American Experience (1988–…): Season 19, Episode 14 - The Mormons: Part II - full transcript

>> Tonight, a special

presentation from American

Experience and Fronline.

>> ? Glory, glory, hallelujah...

>> The Church of Jesus Christ of

Latter-day Saints is one

of the world's fastest
growing religions.

Mormons walk the corridors of

power, leaders in Congress and

even running for president.

But it was not always so.



>> In the 19th century, to call

someone a Mormon was akin to

calling someone a
Muslim terrorist.

>> The Mormon story is the epic

saga of a new American faith

fired by the startling

revelations of Joseph Smith; f

a people embroiled in decades

of religious conflict who

crossed a continent to

establish their own spiritual

kingdom; and a church that

defied society by embracing

polygamy and then
abruptly abandoned it.



>> From the ultimate outcast to

the embodiment of the mainstream

in two generations.

It's a breathtaking
transformation.

>> Tonight, Frontline and

American Experience continue

the story of this very Americn

religion to go inside the

Mormon faith as it
is lived today...

>> Prepare to consecrate two

years of your life to serve the

Lord as a full-time missionary.

>> ... to follow the Mormons'

extraordinary commitment to

convert the world...

>> Hi, I'm a missionary from the

Church of Jesus Christ of

Latter-day Saints.

>> And they told me the most

preposterous story about this

white boy, a dead angel and some

gold plates.

>>... to explore the beliefs

that forge close-knit
Mormon families...

>> The church and my family are

so intertwined, it just creates

an aura of love and makes your

home a holy place.

>> ... to investigate the

struggle between Mormon

scholars and the authority of

church leaders...

>> It's wrong to criticize

leaders of the church, even if

the criticism is true.

>> ... and to examine the

powerful and secret rituals of

the Mormon temple.

>> The temple exists as a kind

of vehicle through which we

conquer mortality.

Not a single atom or particle of

our bodies will be lost, but

everything will be reconstituted

as fully as it was.

It's almost a kind of

celebration of the totality of

triumph over death.

>> Tonight, the revealing

conclusion of The Mormons.

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>> NARRATOR: In July, 1897, 50

years after Brigham Young had

brought them to Utah, Mormon

pioneers gathered in Salt Lake

City to celebrate
their survival.

In the early days of the church,

they had been driven out of Ohio

and Missouri.

In Illinois, the Latter-day

Saints founder and prophet

Joseph Smith had been murdered

and their temple burned.

The Mormons had turned their

backs on America and made a

perilous journey across the

continent in search of their own

country, only to then engage in

a 50-year struggle with the U.S.

government over their practice

of polygamy and political

control of the Utah territory.

>> In the 1880s, U.S.

presidents, at their

inaugurations, used their

inaugural address to decry the

Mormon experience, to identify

it as domestic threat number one

after the Civil War.

Fast forward 100 years; the

Mormon Tabernacle Choir is

singing at presidential
inaugurations.

So they become a very

mainstream, very capital-

centered economic interest that

moves in a conservative

direction, as the embodiment of

family values, morality issues.

Where at one time they were

vilified, they were considered

disloyal... in fact, they were

considered a knife at the back

of the American experience... now

they are, in fact, considered in

some ways the very embodiment of

what it means to be American.

How was that brought about?

>> NARRATOR: By the end of the

19th century, the L.D.S. church

had made an uneasy peace with

the federal government.

The church had officially

renounced the practice of

polygamy and Utah had finally

been granted statehood.

>> In 1903, a man arrives in

Washington named Reed Smoot.

He's been elected to the Senate,

and he is a Mormon apostle, the

equivalent of a
very high cardinal.

In fact, it's difficult for us

to imagine what it meant for

this apostle to arrive in the

Senate and represent a state in

the national legislature.

>> The United States Senate

looks at Reed Smoot and says,

"We don't believe you're worthy

to be formally seated in our

august body because we have

heard ongoing reports that

plural marriage still
exists in Utah. "

So they used Reed Smoot's

confirmation hearings as a means

of dissecting the Mormon church.

>> It was a huge trial.

It lasted over a span of four

years.

It was as big publicly as

anything we've seen in our own

day, as Watergate, Iran contra.

It captured the public's

attention on a variety of very

dramatic issues... church and

state, sex, of course, religious

power, Mormon temples, the

secrecy of these temples, all

kinds of things.

You couldn't be in America

during these years and not know

about the Smoot hearings.

>> NARRATOR: The opposition was

intense, but Smoot had powerful

supporters too, including

President Roosevelt.

And in 1907, the Senate finally

voted to seat the
senator from Utah.

Smoot would go on to a

distinguished career in

Washington and became a major

powerbroker in the
Republican Party.

>> Smoot himself became the

poster boy of Mormonism and

Mormonism's identity radically

changed as a result of this set

of hearings, in part because the

nation stated the terms by which

it would accept Mormonism and

Mormonism began to
conform to those terms.

>> Mormons entered into national

party politics.

They gave up the People's Party,

which was the official party of

the faith, and became themselves

active within, especially the

Republican Party, but also the

Democratic Party.

They also did a good job of

participating in the military

life of the country.

Mormons fought wars, volunteered

at extraordinarily high rates,

recalibrated their patriotism to

be loyal to the government in

Washington.

>> NARRATOR: The Mormons also

recalibrated their relationship

to the American economy.

They abandoned Brigham Young's

ideal of a closed communal

economy in Utah and fully

embraced the capitalism of Wall

Street.

>> It's a profound shift from

the pioneering days of isolated

Christian socialism to the end

of the 20th century.

And what you see is the

emergence of an extraordinarily

sophisticated financial

management organization... the

L.D.S. church ownerships in

media, extraordinary land

holdings, livestock and

agricultural interests, great

stock portfolios.

( singing )

>> NARRATOR: The church's

financial growth was fueled
by "sacred taxation. "

To be of good standing, all

Mormons must tithe 10% of their

gross income to the church.

Today, church assets are
estimated at $25 to $30 billion

and it has become the wealthiest

church per capita in America.

>> The Mormon church is not only

wealthy, but it's unusually

secretive about the
extent of its wealth.

Most American religious groups

of any size give full financial

accountings to the membership.

But the facts of the Mormon
financial empire are never

revealed to the membership,
much less the wide world.

And as far as we can tell, there

have been no major
financial scandals.

The leaders handle the business,

and the members contentedly go

on trusting in the leaders.

>> NARRATOR: Over the last 50

years, the Mormon hierarchy
has tried to change public

perceptions of its leadership.

>> Since the time that Brigham

Young decided to grow a beard,

the face of Mormon literally was

bearded polygamist, bearded

polygamist, bearded polygamist.

We're clear up to the middle of

the 20th century and that
face hasn't changed.

Then, all of a sudden, with a

heartbeat, the face of Mormonism

becomes a clean-shaven, non-
polygamist white knight.

President David O. McKay

frequently wore a pure white
double-breasted suit.

This was the new face of
Mormonism and it was unlike

anything that had preceded it.

It was scripted by
central casting.

He knew the importance of image

before the era of
professional image makers.

He re-injected us into the
national scene by blessing the

request of Dwight Eisenhower to

have one of the apostles, Ezra

Taft Benson, be a member of the

Eisenhower cabinet, and his

presence in Washington gave the

church a presence there
they had no had previously.

( singing )

>> One of the major P.R. tools

of the church has been
the Tabernacle Choir.

When they got on radio, they
became the nation's choir.

The Tabernacle Choir has been an

extraordinary ambassador
for the church.

>> NARRATOR: As the choir tours

the world, it still sings the

old Mormon hymns, but there is a

new emphasis on Jesus
and biblical themes.

It is part of a long campaign to

place the Mormon faith within

the traditions of
mainstream Christianity.

>> In the early 1980s, the L.D.S.
church produced a new

version of the Book of Mormon

and they subtitled it, "Another

Testament of Jesus Christ. "

A few years ago, the L.D.S.

church changed its logo and made

the words "Jesus Christ" much

larger than the rest of the
words in the name of their

church to emphasize to the world

that they are a mainstream
Christian faith.

>> On the other hand, we've had

conventional Christian bodies

saying, "Well, you aren't fully

Christian, as we
define the term. "

So, we've had edicts from the

Vatican and from the United
Methodist Church, from the

Presbyterian Church, and the

Southern Baptists have made it

clear we don't accept Mormonism

as fully Christian either.

So, there's a tension there.

There's a religious tension

which is very hard to overcome.

>> NARRATOR: But as the Mormons

were trying to change their
place in American life, the

country itself was changing.

The social and political
upheavals of the 1960s put new

pressures on the church,

especially over its
stance on race.

>> I think the most damning

statement came from one of the

presidents of the church, the

third president of the
church, John Taylor.

Basically, he said that the
reason that blacks had been

allowed to come through the

flood... the flood of Noah... was

so that Satan would have
representation upon the earth;

that black folks were here to

represent Satan and to have a

balance against white folks, who

were here to represent
Jesus Christ, the Savior.

How do you damn a people more

than to say that their existence

upon the earth is to represent

Satan?

>> The most controversial thing

in the church was the church's

position on giving priesthood
authority to blacks and the

church's refusal to do that.

I say blacks rather than African

Americans because it applied
throughout the world.

>> Now, Mormon priesthood really

is a universal office
for male Mormons.

It's their equivalent of bar

mitzvah; it's something that

everybody normally
would undergo.

If you do not hold the

priesthood, you can never hold

any office of church authority.

It also would affect
your eternal state.

And so what you had really was
a very serious disability

visited upon Mormons
of African descent.

>> NARRATOR: The Mormons had
ambitions to be a worldwide

But their only missionaries on

the African continent were in

white South Africa,
none in black Africa.

But then in the early 1960s,
a copy of the Book of Mormon

appeared in Ghana and Nigeria.

A few people read it and
were converted instantly.

They founded their own version

of the Church of Jesus
Christ of Latter-day Saints.

>> And I read the
Book of Mormon.

I was moved by the power of the

Holy Ghost to believe that it

was a sound and a
true testimony.

I started from street to street,

from town to town, from house to

house, spreading the message.

>> NARRATOR: They started to

write the leaders in Salt
Lake for instructions.

Over the next frustrating 20

years, they would implore them

to send missionaries so that

they could be baptized.

>> And they kept
writing to Salt Lake.

They wanted the missionaries to

come and baptize this group
of people they were getting.

They wanted Salt Lake to come

and show them how to form
the church properly.

But the church couldn't send

missionaries to Ghana to baptize

them because of the ban on
the priesthood for blacks.

>> Later, into the 1970s, you
now have a new president,

Spencer Kimball, and you
have new forces at work.

Most of these are internal.

There was also the injunction

that had existed for decades,

"Take the gospel to
all the world. "

There wasn't an asterisk at the

end of it saying, "Oh, by the

way, you can exclude
black Africa. "

This weighed on Spencer Kimball.

All of those things, I think,
had a cumulative effect.

The first of June, 1978, Spencer

Kimball, his two counselors, the

Quorum from the Twelve Apostles,

met in the temple.

They engaged in group prayer
and it was described as a

Pentecostal experience.

>> One described it as though

there were the tongues of flame

that are talked about in Acts.

Another said it was like a

rushing of wind for him.

>> I was there.

There was something of a

Pentecostal spirit, but on the

other hand it was peaceful,

quiet, not a cataclysmic thing

in any sense.

It was just a feeling that came

over all of us and we knew that

it was the right thing at the

right time and that
we should proceed.

>> NARRATOR: President Kimball

announced that God had heard

their prayers and had revealed

that "all male members of the

Church may be ordained to the

priesthood without regard to

race or color. "

>> What happened in 1978 was

that this burden was lifted from

black Mormons.

More importantly, a huge burden

was lifted from Mormonism,

because it was rid of
theological racism.

This enabled the church, of

course, to reach out more

effectively to blacks.

>> ? And I thank
you, Jesus Jesus

? I thank you, Jesus

>> It made the church fully

acceptable after American

society had undergone this

tremendous civil
rights revolution.

It really was the moment for the

modernization of the Mormon

>> NARRATOR: At the edge of Salt

Lake City stands a
pure white granary.

It is an enduring symbol of the

original fiery millennial
visions at the Mormon core.

Inside are 16 million pounds of

wheat, continually replenished,

to be used only in the tumult

before Christ's final return.

But it is also a reminder of how

the Mormons have enlarged their

extensive preparations for their

own welfare to reach out
to the wider world.

>> At one time, church welfare

was just about welfare
of church members.

It was born of survival.

It was born of the darkest days

early in the territory where

drought or pestilence would

visit the agricultural crops and

they would have the bishop's
storehouse for the poor.

>> And in recent years,
especially, those relief efforts

have been extended to not just

members of the church, but to
over 150 major humanitarian

crises around the world... in

locations as disparate as

Kosovo, North Korea,
Mozambique and Zimbabwe.

The efficiency of the Mormon

welfare apparatus is
really legendary.

It operates with all the
efficiency of the German

Wiermarch.

In Katrina of 2005, the Mormon

relief trucks were on the way

before the hurricane had
even made landfall.

>> To live in this region now is

to live with an overwhelming
sense of sadness.

And to come home and see that

you've lost a lot of
history, it's devastating.

How can you ever clean this up?

There's not enough dumps in
the world to hold all this.

We were hearing stories on the
radio of troops coming in,

helicopters were flying over.

We even heard the President was

flying over in a big
helicopter looking at us.

But nobody was there on the

ground with us, except for the

Mormons in their yellow T-shirts

who showed up to
help us clean up.

And they didn't just come in to

hand us a piece of food, a piece

of bread or something, and say,

"Here's something to eat, you

know, while you're working. "

They actually got down
and cleaned and worked.

>> Two folks and myself went

over to the Bishop's
warehouse, this huge building.

It was all cataloged and
categorized and their

warehousing procedures and

policies... they just knew
where everything was.

They knew how much of
each thing they had.

They were able to get not only

saws to us but canned
goods, access to outside

communications.

They had satellite phones.

It was almost as though a
business that specialized in

emergency or community
disaster response had arrived.

>> Before the storm, I had had

Mormons knock on my door just

like everybody else probably and

so the object was to try and get

rid of them as fast as possible.

You know, "Just go away.

Not interested.

Don't want to hear what
you have to say. "

After the storm, it's a
little bit different now.

They're part of my family now.

Always will be.

You know, they... they got into

my heart and they'll never stand

on my doorstep again without
being invited into my house.

>> NARRATOR: In the last hundred

years, the Mormons have traveled

a long and difficult road in
transforming themselves from

reviled outsiders into central

figures in the American
establishment.

In the United States Senate that

a century ago tried to reject

Reed Smoot, Senator Harry Reid,

a Mormon convert from Nevada,

now leads the new
Democratic majority.

Former Governor Mitt Romney of

Massachusetts is a contender for

the Republican nomination
for president.

But amidst success, there are

still signs of deep resistance.

Several recent polls show that

from one quarter to as many as

43% of voters say that they

would not vote for a Mormon for

>> Now what is it about
Mormonism that causes people to

ask themselves, "Do I really

want a Mormon in
the White House?"

I mean, in the American system

that's almost a question
that should be asked, right?

No religious test should be
asked for an office holder.

It's right in the American

Constitution.

And yet people are nervous that

this is kind of an authoritarian

Is Mitt Romney somehow subject

to some church leader
in Salt Lake City?

Are Mormons Christians?

Where did these Mormon
scriptures come from?

Who was this Joseph Smith?

Where did polygamy come from?

All of these things are swirling

around the Romney candidacy.

>> NARRATOR: If the questions
hovering around the Romney

moment suggest that Mormons
haven't quite yet arrived,

there are also continuing signs

of acceptance, like the recent

gathering of scholars at
the Library of Congress to

commemorate the bicentennial
of Joseph Smith's birth.

These conflicting signals all

reflect the inherent tensions in

the Mormon stance
in American life.

>> I glory in the distinctives

of 19th century Mormonism.

I worry that we may have
become too assimilated.

We are different.

We need to remember that, that

we were in tension with the

surrounding society and there
always ought to be some.

We ought to be bothered if

everybody thinks we're
just peachy keen.

>> Brigham Young once said that

he feared the day when Mormons

would no longer be the object of

the pointing finger of scorn.

It's one of these paradoxes that

you want to have acceptability,

you want to be mainstream enough

that people will give your

message a fair hearing, that you

can fraternize with them as
fellow Christians, but at the

same time you don't want to feel

so comfortable that there's

nothing to mark you as a people

who are distinct, who have a

special body of teachings with
special responsibilities.

And I think once the walls of

isolation fell down, then how do

you maintain that sense of a

people distinct, a people apart?

And I think that's a challenge

that the church is really
wrestling with today.

>> I throw out a challenge to

every young man within this
vast congregation tonight.

Prepare yourself now to be

worthy to serve the Lord
as a full-time missionary.

Prepare to concentrate two years

of your lives to
this sacred service.

>> ? All to serve in... ?

>> NARRATOR: The Mormons have

put the future of their church

in the hands of 19-year-olds.

Each year, more than 50,000

young Mormon missionaries march

the globe, from Utah to
Mongolia, to win converts to

their faith, as many as a
quarter million each year.

God's Army, as some Mormons call

it, has always been the engine

that has driven the
church's success.

Before the first pews were

filled, Joseph Smith announced,

"This church brethren will
fill the whole earth. "

>> From the very outset, Joseph

Smith was persuaded that he had

a message that was
for the whole world.

And he adopted this radical idea

that he did not have to train

people to do this; he could
simply commission them.

So, from the start he sent out

his... first, his family members

and everyone who joined his
church became a missionary.

>> In the late 1830s, at what

might have been one of the
darkest hours of the church,

when Joseph was beset with
disloyalty and disillusion all

around him, Joseph gathers those

members of the Twelve that are

closest to him, and says, "I'm

sending you to Great Britain.

I'm putting you on a boat
and sending you across the

Atlantic," a violation of every

organizational rule, everything

you'd learn at the Harvard
Business School as to how to

keep an organization together.

>> And England is in the throes

of industrialization and all

these village people have been

moved into factories and are

working under the most
difficult conditions.

It's a downtrodden population

and Brigham Young said that you

didn't have to prove anything,

you just preach the gospel to

them and they would believe.

>> NARRATOR: During the first 25

years of the church, there were

71,000 converts in Great Britain

alone and approximately 17,000

of them emigrated to America to

the early Mormon settlements in

Kirtland, Ohio, and Nauvoo,
Illinois, and then to Utah.

>> The pioneers who filled the

valley and staffed the church

came from Great Britain and
Scandinavia and Germany.

My grandfather, born in
Birmingham, England.

Mormon missionaries found his

mother and her parents and
they joined the church.

And part of the missionary

lessons... you know, you've
got to believe in the Book of

Mormon, you've got to believe in

Baptism and you've
got to move to Utah.

That's a pretty tough
missionary sell.

>> NARRATOR: At the end of the

19th century, the missionary

work had to take a back seat to

the survival of the
Church in Utah.

The Depression and World War II

further limited their efforts.

God's Army shrank to under 300

missionaries worldwide and its

ambitions would remain
modest until the 1950s.

>> David O. McKay brought this

church into the 20th century,
even though he got started

halfway through that century.

We were a church that still was

insular.

We brought people to Salt Lake.

He said, "Let's reverse that.

Stay where you are.

Grow where you're planted.

Make the church a vital force
throughout the world. "

The number of missionaries

multiplied several fold.

The number of convert baptisms

multiplied even more so because

he injected that new spirit
into what they were doing.

>> NARRATOR: Since the 1950s,

God's Army has been recruited
largely from Mormon young

people, and their two-year

missions have become
a rite of passage.

>> You go.

You go.

Dad went.

Grandpa went.

And Grandpa, who's a descendant

of Wilfred Woodruff, who was

taught by Joseph Smith,
went on missions, you know?

And you start earning at age

five when you are old enough to

count and earn all
the way to 19.

>> ? I hope they
call me on a mission

? When I have grown a foot or two ?
I hope by then

I will be ready ? to teach
and preach and work

as missionaries, too ?

>> ? I want to be a missionary

and serve and help the world ?
while I am in my youth ?

>> NARRATOR: The missionary

training center in Provo, Utah,

is one of 17 around the world.

It is a spiritual boot camp
where young men and women are

trained to talk, sing, and
pray in 30 languages.

>> So, without me telling you,

what's this next sentence here?

>> "I know that Joseph Smith
was a prophet of God. "

>> NARRATOR: During rigorous

training that can last for three

months of 16-hour days, they

learn lesson plans designed to

take the potential convert
to the goal of baptism.

>> I want you to see, okay...

>> NARRATOR: Every aspect of

their behavior and
appearance is scrutinized.

>> What does your face look like

right there?

>> NARRATOR: They are taught how

to listen, to smile, to find

common ground with a stranger on

the street, how to answer the

most difficult questions, and

how to deal with hecklers.

>> What are you... okay, what

are you thinking right there?

Are you thinking that
you're confused and bored?

>> That's what I think.

I think in my head I'm like,
"Hmm, smiling, yeah. "

But I need to be like... >>
I was prepared to go on a

mission during a time when
it was, for all intents and

purposes, mandatory for young
men to go on missions.

I had to in order to exist
in my world as I knew it.

When I returned, no one would

want to marry me that I knew

unless I was a
returned missionary.

My parents would lose all

respect for me if I did
not go on a mission.

>> NARRATOR: At the training
center, parents and young

missionaries say good-bye.

They will not see each
other for two years.

>> My father said, "Well,
let's have a prayer. "

And he began to pray and then
he broke down and sobbed.

And I remember for the first

time I thought to myself,
"What on earth am I doing?

I'm abandoning my parents
for two years. "

He was obviously just
broken up about it.

I had never seen my
father cry in my life.

And to see him sobbing and
having to gain control of

himself, for just a little

moment, I thought,
"I must be nuts.

What kind of a church would
ask this kind of thing?"

There is that pain.

The church does ask sacrifices.

We don't have to cross the

plains anymore with a handcart,

but it does ask things of us
that sometimes are tough.

>> It's one thing to leave your

family and go into a dormitory,

to a university, or
go into the military.

But still you have an

independence.

You can choose to
do what you want.

When you become an L.D.S.

missionary, you have a companion

who is assigned to you 24 hours

a day, you never leave the side

of that companion except
to go to the bathroom.

>> You don't get your alone time

You're in a very small
apartment together.

You just always need to know

where the other one is
and what they're doing.

So that was very difficult with

someone you get along with.

And then you get a companion

that you don't get along with
and you're doing a lot of

praying and soul-searching

because you have companionship
inventory once a week.

>> Your life is
utterly controlled.

If it isn't approved to listen

to radio, you do not listen to

radio.

If it isn't approved to watch

television, you do not
watch television.

If it isn't approved to read a

newspaper, you will
not read a newspaper.

You follow the rules for
this two-year period.

There is nothing in contemporary

experience of 20-year-olds in

America and Canada to
compare with this.

>> Hello.

>> Hi, how are you?

>> Very good, hermano.

Como esta?

>> NARRATOR: And on the street,

nothing resembles what they

experienced in the
training center.

>> Joseph asked, "Which church

should I join?"

And the Lord told him that he

should join none
of those churches.

But they had a great
work for Joseph to do.

They called him to be a prophet

just like God had
done in times before.

>> What's this about?

Oh, all this Jesus
Christ bull [no audio].

>> Do you believe in
Jesus Christ, ma'am?

>> Oh, actually I don't believe

in God even.

>> No?

>> Sorry.

>> No... no, that's fine.

Well, I just wanted
to share with you.

>> I have to go this way.

>> Hi, how are you doing?

>> Good, how you doing?

>> Hey, I'm a missionary of the

Latter-day Saints and we're out

talking with people because

we're sharing a great message

about Jesus Christ during this

time of Christmas.

>> Oh, I'm a Catholic.

>> She told me to
leave her alone.

Hi!

>> Oh, no!

>> How are you doing today, sir?

>> Kind of busy.

>> Oh, aren't we all?

Where you headed?

>> We're actually missionaries.

>> What are you
guys doing there?

>> We're missionaries.

>> Don't shadow me,
don't walk next to me.

I said I'm busy.

Please.

>> We're just sharing
a Christmas message.

>> No, no, I just want to walk

here by myself.

>> Well, maybe next time.

>> All right.

Have a nice day, sir.

Hey, how's it going?

>> Of all that time... 65, 70

hours a week, knocking doors,

talking to the people in the

street... never had
one conversion.

You'd go weeks without
teaching sometimes.

It was just hard.

People didn't want to hear, but

if they found out I was an

Indian, then they
were interested.

They wanted to talk
about Indians.

They didn't want to
talk about religion.

>> I was 24 when I went on my

mission to Rhodesia.

I was still very much full of

the romance of my own

I actually baptized a large

number of people for my mission.

The average was I think like two

and I baptized something like

25, largely because of one

family of 12 that lived down the

street from where me and... my

companion and I lived.

I had a wonderful
time teaching people.

It really made you feel that I

was part of something much

bigger than myself; that a

single individual could be

changed by my capacity to teach

these people.

The transformational quality was

undeniably powerful.

And so the very things that had

happened to me, I began to see

happen to other people.

>> NARRATOR: Today the L.D.S.c

hurch has grown to over 12

million members worldwide, more

than half of them living outside

the United States.

Mormon conversions, however,

have declined slightly in recent

decades, and over 50% of new

church members will fall away

from their faith.

In the developing world, the

Mormons are increasingly

challenged by the Pentecostals

and other churches whose

conversions are rising faster in

some countries.

>> The church has a real problem

keeping new members
in the faith.

Part of the reason for that is

that the church does a marvelous

job finding converts and

bringing them into the church

through baptism, but it spends

less time and less effort

helping new members of the

church find their way in their

new congregations.

Also, conversion to Mormonism

involves a radical

transformation of
someone's life.

If I convert to a typical

Christian sect, I don't know

that they're going to ask me for

10% of my income.

I don't know if they're going to

ask me for literally almost all

of my discretionary time.

Because it is a church that is

run solely by the membership,

congregations can only sustain

themselves when members

contribute at least
as much as they take.

So, retaining a Latter-day Saint

is a pretty serious enterprise,

more serious than retaining the

average charismatic Christian or

conservative Christian.

This is a church that
demands everything.

>> NARRATOR: The church also

asks a great deal from its young

missionaries and it can test

their commitment.

>> We had a son who was serving

on a mission in Brazil.

He had been there
for about a year.

He was serving out from the

capital of Brasilia by quite

some distance and I
couldn't reach him.

And so the branch president

wrote a note, put it on the door

and said, "Your mom
has passed away.

Call home. "

He's 5,000 miles away and I'm

crying and he's crying on the

phone, and how do you put your

arms around your son when he's

that far away?

>> And, I mean, it just felt so

awful to think that I was

sitting here by myself and to

think that I... that I didn't

know what my family was going

through, and it was just a very

lonely moment, a
very sad moment.

It was just... it was... yeah,

it was terrible.

>> And he didn't come home from

his mission.

And I encouraged him not to come

home from his mission.

He knew he was there
for a reason.

He knew that he was doing what

his mother wanted him to do.

That was one of the most

important things to her in her

life, was that she raised her

son to serve a mission.

>> NARRATOR: For the young

Mormons working abroad, their

missions can be dangerous.

In those countries in turmoil or

hostile to America, missionaries

have been kidnapped,
tortured and killed.

The physical environment can

also be threatening.

>> I hit Argentina with the

force of a hurricane, being 19

and being absolutely convinced

that you're on the Lord's

errand, fueled with these

fantasies and aspirations.

I ended up with my companions

baptizing an entire congregation

of aboriginal people in the mud.

Living conditions were
frequently harsh.

You don't have fresh water to

bathe in, so you're bathing in

this rancid, algae-ridden,

green, slimy water.

You drink it.

You're dying of thirst.

It's like 100, 112 degrees.

Poison spitting toads getting

into the apartment.

Crocodiles running
all over the place.

I mean, I was
completely into it.

I mean, I was so completely

wound up that... I mean, if my

mission president had asked me

to blow myself up like a suicide

bomber, I would have said,

"Sure, where should I go?"

>> NARRATOR: But the young faith

that fuels the missionary does

not always endure.

Years later, Tal Bachman says he

left the church after concluding

the revelations of Joseph Smith

were not authentic.

>> I left the church because I

felt that... I was forced to

conclude that for whatever else

it might be, it wasn't what it

claimed to be.

That point had special relevance

for me, I think, because of my

mission experiences and the

decisions I had made
after my mission.

We risked our lives for the

church in Argentina.

I don't think that I can delude

myself into thinking or to

making it okay for my children

to put their lives on the line

for the thing if it's not what

it claims to be.

It might be the best thing ever

invented, but if it's invented,

it's not worth dying for.

>> NARRATOR: But for others, the

mission itself can be the

catalyst for their own

>> Before my mission, I tried to

do what is always suggested... to

read the scriptures, to say my

prayers, to be obedient to the

commandments of the church as we

understand them... and hoped in

that process I would gain the

spiritual conviction
that is promised.

And I didn't, at least not to

the degree of certainty that I

had hoped for.

So when I went on my mission I

was still somewhat tentative.

And I went to Germany.

I'd had a high school German

class and had never learned a

thing, unfortunately.

I didn't even know what

gesundheit meant when I got

there.

I didn't even like the little

German children because they

could speak German
and I couldn't.

( laughs )

So about six weeks into my

mission, my companion and I had

stirred up enough difficulty in

this Lutheran neighborhood
where we were working that the

Lutheran minister called a

special meeting to warn his
parishioners about us.

He said to his parishioners,

"Look, these young Mormons
are working here.

Be nice to them, but you
don't really need them.

You have Luther.

You have the Bible.

They have the Book of Mormon and

Joseph Smith, both of which are

obviously fraudulent, so just be

kind to them and
they'll go away. "

Then he made a strategic error.

He said... or a tactical error, I

guess... he said, "Is there
anyone else here tonight that

would like to say anything
about these Mormons?"

And, of course, my 6'7"

companion raised his hand and

said, "We would," and up
to the front we went.

And then he turned to me and
said, "And now my companion

would like to say how he feels. "

And I remember thinking, "Well,

dandy, I can bless the food,"

because that's the only

intelligent thing I might
have done in German.

But you know, it
was interesting.

And this is a tender moment for

me because... the conviction
I'd been searching for came.

And it came in this way... I
remember sort of composing

myself and trying to figure out

what I might say in German,

which is a very logical language

if you know the rules, and I

remembered in that moment about

every German word or phrase I

had ever read or heard sort of

coming together in a way that I

was able to express myself.

And I did tell those people that

I knew that Joseph Smith was a

prophet and that I knew that the

Book of Mormon was the word of

God and that I knew the church

had been restored through Joseph

Smith.

And it's interesting because, in

that moment I... I came to know,

and that was the moment really

when my hope and my tender
belief turned into something

really solid, which has been the

foundation for the rest of my

So when people say,
"How was your mission?"

I say, "It was everything. "

>> NARRATOR: For the new
convert, it can be a

transformative
experience as well.

Despite the challenges facing

the missionaries, conversions

continue, sometimes in
the most unexpected way.

>> When the missionaries came

into the outskirts of Hell where

I was at, struggling with my two

little children, I had been

hooked on drugs, in
prison, on parole.

And they knocked on my door and

I thought, "It's the police. "

And I kind of snuck on up to the

door to peep, because I had just

gotten off of two years of
probation and seven years of

parole 11 days before the
missionaries came and brought

their Book of Mormon to me.

And they came in and told me the

most preposterous story I
have ever heard in my life.

They told me about this white

boy, a dead angel and
some gold plates.

And I thought, "Mmm, I
wonder what they on. "

I had gotten the name of
the church messed up.

When I first heard it, I thought

it was the L.D.S.
church, you know?

And I thought, well, L.S.D.

I got it backwards.

I thought they was talking about

L.S.D. and I thought, "Now
that's the church for me. "

And it dawned on me as I sat

there and opened that book up

and it said, "I, Nephi, being

born of goodly parents... "

And it breaks my heart even to

this day because it seemed like

at that moment I realized that I

wasn't a goodly parent and that

I didn't have goodly parents to

teach me in the
language of my fathers.

Families can be
together forever...

I found something inside of me

that was responding to this

message of hope, of family that

could be together forever, of

raising my children and learning
how to be a good parent.

Not drinking, not smoking, not

cussing every word, using
the Lord's name in vain.

And I tell you, to come into the

church, because I wanted that,

to me it was like a
pearl of great price.

>> ? You brought
Because you brought me

? Yes, you brought me ?

>> All religious systems have to

move beyond their own founding,

and many religious systems have

found that very difficult to do.

Christianity did it.

Islam did it.

Judaism did it.

The question is, can
Mormonism do it?

The path is thrusting itself up

in front of the Mormons day
after day, almost hour after

hour, and it's difficult
to deal with.

And like much in the
past, it's very messy.

>> NARRATOR: As the L.D.S.

church has grown, control over

the Mormon story has become
all the more important.

That has lead to increasing
conflict with some Mormon

intellectuals who challenge the

church's official history and

the authority of its leaders.

>> The glory of God
is intelligence.

Light and truth
forsake the evil one.

Ye are commanded to bring up

your children in
light and truth.

>> Intellectuals, by their
very nature, ask questions.

They're curious.

They see some statement made
and they want to know why.

>> The life of the mind can be

seen to be in flat out
opposition to one's faith.

>> To be a Mormon intellectual

means that you're opening up

yourself to being called
into a church court.

>> I was excommunicated
13 years ago.

My temple marriage to my
husband is cancelled.

My sealing to my child is

dissolved.

Basically, my eternal
salvation is wiped out.

>> One of the contradictions I

see presently in Mormon culture

is, on the one hand, we have

this long tradition of
encouraging knowledge and

education and yet, at the same

time, there is a real anti-
intellectual strain that has

been there for quite some time.

If you're an active L.D.S.

person and you want to write

about Mormonism, there are just

certain things that you
cannot talk about.

Certainly, the temple is one of

them, even if you are trying to

do it in a faith-promoting way.

And raising any kind of feminist

question is something
you cannot do.

Questioning authority in any way...
I think that this is

probably one of the biggest
taboos in Mormonism.

>> There is the thought that
intellectuals ask questions,

questions lead to doubts, doubts

leads to loss of testimony, loss

of testimony leads to you
falling away from the church

and there's a great fear in the

church that if you openly look

at these things that you will

doubt, and if you doubt, well,

there goes the whole purpose of

>> The scriptures speak of

prophets as being watchmen
on the tower with the

responsibility to warn when an

enemy approaches the
enclosure of the faithful.

I think all of the leaders of

the church are conscious of an

obligation to warn the people
when there's a danger.

I think in any day, the watchmen

on the tower are going to say

intellectualism is a danger to

the church, and it is
at extreme points.

And if people leave their faith

behind and follow strictly where

science leads them, that can
be a pretty crooked path.

>> NARRATOR: Ironically, the

Mormon religion itself was born

as an act of radical dissent.

Joseph Smith had directly
challenged the tenets of

mainstream Christianity.

But almost from the beginning
he, too, was challenged by

dissenters in his own church.

He was quick to excommunicate

but also quick to allow
people to return.

His successor, Brigham
Young, was tougher.

>> Brigham Young's
principal was simple.

You are either with us
or you're against us.

If you are part of this people,

fall into line, let's move on

and let's build up the kingdom

of God and never forget that
all we have is each other.

We undermine each other's faith,

we destroy ourselves.

We've got to stick together.

There's the highway
or there's our way.

Leave if you are not going
to adhere to the rules.

>> NARRATOR: In the mid-20th

century the church began to
forcefully discipline its

intellectuals who challenged the

orthodox view of Mormon history.

The historian Fawn Brodie had

emerged from a devout
Mormon family in Utah.

In 1945 she published a
biography of Joseph Smith that

was the first to question the
divine origins of Smith's

revelations and the Book of

Although she was a niece of

church leader David O. McKay, he

didn't protect her and
she was excommunicated.

In 1950, when Juanita Brooks

published the first full account

of Mormon complicity in the

Mountain Meadows Massacre, she

and her husband were shunned
by members of their church.

As official church historian,

Leonard Arrington began opening

church archives in 1972 and
promoted a new Mormon history

that was complex and objective.

But after a decade of
intellectual freedom, the church

transferred Arrington's entire
division from his control.

>> The Mormon church has
suffered dissent and

excommunications from
the very beginning.

But I'd say in the last
generation there seems to be

more disciplining,
more nervousness, more

excommunications.

The church seems to be drawing

in and wanting to sharpen its

message, and in some cases, this

really takes on a very
harsh and personal edge.

>> NARRATOR: Among current
church leaders, Apostle Boyd

Packer has emerged as the

strongest voice of
Mormon orthodoxy.

>> When I was at B.Y.U., Boyd K.

Packer had given this speech...

and I believe it was meant only

for the insiders in the church

office building, but it got out

as a lot of things do get leaked

in Utah, especially in Salt Lake

and Provo... where he basically

said one of the greatest dangers

to the church were gays,
feminists and intellectuals.

And there was a large group of

us who fit many of
those categories.

It was like a slap in the face.

It was like, "We don't want you. "

>> I suppose I... I think I
remember saying those things.

If it's in print, I said it.

And... but that is
part of the alert.

And it's very simple... down some

of those paths, you have a right

to go there, and... but in the

church, you don't have a right

to teach and take others there

without having some discipline

simply because down the
road there's unhappiness.

>> Within the church we're not

afraid of intellectuals or
of learning or of knowledge.

Where an intellectual, I think,

can get into difficulty is when

that intellectual person takes a

position and begins either to

attack the general leaders or

local leaders of the church
or begins to attack the basic

doctrine of the church
and does that publicly.

>> NARRATOR: One of the most
contentious issues that has

divided intellectuals and church

leaders involves scientific
investigations of the book of

>> Mormonism teaches that
ancient Israelites came to the

new world and created scriptures

which we have today as
the Book of Mormon.

Thus Israelites are ancestors
of native Americans.

There's a whole story, a very

elaborate story, of great
cities being built.

But non-Mormons and I'd guess

we'd say Mormon skeptics who

have studied these matters do

not see evidence... they don't

see the D.N.A.... that would

support the Israelite theory.

They don't see evidence of
Hebrew language in the new

They don't see the archeological

sites that would show these

grand cities that are described.

>> According to a lot of Mormon

archeologists, their job is to

find that this is a true story;

that all these things actually

existed in this place that it

described in the Book of Mormon,

which, in this case, would have

to be in Guatemala and the

neighboring Mexican
state of Chiapas.

And this is what they have
been after for 50 years.

They've excavated all kinds of

sites, and unfortunately,
they've never found anything

that would back it up.

But Mormonism is not the only

religion that faces this problem

of what's actually in the
ground or in the documents.

The exodus, of course, in the

Old Testament of the Bible is

the best example of this for

which there's just absolutely no

archeological
justification whatsoever.

There's never been found any

hard evidence that the
exodus took place.

>> NARRATOR: But when Mormon
scholars challenge their

church's official history,
they risk serious sanctions.

>> My book challenges some of

the core foundational claims of

the church, the historicity
of the Book of Mormon.

Is it really an ancient record

of an ancient people like
the story that Joseph told?

When I look at the Book of

Mormon, I really don't
see an ancient text.

We see a large chunk of the King

James Bible, in this book that's

reportedly to be ancient record

of a people that lived 2,500

years ago in ancient America.

We see an enormous amount of

evangelical camp meeting fervor.

The 11 main preachers in the

book of Mormon sound to me like

Methodist stump
speakers of that era.

What you find is all of the

issues that were being discussed

and debated among Joseph Smith's

family and friends
in his own day.

It's a 19th century
record is what it is.

It's not an ancient record.

>> NARRATOR: In 2004, two years

after he published his
book, Grant Palmer was

dis-fellowshipped by the L.D.S.

church, a punishment just
short of excommunication.

>> Mormonism is a movement that

celebrates its history and yet

it seems to be quite afraid of

its history, oftentimes
afraid of real historical

investigation.

What did Joseph Smith think
about the practice of magic?

To what extent did Joseph Smith

really practice money digging?

To what extent did
he forge documents?

To what extent did he engage
in illicit sexual behavior?

All of those are questions that

aren't particularly unusual in

the formation of most any
kind of religious system.

They were imperfect human beings

who engaged in
imperfect behavior.

Some Mormons have
trouble accepting that.

We want a kind of sanitized

>> We do take history very

seriously and I think we
take it very literally.

We don't deconstruct and feel

that what we have is the figment

of language or imagination at

all, or that there's
some middle ground.

And I know that's very
polarizing in a sense.

I think the hardest public
relations sell we have to make

is that this is the only true

>> NARRATOR: In a single month

in 1993, the L.D.S. Church
excommunicated six prominent

Mormon scholars whose work the

church believed had gone too far

in their investigations of
polygamy, in pressing for

priesthood for women, and in

challenging church authority.

>> I was one of the
first to be threatened.

I was threatened with

excommunication in
the summer of 1993.

I received a letter from
my stake president.

In this letter, I was told that

I was not allowed to speak,
discuss, publish, write about

anything to do with church
history or church doctrine or

they would hold a court on me.

Those things that they had asked

me not to speak about were women

in the priesthood and the Mormon

idea, or the Mormon concept,
of the heavenly mother.

>> NARRATOR: The church had
objected to a series of

scholarly articles in which

Toscano argued that Joseph Smith

had intended that women be
granted Mormon priesthood.

It was a direct contradiction of

the church's official doctrine

that only men could
hold that position.

>> I am Mormon on a deep level

and I do not believe that a
community can be spiritually

healthy when it silences people.

And that was my reason for not

obeying the stake president
in the first place.

I told him at the time, I said,

"I cannot be silent because for

me to be silent is to
participate in an abusive

authority and to damage the

community that I care about. "

You have to imagine when you go

into a church disciplinary court

that you go in by yourself.

You are not allowed to
bring anybody with you.

So I'm in there.

There's 16 men that I am facing.

The stake president is
presenting the case against me

and he did it in almost
courtroom-like fashion.

He had a set of notes and he had

his reasons why I should be

He also had a stack of copies of

everything that I had written,

and it was kind of
like this, a stack.

When the stake president was

talking about all I had written

about women in the priesthood

was really wrong and I tried to

come in to defend myself
doctrinally by quoting Joseph

Smith and by using
argument and reason.

In the middle of the sentence

the state president interrupted

me and he said, "We will not
allow you to lecture us.

We will not allow you to use

this kind of reasoning again.

You are only allowed to speak as

we give you permission. "

And, of course, I mean, I just

kind of stopped mid-sentence.

I couldn't go on, but you can

imagine that this was... I mean,

you don't really feel like you

have much of a defense.

Then they asked me to go out and

they deliberated for about 20

minutes and then
brought me back in.

And the first thing that the

stake president said to me is,

"I want you to know that the

High Counsel is very impressed

with you. "

"However, you are

We have found you to
be an apostate. "

And everybody got up and they

all wanted to shake my hand.

They're cutting me off from

eternal salvation and telling me

that I am this apostate, which

really is considered very bad in

Mormon culture, and then I'm

this nice woman that they're
going to shake my hand.

And this... that niceness...

there's something... there's

something vicious about niceness

that struck me in this, that the

niceness covered over the

violence of what was being
done, because, in fact,

excommunication is
a violent action.

>> I think it is important to

point out that the church never

makes public the transcripts of

church disciplinary proceedings.

They never make
press statements.

And, so, in every case where
an intellectual has been

excommunicated from the church,

the public is exposed only
one half of the story.

And I don't think it's ever

possible to come fair and just

conclusions when we only
have half the story.

>> Excommunication is a word
that does and should send a

chill down the spine of Mormons

because the entire structure of

the family, which, in our
belief, will transcend death,

becomes threatened if one of the

members of that family has

suddenly jerked out of the
fabric and told, "By the way,

this is binding here and there. "

That's why it sends a
chill down your spine.

>> The most painful part about

the excommunication is the way

in which, if you are part of a

large Mormon family, it really

does... it really does hurt your

relationship with your family.

My younger sister passed away
a little over a year ago.

She died of cancer and one
Mormon ritual is that when a

person dies, you dress them in

their temple clothing
before you bury them.

My brother-in-law, who's a very

active Mormon, very patriarchal

if I can say that, he did not

want my sister and myself
to be part of that.

He didn't want us to
help dress her body.

I mean, and that... I mean,
that cut me so deep.

I haven't gotten over it.

I don't know if I ever will.

>> All religious groups try
to control their message.

And once in a while you'll have

a heresy trial in this
group or that group.

Mormonism is unique in the

amount of activity that goes on

and also the extent to which the

general membership is monitored.

Apparently there are files in

Salt Lake City on anybody who

has raised embarrassing
questions or might be a

troublemaker.

What you have is a church that

seeks to control its message
down into the membership to

strengthen the church and to

make sure that it's message is

clear and consistent and that
dissent is limited to the

greatest extent possible.

>> NARRATOR: The West is full of

towns that arose one morning

when someone discovered gold and

disappeared almost as soon
when the vein ran out.

From when homesteaders came out

alone, totally unprepared for

what lay ahead, and then left

without a trace.

But there are very few
Mormon ghost towns.

They didn't go out as isolated

individuals to make a fortune.

Brigham Young sent them out in

groups, as tribes of families to

build communities
that would last.

While the years of persecution

set the Mormons apart, it
also drove them inward.

The family became their refuge

and their source of strength.

The Mormons' preoccupation with

the family traces all the way

back to the church's origins, to

the theological passions
of Joseph Smith.

>> One of Joseph Smith's most

interesting ideas is sealing.

He became deeply preoccupied

with sealing families together...

husbands to wives, parents to

children, one generation to
the previous generation.

And you say, why was he so
preoccupied with sealing?

You look at the world around him

and he lived in a time when
families are being dispersed,

when they're being broken, when

children go off to the gold rush

or the West and are never heard

from or seen again.

Every time a family moves west,

they're saying a good-bye.

This is a time of constant
departure and farewell.

And to try to hold that family

together, through sealing, is in

a way a solution to the
problem of his time.

>> NARRATOR: Smith's concept of

families sealed together for

eternity was part of his
revelation on celestial

marriage, which also
endorsed polygamy.

>> Once polygamy no longer

became possible, the big
question was, is the nuclear

family still celestial in the

ways that polygamist
families had been?

And the answer very quickly
became yes, and the nuclear

family inherited both that
super-heated quality and that

supportive quality that had
gone into that investment in

It's through and in and by and

with the family that Mormons are

saved and it's how they think

primarily of their relationship,

both to the afterlife and
to the church as a whole.

>> Looks beautiful.

Nice.

>> The marriage that takes place

in the temple where men and

women are joined together, or as

we term it, sealed together, not

just for time or until death

does us part but for time and

all eternity, is to me the
high point really in religious

experience and in
religious ceremony.

>> You don't get married by a

justice of the peace for till

death do you part.

You get married for time and all

eternity.

I'm engaged and it's something

that I've been contemplating a

lot lately.

I love this guy.

Am I really ready to
spend eternity with him?

He is going to be, like,

attached to my hip not
until I die but forever.

And that is a really
important question.

It makes you approach
marriage in a different way.

We look at the family as a
really eternal unit and you're

making eternal commitments and

so you better have
eternal priorities.

>> There probably isn't a
religion today that doesn't

claim to be family centered,
and with good reason.

Most religions are committed
to the value of the family.

And still there's something

different about the place of the

family in Mormon culture.

And I think it has to do with

the way the family is understood

in Mormonism not as an entity of

social organization, but as an

organization that has its roots

in the pre-mortal world and will

persist into the eternal world.

>> NARRATOR: Annette and Timber

Tillemann-Dick of Denver,
Colorado have 11 children.

Like many Mormons, their life

together as a
family comes first.

>> Repeat the words after me and

then we're going to read it.

>> NARRATOR: Annette has home

schooled her children and sent

some of them on to
Ivy League schools.

Along with Timber, a busy and

successful businessman, she and

the children reserve every

Monday night, as do all active

Mormons, for family
home evening.

>> ... all the blessings which

you give us each and every day.

Help us to... >> We have
family home evening

in our family, rain or
shine, like it or not.

We bunker down together Monday

nights and sing a few songs and

sometimes we'll have some really

profound lesson or really fun

activity, and sometimes we'll
just do family home evening

because we know we're
supposed to do it.

And either way, it's really good

for us to spend time together,

which is a rarity in today's

The church and my family are so

intertwined and I just can't

begin to imagine trying
to bifurcate those.

And when you come into a home

that has priesthood leadership

and that has people living
together focused on the same

eternal goals, it just creates a

kind of aura of love and peace.

It makes your home a holy place.

>> Amen.

>> It's the Mormon fixation on

the family as a coherent
unit that's so important.

In many other religious systems

what is important is the belief

in the individual, the belief of

the child, the belief of the
parent, the parent's belief

transferred to the child but the

child still remains independent,
an independent unit.

Within Mormonism there is an

emphasis on the collective, the

collective sense of the family,

the collective sense of moral

responsibility, the collective
sense of an enterprise.

>> ? And since my soul... ?

>> NARRATOR: For devout Mormons,

family life is centered in the

local congregation, or ward.

>> ? How great thou art ?

>> Growing up Mormon was like

growing up in a little ghetto

village where everyone knew
you and you knew everyone.

Your entire life was woven into

the lives of everyone
else in the congregation.

Your social activities, you had

ward banquets and ward parties

and ward campouts
and ward dances.

And all of the adults were
involved in that too, because

they were driving us as kids
here and there and there.

And so you got to know everyone

and everyone knew you and
it was a great experience.

>> When I first moved out to
Alpine, population of about

2,000, virtually everybody in

that town was Mormon.

And we'd go down to
the welfare farm.

We'd all go down there...
butcher, baker, candlestick

maker... and we'd pick beans,
we'd hoe beets and laid out

canneries and people would can

the beans we were picking and

the beets we were
hoeing and so on.

A brilliantly inspired program
and you're doing it all

The sense of community
is absolutely amazing.

>> One of the truly distinct
features of the way Mormons

organize themselves is that they

organize themselves
geographically.

In no other faith community in

the United States is it the case

that where you live absolutely

determines where
you will worship.

One would think that it would be

a source of greater friction or

discomfort because you're thrown

in with people that you don't

willingly choose to associate

with until one remembers, oh,

but usually we call
that a family.

That's one of the explanations I

think for this uniquely cohesive

bond that characterizes
Mormon wards.

Since there's no professional

clergy, nobody gets paid and the

service that is rendered
is all voluntary.

You can find yourself working

hours that are comparable
to a second job.

>> NARRATOR: Mormon women work

outside the home in about the

same proportions as
other American women.

And the extensive commitment to

the church and to family can put

enormous pressures
on the mothers.

>> Mormon women are plagued with

this perfect woman figure.

She bakes cookies and she bakes

bread and she always looks
wonderful and she's never

overweight and she's always

smiling and... yes.

Totally impossible woman.

>> ? He is my Savior... ?

>> In Mormonism you're told that

your very eternal salvation and

the eternal salvation of your

children is the thing that, if

you somehow make a false move-

you know, "Am I going to mess up

my kid forever because
I worked that job?"

Not just in this life and, you

know, they may take drugs or

something, but, "Will they
lose their eternal salvation?"

That is a horrible
burden that you face.

>> It's incredible pressure on a

woman and yes, there is a strong

use of anti-depressants in Utah,

higher levels than
exist in other states.

You cannot attribute it
exclusively to one set of social

circumstances, but there are

great expectations on a woman.

>> So Jesus tracked him
down and found him...

>> NARRATOR: In the Mormon

faith, gender roles are
ordained by the church.

Mormon fathers preside over

their families and hold the
priesthood with authority to

give blessings and healings.

Mormon mothers are primarily

responsible for the
nurture of the children.

Many Mormon women find their

role fulfilling, but for
others it is limiting.

>> There's a dichotomy that the

church has.

It means that women and the work

that they do in the church is

always subordinate to
what the men are doing.

I see that as damaging to women

because they're put in the role

of being under the
power of the men.

It's not an equal partnership.

>> As a woman in the Mormon

church I feel very comfortable.

I don't feel denied any
opportunity to serve and to do

good for people in the church

and in the wards and in our
neighborhoods and so on.

In service do I feel limited?

The answer is no.

>> NARRATOR: In the 1970s, the

Mormon view of family life gave

rise to the church's vigorous

opposition to the Equal
Rights Amendment.

It played a critical role in

defeating the E.R.A., urging its

members to vote against it and

busing thousands of L.D.S.
women to rallies.

And the church excommunicated

one of the most outspoken Mormon

feminists, Sonia Johnson.

>> They're interested in
stopping me and stopping this

organization called
Mormons for E.R.A.

They want us to leave them alone

out there and let them get the

E.R.A. killed and we
can't do that, you know.

>> The equal rights amendment
was threatening because it

changed the role of women from a

nurturing helpmate to a man,
from a nurturing housewife

staying at home taking care of

the children to someone who

could now make those
decisions for herself.

If women now started to compete

with men for professional
positions, for becoming

breadwinners, earning more

perhaps than their spouses, this

threatened men as well as women.

The E.R.A. is not just about

women.

The E.R.A. was about families,

changing the role of men,
women, and indeed children.

>> NARRATOR: While the family is

the spiritual core of Mormon

life, not everyone feels
welcome at their table.

>> What about people who marry

and for whatever reason
don't have children?

Or the young woman who grows
old without marrying?

Or the divorced person?

I mean, we... I think we can
be quite hard, in a sense,

unwittingly, but nevertheless
hard on those people in our

culture because we have cultural

expectations, cultural ideals,

and if you measure up to
them, it's a wonderful life.

If you don't, it could
be very difficult.

>> Being gay in that culture is

beyond hell because the family

is the center of Mormonism.

It is the sacred, potent unit,

and you don't even really want

to make a family if you choose
to follow your instincts.

That's why when I went to the

counselor I wanted to be cured

so badly.

I fasted and I prayed and I went

through this whole thing, and I

remember dating girls and then...
and nothing worked.

And I just decided, "This
year, I'm going to do it. "

And that's how I ended up

marrying within two-and-a-half

months of meeting my
poor unfortunate wife.

We were determined
to make it work.

We bought this paradisical
place in Alpine in Utah.

I mean, I had everything I wanted...
the stream running

through this place, great big

cottonwood trees, a little log

cabin with a big cobblestone
room attached to it, and we

built and built and built and

turned this little
place into a paradise.

And gradually these children
come on the scene and it's

heaven for them... an acre and a

third for them to run wild on...

and gradually, gradually , I

realized that I had paradise but

I was an arid
desert in my heart.

I'd wake up every day of my life

thinking, and this phrase would

run through my head, "And shot

himself through the head. "

It made no sense but it made

every sense, and there was
no running away from it.

I was committing a kind
of spiritual suicide.

But the moment infidelity
occurred, that was it.

The marriage was over and the

excommunication process started.

And so there I was on this...

I'll never forget standing on

the grass by the stream when she

told me that she had
gone to the bishop.

That it was... you know,
there was no future there.

That everything I'd wanted just

was sort of... I was standing on

this stage in effect that I'd

created, that it wasn't an act,

it wasn't a play that
was built for me.

>> There is a single standard of

morality for all members of the

The only marriage sanctioned by

God is of a man to a woman.

So there is really no allowance
within our doctrine for a

homosexual relationship of
woman to woman or man to man.

And obviously that
creates a lot of pain.

The thing that we have to
ultimately say to someone like

that is if you're going to live

your life within the framework

of the gospel and within the

framework of our doctrine, then

you've got to choose to marry

someone of the opposite sex, and

if you can't do that honestly,

then your choice has to be
to live a celibate life.

And that is a very difficult

choice, for the parents, for the

young man, the young woman, for

whoever's making that choice.

My heart goes out to them.

>> There's something terribly

tragic that not only Mormonism

but most religions have such a

hard time with the odd ducks.

But the bottom line is most
of us are odd to a greater or

lesser extent and embracing the

odd duck to me is the
measure of true religion.

True religion says, "You're
weird but I love you

nonetheless. "

That's what Jesus
would have done.

And so, for me, it is a great

failure that family can only be

the family, almost by the Ozzie

and Harriet definition, and

anything outside of that
is not a family at all.

I have no bitterness toward the

church, which surprises me.

I loved it dearly and
I still love it.

I love Mormon people.

I love the notions of Mormonism,

of teaching that you
are an eternal soul.

You came from Heavenly Father

and you're here because our
family was meant for you.

Kind of makes me terribly sad at

times that I can't
be in that place.

>> NARRATOR: For those Mormon

families who do conform to the

church's doctrines, its core

belief that families are forever

can forge a powerful bond.

For the Tillemann-Dicks, this

faith has sustained them through

the serious health crisis of

their 23-year-old
daughter Charity.

>> I found out about my

condition in my final steps
to going to mission.

I went to the doctors and they

did the E.K.G. and the
nurse's eyes popped.

They popped.

I wasn't wearing my contacts and

I could still tell they popped.

And they came back and they told

me that I had this condition,

primary pulmonary hypertension.

And I remember going home and

looking it up on the Internet,

and the first thing I found

talked about a two-to-five-year

mortality rate for people that

had this condition, period.

That, you know, you lived two to

five years with this
condition and then you died.

I remember I just
started sobbing.

I was crying and crying.

>> NARRATOR: Fearing the day

they might never again hear the

voice of their daughter, an
emerging young opera star,

Charity's family gathered for an

emotional all-day
recording session.

>> ? I see the stars I
hear the rolling thunder ?

I get melancholy sometimes.

I get sad.

I still have never
been on a real date.

I have never had a boyfriend.

It's hard to think that I might

never fall in love, that I might

never get married in the temple,

that I might never have
children or adopt children.

never see my little sisters and

my little brothers grow up.

I know that, whether it's in ten

years or 10,000 years, that
there's the hope, there's the

knowledge that not only will I

see God my father again but I

will see and be with my sisters

again, and with my mother
again and my father again.

? And grace will lead me home ?

In the end, we will be
together with our families.

And to know that we would be

together was such a comfort,
was such a comfort.

The knowledge that this really

is going to happen, that this

isn't just something that we've

been taught in Sunday school,

that this isn't just something

that we've been told, that this

is something real, that we will

go home and I will see my mother

and my father and I will see
Glorianna and Senneth and

Mercina and Shiloh, that I'll
see Liberty and Corbin and

Kimber and Levi and Dulcia and

Tomikah, that I will be home.

>> NARRATOR: Every religion has

its rites and its mysteries.

They can give life meaning.

They can soften the ache of

loneliness and the
terror of death.

In their temple, Mormons are

taught the plan of salvation and

through secret rituals, how to

subdue the powers of death.

>> The temple is the holiest
place on earth for Mormons.

>> It is sacred space.

>> The temple is the meeting

place between the
infinite and the finite.

>> The temple exists as a kind

of microcosm of that heavenly

world that we hope to inhabit.

>> What really is almost the

universal symbol throughout the

history of mankind, of worship,

of God, the temple is something

now that is almost lost
except to this church.

And one of... really, one of the

priceless things that Joseph

Smith restored or brought back

to earth was a knowledge of what

a temple was and what
should occur in a temple.

>> NARRATOR: It was here in
the Mormon's first temple, in

Kirtland, Ohio, that Joseph
Smith said he had an

extraordinary vision of his

brother Alvin.

As a young man Alvin had died a

painful death before he could be

baptized in Joseph's church.

>> His brother Alvin dies.

Presumably that prompted his

reflections and his pondering on

the question of what is the
status of the dead who died

unbaptized or without receiving

the fullness of the gospel, and

that precipitates a vision.

>> NARRATOR: Smith said that in

a blaze of light he saw his
brother along with Jesus and

several Old Testament figures.

Elijah appeared to Smith and
gave the prophet the new and

strange doctrine of the
baptism for the dead.

It would offer salvation to

those in the afterlife who had

not yet heard the Mormon gospel.

This was the beginning of a

series of revelations that
would transform Mormonism.

It became both a religion of the

book and a religion
of temple rites.

In the 19th century, the Mormons

built temples in Ohio,
Illinois and Utah.

By the middle of the 20th

century, temples crossed America

from Los Angeles to New York.

Today, well over a hundred dot

the world, from Russia and
Japan to Ghana and Chile.

Outsiders are not allowed in the

temple except during the few

weeks before it is dedicated.

And Mormons who enter are not

allowed to speak of much
of what happens here.

>> And I remember that at that

time there were certain things,

part of the rituals in the
temple, is that you made the

sign of disemboweling yourself

and then also
slitting your throat.

And you made this in conjunction

with the promise that you made

that you would never reveal
what goes on in the temple.

You would never reveal
any temple rituals.

>> NARRATOR: These symbolic

oaths were dropped in 1990, but

a secrecy vow remains
for some of the rites.

>> It's, in a sense, secret

because we don't talk about
it outside of the temple.

We do that only because it's a

sacred thing to us and when
millions of people have

participated in it and kept it

confidential to a large extent,

it shows you, I think, the
seriousness with which that

whole experience is taken.

>> Before any Latter-day Saints

can enter into the temple, he or

she must have what's
called a temple recommend.

You need to show that you are

committed enough that you are

paying your tithing, that you're

living the word of wisdom, that

you're faithful to your spouse
and those kinds of things.

>> There are serious
consequences for failing to

qualify for a temple recommend.

Among them are the fact that you

can't hold a higher position
in church administration.

You can't work for the church
in, say, B.Y.U. or in other

church-affiliated institutions.

You cannot marry in the temple;

you cannot go to the temple to

see your own children married if

you are not worthy to have a

So, it is a process of excluding

people in order to refine
their religious devotion.

>> NARRATOR: Mormons say they

enter the temple and leave
ordinary life behind.

They change into white garments.

It is a place of silence
broken only by whispering.

There is no central
nave as in a cathedral.

There are no sermons or crosses.

There is no religious worship in

the usual sense.

Instead there are a series of
rooms where Mormons perform

ceremonies for the living and
the dead that they feel are

essential for salvation; rooms

where Mormons are married for

eternity; others where they are

sealed to their
children for all time.

>> The first time that I went to

the temple I think I was
impressed by the beauty, the

sheer beauty, of those rooms and

how they were painted and trees

and fruit and birds, how people

dressed in all white... white

shoes, socks, belts, shirts,

dresses, everything all white...
how ethereal that is.

It's like being in
a group of angels.

>> NARRATOR: In the endowment

room in a ceremony all temple

Mormons undergo, they watch a
filmed drama of the plan of

salvation and are taught secret

signs and phrases that after

death will enable them
to return to God.

>> When I first went to the L.D.S.
temple and received my

endowments, all I can do is
describe it as I really had a

mystical experience where the

temple ritual, which is set out

as a journey of Adam and Eve,

that there was a way in which I

connected to it on a very
deep spiritual level.

>> It was shocking to me because

it was so ritualistic, and I had

heard missionaries mocking

Catholics with all their incense

and ritual and all of a sudden I

was in the middle of this

experience, not only
watching it, but doing it.

And it was really shocking to

me, and... but at the same time

there was a kind of... there was

a sweetness to it that
grabbed me up to a point.

>> NARRATOR: In every temple

there is an immense baptismal

font where proxy baptisms for

the dead are conducted
day and night.

Mormons are not just baptizing

their own ancestors, but all

those who died not knowing that

they could be members
of the Mormon church.

>> If Jesus is the savior of

mankind and if hearing his
gospel is necessary for

salvation, what about those who

have never heard of Jesus?

And the answer is if they don't

hear it in this life they, we

believe, go to a spirit world

following this life and it is in

that realm that they are able to

hear the gospel and they can

decide whether they're going to

accept it or whether they're
going to reject it.

And if they do accept it, then

we believe that there is still a

need for certain religious

ceremonies to be
performed for them.

One of those is baptism.

>> I remember doing this as a

teenager myself, and we would go

in there and there's a man who

holds the priesthood who is
baptizing you, and your turn

comes up and you go down into

the font and you're baptized for

a bunch of names at a time...
maybe 20 names.

And this time he had a little

computer screen where the name

of the person you were being

baptized for would appear, and

he would hold you by the hand,

raise his hand to the right and

say, "Elbert Peck, for and on

behalf of Joseph Schwenden," or

whoever, "I baptize you in the

name of the Father and the Son,

and the Holy Ghost," and he'd

immerse you in the water
and you'd come out.

>> I've thought a lot about the

baptism for the dead phenomenon.

It may be theologically tenuous,

but it speaks to a genuine human

need to be linked to past
generations and to, in some

sense, take one... take
responsibility for one's

ancestors.

And, so, even though I don't

advocate baptism for the dead, I

don't see it as a purely
flaky kind of thing.

>> When I found out that Mormons
are baptizing the Jews,

Holocaust survivors, one
was, it was shocked.

Second was, how can they do it?

Third was, why do they do it?

Because it was, in a way, an

unbelievable experience for me

to find out that somebody can

baptize another person
after the person died.

I am a Jew.

I was born as a Jew.

6,000,000... my brothers and my

friends and my family... were

killed because they were Jews,

so I wanted them to be Jews.

I wanted them to remain Jews and

I didn't want anybody later on...

100, 200 years from now... to

tell me that my parents were not

Jewish because somewhere in the

archives in the Mormon church

there is my father's name, my

mother's name is listed as a

gentile, as a Mormon person.

This was, to me, painful.

>> We haven't wanted as a church

to just, you know, assert our

first amendment right and say,

"Well, this is what we believe.

This is our doctrine and
the devil may care. "

That isn't our intent at all.

That is why in 1995 we entered

into an arrangement with them.

At that time we, in a sense,

took out of our records those
Holocaust survivors, or

Holocaust victims, for whom we

had performed temple work and we

have been actually very diligent

since in not sending to our

temples Jewish names unless they

were sent by Jewish members of

our church who have sent in the

names of their own relatives.

>> NARRATOR: Despite the
controversy, the Mormon effort

to baptize the world's dead
continues, and they have

mobilized an army of volunteers

around the world to root out the

names of people they believe
might still be saved.

>> There is literally a mountain

of names in one extraordinary

structure outside of Salt Lake
City, and indestructible.

I am told that even a direct hit

by an atomic bomb, something
like an asteroid collision,

would have to occur
to wipe it out.

>> NARRATOR: Of the seven
billion names of the dead which

have ever been recorded,
approximately two billion have

already been collected by Mormon

volunteers and stored here.

And today Mormons have baptized

well over 100 million
deceased people.

>> Genealogy is a core
ritual in Mormonism.

As the living Mormon, you are

the center of this
great exchange.

You are a part of creating
this vast network, this

interconnection, of people

who've lived in the
past and in the future.

And so genealogy is something

Mormons feel very connected to.

>> NARRATOR: The Family History

Library in Salt Lake City is one

of approximately 2,000 L.D.S.

genealogical research
libraries across the world.

Their complete records are now

online and open to non-Mormons
and Mormons alike.

The archives are clearly tapping

into an almost universal
hunger for family history.

>> I wasn't really
interested in genealogy.

I didn't even like my family.

I had been hurt and abused

verbally and just, you know, and

to realize that my salvation was

dependent upon their salvation

and then to do genealogy, going

and discover that my grandmother

was raised on Oakley plantation,

I had never come to grips with

the fact that my folks not too

far removed was the slaves
that we talk about.

And, so, now it's like I can go

forward four generations and go

backwards three, and when I

started in the church I didn't

even know who Betty Stevenson

was.

And it's hard to explain the

spiritual connection that I
now feel to my ancestors.

>> NARRATOR: Those spiritual

connections to the eternal

family are at the core
of the Mormon religion.

And that belief system was at

the center of this believer's

greatest spiritual crisis.

He and his wife risked

everything for their faith.

We had seven children and most

people would think that they

were complete or well
beyond complete.

We struggle with that.

Marla struggled with it a lot

because she had this sense
of someone missing.

There is another child there,

another spirit, waiting to
come to earth, to mortality.

There's another child there
that is part of our family.

We prayed about it.

We spent time on our knees
together asking God, is this

something that God wants to do

and is there really another
spirit child there for us?

I believe that we lived before

we came to the earth, that we

lived before this life as spirit

children of our heavenly father,

and somehow, in that pre-
existence, our family that we

have developed here, we were

connected there as well and
we're not yet complete.

And so we decided to have
another child and it wasn't an

easy decision.

My wife was 42, and just being

42 and having had seven children

already makes you a high risk
case and having gestational

diabetes adds to that, and so

there were a number of risks,

and so it wasn't a decision
that we made lightly.

And the baby was
born, a little boy.

Named him David William.

It was extremely
difficult for her.

She really had to give
everything that she had to bring

that baby into the world.

Following the delivery, she had

a blood clot, which had gone
to her heart and lungs.

And they told me there was
nothing they could do, that

there was no brain function
that she had passed away.

I was totally
unprepared for that.

I'm hurt.

I'm wounded.

Someone has just torn at my

I still miss her horribly.

If I knew that... I guess if I

have to be honest, knowing what

I know now, would I do it again?

There are days when I say no, I

wouldn't... I wouldn't do it

again because it came
with a terrible price.

But I believe firmly that I will

see my wife again, and that we

will be together again, that our

family will be reunited again,

and that this is not the end.

And we'll hold each other and

we'll cry and we'll laugh and it

will be very much like it
is now, except better.

I don't know how others who

stand on the brink of eternity

and face death, how they could
deal with that without an

overwhelming despairing
sense of loss.

It brings me tremendous comfort

to know that I have made
covenants and promises in the

temple with my wife
that continue on.

of vehicle through which we

conquer mortality.

We go to the temple and our

relationships with other human

beings are rendered permanent
and eternal in defiance of

There are scriptures in the Book

of Mormon, there are quotations

from Brigham Young, that
emphasize not a single atom or

particle of our bodies will be

lost, but everything will be
reconstituted as fully as it

It's almost a kind of
celebration of the totality of

triumph over death; not only
will something remain, but

everything will be
reconstituted as it was.

>> What is the
essence of religion?

Sigmund Freud said it was the

longing for the father.

Others have called it the desire

for the mother or
for transcendence.

I fear deeply that all these are

idealizations and I offer the

melancholy suggestion that they

would all vanish from us if we

did not know that we must die.

Religion rises inevitably from

our apprehension of our own
death to give meaning to

meaninglessness is the endless
quest of all religion.

When death becomes the center of

our consciousness, then
religion authentically begins.

Of all religions that I know,

the one that most vehemently and

persuasively defies and denies

the reality of death, is the
original Mormonism of the

prophet, seer and revelator,

>> NARRATOR: For more than 175

years, the Mormon story has

played out across the American

landscape and, increasingly,
on the world stage.

It is the story of a people

fired by a bold religious faith

who have struggled to find a way

to stand with America and still

preserve the power of the very

distinct beliefs that can
leave them standing apart.

>> Mormonism is
extraordinarily successful.

Mormons have huge numbers of

worldwide converts as well as

millions of Americans who
follow the movement.

And yet there's still an odd
limiting factor about modern

Mormonism, that somehow it's a

religion that isn't respected.

The peculiarity of Mormonism is

that on the one hand it's a

profoundly historical religion

for which evidence is sorely

lacking, and yet that has never

prevented Mormons from believing

deeply in their religion.

They believe in that history as

a matter of faith and yet at the

same time they practice a modern

faith that dedicates itself
to the reconstruction of the

individual, the reconstruction

of the family, the
reconstruction of the community,

and the reconstruction of

society.

So, in the end, Mormonism is

part of the modern religious
and political landscape.

And yet it's separate,
it's apart.

All religious systems have to

move beyond their own creation?

Can it survive the present?

Can it move into the future?

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