Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 12, Episode 12 - My Next Life - full transcript

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Previously on
"grey's anatomy"...

Goodbye, Derek.
Right, Meredith.

What do we got?

Man: Katie Bryce,
15-year-old female,

new onset seizures,

Katie belongs to the new
attending now, Dr. Shepherd.

It's a subarachnoid
hemorrhage.

She's bleeding
into her brain.

You earned the right

to follow her case through
to the finish.

I will discover that I am not
just the other Dr. Shepherd.



I'm the wrong
Dr. Shepherd.

I'm just not ready
to forgive you yet.

Looking sharp.
Got a hot date?

Uh, yeah,
something like that.

When we're alone,

she's so...
She's a wildcat, huh?

[ Both laugh ]

Maggie: Richard.
Pierce.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

Do you really want this?

Man: This is one of the simpler
divorces I've seen.

Arizona: You just signed
divorce papers,

and you don't want
a drink?

What are you...
What are you, pregnant?



I think I am.

[ Apollo ltd's "what are you
waiting for" plays ]

Meredith: "Any day where no one
died is a good day."

Someone said that once.

Wait. It was me.
I said it.

¶ Feet, don't fail me now ¶

any day you wake up...

[ Both breathing heavily ]

And your body's
still moving...

Is a good day.

Keys.
Where are my keys?

Did you check
in your jacket pockets?

¶ I know there's only
one way out ¶

¶ he tells me ¶

¶ you don't know
who you are anymore ¶

[ keys clack ]
You can start over.

Found them!

[ Drawer closes ]

You can forget
your past mistakes.

You can make a new start...

Live every day
like it's your last.

All that crap they put
on pillows and car bumpers...

Sorry.

It's all true.

Guys!

You're alive.

Respect that.

Not everybody is.

This room is full
of dead people.

I know it's easy to forget,
but come on.

Something happened to them...

A mistake, a disease,
a stupid twist of fate.

They left their bodies here

for us to learn from,
to become better.

Let's have a little respect.

[ Paddles whine ]

[ Thump ]

[ Flatline ]

[ Sighs ]

Time of death... 8:12.

Keps, call the plumber,
would you?

Sure.

Did he really just call
the morgue "the plumber"?

Oh, yeah.

That's something we say
over there.

They circle the drain,
then they clog it.

"Call the plumber."

Hunt's right.
We hate that guy.

Hey, you got a minute?

Hi, yeah.
What's up?

Um, listen, I just got
our last joint cellphone bill,

and I'm pretty sure
they still charged your card,

so I just want
to write you a check.

It's fine.

No, no, no.
You shouldn't have to...

No, seriously, Jackson.
It's fine.

If you're sure...

This one's on me.

Okay.

You have to tell him.

Why?

"Why"?

So he'll come back to me?

He doesn't want
to be married.

A baby wasn't gonna change that.
It shouldn't change that.

Because it's his baby.
Because he...

I know. I know.

But I am happy
for the first time in a year.

And as soon as I tell him,

everything's gonna get
all complicated.

And for right now [Sighs]

Obviously, obviously
I'm going to tell him...

When I'm ready.

[ Groans ]

[ Door opens ]

Oh.
Hi.

Hi.
[ Sighs ]

You're only wearing one boot.

I know. I was late.

And I couldn't find
the other one.
Amelia.

Ah.

You think I'm bootless
'cause I'm drunk.

It's fine.
I'm not drunk.

I just got my 60-day chip.

I am bootless
because I had sex with Owen,

and his stupid trailer
is very dark.

And I was very late
because of the sex,

which was so great.

So I just thought,
"screw it."

I may not know where my boot is,
but it's gonna be a great day.

I hate you.
Don't hate.

I haven't had sex in days.

Deluca and I almost
got caught by Webber.

By Webber?

So we had to cool it
in the hospital.

And he's never got time.

Interns never have
any freaking time.

So I never have sex.

I know where
all my boots are.

Why me?
I don't know.

Webber just said
he wanted you today.

Every year, Webber singles out
one intern to be his guy.

My first year here,
it was me.

He called us the big dogs.

Okay, well, why me, though?

Are you complaining right now?
Because this is an honor.

You have been anointed.

Webber is on top
of his own service.

You just listen
and learn from a master.

You have got the golden ticket,
my friend.

Dr. Webber.
Here's your guy.

Good morning, sir.

I'm, uh...
I'm really excited to...

You look tired.

A late night?

Uh, no, sir, I...

I have a consult
with Robbins.

Great.
Let's get started.

Okay. You can do rounds
on my post-ops.

I've got a stack of
intern applications on my desk

that need filing.

3316 needs her drain checked,

and 1242 could use
a rectal exam.
Okay.

Oh, um, you know,
actually deluca...

Yes, sir.

What's this?

Dry cleaning.
Address is on the card.

Edwards!

Morning.

Uh, pit's called
for a consult.

I rounded
on all of your post-ops.

Four aneurysm repairs,
all doing fine.

Mr. klein is awake
and responsive.

What's the matter with you?

Nothing.

Edwards.

It's all good.

It is a great day, and you are
bringing me down, Edwards.

Spill it.

It's like we're in a rut
of clipping aneurysms

'cause that is all we do.

It would be nice
to throw a glioma in there

once in a while.

You're hoping for someone
to have a brain tumor?

Just to mix it up a little.

Because you're bored
of aneurysms.

I'm not complaining.
I'm just...

You are.

But I'll tell you what,
if you are so bored,

the next aneurysm
that walks through that door,

you will clip it yourself.

Wh...
Are you serious?

Are you serious?!

Okay, we'll take you up
for a scan,

and then we'll figure out
what's going on.

Yeah, sit tight.
Don't worry.

Her baby's fine.

Yeah, I'm betting
it's an appendicitis.

Mm.
Yeah.

So, how'd it go?

Hmm?

Uh, you left the bar with
the girl in the Jean jacket.

I would have put you
with crop-top.

She looked smart.

[ Both chuckle ]

I mean, so how was it?
Uh, did you hit it off?

Oh, um, it was fine.

Fine?

Yeah.

Fine.

Fine?

Patient's 25,

complaining of
new-onset headache,

transient numbness
on the left side.

She passed out
in gymnastics practice.

Do you know
what I'm thinking?

You're thinking
it's an aneurysm.

I'm thinking
it's my aneurysm.

It could be a tumor.
Don't say that.

This morning,
you were praying for a tumor.

Hi. Katie.

Who are you?
I asked for Dr. Shepherd.

And here I am.

No, you're not.
Dr. Shepherd is a guy.

Ah.

Look, I was here before
years ago.

My first year.
My first day.

Subarachnoid hemorrhage.
You're Katie Bryce.

[ Paddles whine ]

Man:
I.V. Lost en route,

started grand mal seizing
as we descended.

Bailey: All right,
get her on her side.

Katie: And I didn't get stuck
with someone this clueless,

and that was, like, a nurse.

Oh, my god.

They still let you
be a doctor here?

So, let me get this straight.

I had a thing.
You guys fixed it.

Now the symptoms
are back and worse.

I mean, I'm not
having seizures yet,

but I keep going numb,
and my head...

Well...

We're not exactly sure
what we're dealing with, Katie.

I was going to say
your prelim neuro looks good.

The symptoms are different
from last time.

[ Sighs ]
For the record,

I don't want
to go through that again.

You shaved my head.

I was, like,
an ug-mo troll for weeks

until I could get
extensions going.

Did you guys screw this up
last time?

Found it.

It's so old it's not even
in the computer.

Webber had to s-show me
the archive room.

You still doing pageants,
Katie?

What was it,
rhythmic gymnastics?

Nope. Stopped those.

Pageants got me a full ride
to u.W., though.

And now I coach gymnastics.

Two of my girls
are olympic qualifiers.

Wow. Impressive.

No offense, but are you gonna
be operating on me?

Dr. grey is not
a neurosurgeon.

[ Sighs ] Good.

I mean, she was kind of
a train wreck.

She kept getting me lost.

It was my first day.

Hey,
Katie Bryce is back.

Katie who?

Katie Bryce.

Day one of my internship...
Mystery seizures,

Cristina and I solved it,
Derek operated.

It was my first surgery, Bailey.
How do you not remember this?

You were an intern, grey.

You weren't even
a person to me yet.

Okay.
So, what do you think it is?

A re-bleed or...
I don't know yet.

It feels like a tumor.

Could be a re-bleed
or the clip slipped.

Well, I watched Derek
place the clip.

The clip didn't slip.

Meredith, clips slip.

Yeah, I'll get her to C.T.

Order an angio, too,
based on her history.

Meredith.

What?

She's my patient.
She came back.

Amelia: She was Derek's patient.
Now she's mine.

Oh, Katie Bryce!

Uh, when Derek had
all of the interns

chasing their tail
for the answer...

Yes!

And he was chasing
your tail?

Yes.

I'm gonna stay with you
on this.

Mer, I have it.

My name is on the chart.
I need to make sure that we...

I will update you.

I'm gonna go discharge
a cancer patient.

I will be back.

Counting the minutes.

Daphne.

You hitting the books?

Yeah, I have to.
I have finals on Monday.

Ah. Physics.
I loved physics.

Yeah. It would have been easier
when I was 20.

Well,
but you're starting over.

It's impressive.
Starting over is hard.

String theory is harder.

But I pass this,

I graduate in June...
With honors.

Okay.

You want to tell her
how she did here?

Flying colors.

All your follow-up labs
came back clear.

Dr. grey got all the mets
off your liver.

No recurrence.
So...

So, after 10 months...

Say it.

You're cancer-free.

Yes!
[ Chuckles ]

Thank you!
Thank you so much!

Of course.
Oh, man.

Okay, so, now are you going
to call David?

You're a nag.

I kicked your cancer.
We had a deal.

I need another month.

One more month,
and I get my diploma.

Also,
one more round of chemo,

and then they take
my headphone Jack out.

And then I will.

How long's the redness
been there?

I don't know. A week.

All right,
put the books down.

I need to take
a look at that.

Damn it!
I was almost out of here.

Ohh!

Hey.

Hey.

[ Sighs ]

So... the ring...
Is in your drawer.

Yeah.

What are you gonna do
with it?

Well, what do you mean?
It's in my drawer.

Are you gonna take it back?

Do you want me
to take it back?

Well, it was...

It was probably expensive.
It was.

And, uh, it's not doing anyone
any good in your drawer.

Yeah, well, I didn't buy it
for the drawer.

Look,
you didn't say yes or no.

Is this no?

Is that what you're saying?

No.

"No," like, "no"?

Or, "no," like, "not no"?

I-i...
[ Elevator bell dings ]

I don't know.

[ Sighs ]
This was great!

Hey. The scans back
on our appendix yet?

Robbins, we've been at this
for a while.

What?

I have facilitated
in the introduction

of over a dozen women
for you.

Mm-hmm.

I mean,
I'm invested in this project.

So when the results
we're getting are "fine,"

we can do better than that.

Um, it was...
It was better than fine.

It was, uh [Chuckles]

You don't want to hear
about this.

No, no, no, I think feedback
is crucial to our success.

That way we can course-correct
if need be.

It was way better than fine.

Uh, it turns out
that she's in real estate

and an insanely good
kisser.

And she, uh...

I mean, she knows her way
around the neighborhood.

Oh, oh, where'd you go?
Everywhere.

[ Laughs ]
If you know what I'm saying.

From the hills
to the low country

and all around downtown.
Ah.

I get... yeah, yeah.

Oh, my go... I'm sorry.

I got carried away.
No, no, i-i asked.

Thought that you wanted
to know.

I asked.

Scans are ready.

Phew.

I rounded on your post-ops,
got your labs back,

filed the intern applications,
and picked up your dry cleaning.

They got the stain
out of your purple sweater.

Excellent.

Yeah, so, you were right
about the appendicitis.
Mm.

All right, deluca,

you can go get
my surgery transcriptions.

Yes, sir.

Ohh.

Hey,
what's wrong with you?

Me? Oh, I'm fine.

I just... never got time
to eat today.

Richard.

Don't kill the interns.

Deluca, go eat.

Quickly.
Thank you.

Did you know 8% of all repaired
aneurysm patients

had a recurrence?

It's gonna be a tumor.

Statistics say aneurysm.

Her symptoms say tumor.

And if it is an aneurysm,
you said I could clip it.

You said it's a great day.

And I agree with you.
It is a great day.

I feel great.

Uh, so I will clip it,
right?

Hush.

¶¶

crap. It's a tumor.

No. It's an aneurysm.

That's...
That's an aneurysm?

I've never seen one
that big.

Yeah,
i don't want to clip that.

Neither do I.

It does look infected.

It might be superficial,
but it needs to come out.

Lidocaine.

You should have come in sooner.

I have a history paper
due on Wednesday.

I'm supposed
to blow that off?

Plus two jobs.

I only fight cancer
on the weekends.

So, there might be some blood,
but you can look away.

Oh, please, you guys have poked
and prodded me forever now.

Oh, my god,
that's a lot of blood.

Let's page cardio.

It's okay.
That doesn't look okay.

I know. I know.
It's scary.

Daphne, look at me.

You're okay.

That's normal?
All that blood?

Let's hang ffp, platelets,

one gram of txa,
and cross-match her.

Where is cardio?

Riggs is coming.

Ugh. Riggs.

Yes.
"Ugh. Riggs" is here.

Daphne, right?
What do we got?

Daphne's portacath got infected,
and when I removed it...

It was a gusher,
it looks like.

All right,
I'll book an O.R.

No.

Daphne, I've given you

some medicine
to help your blood clot,

so I'm just going to
apply pressure

and wait for it to work.

Well,
i think we should move her,

get a good look
at the vessels.

Well, I'm hoping
it just resolves itself here

so we don't have to open her up
and make it worse.

So you're just gonna keep
holding pressure?

That's the plan.
[ Gasps ] Katie Bryce.

Oh, you need to be somewhere?
I can do it.

[ Sighs ]
Are you leaving?

No, no, I'm here.

It's just holding pressure.

She's my patient.

She's sort of
my patient now.

It's a cardiac case.

You can wait if you like.

All right.

We'll wait a little while,
and we'll see.

Blake, you need repeat coags
every 30 minutes.

And push my chole
and cover my post-ops.

And get an update on Shepherd's
patient Katie Bryce.

Dr. Shepherd.
Absolutely.

Speak.

Dr. grey was wondering if...

Yeah, tell her
she's off the hook.

It had nothing to do
with the old case.

Your original repair is fine.

Okay, great.
This is new.

It was a frontal lobe
aneurysm...

The biggest one
i have ever seen.

How big?

Like...

This isn't charades, Blake.
I need to see it.

She just wants to look
at the scans.

Then why doesn't she come here
and look at the...

She's busy with a patient.

You know what?
So am I.

Tell her I don't have time
to give her computer access.

Tell her she doesn't need
to see the scan.

[ Camera shutter clicks ]
Absolutely.

That's a monster.

What's her approach?

Is she going to clip it
or do a primary repair?

I don't think
she's gone that far yet.

Well, find out!

Tell her if she wants
to talk to me,

she can come down here
and talk to me

and not keep sending
her mole.

Tell her,
"thank you, Meredith,

for the overwhelming vote
of confidence,

but I will use the approach
i deem necessary,"

and if she doesn't trust me,

she can come down here
and clip this thing herself.

And also,
you can tell her to...

Yeah, I don't want
to do this anymore.

What is your problem
with Shepherd?

Mind your business.

I don't think
she likes you very much.

Oh, you picked up
on that, huh?

All right. All right.

Go tell Shepherd...

Tell her to not screw it up.

I think she gets that.

[ Charles Perry's "apologize"
plays ]

Ow, ow, ow, ow.

All right,
a little more Lidocaine.

Ooh, maybe sailing.

Maybe I should get a boat.

Ah, that's too much upkeep.

Well, I need something,
all right?

I feel like, you know,
it's a new chapter.

Start something new.

I need something that I can...

What about golf?

Nah, I think
it's too clichéd, though...

Golfing doctors.

What did you do with your ring?

Ow. Ow. Ow.
A little lighter.
A little lighter.

Um, I didn't know
what to do with it,

so it's just in a drawer.

Right.
It goes in a drawer.

And if she didn't say yes
or no...

I mean, April...
I mean, she's, like, fine.

It's like
she's better than fine.

You'd think
that she was the one

that was pushing
for the damn divorce.

Sloan always wanted me
to try golf.

I never liked golf.

Love golf.

Just don't try hockey.
Ow!

Jo doesn't know
what she wants.

Neither does Amelia.

One day, she wants
to stop things cold,

the next,
she never wants it to stop.

- If it keeps going like this...
- It's all a lot of upkeep.

If she didn't want
a ring on her finger,

why does she care
what I do with it?

Because it's just sitting
in that drawer

like a loaded gun.

And every time we have sex
or a fight,

he could just pull it out
and point it at me.

Do you even want the ring?

I don't want it...
Right now.

Grey and Shepherd
are gonna kill each other,

and I'm going to die
in the crossfire.

Grey needs to chill
'cause it's not even her case.

Shepherd could cut her
some slack.

It was her case.

It was supposed to be my case.

Do you think I should tell him
to take it back?

Jo, you already did.

If you wanted it,
you'd be wearing it.

¶ But I, I, thought
you could've been my wife ¶

Callie: I mean,
are you doing all right?

'Cause after Arizona and i
got divorced,

it felt like my insides
were ripped out of me.

No. I-i-i mean...
Uh, yeah, it was awful.

It was amicable,
i guess is the word.

Civil and polite and awful.

But, um, no.

I, uh... I feel good.

I feel really good.

[ Chuckles ]
You got divorced

really different
from how I did.

¶¶

¶ the thing about, thing about,
thing about love ¶

¶ the thing about, thing about,
thing about love ¶

¶ is you won't find none of it
here in this club ¶

¶ is you won't find none of it
here in this club ¶

¶ the thing about... ¶

hey, man,
you got to take this, okay?

No, no, just take it.
Just... here.

¶ I ¶

¶ I, I, I, I ¶

¶ I apologize ¶

¶ I never meant to hurt you ¶

¶ I'm gonna love you
till it's right ¶

¶ I, I, I, I ¶

¶ I apologize ¶

¶ I never meant to hurt you ¶

you're exhausted.
You're not too exhausted, right?

No. No. No.
Okay.

¶ Hey, hey, hey, hey ¶

[ cellphone chimes, buzzes ]

No! No!

Ohh, it's Webber.

It's Webber?

Yeah,
he's made me his guy now,

which apparently means

relentless pages
and endless scut.

Webber has singled you out?

Yeah, anointed me,
apparently.

Oh, okay.
He knows about us.

No.

Why would he make me his guy,
though?

I don't know.
Um, he's my father.

He's your what?

Yeah, maybe he doesn't know.

You said your folks
are from Boston.

Yeah, yeah,
he's my biological father.

Maggie, he's your father?!

Uh, maybe it's just
a coincidence.

[ Cellphone chimes, buzzes ]

Oh, I'm so screwed!

No, no, um, I'll ask him.
I'll find out.

No, Maggie.
I told him you were a wildcat.

What?! Why?!
Why would you do that?!

Webber's your father?!

Hi.

Ah, what do you have?

Mitral valve.

I got cross.

What about?

[ Chuckling ]
No, I mean my... my intern.

I got cross today.

[ Clears throat ]
He's pretty good.

A little green.
Hmm.

Who have you got?

Uh, deluca.

Oh, you like him?

I've only worked with him
a couple times.

Yeah, he's an intern.
[ Chuckles ]

You know,
he shows potential.

Mm-hmm.

He's calm in surgery.
Steady.

Yeah,
he's got great hands.

I beg your pardon?

In the O.R.
'cause he was an e.M.T.

I-i heard...
Oh.

I think. I guess.

Um, yeah,
i think I heard that, too.

Yeah.
Yeah.

He's a great roommate.
Dependable. Quiet.

What?

Deluca.

Right.

So, um, yeah,
have fun with him today.

Or, uh... have a good...

Yeah.
Bye.

Yeah. Bye.

Yeah.

And these are the consent forms.
There you go.

And this is a new one?

Yes.

And this one's bigger.

It's a very thin,
fragile balloon.

Even the tiniest disturbance...
Walking around... could pop it.

And if it pops, I die?

Why does this keep happening?

You're predisposed
to aneurysms.

It's just something that...

Dr. Shepherd fixed
the last one.

I know.

The other Dr. Shepherd.
He knew how to fix it.

Your first aneurysm
was very difficult to diagnose,

but it was easy to solve.

This one...

It's very risky.

Are you saying
you can't do it?

I'm saying that I will do
my very best.

Katie.

We have to try.

Otherwise...
I know. I just...

Are you as good
as your brother?

Are you better than him?

Camera scope seems jittery.

Hold the damn thing still,
deluca.

Andrew:
Sorry, sir. I'm trying.

"Great hands."

So, are you gonna be seeing
"Jean jacket" again?

Mm, no.
Not her again.

She was fun,
but a little crazy.

"Hoop earrings," maybe.
She was funny.

Tonight is, um,
oh, "artisanal soap."

Remember her?

You said she was ditzy.

Yeah, she was.

But she smelled like lilacs
everywhere.

Robbins,
how many women are you seeing?

Mm, not that many.
Right, deluca?

Hmm?
Oh, I don't know.

I mean, who's counting?

[ Laughs ]

How would you know?
You're never there.

Mr. secret lover
spends every night

at his girlfriend's place.

That's... that's not true.

I told you.
He's the best roommate.

He has a girlfriend
with her own place

and clearly a crazy sex drive.

Is that the ileum
just above the...

That's what that is.
Oh, yeah.

[ Laughing ] He brought her
to our place once.

Oh, my goodness.

I thought he was killing her
in there.

She's a screamer.

[ Imitates screaming ]
All right, that's enough!

Can we focus on the base
of the appendix, please?

Hmm.

Here's her latest lab results.

Do you want me to book
an O.R. now?

Septicemia.

Pseudomonas.
Pcr positive times two.

I can go in,
try to get local control,

maybe subclavian repair.

Yeah, but she's got
a possible d-dimer

with s.I.R.S. Brewing.
We may have to.

I'm worried she may not
withstand g.A., though.

Do you want to dumb it down
a little?

Okay, Daphne,
your portacath got infected,

and it's caused sepsis.

A big infection all over,

which can cause
your organs to fail.

If I take my hands off and
you're not bleeding, we're good.

And if I do bleed?

Then I have to take you
into the O.R.

And try to stop
the bleeding.

But if Dr. grey's right,

the surgery
could make you worse.

I should have come in sooner.

Do you want
to call David now?

No.
I screwed up again.

Who's David?
Your husband?

David is my son.

He was my son.

I made a bad choice.

I made lots of bad choices.

I chose...
All sorts of things over him.

I left him.

That was a long time ago.

Six years.

He's 20 now.
He's in college.

He has another mother now.

[ Voice breaking ]
And I'm just a mess.

You're not.
Not anymore.

Call him.

Yeah.

When I've cleaned up my act,
you know?

I want to have my diploma.

I want to show him that I can be
someone he can be proud of.

Seems to me
that you already are.

Yeah, and then I got cancer.

And that is not your fault.

Daphne,
you have earned this.

I have watched you become
a completely different person.

And he deserves to know you.

Please call him.

No.

I'm not going back to him
with more problems.

Okay. Are you ready
to take a look now?

Let's just wait a little while
longer just to be sure.

Owen: Hey, you paged?
What's that?

Oh.

This was Derek's?

Yeah.

But that's not why I paged.

I, uh, left a boot at your place
this morning.

Yeah, yeah, I brought it in.

It was wrong of me
to come over last night.

I should not be starting
anything new.

Not now.

Okay, here we go.

No, I screw everything up.

I don't want you to be
one of those things. I...

Listen, what else
have you screwed up?

Are you kidding me?

I nuked my relationship
with Meredith.

I got kicked out of my place.

I drank.

60 days ago.
And you're doing great.

Yeah.

I hit 60 days for the fourth
time in my life.

Ever since, I have been avoiding
big cases like the plague.

I have just been doing
aneurysm repairs

until I know I'm ready.

And then today,

I get this woman
with a live grenade in her head

who happens to be Derek and
Meredith's surgical love-child,

and I get
to screw this up now, too.

I...

I think I'm gonna kill
this girl.

Okay, you want to know
what I think?

I think if there were

any other surgeons' name
on this old chart,

you wouldn't be thinking twice
about this.

Meredith doesn't think
i can do it.

Who cares what she thinks?

Meredith is not
a neurosurgeon.

And she certainly isn't you.

Why are you giving a second
to what she thinks?

You're the one
who has to do it, Amelia.

So just do it.

[ Shivers ]

Daphne, are you cold?

I'm hot.

Grey, we got to move now.

Okay.
Let's get ready to move.

I need some extra lap pads
and surgicel right here by me.

Daphne, I'm gonna check
and see how we're doing, okay?

No, wait.

Daphne, call your son.

[ Crying ] Not like this.

It's been too long.
He'll never forgive me.

Well, he might not,
but you deserve the chance.

Okay, you made a bad choice,
but you turned it around.

You've atoned.

All right, you've tried.
You know that.

So you have to forgive
yourself.

Now, you deserve a chance
to show him you tried.

He's right.

Let's call.

[ Keypad beeping ]

[ Sniffles ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

David?

It's daph...

It's mom.

[ Thirteen senses'
"into the fire" plays ]

Okay, Katie,
it's time to go.

All right.
Let's move.

Wait.

Just please don't kill me.

Okay.

Okay.

See you then.

He said he's coming.

He's coming to see me.

¶ Put your hands into the fire ¶

he sounded so grown-up.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Okay, let's hang some blood
and push pressors.

Daphne,
i have to check now, okay?

Don't. I'm scared.

Hey, Daphne.
We're here, okay?

Dr. grey's here.
She's just gonna take a look.

Okay.

Ready, one, two, three.

[ Alarm blaring ]
Okay.

Okay, let's go.

Blake,
we need an ambu bag.

And let's keep
the blood coming.

We got to go.
Let's get her in there.

Ready?
Let's go.

¶ From samaritan to sin ¶

¶ and it's waiting on the end ¶

¶ from the summer
to the spring ¶

¶ from the mountain to the air ¶

¶ from samaritan to sin ¶

¶ and it's waiting on the end ¶

¶ come on, come on ¶

¶ put your hands into the fire ¶

¶ explain, explain ¶

¶ as I turn and meet the power ¶

[ monitor beeping rapidly ]

¶ This time, this time ¶

¶ turning white
and senses dire ¶

¶ pull up, pull up,
from one extreme to another ¶

David said he was coming.

Is he coming?

He's on his way.
Stay with me.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

¶ Now I'm alone,
I'm looking out ¶

¶ I'm looking in ¶

¶ the lights are dim ¶

¶ ooh, ooh ¶

¶ ooh-ooh ¶

¶ ooh ¶

all right, everybody.

It's a beautiful night
to save lives.

Let's have some fun.

¶ Ooh-ooh ¶

¶ ooh, ah ¶

¶¶

¶ come on, come on ¶

¶ put your hands into the fire ¶

¶ come on, come on ¶

[ sighs ]

I told the morgue
she's coming.

[ Telephone rings ]

Woman: Nurse's station.

You called the morgue
"the plumber."

It's habit.

It's different over there.

You work on people who...

It's part of their job
to get hurt and die.

You never have to call
the families.

Someone else does that.

It makes you...

Yeah, I'm trying
to break that habit.

Why did you come here?

What happened
with Owen's sister?

You're a friend
of Owen hunt's.

I figured
he would have told you.

He said you put her
in a helicopter,
and it crashed.

[ Sighs ]

All right, Meg and i
were working in a field unit.

We needed to transport
a patient.

There was only room
on the chopper for one of us.

It was gonna be an ugly ride,
unprotected airspace.

So I said I was gonna go.

Meg said it was her patient.

I told her no.

And we fought,
and finally...

I mean, it was her patient.
[ Clears throat ]

I would have done the same thing
if it was mine.

So I couldn't tell her no.

And the helicopter...

Never got there.

No one knows what happened.

Just... disappeared.

No trace.

So he thinks you should have
been on that helicopter.

I don't go asking about
your dead husband, do I?

[ Clears throat ]

Oh. Well...

[ Laughs ]

[ Chuckling ]
Don't you look nice?

Hey.

Are... are you...
Are you done for the night?

Yeah, I am.
Uh, you know, I just...

Oh, good.
Well, hey, have fun.

Thank you.
Have a good night.

Yes, have fun with, um,
who is it again?

Oh, um, artisanal soap.

Um, Robbins, you're...
You're an outstanding surgeon.

Oh, thank you.

And an extraordinary woman.

Oh, Richard.

I'm super gay.

Like,
I'm the gayest of gays.

I'm lesbianic.

And you're a very
handsome man.

That is very...
Oh, cut it out.

[ Laughs ]

Someone like you deserves
someone very special...

A quality person.

And I worry
that if you squander your heart

with all of these many,
many more frivolous...

Whoa, whoa.

The thing about being my wingman
is you can't also be my dad.

Richard, I owe you.

I'm too young and too fun

to spend the rest
of my life alone.

And I was...
I was too scared to try,

but you helped me remember
what it was like

when I was open and confident
and fun and a little... slutty.

You helped me
be slutty again.

Well, I'm not sure
I'd phrase it like that.

You helped me fly.

So... good job.

Thank you.

I got to fly now.

Keep it in the drawer.

Huh?

I don't want it,
but I, uh, I don't want it gone.

So the drawer is good.

Just, um,
keep it in the drawer.

Here.
My half of the phone bill.

Oh, no. I told you.

And I appreciate that.

But I don't want to leave
anything, um, undone.

Okay?

Okay.

[ Sighs ]

[ Siren wails in distance ]

[ Chuckles ]
What?

Uh, you need anything?

What do you mean?

It's just...

I mean, if you need anything,
let me know, okay?

Did, um...
Did Arizona tell you...

I work in peds.
I figured it out.

You're, like, all happy
all the time, kind of sweaty.

How far along are you?

Nine weeks.

He doesn't know?

Not yet.

Well, you should tell him
before he figures it out, too.

[ Scanner whirring ]

[ Scoffs ]

Deluca's working late.

Um, well,
i needed some old case files

uploaded
into the computer system.

Ah.

Well, that'll keep him here
until dawn, at least.

Deluca's a hard worker.

Yeah, he is.

He really cares.

He's a good guy.
Truly.

I like him.

Well, i-i suppose I could
cut him some slack.

I appreciate it.

I like that you were
looking out for me.

What?

[ Sighs ]

It's just gonna be nice to have
all those charts uploaded.

[ Whirring continues ]

Want to go get some dinner?

I would love that.

How is she?

She's great.

Am I missing my pageant?

She have deficits?

No. No.
No deficits.

Neuro exam checks out.

She's just a little loopy
from the meds.

Okay. Good.

Did you fix me?

Dr. Shepherd
and Dr. Edwards did.

I fixed you last time.

Right.

I was such a bitch to you.

That was a long time ago.

You're all grown up now.

Yeah. You are, too.

I don't get lost
around here anymore.

Dr. Shepherd fixed me?

She did.

She's very good.

What happened
to guy Dr. Shepherd?

[ Jill Scott's "back together"
plays ]

That's a long story.

¶ Ooh, ooh ¶

you take care, okay?

Take care of that brain.

¶ Ooh, ooh, ooh ¶

¶ pieces of me were scattered ¶

¶ blowing in the cold ¶

¶ in different directions ¶

¶ hmm ¶

¶ truth, truth, truth be told ¶

¶ ooh ¶

¶ but then I ¶

¶ looked into your eyes ¶

congratulations.

¶ Everything felt like
it could be all right ¶

[ chuckles ]
Ah.

¶ You went and put me
back together ¶

we're not starting
something new.

I don't accept that.

If it were new,
i wouldn't have your boot.

[ Chuckles ]

Now, if you want to start over,
forget all that, start fresh,

if that's easier for you,
then we can do that, too.

However you want to do it.
But let's... let's do it.

¶ No matter how hard I tried ¶

just like new?

Yep.
Square one.

¶ I looked into your eyes ¶

¶ and everything felt
like it could be all right ¶

¶ you went and put me
back together ¶

¶ you went and put me
back together ¶

¶ back together again ¶

what are you doing?

I barely know you.

At least ask me out
on a date first.

[ Scoffs ]

[ Laughs ]

We can start over.
Every day.

We get second chances...

Just be prepared.
She may look a little...

I know.

I mean, I haven't seen her
in six years.

To become who we always
wanted to be.

¶ Hey, hey, hey, hey ¶

we can leave our past behind.

You sure
you're ready for this?

Or we can learn from it.

¶ No matter ¶

and honor it.

¶ No matter how hard I tried ¶

hi, David.

¶ And I ¶
hi.

¶ I looked into your eyes ¶

¶ and everything felt
like it could be all right ¶

¶ you went and put me
back together ¶

¶ you went and put me
back together ¶

¶ back together again ¶

we can decide
it's never too late to change.

Meredith: These people
don't have that chance.

They left it to you.

They let you learn from them.

So let's say thank you.

¶ Thank you ¶
and not screw it up.

¶ Mm-hmm ¶