First Love (2002): Season 1, Episode 10 - Episode #1.10 - full transcript

Nao!

Are you in? Nao!

Nao!

Nao!

Ezawa...

What happened to you?

Your sister... where is she?

Sister? She was here?

Are you alright?

Did you drink something?

It's just a sleeping pill,
so I'll be ok.



She tricked you to drink it!

Are you feeling bad?

I'll call the ambulance.

No need, I'm alright now.

Nurse...?

Why did this happen?

Ezawa... why did you come here?

Somehow, I had a bad intuition.

What was it?

In the computer inside sister's room...

...there was this novel like a testimony.

She wrote of wanting to die because of her sins.

Sins?

For everything she did until now.



You immediately knew the details?

After reading it, I was afraid that you two are going to...

Let's look for her.

Hello.

Hello, Kasumi?

It's mother.

Kasumi, have been here tonight?

No.

When I was sleeping, someone put a rose on the table.

My favourite yellow rose.

Yellow rose?

It's sister!

In the hospital?

Mom, when did you notice it?

{\move(150,288,290,288,0,1300)}No entry without permission

{\move(290,288,700,288,0,5000)}No entry without permission

{\move(250,360,680,360,0,4500)}Director of Tokyo University Hospital

Nao, are you alright?

What is it?

Sister!

Tomoko, it's father.
Do you recognize me?

Dad...

Tomoko!

Am I still alive?

Of course.

Your life was saved... by Toudou.

Nao?

Toudou catched your body when it was falling to the ground.

Althrough you fell down from the ceiling...

...you were saved.

I can't express how grateful I am to him.

Is he alive?

Is he still alive?

Please, let me meet him!

I want to see him!

You still cannot move!

But if I don't apologize to him...

Show me where he is, please!

Calm down first.

Dad, I really wanted to die. I really prepared for it...

...to let Nao and Kasumi stay together.

His lung is injured and he broke two of his ribs,...

...but we won't operate him now. We'll still observe his condition.

Luckily, he didn't hurt his brain.

We'll do a CT scan again after six hours.

If no other damages are found, it would be a great relief.

Is he still unconscious?

Due to the medicine, he's still sleeping...

...but he might wake up in a while.

You mean he's safe?

Yes.

When he will be awake, we'll transfer him to a normal ward.

Thank you, doctor!

When you were in my arms, I really loved you.

I really wanted to protect you.

I would have risked everything, even my life to protect you.

But... I didn't help you.

I just left you all alone.

Aren't you afraid?

One of us will die!

Nobody will die.

{\pos(323,346)\fad(500,500)}I know you wouldn't murder anybody.

{\fad(500,500)}I'm the man you were in love with.

{\pos(373,357)\fad(500,500)}You planned to live with me.

{\fad(500,500)}So I know.

Yes?

Nao...?

He is alright... he's fine.

Has he awaken?

He's still sleeping, but he'll be fine.

Really? I'm relieved.

Nao!

I wanted to take my own life as a form of apology...

...because till then, I was playing with your and Kasumi's feelings.

So I felt that I don't have the right to live anymore.

And, furthermore, I...

...caused this terrible thing.

Why did you still want to save my life?

You still care so much about me...

...I'm so glad.

But...

I really don't know what I should do!

Thanks to your devotion, I can continue to live...

...but I couldn't redeem my sins.

In my heart...

...there's still the wound of our love.

I wished both of you happiness...

...but to continue living would be so painful.

There's no other way...

Sorry, I really don't have any right to say that...

...althrough I feel very sorry for Kasumi...

...and maybe I'm just a burden to you...

...but I still love you.

So much suffering...

It would have been better for me to die.

Please forgive me...

...forgive my selfishness.

Are you still in pain?
Where do you feel it?

You're alive... I'm so glad to know about it.

Do you really want me to live?

Can I continue loving you?

Good morning!

I walked a bit this morning so I came earlier.

I'll get scolded again for sure.

What happened last night?

Nothing...

What happenned to Tomoko?

I am Tomoko and Kasumi's mother!
I can feel it.

As a parent, I feel so useless.

Nao!

Ezawa...

Coming!

Thank you very much!

We will treasure you as the savior of our Tomoko.

We can never pay you back...

{\4c&H942CFF&}Thank you very much!

Ezawa-san... are you feeling alright?

I'm fine, but more importantly...

I really don't know how to apologize to you.

I will never forget your help.

If I had noticed earlier...

This is my responsibility.

It's me...

My mother's condition is still not good...

...please let me take one more day.

Sorry to trouble you.

Hamada!

Come out a bit.

Because Ezawa's not working today too...

{\4c&H942EFD&}Today too?

...bring the bridal party to the wedding room.

{\4c&H942EFD&}Yes.

Were you waiting for Kasumi?

No.

You're lying, I can tell from your face.

I'm really not.

We didn't talk since this morning.

I really admire her.

She is always in your heart.

Please sit down.

You already can walk. Don't overdo it.

I'm fine, because you saved me.

How about you?
Does it hurt somewhere?

Just a little bit.

Then don't talk.

I will accompany you.

I was thinking about you just now.

Really?

Yes.

And what were you...?

About your heart.

My heart?

When I saw you jumping down from the roof...

...I thought I'm the only one who can catch you.

I wanted to catch you and hold you.

I must hold you...

...not just your life...

...but your heart too.

My heart too?

Yes, your heart too.

Nao, thank you.

I...

...felt always lonely in my life.

Until I met you.

But after I met you
I felt even more lonely...

...wanted always to stay beside you.

Nights without you was so lonely.

I will always...

...stay beside you.

You mean it?

Yes.

Thank you.

Maybe this time, I can really find...

...a place I can call {\i1}home.

A place that can receive me.

Ezawa!

Kiba...?

I've been looking for you for a long time.

What happened last night?

What about teaching?

I came out during lunch break.

Last night, I called many times to you and Nao...

...but nobody answered.

Your cell phone was off too. That made me worry!

Sorry to worry you.

I really didn't realize how a sensitive person she is.

{\4c&H952EFF&}Thank you.

But now if I can recall, some signs were already shown to us.

Sorry to make you get involved.

You didn't.

No matter how I like you...

...but it's hopeless even if you've got a sister or not.

Is it?

Because your love to Nao will not change.

I'm not sure.

I don't have such a strong and intense love as sister.

I'm afraid Nao's feelings won't come true.

That's not true, you shouldn't talk like that.

I've been on the roof where sister jumped-off.

I've been standing at the place where she stood.

I realized that I can't risk my life as she did.

She even risked her life to see...

...whether Nao's feelings would turn back to her.

I don't have that kind of strength.

Don't be foolish, that isn't part of love.

It's meaningless to compare your and sister's feelings.

I don't want to compare, but...

To meet Nao again was also sister's plan...

...if we had not met again, my feelings would've faded away.

Nao's feelings was over five years ago.

We got close again just because of my sister.

{\4c&H903AE7&}That's not true.

Nao loves you, I know.

But when sister jumped-off, he pushed me away...

...and rushed up to rescue her.

That is a normal reaction!

If I too saw your sister jumped-off, I also would try to save her.

You must have confidence in yourself!

It's so terrible to fail in a suicide.

It means she still loves Nao.

That was only just a lie to keep Nao close to her.

{\4c&H903AE7&}Really?

Roofs are normally always high...

If you really don't want to die, you won't have the courage to jump.

Nao is the greatest!

Risking his life to save others.

{\4c&H903AE7&}He's overdoing it.

Kiba what do you think?

It's just a natural reaction, anybody would do the same.

Here he comes again, the perfect student!

You also would risk your life to save her...

...even though she dumped you?

What are you taking about?

Stop that, you're going too far!

Nonetheless, Nao likes Kasumi, right?

But he chose rather saving her sister, who hurts Kasumi.

What does it mean?

I said he was great, right Kiba?

This must be a big shock to Kasumi.

She will start to suspect if Nao still loves her sister.

Great harm!

I don't think Ezawa will forgive her sister, her doings were like a crime.

It's not very far from a crime.

But Nao and Ezawa's love was only a plan of her sister.

That's correct.

Although this was just a plan, they, however, started to love each other...

...so it's true love, similar to a love that grows from physical relationship.

That's why their love is real.

I also told her about it, but..

...Ezawa said that her sister and Nao are a great couple.

She totally lost her self-confidence.

I really couldn't say anything more to her.

What a fool you are!

Don't tell me about the true feelings of men.

But if you think about it Kiba, this is the chance for you.

Let's fight!

Your opporunity is here!

There's none for me...

I'm home.

Welcome back.

Thanks to you, Tomoko's life was saved last night.

No, you helped too.

I'll make some tea.

Kasumi!

About Toudou...

Forget about the tea and go take a bath first.

You seem to have a lot of problems lately.

What happened?

Nothing...

Sorry, I know I shouldn't act so sad in a place like this.

You can talk about it if you want to.

No, it's not so important.

Then will you listen to me?

Of course.

You know about the matter between me and the manager, right?

Yes.

Try to get your relationship across to everybody.

What?

Once it becomes an established fact, you'll be the winner.

But...

To be a winner, you must be more impressive than others...

♥ Good morning, how are you? ♥

So delicious!

The food in the hospital, however, was also not bad, but home-made is better.

The tea is also perfect!

Once Mom gets home, everything seems suddently become brighter.

Tomoko and Kasumi had a lot of work in the past days because of me.

You must take care of yourself. You were told not to stress yourself.

Don't put more sauce on it, the sushi already contains enough salt.

Yes...yes, sorry.

Last time Mom told this to Dad.

That's right.

Can I eat this sea urchin?

Yes.

You also like nothing but food with high cholesterol, be careful.

Like you also! Maybe it's blood related...

Don't worry, I didn't take it personal.

About Toudou...

...he saved Tomoko's life...

...we gave expression of our gratitude to him.

But I think both of you have to separate from him for a while.

Maybe he is more honest than me...

...but somehow, he also confused our family.

When I see the four of us around this table, I remember New Year's Day.

Six months ago, Kasumi was still a student in a peaceful family.

But when Nao appeared, we finally realized some hidden problems.

Without Nao...

...I would never have learned about Sister's sadness.

Nao saved our whole family.

Although a lot of things happened...

...yet now we can eat dinner together here.

I think it's the same happiness we shared at New Year's Eve.

Kasumi's right.

Fine, let's drink some more!

Hey, the doctor said you can't drink beer!

No big deal, just one glass.

No matter what I say, nothing changes.

You're talking just like Mom.

Let's drink now!

Kanpai!

{\pos(347,279)}Sister

Sister sent this to me?

{\pos(317,240)}Please come to Pastel chat room.

{\pos(181,289)}Password is 33k01.

{\c&H832D1F&\pos(324,267)}Kasumi: {\c&H000000&}Why did you invite me to chat?

{\pos(312,263)\c&H8D4923&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} I thought it's a good idea.

{\pos(335,311)\c&H87220B&}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} You're right.

{\pos(321,235)\c&H83491E&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Thanks a lot for today.

{\c&H902C17&\pos(342,313)}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} It was such a nice evening.

{\q2\move(1800,345,-1550,345)}I'm so happy that you and Mom are finally home.

{\c&H824A28&\pos(327,259)}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Do you have too much work?

{\pos(324,245)\kf(800)}Very busy. It's the season of the June bride.

{\q2\move(560,368,0,280,1200,4600)}Nao's getting better now. He misses you a lot.

{\pos(336,319)}I can feel it.

{\pos(303,303)}I still can't see him.

{\pos(283,323)}Until I haven't prepared myself.

{\pos(261,295)\c&H804817&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Hey!

{\pos(365,312)\c&H7D2812&}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} What is it?

{\q2\c&H8D4725&\move(590,285,80,268,720,2700)}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Can I go to your room for a while?

{\pos(324,325)}Sorry, but...

{\q2\pos(327,327)}...I want to be alone tonight.

{\pos(215,337)}I see.

{\pos(345,253)\c&H861F0C&}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} Please understand me.

{\c&H861F0C&\pos(380,263)}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} Please understand me.

{\pos(344,259)\c&H764A1C&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Ok. I got it.

{\pos(252,245)\c&H8C5A28&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Kasumi...

{\pos(337,315)\c&H7A2711&}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} What is it?

{\pos(236,353)}I...

{\pos(247,240)}I want to tell Nao...

{\pos(309,308)}...my true feelings.

{\pos(391,325)}Can you accept it?

{\pos(368,351)}...to Nao...

{\pos(337,317)}...to propose...

{\pos(331,361)}Can I?

{\pos(337,272)\c&H862B11&}Kasumi:{\c&H000000&} You're asking my opinion?

{\pos(373,319)}I'm planning to propose to Nao.

{\pos(329,303)}I understand it.

{\pos(199,263)}Sister's feelings...

{\kf500\pos(288,183)}I truly understand your feelings.

{\pos(519,427)}Submit

{\pos(341,296)}I think Nao has the same feelings...

{\q2\move(1730,364,-1000,364)}We still cannot meet, but I will tell him...

{\clip(280,400,580,480)\move(800,450,330,450,0,8000)}...for your and my sake.

{\pos(279,265)\c&H803A14&}Tomoko:{\c&H000000&} Thank you.

{\pos(303,337)}Thank you.

Sorry, that I caused a lot of problems to all of you.

Finally I could get out from the hospital today.

It was a busy time for you!

You look so much better now. Sit down.

Last time when I visited you...

...I saw the famous Tomoko while taking care of you.

Didn't you cancel your wedding?

Yes, but a lot of things happened so far.

Did her father talk to you?

What a wonderful point of view:...

...life is full of happiness.

As a psyhologist...

...I never would've imagined how many hardships we're going to face.

I still wonder who should I be thanking to.

Perfect!

I haven't drank such a good beer for long time.

This potato salad...

...fried bean, spring roll, bake rice...

...this is the top five food in our shop.

Are you listening to me?

Just to bring this all here was really troublesome.

Just like if you had a busy day with a lot of guests.

{\4c&H9230FB&}That's what I'm talking about.

Nioka, did you close the shop just for coming here?

Sorry for the trouble.

Don't bother about his shop...

...we're finally here together in Nao's flat.

How can you say that?

I did pay the money, so don't complain again, you bald-head!

Yes, bald-head.

- Let's check it out!
- Stop it!

Still hurts?

Just when I laugh.

I think you haven't laughed much these days.

Don't talk about it!

What's the matter?
Everybody knows about it.

Teacher, why did you dump Kasumi?

Kasumi loved you so much...

...yet you chose her liar sister. Why?

- Are you drunk?
- Far from it!

For her, three glasses of beer is nothing.

If I also threat you with my death, will you marry me?

{\4c&H942EFD&}It's already over.

Kiba, with this behavior...

...you lost Kasumi too.

You've nothing to do with it.

Because Kasumi's too nice,
she will lose to her sister.

If someone would jump down in front of me...

...I would also save her like that.

{\i1}Because I'm so helpful!

I'm sorry.

Only the bald-headed is on your side Nao.

I said everything is already over now!

Here comes our top student.

At least, speak out your mind today.

I...

...would choose Kasumi in your place.

{\4c&H9230F9&}Really?

Then I wonder why you gave up on her.

Teacher, why don't you say something?

Haven't you talked to Kasumi?

Kasumi's just left home to go to the hospital.

I've called several times, but she never answered.

She knows my caller ID.

Then let me try to call her!

But Nao's just left hospital today!

Kiba... it's ok.

Would you call her for me?

She answered!

Hello, it's Chiharu, where are you now?

What? You're nearby?

I planned to talk to Nao.

Dismiss... quickly...

Hey, wait a minute!

I told you not to take all of it.

You said to dismiss quickly.

Leave some food for Kasumi to improve the situation.

{\4c&H9827FF&}Oh, I see.

Why don't we stay...

{\pos(381,345)\4c&H9628FF&}Stupid!

You don't understand anything about this.

Kasumi. {\4c&H9827FF&}Kasumi! {\4c&HB848FF&}You're here.

You were all here?

To celebrate Nao's discharge from the hospital.

I was afraid you won't like to come.

How different you talk now!

I really thought like that!

Ok, it's enough now.

Kasumi, Nao is waiting for you!

{\pos(169,380)\4c&H9230FB&}Good luck!

I remember that dinner when your mother cooked for me.

It's really the same feeling.

It's already summer...

I feel if it would've have been ten years since the sakura blossom.

Why didn't you answer my calls?

I was afraid it'll be painful to hear your voice.

I decided to live with Tomoko.

I talked to her about it.

Although I feel that I am repeating the mistake I did five years ago...

...but now I can't leave her alone.

{\4c&H942CFF&}I know!

When I remember that moment when she jumped from the roof...

...you risked everything to hold her.
I understand that feeling, really.

What we feel now is only the creation of sister.

{\4c&H942DFF&}That's not...

{\pos(155,433)}Yes it is!

{\pos(449,431)\4c&H942CFF&}That's not true!

My feelings was really true and serious.

Why do you say that to me now?

It was hard for me to forget about this love.

Please don't show me such an expression.

Sorry.

The wedding will be held at our company.

I'll try my best to organize a great wedding party.

Let's not talk about it now.

But I want to help.
Please, let me arrange it!

Aren't you going to get married?

I will work hard on it.
Let me do it!

Got it.

But I have a request in return.

What would it be?

Just only once...

...show me that you'll be happy from now on.

I haven't seen you smiling for a long time.

Please let me see it.

I can't help it! My face is just like as if I was at a funeral.

Smile!

If I can see your smile just once...

...I'll be able to keep this memory in my entire life.

No matter whether I'm lonely or suffereing...

...remembering your smile will always be with me.

I feel I can live my life from now on.

You had grown up.

You have become much more mature than me.

I don't want to grow up!

I wish I could still be like a small child playing in the ground...

...and crying out loud:{\i1} I need you!

What can I do if I even can't cry?