The Heart Dances - the journey of The Piano: the ballet (2018) - full transcript
When Czech choreographer Jirí Bubenicek and his stage designer brother Otto arrive in New Zealand to re-stage an extended version of their work The Piano: the ballet for the Royal New Zealand Ballet, the stage is set for a voyage into uncharted territory for everyone involved. The twins, both former Principal Dancers, are now sought-after by Europe's most eminent ballet companies for their choreography and staging, but they are unaware that in New Zealand their work raises questions of cultural appropriation. Over the coming weeks the brothers must work together with Maori cultural advisor Moss Te Ururangi Patterson to adapt the work for a New Zealand context, the very process challenging concepts of freedom of expression so important to them both. Meanwhile the dancers responsible for delivering the ballet face challenges of a different kind as they come to terms with the famous characters of Ada, Stewart and Baines and the love triangle they are caught up in. They also discover that retelling this story raises questions - in their case about about inter-personal rather than inter-cultural relationships. As the premiere date approaches, and the company works behind the scenes to bring the many elements of this memorable story together, aspects of the film that inspired the ballet continue to be played out - old world versus new, new relationships, new challenges, new understandings - while Jirí and Otto discover the responsibilities of storytelling in dance are more complex than they imagined.
We are humans. We use our bodies to express something.
Love. Desire.
Fear.
Everything.
For me, dancers, this is what we express.
We are all dancers, dancing...
Always
I always try when I go on stage to feel like this is my space.
For ten years I danced here - I know every corner of the stage.
I always felt like I'm in my living room.
I knew the stage. I was the god there.
Once you smell this ambience you really are hooked with it.
Somebody took a big hook and just dragged me.
I think when I was younger me and my brother
we liked the physical thing about it.
But then when I was older what I really loved was this kind of
enlightenment, going somewhere... somewhere else
forgetting yourself and just being in the moment.
Are you there Jiří?
Yes I am.
Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you too.
So excited about this project
and what's happening here in New Zealand
and excited to have you here.
I'm going to ask you a few questions about the artistic side
so that we are prepared for when you walk into studio day one.
We've taken a look at the casting sheet but it's all in Czech
and so I'm not exactly sure how many women you will need
and how many men you'll actually need for the entire piece.
And as we create next season's dancer roster The Piano is first
So we want to make sure we have enough dancers in the studio
for you to start staging the piece immediately.
Good to have two casts from the beginning at least.
I'm hoping that we'll have three casts that perform
but that will all be up to you once you get here,
start working with the dancers and making sure that they fit in
to the vision you have for the production.
Our parents were acrobats.
We were very lucky because in that time there was communism in the country
but they still could travel to Africa, Europe, America, wherever...
and so my father had the possibility to have videos of the ballets.
So we could see how Barishnikov danced or Nureyev
and that was a great inspiration for us.
But the first videos that we saw
were not Nureyev or Barishnykov – it was Michael Jackson.
I remember Otto was crazy about him.
He started to dance before me.
He was already imitating Michael Jackson and stuff.
That was the time when we didn't even know that here
five minutes from where we lived there was a dance school.
I remember when I was still dancing
through the music I always saw spaces.
I could see fields or I could see forest or sun.
Of course it helps if you have the right things around you
when you're onstage.
The lights and the scenery and the costumes...
and then it can be good art.
Well with The Piano - the story and the movie...
it was a masterpiece.
Each time I watched it, it just really honestly made me cry.
I want to do this story and I want to do a good job.
But I wanted to wait until I was ready for it
because this kind of dramatic ballet stories
you have to grow up as a personality, as a human being.
But I think I'm at the level of being a choreographer
who can do it now.
So I called up my brother one day and I said
"We are flying to New Zealand."
This is our dressing room here
and one floor up is the business.
I have to find the time...
What time is it?
Everything's got a story.
I think storytelling's one of the methods by which
our ancestors would pass down knowledge of
who we are and where we're from.
And how those stories are told...
it depends on who's telling them.
My dance training is modern dance - New Zealand contemporary dance
fused with traditional dance.
So I'm here to offer my perspective as an artist
that draws my whakapapa from the land
someone who has experienced the ancestral knowledge
someone who has experienced using that in a way to create contemporary art
and I'm offering my perspective on
what the ballet is trying to do in this production.
My name is Moss
and I am a director and a choreographer
and I am here as the Māori advisor for
this special production 'The Piano'
which is about to start today.
I'm going to have quite a particular perspective on how
the choreographer, Jiří, will be approaching the work.
The use of any traditional element, any Māori element.
I'm here to make them feel welcome here in our culture...
Good luck man - all the best.
but also the area we're getting into
which is fusing specific elements of kaupapa Māori (Maori ways)
and this other dance form.
It's very brave for a ballet company to take on something like this
but that's what makes it really exciting.
A ballet company or an arts company in general
has a responsibility to the honour the heritage of the art form.
But equally we're all on an evolutionary journey, we're all in the 21st century –
what's happening in the world of ballet or dance?
What are the stories? What's relevant?
Where can we go with the art form?
The first time maybe I would say Jiří this is a crazy project
we will not be able to do it but he says
let's do it, let's try.
What I appreciate is that he dares.
He dares to take the story of The Piano
and make a ballet about it.
For us to touch is normal
When you go outside, people when they touch it's already something special.
Your hands say a lot about the details.
So if I say do it like this, it's really like this.
It's not like this, not like this...
For me it already expresses something.
Ok, let's try.
So many people say: "but guys, how do you want to do this?"
How do you express what is happening in the movie?
It's very complicated.
So, you just plié on six...
then just jump like this.
Very good.
And then you start quite low...
and then you...
do that – and passé.
So you start with the hand...
leading you this way,
kind of bending.
You kind of do a proposition with the arms here...
push to second...
to passé...
down...
elbow up... rond... pas de chat
Now, take your head...
and here.
It's just rough, especially first week back.
Mentally it's quick – very, very quick dancing.
He choreographs quite quickly.
Four, five, six, seven and...
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven and...
One... two, four, five, six and...
One... four, five, six, seven, eight!
You put butter on your bread.
He definitely has a style.
I think a lot of us have found it difficult to
be able to mimic that
because it's so coordinated in the way that he moves
and the way he puts together his steps.
...six, seven and step on one, two..
...four, jump on five, six, seven... and one...
It's quite hard to be honest because we just came back from holiday.
It's difficult figuring out how to move
how to get into the new steps.
So far it's been good. I'm very sore.
Big steps. Nice.
Jump.
Jump higher.
It's physically a shock.
Up and down.
Your torso's going towards the ground, going backwards.
You have to just switch on, be quick and go with him
or else you get lost somewhere in the middle.
...then you go inside, like this...
I've been doing buckets of ice in the evening
to try and stop my feet from swelling up too much.
Yeah, life of a dancer.
The choreographer always knows so much more than the dancers, for so long.
And then when they finally put the
pieces together it just makes sense
it's just like a puzzle and it was there all along.
We've got existing costumes and we can do the jackets and things like that.
If you and I work together on getting those right with the sign-off of Otto.
At the end of the day we've got to do something
that's culturally relevant and sensitive.
As long as it sits right with you...
Yeah.
and it blends into their style of things
so it's that crossover between the European and Māori stuff.
Now everything takes like one count.
So it's like one, two, three...
We might move on to music.
It's usually an artistic thing to raise but...
I think it's going to be similar to the costume conversation.
Yep.
And the appropriateness of the songs that are used in particular sections
and why they're used in that particular place.
...and one, two three, four...
The problem for Jiří is going to be the choreography that he's created.
Finding something that is in a similar tempo
and is appropriate to the theme of the scene...
That could work.
He's going to run out of material to teach
and we're going to run out of time.
Yeah.
Because he's got to create it in his head first
and he won't do that until he hears the music...
Normally you'd have a six-week process for a new ballet to do everything
and that would be with music already thought about -
like that's with the whole score set...
So how many weeks is that?
We've got... four with big holes in the score.
Two to the side, passé and balance, yeah? Nice and easy.
Dancers playing Māori - I find that a little bit strange.
Has that been the big elephant in the room since you started this project?
Or has everyone been thinking it and I've just voiced it?
Yeah, I've been thinking it and you've voiced it.
But I suppose it's like
when you do things like Madame Butterfly
you have the same kind of thing.
Yep.
It's... there are Japanese roles in it
and you don't always necessarily have a Japanese person doing that role.
Ok, so how do you get around that?
It just...
They're characters...
Right. That's interesting.
Or like you're doing Giselle and your Albrecht is a Japanese dancer...
You kind of... you remove that from it.
The role's the role.
In this story, the daughter is the voice of the mother.
She is the through-line between that dynamic triangle.
And I think that to get that kid to be confident and say
"Yeah, I know what I'm doing" – it's hard.
The thing I've found with kids is if you push it properly
they actually have much further, further, further that you can push them
than you would ever have imagined.
But if you push them too fast then they break
and it's really hard to bring them back.
The big conversation which you might find a little bit scary –
but I understand because I am a choreographer as well –
is the use of the music.
So the placement of the traditional songs that you have within the dance
are not appropriate necessarily to the themes of the particular sections.
Just tell me what is not appropriate in your view.
To give you some context the haka 'Ka Mate' is our most famous dance.
It is used primarily when there is about to be a challenge, before battle.
But that's exactly what the beginning is – it's a fight.
It's the conflict between the woman and man there.
And it starts with this beginning... the sea is very wild.
That's what it is.
Please explain to me about this music more, then maybe I know.
Tell me about this music.
Can I just talk one second?
So there are different types of haka for different times.
The current haka that's there with the music and the movement
isn't appropriate for that time and place and space.
I try to not be blocking myself so I really hear what you're saying.
I'm not doing a piece with all my respect about Māori
I'm making a piece about Ada, a love story and all these things.
My suggestion is that you don't use that dance
but replace it with something that is more appropriate
to the idea of arrival.
Why can we not use it because it's so famous?
We have hundreds of songs...
Why not this one? What's stopping you?
It is not appropriate to that start of the dance.
What does it mean 'not appropriate'?
This dance is specific to a particular area of this country
and it is specific to a particular group of people.
OK.
So to be able to use that music and that dance
you need to have permission...
I see
and you can not change the movements and the actions.
Ok we will never get the rights, the people they will be upset
we have to use really the steps only with this music
that makes sense to me. This I understand.
There is another dance called Tōia Mai
and it's a similar idea of drawing people in.
We can find the easiest way for you to be able to
marry that into the choreography that you have.
In the beginning I was a little bit surprised
because there was a request from the ballet staff
that I contact him.
So I contacted him in October and then
I didn't have any answer for three months
So I thought everything's fine, I guess he's happy.
Suddenly I came and he says
'Ok the music doesn't work...
this is too holy – we can not use it
and let's think about the haka.'
So my first reaction was a little bit like
I protect myself.
But then I thought about it and
you can see he has knowledge and
it's in his blood, it's part of him.
So it's a great input actually - I'm very happy for that
and I think we can make it even richer and more authentic.
I just hope I don't have to re-choreograph everything.
Kia ora everyone, good to be back in the studio.
Hope you've had a good day.
So we've been talking...
I've suggested that for the current choreographic section
if we interlace it with more of a traditional section.
We're going to try it and we'll see how it feels.
And you're going to go...
So it's a rowing action.
Altogether.
Seven, seven and eight - yeah?
That's good.
Stay down.
Step relevé
Ready... go after.
So you go like, arabesque...
This way, this way...
and you reach for the girl.
Open, here...
Turn and... take it.
The first few days you have to learn the choreography
you have to show them you can do the choreography
show them you can pick it up quickly
but also show them the feeling
and your interpretation of the movement well enough
so that they can depend on you for the role.
You step with the left one behind the right one.
For Ada it's even more important.
She is the ballet, she carries it
and they need to know that
you can take that responsibility on you, that pressure.
So the first few days it's crazy!
You have everything going through your head.
Am I doing it right? Is it what they want?
You have all those emotions.
Down... open.
Here... open.
If you have her and her...
she and him may look very nice together.
If you have more in there
then once we get close to the performance
we can say "ok, next time we'll..."
Casting doesn't always have to do with
you know, this person does the most pirouettes
or this person has the highest jumps.
It has to do also with emotions and how we fit together.
And that's the process that Jiří is going through right now.
I hate casting because you always make
someone happy and you always make someone sad.
And I don't like to make people sad.
Everybody has something and everybody is lacking something.
The smaller dancers, sometimes they do things better
but the taller dancers they fit better for the role.
We are looking for someone who is gentle as well
but she's very good.
It's end of second week, I think next week
I slowly start to say who is going to do what.
Maybe somebody will surprise me and I will be like you are doing it.
This is the hardest – to say "you are it."
Let's have him for one more day.
So you can do four?
Yeah.
I like to wait.
I want to give them a chance to find themselves in the steps.
Your dream is to get the piano back from the beach.
The piano is your voice, it's you, it's part of you.
And this is the first time you see it.
It's like welcoming somebody for a long time you haven't seen.
Ada's a very complex woman with a lot of complex feelings.
She's going through these deep, real-life problems
and she's driven by love.
I do want to do Ada justice
and I want to play her in a way that is believable.
Yeah, still enough moveable room.
I've thought a lot about...
how she carries herself.
She's not a volatile character
but she does go through a lot.
She can't talk
but she probably knows exactly what she wants to say
I can relate to her in that way.
I do try to give my personality inside that character.
I'm not trying to be somebody else –
I'm trying to be me in that situation.
And it will be buttoned down.
I'm still working on the character -
being able to portray her and staying true.
The process has been a lot harder than I thought.
It is a challenge.
If I think about it too much I find myself
evolving it to a point where it's not true to Ada.
In the beginning I felt like my role
was just to directly assist Jiří with his artistic process.
Wasn't quite sure how it was going to go –
still not quite sure how it's going to go.
The problem, the big problem
is having people who are not Māori dressing up as Māori
and then doing dances that are not theirs.
It's bad.
What do you think about them if they all
have make-up to look like Māori?
Who?
The dancers.
No, no.
I think a New Zealand audience would be shocked by that.
It's really like that?
Oh yeah.
They would be like
"What are you doing? That's crazy. Yeah."
Seriously.
People pretending to be Māori here in the country of Māoridom is...
Of course... I understand you
but in one way you have to see it as a show
as a performance which is abstract in a certain way.
It's not something that is real, no?
Unfortunately this is an example
of what has happened multiple times
with our traditional forms and our traditional symbols
being appropriated by people who are mostly not from this country
but certainly New Zealanders are guilty of it as well.
We're so early on in the process
I don't really want to start closing doors
and shutting things down because I think that's
going to be detrimental to the vision of the ballet.
Do you understand the reasons?
I understand the reasons when you actually speak to me now
I understand more the reasons, you know?
Other people wouldn't be as nice as me.
They would be really hard, would be really angry.
Other people would be not be nice like me too...
Other choreographers could be they would just say
"no, that's it" and we cancel the premiere
but we don't do this, we help make it good...
It is a very serious issue.
Yes of course.
I'm in a situation now where I have to
find a way for it to work out, you know?
Because this is the 21st century
and we have to find a way for us to feel strong
in ourselves and our mana
we have to stand proud as Māori
but we also have to find ways to work together
and to be together and to create together.
Sometimes of course everyone, what they create
it's their babies.
And suddenly if you criticise their babies it could create a problem.
But one has to open for something new, something different
because in the arts it is always very hard to say
what is right and what is not right.
...eight and a one...
...two... three...
...four... back...
We're raised in a ballet studio to take direction.
Our whole lives are geared towards bettering ourselves
not each and every day
but every moment.
Our craft is a neverending pursuit of perfection
pushing yourself as hard as you can
and as far as you can is what we do.
So it's finding when a dancer has more to give
or when not to push.
The casting process changes depending on
the depths of the talents in front of you.
Do you believe that that artist
will have the capabilities that you're looking for?
Trying with the right one...
We're going to try it with all of you.
For today we will try to find which mother fits you.
So let's start with you.
And Sara maybe we start today with you.
So this is like...
your mother
she has this piano she loves to play
but she can not talk so you
learn the sign language and communicate that way together.
For her the second way of speaking
is through the piano.
But when she came to New Zealand
the husband that she married sold the piano
because he wants to buy land.
So now, she's missing the piano
so she has a knife
and she makes holes in the kitchen table
and it's the white keys and the black keys.
You come in and you see
why did she put these holes in the table?
So you're thinking maybe... she can not speak
maybe there's something more that is wrong with her?
So you're watching your mother
Yes...
and she says "Please sing"
So you stand up.
La la la la...
I was... look three metres and I didn't hear you.
So what about your mothers?
And what about the people who are sitting
on the beach somewhere there – in the last row – higher.
They paid a lot of money to see you
so I want to hear you.
Don't be scared.
Look - I don't care what people think.
La da da da, la da da da...
Just go for it, it doesn't matter
like you are at home.
You have a sister or brother?
Sister? So just be like she's your sister.
I'm your father... not father...
I'm your friend – I want to say friend.
So let's just have fun, yeah?
If you come home from school
and your mother is sitting at the kitchen table
and making holes there in the table
what would you think?
Mother are you ok? What happened?
We are not having lunch today? What's happening?
The light goes slowly on... it's just on the table
and you kind of watch your mother
and she's making...
that's it.
The audience is going to see Alasdair as the antagonist
which he clearly is.
He's not very forgiving
He doesn't really have patience for Ada
He doesn't really understand her either
and that's very clear in the way that he interacts with her.
But there was also a moment when he wanted to get to know her -
he really wanted to understand her at one point.
I think he looks down upon everyone else
who isn't the same as him as inferior.
He made a bad call selling the piano at the start
but I mean
Baines was his friend, Ada his wife.
Baines is kind of...
as a character he is overcome with lust and love for Ada.
He bought the piano because he wanted to get close to her.
It wasn't a thing of the moment.
He deliberately thought about, well...
the piano was left at the beach
she loves that piano
if I get the piano I'll get her attention.
There's a point where a duet starts
and I just touch Ada by the wrist
just so little and so delicate and she's playing the piano
then when I touch her everything stops -
for six counts it's complete silence.
And that electricity in that moment is so wonderful.
It's intimate but it's so very chaste at the same time.
He's bringing her out of her shell and it's
kind of a wonderful process – it's falling in love.
She will only be with you if you make her
believe in you. Slowly.
One... two... three
four... five... six... on one.
...four... five and... travel...
...and one... two...
three and four...
five and six... and one...
two...
six and one...
three and four...
gently, soft, soft...
two and... three...
four...
fast fast faster and... surprise!
And – surprise!
You have to really get to know your partner well
and after multiple rehearsals you start to understand
maybe someone's flow or their movement qualities.
You need to be able to
go beyond that first level of partnering and trying to figure things out
especially in the love scenes
your bodies have to mould together as one.
It's very important to have someone you can trust.
To be able to trust someone and then to be able to dance with them
gives you that added layer of security.
When we all come from such different backgrounds
when we get together there is always that collision of styles.
I love breaking down movements so we can find a foundation
so we can find a connection between the way
we like to do a movement and then putting it together
because then that step is not only mine and not only hers
it's ours together, so when we do it
it's easy to find meaning behind something that we constructed together
because we together worked to build it
a step that worked for us, that came from
half my part and half her part.
So it makes it very special and unique.
We always like to get to the point where muscle memory takes over
so you don't have to think so much about the steps.
Once we get to that point
then the emotion can take over and become
more and more raw and real.
When you can find those moments with your partner it's really magical
it's what I live for as a dancer
where you can just look at someone's eyes and know exactly what they're thinking
It's very cool, very special.
The technical crew is there to support the dancers
so that they can tell the story that the choreographer
is wanting to put across.
We're the ones that take the choreographer's and designer's vision
and turn it into something that is a reality
something we can put on the stage
that we can pack into a container or a truck
ship it to the next stage and do it again.
It's very... you feel the rhythm, no?
And it's the heart and that's the...
that's the life.
I know it seems we are not really doing big balletic stuff
but... I want to have it right.
I don't want to have it written in the reviews:
"Czech guy came and tried to imitate Māori."
I don't. That's why those two gentlemen are here
and we're going to get it right together
especially here in this place.
When we're talking about some of the choreographic material
I can feel optimistic about that.
However there's still the big issue of
non-Māori dancers performing a Māori dance.
I've spoken with Patricia a few times now about the casting
It would be much more appropriate for the dancers to be
actually Māori dancers from New Zealand.
So I'm not sure where we are in that conversation
but for the moment we just need to continue with rehearsals
so that you can ensure that the choreography is there.
It was obvious that our waka design needed to be remodelled as well
so I got in touch with my good friend James.
When I get involved with projects I look at the spirit of a project.
The Piano – it's like a meeting of cultures and people
sort of like Shakespeare... love and trauma.
People are trying to communicate.
That's sort of what The Piano is about.
If I can get in and help on a creative level
to help rectify something that should have been done in the beginning
which is quite interesting because it was all developed overseas
and shown in Germany
it makes you sort of laugh and smile a little bit
but it also makes your blood boil as well
from an indigenous perspective.
Every aspect of a waka has its own function, you know?
Every person on that waka has their own job
whether they're sitting at the front or at the back
or whether they're the captain.
Some people get an instruction to turn left
so they got to paddle a different way than the people on the other side.
To create harmony you all have to have the same
understanding of the function of a waka.
And I don't necessarily think that is where the waka is at at the moment.
We're trying to help without causing too much friction
as our canoe plows through the waves, if you know what I mean.
Don't stay on the oar - try to be down to the earth.
Yeah, that's good.
We haven't actually met as a group team
the artistic director, the choreographers and the designers
we haven't actually had a single meeting together.
I'm not the kaihautu of this waka, I'm not driving this waka
the Royal New Zealand Ballet is driving this waka
and I think we need to actually come together
so that we can all move together.
When I saw this country I just fell in love with this country.
The light... the landscape.
It's so enormous this feeling that you have when you see this country
that I almost didn't know how to express this.
But it was very important to capture
the enormous power of the sea or the mountains.
So I thought ok what can I do?
So I said let's make huge big walls
where we will project something that I will film in New Zealand
and make it almost like a picture, but still moving.
I think this is fine for the dancers.
In this show we've got four guys
whose sole job is to move the two walls around the stage.
And they have their own little dance.
As we have rehearsed we've had to go:
"We need this wall to move slightly faster than that wall"
so that the two walls can then marry up together.
They're making their own little choreographic number of wall moves.
The left side is a little more open than the right side.
Being here today I feel lighter – lighter yeah.
Because to be honest I was ready to actually say I'm leaving today
I had turned up in my mind saying if we don't have change today
I'm just going to say "look, sorry, I've helped as much as I can
but it's actually compromising my position as a Māori."
The suggestions that I had been making
I didn't know if they were being considered.
So it wasn't until today that I heard
that there was understanding there – and then actually saw it.
The biggest shift was having that open and frank conversation with Patricia.
As a result of the non-Māori within the show
being portrayed as Māori
Patricia heard that and understood it.
I said we need to actually address that not only in the production
but in the programme, we need to talk to our audience,
we need to let them know how we have approached this issue.
We're going to tell the audience that the Māori characters in the production
they are embodying the concepts and ideas within Māori culture
but they are not Māori.
We're going to say they represent a concept
which draws its inspiration from Māori culture.
So they are hybrid characters
almost elemental.
That's a compromise
as a result of the fact that the Ballet
is not going to employ Māori dancers to be in the production.
So I said to Patricia where are the Māori ballerinas?
Where are they?
They're not here.
Can I have everybody back please?
I'm just a little bit disappointed that we can not really
mix the cultures...
that it can not be the Māoris meeting the Europeans
and that it had to be kind of... erased.
This decision was made without us
and without me being choreographer.
I'm sorry but if you want to do such a drastic thing to the story
then talk to me and like we said
we talked about the music and we changed it
we talked about the waka boat and we changed it.
We were really open to change and I'm really actually open to any ideas.
With knowing what I know now in this moment
I would change even more and do things totally differently
but I didn't understand that.
And then slowly your hands turn into fists and you get this..
I think this ballet continues to push the frontier of the relationships
with the culture here in New Zealand and of dance.
The experience of having so many people come through
and touch this project and be a part of it
and laid eyes on the project with an opinion, with guidance
is I think remarkable.
But in the end there has to be somebody who says
this is the path we're going on
and this is what we're going to present to our audiences.
How do you make the dancer understand this complicated relationship?
You get married to a man you don't know
but your feelings are for this other guy
but you can not be with him...
So there's a lot of layers.
So I always try to ask them...
and maybe draw on something from their life.
And they feel it and they react as a human reacts
and it's true and it's real.
You're saying here: "Don't you get it? I love you."
Because this doesn't fit you.
This is not Abigail – this is you trying to play a role.
I mean you can hit him this way but
how would you say to a man who just doesn't get it?
Man, just... I'm here, I decided to come back!
He's like, go - leave!
And you're like, I came back because I wanted to tell you I love you!
There's a wonderful moment where Ada comes to George Baines
and he just says "I can't eat, I can't sleep
I'm just fixated on you so if you're not here for me
then just go, just go."
We were working on that a bit
and Jiří said "just do it like Abigail"
and tears started streaming down my face because
I just felt so involved in it and
as an artist you want to get to that point that
it's so real for you that... it's going to come across
rather than playing something
You have to be in it and...
I'm getting tearful thinking about it now!
Yeah, it's lovely.
The tension that Ada goes through
it's like a tight string that pulls her from both sides.
It's like, what is the right thing to do
and what is my heart telling me to do?
I can say without any doubt that this is
the most challenging role I've ever had.
Alasdair really, really pushes me to my limits.
It is challenging because I have to forget
the relationships I have with these people, these dancers
in real life
and I have to become
someone that I don't want to be.
It seems so heavy
but at the same time there's that believability
and that's what makes it...
more harrowing.
It's set a long time ago, however
the way that it's been told by Jiří
I think is quite a contemporary telling.
It just feels relevant to today
and any relationship happening today.
It's human nature
and I think that is the core of the story really.
So it doesn't really matter about the time period
you could strip it away and it could be set in
2050 or on the moon.
The characters are still relevant to human nature and human relationships.
It's been a process all the way through to bring this to life.
It's been a great learning journey for everyone in the company
and it's an exciting piece because there will be some dialogue about it.
It's a way for people to go out of the theatre and have a discussion.
What did you feel about that and what did you think about that?
And we can then have conversations
that are actually also important to our culture and to who we are.
I felt like Moss was trying to explain to me this huge problem
but I didn't really understand in the beginning.
I thought that we are actually fine
that we are saying an ok story that they are ok with.
If I would understand earlier maybe the process
would have been totally different, you know?
Next time if I do some project like this
I really will from the beginning want to know everything much more.
I think in the theatre it should be that you can express anything
and people should take it as a kind of opening of eyes
and something that we could think about.
We should be able to do anything because
the art should be free.
I totally agree and it was really nice how you said it
but still in the theatre are humans in the theatre
and humans have some certain stories.
It's not made of paper, you know?
Good evening ladies and gentlemen
and welcome to the Royal New Zealand Ballet's
'The Piano: the ballet' performance.
The moment the music plays
it's almost like we all get in to this separate world.
We all become these characters.
I get so focused on what I'm doing
I'm not looking at Paul any more – he becomes Stewart.
I'm not looking at Abi any more – I'm looking at Ada.
Is the story really a love story or is it about seduction?
Will she really go with him?
Is that the new love?
What was the story?
I think...
...and then she just walks
and you think about that.
Because it's not one of those typical love stories
and those typical love endings.
I don't think that the story is honestly that.
Yeah.