Alone (2015–…): Season 1, Episode 8 - The Freeze - full transcript

I could really use
some hot food. Fish.

I am super defeatist about
it that fish. It's really tiresome.

It blows more than it's fun
to take out timber fleet.

I try to see
if it can be done.

Zero fish.

Juniper, inner bark.
I miss so much food.

I could fucking just go home.
"Just press the button, dear friend.

Then there is a warm bed and a
hot meal to you in a minute. "

- Help!
- Now I am alone. I am nervous.

- Fuck!
- Oh my God.

It has been the star cold in the night.



I'm
getting paranoid of being up here.

Yet another day sucker.

- Please.
- It has become a starvation experiment.

This is my territory!

Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.

It's my daughter's birthday today.

If I know them right, they sit
and eat buns right now -

- and get gifts. I'm tired of not
being there, but she just wanted to say:

"What the hell are you here?
Should not you be in Norway?"

Tonight I celebrate it
with proper beer and fish ...

... and once in the fireplace. It is
a good day today, I can feel.

Yes, sir.
Dag 17, here we fucking come.

Both the weather and the food is bad.

I do not have good weather,
and I have too little food.



I have to deal with
some kind of craft -

- I can go in depth with,
before it's fun, it here.

I sat up most of the night
and made a berry picker.

It's a lot of little bits that
I just made small notches to -

- and bound together.

What I am missing is to make a box
of birch bark that fits in smiget.

When I have put some kind of handle
on, I have actually a berry picker -

- is finished. It is awesome.
So should I just pick berries.

I must have made container
of birch bark all day.

So it is fat. It's so great
material to work with -

- but I have no food in the stomach to
make the craft -

- I have nothing funny
to take me to.

It will be good weather,
and I need to catch fish.

Otherwise there is not much sense in
me sitting here.

I have made birch bark box.

The entire frame is assembled,
and it is working now.

I can already feel,
that it is a success.

It ...
It feels quite sensible.

So I am again, again ...

Same as every year, James.
... on the way down to ...

... check out my new fishing line,
as I set out yesterday -

- and I have great confidence.

It is out there, but I'll probably
just a little closer.

The ... Yes.
It was no gain on the day.

And.

I could really use
some hot food. Fish.

I am super defeatist about
it that fish. It's really tiresome.

I go and check the other now.

There is nothing on the first hook -

- and hook number two was also empty.

No fish today. It's as if
it just did not quite succeed -

- with the fishing lines here.

I hate the coastline here
gradually clean fish wise.

It has simply been
an impossible task for me -

- to understand the shoreline
and get caught the fish.

It leaves me do anything to
some degree, to put it nicely.

Today's walk gave me two sticks.
A small mass with a seam in the -

- and a second one without any seam in.

So I have the old board back here
and a little stick.

I should like to cobble together
something board work.

I must first pill all these nails
out if it can be done.

A perfectly straight seam.
Fantastic.

15 nails in the small boards.

It looks like the board
from 'Teddy's picture book'.

Something like that.

Then came the table in place. It will be
great to be able to sit there and eat -

- and drink my beer while I must
keep my daughter's 13th birthday.

I feel
that I miss them right now.

I wonder damn good just
to say congratulations, but it comes here.

Congratulations, Sille.
Congratulations on the 13 years.

I hope you've had
the best day in the world.

It is important for me to deliver
something innovative -

- where people think:
"That was smart."

Just as long as it is on the slopes,
is bærplukkeren good.

It may also well be flat,
just there are humps.

It can definitely compete against
picking by hand.

Lingonberry is sometimes easier
to pick by hand -

- because they are so low and grow a little
in between all possible.

This trip is quite unique, because it's
not just a trip for their own pleasure.

If I do not perform as Rune
wont, I will not be satisfied.

If you participate in something, then it must
well be something you are happy with.

I have gathered a bag here
with cranberries.

It should boil the juice on,
and then I eat jam.

It is probably the food I get today.

I've been in fucking good mood all
day, but I did well at home.

I just know that everyone thinks
that I should be right here.

It is incredible that it is so difficult.
I had not expected.

Happy birthday, Sille.

Now I want to enjoy some food
and think of you.

I hope you have had a nice day.

Today it Sille's birthday,
hurray, hurray, hurray.

She probably found a gift sheep,
she has wanted for years

with lovely chocolate and cakes.

Bowl.

Congratulations on the.

Shut up, it tastes good.

Shut up, man.

Newly caught fish,
cold beer and my daughter's birthday.

Please just shut up.
But...

I could not wish me
to be anywhere else than right here.

I would like to see,
that my family was here.

Sille Lindberg, dammit.

It was a feast.
Tak for it.

I'm damn happy.

Now we just have to sit
and enjoy some beer and think about -

- how cool it is to be a dad -

- and have children.

And a wonderful wife.

It's great to feel lucky.

I have been able to hear reindeer here.

They are just five meters
outside my shelter.

I stand in the entrance to my shelter
right now, and they are right there.

There are three.

Tre Rener.

How crazy.

Tre Rener -

- really in my camp.

Where is the fat. It was ...
I do not think they were adults.

They were not as big
as the white the other day.

They have just been here all morning,
and I could hear them snorting -

- and go here several times. I saw them
just on the other side.

I can hear how they go out here -

- and see the shadow of them
up against the tarpaulin.

Vitter Soluble within a meter
of my shelter. How cool.

Not, how insane one morning
to stand up to.

I stand here in my ...

In my Crocs
and socks and not so much clothing -

- hasten out of the bag and just
captures these amazing animals -

- standing right out here
in my backyard -

- and probably just
in the morning. Where is the fat.

Now it is also time to stand up
and get some clothes on, I think.

I'm pretty hungry,
so even if the wind blows -

- and blows more than it's fun
to take out timber fleet -

- I try anyway to see
if it can be done.

I can not get emptied yarn.
So I have some fish -

- and will thus help
the morale today.

So, I hope that I can get out there
in a responsible manner -

- without being blown too much.

It is dangerous, but it will be
really well with fish.

It is basically necessary.

I'm going out to the yarn,
and there must be fish -

- and then I have a good day.

The weather is too violent
to the raft.

I have chosen to say
that it must be better weather -

- and then I fix straight up
on things.

There are fish in the yarn. I've
taken a look as I want to eat -

- and the rest will I leave.

Garnet fishing remains a bit, as
it is now. I take it all the way -

- the fishing I do not.

Windy conditions.
A little bit of sunshine.

And ... fog.

The waves stand directly
in my fish bay -

- so ...
it will be interesting to see -

- how much junk and branches and
leaves and sundry that is in my yarn.

It's nice to feel
that I'm in a rhythm now.

I have built my shelter, my home,
which just works, my outdoor spaces -

- the player,
and it's nice in good weather.

I will focus on enjoying it here
and enjoy life alone -

- like this in the wilderness.

I have just taken out here
to test whether my skills rows -

- to live and live alone. It
seems to me already, I can say now.

It is a great pleasure to find out.
It was what I would find out.

But I'm not finished
with my journey here yet.

Alone in the wilderness!

It's funny what drives us
to sit out here. What drives me?

And what is it that
I want to do?

It was probably the expectation just
about what I do.

I can not figure out
when to pull the plug.

If there comes a day where you say:
"Enough is enough."

Is it the first time it snows?
I do not fucking.

It may be, I can just feel it.
I have no idea.

The days go really
with the same thing and the same.

I stand up...

... getting dressed, brushing teeth ...

It's not the same without toothpaste.

... goes out and pulls the yarn into -

- cleans the fish hangs up yarn,
boiling water -

- fry fish, eat and drink.

So I have time, I do not know
what I'm doing. I sit and look.

Then the evening.
So I put the yarn -

- boil water, fry fish, eat -

- go to bed ...
Good night.

Today, I think just, I sit
at my cafe table all day.

And enjoy a latte and a croissant.

Should I have one with or what?

Hey, what about the sound?
Yes, with sound.

I'll get right on this. Like that.
I will spare no effort today.

That I'm going
to do to sit still.

I'm going to make a sign,
a name tag to the shelter.

Creativity out here is often
associated with -

- how creatively to find
a solution to a problem.

Here we are talking about creativity
in a different way -

- namely creative that this
must have an aesthetic expression.

There must be a string on each side here,
where such must hang from.

I'll find a way to flatten
it out so I can write something.

I am not such a ferment carpenter
or something like that -

- but it's megasjovt.

As long as it's fun, I
do not care if it gets good.

Total pro I have been already.
Yay.

Then it's meant to be hung
here and so there must be something divorced.

So I got cut out here,
and then I could well imagine -

- the key for the letters came
a little color.

We make blueberry juice. Normally,
I make it up to eat it -

- but now it serves a different purpose.
Perhaps hapser I am what is left.

This having made a sign,
which is a success -

- it gives the optimism
and self-confidence and joy.

It must be remembered up here.
It is important to maintain.

There are not really anything from the outside,
which gives one the feeling.

Now I'm on the other side
and see if it looks good -

- or if it does not look so good.

Not, I think it's cool.
Such! Wow!

Then you are right, "Who lives here?"
"It is surely Allan who make it."

Megafedt!

I hope that this meal just
to get your spirits back up.

There are little fish on the table.
It is not enough to make me satisfied -

- but it is enough to take the edge,
because here is really nice -

- and I'd love to see
more time out here.

But it all comes down to food.

If there is no food, there is no
energy or desire to do so -

- one would like.

I do not want to do that. I'm going out
and accomplish something crafts -

- look around, catch fish,
live a little with the landscape.

It also means that if I
can thrive here and feel -

- I did not get to it, well,
so is the right thing to do for me -

- to go home.

But I have promised myself
not to be now.

I need to have a greater chance
than just 18 days.

Then there hopefully sunshine that
comes with a good mood in the morning.

I do not want to sit up here
and be an alarmist.

There still blowing a fresh wind.
I just hope not -

- there is too much branches
and leaves and so on in my yarn.

Now I see.
I hope there are fish in.

I think most definitely not, there are fish
to me today. That was when hell.

It was as real shame. That
I could damn good eating.

Zero fish.

There's nothing to do about it.
That's the way it is.

Now I'll pick some birch leaves,
before it gets too dark -

- and then I'll cook
a delicious game of birch leaves.

Where else is
more blades back.

It's really,
really thin with leaves.

There are not really any left.
They are also completely withered.

Birkeblade.

Here there is little.

I just do rather just wanting to
eat a little juniper bark.

Large, lovely juniper bush,
which I now just want to reap -

- a few branches of.

It smells just so delicious.
The evening's harvest in.

Now I'm going home and cook
my vegetarian dinner.

You can not be just lucky
every time when it comes to hunting.

It is fishing well
basically too.

I could sateme good just
eating a fish.

I think I could eat ten
of the fish actually.

Then I would be really satisfied.
I have an incredibly delicious -

- appetizing branch here.

I can not wait
to sink your teeth into it.

I will scrape the outer bark. Then
a layer of inner bark, which I eat.

I miss pasta.
I miss the food so much, but ...

Well, there's also,
when I get home.

They've cooked plenty now,
the magazines here.

They are just deeply unattractive
to look at. Completely yellow.

Full brown. With spots.

It tastes like dead leaves.

That was really it.
I picked are not so many -

- but three great mouthfuls.

It's going to fill my stomach.

I need to start eating
again wool. Juniper inner bark.

That was actually
my vegetarian dinner today.

It was otherwise a 'I'm mæt'-burp.
No, it was certainly not.

It was an 'I've just
eaten leaves and bark'-burp.

Gotcha.

It is today the 19th

My wife and I have an anniversary
today.

It had been cool,
if I had been home -

- but I've fortunately sent may
flowers today with a letter on -

- so I know that she gets.

We were married at City Hall. We would
really like to get married in the church -

- that's why we still rings
on the left.

We will soon get married in church.

2017 bloody be there, we got married
in the church. We see what happens.

I know
what I need to spend the afternoon:

That lie next to the fire
and to be engaged in the -

- sucking the landscape for me.

I have some aches and pains
with a thumb and big toe -

- and a little different and it will be
followed by days of bad weather.

I do not begin to have enough food.
So dollars mood after all.

Instead of being in the moment
I start to think:

"What else could I do?"
So it is a bad rollercoaster ride.

We must hope
that my wife has been my bouquet now.

It warms at least in mind.

It's just the part
I could not prepare myself -

- this to be completely
alone with nothing to give me.

There always used to be something
I can give to me.

It is simply so incredible
that I can go -

- just wherever I want,
just as long as I want.

I can do whatever the hell I want, whether
it is to set fire to the beach.

Yet it is just
exactly like ...

I do not fucking. It's a bit
like being in prison.

I do not know.
Completely isolated.

It's fucking not
the coolest in the world.

I also caught the number 100 fish
yesterday.

Now I'm on what 110 fish?
110 fish in 19 days.

Damn it all.
Do not like to see it?

I eat well, I sleep well,
I have the heat -

- and still I stand just
and piss dissatisfied.

It feels fucking as if
the chest is about to burst.

And then it is over again.

I can not describe how much I
am looking forward to the coming of a boat.

Now I would like home.

There are probably some that are better at
this than me. They must have the victory.

I'm fucking not very good at it.

All of a sudden I just everything
at home.

Not because I did not always have
it, but fuck, it marks it out here.

All those little things that do not
mean a damn thing in daily life -

- they mean just everything.

It's fucking fat
to be allowed to experience.

If there is someone who is better to
do without them, fair enough.

Then they just take
a few more days.

Yes, baby.
Yes, baby.

Where are the Northern Lights.
Where are the Northern Lights.

Where are the Northern Lights!

It's a starry night.
It is thundering thumping cold.

But the northern lights.
Shut up, how cool.

Mega upturn.

I get so much upturn in nature.
It's crazy.

Cool.

One of the things
that I have promised myself -

- and not a goal, it is
to survive through the trip.

I prefer it
when it is a pleasure -

- and I do not need
that to survive.

I feel good, I can be
familiar, I have achieved -

- compared to only ten
seats, and I recorded one -

- at the expense of some others.

In the morning,
taking my satellite phone -

- and write to headquarters:
"Come and get me.

I am ready to go home. "

I do, because everything that
I love, when I am on tour -

- it is to walk around, enjoy nature,
wildlife watching -

- and do my craft.

The thing I can not accommodate,
if I do not have food in your stomach.

I do not thrive.
I eat into my custody -

- and that's why
I'm stopping now.

It simply is not fun
without food. It's really not funny.

It should be fun, even if
it is a survival program.

It is typical that I make choices
quickly and also typical -

- that if I make a choice,
which is not true -

- I'll make on it.

Yes.
I say goodnight here.

I have not seen myself in a mirror
for 20 days.

Although we may have a small mirror
with, and I have, I do not bother.

I sometimes see myself
on the screen there.

That's plenty.

I have not brushed your teeth.

20 days without brushing your teeth.

We also had to take the toothbrush
with, and I have too, but again ...

I take it as basic,
as I possibly can.

I spend as little aids and
tools I possibly can.

And confession: I have not
changed boxer shorts.

It's actually been a principle
for me now.

I want to ... see
how far I can take it -

- in a set of boxer shorts
without brushing your teeth.

I have not looked at myself in
the mirror. I can look like shit on ...

At the government-sponsored television. It goes fucking not.
I have oily huehår -

- and untidy beard.
It's hard to do anything about.

It's hard to do anything about.

Then the day 20th

I've been awake for several hours
to be honest -

- because my head has been filled ...

... to the edge,
and just as it almost goes just over.

It's so hard. It fills my whole
head, and it's super messy right now.

It is not very structured,
but it's all about -

- whether to allow the
nastily more, and there's more ...

Whether there are several things
to be a part of this adventure.

It's always fun
to go further out along a path and see -

- what's further down the road,
so there has to be a decision.

I feel that I am in
many ways is saturated and satisfied -

- with many things, and one can
not help but think:

What is it
that makes you stay out here?

It is because I love nature
in all ways -

- even when it's a little ugemytligt.

I simply think that it is
an adventure of a different world -

- I am so glad
that I went.

When that while rains, then
one little affected emotionally.

"Well, okay. Why are you still here?
Is it about time?

It's been a good trip.
Shall we finish it now? "

Next up is my camp
packed together -

- and I thank you for this trip and
good luck to the other participants.

So I am on the way home.
I'm looking forward to it.

It will be great to get some
food in your stomach. Hello there.

- What was too much?
- The food.

The lack of food.

My whole plan to take out here was
that I needed to thrive -

- but I found out
that I would not achieve -

- and so was considering whether I
would survive my way through it -

- or if I should dedicate itself
to something else, then I go home.

There are certainly some who would
wonder about that Rune stop now -

- because he can not thrive because
it is a survival experiment.

I did not even think I've given
up too easily. It is a good decision.

It has been some 20 days.
You would not be without.

But it will be good to get back.
It does.

I thought about
how much I miss shaft.

He was four and a half months,
when I train on it here adventure.

It's pretty hard to think about. Those
of you who have had a child by -

- how it is to have a son
or daughter in the age of four months.

It's fantastic. The child can be
anything, it can laugh and eat porridge -

- and it has a totally fat mimicry.

It is indeed hard to be away
from him and do without all that.

I look forward so much to
seeing Aksel's first facial expression -

- when we see each other.

I can not describe.

I am such a little ...

I look forward so much, but I'm
also a little anxious.

What if he ...
what if he is like this:

"Who are you?"

I look forward sateme that I
have to go home. I must just say.

I no longer enjoy the ride. There is
too much in my life at home -

- I can just sit up here
and just wait.

I could fucking also just
go home tomorrow.

"You can just press the button. So
there is a bed and a meal for you."

I hope fucking,
that there is something exciting tomorrow.

There's just something that says
to me that there is just not happening.

When I check the feeling, both physically
and mentally, so I feel good.

I actually feel that I can
continue for some time yet -

- but one thing is to continue -

- Another thing is
to want it.

There is a difference.
Big difference.

It is being winter here
in Northern Norway, I just laws.

Fuck, where it is cold.
It freezes the yarn.

These are new challenges.

What is learning at week four,
is about -

- how my body and the mind
is affected.

You are not alone.

30 days does not sound like much, but try
to close everything, telephone, internet -

- mobile, television, your girlfriend, wife,
friends, everything ...

I find it hard to see
why I should be here.