is...

Medicine.

Back off.
Elizabeth Archer is my patient.

Technically, she's Hahn's patient,
but whatever.

Um, I'm scrubbing in on a major

coronary artery dissection with Hahn,
what, you're not gonna fight me for it?

I'm not doing the cardio thing anymore.
I am over it.

You're over it?

Uh, why?
What do you have?

Nothing. I'm charting.

- Stevens, Elizabeth Archer's chart.
- Yang has it.

You two have fun.

She's not a cardiothoracic surgeon,
but I could've told you that.

I am the rock star.

- Karev, are you a rock star?
- Always.

You're with me today.

Congratulations. Your life
just got more interesting.

Karev doesn't know anything
about Elizabeth Archer.

You can read, can't you,
Dr. Karev?

Uh, yes.

Elizabeth Archer, 49, came into the ER
yesterday complaining of severe...

An urgent cardiac cath demonstrated
dissection of the proximal

two-thirds of the LAD. She was
admitted last night for observation.

While I admire your preparation,
Dr. Yang,

there is one thing about the
patient you failed to notice.

She's gone.

Mrs. O'Malley, hi.

- How have you been?
- Well, I've been worried

is how I've been.
I've called, and I left messages.

I know how busy you two are, but you
can't pick up the phone once in a while?

Never mind.
Water under the bridge.

I was in the neighborhood,
and I hope you don't mind,

but I just couldn't wait to show you
some of the outfits I've been making.

Outfits?

Now don't get mad, but Georgie
told me you were trying, so...

What do you think?

It's yellow.

I see that.

- Dr. Bailey.
- Whatever it is, I don't have time.

I think I need some epinephrine.

- Tucker, now's not a good time for...
- Epinephrine?

The cart's around the corner.
Can you give her the...

No, I told you,
I put it on my desk.

- Code blue.
- Uh, I have to call you back.

You're gonna have to step back

from the patient, Ma'am.

- Ma'am?
- Just one second.

- Ms. Archer? What is she doing here?
- I have no idea. Who is she?

She's Hahn's patient. Ms. Archer,
you need to get back to your bed.

There.

What'd you do to him?
He was in V-tach and now...

I healed him.

I'm a healer.

You're a faith healer?

I'm a healer, and I have faith,
but I'm not sure the two are related.

Ms. Archer, you collapsed.

You could go into cardiac
arrest at any moment.

So I'm less interested in
what you do for a living

- than I am with getting you...
- Wait. I wanna know

what she did to Mr. Greenwald.
He's been in and out of V-tach all day,

and now he's stable.

Maybe because of the Amiodarone
he got two hours ago.

Really?

Does Amiodarone usually take
two hours to kick in?

Ms. Archer, you have
a coronary artery dissection.

Dr. Karev and I
need to get you into surgery

as soon as possible.

I appreciate that Dr. Hahn,
but I am not going into surgery

until we've exhausted
all the other possibilities.

Ms. Archer,
if you don't have the surgery soon,

I can guarantee you that the blood
supply to your heart will be cut off,

and I'll have to open you up anyway.

All I'm asking for
is that you give me some time

and talk me through the surgery

that you'd like to perform
so that I may visualize it

while I do what I do.

And if it doesn't work,
then you can slice me open, okay?

Dr. Karev can work with you

doing whatever it is that you do.

I'll check in soon.

Call me when she codes.

- Hey, what are you looking for?
- Epinephrine.

- I need epinephrine.
- Why?

- What happened to you?
- I'm an adult child of an alcoholic

is what happened to me.
I have boundary issues.

So when Meredith made me eggs
this morning, I couldn't not eat them.

I had to pretend
I wasn't allergic to eggs.

Now I have a rash
covering my entire body.

- Give me your arm.
- I'm codependent,

my throat is closing up...

And now my arm hurts.

- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

And thank you for letting me
crash on your couch last night.

- You didn't tell your mom we broke up?
- What?

Your mom's making us baby clothes 'cause
she thinks we're trying to get pregnant

because she thinks we're still married
and that you're still the kind of person

who would never cheat on his wife.
Hand-stitched unisex baby clothes.

They're yellow and green
and go up to toddler sizes.

And she's waiting for you in the lobby.

So you never really told me
what you thought of the house.

I have a house.

That's your house.
I'm talking about our house.

Between yesterday and today
you had plans drawn up?

I've had the plans for months.
Between yesterday and today,

- I decided to share them with you.
- Why?

So nothing's really changed?
Everything's the same as it was.

It's just...
It's really a lot, and it's fast.

I'm just trying to take a step forward.

Okay, well, there are about 100
steps between where we are

right now
and building our dream house.

And they'll be fun steps
and sexy steps,

and we'll try not to fall
down them together.

- Dr. Bailey.
- Uh, s... Chief.

Yeah, rumor has it

Dr. Hahn has a patient
who's wandering the halls?

She's back in her bed, sir.

And laying hands on other patients?

It was just one patient.

And healing them?

For which there is a perfectly
reasonable medical explanation.

Of course there is, but I can't have
a hospital full of sick people

thinking there's a miracle woman
on the cardiac ward.

Creates panic and hysteria,

and frankly, it's bad for business.
Are you gonna answer that?

- No, sir, I'm not.
- Are you gonna make sure this woman

- keeps her hands to herself?
- Yes sir, I am.

Thank you, Dr. Bailey.

Dr. Sloan,

why are you endangering

the life of my patient?

Because your patient had her hands
all over one of my patients.

She had a staph infection.
I was trying to heal her.

Don't worry your pretty little
head about it, Sloan. Karev...

Have you noticed that even
when you're insulting me,

you manage to tell me how pretty I am?

- It wasn't meant as a compliment.
- Is this like a gender reversal thing

with you, where you're
the big man on campus

and I'm the hot blond
whose ponytail you can't stop pulling?

Why don't you get that
I just don't like you,

that I think you are
a crass, predatory

ape of man who just happens
to be a decent surgeon?

You want to heal someone?
Heal her.

This is really toxic in here.
Could somebody take me back to my room?

'Cause my healing team
should be arriving soon.

I'll take you.

Mrs. O'Malley!

There she is.
Come here.

What are you doing here?
Does George know you're here?

Callie said she'd find him for me.
How are you, dear?

You okay?

- You talked to Callie?
- Poor thing.

It's gotta be hard for her, you know?
I mean,

you try and you try,
but we're all human.

Nobody's perfect.
And in the end, it's nobody's fault.

I'm so happy to hear you say that.

I have just felt so terrible about it.

I know. Me, too.

You know, we just...

We didn't mean for it to happen.
I know how that sounds, but it's true.

We were...

We were drunk, and it only
happened the one time.

I know that doesn't make it right.
But you have to believe me,

it was never my intention
to break up George's marriage.

I didn't know I was in love with him.
George was so distraught about it.

I think that's why
he failed the intern test.

What? He failed?

He didn't tell you that part?

He didn't tell me any part.

But you said you talked to Callie.

About baby clothes.

I thought she was having trouble
getting pregnant. I made baby clothes.

Mom.

- What?
- I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Hey, I know
I said I'd call you right back...

Tucker, wait, I can't do this right now.
I'm being paged to the ER.

What do you mean,
you're the one paging me?

I told you never to page me
at the hospital unless...

There was an accident.

All four limbs are moving.

Pupils are responsive

and dilating.
There's no neurological damage.

Let's get him on a monitor and
where's the X-ray for the trauma series?

Order a left forearm with the X-rays.
There's bruising and swelling here.

Mama's right here, little man.
I'm right here.

- He was under a bookshelf?
- The whole thing must have fallen over

on top of him.
And all those medical books...

He probably tried to climb up
and pulled it over.

- I heard him screaming and I found him.
- I'm trying to hear. Stop talking.

- Miranda, let me do that.
- No, I got it. I got it.

- Miranda.
- What?

This is why we put

- the baby gate in the living room.
- The gate was open.

- You left the gate open?
- No, I didn't.

- You're saying I left the gate open?
- Accidents happen.

Not if you take the time to bolt

- the bookshelves to the wall.
- I can't baby-proof every inch

of that apartment
and watch him at the same time.

You weren't watching him,
otherwise we wouldn't be here right now.

He's got decreased breath sounds on
the left side,

- and his abdomen's rigid.
- What does all this mean?

- There may be some internal injuries.
- What kind of injuries?

We don't have time for questions.
He needs a full trauma workup.

Clear a CT and get me
an ultrasound machine.

This is not okay.

Georgie, this is not okay.

You're planning to what?
You're planning to marry Izzie now?

- You're planning an annulment?
- This is not about Izzie.

What the hell is it about?
Because this isn't okay.

This isn't okay with me.
I raised you better than this.

It's about the fact
that I never should've gotten married.

But you did. You got married.

You didn't invite me.
You didn't let me plan a wedding,

and I accepted that.
I accepted it because you were happy,

and that's all that mattered,
but this... I won't accept this.

- Mom.
- We're catholic.

We don't believe in divorce. And
we certainly don't believe in adultery.

- I'm sorry.
- Well, don't be sorry to me.

Be sorry to father Mike.

You call him,
he'll hear your confession

and he'll get you and Callie
into counseling.

- It's too late for that.
- It is not too late.

You made a vow

to Callie and a vow to God.

You just don't walk away from that.
This is your soul we're talking about.

- I have to go.
- No, you will not.

You won't walk away from me,
George O'Malley.

It's Dr. Bailey.

I have to go.

- What happened?
- He got crushed under a bookshelf.

- Multiple rib fractures.
- Might've dropped a lung.

They're worried there may be
damage to the heart.

Yang and Stevens, get him to radiology
for a head, chest and abdominal CT.

O'Malley, tell the lab to move fast.

Karev, clear out.
We'll keep you posted.

I want you to stay with Dr. Bailey.
She's pretty worked up,

I want to make sure that doesn't get
in the way of the baby's care.

- I don't need a babysitter.
- I know you don't.

You stay with her.

I'm sorry about that.
Uh, there was an emergency.

Dr. Karev, this is Don and Mai.

- Nice to meet you.
- He's a skeptic. He shouldn't be here.

- Is Dr. Hahn coming?
- Dr. Hahn's been called into

an emergency surgery so she asked me
to talk you through the procedure.

- Is she gonna be long?
- I'm hoping she's done

before your heart blows,
but I can't make any promises.

I told you he shouldn't be here.

I need someone who knows what they're
doing to talk me through the surgery.

This... This, it's crap.

- You're stalling. You're scared.
- Of course I'm scared.

Surgery is...

It's barbaric.
You tear flesh

and spill blood.
I work with light.

I work with energy.
I visualize healing.

If there's even the slightest chance
that what I do works,

isn't that preferable?

- I don't believe in what you do.
- Well, I'm not asking you to.

I'm asking you to help me to do it.

Can you imagine how horrible
this is for her?

This is why people
should not have kids.

What's the matter with you?
That's Bailey's baby in there.

No, see, no.
It's a trauma case.

If we are gonna be at all effective
in saving that kid's life,

it can't be Bailey's baby.

He's a blunt trauma case.

You and Hahn are exactly alike.
The two of you deserve each other.

- Thank you.
- I thought

- you loved cardio.
- Oh, no, no.

She's pretending not to anymore.

Can't take the pressure, huh, Iz?

You're right, Cristina. In the contest
to see who can be the best robot,

you win.

Tell me again how this happened.

- You didn't understand the first time?
- Just tell me again.

- Somebody left the baby gatopen.
- Somebody.

And you...

You're saying you think I did this?

I'm saying that you were in such a hurry
to get out the house this morning,

that you were in such a hurry
to get to work and...

- And get away from me...
- This doesn't have anything to do...

Why do you think
he even went into that room?

You the only one ever goes in there.

He went looking for his mama.

He went looking for his mama
and wound up in the hospital.

Guess you made a bad choice,
huh, Tucker?

You picked a bad wife,

she made a bad mother,
she made you stay home,

raise your son,
and then she almost killed him.

Poor you, huh?

I heard about Dr. Bailey's son.

- How bad is it?
- We're still waiting on his studies.

Derek?

Remember before
when I was unbelievably cool

and let you off the hook
for making out with me?

- Well, now I'm angry.
- Why?

Because you're not making
eye contact with me.

We are standing here
talking about Bailey's baby,

and you won't look at me.

- Sorry.
- Better.

Now it was one kiss, okay?

It was a good kiss,

maybe even a great one but are we gonna
let one maybe-great kiss get in the way

of what, up until now, has been
a great professional relationship

even though you didn't know
my name until recently?

No, we are not.

So...

Friends?

Friends.

Good.

Bailey wants to know
if Tuck's films are ready.

Is that...?
What's that shadow?

Where's his heart?

- You can't see it because...
- His stomach's in his chest.

There's visceral herniation,
a positive collar sign.

Which indicates a diaphragmatic hernia.

It's a ruptured diaphragm, which...

is the least of his problems,
'cause the force of the trauma

injured his thoracic aorta.

You see this, in the chest cavity
next to the stomach?

That's colon.

And around the colon is fluid,

which could mean
the colon is ruptured

and there's fecal matter
floating around that could infect

the aortic repair, and that...

Complication can be fatal.

What are y'all standing around for?

Page Hahn and the chief.
Book an OR.

Okay, they repaired
the hole in the diaphragm,

and Dr. Hahn is just about
to inspect the mediastinum.

Okay, is she gonna repair
with sutures or prosthetic graft?

- Don't know.
- Don't know?

She didn't say.

Dr. Bailey, are you kidding?

I need to be with my son.

I have no intention of getting
in the way. Just...

I can't stand out there. I can't.

I need to be with my son.

And what we need, Dr. Bailey,
is to not have our patient's mother

watching us perform his surgery.

Dr. Grey, please escort
Dr. Bailey back outside.

No. There will be no escorting
of Dr. Bailey anywhere, Dr. Grey.

You can proceed.

I will not proceed
until you leave this OR.

Now do you want me to stand here
talking to you,

or do you want me to try
and save your baby's life?

I just want to hold my son's hand.

I just want to hold his hand.
Please.

I'll hold his hand.

Dr. Grey can hold this retractor, right?

Yes.

I'll hold Tuck's hand,

Dr. Bailey, if it's...
If it's okay with you.

I'll hold his hand.

Okay, go, go.

Everybody, let's get back to work.

Mrs. O'Malley.

- What are you...
- I couldn't leave.

When harold was here,
when he was sick,

Dr. Bailey took
such a good care of him.

I couldn't leave knowing
her son was in trouble.

Knowing both our sons are in trouble.

Mrs. O'Malley, I just...

I know you think I'm old-fashioned,
and maybe I am.

But it doesn't matter what I think.

In God's eyes, marriage is forever.

Well, if it's any consolation,

George and I got married
on the Vegas Strip

at a 24-hour church of Elvis.

I'm not sure God was even there.

He's everywhere.

I used to believe in God...

and mariage...

And heaven and hell.

But you don't anymore?

I believe in love...

and second chances...

And that even though
George wasn't the one for me,

it was okay that I believed
that he was because...

Well, for a little while, at least...

I got to be an O'Malley.

And I really loved being an O'Malley.

He's back.

I'm sorry to interrupt,
but your...

most recent echo shows
the dissection is extending.

You need to let me prep you
for surgery.

No, not yet.
We haven't finished our work.

You're gonna die.

You know how Mai knew you were back,
even with her eyes closed?

- She heard me?
- She felt you.

It's like a pull,
like a darkness.

Right, right.
I'm the angel of death. Got it.

You're not the angel of death,
Dr. Karev.

You're actually a very sweet boy.

He's got a beautiful heart,
wouldn't you say, Mai?

I would, but his gut and his throat...

- They're blocked.
- Second chakra's worse.

Seriously?
You're talking about chakra?

We're talking about
how you've got a darkness

at your throat chakra,
where your voice should be

because whatever
happened to you was so...

So ugly and went on
for so long that...

you don't talk about it.

You were hurt so badly that sometimes
you want to hurt other people just to...

Just to spread it around.

You were a good boy, Dr. Karev.

A good, sweet boy,

but you're not a very good man.

What happened to you?

Your artery is shredding.

You need surgery.

I'm not a very good man,
but I do tell the truth.

And the truth is, if you don't get
this surgery fast, you're gonna die.

I left it on the desk,
I went through

the office door,
and I closed the gate.

I walked from the bedroom to the office.
I wrote a note to the building manager.

I left it on the desk.
I was in a hurry

so I looked at the clock
and I walked out of the door.

The gate.

- This isn't helping.
- It was open. Did I close the gate?

This isn't helping.

I walked out of the bedroom
into the office, and I wrote a note...

- This isn't helping. Stop this.
- I can't remember.

I can't remember if I closed that gate.
That's my baby.

- I can't remember if I closed it.
- It doesn't matter.

It does matter!
It matters

because I'm his mother,
I can't have done this to him.

- I can't have hurt him so badly.
- You didn't do this.

- Things just happen.
- No, they don't just happen.

Things don't just happen.

People make decisions.

People prioritize.

Okay, the world just doesn't happen!

Okay, it's not on God.

It's on me or it's on Tucker!

- Stop it! Stop. Stop.
- It's on me!

No, stop it.

Just stop it.

- Oh, Lord.
- You're a good mother.

Tucker is a good father.

You love your baby.

People make mistakes.

You didn't do this to your son,

and neither did your husband.

He wants to build us a house,

with kids' bedrooms
and french doors,

- and that scares me to death.
- Why?

Just 'cause of the Rose thing?

Well, that shouldn't scare you.
It was just one kiss.

One kiss?

Yeah, I wasn't eavesdropping. It wasn't
like they were being secretive about it.

It was just something that happened.

Now that you guys are back together,
it's not happening anymore, so...

- Derek kissed Rose?
- Yeah, but you knew that.

That I'm an...

An idiot.

Okay, the stomach's repaired.
There's no splenic laceration.

Now all I have to do is get
the chest tube in, and we're done.

That's good, Tuck.

That means you're in better shape
than we thought.

You're almost outta here.

Dr. Yang, would you
like to do the honors?

I can trade places with you
if you'd like.

Uh, no. I'm okay.
I'm okay here.

It was the stomach that ruptured
and not the colon.

Both of which we repaired,
so the surgery was a success.

However, there is a lot of fluid
in the chest cavity, so...

at this point, we have no way of knowing
whether he'll be able to breathe

- on his own anytime soon.
- I know that.

You don't think I know that?

Uh, we'll be moving him
to the pediatric ICU.

We'll be watching him closely.

Can I see my son now?

Absolutely.

You're new here.
You don't know me.

And if what you did today ends up

saving my son's life,
I'll thank you for it.

But if I never have
to look at you again after that,

that'll be all right with me.

We never baptized him.

We kept...

putting it off, thinking
we were gonna find time, and now...

We will find the time.

When this is over and Tuck is fine...

you and I are gonna find time,

and we are gonna baptize our baby.

How's Tuck?

He's still not breathing on his own.

You know, I wish...

I could help, but I can't think
of anything I can do.

Cristina always knows what to do.

What's your deal with her?

With yang?

Nothing.
There's no deal. I don't...

I'm crippled with envy.

Of Yang?

'Cause she's better at cardio than you?

She's not better than me.

She just...

she knows what she wants.

She has this faith

in her skill, in herself,

in her future in cardio.
It's an unwavering faith.

She knows who she is,
and I want that.

I was chasing cardio
because I want what she has.

She's a robot.

Not the robot part.
The faith part.

I want that.

There's probably
a thousand scientific reasons

why Mr. Greenwald's heart rate
just suddenly stabilized.

Without question.

And why
Mrs. Mccaffrey's staph infection

just suddenly disappeared.

Sloan's patient? She's fine?

I mean, don't get me wrong,

I have faith.
I do.

But faith isn't medicine.

Faith can't heal you.

Well, that may be so.

But then again...

It can't hurt.

How's Tuck?

He's intubated, and we won't know
anything for a few hours.

How are you holding up?

Who's Rose?

Rose is a circulating nurse.

I kissed her once. But you know that.
That's why you're asking me.

- When?
- When?

- When did you kiss her?
- Yesterday.

So yesterday you were making out
with scrub nurses,

and today you're building
our dream house.

Yesterday we were dating other people.

- That's not the point.
- That is the point.

I told you I wanted to marry you...

I wanted to build a house and a life
with you, and you weren't ready.

And Rose is?

You don't want to build a life with me.
You want someone.

You want someone who wants
the same things that you want.

I knew the minute
I showed you those plans

you'd find some reason to walk away.

- So what, you called my bluff?
- I did because I can't do this anymore.

I can't do the fighting,
the back and forth. I can't.

- Are we together or are we not?
- We were together.

I was in love with you.
You didn't tell me you were married.

Okay, so now
we're gonna have that fight again.

You didn't tell me about your nurse.

You want to know why I'm not
ready to build a house with you?

This is why.
Because I cannot trust you.

You can't trust anybody.

And no matter what I do...

You're always gonna look
for reasons not to trust me.

I can't do it anymore.

- I can't.
- Well, neither can I.

I need you to hold hands.

Why?

Because the energy in here, it's...

It's not healing.

So I need you to hold hands
and focus

all of your love on this child.

For a few minutes, I want you...

to try to forgive each other.

Can you try to do that?

It's not for you.
It's for little Tuck.

- Is he better?
- We don't know yet.

I know I haven't called you in a while

and that there's a lot
that I haven't told you,

and I know I messed up.

But I didn't want to cause you
any more pain,

and I didn't want to disappoint you.

You disappointed yourself, Georgie.

You should be disappointed in yourself.

I am.

I don't even recognize myself anymore.

This isn't the guy that I wanted to be.

Who do you want to be?

The guy Bailey named her baby after.

I want to be that guy again.

You won't go to counseling?

That's just gonna hurt everyone more.

I miss your dad.

Me, too.

Move back home.

I'll take care of you.

Well, I think it's time that I start...

Start taking care of myself.

Hey, it doesn't help me to have you
all clustered here, watching.

It just doesn't help me. I appreciate
that you care, that you're concerned,

but I don't need to be watched.

Miranda, he's choking.

He's choking...

Oh, thank God.

- What are you talking about?
- It's good.

He's fighting the tube.
It means he can breathe on his own.

I need your help.

Hahn said you'd have a heart attack
this afternoon, and you didn't.

So you think there might be something
to this healing thing after all?

No, but I'm gonna help you anyway.

Or, uh, she is.

Uh, this is Dr. Steven.

I'm sorry. I'm not sure
what I'm doing here.

You're gonna talk her through
a coronary artery dissection repair.

She's an expert?

No, no, no.
She's a second-year resident like me.

But she's been focused
on cardiothoracics for a while,

and she's seen the procedure done.

Well, I appreciate what
you're trying to do but...

Uh, she's...
She's like a bright yellow, right?

- What?
- What?

What I'm saying
is she's an optimist.

She's the opposite of me.

She's exactly the kind of person
you want helping you, right?

- She brightens you, that's for sure.
- Shut up.

What are we talking about?

Just talk her through the surgery
before she croaks.

All right? Can you do that?

You want me to talk you through it?

In as much detail as possible, yes.

Yang's got nothing on you.

There are 4 chambers in your heart,

and there are 3 major coronary arteries
that supply blood and oxygen...

As doctors,

we know more about the human body now
than at any other point in our history.

They extubated him.

- His blood pressure's up, too.
- Good.

Did you know that
his middle name is George?

- Tuck's?
- After me.

I thought
Dr. Bailey didn't like interns.

Yeah, she doesn't.

Did you find an apartment yet?

Because I was thinking of...

I was thinking maybe
I'm gonna get one, and...

But the miracle

of life itself...
Why people live and die,

why they hurt or get hurt...
Is still a mystery.

Here's the thing...

- You're too pretty.
- Oh, come on.

No, so pretty,

in fact,
that if we didn't work together,

we would probably be...

But the point is
we do work together.

And...

in order for me to do my job,

I need to leave who I am

outside the doors of this hospital.

So...

- You ready?
- I am.

Where you guys going?
You going to Joe's?

- I'll come meet you.
- Good night, Dr. Sloan.

We want to know the reason,

the secret, the answer
at the back of the book...

Do you want to go to
dinner with me tonight?

- I thought you weren't free.
- Turns out I am.

And I'd like to go out with you tonight.

Do you want to go out with me?

That'd be nice.

Because the thought of our being

all alone down here

is just too much for us to bear.

How's he doing?

He's gonna be just fine.

Where's your husband?

Uh, he went home to get some sleep...

And to pack his things

'cause he's getting himself
a hotel room tonight.

I'm sorry.

For some reason, life just...

seems to make a lot more sense
when you're looking at a baby.

But at the end of the day...

The fact that we...

show up for each other,

in spite of our differences,

no matter what we believe,

is reason enough...

to keep believing.