Grey's Anatomy (2005–…): Season 10, Episode 2 - I Want You with Me - full transcript
Callie makes a decision about her relationship.
The waiting can kill you.
You make a decision,
and then the world has to turn.
The consequences unfold...
out of your hands.
There's only one thing
that seems clear...
in those quiet moments
while you wait.
Whatever you chose was wrong.
- You think he put you in his will?
- No.
Next of kin.
- Maybe you get the house.
- I have a house.
Well, you can give me his house.
I mean, I could use a house.
He's not my father.
I've been telling him this for years.
He just feels guilty
because he busted up
my parents' marriage.
- That's not my problem.
- It is now.
Yeah, I mean, sticking me
with his end of life care...
doesn't ask,
doesn't give me an out...
- That's real love.
- Well, it sounds like family to me.
Maybe he is your father.
Banged your mom enough.
Did they know each
other before you were born?
They met when I was 3.
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
That's what they told you.
I gotta get back to the E.R.
Ow. Oh, no, no.
Let me get it.
This is Yang.
And how about Brooks?
Hey.
I know. I'm fine.
Hey, look. I need to run
to my nec fasc surgery.
- He's in cardiogenic shock.
- No.
Bailey feels like there's likely
some internal necrosis.
So she took him up to the O.R.
- With this kind of cardiac compromise?
- Yeah... and she...
- Unh-unh.
- She... mom. Mom?
Look...
I need Hunt in here.
- I can try to...
- Now!
Ready? Go. Two, three...
Bowels are completely clean.
Should we recheck the pelvis?
I have, four times.
What the hell
do you think you're doing...
cutting open a man
in cardiogenic shock
with nothing on his C.T.?
There's dead tissue
somewhere inside him.
I'd like to find it
before it kills him.
He can't handle this stress
until his cardiac status is stabilized!
Get him off that table!
Lap pad, please.
- Dr. Hunt!
- Dr. Avery, I'm gonna have to ask you
to keep it down
while we're doing our work.
Huh, there's a surprise for you.
Pressure's dropping.
Is his dopinine maxed out?
- Yeah, it's at 20.
- Close the patient!
Come on.
Where are you?
Dr. Hunt!
Brooks is crashing.
Bailey, he's having runs of v-tach.
Close... him... up!
Closing.
- Can you get by without me?
- Just go.
Hey, how's it going
with Brooks?
Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
You gotta drink the juice, man.
You give us half your blood
and head back to the pile,
you're gonna pass out.
Heather didn't make it.
Come on.
I'm gonna give the interns
the rest of the night off.
Can you give me a hand
if there's anything they drop?
Of course.
I'm so sorry about Heather.
Yeah.
Dr. Hunt, Lydia's desatting,
decreased breath sounds
on the left.
- Wha...
- Sharpie lady.
Should I throw in a chest tube?
Dr. Yang is gonna
take over that case.
Why?
I can handle a chest tube.
Oh, my God.
I got a woman
with necrotizing fasciitis,
and the interns aren't operating.
- So can you...
- Of course.
Well, she's already on the table,
and the anesthesiologists
are lining her up.
- Be ready in ten.
- Okay. Hey...
It's just terrible.
Jackson.
Oh, hey. I'm sorry.
And what about Richard?
Still critical,
but his pressure stabilized
once Bailey closed.
So Bailey closed
because his vitals tanked
or because Catherine Avery
was in the gallery screaming?
Oh, Derek.
You heard about Brooks?
I can't believe it.
Can we have a conversation?
Not now.
I know you're mad.
And telling everyone...
I guess...
I deserved that.
- But if we could just...
- I said not now.
Hey, it's right behind me!
Are you headed back out?
Be careful, okay?
It was Avery, right?
He's the guy that you...
I get it.
He's a good-looking guy.
- Practically runs the hospital.
- Matthew...
and I proposed to you
in front of a hundred people.
I didn't really give you
the opportunity to say "no."
So...
Did you want to say "no"?
Callie?
Callie?
Callie?!
We got the clot out,
but there was just so much swelling.
Couldn't get it to stop.
Did you tell her family?
Yeah, I had someone
call her mom when we found her
and tell her that she was injured.
She's coming down
from someplace in Oregon.
I just didn't want to tell her
when she was still on the road.
Okay, so you need to go
to the day care
and pick up Zola
because she's gonna think
we had a baby
and forgot about her.
I'll call the babysitter
and tell her
to meet you at the house
in an hour.
And you should tell the interns
to hang out and wait
till Heather's mom arrives.
Give me the baby.
Okay.
I know.
That is a lot of blood.
- Should I book an O.R.?
- No, not yet.
We'll monitor her
for the next couple of hours
and then decide.
My... my house.
Ma'am, you've lost
quite a lot of blood.
You should rest.
I-I wouldn't worry about
the house right now.
Oh.
You can't scream at my doctors...
I can't believe you let her talk you
into a boondoggle like that.
Dr. Avery,
if you have any issues with...
Does he know why you cut open
a man in severe cardiac distress
just so you could poke around
and see what's going on?
- We looked at all of the options.
- Tell him.
You tell him you feel guilty
because the last thing
Richard Webber heard from you
is that he's a drunk
who ruined your life.
After all he's done for you.
We talk on the phone
for an hour every night.
It came up.
You feel bad, go find a priest.
But do not try to fix it
with a Hail Mary
that very well
may kill the man!
I want access to his charts...
right now.
I'll be back in about an hour.
Heather's mother
won't probably be here yet,
but if she is,
uh, someone stay with her
- until I get back.
- We don't tell her, do we?
No, I will.
Just think of some
good Heather stories.
Once she knows,
she's gonna want to know
that she died among friends.
- Who's gonna wait?
- I can't. She'll see it in my face.
What the hell is his problem?
It's not like they were friends.
- I am not waiting with her alone.
- I'm not either.
Okay. Nobody goes.
We all wait.
Now go find Shane and tell him
we're doing this together.
What are you, my mother?
You find him.
Yes, yes, yes.
- Hey.
- Can you watch her for a minute?
- Yeah.
- I need to get my laptop.
Come here.
What's going on?
My wife's an S-L-U-T.
Sofia and I are
spending the night at a hotel.
A-and then what?
I don't know.
Okay, I'll be right back.
We're gonna let her
stay at a hotel?
So is this the woman
whose fiancé is also a firefighter,
- but they couldn't find him for a while?
- Yep.
Forceps.
Wow, this wound is really deep.
To get good margins,
we're gonna have to...
I got it.
You are one sleepy girl.
I'm gonna get you
to bed right now.
Um...
I was gonna go to a hotel.
But Mer said
I should come here.
Well, I guess I should have
read those five text messages.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Sofia's asleep in Zola's bed...
I-I can move her.
he...
She probably won't wake up.
Yeah, okay.
Catherine may be right.
I mean, it's possible
I'm too close to this
to see it clearly.
Am I supposed to be
seeing this clearly?
Well, Yang was advocating for
a more conservative approach.
I guess that's what we go with.
Catherine's reviewing his chart...
labs, I don't know.
If she wants to make the decisions,
then maybe she should.
- Here you go.
- Thanks.
Hey, how is she doing?
Well, I-I put in the chest tube.
One of her broken ribs
sliced into her lung.
So, I mean, she put out
a lot of blood.
- We're watching her.
- Okay.
How are you?
Fabulous.
Yeah.
What?
Nothing.
- What?
- I-I just...
I wish I had known
it was gonna be
the last time
you and I were together.
I would have done things
a little differently.
Well, was the last time bad?
No, the last time was Wednesday,
when we knocked that plate
off the counter,
and I spent half the night
pulling shards of glass
- out of your foot.
- That was not the last time.
- Yeah.
- It was?
Mm-hmm. Not our best work.
Well, that's awful.
After the kind of run we had...
It's just a shame.
♪ The kind that tears you up ♪
Shameful.
♪ Alter the lies ♪
♪ Could we open the night? ♪
♪ The signs are screaming at us ♪
♪ The signs are screaming ♪
♪ Sad, but we will break it ♪
♪ Oh, I don't wanna leave you now ♪
♪ Oh, I don't wanna
leave you now, oh ♪
Everyone I love either
cheats on me or dies.
Callie...
Or cheats on me and dies.
- George did both.
- Arizona's not gonna die.
Yeah, that doesn't make me
feel any better.
Ugh. I'm sorry.
I'm drinking all your wine.
You should be drinking
all your wine
after what you went through
tonight with Heather and...
And Richard, oh, my God!
Why is everything so horrible?
Please, it's okay.
Go ahead.
It's all yours.
Yeah?
- Yeah. Please.
- Okay.
I'll open another bottle.
Just page her!
I can't page someone 9-1-1
without the name of the patient...
When Dr. Torres calls in,
she'll expect to know who...
No, there's no patient.
Just page her.
We can't page 9-1-1
without a patient emergency.
Look at me. Does it look like
this is not an emergency?
Hey, hey!
What's going on?
What's going on?
- I need you to page Callie 9-1-1.
- Why?
Because she took off
with my baby,
and I don't know where,
and when I call her,
she doesn't pick up.
- All right, did she maybe...
- No, just do it!
So we were able to remove
all of the necrotic tissue,
but the labs suggest
that your organs
are beginning to fail.
Well, is there anything
that you can do?
Well, we're giving you
some powerful antibiotics.
And we're hoping that
that stops the process.
- But...
- But I might not make it.
We are going to do everything
that we possibly can.
Bri...
We want to get married now.
Right now.
No matter what happens,
we want to be married.
We need a chaplain.
Hey, Bailey.
Arizona is in the lobby
- screaming at nurses.
- Why?
'Cause she has no idea
where Callie is...
or the baby.
Oh, well, you need to tell her
they're at my house.
- Ha!
- Callie's not a battered woman.
We're not harboring her until
she gets a restraining order.
She just wants some space.
But you don't think
Arizona's called her,
like, 300 times?
If Callie wanted her
to know where she was,
she'd have...
she'd have told her.
You think it's okay that Arizona
doesn't know where her baby is?
- She's Sofia's mom, too.
- They're both our friends.
You know,
we shouldn't take sides.
It's not taking sides to tell
Arizona where her kid is.
Oh, you think
that's how it's gonna go?
Mnh-mnh.
What happened to your hair?
She wasn't funny funny,
but she was weird funny.
We're not saying that to her mom.
Hmm.
Remember when she swallowed
that marble?
We could talk about that.
Her mom knows
she swallowed a marble, idiot.
You know what?
When you have a better idea,
you let me know.
You were her roommate.
How do you not have
a single nice story about her?
She took my white sweater
and returned it pink.
She left the apartment
without waking me up
when we both had rounds,
which she knew about and said,
"I didn't want to bother you.
You looked so peaceful."
She'd drink all the milk
and return the empty carton
back in the fridge.
Then why are you
all red-eyed and puffy?
We weren't soul mates.
It doesn't mean I wanted her dead.
- What's going on with the baby?
- Oh, nothing. He's fine.
- They have him in the nursery.
- Oh. Oh. I thought...
- I thought something happened.
- No, no.
I paged you because
I wanted to let you know
that Callie and Sofia are going
to stay at my place tonight.
I think she just needs
some space.
She needs to cool off.
And... I know
you're not gonna go
run over there or anything,
but I just thought
you would like to know
- that she and the baby are...
- Arizona.
Arizona?!
- Is "I told you so" inappropriate?
- Shut it.
Come on.
What about... Hassan?
He's out at the pile, too?
You realize they can't all be
out at the damn pile.
No, I don't care
what religion they are.
Just give me somebody...
anybody that can officiate this...
Yeah, as a member of the board,
I'm gonna say
you want to stay away
from phrases like,
"Even a catholic."
Yeah.
All right, uh,
just call me back.
How is Richard?
Hanging by a thread.
Thank you very much.
You gonna scream at me,
too, now?
I heard you already
had a go at Hunt and Bailey.
I just wanna know what in God's name
was going on through your head...
Stop!
You are terrified.
I get that.
You love him.
And you are as scared
as you have ever been.
Marching through this hospital
telling everybody they are incompetent
is not gonna fix that situation.
We are all doing our best.
And we are gonna
take good care of him.
And we... are gonna
take good care of you.
Okay?
Oh.
As soon as he's stable...
- Yeah.
- As soon as the storm passes,
I'm going to move him
to another hospital.
Visitor Carol Erdman,
return to the admit desk.
Visitor Carol Erdman,
return to the admit desk.
I'm gonna do a thoracotomy
on Lydia.
Just waiting for an O.R.
to open up.
Okay.
So thanks for... before.
"Thanks"?
Are you gonna send a card
on pretty stationery?
- I'm just glad...
- Mm-hmm.
...that we've given each other
a better last memory.
Uh-huh.
What?
I don't know.
If we'd really
thought it through,
then for the last time
we'd have...
What?
♪ Drinking a German beer ♪
♪ With a Cuban cigar ♪
♪ In the middle of Paris
with a Dominican bar ♪
Is he in there?
- I can't see anything.
- Keep your voices down. She's sleeping.
- No, she's not.
- Oh. Sorry, um,
- we were just looking for Dr. Shepherd.
- He's not here.
He'll be back.
He went to take Zola home.
What do you need?
He asked us to come up
with something nice to say
about Heather to her mom
for after she knows.
We're having trouble
coming up with
- something that's appropriate.
- We were thinking if we looked at
some of the cases she worked on
with Dr. Shepherd,
we could talk about those.
Her mother is not gonna give a crap
about her glioblastoma.
She wants to hear about
how you loved her
and how she was like your family.
Nothing?
Doesn't have to be deep.
When my friend George died,
I told his mother a story
about how he stole us all
jell-o cups.
And then he dropped them
all over the floor
and made a huge mess.
And then he tried
to clean it up
with those blue bed pads,
which only made it worse
because, of course,
those blue bed pads
aren't absorbent at all.
It's not a sonnet,
but it made her smile.
And then she went back
to crying.
Okay.
Asleep?
What do you think?
My mother's planning on moving
Richard to another hospital.
- What?
- I know.
I know you weren't sure
about how to handle
Richard's medical decisions,
but I'm just telling you,
you turn the reins over to her,
that's exactly what
she's gonna do with them.
Okay...
Get me a wheelchair.
You just had
a splenectomy and a child.
I'm not putting you
in a wheelchair.
Jackson,
just get me a wheelchair.
There are no chaplains
anywhere in the building.
Everyone is out
dealing with storm victims.
We have storm victims right here.
What... Chaplains
are supposed to stay here!
- I...
- Anybody seen my patient Brian?
Firefighter, busted ribs...
- Yeah, he's getting married.
- Not without a chaplain, he's not.
Well, I can go online
and get certified by
that place on the Internet,
but me and weddings, today...
I don't think that
I'm the best choice.
The damn firefighters
keep taking off... injured.
If you see any of them,
tell them to stay in their damn beds.
- Kepner.
- What?
- Get me a wheelchair.
- Uh...
April!
I don't think we can be friends.
Really?
Mnh-mnh.
This will keep happening.
Yeah. I...
really wanted to be able
to work with you.
Yeah, of course.
But if we...
you know, talk on the phone
or... grab lunch...
Just because I'm the one
who said it was time...
doesn't mean this is easy for me.
I know.
This is not easy for me.
Hey, hey.
What do you really believe
is the best course of treatment?
It's not that simple.
Yes, it is.
You always taught us,
when you know, you know.
I think there is something
in there,
and no matter how much
it stresses his heart,
I think letting it get worse
is worse.
Hi. This is Dr. Grey.
I need to book an O.R.
for an exploratory laparotomy.
Surgeon is Bailey.
Patient is Webber.
Oh, they're opening him up
again.
- Yep. Don't say anything.
- I'm not.
She thought it was a
stupid idea the first time
and even more stupid
the second time.
You're the one
who has to decide
what Richard would want.
Wouldn't want to be you.
- Thanks.
- But to be clear,
when you're making
these decisions for me,
give my heart
at least 24 hours to recover
before you cut me
stem to stern.
You just couldn't
hold it in, could you?
Wait, she's your health care proxy?
I get to make the decisions
for everyone.
- Not Owen?
- No.
Who's yours?
Oh, I never filled out the forms.
I had the papers back
when it was gonna be Izzie.
- Ooh. That was a bad plan.
- That was all a bad plan.
Why do you think
I never turned them in?
Well, Mer could be yours, too.
You think I make the wrong
decisions all the time.
I don't know why
you're selling me to him.
Will you stop being so insecure?
Just because
I disagree with you
doesn't mean I don't respect
what you think.
I can hold more than one
point of view in my mind.
I am mature.
I don't believe you.
Hmm.
You can be mine.
Health care proxy? Really?
I mean, Mer's got enough
to take care of.
You want extraordinary measures
or should I just unplug you?
Use your judgment.
Hmm... uh-oh.
Sharpie lady's ready.
Mom!
You knew they were
taking him back into the O.R.?
Right, now you can't march
in there and shut 'em down.
- The hell I can't.
- Hey!
He didn't choose you
to make his decisions.
He chose Meredith.
- How's the E.R.?
- Ugh, quiet for a while.
But we got a couple
of ambulances on their way in...
People they pulled
out of the pile.
- Can I come?
- You ain't supposed to be working.
I don't need the night off.
We're supposed to be
sitting around
telling Heather stories.
- Turns out we're not a very tight group.
- Well, you think you're not.
But when it all hits the fan...
you'll be glad you have 'em.
Someone just died.
Shouldn't this be the time?
Oh, come on.
You're not gonna go cry
to them when we break up...
and you have to move
your trash bag full of crap
- out of my house?
- Okay, one...
I never leave more
than a change of underwear
- and a toothbrush in anyone else's house.
- That's smart.
And two... I will have dumped
your sorry ass,
so I'm not gonna be crying.
I'm just gonna feel bad
that I made it so you
can never love again.
Oh, yeah.
It's gonna be ugly.
But see...
I've got Mer and Cristina.
I can cry to them.
When the next guy
after me breaks your heart...
I'm gonna want my bitches.
Voilà . This... It'll help.
Hmm.
Brian and Sasha...
Your commitment to each other
is an inspiration.
Your love, your devotion...
it's unwavering.
You aren't swayed by anything
that life puts in your path.
When people talk about marriage,
this is exactly what
they oughta have in mind.
I can't believe
I yelled at a woman
who clawed dying victims
out of the mud
and triaged them
with her bleeding little hands.
Super tacky.
I think I'm the worst person
I've ever met.
Shut up.
Mm.
It speaks.
- It wants more booze.
- All right.
All right,
we all have to focus.
Heather.
She was a fine,
upstanding citizen
- with limitless potential.
- You say that to my mom when I'm dead,
and she's gonna know
you're lying.
My mom will believe it.
You can say it when I'm dead.
- Write it down 'cause I'm gonna forget.
- That I was a nice person?
How is it that we spend
this much time together
and we don't really know
anything about each other?
So tell us something
we don't know.
- About me?
- Mm-hmm. Don't be shy.
What?
I can't.
You guys are gonna hate me
more than you already do.
No, we won't.
Circle of trust.
- My mom knew Mark Sloan.
- The one who died?
They, like, dated a hundred
years ago or something.
And he kind of helped me
get into the program.
- What?!
- Ooh, I knew it.
I knew you didn't make it
in here on your own.
You are such an evil cow.
Whatever. At least I got in here
on my own merit.
- What happened to the circle of trust?
- I was a street kid.
Foster homes, lived in my car.
- You were not.
- Hand to God.
- Really?
- Do you know how to pickpocket?
No. I wasn't Oliver Twist.
- Could you teach me how to shoplift?
- No!
It'll help me in the O.R.
Calm hands under pressure.
You couldn't handle it.
You could.
- Thank you.
- Mm.
I... went through college on a
cheerleading scholarship.
- What?!
- No!
Yes.
That is my child!
Okay, so I can screw some whore
on shore leave,
but this is over the line?
Hey, I could have
called the police on you...
Okay, and now she's your baby.
I had to talk you into even
considering having a child.
And I had to talk you
into marriage.
Yeah, because I knew
it would be a mistake.
And you know what?
It was.
You cannot take a baby
and just disappear...
Oh, look at the stars
and the sky light.
Yeah? Yeah,
should we go ups...
Let's go to the swing.
Should we go to the swing?
Go to the swing.
Go to the swing.
Let's go to the swing.
We are excited, united...
and here to win the fight.
We're here to meet you,
defeat you...
- Ow!
- We dominate tonight!
Tigers...
Tigers... mm.
- Tigers.
- Whoo!
- Oh...
- Tigers.
Ow!
Tigers.
Excuse me, uh, somebody said
you might be able to help me
find my daughter...
Heather Brooks.
We have run this bowel
four times now,
and there is nothing there.
I don't know how much longer
we can keep at this.
Come on.
I know you're in there.
Owen.
Oh my God.
- The pancreas.
- Look at that.
That's all necrotic tissue
hiding underneath.
- Get her some forceps, please.
- And... and a 15-blade.
Here you go, doctor.
Hey, somebody call Meredith Grey
up in maternity.
Tell her,
"When you know, you know"!
It was a beautiful wedding.
- What you said...
- Can we not?
Why are you
snapping at me all day?
- I'm not snapping.
- Yeah, you are.
I'm sorry I asked the question.
It obviously made you
really uncomfortable,
and I guess that's my answer.
- There's no need to beat a dead horse.
- That's what it's supposed to look like.
I mean, they can't even
imagine not being together.
Do you see the difference
between that
and "I think I'll marry this guy,
"or maybe I'll marry that guy,
who I banged in a bathroom
"because I flipped out
over my boards,
"but when he was into me,
I couldn't handle it.
"But suddenly,
when he almost dies,
- I can't live without him."
- That is so unfair!
It's what happened!
You didn't want me
when I was okay...
when I wanted you.
No, you just want me now
because you are in something
that is real... and that...
that scares the crap out of you.
Marry this guy because you want
to make a life with him,
or don't, and move on.
But none of this
has to do with me.
No, this is...
entirely about you.
I'm very sorry about
how I spoke to you yesterday.
With the storm and everything,
and we're all just...
Your house...
It didn't make it, did it?
I'm sorry.
You saved a lot of people
triaging like you did.
Were you a doctor or something?
No, I've just lived
on the side of the mountain
for a long time. It's...
It's not our first storm.
An ex-marine showed me
how to do it...
Our first mudslide.
Oh, I can't believe I have
to build that house again.
Maybe you should find
someplace else.
No. We're a few houses
on the side of a mountain,
and we take care of each other.
I'm sure you'd find new friends.
No one else would have me.
She was really good.
Fast hands.
One time...
we'd all been working all night,
and we were starving,
and she went to where
they make the food trays
for the patients,
and she stole jell-o cups
for all of us.
And they fell all over the floor.
She tried to use one of those
blue hospital pads
to clean it up,
but it just made it worse.
Got everywhere.
Jo told Heather that
she swiped an apple
from a grocery store
when she was a kid.
And Heather asked her
to teach her how to shoplift.
She thought it would
improve her surgical technique.
You must have been close.
- April, I really don't have time for this.
- Please just...
Just... Please.
I want to accept your proposal...
in private, without anybody
pressuring me to say "yes."
And I want to do it
in front of God.
Actually... actually,
no, you know what? No.
I-I'm not accepting
your proposal,
I am proposing to you.
I want to be your wife.
I think you need
to think some stuff out.
I did.
Okay. Yes, it was Jackson.
And... yes, I-I have feelings
for him.
He's always gonna be
a part of my life.
And that gets confusing sometimes,
especially when he's pulling
babies out of burning buses.
But...
I...
I-I'm not good at this.
I... This is all new to me.
Okay, I was never the girl
that got picked at the dance.
I-I-I'm not good at it,
and I'm indecisive
because I see eight sides
of everything.
And that's what you're picking
when you pick me.
And you may not want that.
I thought maybe nobody would
ever want that.
But I... I want you.
I want to marry you.
So will you marry me?
Sofia is downstairs
in the day care.
I'm sorry I called you
a baby-snatcher.
I was upset, and I shouldn't
have spoken to you like that.
You were just trying to cool off,
and that was the right
thing to do...
Sofia and I will be staying
at Mer's again tonight.
That'll be two nights with me.
You can take her
the following two nights.
And we'll switch off like that
until we can figure out
a real schedule.
Well, how long is...
is this gonna be going on?
I don't know.
Dr. Ben Warren,
this is your wife.
Sorry...
I keep missing you. It's...
It's been...
Um...
Something happened with Richard...
a health situation.
I got involved in that.
Uh, he's still unconscious.
I don't know how
he's going to...
But he's alive.
Hey.
Heather's uncle just arrived.
He's with her mom,
and her brother's on his way.
Thank you for staying with her.
Go home. Get some rest.
You need to tell your guys
to stop going out to the damn
pile if they're injured.
I keep patching up
the same damn guys.
I could tell 'em, but it's not
gonna make any difference.
They can't just sit around.
It... makes them nuts.
All right, try harder!
- Where's the rig?
- You okay? You sure?
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay. Out back.
Hey, sir?
- Can I ride out there with you guys?
- Sure.
- What are you doing?
- Shane!
Shane, you're not a firefighter!
Shane!
Stupid.
- Damn it.
- What are you doing?
We're his people.
We have to go.
Uh, actually, no, we don't.
We're not trained...
Sharpie lady helped.
- Sharpie lady almost got herself killed.
- We have to go.
I don't know what the deal is
with him and Heather.
I don't know if it's
their weird competition thing.
Or maybe they were having
secret sex in the bathrooms.
I don't care.
Whatever it is,
Shane hasn't said a single word
since she died,
and we're what he has.
We're what we have.
Maybe we get through
this program normal.
Or maybe we end up cranky,
work-obsessed people
who live on the side of a mountain
and have no family or children,
and we only have each other
because no one else can stand us.
- What is she talking...
- Get up!
Hey. E-everything okay?
Yeah. Yeah, uh,
Meredith just wants me
to hang out at her house.
Zola needs some attention.
And Derek is pretty wiped out.
Callie and Sofia are there, so...
Is there anything I can do?
I mean, I could, uh...
♪ I didn't see it coming ♪
Good night.
Yeah.
♪ I didn't see at all ♪
Zola is asleep.
All right, little miss...
In five minutes, it's your turn.
To be clear, I am happy
to do the dishes,
but there is no universe
in which I generate dinner.
All right, we'll figure it out.
Mac and cheese.
Oh, no, we had that last night.
Well, and it was good. Right?
It was good.
Oh, thank you.
Hi. Um,
I'm sorry to bother everybody.
No, it's okay.
Can I see her for just a minute?
You saw her this afternoon.
You can get her tomorrow night.
- I know. Um... but cou...
- You can see her when it's your night.
I could, uh...
I could just take her on the...
on the front porch for a minute,
and I'm not gonna take her.
Do you have any idea
how confusing this is for her?
Yeah, I realize that.
Well, you know what?
She's supposed to be
in bed right now.
How am I supposed
to get her to sleep
with you coming and going?
- Five minutes.
- Are you kidding me?
She shows up here with this act,
- and you're just gonna take her side?
- Callie...
- It's an act.
- Look at me. I'm your friend.
Five minutes.
Come here, Sofia.
Come here, baby. Okay.
Yeah.
We just want to survive the storm.
I missed you so much.
We pray, "Please, God,
just get me to the other side."
We never imagine what it'll
be like when we get there.
I love you so much.
And I miss you every second.
'Cause you're my girl.
What if, when the storm passes,
nothing's left?
I always said
I could handle anything.
I was wrong.
I was wrong about a lot of things.
I think there's no harm
in getting another opinion.
Was I or was I not correct?
Why does that make you feel
so threatened?
You know, I'm another opinion,
and I have to tip my hat.
Dr. Bailey called it.
Nobody said it wasn't good
to deal with the pancreas,
but he is still clearly unstable.
- He hasn't regained consciousness...
- None of that is unusual.
I would like to bring in
another person...
- somebody that could tell us...
- I will make the decision.
You've said what you think,
and then you said it again.
- And I will take that under advisement.
- Dr. Grey...
He picked you to be his girlfriend,
and we're all very happy about that.
But he picked me to be his family.
And you walked away
from that responsibility
- the second that...
- No one said I would be good at it.
And he knew that.
But he picked me anyway.
- I'm the family.
- Meredith.
Please, don't get involved.
But I was right about one thing.
Hi.
I was right about this.
You make a decision,
and then the world has to turn.
The consequences unfold...
out of your hands.
There's only one thing
that seems clear...
in those quiet moments
while you wait.
Whatever you chose was wrong.
- You think he put you in his will?
- No.
Next of kin.
- Maybe you get the house.
- I have a house.
Well, you can give me his house.
I mean, I could use a house.
He's not my father.
I've been telling him this for years.
He just feels guilty
because he busted up
my parents' marriage.
- That's not my problem.
- It is now.
Yeah, I mean, sticking me
with his end of life care...
doesn't ask,
doesn't give me an out...
- That's real love.
- Well, it sounds like family to me.
Maybe he is your father.
Banged your mom enough.
Did they know each
other before you were born?
They met when I was 3.
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
That's what they told you.
I gotta get back to the E.R.
Ow. Oh, no, no.
Let me get it.
This is Yang.
And how about Brooks?
Hey.
I know. I'm fine.
Hey, look. I need to run
to my nec fasc surgery.
- He's in cardiogenic shock.
- No.
Bailey feels like there's likely
some internal necrosis.
So she took him up to the O.R.
- With this kind of cardiac compromise?
- Yeah... and she...
- Unh-unh.
- She... mom. Mom?
Look...
I need Hunt in here.
- I can try to...
- Now!
Ready? Go. Two, three...
Bowels are completely clean.
Should we recheck the pelvis?
I have, four times.
What the hell
do you think you're doing...
cutting open a man
in cardiogenic shock
with nothing on his C.T.?
There's dead tissue
somewhere inside him.
I'd like to find it
before it kills him.
He can't handle this stress
until his cardiac status is stabilized!
Get him off that table!
Lap pad, please.
- Dr. Hunt!
- Dr. Avery, I'm gonna have to ask you
to keep it down
while we're doing our work.
Huh, there's a surprise for you.
Pressure's dropping.
Is his dopinine maxed out?
- Yeah, it's at 20.
- Close the patient!
Come on.
Where are you?
Dr. Hunt!
Brooks is crashing.
Bailey, he's having runs of v-tach.
Close... him... up!
Closing.
- Can you get by without me?
- Just go.
Hey, how's it going
with Brooks?
Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
You gotta drink the juice, man.
You give us half your blood
and head back to the pile,
you're gonna pass out.
Heather didn't make it.
Come on.
I'm gonna give the interns
the rest of the night off.
Can you give me a hand
if there's anything they drop?
Of course.
I'm so sorry about Heather.
Yeah.
Dr. Hunt, Lydia's desatting,
decreased breath sounds
on the left.
- Wha...
- Sharpie lady.
Should I throw in a chest tube?
Dr. Yang is gonna
take over that case.
Why?
I can handle a chest tube.
Oh, my God.
I got a woman
with necrotizing fasciitis,
and the interns aren't operating.
- So can you...
- Of course.
Well, she's already on the table,
and the anesthesiologists
are lining her up.
- Be ready in ten.
- Okay. Hey...
It's just terrible.
Jackson.
Oh, hey. I'm sorry.
And what about Richard?
Still critical,
but his pressure stabilized
once Bailey closed.
So Bailey closed
because his vitals tanked
or because Catherine Avery
was in the gallery screaming?
Oh, Derek.
You heard about Brooks?
I can't believe it.
Can we have a conversation?
Not now.
I know you're mad.
And telling everyone...
I guess...
I deserved that.
- But if we could just...
- I said not now.
Hey, it's right behind me!
Are you headed back out?
Be careful, okay?
It was Avery, right?
He's the guy that you...
I get it.
He's a good-looking guy.
- Practically runs the hospital.
- Matthew...
and I proposed to you
in front of a hundred people.
I didn't really give you
the opportunity to say "no."
So...
Did you want to say "no"?
Callie?
Callie?
Callie?!
We got the clot out,
but there was just so much swelling.
Couldn't get it to stop.
Did you tell her family?
Yeah, I had someone
call her mom when we found her
and tell her that she was injured.
She's coming down
from someplace in Oregon.
I just didn't want to tell her
when she was still on the road.
Okay, so you need to go
to the day care
and pick up Zola
because she's gonna think
we had a baby
and forgot about her.
I'll call the babysitter
and tell her
to meet you at the house
in an hour.
And you should tell the interns
to hang out and wait
till Heather's mom arrives.
Give me the baby.
Okay.
I know.
That is a lot of blood.
- Should I book an O.R.?
- No, not yet.
We'll monitor her
for the next couple of hours
and then decide.
My... my house.
Ma'am, you've lost
quite a lot of blood.
You should rest.
I-I wouldn't worry about
the house right now.
Oh.
You can't scream at my doctors...
I can't believe you let her talk you
into a boondoggle like that.
Dr. Avery,
if you have any issues with...
Does he know why you cut open
a man in severe cardiac distress
just so you could poke around
and see what's going on?
- We looked at all of the options.
- Tell him.
You tell him you feel guilty
because the last thing
Richard Webber heard from you
is that he's a drunk
who ruined your life.
After all he's done for you.
We talk on the phone
for an hour every night.
It came up.
You feel bad, go find a priest.
But do not try to fix it
with a Hail Mary
that very well
may kill the man!
I want access to his charts...
right now.
I'll be back in about an hour.
Heather's mother
won't probably be here yet,
but if she is,
uh, someone stay with her
- until I get back.
- We don't tell her, do we?
No, I will.
Just think of some
good Heather stories.
Once she knows,
she's gonna want to know
that she died among friends.
- Who's gonna wait?
- I can't. She'll see it in my face.
What the hell is his problem?
It's not like they were friends.
- I am not waiting with her alone.
- I'm not either.
Okay. Nobody goes.
We all wait.
Now go find Shane and tell him
we're doing this together.
What are you, my mother?
You find him.
Yes, yes, yes.
- Hey.
- Can you watch her for a minute?
- Yeah.
- I need to get my laptop.
Come here.
What's going on?
My wife's an S-L-U-T.
Sofia and I are
spending the night at a hotel.
A-and then what?
I don't know.
Okay, I'll be right back.
We're gonna let her
stay at a hotel?
So is this the woman
whose fiancé is also a firefighter,
- but they couldn't find him for a while?
- Yep.
Forceps.
Wow, this wound is really deep.
To get good margins,
we're gonna have to...
I got it.
You are one sleepy girl.
I'm gonna get you
to bed right now.
Um...
I was gonna go to a hotel.
But Mer said
I should come here.
Well, I guess I should have
read those five text messages.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Sofia's asleep in Zola's bed...
I-I can move her.
he...
She probably won't wake up.
Yeah, okay.
Catherine may be right.
I mean, it's possible
I'm too close to this
to see it clearly.
Am I supposed to be
seeing this clearly?
Well, Yang was advocating for
a more conservative approach.
I guess that's what we go with.
Catherine's reviewing his chart...
labs, I don't know.
If she wants to make the decisions,
then maybe she should.
- Here you go.
- Thanks.
Hey, how is she doing?
Well, I-I put in the chest tube.
One of her broken ribs
sliced into her lung.
So, I mean, she put out
a lot of blood.
- We're watching her.
- Okay.
How are you?
Fabulous.
Yeah.
What?
Nothing.
- What?
- I-I just...
I wish I had known
it was gonna be
the last time
you and I were together.
I would have done things
a little differently.
Well, was the last time bad?
No, the last time was Wednesday,
when we knocked that plate
off the counter,
and I spent half the night
pulling shards of glass
- out of your foot.
- That was not the last time.
- Yeah.
- It was?
Mm-hmm. Not our best work.
Well, that's awful.
After the kind of run we had...
It's just a shame.
♪ The kind that tears you up ♪
Shameful.
♪ Alter the lies ♪
♪ Could we open the night? ♪
♪ The signs are screaming at us ♪
♪ The signs are screaming ♪
♪ Sad, but we will break it ♪
♪ Oh, I don't wanna leave you now ♪
♪ Oh, I don't wanna
leave you now, oh ♪
Everyone I love either
cheats on me or dies.
Callie...
Or cheats on me and dies.
- George did both.
- Arizona's not gonna die.
Yeah, that doesn't make me
feel any better.
Ugh. I'm sorry.
I'm drinking all your wine.
You should be drinking
all your wine
after what you went through
tonight with Heather and...
And Richard, oh, my God!
Why is everything so horrible?
Please, it's okay.
Go ahead.
It's all yours.
Yeah?
- Yeah. Please.
- Okay.
I'll open another bottle.
Just page her!
I can't page someone 9-1-1
without the name of the patient...
When Dr. Torres calls in,
she'll expect to know who...
No, there's no patient.
Just page her.
We can't page 9-1-1
without a patient emergency.
Look at me. Does it look like
this is not an emergency?
Hey, hey!
What's going on?
What's going on?
- I need you to page Callie 9-1-1.
- Why?
Because she took off
with my baby,
and I don't know where,
and when I call her,
she doesn't pick up.
- All right, did she maybe...
- No, just do it!
So we were able to remove
all of the necrotic tissue,
but the labs suggest
that your organs
are beginning to fail.
Well, is there anything
that you can do?
Well, we're giving you
some powerful antibiotics.
And we're hoping that
that stops the process.
- But...
- But I might not make it.
We are going to do everything
that we possibly can.
Bri...
We want to get married now.
Right now.
No matter what happens,
we want to be married.
We need a chaplain.
Hey, Bailey.
Arizona is in the lobby
- screaming at nurses.
- Why?
'Cause she has no idea
where Callie is...
or the baby.
Oh, well, you need to tell her
they're at my house.
- Ha!
- Callie's not a battered woman.
We're not harboring her until
she gets a restraining order.
She just wants some space.
But you don't think
Arizona's called her,
like, 300 times?
If Callie wanted her
to know where she was,
she'd have...
she'd have told her.
You think it's okay that Arizona
doesn't know where her baby is?
- She's Sofia's mom, too.
- They're both our friends.
You know,
we shouldn't take sides.
It's not taking sides to tell
Arizona where her kid is.
Oh, you think
that's how it's gonna go?
Mnh-mnh.
What happened to your hair?
She wasn't funny funny,
but she was weird funny.
We're not saying that to her mom.
Hmm.
Remember when she swallowed
that marble?
We could talk about that.
Her mom knows
she swallowed a marble, idiot.
You know what?
When you have a better idea,
you let me know.
You were her roommate.
How do you not have
a single nice story about her?
She took my white sweater
and returned it pink.
She left the apartment
without waking me up
when we both had rounds,
which she knew about and said,
"I didn't want to bother you.
You looked so peaceful."
She'd drink all the milk
and return the empty carton
back in the fridge.
Then why are you
all red-eyed and puffy?
We weren't soul mates.
It doesn't mean I wanted her dead.
- What's going on with the baby?
- Oh, nothing. He's fine.
- They have him in the nursery.
- Oh. Oh. I thought...
- I thought something happened.
- No, no.
I paged you because
I wanted to let you know
that Callie and Sofia are going
to stay at my place tonight.
I think she just needs
some space.
She needs to cool off.
And... I know
you're not gonna go
run over there or anything,
but I just thought
you would like to know
- that she and the baby are...
- Arizona.
Arizona?!
- Is "I told you so" inappropriate?
- Shut it.
Come on.
What about... Hassan?
He's out at the pile, too?
You realize they can't all be
out at the damn pile.
No, I don't care
what religion they are.
Just give me somebody...
anybody that can officiate this...
Yeah, as a member of the board,
I'm gonna say
you want to stay away
from phrases like,
"Even a catholic."
Yeah.
All right, uh,
just call me back.
How is Richard?
Hanging by a thread.
Thank you very much.
You gonna scream at me,
too, now?
I heard you already
had a go at Hunt and Bailey.
I just wanna know what in God's name
was going on through your head...
Stop!
You are terrified.
I get that.
You love him.
And you are as scared
as you have ever been.
Marching through this hospital
telling everybody they are incompetent
is not gonna fix that situation.
We are all doing our best.
And we are gonna
take good care of him.
And we... are gonna
take good care of you.
Okay?
Oh.
As soon as he's stable...
- Yeah.
- As soon as the storm passes,
I'm going to move him
to another hospital.
Visitor Carol Erdman,
return to the admit desk.
Visitor Carol Erdman,
return to the admit desk.
I'm gonna do a thoracotomy
on Lydia.
Just waiting for an O.R.
to open up.
Okay.
So thanks for... before.
"Thanks"?
Are you gonna send a card
on pretty stationery?
- I'm just glad...
- Mm-hmm.
...that we've given each other
a better last memory.
Uh-huh.
What?
I don't know.
If we'd really
thought it through,
then for the last time
we'd have...
What?
♪ Drinking a German beer ♪
♪ With a Cuban cigar ♪
♪ In the middle of Paris
with a Dominican bar ♪
Is he in there?
- I can't see anything.
- Keep your voices down. She's sleeping.
- No, she's not.
- Oh. Sorry, um,
- we were just looking for Dr. Shepherd.
- He's not here.
He'll be back.
He went to take Zola home.
What do you need?
He asked us to come up
with something nice to say
about Heather to her mom
for after she knows.
We're having trouble
coming up with
- something that's appropriate.
- We were thinking if we looked at
some of the cases she worked on
with Dr. Shepherd,
we could talk about those.
Her mother is not gonna give a crap
about her glioblastoma.
She wants to hear about
how you loved her
and how she was like your family.
Nothing?
Doesn't have to be deep.
When my friend George died,
I told his mother a story
about how he stole us all
jell-o cups.
And then he dropped them
all over the floor
and made a huge mess.
And then he tried
to clean it up
with those blue bed pads,
which only made it worse
because, of course,
those blue bed pads
aren't absorbent at all.
It's not a sonnet,
but it made her smile.
And then she went back
to crying.
Okay.
Asleep?
What do you think?
My mother's planning on moving
Richard to another hospital.
- What?
- I know.
I know you weren't sure
about how to handle
Richard's medical decisions,
but I'm just telling you,
you turn the reins over to her,
that's exactly what
she's gonna do with them.
Okay...
Get me a wheelchair.
You just had
a splenectomy and a child.
I'm not putting you
in a wheelchair.
Jackson,
just get me a wheelchair.
There are no chaplains
anywhere in the building.
Everyone is out
dealing with storm victims.
We have storm victims right here.
What... Chaplains
are supposed to stay here!
- I...
- Anybody seen my patient Brian?
Firefighter, busted ribs...
- Yeah, he's getting married.
- Not without a chaplain, he's not.
Well, I can go online
and get certified by
that place on the Internet,
but me and weddings, today...
I don't think that
I'm the best choice.
The damn firefighters
keep taking off... injured.
If you see any of them,
tell them to stay in their damn beds.
- Kepner.
- What?
- Get me a wheelchair.
- Uh...
April!
I don't think we can be friends.
Really?
Mnh-mnh.
This will keep happening.
Yeah. I...
really wanted to be able
to work with you.
Yeah, of course.
But if we...
you know, talk on the phone
or... grab lunch...
Just because I'm the one
who said it was time...
doesn't mean this is easy for me.
I know.
This is not easy for me.
Hey, hey.
What do you really believe
is the best course of treatment?
It's not that simple.
Yes, it is.
You always taught us,
when you know, you know.
I think there is something
in there,
and no matter how much
it stresses his heart,
I think letting it get worse
is worse.
Hi. This is Dr. Grey.
I need to book an O.R.
for an exploratory laparotomy.
Surgeon is Bailey.
Patient is Webber.
Oh, they're opening him up
again.
- Yep. Don't say anything.
- I'm not.
She thought it was a
stupid idea the first time
and even more stupid
the second time.
You're the one
who has to decide
what Richard would want.
Wouldn't want to be you.
- Thanks.
- But to be clear,
when you're making
these decisions for me,
give my heart
at least 24 hours to recover
before you cut me
stem to stern.
You just couldn't
hold it in, could you?
Wait, she's your health care proxy?
I get to make the decisions
for everyone.
- Not Owen?
- No.
Who's yours?
Oh, I never filled out the forms.
I had the papers back
when it was gonna be Izzie.
- Ooh. That was a bad plan.
- That was all a bad plan.
Why do you think
I never turned them in?
Well, Mer could be yours, too.
You think I make the wrong
decisions all the time.
I don't know why
you're selling me to him.
Will you stop being so insecure?
Just because
I disagree with you
doesn't mean I don't respect
what you think.
I can hold more than one
point of view in my mind.
I am mature.
I don't believe you.
Hmm.
You can be mine.
Health care proxy? Really?
I mean, Mer's got enough
to take care of.
You want extraordinary measures
or should I just unplug you?
Use your judgment.
Hmm... uh-oh.
Sharpie lady's ready.
Mom!
You knew they were
taking him back into the O.R.?
Right, now you can't march
in there and shut 'em down.
- The hell I can't.
- Hey!
He didn't choose you
to make his decisions.
He chose Meredith.
- How's the E.R.?
- Ugh, quiet for a while.
But we got a couple
of ambulances on their way in...
People they pulled
out of the pile.
- Can I come?
- You ain't supposed to be working.
I don't need the night off.
We're supposed to be
sitting around
telling Heather stories.
- Turns out we're not a very tight group.
- Well, you think you're not.
But when it all hits the fan...
you'll be glad you have 'em.
Someone just died.
Shouldn't this be the time?
Oh, come on.
You're not gonna go cry
to them when we break up...
and you have to move
your trash bag full of crap
- out of my house?
- Okay, one...
I never leave more
than a change of underwear
- and a toothbrush in anyone else's house.
- That's smart.
And two... I will have dumped
your sorry ass,
so I'm not gonna be crying.
I'm just gonna feel bad
that I made it so you
can never love again.
Oh, yeah.
It's gonna be ugly.
But see...
I've got Mer and Cristina.
I can cry to them.
When the next guy
after me breaks your heart...
I'm gonna want my bitches.
Voilà . This... It'll help.
Hmm.
Brian and Sasha...
Your commitment to each other
is an inspiration.
Your love, your devotion...
it's unwavering.
You aren't swayed by anything
that life puts in your path.
When people talk about marriage,
this is exactly what
they oughta have in mind.
I can't believe
I yelled at a woman
who clawed dying victims
out of the mud
and triaged them
with her bleeding little hands.
Super tacky.
I think I'm the worst person
I've ever met.
Shut up.
Mm.
It speaks.
- It wants more booze.
- All right.
All right,
we all have to focus.
Heather.
She was a fine,
upstanding citizen
- with limitless potential.
- You say that to my mom when I'm dead,
and she's gonna know
you're lying.
My mom will believe it.
You can say it when I'm dead.
- Write it down 'cause I'm gonna forget.
- That I was a nice person?
How is it that we spend
this much time together
and we don't really know
anything about each other?
So tell us something
we don't know.
- About me?
- Mm-hmm. Don't be shy.
What?
I can't.
You guys are gonna hate me
more than you already do.
No, we won't.
Circle of trust.
- My mom knew Mark Sloan.
- The one who died?
They, like, dated a hundred
years ago or something.
And he kind of helped me
get into the program.
- What?!
- Ooh, I knew it.
I knew you didn't make it
in here on your own.
You are such an evil cow.
Whatever. At least I got in here
on my own merit.
- What happened to the circle of trust?
- I was a street kid.
Foster homes, lived in my car.
- You were not.
- Hand to God.
- Really?
- Do you know how to pickpocket?
No. I wasn't Oliver Twist.
- Could you teach me how to shoplift?
- No!
It'll help me in the O.R.
Calm hands under pressure.
You couldn't handle it.
You could.
- Thank you.
- Mm.
I... went through college on a
cheerleading scholarship.
- What?!
- No!
Yes.
That is my child!
Okay, so I can screw some whore
on shore leave,
but this is over the line?
Hey, I could have
called the police on you...
Okay, and now she's your baby.
I had to talk you into even
considering having a child.
And I had to talk you
into marriage.
Yeah, because I knew
it would be a mistake.
And you know what?
It was.
You cannot take a baby
and just disappear...
Oh, look at the stars
and the sky light.
Yeah? Yeah,
should we go ups...
Let's go to the swing.
Should we go to the swing?
Go to the swing.
Go to the swing.
Let's go to the swing.
We are excited, united...
and here to win the fight.
We're here to meet you,
defeat you...
- Ow!
- We dominate tonight!
Tigers...
Tigers... mm.
- Tigers.
- Whoo!
- Oh...
- Tigers.
Ow!
Tigers.
Excuse me, uh, somebody said
you might be able to help me
find my daughter...
Heather Brooks.
We have run this bowel
four times now,
and there is nothing there.
I don't know how much longer
we can keep at this.
Come on.
I know you're in there.
Owen.
Oh my God.
- The pancreas.
- Look at that.
That's all necrotic tissue
hiding underneath.
- Get her some forceps, please.
- And... and a 15-blade.
Here you go, doctor.
Hey, somebody call Meredith Grey
up in maternity.
Tell her,
"When you know, you know"!
It was a beautiful wedding.
- What you said...
- Can we not?
Why are you
snapping at me all day?
- I'm not snapping.
- Yeah, you are.
I'm sorry I asked the question.
It obviously made you
really uncomfortable,
and I guess that's my answer.
- There's no need to beat a dead horse.
- That's what it's supposed to look like.
I mean, they can't even
imagine not being together.
Do you see the difference
between that
and "I think I'll marry this guy,
"or maybe I'll marry that guy,
who I banged in a bathroom
"because I flipped out
over my boards,
"but when he was into me,
I couldn't handle it.
"But suddenly,
when he almost dies,
- I can't live without him."
- That is so unfair!
It's what happened!
You didn't want me
when I was okay...
when I wanted you.
No, you just want me now
because you are in something
that is real... and that...
that scares the crap out of you.
Marry this guy because you want
to make a life with him,
or don't, and move on.
But none of this
has to do with me.
No, this is...
entirely about you.
I'm very sorry about
how I spoke to you yesterday.
With the storm and everything,
and we're all just...
Your house...
It didn't make it, did it?
I'm sorry.
You saved a lot of people
triaging like you did.
Were you a doctor or something?
No, I've just lived
on the side of the mountain
for a long time. It's...
It's not our first storm.
An ex-marine showed me
how to do it...
Our first mudslide.
Oh, I can't believe I have
to build that house again.
Maybe you should find
someplace else.
No. We're a few houses
on the side of a mountain,
and we take care of each other.
I'm sure you'd find new friends.
No one else would have me.
She was really good.
Fast hands.
One time...
we'd all been working all night,
and we were starving,
and she went to where
they make the food trays
for the patients,
and she stole jell-o cups
for all of us.
And they fell all over the floor.
She tried to use one of those
blue hospital pads
to clean it up,
but it just made it worse.
Got everywhere.
Jo told Heather that
she swiped an apple
from a grocery store
when she was a kid.
And Heather asked her
to teach her how to shoplift.
She thought it would
improve her surgical technique.
You must have been close.
- April, I really don't have time for this.
- Please just...
Just... Please.
I want to accept your proposal...
in private, without anybody
pressuring me to say "yes."
And I want to do it
in front of God.
Actually... actually,
no, you know what? No.
I-I'm not accepting
your proposal,
I am proposing to you.
I want to be your wife.
I think you need
to think some stuff out.
I did.
Okay. Yes, it was Jackson.
And... yes, I-I have feelings
for him.
He's always gonna be
a part of my life.
And that gets confusing sometimes,
especially when he's pulling
babies out of burning buses.
But...
I...
I-I'm not good at this.
I... This is all new to me.
Okay, I was never the girl
that got picked at the dance.
I-I-I'm not good at it,
and I'm indecisive
because I see eight sides
of everything.
And that's what you're picking
when you pick me.
And you may not want that.
I thought maybe nobody would
ever want that.
But I... I want you.
I want to marry you.
So will you marry me?
Sofia is downstairs
in the day care.
I'm sorry I called you
a baby-snatcher.
I was upset, and I shouldn't
have spoken to you like that.
You were just trying to cool off,
and that was the right
thing to do...
Sofia and I will be staying
at Mer's again tonight.
That'll be two nights with me.
You can take her
the following two nights.
And we'll switch off like that
until we can figure out
a real schedule.
Well, how long is...
is this gonna be going on?
I don't know.
Dr. Ben Warren,
this is your wife.
Sorry...
I keep missing you. It's...
It's been...
Um...
Something happened with Richard...
a health situation.
I got involved in that.
Uh, he's still unconscious.
I don't know how
he's going to...
But he's alive.
Hey.
Heather's uncle just arrived.
He's with her mom,
and her brother's on his way.
Thank you for staying with her.
Go home. Get some rest.
You need to tell your guys
to stop going out to the damn
pile if they're injured.
I keep patching up
the same damn guys.
I could tell 'em, but it's not
gonna make any difference.
They can't just sit around.
It... makes them nuts.
All right, try harder!
- Where's the rig?
- You okay? You sure?
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay. Out back.
Hey, sir?
- Can I ride out there with you guys?
- Sure.
- What are you doing?
- Shane!
Shane, you're not a firefighter!
Shane!
Stupid.
- Damn it.
- What are you doing?
We're his people.
We have to go.
Uh, actually, no, we don't.
We're not trained...
Sharpie lady helped.
- Sharpie lady almost got herself killed.
- We have to go.
I don't know what the deal is
with him and Heather.
I don't know if it's
their weird competition thing.
Or maybe they were having
secret sex in the bathrooms.
I don't care.
Whatever it is,
Shane hasn't said a single word
since she died,
and we're what he has.
We're what we have.
Maybe we get through
this program normal.
Or maybe we end up cranky,
work-obsessed people
who live on the side of a mountain
and have no family or children,
and we only have each other
because no one else can stand us.
- What is she talking...
- Get up!
Hey. E-everything okay?
Yeah. Yeah, uh,
Meredith just wants me
to hang out at her house.
Zola needs some attention.
And Derek is pretty wiped out.
Callie and Sofia are there, so...
Is there anything I can do?
I mean, I could, uh...
♪ I didn't see it coming ♪
Good night.
Yeah.
♪ I didn't see at all ♪
Zola is asleep.
All right, little miss...
In five minutes, it's your turn.
To be clear, I am happy
to do the dishes,
but there is no universe
in which I generate dinner.
All right, we'll figure it out.
Mac and cheese.
Oh, no, we had that last night.
Well, and it was good. Right?
It was good.
Oh, thank you.
Hi. Um,
I'm sorry to bother everybody.
No, it's okay.
Can I see her for just a minute?
You saw her this afternoon.
You can get her tomorrow night.
- I know. Um... but cou...
- You can see her when it's your night.
I could, uh...
I could just take her on the...
on the front porch for a minute,
and I'm not gonna take her.
Do you have any idea
how confusing this is for her?
Yeah, I realize that.
Well, you know what?
She's supposed to be
in bed right now.
How am I supposed
to get her to sleep
with you coming and going?
- Five minutes.
- Are you kidding me?
She shows up here with this act,
- and you're just gonna take her side?
- Callie...
- It's an act.
- Look at me. I'm your friend.
Five minutes.
Come here, Sofia.
Come here, baby. Okay.
Yeah.
We just want to survive the storm.
I missed you so much.
We pray, "Please, God,
just get me to the other side."
We never imagine what it'll
be like when we get there.
I love you so much.
And I miss you every second.
'Cause you're my girl.
What if, when the storm passes,
nothing's left?
I always said
I could handle anything.
I was wrong.
I was wrong about a lot of things.
I think there's no harm
in getting another opinion.
Was I or was I not correct?
Why does that make you feel
so threatened?
You know, I'm another opinion,
and I have to tip my hat.
Dr. Bailey called it.
Nobody said it wasn't good
to deal with the pancreas,
but he is still clearly unstable.
- He hasn't regained consciousness...
- None of that is unusual.
I would like to bring in
another person...
- somebody that could tell us...
- I will make the decision.
You've said what you think,
and then you said it again.
- And I will take that under advisement.
- Dr. Grey...
He picked you to be his girlfriend,
and we're all very happy about that.
But he picked me to be his family.
And you walked away
from that responsibility
- the second that...
- No one said I would be good at it.
And he knew that.
But he picked me anyway.
- I'm the family.
- Meredith.
Please, don't get involved.
But I was right about one thing.
Hi.
I was right about this.