Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 11, Episode 1 - I Must Have Lost It on the Wind - full transcript

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Previously
on "Grey's Anatomy"...

I looked up my birth mom.
Ellis Grey. Did you know her?

I want another baby.
Yang is leaving a seat open.

And I'm recommending you.
Alex: She left me her seat.

Richard: I was gonna ask you
to be by my side

for the rest of our lives.

He's very dreamy.
But he is not the sun.

You are.

Derek: You're asking me
to choose between this job...

And my family?
I am staying here.

Cristina: Owen knows this is
the right move for me.



Meredith: So you can go.

[ Wind howling ]

Meredith: When I was 5,
my mom lost me in a park.

I don't remember much,

except that one minute,
i was riding the carousel

and the next... she was gone.

I don't remember
how I found her.

I don't remember how I got home.

[ Crying ]

Are you okay?

All I remember
is what happened next.

[ Siren wailing ]

She told me not to worry.

She told me
everything would be fine.



You might have saved
your mother's life.

Ellis: Don't put that on me.
Stop it!

Don't touch me!

She told me it was time
to play the quiet game,

so I knew I wasn't supposed to
ask any questions...

[ Baby crying ] Woman:
Would you like to see her?

No. Absolutely not. No.

[ Sobbing ]

...or else,
i might have told her...

I forgot my doll.
[ Door closes ]

I loved that doll so much.

It killed me to leave it behind.

Funny, isn't it,
the way memory works...

The things you can't
quite remember

and the things
you can never forget?

You really should get your locks changed.
[ Screams ]

[ Sighs ]
What are you doing here?

I need to talk to Alex.

Wilson, get out of the bed.

I can't get in the bed
with you in there.

You can't kick me out of bed.

It's my house.
No, it's my house.

Then you kick her out.
I'm not wearing any--

I don't care about your boobs,
Wilson. Out.

[ Sighs ] Oh, my God.

I guess I'll go make us
some coffee since I'm up.

Coffee would be great.

Alex: This is not
our thing now, okay?

You can't just start showing up
at all hours and --

I mean, this is not what we do.

I told Derek
I am not moving to D.C.

The children and I
are staying here.

All right, the miracle is over.

The miracle is not over.

We're not a miracle. Shut up.

You can't break into my house
and wake me up to talk

and then tell me to shut up!

Okay.

So, here's what happened --

last night, I found out
I have a daughter.

Or at least,
I think she's my daughter.

[ Sighs ]

All these years, I...

I had no idea,
and now she's here.

She doesn't know who I am,

and I can't talk about it
to anyone.

So, I figure I'd wind up
one of two places --

either here...
Or in a bar, so I...

[ Clears throat ]

[ Footsteps departing ]
Anyway...

Here I am.

You're here early.

Yeah, an mvc came in last night
after you left.

The driver had an open-book
pelvis, so I stuck around.

You've been here all night?
Medevac just called.

Hypotensive patient en route,
possible multi-trauma.

All right, page Yang.

Pierce -- page Pierce and Grey

and ask them
to meet me at the helipad.

Can you finish up here?
Uh, sure, yeah.

[ Sighs ] He's dying inside.

Ah, he seems fine.
Well, sure. He's a soldier.

He's stuffing everything down,
but he needs a buddy.

[ Gasps ]
You could be his buddy.

Nope.

Oh, come on!

How would you feel
if I were the one who left?

You lying awake at night
in your empty bed...

What kind of buddy
are you asking me to be?

[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Wind howling ]

Should they be flying in this?!

No choice!

Hi!

What?!

I said, "hi!"

I'm Maggie! Pierce!

I know!

We haven't officially met!

Hello!

What?!

I said --

[ helicopter blades whirring ]

Are we safe up here?

Oh!

Just answered my own question.

Okay, let's get ready.
We've got to be quick.

Okay, let's go!

Lost camper,
extracted from the desert --

scablands west of spokane.

Hikers found him,
thought he was dead.

Let's get him out.

Be careful!

[ Grunts ] Okay.

This wind!

Aah! Oh!

Grab him, bring him back in!

We cannot unload him
until this wind dies down.

Watch out!

[ Thud ]

[ Car alarm blaring ]

What if -- what -- what if
she runs off with our baby?

I mean, what if --
what if she does drugs?

What -- what if --
what if she doesn't eat right.

W-what if she forgets
her prenatals?

Last night,
you were all for a surrogate.

What changed?
[ Sighs ] No-- nothing.

I just -- I -- I was brushing
my teeth this morning,

I saw my scar in the mirror.

I was pregnant with Sofia
when that accident happened. Me.

Even I couldn't protect
our unborn child.

How can we put that kind of trust
in someone we don't even know?

Sofia's fine. You know,
it was a freak accident.

There's no reason to think
that that's gonna happen --

Owen: Excuse me,
out of the way, please.

Patient downstairs. We need
more hands! Let's move!

Okay.

Get out of my way!

The best cases
go to the fastest resident,

and I'm the fastest resident.

I'm caffeinated,
and I've been up all night.

No more mister nice girl. It's
every woman for themselves now.

Oh. [ Elevator bell dings ]

There!

I need a central line
and an art line set up stat.

Dibs. Damn it. And somebody
needs to go help chief hunt.

The gurney just flew off
of the helipad.

Dibs. Dibs.

You can't double-dibs.
That's my dibs.

I can't tell which is better!
One of you, get over here!

Wait! My dibs!

Bitch!

Owen: Move!

Dave: Help! Help! Monica: We're stuck!
Over here!

Callie: Oh, my God! Help us!

Monica: Somebody, please! Oh, my God!
Somebody, anyone! Please! Help us!

Someone, help! Somebody, please!

On three. One, two, three.

Maggie: So, this guy got lost
in a desert.

I didn't even realize
Washington state had a desert.

I'm from Boston. Mm.

Yeah, I heard, um,
you lived there, too.

Yeah, my mom moved us there
when I was a kid.

Ellis Grey, right?
That's your mom?

[ Monitor beeping ]

Yeah.

[ Groans ]

Stephanie: Oh! No, s-- unh-unh.
Sir, don't do that.

[ Gagging ] H-- don't do that.

Find them. Find them.

His pulse is through the roof.

Edwards, monitor his sats,
and let's up his sedation.

Have to find them.

Who do you want us to find?
My family.

Please find them.
They're still out there.

My family, please.
His b.P. Plummeted.

Get him a fluid bolus,
and start 10 of dopamine.

His rhythm is erratic.
Repeat EKG, stat.

Help us! Just hang in there. We're
gonna get you out of there.

This door's jammed!

Dave: It really hurts.
Is that normal?

Monica: Nothing
about this is normal!

Dave, is that you? I think
that's Dave oldroyd in there.

What, you know him? Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.
Stage 2 osteosarcoma patient.

He's due for his next round
of chemo in like an hour.

Dave, what are you doing
in there? Are you all right?

My head hurts when I move it.

All: Don't move your head!

All right,
just hang in there, Dave.

Let me get a closer look. Oh, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!

Everything okay?

Yeah -- no.

They're sitting in each
others' laps with no pants.

Why aren't you wearing
any pants?!

Well, I'll give you
one little guess.

[ Dave groans ]

Okay, we're gonna need
to get them both c-spined.

Who's gonna climb in there?

Not it. Bum leg.

Dibs.

I alerted the authorities

that the patient
was traveling with family.

Edwards, can you imagine?

He must have been out there
wandering around, lost,

looking for his family,
day after day, all alone.

Dr. Grey.

Do you want me to page plastics
to look at the foot?

Yeah. That thing's nasty.

[ Gasps ] Oh, God.

Hold on.
Foot's gonna have to wait.

He's got perinephric fluid
buildup.

We got to get him up to C.T.
right now.

Good news!
The tech is available,

so I'd like to get
that echo done now --

prep an O.R.
and get a new chem 7

because his potassium's been
all over the place.

I'd really like to make sure

there isn't any
underlying cardiac pathology.

Should I, uh,
re-check his coags, or...

Dr. Grey. What?

The echo. When can I get that?

Oh, that's gonna have to wait.
Excuse me.

[ Indistinct talking over p.A. ]

You guys aren't waiting
on the board meeting, are you?

That's been postponed.

Postponed? For how long?

B-because Dr. Webber
is recommending me to the board

as the replacement
for Yang's vacancy.

He is?

[ Laughs ]

Well, we will address that
when we reconvene.

Karev, you need something, too?

Yeah, um, these are Yang's
shares of the hospital

along with a certified letter.

She gave her seat to me.

[ Elevator bell dings ] So, you can just
hand off board seats to whomever you want?

I mean, what about the members
of this hospital?

Don't we have rights?
Don't we have a voice?

What are the rules here?

I said I'll talk to legal.
It's an unprecedented situation.

It's not a situation.
My shares are legit.

I have them in my hand.

And where the hell
have you been?

Well, I was --

tell them, Richard.

Tell them that I belong
on the board, not Karev.

Karev?

Yeah, Yang's trying to give
Karev her seat. I don't --

no, she did give it.
Um... excuse me.

[ Elevator bell dings ]
And what are you...?

I just need to know
you won't talk to anyone

about what you heard
this morning.

It's anonymous for a reason,
Richard.

Of course not.

But if you ever wanted to talk,
you could, to me.

I'm a really good listener,
and it's not like

I don't have things that I would
rather not have everybody here know.

I mean, I haven't even told
my own brother about --

I don't want to talk.

[ Cellphone beeps ]

Sharon:
The last name is Peterson.

The wind blew my son's frisbee
up onto our roof.

My husband climbed up there --

if you could check in
at the desk,

I'm sure someone could help you.

Daddy fell and didn't wake up.

I got a page? All right.

Can you guys wait over there,

and I'll see what I can find out.
Mm-hmm.

Come with me.

Good, you're here.

There's too much blood to do
the ventric. Can you help?

Geez. He belongs to them?

Yep.

[ Monitor beeping ] Oh, damn it.

B.P.'S 220 over 123.
He's bradying down.

The family's asking
for an update.

Is there anything
I could tell them now?

Well, nothing good.

[ Sirens wailing ]

Just hang tight, okay?
We're working to get you out.

Are you calling my mom?

Callie: Of course we're calling your mom.
Mrs. oldroyd? Hi. This is Dr. Torres.

Are you gonna tell her
that we were --

[ sighs ] Monica: My
parents are gonna kill me.

They don't even know
I took the car.

Monica, babe, you're hurt.
I'm sure it's fine.

A gurney landed on you, the
sunroof shattered on your head.

Dave, can you see anything,
any open wounds?

Oh. Oh -- oh, God.

Man: Door's coming off!

She's got a head wound,
bleeding profusely.

All right, let's get her
out of there and get her inside!

[ Grunts ] Be careful.

Owen: You want headfirst, okay?

There you go. Okay, here we go.

Good. On three. One, two, three.

Uh, can I get a blanket?

Yeah, yeah. Here you go.
Thank you.

Watch out for broken glass.

All right, buddy.

[ Grunts ]

Whoa, whoa. Make sure you're
protecting his c-spine.

[ Whimpering ]

[ Grunts ] One, two, three.

Good news is, this day really
can't get any worse, can it?

[ Gasps ]

Don't look! Don't look!

[ Groans ]

Now's your chance.
What? No, no, no.

Hey, chief, you got a minute?

I've got to go check on my John
Doe in C.T., but what's up?

[ Clears throat ]
Uh, well, are you busy tonight?

'Cause a couple of guys
are probably gonna get together,

you know, uh, hit Joe's,
grab some brewskies.

Oh, yeah? Who's going?

So far, there's me,
uh, a-and you.

[ Chuckles ] Okay,
well, um, I don't know

what time I'm gonna get
out of here tonight,

so can I let you know?

Yeah. Absolutely.
Yes. Let me know.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

See? Was that so hard?

Yes. It was.

What I don't understand is,
why a car?

You're in a building full
of beds and supply closets.

We haven't seen each other
in weeks.

My dad was just transferred
to Portland last month.

Yeah, plus, it's kind of hard
to get privacy on a peds floor.

Because it's a place
for young children to heal,

not to have sex. You told her?

Two teenagers in a car?
I did the math.

Your collarbone is broken, Dave, and
your shoulder is really badly bruised.

David Lincoln oldroyd,

you were supposed to be
taking it easy!

You weren't even supposed to be
[Smooches] out of bed.

And you definitely weren't
supposed to have visitors.

Yeah, well,
it's not like I planned

to have a gurney fall on us.

Don't you smart off to me.

Some of these glass shards
are embedded pretty deeply.

Jo: I may have to shave
some of your hair.

Are you kidding? No!

Yes! Awesome! I -- shave it all!

Rock on!

No!

I've been trying to shave
my head in solidarity forever.

It's so dumb.

Why would anyone
volunteer to be bald?

No, you're gonna love it.

It's so smooth and so sweet.

You are so getting
separate rooms.

Callie: Okay, well,
the good news is,

everyone's fine, so let's just
focus on that, okay?

Yikes, that mom was harsh
and judgy and --

no, I totally agree with her.

You do? [ Chuckles ] You don't?

Robbins, I just stopped by
to check on the u.T.O.

I repaired at 21 weeks,

and the parents could not stop
singing the praises of you.

Ah, you should have seen
the surgery

that Dr. Herman performed
on this baby in utero.

It was masterful.

Yes, it was.

But the baby hits the air,
you do a few little stitches,

and you get all the credit.

How is that fair? [ Chuckles ]

Oh, by the way, I'm still
looking to fill my fellowship,

if you hear of anybody good.

Maybe you should apply.

Yeah, then you could learn to do
something that's actually hard.

Well, I actually do really hard
things in peds.

Really? Uh, like the teens
in the parking lot.

How are they?

Fine. Oh, they're morons.

[ Sighs ]

When do you leave for D.C.,
anyway?

I was gonna ask Meredith
if I could store some things

in your side of the closet.

Did Meredith tell you that?

You both did, loudly,
until about 4:00 in the morning.

How does it work exactly?

You're not separated,
but you're not living together.

Meredith's staying behind?
She is.

And you're cool with that?

You're together
but living apart...

Live-a-partners!

See that? I gave it a name.
Now it's a thing.

Yeah, I'm familiar
with that thing.

I did it with Miranda.

How did it work out
for you guys?

Well, seeing as I'm not living in L.A.
anymore, I'd say it didn't.

It's not crazy, right,
to go after this opportunity?

I'm not a bad person
for wanting this.

No, but Meredith's not either.

This is her home.
It's your kids' home.

You can't blame her
for wanting to stay.

How are you gonna get laid
when the person

you get laid with is here
and you are in D.C.?

Oh, grow up.
It's a valid question.

Okay. Removing the skull flap.

Meredith: This won't take long.

Dr. Hunt and I
will be just over there.

I have to go.

Oh, no, no, no, no, no.

I'm gonna need you
to stay still, okay?

Well, they're still out there.

The authorities are looking for your family,
and they're notify us as soon as --

I can't -- I can't be here.
I have to go.

Okay. Uh, how about if I stay
with you, right here?

Would you like that,
if I just stay here.

I'll stay here with you.

I -- I found footprints,

and th-- they're so tiny
that they have to be hers.

It's my little girl, lily.
She's only 6 years old.

We were trying to find
nine mile falls,

and the car died and I was --
I went to go find help.

I told them I would -- I told
them I would be right back.

It's lily and it's my wife,
and I-if if they're separated,

if lily is by herself
right now...

It's already been three days,

and she's not gonna make it
without any water.

So, I have to go right now,
and we have to hurry.

[ Grunts ] Please!
[ Whimpering ]

You've -- you've been in the
desert for more than three days.

I -- I know.

It's maybe -- maybe f--
maybe four days.

Based on your state
of dehydration

and your level of malnutrition,

I think it's been more like
one or two months.

[ Panting ]

What?

No.

What?

They're gone, aren't they?
My lily?

My lily. She's 6.

[ Sobbing ] She's 6 years old.

Oh, my lily.

[ Beeping ]

Man: Grey,
we need to move him now.

Tell them we have a name
for his daughter.

Her name is lily.
Maggie: Dr. Grey!

And they found him
at saddle Mountain.

That's 100 Miles
from nine mile falls.

They've been looking for his
family in the wrong spot.

Dr. Grey! I stopped by C.T. to
take the patient for his echo,

but you were gone.
Echo has to wait.

Lily...

His right kidney has severe
e.P.N. And abscesses.

We're taking him up
to O.R. 3 right now.

I have to get off!
Hey. Sir, lay down.

I have to get off!
Lay down, sir, please!

Lay down.

[ Coughs ]

[ Groans ]

I still need that echo.

Not now.

[ Groans ]

You know what's weird? I
keep paging cardio and

expecting Cristina to just
walk through the door.

Pierce is no Yang.
She's perky and chatty.

I bet she likes cats.
[ Chuckles ]

Sorry to interrupt. Mr. crossley's
anastomosis may be leaking.

Oh, so, you're gonna take him
back for a wash out?

We're prepping him
in O.R. 1 right now.

Great.

Is there something else?

You have... very steady hands.

Thank you. [ Chuckles ]

Uh, have you ever played jenga,

you know, where -- where you
stack the little bricks

and try not to make them fall?

Uh, yeah.

You should come over sometime.

I'll make snacks.

Okay.

Or if, uh, you're not into
jenga, there's checkers.

Hmm.

Hmm.

[ Clears throat ]

Oh, my God! I -- I can't believe
we're actually doing this!

Oh, my parents are gonna freak!

They're gonna freak?

What about me?
I'm fully freaking over here.

[ Chuckles ]

All right. That's it.

[ Chuckles ]

Ta-da!

Oh, my God. [ Chuckles ]

Adorable, right?
We're like alien lovers.

One of the lacs needs some stitches.
I'm gonna grab a suture kit.

Okay. Can you get me some more
tape, too, please?

Mm-hmm. Thanks. Monica?

What's happening? Is she okay?

Dr. Torres! Oh, no.

Why isn't she moving?

Monica!

What's happening? What's wrong?
Monica? Look at me.

Look at me. Monica?

Page Dr. Shepherd. Okay.

They're calling for an emergency
neuro consult downstairs.

17-year-old female,
trauma to the head.

I can handle things here. Okay.

[ Sighs ]

Warren, you coming?

Well, actually,
would you mind if I stayed here?

No offense, but you've already
got one foot out the door,

and this Dr. Shepherd
is the new head of neuro.

So, you want to stay here
and not come with me?

Why not? Seems to be
the trend these days.

[ Door closes ]

Owen: The site
is prepped and ready.

Meredith: Okay, let's flush this
with Collins and heparin

and put this kidney
in its new place.

[ Rapid beeping ]

B.P. Just dropped out.
Is there a pulse?

Okay. Edwards, stay with the
kidney while I bring him back.

Let's get a crash cart in here.

Push 1 of epi.
Starting compressions.

C.V.P. Is soaring.

Page Pierce, get her in here.

And let's order an echo.
Right away.

Stopping compressions
to check rhythm.

Pulseless v tach.

Charge paddles to 150.

Clear!

[ Paddles whir ]

[ Beep ]

[ Thump ]

How bad is it?

It's an epidural bleed.

I cannot believe
they snuck out to that car.

If I were her mother and this
brain bleed didn't kill her,

I would totally kill her.

Oh, God. Oh, God,

I sound just like my father
when I was a teenager.

What is --
what is wrong with me?

I love him,
but I don't want our daughter

to have my father for a mother.

I don't know what you just said,

but it's nice to see
what our kids have

in store for them someday --
or kid.

[ Clears throat ]

You sure you don't want to
consider a surrogate?

[ Monitor beeps ]

Okay. I can't watch this.

I'm gonna go check on Dave. Will you
tell me when it's, um -- when it's over?

Yeah.

Okay.

[ Monitors beeping ]

What happened?

We were about to do the
autotransplant his kidney

when his b.P. Dropped out.

I'll take over. I think
he's in cardiogenic shock.

Thank you. I've got this.

[ Telephone rings ]

He's got a failed mitral valve
from endocarditis.

He'll need a balloon pump.
Gown and glove me.

Let's pack the belly
and get a cardiac team in here.

Edwards, prep the right groin.

Edwards is monitoring
the kidney.

Edwards, now. Let's get this O.R.
changed out. These need to go.

Dr. Pierce, you realize that
I have another surgery to finish

as soon as you're done here.
Quickly, people.

Dr. Pierce, I'm talking to you.
And I am ignoring you.

We've got a patient
in cardiac distress,

which could have been avoided if
I had gotten that echo earlier.

I let you overrule me before.
That is not gonna happen again.

No matter how important you are
around here, Dr. Grey.

I have a duty to help
this patient, not kiss your ass.

Dr. Hunt, I could use an assist.

Dr. Edwards, let's make sure

that that kidney is prepped
and ready to go.

As soon as she's finished,
we'll get back in there.

Oh, no.

What's wrong?

It's -- it's gone. What's gone?

The basin with the kidney.
The kidney is gone.

Well, look for it!

Look on the floor, look in the
hazardous waste bins, look everywhere.

I'm sorry, Dr. Grey. I took
my eyes off it for two minutes.

Because Dr. Pierce came in
and started ordering you around.

Yes, I was ordering
the resident around.

With no knowledge of
what she was already doing.

Are you blaming me for your
resident's incompetence?

That is ridiculous. You should
have never barged in --

hey, we have a patient open on the table
who needs our undivided attention.

Both of you, settle down.
She's the one -- she's

accusing me of losing a
kidney -- I said settle down!

Oh, I found it!

They dumped out the basin.

It was in the sink
the whole time.

Let's get it in here
and see if we can save it.

[ Monitors beeping ] Pupil's blown.
He's herniating. Damn it!

Hey, just want to get an update
on Mr. Peterson for his wife.

Push 100 grams of 20% mannitol!

I.C.P.'S still elevated.

More mannitol!
His brain injury's too far gone.

We've been trying
to salvage things.

How long has he been down?
37 minutes.

[ Sighs ] I'm gonna call it.

Time of death, 18:32.

[ Sighs ]

Kepner, is everything okay?

Yeah, yeah. No, I'm fine.
It's just...

He was just trying to get
his kid's frisbee, you know?

[ Sighs ]

Dr. Shepherd's doing everything he
can for Monica, but it's just...

She seemed so fine,
giving me attitude.

[ Chuckles ]

Are her parents...?

On a plane now.
They should be here soon.

[ Sighs ]

[ Chuckles ]

When they're babies, you --

you spend every night
by their crib,

just watching them, make sure
that they're still breathing.

Hmm.

They start walking, so you
childproof every inch of your house.

They start climbing trees,

and you just pray
that they don't fall

and crack their head open.

They turn 16...

...and they get cancer.

[ Chuckles ] And...

Just when you're finally
about to beat that,

they sneak out
to a parking lot to have sex

and a gurney falls
out of the sky!

[ Voice breaking ] I mean,
how are we supposed to do it?

How are we ever supposed to
keep them safe?

Dave: It's bad news, isn't it?

Hey, we'll be right in.

You should stay in bed,
keep that shoulder immobilized.

You guys have been out here a long time.
Is it 'cause she's dead?

You're trying to figure out
how to tell me?

No, sweetie, Monica's not dead.

Yet. You -- you mean
she hasn't died yet.

What am I gonna tell
her parents?

[ Voice breaking ] How am
I gonna explain to them...

[ Sobs ]
...That I'm the reason she --

oh, whoa, whoa, no.

No one has died, okay?

We are --
we're just gonna sit here,

and we're gonna think
good thoughts.

[ Sobbing ] Don't you worry.

It's like the fight's
gone out of him.

He's been this way since
he woke up from surgery --

listless, confused.

Well, his pupils are responsive.

Can you follow this light
for me?

I just want to sleep.

I know you're tired, but this is
an important examination.

You're a doctor?

I am.

Then help me. Give me something.

Put me to sleep.

That's when they come,

when I close my eyes
and I go places.

[ Chuckles ]

And then they come in the door
and everything's --

everything's fine.

I shouldn't have left them.

I should never have left them.

[ Monitor beeping ]

[ Sniffles ]

Leave me alone please.

I just want to sleep.

Karev?

What are you doing?

Nothing.

But, uh, you don't
want to go in there.

Maggie: You had no right
to accuse me --

Meredith: I have every right.
I have never experienced this --

this level of disrespect and
this lack of professionalism --

respect is earned,

and if you want to talk about
being unprofessional,

I spoke directly to you
and you ignored me in my O.R.

You ignored my request
for an echo this morning.

My patient was circling the
drain, and I was doing my job.

And I was doing mine.

I spent all morning
deferring to you,

trying not to step
on your toes, for what?

Because I wanted you to like me?

Well, guess what.
I'm kind of over that now.

Yeah, you definitely don't have
to worry about me liking you.

¶ Give up the ghost
that's chasing ¶

¶ you around ¶

¶ that's chasing ¶ [ Grunts ]

¶ You around ¶

it took my last two dollars.

And it won't give me
my granola bar!

[ Panting ] Everything okay?

Meredith Grey.

She's your sister.

Yeah, you figured that out, too.

I was hoping...

I was gonna talk to her today,
tell her.

First, I was gonna win her over
with my talent and charm,

and then I -- [ Sighs ]

I found my sister,
and I think I hate her.

She's terrible.

She's not. She's --
what am I doing?

I have parents --

good, funny, kind,
goofy parents.

I don't need any -- screw it.

Screw her.

I am just fine without adding

any random, unwanted
blood relatives into my life.

¶ Feels like
sometimes you want to ¶

¶ give up the ghost
that's chasing ¶

¶ you around ¶

¶ that's chasing ¶

oh, gosh.

¶ You around ¶

I'll pay you back tomorrow.

¶ That's chasing ¶

not necessary.

¶ You around ¶

¶ that's chasing ¶

think he'll be able to hang on?

Oh, it's hard to predict.

Oh, did you catch
the game last night?

What game?

W-wasn't there a game?

I don't know. I just asked you.

All right, screw this.

See, Kepner is worried
about you.

She asked me to take you out.

What, like a date?

No, not a date. It's like a -- a
man-date thing but not like a date.

Listen, I'm fine. I'm gonna be fine.
You're the one who's not fine.

You're the one who's
splitting up with his wife.

I'm not splitting up. I got a job.
On the other side of the

country. Oh, Cristina's on
the other side of the world.

She's not my wife. Sh-she and I split
up, whereas you two, you're --

wait, this is none
of your business.

Just stop asking me out
on dates!

[ Monitor beeping ]

Hey.

How's this for solidarity?

[ Sniffles ]

[ Laughs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Sobs ]

[ Sighs ] [ Chuckles ]

You know what?
Dave's mom's right.

Even -- even if you
play it safe,

you aren't safe, not really,

so we might as well take
a few risks, right?

I'm so happy
to hear you say that.

You are? Yeah,
'cause I-I -- well,

I have something
to talk to you about.

Me too.

Both: About this morning.

Oh! [ Both laugh ]

You were right.
I was overreacting.

You know what?
We can't control everything.

So we should do it. Let's get a
surrogate and have another baby.

[ Chuckles ] Absolutely. Oh, no, um,
well, actually I was talking about

the, um,
fetal surgery fellowship

that Dr. Herman mentioned.

Oh. Oh, okay.

Y-- so, you're, uh,
recommending somebody?

I thought maybe... me.
[ Chuckles ]

I could get double-certified.
It's an incredible opportunity.

So, you're... [ clears throat ]
...essentially going back to school?

It'll be hard, I know --

you know, study sessions
and longer hours.

And a new baby.

Right.
So, that's why I was just --

that's all.
I was just thinking about it.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

You guys coming?

What's this about, again?

Yang's board seat.

Oh, that's a no-brainer.
[ Chuckles ]

It's Bailey. Yeah, it's Alex.

So, here is what we know --
Karev has a letter

from Yang's attorney
granting him her shares

and her board seat.

So, that's Karev's seat.

Uh, not so fast. According to
the bylaws of the foundation,

new board members are
appointed by a majority vote

from other members.

That is the closest thing
we have to a rule.

So, what do we do?

I propose
we let them fight it out.

Can I talk to you after this?

Dr. Grey?

There's news
about the hiker's family.

[ Chuckles ] I did.

Hi. Thank you.

Hey, look, uh...

Yang gave me her shares
for a reason.

I know you don't think
I deserve the seat,

but I don't want to screw it up,
I'm not gonna screw it up.

I'm sure you'd make
an excellent board member.

Hey, may the best surgeon win.

[ Telephone rings ]

That was nice of you.
Yes, it was.

You think he's got a shot?

[ Chuckles ] Please.
It's Alex Karev.

[ Chuckles ]

Derek: How is Mr. Peterson?

On my way
to talk to his family now.

It's gonna be super fun.

I love telling little kids
that dad is never coming home.

I'll go with you.

Actually, I'd appreciate that.

Yeah, somebody should be there to make sure
you don't say things like "super fun."

[ Chuckles ] Ah. Good note.

Hey, Luca.
What a cool spaceship.

Where's your mom?

Dr. Shepherd?

Luca, we just need to talk
to your mom over here for sec.

You cool to hang out,
work on that spaceship?

[ Sighs ] No.

Oh, no.

What happened?

Mom?

I'll stay with him. Mm-hmm.

Come on with me.

Come on. This way, Luca.

[ Sobs ]

[ Sighs ]

I want to go with my mom.

I haven't seen a spaceship
with a trap door before.

Want to show me how to use it?

My dad's dead, isn't he?

Well, we should talk about that
when your mom comes back.

Dead means he's gone away,
doesn't it,

and he's never coming back?

It does.

[ Sighs ]

I miss him already.

¶ If you ever need someone ¶

the nurses say you're refusing
your I.V. Fluids.

You need them
to get your strength back.

¶ To cry to ¶

[ sighs ]

¶ If you ever need someone ¶

there is a reason
you survived for so long.

I don't believe
this has to be the end for you.

Finally...

I'm asleep.

¶ Standing by your side ¶

they're always here
when I'm asleep.

¶ I will be there ¶

lily: Papa?

¶ Standing by your side ¶

papa!

[ Gasps ]

¶ If you ever need someone ¶

[ gasping ]

They found us the next day,
but they never found you.

[ Crying ]

¶ If you ever need someone ¶

we thought you were gone.
You were gone.

I love you, papa.

Meredith: There can be beauty
in getting lost.

¶ I will be there ¶

¶ standing by your side ¶

there you are.

Grab your stuff. We're drinking.

Oh, I -- I can't. I have to go home
and deal with -- fight with Shepherd?

I think you need to whine about
it some more to me first.

You definitely need to drink.

[ Sighs ]

What are you afraid of,
that I'm gonna --

I'm afraid you're gonna keep
crawling in my bed

in the middle of the night.

Look [Sighs] Yang left me
her shares and her board seat

and... she left me you, too.

It's just us now.

I don't know -- if you need
somebody to bitch to

or just be...

My person.

I don't know what you mean.

But you do.

Sometimes, we have to get lost
to find each other.

[ Sighs ]

I just don't know if my marriage
can survive this.

¶ I will be there ¶

[ clears throat ]

My mom asked me
to give this to you.

Oh, I see.

¶ Standing by your side ¶

how did she seem?

Not great.

Though, I guess the idea
of becoming a grandma

is helping distract her,
at least.

That's right. Congratulations.

I'm really happy for you.

Thank you.

I'm a little freaked out,
to be honest.

[ Sighs ] I didn't grow up
with much of a dad,

so kind of working
in the dark here.

Oh, you'll be fine, Avery.

More than fine.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

[ Chuckles ]

Uh... thank you
for returning this.

Yeah. Sure.

For what it's worth, sir...

...it would have been really
nice having you in the family.

And sometimes,
we find each other,

only to get lost all over again.

¶ I will be there ¶

[ indistinct conversations ]

I'm a widow. She widowed me.

I'll never have Alex
to myself again.

Her best friend
just left yesterday, okay?

She needs someone to talk to.
You are overreacting.

She kicked me out of my own bed
in the middle of the night,

while I was naked,
and he let her.

Okay. So, you're screwed.

You can't always control it,

the thing that's going to
set you adrift...

I mean, people do it, right?

It's not conventional,
it's not easy, but people do it.

I mean, if we can map brains,
we can figure this out.

Are you trying to
convince me or you?

[ Sighs ] I mean, I don't want
to split up our family, either,

but I certainly don't want to go

and then resent him
for the rest of my life.

And that's what would happen.

And he doesn't want that,
either, so I -- I --

I really just -- I need to go
talk to him about this. I --

[ bells jingle ] Yeah, well.

Hi. What are you doing here?

I just got off the phone
with the white house.

I resigned from
the brain mapping initiative.

What?

I'm not moving to D.C.
Why would you do that?

Well, I don't want to live
anywhere else when my kids are

growing up here. I don't want
to be apart from them, or you.

No job is worth that to me.

I want to be with you
and the kids here.

No.

What?
This is not what we discussed.

I mean, you should
call them back

and tell them you were kidding.

I got to pee.

I did not ask you to do this.
I never wanted you --

I know you didn't. I chose.

I chose you and the kids.

...and as you stand there
on your front porch,

staring at the life
you're about to leave behind...

I need a drink.

...you have to accept it's gone,

it's lost, just like you.

All you can do now
is stand very still...

...breathe in the moment,
and try to be open

to wherever the wind's
going to take you next.

Tequila. Tequila.