Feral (2016–…): Season 1, Episode 7 - Moving On - full transcript

Billy encourages Daniel to pursue his art, even if it means going abroad. Carter has a "moment" with an established artist. Billy visits Carl's mom and asks a really difficult question.

Hey man.

- Hey.
- How's it going?

Pretty good.
How about you?

I'm just trying to wake up.

True.

Have you heard anything
about Jordan?

Yeah. Well, no.

I know he's not dead, so...

I guess that's good news, but I
haven't really heard anything.

I'm going to go see him today,
so hopefully I'll get more info.

You know, if you need anything,



you can always come
to me to talk.

Thank you.

I appreciate that.

I saw some mail in there.

It's for you.

I went by the college today, got
my letter from the abroad program.

I haven't opened it yet.

- That's awesome!
- Yeah, maybe. Hopefully.

That would be such a
cool experience.

I hope that works out.

Me too.

Well I guess that's a
positive spin on your day?

- Hopefully.
- Yeah.

Catch you later, okay?



Treat. Treat?

Billy: Okay, Emily,
um...

So just where you are,
take a deep breath, and...

Reposition, yeah.

Remember, this is
a happy moment.

We're both full human beings,
with a full range of emotions.

We're not perfect.

We both know we have faults.

But we're gonna...

come to the conclusion
that we're able to

work through our problems

and overcome them.

Just wait a beat after
I say "action."

This is incredible.

Thanks.

It's so meticulous.

How long did it take you
to make this?

That took a couple months, I had
a little help, but... yeah.

Do you know what it is?

- Recognize it?
- No.

Not really.

It's the little
real estate circulars.

Yeah.

You've got a list of
the agents right here.

That's so cool.
So who helped you out with it?

- A couple friends.
- Yeah?

- Cool, a team project.
- Exactly.

So the idea is that
you're rolling this page,

and you're encasing all
of this information.

Cool.
That's really interesting.

- It's like a time capsule.
- Yeah!

- Is it really inteeresting, or
- Yeah! No, it's super cool.

I didn't even think about
the concept behind it.

How long have you been
doing the rolled paper?

About 10 years.

Yeah, I was doing architecture
for part of that time as well.

This kind of overtook
the architecture,

It's a lot more fun.

Why is it your main medium?
What draws you to it?

I think I need to limit
my creativity, in a way.

I need to build some
walls around it.

I think you get more freedom that
way actually, fewer decisions.

That's really cool.

One idea, but a lot of different
ways of doing that one idea.

Yeah, yeah.

Emily: I'm going
to love you.

I will continue to love you

so long as it's healthy.

Daniel: Hey, Billy?

Yo.

I'm about to head to the hospital
and see Jordan, wanna come?

No, I'm gonna sit this one out.

For sure, I feel you.

But, I mean, let me know
how he's doing.

Yeah, definitely, I can do that.

Okay.

Emily: And it's fuel
powers our cells...

and one day, when it stops,
and it ceases,

But, hey.

I got my letter back
from the abroad program.

And?

And...

I got in.

Shut up!

I did.

It hasn't really
hit me, actually, but...

Daniel, that's so cool!
My god.

I'm going to Berlin.

For six months.

It's crazy.

Holy shit, you're going to
learn so much.

You get to find a new roomate.

Shit, I don't want to
think about that.

Know how much you love that.

I know we've been through
a lot in the last year, but

I'm gonna seriously miss you.

I'll miss you too.

I'm really grateful for you.
I've learned a lot from you.

I'm so happy for you.

Thank you, man.

Damn - there's all those
hot guys there, too.

Least of my worries!

It's gonna be good though,
it's gonna be awesome.

- Wanna watch some of this?
- Yeah!

I wanna see what you're doing.

- ...nope.
- You're such an ass!

I'll show it to you soon.

- I'll see you in a little bit.
- Alright.

Congrats! Seriously.

Okay, and they're artists,
or...?

Well, Billy is a
budding filmmaker.

So he makes movies.

So you're an actor, then.

No, I'm helping him out,
but I'm not an actor.

I'm doing his sound for him.

- So...
- Sound.

Seems to me

you might want to be
in front of the camera.

I mean, you're so good-looking.

I... I don't know if
that's my cup of tea.

So you're not...

You're not with either of the
guys, you're not with the girl...

What's your deal?

I don't even know where
I'm gonna be in six months.

I'm living moment to moment,
I don't want to be tied down.

I don't want to be
dating anybody.

It's just...

where I am in life right now.

Just living day by day.

Well, that's cool.

Did that sound weird?
"That's cool?"

- No.
- I mean, I like to live...

day-to-day, too.

Moment to moment.

So, what's going on with CQ?

Is that gonna be weird,
to leave him?

Nope. It's already weird now.

He broke up with me
via text message.

Over a text message?!

- Yeah.
- Hon, that sucks!

That's the worst.
Who does that?

Someone who's pissed off.

Someone who got
treated like shit.

Really?

I mean, I deserved it, honestly.

So you just didn't even
treat him right?

Yeah, I wasn't
good to him, like...

It's the way I treat all guys,
I feel ike every time I date someone

I get close to them, I'm glad
they're paying attention to me,

and then as soon as they
get comfortable with me,

I'm just like, hell no,
that's weird,

fuck off.

I don't actively think that,

but that's how I treat them.

A few in a row feel that way,

you kinda know
it's not them, it's you.

Sorry.

Really sweet, cute kid.

Yeah, he was a good one.

Well, you'll find a good one,
you'll...

move to Germany,
find a great guy.

If there's anything right now

that I know for 100%

that's true about me,

it's that I need to do
some work on myself.

It's that I'm not in a place

where I know what I want,
or I know who I am enough

to give some of that
to someone else.

I've made it pretty clear

that I don't love very well.

I feel like that comes a lot
from within me.

I feel like that says a
lot about me.

I think that's smart.

If that's what you feel like
you need to do,

you need to do it.

Because you're not going to be able
to have a successful relationship

with anyone if you don't
know what you want

and you haven't
figured that out yet.

I mean, that's where
you have to start.

So that's smart, but
you have to stick to it.

You can't just half-ass it,
and be all,

"Fuck it, I'm lonely, I'm going to
find somebody to date for a while."

You really have to stick to it.

No, you're right.
You're exactly right.

You'll get there.

Thanks.

- Love you.
- You too.

- You're the best.
- You're the best!

- Decaf.
- Thanks.

You know, I always keep
a little in the cupboard

in case you end
up in that chair.

It's been a while.

Yes, it has.

Have you started back at school?

Have I started back
at school? Yes.

You know, they say that there's
a personality to each class,

and this one, this little group
of fourth-graders,

they're just sweet.

A sweet class.

I started a new film.

It's about...

relationships.

Just growing apart
from each other,

and coming to terms with that.

Being okay with that.

I thought I would've
seen you yesterday.

Emily and Daniel took me out to
some old town squares.

We went swimming in the river.

It was cold! But fun.

What did you do?

I stayed busy.

I planted.

I find that if
I'm in my garden, its...

it just helps pass the time.

I understand the feeling.

This is good.

I like you being here.

It helps keep him close.

I've been thinking
about Carl a lot.

All of it.

I need to ask you something.

Of course.

Anything.

I just...

I can't replace Carl.

And I'll never stop loving him.

But I just need to try
to move on.

Of course.

And you should.

It's not just that I
need to love again, but...

But I need to feel loved again.

And nothing would
make me happier.

And I hope you know that

nothing would make him happier.

Your mother would be
very proud of you.

I sure am.

She gave you a good heart.

You've done great with it.

And I also have
a bottle of pinot noir,

instead of that decaf coffee.

Would you like to
share it with me?

Open the bottle!
Or is it already open?

It's already open.

Typical.

I've missed you.

I have to get you in
one of my films.

I would love to be
in one of your films.

"Teacher turns actor,"
I see that.

Make you a star!