Victims for Victims: The Theresa Saldana Story (1984) - full transcript

Before stalking was a well-known crime in North America, there was Theresa Saldana's story. A drifter from the U.K., Arthur Jackson, flies to the U.S. to seek Saldana out. His twisted mission: Jackson planned to murder Saldana, then request the death sentence for himself so he "could join her in paradise". The psychopathic Jackson confronts Saldana on the street in front of her home, and stabs her violently several times. No one comes to Theresa's aid except water deliveryman Jeff Fenn, who overpowers Jackson and gets the knife away from him. Jackson is arrested & charged with attempted murder...and Theresa Saldana tells her story of terror and survival as herself in this TV movie.

[lion roars]

[mystical music]

Here you go.

Love you.

[soft music]

See you later.

[SINGING] Take me back, back

home to the land of music.

Take me home.

I'm a prodigal child.

Take me back by the hand

to the land of music.

WOMAN: Go and go and go

and go and go and go.

Go and go and go.

Go.

Go.

Go.

Go.

[guitar music]

I'm home, Fred.

FRED: Oh, good.

I need the car.

Got to get to the

counseling center, OK?

Leftovers?

Couldn't you wait?

I have an early class.

Oh, god.

I'm sorry.

Want me to make you something?

[phone rings]

I'll get it.

Hello?

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: Hello.

Oh.

Hi, Mom.

How are you doing?

I'm fine.

And your father, he's fine.

Listen, I've been

trying to get you all day.

THERESA [OVER PHONE]: Oh,

I just walked in the door.

Well, where have you been?

Oh, shopping.

I had another audition.

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: A movie?

No.

TV.

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: A good part?

Eh.

It's OK.

Listen.

Mr. Uh-- Scorcissi--

what is his name?

I-- I think he's got

something good for you.

Scorsese, Mommy.

With a C. How do you know?

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: His assistant.

He's been trying to

get in touch with you.

He said that Mr.

Scorsese's got a part

for you in his new picture.

He wanted your phone

number and your address

so he could talk

to you about it.

Did he call Selma?

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: I don't know.

I think he tried.

He said something about

the phones being down.

I don't know, I

couldn't understand him.

I think he tried to reach her.

Anyway, I knew you've

given Mr. Scorsese

your number before,

so I thought it

would be all right to tell him.

Listen.

Theresa, I-- I--

I think I gave him

your old phone number.

I can't remember.

But I gave him

your right address.

Oh.

That's OK, Ma.

Look, he can always

write me or call Selma.

Listen.

I mean, I'll die if I didn't

give him the right number

and you lose a job.

THERESA [OVER PHONE]: Mom,

you don't worry about it.

Oh, I'm so upset.

Look.

I'll tell Selma about it.

She can handle it.

That's what a manager's for.

MRS. SALDANA [OVER PHONE]: OK.

I'll call her first

thing in the morning.

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: All right.

Look.

Don't be upset, Mommy.

Anybody can make a mistake.

MRS. SALDANA [OVER

PHONE]: All right.

OK.

Say hi to Daddy and Maria.

OK.

I love you.

OK, bye.

OK.

Give.

Looks like Scorsese

has another part for me.

Ah.

That's great.

What's the matter?

You worried?

Will success spoil

Theresa Saldana?

[sigh] Yeah.

So what does this mean?

You're gonna go on

location or what?

I don't know.

You know, you've been away

from here a lot, lately.

[scoffs] What do you

want me to do, Fred?

Tell them I'll only work in LA?

Every time I get a job,

we have the same problem.

Let's just forget

about it, OK?

I don't like being left alone.

Nothing's set yet.

Let's forget it.

Freddy.

What time are you coming home?

Late.

Great.

Give me a kiss.

[WHISPERS] All right.

Come on, girl.

Don't gab all night.

Teresa?

Selma.

I've been trying to

reach you all night.

Is Fred there?

When's he going to be home?

Around midnight, why?

What do you mean, a crazy guy?

What did he say?

Well, the first

time he phoned,

he said his name was Jackson.

Arthur Jackson.

Uh, he said he was from

the William Morris Agency,

but he sounded really

weird and he was giggling.

Did you check with the agency?

As soon as he hung up.

They said they

never heard of him.

Then he called again

a few minutes later.

I recognized his voice.

He's got this Scottish accent.

This time, he said he

was Scorsese's assistant.

He needed your address, because

Scorsese had a part for you.

I told him I couldn't

give it to him.

God.

He called my mother, too.

She gave him my address.

Is there a neighbor

that you can stay

with until Fred comes home?

Yeah.

I-- I could stay with Mrs. Hahn.

SELMA [OVER PHONE]:

For the next few days,

make sure you're not alone.

Now, never.

You take care of yourself.

I want you to call me

first thing in the morning

and tell me you're all right.

OK.

I'll talk to you in the morning.

Bye.

[funky music]

Sorry, Bill.

[doorbell chimes]

Mrs. Hahn, could I stay with

you till my husband gets back?

Please, I'm scared.

Sure, honey.

Come in.

What I don't understand

is why did he fix on you?

I don't know.

Maybe I met him somewhere.

Maybe he saw one of the movies.

Movies.

You had to be an actress.

It's not because

I'm an actress, Fred.

There are thousands

of actresses.

This guy has to be crazy.

Feels so scary.

[sighs] Look.

If he knows where you live,

then we have to get out.

Stay with Joe and Hillary until

we can find another place.

I don't want to leave.

I love it here.

Don't want some nut

pushing me around.

I like it here, too.

All right.

We'll stay, but you

don't go anywhere alone.

When you go for

school, I'll walk

you to the car in the morning.

If I'm not here

when you get back,

and then you call Mrs.

Hahn and you stay with her.

When you're driving,

you look around

and you see if

anybody's following you.

And you make sure you don't

go anywhere alone, OK?

Let's go to sleep.

Fred.

I'm scared.

Hi, how are you?

You be careful.

Dolly!

Oh.

Theresa!

[piano music]

Ow!

Are you OK?

[cries in pain]

WOMAN: Are you are right, honey?

Not concentrating.

I'd just like to say something.

I think somebody is after me.

I'm not paranoid or

anything like that.

My manager called and warned me.

He's probably just a nut.

I'm probably nuts for

even worrying about it.

But if you see me

running down the hall

or trying to get away

from someone, [TEARING UP]

If you could you just help

me or call the police?

I guess that's all.

Thanks.

Are you kidding?

I wish I was.

Thanks for the script.

I'll tell Selma.

Break a leg.

That audition went really well.

The producer gave me a script,

and he said he'd call Selma.

I know I'm going

to get that job.

That's great.

And this is the one where you

don't go on location, right?

No.

It's eight weeks in LA.

Great.

I hope you get it.

I feel so dumb

for being scared.

I mean, nothing's happened.

Nobody's called us.

Mrs. Hahn hasn't seen anybody.

I'm not giving it

another thought.

Yeah.

Well, I still want

you to be careful, OK?

I feel really good.

[chuckles] You do feel good.

[shower running]

Freddie?

FRED: Yeah?

Freddy, your lunch

is on the table.

I have to run.

- Well, I will be a minute.

- Mwah.

I'm late, baby.

Mwah.

Theresa, wait.

No, everything's fine.

See you later.

FRED: Th--

Are you Theresa Saldana?

[screams]

PASSERBY 1: He's got a knife!

PASSERBY 2: Oh my god!

He's stabbing her.

Oh my god, help!

PASSERBY 2: Let's

get out of here!

PASSERBY 1: What do we do?

PASSERBY 2: Call the police!

Drop the knife.

Drop it.

PASSERBY 3: [inaudible]

Drop it.

Drop the knife, or

I'll break your neck.

Drop it.

Drop the knife.

PASSERBY 2: Lady,

move those kids.

Get them out of here!

[suspenseful music]

THERESA: [whimpers in pain]

Oh god.

THERESA: Oh, god.

[inaudible]

Oh my god.

No.

[coughs and sputters]

I'm dying.

No.

No.

I can't breathe!

Operator.

I need-- it's an emergency.

I need the paramedics, please!

[WEAKLY] I can't breathe.

Uh, my wife's been stabbed.

Please, she doesn't need that!

3711 North Hayworth, Hollywood.

Please, hurry!

Oh my god.

What happened?

[overlapping radio chatter]

MAN 1: Sir, you're going

to have to back up.

Move.

Move.

MAN 2: Let's keep this clear.

MAN 1: Bobby.

Straight through the courtyard,

in the back on your right.

MAN 2: Don't touch that.

MAN 1: This way, this way.

WOMAN: Over there.

MAN 1: Standby, helicopter.

WOMAN: There, yeah.

- Up here.

Hurry.

Up here, up here.

Come on.

[inaudible] Wait a minute.

Hurry up!

They're here, they're here.

It's going to be OK.

PARAMEDIC: OK, move

out of the way.

Right here, the chest.

She's bleeding--

PARAMEDIC: OK, folks.

Move--

--from the chest.

PARAMEDIC: --out.

Clear out.

Come on.

THERESA: [whimpers]

FRED: It's going to be OK.

You're going to be all right.

It's going to be OK.

I love you, Theresa.

I love you.

No, you're not.

You're not dying.

BARRY: Approximately

25 years of age.

Weight is approximately--

- It's going to be all right.

BARRY: --105 pounds with

multiple stab wounds.

Barry, she got hit a

couple of times here.

FRED: Come on, Theresa.

Come on.

- Give me a blood pressure--

- OK, hold on.

We're going--

FRED: You're going to--

--over details

FRED: --be OK.

MAN [OVER PHONE]: How

deep are the wounds?

We have no idea how

long that knife was.

PARAMEDIC 2: She's got 1,

2, 3 in the chest, there.

Looks like one right

over the right side.

Three in the chest.

Looks like he might

have got a lung.

She's got one in the leg.

Might have got a

lung on the right side.

- One in the leg.

- [inaudible] up to 12 liters.

Just make sure-- looks like

she's having a little trouble

breathing with that.

[sirens]

Yeah.

No, but that's when

I screamed for him.

Because he has-- my

truck started to--

WOMAN: It's going to the dogs.

JEFF: He grabbed his hand, and

then I grabbed him and forced

the knife out of his hand.

He wanted to know

if he killed her.

I told him no, and he was

real upset that he didn't.

WOMAN: She looks so bad.

Just take me home.

Please?

PARAMEDIC 1: Yeah.

PARAMEDIC 2: Watch your head!

[interposing voices]

FRED: Wait for me.

I want to go with her!

We need the space.

Look, why don't

you just go around

front and sit up there, OK?

PASSERBY: He just--

PASSERBY: Looks like he--

[interposing voices]

PASSERBY: Who's that?

Who's that guy--

COP: Get away from there.

Let me at him!

What do you think

you're doing here?

- He tried to kill her!

- Hey, you the husband?

What are you

protecting him for?

Hey, man.

He can't do anything now.

Just take it easy, all right?

Just calm down.

Just take it easy.

All right?

Hey, don't you worry.

If it was my wife, I'd

try and do the same thing,

Let's just follow her

to the hospital, huh?

Hey, Freddy.

Fred.

I'll drive you there, OK.

Take it easy.

Take it easy.

- All right, let's go.

We'll go in my car, OK?

[interposing voices]

What you got here?

We got a BP of 50, pulse

120, respiration labored,

and a lot of stab wounds.

NURSE: We've been waiting--

DOCTOR 1: OK.

I need the trauma

team right away.

Take those to the blood bank.

Two units of O neg, stat.

NURSE: Shall we get respiratory?

DOCTOR 1: Respiratory, too.

[interposing voices]

NURSE: Can we get

to respiratory?

Respiratory.

Careful.

Careful.

All right.

OK.

That side.

We'll sheet her over.

Let's get some hands on here.

I need another hand--

I need another hand on the back.

OK, are we ready?

--the sheet.

Ready?

1, 2, 3.

OK.

OK I need another IV

on this arm right away.

Draw some more blood

for an H&H as well.

I'm going to open your

bra here for a second.

No, leave the

trousers inflated.

THERESA: [crying]

DOCTOR 1: OK, we got

multiple stab wounds--

Theresa, you're

being taken care of.

Your family's here.

[interposing voices]

DOCTOR 1: --her chest

tube right away.

DOCTOR 2: [inaudible]

number 36 tube,

a chest tray, and suction.

--your chest.

It's going to hurt, but it's

going to help you breathe.

Anterior axillary line.

Anterior axillary line.

Good.

You-- almost ready for me?

OK.

OK, give me two seconds here.

OK, I got that tube.

That's the spot.

Right there.

NURSE: OK, I'm

getting it wide open.

- I'm opening up.

- Good.

That looks good.

All right.

Open that up there.

OK.

I'm going to put

the tube right in.

OK, you're going to feel some

pressure now, right on that.

OK, and here--

[cries out]

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]: Dr.

Allen, stat to common room two.

Dr. Allen stat to

common room two.

Respiratory therapy

stat, in common room 2--

NURSE 1: I'm sorry--

NURSE 2: No, sir, please!

Please, I'm the husband!

We got--

NURSE 3: I'm sorry, mister.

You have to stay out of the way.

Are they ready up

in the operating room?

- Yes, they're ready.

- OK.

Who we got?

Doctor, pressure's 40 over 0.

We're losing her.

We're losing her.

Get up.

Come on Unlock the

table, let's go.

DOCTOR: Let's go.

Get up through that

door, right to the OR.

They're ready for her up there.

Let's move!

Take her upstairs.

Theresa.

It's Fred.

I'm here.

NURSE: Heart rate's increasing!

I love you.

It's going to be OK.

Move in surgery.

Dr. Stein's just finishing--

Where's Dr. Allen?

He's on the--

but we can't seem to find him.

- What do you--

You can't?

You find him, fast.

We've been doing

our best, doctor.

We're going to lose her.

Why-- why did we stop?

We can't locate

the surgeon on call.

Isn't there anybody else?

We are trying, mister!

Trying?

[inaudible] I

want my [inaudible]..

I'll call her.

I'll call her.

NURSE: We're losing her.

FRED: Get somebody to

take care of her now!

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Dr. Allen stat to--

Why are you waiting?

NURSE: We can't

locate Dr. Allen.

We've got multiple

stab wounds, doctor.

We've given her

four units of blood.

What's her pressure?

FRED: Please.

DOCTOR 3: Wheel her in.

I'll do it.

You scrub.

THERESA: [whimpers weakly]

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Code blue, ICU.

Code blue, ICU.

Any surgeon in the hospital

stat to the operating room.

Any surgeon in the hospital,

stat to the operating room.

[suspenseful music]

They're in the

operating room right now.

They're trying to save her.

All right.

She asked for your

mother and father.

Tell them to get on the

next plane out here, OK?

Somebody will be

there to pick them up.

Bye.

[sighs]

WOMAN: All right, all right.

- I don't know.

She had no BP going--

Oh, my god.

It happened 15 minutes ago.

All right.

Trauma three.

I'll get Dr. Stein.

DOCTOR: Two IDs, sterile sheets.

Set up with incubating.

Excuse me.

It's going to take a long time.

Why don't you go

home and get changed?

Well, you don't want her to

see you looking like that.

We'll call you as soon as

she gets out, I promise.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Emergency admitting,

Please report to emergency.

[somber music]

[calm music]

MRS. SALDANA: What

are you looking for?

Forgot the address

of the hospital.

I wrote it down in here.

Beverly Boulevard.

Well, how can I forget that?

Well, whoever's

going to pick us up

is going to take us right there.

I know, but I need

to know it anyway.

Just-- it makes me

feel closer to her.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Mr. and Mrs. Saldana,

please report to the

information panel.

So where is this guy?

Where's-- Where's

the guy who's--

[inaudible] if he doesn't

come, we'll take a taxi.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Mr. And Mrs. Saldana,

please report to the

information desk.

They want us.

Why?

It's Theresa.

- Where?

- The information desk.

Where?

Excuse me.

Excuse me, miss?

Miss?

Miss?

You were paging us,

for the Saldanas?

Mr. Saldana.

I'm David Johns.

Is it about Theresa?

Is she gone?

Gone?

Oh, I'm sorry.

I had you paged

because I was afraid I

wouldn't recognize you.

Is she gone?

No.

She's out of surgery.

That's all I know.

I'm just a neighbor.

My car's outside, and

I'll get your bags, OK?

MAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Final boarding call.

Flight 115 for Seattle.

Come on.

MAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Now boarding, gate 70.

Have your portal passes ready.

Final boarding call

for Flight 115--

WOMAN [OVER

INTERCOM]: Dr. Dolan,

report to the emergency room.

- [inaudible]

WOMAN [OVER

INTERCOM]: Dr. Dolan,

report to the emergency room.

Dr. Winkler, report

to the operating room.

Dr. Winkler, report

to the operating room.

Freddy.

How is she?

They saved her.

Oh my god.

Oh thank god.

She was sleeping a minute ago.

I-- Is it all

right to go into--

Yeah, go on.

I'll wait out here.

[TEARFULLY] My baby.

My baby.

THERESA: [WEAKLY] Mom?

Don't worry.

I look a lot worse than I feel.

Oh.

What did he do to you?

THERESA: Don't cry, Mom.

Please don't cry.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Not your fault.

Oh, my Theresa.

My pretty Theresa.

All right, all right.

- I can't cry.

It hurts.

- OK.

OK.

See?

THERESA: [cries]

OK.

OK?

OK.

Better.

I see Daddy's not crying.

MRS. SALDANA: Daddy cried.

He cried.

He was listening on

the phone downstairs

when Fred called your sister.

She came downstairs.

He was crying and saying

my daughter's dead.

She's alive.

MRS. SALDANA: Yeah.

Thank you.

It's better.

You're here.

[sighs]

Why would anyone

do such a thing?

[sighs] He was crazy.

He saw her in a movie.

He said the angels

told him to kill her.

Came all the way from

Scotland and hunted

for her until he found her.

They found his diary on him.

That's how they got all this.

Every day, I'd walk her to

her car, make sure she was OK

and make sure that

nobody was around.

And this one time, I didn't.

This one time I didn't.

Now, you listen to me.

You are not guilty.

Just like [inaudible], she--

[stammers] If I hadn't given

him her address to him,

he would have found

it another way.

I want to see her again.

[screams] He's killing me!

He's killing me!

NURSE: All right.

[inaudible] All right.

It's all right.

Lie still, Theresa.

Lie still, now.

Relax.

It's all right.

He's killing me!

Ah!

It's all right.

No one's here.

No one's hurting you.

You were dreaming.

You had a nightmare.

Oh, god.

Nobody can--

He was just here!

No-- Ah!

Ah!

He has a knife.

He's got-- stabbing me!

No one's--

He's stabbing me.

Ah!

Ah!

No one helped me.

My [inaudible] hurts!

Nobody could stand

to listen to this.

I want you to talk about it.

It helps.

You need to talk.

Come on, talk to me.

I don't-- I don't even

want to think about it.

Just makes me too scared.

You think I'll keep on

having nightmares like this?

They'll probably stop in time.

You don't know for sure.

I don't know

anything for sure,

but people tend, for

a time, to relive

traumas that they experience.

I just want to know what

to expect so I can handle it.

How long is the pain

gonna stay like this?

It feels like it's

going to drive me crazy.

What about-- what

about all the scars?

Dr. Stein can answer

the physical questions.

Do you think I'll be

able to act again?

Sure you will be.

What else do you

want me to say?

[chuckles] I've never

talked to a shrink before.

Whatever you want to say.

Tell me whatever's

going through your mind.

You know, you've come

a long way already.

You fought back.

You're here.

And it's perfectly

normal for you

to feel frightened and helpless.

Fred.

I told him to go back to work.

He's a counselor for alcoholics.

He seems so confused.

[inaudible] need my mother.

I feel like a little girl again.

I'm just so scared.

How are you doing?

You know how it is.

I've been reading about you.

Is she going to come

out of it all right?

We hope so.

How do you feel?

The paper said you were

expecting something

and you'd walk her

to the car every day.

Why did you stop?

I-- I don't know.

We're here to talk about

your problem, not mine.

How was your week?

You must feel awful.

I do!

I do, and I don't need

to be reminded of it.

So please, let's skip it.

Tell me about you.

I was just asking.

I-- I know.

I'm sorry.

Were the kids here on Sunday?

Yes, they were.

Friday morning,

there's a triple bypass,

which may be very interesting

for you guys to take look at.

So call my secretary and

make an appointment, OK?

Oh.

Good morning, Mr. Saldana.

Nice to see you

again, Mrs. Saldana.

Oh, you're looking very

pretty this morning.

It's just makeup.

[chuckles] Well, I've

got some good news for you.

You'll be moving

to your own room

soon, with visiting privileges.

I hope it's a prettier

room than this one.

Of course.

Could you, um-- could you

folks give us a moment?

I brought you a gadget.

Looks cute.

What does it do?

You put this part in your

mouth, and your mother will hold

it out straight, like this.

And you breathe out and

you breathe in deeply.

You try to get this

little ball to move.

This is adjustable, and we'll

start you right about there.

What's the catch?

No catch.

It's a breathing exercise to

help you strengthen your lungs.

We don't want you

to get pneumonia.

How could I get pneumonia

with all this junk all over me.

It happens.

Now, let's see

you move the ball.

Put this in your mouth.

Now, breathe out.

Breathe in deeply.

[inhales, then exhales]

Oh, come on, Theresa.

You can do better than that.

Hurts.

I know it does,

but you're a toughie.

You can take it.

Now give it everything you got.

Breathe out.

Breathe in deeply.

Breathe in, breathe in.

Breathe in deeply.

Come on.

- [inhales]

- Great.

Come on.

Come on.

Breathe in.

- [inhales]

That's right.

One more time.

- I can't.

I'm sorry, Teresa.

You have to.

Four times an hour,

until I order it stopped.

Theresa, this is important.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]: Nursing

supervisor, call two north.

Nursing supervisor,

call two north--

Well, that must have seemed

like I was killing her, right?

[sighs] What were

you doing to her?

She has to exercise her

lungs to prevent infection.

It's painful, but it's

useful in healing her.

I'm going to need your help.

Can't you give her

something to ease the pain?

No.

That would defeat our purpose.

Your daughter is a

very strong girl,

but she's going to have

to go through a lot.

For how long?

I don't know how much

more she can take.

It's not just the pain, it's

what it's doing to her inside.

Divina.

I'm sorry.

It's OK.

Now, let me show

you how this works.

You're going to feel

ever so much better

when you're in your own room.

It's really bright and cheery.

Wait till you see all the

flowers you've been getting.

Take it easy.

OK.

There.

Wait, wait.

NURSE: OK.

OK.

Could you keep it under 55?

NURSE: [chuckles] Gotcha.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]: Security,

please call extension 55-55.

[suspenseful music]

Theresa, what's the matter?

Who's there?

The hospital people.

Momma's here.

Nothing's gonna happen to you.

Look, we're going to

go to the new room.

It's very pretty.

There's-- It's full of flowers.

I fixed it up so nice.

And Theresa, if

you don't like it,

I'll fix it any way you want.

NURSE: Morning, doctor.

[screams]

NURSE: Oh, Theresa.

He's just one of our doctors.

We're not going to let every

new face scare us, are we?

NURSE: There.

What'd I tell you?

You got flowers and gifts

from famous movie stars

and directors from

all over the world.

NURSE: So many

friends, Theresa, and

they're all praying for you.

Tell them I said thank you.

[water running]

Ma?

Ma?

Ma, where are you?

Ma?

I was in the bathroom.

Honey.

What?

Sorry.

For what?

I hate being so

scared, so helpless.

Oh, it's all right.

I love you.

I'm here.

Now, go to sleep, huh?

My baby.

Who are they?

I don't know.

The patients.

Visitors.

He's in jail, Theresa.

I know.

I'm still scared.

I can't help it.

I know.

I can't stop thinking about

it myself, so I keep busy.

Thank god you have your job.

Yeah.

Fred?

Yeah.

Are you having

trouble at work?

I don't want to talk about it.

Helps to talk.

Dr. Joseph thinks we

need to talk about it.

Fine, but I don't like

telling him my problems.

Why don't you tell me?

[sighs] What can

you do about them?

Besides, you're always

with your family.

They're not here now.

I feel like you're

becoming a stranger.

I can't relate to you, Fred,

if you don't talk to me.

What's the point?

[sighs] There's nothing

either of us can do about it.

You're here, I'm out there,

and things keep happening

and we can't stop them.

It's just getting me down.

So I go a week--

you know, maybe even two--

and I don't touch this stuff.

I mean, I don't even want it.

Then, for no reason at all, I--

I-- I-- I say to

myself, OK, tonight--

tonight you could

have a glass of wine.

You know, with-- with dinner.

And-- and I'll suggest

it to my wife so that

she won't think that,

you know, I'm doing

it behind her back or--

you know what I'm saying?

Yeah.

OK.

So I have the drink.

Just one.

And then after dinner, I

think, why not another?

I mean, I'm in the kitchen.

I'm doing the dishes.

My wife, she's in the next room,

and the bottle is right there.

Only, instead of

wine, I take vodka.

Are you listening to me?

Of course I am.

OK.

OK.

So what did I just say?

What did I just say?

You said you were

still drinking.

- Yeah, but how did I say that?

- What difference does it make?

You told me you

were still drinking.

Behind my wife's back.

I'm cheating on her.

See, I promised her that

I would never touch it

unless I told her first,

so that she wouldn't

have to worry about it.

And I'm cheating!

I mean, didn't you get

that in your notes?

Wait a minute.

What kind of notes are those?

I-- I don't need notes.

I know what you told me.

Yeah, like hell you do!

I'm sitting up here,

talking about how

my-- my marriage is busting up

and how I'm messing up my job,

how-- how I--

I'm messing up my life because

I can't leave the booze alone.

And you're not even

listening to me!

You know what?

You're off on cloud

nine somewhere.

I'm sorry!

I was thinking about

my own problems.

Look, why don't we

start all over, OK?

Tell me.

Sit down.

No.

No, I think I just

better tell your boss.

DR. STEIN: It's OK.

It's all over now, Theresa.

The bandages are off.

I'm not going to

hurt you anymore.

I'm going to leave

the scars uncovered.

They need to breathe.

I want to see

what I look like.

Why don't you wait till later?

Until you feel better?

I want to see them now.

Could you give me

a mirror, please?

God.

I wish I could

get my hands on him.

Is that all you can say?

Oh, no.

I'm sorry, baby.

I-- I wasn't thinking

about how you'd feel.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

What's all this going

to do to us, Fred?

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Attention all

respiratory therapy students.

Post-conference will be

held in the conference room

on the second floor at 2:00 PM.

Do you like the color?

But you, you're all over the

news, you and Jeff have been!

What a press agent

you must have.

Yeah.

I'm a celebrity.

In a very bizarre way.

Hey, Dolly.

How you doing?

Fine.

You?

We were just talking

about Theresa's press.

I've never seen so many stories.

Mm.

But I'm not staying.

I just wanted to stop

in and say hello.

You don't have to go.

Fred's used to my friends.

Right, Fred?

Sure.

No.

I-- I got to run.

I'll come back later.

Looks like a

roadmap, doesn't it?

This one's the

San Diego freeway.

I had to psych

myself up to come here.

I didn't know what to

say or how to act, I--

I kept trying to think of

something funny to tell you.

I didn't expect this.

I-- I don't know how to act.

Nobody knows how to act.

Not even me.

So I just make jokes about it.

It seems like I'm

the most famous

victim in the whole world.

I just didn't

expect it to be so--

so--

Ugly?

Now, don't listen to me.

I don't know what I'm saying.

I-- I'm going to start really

bawling if I don't go out.

I'll come back later.

I'll see you later.

So I can joke about it.

But who are you fooling?

Where's your parents?

They went to the cafeteria

while Dolly was here.

What's the matter?

Um, I just got the bills.

It's nice, huh?

My SAG insurance

should cover it.

No, not everything.

I checked.

And this is just the beginning.

Uh, does Stein say how long

are you going to be here?

Or what happens afterwards?

You're-- you're going to

need a place to recuperate.

Insurance does not cover that.

Oh, this is going

to wipe us out.

I don't think it's

going to wipe us out.

Dr. Joseph told

me about a program

through the DA's office.

It's supposed to help

victims of crime.

This is all we needed.

On top of everything

else, go broke.

I can't believe

you're blaming me, Fred.

I'm not blaming you.

I'm not.

Theresa.

I'm sorry.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Radiology technician--

OK.

These are the application forms

for violent crime reimbursement

as provided by the program.

If you require help in filling

them out, we provide that also.

Most important thing is money.

I keep getting these bills.

There's a limit to

what insurance covers.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

--now receiving blood donors

between 10:00 and 12:00--

I hate asking for money.

Fred and I can't afford

this kind of expense.

My family can't afford it.

I know not too many

people who could.

Do you have any idea how soon

it'll be before I can collect?

Well, unfortunately,

there are delays.

It might be a year.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Housekeeping,

please call extension--

A year.

And the limit is $10,000

for medical expenses.

What kind of assistance

program is that?

That won't even make

a dent in these bills.

My expenses are

already over $10,000.

I'm sorry, Teresa.

That's all the law provides.

The man who tried to

kill me is taken care of.

He gets free room and

board, free medical care,

all his expenses

are taken care of.

Everybody makes

sure he's protected

and nothing happens

to him, but I'm supp--

I'm supposed to pay--

I'm supposed to pay,

because I got stabbed.

That doesn't make any sense.

Does that make sense to you?

I am sorry, Theresa.

WOMAN [OVER

INTERCOM]: Attention,

all nurses, registration--

I didn't mean to yell at you.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

--CPR recertification

will be held in the cafeteria.

Attention all nurses.

Registration for CPR

recertification--

I just don't know

what I'm going to do.

Hi.

How are we doing today?

Fine.

I'm Dr. Stein,

Theresa's doctor.

Hi.

This is my sister, Maria.

She just came in from

New York to cheer me up.

How are you?

How's the arm coming along?

Oh.

Let me see you

move those fingers.

Uh-huh.

We'll have to work on that.

I talked to a couple of doctors

about microsurgery for you

sometime next week.

I'll let you know, OK?

Great.

How's the rest of you feel?

OK.

I think I'm getting

a little cold.

OK.

We'll watch that.

Other than that,

I feel really great.

I love being here.

I like everything

that's happening to me.

I love these disgusting scars.

Theresa.

You'll be amazed at what plastic

surgery can do these days.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Pharmacy technician,

report to room 2 stat.

I've already talked to

a lot of plastic surgeons.

They all say the same thing.

I have to wait nine months.

In the meanwhile, I

have to stay like this.

Well, at least it

won't be forever.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Neurology residents,

report to the operating room.

Thank God.

Boy.

We sure are in a

good mood these days.

It might interest

you to know that I

took a poll of the

residents, and we

all agree that scars are sexy.

She's doing just fine.

Don't listen to

what she tells you.

She doesn't have

to tell me anything.

I can see she's depressed.

Now, what are we going

to do about that?

We're working on it.

Oh, by the way, I've-- um--

I've got a favor to ask you.

I've got another patient

who wants to meet you.

Let me finish.

She was shot in the neck.

I told her how well you were

doing to make her feel better.

WOMAN [OVER

INTERCOM]: Volunteer,

please report to the--

She want to meet me?

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Volunteer, please report--

She-- She admires you.

She thinks you're a

very brave person.

She wants to know

how you managed.

You kidding?

No.

Her name is Cheryl

Fields, and you can

reach her at this extension.

And, uh-- and

visiting is permitted.

Nice to meet you.

Talk.

Are you going to call her?

Will you dial her for me?

Hello?

No, this is her mother.

Who is this?

Oh.

Just a minute, please.

It's Theresa Saldana.

Theresa?

THERESA [OVER PHONE]:

Hello, Cheryl?

I-- I just called to find

out how you're feeling.

Not much from the neck

down, but I'm hoping.

How are you?

I'm fine.

When did you get here?

About two weeks ago.

Dr. Stein told

me you were shot.

CHERYL [OVER PHONE]:

And you were stabbed.

[sighs] Yeah.

Shooting, stabbing.

What's the difference?

They're all disgusting.

Right.

I'm bored, being

scared to death.

You too?

[sighs] Same with me.

Can you come over?

How about tomorrow?

I'll be here.

OK.

I'll see you then.

CHERYL [OVER PHONE]:

Thank you for calling.

Bye.

Bye.

Well?

What's she like?

Someone I could talk to.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Ambulance driver,

please call the operator.

Ambulance driver, please

call the operator.

Sergeant Bradfield, return

to the emergency room.

Sergeant Bradfield, return

to the emergency room.

So glad you could come.

How's Cheryl?

Just say hello to her.

She's taken a bad turn.

Pneumonia.

It's OK.

[phone rings]

Hello?

Hi, Mrs. Fields.

How is she?

[sniffling]

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry!

[crying]

Oh, Cheryl Fields died!

The only person who

understood was Cheryl Fields,

and she's dead.

I know everybody's

trying to help,

but you just can't

know what it's

like unless you've been there.

Doctor, I don't

know what to do.

I want to do what's right.

Parents are here, day and night.

It's taking a toll me.

- What?

Wait a minute.

Wait-- Wait.

THERESA: It's just--

- Wait a minute--

THERESA: -- not fair.

-- Theresa.

Let's don't get

mixed up in this.

Look, Theresa, I-- I want you

to listen to me with this.

You don't worry about us.

[sighs]

Don't worry.

My hair will turn

gray in two weeks,

and you're telling

me not to worry.

MRS. SALDANA: But we're

not complaining, Theresa.

We're your family, baby.

We want to be here for you.

MR. SALDANA: Theresa.

Get better.

That's all.

I'll be fine.

Just get better.

And the thing

between you and Fred?

Look, you love each other.

You'll work things out.

WOMAN [OVER INTERCOM]:

Dr. Bradfield, OR, please.

Dr. Bradfield, OR, please.

Oh.

Stay here.

Will you stay?

- No.

No, no.

FRED: Hi.

Hi.

I, uh, brought you a present.

Shall I unwrap it, or-- or you?

Whatever.

Oh God!

Oh god, it's adorable.

Do you like him?

Oh, he's a doll.

[laughs]

I had to sneak him in so

not to let the nurses see him.

Is it a boy?

I think he's a-- a boy.

Yeah.

Right.

[chuckles] You really like him?

Oh god, I love him.

I'm glad.

I-- I didn't know what to do.

I wanted to do something.

I figured, you like

your stuffed animals,

so maybe a real one

would be even better.

It's a great morale

booster, I asked him.

Go on, ask him.

- Oh.

I needed one.

I had another morale

booster today.

Yeah?

What?

Jeff Fenn is

coming on Saturday.

That's great.

[dog whines, theresa laughs]

Maria's going and buying him

a present, like a thank you.

Press wanted to make a big

deal out of it, you know.

I said no.

Good.

How do you thank

somebody like that?

Whenever I think of it,

how much we owe him.

He did what I

should have done.

Don't be silly, Fred.

He did it.

That's all we

should think about.

[dog whines]

[interposing voices]

MAN: Close the door.

Close the door!

Please, [inaudible] Please,

[inaudible] the camera--

- They're here!

- Thank you.

Oh my god.

Theresa--

- All right.

- Honey--

All right.

Beautiful.

You are beautiful.

You look wonderful.

You're the most beautiful girl

in the world and I love you.

Daddy, your jacket.

- Don't know what to say.

- Whatever comes into your--

- Jacket, jacket.

- --heart, honey.

OK.

- [sighs]

[inaudible]

It's pretty tight.

[inaudible]

[inaudible] Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I have something for you.

[clears throat]

To my hero, Jeff Fenn.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

With much love and gratitude

forever, Theresa Saldana.

I didn't know

what to put on it.

I'll keep it for

the rest of my life.

I wouldn't be here

if it weren't for you.

I could say thank you, but that

doesn't tell you how I feel.

[sighs]

I guess we'll

always be different

because of what happened.

[sniffles]

WOMAN [OVER

INTERCOM]: Attention,

all surgical residents.

Grand rounds will

begin at 12:00 noon,

in the first floor conference--

There's nothing

to be afraid of.

[sighs]

Your hand?

Microsurgery was a killer.

Hurts so much.

I'll get you some painkillers.

Find a place yet?

They were all too expensive.

It has to be someplace

where I can be safe, where

I can keep up with my therapy.

Oh, what do you think

I've been looking for?

I haven't found

any organizations

that help victims, either.

Sound tired.

I'm all right.

I keep telling you, you

don't have to come every day.

Between my parents and my

friends, I could manage.

There's no need for you

to wear yourself out.

I come because I want to.

You-- You're doing

too much, Fred.

Let's just forget

about it, OK?

What's the matter?

[sighs] You can't feel

what's bothering me any

more than I can feel your pain.

But it's there, and it's taking

something away from both of us.

You said it to Jeff.

We'll never be the

same as we were.

Right now, I'm no

good at the center,

and I'm beginning to wonder

if I'm not good with you.

Your family does more

for you than I can.

I need you.

Do you?

You're going to be there

tomorrow, aren't you?

Yeah.

Of course I am.

There's going to be a

lot of strangers there.

Real strangers.

They'll be at the

pre-trial hearing.

The press is going to be there.

Everybody.

I know.

They're going to protect you,

but they'll still be there.

Jackson, too.

I know.

REPORTER: There she is, fellas!

[interposing voices]

Back off, back off!

[interposing voices]

-- and I heard a voice behind

me ask are you Theresa Saldana?

And I turned.

I tried to run, but he grabbed

my arm and I saw the knife.

And he brought it down, and he

stabbed me, and he stabbed me.

And he kept on stabbing me.

And I tried to fight him off.

LAWYER: Can you

identify this man?

Is he in this room?

Would you point him out, please?

It's the man in

the beige shirt.

LAWYER: Point him out, please.

Thank you.

Your Honor, the state requests

photographs of the injuries

for use as evidence.

Does the court so order?

PHOTOGRAPHER 1: Get a close

one of each chest wound.

PHOTOGRAPHER 2: Please.

PHOTOGRAPHER 1: Get

the one on her arm now.

And the other one.

Now, a full shot of all of them.

I've had enough.

Don't you want to even

try a little, honey?

I'm not hungry.

I know.

I know.

[knocking on door]

You should eat.

Hiya, Freddy.

Hi.

[dog whimpering]

Hi, [inaudible] baby.

They almost

caught me with him.

It's a good thing you're

going to be out of here soon.

[gasps] Found a place?

Yeah.

Motion Picture Hospital

said they'd bend the rules,

make an exception here.

In the business,

they can qualify you,

so we don't have to worry

about expenses for a while.

Yay.

That's great.

Yeah.

Did you tell them I don't

want to go as Theresa Saldana?

Yeah.

Yeah.

They said they'd

work something out.

Nobody will know you're

there, except your friends.

So, how are we doing?

All right.

She is a rotten liar, Fred.

I'll be back.

What's wrong?

Photographers

just got me down.

They were doing their jobs,

and it was hard to take.

[dog whines]

How about you?

Same.

So when are they going

to discharge you?

Week or so.

Maybe less.

Good.

How far out is Motion Picture?

Um.

About an hour or so.

Something like that.

It's two hours

every time you visit.

Yeah.

It really cuts into

my social life.

Freddy, I keep

telling you, you

don't have to come every day.

And I keep telling

you that I want to.

Don't you understand that?

Theresa, I hate being

alone in that apartment.

I'm beginning to wonder if

you're ever coming back.

Not to that apartment, no.

I meant to me.

I'm wondering, too.

I was hoping you would.

It's not your fault. I just

think something like this

would rip anybody apart.

We don't even talk to

each other anymore.

Well, what are we doing now?

You tell me.

You tell me how you

really feel about me

and how you feel about all this.

I don't know how I feel.

Yeah, I know you don't know!

I used to.

Whenever you walked into

a room, I knew exactly how

you felt. But I don't anymore.

I even forgot what it was like.

So what do we do?

I don't know.

WOMAN: Look at the great things.

There's all these old

movie stars on the walls.

You know, I really think

this place is pretty.

What's the matter, Theresa?

You don't like it?

Everybody's so old.

What'd you expect?

It's a retirement home.

MRS. SALDANA: Is something

bothering you, Theresa?

You didn't say a word

all the way out here.

THERESA: I'm fine, Ma.

I'm just a little worried.

MRS. SALDANA: About what?

THERESA: Well, once I

get settled in here,

you'll all be leaving soon.

Listen, I can stay

longer if you want me to.

I have to learn to

do things on my own.

JANE: Welcome to the

Motion Picture Hospital.

I'm Jane Bladow.

- Hello.

- Hi.

I brought you

copies of today's

menus and tomorrow's menus,

and a list of the regulations.

Oh my.

That little fellow is a

violation of one of them,

by the way.

You mean he can't visit me?

On the grounds outside,

but not in the rooms.

Now, we've made sure that

you're listed in the files

as Alicia Michaels.

MRS. SALDANA: Oh, good.

So as long as you're here,

you'll be known by that name.

Nobody knows who I am?

The staff people, of course.

But the others believe you're

the daughter of a director.

Thank you.

Who do I see to get

a cot from my mother?

In here?

I'm afraid that's impossible.

My mother or sister

stay with me every night.

The regulations here

don't permit that.

If you need someone, just

press the call button.

MRS. SALDANA: That's

all right, Theresa.

I'll stay here all day.

No.

Who do I see to arrange this?

I'm afraid no exception

can be made to that rule.

I can't be alone.

I need my mother.

We understand--

No, you don't understand!

Somebody tried to kill me.

Calm down.

I can't be alone.

I'll see what I can do.

You're working late.

What else is new?

What goes on in your mind

when they're talking?

Look.

Sometimes, I-- I

think about what

I'm going to have for dinner.

I keep wanting to

say you're the one

who's ruining your life!

Nobody else-- nobody else

took the knife and cut--

I think I need out.

Yeah.

Yeah, you do.

You can stay in my

room till 9:00 at night,

then you have to

come to the cottage.

Oh, it's OK.

It's OK.

I'll be all right as long

as I know you're near me.

There are plenty of

other rules here, too.

Yeah?

What are they?

I can only use the

phone at certain times.

[laughs]

Any time I want

to leave the ward,

even to go to therapy or to the

trial, I have to get a pass.

Ah.

It's like a boarding school.

Or a prison.

I'm lucky they took

me here, though.

At least I'm safe.

That's the most

important thing.

When are Daddy and

Maria going home?

Friday.

[inaudible]

What is it?

Fred?

It's not his fault.

Ever since this happened,

he's been having so much

trouble at the center.

He has to quit because of it.

Because of me.

Always so busy with

me all the time.

The therapy, the trial

coming up, the surgeries.

I can't even relate to

what he's going through,

and he can't relate

to me anymore.

We're just so far apart.

You know, Theresa, I had hoped

that you two could work it out.

It's OK.

I don't know what I'm

going to do when you go home.

What are you doing?

I'm putting them away.

Can I have them with me?

Well, you can't sleep

with your bed so crowded.

I can't sleep anyway.

They make me feel better.

Oh, now don't be

childish, Theresa.

One or two is fine, but

this many is ridiculous.

I don't care what it is.

They're mine, and I want them.

They'll be right

here, in your closet.

I want them in the bed.

I want them with me.

I want--

- Theresa.

- --them with me.

- Quiet.

Quiet!

[panting]

It's not necessary to

disturb the entire wing.

My mom get away all right?

I waited until

the plane took off.

They're all gone now.

Wanna sit?

Jeff was here yesterday.

He's going to quit Sparklets

and join the Sheriff's Academy.

It figures.

Oh, he's that kind of guy.

The Actor's Fund

is going to send

some girls over in the

evening and keep me company.

You don't have to come so often.

Theresa.

What are you going to

do when you leave here?

I was thinking, maybe I would

visit my family for a while.

But I'll write.

Sure.

I have to talk to Selma

about getting some work.

She's been calling

producers about me.

They all say the same thing.

They want to know if

I'll flip out on the set.

What about you?

Me?

Quitting the center.

After that-- [sighs]

I don't know what.

Maybe I'll visit my father.

When I come back

here, I want a p--

find a place of my own.

I expected you would.

No objections?

Oh, Theresa, what's the point?

Somewhere, we stopped

being married.

You needed your family

more than you did me,

and I don't know what I needed.

[TEARFULLY] [inaudible]

I can't give you.

Maybe it wasn't meant to last,

and Jackson just finished it.

We can still see each other.

Sure.

Sorry.

[sniffles]

Hi, Mom.

How are you doing?

Yeah, I know it's late.

Just homesick.

I didn't wake you up, did I?

You know me, I never sleep.

It's after 9:00, Ducky.

I'll be off in a minute.

So how are you?

Is Daddy taking care of himself?

What did the doctors say?

In fact, it's almost 9:30.

Hang on, Mom.

I'm talking to my mother.

Do you mind?

I certainly do.

You know the rules.

And you're disturbing

the other patients.

No, you're the one

who disturbs everybody.

You act like a drill sergeant.

- Hang up, Theresa.

There's [inaudible]

Just hang on a minute.

What did the doctor say?

[phone clicks]

You had no right doing that.

I have the right, and

I have the authority.

You are supposed

to be in your room,

and you are supposed

to be in your bed.

You and your rules.

The rules are more important

than the people around here!

I'm not finished.

- You are--

[interposing voices]

- I'm talking to my mother.

Look, my father--

hey, I'm not finished!

My father is sick!

My [inaudible]

[groans in pain] Don't

you ever do that again.

It was an accident.

Theresa--

I didn't mean to do that.

I'm sorry.

No, I asked for it.

I hurt you.

I'll get over it.

I've been through a rough

time, but that's no excuse.

I understand what

you're going through.

Believe me.

I've been through it myself.

It's just no reason

to act like a brat.

What?

I was beat up by a man I knew.

I spent five months

in the hospital.

I though you were just a

uniform and a set of rules.

Well, that's what

I want people to see.

When did it happen?

Oh, years ago.

But I haven't forgotten it.

Didn't it make you angry?

Yes.

Sometimes, I get so angry,

I just don't know what

I'm going to do with myself.

Did it make you

afraid to be alone?

I was so scared.

I was ashamed of myself.

Wasn't there anyone

you could talk to?

Someone who'd been through it?

No.

Nobody.

I toughed it out,

but it still hurts.

I still remember it, and

I'm still very careful.

I hit you.

I'm really sorry.

I wish you told me.

Well, we weren't

exactly buddies.

Sometimes, I feel

like nobody understands.

Nobody does.

Were you afraid to

leave the hospital?

Go outside?

I was scared stiff.

I'm really glad you're here.

Don't worry about a thing.

I think it's a good program.

I mean, for an honors program.

Are you enjoying it?

It's good to get out.

Yeah, I bet it is.

It's good for you to

be back in school, too.

Hey, look.

I have coffee and cookies.

Do you want some?

Sure.

Are-- Are you

are right out here?

Yeah.

OK.

I'll-- I'm gonna go get them.

I'll be right back.

WOMAN: Want a cookie?

Yes, please.

WOMAN: There you go.

Thank you.

Here you go.

You're Theresa

Saldana, aren't you?

I'm Miriam Schneider.

I thought I recognized you.

I've seen your movies.

[chuckles] I'm glad to

see you're recovering.

Thank you.

Meet a fellow victim.

Yeah.

Sure, I went through it, too.

I'm a teacher.

One of the boys caught me

in my classroom after school

and tried to rape me.

When I fought him

off, he shot me.

You don't look as if--

[laughter]

I mean, you look

like anybody else.

Yeah, on the outside.

I got the scars to prove it.

Did you go back to teaching?

It took me a while

to work up my nerve,

but it's what I do best.

You're going to go back

to acting, aren't you?

I want to.

I haven't tried yet.

You try.

Don't you let them stop you.

How did you do it?

Did anybody tell

you what to expect?

Did you talk to somebody

who'd been through it?

No, I did it on my own.

You know, trial and error.

It was rough.

[soft music]

I think-- I think

I'll go back inside.

Oh.

I'd like to talk

to you some more.

Maybe you could visit me at

the Motion Picture Hospital?

You know where it is?

Yeah.

There's somebody there

I'd like you to meet.

See you.

[chuckles]

A lot of people think

victims ask for it.

It could happen to anybody.

Nobody's immune, Ducky.

This has been

like group therapy.

It sure has.

You know what?

It-- It just helps so

much to talk to people

who've been through it.

It so hard for

others to understand.

It is so horrible to be

attacked by another human being.

JANE: Nobody can.

Wouldn't it have been

better for us if we'd

known each other before this?

We've really been lucky.

Mm.

Why don't we try and get

that across to other people?

Other victims?

Yeah.

There have to be thousands

who feel just the way we do,

who will be helped if they

talk to another victim.

But how would you

get in touch with them?

Through the papers?

They'll probably put

it on the back pages.

MIRIAM: Mm.

TV?

You could call a

press conference.

You could.

Yeah, but I need a hook.

The trial.

When's the trial supposed to be?

I keep getting subpoenas

and then his lawyer

gets another postponement.

It's a great idea, though.

JANE: It is.

Press conference

after the trial.

We should talk to

the DA about it.

He's really a nice guy.

What kind of help

are you thinking of?

THERESA: Your office

has files on all

the victims in Los Angeles.

They can't be made public.

Well, we wouldn't

make them public.

We just want people to

know what we're doing.

Well, the information in

those files is confidential.

The law doesn't

permit any such use.

Can you cooperate with us?

Maybe give us an

endorsement or assign

somebody to work with us?

Well, I'm going to--

I'm going to have

to explore that.

You know Sally Vincent, right?

From the DA's office?

Maybe-- maybe she

can help you on this.

Good.

We've been thinking

about the trial, too.

What we'd like to do is make

some kind of announcement

so people know about us.

We thought we could

do a press conference

right after the trial,

in the same courtroom.

You know, This is a

decision that-- that the judge

is going to have to make.

Could you explore that?

Yeah.

I could explore that.

Thank you.

Something hit me

in there, though.

Just because we think this is

a good way to help ourselves,

that doesn't mean

everybody else does.

And what if we get

the DA's support

and the press conference

and everything,

nobody wants that kind of help?

The thing is, I think this is

the real reason why I survived.

[sighs]

[interposing voices]

WOMAN: Hurry up, Harry!

Move it.

JUDGE: Ladies and

gentlemen, have you

reached a verdict in the case?

JURY: Yes, Your Honor.

JUDGE: Will the

foreman please hand

the verdicts to the bailiff?

Would you please

read the verdict?

We the jury, in the

above entitled action,

find the defendant,

Arthur Richard Jackson,

guilty of attempted murder

in violation of Section

644 187 of the Penal Code.

We further find that the

defendant, in the commission

of the above offense, did

personally use a deadly weapon

within the meaning

and intent of using

said deadly weapon as a bludgeon

and a penetrating blade.

THERESA: I'd like to thank all

of you for coming here today.

We plan to work hand in hand

with the DA Victim Witness

Assistance program to

provide support, advice,

companionship, and help.

We'd like anyone who's

interested to contact

us through the DA's office and

join us at our first meeting.

Thank you.

WOMAN: It's so good you're here.

Well, she means a lot to me.

Look at all these people.

Phone call paid off.

You must be real

proud of yourself.

- [laughs]

- No, No.

Really, you did well.

You did real well.

Do you think we

should get started?

[clears throat] Excuse me.

Thank you for coming.

You know, it's way

past 8:00, and I--

that's your husband.

Thanks for coming.

Why not?

I'm a victim, too.

Good luck.

We should get started.

Yeah.

[taps over microphone]

Hi.

I'm Theresa Saldana, and I

can't tell you how much it means

to me to see you here tonight.

I had a speech prepared, but I

don't think I need to read it.

Everyone in this room tonight

is here for the same reason.

Because it's so hard to get

through something like this

and because, for so

long, nobody, not even

our families or our

closest friends,

could understand how

horrible we felt.

At times, we were

afraid of people--

we even hated people--

and we felt like the

worst thing in the world

had happened to us.

And I think everyone

in this room

will agree that

it was completely

natural to feel that way.

So we're together now.

We understand each other, we

can really talk to each other,

and we can help each other.

And we can help not

just those of us

who are in this room tonight,

but everybody out there

who is or may become a victim.

We are Victims for Victims.

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