Surat kecil untuk tuhan (2011) - full transcript

Plato said that, "Poetry is closer to the truth than the history."

I love poems, but for the honor to him.

I love history, too.

History has introduced me with many great people that time.

Aristoteles, the philosophy, the greatest scholar to western,

Platos student and the teacher of Alexander The Great.

Then, there is Einstein.

No one doesn't know him. A genius physician.

Do you ever heard E=mc2?

But not many people know if he had Asperger Syndrome and found spelling difficulties when he was young.

And then, the two Google guys.



Yup, Larry Page and Sergey Brin

I representing the world to thanks to them.

Just imagine if we had no search engine like Google.

They are all my favorite.

Young, idealis and genius.

I believe in one hundred years later, their story will remind as the greatest in the world.

Like Leonardo Da Vinci and his Monalisa.

And one that most unforgettable

Our prophet Muhammad Alaihi Salam

The blessing for the universe.

History also teach us about future

What will I do today will be my provision

But what makes me curious is how I will be remembered?

How will my best friends will remember me?



How will my siblings will remember me?

How will my parents will remember me?

Will my Mom remember me?

How I will be remembered by my best friend which as my guardian, too?

I dont know.

Well never know until it happened.

Ke? Let's go.

Im sorry, I dont look.

No, its ok.

I dont walk properly.

Im sorry.

I want to go to Teachers Room. Won't you enter the class?

I am.

Mathematic model is away of solving problem by changing the form of verbal sentence,

Into a model which is the solved by a mathematic approach.

-Im sorry, Maam.
-Yes, sit.

Now, do the test no. 1-5.

Ke, are you alright?

Im okay.

This story is inspired by

True story of Gita Sesa Wanda Cantika.

A young girl that live her life

With rigidity

Look forward

Ke, we'll have practice at 4 PM, ok?

Please tell others.

Ok, sis.

Come, lets gather around.

I like you.

Would you be my girlfriend?

What do you like from me?

Youre beautiful.

Youre kind, smart and I like you smile.

I'll give you my answer if my rose has lost its petals.

Are you thirsty?

It'll be nice if we have a mixed ice..

The best mixed ice I ever drank is this afternoon

With the same recipe and same seller. Nothing special

Except,

That sweet smile.

Made that ice is better that usual

Your eye is red. Are you sick?

Nope. Maybe it's because of the dust.

Hold on.

Eh, don't rub it. Your eyes will get redder.

All my roses petals are torn out.

I want to be your girlfriend.

What’s happen, Ke?

Slowly. Slowly.

It's okay. Nosebleed is common for me.

What's going on?

Nothing. Just nosebleed.

Okay, then. We’ll see a doctor later, okay?

Let's go.

Come in.

Please wait outside, Sir.

Now, we’ve entered Rhythm and Dance session..

When your team will perform on that program?

You're team is cool

We’re still junior members. We’ll perform when in the 3rd grade

How is it, Pa?

Just sore eyes, Ke.

Just take medicine and you will recover.

Let's go, Pa. It's late. I'm afraid the shop already close.

Your daughter, Gita, got soft-tissue sarcoma

or known as Rhabdomysarcoma.

This cancer attacks the cheek muscles.

This cancer is malignant, Sir. According to the medical checkup, her cancer has in third stadium

The development is very fast every five days.

Therefore, we have to take immediate action, Sir.
Your daughter have to operate.

Papa, good morning.

Good morning.

Doctor said you need to take a rest.

I'm okay, Papa. My body is fit. Just my eyes feels hurt a little.

Yes, I know, but to get recovery soon you have to take a rest.

Yes, to cure the cancer.

Oh, okay. Yes.

Please send me the address.

Who is sick?

Yes. This herbal medicine is my herb.

Please, Sir.

You can put this herb on the sick part.

It's okayy. Just for a moment.

Is it hurt?

Finish it.

Don't feel it.

Hold on. Hold on.

It's time to take the medicine.

The taste is bitter. I want to puke. The taste is bad.

I know. The taste is not good, but this is all for your recovery.

If you want, I will eat all your medicine. All medicine that you ate.

I will do all therapy that you did.

So, you don't feel the pain alone.

No, Dad.

I dont meant that.

I just pissed off. Why is having sore eyes would be this painful?

Im sorry, Dad.

That’s enough.

Whatever your pain is, I’ll find the medicine.

Wherever it is, as long as you cured. I promise.

But, Dad. I want to go to school.

Open the door, dear.

Mon ...

Mon

Have an eat, please.

I bring you a Japanese comic that you want to read.

Curious, right? Come on. open the door.

This is me, Fahda.

Come on, Ke. Why don’t you come out yet?

I’m okay, Da. I just want to be alone.

Mom, mom, a monster!

I’m sorry, Miss.

What happened? Is it tumor?

Tumor?

Open the door, Ke. This is me, Andi.

I bring your favorite food.

A guitar?

For what?

I just have learned playing a guitar, but only up till chorus.
Want to hear?

The music is good. The lyric is cool.

Your voice not bad. Thanks.

Anytime.

Mon, we’re ready to go

Okay, Mr. Yus. Pak Yus don't stay away from Kemon, okay?

I'm afraid I'd falling to the side.

Be careful, Mon.

Mr. Yus will always be beside Kemon.

Mr. Yus can't possibly let Kemon fall.

(Radio)

Mr. Yus, where is Mr. Jodi?

Dek, wake up, Dek.

Which is your daughter?

Here.

Excuse me. Bismillah.

Astaghfirullahal'adzim. This is cancer, sir.

Cancer?

Sorry, I can't treat this, Sir.

Forgive Papa, Ke.

Papa can't be straightforward with you.

Keke, you have Rhabdomysarcoma cancer. Malignant cancer that attacks soft tissue.

The doctor suggested that you have an operation,

…but I didn't want to because the operation removed the cancer cells at the root.

They will cut the cheekbones, then the eyes, and finally, they will lift half of your face.

I don't have the heart to operate on you.

Astaghfirullahal'adzim.

Sorry, did I wake you up?

No, Ma.

How do you do, Ke? Is it still hurt?

You’ve to continue taking the medicine.

Yes, Ma.

Keke must be strong. Don't lose with this disease.

You'll stay tonight, right?

Yes, dear, but not now.

Later, if Keke goes to the doctor, I'll go with you, okay?

Now you have to sleep. Mama go home first.

I'll come here again later.

Keke needs the help of a doctor, not the others!

I know what is best for Keke.

I thought my illness could able to reunite my parents,

But I was wrong.

I don’t know since when their love have turned into bland.

There is only one way, but surgery to remove cancer cells that we can take.

What is it, Prof?

Chemotherapy.

I’ve often heard, Prof, but I still don't understand.

Chemotherapy is a treatment in using chemicals

That are introduced through the blood to kill cancer cells.

Positive response.

So far, her body doesn't reject it.

The medicines that are given at this time are so hard

That they affect normal cells

And cause side effects such as hair loss, decreased immune system,

Are easily infected and have diarrhea.

Ndi, whose birthday is this?

Us. It's for our anniversary.

You are very romantic.

So, this is a gift doll from you?

Do you know what Keke likes?

You're not fair! I was out of focus.

Keke really likes roses. She likes chocolate sticks.

And then, she can't sleep without her star pillow.

Oh yeah, she's a Japanese comic mania.

So, don't be surprised if for example Keke likes to follow the comic style.

Starting from her hair, clothes, just everything.

Ndi, I want to talk for a minute.

Yes, Ke.

Ndi ...

You go first.

I want us to break up.

It's better for us to be friends, Ndi.

I want to focus on my illness first

and I won't have time for us.

But I ...

Don't worry, we are still good friends.

What did you want to say?

I want to give this to you.

I will always be there for you, Ke.

It's been a year we're dating, Ke..

Thank you for wanting to be someone who means something to me.

I really love you.

Thank you, Sister.

Dear God

If I could return.

I hope that things happen to me don't happen to other people.

Dear God

Give me the strength to become mature

So that I can give the meaning of my life to anyone who knows me.

Dear God

This little letter is the last letter in my life

If only I could return to the world You have given me.

Gita Sesa Wanda Cantika.

I hope this is the last time.

I really applaud Gina's desire to recover.

From the beginning

I explained that this Rhabdomysarcoma cancer is a malignant cancer.

There are only two choices,

Surgery or chemotherapy, but God hears our prayers.

Gita

Congratulations

You managed to defeat this cancer.

Yaa Robbi

Ya Robbi..

Thanks God..

Doctor, is it true that Keke is fully recovered?

After we do biopsy,

She'll officially recovered from cancer

Alhamdulillah..

Doctors said, my cancer that live on my face tissues is growth very fast every five days.

Since that, I always cherish every moment with my dearest.

My parents

My sibs

And my best friends.

Okay

To celebrate Keke's recoveries, how if we take a vacation to Puncak?

Is it okay, we celebrate this just at home, Keke?

Its okay, Dad

Keke is happy.

Dad

Do you know?

To me, You're the best Dad in the world.

Yes

You too. You're the best daughter in the world.

If Andi were here ..

Dad?!

Its impossible

We already broken up.

I ended it.

So, its impossible that he'll be here

Dad

Is Mommy coming?

Well, ya, maybe she's stuck with traffic jam.

Daddy have a story

Some kind of quiz to guess someone's character.

If we three sailing together, Me, you, and Andi and suddenly the ship is drowning.

Unfortunately you're the only who can swim.

Who will you save first?

Dady or Andi?

Actually I can swim, Sir, even not as good as an athlete.

So, its better that Keke who will save you

You're right, Ndi.

Ke, he's smarter than how he looks

Daadd!!

Come, sit here.

After this we'll have a dinner.

Ok, Sir.

Ke, from now on, you don't need to worry me.

Its you whom we worried are.

I'll always be there for you, Ke.

I don't care, whatever you called it.

Boyfriend, mate, anything.

The important is you know that

I always love you, ke

I always love you, Ke.

I know. You want to say that you love me too, right?

What the ...

Well, Ke

Everything will be fine, ok?

Hey, come! Come here!

Lets go.

Oh, Ndi.

I want you to watch me at Rhythm and Dance event, would you?

I promise!

6 months later

I'm sorry I'm late.

Sorry ... sorry ....

Ok, right. Listen up you guys.

You all are seniors here, ok?

As seniors, there is one agenda awaits you, guys.

You all will perform at Rhythm and Dance event.

Stop, don't so happy.

You guys will attending that event, what that means?

Practicing!

Ok, you guys have to practice more.

Got it!

Chika

Eh, Papah

You surprised me

What is it, Pa?

There is something I want to talk with you

You are the eldest.

Already a grown up.

If something happens with me, you have to replace it.

I hope you care more about your family, especially your siblings.

Papa wants you to stop all your bad habits out there.

We should live with more concerned.

What do you mean?

Our family situation has changed, Chika.

All my money is for medical expenses for Keke.

Forget your wasteful racing hobby.

I know I am the eldest in this family, Pa.

I know, but that doesn't mean I have to be responsible of
the troubles and messes that Mama and Papa have made.

Since when did I not feel at home,
when did I'm playing in the wild race?

Since when, Pah?

You couldn't answered right?

Because all you see is that every night I just having fun,
wasting money and racing

But you never thought about my feelings!

Everything's already messed up. Our family is a mess!

Keke is sick. I always got headache just to think about it.

Chika

Brother..

I'm sorry

I don't want to make you to be worried.

Ok. Yes, good.

Now, that's enough today.

-Let's get our meal
-Ok

-I want yo eat meatball
-Me too

Wait me!

Eh, Keke, is it hurt?

No, it's okay.

-Are you sure?
-Really, it's okay

I will go first.

Yes.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

That was just Fahda's towel hit my eye.

-Is it really okay?
-Yes

Let's go.

Ok. Wait a minute.

Pa, my eye aren't good, Pa. This one

Its reddish, Ke.

We'll go to Professor, okay?

Hai

Why you hiding?

I was told to take medicine

You take it to get it fast recovery.

Its bitter.

Oh ya. I have this. Here, I'll open it

Here.

Papa once said

What happens to us is God's will.

Is the cancer grow again?

My dear, Keke

I'm sorry.

Maybe I had sins in the past.

Maybe I ever did wrong to others.

I'm sorry, Dear

Its should be Papa who is sick.

It has to be me who bear all this, not Keke.

No..

Forgive me, Dear.

Bukan pa

This is a trial

This is a trial for our family.

Dear God

You're the most gracious one

I am thankful for the deed that you have given me

so that I can still gather with those whom I love

my family, my friends

Dear God

Please, bestow your blessings of love among our family

so that there are no more places to hate in our hearts.

Dear God

This man is so kind to me, also my family.

Dear God

Only to You I offer my love and life

and I'm grateful

in my short life you've shown me to feel
the blessing of someone who sincerely loves me.

Thank you, Dear God.

I love you.

Haven't sleep yet?

I'm not sleepy yet.

The sky is clear, Ke.

Many stars become visible.

Do you know? That one is called Sirius.

Sometimes when other stars are covered by clouds,
only that which can be seen.

I want to be like Sirius.

No matter how bad the weather is, it still shines brightly.

Mr. Yodi, what I feared the most is finally happened.

Keke's body responded negatively.

What should I do, Prof?

Can we talk for a second?

the only way, we have to do a small operation

by implanting a pipe that directs the medicine directly to the heart

Ok, Prof. Please, do what you think is best.

So that the pipeline does not clog, we'll inject the drug daily.

-Ma
-Yes?

My pillow, please.

This, Dear.

Have a sleep, Keke.

In the bottom, middle cupboard.

Sorry, it's too simple, there's nothing.

Stop mocking me.

I'm here just for Keke.

Why? Are you afraid to regret cause you've been wasting her?

Do you think that staying a night can make amends forever?

You know, you always think that the most right.

Hei, Jodi. Even angels never punish others for feeling the most right.

Keke, you woke up?

Keke wants a vacation to the flower garden.

Yes, dear. We'll go there on vacation, okay?

You already know about Keke?

I am confused.

She is nice girl, but has a bad situation.

Maybe I brought a bad luck.

What do you mean?

Do you remember, Keke was sick when we started dating.

When we broke up, she recovered.

After we returned, she is sick again.

Yes, I do, but what I know is

whether it with you or not, she will experience things like this.

With your presence, Keke became stronger.

Don't you remember?

Only you can make her want to eat

Because you are still stay, even though her face is already swollen.

Maybe it's better if we didn't get back when she has recovered yesterday

Why did it turn out this way?

Nature, processes the body and protects the body against disease.

What connects something to other to make a decision.

You understand, right?

My hair is about to run out.

Here.

Take this, Keke

Here.

Take it.

Ke, take it.

This, Ke.

Take it.

Thank you..

Thank you so much.

You are my best friends.

Hi, where have you been?

What are you doing?

Get down!

I said get down!!

I'd really like to race with you once in a lifetime.

Take a strong grip.

I really believe on you, Brother.

Everything has changed.

Our beautiful childhood is only a memory.

There's nothing left, Ke.

Maybe our family is not complete.

I just want us to live like in the past.

I used to rode my bicycle with you.
I want you to care me when I'm hurt.

I don't want to make you worried.

I just want us to gather again.

I stopped racing.

Maybe the car can be sold to add to Keke's medical expenses.

Forgive me, Cika. We can get through this problem together.

I won't blame you anymore.

Two.

Ugh, brother!

Keke? Sweetie, sorry I'm late.

Come here, Mom.

To carry out a patient operation, you need to provide
a deposit up front, Ma'am.

May I pay it half first, Miss?

I'll pay it off later.

Please wait a minute, Ma'am. I'll ask the manager.

Mom, let's go.

Wait a minute, Son.

Hurry up.

Hello. She cannot pay off yet. How is it? Oh, ok.

I'm sorry, Ma'am.

I can't help it.

It's already our rules, Ma'am.

Where do you want to go?

It will be our turn soon.

It has been two years, but I am amazed
by Gita's pretension to get recovery.

It turns out that this cancer is stronger than you.

I have put all my abilities to defeated this cancer.

And this is the limit. There is nothing I can do.

But, Prof..

You are a doctor, a cancer expert.

You can't give up easily!

Thank you, Doc.

I know how you did the best you could.

Thank you, Doc.

Please, be patient.

Pa, do you bring money?

Yes.

Want to buy flowers?

How many, Pa?

What for?

For that woman below.

She wants to pay for his son's surgery, Pa.

But ...

I pity them, Pa. Her child is cute.
I met him when he was still healthy.

Now, his head is bald like me. Please.

Eh, that's mine!

My clothes.

No

Let's go.

Da, please zip this up.

What's wrong?

I can't stop crying, Din.

Keke

Let's watch the performance of Akama Middle School!

Oke, ready?

Ready.

Looking for Andi?

No.

Okay, this is the main event we've been waiting for, Rythm and Dance!

Let me speak on behalf of my friends.

For a long time we practiced together.

All members of the arts club, including our best friend,

Gita Sesa Wanda Cantika or Keke.

It seems like we would never have been perfect tonight without her.

However, it seems that God has other plans

We present our performance tonight

For you, our best friend.

Yes.

Keke insisted on taking the exam.

Yes, Final Exam.

Yes, let her do what she wants.

Pah ...

Yes

Yes, Ke?

Let's go.

You said you want to take the exam?

Yeah, but I can't move my legs. Looks like its paralyzed, Pa.

-How could?
-I do not know.

Since when did this can't be moved?

A moment ago after from the bathroom.

Be careful.

Ok, let see.

Feel nothing, Ke?

Let's go to Professor.

I want to do the exam first, okay?

We'll see the doctor later when I finish the exam.

-Be careful
-Ke ... Keke ....

What happen?

-Are you okay, ke?
-Her legs ... her legs can't be moved.

Yes, slowly, be careful.

Come here.

-Why are you still go to school, Ke?
-I'll bring your bag.

-Slowly, Ke.
-Are you ok?

Be careful, Din.

Students, please entering the class.

For those who still in front of the class.

Give me the bag, Din.

Yes, Sir.

Fahda

Are you okay, Ke?

Mr. Yus

Yes, Mon

-My legs are okay. I can move them
-Yes, Mon.

Be careful, Ke.

-Look
-Slowly..

It's ok, right?

Iya, Mon

-Ya Allah!
-Keke!

I once said that I wanted to be Sirius

The brightest star.

But the scientist said

The brightest star emits enormous energy as well,
thus shortening its life.

Right now I feel my light is almost dim.

Come in.

Assalamu’alaikum, Mr. Jodi

Wa’alaikumussalam

You called me, Sir?

Ma'am, I know my daughter is very ill.
Maybe her life won't be long anymore.

Do not just because she is my daughter,
the chairman here, then you biased her.

I'm sorry, what you mean by that I biased her?

Keke rarely attended school, because she need medical treatment.

How could she possibly be the first in class?

Mr Jodi, Keke is a smart kid. She deserves to be
a class champion because of her own efforts

This is the Keke's report that you asked for.

Keke is sick and I know that, Sir, but she is still my smartest student.

Let's pray Maghrib.

This is Andi, Ke

I'm sorry. I just coming now.

I confused, Ke. I afraid of making Keke sick again.

I'm sorry, Ke. But now I realized, Ke ...

Indeed this is happening. Whether or not I near Keke,
you'll still like this.

I'm sorry, Ke.

God, if you really want to take her, we accepted it sincerely.

Yes, dear.

Chika, Kiki.

Just write it, dear.

Yes, dear.

We will get along, I promise.

If you want to go

Papa, brothers, we are all sincere.

Forgive, Papa.

Everytime we count stars in the sky

But only despair is right about it.

Like me, counting the sighs with your name.

Only fatigue is able to know the amount.

When eyes are closed…

I can still see you.

-Forgive us..
-No,

Maybe when I closed my eyes I could see you.

I want to be like the Sirius.

Shine brightly in your heart.

Mr. Jodi

Gita is gone.

Ya Allah...

I will always be there for you, Ke.

Now I'’ve reached at the end of my journey, like a rain.

I wonder how I will be remembered later.

I leave everything to you.