Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 2, Episode 3 - Make Me Lose Control - full transcript
Meredith's mother is admitted to the hospital, revealing that the once great surgeon now has Alzheimer's disease. Meanwhile, Christina faints during an operation and needs immediate care. She loses her baby due to complications and becomes a patient. Burke finally finds out about her pregnancy when it's too late. Mrs. Grey gives hell to George because she thinks he is her husband but George copes with it.
PREVIOUSLY
ON "GREY'S ANATOMY"...
DEREK'S MARRIED.
YOU WAITED TWO MONTHS
TO TELL ME,
AND I HAD TO FIND OUT
BY HER SHOWING UP
AND TELLING ME HERSELF.
YOU HAD BRAIN SURGERY
AND DIDN'T TELL ME?
YOU CALLED MY WIFE?
YOU CALLED MINE.
IT'S NOT LIKE
WE'RE DIVORCED.
PRACTICALLY DIVORCED.
YOU'VE HAD
COUNSELING?
WE HAD ADULTERY.
THAT WAS ENOUGH.
I THINK IT'S BEST
TO MAKE A CLEAN BREAK.
OH, YOU'RE ENDING THIS.
I'M PREGNANT.
HAVE YOU EVEN BOTHERED
TO TELL BURKE ABOUT THE BABY?
THE CLINIC WOULDN'T LET ME
CONFIRM MY APPOINTMENT
UNLESS I DESIGNATED
AN EMERGENCY CONTACT PERSON.
YOU'RE MY PERSON.
I AM?
I HEARD YOUR MOTHER
WAS LEAVING MAYO.
SHE GOIN' BACK
WITH THE U.N.?
SHE'S, UH,
TAKING TIME OFF.
WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
IT'S ME, MOM, MEREDITH.
♪♪♪
OH, YOU ARE STUPID.
OH, GOD.
YOU'RE A STUPID,
EVIL SADIST,
AND I WANNA KILL YOU!
ENDORPHINS ARE GOOD.
ENDORPHINS
ARE MOOD ELEVATORS.
THIS IS SUPPOSED
TO MAKE US FEEL BETTER.
OH, GOD.
DO YOU FEEL BETTER?
I'M STUPID.
SLUTTY MISTRESS.
PREGNANT WHORE.
SLEEPING WITH OUR BOSSES
WAS A GREAT IDEA.
OH.
YOU KNOW WHAT'S RUINED
FOR ME?
OH.
FERRY BOATS.
I USED TO LOVE
FERRY BOATS.
AND DEREK'S GOT
A THING FOR FERRY BOATS.
NOW EVERY TIME I SEE
A FREAKIN' FERRY BOAT--
YOU KNOW WHAT'S RUINED
FOR ME?
CORONARY ARTERY
BYPASS GRAFTS
AND AORTIC ANEURYSMS.
GOD, I USED TO LOVE
AORTIC ANEURYSMS.
(Meredith) SURGEONS
ARE CONTROL FREAKS.
WITH A SCALPEL IN YOUR HAND...
OH, CRAP.
YOU FEEL UNSTOPPABLE.
THERE'S NO FEAR,
THERE'S NO PAIN.
HAVE YOU CRIED YET?
HELLO.
YOU'RE 10 FEET TALL
AND BULLETPROOF.
DO YOU THINK WE'D FEEL BETTER
IF WE CRY?
YOU KNOW, JUST LIKE,
LET IT OUT?
PROBABLY, YEAH.
AND THEN YOU LEAVE
THE O.R...
YOU WANNA CRY NOW?
NO.
OKAY, LET'S--LET'S JOG.
AND ALL THAT PERFECTION,
ALL THAT BEAUTIFUL CONTROL
JUST FALLS TO CRAP.
WHAT IS SHE DOING?
SHE'S HANGING OUT
WITH ALEX.
WHY?
I DON'T KNOW.
I THINK--THINK THEY,
UH, MIGHT BE FRIENDS.
DO ANOTHER ONE.
(whispers) MAKE THE LAMBS
STOP SCREAMING.
YOU GUYS ARE WRONG
ABOUT HIM, ALL RIGHT?
ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW HIM,
HE'S REALLY SWEET.
HE'S ALEX.
PUNK-ASS.
HEY, GREY,
IZZIE WAS TELLING ME
YOU HAVE TAPES OF YOUR MOM
PERFORMING SURGERY.
I'D KILL TO SEE
THE ELLIS GREY IN ACTION.
HEY, YOU KNOW WHAT? MAYBE
YOU CAN COME OVER TONIGHT
AND WE CAN ALL WATCH IT
TOGETHER, RIGHT?
OH, YEAH, IF THIS
WERE A HELL DIMENSION.
(Cristina)
RUN AWAY, PIG BOY.
YOU HAVE A THING
FOR ALEX?
NO.
(Cristina) OH.
I DON'T.
ARE WE SAVING LIVES
OR HAVING A TEA PARTY?
WALK FASTER, PEOPLE.
AHEM.
NICE HAT.
SHUT UP.
WHAT ARE YOU
DOIN' HERE?
I'M GOING BACK TO WORK.
YOU'RE NOT CLEARED
FOR SURGERY.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I'VE BEEN SITTIN' HOME
FOR A WEEK,
WATCHING OPRAH GIVE AWAY
THINGS ON TV.
YOU CLEAR ME NOW,
OR I'LL HURT YOU.
IF YOU WANT ME
TO CLEAR YOU SO SOON,
YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT OF THAT
BEFORE YOU GAVE CHIEF TO BURKE
AND INVITED SATAN
TO SEATTLE.
SATAN?
GOOD MORNING.
RICHARD, LIKE THE HAT.
SATAN SPEAKS.
ACTUALLY,
I PREFER TO BE CALLED
RULER OF ALL THAT IS EVIL,
BUT I WILL ANSWER TO SATAN.
WHAT IS
SHE STILL DOING HERE?
I ASKED HER TO STAY.
WE HAVE A PEDIATRIC
SURGERY ATTENDING
ON MATERNITY LEAVE.
ACTUALLY, I COULD
USE YOU ON A CONSULT.
WILL YOU MEET ME
UP THERE, DEREK?
YEAH, FINE.
SEE YOU, RICHARD.
NICE LADY.
I'M NOT CLEARING YOU
FOR SURGERY.
FINE, I CAN CATCH UP
ON MY PAPERWORK.
(chuckles)
MR. GASTON IS SCHEDULED
FOR A RESECTION
NON-SMALL CELL CARCINOMA
TODAY.
HE DID WELL OVERNIGHT,
HAS REMAINED AFEBRILE.
HE'S HAD A DOSE
OF CEFTRIAXONE THIS MORNING.
HIS PRE-OP LABS
ARE UNREMARKABLE.
HIS CHEST X-RAYS ARE UNCHANGED
FROM THE PREVIOUS.
I OWN A COUPLE
OF DRY CLEANING STORES.
I NEVER BELIEVED
WHAT THEY SAID
ABOUT INHALING
THE CHEMICALS, BUT...
WE'RE GONNA DO EVERYTHING
WE CAN FOR YOU, MR. GASTON.
DID ONCOLOGY SEE HIM YET?
THEY'RE WAITING
FOR THE SURGICAL PATH.
THANK YOU, DR. YANG.
YOU'RE WELCOME,
DR. BURKE.
I KNOW,
AND I JUST THINK
YOU SHOULD STILL TELL HIM
ABOUT THE BABY
BECAUSE AT LEAST
HE SHOULD HAVE
THE RESPONSIBILITY
OF HAVING TO PAY.
NO! LOOK, HE WILL
NEVER KNOW. IT'S OVER.
ONCE THIS PREGNANCY'S
TAKEN CARE OF,
BURKE WON'T EVEN BE
A BLIP ON MY RADAR.
HE'LL BE A SMUDGE.
RIGHT.
YOU KNOW, MEREDITH,
LEAVE THE SARCASM
UP TO ME.
REALLY.
IT DOESN'T SUIT YOU.
KELLY ROCHE,
23 YEARS OLD,
IN FOR A SCHEDULED E.T.S.
FOR TREATMENT OF ERYTHROPHOBIA
WITH HYPERPYREXIA.
ERYTHROPHOBIA?
BLUSHING.
YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS
ABOUT THE PROCEDURE?
DOCTOR...
(sighs)
DR. SHEPHERD
EXPLAINED EVERYTHING.
HE WAS VERY... HELPFUL.
HE GAVE ME SOME LITERA--
SORRY.
DON'T BE. HALF THE PATIENTS
THAT COME THROUGH HERE
HAVE THE HOTS FOR SHEPHERD.
DR. KAREV.
WHAT?
IT'S TRUE.
HEY.
WHY DO YOU DO THAT?
WHAT?
ACT LIKE AN ASS WHEN EVERYBODY
BUT ME IS AROUND.
THEY HATE YOU ENOUGH
AS IT IS.
SO? WHAT?
HEY, THERE'S A NEW SURGICAL CASE
COMING UP FROM THE PIT,
LIKELY DIVERTICULITIS.
LET'S GO.
YOU COMIN'?
YEAH.
(Ellis) WATCH IT.
HANDS OFF ME.
I COULD REPORT YOU
TO THE CHIEF
AND YOU'D BE OUT
ON YOUR ASS!
WHERE IS THE CHIEF?!
PATIENT'S NAME IS, UM...
WHERE IS THE CHIEF?
YOU'RE ALL AMATEURS!
COMPLAINING OF INTERMITTENT
CRAMPING, PAIN AND DIARRHEA.
ALSO SUFFERS FROM...
AMATEURS!
ALZHEIMER'S.
(Miranda)
THE PATIENT'S NAME?
UM...
COME ON, YANG,
THE PATIENT'S NAME?
WHAT THE HELL
ARE YOU DOING HERE?
HAVEN'T I TOLD YOU?
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU
NOT TO BOTHER ME
WHEN I'M AT WORK?!
ELLIS GREY.
(George) MEREDITH'S MOTHER.
AMATEURS!
YOU'RE AMATEURS!
♪♪♪
♪ NOBODY KNOWS
WHERE THEY MIGHT END UP ♪
♪ NOBODY KNOWS ♪
♪ OH, OH ♪
♪ SUPPOSE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW ♪
LEAVE HER ALONE.
(all talking at once)
STOP IT, STOP IT,
STOP IT!
MEREDITH, ARE YOU OKAY--
DR. KAREV, STICK WITH
THE E.T.S. CASE.
AND, ALEX,
HER BLUSHING IMPULSE--
NOT A TOY FOR YOU TO PLAY WITH
OR A BUTTON FOR YOU TO PUSH,
UNDERSTOOD?
HEY, MEREDITH,
YOU KNOW, UM,
MY GREAT-GRANDMOTHER,
SHE DIED WITH ALZHEIMER'S.
MY GOD.
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?
LOOK, I'M JUST
TRYIN' TO HELP.
(Miranda) IZZIE,
THE DR. SHEPHERDS
NEED AN INTERN
UP IN THE N.I.C.U.
WAIT, BOTH OF THEM,
TOGETHER?
AND ME, BY MYSELF,
WITH THE TWO MARRIED PEOPLE
WHO HATE EACH OTHER?
GO.
CRISTINA, YOU'RE ON
THE THORACOTOMY.
OH, WITH BURKE?
OH, CAN I HAVE THE HATEFUL
MARRIED COUPLE INSTEAD?
OKAY, I'M SORRY.
I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR RESIDENT,
NOT YOUR HOSTESS.
I ASSIGN, YOU TAKE.
IS THAT A PROBLEM?
IS THERE SOME REASON
WHY IT'S INCONVENIENT FOR YOU
TO SPEND THE DAY IN THE O.R.
LEARNING FROM DR. BURKE?
NO, I'M VERY HAPPY
TO BE WORKING WITH DR. BURKE.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
GEORGE, TAKE CARE
OF DR. GREY.
YES. THANK YOU.
SHE NEEDS A FRIEND
RIGHT NOW--
OH, YOU MEAN
ELLIS THE...
MOTHER.
ARE YOU ABLE TO WORK TODAY?
YES, I'M FINE.
'CAUSE I WOULD UNDERSTAND IT IF
YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOUR--
NO. MY MOTHER AND I
DON'T HAVE THE EASIEST...
IT'S JUST BETTER
IF I'M WORKING.
OKAY.
YOU'RE ON SCUT.
EXCUSE ME?
WHILE WE TAKE CARE
OF YOUR MOTHER,
YOU CAN CATCH UP
ON CHARTING,
RUN SAMPLES TO THE LAB,
GO OVER--
I TOLD YOU, I'M FINE.
YEAH, AND I APPRECIATE
THAT YOU'RE FINE.
BUT I HAVE TO ANTICIPATE
A CERTAIN LEVEL
OF DISTRACTION FROM YOU TODAY,
EVEN IN THE FACE
OF ALL THAT FINENESS.
SO SCUT, NOW.
(Derek) WHERE'S THE MOTHER?
(Addison) GONE.
SHE STUCK AROUND LONG ENOUGH
TO GET THE KID STRUNG OUT,
AND THEN TOOK OFF.
NICE, HUH?
ADDISON...
DEREK, I KNOW
IT'S A LONG SHOT.
I KNOW THAT.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU HAD
A NEWBORN WITH AN INVASIVE MASS.
YOU FAILED TO MENTION
SHE'S PREMATURE, UNDERWEIGHT
AND ADDICTED TO NARCOTICS.
THERE IS NO WAY THAT THIS CHILD
IS GONNA SURVIVE SPINAL SURGERY.
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.
EVEN IF SHE DOES,
SHE'S A MESS.
LOOK AT HER, SHE'S GOT
MENINGITIS SEIZURES.
SHE'S JUST GONNA LIVE
A SHORT AND PAINFUL LIFE.
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.
IT IS MY JOB TO KNOW THAT.
YOU'RE NOT GOD, DEREK.
EXCUSE ME?
I'M SORRY, HONEY,
BUT YOU'RE NOT.
YOU DON'T GET TO JUST DECIDE--
DID YOU JUST CALL ME "HONEY"?
DON'T CALL ME HONEY.
FINE. YOU'RE NOT GOD,
DR. SHEPHERD.
LOOK, IF A PATIENT HAS
ANY CHANCE AT SURVIVAL,
WHICH I THINK SHE DOES, THEN
YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY--
DON'T TALK TO ME
ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY.
YOU TOOK AN OATH, DEREK.
OH, AND DON'T YOU DARE
TALK TO ME ABOUT OATHS.
DEREK, I MESSED UP.
PEOPLE MESS UP.
YOU SLEPT WITH MY BEST FRIEND
IN MY FAVORITE SHEETS.
THE FLANNEL SHEETS?
YOU HATE THE FLANNEL SHEETS.
NO, I LOVED THOSE SHEETS.
I DID.
YOU LIKE THE ITALIAN SHEETS
WITH THE PAISLEYS.
WOULD YOU JUST STOP
TALKING ABOUT THE SHEETS?
FINE.
I'M SORRY. I'M JUST GONNA GO.
I'LL GO CHECK ON THE LABS.
ADDISON, DON'T DO THAT.
DEREK, LOOK, SHE'S A FIGHTER.
LOOK HOW FAR SHE'S COME ALREADY.
DON'T GET ATTACHED,
DON'T GET INVOLVED.
JUST DON'T MAKE HER LIFE
MORE PAINFUL THAN IT ALREADY IS.
DEREK, PLEASE.
SHE HAS NOBODY.
SHE NEEDS SOMEONE
TO FIGHT FOR HER.
SHE'S TOO FAR GONE.
WE HAVE TO LET HER GO.
LET HER GO IN PEACE.
FINE, DEREK. WALK AWAY.
IT'S WHAT YOU DO BEST.
I'VE ENJOYED THE OPPORTUNITY
TO SHOW YOU MY CAPABILITIES
IN THIS ARENA, HOWEVER BRIEF.
STOP FISHING, PRESTON.
YOU DID A GOOD JOB.
BUT I'M BACK NOW,
AND I DON'T PLAN
ON GOING ANYWHERE
ANYTIME SOON.
I AM GLAD
THAT YOU'RE BACK.
I'M JUST HIDING MY JOY
DEEP DOWN INSIDE.
AND, UH, CHIEF...
THE HAT...
IT'S A LITTLE PIMPED OUT.
WELCOME BACK, CHIEF.
IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK,
DR. GREY.
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?
IT'S MY MOTHER, SIR.
I'M SORRY
I DIDN'T TELL YOU SOONER.
I KNOW YOU TWO ARE CLOSE,
BUT SHE MADE ME PROMISE.
SHE SEEMS TO BE RELIVING
THE HEYDAY OF HER RESIDENCY
A LOT THESE DAYS.
AND I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE
IF YOU COULD STOP BY
AND SAY HELLO,
IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO HER.
OH, OF--OF COURSE.
OF COURSE.
DO YOU NEED A DAY OFF
OR A...
OH, NO.
I'M FINE.
YEAH.
OKAY.
IF YOU COULD JUST HOLD--
I'M IN THE MIDDLE
OF MY WORKDAY, THATCH.
THATCH? NO, I'M DR. O'MALLEY.
I'M...
OKAY.
DARLING, I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
TO PLAY DOCTOR NOW.
HANDS OFF. I'M BUSY.
(whispers) GEORGE.
DAMN IT, THATCH,
I MEAN IT. NO!
GEORGE.
SHE'S ALLERGIC
TO PENICILLIN.
YEAH? OH, YEAH.
IT SAID IN HER CHART.
OH.
YOU JUST HAVE TO BE PATIENT.
OKAY. DO YOU, UM,
WHO'S THATCH?
MY DAD THATCHER.
WHAT DID SHE--
IS SHE--
IS SHE TALKING ABOUT HIM?
UM, YEAH.
SHE NEVER TALKS ABOUT HIM.
ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?
NO. YEAH, YEAH.
I'M GOOD.
OKAY.
UM... I CAN'T BE HERE.
OF COURSE.
I MEAN, WE'RE GOOD HERE.
WE'RE GREAT.
OKAY.
SO... OKAY.
(George)
CAN I PLEASE...
HEY, WHAT'S UP?
DR. SHEPHERD.
MEREDITH.
I HEARD. IS IT TRUE?
YEAH.
SECRET'S OUT.
DR. SHEPHERD, I--
YOU DON'T HAVE TO CALL ME
DR. SHEPHERD.
DR. SHEPHERD,
I WANT IN ON A SURGICAL CASE.
I CAN'T JUST DO NOTHING
ALL DAY.
AND YOU OWE ME THIS.
AND I NEVER ASK YOU
FOR ANYTHING LIKE THIS, SO...
I HAVE AN E.T.S.
THIS AFTERNOON.
YOU'LL SCRUB IN.
YOU'RE LATE.
I APOLOGIZE.
I'M JUST STARTING TO DISSECT
AROUND MR. GASTON'S TUMOR.
I'VE ALMOST GOT
VISUALIZATION.
HEY, KELLY.
DR. SHEP--
DR. SHEPHERD.
GOD. SORRY.
DAMN IT.
KELLY.
YEAH.
KELLY.
MM-HMM.
THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST TIME
THAT THAT EVER HAPPENS.
HOW ARE HER LABS?
H AND H ARE STABLE,
CHEST X-RAYS SHOW
NO ACUTE PROCESS.
GOOD.
YOU READY TO GO?
ARE YOU KIDDING?
I'VE BEEN READY
SINCE THE THIRD GRADE.
DID YOU READ THE LITERATURE
I GAVE YOU?
YOU UNDERSTAND
THE POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS?
COMPENSATORY SWEATING
OF THE BACK, ABDOMEN,
THIGHS AND LEGS,
POSSIBLE GUSTATORY SWEATING.
HORNER'S SYNDROME OCCURS
IN LESS THAN 1% OF PATIENTS.
BRACHIAL PLEXUS INJURY,
PNEUMOTHORAX AND HEMOTHORAX
ARE HIGHLY UNLIKELY,
BUT POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS
OF THE SURGERY.
YOU DID YOUR HOMEWORK.
TAKE HER TO PRE-OP.
I'LL ALERT THE O.R.
DO YOU KNOW
WHAT ALL THOSE WORDS MEAN?
BRACHIAL PLEXUS INJURY
COULD CAUSE PARALYSIS
OF THE ARMS.
PNEUMOTHORAX
IS A COLLAPSED LUNG.
I KNOW.
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT
TO RISK ALL OF THAT
OVER A LITTLE BIT
OF BLUSHING?
IS THAT...
WHAT YOU THINK THIS IS,
A LITTLE BIT OF BLUSHING?
JUST
A SCHOOLGIRL EMBARRASSMENT?
LOOK, YOU BOTH SAW
WHAT HAPPENED
WHEN DR. SHEP--
WHEN DR. SHEPHERD WAS HERE.
WHAT DID YOU THINK?
WELL, I THOUGHT
YOU LIKED HIM.
I DO, BUT YOU THINK
I WANT A--
A ROOMFUL OF DOCTORS
TO KNOW ABOUT IT?
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE GONNA...
IT'S NOT JUST YOU GUYS.
IT'S NOT JUST THIS ONCE.
IT HAPPENS...
EVERY TIME I HAVE A FEELING
FOR ANYONE IN MY LIFE.
I CAN'T GET MAD,
I CAN'T... BE HAPPY,
I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING WITHOUT
THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWING.
I CAN'T HAVE A SECRET.
CAN YOU...
IMAGINE LIVING THAT WAY
YOUR ENTIRE LIFE?
♪♪♪
(glass shatters)
GET AWAY FROM ME,
YOU INSIPID LITTLE MAN!
DR. GREY, CALM DOWN.
GET OUT OF HERE!
GET OUT OF MY ROOM!
PLEASE CALM DOWN.
GET AWAY FROM MY HOUSE!
WHAT CAN I DO?
PLEASE GET SOME HALOPERIDOL.
DON'T GIVE ME THAT LOOK.
THAT SAD LITTLE,
SOULFUL LITTLE PUPPY ROUTINE.
I KNOW IT BY HEART, THATCH,
AND I'M OVER IT.
I DON'T WANNA HEAR ABOUT
YOUR DAY OR YOUR STUDENTS
OR YOUR PATHETIC
LITTLE RESEARCH GRANTS.
MY...
MY WORK IS WHAT COUNTS!
IT'S WHAT PAYS
FOR THIS HOUSE.
IT PAYS FOR--
IT PAYS FOR YOU
AND IT PAYS FOR--
IT PAYS FOR MEREDITH
AND FOR YOUR
PRECIOUS LIFESTYLE.
SO WHY DON'T YOU
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
AND LET ME DO IT?!
MEREDITH MAY THINK
SHE NEEDS YOU,
BUT I SURE AS HELL DON'T.
(George) DR. GREY.
(Nurse) HERE IT IS.
(Ellis) JUST GET AWAY
FROM ME, THATCHER.
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
♪♪♪
(Kelly) ARE YOU OKAY?
(sighs)
THAT'S SOMETHING
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASKING YOU.
OH.
(Richard) O'MALLEY.
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE
WORKING ON ELLIS GREY.
YES, SIR.
I'M TRYIN' MY BEST.
ALL RIGHT, KEEP ME INFORMED
OF HER PROGRESS
AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER.
SHE'S AN OLD FRIEND
OF MINE.
REALLY? BECAUSE, ACTUALLY,
I COULD USE SOME HELP.
COULD--COULD YOU HELP ME
EXAMINE HER?
UH, UM, I'M JUST
A LITTLE BUSY JUST NOW.
GOTTA RUN.
RIGHT, OKAY.
IT'S JUST THAT SHE SEEMS
TO THINK I'M HER EX-HUSBAND
AND SHE WON'T LET ME
TOUCH HER.
FUNNY. YOU--YOU DO LOOK
A BIT LIKE THATCHER. YEAH.
I LOOK LIKE MEREDITH'S DAD?
UM, JUST TAKE GOOD CARE
OF HER, GEORGE.
BUT I LOOK LIKE
MEREDITH'S DAD?
I NEED HELP.
HEY.
HEY.
HEY, WAIT, WAIT,
WAIT.
WHAT?
YOU HAVE AN EYELASH.
MAKE A WISH
AND BLOW IT AWAY.
HEY, NURSE RATCHED,
THERE'S A DEAD GUY
STINKIN' UP ROOM 4125.
DO SOMETHIN'
BEFORE HE ROTS.
SEE? THAT IS EXACTLY
WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
WHAT?
WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID
OF SHOWING PEOPLE
THAT YOU'RE A DECENT
HUMAN BEING?
REMEMBER WHEN HE
WALLPAPERED THE HOSPITAL
WITH PICTURES OF YOU
IN YOUR UNDERWEAR?
YEAH.
YEAH, I DO.
THAT WAS BEFORE
I KNEW YOU.
THANKS, MAN.
VERY HELPFUL.
I NEED YOU TO HELP ME
DO AN EXAM
ON MEREDITH'S MOM.
OH, A STANDARD EXAM.
YOU DID GO
TO MED SCHOOL, RIGHT?
SHE THINKS I'M HER EX-HUSBAND.
SHE WON'T LET ME.
DR. GREY.
OH, DAMN IT, THATCHER,
I'M AT WORK.
I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU.
I'M TOO BUSY TO DEAL WITH YOU.
NOW NO MORE CARTOONS.
SHE MEANS INTERRUPTIONS.
NO MORE INTERRUPTIONS,
THATCH.
YOU HEARD THE DOCTOR.
HI, I'M--I'M DR. KAREV.
PLEASED TO MEET YOU,
DR. GREY.
I'VE ALWAYS ADMIRED
YOUR WORK.
SO YOU'RE FAMILIAR WITH
THE LAPAROSCOPIC GREY METHOD?
OH, I STUDIED FOOTAGE OF
THE OPERATION YOU PIONEERED.
YOU'RE SOMETHING ELSE.
GOOD. WELL, THEN,
WE'RE WASTING TIME.
LET'S SCRUB IN.
WELL, DR. GREY, I'M GONNA
NEED TO DO A SHORT EXAM
BEFORE YOU START SURGERY.
I KNOW.
NEW HOSPITAL POLICY.
ANNOYING BUREAUCRATS.
MAKE IT QUICK.
WHY DON'T YOU WAIT OUTSIDE,
THATCHER?
I CAN TAKE IT FROM HERE.
TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
SHE'S GOT A GOOD GRIP.
YEAH.
I DON'T THINK I--
IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD.
SHE'S GOT A RESISTANT STRAIN
OF PNEUMOCOCCUS.
THE ANTIBIOTICS
AREN'T WORKING.
YOU MAY WANNA GET YOURSELF
REASSIGNED, DR. STEVENS.
I DON'T THINK
WE'LL BE OPERATING TODAY.
SO DO YOU THINK
DR. SHEPHERD WAS RIGHT?
IT'S JUST TOO FAR GONE.
SHE DOES HAVE A GOOD GRIP.
♪♪♪
(Preston) THE TUMOR HAS
INFILTRATED THE PERICARDIUM.
YANG.
YANG?
WHAT? SORRY.
IS MY SURGERY INTERFERING
WITH YOUR DAYDREAMING?
NO.
SORRY.
YOU HAVE A PROBLEM?
NO.
YOU HAVE A MOCHA LATTE?
NO.
THEN GO AWAY.
ACTUALLY, I NEED
A NEW ASSIGNMENT.
THE SHEPHERDS' PREEMIE CASE
IS NON-SURGICAL.
NON-SURGICAL?
NON-OPERABLE.
THAT SUCKS.
YEAH.
DID YOU KNOW
ABOUT ELLIS GREY?
DID MEREDITH TELL YOU?
NO.
IT'S JUST YOU THINK--
YOU THINK YOU KNOW SOMEONE,
YOU KNOW WHO THEY ARE,
YOU SHARE A HOUSE
AND MAKE WISHES
ON EYELASHES WITH THEM.
AND WE DON'T KNOW
EACH OTHER.
NONE OF US.
WE'RE JUST A BUNCH OF INTERNS
WHO WORK TOGETHER.
THERE'S NOTHIN' THERE.
(Preston)
THERE IS AN ARRHYTHMIA
WHEN I PRESS DOWN
ON THE TUMOR.
THAT IS A SIGN
OF WHAT, YANG?
UM...
UH, IT'S A SIGN OF--
IT'S A S--
IT'S A SIGN
THAT THE TUMOR HAS INFILTRATED
THE PERICARDIUM.
POSSIBILITIES?
I-I'M SORRY.
I...
DO YOUR HOMEWORK, YANG.
IT COULD BE CAUSING A TEAR
IN THE OUTER MUSCLE
OF THE HEART.
(Man) SO HE'S GOT
A BROKEN HEART?
CRISTINA.
CRISTINA.
SOMEBODY HELP HER.
♪♪♪
CRISTINA. CRISTINA.
DON'T JUST STAND THERE,
DAMN IT. SOMEBODY HELP HER.
GET A GURNEY IN HERE!
CRISTINA.
(Miranda) WE GOT IT,
DR. BURKE. WE GOT IT.
ALL RIGHT, TALK TO ME.
WHAT DO WE KNOW?
WHAT DO WE KNOW?
TALK TO ME, STEVENS.
I DON'T KNOW.
COME ON, PEOPLE,
LET'S MOVE.
(Miranda)
CRISTINA, WHAT HURTS?
LET'S GET HER OUTTA HERE.
THERE'S A PATIENT ON THE TABLE.
LIFT.
DR. BAILEY, WHEN YOU
GET HER STABILIZED,
I NEED A REPORT, PLEASE.
DR. BAILEY!
RIGHT, DR. BURKE.
(Miranda)
HER PULSE IS RACING.
I NEED HER ON A MONITOR,
NEED TO GET A B.P.
ALSO, I WANT HER STARTED ON
AT LITER OF L.R. WIDE OPEN.
(Cristina) IZZIE.
GET TO EMERGENCY. LET 'EM
KNOW WE'RE ON OUR WAY.
WHAT?
SEVEN WEEKS.
I'M PREGNANT, IZZIE.
I'M PREGNANT.
UH, OKAY, NO.
WE'RE GOING TO PRE-OP INSTEAD.
FIND ADDISON SHEPHERD,
AND, IZZIE, BE DISCREET.
SO I'M LEAVING
IN THE MORNING.
NO.
EXCUSE ME?
NO, I'M NOT ACCEPTING
YOUR RESIGNATION.
IT'S NOT A RESIGNATION,
RICHARD.
IT'S NOTIFICATION. I DON'T
OFFICIALLY WORK FOR YOU.
I CAME HERE FOR ONE CASE.
I CAN TRACK THE TWINS'
PROGRESS FROM NEW YORK.
WELL, WHAT ABOUT
THE PREEMIE.
I'M LETTING GO OF THE PREEMIE,
YOU KNOW THAT.
HE CALLS ME SATAN,
RICHARD.
YOU--YOU DON'T LIKE
TO HIDE FROM A FIGHT.
NO FIGHT. HE WINS.
I'M LEAVING IN THE MORNING.
WHAT IS IT, O'MALLEY?
IT'S DR. GREY, SIR.
ELLIS.
(George) C.T. CONFIRMED
DIVERTICULITIS,
BUT A LIVER MASS
WAS ALSO FOUND.
MY GOD.
POOR MEREDITH.
AS IF HER MOTHER HAVING
ALZHEIMER'S ISN'T BAD ENOUGH,
NOW SHE HAS TO DEAL
WITH LIVER CANCER.
YOU WON'T KNOW THAT
IT'S CANCER
UNTIL YOU DO A BIOPSY,
O'MALLEY.
RIGHT. SORRY.
EXCUSE ME, DR. SHEPHERD,
WE NEED YOU, FAST.
UM, IT'S CRISTINA,
ONE OF OUR INTERNS.
SHE'S...
SHE'S COLLAPSED.
CRISTINA'S COLLAPSED?
WHY DO YOU NEED ME?
CRISTINA'S PREGNANT?
SHUT UP, GEORGE.
PLEASE COME.
DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING,
RICHARD.
I'M STILL LEAVING
IN THE MORNING.
THIS IS A VERY BAD DAY.
OKAY, DR. KAREV, IF WE'RE
GONNA STOP HER BLUSHING,
WE HAVE TO EXPOSE
THE SYMPATHETIC GANGLION CHAIN
WHICH RESIDES WHERE?
IT'S TIME TO CLEAR ME
FOR SURGERY, SHEPHERD.
WHAT?
I KNOW YOU HEARD ME.
I'M STANDING RIGHT HERE.
CHIEF, I'M A LITTLE BUSY HERE.
WE'LL TALK ABOUT IT LATER.
JUST GIVE A VERBAL OKAY.
WE CAN DO THE PAPERWORK LATER.
I CANNOT DO THAT.
I AM YOUR CHIEF OF SURGERY.
THIS IS NOT A REQUEST.
WITH ALL DUE RESPECT, SIR,
IN THIS SITUATION,
I'M NOT YOUR SUBORDINATE,
I'M YOUR DOCTOR.
ONE WEEK
AFTER BRAIN SURGERY,
YOU ARE NOT READY
TO RESUME MEDICAL PRACTICE.
IT'S A SIMPLE PROCEDURE.
A NEEDLE BIOPSY.
A RESIDENT COULD DO IT.
SO LET A RESIDENT DO IT.
WHAT AM I MISSING HERE?
IT'S FOR MY MOTHER,
ISN'T IT?
YOU THINK SHE HAS CANCER.
GEORGE NEEDS YOUR SIGNATURE.
RICHARD, I KNOW
SHE'S YOUR FRIEND.
I'M NOT CLEARING YOU
FOR SURGERY.
WHAT'S HER TOTAL BILI?
IT'S ACTUALLY ONLY 4.
I MEAN, IT'S NOT GREAT,
BUT IT'S NOT TERRIBLE.
THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T SEE
THE JAUNDICE.
NO ONE COULD.
WE JUST HAVE TO WAIT
AND SEE.
WHAT AREN'T YOU TELLING ME?
IT'S CRISTINA.
HAVE YOU NOTIFIED
THE FATHER?
CRISTINA. CRISTINA.
CRISTINA.
CRISTINA, IS THERE ANYONE
WE CAN CALL?
WE'RE LOSING HER.
OH, MAN. YOU SEE THAT? IT WAS
AN EXTRAUTERINE PREGNANCY.
THE TUBE BURST.
SHE'S BLEEDING OUT.
AH, GOOD. YOU'RE FINISHED.
I NEED YOU TO DO
A NEEDLE BIOPSY.
UM, I'VE GOTTA GO
CHECK ON...
THERE'S SOMEONE I NEED
TO SEE ABOUT.
I HAD AN INTERN COLLAPSE ON ME
IN THE MIDDLE OF SURGERY.
SO IF THIS COULD WAIT--
NO, I NEED YOU TO DO
A NEEDLE BIOPSY NOW.
CHIEF, NOW IS NOT THE TIME.
I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
FOR A DEBATE. YOU UNDERSTAND?
YOU'LL DO IT
BECAUSE I ASKED YOU TO.
BECAUSE I NEED YOU TO.
IT'S ELLIS GREY.
♪♪♪
SHE'S GONNA BE OKAY,
RIGHT?
HOW ATTACHED WAS SHE
TO THIS PREGNANCY?
I DON'T KNOW.
SHE'S A PRETTY
PRIVATE PERSON.
SHE'S LOST A LOT OF BLOOD.
BUT I'M IN CONTROL.
DR. BAILEY, YOU MUST HAVE
A SURGERY OR TWO
OF YOUR OWN TODAY.
I'M FINE RIGHT HERE.
♪♪♪
CAN YOU DO THE FOLLOW-UP?
I WANNA CHECK ON CRISTINA.
(Alex) YEAH. YOU KNOW
WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?
DON'T.
I'M SORRY.
DON'T BE SORRY.
I'M SO TIRED
OF YOU BEING SORRY.
DON'T DO IT.
DR. GREY--
DR. GREY. SERIOUSLY?
ARE YOU CONCERNED ABOUT
ALEX FINDING OUT ABOUT US?
IS THAT WHAT MATTERS
TO YOU?
DO YOU REALLY THINK
HE CARES?
ALEX, DO YOU CARE THAT
I WAS THE INTERN
STUPID ENOUGH TO SCREW
THE MARRIED ATTENDING?
NO.
MEREDITH, IT'S OKAY.
IT'S NOT OKAY.
YOU HAVE A WIFE
WHO'S NOT EASY TO HATE,
WHO'S ANNOYINGLY KIND
AND PAINFULLY SMART
AND CURRENTLY SAVING
MY FRIEND'S LIFE.
WOULD YOU JUST--
DON'T.
STOP TALKING TO ME
LIKE YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND.
STOP TALKING TO ME
AT ALL.
DUDE...
THAT WAS ROUGH.
♪♪♪
YOU NEED SOMETHING?
I'M COMING IN.
NO, YOU'RE NOT.
I AM. I'M HER FRIEND.
EXACTLY.
SHE'S LYING
ON THE OPERATING TABLE,
NAKED, EXPOSED.
SHE'S SEDATED, BUT SHE'S
PROBABLY SCARED OUT OF HER MIND.
AND RIGHT NOW,
SHE'S NOT A DOCTOR,
SHE'S NOT YOUR FRIEND,
SHE'S A PATIENT.
AND SHE DESERVES TO HAVE
ALL THE PRIVACY I CAN GIVE HER.
YOU'RE NOT GOING IN THERE.
WE WENT JOGGING THIS MORNING.
I MADE HER GO JOGGING.
THERE'S NO WAY
THAT COULD'VE--
NO, NO.
IT STARTED OUT THIS WAY.
NOTHING CAUSED IT
TO HAPPEN.
YOU HAVE TO LET ME
IN THERE.
YOU CAN TRY.
I'LL HAVE TO TAKE YOU DOWN.
HEY...
I MAY BE SHORT,
BUT YOU'RE PRETTY TINY.
I COULD DO IT.
RIGHT NOW,
JUST IN THIS MOMENT,
I HATE YOU.
YEAH, WELL...
I CAN TAKE IT.
ALL RIGHT, DR. GREY.
WE'RE GOING TO PUT YOU
TO SLEEP FOR A LITTLE WHILE.
BUT I PROMISE,
WE'LL HAVE YOU BACK
INTO SURGERY IN NO TIME.
RICHARD...
THANK GOD YOU'RE HERE...
YOU BEAUTIFUL MAN.
THAT HUSBAND OF MINE
HAS BEEN MAKING ME CRAZY.
♪♪♪
(monitor beeping)
LOOK AT THAT.
B.P.'s STABILIZING.
SHE'S STRONGER
SINCE THIS MORNING.
THERE'S NO REASON
IN THE WORLD
WHY SHE SHOULD BE STRONGER
SINCE THIS MORNING.
SHE'S REALLY BEAUTIFUL,
ISN'T SHE?
TELL YOU WHAT.
IF SHE MAKES IT
THOUGH THE NIGHT
AND SHE HAS
A LITTLE BIT MORE STRENGTH,
I'LL OPERATE.
♪♪♪
YOU KNOW...
THE WAY I SEE IT,
WE COULD DEAL WITH US
IN ONE OF THREE WAYS.
OPTION ONE, I COULD APOLOGIZE,
YOU COULD FORGIVE ME
AND COME HOME
AND WE COULD MOVE ON
WITH OUR LIVES LIKE ADULTS.
OR OPTION TWO,
I COULD APOLOGIZE, YOU COULD
FORGIVE ME, COME HOME,
BUT YOU COULD STILL BRING IT UP
TO USE AGAINST ME
WHENEVER WE ARGUE.
ARE YOU TRYING
TO BE FUNNY?
SATAN HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR.
WHAT'S THE THIRD?
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THE THIRD OPTION IS.
I JUST KNOW
I STILL LOVE YOU.
♪♪♪
TELL THEM THE CHIEF SAID
TO PUT A RUSH ON THIS BIOPSY
AND TELL THEM
IT'S ELLIS GREY.
OKAY.
OH, DR. BURKE, DO YOU WANT
THE HISTOLOGIC GRADE
AND STAGING
OR ANY SPECIFIC STAINS?
HAVE THEM RUN
ALL TESTS.
OKAY.
♪♪♪
WHAT HAPPENED?
YOU HAD
AN EXTRAUTERINE PREGNANCY.
YOUR LEFT FALLOPIAN TUBE
BURST.
DR. SHEPHERD...
SHE DID EVERYTHING
SHE COULD,
BUT THERE WAS
TOO MUCH DAMAGE.
SHE COULDN'T SAVE THE TUBE.
HEY.
HEY.
IS IT OVER?
MM-HMM.
THE SURGERY WAS SUCCESSFUL.
WE'RE JUST DOING
A FOLLOW-UP.
DR. SHEPHERD WILL BE IN
TO CHECK ON YOU IN AWHILE.
SAY THAT AGAIN.
WHAT?
SAY HIS NAME--
DR. SHEPHER--
OH, MY GOD,
LOOK AT MY FACE.
DR. SHEPHERD.
DR. SHEPHERD.
GUESS IT WAS WORTH
THE RISK.
I STILL THINK IT'S NUTS--
HAVING MAJOR SURGERY
JUST SO PEOPLE CAN'T TELL
HOW YOU'RE FEELIN'.
REALLY? YOU DO?
NAH, I GUESS NOT.
YOU COULD TALK, YOU KNOW.
I MEAN, IF YOU NEED TO.
I'M FINE.
YOU'VE SAID THAT WORD
SO MANY TIMES TODAY,
IT DOESN'T EVEN SOUND
LIKE A WORD ANYMORE.
I'M JUST SAYIN'
YOU COULD TALK TO ME
'CAUSE, YOU KNOW, EVEN IF
I REPEAT EVERY WORD YOU SAY,
NO ONE AROUND HERE LIKES ME.
THEY'LL JUST CALL ME A LIAR
AND MOVE ON.
IZZIE LIKES YOU.
YOU'RE BLUSHING.
SHUT UP.
LOOK, FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH,
I DON'T KNOW HOW
YOU'RE STILL ON YOUR FEET.
I MEAN, IF I FOUND OUT
MY MOM MIGHT HAVE CANCER,
I'D BE UNDER THE BAR
BY NOW.
YOU WANT THE UGLY TRUTH?
YOU HAVE AN UGLY TRUTH?
I NEVER WOULDA PEGGED YOU
TO HAVE AN UGLY TRUTH.
I'M MORE AFRAID
SHE DOESN'T HAVE CANCER.
WELL, LIVER CANCER'S FAST.
PAINFUL, BUT IT'S FAST,
AND THEY GIVE YOU MORPHINE.
THEY DON'T GIVE YOU MORPHINE
FOR ALZHEIMER'S.
NO, THEY DON'T.
WHAT KIND OF PERSON WISHES
THEIR MOTHER HAD CANCER?
(sighs)
IT'S HARD.
I KNOW IT'S HARD
BEING THE ONE WHO'S GONE.
BUT, MAN...
IT ISN'T EASY BEIN'
THE ONE WHO'S STILL AROUND.
HEY, DID YOU GET YOUR MOM'S
BIOPSY RESULTS BACK YET?
NOT YET.
HOW'S CRISTINA?
SHE'S, UH...
SHE'S GONNA HAVE
A LOT OF PAIN FOR A FEW DAYS,
BUT SHE'LL BE OKAY.
I'M GLAD YOU WERE THERE.
ARE YOU?
YES, I AM.
IT'S JUST...
IT'S JUST THAT
A LOT OF THE TIME,
IT FEELS LIKE
YOU AND CRISTINA
ARE KINDA OVER THERE,
AND I'M HERE.
SO ABOUT ALEX...
YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW.
YOU GUYS HATE HIM. FINE.
(groans)
YEAH, WE DO.
BUT I JUST WANNA SAY
THAT I BELIEVE YOU,
THAT HE'S DIFFERENT
ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW HIM.
(Man) HERE YOU GO.
ELLIS GREY.
LET HER KNOW.
MEREDITH, ARE YOU OKAY?
NO.
I'M NOT OKAY.
DR. GREY.
OH, PLEASE, THATCHER.
I'VE HAD A LONG DAY.
I'M TIRED. GO AWAY.
NO.
WHAT?
NO.
I AM THATCHER GREY.
AND I'M YOUR HUSBAND,
AND, UH,
I KNOW YOU DON'T LIKE ME
VERY MUCH,
BUT THE FACT IS,
I DON'T ALWAYS LIKE YOU
VERY MUCH EITHER.
I DON'T LIKE THE WAY
YOU SPEAK TO ME.
AND I REALLY HATE
THE WAY YOU SPEAK TO MEREDITH.
SHE DESERVES BETTER
FROM YOU.
I'M SORRY.
YOU ARE?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME,
THATCH?
UH...
THE MASS ON YOUR LIVER--
IS IT ALGEBRA?
I MEAN,
IS IT ALGEB--
DAMN IT.
IS IT MALIGNANT?
NO.
IT'S BENIGN.
♪♪♪
MEREDITH.
MEREDITH.
DON'T.
PLEASE, PLEASE,
JUST DON'T SAY ANYTHING.
OKAY.
I'M JUST EXHAUSTED.
MY MOTHER IS EXHAUSTING,
WHAT HAPPENED TO CRISTINA...
AND YOU...
HATING YOU IS
THE MOST EXHAUSTING.
♪♪♪
I DON'T WANNA DO IT
ANYMORE.
NO ONE
LIKES TO LOOSE CONTROL,
BUT AS A SURGEON...
THERE'S NOTHING WORSE.
♪♪♪
IT'S A SIGN OF WEAKNESS...
OF NOT BEING UP TO THE TASK.
HOW CAN SOMEONE BE
SO OFFENSIVE
AND YET SO CHARMING
ALL AT THE SAME TIME?
IT'S AN ART FORM.
MM-HMM.
AND STILL, THERE ARE TIMES
WHEN IT JUST GETS AWAY
FROM YOU...
WHEN THE WORLD STOPS SPINNING
AND YOU REALIZE THAT
YOUR SHINY LITTLE SCALPEL
ISN'T GONNA SAVE YOU...
WE WENT IN EXPECTING
TO SIMPLY REMOVE THE TUMOR.
INSTEAD, IT WAS
A LITTLE MORE COMPLICATED.
THE TUMOR INFILTRATED
INTO THE PERICARDIUM,
CAUSING A TEAR
IN THE OUTER MUSCLE
OF THE HEART.
UM...
THAT'S A LOT
OF MEDICAL TALK.
IT MEANS, UH, AHEM...
IT MEANS...
THAT YOU HAD--
YOU HAD A BROKEN HEART,
LITERALLY.
UM...
BUT NOW I'M, UM...
BUT NOW YOU'RE GOING
TO BE FINE.
AND NO MATTER HOW HARD
YOU FIGHT IT, YOU FALL.
AND IT'S SCARY AS HELL.
EXCEPT, IF THERE'S
AN UPSIDE TO FREE-FALLING,
IT'S THE CHANCE YOU GIVE
YOUR FRIENDS TO CATCH YOU.
ON "GREY'S ANATOMY"...
DEREK'S MARRIED.
YOU WAITED TWO MONTHS
TO TELL ME,
AND I HAD TO FIND OUT
BY HER SHOWING UP
AND TELLING ME HERSELF.
YOU HAD BRAIN SURGERY
AND DIDN'T TELL ME?
YOU CALLED MY WIFE?
YOU CALLED MINE.
IT'S NOT LIKE
WE'RE DIVORCED.
PRACTICALLY DIVORCED.
YOU'VE HAD
COUNSELING?
WE HAD ADULTERY.
THAT WAS ENOUGH.
I THINK IT'S BEST
TO MAKE A CLEAN BREAK.
OH, YOU'RE ENDING THIS.
I'M PREGNANT.
HAVE YOU EVEN BOTHERED
TO TELL BURKE ABOUT THE BABY?
THE CLINIC WOULDN'T LET ME
CONFIRM MY APPOINTMENT
UNLESS I DESIGNATED
AN EMERGENCY CONTACT PERSON.
YOU'RE MY PERSON.
I AM?
I HEARD YOUR MOTHER
WAS LEAVING MAYO.
SHE GOIN' BACK
WITH THE U.N.?
SHE'S, UH,
TAKING TIME OFF.
WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
IT'S ME, MOM, MEREDITH.
♪♪♪
OH, YOU ARE STUPID.
OH, GOD.
YOU'RE A STUPID,
EVIL SADIST,
AND I WANNA KILL YOU!
ENDORPHINS ARE GOOD.
ENDORPHINS
ARE MOOD ELEVATORS.
THIS IS SUPPOSED
TO MAKE US FEEL BETTER.
OH, GOD.
DO YOU FEEL BETTER?
I'M STUPID.
SLUTTY MISTRESS.
PREGNANT WHORE.
SLEEPING WITH OUR BOSSES
WAS A GREAT IDEA.
OH.
YOU KNOW WHAT'S RUINED
FOR ME?
OH.
FERRY BOATS.
I USED TO LOVE
FERRY BOATS.
AND DEREK'S GOT
A THING FOR FERRY BOATS.
NOW EVERY TIME I SEE
A FREAKIN' FERRY BOAT--
YOU KNOW WHAT'S RUINED
FOR ME?
CORONARY ARTERY
BYPASS GRAFTS
AND AORTIC ANEURYSMS.
GOD, I USED TO LOVE
AORTIC ANEURYSMS.
(Meredith) SURGEONS
ARE CONTROL FREAKS.
WITH A SCALPEL IN YOUR HAND...
OH, CRAP.
YOU FEEL UNSTOPPABLE.
THERE'S NO FEAR,
THERE'S NO PAIN.
HAVE YOU CRIED YET?
HELLO.
YOU'RE 10 FEET TALL
AND BULLETPROOF.
DO YOU THINK WE'D FEEL BETTER
IF WE CRY?
YOU KNOW, JUST LIKE,
LET IT OUT?
PROBABLY, YEAH.
AND THEN YOU LEAVE
THE O.R...
YOU WANNA CRY NOW?
NO.
OKAY, LET'S--LET'S JOG.
AND ALL THAT PERFECTION,
ALL THAT BEAUTIFUL CONTROL
JUST FALLS TO CRAP.
WHAT IS SHE DOING?
SHE'S HANGING OUT
WITH ALEX.
WHY?
I DON'T KNOW.
I THINK--THINK THEY,
UH, MIGHT BE FRIENDS.
DO ANOTHER ONE.
(whispers) MAKE THE LAMBS
STOP SCREAMING.
YOU GUYS ARE WRONG
ABOUT HIM, ALL RIGHT?
ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW HIM,
HE'S REALLY SWEET.
HE'S ALEX.
PUNK-ASS.
HEY, GREY,
IZZIE WAS TELLING ME
YOU HAVE TAPES OF YOUR MOM
PERFORMING SURGERY.
I'D KILL TO SEE
THE ELLIS GREY IN ACTION.
HEY, YOU KNOW WHAT? MAYBE
YOU CAN COME OVER TONIGHT
AND WE CAN ALL WATCH IT
TOGETHER, RIGHT?
OH, YEAH, IF THIS
WERE A HELL DIMENSION.
(Cristina)
RUN AWAY, PIG BOY.
YOU HAVE A THING
FOR ALEX?
NO.
(Cristina) OH.
I DON'T.
ARE WE SAVING LIVES
OR HAVING A TEA PARTY?
WALK FASTER, PEOPLE.
AHEM.
NICE HAT.
SHUT UP.
WHAT ARE YOU
DOIN' HERE?
I'M GOING BACK TO WORK.
YOU'RE NOT CLEARED
FOR SURGERY.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I'VE BEEN SITTIN' HOME
FOR A WEEK,
WATCHING OPRAH GIVE AWAY
THINGS ON TV.
YOU CLEAR ME NOW,
OR I'LL HURT YOU.
IF YOU WANT ME
TO CLEAR YOU SO SOON,
YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT OF THAT
BEFORE YOU GAVE CHIEF TO BURKE
AND INVITED SATAN
TO SEATTLE.
SATAN?
GOOD MORNING.
RICHARD, LIKE THE HAT.
SATAN SPEAKS.
ACTUALLY,
I PREFER TO BE CALLED
RULER OF ALL THAT IS EVIL,
BUT I WILL ANSWER TO SATAN.
WHAT IS
SHE STILL DOING HERE?
I ASKED HER TO STAY.
WE HAVE A PEDIATRIC
SURGERY ATTENDING
ON MATERNITY LEAVE.
ACTUALLY, I COULD
USE YOU ON A CONSULT.
WILL YOU MEET ME
UP THERE, DEREK?
YEAH, FINE.
SEE YOU, RICHARD.
NICE LADY.
I'M NOT CLEARING YOU
FOR SURGERY.
FINE, I CAN CATCH UP
ON MY PAPERWORK.
(chuckles)
MR. GASTON IS SCHEDULED
FOR A RESECTION
NON-SMALL CELL CARCINOMA
TODAY.
HE DID WELL OVERNIGHT,
HAS REMAINED AFEBRILE.
HE'S HAD A DOSE
OF CEFTRIAXONE THIS MORNING.
HIS PRE-OP LABS
ARE UNREMARKABLE.
HIS CHEST X-RAYS ARE UNCHANGED
FROM THE PREVIOUS.
I OWN A COUPLE
OF DRY CLEANING STORES.
I NEVER BELIEVED
WHAT THEY SAID
ABOUT INHALING
THE CHEMICALS, BUT...
WE'RE GONNA DO EVERYTHING
WE CAN FOR YOU, MR. GASTON.
DID ONCOLOGY SEE HIM YET?
THEY'RE WAITING
FOR THE SURGICAL PATH.
THANK YOU, DR. YANG.
YOU'RE WELCOME,
DR. BURKE.
I KNOW,
AND I JUST THINK
YOU SHOULD STILL TELL HIM
ABOUT THE BABY
BECAUSE AT LEAST
HE SHOULD HAVE
THE RESPONSIBILITY
OF HAVING TO PAY.
NO! LOOK, HE WILL
NEVER KNOW. IT'S OVER.
ONCE THIS PREGNANCY'S
TAKEN CARE OF,
BURKE WON'T EVEN BE
A BLIP ON MY RADAR.
HE'LL BE A SMUDGE.
RIGHT.
YOU KNOW, MEREDITH,
LEAVE THE SARCASM
UP TO ME.
REALLY.
IT DOESN'T SUIT YOU.
KELLY ROCHE,
23 YEARS OLD,
IN FOR A SCHEDULED E.T.S.
FOR TREATMENT OF ERYTHROPHOBIA
WITH HYPERPYREXIA.
ERYTHROPHOBIA?
BLUSHING.
YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS
ABOUT THE PROCEDURE?
DOCTOR...
(sighs)
DR. SHEPHERD
EXPLAINED EVERYTHING.
HE WAS VERY... HELPFUL.
HE GAVE ME SOME LITERA--
SORRY.
DON'T BE. HALF THE PATIENTS
THAT COME THROUGH HERE
HAVE THE HOTS FOR SHEPHERD.
DR. KAREV.
WHAT?
IT'S TRUE.
HEY.
WHY DO YOU DO THAT?
WHAT?
ACT LIKE AN ASS WHEN EVERYBODY
BUT ME IS AROUND.
THEY HATE YOU ENOUGH
AS IT IS.
SO? WHAT?
HEY, THERE'S A NEW SURGICAL CASE
COMING UP FROM THE PIT,
LIKELY DIVERTICULITIS.
LET'S GO.
YOU COMIN'?
YEAH.
(Ellis) WATCH IT.
HANDS OFF ME.
I COULD REPORT YOU
TO THE CHIEF
AND YOU'D BE OUT
ON YOUR ASS!
WHERE IS THE CHIEF?!
PATIENT'S NAME IS, UM...
WHERE IS THE CHIEF?
YOU'RE ALL AMATEURS!
COMPLAINING OF INTERMITTENT
CRAMPING, PAIN AND DIARRHEA.
ALSO SUFFERS FROM...
AMATEURS!
ALZHEIMER'S.
(Miranda)
THE PATIENT'S NAME?
UM...
COME ON, YANG,
THE PATIENT'S NAME?
WHAT THE HELL
ARE YOU DOING HERE?
HAVEN'T I TOLD YOU?
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU
NOT TO BOTHER ME
WHEN I'M AT WORK?!
ELLIS GREY.
(George) MEREDITH'S MOTHER.
AMATEURS!
YOU'RE AMATEURS!
♪♪♪
♪ NOBODY KNOWS
WHERE THEY MIGHT END UP ♪
♪ NOBODY KNOWS ♪
♪ OH, OH ♪
♪ SUPPOSE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW ♪
LEAVE HER ALONE.
(all talking at once)
STOP IT, STOP IT,
STOP IT!
MEREDITH, ARE YOU OKAY--
DR. KAREV, STICK WITH
THE E.T.S. CASE.
AND, ALEX,
HER BLUSHING IMPULSE--
NOT A TOY FOR YOU TO PLAY WITH
OR A BUTTON FOR YOU TO PUSH,
UNDERSTOOD?
HEY, MEREDITH,
YOU KNOW, UM,
MY GREAT-GRANDMOTHER,
SHE DIED WITH ALZHEIMER'S.
MY GOD.
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?
LOOK, I'M JUST
TRYIN' TO HELP.
(Miranda) IZZIE,
THE DR. SHEPHERDS
NEED AN INTERN
UP IN THE N.I.C.U.
WAIT, BOTH OF THEM,
TOGETHER?
AND ME, BY MYSELF,
WITH THE TWO MARRIED PEOPLE
WHO HATE EACH OTHER?
GO.
CRISTINA, YOU'RE ON
THE THORACOTOMY.
OH, WITH BURKE?
OH, CAN I HAVE THE HATEFUL
MARRIED COUPLE INSTEAD?
OKAY, I'M SORRY.
I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR RESIDENT,
NOT YOUR HOSTESS.
I ASSIGN, YOU TAKE.
IS THAT A PROBLEM?
IS THERE SOME REASON
WHY IT'S INCONVENIENT FOR YOU
TO SPEND THE DAY IN THE O.R.
LEARNING FROM DR. BURKE?
NO, I'M VERY HAPPY
TO BE WORKING WITH DR. BURKE.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
GEORGE, TAKE CARE
OF DR. GREY.
YES. THANK YOU.
SHE NEEDS A FRIEND
RIGHT NOW--
OH, YOU MEAN
ELLIS THE...
MOTHER.
ARE YOU ABLE TO WORK TODAY?
YES, I'M FINE.
'CAUSE I WOULD UNDERSTAND IT IF
YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOUR--
NO. MY MOTHER AND I
DON'T HAVE THE EASIEST...
IT'S JUST BETTER
IF I'M WORKING.
OKAY.
YOU'RE ON SCUT.
EXCUSE ME?
WHILE WE TAKE CARE
OF YOUR MOTHER,
YOU CAN CATCH UP
ON CHARTING,
RUN SAMPLES TO THE LAB,
GO OVER--
I TOLD YOU, I'M FINE.
YEAH, AND I APPRECIATE
THAT YOU'RE FINE.
BUT I HAVE TO ANTICIPATE
A CERTAIN LEVEL
OF DISTRACTION FROM YOU TODAY,
EVEN IN THE FACE
OF ALL THAT FINENESS.
SO SCUT, NOW.
(Derek) WHERE'S THE MOTHER?
(Addison) GONE.
SHE STUCK AROUND LONG ENOUGH
TO GET THE KID STRUNG OUT,
AND THEN TOOK OFF.
NICE, HUH?
ADDISON...
DEREK, I KNOW
IT'S A LONG SHOT.
I KNOW THAT.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU HAD
A NEWBORN WITH AN INVASIVE MASS.
YOU FAILED TO MENTION
SHE'S PREMATURE, UNDERWEIGHT
AND ADDICTED TO NARCOTICS.
THERE IS NO WAY THAT THIS CHILD
IS GONNA SURVIVE SPINAL SURGERY.
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.
EVEN IF SHE DOES,
SHE'S A MESS.
LOOK AT HER, SHE'S GOT
MENINGITIS SEIZURES.
SHE'S JUST GONNA LIVE
A SHORT AND PAINFUL LIFE.
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.
IT IS MY JOB TO KNOW THAT.
YOU'RE NOT GOD, DEREK.
EXCUSE ME?
I'M SORRY, HONEY,
BUT YOU'RE NOT.
YOU DON'T GET TO JUST DECIDE--
DID YOU JUST CALL ME "HONEY"?
DON'T CALL ME HONEY.
FINE. YOU'RE NOT GOD,
DR. SHEPHERD.
LOOK, IF A PATIENT HAS
ANY CHANCE AT SURVIVAL,
WHICH I THINK SHE DOES, THEN
YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY--
DON'T TALK TO ME
ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY.
YOU TOOK AN OATH, DEREK.
OH, AND DON'T YOU DARE
TALK TO ME ABOUT OATHS.
DEREK, I MESSED UP.
PEOPLE MESS UP.
YOU SLEPT WITH MY BEST FRIEND
IN MY FAVORITE SHEETS.
THE FLANNEL SHEETS?
YOU HATE THE FLANNEL SHEETS.
NO, I LOVED THOSE SHEETS.
I DID.
YOU LIKE THE ITALIAN SHEETS
WITH THE PAISLEYS.
WOULD YOU JUST STOP
TALKING ABOUT THE SHEETS?
FINE.
I'M SORRY. I'M JUST GONNA GO.
I'LL GO CHECK ON THE LABS.
ADDISON, DON'T DO THAT.
DEREK, LOOK, SHE'S A FIGHTER.
LOOK HOW FAR SHE'S COME ALREADY.
DON'T GET ATTACHED,
DON'T GET INVOLVED.
JUST DON'T MAKE HER LIFE
MORE PAINFUL THAN IT ALREADY IS.
DEREK, PLEASE.
SHE HAS NOBODY.
SHE NEEDS SOMEONE
TO FIGHT FOR HER.
SHE'S TOO FAR GONE.
WE HAVE TO LET HER GO.
LET HER GO IN PEACE.
FINE, DEREK. WALK AWAY.
IT'S WHAT YOU DO BEST.
I'VE ENJOYED THE OPPORTUNITY
TO SHOW YOU MY CAPABILITIES
IN THIS ARENA, HOWEVER BRIEF.
STOP FISHING, PRESTON.
YOU DID A GOOD JOB.
BUT I'M BACK NOW,
AND I DON'T PLAN
ON GOING ANYWHERE
ANYTIME SOON.
I AM GLAD
THAT YOU'RE BACK.
I'M JUST HIDING MY JOY
DEEP DOWN INSIDE.
AND, UH, CHIEF...
THE HAT...
IT'S A LITTLE PIMPED OUT.
WELCOME BACK, CHIEF.
IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK,
DR. GREY.
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?
IT'S MY MOTHER, SIR.
I'M SORRY
I DIDN'T TELL YOU SOONER.
I KNOW YOU TWO ARE CLOSE,
BUT SHE MADE ME PROMISE.
SHE SEEMS TO BE RELIVING
THE HEYDAY OF HER RESIDENCY
A LOT THESE DAYS.
AND I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE
IF YOU COULD STOP BY
AND SAY HELLO,
IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO HER.
OH, OF--OF COURSE.
OF COURSE.
DO YOU NEED A DAY OFF
OR A...
OH, NO.
I'M FINE.
YEAH.
OKAY.
IF YOU COULD JUST HOLD--
I'M IN THE MIDDLE
OF MY WORKDAY, THATCH.
THATCH? NO, I'M DR. O'MALLEY.
I'M...
OKAY.
DARLING, I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
TO PLAY DOCTOR NOW.
HANDS OFF. I'M BUSY.
(whispers) GEORGE.
DAMN IT, THATCH,
I MEAN IT. NO!
GEORGE.
SHE'S ALLERGIC
TO PENICILLIN.
YEAH? OH, YEAH.
IT SAID IN HER CHART.
OH.
YOU JUST HAVE TO BE PATIENT.
OKAY. DO YOU, UM,
WHO'S THATCH?
MY DAD THATCHER.
WHAT DID SHE--
IS SHE--
IS SHE TALKING ABOUT HIM?
UM, YEAH.
SHE NEVER TALKS ABOUT HIM.
ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?
NO. YEAH, YEAH.
I'M GOOD.
OKAY.
UM... I CAN'T BE HERE.
OF COURSE.
I MEAN, WE'RE GOOD HERE.
WE'RE GREAT.
OKAY.
SO... OKAY.
(George)
CAN I PLEASE...
HEY, WHAT'S UP?
DR. SHEPHERD.
MEREDITH.
I HEARD. IS IT TRUE?
YEAH.
SECRET'S OUT.
DR. SHEPHERD, I--
YOU DON'T HAVE TO CALL ME
DR. SHEPHERD.
DR. SHEPHERD,
I WANT IN ON A SURGICAL CASE.
I CAN'T JUST DO NOTHING
ALL DAY.
AND YOU OWE ME THIS.
AND I NEVER ASK YOU
FOR ANYTHING LIKE THIS, SO...
I HAVE AN E.T.S.
THIS AFTERNOON.
YOU'LL SCRUB IN.
YOU'RE LATE.
I APOLOGIZE.
I'M JUST STARTING TO DISSECT
AROUND MR. GASTON'S TUMOR.
I'VE ALMOST GOT
VISUALIZATION.
HEY, KELLY.
DR. SHEP--
DR. SHEPHERD.
GOD. SORRY.
DAMN IT.
KELLY.
YEAH.
KELLY.
MM-HMM.
THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST TIME
THAT THAT EVER HAPPENS.
HOW ARE HER LABS?
H AND H ARE STABLE,
CHEST X-RAYS SHOW
NO ACUTE PROCESS.
GOOD.
YOU READY TO GO?
ARE YOU KIDDING?
I'VE BEEN READY
SINCE THE THIRD GRADE.
DID YOU READ THE LITERATURE
I GAVE YOU?
YOU UNDERSTAND
THE POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS?
COMPENSATORY SWEATING
OF THE BACK, ABDOMEN,
THIGHS AND LEGS,
POSSIBLE GUSTATORY SWEATING.
HORNER'S SYNDROME OCCURS
IN LESS THAN 1% OF PATIENTS.
BRACHIAL PLEXUS INJURY,
PNEUMOTHORAX AND HEMOTHORAX
ARE HIGHLY UNLIKELY,
BUT POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS
OF THE SURGERY.
YOU DID YOUR HOMEWORK.
TAKE HER TO PRE-OP.
I'LL ALERT THE O.R.
DO YOU KNOW
WHAT ALL THOSE WORDS MEAN?
BRACHIAL PLEXUS INJURY
COULD CAUSE PARALYSIS
OF THE ARMS.
PNEUMOTHORAX
IS A COLLAPSED LUNG.
I KNOW.
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT
TO RISK ALL OF THAT
OVER A LITTLE BIT
OF BLUSHING?
IS THAT...
WHAT YOU THINK THIS IS,
A LITTLE BIT OF BLUSHING?
JUST
A SCHOOLGIRL EMBARRASSMENT?
LOOK, YOU BOTH SAW
WHAT HAPPENED
WHEN DR. SHEP--
WHEN DR. SHEPHERD WAS HERE.
WHAT DID YOU THINK?
WELL, I THOUGHT
YOU LIKED HIM.
I DO, BUT YOU THINK
I WANT A--
A ROOMFUL OF DOCTORS
TO KNOW ABOUT IT?
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE GONNA...
IT'S NOT JUST YOU GUYS.
IT'S NOT JUST THIS ONCE.
IT HAPPENS...
EVERY TIME I HAVE A FEELING
FOR ANYONE IN MY LIFE.
I CAN'T GET MAD,
I CAN'T... BE HAPPY,
I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING WITHOUT
THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWING.
I CAN'T HAVE A SECRET.
CAN YOU...
IMAGINE LIVING THAT WAY
YOUR ENTIRE LIFE?
♪♪♪
(glass shatters)
GET AWAY FROM ME,
YOU INSIPID LITTLE MAN!
DR. GREY, CALM DOWN.
GET OUT OF HERE!
GET OUT OF MY ROOM!
PLEASE CALM DOWN.
GET AWAY FROM MY HOUSE!
WHAT CAN I DO?
PLEASE GET SOME HALOPERIDOL.
DON'T GIVE ME THAT LOOK.
THAT SAD LITTLE,
SOULFUL LITTLE PUPPY ROUTINE.
I KNOW IT BY HEART, THATCH,
AND I'M OVER IT.
I DON'T WANNA HEAR ABOUT
YOUR DAY OR YOUR STUDENTS
OR YOUR PATHETIC
LITTLE RESEARCH GRANTS.
MY...
MY WORK IS WHAT COUNTS!
IT'S WHAT PAYS
FOR THIS HOUSE.
IT PAYS FOR--
IT PAYS FOR YOU
AND IT PAYS FOR--
IT PAYS FOR MEREDITH
AND FOR YOUR
PRECIOUS LIFESTYLE.
SO WHY DON'T YOU
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
AND LET ME DO IT?!
MEREDITH MAY THINK
SHE NEEDS YOU,
BUT I SURE AS HELL DON'T.
(George) DR. GREY.
(Nurse) HERE IT IS.
(Ellis) JUST GET AWAY
FROM ME, THATCHER.
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
♪♪♪
(Kelly) ARE YOU OKAY?
(sighs)
THAT'S SOMETHING
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASKING YOU.
OH.
(Richard) O'MALLEY.
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE
WORKING ON ELLIS GREY.
YES, SIR.
I'M TRYIN' MY BEST.
ALL RIGHT, KEEP ME INFORMED
OF HER PROGRESS
AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER.
SHE'S AN OLD FRIEND
OF MINE.
REALLY? BECAUSE, ACTUALLY,
I COULD USE SOME HELP.
COULD--COULD YOU HELP ME
EXAMINE HER?
UH, UM, I'M JUST
A LITTLE BUSY JUST NOW.
GOTTA RUN.
RIGHT, OKAY.
IT'S JUST THAT SHE SEEMS
TO THINK I'M HER EX-HUSBAND
AND SHE WON'T LET ME
TOUCH HER.
FUNNY. YOU--YOU DO LOOK
A BIT LIKE THATCHER. YEAH.
I LOOK LIKE MEREDITH'S DAD?
UM, JUST TAKE GOOD CARE
OF HER, GEORGE.
BUT I LOOK LIKE
MEREDITH'S DAD?
I NEED HELP.
HEY.
HEY.
HEY, WAIT, WAIT,
WAIT.
WHAT?
YOU HAVE AN EYELASH.
MAKE A WISH
AND BLOW IT AWAY.
HEY, NURSE RATCHED,
THERE'S A DEAD GUY
STINKIN' UP ROOM 4125.
DO SOMETHIN'
BEFORE HE ROTS.
SEE? THAT IS EXACTLY
WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
WHAT?
WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID
OF SHOWING PEOPLE
THAT YOU'RE A DECENT
HUMAN BEING?
REMEMBER WHEN HE
WALLPAPERED THE HOSPITAL
WITH PICTURES OF YOU
IN YOUR UNDERWEAR?
YEAH.
YEAH, I DO.
THAT WAS BEFORE
I KNEW YOU.
THANKS, MAN.
VERY HELPFUL.
I NEED YOU TO HELP ME
DO AN EXAM
ON MEREDITH'S MOM.
OH, A STANDARD EXAM.
YOU DID GO
TO MED SCHOOL, RIGHT?
SHE THINKS I'M HER EX-HUSBAND.
SHE WON'T LET ME.
DR. GREY.
OH, DAMN IT, THATCHER,
I'M AT WORK.
I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU.
I'M TOO BUSY TO DEAL WITH YOU.
NOW NO MORE CARTOONS.
SHE MEANS INTERRUPTIONS.
NO MORE INTERRUPTIONS,
THATCH.
YOU HEARD THE DOCTOR.
HI, I'M--I'M DR. KAREV.
PLEASED TO MEET YOU,
DR. GREY.
I'VE ALWAYS ADMIRED
YOUR WORK.
SO YOU'RE FAMILIAR WITH
THE LAPAROSCOPIC GREY METHOD?
OH, I STUDIED FOOTAGE OF
THE OPERATION YOU PIONEERED.
YOU'RE SOMETHING ELSE.
GOOD. WELL, THEN,
WE'RE WASTING TIME.
LET'S SCRUB IN.
WELL, DR. GREY, I'M GONNA
NEED TO DO A SHORT EXAM
BEFORE YOU START SURGERY.
I KNOW.
NEW HOSPITAL POLICY.
ANNOYING BUREAUCRATS.
MAKE IT QUICK.
WHY DON'T YOU WAIT OUTSIDE,
THATCHER?
I CAN TAKE IT FROM HERE.
TAKE A DEEP BREATH.
SHE'S GOT A GOOD GRIP.
YEAH.
I DON'T THINK I--
IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD.
SHE'S GOT A RESISTANT STRAIN
OF PNEUMOCOCCUS.
THE ANTIBIOTICS
AREN'T WORKING.
YOU MAY WANNA GET YOURSELF
REASSIGNED, DR. STEVENS.
I DON'T THINK
WE'LL BE OPERATING TODAY.
SO DO YOU THINK
DR. SHEPHERD WAS RIGHT?
IT'S JUST TOO FAR GONE.
SHE DOES HAVE A GOOD GRIP.
♪♪♪
(Preston) THE TUMOR HAS
INFILTRATED THE PERICARDIUM.
YANG.
YANG?
WHAT? SORRY.
IS MY SURGERY INTERFERING
WITH YOUR DAYDREAMING?
NO.
SORRY.
YOU HAVE A PROBLEM?
NO.
YOU HAVE A MOCHA LATTE?
NO.
THEN GO AWAY.
ACTUALLY, I NEED
A NEW ASSIGNMENT.
THE SHEPHERDS' PREEMIE CASE
IS NON-SURGICAL.
NON-SURGICAL?
NON-OPERABLE.
THAT SUCKS.
YEAH.
DID YOU KNOW
ABOUT ELLIS GREY?
DID MEREDITH TELL YOU?
NO.
IT'S JUST YOU THINK--
YOU THINK YOU KNOW SOMEONE,
YOU KNOW WHO THEY ARE,
YOU SHARE A HOUSE
AND MAKE WISHES
ON EYELASHES WITH THEM.
AND WE DON'T KNOW
EACH OTHER.
NONE OF US.
WE'RE JUST A BUNCH OF INTERNS
WHO WORK TOGETHER.
THERE'S NOTHIN' THERE.
(Preston)
THERE IS AN ARRHYTHMIA
WHEN I PRESS DOWN
ON THE TUMOR.
THAT IS A SIGN
OF WHAT, YANG?
UM...
UH, IT'S A SIGN OF--
IT'S A S--
IT'S A SIGN
THAT THE TUMOR HAS INFILTRATED
THE PERICARDIUM.
POSSIBILITIES?
I-I'M SORRY.
I...
DO YOUR HOMEWORK, YANG.
IT COULD BE CAUSING A TEAR
IN THE OUTER MUSCLE
OF THE HEART.
(Man) SO HE'S GOT
A BROKEN HEART?
CRISTINA.
CRISTINA.
SOMEBODY HELP HER.
♪♪♪
CRISTINA. CRISTINA.
DON'T JUST STAND THERE,
DAMN IT. SOMEBODY HELP HER.
GET A GURNEY IN HERE!
CRISTINA.
(Miranda) WE GOT IT,
DR. BURKE. WE GOT IT.
ALL RIGHT, TALK TO ME.
WHAT DO WE KNOW?
WHAT DO WE KNOW?
TALK TO ME, STEVENS.
I DON'T KNOW.
COME ON, PEOPLE,
LET'S MOVE.
(Miranda)
CRISTINA, WHAT HURTS?
LET'S GET HER OUTTA HERE.
THERE'S A PATIENT ON THE TABLE.
LIFT.
DR. BAILEY, WHEN YOU
GET HER STABILIZED,
I NEED A REPORT, PLEASE.
DR. BAILEY!
RIGHT, DR. BURKE.
(Miranda)
HER PULSE IS RACING.
I NEED HER ON A MONITOR,
NEED TO GET A B.P.
ALSO, I WANT HER STARTED ON
AT LITER OF L.R. WIDE OPEN.
(Cristina) IZZIE.
GET TO EMERGENCY. LET 'EM
KNOW WE'RE ON OUR WAY.
WHAT?
SEVEN WEEKS.
I'M PREGNANT, IZZIE.
I'M PREGNANT.
UH, OKAY, NO.
WE'RE GOING TO PRE-OP INSTEAD.
FIND ADDISON SHEPHERD,
AND, IZZIE, BE DISCREET.
SO I'M LEAVING
IN THE MORNING.
NO.
EXCUSE ME?
NO, I'M NOT ACCEPTING
YOUR RESIGNATION.
IT'S NOT A RESIGNATION,
RICHARD.
IT'S NOTIFICATION. I DON'T
OFFICIALLY WORK FOR YOU.
I CAME HERE FOR ONE CASE.
I CAN TRACK THE TWINS'
PROGRESS FROM NEW YORK.
WELL, WHAT ABOUT
THE PREEMIE.
I'M LETTING GO OF THE PREEMIE,
YOU KNOW THAT.
HE CALLS ME SATAN,
RICHARD.
YOU--YOU DON'T LIKE
TO HIDE FROM A FIGHT.
NO FIGHT. HE WINS.
I'M LEAVING IN THE MORNING.
WHAT IS IT, O'MALLEY?
IT'S DR. GREY, SIR.
ELLIS.
(George) C.T. CONFIRMED
DIVERTICULITIS,
BUT A LIVER MASS
WAS ALSO FOUND.
MY GOD.
POOR MEREDITH.
AS IF HER MOTHER HAVING
ALZHEIMER'S ISN'T BAD ENOUGH,
NOW SHE HAS TO DEAL
WITH LIVER CANCER.
YOU WON'T KNOW THAT
IT'S CANCER
UNTIL YOU DO A BIOPSY,
O'MALLEY.
RIGHT. SORRY.
EXCUSE ME, DR. SHEPHERD,
WE NEED YOU, FAST.
UM, IT'S CRISTINA,
ONE OF OUR INTERNS.
SHE'S...
SHE'S COLLAPSED.
CRISTINA'S COLLAPSED?
WHY DO YOU NEED ME?
CRISTINA'S PREGNANT?
SHUT UP, GEORGE.
PLEASE COME.
DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING,
RICHARD.
I'M STILL LEAVING
IN THE MORNING.
THIS IS A VERY BAD DAY.
OKAY, DR. KAREV, IF WE'RE
GONNA STOP HER BLUSHING,
WE HAVE TO EXPOSE
THE SYMPATHETIC GANGLION CHAIN
WHICH RESIDES WHERE?
IT'S TIME TO CLEAR ME
FOR SURGERY, SHEPHERD.
WHAT?
I KNOW YOU HEARD ME.
I'M STANDING RIGHT HERE.
CHIEF, I'M A LITTLE BUSY HERE.
WE'LL TALK ABOUT IT LATER.
JUST GIVE A VERBAL OKAY.
WE CAN DO THE PAPERWORK LATER.
I CANNOT DO THAT.
I AM YOUR CHIEF OF SURGERY.
THIS IS NOT A REQUEST.
WITH ALL DUE RESPECT, SIR,
IN THIS SITUATION,
I'M NOT YOUR SUBORDINATE,
I'M YOUR DOCTOR.
ONE WEEK
AFTER BRAIN SURGERY,
YOU ARE NOT READY
TO RESUME MEDICAL PRACTICE.
IT'S A SIMPLE PROCEDURE.
A NEEDLE BIOPSY.
A RESIDENT COULD DO IT.
SO LET A RESIDENT DO IT.
WHAT AM I MISSING HERE?
IT'S FOR MY MOTHER,
ISN'T IT?
YOU THINK SHE HAS CANCER.
GEORGE NEEDS YOUR SIGNATURE.
RICHARD, I KNOW
SHE'S YOUR FRIEND.
I'M NOT CLEARING YOU
FOR SURGERY.
WHAT'S HER TOTAL BILI?
IT'S ACTUALLY ONLY 4.
I MEAN, IT'S NOT GREAT,
BUT IT'S NOT TERRIBLE.
THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T SEE
THE JAUNDICE.
NO ONE COULD.
WE JUST HAVE TO WAIT
AND SEE.
WHAT AREN'T YOU TELLING ME?
IT'S CRISTINA.
HAVE YOU NOTIFIED
THE FATHER?
CRISTINA. CRISTINA.
CRISTINA.
CRISTINA, IS THERE ANYONE
WE CAN CALL?
WE'RE LOSING HER.
OH, MAN. YOU SEE THAT? IT WAS
AN EXTRAUTERINE PREGNANCY.
THE TUBE BURST.
SHE'S BLEEDING OUT.
AH, GOOD. YOU'RE FINISHED.
I NEED YOU TO DO
A NEEDLE BIOPSY.
UM, I'VE GOTTA GO
CHECK ON...
THERE'S SOMEONE I NEED
TO SEE ABOUT.
I HAD AN INTERN COLLAPSE ON ME
IN THE MIDDLE OF SURGERY.
SO IF THIS COULD WAIT--
NO, I NEED YOU TO DO
A NEEDLE BIOPSY NOW.
CHIEF, NOW IS NOT THE TIME.
I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
FOR A DEBATE. YOU UNDERSTAND?
YOU'LL DO IT
BECAUSE I ASKED YOU TO.
BECAUSE I NEED YOU TO.
IT'S ELLIS GREY.
♪♪♪
SHE'S GONNA BE OKAY,
RIGHT?
HOW ATTACHED WAS SHE
TO THIS PREGNANCY?
I DON'T KNOW.
SHE'S A PRETTY
PRIVATE PERSON.
SHE'S LOST A LOT OF BLOOD.
BUT I'M IN CONTROL.
DR. BAILEY, YOU MUST HAVE
A SURGERY OR TWO
OF YOUR OWN TODAY.
I'M FINE RIGHT HERE.
♪♪♪
CAN YOU DO THE FOLLOW-UP?
I WANNA CHECK ON CRISTINA.
(Alex) YEAH. YOU KNOW
WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?
DON'T.
I'M SORRY.
DON'T BE SORRY.
I'M SO TIRED
OF YOU BEING SORRY.
DON'T DO IT.
DR. GREY--
DR. GREY. SERIOUSLY?
ARE YOU CONCERNED ABOUT
ALEX FINDING OUT ABOUT US?
IS THAT WHAT MATTERS
TO YOU?
DO YOU REALLY THINK
HE CARES?
ALEX, DO YOU CARE THAT
I WAS THE INTERN
STUPID ENOUGH TO SCREW
THE MARRIED ATTENDING?
NO.
MEREDITH, IT'S OKAY.
IT'S NOT OKAY.
YOU HAVE A WIFE
WHO'S NOT EASY TO HATE,
WHO'S ANNOYINGLY KIND
AND PAINFULLY SMART
AND CURRENTLY SAVING
MY FRIEND'S LIFE.
WOULD YOU JUST--
DON'T.
STOP TALKING TO ME
LIKE YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND.
STOP TALKING TO ME
AT ALL.
DUDE...
THAT WAS ROUGH.
♪♪♪
YOU NEED SOMETHING?
I'M COMING IN.
NO, YOU'RE NOT.
I AM. I'M HER FRIEND.
EXACTLY.
SHE'S LYING
ON THE OPERATING TABLE,
NAKED, EXPOSED.
SHE'S SEDATED, BUT SHE'S
PROBABLY SCARED OUT OF HER MIND.
AND RIGHT NOW,
SHE'S NOT A DOCTOR,
SHE'S NOT YOUR FRIEND,
SHE'S A PATIENT.
AND SHE DESERVES TO HAVE
ALL THE PRIVACY I CAN GIVE HER.
YOU'RE NOT GOING IN THERE.
WE WENT JOGGING THIS MORNING.
I MADE HER GO JOGGING.
THERE'S NO WAY
THAT COULD'VE--
NO, NO.
IT STARTED OUT THIS WAY.
NOTHING CAUSED IT
TO HAPPEN.
YOU HAVE TO LET ME
IN THERE.
YOU CAN TRY.
I'LL HAVE TO TAKE YOU DOWN.
HEY...
I MAY BE SHORT,
BUT YOU'RE PRETTY TINY.
I COULD DO IT.
RIGHT NOW,
JUST IN THIS MOMENT,
I HATE YOU.
YEAH, WELL...
I CAN TAKE IT.
ALL RIGHT, DR. GREY.
WE'RE GOING TO PUT YOU
TO SLEEP FOR A LITTLE WHILE.
BUT I PROMISE,
WE'LL HAVE YOU BACK
INTO SURGERY IN NO TIME.
RICHARD...
THANK GOD YOU'RE HERE...
YOU BEAUTIFUL MAN.
THAT HUSBAND OF MINE
HAS BEEN MAKING ME CRAZY.
♪♪♪
(monitor beeping)
LOOK AT THAT.
B.P.'s STABILIZING.
SHE'S STRONGER
SINCE THIS MORNING.
THERE'S NO REASON
IN THE WORLD
WHY SHE SHOULD BE STRONGER
SINCE THIS MORNING.
SHE'S REALLY BEAUTIFUL,
ISN'T SHE?
TELL YOU WHAT.
IF SHE MAKES IT
THOUGH THE NIGHT
AND SHE HAS
A LITTLE BIT MORE STRENGTH,
I'LL OPERATE.
♪♪♪
YOU KNOW...
THE WAY I SEE IT,
WE COULD DEAL WITH US
IN ONE OF THREE WAYS.
OPTION ONE, I COULD APOLOGIZE,
YOU COULD FORGIVE ME
AND COME HOME
AND WE COULD MOVE ON
WITH OUR LIVES LIKE ADULTS.
OR OPTION TWO,
I COULD APOLOGIZE, YOU COULD
FORGIVE ME, COME HOME,
BUT YOU COULD STILL BRING IT UP
TO USE AGAINST ME
WHENEVER WE ARGUE.
ARE YOU TRYING
TO BE FUNNY?
SATAN HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR.
WHAT'S THE THIRD?
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THE THIRD OPTION IS.
I JUST KNOW
I STILL LOVE YOU.
♪♪♪
TELL THEM THE CHIEF SAID
TO PUT A RUSH ON THIS BIOPSY
AND TELL THEM
IT'S ELLIS GREY.
OKAY.
OH, DR. BURKE, DO YOU WANT
THE HISTOLOGIC GRADE
AND STAGING
OR ANY SPECIFIC STAINS?
HAVE THEM RUN
ALL TESTS.
OKAY.
♪♪♪
WHAT HAPPENED?
YOU HAD
AN EXTRAUTERINE PREGNANCY.
YOUR LEFT FALLOPIAN TUBE
BURST.
DR. SHEPHERD...
SHE DID EVERYTHING
SHE COULD,
BUT THERE WAS
TOO MUCH DAMAGE.
SHE COULDN'T SAVE THE TUBE.
HEY.
HEY.
IS IT OVER?
MM-HMM.
THE SURGERY WAS SUCCESSFUL.
WE'RE JUST DOING
A FOLLOW-UP.
DR. SHEPHERD WILL BE IN
TO CHECK ON YOU IN AWHILE.
SAY THAT AGAIN.
WHAT?
SAY HIS NAME--
DR. SHEPHER--
OH, MY GOD,
LOOK AT MY FACE.
DR. SHEPHERD.
DR. SHEPHERD.
GUESS IT WAS WORTH
THE RISK.
I STILL THINK IT'S NUTS--
HAVING MAJOR SURGERY
JUST SO PEOPLE CAN'T TELL
HOW YOU'RE FEELIN'.
REALLY? YOU DO?
NAH, I GUESS NOT.
YOU COULD TALK, YOU KNOW.
I MEAN, IF YOU NEED TO.
I'M FINE.
YOU'VE SAID THAT WORD
SO MANY TIMES TODAY,
IT DOESN'T EVEN SOUND
LIKE A WORD ANYMORE.
I'M JUST SAYIN'
YOU COULD TALK TO ME
'CAUSE, YOU KNOW, EVEN IF
I REPEAT EVERY WORD YOU SAY,
NO ONE AROUND HERE LIKES ME.
THEY'LL JUST CALL ME A LIAR
AND MOVE ON.
IZZIE LIKES YOU.
YOU'RE BLUSHING.
SHUT UP.
LOOK, FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH,
I DON'T KNOW HOW
YOU'RE STILL ON YOUR FEET.
I MEAN, IF I FOUND OUT
MY MOM MIGHT HAVE CANCER,
I'D BE UNDER THE BAR
BY NOW.
YOU WANT THE UGLY TRUTH?
YOU HAVE AN UGLY TRUTH?
I NEVER WOULDA PEGGED YOU
TO HAVE AN UGLY TRUTH.
I'M MORE AFRAID
SHE DOESN'T HAVE CANCER.
WELL, LIVER CANCER'S FAST.
PAINFUL, BUT IT'S FAST,
AND THEY GIVE YOU MORPHINE.
THEY DON'T GIVE YOU MORPHINE
FOR ALZHEIMER'S.
NO, THEY DON'T.
WHAT KIND OF PERSON WISHES
THEIR MOTHER HAD CANCER?
(sighs)
IT'S HARD.
I KNOW IT'S HARD
BEING THE ONE WHO'S GONE.
BUT, MAN...
IT ISN'T EASY BEIN'
THE ONE WHO'S STILL AROUND.
HEY, DID YOU GET YOUR MOM'S
BIOPSY RESULTS BACK YET?
NOT YET.
HOW'S CRISTINA?
SHE'S, UH...
SHE'S GONNA HAVE
A LOT OF PAIN FOR A FEW DAYS,
BUT SHE'LL BE OKAY.
I'M GLAD YOU WERE THERE.
ARE YOU?
YES, I AM.
IT'S JUST...
IT'S JUST THAT
A LOT OF THE TIME,
IT FEELS LIKE
YOU AND CRISTINA
ARE KINDA OVER THERE,
AND I'M HERE.
SO ABOUT ALEX...
YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW.
YOU GUYS HATE HIM. FINE.
(groans)
YEAH, WE DO.
BUT I JUST WANNA SAY
THAT I BELIEVE YOU,
THAT HE'S DIFFERENT
ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW HIM.
(Man) HERE YOU GO.
ELLIS GREY.
LET HER KNOW.
MEREDITH, ARE YOU OKAY?
NO.
I'M NOT OKAY.
DR. GREY.
OH, PLEASE, THATCHER.
I'VE HAD A LONG DAY.
I'M TIRED. GO AWAY.
NO.
WHAT?
NO.
I AM THATCHER GREY.
AND I'M YOUR HUSBAND,
AND, UH,
I KNOW YOU DON'T LIKE ME
VERY MUCH,
BUT THE FACT IS,
I DON'T ALWAYS LIKE YOU
VERY MUCH EITHER.
I DON'T LIKE THE WAY
YOU SPEAK TO ME.
AND I REALLY HATE
THE WAY YOU SPEAK TO MEREDITH.
SHE DESERVES BETTER
FROM YOU.
I'M SORRY.
YOU ARE?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME,
THATCH?
UH...
THE MASS ON YOUR LIVER--
IS IT ALGEBRA?
I MEAN,
IS IT ALGEB--
DAMN IT.
IS IT MALIGNANT?
NO.
IT'S BENIGN.
♪♪♪
MEREDITH.
MEREDITH.
DON'T.
PLEASE, PLEASE,
JUST DON'T SAY ANYTHING.
OKAY.
I'M JUST EXHAUSTED.
MY MOTHER IS EXHAUSTING,
WHAT HAPPENED TO CRISTINA...
AND YOU...
HATING YOU IS
THE MOST EXHAUSTING.
♪♪♪
I DON'T WANNA DO IT
ANYMORE.
NO ONE
LIKES TO LOOSE CONTROL,
BUT AS A SURGEON...
THERE'S NOTHING WORSE.
♪♪♪
IT'S A SIGN OF WEAKNESS...
OF NOT BEING UP TO THE TASK.
HOW CAN SOMEONE BE
SO OFFENSIVE
AND YET SO CHARMING
ALL AT THE SAME TIME?
IT'S AN ART FORM.
MM-HMM.
AND STILL, THERE ARE TIMES
WHEN IT JUST GETS AWAY
FROM YOU...
WHEN THE WORLD STOPS SPINNING
AND YOU REALIZE THAT
YOUR SHINY LITTLE SCALPEL
ISN'T GONNA SAVE YOU...
WE WENT IN EXPECTING
TO SIMPLY REMOVE THE TUMOR.
INSTEAD, IT WAS
A LITTLE MORE COMPLICATED.
THE TUMOR INFILTRATED
INTO THE PERICARDIUM,
CAUSING A TEAR
IN THE OUTER MUSCLE
OF THE HEART.
UM...
THAT'S A LOT
OF MEDICAL TALK.
IT MEANS, UH, AHEM...
IT MEANS...
THAT YOU HAD--
YOU HAD A BROKEN HEART,
LITERALLY.
UM...
BUT NOW I'M, UM...
BUT NOW YOU'RE GOING
TO BE FINE.
AND NO MATTER HOW HARD
YOU FIGHT IT, YOU FALL.
AND IT'S SCARY AS HELL.
EXCEPT, IF THERE'S
AN UPSIDE TO FREE-FALLING,
IT'S THE CHANCE YOU GIVE
YOUR FRIENDS TO CATCH YOU.