Dawson's Creek (1998–2003): Season 3, Episode 19 - Stolen Kisses - full transcript
Dawson invites Joey, Andie, and Pacey to spend Spring Break in the mountains of Vermont at his Aunt Gwen's home. But the trip is filled with tension as Joey and Pacey continue to battle about their feelings for each other and Andie becomes intrigued with the gang's childhood friend, Will, who is visiting. Back in Capeside, Jen, working as the hostess at Gail's new restaurant, Leery's Fresh Fish, becomes surprisingly territorial when a waitress, named Shelley, flirts with Henry who's now working there as a busboy. Also, Gail and Mitch question their current situation over being partners in the restaurant.
What are you so
smiley about, Dawson?
Look at us, Jo.
What have we become?
-Care to expound?
-Spring break...
...the time when most kids our age
go visit an exotic, sun-drenched locale...
...don skimpy bathing suits
and ingest mass quantities of liquor.
What do we do? We go visit my aunt.
lt's a ritual. lt was our ritual.
-l'm glad we're going. l love Aunt Gwen.
-And she loves you.
-l can't believe she's selling her house.
-l know. lt's--
Feels like the end of an era.
Think we can rope Jack and Andie into
our famous late-night karaoke session?
Okay....
l thought we agreed to go on living...
...the rest of our lives
as if that never happened.
Dawson Leery,
ashamed of his own roots.
You love that karaoke machine,
and you know it.
-Hey, guys. Look what l found.
-Hi.
Well, this can't be who l think it is.
Will Krudski? Hey.
Last time l saw you was in third grade,
kicking Pacey's butt on the playground.
What was l supposed to do?
He was calling me ''Will Cruddy.''
lt's good you moved to New Raleigh.
Without you to worry about,
l became king of the playground.
So, what brings you
to Capeside, Will?
Thought l'd surprise an old friend.
And in the spirit of friendship,
l took the liberty of telling Will here...
...that maybe you would have room for
two more on your impromptu journey?
-l don't have a problem with that.
-l'm not intruding?
No. Besides, the list of things to do
in Capeside when you're 1 6 is short.
Hey, guys!
Beware of McPhees
bearing too much luggage.
-Thanks.
-Where's Jackers?
He bailed in favour of spending
quality time with Dad.
-Who's the kindhearted gentleman?
-Will.
-Nice to meet you. l'm Andie.
-Let me help.
Great. Thanks.
Hey.
Hey.
So...
...l thought you were
sitting this one out, Pacey.
l was, until Will showed up
on my front doorstep.
And l just thought l should
show him a good time.
And....
And?
And they could probably
use a hand up there, so....
Okay, you have got to stop
trying to impress me, Henry.
lt was the coach's idea.
He said if l was gonna hang around
here so much, l might as well help out.
What?
l was just wondering how many guys
would spend spring break...
...in a fish eatery just to be
in close proximity to their girlfriend.
-You're a saint.
-Well, you know what they say:
''There's a fine line
between saint and moron.''
Who's the new b-boy?
Oh, that's Henry.
He's a funny little creature.
Make that a yummy little creature.
He's so my type.
Tall, lanky, a branch right off
the DiCaprio family tree.
-Yeah? You think?
-l definitely think.
He's got that cute little
ragamuffin-with-a-dream look.
Makes you want to take him home
and give him a bath...
...and then maybe hop
in the tub with him and....
Okay. Shelly, l think that
table 1 9 needs their check.
-They just got their check.
-Then l'm sure...
...somewhere out there, somebody's
in dire need of a dessert menu, huh?
Okay, Will,
quick get-to-know-you quiz.
Favourite movie?
Well, when l was about 5 years old,
my dad took me...
...to a revival of Planet of the Apes.
Which, if you knew my dad,
is a really big thing, so...
...l'd say that ranks as my favourite.
But l'm really more of a book guy.
Favourite movie doesn't star
Adam Sandler or Steven Seagal...
...and he likes to read.
You sure he's your friend, Pacey?
Okay, favourite book?
Well, that's easy.
Catcher in the Rye. Salinger is a god.
What do you wanna be
when you grow up?
l don't know. Just happy, l guess.
You'll get along great with Aunt Gwen.
She's another Salinger freak.
-So, what's your Aunt Gwen like?
-She's an artist.
-Painter.
-She's incredibly talented.
She paints, and she reads great books,
and she does yoga...
-...and she lives life on her own terms.
-ls she married?
She was once, to this uptight lawyer.
She had this perfect suburban life.
Then she met Richard...
...who was this crazy, bearded painter
about 20 years older than her.
She left her husband,
never looked back.
We gonna meet
this wife-stealing Picasso?
Unfortunately, their happily-ever-after
only lasted a couple years.
Richard died about a year ago
of a heart attack.
-Wow, sad.
-l don't know.
lsn't it better to have a short time
with somebody that you really love...
...than a lifetime with somebody
who's basically your roommate?
lt's just a thought.
-Hey, you two. Long time no see.
-Megan.
Oh, my God,
what are you doing in Capeside?
Hey! How are you?
Where's Tom? ls he outside?
We should talk.
l am so sorry, honey.
-He was a wonderful guy.
-He was, wasn't he?
You know, sure, we had our problems,
but looking back...
...it all just seems
so stupid and petty.
He was one of the good ones.
l guess that makes me
one of the lucky ones.
Okay. Let me segue out
of this grieving-widow routine.
How the hell are you guys?
-Well, actually--
-We're great.
We're doing just great.
Dawson's 1 6 now and
a big bundle of precocious angst...
...but he's a terrific kid.
l see you followed through
and made the restaurant a reality.
lt's inspiring, really.
So many dreams never come true.
You know, l almost forgot.
l was rummaging through Tom's stuff.
You should have this.
lt's the toast from your wedding.
l can still see Tom staying up
till 4 in the morning the night before...
...just trying to get it perfect.
Come on in.
Hello?
-Hello?
-Oh, Dawson.
Baby, you made it. Hi.
Joey, how gorgeous did you turn out?
And this must be Pacey.
l see my reputation precedes me.
Actually, we've met before.
-We have?
-l wouldn't expect you to remember.
lt was years ago at my sister's
Fourth of July picnic.
And you were chasing this one around
and teasing her mercilessly.
And when l went to intervene,
you said to me:
'' Hey, lady, step on my buzz,
why don't you?''
-That sounds about right.
-Which would make you Andie?
Yup. Nice to meet you, Aunt Gwen.
-Hi.
-Hi.
And this has got to be Jack, right?
No. Jackers couldn't make it
this weekend, so, Aunt Gwen...
...allow me to introduce
my friend Will Krudski.
How you doing?
Friend of Pacey's.
Not a good sign.
Hey.
Pacey,
is our conversation this week...
...going to consist solely
of monosyllabic grunts?
Jo, this is neither
the time nor the place...
...to be discussing events
of weeks past.
Look, who wants to discuss it?
l thought we agreed that
it was a '' no big deal.''
lt isn't.
Fine.
So there should be
no weirdness between us.
Right. You're right.
But l think we may have
a small problem.
You've got to be kidding me.
Pacey, do something about this.
Dawson. Hey, Dawson.
-What?
-Look...
...what say you hop up and
give Joey here your sleeping bag?
-And hop in the sack with you?
-Essentially, yeah.
Good night, Pacey.
Andie.
Andie!
l'm not sleeping with you, Pacey.
And, Joey...
...l don't think we know
each other well enough.
-No offence.
-None taken.
Okay, we're just gonna have to
make the best of this, all right?
Fine.
-But if l so much as feel anything--
-Jo, get in bed.
And while you're at it,
get over yourself.
Pacey, get your butt away from me.
My butt wants nothing to do
with your butt, okay?
Give me some of these covers, man.
Jo--
Jo.
Sleepyheads, breakfast!
Oh, man.
So glad you could join us, you two.
l have a spectacular dinner
planned for this evening.
But first, l must shop...
...and l'm going to steal
Dawson and Joey to help me.
The rest of you
l encourage to explore...
...the somewhat-limited charms
of my humble little Podunk town.
We don't have much entertainment.
There's no multiplex,
no monster-truck show.
But we do have this
kick-ass little pool hall.
-l love to play pool.
-l'm down for some billiard action.
What is it with guys and pool?
-lt's a phallic thing, right?
-l'll teach you.
Okay, you're gonna teach me
how to hit a ball with a stick?
-There's an art to it, you know.
-Okay, l get it.
So you're like Tom Cruise,
Color of Money? Right.
You don't have to do that, you know.
l'm just trying to help out.
You okay? Do you wanna talk?
-About?
-What do you think?
A friend of ours died, Gale.
lt royally sucks, but it happened.
And it's really sad, but...
...l don't know what
there is to talk about.
lt must make you feel a certain way.
l know it does me.
l wish l'd called him more.
l wish he'd called me more.
l wish a lot of things.
You should read this.
-Why?
-Because it's beautiful, his words.
l didn't remember.
lt was nice to go back and see us
through his eyes for a moment.
l'd rather not.
-What's wrong with you?
-Nothing. l just don't feel like a trip...
...down memory lane right now,
that's all.
-Hi.
-Hey, Jen.
How adorable is this boy?
Can you tell me?
Yeah, he's dreamy. Listen, Shel...
...l need you to cover
sections 5 and 6 today.
Five and 6?
Lindley, that's crazy talk.
Sorry, we're a little short-staffed.
l need you to be a team player here.
-Bye, Henry.
-Bye.
You know we were just talking, right?
-Well, of course you were.
-You just seem a little jealous.
Jealous?
Please, Henry, l'm so
not in touch with that emotion.
l wouldn't even know
what that would feel like.
Jealous. That's ridiculous.
What? lt's ridiculous to think
that someone else...
...might find me to be a decent,
worthwhile human being?
That's not what l meant.
Whatever.
Okay. Tom Cruise, Color of Money?
Right. You suck.
Easy, McPhee. Them's fighting words.
l thought he was supposed
to be this amazing pool player.
l never claimed to be anything.
l just said l like to play.
And you said, in a somewhat
condescending fashion...
...that you'd teach me.
Looks like l should be
the one giving the lessons.
-What do you say, Pacey?
-You should cut the guy some slack.
There might just be
some method to his madness.
Okay. All l have to say right now is,
little old me...
...is wiping up the floor
with the two of you.
Sorry, man. l just can't seem
to keep those things on the table.
-You guys interested in a game?
-No.
Look, mister, these two, they're
seriously deluded and totally lame.
l'm gonna set the record straight
right here and now.
lt would be both sick
and wrong to take their money.
We'll play.
-What are you looking for?
-Something for my wall.
Which, if l recall correctly, is plastered
in wall-to-wall movie posters.
Somehow, l don't think
this is gonna go...
...with that whole film-geek
aesthetic you've got going on.
The posters are gone, actually.
l took them all down.
Amistad wasn't that bad, honey.
-More of a crisis of faith, actually.
-What do you mean?
Well, l guess l got tired of having
this larger-than-life dream...
...to compensate
for my smaller-than-life life.
Okay.
So the movie posters are down...
...film has lost its lustre...
...and l am detecting
a significant lack...
...of smooching, hand-holding,
general, all-around cuddliness...
...between the two of you.
So come on. Tell me everything.
To make a long soap opera short,
we got together--
Which was so overwhelming
it forced me...
...to retreat into this long period
of soul-searching.
Which sent me into a dizzying
downward spiral of depression.
-l got her back, but--
-lt was exceptionally bad timing.
Then he got back from vacation.
Having my heart ripped out again
didn't sound as appealing as before...
...so l decided that it would
be best just to be friends.
And then he asked Pacey
to look out for me.
What does Pacey
have to do with this?
Nothing, just.... There you have it.
Well, then l have just one question:
Why aren't the two of you
together now?
-You hustled them!
-And this is a big deal why?
Because l find it morally wrong
and offensive and disgusting.
l didn't come here with you guys
to be an accomplice...
...to your little seedy scam.
Andie, Will's a shark.
He always has been.
What are you gonna do?
l mean, you let me think
that l was good.
-You are good.
-l am?
-Sure.
-Okay, you're hustling me right now...
-...aren't you?
-Maybe.
What's this?
lt's your share of the take.
No!
Joey, do l seem different to you?
What do you mean?
Well, l've devoted all this energy
to reinventing myself...
...and to be honest,
l don't see where it's gotten me.
l don't feel any different.
Actually, you are different, Dawson.
Once upon a time,
you had to be the centre of attention.
Life revolved around
you and your dreams.
And recently, l've watched you
fade into the background...
...and let others shine.
You're different.
What?
This trip, this week has...
...reminded me of what we're good at.
What's that?
We make sense of each other's lives.
Always have.
Things are changing, Dawson.
People evolve
and some things drop away.
But things don't have to be
any certain way, Joey.
Growing up does not have to equal
growing apart.
Somehow, it does.
You gotta find some faith.
Faith that whatever sent us in different
directions is the same thing that'll....
Bring us back together.
l take it back.
You haven't changed a bit.
You're still an
eternal optimist, Dawson.
Maybe.
l just....
l don't know.
l'm starting to forget why.
Why what?
Why we're not together.
Hey, you guys wanna come down
and give us a hand?
That one's my favourite, l think.
When l was married,
l was taking this art class.
And the first thing
the teacher said was:
'' Close your eyes
and paint your future...
...and the rest will
take care of itself.''
And it did.
You painted this
before you lived here?
Do you have any regrets?
About?
The way in which
you and Richard came together.
You know, Joey...
...l got married too young.
And l sold out in a big way.
l stayed in a relationship
that was safe...
...and comfortable,
and then l met this man...
...who made me feel alive
for the very first time.
Those kinds of feelings
just won't be ignored.
l owed it to myself to explore them.
Come here.
Now, this one...
...this one is my favourite.
Definitely.
Hey.
Hey.
Party of seven?
We will have your table at 8:30.
Thank you. Bye.
Shelly just offered me sex.
l just thought you
should know about it.
-She what?
-She basically said...
...l could have sex with her
anytime l wanted.
Apparently, she likes younger guys.
Henry, your hands are shaking.
A strange girl just offered me sex.
That's never happened to me before.
Well, what did you tell her?
What do you think l said?
l said l had a girlfriend.
Do you find her attractive?
-Well, l--
-Well, do you or don't you?
No.
You know what, Henry?
Go have sex with her.
Go off and make a million babies,
because l don't care anymore.
-But--
-Don't you dare tell me l am jealous.
Might l have found the hustler
in a contemplative moment?
Yeah.
l'm contemplating my next big score.
You're a mass of contradictions,
Will Krudski.
-How's that?
-Oh, come on.
The well-read pool shark?
The blue-collar academic?
You read the colour of my collar
pretty quickly.
ls it that obvious?
Yeah, about as obvious as the fact
that you're pretty darn smart.
That's nice of you to say.
So, what makes you so unhappy?
-What do you mean?
-You said that all you want to do...
...when you grow up is be happy,
so what makes you so unhappy now?
Too many things to mention, l guess.
Okay. So how about trying one?
-My father.
-What's he like?
He's a jerk.
He works at the factory,
so he's this total townie.
Treats my mother like crap.
Can't wait to get away from him.
l came to hang out with Pacey,
because l just couldn't take it anymore.
l had to get out of the house.
l'm sorry, Will.
-Too mushy.
-Too crunchy.
You actually have an opinion.
Last conversation we had,
you didn't want to be involved.
Just because l'm not talking
doesn't mean l'm not thinking.
And just because we're not married
doesn't mean we can't talk.
Maybe that's what it does mean.
-l can't believe you're saying this.
-Why not?
Why would l want to rely on you,
trust you?
Because, if nothing else,
l am your friend.
lf we were such great friends...
...wouldn't we be married right now?
And now l'd like to bring up...
...two of my very favourite people...
...to perform their very own
special number.
Dawson and Joey! That's right.
God help me, l'm not gonna sing.
Get up here. Come on, Joey.
Ready?
Oh, no.
l can't believe l'm doing this.
Shelly, that's it.
Get your boobs away from him.
What is your problem?
You're fawning all over my boyfriend.
l don't like it.
Why didn't you tell me?
-Because l have issues, okay?
-Clearly.
The point is that he's not yours,
he's mine.
And l have looked all over
for one like him.
l'm not giving him up
without a fight.
lf you continue draping yourself
all over him...
...like the slutty wench that you are,
we're gonna throw down.
Happy now? l'm jealous.
-Are you okay?
-Not so much, no.
Well, what's wrong?
Well, it's the history.
How can a guy compete when you
have your own karaoke routine?
You're not supposed to compete.
We're supposed to have our own his--
-l didn't mean that.
-Well, what did you mean?
l don't even know anymore, Pacey.
-You know this arrangement between us?
-Yes?
Well, it sucks. lt sucks
up one side and down the other.
lt's uncomfortable, it's weird,
and l hate every single second of it.
-Really?
-Yes.
-Then why did you come here?
-For a bright girl...
...you can be really daft sometimes.
Why do you think l came here?
l came here to be with you!
lt's as simple as that.
When you like somebody,
proximity is a good thing...
...regardless of how
they feel about you.
Or don't, as the case may be.
Look, l felt it.
What?
This morning...
...your arm brushed up
against me in bed...
...and l felt it.
How did it feel?
Made me feel alive.
Okay.
Joey...
-...l'm going to kiss you now.
-You can't--
Look, Jo. You can't say
something like that to me...
...and expect me not to kiss you,
so that's exactly what l'm gonna do.
l'm gonna kiss you
in about 1 0 seconds.
And if you don't want me
to kiss you....
Well, if you don't want me to, l guess,
then you're just gonna have to stop me.
Ten.
My God.
Pacey.
l think maybe l should head inside
and sing myself some more karaoke.
Lord knows, that's what
l want to be doing now...
...is singing myself some karaoke.
That's a splendid idea, Pacey.
Well...
...at least now l understand
why you and Dawson aren't together.
Okay.
l know you just saw that,
and l can explain--
What l just saw...
...is none of my business.
But l think you should tell Dawson.
lt was just a mistake.
Something tells me
that when you kiss a boy...
...it's not a mistake.
You should know l am the last person
on earth that's gonna judge you.
But you cannot be reckless
with someone else's feelings.
What if that had been Dawson
that had seen you and not me?
l mean, do you think he'd ever be able
to erase that from his mind?
Hey.
You okay, Pacey?
You seem a little storm-cloudy.
Just thinking now
would be a good time...
...to start up that debilitating drug habit
l've always wanted.
l'm just kidding.
You know, your friend Will...
...he's not at all what l expected.
-He's really sweet.
-Yeah. He's a good guy.
He and his family
moved away a long time ago...
...but we've managed to keep
in good contact, l guess.
Once you bond over dysfunctional-dad
issues, there's no turning back.
Yeah. He told me about his father.
lt's pretty sad.
-He told you?
-Yeah.
Do you like him or something?
Maybe. Maybe not.
Who knows, Pacey?
But don't you think it's better to just be
honest and open about things like this?
l mean, who wants to carry around
this burden of guilt over moving on?
Which, by nature, has to happen.
l want you to be happy, Pacey.
Yeah.
Jen?
l'm in here.
Just follow the trail of loser dust.
What are you doing in here?
lsn't it pretty obvious? l made
an ass out of myself, thus l am hiding.
-Why are you crying?
-l don't know.
Oh, God, l hate crying.
This is such a girl thing to do.
But you're such a girl.
Such a cute girl.
Stop it.
You're not supposed to say sweet
nothings. You're supposed to be mad.
l am. Doesn't mean l'm not curious...
...about what's going on
in that busy head of yours.
You were right, Henry,
l was jealous...
-...and it really freaked me out.
-Why?
Jealousy's a pretty natural
human emotion.
You don't understand.
l spent years building...
...this complex series
of booby traps so that...
...nobody would ever get too close.
And then you came along...
...with that big,
beating heart of yours...
...and you broke all those walls down,
and it's just really scary.
What if l lose you?
You know, Jen, l was...
...kind of glad that you were jealous.
You have nothing to worry about...
...because l'm not going anywhere.
And if l die tomorrow, so be it.
At least l died knowing
my biggest dream came true.
What's that?
Seeing you in lingerie.
Would you mind coming with me
for a second?
Okay.
l was reading the toast...
...and l got this urge to see him again.
You're right.
lt was beautiful.
l had to let you go.
l wanted you to stay...
...but you said no.
You went to Philly...
...and l had to let you go.
But what does that have to do
with anything?
More than you realize.
To remember what we were
is painful for me.
Yesterday...
...l was looking at Megan...
...this woman who had lost
the love of her life.
Suddenly,
our problems just seemed....
Trivial?
Or even passed.
Take a look at these.
What a dork l was.
No, you weren't.
Maybe a little.
Can we talk?
Yeah. What's up?
Well--
Sorry, l'm interrupting something.
l can....
Actually, no. lt's okay...
...we'll talk later.
Okay.
l brought you something
for your wall.
Thought maybe it would help you
find your way back.
Way back to what?
Well, back to those things
that made you this little...
...daydream believer.
Look, l know you can't see it
right now...
...but you are
a very talented young man...
...with a rich
and powerful imagination.
Your dreams are--
They're an asset, not a weakness.
l can't find the inspiration anymore.
lt's easy for you. The evidence
of your talent is all around you.
This is not my talent.
Dawson, when my time is up, l want
to know that l did one thing well:
Loved somebody.
The rest of this is just
an expression of that one thing.
What's your one thing?
Okay. Close your eyes.
Now, paint your future.
What do you see?
You don't have to worry,
l'm not gonna kiss you again, Joey.
What's going on here?
l don't know.
Don't l deserve a better answer
than that after all this?
Pacey, believe me, l've been trying
to get you out of my head.
l've tried to pretend this is some
bizarre hormonal glitch...
...but it's not working.
Do you really want it to work?
l tried to tell him.
-Really?
-Yes.
What happened?
l couldn't really find the words,
Pacey, which l know is odd...
...considering the volume of words said
during the course of our relationship--
Well, what would you
have said to him?
l don't know.
l don't believe you.
Pacey...
...l don't have any answers right now,
okay? Can't you understand that?
The only reason you don't have answers
is because you've been too scared...
-...to ask yourself the right questions.
-What are you talking about?
Look, l know how l feel.
You know how l feel.
That much is obvious by now.
But during this process,
we've managed to miss the point.
Because the point is not how l feel,
it's how you feel.
So how do you feel?
Awful.
That's how l feel, Pacey. l feel awful.
So do l.
When l was kissing you tonight...
...l don't think that l've ever felt better
and worse at one time in my entire life.
l mean, the very idea that Dawson
or Andie would find out about us...
...is killing me.
lt is tearing me up on the inside
to have these feelings for you...
...but l can't get rid of them.
l-- l can't keep on kissing you, Jo.
-What do you mean?
-l mean just that.
l can't keep on kissing you.
l've done it twice now.
l can't be the one always initiating this.
l can't be the one who's always
giving you the answers.
Look at me, Joey.
l can't.
Please.
lf you felt even one shred...
...of what l feel for you...
...then we wouldn't be standing here
having this conversation.
Pacey.
smiley about, Dawson?
Look at us, Jo.
What have we become?
-Care to expound?
-Spring break...
...the time when most kids our age
go visit an exotic, sun-drenched locale...
...don skimpy bathing suits
and ingest mass quantities of liquor.
What do we do? We go visit my aunt.
lt's a ritual. lt was our ritual.
-l'm glad we're going. l love Aunt Gwen.
-And she loves you.
-l can't believe she's selling her house.
-l know. lt's--
Feels like the end of an era.
Think we can rope Jack and Andie into
our famous late-night karaoke session?
Okay....
l thought we agreed to go on living...
...the rest of our lives
as if that never happened.
Dawson Leery,
ashamed of his own roots.
You love that karaoke machine,
and you know it.
-Hey, guys. Look what l found.
-Hi.
Well, this can't be who l think it is.
Will Krudski? Hey.
Last time l saw you was in third grade,
kicking Pacey's butt on the playground.
What was l supposed to do?
He was calling me ''Will Cruddy.''
lt's good you moved to New Raleigh.
Without you to worry about,
l became king of the playground.
So, what brings you
to Capeside, Will?
Thought l'd surprise an old friend.
And in the spirit of friendship,
l took the liberty of telling Will here...
...that maybe you would have room for
two more on your impromptu journey?
-l don't have a problem with that.
-l'm not intruding?
No. Besides, the list of things to do
in Capeside when you're 1 6 is short.
Hey, guys!
Beware of McPhees
bearing too much luggage.
-Thanks.
-Where's Jackers?
He bailed in favour of spending
quality time with Dad.
-Who's the kindhearted gentleman?
-Will.
-Nice to meet you. l'm Andie.
-Let me help.
Great. Thanks.
Hey.
Hey.
So...
...l thought you were
sitting this one out, Pacey.
l was, until Will showed up
on my front doorstep.
And l just thought l should
show him a good time.
And....
And?
And they could probably
use a hand up there, so....
Okay, you have got to stop
trying to impress me, Henry.
lt was the coach's idea.
He said if l was gonna hang around
here so much, l might as well help out.
What?
l was just wondering how many guys
would spend spring break...
...in a fish eatery just to be
in close proximity to their girlfriend.
-You're a saint.
-Well, you know what they say:
''There's a fine line
between saint and moron.''
Who's the new b-boy?
Oh, that's Henry.
He's a funny little creature.
Make that a yummy little creature.
He's so my type.
Tall, lanky, a branch right off
the DiCaprio family tree.
-Yeah? You think?
-l definitely think.
He's got that cute little
ragamuffin-with-a-dream look.
Makes you want to take him home
and give him a bath...
...and then maybe hop
in the tub with him and....
Okay. Shelly, l think that
table 1 9 needs their check.
-They just got their check.
-Then l'm sure...
...somewhere out there, somebody's
in dire need of a dessert menu, huh?
Okay, Will,
quick get-to-know-you quiz.
Favourite movie?
Well, when l was about 5 years old,
my dad took me...
...to a revival of Planet of the Apes.
Which, if you knew my dad,
is a really big thing, so...
...l'd say that ranks as my favourite.
But l'm really more of a book guy.
Favourite movie doesn't star
Adam Sandler or Steven Seagal...
...and he likes to read.
You sure he's your friend, Pacey?
Okay, favourite book?
Well, that's easy.
Catcher in the Rye. Salinger is a god.
What do you wanna be
when you grow up?
l don't know. Just happy, l guess.
You'll get along great with Aunt Gwen.
She's another Salinger freak.
-So, what's your Aunt Gwen like?
-She's an artist.
-Painter.
-She's incredibly talented.
She paints, and she reads great books,
and she does yoga...
-...and she lives life on her own terms.
-ls she married?
She was once, to this uptight lawyer.
She had this perfect suburban life.
Then she met Richard...
...who was this crazy, bearded painter
about 20 years older than her.
She left her husband,
never looked back.
We gonna meet
this wife-stealing Picasso?
Unfortunately, their happily-ever-after
only lasted a couple years.
Richard died about a year ago
of a heart attack.
-Wow, sad.
-l don't know.
lsn't it better to have a short time
with somebody that you really love...
...than a lifetime with somebody
who's basically your roommate?
lt's just a thought.
-Hey, you two. Long time no see.
-Megan.
Oh, my God,
what are you doing in Capeside?
Hey! How are you?
Where's Tom? ls he outside?
We should talk.
l am so sorry, honey.
-He was a wonderful guy.
-He was, wasn't he?
You know, sure, we had our problems,
but looking back...
...it all just seems
so stupid and petty.
He was one of the good ones.
l guess that makes me
one of the lucky ones.
Okay. Let me segue out
of this grieving-widow routine.
How the hell are you guys?
-Well, actually--
-We're great.
We're doing just great.
Dawson's 1 6 now and
a big bundle of precocious angst...
...but he's a terrific kid.
l see you followed through
and made the restaurant a reality.
lt's inspiring, really.
So many dreams never come true.
You know, l almost forgot.
l was rummaging through Tom's stuff.
You should have this.
lt's the toast from your wedding.
l can still see Tom staying up
till 4 in the morning the night before...
...just trying to get it perfect.
Come on in.
Hello?
-Hello?
-Oh, Dawson.
Baby, you made it. Hi.
Joey, how gorgeous did you turn out?
And this must be Pacey.
l see my reputation precedes me.
Actually, we've met before.
-We have?
-l wouldn't expect you to remember.
lt was years ago at my sister's
Fourth of July picnic.
And you were chasing this one around
and teasing her mercilessly.
And when l went to intervene,
you said to me:
'' Hey, lady, step on my buzz,
why don't you?''
-That sounds about right.
-Which would make you Andie?
Yup. Nice to meet you, Aunt Gwen.
-Hi.
-Hi.
And this has got to be Jack, right?
No. Jackers couldn't make it
this weekend, so, Aunt Gwen...
...allow me to introduce
my friend Will Krudski.
How you doing?
Friend of Pacey's.
Not a good sign.
Hey.
Pacey,
is our conversation this week...
...going to consist solely
of monosyllabic grunts?
Jo, this is neither
the time nor the place...
...to be discussing events
of weeks past.
Look, who wants to discuss it?
l thought we agreed that
it was a '' no big deal.''
lt isn't.
Fine.
So there should be
no weirdness between us.
Right. You're right.
But l think we may have
a small problem.
You've got to be kidding me.
Pacey, do something about this.
Dawson. Hey, Dawson.
-What?
-Look...
...what say you hop up and
give Joey here your sleeping bag?
-And hop in the sack with you?
-Essentially, yeah.
Good night, Pacey.
Andie.
Andie!
l'm not sleeping with you, Pacey.
And, Joey...
...l don't think we know
each other well enough.
-No offence.
-None taken.
Okay, we're just gonna have to
make the best of this, all right?
Fine.
-But if l so much as feel anything--
-Jo, get in bed.
And while you're at it,
get over yourself.
Pacey, get your butt away from me.
My butt wants nothing to do
with your butt, okay?
Give me some of these covers, man.
Jo--
Jo.
Sleepyheads, breakfast!
Oh, man.
So glad you could join us, you two.
l have a spectacular dinner
planned for this evening.
But first, l must shop...
...and l'm going to steal
Dawson and Joey to help me.
The rest of you
l encourage to explore...
...the somewhat-limited charms
of my humble little Podunk town.
We don't have much entertainment.
There's no multiplex,
no monster-truck show.
But we do have this
kick-ass little pool hall.
-l love to play pool.
-l'm down for some billiard action.
What is it with guys and pool?
-lt's a phallic thing, right?
-l'll teach you.
Okay, you're gonna teach me
how to hit a ball with a stick?
-There's an art to it, you know.
-Okay, l get it.
So you're like Tom Cruise,
Color of Money? Right.
You don't have to do that, you know.
l'm just trying to help out.
You okay? Do you wanna talk?
-About?
-What do you think?
A friend of ours died, Gale.
lt royally sucks, but it happened.
And it's really sad, but...
...l don't know what
there is to talk about.
lt must make you feel a certain way.
l know it does me.
l wish l'd called him more.
l wish he'd called me more.
l wish a lot of things.
You should read this.
-Why?
-Because it's beautiful, his words.
l didn't remember.
lt was nice to go back and see us
through his eyes for a moment.
l'd rather not.
-What's wrong with you?
-Nothing. l just don't feel like a trip...
...down memory lane right now,
that's all.
-Hi.
-Hey, Jen.
How adorable is this boy?
Can you tell me?
Yeah, he's dreamy. Listen, Shel...
...l need you to cover
sections 5 and 6 today.
Five and 6?
Lindley, that's crazy talk.
Sorry, we're a little short-staffed.
l need you to be a team player here.
-Bye, Henry.
-Bye.
You know we were just talking, right?
-Well, of course you were.
-You just seem a little jealous.
Jealous?
Please, Henry, l'm so
not in touch with that emotion.
l wouldn't even know
what that would feel like.
Jealous. That's ridiculous.
What? lt's ridiculous to think
that someone else...
...might find me to be a decent,
worthwhile human being?
That's not what l meant.
Whatever.
Okay. Tom Cruise, Color of Money?
Right. You suck.
Easy, McPhee. Them's fighting words.
l thought he was supposed
to be this amazing pool player.
l never claimed to be anything.
l just said l like to play.
And you said, in a somewhat
condescending fashion...
...that you'd teach me.
Looks like l should be
the one giving the lessons.
-What do you say, Pacey?
-You should cut the guy some slack.
There might just be
some method to his madness.
Okay. All l have to say right now is,
little old me...
...is wiping up the floor
with the two of you.
Sorry, man. l just can't seem
to keep those things on the table.
-You guys interested in a game?
-No.
Look, mister, these two, they're
seriously deluded and totally lame.
l'm gonna set the record straight
right here and now.
lt would be both sick
and wrong to take their money.
We'll play.
-What are you looking for?
-Something for my wall.
Which, if l recall correctly, is plastered
in wall-to-wall movie posters.
Somehow, l don't think
this is gonna go...
...with that whole film-geek
aesthetic you've got going on.
The posters are gone, actually.
l took them all down.
Amistad wasn't that bad, honey.
-More of a crisis of faith, actually.
-What do you mean?
Well, l guess l got tired of having
this larger-than-life dream...
...to compensate
for my smaller-than-life life.
Okay.
So the movie posters are down...
...film has lost its lustre...
...and l am detecting
a significant lack...
...of smooching, hand-holding,
general, all-around cuddliness...
...between the two of you.
So come on. Tell me everything.
To make a long soap opera short,
we got together--
Which was so overwhelming
it forced me...
...to retreat into this long period
of soul-searching.
Which sent me into a dizzying
downward spiral of depression.
-l got her back, but--
-lt was exceptionally bad timing.
Then he got back from vacation.
Having my heart ripped out again
didn't sound as appealing as before...
...so l decided that it would
be best just to be friends.
And then he asked Pacey
to look out for me.
What does Pacey
have to do with this?
Nothing, just.... There you have it.
Well, then l have just one question:
Why aren't the two of you
together now?
-You hustled them!
-And this is a big deal why?
Because l find it morally wrong
and offensive and disgusting.
l didn't come here with you guys
to be an accomplice...
...to your little seedy scam.
Andie, Will's a shark.
He always has been.
What are you gonna do?
l mean, you let me think
that l was good.
-You are good.
-l am?
-Sure.
-Okay, you're hustling me right now...
-...aren't you?
-Maybe.
What's this?
lt's your share of the take.
No!
Joey, do l seem different to you?
What do you mean?
Well, l've devoted all this energy
to reinventing myself...
...and to be honest,
l don't see where it's gotten me.
l don't feel any different.
Actually, you are different, Dawson.
Once upon a time,
you had to be the centre of attention.
Life revolved around
you and your dreams.
And recently, l've watched you
fade into the background...
...and let others shine.
You're different.
What?
This trip, this week has...
...reminded me of what we're good at.
What's that?
We make sense of each other's lives.
Always have.
Things are changing, Dawson.
People evolve
and some things drop away.
But things don't have to be
any certain way, Joey.
Growing up does not have to equal
growing apart.
Somehow, it does.
You gotta find some faith.
Faith that whatever sent us in different
directions is the same thing that'll....
Bring us back together.
l take it back.
You haven't changed a bit.
You're still an
eternal optimist, Dawson.
Maybe.
l just....
l don't know.
l'm starting to forget why.
Why what?
Why we're not together.
Hey, you guys wanna come down
and give us a hand?
That one's my favourite, l think.
When l was married,
l was taking this art class.
And the first thing
the teacher said was:
'' Close your eyes
and paint your future...
...and the rest will
take care of itself.''
And it did.
You painted this
before you lived here?
Do you have any regrets?
About?
The way in which
you and Richard came together.
You know, Joey...
...l got married too young.
And l sold out in a big way.
l stayed in a relationship
that was safe...
...and comfortable,
and then l met this man...
...who made me feel alive
for the very first time.
Those kinds of feelings
just won't be ignored.
l owed it to myself to explore them.
Come here.
Now, this one...
...this one is my favourite.
Definitely.
Hey.
Hey.
Party of seven?
We will have your table at 8:30.
Thank you. Bye.
Shelly just offered me sex.
l just thought you
should know about it.
-She what?
-She basically said...
...l could have sex with her
anytime l wanted.
Apparently, she likes younger guys.
Henry, your hands are shaking.
A strange girl just offered me sex.
That's never happened to me before.
Well, what did you tell her?
What do you think l said?
l said l had a girlfriend.
Do you find her attractive?
-Well, l--
-Well, do you or don't you?
No.
You know what, Henry?
Go have sex with her.
Go off and make a million babies,
because l don't care anymore.
-But--
-Don't you dare tell me l am jealous.
Might l have found the hustler
in a contemplative moment?
Yeah.
l'm contemplating my next big score.
You're a mass of contradictions,
Will Krudski.
-How's that?
-Oh, come on.
The well-read pool shark?
The blue-collar academic?
You read the colour of my collar
pretty quickly.
ls it that obvious?
Yeah, about as obvious as the fact
that you're pretty darn smart.
That's nice of you to say.
So, what makes you so unhappy?
-What do you mean?
-You said that all you want to do...
...when you grow up is be happy,
so what makes you so unhappy now?
Too many things to mention, l guess.
Okay. So how about trying one?
-My father.
-What's he like?
He's a jerk.
He works at the factory,
so he's this total townie.
Treats my mother like crap.
Can't wait to get away from him.
l came to hang out with Pacey,
because l just couldn't take it anymore.
l had to get out of the house.
l'm sorry, Will.
-Too mushy.
-Too crunchy.
You actually have an opinion.
Last conversation we had,
you didn't want to be involved.
Just because l'm not talking
doesn't mean l'm not thinking.
And just because we're not married
doesn't mean we can't talk.
Maybe that's what it does mean.
-l can't believe you're saying this.
-Why not?
Why would l want to rely on you,
trust you?
Because, if nothing else,
l am your friend.
lf we were such great friends...
...wouldn't we be married right now?
And now l'd like to bring up...
...two of my very favourite people...
...to perform their very own
special number.
Dawson and Joey! That's right.
God help me, l'm not gonna sing.
Get up here. Come on, Joey.
Ready?
Oh, no.
l can't believe l'm doing this.
Shelly, that's it.
Get your boobs away from him.
What is your problem?
You're fawning all over my boyfriend.
l don't like it.
Why didn't you tell me?
-Because l have issues, okay?
-Clearly.
The point is that he's not yours,
he's mine.
And l have looked all over
for one like him.
l'm not giving him up
without a fight.
lf you continue draping yourself
all over him...
...like the slutty wench that you are,
we're gonna throw down.
Happy now? l'm jealous.
-Are you okay?
-Not so much, no.
Well, what's wrong?
Well, it's the history.
How can a guy compete when you
have your own karaoke routine?
You're not supposed to compete.
We're supposed to have our own his--
-l didn't mean that.
-Well, what did you mean?
l don't even know anymore, Pacey.
-You know this arrangement between us?
-Yes?
Well, it sucks. lt sucks
up one side and down the other.
lt's uncomfortable, it's weird,
and l hate every single second of it.
-Really?
-Yes.
-Then why did you come here?
-For a bright girl...
...you can be really daft sometimes.
Why do you think l came here?
l came here to be with you!
lt's as simple as that.
When you like somebody,
proximity is a good thing...
...regardless of how
they feel about you.
Or don't, as the case may be.
Look, l felt it.
What?
This morning...
...your arm brushed up
against me in bed...
...and l felt it.
How did it feel?
Made me feel alive.
Okay.
Joey...
-...l'm going to kiss you now.
-You can't--
Look, Jo. You can't say
something like that to me...
...and expect me not to kiss you,
so that's exactly what l'm gonna do.
l'm gonna kiss you
in about 1 0 seconds.
And if you don't want me
to kiss you....
Well, if you don't want me to, l guess,
then you're just gonna have to stop me.
Ten.
My God.
Pacey.
l think maybe l should head inside
and sing myself some more karaoke.
Lord knows, that's what
l want to be doing now...
...is singing myself some karaoke.
That's a splendid idea, Pacey.
Well...
...at least now l understand
why you and Dawson aren't together.
Okay.
l know you just saw that,
and l can explain--
What l just saw...
...is none of my business.
But l think you should tell Dawson.
lt was just a mistake.
Something tells me
that when you kiss a boy...
...it's not a mistake.
You should know l am the last person
on earth that's gonna judge you.
But you cannot be reckless
with someone else's feelings.
What if that had been Dawson
that had seen you and not me?
l mean, do you think he'd ever be able
to erase that from his mind?
Hey.
You okay, Pacey?
You seem a little storm-cloudy.
Just thinking now
would be a good time...
...to start up that debilitating drug habit
l've always wanted.
l'm just kidding.
You know, your friend Will...
...he's not at all what l expected.
-He's really sweet.
-Yeah. He's a good guy.
He and his family
moved away a long time ago...
...but we've managed to keep
in good contact, l guess.
Once you bond over dysfunctional-dad
issues, there's no turning back.
Yeah. He told me about his father.
lt's pretty sad.
-He told you?
-Yeah.
Do you like him or something?
Maybe. Maybe not.
Who knows, Pacey?
But don't you think it's better to just be
honest and open about things like this?
l mean, who wants to carry around
this burden of guilt over moving on?
Which, by nature, has to happen.
l want you to be happy, Pacey.
Yeah.
Jen?
l'm in here.
Just follow the trail of loser dust.
What are you doing in here?
lsn't it pretty obvious? l made
an ass out of myself, thus l am hiding.
-Why are you crying?
-l don't know.
Oh, God, l hate crying.
This is such a girl thing to do.
But you're such a girl.
Such a cute girl.
Stop it.
You're not supposed to say sweet
nothings. You're supposed to be mad.
l am. Doesn't mean l'm not curious...
...about what's going on
in that busy head of yours.
You were right, Henry,
l was jealous...
-...and it really freaked me out.
-Why?
Jealousy's a pretty natural
human emotion.
You don't understand.
l spent years building...
...this complex series
of booby traps so that...
...nobody would ever get too close.
And then you came along...
...with that big,
beating heart of yours...
...and you broke all those walls down,
and it's just really scary.
What if l lose you?
You know, Jen, l was...
...kind of glad that you were jealous.
You have nothing to worry about...
...because l'm not going anywhere.
And if l die tomorrow, so be it.
At least l died knowing
my biggest dream came true.
What's that?
Seeing you in lingerie.
Would you mind coming with me
for a second?
Okay.
l was reading the toast...
...and l got this urge to see him again.
You're right.
lt was beautiful.
l had to let you go.
l wanted you to stay...
...but you said no.
You went to Philly...
...and l had to let you go.
But what does that have to do
with anything?
More than you realize.
To remember what we were
is painful for me.
Yesterday...
...l was looking at Megan...
...this woman who had lost
the love of her life.
Suddenly,
our problems just seemed....
Trivial?
Or even passed.
Take a look at these.
What a dork l was.
No, you weren't.
Maybe a little.
Can we talk?
Yeah. What's up?
Well--
Sorry, l'm interrupting something.
l can....
Actually, no. lt's okay...
...we'll talk later.
Okay.
l brought you something
for your wall.
Thought maybe it would help you
find your way back.
Way back to what?
Well, back to those things
that made you this little...
...daydream believer.
Look, l know you can't see it
right now...
...but you are
a very talented young man...
...with a rich
and powerful imagination.
Your dreams are--
They're an asset, not a weakness.
l can't find the inspiration anymore.
lt's easy for you. The evidence
of your talent is all around you.
This is not my talent.
Dawson, when my time is up, l want
to know that l did one thing well:
Loved somebody.
The rest of this is just
an expression of that one thing.
What's your one thing?
Okay. Close your eyes.
Now, paint your future.
What do you see?
You don't have to worry,
l'm not gonna kiss you again, Joey.
What's going on here?
l don't know.
Don't l deserve a better answer
than that after all this?
Pacey, believe me, l've been trying
to get you out of my head.
l've tried to pretend this is some
bizarre hormonal glitch...
...but it's not working.
Do you really want it to work?
l tried to tell him.
-Really?
-Yes.
What happened?
l couldn't really find the words,
Pacey, which l know is odd...
...considering the volume of words said
during the course of our relationship--
Well, what would you
have said to him?
l don't know.
l don't believe you.
Pacey...
...l don't have any answers right now,
okay? Can't you understand that?
The only reason you don't have answers
is because you've been too scared...
-...to ask yourself the right questions.
-What are you talking about?
Look, l know how l feel.
You know how l feel.
That much is obvious by now.
But during this process,
we've managed to miss the point.
Because the point is not how l feel,
it's how you feel.
So how do you feel?
Awful.
That's how l feel, Pacey. l feel awful.
So do l.
When l was kissing you tonight...
...l don't think that l've ever felt better
and worse at one time in my entire life.
l mean, the very idea that Dawson
or Andie would find out about us...
...is killing me.
lt is tearing me up on the inside
to have these feelings for you...
...but l can't get rid of them.
l-- l can't keep on kissing you, Jo.
-What do you mean?
-l mean just that.
l can't keep on kissing you.
l've done it twice now.
l can't be the one always initiating this.
l can't be the one who's always
giving you the answers.
Look at me, Joey.
l can't.
Please.
lf you felt even one shred...
...of what l feel for you...
...then we wouldn't be standing here
having this conversation.
Pacey.