90210 (2008–2013): Season 4, Episode 20 - Blue Ivy - full transcript

Working together puts
pressure on our relationship.

I've already made up my mind.
I'd do anything for you,

even give up music.

- Isn't that what you were going to say?
- Uh, yeah.

- Hi, this is
- Dr. Harper from the genetic screening.

We received your results.

Please call us back to schedule
a review as soon as possible.

- Where were you yesterday afternoon?
- Liam was with me.

Drove me to a
doctor's appointment

that I didn't want anyone
to know about.

It's my fault you
and Jen are fighting.



I should've just told you
you're the one I wanted.

Sorry about everything.

Especially

Preston Hillingsbrook.

I ran into a mutual friend

who told me
the most scandalous secret.

All you needed

was a date with a hunky boy

in board shorts.

I am just smiling because we
found a very worthwhile cause

to donate our
first check to.

And Caleb's kind
of great, too.

You look like
you need to talk.

How could you
lie to me, Raj?



Did you think I was

gonna get over you and...
and be happy one day?

And then the minute
I actually started

living my life, then
that would be the perfect time

to find out that
you had lied to me?

And that you
died here... alone.

Did you save the universe?

We saved the universe.

Then tell my boss

I'm putting in for overtime.

Cut!

That's a wrap on Liam Court.

Hey.
There you go.

That, uh, that take
felt a little stiff.

You think I should
ask for another one?

No. Don't even
think about it.

In fact, it's time to start
talking about what's next.

Ah, which is why I'm
trying to set up a meeting

with Cynthia Bennett,
the indie producer.

She practically
owns Sundance.

Whoa. Aren't those movies
for, like, trained actors?

Liam, you're ready.
Trust me.

Will I have to
show my ass?

Uh, only if you want
to win an Oscar.

Look, leave
everything to me.

I'm not gonna let
anything get in the way

of our dreams coming true.
All right.

- Hey. I've got to get your mic.
- Okay.

Great job.

Mm. Sorry about that.
No, no, no, no.

I'm the one
who should apologize.

I appreciate you
coming with me

last week to
take the cancer test,

but I did not mean

to make things weird
with Vanessa.

She'll get over it.

Still can't believe
she thought there was

something going
on between us.

I know, it's crazy, right?

So, hey, um...

when do you get the results?

Uh, I asked the doctor
to mail them,

but they haven't come yet.

I don't want to
think about it

- until after Raj's funeral.
- Yeah.

Have you thought about
talking to Navid?

No. That would only
complicate things.

What do you mean?

I mean, if he knew...

he'd come back, you know?

The whole reason
I didn't tell him

how I felt before he left
for Princeton

was because I didn't want to get
in the way of his new life.

Yeah, but you need
someone to talk to, you know.

Someone whose girlfriend isn't
gonna get insanely jealous.

Look, Liam,
thank you for everything.

You've been
an amazing friend.

This is my problem, and...

from here on out,
I'm gonna deal with it alone.

Good job in there.

Tell me your deep,
dark secrets.

I want to know everything
about PJ Hillingsbrook.

You could check
my Wikipedia page.

- It's shockingly accurate.
- Get a room!

There's only, like,
18 of them in this place.

You know what?

Wilson's right.
I should go.

Wilson sucks.
Thank you very much.

Ew. Uh, PJ, sorry to talk
business right now,

but at the rate
our bags are selling,

we're gonna have to upgrade
some of the equipment

at the factory...
All right,

I'll get you a check
by the end of the day.

And I will see you later.

Yeah, he's a serial killer.

Seriously.

- He probably has headsad in his fridge.
- Why don't

you just call Jen and ask her
what she was talking about

when she told you that PJ
had some scandalous secret.

Okay, genius, I've tried that;
I can't get in touch with her.

She's away at some
silent yoga retreat

in the south of France
for another week.

Here's another crazy
ask him.

Annie.

That is the last resort.

Our relationship
is going great.

I really think PJ
could be the one.

I'm not gonna mess
everything up

by acting like I
don't trust him.

You work with him.
Have you noticed anything strange?

Not really.
He's just your basic

self-absorbed trust-fund kid.

My world is full of them.

Uh, sorry.

Let's talk about you.

How's that cute
surfer boy of yours?

You mean Caleb?

Not happening.

He's already in
a committed relationship.

He wants to become a priest.

Oh, God.
Exactly.

He's in seminary,

and next year, is going to take
a vow of celibacy.

Then you still have time.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure
I'm already going to hell.

Don't really need to add to it
by defrocking a priest.

Bu it's just as well.

We should probably
be focused on Ivy.

Yeah, you're right.

How do you think she's doing?

Well, this morning,
she was making

chocolate chip pancakes,
like you would any morning

that wasn't the day
of your husband's funeral.

She's acting
like everything's fine.

Because I am fine.

There she is!
Hey, you.

You guys, please
stop looking at me

like somebody
kicked my puppy.

Honey, it's okay to be sad.

I know.

Of course,
I'm sad.

But, like I said,
I knew this was coming

when I first got
involved with Raj,

so let's just get
through this day, okay?

Of course.
Whatever you say.

Okay.

Yeah, I know.

How's she holding up?

It's hard to tell.
I don't think

- she's even cried yet.
- Well, I'll be doing

enough of that
for all of us.

Did you bring
the tissues?

Uh... no.

I left them in the car
with my phone, apparently.

Okay. I'm on it.
Okay.

Okay, I'm glad you guys
are here,

but I swear,
if one other person tells me

that they are sorry
for my loss...

- Guys, look who's here.
- Oh, Navid!

Hey, guys.

Navid, did you just fly
all the way

from New Jersey?
Uh, technically,

from Philly, Omaha,
then Denver.

Everything was booked up
for spring break.

I didn't know
if I'd make it in time.

Hey, Ivy.
Hey.

So sorry for your loss.

I'm fine.

Really, I just... I...

wish you didn't go
through all that trouble.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Hey.

Hi.

How are things
at Princeton?

Fine, I guess.

Just took a while to get used
to being the new guy.

But, uh, I'm working
for the college paper.

Well, that's good.

Yeah.

Still can't believe about Raj.

Guess I have been
pretty out of touch.

Ade told me Dixon just, uh,
practically had a stroke.

Can't believe
he didn't call me.

I mean,
what's his deal?

I'm sure he knew
you were having

a great time, you
know, at school

and didn't want to
mess that up for you.

Yeah, maybe.

I'm still going to kick his ass.

So how have you been?

I'm great.

Well, it was good
seeing you.

Dixon's phone.

This is Carter Thomas's office

at House of K Records.

Is Dixon available?

Uh, no, but can I
take a message?

We'll try back.

Carter wants to set a meeting
to give Dixon feedback

on the tracks he sent in
last week.

Wait. Last week?

I'll tell him.

Hey.

Service is about to start.

We should get in there.
Who was that?

Wrong number.

Oh. Cool.
Come on.

Hey. Cut it out.

We're at a funeral.

I'm setting up
that meeting.

Well, stop it.

- We should be focused on Raj.
- I am.

Look, life is short,

and we have to embrace
every opportunity.

Looks like we're on
for this afternoon.

God, am I amazing
or what?

But not
as amazing as Silver.

Vanessa, come on.

I told you what
she's going through.

Must be hard
to be at a funeral

of a guy who just
died of cancer

when you might have
the cancer gene.

Okay.

Her boyfriend is back
in town from Princeton.

Why don't you
let her cry

on his shoulder
for a change?

He's not
her boyfriend anymore.

Besides, she
doesn't want him

to know
about the test.

Why wouldn't
Dixon tell me that he

already sent tracks
to a producer?

He didn't have to lie.

Maybe he didn't lie.

Why don't you just ask him?

I can't.

The doctor said
not to stress him out.

And he already feels
like I'm smothering him.

There's got to be some kind
of simple explanation.

You know what? You're right.

I mean, when nobody else
let me in, Dixon trusted me.

I'm going to do
the same for him.

If there's something
going on, he'd tell me.

I signed a recording contract.

What?! Dude,
that's great.

Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba.

Just keep it down.

Ade doesn't know yet.

Why not?

Because the label
didn't want her.

They said her past
would hold us back.

Oh. She's going to find out.

Well, maybe not, okay?

Uh, I already told her

I started working
on music again.

And, I don't know,
maybe in a few weeks,

I'll tell her
the label liked it

and wants to sign me.

Dude, that's the
worst plan ever.

Okay. Well, I mean, what else
am I supposed to do, huh?

I mean, I don't want
to hurt her feelings.

This girl
is really important

to me, man.

But so is my career, and...

and opportunities like this
only happen once in a lifetime.

I get it. But look what happened
to me when I lied to Silver.

Even after all this time, she...
she can barely talk to me.

This tandoori
is making me sweat.

I'm going to go get
some fresh air.

Okay.

Hey.

Hey.

Pretty intense
in there, huh?

Yeah, I guess.

Vanessa, right?

Yeah. Sorry.

I, I feel like know you.

Silver talks about
you all the time.

She-she does?

Mm.

She must be really
relieved you're back.

I can't imagine what
she's going through.

What do you mean?

Being at a funeral

for a guy who just
died of cancer.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God,
she didn't tell you?

I have such a big mouth.

I'm sorry. This is
not my place.

W-Wait, please.

Tell me, what's
going on with Silver?

Okay, but I'm
only telling you

because I'm really
worried about her.

- Hey, you guys, can we get out of here?
- Two hours of

grieving is pretty
much my limit.

Yes. Come on.
Let's get you home.

Ivy, wait.

Mrs. Kher, hi.

You were Raj's wife,

and I know how much
you loved each other.

That's why I think

he would like you
to have his ashes.

I'm...

I'm, I'm sorry.

I-I...

I-I can't. Um...

It's weird having Raj

back in the house,
but I have to say

it's a nice urn.

I just wish Ivy
would talk to us.

So we can say what?

I offered to take
her shopping,

she said no.
I am out of ideas.

You're right.
She should talk

to someone
with a spiritual perspective.

Someone like Caleb.

The PILF?

"Priest I'd like to..."

Yeah, I got it.

What? I was
gonna say

- "Priest, I'd like to friend."
- Mm.

He can help Ivy,

and, you know,
teach you

- about the Seven Deadly Sins.
- Okay, stop!

I'm only going to
see him for Ivy's sake.

Okay, I'm pretty sure
lying is a sin, too.

I'm off.

PJ and I have
a couple's massage.

The suspense is killing me.
I'm gonna get him relaxed

and then I'm just gonna
ask him point-blank

what his big secret is.

What's the matter?

It's PJ.

"Have to cancel spa date.
Something came up."

Hmm, guess he has
to serial-kill someone.

Liam's movie is
gonna open huge,

and the offers will
come rolling in,

but, you know,
in the meantime,

we want to
do something

that really showcases
Liam's real talent.

Great. This is
a modern-day version

of The Brothers Karamazov.

The script is brilliant.

And Liam is
perfect for Alex.

That's the lead.
We're out

to Ryan Reynolds for that role.

I'm offering Liam
the role of Tomas.

The stable hand?

He barely has any lines.

Yeah, But he, he sweats a lot

and he takes
his shirt off.

I thought you said you want
to showcase Liam's talents.

What are you trying to say?

Honey, you're adorable...
the camera loves you...

but it wouldn't hurt
to take a few acting lessons.

You don't know
what you're talking about.

Liam's a star.

Maybe, but I'm offering
the stable hand.

You can take it or leave it.

I think we're done here now.

Yup.

What are you
doing here?

What is this
about a cancer test?

Who told you?

That doesn't matter.
The question is, why didn't you?

Because, Navid,
it's no big deal.

No big deal? Silver, you're being tested
for the cancer gene.

I can't believe
you didn't tell me.

Well, you weren't here to tell.

What does that mean?

It means you left, okay?

Oh, so because I decided
to go to school,

everyone forgets how
to use a cell phone.

How are you making this
about you?

We're not even together anymore.

We may not be together,
but I still care about you.

Well, look, Navid,
this is something

that I need to go through alone.

But those test results
don't just affect you!

How could you be so selfish?!

Wow. See, I thought the selfish
thing would've been

to call you and ask you
to come home.

But I didn't do that
because I didn't want

to mess up your
amazing new life.

Now I get it.

Silver...
No, forget it, okay?

You're not gonna make me
feel guilty about this.

It's my life, and I don't
really care what you think.

Hey, I'm sorry.

Get the hell out!

Thanks for agreeing
to talk to Ivy.

Hey, it's worth a shot.

Sometimes people
feel more comfortable

talking to strangers.

Yeah.

Let me just rinse off here,
get out of this suit.

So you're not really
big on advertising

the whole "becoming
a priest" thing, huh?

Not so much. It tends
to freak people out.

They start to act
differently around me.

Yeah, I could see that.

It's like they think

I'm gonna condemn them
to hell or something.

Truth is,
I'm just a regular guy.

I have flaws
just like everyone else.

Oh, if only.

Hey, this is Dixon.

It's Carter. Look, I still want
to talk about your tracks,

but something just came up:

Haley Reinhart is playing
a showcase

this afternoon at Saint Rocke.

Her backup guy got sick
and had to bail.

How'd you like to come down
and join her for a song?

Uh... are you serious?

Uh, we haven't rehearsed
anything.

You know her stuff, right?

If you can get down here
in an hour, you're in.

All goes well, Haley
might ask you to fill in

on the last leg of her tour.

Uh, oh, man! That, that's
amazing, but I don't know.

This is happening way too fast.

I haven't even told...

uh, all my friends.

This is a big deal.

Opportunities like this
don't come along every day.

Uh, cool. Uh, count me in.

Great, I'll e-mail you
all the details.

Cool.

Look, I'm only doing this

because my friends
are worried about me.

It's not like I actually
have anything to say, okay?

Then screw it.
Let's go surf.

I'll tell Annie
I fixed everything.

You know
I'm not Catholic, right?

I mean, I'm not even sure
I believe in God.

That's okay.

The God I believe in
can handle that.

Okay, so what do
you want me to say?

I mean, what do you
want to talk about?

You want me to tell you
how weird it was

seeing Raj in
a frigging bottle?

You want me talk

about how depressing
the whole thing was?

I mean, the whole,
the whole funeral, okay,

it was just...

it just wasn't Raj.

It wasn't, it wasn't like him.

He was, he was funny

and he was charming
and he was just...

he was just full of life.

Everyone says good-bye
in their own way.

Maybe that's how Raj's
family needed to do it.

Doesn't make it right for you.

Yeah.

Your last name's Sullivan,
right?

You ever been to an Irish wake?

Nope.

I've been to a
million of them.

We drink a lot
of whiskey,

swap stories about
the dead guy,

and pretty much
raise hell.

That's how we
say good-bye.

Does it make you
feel better?

When it doesn't end
in a fistfight, yeah.

Something like that
sound more like Raj?

Actually, yeah.

Let's do that.

Come on.

Okay, PJ, where are you
really going?

Cops! Cops! Run!

Naomi.

Oh!

PJ. Oh, my God.

I'm so embarrassed.

You can't find a good
bathroom downtown anywhere.

What's going on?

Okay, fine.

Jen heard from one
of your friends

that you had some kind of secret.
And she was right.

I knew you were too
good to be true.

I knew it.
Open it.

No, I'm not gonna open that.

Do you have any idea how many
times I've been arrested

this year alone?
Open the box.

Cigars?

They're Cubans.

So, technically,
yes, they are illegal.

My guy's a little paranoid.

You smoke cigars?

That... no, that-that
can't be your big secret.

It's a filthy habit.

Picked it up while
campaigning for Arnold.

Wait.

For Ar... Oh, my God.

You're a Republican.

That's it! Jen
hates Republicans!

I mean, it's a practical
deal-breaker for her.

But it's not for me!

I can live with that!

I can totally
live with that!

- I am so relieved.
- I'm sorry.

I should've
trusted you.

You're right.

You should have.

It was so humiliating.

Yeah, I don't usually pretend
to pee in front of a guy

until we've been dating
at least a month.

Okay, you know what?
I'm serious, all right?

I-I really, really,
really screwed this up.

Do you think maybe
you could talk to PJ

and tell him that
I'm not a total freak?

- You mean lie to him?
- Yes, exactly!

And then you can go to

your hot little priest
for confession; it's a win-win.

Fine.

Only because I'm already
going to talk

to PJ about our charity.

But please promise me
that you'll stop making up

fictional problems and be glad
that the guy you're into

isn't taking a vow of celibacy.

I promise.

And don't forget, we
have that Irish wake

for Raj on the
beach tonight.

Right. Anything I can do?

Yeah, actually.

Bring Raj.

Oh, you're reading
a book on acting?

Yeah. You know,
some of this method stuff

actually makes sense.

Like when I got impaled by the
alien, I could've been thinking

about getting into
a motorcycle accident...

with an alien.

I don't know, I haven't
finished the chapter yet.

Okay, well, if you want
to read something,

try this.

Congratulations.

You're playing Alex.

- What?
- Yeah.

What are you talking about?

You know how it is.

A bunch of people passed,
so you're in.

I-I thought that Cynthia lady
hated me.

Eh, she was bluffing.

She wanted to get in your
head so we'd take less money.

But when I went
back and told her

you weren't going to be in
the movie at all, she caved.

Now learn your lines; you
start shooting next week.

In the meantime, um,
I'm gonna look for a new place.

What's wrong with this place?

Liam, we can't keep living
in the back room of a bar.

Okay, wait, this is all
happening so fast.

Of course it is.

That's the way I planned it.

I'm not hitching my wagon
to anything less than a star.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Uh, Dixon said I could crash
here for a couple of days.

Hope-hope that's cool.
Of course.

I mean, as long as
you don't mind splitting

two chili dogs three ways.

Oh. Uh, Dixon... he just left.

Really?
Yeah.

I mean, we had
this whole day planned

to eat comfort food
and watch cartoons.

Where'd he go?

Uh, think he had
a doctor's appointment.

Since when?
I mean, I write

all of his appointments
down in this book.

Yeah, he doesn't have one today.

Oh, well, you know, the guy
basically just had a stroke.

So he probably just
forgot to tell you.

Or he could be lying.

Ade, listen.

Sometimes people
don't tell you everything.

Doesn't mean
they don't care about you.

It could just mean
they're trying to protect you.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

Of course I'm right.

I'm totally taking
out that chili dog.

Oh, wait,
let me just,

uh, make sure
I packed my antacid.

Did Naomi send you to spy on me?

I heard about everything.

And I know Naomi can get
a little out of hand sometimes,

but she really is one of
the best people I know.

She has a huge heart,
and... God knows why...

she thinks you're amazing.

So will you please
give her a second chance?

I know she's crazy.

I like crazy.
Hmm.

I'm just making her
sweat it a bit.

Well, you two are
perfect for each other.

There's one other thing,

about the funds
for the charity.

Did you get my check?

Yeah, I did.

But I stopped by the bank
and it bounced.

Oh, I'll
get that cleared up.

Not a problem.

PJ, if there's a problem,
you have to tell me about it.

Yeah, I guess so.

Thank you.

Naomi's right. There's, uh,
there's a bit of a secret.

All right, when I
was 18 and I got

my first installment of my
trust, I went a little crazy.

You know, girls,
booze, partying.

It was like
an orgy 24/7.

Lovely image.

Yeah, it was
a good time.

But my grandfather,
however,

thought I was an embarrassment
to the family name.

So he put a clause
in my trust that said

if I'm not married
by the time I'm 28,

I lose the money, it
goes back to my family.

Wow.

Problem is, I turn
28 in two weeks.

Way to run out the clock.

Well, the way
I figured,

if I wasn't married by
now, I'd find a girl,

get married, and, you
know, doesn't work out,

she gets taken care of
for the rest of her life.

I know it's not very
romantic, but neither was I.

And then I met Naomi.

Wilson, I think
she's the one.

You have to tell her
about this marriage clause.

I can't. I don't
want her to think

that my feelings for
her have anything to do

with the fact that I
could lose everything.

- She's gonna find out eventually.
- Maybe not.

I have lawyers
working on it,

and there could be
a way around it.

PJ.

Two weeks.
Annie, two weeks.

If I don't have
this figured out,

I promise you I
will tell her.

But you have
to trust me.

Hey.

We're setting up
for the wake.

Annie asked me
to get the blankets.

Ah, yep.
Right here.

Hey, how would you like to,
uh, have another P.A. job?

Because... I just got
the lead in a new film.

Mm. Good for you.

Are you okay?

How could you tell Navid
about the cancer test?

What were you thinking?
What?

We had a huge fight.

Which is exactly
what I didn't want.

Liam, I never should've
trusted you.

Silver, it wasn't me, I swear.

Who else could it have been?

Vanessa.

Why didn't I think of that?

- No, she wouldn't do that.
- Of course she would.

She hates me.

Liam, I'm sorry.

No, it's-it's fine.

Here. Um, I'll meet you
at the wake.

♪ Who is gonna be the first one
to find you alive? ♪

♪ We don't let go ♪

♪ We can't get close ♪

♪ I still need you,
and you still need me ♪

♪ This type of a war
can't go on anymore ♪

♪ Nobody wins from this misery ♪

♪ Free ♪

♪ Oh, can't you see,
I want to be ♪

♪ Want you to be ♪

♪ Whoa ♪

♪ Free ♪

♪ I want to be,
I want you to be ♪

♪ Oh, can't we be ♪

♪ Free? ♪

♪ Oh, I want to be free. ♪

Sounded great. I think
we're ready to do the show.

You must be Haley Reinhart.

Live and almost
in concert.

Did you want
an autograph?

No, I'm actually
looking for Dixon Wilson.

Oh, I think he's
backstage with Carter,

getting ready
for the show.

The show?

Wait, Dixon's
performing today?

With you?

Yeah, I'm-I'm really excited
about it.

Carter played me his single,
I loved it.

Good.

Well, hey, do you want me
to give Dixon a message?

Yeah, actually,
could you tell him

that his girlfriend stopped by?

I'm not really
dressed for this.

Be better when the fire
gets going, but...

Here.

That better?

Yeah. Thanks.

Does this mean we're
going steady now?

Sorry. Bad joke.

I'm gonna get some firewood.

Here's Raj.

Was that a move
or was that a move?

He's just
being friendly.

Oh, would you stop
torturing yourself

and just tell him
how you feel.

But first stop
torturing me, please.

What did PJ say?

Just that... he is fine
with your craziness.

He even kind of likes
it, which is scary.

Thank you!

Thank you, thank you,
thank you, thank you!

Okay, I really owe you one.

I promise, I am not
going to do anything else

to mess this up,
at all. Okay?

Okay.
Okay.

Okay.

All right.

Ade, please
let me explain.

What is there to explain?

You basically cheated on me.

At least,
that's what it feels like.

But you're the one who said
we should take a break.

Dixon, I'm not stupid, okay?

Why wouldn't you just
tell me in the first place

that you wanted to go solo?

Because I didn't
want to go solo.

The label
asked me to.

All right?

It was after
Desert Valley.

They said no one would
believe that you'd changed.

So what?

We always knew that we would
have to deal with that.

Unless you believed them.

Ade, you know
it's not like that.

I don't know what hurts more,

that you chose your career
over our relationship,

or that you never
really believed in me.

Hey, I know it's almost
time for the wake,

but I think I'm just
gonna stay here.

I've had enough grief
for one weekend.

Did you tell Navid about Silver?

What are you talking about?

Her cancer test.

Someone told him,
and it wasn't me.

And Silver said it was me?

She's lying.

I don't think so.

Tell me the truth.

How did I get the part
in that movie?

I already told you.

Cynthia was bluffing.
Stop lying to me.

Okay, look, I did some digging,

and I found out that Cynthia
Bennett, married mother of two,

is sleeping with
her boy toy assistant.

You get the movie,

and she gets to keep
her happy little family.

You blackmailed her?

She insulted your talent.

Look, I'm sorry if
that makes you uncomfortable,

but that's the way
the business works.

Everything I did, I did for you.

Okay? You have
to believe that.

Everything everyone said
about you is true.

Did Adrianna even attack you?

Liam.

The rundown house
you took me to,

did you actually grow up there?
Of course.

The motorcycle accident...
was it actually an accident?

Our relationship has been
one big lie!

Okay, Liam, baby, listen,
you're just talking crazy.

No, no, no. I want you gone
by the time I get back.

You don't mean that.

Oh, yes, I do.

Get your crap
and get the hell out!

Liam, please.

I love you.

We're here tonight
to share our sorrow

and celebrate the life we lost.

There's no rules.

Say what you want to say.

Be honest.

To the dead, we owe
only the truth.

- To Raj!
- To Raj.

Raj liked me the best.

I'm serious.

He used to tell me,
"Naomi, you're my favorite."

He let me shave
his head once.

Uh, you know, when his hair
started falling out.

Let's face it... even bald,

he was one
good-looking Indian dude.

We figured out that his name

spelled backwards was Jar,

and mine spelled backwards
was Mail.

We laughed
for, like, 45 minutes.

And then I was like,

"Dude, seriously,
what is in these brownies?"

The guy was a good listener,
you know?

It's like, I'd be complaining
about something stupid,

then remember that he just went
through a full day of chemo.

Kind of makes me wish, uh...

I would've listened
to him a little more.

He didn't care about your past

or the mistakes you made.

He just took you at face value.

He never felt sorry for himself.

Even when the cancer
was taking its toll.

He was... positive.

I'll never forget the wedding.

How he looked at Ivy

as he stood across
from her at the altar.

I don't know...
it gave me the hope that...

someday someone
could look at me like that.

There was something
about the way he said good-bye.

He'd look you straight
in the eye, almost like he knew

it could be the last time,
so he wanted

to let you know how important
you were to him.

Anybody else?

Wait.

Okay, I know
you guys

are all saying these
really nice things about Raj,

okay, but the truth is, I mean,
Raj was just a liar.

He lied to me,
and he told me

that he didn't
love me anymore.

And I know that he thought
that he was protecting me,

but we were... we were supposed
to be together until the end.

I mean, I married him
so that I could spend

the rest of his life with him.

And then he just took
that away from me.

And now this is
what I'm left with.

The time that we could
have spent together.

And the conversations
that we could have had.

And the things
that I never said.

I can't get
that back.

I deserved more.

There should have been more.

Think she's
going to be okay?

Yeah.

She stopped trying to
hide from her feelings

and was finally honest
about what a loss this is.

The truth
will always set you free.

Are you okay?

No, not really.

I haven't exactly been honest
with a friend of mine.

And I guess I'm just worried
that if I tell the truth,

it could change
our relationship forever.

Well, in my experience,
if people are talking

to me about it, it's because
they've already decided

they want to tell the truth.

You're right.

I should just be honest.

I'm pretty tired.

I should probably get home
and get some sleep.

I'll see you later, okay?

I'm sorry for
calling you selfish.

I was way
out of line.

Just, hearing
Ivy tonight and...

I can't stand the
thought of losing you.

You were right,
you know.

It's... it's not
just about me.

It's...

Our choices in life

affect all the people
that we love.

Can I tell you
something?

The night before
I left for school,

I was, uh, kind of hoping
you'd ask me to stay.

Yeah, I wanted to.

Hey.
Silver, whatever happens,

from here on out,
I'm going to...

I'm going to be there for you
every step of the way.

Really, I'm sorry that you had
to go through all this alone.

Hey.

Hey. Is Dixon here?

Ade, uh...

Dixon went on tour
with Haley Reinhart.

What?

Yeah, I guess
that the showcase,

they did together
went really well

and she invited him to
join the rest of the tour.

I can't believe he left
without telling me.

Well, hey, he
tried to call you.

He left you a few messages,
but you didn't pick up.

Tour bus was leaving
tonight, and he said

it was too big an
opportunity to pass up.

Hey, he... he had
to make a choice.

Yeah, I guess he did.

Ade, come on.

It's not like that.

Dixon loves you, okay?

When he gets back,

you two will
work things out.

Just like you and Silver will?

Naomi, are you here?

Are you okay?

I'm engaged.

I know it's really fast,

but when you know it's right,
why wait?

I've never been this happy
in my life.

Hey.

Vanessa took everything
in the register

and all the money
in the production company.

Is that...?

I'm so sorry.

Miss, that water's rough.

You'd have to
have a death wish

to go out
there tonight.

Nothing lasts forever.