Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 11, Episode 25 - You're My Home - full transcript

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We need four units of o-neg.

Bring that bench over here.

They went to cut off the door,

and all I could think
was he's gonna bleed out.

We need more time.

I was pissed,
but then I thought,

"no, we need less distance
to the O.R., so..."

So, you brought...
The whole damn car.

How is he?
He's hanging on, barely.

Meredith: I remember in school
someone telling me.

I came from a broken home.



That's what they used to call it

when your parents got divorced.

This isn't the way
we usually do that.

I had to do it this way.

No, no, no,
we see why you did it.

Okay. Look, I just wanted
to give him...

A second chance.
We got a second chance.

Even though getting divorced

was the least broken thing
they ever did.

Hey, Keith, it's Meredith.

Thanks for having me over.

How's Joan?

What's the word on my baby?

We'll find out for you.
We got you.



[ Siren wails ]

When I heard that as a kid,

I wondered if broken homes were

where the broken people lived.

Callie: Still feeling
those toes, Joan?

Yeah. Good.

Um, you guys, let's just stop.

Let's stop for a sec.
What's happening?

There's just a little bleeding,

which is normal
after a delivery,

but we're gonna get you
checked out

before you have
your spinal surgery, okay?

It was silly. I mean,
I was just a little kid.

Gonna take her. No, no,
what are you doing?

What are you doing with my baby?
Just for a while.

No, please!
We were crushed in a car!

My fiancé's dead!
You're not taking my baby!

Please no! Joan, your
baby's doing fine, okay?

Please! We just need
to check you out.

Okay, you need to take him
to the nicu and page Karev.

But to this day, I still wonder.

[ Crying ] No!

It looks like uterine atony.
We need to move fast.

We move fast, we paralyze her.

We move too slow
and she bleeds to death.

Okay.

Yeah, I already spoke to mom.

Amelia.

I don't know how fast
you're moving on the house.

I haven't even accepted
an offer yet, so...

I can have my stuff out next week.
Is that soon enough?

Ted, I don't care
whose side of the story.

I'm not sure I can make it any sooner.
You don't have to.

I should've been out
a while ago.

Derek is the one who invited me,
and he's gone, so...

[ cellphone rings, beeps ]

I... Yes, I am listening.

Dad...

I have to go.

Is Alex in the nicu?

Don't know and don't care,
'cause apparently,

he thinks I'm some sort
of '50s housewife

who he can tell where to be
and what to do

and when to bake a pot roast.

I'm holding a baby.

Who's this? Come on, here.

[ Sighs ]

There's been a lot of talking,

but not a lot of getting me
out of the car.

That's still the plan, right...
Get Keith out of the car?

That's the plan.

When joanie called
and told me she was pregnant,

you know what
my first thought was?

Run like hell.

We'd only had the one date.

And she agrees,
it kind of sucked.

I think we had sex just
to stop the awkward silence.

[ Inhales sharply ]

And then boom... insta-family,
like sea monkeys.

It was scary.

Now I can't believe
I ever felt like that.

Now all I want to do
is see them.

Owen: Grey,
we're ready to cut the roof.

Okay, Keith,

it's gonna get real loud
and then it's gonna get scary,

and then we're gonna
get you out, okay?

Loud, scary, free.

[ Saw buzzing ]

Okay.

[ Indistinct shouting ]

Okay.

[ Saws buzzing ]

Arizona's having trouble

controlling
the post-partum hemorrhage.

This just keeps getting...
Edwards.

What are you doing?

I'm scrubbing in.

[ Scoffs ] No, you're not.

I gave you one job...
To keep her in the collar

until trauma cleared her.

It was the interns who...

And you left her in the care
of first-day interns.

They should've known better.

No, you should've known better.
You can go now.

You are no longer going anywhere
near this patient, got it?

Go.

Man: Roof coming off!
Okay, guys, you're clear.

April: We need a trauma panel
and type and cross for eight.

Owen: Got it. Drawing labs.

No blood in the pericardium.

Penetrating
thoraco-abdominal injury.

Ultrasound, please.

Keith, talk to me.
How do you feel?

Uh... Popular.

Funny. That's funny.

Okay, guys, when you clear,
we're gonna cut away

the piece of the door here
that's impaling him,

then you can
get him inside, okay?

All right.

[ Saw buzzing ]

Dr. grey.

I have an update on his fiancée.

April certainly thought
outside the box.

I like this Kepner.

I never thought
I would like Kepner.

You know, old Kepner was...

There was pigtails
and bunny rabbits and smiling.

Lots of smiling,

but Kepner the reboot,
Kepner 2.0, she's crazy!

She's fierce.

She's womaned up.

Thank you, United States army.

Bailey, hunt has this.

I need you to handle
everything else in the E.R.

You are in charge.

Get used to it.

Yes, sir!

[ Chuckles ]

I thought I made myself
perfectly clear.

You can't just appoint
a new chief.

There are rules
and recommendations to be made,

and then the board votes.

Just because something's
been done one way forever

doesn't mean
it shouldn't change.

It's called evolution. No.

What you're talking about
is called dictatorship,

and I did not sign up for
a dictatorship, Catherine Avery.

No one asked you to,
Richard Webber.

That's the problem...
You never ask, you only tell.

Well, let me tell you
how this is gonna...

Look, I don't want to listen to
another word about it!

[ Saw stops ]

Man: Let's get back to it!

[ Saw resumes ]

Excuse me.

I-I can't. I'm...

Hey, Keith. Stay with me.

I have some news for you.

Joan's okay.

She's headed into surgery,
and you have a baby boy.

A...Boy?

A boy?

I have a son.

Okay, Joan, I'm gonna put you
out now, okay?

Uterus is flaccid.
She's hemorrhaging.

Okay, we got to put her under.

You got to get this under control now.
I know that.

I need a balloon catheter.

Jo: Is she out? Not yet, why?

Joan, Keith is here.

He's here. He's alive.
Keith's here?

They're working on him now.

[ Laughs ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

Wilson, go.

Pressure's at 70.
We're losing her.

[ Keith whimpering ]

Keith, hang in there.
Hang in there.

[ Screaming ] Okay, stop!

Hey, stop! Stop! Stop!
Okay, hold up.

What is it, grey? We can't do this.
Not like this.

[ Whimpers ]
It's gonna tear him apart.

We're gonna open him up
out here?

It's the only way.
We start an ex-lap.

Clamp everything we can.

It'll buy us time
till we get him upstairs.

Only five or six minutes till he
bleeds out. That's plenty of time.

Guys, guys, all o.R.S are full.

Owen: All of them?
Tunnel collapse victims.

No, no, we have
a plastics O.R. available.

Meredith: That's all the way at
the other end of the building.

That's impossible.
Nothing's impossible.

We just... all right, we clear
a path to the east elevator.

Move everything out of the way,

stop all foot traffic,
lock down the elevator.

Can he make it that far?

No, but he will.

He doesn't have a choice, right?

So, we run.

All out like olympians.

It's plenty of time.
It's plenty of time.

Let's prep him
for an ex-lap out here.

Jackson: Okay. Okay.

I am not crying wolf.

Sir?

I do not make decisions lightly,
and I don't bow to dictators.

Miranda Bailey, you will be

grey Sloan memorial's
next chief of surgery!

Congratulations!

Thank you.

Catheter is working,
and the bleeding has stopped.

No tear in the dura, amazingly.

[ Chuckles ] So, an
intern opened her collar?

Oh, stupid.

Wait, was that the intern that
we thought was an attending?

You mistook an intern
for an attending?

Yeah, he was pretty much
running the trauma.

Like a boss.
Like a hot, hot boss.

Somebody should get into that.

[ Chuckles ]
Maybe you should get into that.

You know what?
You should get into that.

[ Laughs ] I don't think so.

I have started a strict
no workplace dating policy.

[ Sighs ] I hear you. [ Laughs ]

It's all too... You know?

They see you, all of you.

Then they come to work
and they see you here, too,

and you try
to keep it professional

and get things done,
but suddenly you're thinking,

"I was naked on you before."

[ Chuckles ] Or "I wish
you were naked now."

"Hey, remember when you were
there at my very rock bottom"

and I went down the rabbit hole
and dragged you in with me

and bared the darkest parts of my
soul to you in the midnight hours?

"So, now let's have
a budget meeting."

It's a solid policy.

Trust me.

I can't find the 8 e.T. Tubes.

[ Sighs ] Yeah, but I need more.

Webber is making me
chief of surgery.

That's great, but I got
to get these... wait, what?

Chief?

Wait, chief of surgery?
Ooh, say it again.

[ Chuckles ]
Hey, how you doing, man?

This is my wife,
Dr. Miranda Bailey,

chief of surgery.

No, chief
of all these damn surgeries.

[ Laughs ]

Oh, I got to get these, uh, in.

Oh, yeah, go, go, go.

[ Sighs ]

Who is the chief?

I am the chief.

Owen: Warren, you'll intubate.

Kepner, you and I
will do the ex-lap.

Get control
of whatever's bleeding.

Grey, I need you and Pierce
scrubbed and ready

in the O.R. when we get there,
we got it?

Okay.

Meredith, do me a favor.

Tell joanie that I loved her
and that I...

No. No, no, no.

No messages
from beyond the grave, Keith.

We're not doing that.

It's okay.

You guys have been great.

You went way above and beyond.

Keith, yes, a lot of people here

are working very hard
to pull this off,

and you have to work, too, okay?

I've seen the looks
on these people's faces.

This is not gonna work.

Hunt, I'm gonna need a minute.

Okay.

I'm serious... one minute,
that's all I'm allowing.

It's too soon. Fine, fine.

You talk to Wilson yet about
me and the kids moving in?

No. I was a jackass, and now
she's not even talking to me.

I can't even...
Is she moving out?

Is there room for Amelia,

because you could take
your old room,

I could take my old room back,

and then Amelia could move
into Cristina's room.

God, mer, what the hell?

I know, I know,

but I hurt her feelings,
and she's mad at me.

I forgot I'm supposed
to be her sister.

You're a complete tool
sometimes.

I've heard.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

April: All right, everybody
stop what you're doing.

Quiet, please. Make a hole.
Make a hole.

Man: Let them through, guys.

¶ The light come in ¶

¶ we take it ¶

¶ let the light come in ¶

¶ embrace it ¶

I have something for you.

Oh. [ Chuckles ]

Hey, big man.

[ Crying ] Aww.

Look at you.

I'm sorry for all this crap.

Sorry, I just... Wish I...

I'm gonna see you
when I get out of here, okay?

You and your mom, yeah?

I'm gonna be there and we're
gonna be together, okay?

Oh, I love you. Daddy loves you.

Kiss.

Okay, okay.

[ Crying continues ]

All right, let's bag him.

Push 200 of ketamine.

Don't go.

No.

I'm right here.

That was a bad idea
bringing him out here like that.

Why?

Because I'm gonna be
really pissed...

If you don't pull this off.

Me too.

[ Baby crying ]

That was a really nice idea.

Oh, well, it wasn't mine,
but I'll take credit.

Look, I was being a jerk.

[ Sighs ] Shut up.

I know. We were both jerks.

Can we just move on?

Please.

Good.

So, I have to ask you something.

Okay. Meredith asked me
if she could move in.

She's selling her house
and she wants to move in.

What do you think?
With the kids?

No, she's selling the kids
with the house.

Yes, with the kids.

And I get a vote on this?

I didn't think that we did that.

I thought we were at this place

where you just told me
what was gonna happen.

I'm asking you.

Yeah, and I can say no
to the sad widow

with the three kids
tapping on the window?

You said you were
putting down roots here.

Congrats.

Now you got a house
and a family.

So, I guess the wedding is off.

Yeah, what happened?

Did Richard talk to you? No.

Was a complete surprise.

Complete surprise.

[ Crying ]

Are you okay?

I'm fine. I'm fine.

[ Sniffles ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Owen: Feels familiar, huh?

Feels great, actually.
You miss it?

Being in the field?

It's the only thing
I ever think about.

Sats and b.P. Are stable.
Good to go.

Here we go.

Okay.

All right, laps. More laps.
Scissors.

Kelly. Kelly. Looks like it's going
straight into his renal vessels.

Clamp.

I can't reach. Can you get it?

Uh, I got it. I got it.
Crap! Crap!

No, I-i see it. I see it.
Okay, all right.

Damn it. Laps.

Okay. Gonna need
a whole lot more laps!

Jackson: Doctors hunt and Kepner
start Keith's surgery

outside in the car.

Doctors grey and Pierce
are standing by in the O.R.

Waiting to finish that surgery.

You need to help get Keith
from the car to the O.R.

We estimate we have less
than three minutes

to get him from car to O.R.

Any more than that, he dies.

You make a mistake, he dies.

This has to be perfect.
We have one chance.

There are no do-overs.

His life and death depends

on how you handle
the next few minutes.

Do not mess this up.

Come on, come on, come on.

His chest wall is hashed.

Now, can you get
that last clamp?

I got it. I got it. I got it.

You, keep these doors open.

You stay on this corner here.

All right, what's your name?

Uh, deluca.

All right, deluca, right here.

You got it.

Owen: That's it. Let's go.

Warren, watch the clamps when
they pull the piece out of him.

Kepner, be ready to pack.
Are we ready?

Ready. I'm good.

If this guy's not
on the table in five minutes,

this was all for nothing.

I'm starting the clock.

Let's all be careful, okay?

And go.

All right. What is your name?
Shaw.

Shaw, this elevator
does not move

until our patient is inside.
Got it?

[ Elevator bell dings ]
[ Grunts ]

Easy, easy.

[ Indistinct conversation ]

All right, give them room.

Let's go.

Incoming!

Out of here! Clear the hall!

[ Elevator bell dings ] Go!

No! No! No!

Owen: Sorry. Sorry. Move, move.

[ Elevator bell dings ] Move!

[ People muttering ]

Get out! Get out! Get out!

[ Pressing button rapidly ]

[ Elevator bell dings ]

Owen: Incoming! Move!

Stephanie: Just wait. Wait.

Wait, wait.

Come on! Come on! Come on! Come
on! Come on! Come on! Come on!

Move!

Who's on the elevator?

Why is it closed?! Get it open!

[ Elevator bell dings ]
Owen: Move!

Out! Out! Out! Out!

[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Panting ]

What happened?
He coded in the elevator!

Come on.

Ready? One, two, three.

All right. Let's get him back.

Maggie: Hang some more blood.
Paddles.

Push an amp of bicarb. Clear.

[ Paddles thump ]
[ Monitor beeping ]

We have sinus.

Okay, we got this?
Yeah, we got it. Go.

Okay. Maggie: Gonna have
to open up his chest.

Get me a thoracotomy tray
and scalpel.

Jackson: Oh.

Got a pumper here, Jackson.

Right angle...

Come on, Keith. Come on.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

[ Telephone ringing ]

Here you go, doctor.

He's still alive? For now.

And the girlfriend?
Out of surgery.

Awake. Not paralyzed.

Excellent work.

Meredith told you
she's selling the house?

What, her house? Yeah.

It was news to me, too.

Where are you gonna go?

I'll find something.

Maybe she'll let you
keep the trailer.

Well, maybe I should
just get a house

that doesn't get
parking tickets.

[ Chuckles ] Come on.

You won't miss being able to reach
your toaster from your toilet?

[ Laughs ] I might.

I really want this to work.

Yeah?

This family.

Uh, all three of them.

Right. Right.

[ Clears throat ]

What did you think I meant?
Oh, nothing, no.

That. Yeah.

Me too.

Jo!

Jo, come here.

The sad widow is my friend...
My best friend.

And I-i don't want
to piss you off

and I don't want you
running off somewhere,

but I-i can't say no to her.

So, you're saying no to me.
Okay.

No.

Look, all that crap I said
about building a life here

and about putting down roots...
Look, I meant with you.

I want a house with you,
my career with you.

Uh, maybe someday a dog, maybe.

[ Sighs ]

It's all supposed to be
with you.

I th... I thought you got that.

I didn't think
I needed to say it.

So, when I say that I can't say
no to my friend,

it doesn't mean
I'm saying no to you.

I want you and all of it
with you.

Okay.

Where are you going?

I just...

I have to think
about what I want.

Meredith: Vitals are steady.

We may actually pull this out.

Jackson: This will make a hell
of a wedding story.

Hey, what is going on
with your mom and Richard?

Ah, same old crap.

Clash of the titans.

What?

They both want to be boss.

Both want to dig in,

and my mom is the smartest
person in the room.

She's used to it.

She's used to everybody knowing

that she's the smartest person
in the room.

So, when you challenge her,
it's world war III.

And Richard is the same.

Well, that is just ridiculous
and pathetic.

I mean, you don't just shrug your
shoulders and call it quits.

You find a way
to work through it.

You don't just...

[Voice breaking] Give up
and throw it all away

like it was nothing.

Oh, oh. Wow. Uh, I'm sorry.

It's something else. She doesn't
want to talk about it.

Don't look at me. Ignore me.

Oh.

Welcome to the family.

[ Crying ]

Thank you, doctor.

I have something for you.
Thank you.

It's my old cellphone.

There's one voice-mail on it.

Password is 1515.

And make sure you're alone
when you listen to it.

Who does the post-anesthesia checks?
Shut up.

Isaac: Isn't rounds when
we're supposed to ask questions?

I thought you weren't allowed
to go near that patient.

Did I not just say shut up?

Hi, Joan.

It's Dr. Edwards.

Give my hands a squeeze?

They fixed me up.

Can you squeeze a little harder
for me on your right?

I am as hard as I can.

[ Wheezes ]
I can't really breathe.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Her sats
are dropping pretty fast.

What's happening?

Shaw, bag her.

Get a crash cart and an
intubation tray in here now.

Don't take that off. I did that.
You don't want to... oh.

She's hemorrhaging.
Blood's compressing her trachea.

Gloves! Gloves!

She's losing her airway.

Scalpel.

Page Shepherd and torres.

Betadine.

Scalpel now.

[ Rapid beeping continues ]

Callie: Sats back up to 93, 95.

What happened?

Looks like a leaking
carotid pseudoaneurysm.

What about her right side?

Will she get
her motor function back?

I'm more worried about
brain death at this point.

She can easily throw a clot

and have
a massive hemispheric stroke.

[ Sighs ] Well, it's
a good thing that you caught it.

No, Edwards. Edwards did.

Isaac: Dr. Edwards,
is there any chance

the leak could cause permanent
da... will you hush?

Just sit back there
and stay silent.

Edwards! What?

These are your ducklings.

I'm sor... what?

Today is the first day
of your new job,

and you have failed gloriously.

You are a teacher.
Now, these interns are yours.

They're your ducklings,
and you're letting them drown!

Well, I want them to drown.

I want to watch it.
Well, you can't.

You have to teach them how
to paddle their stupid feet

and stay above the water.

They're going to screw up.

And it will never be
their fault.

It will always be your fault.

But how you teach them
will determine

how they treat patients
for years to come.

They're your web-footed legacy,
and they're brilliant students.

Hand-selected for this program
by doctors wiser than you,

and they're your responsibility.

Raise your ducklings.

What is the matter with you two?

My husband is dead.

Yeah, I'm gonna play that card.

You.

You walked away from Ellis,
never got to be with her,

and now she's dead.

Adele is dead.

And you...
I don't know who's dead for you.

But the both of you
are very, very much alive

and breathing
and driving each other crazy.

And you yell and argue
and fight,

and you both should be thrilled
to be able to do those things.

I would give anything
to be able to do those things.

And none of those things
are reason enough

to not be with the person
that you love,

especially when
there just isn't enough.

There will never be enough time.

And you both know that.

So whatever it is that
that's coming between you two,

will you just please
figure it out?

Figure it out.

Jackson: It's amazing
anyone survived this.

You should be proud of yourself.

It was a little ballsy, huh?

It was, actually,
and you loved it.

And I don't know why
you're upset.

Because I need to say something,

and I don't know how to say it.

I don't even want to say it.

You want to go back.

There's another plane going
to Jordan in a couple weeks,

and you...

And you want to be on it.

[ Sighs ]

The way I felt today,

every day is like it out there.

I thought it was
just readjustment,

and then I thought it was, like,

an adrenaline addiction
or something,

but it feels like...

I don't know, I...

I feel like
I've been called, Jackson.

Well, maybe you should go back.

Really?

When we lost Samuel,

a light went out in you,
and I miss it.

I miss it so much.

And whatever it was over there,

you know, whatever it is,
it got relit.

[ Siren wails in distance ]

Thank you.

Mm.

Wait. Wait.

April, I love you so much.

But I don't think I can be here
when you come back.

You understand?

What?

What? Why?

No.

It's only gonna be
a couple of months.

It's not gonna be a year. No.

I-I promise I'll d... No.

You don't know what I've been
through this last year.

This last year,
what it was like...

I... I know.

I... it was...
It was hard. I know.

What do you mean you know?
You don't know.

You never asked.

Not once, in fact.

How was I doing?

How was I coping?

You didn't even ask.

I'm sorry.

S... God, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You know... But we talked.

Yeah, you know what? And...

You've got to have your
life-altering journey, okay?

And I stayed behind.

And I held stuff down.

And I silenced myself
so that you could grieve.

If you need to grieve, we can...

I did! I did need to grieve.

I needed to...
Needed to with you.

That's what marriage is
to me, April.

So, um...

Okay, so you're saying
that if I go...

If I go again, then we're done?

You're just calling it?

Those tears there in your eyes

¶ took you by surprise ¶

squeeze my fingers.

¶ Nothing I could say ¶

good.

Very good.

My baby... is my baby okay?

He's doing just fine.

And Keith? Is he...

I'm right here.

You're here?

I'm here.

[ Laughs ]

I'm looking right at you.

I saw our baby.

He's beautiful.
He's so beautiful.

He looks exactly like me.

[ Laughs ]

Don't make me laugh.

It hurts.

[ Laughs ]

Okay, but research budgets

are approved
by one department head,

not a committee.
Agreed. Next point.

I have a say in all
the residency candidates.

Rejected. Never gonna happen.

I gave you Valentine's day!

If I have to celebrate
Valentine's day,

I get to review
the prospective residents.

And give a recommendation.

Nothing more. [ Sighs ]

I have final say.

That's fair.

Next point.

[ Breathes deeply ]

Miranda Bailey is
the next chief of surgery.

Miranda Bailey

is judged against an outside
candidate of my choosing.

Then the board votes
based on merit.

[ Sighs ]

That's...

That's fair.

Agreed. Next point.

Now...

When we're at home,
we are not at work.

We leave work at the hospital.

Rejected. Totally unrealistic.

Richard, our schedules...
Come on!

Hey, I understand,

but we need some time for
each o... the bedroom.

No work in the bedroom.

[ Chuckles ]

Next point.

¶ I'll never go away,
never go away ¶

I will provide a safe harbor.

What does that mean?

You need a place
to not be Catherine Avery...

To not be decisive
and set agendas

and rise to the level
of accomplishments

that the world
has come to expect of you.

You need a place to fall apart.

I will be that place...

¶ I'll never go away ¶

should you require it...

¶ I got your love ¶

¶ I'll never go away ¶

¶ never go away ¶

in perpetuity.

¶ Ooooooh ¶

¶ even when it's dark ¶

¶ we're gonna shine,
we're gonna shine ¶

Richard, do you take Catherine
to be your wife

for as long
as you both shall live?

I do. And, Catherine?

I do. I do, forever.

Then by the power vested in me
by the state of Washington,

I now pronounce you
husband and wife. Ooh!

Whoo! [ Applause ]

¶ Even when it's dark ¶

¶ I'll never go away ¶

¶ never go away ¶

[ indistinct conversations ]

[ Mid-tempo music playing ]

Hey, bottoms up, plastics pos...

Let's just enjoy the party, huh?

Where's Kepner?

I don't know.

Hey.

Where have you been?

Come with me.
I want to show you something.

Oh, congratulations, chief!

Thank you, thank you.

Uh, and speaking of chief, um...

I, uh, had
a talk with Catherine,

and there is going to be, um...

I don't know
how to say this, but...

You have got to be kidding me.

You're running just against
one other candidate,

but you're gonna have it.

Ju... sir, I understand,
but it's just not fair.

Well, actually,
it's the only fair way...

No, no, no...
To this other candidate,

because I am going to wipe
the floor with her... Or him.

It's gonna hurt.

Getting trounced hurts,

and it'll be embarrassing,
publicly and professionally,

losing by that wide a margin,

because I am primed
for this job, sir.

I deserve this job.

There isn't a single person
in this room

who would d-d... Disagree.

Disagree that I am not
so ready for this job.

It's already mine.

Damn right it is.

Mm-hmm.

Pardon me, dear, but Dr. Webber

has a couple of moves
I haven't seen yet.

I love you.

[ Sighs ]

Why are we here?

It's a loft space.

Jo, it's a crime scene.

Jo: Stop! Stop it.
You're ruining it.

Someone beat me to that.
Oh, shut up!

It's all I can afford.

[ Sighs ]

I took everything...

All my savings,
everything that I had...

And it was almost enough
to cover the whole thing.

Wait. [ Sighs ]
You're buying this?

Well, um...

We are, if you want to pitch in.

I put in an offer.

Sell Meredith her house back...

Because this is what I want...

Our own place, for us.

And [Chuckles] and, um, I just... ¶
step one, you say, "we need to talk" ¶

I saw this place,

and I thought that we could make
it anything... ¶ he walks ¶

whatever we want...
¶ you say, "sit down" ¶

¶ "it's just a talk" ¶
Because I love you.

¶ He smiles politely back at you
¶ and I love living with you.

¶ You stare politely right on
through ¶ but we should just...

We should have our own place.

Just us.

¶ Ooh-ooh-ooh ¶

if you want that.

If that's...
If that's what you want, too.

¶ Some sort of window
to your right ¶

you've never said that.

Said what?

¶ As he goes left and you
stay right ¶ "I love you."

[ Chuckles ]

¶ Between the lines of fear and blame
¶ I didn't think that I had to.

Mm.

¶ You begin to wonder
why you came ¶

patient presented in labor
with a fracture at c5-6.

Radioulnar fracture
was reduced in the field.

Post-op, she bled from a carotid
pseudoaneurysm... ¶ where did I go wrong? ¶

which was repaired
with an arteriotomy and a patch.

¶ I lost a friend ¶ patient
now shows no neuro deficits

¶ somewhere along in the bitterness ¶ and
is expected to make a full recovery.

[ Sighs ]

Questions. ¶ And I would have
stayed up with you all night ¶

would the chance for recovery
have been different...

Andrew: Are high-dose steroids

still indicated
for immediate treatment?

¶ Had I known how to
save a life ¶ [ Crying ]

I know.

¶ Let him know
that you know best ¶

I know. I do.

[ Sobs ]

¶ 'Cause, after all,
you do know best ¶

¶ try to slip past his defense ¶

¶ without granting innocence ¶

oh. Sorry. I was just...

¶ Lay down a list ¶

you all right?
¶ of what is wrong ¶

¶ the things you've told him all along ¶
I was just about to listen to a message.

¶ Pray to god he hears you ¶
but I can't...

¶ And I pray to god ¶ seem
to bring myself to hit play.

¶ He hears you ¶

¶ where did I go wrong? ¶

¶ I lost a friend ¶

¶ somewhere
along in the bitterness ¶

¶ and I would have stayed up
with you all night ¶

¶ had I known
how to save a life ¶

[ cellphone beeps ]

Derek: Hey, it's me. [ Gasps ]

I'm on the ferry.

I-i just wanted to say that,
um...

god, I wish you could see this.

¶ As he begins
to raise his voice ¶

weather's classic Seattle.

¶ You lower yours ¶

oh, the water is so blue.

¶ And Grant him
one last choice ¶

it may be
the most perfect ferryboat ride

I've ever had in my life.

We're gonna do this a lot more
when I get home,

by the way...
You, me, and the family.

We're just gonna take a day
and...

¶ He will do one of two things ¶ ride
the ferryboat... all day if we want.

¶ He will admit to everything ¶
I love you, Meredith.

I know I just left, and I'm
not even at the airport yet,

¶ or he'll say he's just not the
same ¶ but I just wanted to say...

I love you.

¶ And you'll begin to wonder why
you came ¶ I love our family.

¶ Where did I go wrong? ¶
and we're gonna keep doing this.

¶ I lost a friend ¶

¶ somewhere along in the bitterness
¶ I'll see you when I get home.

I love you.

¶ And I would have stayed up
with you all night ¶

[ sobs, sniffles ]

¶ Had I known
how to save a life ¶

[ breathes deeply, sniffles ]

Hm.

You okay? [ Exhales sharply ]

[ Sniffles ] Yeah.

¶ How to save a life ¶

yeah.

I am.

¶ How to save a life ¶

[ sighs ]

[ Laughter ]

What is wrong?

And don't say you're fine.
Nothing. I'm fine.

[ Sobs ]

What... Did somebody die?

Oh.

[ Sighing ] Pbht.

My parents
are getting a divorce.

My mom called and told me today.

[ Breathes deeply ]

She's been having an affair

with the man
that services their cars...

[Voice breaking ] For 11 years.

[ Chuckles ] He's been
servicing their cars and my mom.

And my dad found out about it
years ago, and he was enraged,

and he stuck with it for me,
because I was...

[Sighs] I was still in town.

I was always around.

You know, so they held it
together for the kid.

Classic.
Except the kid's a grown woman.

[ Chuckles ]

They wanted to preserve my...

Happy, idyllic...

pathetic, crap-filled lie
of a childhood!

[ Sobs ]

Why didn't you tell me?

I...

Your husband died,

and I am crying
like a 7-year-old

over mommy and daddy.

I...

I didn't grow up like you. I...

I've never lost anyone.

I never even had a cat die.

I still have
all my grandparents.

There's no darkness in my life.

Just, I've never had it.

So I-I'm not gonna come talk
to you about it.

Well, you should
always come talk to me...

Because whatever it is,
chances are, I've seen worse,

and I am qualified
to tell you how you'll survive.

You should always come
and talk to me.

[ Sighing ] Pbht.

¶ Girl, you got me trippin' on
sunshine ¶ what are you crying about?

What are you crying about?

¶ God knows you just
made my day ¶ [ Sighs ]

[ Breathes deeply ]

¶ Since you came around ¶

¶ I just can't slow down, no ¶
Derek would have loved this.

He came from
this big, noisy family.

¶ I wanna see you walkin'
my way, yeah ¶

I want this to be
my last memory of this house.

¶ Girl you got me thinkin' 'bout diamonds ¶ that's
what he wanted... to fill it with noise and people.

¶ And gettin' down on one knee ¶ Meredith:
You can build a house out of anything,

make it as strong as you want.

¶ Maybe two ¶

okay. We have to dance it out.
¶ people stop and stare ¶

¶ but I don't even care, no ¶
what?

What does that mean?

Let's go.

¶ Just as long as I'm with you ¶
but a home...

¶ You got me running on sunshine ¶
a home is more fragile than that.

[ Laughter ]

¶ Ain't no clouds
getting in my way, no ¶

¶ I must be running
on sunshine ¶

a home is made
of the people you fill it with.

¶ Ain't no rain
getting in my way ¶

¶ no, no, no, no, no ¶

¶ I must be running on sunshine ¶
and people can be broken, sure.

But any surgeon knows...

¶ Ain't no rain
getting in my way ¶

¶ ain't no clouds in my sky ¶
What's broken can be mended.

¶ No doubt ¶

¶ no doubt about it ¶

¶ and there ain't no clouds in my
sky ¶ ...What's hurt can be healed.

¶ No doubt ¶ that no
matter how dark it gets...

¶ No doubt about it ¶
The sun's gonna rise again.

¶ And there ain't no clouds
in my sky ¶