Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 12, Episode 21 - You're Gonna Need Someone on Your Side - full transcript
Stephanie's relationship to Kyle becomes complicated. Meredith encourages Amelia and Owen to take a chance and choose to be a real couple. Arizona and Callie are at odds and put their friends in the middle of an uncomfortable situation.
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Sometimes, you can't go it alone.
You need someone on your side.
In medicine, we have surgical
assists, second opinions...
I'm sure Amelia's up. Let's just wait.
No. If my kids can get up and
dressed on time, then so can she.
We stack our deck.
- We can't just leave her.
- Yes, we can.
She's made me late too many times.
She knows better
than to be late for carpool.
- Don't look.
- We're dealing with life and death here.
- What?
- Go to the car. Go to the car.
Hey!
Oh! Uh... Oh, uh...
You don't want to get caught
with your pants down.
- We fell asleep.
- Someone was awake.
Yeah. Major Hunt reporting for duty.
- Can we not talk about it?
- I don't know why you're embarrassed.
We should be congratulating you.
Now I know what Cristina saw.
I think we all learned something today.
I'm gonna grab a different ride home.
Don't worry. I'm sure after this morning
Owen will want you guys
to spend the night at his place.
No, I'm not gonna see him
tonight or any night.
That... that was the last time.
We cannot be in a relationship.
I've got too much stuff.
Owen's got too much stuff.
Yeah, we all saw his stuff.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Wait. Shut up.
Nice one.
I'm saying, you better
stay out of my O.R.
And if my department heads are smart,
they'll say the same thing.
Shower's free.
So, you just gonna...
Gonna sabotage me, huh,
turn the whole hospital against me.
You don't think maybe
you're sabotaging yourself?
You lose nothing by letting me
work as an anesthesiologist.
I'm still falling behind,
getting talked about.
It's humiliating, which should
make you very happy.
There ain't nothing
of this makes me happy.
This is about you learning
from what you did.
No, no, no. This is about you
disagreeing with what I did
and being embarrassed that you were
wearing my ring when I did it.
- So I will see you at work.
- Oh!
I have to get Meredith on my side.
People will follow her lead.
- Grey is going to take your side.
- She might side with Arizona.
- They were in a plane crash together.
- You'll be fine.
You're just saying
that 'cause you like me.
Today's the day I lose all my friends.
- You won't.
- I might.
I won't. I won't do it.
And why is it my job
to ask my friends to testify?
- Isn't that the subpoena's job?
- Oh, I imagine you'd want to know
who'll be a sympathetic witness.
So, I have to ask
people to choose sides?
Just... Just ask your friends
to help you out.
That's all. Uh, look... try it.
Okay, um, well, I'm...
Okay, I'm gonna see April,
so that's in the bag.
And then there's Jackson,
who's an Avery.
So, I mean, if I get them,
then I'm good, right?
Thanks.
I tell my children, when you're
finished with your toys, put them away.
- Uh, good morning.
- And my kids
don't need to see your penis,
so the same goes for you.
- Meredith, please.
- Uh, there was a time
I would ask, but... I've learned.
- What have we got?
- Leo Paulson,
76, fell down a flight of stairs.
- Initially complaining of back pain.
- Is he gonna be all right?
Mr. Paulson was coming back
from his morning walk,
and he tripped coming up
the steps in the lobby.
I was almost able to catch him,
but I... I... I just missed.
- And you are?
- Uh, Vincent.
I'm, uh... I'm Mr. Paulson's doorman.
Okay, well, let's get him inside.
- Kyle, good to see you again.
- Hey, nice to see you, too.
Edwards, I thought you were off today.
- Well, yeah, I was, but...
- But I ruined it.
She made me come in.
Probably the best call.
Thanks, babe.
Oh. Okay.
Well, let's, uh, get to it. DeLuca.
Kyle Diaz... Post-op DBS implant
- from about a month and a half ago.
- He's developed another tremor...
This time, in his left hand.
Okay. We did DBS to treat
your right-hand tremor.
I'm worried he's developed a new
lesion on the other side of his brain.
Okay, Kyle, let's get you
changed into a gown.
We'll do a full work-up.
DeLuca, let's do an MRI,
evoked potentials.
Edwards, a word.
I didn't realize you two were a thing.
Oh, we're not.
Not a... not a thing, thing.
It's... It's... It's new.
Anyway, uh, I was thinking
we start with the MRI first,
and then, if no acute
intervention is indicated,
- we can maybe just adjust meds.
- We can't.
Yeah, we can. I looked it up.
You are dating a patient.
You cannot treat him.
I told you we barely have even...
Edwards, it is not a big deal.
You can keep him company.
You're kicking me off his case?
I am, yeah.
So, I'm supposed to do what, just sit
around and hold his hand all day?
That is up to you. It is your day off.
Take it.
Multiple stab wounds, chest and abdomen.
- Chest tubes placed in trauma bay.
- Hemopericardium on ultrasound.
- A mess, then.
- A mess.
All right, let's clean it up.
Dr. Warren.
Chief.
- I thought Dr. Knox was...
- Dr. Knox is out sick.
Warren, what the hell?
I was an anesthesiologist
in a former life.
Hm. Right on.
It's good to have you back, man.
I think.
- 10 blade.
- 10 blade.
- Is something wrong?
- Not on my end.
Dr. Bailey?
I didn't say a word.
Suction.
All right, here we go.
Um, now that I have
both of you together,
can I ask you, um... I need a favor.
- Sure.
- Yeah.
So, you know that Callie
and I are going to court.
Yeah?
Blake. Do you need something?
Yes. Uh... you.
- I'm on your service today.
- Um, uh, really?
Maybe I should talk to somebody
about switching that?
Yeah, I think that w-we should...
You know what? Just wait a second, okay?
What were you saying about the... favor?
Uh, nothing, nothing. Let's...
let's take a look at this baby.
- Okay.
- Okay.
First things first...
No obvious deformities.
The length of the femur is
appropriate for gestational age,
and that is a perfect
and beautiful thing.
So, that means...
- No O.I.
- No signs
of osteogenesis imperfecta.
That is great news.
- It is.
- Ah, there we go.
We've got a strong beating heart.
- Look at that.
- It's beautiful.
8, 9, 10 fingers.
All right, let's count those toes.
Yeah, we got 1, 2, 3, 4...
What just happened?
- Huh? What?
- What?
What did you just see?
- Uh...
- You stopped talking.
Your mouth smiles,
but your eyes keep thinking.
- It's that thing that you do when...
- I'm pretty sure she's just smiling.
No, it's that thing you do when you have
bad news and you don't want to say it.
What? What did you see?
- It might be nothing.
- It might be?
Okay, so, it's not O.I.
No, it's not O.I.
It's... it's the baby's brain.
Obvious contusion and step-off
in the lower thoracic.
- Easy, easy.
- Dr. Grey, if... if it helps,
uh, these are his medications
and what paperwork I could find.
Oh, thank you. This is very helpful.
- Good.
- Thank you.
- Leo.
- Oh, Mrs. Paulson, you got my message.
Vincent, thank God you
were there. How is he?
He is stable for now,
and I will keep you updated,
but I have to ask both of you
to step outside, please.
- Oh, uh...
- Of course.
- Of course.
- Wilson, would you chart these for me?
- Great service.
- Yeah.
Your MRI results did show
an abnormality here...
- in the internal capsule.
- Whoa, can you, uh, go back a slide?
I need to take a look
at the basal ganglia.
DeLuca, you're fine.
Wait. I need surgery again?
I thought you said they could
just probably change out my meds.
I know.
Why wouldn't meds work in this case?
Um, uh, you see, the meds help
prevent the formation of new lesions.
Once you have the tremor,
you need a repeat DBS implantation
performed. Otherwise...
Look, it's the same surgery
that you had before,
just on the other side of the brain.
What she said.
We can do the surgery today.
Whoa.
- Why the rush?
- Why wait?
Well, Kyle's got three more
dates left on his tour.
He's worried he'll miss them
because of the surgery.
Kyle, the tremor will
only continue to get worse
if we don't treat it right away.
You can sit out one show
and play the other two.
I highly recommend surgery,
but, obviously, it is up to you.
Yeah, let's do it.
Kyle?
What she said.
Hey.
- Spinal fracture?
- T-10. Are you available?
Yeah. No, that's not too bad.
Yeah, I can do a, uh, spinal
fusion with a bone graft.
Meredith, can I ask you something?
- Sure.
- Okay, um...
- Are these Leo's scans?
- Yeah.
Yeah, we're just discussing
the, uh, surgical...
You know this morning...
I saw Owen's junk.
- It was untucked.
- Meredith.
- No. Where?
- In the living room.
He was hanging out with Amelia.
- Can we not, please?
- It's fine.
You should just
take it upstairs next time.
There won't be a next time.
If I know Amelia,
it won't happen again until it does.
I can't listen to you two.
- I'll go up to get Leo.
- Yeah.
Hey, did you want to ask me something?
Ye... Uh, nothing. Just never mind.
- Okay.
- Yeah.
Closing the septal defect.
- Teflon pledgets.
- Second unit's going in.
We took little Tuck to the
amusement park a few months ago.
- Oh, the new one over on, um...
- Yeah, I need more suction here.
Poor thing.
He didn't meet the height
requirement on one of the rides.
Know what he did?
He tried to scam the ticket taker.
- He didn't scam anybody.
- Little scammer.
Wanted to stuff
his shoes with his socks...
- Here, retract...
- Make himself taller.
Because he was really passionate
about that new roller coaster.
Too bad. He was too short.
- 3-0 Prolene.
- Less than one inch.
One inch is all he needs
to go flying out of his seat,
to smash onto the pavement
like a cantaloupe.
Suction. Rules are in
place for a reason.
Sometimes rules can be excessive.
- Necessary.
- Overkill.
Must have been tough on little Tuck.
Oh, Tuck had a fit.
Wonder where he learned that.
Really? Really? Are we really
trying to make this comparison?
If the sneaker fits. Suture.
The ventricles in the baby's
brain are slightly dilated.
It's hard to tell.
It's really hard to tell.
Well, so, that means...
What does that mean?
It could be a positional
glitch in the ultrasound,
- so let's...
- Or it could be an infection...
CMV or varicella.
Unlikely, but, yes.
You know what? Let's just... What...
what else? What else could it be?
Uh, neural-tube defects
or a chromosomal abnormality.
This is not happening.
I don't believe this.
This is not happening.
Hey, listen, I'm not sure
if this is happening,
so let's just play it safe.
And let's do a full work-up,
and we're gonna get a bigger
picture and we'll be able to say.
How did you miss this?
You said... You said
that everything was fine.
Weeks ago, you did an ultrasound,
you looked at it, and you said,
"That is a healthy baby."
- I know, and...
- You said we were fine.
So, did you not look closely
enough? What... what...
- Hey, let's be calm.
- You said we were fine.
- And now you're...
- Let's just... Can we calm down?
Calm? Okay, you know what?
I held my baby,
and I watched him die last time.
Forgive me if I'm not calm.
Of course.
- Look, um... I just...
- I just... I meant...
Can you... can you just leave right now?
I'm sorry. Just...
Can you leave now, please?
Can I do anything? Check your post-ops?
No.
- Should I just find another service?
- No, no! I don't have time.
I don't have time to find someone else.
All right, um,
you know what you can do is,
April Kepner... You can run
a complete blood serology...
Karyotyping, IgG, IgM levels.
- I want to check for everything.
- See if anything was missed?
I want to know if this baby has
a hangnail. Can you do that?
I can.
Nice. Your bilirubin is down.
You're ready to go, champ.
- Hey, I need your help.
- Good morning.
As a friend... and a doctor and a...
And a peds doctor, but more as a friend.
Uh, whichever. What?
Um, well...
It's, uh, it's a big... it's a big ask.
And, uh, I wouldn't ask,
but I... I need someone
who knows me and my kid...
Someone who people trust
with kids, and you're the...
- Well, you've known me for the long
- Callie, just...
No, wait, hold on. I...
Okay, I also know that...
you have a relationship with Arizona
and you're very...
Are you asking me to take the stand
for you for your custody thing?
Oh, God, yeah. Thank you.
'Cause it's a no. I like you both.
I'm not picking sides.
Kyle, we've scheduled you
for surgery this afternoon.
Dr. DeLuca is just gonna
draw some blood.
Okay, and, uh, and then? Moving forward?
Steph said something about a... a trial?
The monoclonal antibody trial. I did a
little research while we were waiting,
and they are experimenting
with M.S. regression.
Huh.
Maybe... Something to look into.
I think it would be
a very good fit for Kyle.
Down the line.
Right now, we need to focus
on getting you ready for surgery,
so I will see you soon.
DeLuca.
Right, um, I'm gonna
need your right arm.
I got it.
You scared me to death.
I know.
And Angelica?
Is she here?
She's getting a cup of coffee.
I'd like to stay if... you don't mind.
- Please. Stay.
- Oh.
Excuse me? Mr. Paulson.
I was just coming
to talk you through preop.
- How are you feeling, sir?
- I'm here. I'm here.
I had to call the kids and the grands.
Everyone was so worried.
- Hold the door! Can you hold the door?
- Are my labs back yet?
Hey. Um, no, not yet.
I put a rush on them, but I really
think they're gonna be normal.
Yeah, but they'll be inconclusive.
Yeah, but, you know,
I... Then, I'll just...
I'll do a repeat ultrasound
in two weeks to see...
Two weeks? I can't wait two weeks.
We might be able to do something.
I know that you're worried,
but I... I really...
Look, what about a fetal MRI...
To get a better look
at the baby's brain?
To get a clear image,
I'd have to put you
and the baby under general anesthesia,
and I... I don't want to
do that unless I have to.
Neither do you.
Look, you need to trust me.
I know that I've tested
your trust before, but...
you need to trust me.
I trusted you to catch this.
So, here's some more info on
the monoclonal antibody trial.
Edwards, maybe you didn't
hear me this morning
- when I said you are off this case.
- I am not asking to operate.
I just figured I could sit
with him like last time.
Last time, you were in there as
his doctor, not as his girlfriend.
I'm not his g...
He is scared, and I can keep him calm.
- I can handle it.
- DeLuca, shut it.
Uh, DeLuca, would you take this
up to the O.R., please?
Sure.
- Look, I get it.
- Yeah?
You have feelings for this guy,
and I am not judging.
Well, kind of sounds like you are.
I can be impartial. I'm...
Oh, Edwards, you have been the
family member from hell today.
This is why we don't doctor
the people we love.
You are pitching treatments.
You are second-guessing me.
I cannot help that I
have knowledge that...
And I am not gonna risk
you doing that in my O.R.
when I am inside his brain.
Fine. I'll sit in the gallery. It's...
No family in the gallery.
We slept together a couple of times!
Good enough. Here is
what is gonna happen.
You are gonna hand me your access badge.
You will walk Kyle to the red line
and go sit in the waiting room
until he is out of surgery
like any other loved one because
today you are not a surgeon.
Are we clear?
- You're kidding, right?
- Badge.
Now.
I know what you think you saw.
- Mr. Paulson...
- Nothing happened.
I have never cheated on my wife.
Vincent and I, we're not...
I have been married 51 years.
I have three kids, seven grandchildren,
and another one on the way,
and my wife is happy.
She loves me.
But my feelings for Vincent...
I would destroy my wife.
And I won't do that.
So, please...
I didn't see a thing.
You know, I saw the doorman
waiting at the waiting room.
- That is dedication.
- Wow.
Leo must be one hell of a good tipper.
They're in love.
- What, Leo and the doorman?
- Avitene.
I caught them.
That's awesome.
Like, caught, them caught them?
Just holding hands... Very P.G.
Nothing like what I saw this morning.
- They're in love. That's sweet.
- It's sad.
They have love right in front of them.
That doorman is just gonna
keep opening that door,
letting love out and
letting it back in again
and then letting it walk right by him.
- Hm.
- 15 blade.
You know, that is said.
Hm.
And when Dr. Warren accuses me
of trying to sabotage
his surgical career,
would you say that's a fair assessment?
No. You haven't tried to
sabotage anything. Irrigation.
Of course she's gonna agree
with you. You're the Chief.
And a fair one.
My doctors can speak freely.
But not your husband.
- I'm ready to close.
- You got something to say, say it.
I have been... For weeks!
And doing whatever you want to do, too,
with no care that your
presence in the O.R.
is stressing out my surgeons?
Isn't that right, Dr. Riggs?
Um, well, uh, I don't really
have a dog in the race.
See, you hear that, Dr. Warren?
Unnecessary levels of stress.
And Dr. Riggs operated
with bombs dropping on his head.
Okay, okay, see here's the problem...
- Multifocal PVCs.
- Air embolus.
Must have sucked air into the septal
wound. Get your hands out! Out now!
Riggs, he's gonna need a needle
aspiration through the ventricle
before he throws an air
embolus and strokes out.
Already on it.
No air on the T.E.E. You got it all.
Oh, uh, I was about to make a
point about your questions, Chief.
You see, these two... No offense...
But they're gonna say whatever you want,
'cause Pierce works for you,
and Riggs works for Pierce.
So you can ask them all you want
and you can compare me
to a child all you want,
but the fact is you are never gonna know
what they really think,
because, unlike me...
they're beholden to you.
Now, I'm good back here
if you all care to continue.
You are so arrogant.
- Huh?! Callie asked you?
- Yeah, and I said no.
And you're saying no to me?
Alex, we're friends.
- Callie's my friend, too.
- No, I know. Come on.
Dr. Robbins?
Blake, what do you want?
- I just got the labs.
- You are everywhere.
She is everywhere.
It's like she's a spy for Callie.
- Listen...
- What?! Did you hear enough?
Do you want us just
to go over anything for you
so that you can report back
that I'm incompetent
and that I miss things as
a doctor and as a mother?
I mean, what else?
What else? You know what?
Hey, do they know about the fake leg?
'Cause I'm definitely not
the best runner in a crisis.
So why don't you go back and report
that to them and just back off of me?
Just back off!
So, I'm gonna have to look at the
pretty boy instead of you this time?
- You know I'm right here, right?
- Relax. He called you pretty.
Kyle, this is your stop.
- Hey.
- Yeah.
Come here.
You have something over here. Come here.
I'll see you after, okay?
See you after.
Husband?
- I'm sorry?
- Are you waiting for your husband?
Or... Sorry, I didn't mean to presume.
Family member?
Uh, my, uh... boyfriend.
- Mm.
- I guess.
I don't know what he is.
Ah, yes, well...
I certainly understand that.
I shouldn't even be sitting here.
Hm.
I shouldn't, either. Um...
Uh...
I'm gonna get myself some tea.
It helps to calm me.
May I bring you a cup?
Oh, no.
Yes. Thank you.
All right. Good.
I'll see you tomorrow.
Thank you.
It's just... Ohh.
I just want to lie down.
I should, because
I'm gonna lose this case.
I am putting up a losing fight
that's just gonna...
It's just gonna hurt Sofia.
And it's gonna end up with me
losing my little girl anyway
because that woman is watching
me be a terrible doctor
and a terrible mother, which...
maybe I am.
Today, I feel like both.
If you want your daughter,
you're gonna have to fight
like you've never fought.
And you have to stand up for
yourself and believe you deserve it.
You want to lie down?
You don't get to.
And I'll see you inside.
How many times have you done that?
Uh, once...
counting today.
Bailey was right.
You are arrogant.
I'm sorry? The patient was dying.
I wouldn't be pulling any cowboy moves
in front of the Chief right now.
Look, I was doing my job.
Miranda has to accept that I can work
and be in an O.R.
and learn at the same time.
If Bailey really didn't
want you working here,
you would be long gone.
She could shut you out,
freeze you out, kick you out.
She is the Chief of Surgery.
She has all the power.
But she didn't.
You did something wrong.
You got punished for it.
You didn't like it,
so you went around it.
The only reason you were able to do that
is 'cause she's your wife.
Yeah, page me if the post-op scan shows
any evidence of air embolus.
Right.
Chief?
I know you're my boss
and my boss's boss,
but speaking freely...
well, you're not Warren's
boss... not right now.
And you don't have to like
that he's working here,
but it's what he needs to do.
I mean, we were residents, right?
The good ones, the ones who love it.
And we learned where we
could, when we could,
and as much as we could.
And I think Warren is just doing that.
I'm not sure you can stop it.
And, um...
I'm not sure you should.
Good night.
April, you really want an MRI?
You want me to put you and your
baby under general anesthesia?
I want to know.
Come with me.
Okay, Stephanie, Kyle is out of surgery.
- It is "Dr. Edwards."
- Yeah, you know what?
The loved ones, we like
to use the first-name basis.
You shut up. I taught you that.
Okay, well, the surgery went as planned.
I know. Or Dr. Shepherd would be here.
We always send the "B" team
when the surgery goes well.
- Can I see your tablet, please?
- Mm, can't.
It's HIPAA rules and Shepherd's orders.
I'll let you know when you can see him.
I'm glad everything went well
w... with your, uh... whatever he is.
Thanks.
I, uh, I hope it goes well with yours.
Thank you.
Hold here, Wilson. Right here.
Is that enough exposure?
No, I need more retraction,
please, right there... that.
- I'm not gonna be a doorman.
- Good.
Yeah, I mean, that would be a step down.
No, no, I'm...
I'm choosing the life I want.
That's why I'm moving to New York.
And the life that I want has
Penny and Sofia in it. And...
um I need your help.
My custody trial is starting
soon, and I'm wondering if...
We'll testify in court for you?
Y... You know what? Just think about it.
- Absolutely, Callie.
- Yes, of course.
No, 'cause I know that you
and Arizona are friends, too,
- and so I'm just...
- Callie, absolutely.
- Dr. Torres?
- Yeah.
Oh... God.
What?
Oh.
No wonder why the spine snapped.
Thank you.
There's nothing you can do?
Your cancer is inoperable.
It's metastasized to your
bones and your liver.
How long until...
Six months, maybe a year.
Would you like me to call your wife?
Is Vincent still here?
He hasn't left.
The first time I saw Vincent...
my heart jumped out of my chest.
I thought I was having a heart attack.
It was butterflies.
And when I came to know
he felt the same way...
I smiled for weeks.
I love my wife.
But...
This is... this was different.
We've spent...
15 years doing this.
Talking at his desk...
passing by each other.
15 years.
You have one more.
You're awake.
Are you all right?
I'm...
Yes.
W... We got to talk.
Vincent.
He refused to leave
until he knew you were out of surgery.
Wasn't that nice?
It was my pleasure.
You've always been too good to me.
Thank you for everything.
But you can go now.
We've kept you long enough.
I don't know what we would
do without you, dear.
Okay, so, here, the baby's brain
ventricular diameter is 10.1,
but here is a much clearer picture.
- So, it's nothing?
- It's definitively nothing.
A false positive on the ultrasound,
a glitch, just like I said.
- Thank you, God.
- Thank you.
- God!
- Thank you so much for doing the MRI.
I know that you weren't crazy
about it, but I... I needed this.
And I... I know I was...
I went a little crazy today,
and... I just... I got really scared.
- I needed to know.
- Um...
This is a list
of the very, very,
very best O.B.s that I know.
- What?
- What do you mean?
Because I can't be your doctor.
Wait, listen...
Listen, I am... I'm sorry.
I just needed to know for sure.
If I'm gonna be your doctor,
then I can't be your friend.
- And... and I want to be your friend.
- No, come on.
I'm sorry.
Oh.
You just getting started?
Something like that.
Ugh. I had the saddest day.
Two old men, impossible
love... the worst.
I just want to go home
and crawl into bed.
Then go.
Wow.
Are you okay?
I, uh...
I broke up with Kyle.
Oh, Steph.
What happened?
Shepherd, uh, cut into his
brain today without me.
Yeah, she made me sit
in the waiting room,
and all I could think about was...
I was him when I was a kid...
in and out of hospitals for years and...
and I just can't sit
in the waiting room.
I can't handle it. I need to be on
the other side of the red line.
I need to be helping people
and fixing people,
and I can't do that
if I'm with him, so...
So you chose surgery.
No, I chose me.
- You want to go for a drink?
- No. No.
I... I want to go to work.
I thought today was gonna be bad.
I mean, epically bad.
- But?
- I got Mer and Hunt.
See? I told you Mer
was gonna side with you.
I think we have a real shot at this.
I feel better than I did
this morning. How are you?
I spent the day with Dr. Robbins.
- I was on her service.
- Oh, God.
How was it? Was it terrible?
Was she terrible to you?
Not at all.
She was great.
Huh.
- Hey! Wait for me!
- Are you coming?
We figured you'd be staying
at Owen's place.
No, I told you, there is no me
and Owen. We're not a thing.
Oh, 'cause it seemed like
you were when we saw his thing.
Oh, my God!
Oh, are we not doing that anymore?
You are a thing.
It's happening all the time,
and it should, but not on my couch.
I second that.
And you have happiness,
and you keep throwing it away.
Stop the drama.
Just get on with it already.
She makes a really good point.
Don't you start. You do it, too.
You fell for an intern and freaked out
because it was against the rules.
Who cares about that?
No one!
Get it together, sisters.
Amelia, come on.
Let's go.
- We can't just leave her.
- Yes, we can.
The thing about being on a
team is it's a commitment.
You have to bring it.
You have to help with
the win no matter what.
You may not always like
your teammates...
- You're still sleeping on the couch.
- I know.
You have to learn to share the ball.
You have to be all in,
one side or the other.
- Hey.
- Oh! Hah!
Whoa, sorry.
- What are you doing?
- I went for a walk.
- What are you doing?
- Oh, gee, okay.
- Are you all right?
- Yeah, I think so.
Okay. Yes. Here it goes. Okay.
You and I are not the kind of
people who say, "I love you."
- Well...
- At least, I'm not anymore,
because, uh, I know
better. I... ιt's a lie.
You don't just meet your perfect match
and then everything is
beautiful and perfect,
and that's not how life works.
And if anyone understands
that, it is you and me.
I'm having trouble understanding
you right now.
Oh, stick with me. Okay. Ι...
create these obstacles
out of dead people,
and... drugs...
that I may or may not do,
and sisters-in-law.
And I do... I know
that I make this tough.
It feels like work.
'Cause it's gonna be work.
If you and I move forward together...
It is harder to...
It's harder...
to love somebody than
to walk away from them.
And this is... this would be...
This... Oh, geez.
This is messy and scary and...
God, Owen, it just...
It scares the life out of me.
I'm scared, too.
But if you play hard...
If you and I decide to be together...
I mean really together...
I will wind up screwing all of this up.
Me, too. That is how I feel.
I screw everything up. All the time.
Oh, well.
Give it your all,
really commit...
Amelia...
...victory is that much sweeter.
Let's screw some things up.
---
Sometimes, you can't go it alone.
You need someone on your side.
In medicine, we have surgical
assists, second opinions...
I'm sure Amelia's up. Let's just wait.
No. If my kids can get up and
dressed on time, then so can she.
We stack our deck.
- We can't just leave her.
- Yes, we can.
She's made me late too many times.
She knows better
than to be late for carpool.
- Don't look.
- We're dealing with life and death here.
- What?
- Go to the car. Go to the car.
Hey!
Oh! Uh... Oh, uh...
You don't want to get caught
with your pants down.
- We fell asleep.
- Someone was awake.
Yeah. Major Hunt reporting for duty.
- Can we not talk about it?
- I don't know why you're embarrassed.
We should be congratulating you.
Now I know what Cristina saw.
I think we all learned something today.
I'm gonna grab a different ride home.
Don't worry. I'm sure after this morning
Owen will want you guys
to spend the night at his place.
No, I'm not gonna see him
tonight or any night.
That... that was the last time.
We cannot be in a relationship.
I've got too much stuff.
Owen's got too much stuff.
Yeah, we all saw his stuff.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Wait. Shut up.
Nice one.
I'm saying, you better
stay out of my O.R.
And if my department heads are smart,
they'll say the same thing.
Shower's free.
So, you just gonna...
Gonna sabotage me, huh,
turn the whole hospital against me.
You don't think maybe
you're sabotaging yourself?
You lose nothing by letting me
work as an anesthesiologist.
I'm still falling behind,
getting talked about.
It's humiliating, which should
make you very happy.
There ain't nothing
of this makes me happy.
This is about you learning
from what you did.
No, no, no. This is about you
disagreeing with what I did
and being embarrassed that you were
wearing my ring when I did it.
- So I will see you at work.
- Oh!
I have to get Meredith on my side.
People will follow her lead.
- Grey is going to take your side.
- She might side with Arizona.
- They were in a plane crash together.
- You'll be fine.
You're just saying
that 'cause you like me.
Today's the day I lose all my friends.
- You won't.
- I might.
I won't. I won't do it.
And why is it my job
to ask my friends to testify?
- Isn't that the subpoena's job?
- Oh, I imagine you'd want to know
who'll be a sympathetic witness.
So, I have to ask
people to choose sides?
Just... Just ask your friends
to help you out.
That's all. Uh, look... try it.
Okay, um, well, I'm...
Okay, I'm gonna see April,
so that's in the bag.
And then there's Jackson,
who's an Avery.
So, I mean, if I get them,
then I'm good, right?
Thanks.
I tell my children, when you're
finished with your toys, put them away.
- Uh, good morning.
- And my kids
don't need to see your penis,
so the same goes for you.
- Meredith, please.
- Uh, there was a time
I would ask, but... I've learned.
- What have we got?
- Leo Paulson,
76, fell down a flight of stairs.
- Initially complaining of back pain.
- Is he gonna be all right?
Mr. Paulson was coming back
from his morning walk,
and he tripped coming up
the steps in the lobby.
I was almost able to catch him,
but I... I... I just missed.
- And you are?
- Uh, Vincent.
I'm, uh... I'm Mr. Paulson's doorman.
Okay, well, let's get him inside.
- Kyle, good to see you again.
- Hey, nice to see you, too.
Edwards, I thought you were off today.
- Well, yeah, I was, but...
- But I ruined it.
She made me come in.
Probably the best call.
Thanks, babe.
Oh. Okay.
Well, let's, uh, get to it. DeLuca.
Kyle Diaz... Post-op DBS implant
- from about a month and a half ago.
- He's developed another tremor...
This time, in his left hand.
Okay. We did DBS to treat
your right-hand tremor.
I'm worried he's developed a new
lesion on the other side of his brain.
Okay, Kyle, let's get you
changed into a gown.
We'll do a full work-up.
DeLuca, let's do an MRI,
evoked potentials.
Edwards, a word.
I didn't realize you two were a thing.
Oh, we're not.
Not a... not a thing, thing.
It's... It's... It's new.
Anyway, uh, I was thinking
we start with the MRI first,
and then, if no acute
intervention is indicated,
- we can maybe just adjust meds.
- We can't.
Yeah, we can. I looked it up.
You are dating a patient.
You cannot treat him.
I told you we barely have even...
Edwards, it is not a big deal.
You can keep him company.
You're kicking me off his case?
I am, yeah.
So, I'm supposed to do what, just sit
around and hold his hand all day?
That is up to you. It is your day off.
Take it.
Multiple stab wounds, chest and abdomen.
- Chest tubes placed in trauma bay.
- Hemopericardium on ultrasound.
- A mess, then.
- A mess.
All right, let's clean it up.
Dr. Warren.
Chief.
- I thought Dr. Knox was...
- Dr. Knox is out sick.
Warren, what the hell?
I was an anesthesiologist
in a former life.
Hm. Right on.
It's good to have you back, man.
I think.
- 10 blade.
- 10 blade.
- Is something wrong?
- Not on my end.
Dr. Bailey?
I didn't say a word.
Suction.
All right, here we go.
Um, now that I have
both of you together,
can I ask you, um... I need a favor.
- Sure.
- Yeah.
So, you know that Callie
and I are going to court.
Yeah?
Blake. Do you need something?
Yes. Uh... you.
- I'm on your service today.
- Um, uh, really?
Maybe I should talk to somebody
about switching that?
Yeah, I think that w-we should...
You know what? Just wait a second, okay?
What were you saying about the... favor?
Uh, nothing, nothing. Let's...
let's take a look at this baby.
- Okay.
- Okay.
First things first...
No obvious deformities.
The length of the femur is
appropriate for gestational age,
and that is a perfect
and beautiful thing.
So, that means...
- No O.I.
- No signs
of osteogenesis imperfecta.
That is great news.
- It is.
- Ah, there we go.
We've got a strong beating heart.
- Look at that.
- It's beautiful.
8, 9, 10 fingers.
All right, let's count those toes.
Yeah, we got 1, 2, 3, 4...
What just happened?
- Huh? What?
- What?
What did you just see?
- Uh...
- You stopped talking.
Your mouth smiles,
but your eyes keep thinking.
- It's that thing that you do when...
- I'm pretty sure she's just smiling.
No, it's that thing you do when you have
bad news and you don't want to say it.
What? What did you see?
- It might be nothing.
- It might be?
Okay, so, it's not O.I.
No, it's not O.I.
It's... it's the baby's brain.
Obvious contusion and step-off
in the lower thoracic.
- Easy, easy.
- Dr. Grey, if... if it helps,
uh, these are his medications
and what paperwork I could find.
Oh, thank you. This is very helpful.
- Good.
- Thank you.
- Leo.
- Oh, Mrs. Paulson, you got my message.
Vincent, thank God you
were there. How is he?
He is stable for now,
and I will keep you updated,
but I have to ask both of you
to step outside, please.
- Oh, uh...
- Of course.
- Of course.
- Wilson, would you chart these for me?
- Great service.
- Yeah.
Your MRI results did show
an abnormality here...
- in the internal capsule.
- Whoa, can you, uh, go back a slide?
I need to take a look
at the basal ganglia.
DeLuca, you're fine.
Wait. I need surgery again?
I thought you said they could
just probably change out my meds.
I know.
Why wouldn't meds work in this case?
Um, uh, you see, the meds help
prevent the formation of new lesions.
Once you have the tremor,
you need a repeat DBS implantation
performed. Otherwise...
Look, it's the same surgery
that you had before,
just on the other side of the brain.
What she said.
We can do the surgery today.
Whoa.
- Why the rush?
- Why wait?
Well, Kyle's got three more
dates left on his tour.
He's worried he'll miss them
because of the surgery.
Kyle, the tremor will
only continue to get worse
if we don't treat it right away.
You can sit out one show
and play the other two.
I highly recommend surgery,
but, obviously, it is up to you.
Yeah, let's do it.
Kyle?
What she said.
Hey.
- Spinal fracture?
- T-10. Are you available?
Yeah. No, that's not too bad.
Yeah, I can do a, uh, spinal
fusion with a bone graft.
Meredith, can I ask you something?
- Sure.
- Okay, um...
- Are these Leo's scans?
- Yeah.
Yeah, we're just discussing
the, uh, surgical...
You know this morning...
I saw Owen's junk.
- It was untucked.
- Meredith.
- No. Where?
- In the living room.
He was hanging out with Amelia.
- Can we not, please?
- It's fine.
You should just
take it upstairs next time.
There won't be a next time.
If I know Amelia,
it won't happen again until it does.
I can't listen to you two.
- I'll go up to get Leo.
- Yeah.
Hey, did you want to ask me something?
Ye... Uh, nothing. Just never mind.
- Okay.
- Yeah.
Closing the septal defect.
- Teflon pledgets.
- Second unit's going in.
We took little Tuck to the
amusement park a few months ago.
- Oh, the new one over on, um...
- Yeah, I need more suction here.
Poor thing.
He didn't meet the height
requirement on one of the rides.
Know what he did?
He tried to scam the ticket taker.
- He didn't scam anybody.
- Little scammer.
Wanted to stuff
his shoes with his socks...
- Here, retract...
- Make himself taller.
Because he was really passionate
about that new roller coaster.
Too bad. He was too short.
- 3-0 Prolene.
- Less than one inch.
One inch is all he needs
to go flying out of his seat,
to smash onto the pavement
like a cantaloupe.
Suction. Rules are in
place for a reason.
Sometimes rules can be excessive.
- Necessary.
- Overkill.
Must have been tough on little Tuck.
Oh, Tuck had a fit.
Wonder where he learned that.
Really? Really? Are we really
trying to make this comparison?
If the sneaker fits. Suture.
The ventricles in the baby's
brain are slightly dilated.
It's hard to tell.
It's really hard to tell.
Well, so, that means...
What does that mean?
It could be a positional
glitch in the ultrasound,
- so let's...
- Or it could be an infection...
CMV or varicella.
Unlikely, but, yes.
You know what? Let's just... What...
what else? What else could it be?
Uh, neural-tube defects
or a chromosomal abnormality.
This is not happening.
I don't believe this.
This is not happening.
Hey, listen, I'm not sure
if this is happening,
so let's just play it safe.
And let's do a full work-up,
and we're gonna get a bigger
picture and we'll be able to say.
How did you miss this?
You said... You said
that everything was fine.
Weeks ago, you did an ultrasound,
you looked at it, and you said,
"That is a healthy baby."
- I know, and...
- You said we were fine.
So, did you not look closely
enough? What... what...
- Hey, let's be calm.
- You said we were fine.
- And now you're...
- Let's just... Can we calm down?
Calm? Okay, you know what?
I held my baby,
and I watched him die last time.
Forgive me if I'm not calm.
Of course.
- Look, um... I just...
- I just... I meant...
Can you... can you just leave right now?
I'm sorry. Just...
Can you leave now, please?
Can I do anything? Check your post-ops?
No.
- Should I just find another service?
- No, no! I don't have time.
I don't have time to find someone else.
All right, um,
you know what you can do is,
April Kepner... You can run
a complete blood serology...
Karyotyping, IgG, IgM levels.
- I want to check for everything.
- See if anything was missed?
I want to know if this baby has
a hangnail. Can you do that?
I can.
Nice. Your bilirubin is down.
You're ready to go, champ.
- Hey, I need your help.
- Good morning.
As a friend... and a doctor and a...
And a peds doctor, but more as a friend.
Uh, whichever. What?
Um, well...
It's, uh, it's a big... it's a big ask.
And, uh, I wouldn't ask,
but I... I need someone
who knows me and my kid...
Someone who people trust
with kids, and you're the...
- Well, you've known me for the long
- Callie, just...
No, wait, hold on. I...
Okay, I also know that...
you have a relationship with Arizona
and you're very...
Are you asking me to take the stand
for you for your custody thing?
Oh, God, yeah. Thank you.
'Cause it's a no. I like you both.
I'm not picking sides.
Kyle, we've scheduled you
for surgery this afternoon.
Dr. DeLuca is just gonna
draw some blood.
Okay, and, uh, and then? Moving forward?
Steph said something about a... a trial?
The monoclonal antibody trial. I did a
little research while we were waiting,
and they are experimenting
with M.S. regression.
Huh.
Maybe... Something to look into.
I think it would be
a very good fit for Kyle.
Down the line.
Right now, we need to focus
on getting you ready for surgery,
so I will see you soon.
DeLuca.
Right, um, I'm gonna
need your right arm.
I got it.
You scared me to death.
I know.
And Angelica?
Is she here?
She's getting a cup of coffee.
I'd like to stay if... you don't mind.
- Please. Stay.
- Oh.
Excuse me? Mr. Paulson.
I was just coming
to talk you through preop.
- How are you feeling, sir?
- I'm here. I'm here.
I had to call the kids and the grands.
Everyone was so worried.
- Hold the door! Can you hold the door?
- Are my labs back yet?
Hey. Um, no, not yet.
I put a rush on them, but I really
think they're gonna be normal.
Yeah, but they'll be inconclusive.
Yeah, but, you know,
I... Then, I'll just...
I'll do a repeat ultrasound
in two weeks to see...
Two weeks? I can't wait two weeks.
We might be able to do something.
I know that you're worried,
but I... I really...
Look, what about a fetal MRI...
To get a better look
at the baby's brain?
To get a clear image,
I'd have to put you
and the baby under general anesthesia,
and I... I don't want to
do that unless I have to.
Neither do you.
Look, you need to trust me.
I know that I've tested
your trust before, but...
you need to trust me.
I trusted you to catch this.
So, here's some more info on
the monoclonal antibody trial.
Edwards, maybe you didn't
hear me this morning
- when I said you are off this case.
- I am not asking to operate.
I just figured I could sit
with him like last time.
Last time, you were in there as
his doctor, not as his girlfriend.
I'm not his g...
He is scared, and I can keep him calm.
- I can handle it.
- DeLuca, shut it.
Uh, DeLuca, would you take this
up to the O.R., please?
Sure.
- Look, I get it.
- Yeah?
You have feelings for this guy,
and I am not judging.
Well, kind of sounds like you are.
I can be impartial. I'm...
Oh, Edwards, you have been the
family member from hell today.
This is why we don't doctor
the people we love.
You are pitching treatments.
You are second-guessing me.
I cannot help that I
have knowledge that...
And I am not gonna risk
you doing that in my O.R.
when I am inside his brain.
Fine. I'll sit in the gallery. It's...
No family in the gallery.
We slept together a couple of times!
Good enough. Here is
what is gonna happen.
You are gonna hand me your access badge.
You will walk Kyle to the red line
and go sit in the waiting room
until he is out of surgery
like any other loved one because
today you are not a surgeon.
Are we clear?
- You're kidding, right?
- Badge.
Now.
I know what you think you saw.
- Mr. Paulson...
- Nothing happened.
I have never cheated on my wife.
Vincent and I, we're not...
I have been married 51 years.
I have three kids, seven grandchildren,
and another one on the way,
and my wife is happy.
She loves me.
But my feelings for Vincent...
I would destroy my wife.
And I won't do that.
So, please...
I didn't see a thing.
You know, I saw the doorman
waiting at the waiting room.
- That is dedication.
- Wow.
Leo must be one hell of a good tipper.
They're in love.
- What, Leo and the doorman?
- Avitene.
I caught them.
That's awesome.
Like, caught, them caught them?
Just holding hands... Very P.G.
Nothing like what I saw this morning.
- They're in love. That's sweet.
- It's sad.
They have love right in front of them.
That doorman is just gonna
keep opening that door,
letting love out and
letting it back in again
and then letting it walk right by him.
- Hm.
- 15 blade.
You know, that is said.
Hm.
And when Dr. Warren accuses me
of trying to sabotage
his surgical career,
would you say that's a fair assessment?
No. You haven't tried to
sabotage anything. Irrigation.
Of course she's gonna agree
with you. You're the Chief.
And a fair one.
My doctors can speak freely.
But not your husband.
- I'm ready to close.
- You got something to say, say it.
I have been... For weeks!
And doing whatever you want to do, too,
with no care that your
presence in the O.R.
is stressing out my surgeons?
Isn't that right, Dr. Riggs?
Um, well, uh, I don't really
have a dog in the race.
See, you hear that, Dr. Warren?
Unnecessary levels of stress.
And Dr. Riggs operated
with bombs dropping on his head.
Okay, okay, see here's the problem...
- Multifocal PVCs.
- Air embolus.
Must have sucked air into the septal
wound. Get your hands out! Out now!
Riggs, he's gonna need a needle
aspiration through the ventricle
before he throws an air
embolus and strokes out.
Already on it.
No air on the T.E.E. You got it all.
Oh, uh, I was about to make a
point about your questions, Chief.
You see, these two... No offense...
But they're gonna say whatever you want,
'cause Pierce works for you,
and Riggs works for Pierce.
So you can ask them all you want
and you can compare me
to a child all you want,
but the fact is you are never gonna know
what they really think,
because, unlike me...
they're beholden to you.
Now, I'm good back here
if you all care to continue.
You are so arrogant.
- Huh?! Callie asked you?
- Yeah, and I said no.
And you're saying no to me?
Alex, we're friends.
- Callie's my friend, too.
- No, I know. Come on.
Dr. Robbins?
Blake, what do you want?
- I just got the labs.
- You are everywhere.
She is everywhere.
It's like she's a spy for Callie.
- Listen...
- What?! Did you hear enough?
Do you want us just
to go over anything for you
so that you can report back
that I'm incompetent
and that I miss things as
a doctor and as a mother?
I mean, what else?
What else? You know what?
Hey, do they know about the fake leg?
'Cause I'm definitely not
the best runner in a crisis.
So why don't you go back and report
that to them and just back off of me?
Just back off!
So, I'm gonna have to look at the
pretty boy instead of you this time?
- You know I'm right here, right?
- Relax. He called you pretty.
Kyle, this is your stop.
- Hey.
- Yeah.
Come here.
You have something over here. Come here.
I'll see you after, okay?
See you after.
Husband?
- I'm sorry?
- Are you waiting for your husband?
Or... Sorry, I didn't mean to presume.
Family member?
Uh, my, uh... boyfriend.
- Mm.
- I guess.
I don't know what he is.
Ah, yes, well...
I certainly understand that.
I shouldn't even be sitting here.
Hm.
I shouldn't, either. Um...
Uh...
I'm gonna get myself some tea.
It helps to calm me.
May I bring you a cup?
Oh, no.
Yes. Thank you.
All right. Good.
I'll see you tomorrow.
Thank you.
It's just... Ohh.
I just want to lie down.
I should, because
I'm gonna lose this case.
I am putting up a losing fight
that's just gonna...
It's just gonna hurt Sofia.
And it's gonna end up with me
losing my little girl anyway
because that woman is watching
me be a terrible doctor
and a terrible mother, which...
maybe I am.
Today, I feel like both.
If you want your daughter,
you're gonna have to fight
like you've never fought.
And you have to stand up for
yourself and believe you deserve it.
You want to lie down?
You don't get to.
And I'll see you inside.
How many times have you done that?
Uh, once...
counting today.
Bailey was right.
You are arrogant.
I'm sorry? The patient was dying.
I wouldn't be pulling any cowboy moves
in front of the Chief right now.
Look, I was doing my job.
Miranda has to accept that I can work
and be in an O.R.
and learn at the same time.
If Bailey really didn't
want you working here,
you would be long gone.
She could shut you out,
freeze you out, kick you out.
She is the Chief of Surgery.
She has all the power.
But she didn't.
You did something wrong.
You got punished for it.
You didn't like it,
so you went around it.
The only reason you were able to do that
is 'cause she's your wife.
Yeah, page me if the post-op scan shows
any evidence of air embolus.
Right.
Chief?
I know you're my boss
and my boss's boss,
but speaking freely...
well, you're not Warren's
boss... not right now.
And you don't have to like
that he's working here,
but it's what he needs to do.
I mean, we were residents, right?
The good ones, the ones who love it.
And we learned where we
could, when we could,
and as much as we could.
And I think Warren is just doing that.
I'm not sure you can stop it.
And, um...
I'm not sure you should.
Good night.
April, you really want an MRI?
You want me to put you and your
baby under general anesthesia?
I want to know.
Come with me.
Okay, Stephanie, Kyle is out of surgery.
- It is "Dr. Edwards."
- Yeah, you know what?
The loved ones, we like
to use the first-name basis.
You shut up. I taught you that.
Okay, well, the surgery went as planned.
I know. Or Dr. Shepherd would be here.
We always send the "B" team
when the surgery goes well.
- Can I see your tablet, please?
- Mm, can't.
It's HIPAA rules and Shepherd's orders.
I'll let you know when you can see him.
I'm glad everything went well
w... with your, uh... whatever he is.
Thanks.
I, uh, I hope it goes well with yours.
Thank you.
Hold here, Wilson. Right here.
Is that enough exposure?
No, I need more retraction,
please, right there... that.
- I'm not gonna be a doorman.
- Good.
Yeah, I mean, that would be a step down.
No, no, I'm...
I'm choosing the life I want.
That's why I'm moving to New York.
And the life that I want has
Penny and Sofia in it. And...
um I need your help.
My custody trial is starting
soon, and I'm wondering if...
We'll testify in court for you?
Y... You know what? Just think about it.
- Absolutely, Callie.
- Yes, of course.
No, 'cause I know that you
and Arizona are friends, too,
- and so I'm just...
- Callie, absolutely.
- Dr. Torres?
- Yeah.
Oh... God.
What?
Oh.
No wonder why the spine snapped.
Thank you.
There's nothing you can do?
Your cancer is inoperable.
It's metastasized to your
bones and your liver.
How long until...
Six months, maybe a year.
Would you like me to call your wife?
Is Vincent still here?
He hasn't left.
The first time I saw Vincent...
my heart jumped out of my chest.
I thought I was having a heart attack.
It was butterflies.
And when I came to know
he felt the same way...
I smiled for weeks.
I love my wife.
But...
This is... this was different.
We've spent...
15 years doing this.
Talking at his desk...
passing by each other.
15 years.
You have one more.
You're awake.
Are you all right?
I'm...
Yes.
W... We got to talk.
Vincent.
He refused to leave
until he knew you were out of surgery.
Wasn't that nice?
It was my pleasure.
You've always been too good to me.
Thank you for everything.
But you can go now.
We've kept you long enough.
I don't know what we would
do without you, dear.
Okay, so, here, the baby's brain
ventricular diameter is 10.1,
but here is a much clearer picture.
- So, it's nothing?
- It's definitively nothing.
A false positive on the ultrasound,
a glitch, just like I said.
- Thank you, God.
- Thank you.
- God!
- Thank you so much for doing the MRI.
I know that you weren't crazy
about it, but I... I needed this.
And I... I know I was...
I went a little crazy today,
and... I just... I got really scared.
- I needed to know.
- Um...
This is a list
of the very, very,
very best O.B.s that I know.
- What?
- What do you mean?
Because I can't be your doctor.
Wait, listen...
Listen, I am... I'm sorry.
I just needed to know for sure.
If I'm gonna be your doctor,
then I can't be your friend.
- And... and I want to be your friend.
- No, come on.
I'm sorry.
Oh.
You just getting started?
Something like that.
Ugh. I had the saddest day.
Two old men, impossible
love... the worst.
I just want to go home
and crawl into bed.
Then go.
Wow.
Are you okay?
I, uh...
I broke up with Kyle.
Oh, Steph.
What happened?
Shepherd, uh, cut into his
brain today without me.
Yeah, she made me sit
in the waiting room,
and all I could think about was...
I was him when I was a kid...
in and out of hospitals for years and...
and I just can't sit
in the waiting room.
I can't handle it. I need to be on
the other side of the red line.
I need to be helping people
and fixing people,
and I can't do that
if I'm with him, so...
So you chose surgery.
No, I chose me.
- You want to go for a drink?
- No. No.
I... I want to go to work.
I thought today was gonna be bad.
I mean, epically bad.
- But?
- I got Mer and Hunt.
See? I told you Mer
was gonna side with you.
I think we have a real shot at this.
I feel better than I did
this morning. How are you?
I spent the day with Dr. Robbins.
- I was on her service.
- Oh, God.
How was it? Was it terrible?
Was she terrible to you?
Not at all.
She was great.
Huh.
- Hey! Wait for me!
- Are you coming?
We figured you'd be staying
at Owen's place.
No, I told you, there is no me
and Owen. We're not a thing.
Oh, 'cause it seemed like
you were when we saw his thing.
Oh, my God!
Oh, are we not doing that anymore?
You are a thing.
It's happening all the time,
and it should, but not on my couch.
I second that.
And you have happiness,
and you keep throwing it away.
Stop the drama.
Just get on with it already.
She makes a really good point.
Don't you start. You do it, too.
You fell for an intern and freaked out
because it was against the rules.
Who cares about that?
No one!
Get it together, sisters.
Amelia, come on.
Let's go.
- We can't just leave her.
- Yes, we can.
The thing about being on a
team is it's a commitment.
You have to bring it.
You have to help with
the win no matter what.
You may not always like
your teammates...
- You're still sleeping on the couch.
- I know.
You have to learn to share the ball.
You have to be all in,
one side or the other.
- Hey.
- Oh! Hah!
Whoa, sorry.
- What are you doing?
- I went for a walk.
- What are you doing?
- Oh, gee, okay.
- Are you all right?
- Yeah, I think so.
Okay. Yes. Here it goes. Okay.
You and I are not the kind of
people who say, "I love you."
- Well...
- At least, I'm not anymore,
because, uh, I know
better. I... ιt's a lie.
You don't just meet your perfect match
and then everything is
beautiful and perfect,
and that's not how life works.
And if anyone understands
that, it is you and me.
I'm having trouble understanding
you right now.
Oh, stick with me. Okay. Ι...
create these obstacles
out of dead people,
and... drugs...
that I may or may not do,
and sisters-in-law.
And I do... I know
that I make this tough.
It feels like work.
'Cause it's gonna be work.
If you and I move forward together...
It is harder to...
It's harder...
to love somebody than
to walk away from them.
And this is... this would be...
This... Oh, geez.
This is messy and scary and...
God, Owen, it just...
It scares the life out of me.
I'm scared, too.
But if you play hard...
If you and I decide to be together...
I mean really together...
I will wind up screwing all of this up.
Me, too. That is how I feel.
I screw everything up. All the time.
Oh, well.
Give it your all,
really commit...
Amelia...
...victory is that much sweeter.
Let's screw some things up.